Happy Sunday beautiful people! Thinking of this very special community this morning and wondering where you are tuning in from?! Let me know what city, country or county you're in right now 💜
@@eamonandbec thanks for being open and vulnerable with your grief. It’s really good to see how you are working through your emotions and supporting and loving each other. ❤️ it’s really Love-Lee.
I went through a suicide attempt a few years ago. Seeing y’all grieve Lee is giving me some closure (abet very emotional closure). Thanks for talking so openly about your grief, it makes all the difference.
I’m a mother who lost her 24-year-old daughter to a drug overdose that I know was intentional. Madelyn, I am so glad that you still exist on this planet. I do not know you, but I know the grief of a mother’s broken heart, and I know what it means to have someone you love disappear from this earth and being helpless to change it. However it was that you managed to overcome your attempt, you need to know that you saved those who love and care for you so much pain. I send you love and healing energy/prayers/hugs and want you to know sincerely that if you ever need anyone to listen, I am here for you. I’m a single, retired teacher, so my time is my own. I would do anything to bring my daughter back, but since I can’t, I am willing to pour my love out to other young women who are hurting.
@@kmarshall53 Your reply brought me to tears, thank you. I didn't know how much I needed that. If you're in Texas I would love to meet you, but if not I would love to hear about your and your daughter's stories over email.
I really appreciate you showing that moment of Bec starting to cry in the van over Lee, Because that’s how grief works - you’ll be smiling thinking of a memory of them and then the crushing weight of grief in the very next moment brings you to tears. I appreciate you showing us your healing process.
Thank you for being a part of my grief journey Olivia 💜 . This is exactly right... one moment the memories make you happy and the next the weight of it all hits. In this moment I couldn't believe my body's physical reaction (racing heart etc) that hit before I even cognitively realized what I was feeling.
@@taragoeddel2043 she passed away a few months ago. Suicide. I don't know a more tactful way to say it- im so sorry. If you search her name on here it should pull up some videos. I think she stepped in front of a train. I love you friends! If any of you are struggling; speak up. You are loved. You have value.
@@katiejenkins4532 Dear God... I was not aware, thank you for sharing that info and for the positive affirmations. Like many of us, this year has been a doozy so I've missed a few months of Eamon & Bec. So sorry for their loss, that was soul crushing to hear😢, she was such a huge part of their journey. Those were my favorite videos, they made the best memories together I'm sure they cherish deeply. Much peace & prayers to her family & loved ones. Rest in Paradise, Lee.
It fascinates me how many skills Eamon has. Construction, plumbing, electricity, car mechanic, van building. Of all of the vloggers he seems to have the most impressive skill set.
Awe that's a very sweet comment... I'll be sure to pass it on to Eamon 💜 . He's also an amazing cook and great video editor too! So many skills! I'm one lucky lady!
Watching this vid in bed next to my sweet hubby of 20 years. At the end of the video my phone starts ringing and it’s my hubby calling. His response to my questioning look “they said to call somebody and tell them you love them and I love you”. Thanks for creating this beautiful moment with the man I love!
Whenever Bec cry, you can see how pure and genuine her heart is. I can't help but cry as well. This might sound silly to others but even though I'm only watching you guys from a mini screen, from thousands of miles, i can also feel my heart being touched. You guys are such amazing people. ❤
My most sincere condolences 😢🙏💔🕊 My Dad and my sister are my whole world (besides my Mum and my own kids) and I can't imagine the idea of losing them both. Thinking of you 🥰💚💫🕊
When Trent and Allie told it (which is how I heard about it) Allie started crying. I was so shocked when they said Lee. Of course Allie was newly pregnant and not yet telling fan when Lee passed. That makes you more emotional.
@@torisnee291 congrats on the pregnancy...yeah every time Lee is brought up I get sad...but I think it’s okay to feel sad & grief for them is a long journey since they were all so close.
I lost my best friend to suicide, too. It was a few years ago, now. As time goes on, the grief becomes less overwhelming. They’re still here with us, just not in the same way. Thank you for being open about your grief. It helps me know I’m not alone.
Their hard work has paid off. 800k+ subscribers, a tea business, a beautiful home and the best designed van.... they deserve it all. They have shown that young people can succeed and achieve by working together thu whatever happens. Good for you both.
@@eamonandbec You are welcome. I am in Michigan. Hoping the Stratford Festival opens. We love their plays. I am 82. Drive a 40ft Monaco Class A. 135,000 miles on it. Take it to Stratford. My dad was born in Hamilton Ont in 1904. Emigrated to MI. Followed Lee... think of her whenever I watch your vlogs. Have friends in Santa Barbera. Beautiful area. Miss Lee too.
I’m pretty sure Lee sent you that sunset while you were getting the van ready just to tell you that you’re on the right path abs that she is so so proud of you guys ❤️ love watching you!!!
That moment you had when you first saw the van and remembered Lee built it with you ❤️ I burst into tears right along with Bec. To the both of you, thank you so much from the bottom on my heart for sharing your life with us. The good, bad, ugly + everything in between. I’ve never met you guys but I feel like we’re good friends. Thanks for hanging out every Sunday. It means so much ❤️ love you both!
Wouldn’t be Ontario in COVID if all your hopes and dreams aren’t ruined by another stay-at-home order. Lee is so alive in you guys everyday! Each way you have chosen to honour her is clearly so deeply connected to your hearts it’s very touching and sad to see at the same time. You both deserve all the happiness in the world!
I think we all cried when Bec did. I know it made them sad but I hope they can find some comfort in the happy memories with Lee there as well. Watching and loving you guys every week from SE Texas!
