"So door chains are for times like this, huh? They never taught us that back at home" That part just got me thinking. She was still young and somewhat naive in those aspects. From the beginning we know the talent she has for anything related to the world of entertainment, like singing, dancing, acting, her charisma, etc. But perhaps the reason why she was so distracted, careless about certain things as Aqua emphasizes, is because there was never anyone to teach her about it. She ignored those everyday things because even wanting the best for her children and making an effort, her world revolved around the industry from a very young age, like 12 or 13. For me that is one of the saddest parts, because it's a silent reminder of how abandoned she was in her childhood.
@@HecateMusic as a manga reader, can already tell that scene will be in the very end of the episode since they anounce it will be 90 mins so i'm not that suprise but they did better than i was expected
A lot of people are saying that what made this scene so impactful was Ai's eyes, but I think we shouldn't disregard Takahashi Rie's voice. She did an absolutely amazing job voicing not just the character as a whole, but this scene in particular as well. Ai's final words are hauntingly beautiful.
Ai Hoshino is just isekai hu tao to me. And Rie Takahashi is absolutely perfect infact i think anyone else wouldn't be justified for this role I'm extremely happy she was the one who voiced ai
I think it was more of the build up and most of the people going in blind thinking it was a fun idol anime. I think most manga readers (like myself) did not spoil it for others because we wanted them to feel the pain we did when reading that part.😢
The saddest part for me wasn’t the eyes, it was Ai’s realization that she was able to say “I love you”. She was shocked, sad, and disappointed in herself that the only time she was able to say it was in her final moments. She realized she really loved them. Which is the most devastating thing.
If anything, it was also probably the happiest moment in her life, which is the real tragedy. Because for the first time in her life her words weren't a lie. She genuinely loved her kids and wanted to be with them. It was heartbreakingly bittersweet,
2:43 the part where she's trying so hard to make sure she says everything she could before it's too late. When she said those lines "Umm...what else?" breaks my heart as well as hearing her breaking voice as she speaks. Until she finally said the lines "Ruby....Aqua.....I love you" is fucking depressing 😭
I couldn't express it by words, even though this is a fiction. I would never be able to handle it all by myself, but the first episode literally made everyone crushed to their hearts, I'm sure of it. I will forever cherish every moments of her. A straightforward girl who just wanted to feel love, happiness, joy, honest feelings of oneself. Rest well, and I hope you find your true peace up in the afterlife.
after watching the first episode and reading the entire manga, I can tell that this story will change many people's minds and lifes, well, thats what hapenned to me at least, it's the fist time that a manga touches my heart so deeply, so yeah, you're not alone, I think that none of us will ever be, even if this world make us think that we are.
@@unbentsign7194 that would be even more heartbreaking.... Knowing that her children are out there and that she cannot go to them since they wouldn’t recognize her Nd that the reincarnated her wouldn’t even be her anymore 💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
That motif at 2:44 is played 6(?) times throughout the first episode, all in situations where Ai is the primary focus character and she’s being truthful-not telling lies, like when she’s talking about how she can’t love, or how she wants to make a lot of money so she can send Aqua and Ruby to school. As a manga reader, as soon as I realized this motif was gonna repeat, I fuckin KNEW they were gonna play it when she died and by god did they play it. i cried so hard. thank you for the lovely arrangement.
