failing at my self-employment dream - my decision

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  • Опубликовано: 21 окт 2024

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  • @kflecha1
    @kflecha1 2 года назад +172

    Who gets excited every time Verdant post a video🙋🏽‍♀️❤️ I love her content I think is really inspiring no matter how difficult things can be. If you are reading this keep going don’t give up ❤🌻

    • @nehakurrumchand
      @nehakurrumchand 2 года назад +12

      I know I do 🧡 She is amazing🥰

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +17

      Thank you so much Karla, it means so much to me ♥️

    • @simonealvesworld
      @simonealvesworld 2 года назад +8

      Yes! Deeply inspired, and somehow more peaceful myself, it's a constant challenge to find that balance between income and passion, and I still haven't found it, but I'll keep rebirthing from my Ashes. 🔥

    • @pradipghatani4586
      @pradipghatani4586 Год назад

      Hyy .where are you from @kfecha

    • @resistORserve44
      @resistORserve44 Год назад

      @@VerdantVanille How s the self Employment going with you NOW

  • @robiwerema1815
    @robiwerema1815 2 года назад +98

    You are an amazing poet, storyteller and filmmaker. Your videos inspire more people than you know. I think I shed a tear every time I watch your videos. Sometimes from joy for you and other times from the pain I relate to. Sending you love on your journey. We’re here to see you grow as you inspire us to do the same❤️

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +8

      There's so much love pouring out of you Robi. What a show. I feel lucky to receive your words. THANK YOU ♡

    • @simonealvesworld
      @simonealvesworld 2 года назад +1

      I wouldn't have found better words to say it. 🙏 🔥

    • @sandcat5395
      @sandcat5395 2 года назад +1

      I know myself that life can be difficult and very scary and even complicated at times.
      Sometimes we just wanna give up and abort trying to find solutions because it feels so hard and heavy to keep going! And we tend to think that we are alone through all of this. My mother always said to me; You were born alone and you'll die alone! This couldn't be farther from the truth! You always have Angels, guides and Masters at your side throughout of of the days of your life! Your never alone! Their there 24/7.
      All you need to do is invite them in to help! Free will! If you don't ask for their help they can't give you divine intervention! " Ask and you shall receive!"" Believe and you too shall see the light"!

  • @sundhiaslarashati9821
    @sundhiaslarashati9821 2 года назад +51

    For as long as I can remember, I have been wanting to live alone in a wooden cottage by the lake. But now, here I am, smack dabbed in the middle of a bustling city, hustling every day for a goal I didn't set, to please people I don't know.
    Your video gives me so much comfort that I began crying as soon as I finish it. Thank you for keeping your spirit up. May the universe give you strength to keep going. Much love 💚💚💚

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +11

      Whatever you are facing right now Sundhias, is not in vain. Everything happens for a reason and you are growing much more than you can see through this painful experience. Change is on the way, my friend. Sometimes a kick on the door is needed to open it.
      Sending you my love, you can do this. ♡

    • @seeyainaustraliabysandy7671
      @seeyainaustraliabysandy7671 Год назад

      The same here. I used to have a great life nesr the beach and I always felt drawn to nature and it didn't matter if the weather was good or bad. I enjoyed walking in the rain. Now, live has changed and I am living in the middle of a city. I just started watching your channel and I guess I already went through all your videos tonight but this one made me very emotional. All I Wand is a financial freedom life in nature and giving my dog the best life she deserves ❤.
      Thanks so much for your amazing work❤

  • @DiederikDeReuse
    @DiederikDeReuse 2 года назад +44

    You more than deserve to shine bright in this world! Your powerful messages, unwavering desire for selfgrowth and inner strenght give me and so much other people hope and energy to do the same.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +19

      Wow. I know why you were named this way, powerful ruler for the people. This gift means so much coming from you Diederik, you got no idea. How much light you just sent to my heart, and how unique yours is.
      Wow, I'm so grateful, how can one be so kind?
      Stay strong Wolf, it's beyond beautiful to watch you rise. ♡

  • @angelspills11
    @angelspills11 2 года назад +62

    Wow what a masterpiece!! I pray for your financial freedom so that you can make films. Deep down i sense you are destined to become one of the great filmmakers of our time. Your films would win at all the festivals, I know this in my heart. Keep pushing , don't give up.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +9

      Your words are covering my body with goosebumps, angel.
      Thank you, for keeping your heart so warm. We walk the same path. Let's change the matrix together ♡

    • @angelica2062
      @angelica2062 2 года назад +3

      Matrix is the right words after all, it is a cursed created by the rich

  • @sarebear5207
    @sarebear5207 2 года назад +57

    Focusing on the hurdles and challenges doesn't mean you're negative it means you're addressing the issues now rather then ignoring your feelings for decades and then waking up when you're 50 ans, and realising youve been miserable the whole time! 💚

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +2

      You pointed out something very common in this world Sare. Thank you so much for this reminder ♥️

    • @kevinc1263
      @kevinc1263 2 года назад

      @@VerdantVanille hey kiddo , sorry if I commented to late for you to see I'm still rooting for you . I didn't get off work for a few hours after you posted . Or I'm getting boring in my comments and need to be better . Glad things are looking up for you , you know I've reached out many times and really always tried to be supportive and have your back

    • @kevinc1263
      @kevinc1263 2 года назад

      @@VerdantVanille sorry I meant my first comment not these two I just posted

    • @almudenagonzalez760
      @almudenagonzalez760 Год назад

      Que gran verdad !!!!