3 mins in and I'm crying because that's exactly what I thought when you first stood in the van.... I thought of Lee sleeping there! She's with yous wherever yous go! 🥰
It was kind of overwhelming the way my body was having a reaction (racing heart and sweaty palms) before I even realized why. Looking forward to traveling the world with Lee right by our side 💜
May I just say, Larry checking up on Trinity, getting to know “T” , taking pictures of the beloved, serenading her, she even let him look under her skirt! That kiss at the end. Well, that was a beautiful love story right there. She may not be coming home for a few months from the looks of things. 😆
I think it's really sweet that you guys tried to van life again. But it's not about van life anymore, it's about you guys and whatever you guys are doing at the time. We love you if your vanning or not.💓
Bec. That deep breath as you let the feeling of grief wash over you upon the realization of Lee’s presence in the van. I felt that deep inside and wept along with you. I hope you draw strength from that feeling as the rawness of the pain fades. Best to you both. 💚
I felt every one of those tears going back to the van. So many memories of Lee and the fun you had building the van out and what I always thought of as her little bed (even though I know others will share your journeys, too!). And Larry checking on Trinity... that was so beautiful and so funny! I'm so happy she's healthy and waiting for you. Come east and see me! Hopefully as we all get our second doses of the vaccine, things will open up again. For now, backyard vanlifing it is!
I’m halfway through, a few tears on my cheeks and I just want to say: Thank you for being brave and sharing these delicate moments 💛 These moment really put life into perspective.
The caterpillars are probably gypsy moths. They are a big problem where I am in southern Ontario right now. Be sure to research how to protect younger trees from them as they are the most vulnerable to the damage they can cause by eating the leaves. Lee’s tree could be vulnerable to them. 🌱❤️ Thank you for another great Sunday!
@@eamonandbec there are treatments for the trunk of the tree, both sprays (which sadly kill beneficial insects too, and birds that eat them, so no!), but like putting crisco shortening half way up the trunk, and then when they pile up below that, spray and squish. Wear boots! google ways to handle this assholes. lol. Also I owned property, 36 acres on the Montreal River, near Elk Lake Ontario. NO CAMPING from black fly time till end of June for me. Then watch out for dawn and dusk. Find places that are more open and hope for a breeze. Fires help, but we're in a drought so I think there's a no burn in Ontario right now, My Self Reliance Shawn mentioned that. He's near Huntsville I believe. Anyways, those Nazi mosquitoes gave me West Nile seven years ago, so take them seriously. I was so sick for six weeks! hugs from the armpit of Ontario, Windsor! (I cried when you opened the van, as I, too, remembered Lee's time there. I lost my son thirteen years ago, he was 27. Mental illness. It never gets "better", but it does get easier to carry the burden. She is looking down at you now, healed, and whole, and filled with joy that you can carry on her journey. xo)
It’s so sweet and bitter to see you get emotional about Lee. I lost my “little sister” 2 years ago who also took her life. This made both me and my hubby cry. You’re not characters in a show, it’s real life and it hits hard. I truly hope you both can continue to find healing and joy in old memories with her and in making new memories ❤️
Grief is so hard. Your grief journey has really helped me in mine. I lost my brother a few years ago, I´ve still been avoiding all the fun places we´ve been together. But now I think its time. I also think him and Lee would´ve been great friends. I wish you two so much strength and love
I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope you can get to the point where you know his love is always with you, even if the physical presence isn’t. Live some life for him, enjoy his favorite places, foods and hold him in your heart with a smile 💙
Lee will forever be with you, but her presence is felt so strongly through this van, and as much as it hurts to think she won’t be there physically, it’s comforting to know that she’s forever there, in yours and ours hearts. Thank you for being you, for being honest and open about your grief and love ❤️
It is amazing how a location and even more so a scent can instantly bring back a flood of memories and emotions of past people and great times. I love that you are keeping Lee's memory alive in your videos. Trinity may always be your favorite van, but Casa B may be your most precious as memories of Lee are throughout and the epic times with her.
How appropriate you guys pick up the van and remember all the beautiful memories you shared in it with Lee and she ends your night with a beautiful sunset!
I understand the pain you feel missing lee. Just a few weeks after her death my uncle committed suicide by overdosing. And watching your videos makes each day just a little easier so thank you.
Everytime I see your heart break again when you think of Lee my own heart breaks too for you both. She was a kind soul and she'll live on forever in both your souls ❤
I so appreciate you guys showing all the raw emotions throughout this video and your recent ones, grief is so hard and truly hits you at the most random moments. As always, sending lots of love your way❤️❤️
Awww its ok to cry bec... grief is like glitter, no matter how hard you try to pick up all the pieces, its always gonna be there. Luckily, that means she’ll never be forgotten, so just take it with a sparkle & shine, it’s what she wants.
Eamon and Bec, but especially Bec, thank you for being so open with your grief. I can’t imagine how hard it must be to post your emotions like that on the internet, but you’ve shown what a process healing is, that it takes time and a lot of hurt. I think it helps people, makes them not feel so alone in the feelings after loss. Thank you 💜
It's a bitter sweet experience watching this. I came to your channel via Max, Lee and Occy's channel. Who would have thought I could cry so much, for people I don't personally know.
