A note: This video was captured during a difficult time in my life and is not indicative of my actual beliefs and current feelings. I've left it up in the hopes it helps others and lets them know they're not alone and that things can get better. If you're struggling with mental health and dark thoughts please get help and help yourself. Suicide hotline: 988
I'm glad you're still here, but yeah, bro, I know exactly how you felt at that time and your words are so true. I'm going through this right now. It's always good to vent how you feel. Thanks for sharing your video. Keep it real. 👍
Thank You for this. You've just described my life as well. I hate to be here and everything You've said is also me so I understand. But guess what, even if we relate and understand each other, still doesn't help a lot. Life really is a huge Bullshit!
Hay, I understand how you feel and can relate a lot! I would really like to meet people who have these feelings too, so we can relate together :) I feel I am giving my attention and care to the wrong people and that is what causes the intense feelings of loneliness. Would be cool to connect
❤ Only pets knows people how they really are,they dont talk ,dont judge and they give a humanbein so much love with their cuteness,,only pets see humans how they really are,,
@@andrewhenderson7858 And even then a friendship is work. I start to believe that i dont really need friends and even if, it will be too hard to find them.
@@teeaymusik9811 Friends are a big reason I'm able to stay sane. Hell, I was thinking to cop some bud so I looked up the nearest murder in my area and it was a stabbing at a gas station. I go there and I approach the cashier asking him where I can get some weed, I of course buy something to satisfy the camera. This random ass person turns out to be a plug and we become great friends over time. After a couple years he doesn't see me as a customer though a close friend. I smoke with him every day, for free. We can talk about literally anything with too much resistance.
It actually is. Death is permanent while life can improve and switch around in an instant. So why rush it when you are 100% guaranteed to get death in the end.
This is honestly a real message. I hate the monologue of “have faith” or “things get better”. Sometimes that isn’t the case for everyone sometimes you need to accept it and live that life. Everything you said was on point.
The thing is we westerners are so accustomed to material goods and capitalism that it's all that we care about and we are demoralizing our social connections in this race..... Being a US and Indian passport holder and predominantly being an American, I can say there's just too much difference in the way these two countries operate but Tier-1 cities in India are also becoming westernised and would likely see the same surge in loneliness.....
You are expressing what millions of people feel. Isolation sucks, but we get more isolated all the time. You’re smart and sensitive, which is a recipe for alienation. Stay strong, and learn to appreciate your own company. You’re not crazy; it’s the world that is crazy.
@@reesedaniel5835Bro I've been thinking we live in some sort of Matrix. I have been noticing a lot of people acting similarly weird like they are possessed by an agent or something of that nature... I don't understand why people think you are crazy if you think such things, but people need to understand that life is a lot weirder than we know.
Right from the advent of internet and social media, I realized that there’s no single feeling, thought, experience that felt that no one else does. Your feeling is what millions feel and do through. You’re not alone. I think about some of those things my self. Life is actually weird‼️
I’m left speechless by the fact that a total stranger was able to express every single concern and negative thought I’ve ever had over the last few years so precisely and accurately. Trust me you’re not alone man. I absolutely know how you feel on every single aspect of this topic, to the core. Stay strong, we’re in this together.
A lot of people have realized just how people genuinely are, well I did in 2020. The change in people was rapid and they turn on others just so quickly. People have been totally controlled by the MSM for years, and still damn well are. The thing is, stay focused on what is good and right for you, stop worrying about what others think, because they really don't matter and are not worth it as they are self centered to the max and of course they are not interested in your problems, they are fixated on themselves. Nobody should ever kill themselves, they won't care about that either, but you will be lost even to God if you do that! This guy needs to realize there is not much time left for any of us, and that is the damn truth.
i don't feel so ALONE anymore. i didn't realize i was depressed. i thought it was just me and that's just how it is. thank you for sharing your thoughts .big hugs friend 👍@@TomNoles007
Rights it’s scary how accurate his description of life is to the way I see life and his thought process is so similar to mine it truly did scare me for a bit
I feel this and have felt this for my entire life. Im so fucking tired of existing and being isolated and alone. This human need for connection and people makes me pissed off because deep down its all I want, and to be part of a community with people who care about eachother but people have traumatised me so much that I can't function in any area of my life. People and relationships are hell. This world is hell. Like you said nothing gets better no matter how hard you try. It just fucks you over again and the weight of chronic loneliness will just keep on crushing you until you die.
I’m 33 years old and I still feel like a loner and outcast at work and in society. I see other people be “normal” and wonder to myself why I can’t be like them. And the truth is they are better at faking their happiness with their smiles. I can’t fake anything and that is why I appear weird because I’m actually showing my emotions without hiding it.
Not everyone is fake. Ofcourse everyone has good and bad days. To connect with people you have to adjust which is not being fake. We can't get everything by just being ourselves all the time.
@@ft-sd6ux Yeah that's true that we have our authentic sides that's not fake. I also wouldn't recommend anyone to try so hard by adjusting if there's no reciprocity.
Yep me too, I’m too real and blunt and people are opposed of the truth and more mad I’m not able to hide it. Why can’t we all come together and be supportive of the truth
I relate a lot too this, I am very blunt and will be honest when going through a bad time and it feels like people want you to pretend like you are "fine" all the time.
I wish I had a friend like you. Someone who’s real. Everyone is so fake nowadays it’s pathetic. Can’t be real with anyone cause no one cares and it makes them uncomfortable to talk about real issues that are going on.
@@anweshakar146 Hi Anwesha, shuvra this side. I'm 21F from Assam and I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts from the last past 5 months after my breakup. I'm also dealing with extreme loneliness, please help me.
@@blackpillowajulka3176Is that what you conclude from personal experience? I can admit as a man, we tend to never feel fulfilled..... Like we could always be more, do more, be better at things etc.... Like chasing the wind.
At 57 years old, I am you! I spent 15 years worried about being by myself. I finally realized the only reason I felt bad about my situation, was because I had been brainwashed by society to think it was a bad thing. I finally said screw society and what they think of living as a singular. Finally I did not feel so bad about it. Things will change when they are supposed to, until then I am going to enjoy the hell out of my own company, also enjoying the things I want to do without having to ask anyone else's permission, or plan around their demands.
Dude, I am 46, no friends, never married, got only part time job to get by, and lonely for the most part. I figured no matter how much effort we put into reaching out and connect to people just for the sake of friendship, things don't work out. I tell you most people are ruined these days. It's not entirely our fault if people chose to clout with others instead of us. Genuine friendship is becoming rare. I will be making similar videos like yours soon. I have learned a lot in this life so i might wanna share it with anyone who wants to listen.
I mean listen if your socially inept don’t expect to have friends then be sad and depressed when you don’t have any also stop taking life so god damn serious you never know how things in life will start but you can decide how they end so you might as well do it with a smile. Plus you know you have to actually put in an effort as well friendship is a two way street it’s not hard just learn about the person talk about things they like with them listen to them be helpful honest it’s really not hard but I guess if you have no self confidence it’s hard but you can’t just sit there and except shit to change
Hang in there kid. I'm 57 now and remember going through pretty much what you have been describing when I was your age. I'm sure many young people feel the same way you do. The main thing is stay away from any drugs or alcohol and social media at this point in your life and find some goal to work towards and stop trying too hard. Not everyone sucks although its getting harder and harder to find good people. One of the biggest discoveries I have made in life is coming to the understanding of how much time and energy I have wasted trying to impress others. Not overtly, but kind of subconsciously. Overtime when I saw the disasters that many of the more "popular" people turned out to be I became very gratefull for who I was. Just remember, you dont need validation from the mob,..just enough to keep food on the table, stay out of jail and save your money so some day you wont have to deal with people unless its on your terms. Good luck
Yep, fed that positive BS otherwise we’d all lose it and have a breakdown. Those fakers can’t admit this whole thing is complete and utter bollocks and a waste of time. I feel so sorry for newborns… I’ve only got 20 to do..👍🏼
I'm not used to it at all. It shocks me that people say this type of thing that it's normal to live a lie. No it's not. You're making the world worse by lying and going along with the lies. I was super afraid of lying until my 40's and it's so frustrating that other people expected me to lie my way through work and social situations.
I'm a 36 year old Marine Corps Veteran. People=Sh!t. I know it sucks...the feeling of loneliness. But when you have been back stabbed as many times as me you start to realize people ain't worth sh!t. Your better off on your own. The more alone you feel the more powerful you become. When you take people out of the equation all your focus is on yourself. Master your body and forge yourself into a weapon. Master your mind\spirit and no one can ever break you. You are not alone. That voice inside your head is the only friend you will ever need.
You are right! It feels like I’ve been trapped for the longest time with my own family, who’ve been happily stabbing me in the back for the longest time. For too long, I’ve been putting off talking with a therapist on how to get away from them, and I will reach out to one tomorrow! I’m tired of letting my life pass me by just to please them! Why even? They don’t appreciate me and have pretty much ruined any chance for me to move forward in my career because it was something that they picked for me! All I want is to be alone and free, far away from them and anyone else that knows them!
You know what dude, it never gets better. I am 55 from the first grade it was therapy, drugs, counseling, and child abuse. I am different, had major behavioral issues. So I have tried but to no avail. I am intelligent, very hard working and reliable, creative, kind, helpful. Yet hear I sit unemployed, sad, and alone and nobody cares. Every day I don't un alive myself it's a victory. But I am under no illusion that anyone ever cares enough to really help in any meaningful way. Don't have hope it just makes it hurt that much more.
I’m with you dude. Also commented my story here. I feel so beaten out by life. Hang in there, all of going through it together. We just don’t see each other. The job market is killing me. I can’t find anything reliable either.
not everyone was meant to be king, you are fighting to be great and you are unhappy because subconsciously you know you never will be. Stay in your lane and things will get better ❤
Society got weirder and weirder...and now here you are...lol...welcome to earth and now you're a young adult. As a Christian, and even though there are lots of people who don't like Christians, I feel like I have slow drip of happiness going into me 24/7.
I agree, I used to want to make friends with people but... now I just don't. I don't even try, I don't pretend, I don't reach out. I'm done with being nice, and am very selective of who I let into my world. I also feel like leaving and be in peace. Being on my own is so peaceful. I see all these folks out for bottomless brunch, going out to music festivals, etc but I don't see there is genuine connection. It's all a facade to everyone, and I'm not willing to deal with that type of crowd.
@@TheMingez2 You don't have to make friends necessarily, but all of us humans still owe invitations of politeness, compassion, and empathy to one another, anything less is not an option
It's astonishing how many people all over the world feel the same yet feel so lonely! You're not alone, my brother! We live in a spiritual warfare right now! Anyone who is more awake or sensitive is suffering😢 it's hard to connect to people. Something happened since the lockdown! It has become increasingly harder to be positive, but trust me, your presence is important! It's nit going to last forever. Meditate, pray and stay strong! You're definitely not alone!
"Everything about life has to do with other people and I don't want to be around other people anymore, because all it is is disappointment every time." This statement in particular hits hard. This is essentially 90% of how I feel around most people nowadays.
Hey Mari, Here is my story. I grew up in a poor abusive household with a single parent. I did not have any friends and spent all my time alone with my dogs. Everyone hated me cause I was weird and wore poor people clothes. I moved to Canada when I was 18. Became a nurse and started working all the time. (all the overtime) I saved up a lot of money and just recently got engaged to a beautiful young lady who is super kind and a wholesome person. We just bought a farm an hour and a half from the city. Its 52 acres!!! Now we can stay away from people forever!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its gets better. But you got to make it better. Also just saying... you seem legit cool! Hope you the best.
yeah, once you grow out of the initial realization "woe is me" faze that life fucking sucks for most people- it's pretty straightforward on what you have to do. Eventually you will be too tired to even give a fuck and you'll at least have some money/things and get stronger in some way.
If it's not forever then what's it gonna take to bring about the necessary change? World War III? Unprecedented stock market crash? Covid proved to be an insufficient wake up call. I don't think we can count on devastation from natural disasters to bring the rest of the world to an empathetic standstill because they just don't have a wide enough seismic impact to really reach a nerve with enough of those more fortunate
I am 48 years old and feeling this exact way. Thank you for sharing. It helps to inspire pushing forward which I don't really want to do, but will keep trying.
You are normal. The people in this world are fake and once you see things for what they REALLY are its hard to unsee it. I STRUGGLE WITH THIS EVERYDAY. I'm 39 and I understand you completely
I feel like as a sensitive and kind person, I’m moving through a dystopian world where people are constantly trying to bring me down, my family, friends, people I meet at work or just a majority of the people I meet and I want friends but since most people are so shitty, I stay friendless, lonely and depressed
@@musicandpoetry_8 I feel lonely sometimes, but loneliness is an emotion. It passes. Love yourself. Relish the moment. Every moment has a treasure. Your happiness is within you.
@@musicandpoetry_8Many people are very different than you. They are very social but that is very hierarchy oriented. For me as a scientific person I was often attacked for making correct observations. They then still need you to "defuse the bombs", but anyway. I later understood that they see authenticity as a threat to their social identity and they will hate you even though you are only trying to help. It's going to sound harsh but if a wasp stings you you aren't sad and you have to treat most people the same
I always felt like I wasn't normal... but one day I just stopped caring to fit in. Once I decided that, I felt happy. I'm an introvert and love being alone... well, actually, I talk to God a lot, and never feel alone
@@deathvalleybro9320 im 19, and feel the same man i wouldn't say i feel superior or suuper repulsed but when i hear people physically speak out things tied to pointless internet culture/ slang or talk about legitimately nothing of value so often it makes me think that real connection is dead and if i'm not a certain height or attractiveness, with a certain attitude i'm heading to a place of immense disappointment
@@UnknownBrowser changing image can help. i went from 7 stone to 17 stone and also became a body language expert, i know now how to hold command and have presence around people, this forged many new paths for me. you can alter your image and it changes peoples perception of you.
