Bad Ending / Damnatio Memoriae - FAITH Chapter 3 Soundtrack

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  • @AirdorfGames
    @AirdorfGames Год назад +1391

    Im not cryign your crygn

  • @ItsChevnotJeff
    @ItsChevnotJeff Год назад +667

    Your faith in God was lost
    The Devil deems you unforgivable
    The gates of Heaven are closed, and the fires of Hell refuse to even lick you.
    The Earth crumbles, because of your inaction.
    There is only one fate for a soul as cowardly as yours now.
    Damnatio Memoriae

    • @dillweed3902
      @dillweed3902 Год назад +14

      Best comment I've ever read

    • @yassine12383
      @yassine12383 Год назад

      ​@@dillweed3902fr

    • @The_DelicateDr
      @The_DelicateDr Год назад +9

      can i use some of this comment in art i’m making of this?

    • @ItsChevnotJeff
      @ItsChevnotJeff Год назад +7

      @@The_DelicateDr Go ahead, I'd be honored ^^

    • @CammieRacing
      @CammieRacing Год назад +19

      I believe that's Amy saying 'unforgivable' as we know the Devils text is always in white.

  • @arkan5000
    @arkan5000 2 года назад +1562

    This ost feels like you didn't just get the worst ending. Your whole life of failure led to this point. Your cowardice and lack of faith caused the end of the world and this is the song of that colossal failure.

    • @RazorsharpLT
      @RazorsharpLT 2 года назад +93

      It's based on a well known funereal song, pretty obvious indicating that your time has come

    • @joya8292
      @joya8292 2 года назад +52

      Ultrakill prequel

    • @helix33933
      @helix33933 2 года назад +82

      @@joya8292 honestly yeah, it could probably be connected to ultrakill. John failed in stopping the trinity, which led to humanity's ultimate demise and damnation. Perhaps it took a long time for the extinction to happen, which then led to the blood fueled robots that invaded hell.

    • @Raycherry348
      @Raycherry348 2 года назад +79

      @@helix33933 I got news for you
      CEO of new blood(faith publisher) said that their game is a one hell of a universe which means faith is canon to ultrakill, doomgloom, dusk and other new blood games

    • @burezublaze5400
      @burezublaze5400 2 года назад +6

      @@RazorsharpLT what's the song

  • @Connor_Kirkpatrick
    @Connor_Kirkpatrick 2 года назад +1844

    John (in this ending) has to be one of the most tragic characters in fiction. He attempted to be a servant of the Lord, but his faith shook, and he yielded. Witnessing the downfall of humanity at the hand of the Profane Sabbath due to his actions, all John can do is plead for forgiveness. He is deemed, by God and by the Devil, to be
    _UNFORGIVABLE_
    and is completely wiped from reality.

    • @KingThrillgore
      @KingThrillgore Год назад +87

      It doesn't help that the world also ended.

    • @FedunKoldun
      @FedunKoldun Год назад +148

      Ain't the bad ending like, meaning that John was trying to run away from these problems?
      Meaning that he deserved that kind of punishment as Gary's plan was completed and John didn't do a thing to stop him in this ending.

    • @livina5161
      @livina5161 Год назад +38

      Nah not one of the most tragic in fiction. But i agree that he is a very tragic character.

    • @kinghoodofmousekind2906
      @kinghoodofmousekind2906 Год назад +125

      I am glad the Faith Trilogy exists; it is not a perfect depiction of how exorcisms most of the times work, but the character of John is indeed a beautiful representation of the struggle of faith within oneself, and without and outside oneself, in all the senses of these terms: he was a necessary instrument of the Lord, but in this ending he gave up, and, to quote the Bible, the lukewarm ones are the ones who God will vomit. His sin is the unforgivable sin of despair, of not accounting for what the Lord has in plan for each person, and it is even worse then betraying Him. Thus he's damned to be forever forgotten, even by God in a sense.

    • @javakyerum8943
      @javakyerum8943 Год назад +7

      許されない.