though i just remembered-it played during the scene where Saitou Miyako asked Aqua and Ruby to become her kids for real-another instance of truth coming out after lies (the god deception lol)
THE BEST PART IMO 3:36 starts to get into it 3:47 the build up 3:50 that “realization” when ai said it😭😢 4:02 that sad feel knowing that ai is just trying her best to be a mother…
its totally unexpected that it was gonna be this good but i dont understand why she didnt have body guards man that 1 mistake made this happen im so upset
Havent cried so much since watching anime for a long time... but this one is an absolutely stellar one.. Doga Kobo studio really nailed the 1st ep final scene perfectly with the colours and fluid animation... and to top it off with Rie's amazing voice acting 💔
When Ai states about the door chain and how thay didn't teach her anything like that in the childrens home it really shows how abandoned she was as a kid. When her eyes faded from their bright, radiance in that gut wrenching moment you can see how much she loves her kids and how she doesn't want ro abandon them. Remember Ai didn't have a family so watching her death unfold right as she was starting to understand the meaning of the word "love" made this scene 10x harder to watch. Ai wanted to make her kids happy after hearing their interest in their father. She Ai showed grace, patience, and love to the man who took her away from her kids and her young life in which she had so much more to live for. Watching her children grow up, getting married, and getting to bask in the glory of life, without truly knowing what love is, she forgave that man and even still loved him. When she told her only son "I'm sorry but I think this is it for me " the tears really started to flow. A bright, outgoing, and energetic girl was taken from her life because of one's selfishness, thinking that she belonged to him. The man, accusing that she doesn't even remember him. She remembers his name, where she saw him, and even a gift that she displays in her home, and yet it wasn't good enough. It's horrifying that in her final moments she truly found what love is, and never got to really treasure it when she finally found it. The moment when she was stabbed and her life flashed before her eyes she only recollected the times with her kids; that is when her life really started. Her last words still haunt me as if I were her child in that moment, in that dread. She never got to express her feelings towards her kids because even she didnt know what it was and yet she had it all along. She was accused of being a slut, a filthy person and a traitor. All she wanted was something to love... Please remember friends that no matter what we must keep love in our hearts even if we don't understand it.
I normally find anime by seeing spoilers and thinking "oh, I'll give this one a shot". Oshi no Ko isn't even something I usually watch, but it was offhandedly mentioned a couple of times in videos so I gave it a watch. Was COMPLETELY blindsided by Ai's death, I've rewatched that scene so many times and I tear up every time. I think what gets me is that all her life, Ai hadn't known love and lived a lie, hoping that one day it would become true. All she wanted was to love and be loved, so she kept her twins and gave birth to them in the hope that she could feel love. But she was too scared to say she loved them because she didn't know what she would do if that, too, was a lie. Then in her final moments, she realizes that she does feel love towards her kids, and it just broke me. SO damn good.
I think the most haunting part of this scene was the eyes. They were literally perfectly drawn, framed, and the absolute despair in all ruby's, aqua's and ai's was perfect. And the fading of them was absolutely devastating. 100 percent was much better than in the manga.
Even it’s a final moment… Yep it’s piercing our heart but…. It still remain a smile on her face bc she finally happy the her children. I’m respectfully in this character’s death so much. Farewell Hoshino Ai. And thank you for the epic song :)
Hoshino Ai A great idol and more important, A great mother to the twins She will always be remembered in the Hall of Anime as one of the most beloved characters ever.
@@sciocaflad-al9883 yeah. But she's trying and determined to be a good one by providing a good financial state for her small family by also becoming an actress even though at the end she can't enjoy the result and seeing her children grow up.
The thought of being in your mother's chest hugging you, bathed in her blood while moments pass as she is losing her life, is very traumatizing. Even as an adult, I'm sure no one would be able to handle such a thing happening in front of you. I think this hit Aqua so hard as a hardcore fan and as AI's own child who witnessed everything that had happened , I can understand his edginess in the anime and in the manga. It's a very depressing moment that it actually made me cry. It hit harder than in manga with the details and voicing of characters present in that moment. Kudos to the voice actors, especially Takahashi Rie's voice acting here. Such a beautiful yet traumatizing scene.
Bro everything came together to create a masterpiece premiere. The Music and sound design, the VA, the animation and art quality, and direction they took by giving the first episode enough time to get you invested and then punch you in the gut. There is not a single fault that I can make with the first episode. I’ve cried when I first read it in the manga and I’ve cried every time I’ve properly seen the scene in the anime. To not only make me cry when I knew what was coming, but more than once, I believe makes it a masterpiece. I love this series ❤
@@loprinrin les see what the second ep has to bring hopefully not some slice of life only stuff but more than that exciting DOKI DOKI kind of episode also the op kinda nice
Much love goes out to the creators of this series and whatever tough times Akasaka must've been going through to have been able to think of this. You will forever be immortalized as the only piece of media to make me cry.
Just watching this scene made me feel a way I never felt before. Just hearing the soundtrack and seeing Ai die was truly something else. Ai saying "I love you" to Aqua and Ruby with such powerful emotion made me cry. This episode presented how Ai was more careless than any other person, and I'm pretty sure the reason to this, is because of no one being able to look after her properly at a young age, and I think the authors showed this amazingly in the episode from start to finish when she died. Looking back after re-watching Oshi No Ko with my friends and hearing their emotions in the same moment, they felt the same. They felt sadness and madness. And I'm almost certain that most people that watched this episode felt the same. I have no regrets watching this masterpiece.
