Blue October "Hate Me"
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- Опубликовано: 29 сен 2024
- Blue October brought the tears out and the house down in another stellar performance as part of X96 Lounge X concert series. This one is not to be missed. Shot on June 17, 2016.
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This song gets me every time. From 2014-2016 I was living in my truck and my thoughts were getting so dark. In 2016, I attempted suicide 5 times (details on how are not important). One day in January 2018 I sat down and did a "life review" and wrote things I've always wanted to do in my life. I kept coming back to Forensic Psychology. Then on another page, I wrote goals I had to accomplish in order to attain them. I'm 36 years old and now a Senior at Sam Houston State (February 2020). I'm getting my Bachelor's degree in Victim Studies and minoring in Psychology in December (2020). In the up and coming months, I'm applying for the PhD level program of Psychology with Emphasis in Forensics to become a Forensic Psychologist. I still have that list of goals in my wallet and I look at it from time to time to keep the drive going. That I'm not done. When I get my own office as a Forensic Psychologist, this list of goals will go into a frame and I'll hang it right beside my Bachelor's and PhD degrees on the wall behind my desk to remind me everyday as I walk in that I accomplished my goals to get to that point. I've scratched and clawed my way to where I am now with determination, will, focus and hard work. My son (11 years old) is my happy thought that helped me through this. I want him to know there are going to be detours in life. But don't give up. He is the greatest detour to my legacy. I love you, bud!
That list... Same thing here. It saved me after my first attempt at ending the pain was botched by a friend.
Then one night, 3am, it came to me. Make a list...
I did. I am alive more now than ever before.
@@jerrodroberts7873 that's great, sir! Sometimes hitting rock bottom is the only way for us to see the light. The only way from that point is up. Stick with that list. Add to it as well as checking off your accomplishments as you go. Don't give up, my friend 😁 When I graduate with my Bachelor's this December, I'm getting my son and his mom down here from out of state because that will be the icing on the cake to this one of many accomplishments I will complete. Having my son there as I walk across the stage will be the best feeling in the world.
Amazing
@@roxannadrake7186 thank you!!!
I don't live far from Huntsville Tx. Good school. Thanks for sharing hopefully you inspired someone who might be in a similar situation.
My mother passed away a year ago and she used to make me listen to this song. She was a very big Blue October fan and was part of the fan club. We got flowers from the blue October fa.ily and that was the coolest thing I ever saw. This version is the best version of this song thank you for being part of my life and my moms.
I am sorry for your loss, my friend. I hope that someday the wounds will heal enough to feel peace.
The song makes me think of my mom when I was on heroin. She never gave up on me. Now I'm 5 years clean and I talked to her on the phone almost every day and go to church with her on Sundays. Listen guys I was one of those people that everybody literally thought was a lost cause that would never change his life and I turned it around. I don't care how bad of an addict or alcoholic you are you can get your life back and find happiness but you have to make that decision and it's actually a really hard one to make but I can promise you you'll never regret it if you do it. If you're not ready that's okay but you'll be ready one day and take that opportunity and take your life back.
Sending lots of love and positive vibes in your direction. Keep rockin' that sobriety!
So happy for you bro. Addiction has been kicking my ass for as long as I can remember. So glad to hear you are well. Love your mama man.
Tall words sir. Wish mine@3:55AM SF time were as poetic. And yet, it's life. I admire forthrightness...thanks for sharing your mind. BoomerNaut, sincerely Thanks, Dan (D
Joshboy future It’s the hardest thought that consumes my every day. The pain is real. Josh is my middle name.
Quite a moving statement, well done, hopefully somehow someone somewhere will be motivated by your story and follow your actions
When you hate yourself you need at least one person to say you're ok.
No one says I’m gonna be ok they know im gone I’ll be dead soon enough
@@dr.yayson2585 you're ok to me. Better alive than dead.
@@dr.yayson2585 Be better than ok, you are.
@@dr.yayson2585 You really can be alright if you want to be. I pray you find the desire to make a better life for yourself.
The right person. Some people tell you this, they don't mean it. They have no clue what so ever , at all, what you're going through or where you even have been.