  • @faintduch6630
    @faintduch6630 Год назад +184

    1:58 god, even after so long, that sudden silence followed by the eruption of the un muffled chorus still hits like a gunshot, as if you've just witnessed something that will linger in the back of your mind forever.
    Such a powerful piece of music from an incredible game

    • @dr.tursko2312
      @dr.tursko2312 Год назад +5

      I wish the soundtrack had either a MORTIS there or maybe Amy saying “UNFORGIVABLE”

    • @FidgetTheRat
      @FidgetTheRat 2 месяца назад

      @@dr.tursko2312If you don’t know this already, before the music becomes clear at the second part in the official OST John says “a gun with one bullet.” And then at the end of the song he does say “mortis.” Quite fucked up actually, really adds to the song.
      If you want to hear that version either go to the bandcamp for the OST or Steam. 👍

  • @shards-of-glass-man
    @shards-of-glass-man 2 года назад +799

    He pleaded for the nightmares to end. Now, through the release of complete erasure, everything is truly over.

  • @misterjab6066
    @misterjab6066 2 года назад +1306

    What a horrible way to go. Not only do you die, but you basically become forgotten or erased. This is a really great ending

    • @tobiredfield345
      @tobiredfield345 2 года назад +176

      You said it buddy... The Damnatio Memoriae was an old roman punishment and one of the cruelest, like you said; the person has it's whole vestige, records and patrimony removed, finally it's life taken as well...

    • @lukeskywalker82
      @lukeskywalker82 2 года назад +146

      And it's not just that. It's very possible that God himself proclaimed this.
      I mean John broke his promise he gave to Him. To finish what he had started. It's very possible he did it as punishment for failing not just Him but the rest of humanity as well.
      Hell, the Unspeakable even goes as far to proclaim John as "Unforgivable".
      Brrrr...

    • @xHachirokux
      @xHachirokux 2 года назад +50

      You know what they say, you're not truly dead until not even a memory remains.

    • @quintencornelissen2274
      @quintencornelissen2274 2 года назад +23

      Faith is such a good game

    • @lukeskywalker82
      @lukeskywalker82 2 года назад +30

      @@quintencornelissen2274 also it's an evidence how much little can mean a lot.

  • @ratthew2116
    @ratthew2116 2 года назад +748

    there's something ridiculously melancholic about this song, the whole ending in general tbh

    • @AirdorfGames
      @AirdorfGames 2 года назад +157

      Meremix did a terrific job with this track.

    • @Hadaron
      @Hadaron 2 года назад +35

      It’s one of the most unsettling and terrifying bad endings in any game I’ve experienced.

    • @MxArgent
      @MxArgent 2 года назад +16

      @@AirdorfGames Last shot reminded me a lot of the final shot of the Palmer house from Twin Peaks: The Return

    • @dustinjones7458
      @dustinjones7458 Год назад +16

      For some of us the end of the world might not come in tidal waves and fire, or bombs dropping from the sky, but simply losing faith and certainty in what we believed in. Losing hope. The ending shows this quite poignantly.

    • @begonedamen
      @begonedamen Год назад +7

      @@AirdorfGames Oh hello there maker of faith

  • @jaysanj152
    @jaysanj152 2 года назад +549

    There's a lot of great good endings in video games.
    and only few rare actual well made BAD endings in video games.
    This is one of them.It's one of my favorites now.

    • @PATACHAOS
      @PATACHAOS Год назад +17

      i think there is a playlist on youtube called creepy bad endings, you will love it

    • @jaysanj152
      @jaysanj152 Год назад +12

      @@PATACHAOS oh i have watched,pretty impressive stuff...Well Written bad endings are rather super rare when you think about it.

    • @mistery8363
      @mistery8363 Год назад +6

      @@PATACHAOS yeah, it's a video series by "whoisthisgit"

  • @marioi.carrillo6264
    @marioi.carrillo6264 Год назад +553

    My philosophy teacher once said that sadness and anxiety are a by product of fear, and that if something horrifies you it will most likely also make you feel depressed. The fear of losing a family member for example carries a lot of depressive baggage. He liked to say that effective horror will always, always make you feel melancholic because of this relation.
    I think this ending is a perfect example of that, it's John having lost a battle against himself and his own struggling faith, dooming all of humanity to an overwhelming power beyond anyone, even beyond God. The chaos brought to earth is just consequence to his own cowardice, a result to his failures. It's terrifying, but also incredibly sad, and this song just reinforces how tragic John's fate really is.