Bro i wanted to die so much at the end of the episode😭 and the artstyle was incredible too it gave me chills. I'm all for those dark turns but damn this still hurts.
"I just wish I'd seen you both with a backpack"... Killed me My hate towards they're father is bigger than anything in anime world. Now I just want to see is pain in the manga .
@@meyerswhyte I'm watching these series for the third time. I sit and cry all day. I've only had this happen with one anime in my entire life, and that was while watching. Now I’m not in the mood for a whole day, I thought I’ll watch a relaxing anime with a beautiful waifu and my favorite VA, but something went wrong. I'm going to read the manga even though it's not finished yet, too many emotions to just wait for the new series
Everytime I watch more than once in first episode I always hope that Ai could've survive, even if I knew she is not 😢.. if I ever find that stalker in real life he would be finished
*Anime isn't just "an anime" or else it wouldn't have impacted so many people, connect, even brighten us, the community that has formed around this is something to behold. Thank you to the people who write manga and anime you've truly touched many of our hearts and have carved a legacy for many to remember. Its not just an anime.. its a teacher, its a lesson, its a motivator, and its something that helps you become who you want to be, its a booster in learning your path and if you try to tell me otherwise ill tell you that's your opinion, this is mine*
Yup, anime deserves better. Because it had suffered cruel tropes and many fillers that destroyed anime for us. It needs to be better and more heartfelt like cartoons do.
Just listening to this song makes me remember the last moments that AI dedicated to his children and saying his last words...really...it doesn't hurt me, IT BURNS ME, IT HURTS ME HEARING THIS, THAT MOMENT WAS WHEN I SHED MY TEARS!
Its okay Ai, im so glad you finally said the words and found love…we all felt your love for your kids..there was never any doubt about that 😢 its very clear…
Just watch the oshi no ko on first episode a week ago, it still hurts me A LOT everytime I rewatch the scene. I've never cry over anime but this one is just different 😢
I'm here because of the special episode that I watched today that reminded me that beautiful music and how sad was the scene it was accompanying. And so long too. What really struck me was the length of that scene, as if they wouldn’t let us go crying but wanted to continue inflicting emotional damage on us over and over again. One of the saddest and most striking scenes I’ve seen all anime mixed up.
The music with her life flashing before her eyes…. All she could think about was her children. Not the flashing lights of being an idol. Her children… how much she wanted to watch them grow. Just hits really hard. **kinda spoilery** But even this might not be the saddest scene in the series. The next season will have a moment that I personally feel rivals it greatly if they manage to pull off the moment in the anime. 💔
Me too and I have this scene on loop in my brain, I haven’t slept in 1 and a half weeks, I would have never thought a phrase that meant something joyful could cause me so much pain, I’ve been crying the life out of me since my heart and soul left me after watching the 1st ep 💔😭😭😭😭
First time I felt any sort of sadness watching an anime was watching Ai’s death scene. Listening to the music does nearly the same amount of damage as well
I've been reading Oshi no Ko since around mid-late May of 2021. It's a series I absolutely adore, and was incredibly happy to see get announced for an adaptation (yet alone the 1st episode be a movie) It dropped today, and I knew everything that was to happen but man, they fucking sold it with Ai's death and made me cry my fucking eyes out over it for the 1st time. I didn't ever cry over her death but the music and voice acting really sold it here.
At least, she has experienced something that beyond her expectation. Physsically able to pregnant was a gift that many consider as meh. I tell you is not. In the end to said with the bottom of her geart "I love you" was her last moment. The moment of truth. No lies. And finally rest in happiness❤❤ R.I.P Hoshino Ai. You're the best young mom in anime❤❤❤❤
no stop this is making me cry already bro itll forever do that to me now this anime best have some banger theme songs so i can listen to them as i did fairy tail
"So door chains are for times like this, huh? They never taught us that back at home"
That part just got me thinking. She was still young and somewhat naive in those aspects. From the beginning we know the talent she has for anything related to the world of entertainment, like singing, dancing, acting, her charisma, etc.
