Whenever you think you are alone in the world with your addictions and the world in general, you hear a song that makes you realize you are never alone. Respect.
Well said bro, it’s a trivial quest with extreme beauty as well as extreme darkness & pain. Just remember that no matter what, as long as you always make a conscious effort to ask for forgiveness from God, he will accept you, he’ll never leave nor forsake you, take care bro!!
I think the hardest thing about being a loved one of addiction and mental illness is being the battering ram of all that emotion. And they sometimes have no control of why they are hurting you.
I cried during home, Jeff's favorite song, for the record, but the rest of the show I kind of kept it together. Thanks Benny, love man, glad you were there.
Oh…my…my! Danger!!! Danger!!! Sober for over thirty days! Good job, Jeff!!! You’re a role model @Justin First/Furstenfeld! Congratulations on a lot of years under your belt! Thank God! We do recover!
Struck by how overwhelmingly grateful I find myself to have this incredible human being still here with us. To him, and to all of us who have kept fighting and have held on throughout it all: We are all here beside you, holding on as you hold on, holding on together. Your existence is a gift in this world, and you have come so far, through so much. This too, you can do. You're not alone. Please just keep holding on. 💜
Jeff, Thank you for introducing StL to Blue October! A great band, a great song, a great voice, and what a great night that was, all in honor of a truly great guy, Jeff Burton
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you loved me, just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah, ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you I'm sober now for three whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah, ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling, "Make it go away!" Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered, "How can you do this to me?" Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah, ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I’ve been a fan of Blue October since History for sale album came out. I liked them back when they were more “dark”. Their first 4 or 5 albums were great. Now he has chosen to be more commercially acceptable, which I get, he needs to put food on the table, but they were better back when he wrote about more dark stuff than the “bubble gum” stuff he puts out now.
This is a popular opinion, but I would have to think after a while of having most of your your needs met, tons of money, and access to things most of us can't dream about it has to be hard to be "dark" and still be authenic. Also, people change, bands change, it's part of life. Totally not knocking your comment, lot's of people agree with you. I've read that more than a few times about their last album. Also, dude flew here on his on dime, played for free to honor his friend Jeff, so I support him and blue oct as long as they stay authenic. Thanks for the comment and opening up this conversation. Also, thanks for watching.
One song done a certain way that you wish the audience would cut the crap with the whistling or the shouting and just listen. Fucking hell. Feels disrespectful to even make a sound while this man is singing.
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Whenever you think you are alone in the world with your addictions and the world in general, you hear a song that makes you realize you are never alone. Respect.
Well said bro, it’s a trivial quest with extreme beauty as well as extreme darkness & pain. Just remember that no matter what, as long as you always make a conscious effort to ask for forgiveness from God, he will accept you, he’ll never leave nor forsake you, take care bro!!
MAD respect indeed.
You are absolutely correct! We never know what someone is going through! Thanks for your nice comment. I saw Justin 2017 in Los Angeles.
@@christimecarmona6810 I have never seen Justin live, but it is a must.
Yes their songwriting is excellent with musical and vocal abilities to match moving the open air venue I was in also fell silent and listened.
I think the hardest thing about being a loved one of addiction and mental illness is being the battering ram of all that emotion. And they sometimes have no control of why they are hurting you.
I love and miss you, Jeff. You will live on forever.
Damn! He hit that note and I was instantly driven to tears!!!!!
I was there for this. It drove so much of us to tears.
I cried during home, Jeff's favorite song, for the record, but the rest of the show I kind of kept it together. Thanks Benny, love man, glad you were there.
Apart from that one woman who's laughing.
Oh…my…my! Danger!!! Danger!!! Sober for over thirty days! Good job, Jeff!!! You’re a role model @Justin First/Furstenfeld! Congratulations on a lot of years under your belt! Thank God! We do recover!
I've seen them at this venue 3 times. Acoustic was, hands down, the best.
Struck by how overwhelmingly grateful I find myself to have this incredible human being still here with us.
To him, and to all of us who have kept fighting and have held on throughout it all:
We are all here beside you, holding on as you hold on, holding on together.
Your existence is a gift in this world, and you have come so far, through so much. This too, you can do.