    • @kinghoodofmousekind2906
      @kinghoodofmousekind2906 Год назад +20

      Indeed; such a great exploration of so many themes in just one scene of a small videogame. I am starting to see why many videogames can claim to be art more and more: it's not the graphics, but the messages, the exploration of these human themes and fears which make them worthy of such title.

    • @NikoNicodemus010
      @NikoNicodemus010 Год назад +12

      Not beyond God actually, he will end the Profane Sabbath one way or another, not through John now.

    • @coolman_1128
      @coolman_1128 Год назад +3

      Gary has rained spiders at John, but now, John has rained shame at himself

    • @JonathanFarley-wu5zx
      @JonathanFarley-wu5zx 6 месяцев назад +2

      This is my favorite ending in any game. The story is clearly guiding John and the player to save the world from demons, almost as if God were guiding him. But the worst ending in the game is achieved by leaving everything in God’s hands, and refusing his calling. For his crime of feeling fear and guilt due to his lack of faith, he received the just punishment of being erased from existence.

    • @scribese7en
      @scribese7en Месяц назад

      ​@NikoNicodemus010 Even then, it'll still have been the darkest period of humanity's existence. That is IF said ending of the Profane Sabbath isn't just nuking the world or straight up Armageddon.

  • @DOGMA20051
    @DOGMA20051 Год назад +337

    I love this ending, it's not a "OMG THE CULTISTS HAVE WON EVERYONE IS DEAD!!!11!!1", it's more, "John has failed a young girl who should've had a normal childhood"

    • @dummylimao964
      @dummylimao964 Год назад +6

      Thats just a description of this ending

    • @GlowingCross
      @GlowingCross 11 месяцев назад +6

      *adulthood

    • @cyrillic4
      @cyrillic4 10 месяцев назад +11

      because of the guilt he felt for having failed her and his own failure to get past that guilt, he has also failed everyone else that needed him

    • @siliswest498
      @siliswest498 5 месяцев назад +2

      It wasn’t just John forgetting to do one minute little thing, through his cowardice and inability to redeem himself, the rapture is entirely his fault.

    • @dlausactor6373
      @dlausactor6373 4 месяца назад +7

      It’s “OMG THE CULTISTS HAVE WON EVERYONE IS DEAD…
      …because of you. Your inaction and cowardice doomed us all. You did this. It’s all your fault. *UNFORGIVABLE.”*

  • @SimplySmeef
    @SimplySmeef 2 года назад +431

    God I love how harrowing and just utterly broken this OST sounds.
    Short term, it's saying "Your faith broke as soon as you saw what happened at the Martin household". Long term, it's saying so much more. John had so many chances given to him to make things right and stop the Profaned Sabbath from happening, face the ugly truth and wrestle with his own shattered faith and still do the right thing.
    Instead he just shrivels up and doesn't bother anymore. His faith is utterly broken and has no reason or desire to pursue any closure - because all that guilt and despair tells him otherwise. There's nothing more he could do. There's nothing more that he CAN do. He couldn't save Amy or the Martin brothers (even though it's HIGHLY speculated they didn't even exist in the first place, a delusion from the Cult of the Second Death) and he can't save himself. He goes down into the basement, grabs the key, goes into the room, finds the psych ward paperwork and sits before a Possessed Amy.
    And then, he's taken to Hell. He languishes in the construction of the Martin house as Michael scurries into it's depths. John reminisces of all the hurt and pain he was subject to during that failed exorcism and it all comes back in force, flooding him with even more pain, guilt and unbridled mental agony. He doesn't want to continue - and submits. He kneels and holds his hands up; assisted by Amy and Michael. Two mannequins resembling the Martin brothers stands before him - a monument to his failure.
    God I FUCKING LOVE this game's lore. All the small details. Soundtrack helps too.

    • @kinghoodofmousekind2906
      @kinghoodofmousekind2906 Год назад +23

      The story was probably not penned by a Catholic, but: it perfectly fits the one sin that cannot be forgiven, the sin against the Holy Spirit, the sin of final unrepentance. In a sense, John gave up on hope by stopping to fight, and he's not only damned, he has to be completely erased and sent to Hell whole: he is neither hot nor cold, for he refused to fight or partake in the evil, and thus he has been vomited by God. This is beyond harrowing, this is peak damnation.

    • @lukeskywalker82
      @lukeskywalker82 Год назад +4

      About Martin brothers, yes, they were a ruse. If you ask Gary he even taunts you as he reveals it.