But perhaps the reason why she was so distracted, careless about certain things as Aqua emphasizes, is because there was never anyone to teach her about it. She ignored those everyday things because even wanting the best for her children and making an effort, her world revolved around the industry from a very young age, like 12 or 13. For me that is one of the saddest parts, because it's a silent reminder of how abandoned she was in her childhood.
There's alot of what if that could've prevented ai death sadly no miracles happened and even worse aqua is being too hard on himself
I'm tearing up reading this
The scene was so sad 🥲
日本では子供の頃から親から、来客があった時はドアホンで誰なのか尋ねたり、ドアホンのカメラで誰なのか確認します。また、扉についているレンズで外を確認してから開けます。しかし、アイは迎えに来た監督かと思い不用心に開けてしまったことと、普段から事件に遭遇しにくい日本の安全さが仇となったシーンでした。😢
they dont have those chains on orphan house cause it safe there 😢
Man they directed and animated this first episode so fucking well, I'm so hyped for the rest !
yeah they are genius to extend the first episode to 90 min to put this banger at the end
@@HecateMusic For real! It would definitely not have been as impactful if it was split into 4 episodes
@@HecateMusic as a manga reader, can already tell that scene will be in the very end of the episode since they anounce it will be 90 mins so i'm not that suprise but they did better than i was expected
I so wish the sequel was as good as the first episode 😶
@@IdentifiantE.S it is
A lot of people are saying that what made this scene so impactful was Ai's eyes, but I think we shouldn't disregard Takahashi Rie's voice. She did an absolutely amazing job voicing not just the character as a whole, but this scene in particular as well. Ai's final words are hauntingly beautiful.
Ikr the "I love you" and saying ah i was finally able to say it realising its not a lie made me soo sad Takahashi Rie is truly in her own leagur
"Ah... I was finally able to say it..."
Ai Hoshino is just isekai hu tao to me. And Rie Takahashi is absolutely perfect infact i think anyone else wouldn't be justified for this role I'm extremely happy she was the one who voiced ai
I think it was more of the build up and most of the people going in blind thinking it was a fun idol anime. I think most manga readers (like myself) did not spoil it for others because we wanted them to feel the pain we did when reading that part.😢
why she have to die so soon tho her husband are totaly sht
The saddest part for me wasn’t the eyes, it was Ai’s realization that she was able to say “I love you”. She was shocked, sad, and disappointed in herself that the only time she was able to say it was in her final moments. She realized she really loved them. Which is the most devastating thing.
That was the part that broke me 😭
If anything, it was also probably the happiest moment in her life, which is the real tragedy. Because for the first time in her life her words weren't a lie. She genuinely loved her kids and wanted to be with them. It was heartbreakingly bittersweet,
never a lie.
Same mate.. The moment she says I love u is whenmy eyes start to bawl
アクアが東京ブレイドで起き上がったあかねに泣きながら抱きつくシーン
このBGMで泣いた
「私はこんなんじゃ死なないよ✌🏻」
ってアイの笑顔
そうあって欲しいってアクアの気持ちが痛いほど伝わってきたし多分視聴者も同じ理想を持ったはず
つらい
Feels like "a song about a mother whos watching her children growing up"
Maquia approves
@@cfcblue8 don't remind me of that movie bro 😢
Lol if only...
yess so accurate
このBGMダメだぁ...聞いたらあの情景とセリフがフラッシュバックしたみたいに頭の中に浮かんできて泣いてしまう...
2:43 the part where she's trying so hard to make sure she says everything she could before it's too late. When she said those lines "Umm...what else?" breaks my heart as well as hearing her breaking voice as she speaks. Until she finally said the lines "Ruby....Aqua.....I love you" is fucking depressing 😭
Takahashi Rie is such an amazing voice actor.
This episode destroyed my mind. It's really heartbreaking watching Ai utter her final words to her children.
The last nail in the coffin was when they showed Ai as the light disappeared from her eyes, I just had to lie down after that
yeah and the star in the night too :(
i don't think ill feel stable any time soon after watching that first episode I'm so damaged man
@@knight8958 Well, now you know what Aqua's been feeling for years in-universe
I couldn't express it by words, even though this is a fiction.
I would never be able to handle it all by myself, but the first episode literally made everyone crushed to their hearts, I'm sure of it. I will forever cherish every moments of her.
A straightforward girl who just wanted to feel love, happiness, joy, honest feelings of oneself.