I suffered from depression and anxiety and panic attacks music is one of my medicine's good bless great song writer's
Justin. You changed my entire life with this song. I have hate me today on my chest and my brother has hate me tomorrow on his. I watch what you do and love you for it. And I hope your happy
That is so cool ❤️
I hope she knows i pray for her every night 🙏💔
She doesn't have to know. It's a secret between you and God.
I Listen To His Song Fear I Listened To His Words He Said Before he Sang The Song I Posted A Comment On The Song Fear As Well As This Song Together I Went Through A Horrible Life Chapter Through My Youngest Daughters Situation and I Raise Her Alone By Myself She Is 17yrs Old ,Old Enough Now To Know What We Been Through and It Brings Us Closer As A Mother&Daughter ,Im Praying Her Dad Will Get Help and Its Amazing How Blue October's Songs "Fear&Hate Me" Is What I Went Through and Go Through, Im Praying For Strength Everyday Your Music Is The Best Thank You For Hearing Your Words I Know I Can Overcome Anything ❤
This is my first exposure to the song and band, holly crap am I a fan of this.
This is what I aspire to be, his voice, the lyrics, the music, it’s so beautiful.... it’s so damn beautiful
Makes the song even more emotional and powerful, and I didn't realize it could hit harder like this....
Oh my. This man and this song reminds me of my husband that recently passed away. I cry to his voice. Every word. My depression , my sadness about what happened. And all the things my husband went through. I miss so much. Justin voice helps me through every second of my life. I only wish hug and Thanks for your help and band. You helped me through this most difficult situation in my life. He is saying all the things I wanted my husband to say. It makes me so good. Thanks for being the best band and songwriter ever. I don't think it would be possible without you... To my love Robert. Thanks for your beautiful voice everyday. You have made me stronger than I ever was.. When no one came back for me. Blue October never left my heart....DG ....❤🖤💙
So much emotion on his face when he sings. Incredible. So much better to watch him play live.
This song touches me in so many ways. I liked this song when it was new and after 10 years I tear up when I hear it. Justin it's the best apology I have ever heard. I did not know you wrote it for this reason but really incredible to replace what I had thought it was for. I use this for my Mother and how when we were young we never give the respect that our parents deserve and it still fits for that too. Thanks for your passionate song I will cherish and share it as much as I can.
damn, this song still gets me in the feels... thank you!
The man can write like no other putting lyrics together to paint maybe the worst part of his life to heal,to learn,to share to show us all how to truly say here I am now and I want to be better your a contribution to so many lives and for all those lives THANK YOU
I met you once in St. Louis Mo Justin, your band and songs mean so much to me I have the prechorus to Fear tattooed on my right forearm I wish I could hug you every day and maybe that sounds weird but I’m so thankful music saved you and you were able to release that to help and inspire others like you did me
Thank you.....I'm putting this in my saved video vault. Tears of joy man. 🤘
I’m speechless..his most heartfelt performance of this song I’ve ever seen. I love how he elaborated more and how he sang it differently. True artist.
An Absolutely Amazing Display of Gut-Wrenching, Heart-Twisting, Soul-Strangling & Tangibly-Real Emotion Equalled by None; except perhaps his audience..
I hear this song and it makes me realize that I'm free from my addiction sense August 10, 2019 and I share this song at all my rehabs I've been too. it makes it easier everyday listening to these words
GREAT JOB!!!!!! Keep up the good work!
I have listened to this version everyday for a few months now. I am working in 90* heat and I still get chills. The calm nature of his voice and the emotion that is there is so powerful.
Its too early in the morning. And I'm too grown, to be all in my feelings.
I cried like a baby when he played this at the concert. Literally just couldn't stop crying.
Me right now.
@catwithoutthe hat we are actually animals lol but I understand
Never too grown to be in your feelings, they are important
@@aweirdperson.864 thank you don't run from them you'll never find you
I like how you said " I didn't heal in the right way" when it happens you don't really see it because you heal wrong sometimes!... But when you do, your heart freaks out! WHAT DID YOU DO! This is one of the most beautiful songs-so many emotions and hands down best version! Thank you!
Thank you. I always shared the other video to get my family members off the drugs. I will never hate him, but I am sure a great enabler. Till he went to prison. Recovery and lobe now. ❤️🙏❤️🙏
One of my favorite stations here in SLC!!