I've been homeless for extended periods, I have Schizoaffective Disorder, addiction issues, and ADHD, and frigging totally get where you're coming from. So many people are in a similar boat, man. You're right. People don't give a shit, but not entirely. It's difficult to make space for other people when we're all dealing with this crap. It gets better when you stop trying to change what's happening right now, always expecting things to be the perfect way that media tricks our minds into believing... but there's beauty all around us. Especially when you realize that even feeling sad is beautiful. It means you care. Nothing is fair. But you sir, are a slice of gold. Keep rockin' buddy. Cheers.
I'm 65 and have felt the same in the past. The problem is you are trying to 'fit in' to a 'normal' life. I discovered being alone IS normal for many of us. Modern life IS bullshit, you have awakened. Create your new path alone and stay strong. In time, others will follow you.
Sometimes I don't wanna wake up because my dreams are better than my reality by far. I feel you. You reached people with this. Your brave for even putting it out there.
This is one of the most powerful and most impactful videos i have ever seen on YT , this young guy is so brave and authentic to tell his story in no dramatic nonsense ,.no kind og fake energy like victimhood meetoo kind of vibe, just pure genuine pain and a push to connect with other people feelling the same way ...
On the contrary, he is completely playing the victim here. He says we are a born a certain way and there is nothing we can do, which is bullshit. He just doesn't want to change deep down.
@@Ella-te7fe i think he wants to change, and will. Hes just venting, and hoping instead of judgmwnt he'll get understanding And look at how many views he got; it resonates somehow. People are fed up these days in America, the West, the World... he's not alone
I am 73 years old and I have thought and felt the same way you do. I've tried so hard all my life and I could never get ahead. I always put others ahead of me. I had a stroke 4 weeks ago just when I was getting so close to getting caught up with my financial situation. The only ones I cared for and loved were my dogs. Now they are gone. I've always wanted to know what did I do so wrong to have such a difficult life. But you're young. Don't ever give up. You come across like a very deeply thinking and feeling young man. I can relate! Sending you a big hug!
" NOT GIVING UP" IS JUST AN OPINION. MAYBE IT IS ALL THE WAY AROUND, NOT GIVING UP IS KEEP SUFFERING WHEN YOU COULD HAVE A BETTER OPTION, WHAT KEEPS US GOING IS.....FEAR ! MAYBE IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION, DEATH MIGHT BE THE WAY OUT, BE FREE, FREE YOURSELF FROM A CORRUPTED, DESTRUCTIVE, GREEDY SYSTEM. I DON'T FIT IN. WHY SHOULD I KEEP GOING !?!?
Bruh, at 37, I have no tangible reason to believe shit is ever gonna get any better. Pretty sure its already peaked and even then shit fuckin sucked! I care. I can't say it gets better. I wish i could. I dont want to play anymore either but I just keep plugging along hoping to get smooshed like a bug on the ground one of these days
I got lucky, after years of feeling dejected, seriously, unable to make ends meet, i realized i was never going to be a provider, and so i opted out of society. At 55 yrs old, i lived alone, working making minimal wage and realized that all my education was no longer useful in a world of perpetual greed......monetary. Then one day, i walked out of my lonely little place, and a tiny black kitten stood at my door.....meowing for food. From there on two years later, my friend and i are still together, i call her Lucy, and the joy and love from this little furry creature has allowed me to get up every day and go to work, knowing that my little fur ball will be there needing her food and water.....that is now what i live for, to make sure she is well. No more worries about myself....i have something to live for....
Thank you for this. I cried after reading this cause I have two cats at home myself. I live everyday wondering if i’ll have extra money to not work so I can stay home and be with whats really important in this world: your loved ones, animal or human doesn’t matter. Just your loved ones. But I also see that may not happen at all so I always put a smile on my face and hope for better, if not here, than the after life. Till i’m gone, I’ll always live for love.
I live in Spain and had a bad car accident 20 years ago...I was ok after that and looked normal from the outside...but since 7 years I live with chronic pain in my spine and neck...I started to see how fake my friends are...and the only thing that makes me smile and give me joy is my cat of 4 years old...I love him so much....so please...keep taking care of yourself and the cat !
@@bleach5860511 there is so much power in giving to others, especially animals.....many humans just dont get it......all we need is food, shelter and someone to care for.....i learned that from my little fur ball, Lucy
27F, going on 28. there isn’t a single thing you’ve said that I haven’t related to. It’s insane. Thank you for your realness and know you deserve the world.
You’re actually perfectly normal to feel out of place, because you’re genuine, real, mindful, considerate, conscientious, kind, deep, looking for meaning and purpose and not fickle . You won’t fit in because a lot of people are the opposite to that. And by expressing how you feel you’re also helping so many other people not feel alone, who feel the same as you but can’t express it for one reason or another. People may put on a face or feign happiness but you don’t really know what they’re actually going through internally, they could be in total despair & breaking apart and lonely. You’re brave to talk about this openly. A person like you would benefit by looking to the spiritual, away from the material. Without sounding patronising, my heart goes out to you
Yeah for sure, I have my own Ishta Devi. Even got her name and was with her in another realm or other reality and she showed me so much love and comforted me a few times when I could pick up more on her presence.
You're not alone, a lot of us feel this way. I have personally been feeling like this since I was a teen (34 now). Topics like this will touch millions of people. We look forward to hearing more from you.
I have always been an "outsider" since my 20's and at first, I just hated it but now I accept it and love myself for who I am. I am civil with other people but I do not let them get too close. I have had far too much evil done to me to even try relationships. There is no balance but my advice is to love yourself first and find happiness. This video resonates with me and I am in my 40's.
You have a beautiful and empathic soul...You will do great things in this world. People do care, but there are dark forces in this world trying to convince you otherwise. STAY strong.
You're not alone, man. I can definitely relate to everything you said. 😬 I’m 24 years old, autistic and really struggling to find my place in this fast-paced modern world. Everything feels so 'alien' to me here and I feel like I was made to live on another planet... Where kindness, community and differences are actually celebrated.
yes i Believe Satan the God and Ruler of this 🌍wants to keep people lonely and Depressed so they kill themselves and be seperated from the love of Jesus Christ Forever and Ever! 😢its a sad Reality people Commit Suicide while Jesus God Himself Died on the Cross for their Pain and Sin ):
Yes, it’s such a harsh place, it’s never really been for me, the things that happen here, the people, it’s like an army assault course but mental as well as physical. Looking forward to cross line, if I had a choice to take part it would be a massive “no”.
Same man, I have asperger's and adhd, depression and anxiety, ocd. Life is a mess rn and it doesn't feel worth it to live with autism and adhd for the rest of my life. The good times do not feel worth the pain and exhaustion, and trauma.
I’m 20 & what you described is literally what I’m feeling right now. No friends, No girlfriend, can’t hold a conversation with anyone. Always stuck in my mind just thinking about all the bs. I’m glad I stumbled across your video bc it does kinda comfort me knowing I’m not the only one that feels this way.
Same .. I isolate on purpose. I m just an introvert. I guess Honestly i feel miserable But at the same time I have no clue about what to do. I feel trapped
I totally relate to video game and movie analogy. Life just by comparison feels like meandering unsatisfying bullshit. It rarely even has proper highs or lows to it, it’s just a soul crushing numbing void most of the time. I feel like we’ve been condemned to some dull realm of hell for something we did in a previous life with just how incredibly atrocious the world is.
Thank you. That’s why I posted cause I felt like no one talks about this stuff and I have no one to talk to about it so I had to release all these thoughts I had built up. Hope you’re doing well thanks.
@@Marifilms You young people have undergone massive social engineering done by Democrats. Good teachers have been driven out by the teacher's unions and unruly children. They plan for you to just give in and become like them. What your abusers fear most: truth & Jesus.
“i’m stuck, i’m trapped, and i’m bored.. everything in life has to do with other people and i don’t want to be around people anymore” wow i felt that so hard.. 😓
yeah, we don't want to be around people anymore but that does not mean I feel this all the time, its feeling its really changes my perspective time to time
I am like this too. I think we are here to show this sick society another way. Dont be afraid of being alone. Its oke. Start being you and liberate yourself from trying to be someone else and stop trying to be like the rest. That helps me.
I'm 51 and I've felt like this for about 41 of those years. I'm even married and have 3 kids, and that can be fun sometimes, but this world still feels like I crash landed on it and my real home is somewhere far far away in another galaxy...
That's all I want in life. Someone to wish me a goodnight for once and have the support of her presence, and little blessings that I could raise to ensure the continuity of my bloodline; a family who I could love and provide for. I'm in my 30s and have been living alone for many years, and my last relationship destroyed a lot of my hope as there were drugs involved. Just a lot of betrayal, and living with thought that I could find her dead any moment; became too, and I tried so hard much to help but severing the relationship saved her. She was forced to get help...funny how she's married now lol. Ever since for me, well I get to sit and ruminate in it. My parents who aren't getting any younger are far away and I barely ever see them, on top of one them being ill. I want to please my family and Lord, and I just want to feel joy in life. For once, I just want reassurance that things will be ok.
Yeah, I feel it too, I'm almost 50, and I see this world as ridiculous, stupid and a constant Monty Python sketch at the same time. Well, Monty Python is funny, most of the world most of the time is not. Good luck to your family! All you can do, basically, is try to find people you like and stick with them and find a hobby or/and job you like. Sounds easy, is f.cking hard unfortunately.
I think we feel like we are alien to this place and it sucks because this is NOT the ultimate. We know this is not utopia/heaven. Right now is like living in the matrix, and we are learning lessons as best as we can. Maybe part of it is to see how much things can suck when there is corruption of things/people and sin. Then after we learn here we go onto the next thing. This is like an intense study session or an intense work out to build stamina to be ready for the next stage. Although sometimes I wish there was nothing after this it was just lights out, there is too much evidence that this is not the case and our consciousness/soul continues after our bodies. **Also, if the world is a sick place, it would mean we were sick too if we were well adjusted to it. We are poorly adjusted to the sickness in this world when we ourselves are not like the world.
I feel the same way, the last 20 years. I am 53, married with one child. Life sucks, just living with no purpose, you know. I don't want to die, I've never thought about dying, but I find no joy in life. I have nothing in common with my wife, friends, colleagues. Life is about sharing pleasure and joy and sadly, I don't seem to find people to do that.
Trust me, man. Everyone is fighting demons, we’re all just good at putting on our masks, before heading out into society. I was the same, always an outcast, had massive self confidence issues to the point where I hated people even looking at me. Walking with my head down so drivers by wouldn’t look at me. Now I have a loving wife and two beautiful kids. Still have a lot of the issues I had when I was younger but my Wife and kids show me there is light in this world. Keep your head up man I know things will turn around for you and you find your light in this world
Life is bullshit ,what a profound statement,I can comprehend how you've come to this conclusion, as I myself realized though a few books spiritual learnings let's say, and there's no purpose unless you can invent one or make one, there is no karma, there is no Universal justice, and the is a shit load of unfairness and cruelty on this planet, usually men at the back of the hell we now call reality, the truth does hurts ,even the truth that you have discovered ,at such a young age ,your issue is you became too wise to soon , you even no it's pointless to give up and die ,as this too is etched in stone , it seems like strangers can show more love and compassion than family or friends, and there are alot of strangers on this planet, we are obviously all on the same planet but most certainly in a different World than everybody else but many folk who are free thinking can relate and empathize with you , like Janis Holland says in one of her songs , it's the same fucking day, if I had kept to myself in my static caravan I would be 20 thousand pounds better off and safe and sound, but people stole ,burnt me Home to the ground , and smashed my next home to bits ,why you may ask ,well jealousy has stolen every thing from me ,when all I asked for was a humble appreciative grateful existence, let's alone in the hills ,but people are crazy and desire to see others fail ,and make sure they do ,madness, I've no answers for you other than if good things happen then a good thing has happened ,and same for shite things , it's just that you are under no illusions like the majority, stings but your awake and aware, and I care ,where I know you or not ,which I think we very similar guess we can only keep fighting the fight , life is not what you make it ,people can soon change that , like you say , luck and good fortune plays it part ,life's hard ,but it's harder for someone else , we're all strangers in a strange land ,some live in fear ,you live in fact, sending love brother ,wow do I feel you ,yes I do ,
At around 2:50 you're saying no one will care, and I'm already in tears because this is so relatable. Something extraordinary happened to me a couple of years ago that gave me the ability to feel emotion for the first time in my life, at 40... I was finally on a medication that worked for my life-long battle with MDD. But when it happened, I woke up one day alone in a hotel room with no memory how I got there. I knew I had a wife and child but didn't know what'd happened. 3 days before I woke up as this 'new man', I was abandoned, my child taken from me and rendered homeless and left to die in a state where I had no family, no friends, no support. Skip ahead, in these couple of years I've had to grow up again, but with nothing and no one to help me make sense of this world. No one raised me. No one cared. Over two years now, and I've never had a friend. I've found that people are extremely self-centered and occasionally cruel. I live in a box with no windows, it's all I could get after my car died. I always imagined getting to fall in love one day, getting to explore the world and make new emotional associations. I was excited to share my new youthful view of the world with someone special. People just... don't have the time anymore for others, and it's broken my heart. I went back to a toxic family, they were all I had, and I was emotionally neglected and abused. I went from loving people, to loathing them, and its made me hate who I see myself becoming. And so, as of the time of this writing, it may be temporary, it may not be, but after over 2 years of being completely and utterly alone, all my new emotional associations made negative, all the BS this world has become and having no hope anyone will ever see me and value who I am, I've given up. I'm writing a small memoir of sorts to my son to explain what happened, and then I intend to check out of this life. I don't care about help numbers or any of that, I don't want someone trying to 'talk me down' who hasn't walked in my shoes. I know that's grim, but... thank you? Thank you for being relatable. Thank you for sharing feelings that I identified with so strongly. If I knew you, I'd offer to be your friend. 'Normal' is for chumps. The only friends I had growing up, all gone now, we were all weird and socially outcast, but we had each other and that was all we needed. I didn't plan to write this, it's long, and no one's probably going to read it or care anyway, like you said. But from where I stand, it's not worth being silent anymore. I hope you're doing well, have found others, maybe even someone special that just gets you. I wish you the very best in life. *wipes away the tears* Thanks again for sharing!