Rest well, and I hope you find your true peace up in the afterlife.
I hope that Ai gets reincarnated into a life where she can live happily with a normal family and experience love.
@@unbentsign7194 same
after watching the first episode and reading the entire manga, I can tell that this story will change many people's minds and lifes, well, thats what hapenned to me at least, it's the fist time that a manga touches my heart so deeply, so yeah, you're not alone, I think that none of us will ever be, even if this world make us think that we are.
@@unbentsign7194 "well life ain't all sunshine and rainbows but we atleast hope for the best of the worst"
-idk 😂
@@unbentsign7194 that would be even more heartbreaking....
Knowing that her children are out there and that she cannot go to them since they wouldn’t recognize her Nd that the reincarnated her wouldn’t even be her anymore 💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
何回聞いても胸がグッとなる、マジで泣ける😢😢
That motif at 2:44 is played 6(?) times throughout the first episode, all in situations where Ai is the primary focus character and she’s being truthful-not telling lies, like when she’s talking about how she can’t love, or how she wants to make a lot of money so she can send Aqua and Ruby to school.
As a manga reader, as soon as I realized this motif was gonna repeat, I fuckin KNEW they were gonna play it when she died
and by god did they play it. i cried so hard. thank you for the lovely arrangement.
though i just remembered-it played during the scene where Saitou Miyako asked Aqua and Ruby to become her kids for real-another instance of truth coming out after lies (the god deception lol)
THE BEST PART IMO
3:36 starts to get into it
3:47 the build up
3:50 that “realization” when ai said it😭😢
4:02 that sad feel knowing that ai is just trying her best to be a mother…
アニメを見たことがない人がこの曲を聴いたら、まさか1話終盤の「あの場面に使われている」とは到底思えないはず
この曲が長調なのは、自称嘘つきなアイドルだったアイが「最期にやっと我が子への愛が本物だったと気づけたから」もあるんだろうけど
何より初回90分で「情緒ぐちゃぐちゃになった」という感想が多数寄せられるほど衝撃的だったからこそ、曲だけは明るくしようというスタッフさんのせめてものお情けだったのかもしれない…
Yo, mis emociones eran un desastre
個人的にはアイの死を美しく見せる効果もある気がする、、
The first episode absolutely destroyed me 😭
its totally unexpected that it was gonna be this good but i dont understand why she didnt have body guards man that 1 mistake made this happen im so upset
Same Damm
frrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Ye this almost made me cried especially the end credit
Yes, I’m so devastated, shouldn’t watch anime at night time, now it’s 2am and I cannot sleep because how sad it was.😢
Havent cried so much since watching anime for a long time... but this one is an absolutely stellar one.. Doga Kobo studio really nailed the 1st ep final scene perfectly with the colours and fluid animation... and to top it off with Rie's amazing voice acting 💔
When Ai states about the door chain and how thay didn't teach her anything like that in the childrens home it really shows how abandoned she was as a kid. When her eyes faded from their bright, radiance in that gut wrenching moment you can see how much she loves her kids and how she doesn't want ro abandon them. Remember Ai didn't have a family so watching her death unfold right as she was starting to understand the meaning of the word "love" made this scene 10x harder to watch. Ai wanted to make her kids happy after hearing their interest in their father. She Ai showed grace, patience, and love to the man who took her away from her kids and her young life in which she had so much more to live for. Watching her children grow up, getting married, and getting to bask in the glory of life, without truly knowing what love is, she forgave that man and even still loved him. When she told her only son "I'm sorry but I think this is it for me " the tears really started to flow. A bright, outgoing, and energetic girl was taken from her life because of one's selfishness, thinking that she belonged to him. The man, accusing that she doesn't even remember him. She remembers his name, where she saw him, and even a gift that she displays in her home, and yet it wasn't good enough. It's horrifying that in her final moments she truly found what love is, and never got to really treasure it when she finally found it. The moment when she was stabbed and her life flashed before her eyes she only recollected the times with her kids; that is when her life really started. Her last words still haunt me as if I were her child in that moment, in that dread. She never got to express her feelings towards her kids because even she didnt know what it was and yet she had it all along. She was accused of being a slut, a filthy person and a traitor. All she wanted was something to love...
Please remember friends that no matter what we must keep love in our hearts even if we don't understand it.
I normally find anime by seeing spoilers and thinking "oh, I'll give this one a shot".