I lost my friend last week. She was 35 and leaves her 14 year old son behind. Seeing you being vulnerable reminds that it’s ok to be honest about how you’re coping (or not) ❤️ so great to see you back in the van 🚐
Im sorry to hear about Lee, I'm glad to see you back at it. Thanks also for the update on trinity I was extra worried about it. The pandemic has changed everyone. And unfortunately for most it hasn't been the best. Keeping on keeping on.👍
Sometimes things are just for certain seasons. For the last 6 years my husband and two girls and I traveled non stop. We had a house in Nashville, a house in Iowa, and we would go out of the country 1-2 times a year for usually a month at a time. It was the craziest, most amazing season for our family. When Covid shut it down, we had no idea what life would look like without travel. We bought some land, and are currently building a home, and when we traveled for the first time, it had lost the same feeling for us. We couldn’t wait to get to our land, and that would have been so opposite of what we would have enjoyed before now. It’s not where you are, it’s who you’re with. And I love that life evolves with new seasons. Maybe one day we will travel like that again, but then again, contentment in the mundane is pretty rad too. 😘
i never knew lee but i could easily tell she was a special person. your unwavering dedication to her is amazing, its so hard to lose someone but youre keeping her memory alive in the best way, truly inspiring 💛 i wish yall the best
Loving being early to watch this week! The footage of Larry with Trinity and him singing made me emotional, which feels so silly considering it's not my home. It came as a surprise and a real treat to see you both back in a van. The first videos I saw of yours were when you arrived in Morocco, and I have been watching every week since. Seeing you through the pandemic, leaving Africa, building Casa B and struggling to find a new plan, renovating the cabin, and now coming back into summer and the world opening enough to allow you back into your van is so so special. Thank you for sharing with us every week, you are so appreciated
every time Bec tears up, I tear up too. I can feel the love both of you have for lee. SO great to see you guys back on the road! I am also in Ontario and there are some beautiful spots! Looking forward to watching your adventures this summer, when things open back up more!
Man. Any Lee mention moment really hits hard. As someone that deals with similar mental health issues myself, please, anyone that tries to push those feelings back, dont. Reach out to anyone, everyone. The more you are able to talk about it with someone, many people, all the people, the more it helps. No one is going to judge you on your feelings, if they are a real person. Please dont be alone feeling this way. We are all better than that.
Whoaahhhh wow wow wow whooahhh whooaah! Welcome back Casa B! But those tender, so incredibly hard, hit-you-like-a brick moments of grief are so hard. Hugs to you both. Lee is always, and I mean ALWAYS with you!
You guys have seriously created a little slice of heaven on earth. It's absolutely beautiful out there at the cabin, in addition to the whole beautiful van. I love the whole vibe.
💜💜💜💜 Larry's clip was great lol awwwww so glad Trin got to chill with a friend, she's probably so lonely without you guys haha And the sunset was magical, loved the editing, so gorgeous and thought of Lee 💜
The second Bec smudged the van, I began to cry and felt your emotions change immediately. I really love the way how both of you keep her close. ♥ It is a difficult time, and the only thing we can do is to continue to live to the fullest. And your rockin it! :D
I have been struggling lately myself and Bec, when you started to cry and Eamon gave you a little kiss that was so sweet but I just totally broke down . I think I cried for 20 min. I didn't know her nut I know her pain as I also struggle with depression . I wish there was a cure. You never know when it's going to creep up and twist every emotion you have. I'm really working very hard to get it together . It's very hard sometimes. I'm smiling now and I'm feeling good. I'm hoping it will last. Really all we have is hope. I have 3 grown sons and now 3 grandkids so I'm not about to do something irreversible ya know. Anyway, I so much look forward to this show. Thank You Eamon and Bec. Thank You very much.
Whether y'all are building a cabin in the woods, building a van, traveling in said van, building an igloo, taking Mossa to and from the Vet, etc, as long as I get to watch you two, that's ALL that matters to me! Believe it or not, Covid sunk me into a very deep depression and oddly enough, seeing you both grieve Lee, made me realize that suicide is not a route I can willingly take. THANK YOU for having your videos show me what NOT to do, but also that there is a community of us out there, that I can lean on during tough times and these last 9 months, have been a real test of my mental health. @Eamon And Bec THANK YOU for sharing your grief, so I could see what I couldn't do. If you ever need someone to stay at Casa B (Casa Lee) I'm a few short hours away (in Barrie, 4 streets over from the MacMillan's) and I'm ALWAYS looking for cabin time,especially with good friends ♥ At this rate, I'm just trying to fill my time and thoughts with anything other than the negative that seemed to consume me the last almost year.
What a heartwarming video, I feel the same when prepping for an adventure in my van too 🤗 But those tears for Lee; the pain ebbs and flows sometimes doesn’t it, and hits you unexpectedly and will do for a long time….hold tight to those memories x
Yes, you've got it exaclty right. Grief hits me in the most quiet of moments or strangest of times. I embrace it all as a way of loving and remembering our beautiful Lee 💜
It breaks my heart to see how broken you guys are but you guys are also so strong and it’s incredibly inspiring. Right now I am in the middle of a missing persons investigation my boyfriend disappeared almost 2 weeks ago and he was suicidal... this behavior is unlike him...this is actually the last thing I wanted to do was distract myself but this was the first video to make the perfect distraction because I’m not taking care of myself and I’ve just been consumed and spiraling out of control.. I haven’t had a single bite to eat or a single drop to drink in a minimum of four days because I haven’t even been able to take my contacts out since Friday morning... it was my mom‘s idea to force myself to lay down and watch something and try to relax.. I am always so grateful for you guys you have no idea the type of life I’ve been through the past year and you guys always made it better... i’m scared for what my future is about to turn into when I always thought going one way.. hopefully one day I can get on the road like you guys are because I’ve suffered way too much trauma and I’m only 26 years old I need a break before I fall into the deep hole myself which I’m terrified of.
I could not be more excited for this video. Seeing you guys back in the van is so incredible even if it’s in your backyard for now. I can’t wait for you guys to start traveling again. Omg I’m just so pumped for it.
Ugh I cried so badly when you cried Bec.. Lee is loved and so missed. I'm so glad that you guys have each other for support ❤ I'm guessing you're going on a trip with Van wives 🥰
Ugh ever time Bec mentions Lee I brake down too sister! I’ve lost my husband when he was 38 and my Pop a year after so I know what that pain of loss feels like...I’m so sorry!
Lee is watching over you guys and sending you all of her love! I just know it! Don't cry, Bec! Rejoice in the fact that you have such beautiful memories of her! Sending you my love as you continue to heal from your loss! ❤️❤️
I know that Trent & Allie are busy with building there tiny home, plus litt one on the way but that would be nice. Kara & Nate I don't know they still have some other states they have to visited. Mmmmm hope Canada opens up soon.