  • @MountainMariner
    @MountainMariner 2 года назад +39

    Your video editing, audio, lighting and narrative skills are strong. Best of luck in your journey through life. You have skills and will do fine.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +4

      It sincerely means a lot coming from you. Thank you, bold and wise man. ♥️

    • @healinglifecreative6158
      @healinglifecreative6158 Год назад

      Beautiful narration. Look at the face in the clouds ar 4:35.

  • @berndmichaelmeier
    @berndmichaelmeier Год назад +1

    Simply, a Beauty, with a beautiful soul. Stay strong!

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Год назад

      Oh wow! Bernd, or Michael, THANK YOU for sending me such a gift today. That really means so much to me, I am deeply touched. Thank you for having such a kind heart ♡

  • @johnnybrau
    @johnnybrau 2 года назад +14

    This resonates a lot with me. I also need to repair my relationship with money... I quit my corporate job, 3 years ago, because I was near from a burnout and, fortunatly, I had savings. That money was earned with a lot of sacrifice and pain, and now I am almost without it... I was in this situation before and it seems that I'm repeating old patterns, but I know that this is temporary and that I will be in a better situation in the future. It's not easy to get back on track... but for some reason I have the feeling that this time will be different, this time will be different. Thank you for your inspiring messages 🙏❤

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      This time will be different. Never doubt your capacity to manifest your desires. You are already there, João. Patience ♡

  • @BERXJoe
    @BERXJoe 2 года назад +17

    I told every single person in my life that if the only value placed on my head was how much money I brought in then I wanted nothing more to do with them. What has this world come to? I know it is hard either way, but being a slave to this evil world financial system is no better than the difficulties of leaving it behind. We have values as human beings far beyond the junk we were not born with and will not take with us. Your channel has helped me far beyond words I can write here. I cut out a lot of stress by a complete renovation of my values.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      We live in complex societies Joe, indeed. I believe our heart is the only things that can set us free. Let's live close to it, as much as we can ♡
      Thank you so much for supporting my work Joe!

  • @roberts.9053
    @roberts.9053 Год назад +6

    "It Is No Measure of Health To Be Well Adjusted to a Profoundly Sick Society."
    I love watching your journey ❤️

  • @jarpaz007
    @jarpaz007 2 года назад +9

    For someone as determined as you, it's only a matter of time before he gets what he deserves. Life is full of small losses and victories, keep going, you will get what you dream of.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      Wow, Jaroslav! I can't even put into words what my heart feels right now. Your words and gift give me so much light. Thank you Jaroslav, glory of the sun ♡

  • @jamilavibar9698
    @jamilavibar9698 2 года назад +12

    Verdant, you’re a hero, inspiration, and role model!

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +4

      Jamila!!! What a big heart you have! I feel so lucky, and grateful. You made my day so much brighter ♡

  • @DarleneA111
    @DarleneA111 2 года назад +8

    I am currently going thru somewhat a similar thing. I've been self employed for 7 yrs and still not where I want to be. Going thru a funk and it's affecting my creativity. Contemplating of going back to work somewhere even just temporarily just to take the pressure off. Thank you for sharing your experience. We can do this! Hugs xoxo

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      Wow, thank you so much for this gift, beautiful. I’m sincerely touched. Your heart is so kind ♥️
      7 years. Do you realize how strong you are, fox? Deep inside you know what you need right now, if alleviating pressure is needed, then go! As you know, nothing is permanent and you can decide to drive another route whenever you get sick of the landscape. You are already successful darling, never doubt your worth. ♥️

  • @susie2157
    @susie2157 2 года назад +30

    Your videos are the most inspiring I have ever seen. Not only is your message profound, but the quality of your filming, and how you pull each video together with such beautiful imagery is a profound experience. I have experienced many failures in my life and 20 years ago it was turned upside down and I ended up going back into teaching which is not what I wanted to do... I wanted to be a farmer. But I stuck with it because my vision was to prepare myself for retirement and I ended up having to quit work early due to surgery. So now even though money is tight I am able to live alone, not work anymore, and take care of all of my furry friends. I did that by believing in myself. You give me renewed hope and strength that in my senior years I will find a way to bloom and blossom in my own little part of the world so that my spirit doesn't grow stale. Thank you for bringing encouragement and Life to my heart. I often wonder if you will have a future in filming because you truly truly have a gift that I have never seen on youtube. You capture life in a way that no one else can. Thank you for being you!

    • @michaelmusson3593
      @michaelmusson3593 2 года назад +5

      I was a photography art major in the early 70's and I can tell you with certainty she has no match on You Tube as a matter in the movie's of today I can think of none that mesmerize me like her videos. This girl has a gift.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +5

      Susie, Susie, Susie... What a woman. What a soul. Have you seen your strength? Are you aware of that bright light shining around your being?
      You have chosen to walk the most daunting path, the one of the heart. And it soothes me to see how well you're doing.
      I too, share a deep connection with cats, they comfort me in a way words can"t explain. Ahhh... Your words are really uplifting me Susie. THANK YOU. For being you, angel ♡

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      Wow. Michael. Your words arouse a feeling my words can't describe. Thank you, sincerely. It means more than you know, fellow creator ♡

  • @jamaljamal5433
    @jamaljamal5433 2 года назад +3

    Thank you Vanille. You are free.