    • @jackmcfarlane7173
      @jackmcfarlane7173 Год назад +2

      @@kinghoodofmousekind2906 afaik Airdorf, the dev, is actually a devout Christia

    • @kinghoodofmousekind2906
      @kinghoodofmousekind2906 Год назад +2

      @@jackmcfarlane7173 there are some elements which, as a Catholic, I sort of have to 'disavow', but I do not doubt Airdorf to be Christian.

    • @jeebusthegreat8819
      @jeebusthegreat8819 Год назад +2

      @@kinghoodofmousekind2906 Out of sheer curiosity what elements are those?

  • @nopenopenopesomuchnope4137
    @nopenopenopesomuchnope4137 9 месяцев назад +43

    This music always gives me chills, especially with the cut to silence before the harrowing music blasts full force as the words "Damnatio Memoriae" flashes on screen. John had so many chances to finally give Amy peace and to right his wrong from a year ago, but his guilt and cowardliness got the best of him. He didn't go to the hospital, he let Lisa get possessed by Alu and she became another cog in Gary's plan, and he didn't go to the school to stop Gary's cult once and for all. So The Profane Sabbath goes off without a hitch, it's to be assumed that Father Garcia tried to stop it, but couldn't handle it alone, so he most likely perished at the hands of Gary and his cult. The end of the world is at hand, and there are cult members trying to break in and kill John. With nowhere left to go, John unlocks the room he refused to enter throughout the game and kneels before Amy, begging for forgiveness. But it's too late, Amy attacks him, calling him *_UNFORGIVABLE._*
    John ends up back where it all started, the Miller House, reminiscing on the trauma he endured in that house only a year ago. With nothing else to live for, he surrenders to The Unspeakable, his arms held up by Amy and Micheal, before the Unspeakable consumes him, and the rest of the world. He is completely wiped from existence, and those that somehow still remain on Earth will never remember John Ward.
    For who would want to remember a man who couldn't even save a single child?

    • @pathfinder5190
      @pathfinder5190 7 месяцев назад +2

      Beautifully said

    • @Joshchive
      @Joshchive 3 месяца назад

      The Martin House, but still well written

  • @aywee26
    @aywee26 Год назад +254

    I find it interesting how this track was just a fan track inspired by Faith Ch 1 & 2, but Airdorf liked it so much that he incorporated it into Chapter 3.

    • @ShadowNinja452
      @ShadowNinja452 Год назад +11

      Wait, what?

    • @hunter_noah
      @hunter_noah Год назад +3

      Who made it?

    • @aywee26
      @aywee26 Год назад +54

      @@hunter_noah Meremix. His tracks were also used for 1st Ending and Credits.

    • @ShadowNinja452
      @ShadowNinja452 Год назад +22

      @@aywee26 Thank you very much, man. Found what you were talkin’ ‘bout on RUclips and.. wow.
      I see why Airdorf included them in
      Faith: The Unholy Trinity.
      Also, minor note, Chapter III is lowkey my fave out of the three.

  • @evanxd8893
    @evanxd8893 Год назад +82

    This track doesn’t just give “you got the bad ending” vibes, this gives “You will be erased from reality and the world will die as a consequence of your failure” vibes

    • @dummylimao964
      @dummylimao964 Год назад +7

      Wow what an specific vibe! Doesn't even sound like a description of the ending!

  • @ezrahuszti7764
    @ezrahuszti7764 Год назад +124

    My god this song is so fucking good. One of the most hard-hitting osts I've ever heard. It's so powerful I get this like physical reaction, it makes me feel almost queasy, and when that 2:03 hits I get wracked with chills all over my body.

    • @void8914
      @void8914 Год назад +2

      This song, although it is not filled with a lot of details, with which almost all songs are now filled, sounds very scary and sad, but at the same time, it touches some strings of the soul that make you want to move on and not be afraid of trials. John got a difficult fate, which he tried to avoid, for which he was wiped off the face of the Earth with all the things and people that could remind him of him. I'm sorry for John, but his example is indicative that you need to take all the blows of fate like a wall. And remember that avoiding fate is UNFORGIVABLE.

  • @GreyKnightsVenerable
    @GreyKnightsVenerable Год назад +58

    “I find your lack of faith, disturbing.” - Darth Vader.