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Happy Sunday beautiful people! Thinking of this very special community this morning and wondering where you are tuning in from?! Let me know what city, country or county you're in right now 💜
Laguna, Philippines. ☺️
Keswick, Ontario ❤
San Diego, California ☀️
You guys were not there for lee
Plainfield, Illinois
When Bec cries, we all cry 😢
@@eamonandbec thanks for being open and vulnerable with your grief. It’s really good to see how you are working through your emotions and supporting and loving each other. ❤️ it’s really Love-Lee.
So true...🙇♀️😁🥰🙏❤
Exactly 😭
Yes. 😓
♥️
Every time you cry for Lee, I cry with you. That feeling never goes away, but it becomes more bearable
We know that Lee is always with us. We cannot wait to take her on all of our adventures 💜
I listen to the podcast with Lee at least once a week... just to hear her voice. 🥲
Remember ..with love ...your beloved Lee is never far! 5years next month since I lost my "best mate"!
Me too
same here 😔😭
I went through a suicide attempt a few years ago. Seeing y’all grieve Lee is giving me some closure (abet very emotional closure). Thanks for talking so openly about your grief, it makes all the difference.
So glad you're still with us. Your life matters. Much love to you ❤
I’m a mother who lost her 24-year-old daughter to a drug overdose that I know was intentional.
Madelyn, I am so glad that you still exist on this planet. I do not know you, but I know the grief of a mother’s broken heart, and I know what it means to have someone you love disappear from this earth and being helpless to change it.
However it was that you managed to overcome your attempt, you need to know that you saved those who love and care for you so much pain.
I send you love and healing energy/prayers/hugs and want you to know sincerely that if you ever need anyone to listen, I am here for you. I’m a single, retired teacher, so my time is my own. I would do anything to bring my daughter back, but since I can’t, I am willing to pour my love out to other young women who are hurting.
🙏🏼💞
@@kmarshall53 Your reply brought me to tears, thank you. I didn't know how much I needed that. If you're in Texas I would love to meet you, but if not I would love to hear about your and your daughter's stories over email.
Why are you leaving that beautiful lake in summer ????
I really appreciate you showing that moment of Bec starting to cry in the van over Lee, Because that’s how grief works - you’ll be smiling thinking of a memory of them and then the crushing weight of grief in the very next moment brings you to tears. I appreciate you showing us your healing process.
Thank you for being a part of my grief journey Olivia 💜 . This is exactly right... one moment the memories make you happy and the next the weight of it all hits. In this moment I couldn't believe my body's physical reaction (racing heart etc) that hit before I even cognitively realized what I was feeling.
Perfectly put xx Grief comes in waves, sometimes they're calm and serene but sometimes it feels like you're drowning xxx
Yep just something reminds you and off you go. Hugs. 💕
which one is Lee? Dog?
frankly, it doesn't matter if you're building a cabin or on the road, I just love watching you two do life together 🤷♀️❤
Awe thank you Robin! We love sharing a look into our life together with you every week!
My sentiments exactly
SAME
When Bec cried and Eamon comforted her with a kiss, you too have the best relationship ❤️Any talks of Lee still makes me flood with tears 😭❤️
What happened to Lee??
@@taragoeddel2043 she passed away a few months ago. Suicide. I don't know a more tactful way to say it- im so sorry. If you search her name on here it should pull up some videos. I think she stepped in front of a train. I love you friends! If any of you are struggling; speak up. You are loved. You have value.
@@katiejenkins4532 Dear God... I was not aware, thank you for sharing that info and for the positive affirmations. Like many of us, this year has been a doozy so I've missed a few months of Eamon & Bec. So sorry for their loss, that was soul crushing to hear😢, she was such a huge part of their journey. Those were my favorite videos, they made the best memories together I'm sure they cherish deeply. Much peace & prayers to her family & loved ones. Rest in Paradise, Lee.
sames... my heart
@@katiejenkins4532 oh my god!! I had no idea!! My heart!! Thank you for letting me know
I don't think Casa B would mind if you changed her name to Casa Lee 💛
Oh wow. That's beautiful 💜
What a lovely idea 💛
That is a marvellous idea! Case Lee would be a-ma-zing. ❤
@@eamonandbec Do it!! 💕
I also think it would be such a beautiful and lovely idea:)
It fascinates me how many skills Eamon has. Construction, plumbing, electricity, car mechanic, van building. Of all of the vloggers he seems to have the most impressive skill set.
Awe that's a very sweet comment... I'll be sure to pass it on to Eamon 💜 . He's also an amazing cook and great video editor too! So many skills! I'm one lucky lady!
I agree but must add that Theo from The Indie Projects could give him a run for his money. ❤️❤️❤️
Ugh I wish my partner was more like Eamon. I do inside and outside chores. He comes inside 😡
But he can't comb his hair... Live you both.
Loveeee watching y’all’s videos!! ❤️
Watching this vid in bed next to my sweet hubby of 20 years. At the end of the video my phone starts ringing and it’s my hubby calling. His response to my questioning look “they said to call somebody and tell them you love them and I love you”. Thanks for creating this beautiful moment with the man I love!
So sad to see Bec cry, you are an amazing friend with a beautiful heart ❤️
I cried with you Bec.
And the fact that Eamon knew she was about to lose it, he saw it, before her face showed it. Wow, just melt my heart.
@@KathyM1611 what happened
Friendship is the most beautiful gift and is something we never forget 💙
What happened?
When I saw Casa B, I automatically thought of Lee being on the 2nd bed. A piece of Lee is always there with you! 😊
@@eamonandbec Lee is with you guy's...she is locked tight in your hearts.