  • @MarcelEling
    @MarcelEling 2 года назад +11

    You can tell a story so well, thank you. You will never fail when you try and try again, but you knew this already from your father:)

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +3

      You are so right Marcel, thank you for sharing those kind thoughts ♥️

  • @birdee20
    @birdee20 2 года назад +9

    I have tried this three times before. I feel your pain, I can relate so deeply with you. Today, I decided, I will return to the "corporate way" for a short time. And then I shall try freedom again. For the last time. Because I have learned from my mistakes and am going to succeed - at last.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +3

      It’s okay to backtrack lovely, as long as you never give up on your dreams. Whatever it takes, we will rise. We are already succeeding in making those tiny little steps ♥️

  • @totowashere
    @totowashere 2 года назад +1

    Do not give up hope Verdant. Wherever you are, whatever you do, you are already home.

  • @stevesteel6066
    @stevesteel6066 2 года назад +11

    An amazing person that’s not afraid to share her wonderful life and inner thoughts. Verdant, you are an inspirational person that deserves a wonderful life, filled with an abundance of health, happiness and love. All our thoughts are with you, as you navigate life and be the selfless, awesome person that you truly are inside❤

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +2

      Steve, you are bringing tears to my eyes. It ain't easy to succeed. Your beautiful words are moving more things than you know. Thank you for keeping your heart so warm in this world Steve. Love heals ♡

  • @dmitrygolovin8066
    @dmitrygolovin8066 2 года назад +2

    Thanks for being a beautiful soul!

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      Dimitry! Wow! Thank YOU for being such a warm hearted human, I'm deeply touched to receive this gift from you ♡

  • @RachelLouiseSwann
    @RachelLouiseSwann Год назад

    I am so tired of living in the city and as I age I am making the changes - painful though they are - they are necessary. I too am self employed and have had my income smashed over the years. Still,. I am grateful for any income that comes my way via my skills, which, though valid, will die with me. I hope to share them with others and leave some kind of legacy. Your channel is truly awesome, beautiful and awe-inspiring. When we cannot see what we truly have already, I think LOA is helpful...we just cannot be totally beholden to it - sometimes we have to do the practical things. But I am happy that manifesting is working for you Vanille! With love and blessings from England :D

  • @branacottage6697
    @branacottage6697 2 года назад +2

    You make the most beautiful, unique videos, and your message is always special, thank you for sense of life and living.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      You make my heart smile Brana, thank you so much for taking the time to write this, it means more than you know. ♡

  • @Onushreeee
    @Onushreeee 2 года назад +14

    Girl I wanna tell you one thing, I found your channel, binge watched 4-5 videos and only one thought came that is why does this girl bring negative side of everything .All I know is your negative art is more powerful than the "positivie art"and that's the reason why many people like me still waits for your video to be released.
    Also I feel there's nothing called negative or positive, it's just what humanbeings living in a society identifies according to what pleases their convenience factor. If speaking out what's inside your heart is called being negative, I would love to see more and more of it girl. Bring it on

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +4

      " If speaking out what's inside your heart is called being negative "
      Wow. Do you know how much power you carry Anushree?
      You just spoke a brilliant truth: negative and positive are a creation of society. Our heart knows the way, always.
      THANK YOU ♡

    • @Onushreeee
      @Onushreeee 2 года назад +3

      @@VerdantVanille I am just on the journey. Very soon you will have an answer from me that yes I know how much powerful I am. Hopefully the day comes sooner and smoother with the best alignment 🪄🌻✨. But you calling out my name, it made my day 🥺. I am from India and the time you post your video is some 12 in the night. I see and go to sleep and those nights are the beat nights in my life I feel so sooo powerful soaked in the feeling that people who feel everything so deeply are not called too analytical or too critical, we are just people having great depths and I think we have that in common. So much love and blessing from me ❤💕

  • @bluewaters2829
    @bluewaters2829 2 года назад +3

    Vanille, so beautiful. It's about the journey. The growth. The trials and tribulations. Life is not easy or fair.bits painful at times, but it's how we respond to all of these things. You are being molded, transformed and made into something beautiful. Like a bonsai tree, trained to grow into a certain shape, so are you. As long as you learn from missteps and mistakes, you will become stronger, more vibrant and wiser. Because you have made a conscious decision to forge ahead on your path, one not confirmed to the world we live in, you will shine brightly for all to see. Never give up, transform and persevere. True freedom is not free, there is a cost and sometimes it is a high cost. But, only you know how much you are willing to pay. Sending you love and peace to help you on your journey. 💙❤️🙏

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +2

      " True freedom is not free, there is a cost and sometimes it is a high cost. But, only you know how much you are willing to pay. "
      I got goosebumps. Mike, thank you for speaking your heart so wisely each time ♡ You have a lot to teach, what a pleasure to have you at the party! We rise!

  • @pleaseusernamework
    @pleaseusernamework 2 года назад +1

    the ending gave me chills...thank you for sharing and believing.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      You make me smile, thank you so much ♡

  • @ldnyc62
    @ldnyc62 2 года назад +1

    You are one of the most beautiful souls I have ever encountered....thank you for sharing your heart with me......