  • @aerinax8203
    @aerinax8203 10 месяцев назад +16

    its when i hear this i think of Father Garcia's quote, "You know the devil is real, and so you know the Lord is real."
    powerful stuff for a pixel horror game

  • @trashbag5338
    @trashbag5338 2 года назад +256

    God, this is one of the most depressing endings in any game. One of my favorites too.

  • @F0wlPlay
    @F0wlPlay Год назад +28

    "There you stand; the good man doing nothing. While Evil triumphs and your ridged pacifism crumbles into bloodstained dust, the only victory afforded to you is that you stuck true to your guns. You were a coward to your last whimper." -tfs 16

    • @dogelord79
      @dogelord79 5 месяцев назад +7

      didn''t expect to see a dbz abridged reference here but it's certainly welcome

    • @RileyJ3866
      @RileyJ3866 3 месяца назад +2

      @@dogelord79and surprisingly mostly appropriate

  • @rhysthereddragon1326
    @rhysthereddragon1326 2 года назад +481

    “What do they want from me?”
    “Why are you tormenting me like this...?”
    “I don’t know how you even got in here...I just wish this night-“
    “ *U N F O R G I V A B L E .* “

    • @Raycherry348
      @Raycherry348 2 года назад +34

      _i walked. i could do nothing but walk_

    • @confused4971
      @confused4971 Год назад +23

      @@Raycherry348 The UNSPEAKABLE was going for a walk.
      A very enthusiastic walk.

    • @rhysthereddragon1326
      @rhysthereddragon1326 Год назад +5

      @@Raycherry348 Everything changed when I entered this house.

  • @captain1697
    @captain1697 Год назад +39

    When the music just kicks in and the “damnation of memory” pops up on screen…genuine chills, like holy smokes it scares me

  • @mr.iankp.5734
    @mr.iankp.5734 6 месяцев назад +18

    Most bad endings I’ve seen are usually a very basic “you lose, f*** you” and proceed to be over, with the game itself knowing it’s not canon (and arguably more of a gag/gimmick for the player). This, however, hits different. It feels real, giving a sense of inadequacy, cowardice, and failure (as many already noted) that seems like a realistic outcome for a person under such a heavy and traumatic burden.

  • @damiencrossley7497
    @damiencrossley7497 2 года назад +53

    When your Faith in everything is shattered, is there anything else worth living for any man?

    • @mezmezzy1870
      @mezmezzy1870 2 года назад +12

      Atheists will never understand the beauty of God and all that He provides, and all that He protects

    • @damiencrossley7497
      @damiencrossley7497 2 года назад +35

      @@mezmezzy1870 Faith in anything and everything transcends weather one believes in a God or not. Loss of faith, will to do anything and welcomes their end as to their suffering. We all have those times. Crying yourself to sleep at nights wondering if you'll make the bills on time, a job that's unfulfilling or just the prospects of having a job, a relationship with a married one that's gone of any love or that of family. A mind and body that's not busy will make these terrible terrible things go to your head.
      Talk to your family there's no shame in it. Keep yourself busy a hobby or some volunteer work will do wonders. Best of all but hardest of all THE PAST IS PAST it cannot be undone let it go. Hopelessness can only get hold of you if you let it!

    • @marsship921
      @marsship921 Год назад +6

      @@mezmezzy1870 When priests starts making sense, instead of scaring everyone. Maybe you will achieve anything.

  • @KitsuneYojimbo
    @KitsuneYojimbo 6 месяцев назад +7

    If you ask me, the almost requiem like vibe fits the sequence in the ruined Martin house perfectly.
    What makes this ending so well done in my opinion is that... It doesn't highlight the death of the world and the success of the cult like many other games would. Instead it's showing the the final collapse of John as not only a person, but as a man of god.
    This ending reminds me of an old saying from William Shakespeare's Julius Caesar:
    "A coward dies a thousand times before his death, but the valiant taste of death but once."

  • @scripted7078
    @scripted7078 2 года назад +117

    This ending hits so hard and the music hits harder. john gave into what he’s been vowing to destroy.