You're not alone. Please just keep holding on. 💜
Those are beautiful, awesome words. Thank you. I actually needed to read that to myself today. 😊😢😊
I didn’t think I could love anything but the original version but oh my gosh this is amazing!!!😢😢
Jeff Burton was amazing, glad you liked it, I tried my best, love, thanks for commenting and watching
I’ve always loved this song. This version made me break down. Love on your children even in your disappointment. You’ll regret it if you don’t.
Every hair on my body raised up on the word HATE! My favorite version right here..wow man, yer voice LOVE
I was there... the emotions.. will always be there
I’m 48 and this song was there for some painful times. Such a beautiful raw performance.
Same, not the age, but not that far off, but yes, the same.
I’m starting the painful times now. That’s why I’m here. Wish me luck. Or not.
@@joed8016Blue October helped me through some tough times. Hope things get better for ya
@@joell6083 thanks man
The best version ive heard/seen. Nice work. Almost 2024 and still bangin it time to time
The album version is already so emotional, but this hits even harder.
Thanks to all y'alls input...my beloved nephew listened w/me..loved this w/ just Justin..super WOW
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R.I.P. JohnSteven.
Please just keep holding hmmm,HATE ME TODAY😢❤
What a magical version!❤❤❤
My husband introduced me to Blue October 15yrs ago. I've loved them ever since♥️
Jeff, Thank you for introducing StL to Blue October! A great band, a great song, a great voice, and what a great night that was, all in honor of a truly great guy, Jeff Burton
Sheesh. In tears 2-10-23. Ive always hated myself so much.😔
Beautiful. Just beautiful. ❤️❤️
This is my favorite version too! 💙
COLD CHILLS. Just AMAZING BEAUTIFUL SAD SAD SONG. I FEEL THIS PAIN.
I'm finally seeing them in March in Boston and I'm so excited
I love blue october so much♥️
I thought the tribute was in memory of Jeff! So…I pray a song like this is considered when I’m long gone!!!
An already emotional song... Even more emotional.... Wow
Miss her so much and glad she left she deserves so much more
who?
Goosebumps.
Just amazing. Wow.
This song reminds me of Mom and I. This was our disfunctional relationship.
We love you Jeff!
"look at our beards, Jeff"
St. Louis won't be the same r.i.p. Jeff Burton
Wow, just wow.
Oh my gosh YESSSS! I have always loved this song which in turn means I LOVED BLUE OCTOBER. HATE ME TODAY, HATE ME TOMORROW. I STILL LOVE U MOM
Hauntingly beautiful ❤️
wow, amazing
❤ still here 2023
Thank you
Absolutely beautiful
BEAUTIFUL!!!!!
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me, just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for three whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling, "Make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered, "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
R.I.P., Bobby ~ i never stopped loving you....(owch....soo deep...this song)
@@G13MomCat sorry for your loss
Wow❤
Nice! Cool! I love it!
Wowowowowow!!!!
LOVE IT!!
WOW!
Wow......
Wwoooooowww. 5:59
❤
5:57🥺
Holy smokes
Real. 5:55
This song help me drowned out all the sh*t in my life
I’ve been a fan of Blue October since History for sale album came out. I liked them back when they were more “dark”. Their first 4 or 5 albums were great. Now he has chosen to be more commercially acceptable, which I get, he needs to put food on the table, but they were better back when he wrote about more dark stuff than the “bubble gum” stuff he puts out now.
This is a popular opinion, but I would have to think after a while of having most of your your needs met, tons of money, and access to things most of us can't dream about it has to be hard to be "dark" and still be authenic. Also, people change, bands change, it's part of life. Totally not knocking your comment, lot's of people agree with you. I've read that more than a few times about their last album.
Also, dude flew here on his on dime, played for free to honor his friend Jeff, so I support him and blue oct as long as they stay authenic.
Thanks for the comment and opening up this conversation. Also, thanks for watching.
💙💙💙
One song done a certain way that you wish the audience would cut the crap with the whistling or the shouting and just listen. Fucking hell. Feels disrespectful to even make a sound while this man is singing.
Long live Jeff Burton
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It’s a painful song of Human life and Relationships 😔😞
love it!! If you like this check out trent reznor - hurt unplugged
The girl who made him gain 30 pounds is the single dislike.
Thank you