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      It takes a beautiful person to recognise another. Thank you for being so kind, white rose ♡

  • @thomasvanmeirvenne5819
    @thomasvanmeirvenne5819 2 месяца назад

    I really feel your struggle in this video. Don't apologize for being honest to yourself. I hope you figured it out. At the end all works out in your favor if you believe that you deserve al the miracles in your life. Thougts become things. Choose wisely. Thanks again for this message 🙏❤

  • @YahuconanBell5344
    @YahuconanBell5344 2 года назад +4

    You're not negative nor alone in this Walk. You reach many with you experiences and sojourn through. I'm happy for you Vanille

  • @EllaBugby
    @EllaBugby 2 года назад +6

    I feel with you. In fire, in depth, in grace. Our bodies and our minds want to take place in this world.... capture a space here. I live alongside you. Through hope, through continuation, through power. I love you🙏I love you all.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      Through Love Ella.
      Thank you, sincerely. ♡

  • @Aija-Josephine-Allen458
    @Aija-Josephine-Allen458 Год назад

    You gave me goosebumps all over my body! You did it again! WOW WOW WOW

  • @Mybody4life
    @Mybody4life 2 года назад +1

    I love your gentle voice, your accent, making these such lovingly relaxing and inspiring videos, beautiful soul.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      You make my heart smile David, thank you so much ♡

  • @liberatedlioness6478
    @liberatedlioness6478 2 года назад +3

    I can't say enough how much you inspire me with your authenticity and your honesty. Thanks for sharing your story🙏🏿

  • @BethS55
    @BethS55 2 года назад +2

    I understand 💯 %. You are a very wise young lady.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      Only a wise soul can recognize another ♥️

  • @BentbrooksRambles
    @BentbrooksRambles 2 года назад +4

    You have a gift for storytelling. For sharing your life upon reflection, for finding within it the meaning that sustains you. We learn far more from our failures than we ever can from our successes. Failure gives our life meaning. Only in failure can we crystallize our vision of what we need to live. You are wise for one your age. You are authentic. I think, perhaps, you are finding that in doing for others--in sharing your truth--your life finds its deepest meaning.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      When I read your comment, my life finds more meaning. THANK YOU ♡

  • @kastenolsen9577
    @kastenolsen9577 2 года назад +1

    Richness from within is the "WHAT". All else comes once you realize this. Belief in self is number one.

  • @fanstream
    @fanstream Год назад

    poetic storyteller with resplendent visuals and compelling narrative...forge on...

  • @thomasvanmeirvenne5819
    @thomasvanmeirvenne5819 2 месяца назад

    Such a wise young lady. It's my dream to live like you in harmony with nature. I really enjoy your content. You inspire me to never give up on hope. Everthing is possible if you believe in it❤

  • @ReubenClarke
    @ReubenClarke 2 года назад +9

    Wowowow Vanille! You’re such a wordsmith and get better with every video. It’s truly beautiful how these long periods of struggle are always for us and I can feel how energised you are now. I’m glad you’re healing your relationship with money and that it’s beginning to flow again, this summer did the same for me!

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      This truly means a lot coming from such a talented filmmaker! I worked really hard on the audio part and it makes me happy you noticed it ;)
      Thank you so much for supporting me every step of the way Reuben ♡
      Believe it or not, I dreamt about you last night haha. You'd been with a new girlfriend for 2 weeks, and told me you were looking for a place to rent for the both of you in London. I got no idea how and why I happened dreaming about that! haha. Talk soon ♡

    • @ReubenClarke
      @ReubenClarke 2 года назад

      @@VerdantVanille I’m always inspired by the way you craft such potent emotions with your words, it’s hard not to notice the effort.
      No way, that’s such a crazy dream to have haha. Dreams have been premonitions for me recently but I can’t see myself living in London!
      Definitely, a long overdue catch up is needed ❤️

  • @mv.schouten9105
    @mv.schouten9105 4 месяца назад

    Thank you for your open-ness ;even in sadness ; it's a quality

  • @plaru5194
    @plaru5194 2 года назад +3

    You put into words everything I am going through right now. It’s like The universe is speaking to me through you. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +2

      Oh, wow. I'm so grateful right now. Funny how the universe always sends what we need most at the the perfect time. Light is on the way dear one ♡

  • @greatoutdoorsgear7538
    @greatoutdoorsgear7538 2 года назад +4

    There's no such thing as failure, we're only here for a moment all we can do is try to live In it. You ARE a huge success. Patience is key.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      Patience is key. I needed this. Thank you, deeply. ♡

  • @Dumb-ok1tb
    @Dumb-ok1tb 2 года назад +5

    Hello verdant ..I was actually thinking about u a few days ago and amazingly here u are with a new video... I absolutely love your honesty and like others have said you are amazing filmmaker .. Life is always a struggle for you and all of us ... and I think you’re strong and you can make it through a lot of things ... and I honestly believe one day things will turn into good for you because you’re a type of person that deserves it more than a lot of people ...I just want you to know that there’s people out here that think about you and you are a special human being ....your friend James

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      Only a big hearted man could write such beautiful lines James. I'm touched, I really am. Thank you for choosing Love over everything else ♡

  • @drumbun6622
    @drumbun6622 2 года назад +2

    Admiration for you

  • @nzrabbit77
    @nzrabbit77 Год назад

    your cinematography is stunning, more income will flow as you stay true to yourself

  • @pebbles2096
    @pebbles2096 2 года назад +4

    Thank you for sharing. I also have a challenging relationship with money & how I wish to pursue it, tho id rather not pursue it all, it feels like a trap. I have tried for many years and given of myself so much in efforts to keep up in this world we live. I admire your strength & courage & believe in you!