@@eamonandbec Everyone needs a Lee in their lives. She is a light that will forever shine, now she shines from the skies like the star that she is.
@@PatriciaHoferMsPattiMarc I'm sorry but I'm not sure who Lee is and what happened to them?
@@paris1064 she was their best friend,Lee has passed away.
Whenever Bec cry, you can see how pure and genuine her heart is. I can't help but cry as well. This might sound silly to others but even though I'm only watching you guys from a mini screen, from thousands of miles, i can also feel my heart being touched. You guys are such amazing people. ❤
Every time Bec cries about Lee, I cry too....not just for Lee, but I recently lost my dear father and sweet sister.....it’s still so raw.😢
🙏🏼💞
So sorry for your loss :(
I lost my mum recently I hope you’re ok 🧡
My most sincere condolences 😢🙏💔🕊 My Dad and my sister are my whole world (besides my Mum and my own kids) and I can't imagine the idea of losing them both. Thinking of you 🥰💚💫🕊
I’m guessing the Van Wives!
Did anyone else start crying when Bec started choking up talking about Lee...yeah tears flowing!
When Trent and Allie told it (which is how I heard about it) Allie started crying. I was so shocked when they said Lee. Of course Allie was newly pregnant and not yet telling fan when Lee passed. That makes you more emotional.
Everytime they bring up Lee I start to cry so hard. I'm very pregnant and Lee is the only thing that gets me so emotional.
@@torisnee291 congrats on the pregnancy...yeah every time Lee is brought up I get sad...but I think it’s okay to feel sad & grief for them is a long journey since they were all so close.
I lost my best friend to suicide, too. It was a few years ago, now. As time goes on, the grief becomes less overwhelming. They’re still here with us, just not in the same way. Thank you for being open about your grief. It helps me know I’m not alone.
Sage: clearing and cleaning energy, Palo Santo: inviting good energy into your space. Sweet that you talked about Lee while you burned it.
Their hard work has paid off. 800k+ subscribers, a tea business, a beautiful home and the best designed van.... they deserve it all. They have shown that young people can succeed and achieve by working together thu whatever happens. Good for you both.
Awe Ernie, thank you so much for this message!! It means the world to us both 💜
@@eamonandbec You are welcome. I am in Michigan. Hoping the Stratford Festival opens. We love their plays. I am 82. Drive a 40ft Monaco Class A. 135,000 miles on it. Take it to Stratford. My dad was born in Hamilton Ont in 1904. Emigrated to MI. Followed Lee... think of her whenever I watch your vlogs. Have friends in Santa Barbera. Beautiful area. Miss Lee too.
I’m pretty sure Lee sent you that sunset while you were getting the van ready just to tell you that you’re on the right path abs that she is so so proud of you guys ❤️ love watching you!!!
Dead people don’t have the power to control nature. Only The Creator has those capabilities.
@@offairhead not the time or place
@@ahnessa wasn’t talking to you and it is always right to speak truth.
That moment you had when you first saw the van and remembered Lee built it with you ❤️ I burst into tears right along with Bec. To the both of you, thank you so much from the bottom on my heart for sharing your life with us. The good, bad, ugly + everything in between. I’ve never met you guys but I feel like we’re good friends. Thanks for hanging out every Sunday. It means so much ❤️ love you both!
That sunset is from Lee letting you know she's glad you're back in the van I'm not crying it's the onions I'm peeling
Absolutely Susan 💜 . She is here with us!
@@eamonandbec o you better believe that you guys..
Took the words right out of my post. Easy to say the sunset was Lee checking in. Especially the way Bec stopped everything to take it in.
Wouldn’t be Ontario in COVID if all your hopes and dreams aren’t ruined by another stay-at-home order.
Lee is so alive in you guys everyday! Each way you have chosen to honour her is clearly so deeply connected to your hearts it’s very touching and sad to see at the same time.
You both deserve all the happiness in the world!
Lee will always be on adventures with you guy's...she is locked tight in your hearts ❤
Oh 100%!! We cannot wait to show her the world 💜
Feel like that sunset is Lee saying “Yes! Back on the road!”
100% Emma 💜
Definitely
I think we all cried when Bec did. I know it made them sad but I hope they can find some comfort in the happy memories with Lee there as well. Watching and loving you guys every week from SE Texas!
3 mins in and I'm crying because that's exactly what I thought when you first stood in the van.... I thought of Lee sleeping there! She's with yous wherever yous go! 🥰
It was kind of overwhelming the way my body was having a reaction (racing heart and sweaty palms) before I even realized why. Looking forward to traveling the world with Lee right by our side 💜
I just called a friend I haven't talk to in awhile she said'..I needed that and cryed..I love you 🤗😢 I LOVE YOU GUYS
Aweeee that melted my heart!! So so glad you reached out to someone to tell them you love them today 💛🌞
thank you for showing the raw emotion with Lee, helps me not feel alone when I feel the same way about my friend Cody.
When Bec starts crying “my heart is really beating” ohhh you are the sweetest little soul I just love you guys💕😭
😩✌️😂
May I just say, Larry checking up on Trinity, getting to know “T” , taking pictures of the beloved, serenading her, she even let him look under her skirt! That kiss at the end. Well, that was a beautiful love story right there. She may not be coming home for a few months from the looks of things. 😆
HAHAH well we're just glad she's in such good hands with Larry!! We hope to fly back there in the fall!
Does Larry have a channel I love his van and he can sing
@@eamonandbec I can’t wait to see this. I watched one or two videos of you guys travelling but only started watching fully when you evacuated Morocco.