This lead singer reminds me so much of my best friend of years ago, Ray. And just a beautiful, sad song....
He looks just like a good friend who passed keep singing your songs bro :)
I needed this today.
I never related to this song so much as I do now...
I felt my heart break when the true meaning of this song actually hit me..
Isn't it down right Crazy how just the right Tune pops up outta Nowhere and @ Just That confounding Presise Moment of Time in Your world....
This is ONE of those Continuous Daily Ocurrences in MY WORLD.
this song is WHOLE ASSED What My Astrainged Fiance Randy would send me as penance for the self-sabotage and betrayal to his own heart and my thereby leaving me out in the damn cold while he figures it out just amazes me that we can know what song is from who and for exactly what it's meant for and the precise timing that it's delivered absolutely astonishing think about that people in your own world tell me what you think
"And will you never say that you LOVED me". Past tense ;) I see you man. Awesome
This song makes me cry everytime
Absolutely love this 😍
perfect lyrics for the always helpful, always-there-for-me love, broken away from me because of the things i didn't do. effin sad! helps to find "my" words written for me, as I NEED them so! Thank you. Such a beautiful, sad song, perfect song!
Write another one brother! Your the man! Talent all day!
The song that grabbed me and pulled me in ! So relatable helped to think .... he may be sorry .... beautifully painful
serious music for serious moment ... crisis over then. Thanks for the songs
Beautiful man. Song of my life!!!!!!!
To me this represents "tough love" wich means helping someone hit rock bottom if they cannot change themself. Addiction wants you dead.
Just saw these guys not that long ago they still got it for sure!!! Go see them live there really good
Lost my family to being stupid and drugs. This song hits deep
Then don't be stupid, redefine yourself and be an inspiration to the world. Pray to God and he will give you a new family.
Yes, that intro was spot on!!
Beautiful!
Is there anyone that can't relate to this song? If there is, you're lucky. I could've wrote this song. "Hate me, so you can see what's good for you". Someone I knew for way too short a time fit that line perfectly. It bit hard at the time, then a little less, but that's about as good as it ever got for me almost 20 years later.
Makes me cry everytime I hear it. Very powerful!❤
Never heard this version but I love it.
You know um....this is like really you know....um.....an awesome performance :)
Such a beautiful song...hate me today hate me tomorrow hate me so you can finally see what's good for you...
He looks way better now at an older age. Wow aging like wine. Great voice
Excellent. I love this
I always thought this song was about his mom Dying and him not being there for her...
I think it’s about all the people in his life he dumped on
Im Here Dude.
Means so much to me
Raw masterpiece
First time hearing it live..awesome!!
I dedicate this to my mom..
So raw, he is breathtaking.
Success is knowing when to.enjoy the moment. It's not as easy as it sounds
Good tunes
I am comment 1,000....luv this song
Great song
Welp, Janae, it's been about 3 years now, maybe one day we'll see each other again, but you're married and a mother now so the chances of becoming anything again are slim. I'm still over here like time stood still since then, just getting older, gained some wrinkles. I miss everything we had and I threw it all away, I thought you were the source of my depression but it wasn't you at all, it's gotten only worse. I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive myself for that, the alcohol and drugs are only temporary relief and I'm worried I'll never find someone because there hasn't even been a close call. But I stay alive because of the maybe...I'm just hoping that I don't lose the little bit of hope I have left.
So powerful
It’s worth it to listen to his story behind the song... but if you want to skip it- @2:08
So beautiful too come out on other side ☀️
I'm confused....I thought he wrote this sing about his mom. Either way, This song makes me think of my mom when I was in heroin. I'd rather have her hate and forget me, so I couldnt hurt her anymore. I wanted her to hate me so much, so that she wouldnt mind so much when I died. I am now clean and sober 1 year and 6 months. And she has never been more proud of me. Where her tears of sadness and despair used to fall to my bedside in a cold hospital room just after an overdose, they now flow.of laughter and joy. We spoke fun at each other , and we love each other unconditionally, always have. Yes we fight still, but at least we both know its not over me getting high anymore. It's over silly things that can easily be reconciled. I love my mom more than anything. And I thank her for forgiving me at my worst. And loving me at my best. I would be so lucky to be half the mom that she is. And half as beautiful. My mom will forever be, the strongest person I know.