Oshi no Ko isn't even something I usually watch, but it was offhandedly mentioned a couple of times in videos so I gave it a watch.
Was COMPLETELY blindsided by Ai's death, I've rewatched that scene so many times and I tear up every time.
I think what gets me is that all her life, Ai hadn't known love and lived a lie, hoping that one day it would become true. All she wanted was to love and be loved, so she kept her twins and gave birth to them in the hope that she could feel love. But she was too scared to say she loved them because she didn't know what she would do if that, too, was a lie.
Then in her final moments, she realizes that she does feel love towards her kids, and it just broke me.
SO damn good.
I think the most haunting part of this scene was the eyes. They were literally perfectly drawn, framed, and the absolute despair in all ruby's, aqua's and ai's was perfect. And the fading of them was absolutely devastating. 100 percent was much better than in the manga.
I've just cried after seeing this. It was just... so emotional. Ai, you will always have a place in my heart TT
Even it’s a final moment… Yep it’s piercing our heart but….
It still remain a smile on her face bc she finally happy the her children.
I’m respectfully in this character’s death so much.
Farewell Hoshino Ai.
And thank you for the epic song :)
She was a great mother
@@hyper0505 best mom of the year
Hoshino Ai
A great idol
and more important,
A great mother to the twins
She will always be remembered in the Hall of Anime as one of the most beloved characters ever.
@@hyper0505but she didn't consider herself a good one 😥
@@sciocaflad-al9883 yeah. But she's trying and determined to be a good one by providing a good financial state for her small family by also becoming an actress even though at the end she can't enjoy the result and seeing her children grow up.
"The brightest stars burn the fastest" is represented throughout this anime
このBGMはダメだー
あのシーンフラッシュバックでよみがえってくる
そして泣ける😭
This must be one of the best OSTs I have ever heard. Well recreated, heats of to you, this goes on my depressed playlist.
The thought of being in your mother's chest hugging you, bathed in her blood while moments pass as she is losing her life, is very traumatizing. Even as an adult, I'm sure no one would be able to handle such a thing happening in front of you. I think this hit Aqua so hard as a hardcore fan and as AI's own child who witnessed everything that had happened , I can understand his edginess in the anime and in the manga. It's a very depressing moment that it actually made me cry. It hit harder than in manga with the details and voicing of characters present in that moment.
Kudos to the voice actors, especially Takahashi Rie's voice acting here. Such a beautiful yet traumatizing scene.
もうこの音楽聞いただけで泣くわ
This soundtrack made this whole scene hit harder
Man... what a first episode
Never cryed so hard in my entire life, that so beautiful yet so sad🥺😥😭
Bro everything came together to create a masterpiece premiere. The Music and sound design, the VA, the animation and art quality, and direction they took by giving the first episode enough time to get you invested and then punch you in the gut. There is not a single fault that I can make with the first episode. I’ve cried when I first read it in the manga and I’ve cried every time I’ve properly seen the scene in the anime. To not only make me cry when I knew what was coming, but more than once, I believe makes it a masterpiece. I love this series ❤
Life can be harsh sometimes. Hope this anime can make a lesson for some, let’s be kind to others and don’t get step upon
I've been crying to this for the past 20 minutes 😭😭😭
テンションハイになってもこの音楽聞くと急に悲しくなる
I am not the type of person to cry at deaths in anime, but this one hit me. Very hard.
最後の愛してるからのとこめっちゃ好き…
That was an actual good and sad story, more for just a first episode
Bro listening to this 2 months later still makes me cry..
oh this was heartbreaking:(
3:11 the last words
ai shiteru...
ruby.. aqua... ai shiteru..
AAAAAAA😭
@@loprinrin les see what the second ep has to bring hopefully not some slice of life only stuff but more than that exciting DOKI DOKI kind of episode also the op kinda nice
泣きそうになる😭
Much love goes out to the creators of this series and whatever tough times Akasaka must've been going through to have been able to think of this.
You will forever be immortalized as the only piece of media to make me cry.
Me at the beginning episode: UOOO!! AI-CHAN!!!
Me, when Ai is dying: oi oi oi... No... No... Why... Why now....