Nothing makes sense, there is no reason for things happening. We human beings act irrationally, and logic is a mere illusion. If one embraces the incoherent, illogical, irrational, and chaotic nature of reality and rejects the illusion of logic and reason, one reaches true enlightenment.
Whenever i feel down which is 95% of the time anyway, I think about my favorite Bruce Lee quote, *"Don't pray for an easy life. Pray for the strength to endure a hard one"*
But at the end of the day there will have been a person that didn’t have to go through hardship and lived happily and died just like the one that has to live a hard life
I felt how you felt. As a young man, I experienced what you're going through. 20 years later, I can tell you it does get better if you keep trying. Just push the boulder one inch--or even one millimeter--each day. Nothing happens overnight. No magic bullets. It's a building process. Brick by brick. Someday, you'll look back and say, "Damn, I came a long way from where I was."
Being in your twenties is a really tough age and yes you have to push trough it. Thank you for encouraging this young man he needs people in his corner.
Not true. I'm 44 and my only friend is a 71yr old woman. My best friend's mother. She's alone too. He died (her son) in 2013 of neurofibromatosis type 1 and 2. I almost died in 01' of a stroke and massive brain cyst where I have an implanted shunt. I have no energy because my cerebellum was crushed to nothing and I live in chronic pain with no pain meds to give me a break from it. I was supposed to be completely paralyzed. He was the only one who understood pain and loneliness. I was young when I almost died, and nothing is getting "better." This whole "you're still young" narrative is crap. Time is short. It's the same now/present moment as it was then. The only thing that changes through so called time, is the story of the mind. A collective narrative that this same present moment moved to a new one. Not so. And so....time 'moves' quickly, and before you know it, it's 20-30 years later and you don't know where it all went. Blink of an eye. So, I will not blow smoke up a depressed person's rear, and say it will get better as an absolute. I won't. I have experience.
@@Shadows-RC I’m sorry that has been your experience and that you are in constant pain but I guess everyone’s experience and how they deal with it is different. I am still grateful I am here to experience what’s beautiful in life and think it is important to encourage one another through the sorrows that come with it. Well wishes 🌻to you and your friend.
I feel this young mans pain. I feel the same way, too. Life is getting too expensive. Inflation is still on the rise. People don't want to hire you. It's just unreal and really sad.
I understand what you mean and how desesperate and depressing it can be just stay strong and try to hold on to your love ones and keep trying to work 🙏🏼
Im 35 and I feel the same bro. I fit nowhere, no deep connections, and my life sucked from the day I was born. When things seem to go well I get pulled right back to my old miserable life. Dont know why i cant have a normal life like everyone else
That would be awesome yes indeed. All this financial stuff and lack of accomplishments and sense of purpose is one thing but a realisation that literally no one would know if you die is devastating. No one would help you in sickness and make a phone call after a funeral of someone you loved but lost …. Sense of loneliness after years of feeling this was and knowing you did so much to change it but unsuccessfully and you can’t even try as hard as previously, because all you want is to lie down and die and never breathe again and it’s appealing is the rock bottom 😔😔😔😔
44 yr old Marine combat veteran. You just described the plight of males today. Spent 10 yrs serving with three tours. I’m still talked down to and ridiculed by complete self centered shallow strangers over nothing except for simply being in their immediate vicinity. If they only knew I could snap their neck with one maneuver. But I don’t. I smile and walk away. Believe me, we are all tired too.
@@DavidGlennWilliamson Yes, I went to the store yesterday and people are more miserable than ever and take it out on me. I’m glad you spoke up! I have nervous system disorder and they made me more nervous. I felt like shrinking inside myself. I Love me and like me so I will stay in my room until too hungry and have to go to the store. Jesus is my best friend. He thinks I’m kick ass! And he thinks I’m cute too 🥰
I have been where you are for at least 20years, society has gotten worse and worse for a long time. All i can say is find YOUR life. But your ahead of me, i did realize what you know for a long time. Also while others only care about them selves more and more, don't lose you compassion, just distance your self from most. some will want your help, some will want to take advantage of you. Learn the early signs, and be self sufficient.
I’m 38. I felt exactly like you when I was 15/16. Back then I lived in Africa. I came to the U.S. alone at 18 cos I just had to escape. Today my life is much better. You’re still very young. My advice is focus on your work but on your days off and spare time, develop a skill. It doesn’t matter what the skill is. Preferably coding or something in the arts world like mastering creative softwares. Once you’re great at a skill, your world opens. In college I was a photographer. I was the “weird kid” walking around taking photos of everything. Slowly as my photos got better, people started asking for photoshoots of themselves and their pets and I slowly started photographing weddings. I had more friends than I could wish for cos with photography my world opened up massively. Today I’m a registered icu nurse. I don’t do photography as a job anymore. I still do it for fun like doing shoots with random models here and there and also landscapes. Once you get a skill and you’re good at it, your world opens and you will surely make friends much easier.
@@neox9369 if you think America is bad you should see 90+% of the rest of the world that lives in poverty with no means of escape or even hope of a better future.
I was molested at the age of 5, growing up the only thing I wanted was to be left alone away from people. I realized dealing with human nature is the most draining thing I have to face. I tried bonding with people and told them of my past for them to acknowledge me with some habits I want to change. I got some hate from speaking about it, you see the discomfort in their eyes. So now I am 28 I decided to move away from people and restart. I workout, travel, create art and do things that help me out of my past.
You can open up to people! They just have to be the right people. Your not alone. I have not experienced that same thing but other stuff. And I think I was supportive when someone told me about what happened to him at 8 years old. It was his friends father. Some of us can support others in the right way. And we don't look away from difficult issues.
Good lad....It takes a lot of bravery to speak about that, and I, as a stranger have nothing but respect for you. Stay strong brother, you're already stronger than many other people.
You have the courage of a lion. It takes a lot of courage to speak about such a traumatic thing. You have slayed the dragon it no longer lives. Be proud and happy.
Travelling is on my list too but i dont realy like beeing tok much around other people. My question do you travel to remote places in other cou tries or do you visit big citys? Whats your preference.
I’m 25 and I’ve been an Outkast since I was in elementary school. The loneliness consumes me and trying to fit in never worked out. Thank you for this video. This was too real
You actually create a lot of connection by being vulnerable like this on camera and it brings me comfort to see somebody feels like I do. It's a refreshing change to all the happy faces and ultra successful lives we normally see on RUclips
@@TimothyrpianoCHAMP, you’re still so young! Life hasn’t even started yet my friend. Find what you like or that you’re good at AND BECOME THE BEST AT IT! Ppl will come to you and ppl will gravitate to you. Forget about social norms or what society expects, concentrate on you! You got this, G!
I am in a rough patch in my life and your videos are helping me know that im not alone and theres others that have gone trough it too. I know im still young but i can relate and i just wanted to let you know that you have helped me and made an impact for me
This is totally relatable. Society is not normal, it’s set up for consumerism. When I was 19 I sounded just like you. Things will improve, there is only one you and sometimes we have to project a positive outcome even though we can’t see it. Have faith and focus on yourself, you have the power to change things.
No, it won't. I'm 50 and since my 20s, things have gradually gotten worse. I always felt I have to fit in, make this world work somehow for me. Fact is, it doesn't. And I stopped trying to change to be accepted. I'm too old for this shit. I bow to no one anymore.
@@Marifilms I felt this way at your age. If I could please share a few things I learned , I Hope you’re at a place where you can receive it. 1. Make sure there’s no untreated issues. I discovered I have ADHD and that diagnosis put a lot in focus. 2. You’re young so your brain is still developing in a way that your focus is on yourself. I’m Not calling you selfish it’s normal development before your 30s. But you need to begin to look at what you can GIVE. who you can serve. That’s what truly gives life purpose. You’re still in a self focused phase and that can lead to misery. What do you give to the world and where could you develop your gifts to serve others. So many people need you. 3. God. However that looks to you, seek God. Without some type of relationship to the creator you will always feel a void. Just pray even if you don’t know exactly who you’re praying to. He will answer! I can tell you that Jesus is the answer but I know everyone doesn’t know him yet. He saved my entire life several times. But wherever you start, it’s a start. I would start with the Bible, but start reading in Matthew. Jesus is the key. If you do not believe that at this time, just talk to the being who made all of this. He will answer. Perhaps slowly. and in phases. And things come through good human beings who serve him as well. 4. Study the hermetic principals. We as humans have so much more power than you seem to know metaphysically. His created this universe in a way that we can participate in creation. You CAN manifest what you want. Study manifestation. Just never forget that god created that concept and it’s only possible because he allows it. Never let manifestation make you think you don’t need god Bc as things work for you , that temptation will come in. But you can manifest your life. You need to shift your focus from self to giving to/serving others. And from the 3D created physical realm to the metaphysical and spiritual. That’s where liberation is.
@@Marifilmsand I wanted add one thing: I grew to realize that the reason I was so different is that I was created to BE the change I wanted to see. The world needs people like you. You need to BE the kind of person for others, that you’re wanting for yourself. Be that kind of coworker, friend, mate ect. Sometimes that’s your purpose. To be that light that’s missing in the world. I truly recognize that on you and I’ll bet you discover that as you grow. Sometimes we think our purpose has got to be some big major thing like becoming a leader publicly. Sometimes you’re created to be the leader in your world and for all of those you encounter. When you think like that you realize just how many people each of us touches snd affects. You can literally impact the world that way. Just think about the butterfly effect.
The modern world is so much worse than how the world was in the 90s and early 2000s. People ghost you, they don’t care about you, and if you don’t fit in then they will target you. Life is actually hard every single day. If you’re not a fake person, you will struggle massively. I completely resonated with what you said and the depression has set in with me too. I consider myself one of the lucky ones though because I do have a family that loves me and I love them back. I don’t have any children or a partner though, and I think I will be alone forever because I do not like people. I wish you luck on your journey. Just gotta try to make the best of it 🙏🏼
@@emmaphilo4049 The problem is narcissism and lack of empathy. People will show their frustration in different ways. Some will be like this guy, dissapointed at his own species and avoiding contact; Others will try to hurt before they get hurt, and some will be cruel for no reason at all... it's a problem that expands on itself, further amplifying it's effect. The culture, the work system and people's education are probably the real villain that is making society be this way. Technology just make these things more evident.
Hi Mari, I just came across your video, I can really relate to what you are saying. As a 40 years old I wanted to give you the following advice: if you are still feeling this way then I highly recommend moving to a different part of the world, leave the west and head east. What you are having a hard time with is over the top INDIVIDUALISM in the west. People just don’t know better, they grow up with this value and it is imbedded into their cores. In the east things are really different but you have to live there to experience the difference. You are just constantly confronted with this because you are sensitive (and there is absolutely nothing wrong with you). I feel for you brother. Change your environment and things will be completely different and I pray you will find the happiness you deserve!
Your life is normal. There are millions of us living your life. I’m 51 and have lived with the same feelings. I’ve now decided to abandon society and people in it. It’s all about me now. I don’t care or love anyone except myself. There are so many toxic people in this world.
Thers always Ben toxic people in the world. But now they seem to be celebrated by the media. Everything's upside-down. And by design. Just believe in yourself. And fk the moronic bastards
I feel the same, i'm only 23 and have accepted and acknowledged many times, and now i'm done. I hope you are doing fine, such is life as I like to say. But sometimes that is never enough.
Dude I'm almost 45 and I totally get what you're talking about. I've always been outside of "the circle". High school doesn't actually end it just changes its name to full time job. Keep your head up man, alot of people in the comments say it's good to have real people in a sea of fakes trying to conform. They're right. Don't let this world dull your shine.
I'm in my 40's also and I'm curious. Has your state of mind changed significantly in recent years? Like, I used to be depressed a lot for the reasons mentioned in this video, but nowadays I've just accepted things and through that I've been able to forgive myself and accept the way I am and the depression is now gone. I can't say I love myself either, but I have peace in my mind.
@@musicandpoetry_8 it’s not that you don’t fit in it’s that you stand out. It’s your superpower if you use it to play the system. Sometimes you gotta lean into aspects that make you different because in the current society fitting in is seen as boring and makes you have lower status.
Brother, you’re not alone. You literally just described me. I’m a 29 year old US Marine veteran, on the verge of tears right now. I can’t tell you how much this resonated with me. My whole life has been exactly the same Way you just described.. Will it get better? I don’t know, that’s what I’m telling myself. This world is fucked, even more so it seems nowadays. I used to be so extroverted and a People person, but anymore I keep to myself. People trigger me. But you are not alone, and just know hearing someone else talk about this, made me feel less alone ..