  • @lextavactchi
    @lextavactchi Год назад +23

    He pleaded for the nightmare to end. It only ended for him. It only ends after being labeled unforgivable and then being forgotten. What a horrifying way to go

  • @ДенисДзандзава-я4б
    @ДенисДзандзава-я4б Месяц назад +5

    You did nothing wrong, and yet you also did nothing right. You did nothing and so you earned nothing in return…

  • @pulsar2049
    @pulsar2049 Год назад +49

    This is like studying 90 hours a week for an upcoming test, and failing it due to lack of sleep, and your dad/mom (God) gives you that look of extreme disappointment.

    • @corpsemaggots3607
      @corpsemaggots3607 Год назад +3

      THIS

    • @Asha-no3iv
      @Asha-no3iv Год назад +19

      I'm not sure, because in this instance, you at least tried in the form of studying. In this ending, John didn't even try at all, succumbing to his own fear and lack of faith. I think it's more like, you didn't study at all because your mind is too busy stressing about the test itself, and end up failing. The disappointment from dad/mom (God) would be greater, because what they see is that you didn't even TRY to be better.

    • @corpsemaggots3607
      @corpsemaggots3607 Год назад +3

      @@Asha-no3iv your parents were more gracious when you "at least tried in the form of studying"? damn.../lh
      (also john having studied to become a minister might kind of count...)

    • @nothingness217
      @nothingness217 7 месяцев назад +2

      It's more like
      when you fail and your parents decide, because you failed even after 90 hours a week of studying, that you're beyond hopeless and disown you

    • @siliswest498
      @siliswest498 5 месяцев назад

      It’s more like getting so nervous during a test that you walk out during said test and never finish it, giving your parents extreme anger along with disappointment.

  • @javakyerum8943
    @javakyerum8943 Год назад +32

    私はあなたの命を奪います。私はあなたの記憶を取ります。私はあなたの身元を取ります。そして、あなたの存在を奪います。なぜ?あなたのおかげで。あなたは人類に失敗しました。あなたは私に失敗しました。あなたは自分自身でさえ失敗しました。私はあなたを許さないと断言します。さようなら、ジョン。私はあなたであるすべてを非難します。

  • @WelloBello
    @WelloBello 2 месяца назад +4

    A good bad ending is something to cherish. If you play like a coward, your character ACTS like a coward. And you get an ending befitting of a coward. You kneel before your greatest failure and sputter, expecting sympathy from the one you hurt most. It screams inadequacy and an inability to do what must be done. That hell itself seems to view you in contempt. Satan himself will not have you.

  • @retrorebel6474
    @retrorebel6474 2 года назад +106

    I can't believe I listened to the best song in the game after sleeping in bed for three days straight.

  • @GDooMCF
    @GDooMCF 2 года назад +39

    You please Belphegor the most in this ending. The demon of sloth. Refusing to do the crusades to ward off evil.

  • @JujYFru1T
    @JujYFru1T 2 года назад +93

    this fills me with such hollow dread but i'm powerless to stop listening until it's done

  • @A.R.C.1997
    @A.R.C.1997 2 года назад +17

    Before John gets erased, we see him kneeling with his hands up, which is a common pose associated with surrendering

  • @terrarianender
    @terrarianender Год назад +41

    It's funny that an ending that amounts to "Do nothing and fail" ends up being so tragic

    • @alpharius2omegaboogaloo384
      @alpharius2omegaboogaloo384 Год назад +18

      Because that’s the worst thing you can do in your own life. If you aspire to, and do nothing, live a life without hope, you have already damned your memory.

    • @ImperatorGrausam
      @ImperatorGrausam 10 месяцев назад +3

      The ending reminds me a lot of the bad ending in Cave Story; the idea is similar, your own cowardice has led to the destruction of an entire world, and the presentation is quite similar. How? Notice how in the end, the words "Damnatio memoriae" are written in the same typeface as the game over "Mortis". Similarly, that particular ending is simply portrayed as a game over screen with its own special music.

  • @trinityskitz7929
    @trinityskitz7929 Год назад +21

    The entire song sounds like "You are to blame for this" It's not sad, nor is it evil. It's Judgement. Both condemned by even the Devil.