Just watching this scene made me feel a way I never felt before. Just hearing the soundtrack and seeing Ai die was truly something else. Ai saying "I love you" to Aqua and Ruby with such powerful emotion made me cry. This episode presented how Ai was more careless than any other person, and I'm pretty sure the reason to this, is because of no one being able to look after her properly at a young age, and I think the authors showed this amazingly in the episode from start to finish when she died.
Looking back after re-watching Oshi No Ko with my friends and hearing their emotions in the same moment, they felt the same. They felt sadness and madness. And I'm almost certain that most people that watched this episode felt the same. I have no regrets watching this masterpiece.
Bro i wanted to die so much at the end of the episode😭 and the artstyle was incredible too it gave me chills. I'm all for those dark turns but damn this still hurts.
i still wanna die after watching it
@@Flexclipssssame fr.
I want to go where ever the hell Ai is, man just kill me already 😭
Gws
"I just wish I'd seen you both with a backpack"... Killed me
My hate towards they're father is bigger than anything in anime world. Now I just want to see is pain in the manga .
本当に泣ける
Finally I remembered the name of the OST. Sorry im not good at remembering things very well.
Stop😭😭😭
Rest in power Ai Hoshino. You were the best mom.
I havent cried this much in ages jesus...
マジ悲しいわ😭何度も泣いた😢
My day was literally and utterly ruined. I just stayed up all night listen to Idol by Yaosobi
it broke me so hard, i read the manga in one sitting and watched the first ep 4 times in a row
@@Flexclipsss Same man, I finished rereading the manga and watched the anime 3 times, and everytime Ai keeps dying😭
@@meyerswhyte 😭😭it's so sad man
@@meyerswhyte I'm watching these series for the third time. I sit and cry all day. I've only had this happen with one anime in my entire life, and that was while watching. Now I’m not in the mood for a whole day, I thought I’ll watch a relaxing anime with a beautiful waifu and my favorite VA, but something went wrong. I'm going to read the manga even though it's not finished yet, too many emotions to just wait for the new series
Everytime I watch more than once in first episode I always hope that Ai could've survive, even if I knew she is not 😢.. if I ever find that stalker in real life he would be finished
Bro, the image...the image (cries).
The first 20seconds get me nearly crying every time
3:13 this image breaks my heart once more.
Seeing Ruby stuck behind the door, enable to reach her...
*Anime isn't just "an anime" or else it wouldn't have impacted so many people, connect, even brighten us, the community that has formed around this is something to behold. Thank you to the people who write manga and anime you've truly touched many of our hearts and have carved a legacy for many to remember. Its not just an anime.. its a teacher, its a lesson, its a motivator, and its something that helps you become who you want to be, its a booster in learning your path and if you try to tell me otherwise ill tell you that's your opinion, this is mine*
Yup, anime deserves better. Because it had suffered cruel tropes and many fillers that destroyed anime for us. It needs to be better and more heartfelt like cartoons do.
I’ve read the whole manga and this scene hit me hard I ended up crying it’s just too sad.
Just listening to this song makes me remember the last moments that AI dedicated to his children and saying his last words...really...it doesn't hurt me, IT BURNS ME, IT HURTS ME HEARING THIS, THAT MOMENT WAS WHEN I SHED MY TEARS!
This ost is giving me flashbacks which i don't want coming back hope. The silent panning of her dead smiling face killed me
「愛してる 。やっと言えた。ごめんね、言うの、こんなに遅くなって。
よかった。この言葉は絶対、嘘じゃない。」この言葉を言った後に、アイの瞳から光が消えて、ルビーが崩れる様に泣く所が見てて死ぬほど胸が痛かった
This ost is so good🥺♥️ The scene made me cry so much😭
Its okay Ai, im so glad you finally said the words and found love…we all felt your love for your kids..there was never any doubt about that 😢 its very clear…
This ost gonna hit as hard as scum's wish and I'm here for it. (Yes I know the artist is the mangaka of scum's wish)
Just watch the oshi no ko on first episode a week ago, it still hurts me A LOT everytime I rewatch the scene. I've never cry over anime but this one is just different 😢
I'm here because of the special episode that I watched today that reminded me that beautiful music and how sad was the scene it was accompanying. And so long too. What really struck me was the length of that scene, as if they wouldn’t let us go crying but wanted to continue inflicting emotional damage on us over and over again. One of the saddest and most striking scenes I’ve seen all anime mixed up.