@@bbqfire6199 Then come to CHRIST! get your will to live back. As knowledge increase ,the more deceptions of this world comes clear and visible. We all have heard the story of “ADMA AND EVE”, but we know not that: ADAM = MANKIND, for it is a NAME, both males and females carry. Adam = not only male or males. Genesis 5:2 Male and female created he them; and blessed them, and called their name Adam, in the day when they were created. Therefore, there is no Adam and Eve, there is only ADAM Truth is to seek`d out, to asked for, .... bible verse: Matthew 7:7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: truth is not given in this world. but kept secret. And To who ever wants to become a youtuber or influencer: Mark 8:36 For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? Luke 9:25 For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away? Matthew 16:26 For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? Ecclesiastes 1:3 What profit hath a man of all his labour which he taketh under the sun? Be a influencer of truth, not of evil. Expose the masonry club /what they do and who`s in it), influence not to support it. Let you moto be not: do what thy wilt - a mason`s qoute. Have a moto of: GO AND SIN NO MORE
im here with you brother. 24 ive been diagnosed with Major Depression & General Anxiety Disorder. I also used to be so outgoing n talk to anyone but now im so self conscious that its hard for me to even look people in the eyes. Your message gave me camaraderie. Im trying to do better. i believe storms past, but the smallest actions we do today, minimize the next storm. Praying for you man. For all of us. We just have to keep resourcing n seeking help. Self love/compassion is not taught. Keep going, youve inspired me to keep going.
Thank you for posting this. I slapped myself hard in the face repeatedly today and have been deeply upset all week. It’s comforting to hear that others feel this way too and now I feel like I can close my eyes.
Life is hard, Mari. Because it is real, not imaginary. Hang in there, bud. There are many who want you to do well and work on your behalf. Day by day, focus on what is in front of you.
You don’t know if it’s not imaginary because you don’t know what this “place” is yet… Look how immersive VR is and continues to advance. This just might be a realistic simulation! Remember that!
I wouldn’t wish this upon my worst enemy. I know exactly how you feel. For years I tried and tried but nothing works. Got attractive, got jacked, become funny, etc. Anything I could try to be a better person & more enjoyable person fails. I blame social media, smart phones, & bad education. 99% of people are f*cking idiots & are asleep 24/7. People like us, are extremely rare it’s ridiculous.
Ikr! I remember the world before the 2010s and it was a much better world overall. Sure it wasn't Heaven, but it was much closer to it than whatever came after it.
@stevo6891im 28 and have felt the same ever since i was about 14, social media is horrible & has ruined people, i think more people today are lonelier than you realise.
@@ladybird491 I don't think it's about strength. That statement just isn't true. Not only the "strongest" survive in this world, but many people have lived with many weak and uncouragas people, feeble people, dull, unintelligent, uncreative people-you name it. As Shcopenhaur would say, the will to live is "an irrational, "blind, incessant impulse without knowledge" that drives instinctive behaviors, causing an endless insatiable striving in human existence." Many people have no idea why they exist, but it's simple: an instinctive desire. Biology keeps you alive enough to reproduce and pass on genes. I don't think it accounts for intelligence, rationality, or the possibility to see the world for what it is and choose whether you accept it or deny it. That is strength, that power to act on life itself to strive or deny, to proclaim that the universe, with all its might, cannot contain you. I am not a mindless drone; life will not hold me hostage when it so chooses.
I’m in my early 40s and it feels like just yesterday when I felt the same way you do right now. There will come a point in time when you won’t care to fit in anymore and you will truly enjoy being yourself and enjoy your life. When that happens like minded people will gravitate towards you. Enjoy your youth, be yourself and trust me the day will come when you won’t care what others think. You’re not alone, millions of people experience what you’re going through. One of my regrets about my youth was being so self conscious about what others think and not being part of the “crowd.” It is life and it can be bullshit, but you will overcome this and be a strong and independent person.
I felt this way at your age. If I could please share a few things and I Hope you’re at a place where you can receive it. 1. Make sure there’s no untreated issues. I discovered I have ADHD and that diagnosis put a lot in focus. 2. You’re young so your brain is still developing in a way that your focus is on yourself. I’m Not calling you selfish it’s normal development before your 30s. But you need to begin to look at what you can GIVE. who you can serve. That’s what truly gives life purpose. You’re still in a self focused phase and that can lead to misery. What do you give to the world and where could you develop your gifts to serve others. So many people need you. 3. God. However that looks to you, seek God. Without some type of relationship to the treated you will always feel a void. Just pray even if you don’t know exactly who you’re praying to. He will answer! I can tell you that Jesus is the answer but I know everyone doesn’t know him yet. He saved my entire life several times. But wherever you start, it’s a start. I would start with the Bible, but start reading in Matthew. Jesus is the key. 4. Study the hermetic principals. Buoy as a human hand so much more power than you seem to know metaphysically. His created this universe in a way that we can participate in creation. You CAN manifest what you want. Study manifestation. Just never forget that god created that concept and he allows it. Never let manifestation make you think you don’t need god Bc as things work for you , that temptation will come in.
@@GeGe-fg3hx why care what other people think they don't live with you, pay your bills, deal with your problems and accomplishments? Live a life designed for you and those who mean the most to you.
Comparison is the thief of joy. Looking at things from a different perspective helps me in various situations. What you see from people is what they want you to see or what other people want you to see. They could be going through shit as well. While you’re watching through the window make sure the room you’re in is good.That you’re good. When you’re where your looking at the view would be alot better from your eyes
Group think is the easy way for the kids and young adults. Good for you for being YOU. You are actually grown. Embrace this. You are realizing how fake everyone seems to be. Do not fit in. Be in you. Stay YOU.
It is better to stay away from people sometimes. A lot of people are evil and will manipulate you and start drama for no reason. Its hard finding someone you can actually trust and talk to without being judged. I've learnt to be okay with being alone and it brings me peace.
My family were fucked up. Dysfunctional. You can make what you want of life. It takes massive courage to break through. Keep going, you will find a peace. I was the same as you in my early 20's. I'm 37 now. I'm still here and have created a great life. Mind yourself.
It is so rare to just see people being real. True genuine realism. This was real. Even though it seems like you're struggling man, kudos to you for being real and transparent. It gives me hope for this human experiment I'm trying to figure out. Keep your head up brutha
I give a frack. I am watching. You are not alone. Many of us feel like you do. We are all misfits to a certain degree, but here we are, sharing together because you took the chance to reach out on YT.
Dude I’m actually so mad at myself for how lucky I got in life. I hate relying on luck because I know there’s other people out there who don’t have the privilege I do. What makes me feel worse is with having everything I need to live a great life, I still deal with these similar struggles you do. Somehow you were able to perfectly capture everything I’ve been trying to capture.
A note: This video was captured during a difficult time in my life and is not indicative of my actual beliefs and current feelings.
I've left it up in the hopes it helps others and lets them know they're not alone and that things can get better.
If you're struggling with mental health and dark thoughts please get help and help yourself.
Suicide hotline: 988
I'm glad you're still here, but yeah, bro, I know exactly how you felt at that time and your words are so true. I'm going through this right now. It's always good to vent how you feel. Thanks for sharing your video. Keep it real. 👍
Thank You for this. You've just described my life as well. I hate to be here and everything You've said is also me so I understand. But guess what, even if we relate and understand each other, still doesn't help a lot. Life really is a huge Bullshit!
Bro, I thought I was the only one who felt this way. If you are a little awkward, it'll be hard forever
Hay, I understand how you feel and can relate a lot! I would really like to meet people who have these feelings too, so we can relate together :) I feel I am giving my attention and care to the wrong people and that is what causes the intense feelings of loneliness. Would be cool to connect
@alicia-matrix Hey Alicia, I feel the same. Not sure how to do that though. Any ideas?
The fact that you made this video and opened up means you're stronger than most in this fake world. You're not alone my brother.
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Only pets knows people how they really are,they dont talk ,dont judge and they give a humanbein so much love with their cuteness,,only pets see humans how they really are,,
Agreed, I want people like these as friends.
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@@andrewhenderson7858 And even then a friendship is work. I start to believe that i dont really need friends and even if, it will be too hard to find them.
@@teeaymusik9811 Friends are a big reason I'm able to stay sane. Hell, I was thinking to cop some bud so I looked up the nearest murder in my area and it was a stabbing at a gas station. I go there and I approach the cashier asking him where I can get some weed, I of course buy something to satisfy the camera. This random ass person turns out to be a plug and we become great friends over time. After a couple years he doesn't see me as a customer though a close friend. I smoke with him every day, for free. We can talk about literally anything with too much resistance.
"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" - Jiddu Krishnamurti
Bingo.
It’s a measure of character to continue to do the right thing when surrounded by the weak.
Ah, but can you name any society able to claim not being sick?
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I don’t have to. I have character.
"jack calls the kettle black, then jack don't go back"
"Dont kill yourself just wait, because you're gonna die anyway" is one of the best anti-suicide messages I've heard lmao
It actually is. Death is permanent while life can improve and switch around in an instant. So why rush it when you are 100% guaranteed to get death in the end.
“Do yourself no injury. Other men are always good for that.” -kingdom of heaven.
I so would have gone, but I have people who rely on me, so I’m trapped.
@@chickedee1085 same this shit is prison
@@james90790 we didn’t even get a choice if we wanted to do the 70 years. It must be great if a person likes it.
This is honestly a real message. I hate the monologue of “have faith” or “things get better”. Sometimes that isn’t the case for everyone sometimes you need to accept it and live that life. Everything you said was on point.
The thing is we westerners are so accustomed to material goods and capitalism that it's all that we care about and we are demoralizing our social connections in this race.....
Being a US and Indian passport holder and predominantly being an American, I can say there's just too much difference in the way these two countries operate but Tier-1 cities in India are also becoming westernised and would likely see the same surge in loneliness.....
You discovered an army of people who can relate to you..... you're not alone. Thanks for the video
It’s funny how we’re all here feeling the exact same but we could pass each other at a coffee shop and never know 😞
@@musicandpoetry_8 people should try to talk to each other more often than usual. It all starts with a "hey" or a "hello"
👼
@@jasonzacharias2150 only people in this entity can talk to people within the entity
And as planned we are all scattered (no actual unification) with our feelings captured on a computer
You are expressing what millions of people feel. Isolation sucks, but we get more isolated all the time. You’re smart and sensitive, which is a recipe for alienation. Stay strong, and learn to appreciate your own company. You’re not crazy; it’s the world that is crazy.
The sheeple are the herd, but you are smarter 😊
@@ginakelley749 They are a Hive Mind.
@@reesedaniel5835Bro I've been thinking we live in some sort of Matrix. I have been noticing a lot of people acting similarly weird like they are possessed by an agent or something of that nature... I don't understand why people think you are crazy if you think such things, but people need to understand that life is a lot weirder than we know.
So true
Right from the advent of internet and social media, I realized that there’s no single feeling, thought, experience that felt that no one else does.
Your feeling is what millions feel and do through.
You’re not alone.
I think about some of those things my self.
Life is actually weird‼️
I’m left speechless by the fact that a total stranger was able to express every single concern and negative thought I’ve ever had over the last few years so precisely and accurately.
Trust me you’re not alone man. I absolutely know how you feel on every single aspect of this topic, to the core. Stay strong, we’re in this together.
Same for me
A lot of people have realized just how people genuinely are, well I did in 2020. The change in people was rapid and they turn on others just so quickly. People have been totally controlled by the MSM for years, and still damn well are. The thing is, stay focused on what is good and right for you, stop worrying about what others think, because they really don't matter and are not worth it as they are self centered to the max and of course they are not interested in your problems, they are fixated on themselves. Nobody should ever kill themselves, they won't care about that either, but you will be lost even to God if you do that! This guy needs to realize there is not much time left for any of us, and that is the damn truth.
I add my voice to this too, really relate to this 👍
i don't feel so ALONE anymore. i didn't realize i was depressed. i thought it was just me and that's just how it is. thank you for sharing your thoughts .big hugs friend 👍@@TomNoles007
Rights it’s scary how accurate his description of life is to the way I see life and his thought process is so similar to mine it truly did scare me for a bit
I feel this and have felt this for my entire life. Im so fucking tired of existing and being isolated and alone. This human need for connection and people makes me pissed off because deep down its all I want, and to be part of a community with people who care about eachother but people have traumatised me so much that I can't function in any area of my life. People and relationships are hell. This world is hell. Like you said nothing gets better no matter how hard you try. It just fucks you over again and the weight of chronic loneliness will just keep on crushing you until you die.
I’m 33 years old and I still feel like a loner and outcast at work and in society. I see other people be “normal” and wonder to myself why I can’t be like them. And the truth is they are better at faking their happiness with their smiles. I can’t fake anything and that is why I appear weird because I’m actually showing my emotions without hiding it.
Yeah, i got ya, I'm too blunt to be subtle.
Not everyone is fake. Ofcourse everyone has good and bad days. To connect with people you have to adjust which is not being fake. We can't get everything by just being ourselves all the time.
@@ft-sd6ux Yeah that's true that we have our authentic sides that's not fake. I also wouldn't recommend anyone to try so hard by adjusting if there's no reciprocity.
Yep me too, I’m too real and blunt and people are opposed of the truth and more mad I’m not able to hide it. Why can’t we all come together and be supportive of the truth
I relate a lot too this, I am very blunt and will be honest when going through a bad time and it feels like people want you to pretend like you are "fine" all the time.