I think it has a double meaning. It could be about a past relationship with a girl or a mother. Depending how you want to hear it.
Yes everything happens for a reason
Amazing 🤩 love 💗
TY FOR SAVIMG ME TY
Exactly that's how it is
Omg I miss my mom....
Damn!!!fickimg amazing..we are hurting !!a lot of us hurt different than others but I get so sick of people saying toughen up and get over it..I would ask god to take me in fourth grade!!o still get down at 40 ..so what’s that about!!not whining I’m just saying ..some of us have something in our brain we can’t turn off..and I’m a believer and server of the almighty!so those who don’t think anyone understands..we do..I do
Best song
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
never say that you love me just to put it in my face
never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
I'm sober now for 3 whole months
It's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swollow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swollow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
An oz of peace is all she wanted for me. I just needed work. Money was my fear
God blees
J'ai tellement le coeur comme une bonne aujourd'hui j'me sans tellement électrique depuis un boute la rage la colère les larmes aux yeux j'ai seulement l'impression de rewind de caler sous l'asphalte les yeux pleins d'espoir malgré tout pleins d'amour dans lcoeur suis tellement fatigué me battre travailler macharner sans récolte mais essayons tjrs rester dans l Clairette pour pas sombrer continuer pas consommer le destructeur humain garder la confiance en soi et la force puisé au près de ceux qui sont a tes côté et te donne l'amour dont tu as besoin pour la leur prodiguer a leur tour la fierté pour soi le combat pour soit en premier et pour ta famille qu'il te reste et qu'eux t'aime plus que tout 💓merci mon fils Erikson Robin m'accompagner dans mes jours plus difficile je vous aimes de tout mon coeur
love u
Sorry for my ignorance, english is not my primary language, can anybody explain to me who this song was written for? His mother? A girlfriend? Thanks
Bless
I love u Rachel Smith 😓😢😢
Perfect
YOUR FUCKIN BEAUTIFUL... STAY STRONG YOUR NOT ALONE!!! stay bl
I wish that I could save my son's life.
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Such a heartbreaking, cunning, baffling disease. So devastating.
@@maureenchevalier3751 My son was bipolar. He quit taking his meds and started using heroin. 38 years old. He told me once that "Hate Me" was his favorite song. Now Blue October is my favorite. My go to songs are, "Fear" & "Not Broken Anymore"
Thank you for the love Maureen Chevalier❤❤✍😢💔💔
🌻❤ take care!
Why do guys never know the obvious if you treat her like shit make her cry she'll stop loving you.ITS THE OLDEST STORY DONT TAKE YOUR WIFE FOR GRANTED AND RUIN EVERYTHING.
Wow that's me
intense!
Lets NOT Dwell on the Past!!.
Just in case someone can't tell. This is a piece of art.
Masterpiece
❤
It's definitely a deep, touching, work put to such a good tune. Literally almost without closing my eyes, takes me to another place and time. Time travel is possible.
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yes it is..
This man will never know he saved my life. Thank you Justin!
Mine too! 4 years clean now. This song was my hope
@@maymaypooch I'm glad you're both here.
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I'm glad you guys are still here ❤
Thank you God 🙏❤️🩹💙
Phewww. Listening to this at 33 is a lot different than at 20. Holy shit!
Is getting better?
I’m 27, almost 28. I’m dreading turning 30. How do I cope? 😭
@@LegalAutomation Drink. Do it often and hard.
@@LegalAutomation love it!and be happy!
@Kris Williamson or 50s
“While I was busy raging wars with myself you tried to stop the fight.”
I believe that’s the best sentence I’ve ever heard.
You never doubted my warpped opinions on things like suicidal hate, you made me compliment myself when it was way to hard to take always got me :.(
Amen
that line has tore me up every time I've heard it. kills me.
Those are great lyrics. One of my favorite songs because it hits home
That entire verse is a masterpiece
I recently attempted to end my life. For whatever reason, I was saved. Depression is ugly. Music has been my saving grace for so long ..
putsie1974 Been there not long ago. Still in the mind set.