I need aqua's revenge ost!! It's crazy
oh yeah its good! will consider
it is about to get hella fun bro i cant wait to see him get his REVENGE FOR HIMSELF AND AI
The music with her life flashing before her eyes…. All she could think about was her children.
Not the flashing lights of being an idol. Her children… how much she wanted to watch them grow.
Just hits really hard.
**kinda spoilery**
But even this might not be the saddest scene in the series. The next season will have a moment that I personally feel rivals it greatly if they manage to pull off the moment in the anime. 💔
It is impossible for me to stop crying over this every time it appears in my mind... 😭 My God, why did it have to end like this!!?
Me too and I have this scene on loop in my brain, I haven’t slept in 1 and a half weeks, I would have never thought a phrase that meant something joyful could cause me so much pain, I’ve been crying the life out of me since my heart and soul left me after watching the 1st ep 💔😭😭😭😭
the scene automatically plays in my head while listening to this
these notes hurt me both mentally and physically, I can't finish the video because I feel like I'm reliving it all again.
First time I felt any sort of sadness watching an anime was watching Ai’s death scene. Listening to the music does nearly the same amount of damage as well
0:45 really hits different
I've been reading Oshi no Ko since around mid-late May of 2021. It's a series I absolutely adore, and was incredibly happy to see get announced for an adaptation (yet alone the 1st episode be a movie)
It dropped today, and I knew everything that was to happen but man, they fucking sold it with Ai's death and made me cry my fucking eyes out over it for the 1st time. I didn't ever cry over her death but the music and voice acting really sold it here.
yeah the scene is so emotional and the VA and animation really did a great job on it..
2:44〜すごい好き
This devastated me more than Your lie in April! It was such a beautiful episode😭
OMG ive been looking for a piano cover everywhere! Good work on this man!!!
Absolutely heartbreaking theme for the first episode, Ai was good natured.
Honestly this is the best first eps all of time for me 😢 , now im still not expect was going on
At least, she has experienced something that beyond her expectation. Physsically able to pregnant was a gift that many consider as meh. I tell you is not. In the end to said with the bottom of her geart "I love you" was her last moment. The moment of truth. No lies. And finally rest in happiness❤❤
R.I.P Hoshino Ai.
You're the best young mom in anime❤❤❤❤
Yes she was the best idol girl
Thanks bro now this shi will be stuck in my head for the next two months
Whoever create this background music deserves a diamond 💎
Its a good thing Josuke came to save the day and they lived happily every after
泣ける😭
ITS SO EMOTIONAL THE EPISODR AND THIS OST
I could not sleep after watching this episode
no stop this is making me cry already bro itll forever do that to me now this anime best have some banger theme songs so i can listen to them as i did fairy tail
This music is powerful I burst into tears 😭
First episode really jabs you in the feels huh
2:44〜 大好き
Thanks for remake/cover the OST
This song is perfect for this scene. I am a little heart broken that she died just listening
just listening to this song automatically i start crying is a thing two involuntary.
Same💔😭
For me also hearing anyone say ILY 😭❤️
2:45 เป็นท่อนที่บีบหัวใจมากๆ เจ็บปวดมากๆที่โฮชิโนะ ไอต้องจากลาลูกตัวเล็กๆทั้งสองคน จากไปโดยที่ไม่มีโอกาสแม้จะได้เห็นลูกๆเติบโต ทำได้เพียงส่งความรู้สึกของเธอเป็นครั้งสุดท้ายก่อนตาย ว่าฉันรักพวกเธอ Good bye Hosino ai. Sayonara สิ่งที่เสียใจที่สุดคือไอจะไม่ได้มีความสุขกับลูกๆของเธอมันทำให้ฉันเจ็บปวดมากๆเมือนึกถึงความรู้สึกของเธอตอนนั้น
Listening to this music can make me tear up, I've seen her die multiple times, rewatched, time to time, can't hold it in that good
Thank you so much for this 😭😭
When I listen to this song in episode 1, I keep thinking about it. I cried a lot in that scene crying😢😢
3:11
This scene Make me cry 5 day 😭
I know it's not cannon, but can we get a spin-off that's just slice of life with this family? I feel like the world would be a better place with it.
True I want to watch more of their lives too!!
"Ruby. Aqua. I love you."
It’s so sad I really feel impacted by this
アイー!生き返ってくれー!😢