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      We’re here to learn, grow, fall, cry, love, dance… in the light and in the shade. It’s about the journey Pebbles, never forget how much power and love you carry within you. You are free. ♥️

  • @lunaraynwolf7036
    @lunaraynwolf7036 2 года назад +6

    So glad you're doing well now. I'm so proud of you! And thank you for the support, I needed to hear that. I won't give up! ❤️

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +2

      Thank YOU Luna, for keeping your heart so warm despite the complexity of this world ♥️

  • @helmerkappert5152
    @helmerkappert5152 2 года назад +3

    Hi Vanille, you are such a talented marvel. I am always eager to watch your videos.. That will soon be reconized.
    Thank you , for being so open and honest dear friend!

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      Your heart is always so warm Helmer, thank you for living your life so close to it ♡ Sending you my sincere love, genuine soul.

  • @taobud9280
    @taobud9280 2 года назад +2

    You have given me so much! I just reached 60 years on this amazing, diverse planet and am resonating with your healing energies in vast and profound ways. You are remarkable and insightful in so very many ways. Your extreme creative talents shine through your superb videos. I hope to experience more of your truths, insights, and creations through future videos, as I continue to revisit all of your present offerings most often.
    ☮Peace, 💜Love, & 😎Happiness Always!

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      Wow! Your name confirm how graceful your soul is John. Your compliments, your gift, they feel so precious. You have no idea how much joy and encouragement you have aroused within me ♡

  • @UnknownUser.ar1
    @UnknownUser.ar1 Год назад +2

    Hello Verdant,
    I feel encouraged by your bravery and zeal to be 100% independent.
    I think we should have a restart.
    We should return to the idea of human-centrism.
    Humans have needs and wants.
    We need water, food, medicine and means of defense.
    We want clothes, houses, means of transport and entertainment.
    These needs and wants can be achieved through products and services.
    Humans have to share time, energy, effort, and money to fulfill these needs and wants.
    We divide ourselves into groups where each group specializes into something, because it is a huge goal.
    Scientists, researchers, innovators, developers, educators, managers, materials, land, machines, softwares, employees, transporters, marketers, traders, investors, laws, customers etc.
    We are lucky that all these wonderful people from all over the world work for our needs and wants and comforts in exchange for a small sum of money.
    We are truly lucky! Who am I to have better products, services, and comfortable way of living that exceed royals who lived on our planet just 100 years ago!
    Let’s be thankful and appreciative, because this is the way to keep anyone and anything valuable to us.
    May God bliss you princess. 🤲😊♥️♥️♥️
    -
    Khaled ben Saad
    24
    Jeddah, Saudi Arabia 🇸🇦 ❤❤

  • @what-I-enjoy-doing
    @what-I-enjoy-doing Год назад

    Money is energy and it feels our energy. ❤you will be fine, sending you a big hug and lot of love ❤️

  • @enorazza
    @enorazza 2 года назад +3

    I am at half of the video and it is clearly enough to like and sub to you. A gentle bow. I may have or not a small crush for you also, never mind it ^^ Deep but open thoughts. Wonderful imagery. May the force be with you.

    • @tamzenkarma
      @tamzenkarma 2 года назад

      We all have a crush on her xxxx
      Blessings to you

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      You can't imagine how happy you make me today Enorazza ♡

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      You ♡

  • @northernwolfhound7096
    @northernwolfhound7096 2 года назад +1

    I relate to the Phoenix. Embrace the pain that is where growth comes from. Much love and blessings 😌🙏❤❤❤

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      " Embrace the pain that is where growth comes from. "
      Thank you. ♡

  • @platonkarataev550
    @platonkarataev550 2 года назад +1

    If you are not dominating or exploiting your fellow brothers and sisters, then you are already rich. Bless you Vanille !

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +2

      I needed to be reminded of this Greg, thank you ♡

  • @traciemuller1796
    @traciemuller1796 2 года назад +2

    I just love you! You are very inspiring to me… the poetic way you talk, your honesty, & your humbleness… thank you & bless you❣️🙏 May success continue to follow u 🙌

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +2

      You're such a sweet heart Tracie, thank YOU ♡

  • @organicmechanic5150
    @organicmechanic5150 Год назад

    You inspire. Thank you for sharing this narrative through such profound and poignant poetry and prose. Keep shining brightly beautiful soul.

  • @marcw3126
    @marcw3126 Год назад

    Your poetic words heal my wounds.
    So wonderful to hear you talk so powerfully, respectfully about your dad.
    Your vulnerability is your strongest gift.
    You give power to so many people! You are important! ❤🧡💛💚💜
    Blessings to you! I hope you are doing much better now. Everything is wave and energy.
    We have to go through our darkest times rise up to our highest highs!
    Sending love to you.
    Marc

  • @michelewahner3522
    @michelewahner3522 6 месяцев назад

    Thank you for this mindblowing gift sweetheart❤

  • @RosyReilly
    @RosyReilly Год назад

    Love love love! You are magical! Thank you :)

  • @keerthyr7452
    @keerthyr7452 Год назад

    This made me teared up. Judging by the title, i thought this was a sign from the universe that "maybe self- employment is not for you" and i was hesitant to click on the video since all i wanted was to be free . I know in my heart that I'm not destined to work a corporate job. I am meant to be free. I am glad i watched the video cuz the message was actually to trust my heart and move forward. Thank you!!! . This is the first time I'm seeing your channel and i loved the way you film and edit these. I really hope i can live like you one day. 🖤

  • @reubensane5539
    @reubensane5539 Год назад

    This is one of the most beautiful videos I ever stumbled on that was on RUclips.
    Poetic and inspiring.