I wish I had a friend like you. Someone who’s real. Everyone is so fake nowadays it’s pathetic. Can’t be real with anyone cause no one cares and it makes them uncomfortable to talk about real issues that are going on.
I volunteer ✋🏽
How do we connect??
Same here. I feel like he’s the one person in this world that gets it. Everyone around me is a performer.
Exacly!! I respect and really like people who can show themselves vonorable.
@@anweshakar146 Hi Anwesha, shuvra this side. I'm 21F from Assam and I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts from the last past 5 months after my breakup. I'm also dealing with extreme loneliness, please help me.
I stopped trying to be real years ago. Mostly everyone in real life is npc like.
A lot of people feel the way you feel but you're braver than most for admitting it
A lot of men*
Couldn’t put it in words better myself than this guy
@@blackpillowajulka3176Is that what you conclude from personal experience? I can admit as a man, we tend to never feel fulfilled..... Like we could always be more, do more, be better at things etc.... Like chasing the wind.
lmao who cares@@blackpillowajulka3176
@@blackpillowajulka3176 both men and women are capable of being depressed though? Men and women get depressed at the same rates
“Your entire life is just the bad ending” is so relatable it hurts
At 57 years old, I am you! I spent 15 years worried about being by myself. I finally realized the only reason I felt bad about my situation, was because I had been brainwashed by society to think it was a bad thing. I finally said screw society and what they think of living as a singular. Finally I did not feel so bad about it. Things will change when they are supposed to, until then I am going to enjoy the hell out of my own company, also enjoying the things I want to do without having to ask anyone else's permission, or plan around their demands.
Spot on...when you begin to realize the disaster that most people are and how abnormal modern society really is things get easier.
Exactly like WHITNEY HOUSTON SAD IN HER SONG THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL IS LEARNING TO LOVE YOURSELF IS THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL
That's the spirit! I definitely recommend getting yourself a pet, dog or cat - they love you unconditionally, unlike some humans!
@@ginakelley749 more like, "unlike all humans"
Be you and never regret it. Just keep going. All the best for you! 🏋
Dude, I am 46, no friends, never married, got only part time job to get by, and lonely for the most part. I figured no matter how much effort we put into reaching out and connect to people just for the sake of friendship, things don't work out. I tell you most people are ruined these days. It's not entirely our fault if people chose to clout with others instead of us. Genuine friendship is becoming rare. I will be making similar videos like yours soon. I have learned a lot in this life so i might wanna share it with anyone who wants to listen.
I will make one too
Thanks for sharing. And yes, make videos when you get the time and inspiration to do so.
I mean listen if your socially inept don’t expect to have friends then be sad and depressed when you don’t have any also stop taking life so god damn serious you never know how things in life will start but you can decide how they end so you might as well do it with a smile. Plus you know you have to actually put in an effort as well friendship is a two way street it’s not hard just learn about the person talk about things they like with them listen to them be helpful honest it’s really not hard but I guess if you have no self confidence it’s hard but you can’t just sit there and except shit to change
Jesus will change that. He did for me.
I'm thinking about it too. Just can't seem to do it.
Very impressive how you have articulated so clearly how millions of people around the world feel.
Basically normal .. lazy , lost , stupid , spoiled , no ambition .., waiting for a miracle 🤪😅🤣💩
They act like they care but they really don't those people are fake and they don't deserve to be here
The thing you said about having a screwed up family and that pretty much determining the rest of your painful existence…. Was so real
Hang in there kid. I'm 57 now and remember going through pretty much what you have been describing when I was your age. I'm sure many young people feel the same way you do. The main thing is stay away from any drugs or alcohol and social media at this point in your life and find some goal to work towards and stop trying too hard. Not everyone sucks although its getting harder and harder to find good people. One of the biggest discoveries I have made in life is coming to the understanding of how much time and energy I have wasted trying to impress others. Not overtly, but kind of subconsciously. Overtime when I saw the disasters that many of the more "popular" people turned out to be I became very gratefull for who I was. Just remember, you dont need validation from the mob,..just enough to keep food on the table, stay out of jail and save your money so some day you wont have to deal with people unless its on your terms. Good luck
USA=Purist country. Sucks.
Thanks for sharing your experience
Good advice!
thats how i feel work hard to be able to be on your own terms
@@ginakelley749 Good advice?/?!?! It is a terrible advice.
Someone finally says what no one wants to admit. We’re used to feeding on lies because that’s the way humanity has raised itself on.
Yep, fed that positive BS otherwise we’d all lose it and have a breakdown. Those fakers can’t admit this whole thing is complete and utter bollocks and a waste of time. I feel so sorry for newborns… I’ve only got 20 to do..👍🏼
Bollocks means many things for us English but this term means fucking bullshit! We're fed lies as soon as we're born people are starting to wake up
Sad but true
I'm not used to it at all. It shocks me that people say this type of thing that it's normal to live a lie. No it's not. You're making the world worse by lying and going along with the lies. I was super afraid of lying until my 40's and it's so frustrating that other people expected me to lie my way through work and social situations.
wrong info here ladies and gents
I'm a 36 year old Marine Corps Veteran. People=Sh!t. I know it sucks...the feeling of loneliness. But when you have been back stabbed as many times as me you start to realize people ain't worth sh!t. Your better off on your own. The more alone you feel the more powerful you become. When you take people out of the equation all your focus is on yourself. Master your body and forge yourself into a weapon. Master your mind\spirit and no one can ever break you. You are not alone. That voice inside your head is the only friend you will ever need.
I appreciate this. One of the better more thoughtful comments.
You are right! It feels like I’ve been trapped for the longest time with my own family, who’ve been happily stabbing me in the back for the longest time. For too long, I’ve been putting off talking with a therapist on how to get away from them, and I will reach out to one tomorrow! I’m tired of letting my life pass me by just to please them! Why even? They don’t appreciate me and have pretty much ruined any chance for me to move forward in my career because it was something that they picked for me! All I want is to be alone and free, far away from them and anyone else that knows them!
@@ihsuFM89 I have the exact problem you're not alone
I have to disagree with you. We are social creatures, and being alone is only gonna be more detrimental to your health. You need a mindset shift
This is the essence of a champion
You know what dude, it never gets better. I am 55 from the first grade it was therapy, drugs, counseling, and child abuse. I am different, had major behavioral issues. So I have tried but to no avail. I am intelligent, very hard working and reliable, creative, kind, helpful. Yet hear I sit unemployed, sad, and alone and nobody cares. Every day I don't un alive myself it's a victory. But I am under no illusion that anyone ever cares enough to really help in any meaningful way. Don't have hope it just makes it hurt that much more.
I’m with you dude. Also commented my story here. I feel so beaten out by life. Hang in there, all of going through it together. We just don’t see each other. The job market is killing me. I can’t find anything reliable either.
Biggest and most relatable person I've ever seen what he sees is just true every inch of this is relatable 😢
not everyone was meant to be king, you are fighting to be great and you are unhappy because subconsciously you know you never will be. Stay in your lane and things will get better ❤
Society got weirder and weirder...and now here you are...lol...welcome to earth and now you're a young adult.
As a Christian, and even though there are lots of people who don't like Christians, I feel like I have slow drip of happiness going into me 24/7.
You’re just a real dude in a world filled with fake people. Don’t change who you are. Real people are hard to come by nowadays.
I agree, I used to want to make friends with people but... now I just don't. I don't even try, I don't pretend, I don't reach out. I'm done with being nice, and am very selective of who I let into my world. I also feel like leaving and be in peace. Being on my own is so peaceful. I see all these folks out for bottomless brunch, going out to music festivals, etc but I don't see there is genuine connection. It's all a facade to everyone, and I'm not willing to deal with that type of crowd.
False.
@@82pythons85 ^fake person
@@TheMingez2 You don't have to make friends necessarily, but all of us humans still owe invitations of politeness, compassion, and empathy to one another, anything less is not an option
Absolutely true. Real people are truly a rarity these days.
I’m 73 and have felt like I never fitted in and was different . I don’t belong in this world. Making me cry cause I know the feeling
OMG is as if I wrote the same line!
Exactly
Good almost over for you
@@scholaroftheworldalternatehist. your reply has made me laugh
@@JaniceCole1950 15 year old boy here, struggling to understand why society is so messed up.
It's astonishing how many people all over the world feel the same yet feel so lonely! You're not alone, my brother! We live in a spiritual warfare right now! Anyone who is more awake or sensitive is suffering😢 it's hard to connect to people. Something happened since the lockdown! It has become increasingly harder to be positive, but trust me, your presence is important! It's nit going to last forever. Meditate, pray and stay strong! You're definitely not alone!
"Everything about life has to do with other people and I don't want to be around other people anymore, because all it is is disappointment every time." This statement in particular hits hard. This is essentially 90% of how I feel around most people nowadays.
Reminds me of the quote: "expect the worst then you'll be pleasantly surprised"
Although this is quite useful
Hey Mari, Here is my story. I grew up in a poor abusive household with a single parent. I did not have any friends and spent all my time alone with my dogs. Everyone hated me cause I was weird and wore poor people clothes. I moved to Canada when I was 18. Became a nurse and started working all the time. (all the overtime) I saved up a lot of money and just recently got engaged to a beautiful young lady who is super kind and a wholesome person. We just bought a farm an hour and a half from the city. Its 52 acres!!! Now we can stay away from people forever!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its gets better. But you got to make it better. Also just saying... you seem legit cool! Hope you the best.
Happy to hear that life got better for you bro. You just mirrored my thoughts about how cool this dude is.
yeah, once you grow out of the initial realization "woe is me" faze that life fucking sucks for most people- it's pretty straightforward on what you have to do. Eventually you will be too tired to even give a fuck and you'll at least have some money/things and get stronger in some way.
t. boomer who lived life on easy mode
@@TTH4 me? I’m 32! Lol
@@Denergyonix No, I was referring to @mjgll, although you are quite old too
There's nothing wrong with you man. We will survive. It will not be like this forever. I pray to God that these words reaches your heart.
Unfortunately we will never know in this life.
Its only going to get worse. We are entering a great depression. Being around people will never bring you happyness. People have no morals anymore
Sentimental crap
If it's not forever then what's it gonna take to bring about the necessary change? World War III? Unprecedented stock market crash? Covid proved to be an insufficient wake up call. I don't think we can count on devastation from natural disasters to bring the rest of the world to an empathetic standstill because they just don't have a wide enough seismic impact to really reach a nerve with enough of those more fortunate
I am 48 years old and feeling this exact way. Thank you for sharing. It helps to inspire pushing forward which I don't really want to do, but will keep trying.
You are normal. The people in this world are fake and once you see things for what they REALLY are its hard to unsee it. I STRUGGLE WITH THIS EVERYDAY. I'm 39 and I understand you completely
You're wise, and insightful.
Yes, most wear masks.
Religion is one of the worst for hypocrisy.
So True!!
I feel like as a sensitive and kind person, I’m moving through a dystopian world where people are constantly trying to bring me down, my family, friends, people I meet at work or just a majority of the people I meet and I want friends but since most people are so shitty, I stay friendless, lonely and depressed
@@musicandpoetry_8
I feel lonely sometimes, but loneliness is an emotion. It passes.
Love yourself. Relish the moment. Every moment has a treasure.
Your happiness is within you.
@@musicandpoetry_8Many people are very different than you. They are very social but that is very hierarchy oriented. For me as a scientific person I was often attacked for making correct observations. They then still need you to "defuse the bombs", but anyway. I later understood that they see authenticity as a threat to their social identity and they will hate you even though you are only trying to help. It's going to sound harsh but if a wasp stings you you aren't sad and you have to treat most people the same
I always felt like I wasn't normal... but one day I just stopped caring to fit in. Once I decided that, I felt happy. I'm an introvert and love being alone... well, actually, I talk to God a lot, and never feel alone
i feel superior knowing i am NOT like the normie, they repulse me.
@@deathvalleybro9320 im 19, and feel the same man i wouldn't say i feel superior or suuper repulsed
but when i hear people physically speak out things tied to pointless internet culture/ slang
or talk about legitimately nothing of value so often it makes me think that real connection is dead
and if i'm not a certain height or attractiveness, with a certain attitude i'm heading to a place of immense disappointment
Don't give up my man I know exactly how you feel
yeah man.. u got it right! 💪 i do the same thing. God is so cool.
@@UnknownBrowser changing image can help.
i went from 7 stone to 17 stone and also became a body language expert, i know now how to hold command and have presence around people, this forged many new paths for me. you can alter your image and it changes peoples perception of you.
I've been homeless for extended periods, I have Schizoaffective Disorder, addiction issues, and ADHD, and frigging totally get where you're coming from. So many people are in a similar boat, man. You're right. People don't give a shit, but not entirely. It's difficult to make space for other people when we're all dealing with this crap. It gets better when you stop trying to change what's happening right now, always expecting things to be the perfect way that media tricks our minds into believing... but there's beauty all around us. Especially when you realize that even feeling sad is beautiful. It means you care. Nothing is fair. But you sir, are a slice of gold. Keep rockin' buddy. Cheers.
I'm with you bro
Same hear.
Try finding a girl on your level,very rare.
I'm 65 and have felt the same in the past. The problem is you are trying to 'fit in' to a 'normal' life. I discovered being alone IS normal for many of us. Modern life IS bullshit, you have awakened. Create your new path alone and stay strong. In time, others will follow you.
So true..Ive always wondered what this hypothetical "normal " is. There is no such thing as normal in this society.