@@dane2680 ...reach out to those around you. Your life is precious
putsie1974 I don’t know how. I do not believe my life is precious. To much has happened.
Never worth it friend... took me a few times to see the truth... love your life... it only comes once
Im Glad you are still here friend
This is when your soul takes over and the human ends. This is his soul singing the song
Reincarnated
Freaking awesome!
I never understood ths song. How about Sorry not sorry instead of "hate me today, hate me tomorrow" . Also Justin we have spoke of forgiveness many times. We live, we learn and then we grow. Its a beautiful thing and thank you for reminding about the "couch days" years ago. Now couch days are for studying relaxing and working on my next project. See you soon. Ill have a recognizable couple of friends that have worked with you. Hugs and love.
Jim Rike Absolutely amazing how Justin sung this song and not many songs can actually grab ahold of you like this did and take you into the story to feel what he was saying!
@@seanhaze4970 because sorry not sorry is not as powerful as the word hate
This song can be seen so many ways. Goodbyes are hard whether they're for the best or not- people/addictions/relationships. Bug hugs to everyone out there feeling despair and hurt. Recovery is rough but we are worth it.
Wow this version hits deeper than the original. So beautiful
It absolutely does!!
I don't know, I liked it a lot...made me cry a bit. But, the original is so passionate in a hard rock way, with the electric guitar, hits harder imo. Also, the way he (& he might've been joking, who knows, but still) kinda went, "What?" egotistically, twice, at the end, just made me go from wanting to "Like" this video to not liking it. (Makes it seem like he didn't learn from his big mistake)
This song, this band, this man understands trials, tribulations and triumph. I love their music. I understand the depression and the pain, just not the victory yet. You help many with your music. Thank you
Lionel Mendez w depression it’s never a victory it’s just dealing w it honestly. 3x I’ve tried to take my own life.
Lionel Mendez I’m looking for the victory too my friend , but accepting it is the first step
hilt same.. it is just dealing with it. No cure
Amen.
kevin hilt I woke up after tako g my life in the ER my kidneys failed..I was in a coma for a few days.. Im hurting now because I open my self up to someone who I thought cared for me She made me HATE myself.
..Everyday Im alive is a victory for me in a small way..
My brother just ended his own life a few months ago. I thought he had everything figured out. He had money; a beautiful wife, incredible kids, a solid job, a nice house, and surrounded by people who loved him. But these people had no idea what this internal battle was doing to him until he was gone. This song takes on a whole new meaning thinking about my big bro.
Stay strong❤🙏🌻
So sorry
Hello, I'm very sorry for your loss.
I can relate because only I know what's really going on inside myself but without the family or friends. I'm on my own and have felt this way as long as I can remember. Its rough. Stull javent found or understand what my purpose in life is other than to be alone in this world and it's not easy. I often wonder why I even wake up in the morning
I'm so sorry for your loss, my big brother died 3 years ago from a overdose. He just got out of jail and he had so much to live for. The sad part is I never got to meet him, besides talking to him on the phone. I got that call that he passed away and I was in tears.
Sorry for your loss. It's scary how often this happens. People who seemingly have it all seem to struggle as much as everyone else. I often wonder if It's not as much a matter of depression as it is a lack of fulfillment in modern society's definition of having it all.
I'm alive because of this song thanks Justin
gamriestu me too
Keep fighting. Depression is a nasty battle. One day at a time.
keep your head up! the world won't be the same without yuo. we all have a place here and now, seize the moment and conquer your inner demons!
No your alive because God isn't ready for you! Trust me I know this because I've been there.
I'm addict and my husband had to give up on me...this song helps me
As a recovering alcoholic and drug addict this song still cuts deep.
All the best on your way to sobriety. After a huge relapse in 2013 I'm sober since then. Life's not always easy but drugs and alcohol aren't the solution to problems. Take care mate.
Dennis Haines me too but not recoverd 😪
Im 10 mos sober. Alcohol and drugs. Hardest thing i've ever done. It's a struggle everyday. Just have to realize it's worth it. Seeing the world through sober eyes is a beautiful thing!
Dennis haines. Looks likes its been 5 months how you doing man?
Keep on keeping on brother. Never really dealth with any addiction problems, but I admire people who overcome a problems like these. Best wishes!