  • @taitaclement9775
    @taitaclement9775 Год назад

    ❤ ,. ,Free spirit... honest and expressive ... it's time to look inward..

  • @victorhyman268
    @victorhyman268 Год назад

    Well seen .Heron…well seen.Thank you for sharing this.

  • @Rhenadhis
    @Rhenadhis 2 года назад +1

    You are not being dramatic at all, i loved it, i find inspiration in your videos. I am also searching for a path for myself, it had been years of feeling lost and i have hope that a path will present itself

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      You already are on the path dear one, just keep walking, and dare to turn when it's time. Listen to your heart, to your gut, to your soul. It will never betray you ♡

  • @WhimsicalLiving
    @WhimsicalLiving 2 года назад +2

    I can't wait for your videos! Relatable, meaningful and deep. Thank you for sharing ♥️

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      It makes me happy to inspire your heart, thank you so much for your support ♡

  • @ATAKLegalSeriesExperience
    @ATAKLegalSeriesExperience 8 месяцев назад

    Keep going. You are a beautiful soul with a mission on earth. Keep showing the path to mankind.

  • @coolbaj
    @coolbaj 2 года назад +1

    Wow. What a beautiful creation. Your authenticity is brilliant. All the elements here. I felt the power you speak of, inside us. Your visualization is powerful indeed, for money. It changes ones perception of self. Keep visualizing to reinforce.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +2

      Your words are truly touching my heart CJ. The power is indeed within us, fellow manifestor. We rise, and we are Free ♡

  • @Jeromy_1
    @Jeromy_1 Год назад +3

    I think so many of us find pain in the idea of having to work in regular society. We were not meant to grind our lives away for hours a day doing things that don't ignite our passion. This is very inspiring, and I admire you very much.

  • @FrenchCountryLife
    @FrenchCountryLife Год назад

    Oh my... this video is brilliant Vanille! I only found your videos yesterday and all I can feel is you're such a beautiful soul. And as you probably know as well, you weren't meant to be and do what everybody else does. You were meant to be uniquely you and be the most authentic expression of what and who you are and came here to be.
    I may be 46 but I recognize so much of what you share from when I was in my twenties. After a car accident at 19 I have desperately tried to live life like everybody else and like I thought I should but I simply couldn't keep up the pace. I only found out I am a high sensitive and very connected (to Source) introvert around when I was 30 and it changed my life. I learned to embrace who I am, what I need to thrive, even when it's not what everybody else seems to want and do. I built my first business at 30, and finally felt free. I moved to the quiet countryside of France with my family in 2019. It is bliss. Freedom is priceless.
    I commend your courage, beautiful Verdant, to have this wisdom about yourself and to stay true to it. I usually don't comment on videos in such a personal way but somehow I felt so connected to you. I live and breathe with my connection to Source and the laws of the Universe and all I will remind you of today is: The Universe always provides. How wonderful that you've reminded yourself and remembered this and are doing what you KNOW works to attract all those things you wish for yourself because you know what you need to thrive and you know the Universe will bring them to you as long as you keep releasing resistance.
    💗

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Год назад

      You have no idea how uplifted my heart feels right now.Thank YOU, beautiful wise soul.

  • @kseniyasbooknook4172
    @kseniyasbooknook4172 2 года назад +5

    Thank you so much for another lovely video Vanille! I've been having another bump in the road today and been crying a lot. Your video brought so much comfort. It is so hard to believe in yourself but the first step to anything else manifesting... Sadness and 'negative' emotions have so much to teach us; I've been reading the book Bittersweet by Susan Cain and it's so insightful into how sadness and sorrow make us see more, feel more and grow more. You're such an inspiration ! Blessings

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +2

      You are so strong Kseniya. I mean it. Let's see more, feel more, and grow more. Your efforts will bear fruits sooner than you expect ♡

    • @kseniyasbooknook4172
      @kseniyasbooknook4172 2 года назад +1

      @@VerdantVanille thank you so much!

  • @hauntedmushroomsasmr7716
    @hauntedmushroomsasmr7716 2 года назад +2

    What an incredible video. I am so delighted I found your channels I was heartbroken for you when you said you had to leave Sweden. In a way, I experienced something somewhat similar. It was my dream since I was a little girl to live in Scotland. I ADORED it, I always have. I finally got a change to go study there when I was 19, and quickly got tangled up in a very unhealthy relationship. I soon became obsessed with making not only the relationship work, but my vision of my life that I had craved for years work. I fell in love with who I was, or thought I was, in Scotland. The landscape, the weather, the history, the architecture. Everything screamed “home” for me. I became so addicted to this feeling, I went nuts and nearly destroyed my life. I became infatuated with someone that wasn’t good for me and nearly married him (not a bad person, but our relationship was just toxic) and I neglected so much of Scotland while I was there. So many things I wanted to do and see, but never did. When the relationship finally ended, I was heartbroken, broke, and at a total loss of what to do with my life. I felt like I had seized my dream only to watch it crumble apart in my hands and take my happiness with it. I thought I’d never be happy again. Saying goodbye to a dream is crushing, even heartbreaking. Trying to re-assimilate to normal life where other people don’t even understand how you feel makes you feel homesick. Homesick for a different mental space, not just location.
    Only recently, am I allowing myself to Hope again. Make a Pinterest board of ideas to visit or crafts or ways to decorate my home. Investing in little things that comfort me, like cozy socks or gentle soap. I’ve taken so much comfort in hygge, which is being kind to myself and giving myself permission to slow down. I’m still scared to dream, but a life without dreams is a wasted one. You are on the right path, you insight is a gift. The universe has a plan for you and will nudge you in the right direction.
    Side note: money sucks. Can’t we trade goat’s milk and blueberries instead? Money equals unhappiness but is necessary. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      Your story is very interesting, what an adventure! And the adventure only stops if you decide it does! :)
      Vision boards are so powerful! Yes to goat's milk and blueberries haha.