    • @esceip4847
      @esceip4847 9 месяцев назад +3

      It is not only Judgement
      It is also Prepare thyself

  • @Alistralis_Ariaxe01
    @Alistralis_Ariaxe01 Год назад +14

    Imagine even angels and demons find your action unforgivable and just decided to delete you out of your existence

  • @hoiimatemmie706
    @hoiimatemmie706 Год назад +27

    This song is genuinely so powerful, it makes my heart hurt so much. This ending is probably my favorite, it really shows how hopeless John is at this point. And… can you really blame him? He failed. The Profane Sabbath is inevitable. He’s surrounded by cultists. All he can do is hide. And Amy is there. Waiting for him. He’s forced to go to the house that started everything, one last time. Before being completely wiped from existence, forever. What a great, powerful ending.

  • @ShadowNinja452
    @ShadowNinja452 Год назад +59

    It’s strange. These days, I’ve sometimes came back to this just to hear this and I’d even attempt to sing Abide With Me to it. Can’t seem to figure it out so far, though.
    Rather somber tune, especially regarding John’s fate in the bad ending, but I find this beautiful.

    • @corpsemaggots3607
      @corpsemaggots3607 Год назад +4

      you're right it does sound like abide with me
      maybe you're supposed to sing dam-na-ti..o mem-o-ri-ae

  • @SecPErCuT
    @SecPErCuT 2 года назад +77

    dAmnATIꚚ memꚚrIAe

    • @SecPErCuT
      @SecPErCuT 2 года назад +23

      𝐌 Ꚛ 𝐑 𝐓 𝐈 𝐒

    • @hugosimpon3605
      @hugosimpon3605 2 года назад +18

      the end
      ENDING III
      A NEW VESSEL

  • @bladesofseven
    @bladesofseven 2 года назад +51

    Been looking for this piece for a while now. Thanks for the upload.

  • @lethalshed2272
    @lethalshed2272 Год назад +6

    the part where the damnatio memoriae appears feels heavy and hits hard ngl

  • @ender6659
    @ender6659 10 месяцев назад +2

    "YOU LEFT YOUR FAITH be SHAKEN ? " -max0r probably

  • @VaultSeeker
    @VaultSeeker 2 года назад +28

    Tragic ending. So sad.

  • @Kazuyamishima1337
    @Kazuyamishima1337 2 года назад +17

    THANK YOU, ive been lookin for this specific track!

  • @murderousintent7838
    @murderousintent7838 Месяц назад +1

    The thing that hits me so hard about this ending, is that the literal apocalypse and the end of the world, as demons lay waste to the world and everyone is subject to the torment of the UNSPEAKABLE's will, what hurts the most is John's collapse as he mourns his failure, his cowardice, he is broken and can no longer fight as he can only walk towards the end where he will be not simply killed but his memory will be damned, he will be forgotten.

  • @sahrbabonjoisguiltfree
    @sahrbabonjoisguiltfree 4 месяца назад +3

    This isn’t your average MORTIS
    Every action you took was wrong
    Every inaction only made it worse
    Heaven rejected you
    Hell doesnt even want you
    Your very memory truly is Damned.

  • @grimace3983
    @grimace3983 Год назад +7

    it's a genuinely chilling ending. John, crushed by guilt and grief, lets go of his faith and gives up, not preventing the Profane Sabbath and becoming UNFORGIVABLE in the sight of all. knowing what John is capable of, it's defeating to see him in that way, letting himself be erased from existence completely. it gives me shivers, watching him be taken away and the house vanishing

  • @zboy1152
    @zboy1152 Год назад +10

    *U N F O R G I V A B L E*

  • @vaedkamat484
    @vaedkamat484 Год назад +8

    UNFORGIVABLE 🔥

  • @Raycherry348
    @Raycherry348 2 года назад +193

    i know this is the bad ending but i cant get over the fact how good this ending is! this is my favorite ending along with the good ending of course
    espacially how you get the ending by john leaving without finishing his job and finishing what he have to started because his faith is weakling and his fear overcame him causing him lost,faithless,and hopeless in the hand of the devil that possessed amy
    also i assume that the reason how john can end up in martins family house is becuse right after amy demon grabbing john and called him "UNFORGIVEBLE" it take john teleported in the martins family house and then he knelled and fall in the hand of the devil, bring john gone from the world existence along with martins family house like how the devil did to gary in the good ending cause him died by Damnatio memoriae, means "condemnation of memory", indicating that a person life track is gone from memories which aka not known their existence (and i think that brins him to hell,god have mercy on his soul T~T )
    but somethings that bother me is how amy end up it that room and how micheal is there?