I think it's really sweet that you guys tried to van life again. But it's not about van life anymore, it's about you guys and whatever you guys are doing at the time. We love you if your vanning or not.💓
Bec. That deep breath as you let the feeling of grief wash over you upon the realization of Lee’s presence in the van. I felt that deep inside and wept along with you. I hope you draw strength from that feeling as the rawness of the pain fades. Best to you both. 💚
💜 💜
Very beautifully said. ❤️
I felt every one of those tears going back to the van. So many memories of Lee and the fun you had building the van out and what I always thought of as her little bed (even though I know others will share your journeys, too!). And Larry checking on Trinity... that was so beautiful and so funny! I'm so happy she's healthy and waiting for you. Come east and see me! Hopefully as we all get our second doses of the vaccine, things will open up again. For now, backyard vanlifing it is!
That sunset montage needs to be a youtube short. Ah! Those bird chirping sounds along with the sunset and lake is just therapy.
I’m halfway through, a few tears on my cheeks and I just want to say: Thank you for being brave and sharing these delicate moments 💛 These moment really put life into perspective.
The caterpillars are probably gypsy moths. They are a big problem where I am in southern Ontario right now. Be sure to research how to protect younger trees from them as they are the most vulnerable to the damage they can cause by eating the leaves. Lee’s tree could be vulnerable to them. 🌱❤️ Thank you for another great Sunday!
They are gypsy moths and they are driving us NUTS!!!! Please leave our trees alone!!
@@eamonandbec there are treatments for the trunk of the tree, both sprays (which sadly kill beneficial insects too, and birds that eat them, so no!), but like putting crisco shortening half way up the trunk, and then when they pile up below that, spray and squish. Wear boots! google ways to handle this assholes. lol. Also I owned property, 36 acres on the Montreal River, near Elk Lake Ontario. NO CAMPING from black fly time till end of June for me. Then watch out for dawn and dusk. Find places that are more open and hope for a breeze. Fires help, but we're in a drought so I think there's a no burn in Ontario right now, My Self Reliance Shawn mentioned that. He's near Huntsville I believe. Anyways, those Nazi mosquitoes gave me West Nile seven years ago, so take them seriously. I was so sick for six weeks! hugs from the armpit of Ontario, Windsor! (I cried when you opened the van, as I, too, remembered Lee's time there. I lost my son thirteen years ago, he was 27. Mental illness. It never gets "better", but it does get easier to carry the burden. She is looking down at you now, healed, and whole, and filled with joy that you can carry on her journey. xo)
@@eamonandbec Slippery Tape.... it's made specifically to keep them off the trees....
@@peggydwyer1932 Nazi mosquitoes?
@@eivlysdranoel Canadian mosquitoes are armed, dangerous, and evil. Like Nazis. lol
It’s so sweet and bitter to see you get emotional about Lee. I lost my “little sister” 2 years ago who also took her life. This made both me and my hubby cry. You’re not characters in a show, it’s real life and it hits hard. I truly hope you both can continue to find healing and joy in old memories with her and in making new memories ❤️
Who is lee
Grief is so hard. Your grief journey has really helped me in mine. I lost my brother a few years ago, I´ve still been avoiding all the fun places we´ve been together. But now I think its time. I also think him and Lee would´ve been great friends. I wish you two so much strength and love
I think Lee and your brother are supporting one another in their spirit world 💜
I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope you can get to the point where you know his love is always with you, even if the physical presence isn’t. Live some life for him, enjoy his favorite places, foods and hold him in your heart with a smile 💙
Yep, van life may have lost some of its lustre now that you have the world’s best cottage and deck.
Lee will forever be with you, but her presence is felt so strongly through this van, and as much as it hurts to think she won’t be there physically, it’s comforting to know that she’s forever there, in yours and ours hearts. Thank you for being you, for being honest and open about your grief and love ❤️
I couldn’t stop thinking about Lee while watching this! My heart is still breaking.... love you guys!! ❤️
She is here with us all 💜
That was so kind of him to update you on trinity! I’m so glad she’s still in one piece! Hopefully you’ll see her soon!
You guys should meet up with Kara and Nate,then do a van life adventure together. Or you could have them come to the cabin! ❤️
I love this idea!!
Canadian border is still closed.
Truly your guys never disappoint. As a teen that just started college, I hope my future looks like yours. You are living in the dream!
It is amazing how a location and even more so a scent can instantly bring back a flood of memories and emotions of past people and great times. I love that you are keeping Lee's memory alive in your videos. Trinity may always be your favorite van, but Casa B may be your most precious as memories of Lee are throughout and the epic times with her.
How appropriate you guys pick up the van and remember all the beautiful memories you shared in it with Lee and she ends your night with a beautiful sunset!
Yes!!! I am so happy to be able to share these signs and moments with you all! Lee is here with us 💜
I wasn’t emotionally ready for y’al to go back to van life 😭 but the back yard camping seems like the perfect transition!
I don't think we were emotionally ready either... hence the backyard camping 😂
I understand the pain you feel missing lee. Just a few weeks after her death my uncle committed suicide by overdosing. And watching your videos makes each day just a little easier so thank you.
Everytime I see your heart break again when you think of Lee my own heart breaks too for you both. She was a kind soul and she'll live on forever in both your souls ❤
My heart pauses a little when I hear her name. It's so easy to see how much she meant to them.
Beautiful sunset over a lake with loons calling in the background. How quintessentially Canadian.
Honestly the most special time of the day! We LOVE living here 💜
Oh my god the loon crys! I would never leave.
The loom cries remind me of the Canadian show, Hinterland Who's Who from my childhood 🥰. Love it!
@@eamonandbec oooo ouppool
@@eamonandbec oooo ouppoolo
Breaks my heart to seeing you cry for your friend Lee.
What a sunset and van layout.
So good to see the van(s) again
But I also cried. Lee, you are so loved and greatly missed ❤️
Hope you guys are ok. Lots of love
I so appreciate you guys showing all the raw emotions throughout this video and your recent ones, grief is so hard and truly hits you at the most random moments. As always, sending lots of love your way❤️❤️
Sending lots of love right back at you 💜
Awww its ok to cry bec... grief is like glitter, no matter how hard you try to pick up all the pieces, its always gonna be there. Luckily, that means she’ll never be forgotten, so just take it with a sparkle & shine, it’s what she wants.