  • @uneviedescargot
    @uneviedescargot Год назад

    Tes images sont trop belles, et ton discours très profond ! Merci 🙏 ! Ça m'a trop donné envie de faire du pain perdu 😍.

  • @PDogB
    @PDogB 2 года назад +2

    Good day. This is an astoundingly beautiful video!! I resonate very much with your father's story, being an orphan myself, and the struggles that brings. It is something that I reckon with every day. So, thank you for sharing his story. I am older, much older than you. Not that it matters. But I'd like to offer you that no experience you have had and ones to come in your future are actual failures, bad or wrong. They are building blocks necessary to piece together who you are and carry yourself forward in life. Or another way, they become tools to use in the future. Just like how the seasons change, we endure challenging, yet predictably cyclical times as living beings. You show here that you know what you want to do, are busy clearing the space for it and have an energetic and willing attitude. Stay open young lady, try new things and continue to gain strength. It's lovely how you presented this to us. It's obvious you are a gifted filmmaker and a creative soul. I look forward to the next vlog and wish you well on your continued journey that is uniquely your own.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      Your message is truly filling me with a lot of light. Thank you so much, for sharing your wisdom and for supporting me in this journey. You are such a strong, altruistic being. What a pleasure to have you in this world ♡

  • @MrEmpireBuilder0000
    @MrEmpireBuilder0000 Год назад

    You did not mess up.
    You were learning and experiencing new things many will never know.
    Stay with your goals

  • @carlfenger
    @carlfenger 2 года назад +1

    I admire your spirit!

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      Yours shines wisdom even from where I stand in the world today.

  • @kevinlove6052
    @kevinlove6052 Год назад

    Hat off to you. Continue finding your passion and love. Remember failure is just the beginning but not the end. Love your videos.

  • @elisabethcollier9394
    @elisabethcollier9394 2 года назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your heartfelt experiences.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      Wow! Elisabeth, your gift makes me so happy ♡ Thank YOU, deeply. For choosing to live this life with such a warm heart.

  • @kateemmerson3891
    @kateemmerson3891 Год назад

    I love your channel. I love your words. I love your accent😊. I can do identify with your journey. I am 50, but have had these heart and head battles all my life. Thank you for opening your experience

  • @karlbarnes162
    @karlbarnes162 Год назад

    Beautiful day! As I have just discovered your videos, I will be catching up to current events. That being said, as I sit here early morning watching you bare your soul, I must admit it provokes great waves of emotions. Wow, so many things I'd like to comment on...the loss of everything... dignity... authentic you. The most important thing I can say is, "You are on your true path". Unlike most, you are in tune with your deeper self. And I believe you understand dignity, money, employment are concepts and tools to navigate within this physical world. The more we focus on them the deeper the attachment to this world. At a tender age you have become a woman of great substance; of great thought. There are no failures, no wrong turns, no set backs. These are just points in time for rest and reflection. Lessons if you will. Opportunities to sometimes see things anew. This is the 3rd video that I have watched of yours, and I must admit my envy of your courage, your insightful observations, and perseverance to your heart's desire. One two people have the exact path, so trying to follow what is given to us as the "road to success " doesn't work for everybody. I feel...I believe you are on "your" right path. You are where you should be! Peace, Love, and Blessings kindred soul. ❤️

  • @dannythepainter
    @dannythepainter Год назад

    I just found you... because I think I needed to. Thank you for this.

  • @charleshenderson1174
    @charleshenderson1174 2 месяца назад

    Thanks beautiful soul.

  • @wistfulgypsy
    @wistfulgypsy 2 года назад +2

    Exactly what I needed today. Funny how the Universe does that. Excellent video, thank you ♥

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      The universe always got what we need most in stock. Thank YOU ♡

  • @shirleydaras6355
    @shirleydaras6355 2 года назад +1

    Lovely video, thanks for sharing and you create amazing videos.🌺🦋❣️ Never change, you are an amazing being.🌺❣️👍

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      Thank you so much for taking the time to write such kind words Shirley ♡

    • @shirleydaras6355
      @shirleydaras6355 2 года назад

      @@VerdantVanille your very welcome, you truly are a lovely soul ❤️🌺🦋

  • @livingmy2.0
    @livingmy2.0 Год назад +2

    It sounds like we are on very similar journeys and my soul needed to hear this message today so the Universe made it so. Thank you for your honesty, realness and fierceness to follow your dreams and share it with us all 💛

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Год назад

      I live for feedback like this one. THANK YOU.
      I wish you the best in this Life adventure, never give up on your dreams. Never doubt your power, you are Free. ♡

  • @StancyNova
    @StancyNova Год назад

    I love this emotional, vulnerable, and honest video that you have made

  • @GirlWith9Lives
    @GirlWith9Lives Месяц назад

    You inspire so many. 🌱

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Месяц назад

      And your heartfelt gift inspires me more than you know.