@@ericknudten7272So true
Modern life IS bullshit!
Sometimes I don't wanna wake up because my dreams are better than my reality by far. I feel you. You reached people with this. Your brave for even putting it out there.
This is one of the most powerful and most impactful videos i have ever seen on YT , this young guy is so brave and authentic to tell his story in no dramatic nonsense ,.no kind og fake energy like victimhood meetoo kind of vibe, just pure genuine pain and a push to connect with other people feelling the same way ...
On the contrary, he is completely playing the victim here. He says we are a born a certain way and there is nothing we can do, which is bullshit. He just doesn't want to change deep down.
Yea i mean i couldn't ask for more from a youtuber.
@@Ella-te7fe i think he wants to change, and will. Hes just venting, and hoping instead of judgmwnt he'll get understanding
And look at how many views he got; it resonates somehow. People are fed up these days in America, the West, the World... he's not alone
It’s such a struggle to act like you’re okay when all your thoughts are saying the worst things. Life really sucks
Bro... I'm 31, and you just put into words exactly how I feel and what I think... Thank you so much.
Haha we’re around the same age, I was always sold the lie things get better. They don’t. 😂 while others live out their lives and you on look.
@@FiveMCitydon’t forget when you see others living that life you want, it’s only good for a while, it wears off and they feel empty too.
@@chickedee1085cope
im 32 and i learned the same. the only way things change is by changing them yourself. but how?@@FiveMCity
Me too..
I am 73 years old and I have thought and felt the same way you do. I've tried so hard all my life and I could never get ahead. I always put others ahead of me. I had a stroke 4 weeks ago just when I was getting so close to getting caught up with my financial situation. The only ones I cared for and loved were my dogs. Now they are gone. I've always wanted to know what did I do so wrong to have such a difficult life. But you're young. Don't ever give up. You come across like a very deeply thinking and feeling young man. I can relate! Sending you a big hug!
Maybe the problem lies in the fact that you never gave up, hope is the greatest of all evils.
Hey there, I hope you are recovering and feeling better now. Sorry about your dogs too. Maybe you should get another one!
" NOT GIVING UP" IS JUST AN OPINION. MAYBE IT IS ALL THE WAY AROUND, NOT GIVING UP IS KEEP SUFFERING WHEN YOU COULD HAVE A BETTER OPTION, WHAT KEEPS US GOING IS.....FEAR ! MAYBE IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION, DEATH MIGHT BE THE WAY OUT, BE FREE, FREE YOURSELF FROM A CORRUPTED, DESTRUCTIVE, GREEDY SYSTEM. I DON'T FIT IN. WHY SHOULD I KEEP GOING !?!?
"hope is the worst of all evils, because it prolongs man's torments.” Frederick Nietzsche
Bruh, at 37, I have no tangible reason to believe shit is ever gonna get any better. Pretty sure its already peaked and even then shit fuckin sucked!
I care. I can't say it gets better. I wish i could. I dont want to play anymore either but I just keep plugging along hoping to get smooshed like a bug on the ground one of these days
I got lucky, after years of feeling
dejected, seriously, unable to make ends meet, i realized i was never going to be a provider, and so i opted out of society. At 55 yrs old, i lived alone, working making minimal wage and realized that all my education was no longer useful in a world of perpetual greed......monetary. Then one day, i walked out of my lonely little place, and a tiny black kitten stood at my door.....meowing for food. From there on two years later, my friend and i are still together, i call her Lucy, and the joy and love from this little furry creature has allowed me to get up every day and go to work, knowing that my little fur ball will be there needing her food and water.....that is now what i live for, to make sure she is well. No more worries about myself....i have something to live for....
Thank you for this. I cried after reading this cause I have two cats at home myself. I live everyday wondering if i’ll have extra money to not work so I can stay home and be with whats really important in this world: your loved ones, animal or human doesn’t matter. Just your loved ones. But I also see that may not happen at all so I always put a smile on my face and hope for better, if not here, than the after life. Till i’m gone, I’ll always live for love.
And giving that love to others anyway I can.
I live in Spain and had a bad car accident 20 years ago...I was ok after that and looked normal from the outside...but since 7 years I live with chronic pain in my spine and neck...I started to see how fake my friends are...and the only thing that makes me smile and give me joy is my cat of 4 years old...I love him so much....so please...keep taking care of yourself and the cat !
@@hasna35 i will continue to take care of Lucy, and you take care of yourself, what is your cats name?
@@bleach5860511 there is so much power in giving to others, especially animals.....many humans just dont get it......all we need is food, shelter and someone to care for.....i learned that from my little fur ball, Lucy
27F, going on 28.
there isn’t a single thing you’ve said that I haven’t related to. It’s insane. Thank you for your realness and know you deserve the world.
You’re actually perfectly normal to feel out of place, because you’re genuine, real, mindful, considerate, conscientious, kind, deep, looking for meaning and purpose and not fickle . You won’t fit in because a lot of people are the opposite to that. And by expressing how you feel you’re also helping so many other people not feel alone, who feel the same as you but can’t express it for one reason or another. People may put on a face or feign happiness but you don’t really know what they’re actually going through internally, they could be in total despair & breaking apart and lonely. You’re brave to talk about this openly. A person like you would benefit by looking to the spiritual, away from the material. Without sounding patronising, my heart goes out to you
Yeah for sure, I have my own Ishta Devi. Even got her name and was with her in another realm or other reality and she showed me so much love and comforted me a few times when I could pick up more on her presence.
You're not alone, a lot of us feel this way. I have personally been feeling like this since I was a teen (34 now). Topics like this will touch millions of people. We look forward to hearing more from you.
Remember bro, you do not feel this alone. There are so many people thinking the same way.
I have always been an "outsider" since my 20's and at first, I just hated it but now I accept it and love myself for who I am. I am civil with other people but I do not let them get too close. I have had far too much evil done to me to even try relationships. There is no balance but my advice is to love yourself first and find happiness. This video resonates with me and I am in my 40's.
You have a beautiful and empathic soul...You will do great things in this world. People do care, but there are dark forces in this world trying to convince you otherwise. STAY strong.
That's right. There are people out there who care about humanity and want to make the world better. Unfortunately, it can be a struggle to find them.
You're not alone, man. I can definitely relate to everything you said. 😬 I’m 24 years old, autistic and really struggling to find my place in this fast-paced modern world. Everything feels so 'alien' to me here and I feel like I was made to live on another planet... Where kindness, community and differences are actually celebrated.
you set your mind to who you are and want to be
yes i Believe Satan the God and Ruler of this 🌍wants to keep people lonely and Depressed so they kill themselves and be seperated from the love of Jesus Christ Forever and Ever! 😢its a sad Reality people Commit Suicide while Jesus God Himself Died on the Cross for their Pain and Sin ):
Yup... same here😅
Yes, it’s such a harsh place, it’s never really been for me, the things that happen here, the people, it’s like an army assault course but mental as well as physical. Looking forward to cross line, if I had a choice to take part it would be a massive “no”.
Same man, I have asperger's and adhd, depression and anxiety, ocd. Life is a mess rn and it doesn't feel worth it to live with autism and adhd for the rest of my life. The good times do not feel worth the pain and exhaustion, and trauma.
I’m 20 & what you described is literally what I’m feeling right now. No friends, No girlfriend, can’t hold a conversation with anyone. Always stuck in my mind just thinking about all the bs. I’m glad I stumbled across your video bc it does kinda comfort me knowing I’m not the only one that feels this way.
Same ..
I isolate on purpose.
I m just an introvert. I guess
Honestly i feel miserable
But at the same time I have no clue about what to do.
I feel trapped
Same here…
You’re 20 wait til you get to 37…..
Love life miracle will happen, I speak from experience. My memoir Love of Life - A Miraculous Story! will release early next year.
Lol@@ckrazy813
I totally relate to video game and movie analogy. Life just by comparison feels like meandering unsatisfying bullshit. It rarely even has proper highs or lows to it, it’s just a soul crushing numbing void most of the time. I feel like we’ve been condemned to some dull realm of hell for something we did in a previous life with just how incredibly atrocious the world is.
You"re not alone bud. You're video is important for many.
this is so relatable and real. i wish more people posted these kinds of videos
Thank you. That’s why I posted cause I felt like no one talks about this stuff and I have no one to talk to about it so I had to release all these thoughts I had built up. Hope you’re doing well thanks.
@@Marifilmsso we should do something
@@Marifilms You young people have undergone massive social engineering done by Democrats. Good teachers have been driven out by the teacher's unions and unruly children. They plan for you to just give in and become like them. What your abusers fear most: truth & Jesus.
They do they don't get views because their channels are not popular. Such as mine i I got no views for almost a year
They do but they don't get aby attention
“i’m stuck, i’m trapped, and i’m bored.. everything in life has to do with other people and i don’t want to be around people anymore” wow i felt that so hard.. 😓
yeah, we don't want to be around people anymore
but that does not mean I feel this all the time, its feeling its really changes my perspective time to time
Too real
I am like this too. I think we are here to show this sick society another way. Dont be afraid of being alone. Its oke. Start being you and liberate yourself from trying to be someone else and stop trying to be like the rest. That helps me.
I'm 51 and I've felt like this for about 41 of those years. I'm even married and have 3 kids, and that can be fun sometimes, but this world still feels like I crash landed on it and my real home is somewhere far far away in another galaxy...
That's all I want in life. Someone to wish me a goodnight for once and have the support of her presence, and little blessings that I could raise to ensure the continuity of my bloodline; a family who I could love and provide for. I'm in my 30s and have been living alone for many years, and my last relationship destroyed a lot of my hope as there were drugs involved. Just a lot of betrayal, and living with thought that I could find her dead any moment; became too, and I tried so hard much to help but severing the relationship saved her. She was forced to get help...funny how she's married now lol. Ever since for me, well I get to sit and ruminate in it. My parents who aren't getting any younger are far away and I barely ever see them, on top of one them being ill. I want to please my family and Lord, and I just want to feel joy in life. For once, I just want reassurance that things will be ok.
Yeah, I feel it too, I'm almost 50, and I see this world as ridiculous, stupid and a constant Monty Python sketch at the same time. Well, Monty Python is funny, most of the world most of the time is not. Good luck to your family!
All you can do, basically, is try to find people you like and stick with them and find a hobby or/and job you like. Sounds easy, is f.cking hard unfortunately.
I think we feel like we are alien to this place and it sucks because this is NOT the ultimate. We know this is not utopia/heaven. Right now is like living in the matrix, and we are learning lessons as best as we can. Maybe part of it is to see how much things can suck when there is corruption of things/people and sin. Then after we learn here we go onto the next thing. This is like an intense study session or an intense work out to build stamina to be ready for the next stage. Although sometimes I wish there was nothing after this it was just lights out, there is too much evidence that this is not the case and our consciousness/soul continues after our bodies.
**Also, if the world is a sick place, it would mean we were sick too if we were well adjusted to it. We are poorly adjusted to the sickness in this world when we ourselves are not like the world.
Im the same age. But you have a family. I don’t.
I feel the same way, the last 20 years. I am 53, married with one child. Life sucks, just living with no purpose, you know. I don't want to die, I've never thought about dying, but I find no joy in life. I have nothing in common with my wife, friends, colleagues. Life is about sharing pleasure and joy and sadly, I don't seem to find people to do that.
Ive been hospitalized 4 times for mental illness. I live a lonely painful life. 😞 i feel you man.
god bless you bro
I pray for your peace of mind and a happy future..Take care brother x
I've been hospitalized like 3 times or something. 3 big times.
3 times here. I am getting discharged tomorrow. I get it.
Get off the phone, and communicate. You'll young people stay on the mobile phone.