I love how Eamon called out Kara and Nate's faucet! 😂😅
Well, the silly faucet is so popular on Amazon yet the reviews don't say how often it cracks 😂
East Coast with Kara& Nate !?!? Yes ??
@@eamonandbec Thanks for letting us all know! I definitely don't want to purchase the same faucet!
@@stacychadwick238 That would be EPIC!
@@stacychadwick238 that would be an awesome collab trip with Kara and Nate
It’s the Costco size jar of pickles in the tiny fridge for me. HAHAHA
@@eamonandbec oh ya! Totally! I am the same way, pickles are the best!
Eamon and Bec, but especially Bec, thank you for being so open with your grief. I can’t imagine how hard it must be to post your emotions like that on the internet, but you’ve shown what a process healing is, that it takes time and a lot of hurt. I think it helps people, makes them not feel so alone in the feelings after loss. Thank you 💜
3 minutes in and wasn't expecting to be crying, love all the beautiful memories you two have with Lee. Thank you for sharing her with us as well.
It's a bitter sweet experience watching this.
I came to your channel via Max, Lee and Occy's channel.
Who would have thought I could cry so much, for people I don't personally know.
Seeing you both in the van actually made me teary eyed happy. So glad for you both !
I couldn’t click this video fast enough.
Crying with you, Bec, on the other side of the screen 🤎 for Lee 🤎
I love love love the cabin renovations but there is just something about being back in a van! 💛 Cant wait for the day we’re reunited with Trinity!
Same here Stephanie!! We're planning our rescue mission for the fall!! See you soon Trinity 💜
The sunset made me feel Lee was saying "Welcome home Casa B"
A rather crappy morning, and then.....there you were! With your energy and laughter - thank you for the lift! hugs all around
Thnak you for letting us be a part of your Sunday! So glad we could make it a little bit better 💜
I lost my friend last week. She was 35 and leaves her 14 year old son behind. Seeing you being vulnerable reminds that it’s ok to be honest about how you’re coping (or not) ❤️ so great to see you back in the van 🚐
I’m so sorry to hear about the loss of your friend 💛. Thinking of you x
Im sorry to hear about Lee, I'm glad to see you back at it. Thanks also for the update on trinity
I was extra worried about it.
The pandemic has changed everyone. And unfortunately for most it hasn't been the best. Keeping on keeping on.👍
Eamon calling out all second children 😢
Come on, seriously? A joke!
Can you please do us all a favour and call Trent, he’s gonna need an expert to build the front porch steps!
Bwahahahahaaa! 😂😂😂
Sometimes things are just for certain seasons. For the last 6 years my husband and two girls and I traveled non stop. We had a house in Nashville, a house in Iowa, and we would go out of the country 1-2 times a year for usually a month at a time. It was the craziest, most amazing season for our family. When Covid shut it down, we had no idea what life would look like without travel. We bought some land, and are currently building a home, and when we traveled for the first time, it had lost the same feeling for us. We couldn’t wait to get to our land, and that would have been so opposite of what we would have enjoyed before now. It’s not where you are, it’s who you’re with. And I love that life evolves with new seasons. Maybe one day we will travel like that again, but then again, contentment in the mundane is pretty rad too. 😘
“I rented it out all Winter” that was an awesome comment. Congratulations can’t wait to watch the adventures
So cool! “Gonna simplify our lives & live in a van” Now you have 3 homes!
Hahaha I know! It’s a bit overwhelming! Can’t wait to get back to Trinity and make sure she is safe and happy!
@@eamonandbec We’ll be with you wherever you go!
how are you doing
From Denmark, lots of love and respect, and a tear and a smile for Lee, that beautiful soul and star! ❤️ ⭐️
Hi
i never knew lee but i could easily tell she was a special person. your unwavering dedication to her is amazing, its so hard to lose someone but youre keeping her memory alive in the best way, truly inspiring 💛 i wish yall the best
Thanks Tyler 💜 . Lee is the most special person we've ever known!
Barry’s Bay is open! Lakes, hiking, lots of nature, near Algonquin Park.
“My hearts really beating” 🥺💔 She’s with you Bec & Eamon❤️
Loving being early to watch this week! The footage of Larry with Trinity and him singing made me emotional, which feels so silly considering it's not my home. It came as a surprise and a real treat to see you both back in a van. The first videos I saw of yours were when you arrived in Morocco, and I have been watching every week since. Seeing you through the pandemic, leaving Africa, building Casa B and struggling to find a new plan, renovating the cabin, and now coming back into summer and the world opening enough to allow you back into your van is so so special. Thank you for sharing with us every week, you are so appreciated
every time Bec tears up, I tear up too. I can feel the love both of you have for lee.
SO great to see you guys back on the road! I am also in Ontario and there are some beautiful spots! Looking forward to watching your adventures this summer, when things open back up more!
lee, the dog?
Man. Any Lee mention moment really hits hard. As someone that deals with similar mental health issues myself, please, anyone that tries to push those feelings back, dont. Reach out to anyone, everyone. The more you are able to talk about it with someone, many people, all the people, the more it helps. No one is going to judge you on your feelings, if they are a real person. Please dont be alone feeling this way. We are all better than that.
Eamon: She must have got lost.
Bec: 🎵I think I juust missed my turn coz I don’t know
where-to-go🎵
😂😂 you two make me too happy.
Whoaahhhh wow wow wow whooahhh whooaah! Welcome back Casa B!
But those tender, so incredibly hard, hit-you-like-a brick moments of grief are so hard. Hugs to you both. Lee is always, and I mean ALWAYS with you!