  • @morganleighcallison
    @morganleighcallison 2 года назад +1

    you deserve great success in all
    that you do! thank you for sharing your heart 🌸

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      Thank you so much for these kind words Morgan, it means so much ♡

  • @brianlopez8855
    @brianlopez8855 Год назад

    Stunning imagery visualisations music writing readings and wonderings
    from a fascinating and beautiful person
    Thanks so much for sharing with us

  • @cathypreddie98
    @cathypreddie98 Год назад

    Just be you. There will always be ups and downs in life. Just be you. Much love sweet girl ❤️

  • @Anthony-bs4jv
    @Anthony-bs4jv Год назад

    Thank you for this beautiful video. I hope you continue to receive whatever you wish for. Your very special in many many ways 🙏❤️

  • @aadhaya7885
    @aadhaya7885 7 месяцев назад

    A spirit akin, unchained and free,
    Across the globe I roamed, a solitary spree.
    In remoteness, I've dwelled, alone in my quest,
    Yet a soulmate's embrace, has never graced my nest.
    Amidst the wilderness, solitude my only guide,
    Your courage shines, a beacon wide.
    In life's grand tapestry, your essence is weaved,
    A testament of bravery, in you, I've perceived.
    For sharing your journey, my gratitude I impart,
    A mirror to my soul, a kindred heart.

  • @emmaemmasandstedt
    @emmaemmasandstedt Год назад

    Love to hear you speak

  • @ca6177
    @ca6177 Год назад

    Your comments about your dad was beautiful! You are a very special soul, I know you will be successful!

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Год назад

      This means so much more thank you know. You are bringing such powerful light in my heart with your words. THANK YOU ♥️

  • @leandrolobat
    @leandrolobat 7 месяцев назад

    Je adore! Ces't magnifique! My life is not so diferente from yours. You took the step, that's great. You are very original. Thanks for inspiring me. Bisou.

  • @martindurkin8837
    @martindurkin8837 2 года назад +3

    Dear Vanille as usual your words and situation reflect my own. What little money I have will soon be gone and I have nowhere to go after that. I could write so much more but my soul is weary. Out of respect and fondness for you I will try to take your advice. Money is as needed as air but I find it a terrible thing in it's demands on how it shapes and controls our precious lives. My best wishes to you mon cher.

    • @MonaKalyani108
      @MonaKalyani108 2 года назад +1

      I just feel compelled to say that from the bottom of my heart, I wish you so many blessings and goodness stepping forward. There's more and more of us - people who so strongly feel that change is needed. People who just can't continue as before. Burnt out, let down, fed up, unfulfilled. But still dreaming and a certain knowledge within, that life can be so much more. It's a jump into the cold water. Again and again. Uncertainty. Staying true to one's heart. We're not alone.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      I feel you so deeply Martin. Everything in life holds some sort of paradox, but money does even more. I learn to see money as a form of energy, just like food or air as you said it. You are the one who can decide how much you want to consume, how you want to produce it. Change is always healthy Martin, even if it doesn't appear so in the first place. Every event of our lives happens for us, not to us. For us to learn, to grow, to experience and feel deeply. Please take all the time you need to rest, and recover your heart. Patience, mon ami ♡

    • @martindurkin8837
      @martindurkin8837 2 года назад

      @@VerdantVanille It's like walking on slippery stones for me this is my last stand. I apologize for sounding so down.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад +1

      @@martindurkin8837 don’t ever apologize for living through your heart ♥️

  • @atticuskilby515
    @atticuskilby515 2 года назад +1

    This one video, 17:48 minutes, is packed full of golden bits of empowering wisdom. This is one of your many gifts my friend, empowerment, and you do so by vulnerability, by opening yourself to others, the "raw" version that is appreciated by so many. You are in your 27th year, the Saturn return, a time period of questioning, of finding oneself, the genuine beyond life's container of conventional expectations.
    Remember, you are never alone, there is an army of support, both physical and non-physical. Trust! Follow your heart; it will never betray you.❤️

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      Atticus... Words aren't enough to tell you how the ones you wrote make me feel. I feel lucky to receive your wisdom. My heart is warm to see you in this realm too. I will listen, and follow my heart. It will never betray me. THANK YOU ♡

  • @avvhgnicaragua
    @avvhgnicaragua 2 года назад +1

    Dear beautiful human being, i just discovered your channel and i saw 4 videos in a row, and i wanted to tell you that you are worthy for many people you know and for people just like me that are looking for a beacon in this life. To find you has made my day because you are doing what many others like me want to do but dont, for many reasons (same fear of money, of disappointing, of fomo, of....). I am sure you will thrive in the near future because you are giving value to many people and you have so many skills and resources, how beautifully made are your videos, the little champignon lid, your recipes and the way you present your dishes, your very good English, etc. As you said patience is the key and to be content with the good things of life. I will be here supporting your path.

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  Год назад

      Wow... Everything happens for a reason. And me reading your kindest words 8 days later, in a very doubtful day, is helping way more than you know. With all my heart Armando, THANK YOU.
      I hope you live a life close to your heart ♡

  • @mattormrod7843
    @mattormrod7843 2 года назад +1

    Great to see you again, as always I was transfixed by your outpourings, I too spent many years of melancholy and enjoyed it (so to speak), I send you ❤ and wishes of fulfilment in your immediate future

    • @VerdantVanille
      @VerdantVanille  2 года назад

      Thank you so much for listening to my thoughts Matt, I'm so happy we share the same path. Love to you ♡

  • @NurseDavis
    @NurseDavis Год назад

    This lady blows my mind

  • @Zander1138
    @Zander1138 2 года назад +1

    Keep going sister!