Trust me, man. Everyone is fighting demons, we’re all just good at putting on our masks, before heading out into society. I was the same, always an outcast, had massive self confidence issues to the point where I hated people even looking at me. Walking with my head down so drivers by wouldn’t look at me. Now I have a loving wife and two beautiful kids. Still have a lot of the issues I had when I was younger but my Wife and kids show me there is light in this world. Keep your head up man I know things will turn around for you and you find your light in this world
I guess you just have to have hope that something will work out for the best
Life is bullshit ,what a profound statement,I can comprehend how you've come to this conclusion, as I myself realized though a few books spiritual learnings let's say, and there's no purpose unless you can invent one or make one, there is no karma, there is no Universal justice, and the is a shit load of unfairness and cruelty on this planet, usually men at the back of the hell we now call reality, the truth does hurts ,even the truth that you have discovered ,at such a young age ,your issue is you became too wise to soon , you even no it's pointless to give up and die ,as this too is etched in stone , it seems like strangers can show more love and compassion than family or friends, and there are alot of strangers on this planet, we are obviously all on the same planet but most certainly in a different World than everybody else but many folk who are free thinking can relate and empathize with you , like Janis Holland says in one of her songs , it's the same fucking day, if I had kept to myself in my static caravan I would be 20 thousand pounds better off and safe and sound, but people stole ,burnt me Home to the ground , and smashed my next home to bits ,why you may ask ,well jealousy has stolen every thing from me ,when all I asked for was a humble appreciative grateful existence, let's alone in the hills ,but people are crazy and desire to see others fail ,and make sure they do ,madness, I've no answers for you other than if good things happen then a good thing has happened ,and same for shite things , it's just that you are under no illusions like the majority, stings but your awake and aware, and I care ,where I know you or not ,which I think we very similar guess we can only keep fighting the fight , life is not what you make it ,people can soon change that , like you say , luck and good fortune plays it part ,life's hard ,but it's harder for someone else , we're all strangers in a strange land ,some live in fear ,you live in fact, sending love brother ,wow do I feel you ,yes I do ,
Janis Joplin I mean
@@Timothyrpianoif ur just hoping for the best in every situation how is that working for you lol
@@zackkunkel9495 you just have to have hope
At around 2:50 you're saying no one will care, and I'm already in tears because this is so relatable. Something extraordinary happened to me a couple of years ago that gave me the ability to feel emotion for the first time in my life, at 40... I was finally on a medication that worked for my life-long battle with MDD. But when it happened, I woke up one day alone in a hotel room with no memory how I got there. I knew I had a wife and child but didn't know what'd happened. 3 days before I woke up as this 'new man', I was abandoned, my child taken from me and rendered homeless and left to die in a state where I had no family, no friends, no support. Skip ahead, in these couple of years I've had to grow up again, but with nothing and no one to help me make sense of this world. No one raised me. No one cared. Over two years now, and I've never had a friend. I've found that people are extremely self-centered and occasionally cruel. I live in a box with no windows, it's all I could get after my car died. I always imagined getting to fall in love one day, getting to explore the world and make new emotional associations. I was excited to share my new youthful view of the world with someone special. People just... don't have the time anymore for others, and it's broken my heart. I went back to a toxic family, they were all I had, and I was emotionally neglected and abused. I went from loving people, to loathing them, and its made me hate who I see myself becoming. And so, as of the time of this writing, it may be temporary, it may not be, but after over 2 years of being completely and utterly alone, all my new emotional associations made negative, all the BS this world has become and having no hope anyone will ever see me and value who I am, I've given up. I'm writing a small memoir of sorts to my son to explain what happened, and then I intend to check out of this life. I don't care about help numbers or any of that, I don't want someone trying to 'talk me down' who hasn't walked in my shoes. I know that's grim, but... thank you? Thank you for being relatable. Thank you for sharing feelings that I identified with so strongly. If I knew you, I'd offer to be your friend. 'Normal' is for chumps. The only friends I had growing up, all gone now, we were all weird and socially outcast, but we had each other and that was all we needed. I didn't plan to write this, it's long, and no one's probably going to read it or care anyway, like you said. But from where I stand, it's not worth being silent anymore. I hope you're doing well, have found others, maybe even someone special that just gets you. I wish you the very best in life. *wipes away the tears* Thanks again for sharing!
Nothing makes sense, there is no reason for things happening. We human beings act irrationally, and logic is a mere illusion. If one embraces the incoherent, illogical, irrational, and chaotic nature of reality and rejects the illusion of logic and reason, one reaches true enlightenment.
Whenever i feel down which is 95% of the time anyway, I think about my favorite Bruce Lee quote, *"Don't pray for an easy life. Pray for the strength to endure a hard one"*
It's all a process accepting it is hard, but I think once it happens, the weight lowera down to be managebale
I agree with him that you should try to make the best experience with the life you were given.
But at the end of the day there will have been a person that didn’t have to go through hardship and lived happily and died just like the one that has to live a hard life
but if you have the strength to endure a hard one then it basically becomes an easy one ..so don't pray for either no ? ;p
Praying is crap
I felt how you felt. As a young man, I experienced what you're going through. 20 years later, I can tell you it does get better if you keep trying. Just push the boulder one inch--or even one millimeter--each day. Nothing happens overnight. No magic bullets. It's a building process. Brick by brick. Someday, you'll look back and say, "Damn, I came a long way from where I was."
That is true.
Being in your twenties is a really tough age and yes you have to push trough it. Thank you for encouraging this young man he needs people in his corner.
Great speech 😊
Not true. I'm 44 and my only friend is a 71yr old woman. My best friend's mother. She's alone too. He died (her son) in 2013 of neurofibromatosis type 1 and 2. I almost died in 01' of a stroke and massive brain cyst where I have an implanted shunt. I have no energy because my cerebellum was crushed to nothing and I live in chronic pain with no pain meds to give me a break from it. I was supposed to be completely paralyzed. He was the only one who understood pain and loneliness. I was young when I almost died, and nothing is getting "better." This whole "you're still young" narrative is crap. Time is short. It's the same now/present moment as it was then. The only thing that changes through so called time, is the story of the mind. A collective narrative that this same present moment moved to a new one. Not so. And so....time 'moves' quickly, and before you know it, it's 20-30 years later and you don't know where it all went. Blink of an eye. So, I will not blow smoke up a depressed person's rear, and say it will get better as an absolute. I won't. I have experience.
@@Shadows-RC I’m sorry that has been your experience and that you are in constant pain but I guess everyone’s experience and how they deal with it is different. I am still grateful I am here to experience what’s beautiful in life and think it is important to encourage one another through the sorrows that come with it. Well wishes 🌻to you and your friend.
I feel this young mans pain. I feel the same way, too. Life is getting too expensive. Inflation is still on the rise. People don't want to hire you. It's just unreal and really sad.
Where you live bro? I got 2 jobs for you that WILL hire you
foodservice, always hiring
Entry level: 20 years experience required
I understand what you mean and how desesperate and depressing it can be just stay strong and try to hold on to your love ones and keep trying to work 🙏🏼
Well said. Groceries are INSANELY expensive.
Man, thank you so much for making this. Took the words right out of my mouth.
Im 35 and I feel the same bro. I fit nowhere, no deep connections, and my life sucked from the day I was born. When things seem to go well I get pulled right back to my old miserable life. Dont know why i cant have a normal life like everyone else
Reincarnations bro ! Don’t worry just let it go and put your DONT CARE MODE AND PRAY TO GOD IF YOU CAN ! GOD REALLY SAVED ME ! ❤
Gym
what happened to you the day you were born?
@@jondaniel6948 war and almost died of disease
@wzupppp sorry to hear that, what country were you born in?
I sometimes wish all of us who felt this way could find each other
Me too. Maybe someone has a website somewhere, or some sort of online gathering place, the trick is to find it I guess.
That would be awesome yes indeed. All this financial stuff and lack of accomplishments and sense of purpose is one thing but a realisation that literally no one would know if you die is devastating. No one would help you in sickness and make a phone call after a funeral of someone you loved but lost …. Sense of loneliness after years of feeling this was and knowing you did so much to change it but unsuccessfully and you can’t even try as hard as previously, because all you want is to lie down and die and never breathe again and it’s appealing is the rock bottom 😔😔😔😔
@@carolinareaper8089 We should start a group for people like us.
same :)
Omg that would be awesome
44 yr old Marine combat veteran. You just described the plight of males today. Spent 10 yrs serving with three tours. I’m still talked down to and ridiculed by complete self centered shallow strangers over nothing except for simply being in their immediate vicinity. If they only knew I could snap their neck with one maneuver. But I don’t. I smile and walk away. Believe me, we are all tired too.
❤ I see people. Every time I see a Vet. I Smile with a depth of respect and nod good day! It’s Jesus in me ❤
its a sad truth brother, men of all ages are alone. I really wish there was an easy way to connect with each other.
THIS IS HOW I FEEL EVERY DAY WALKING NEAR OTHER PEOPLE WHO TALK DOWN TO ME
@@DavidGlennWilliamson Yes, I went to the store yesterday and people are more miserable than ever and take it out on me. I’m glad you spoke up! I have nervous system disorder and they made me more nervous. I felt like shrinking inside myself. I Love me and like me so I will stay in my room until too hungry and have to go to the store. Jesus is my best friend. He thinks I’m kick ass! And he thinks I’m cute too 🥰
I feel the same way, I don't belong here
I have been where you are for at least 20years, society has gotten worse and worse for a long time. All i can say is find YOUR life. But your ahead of me, i did realize what you know for a long time. Also while others only care about them selves more and more, don't lose you compassion, just distance your self from most. some will want your help, some will want to take advantage of you. Learn the early signs, and be self sufficient.
I’m 38. I felt exactly like you when I was 15/16. Back then I lived in Africa. I came to the U.S. alone at 18 cos I just had to escape. Today my life is much better. You’re still very young. My advice is focus on your work but on your days off and spare time, develop a skill. It doesn’t matter what the skill is. Preferably coding or something in the arts world like mastering creative softwares. Once you’re great at a skill, your world opens. In college I was a photographer. I was the “weird kid” walking around taking photos of everything. Slowly as my photos got better, people started asking for photoshoots of themselves and their pets and I slowly started photographing weddings. I had more friends than I could wish for cos with photography my world opened up massively. Today I’m a registered icu nurse. I don’t do photography as a job anymore. I still do it for fun like doing shoots with random models here and there and also landscapes. Once you get a skill and you’re good at it, your world opens and you will surely make friends much easier.
I’m trying to escape Babylon hell aka the matrix of America
@@neox9369 if you think America is bad you should see 90+% of the rest of the world that lives in poverty with no means of escape or even hope of a better future.
You don't have to be depressed to just get what he's saying tbh. That's what makes this video so perfect tbh.
I was molested at the age of 5, growing up the only thing I wanted was to be left alone away from people. I realized dealing with human nature is the most draining thing I have to face. I tried bonding with people and told them of my past for them to acknowledge me with some habits I want to change. I got some hate from speaking about it, you see the discomfort in their eyes. So now I am 28 I decided to move away from people and restart. I workout, travel, create art and do things that help me out of my past.
You can open up to people! They just have to be the right people.
Your not alone. I have not experienced that same thing but other stuff.
And I think I was supportive when someone told me about what happened to him at 8 years old. It was his friends father. Some of us can support others in the right way. And we don't look away from difficult issues.
Amazing! Perfect!
Good lad....It takes a lot of bravery to speak about that, and I, as a stranger have nothing but respect for you. Stay strong brother, you're already stronger than many other people.
You have the courage of a lion. It takes a lot of courage to speak about such a traumatic thing. You have slayed the dragon it no longer lives. Be proud and happy.
Travelling is on my list too but i dont realy like beeing tok much around other people. My question do you travel to remote places in other cou tries or do you visit big citys? Whats your preference.
I’m 25 and I’ve been an Outkast since I was in elementary school. The loneliness consumes me and trying to fit in never worked out. Thank you for this video. This was too real
You just explained exactly how I felt for 20 years
Same here.
You actually create a lot of connection by being vulnerable like this on camera and it brings me comfort to see somebody feels like I do. It's a refreshing change to all the happy faces and ultra successful lives we normally see on RUclips
Dude, I'm a grown man and still feel this way sometimes. Give yourself time to discover more about yourself. You will find a lane. Prayers to you.
That’s what I’m trying to do right now. I’m 20-years-old, and I’m trying to redirect my life and find out who I truly am
@@Timothyrpiano - me too
@@TimothyrpianoCHAMP, you’re still so young! Life hasn’t even started yet my friend. Find what you like or that you’re good at AND BECOME THE BEST AT IT!
Ppl will come to you and ppl will gravitate to you. Forget about social norms or what society expects, concentrate on you!
You got this, G!
@@guzzy4318😮7
@@guzzy4318 dont give up my friend,keep moving forward
I am in a rough patch in my life and your videos are helping me know that im not alone and theres others that have gone trough it too. I know im still young but i can relate and i just wanted to let you know that you have helped me and made an impact for me
It’s not you, it’s them.
The fact you have this kind of insight at your young age, proves you have a special heart, so don’t give up.
This is totally relatable. Society is not normal, it’s set up for consumerism. When I was 19 I sounded just like you. Things will improve, there is only one you and sometimes we have to project a positive outcome even though we can’t see it. Have faith and focus on yourself, you have the power to change things.
Thank you. Sneaked a peek at your channel you should post some music again ha hope things are going well.
Yes
No, it won't. I'm 50 and since my 20s, things have gradually gotten worse. I always felt I have to fit in, make this world work somehow for me. Fact is, it doesn't. And I stopped trying to change to be accepted. I'm too old for this shit. I bow to no one anymore.
@@Marifilms I felt this way at your age. If I could please share a few things I learned , I Hope you’re at a place where you can receive it.
1. Make sure there’s no untreated issues. I discovered I have ADHD and that diagnosis put a lot in focus.
2. You’re young so your brain is still developing in a way that your focus is on yourself. I’m
Not calling you selfish it’s normal development before your 30s. But you need to begin to look at what you can GIVE. who you can serve. That’s what truly gives life purpose. You’re still in a self focused phase and that can lead to misery. What do you give to the world and where could you develop your gifts to serve others. So many people need you.
3. God. However that looks to you, seek God. Without some type of relationship to the creator you will always feel a void. Just pray even if you don’t know exactly who you’re praying to. He will answer! I can tell you that Jesus is the answer but I know everyone doesn’t know him yet. He saved my entire life several times. But wherever you start, it’s a start. I would start with the Bible, but start reading in Matthew. Jesus is the key. If you do not believe that at this time, just talk to the being who made all of this. He will answer. Perhaps slowly. and in phases. And things come through good human beings who serve him as well.
4. Study the hermetic principals. We as humans have so much more power than you seem to know metaphysically. His created this universe in a way that we can participate in creation. You CAN manifest what you want. Study manifestation. Just never forget that god created that concept and it’s only possible because he allows it. Never let manifestation make you think you don’t need god Bc as things work for you , that temptation will come in. But you can manifest your life.
You need to shift your focus from self to giving to/serving others. And from the 3D created physical realm to the metaphysical and spiritual. That’s where liberation is.