You guys have seriously created a little slice of heaven on earth. It's absolutely beautiful out there at the cabin, in addition to the whole beautiful van. I love the whole vibe.
💜💜💜💜 Larry's clip was great lol awwwww so glad Trin got to chill with a friend, she's probably so lonely without you guys haha
And the sunset was magical, loved the editing, so gorgeous and thought of Lee 💜
The split faucet is freeze damage, someone forgot to winterize.
And tim left his hose hooked up to....
But it was stored. I would assume that was temperature controlled storage.
@@whenwillcarmen did you see the guy on the cleaning machine,in jacket an cap .nope it,s not heated there
@@whenwillcarmen That storage facility doesn’t look heated. It’s massive.
@@whenwillcarmen Right? That warehouse you would think was heated to at least not freezing temp...?
The second Bec smudged the van, I began to cry and felt your emotions change immediately.
I really love the way how both of you keep her close. ♥
It is a difficult time, and the only thing we can do is to continue to live to the fullest.
And your rockin it! :D
That MOEN has a life time warranty form the company, if it breaks just call and tell them what broke and they will send you replacement parts.
Except it looks like they froze it, probs not warrantable.
True dat, definitely a freeze and split.
When Bec cries i just can’t help myself i start pooring out tears
I have been struggling lately myself and Bec, when you started to cry and Eamon gave you a little kiss that was so sweet but I just totally broke down . I think I cried for 20 min. I didn't know her nut I know her pain as I also struggle with depression . I wish there was a cure. You never know when it's going to creep up and twist every emotion you have. I'm really working very hard to get it together . It's very hard sometimes. I'm smiling now and I'm feeling good. I'm hoping it will last. Really all we have is hope. I have 3 grown sons and now 3 grandkids so I'm not about to do something irreversible ya know.
Anyway, I so much look forward to this show.
Thank You Eamon and Bec.
Thank You very much.
oh, glad for you guys. Definitely was enjoying the cottage reno a lot more tho! ahaha
@Brandon Booth is this van life temporary?
I was not prepared for the emotions I felt watching this. We're right there with you guys.. crying, laughing and reminiscing. Always. 💕
Whether y'all are building a cabin in the woods, building a van, traveling in said van, building an igloo, taking Mossa to and from the Vet, etc, as long as I get to watch you two, that's ALL that matters to me! Believe it or not, Covid sunk me into a very deep depression and oddly enough, seeing you both grieve Lee, made me realize that suicide is not a route I can willingly take. THANK YOU for having your videos show me what NOT to do, but also that there is a community of us out there, that I can lean on during tough times and these last 9 months, have been a real test of my mental health. @Eamon And Bec THANK YOU for sharing your grief, so I could see what I couldn't do. If you ever need someone to stay at Casa B (Casa Lee) I'm a few short hours away (in Barrie, 4 streets over from the MacMillan's) and I'm ALWAYS looking for cabin time,especially with good friends ♥ At this rate, I'm just trying to fill my time and thoughts with anything other than the negative that seemed to consume me the last almost year.
“I haven’t been bad today, though.”
“Uhh, you’ve been a little annoying.” 😂💝
HAHA just a glimpse into our relationship there 😂
What a heartwarming video, I feel the same when prepping for an adventure in my van too 🤗
But those tears for Lee; the pain ebbs and flows sometimes doesn’t it, and hits you unexpectedly and will do for a long time….hold tight to those memories x
Yes, you've got it exaclty right. Grief hits me in the most quiet of moments or strangest of times. I embrace it all as a way of loving and remembering our beautiful Lee 💜
It breaks my heart to see how broken you guys are but you guys are also so strong and it’s incredibly inspiring. Right now I am in the middle of a missing persons investigation my boyfriend disappeared almost 2 weeks ago and he was suicidal... this behavior is unlike him...this is actually the last thing I wanted to do was distract myself but this was the first video to make the perfect distraction because I’m not taking care of myself and I’ve just been consumed and spiraling out of control.. I haven’t had a single bite to eat or a single drop to drink in a minimum of four days because I haven’t even been able to take my contacts out since Friday morning... it was my mom‘s idea to force myself to lay down and watch something and try to relax.. I am always so grateful for you guys you have no idea the type of life I’ve been through the past year and you guys always made it better... i’m scared for what my future is about to turn into when I always thought going one way.. hopefully one day I can get on the road like you guys are because I’ve suffered way too much trauma and I’m only 26 years old I need a break before I fall into the deep hole myself which I’m terrified of.
Great vlog guys. Loved Larry's bit, bless him for doing that. Cried for Lee too when Bec cried, she will always be with you.
I could not be more excited for this video. Seeing you guys back in the van is so incredible even if it’s in your backyard for now. I can’t wait for you guys to start traveling again. Omg I’m just so pumped for it.
Ugh I cried so badly when you cried Bec.. Lee is loved and so missed. I'm so glad that you guys have each other for support ❤ I'm guessing you're going on a trip with Van wives 🥰
Hello
Bec: "What, no cold pickles?"
Eamon: "No, that's fancy."
This is why I love you guys.
❤😂❤
Ugh ever time Bec mentions Lee I brake down too sister! I’ve lost my husband when he was 38 and my Pop a year after so I know what that pain of loss feels like...I’m so sorry!
So sorry for your losses Joanna. Grief is a journey and our people will be by our sides for the rest of our lives... that I know for certain 💜
Lee is watching over you guys and sending you all of her love! I just know it! Don't cry, Bec! Rejoice in the fact that you have such beautiful memories of her! Sending you my love as you continue to heal from your loss! ❤️❤️
I know that Trent & Allie are busy with building there tiny home, plus litt one on the way but that would be nice. Kara & Nate I don't know they still have some other states they have to visited. Mmmmm hope Canada opens up soon.
Yeiii I keep up with all three too,🥰🥰🥰🥰