@@Marifilmsand I wanted add one thing: I grew to realize that the reason I was so different is that I was created to BE the change I wanted to see. The world needs people like you. You need to BE the kind of person for others, that you’re wanting for yourself. Be that kind of coworker, friend, mate ect. Sometimes that’s your purpose. To be that light that’s missing in the world. I truly recognize that on you and I’ll bet you discover that as you grow. Sometimes we think our purpose has got to be some big major thing like becoming a leader publicly. Sometimes you’re created to be the leader in your world and for all of those you encounter. When you think like that you realize just how many people each of us touches snd affects. You can literally impact the world that way. Just think about the butterfly effect.
The modern world is so much worse than how the world was in the 90s and early 2000s. People ghost you, they don’t care about you, and if you don’t fit in then they will target you. Life is actually hard every single day. If you’re not a fake person, you will struggle massively.
I completely resonated with what you said and the depression has set in with me too. I consider myself one of the lucky ones though because I do have a family that loves me and I love them back. I don’t have any children or a partner though, and I think I will be alone forever because I do not like people.
I wish you luck on your journey. Just gotta try to make the best of it 🙏🏼
The problem is smartphones. Being constantly connected changes people's behaviour too much
@@emmaphilo4049 💯
@@emmaphilo4049 The problem is narcissism and lack of empathy.
People will show their frustration in different ways. Some will be like this guy, dissapointed at his own species and avoiding contact; Others will try to hurt before they get hurt, and some will be cruel for no reason at all... it's a problem that expands on itself, further amplifying it's effect.
The culture, the work system and people's education are probably the real villain that is making society be this way. Technology just make these things more evident.
God bless Lauren ❤
@@emmaphilo4049agreed. It’s terrible.
Hi Mari, I just came across your video, I can really relate to what you are saying. As a 40 years old I wanted to give you the following advice: if you are still feeling this way then I highly recommend moving to a different part of the world, leave the west and head east. What you are having a hard time with is over the top INDIVIDUALISM in the west. People just don’t know better, they grow up with this value and it is imbedded into their cores. In the east things are really different but you have to live there to experience the difference. You are just constantly confronted with this because you are sensitive (and there is absolutely nothing wrong with you). I feel for you brother. Change your environment and things will be completely different and I pray you will find the happiness you deserve!
My mom just died. Legit a few hours ago. I’ve seen this more than 10x. My dude speaks true. I come back to listen so that I’m not alone.
Patrick im so heartbroken for you..I love you brother 💔
😢😢.
I'm sorry buddy. Wishing you strength. Lots of it.
bro ur strong asf fr man lmk if u wanna talk or play some shit idk man genually wish the best for u tho
Sorry for your lost brother, stay strong.
My condolences! Stay strong.
Your life is normal. There are millions of us living your life. I’m 51 and have lived with the same feelings. I’ve now decided to abandon society and people in it. It’s all about me now. I don’t care or love anyone except myself. There are so many toxic people in this world.
Thers always Ben toxic people in the world. But now they seem to be celebrated by the media. Everything's upside-down. And by design. Just believe in yourself. And fk the moronic bastards
I feel the same, i'm only 23 and have accepted and acknowledged many times, and now i'm done. I hope you are doing fine, such is life as I like to say. But sometimes that is never enough.
me2 i'm 51 I need to love myself Nobody likes me I understand that I don't care anymore.
Me2. 57 and sick of society.
Agreed
Dude I'm almost 45 and I totally get what you're talking about. I've always been outside of "the circle". High school doesn't actually end it just changes its name to full time job. Keep your head up man, alot of people in the comments say it's good to have real people in a sea of fakes trying to conform. They're right. Don't let this world dull your shine.
I'm in my 40's also and I'm curious. Has your state of mind changed significantly in recent years? Like, I used to be depressed a lot for the reasons mentioned in this video, but nowadays I've just accepted things and through that I've been able to forgive myself and accept the way I am and the depression is now gone. I can't say I love myself either, but I have peace in my mind.
So real. I’ve known people, usually women who act like bitchy teenage girls. High school doesn’t end for some.
@@TheRubberStudiosASMRwomen never grow up they only grow old.
I was the black sheep in my family, I get made fun of by strangers, bosses and coworkers..god is fucking testing me but I can’t figure out the why
@@musicandpoetry_8 it’s not that you don’t fit in it’s that you stand out. It’s your superpower if you use it to play the system. Sometimes you gotta lean into aspects that make you different because in the current society fitting in is seen as boring and makes you have lower status.
The biggest crime against humanity is this society. I feel you brother, keep pushing.
I think this is the real and genuine experience of 80-90% of men. Definitely how i feel every single hour of every single day
Brother, you’re not alone. You literally just described me. I’m a 29 year old US Marine veteran, on the verge of tears right now. I can’t tell you how much this resonated with me. My whole life has been exactly the same Way you just described.. Will it get better? I don’t know, that’s what I’m telling myself. This world is fucked, even more so it seems nowadays. I used to be so extroverted and a People person, but anymore I keep to myself. People trigger me. But you are not alone, and just know hearing someone else talk about this, made me feel less alone ..
31 year old Marine vet here, same issues
yeah the government fucking sucks
@@bbqfire6199 Then come to CHRIST! get your will to live back.
As knowledge increase ,the more deceptions of this world comes clear and visible.
We all have heard the story of “ADMA AND EVE”, but we know not that:
ADAM = MANKIND, for it is a NAME, both males and females carry. Adam = not only male or males. Genesis 5:2 Male and female created he them; and blessed them, and called their name Adam, in the day when they were created. Therefore, there is no Adam and Eve, there is only ADAM
Truth is to seek`d out, to asked for, ....
bible verse:
Matthew 7:7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
truth is not given in this world. but kept secret.
And To who ever wants to become a youtuber or influencer:
Mark 8:36 For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?
Luke 9:25 For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away? Matthew 16:26 For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?
Ecclesiastes 1:3 What profit hath a man of all his labour which he taketh under the sun?
Be a influencer of truth, not of evil. Expose the masonry club /what they do and who`s in it), influence not to support it.
Let you moto be not: do what thy wilt - a mason`s qoute.
Have a moto of: GO AND SIN NO MORE
im here with you brother. 24 ive been diagnosed with Major Depression & General Anxiety Disorder. I also used to be so outgoing n talk to anyone but now im so self conscious that its hard for me to even look people in the eyes. Your message gave me camaraderie. Im trying to do better. i believe storms past, but the smallest actions we do today, minimize the next storm. Praying for you man. For all of us. We just have to keep resourcing n seeking help. Self love/compassion is not taught. Keep going, youve inspired me to keep going.
@@theharshtruthoutthereBeautiful message
I know exactly how you feel dude!! I'm 37 and realized I was severely depressed and hopeless when I was 14. You just gotta keep going. Hang tough!!
Thank you for posting this. I slapped myself hard in the face repeatedly today and have been deeply upset all week. It’s comforting to hear that others feel this way too and now I feel like I can close my eyes.
Life is hard, Mari. Because it is real, not imaginary. Hang in there, bud. There are many who want you to do well and work on your behalf. Day by day, focus on what is in front of you.
You don’t know if it’s not imaginary because you don’t know what this “place” is yet… Look how immersive VR is and continues to advance. This just might be a realistic simulation! Remember that!
Life is great until you run out of alcohol.
@@Mr.Honest247 a holographic projection an illusion ;)
I wouldn’t wish this upon my worst enemy. I know exactly how you feel. For years I tried and tried but nothing works. Got attractive, got jacked, become funny, etc. Anything I could try to be a better person & more enjoyable person fails. I blame social media, smart phones, & bad education. 99% of people are f*cking idiots & are asleep 24/7. People like us, are extremely rare it’s ridiculous.
Love your channel bro
Ikr! I remember the world before the 2010s and it was a much better world overall. Sure it wasn't Heaven, but it was much closer to it than whatever came after it.
@stevo6891im 28 and have felt the same ever since i was about 14, social media is horrible & has ruined people, i think more people today are lonelier than you realise.
It's very hard, too hard, only the strongest can survive this world.
@@ladybird491 I don't think it's about strength. That statement just isn't true. Not only the "strongest" survive in this world, but many people have lived with many weak and uncouragas people, feeble people, dull, unintelligent, uncreative people-you name it. As Shcopenhaur would say, the will to live is "an irrational, "blind, incessant impulse without knowledge" that drives instinctive behaviors, causing an endless insatiable striving in human existence." Many people have no idea why they exist, but it's simple: an instinctive desire. Biology keeps you alive enough to reproduce and pass on genes. I don't think it accounts for intelligence, rationality, or the possibility to see the world for what it is and choose whether you accept it or deny it. That is strength, that power to act on life itself to strive or deny, to proclaim that the universe, with all its might, cannot contain you. I am not a mindless drone; life will not hold me hostage when it so chooses.
I’m in my early 40s and it feels like just yesterday when I felt the same way you do right now. There will come a point in time when you won’t care to fit in anymore and you will truly enjoy being yourself and enjoy your life. When that happens like minded people will gravitate towards you. Enjoy your youth, be yourself and trust me the day will come when you won’t care what others think. You’re not alone, millions of people experience what you’re going through. One of my regrets about my youth was being so self conscious about what others think and not being part of the “crowd.” It is life and it can be bullshit, but you will overcome this and be a strong and independent person.
I felt this way at your age. If I could please share a few things and I
Hope you’re at a place where you can receive it.
1. Make sure there’s no untreated issues. I discovered I have ADHD and that diagnosis put a lot in focus.
2. You’re young so your brain is still developing in a way that your focus is on yourself. I’m
Not calling you selfish it’s normal development before your 30s. But you need to begin to look at what you can GIVE. who you can serve. That’s what truly gives life purpose. You’re still in a self focused phase and that can lead to misery. What do you give to the world and where could you develop your gifts to serve others. So many people need you.
3. God. However that looks to you, seek God. Without some type of relationship to the treated you will always feel a void. Just pray even if you don’t know exactly who you’re praying to. He will answer! I can tell you that Jesus is the answer but I know everyone doesn’t know him yet. He saved my entire life several times. But wherever you start, it’s a start. I would start with the Bible, but start reading in Matthew. Jesus is the key.
4. Study the hermetic principals. Buoy as a human hand so much more power than you seem to know metaphysically. His created this universe in a way that we can participate in creation. You CAN manifest what you want. Study manifestation. Just never forget that god created that concept and he allows it. Never let manifestation make you think you don’t need god Bc as things work for you , that temptation will come in.
Wise words right here.
You got a point I for awhile didn't think I cared what others thought but, deep down I think I care quite a bit
@@GeGe-fg3hx why care what other people think they don't live with you, pay your bills, deal with your problems and accomplishments? Live a life designed for you and those who mean the most to you.
Absolutely the older you get the less you care about being around others , I went through the same phase and I’m in my 50s
For what it's worth, it's somewhat comforting listening to you. You're definitely not alone. ❤️
Listening to you is so therapeutic because you're saying everything we all have been wanting to say for years. Thank you for existing. ♥️
I relate to you so much bro. I hate feeling like I’m watching everybody else enjoy life while I watch outside the window
Comparison is the thief of joy. Looking at things from a different perspective helps me in various situations. What you see from people is what they want you to see or what other people want you to see. They could be going through shit as well. While you’re watching through the window make sure the room you’re in is good.That you’re good. When you’re where your looking at the view would be alot better from your eyes
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@@felizjuevez5124 huh
I agree
Group think is the easy way for the kids and young adults. Good for you for being YOU. You are actually grown. Embrace this. You are realizing how fake everyone seems to be. Do not fit in. Be in you. Stay YOU.
Group think is always hard for me. Always found myself being a contrarian wherever I'm at.
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I understand you and I honestly wish I could listen to this in person. Keep going man, you’ll make it.
It is better to stay away from people sometimes. A lot of people are evil and will manipulate you and start drama for no reason. Its hard finding someone you can actually trust and talk to without being judged. I've learnt to be okay with being alone and it brings me peace.
Same here. Nowadays, I expect to be let down by people so I don't like to try to open myself up anymore.
The more people you are around, your life will be worse.
I didn’t know others felt the same way I felt. You’re not alone. Thanks for sharing your story.
Feelings pass. It's your life path to root yourself in wisdom, just from observing YOUR beautiful life.
My family were fucked up. Dysfunctional. You can make what you want of life. It takes massive courage to break through. Keep going, you will find a peace. I was the same as you in my early 20's. I'm 37 now. I'm still here and have created a great life. Mind yourself.
I'm 27 and feel the same way as you do. Some nights I really wish I had someone to talk to and cuddle.
28 and same 💔
@@callmediffuse I hope life will send you someone who is wonderful 🙂 You are worthy of love
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It is so rare to just see people being real. True genuine realism. This was real. Even though it seems like you're struggling man, kudos to you for being real and transparent.
It gives me hope for this human experiment I'm trying to figure out. Keep your head up brutha
I give a frack. I am watching. You are not alone. Many of us feel like you do. We are all misfits to a certain degree, but here we are, sharing together because you took the chance to reach out on YT.
I wish people like us could give each other
These are good vids. We can all relate and it is helping me a bit.
Dude I’m actually so mad at myself for how lucky I got in life. I hate relying on luck because I know there’s other people out there who don’t have the privilege I do. What makes me feel worse is with having everything I need to live a great life, I still deal with these similar struggles you do. Somehow you were able to perfectly capture everything I’ve been trying to capture.
It’s comforting to know that other people feel the same way
Not for me. I would rather no one feel the way I do. It sucks ass
It makes me feel better to know I'm not crazy
Ur not crazy ,been there it's worse than no friends.learn to help urself more instead of helping others, that's y feel crazy,but ur far from it 🙂
I dont it's really sad