    • @necillawong6813
      @necillawong6813 2 года назад +3

      Yeah. You're right. That is still a mystery.

    • @Raycherry348
      @Raycherry348 2 года назад +53

      @@necillawong6813 just realized that right after where the devil called Gary a "FAILURE" and put him in Amy's body is actually brings Gary to hell (this is what Gary talking about portal to hell)
      So that means that right after it called John "UNFORGIVABLE" it brings John to hell as well which in that case what John are see in old martins house is basically an illusion that made by the devil
      So that's explaining why Michael is there
      But still doesn't explain how Amy ended up in John's house

    • @necillawong6813
      @necillawong6813 2 года назад +2

      @@Raycherry348 I know which there are still questions to be answered.

    • @Raycherry348
      @Raycherry348 2 года назад +1

      @@necillawong6813 true, true

    • @necillawong6813
      @necillawong6813 2 года назад +6

      @@Raycherry348 btw, what does the note mean when you were being dragged into hell a.k.a. the damnatio memorae ending there is a note written by Morris. Do you have any ideas what it meant? Something about miscarriage of twins and Nancy. Are Nate and Jason real? Or something else?

  • @jager477
    @jager477 Год назад +8

    Out of context, the theme sounds like a hero’s journey brought down to its lowest point. The hero has lost so many people, friends, family, civilians, leaders, lovers. All in the pursuit of his mission. His path paved in the blood of the lives he had to take and of those he didn’t. Brought to his lowest he must continue with his mission, for he is the only one able to. And before him stands the final bastion of evil before the end of his mission, his last push through hell. He must complete the mission, or all the pain, the bloodshed, the suffering he caused… would be for nothing.

  • @ukatosp1953
    @ukatosp1953 2 года назад +14

    I love this track, been looking for it for a while, thanks for uploading it

  • @AidenStahl-r5e
    @AidenStahl-r5e Год назад +4

    I understood nothing when I stumbled across this-
    After watching the play throughs
    Oh my god-

  • @SrakenKraken
    @SrakenKraken Год назад +7

    i never cried so hard over a video game ending since oneshot

  • @loukat1837
    @loukat1837 2 года назад +15

    me after failing my maths exam: 2:03

  • @nothingness217
    @nothingness217 7 месяцев назад +3

    Imagine god throwing you into a life of tragedy, horror and despair, with you having no way of saving yourself except the FAITH that this god supposedly cares about you and protects you in this battle against unworldly horrors. Time and time again, you do your best and succeed, but it never seems to be enough. The battles never end, the nightmares never cease. Is it seriously too much to ask, for these fights to come to an end?
    When you finally break down and decide that you don't want to fight anymore, the best this LOVING god has to say is...
    DAMNATIO MEMORIAE
    Despite how cruel and unforgiving this situation sounds, I'd never give up fighting, and I never will, whether or not god gives a shit; but I'll be damned if it isn't a fucked up way to be.

    • @hermit_36
      @hermit_36 Месяц назад

      it is difficult for god to love you if you refuse to love your self.

  • @SmokeyOwOs
    @SmokeyOwOs Год назад +4

    What a phenomenal soundtrack, from a phenomenal game series

  • @twom2142
    @twom2142 Год назад +7

    "Damnation of memory", how fitting.

  • @green_boot6042
    @green_boot6042 6 месяцев назад +2

    when i watched the trailer for the unholy trinity, the music was what got my attention the most. i was so excited to know how the song was used in the game.
    Now that i’ve seen it in the game…holy shit
    *DAMNATIO MEMORIAE*

  • @jetewson
    @jetewson Год назад +4

    After all this time...this still gives me chills.

  • @MegaBlair007
    @MegaBlair007 2 года назад +8

    thx so much for uploading this bro

  • @JRoqqs25
    @JRoqqs25 2 года назад +10

    "What do they want from me? Why are you tormenting me like this?"

  • @someguyinawheelchair4405
    @someguyinawheelchair4405 2 года назад +9

    This has some has a similar vibe to Empty House from Undertale. Just that feeling of loneliness and sorrow that makes you want to give up entirely…

  • @j5g581
    @j5g581 Год назад +21

    Bruh why did the line "everything changed ever since I went inside this house" hit so hard tho?

    • @DrDubMemes
      @DrDubMemes Год назад +4

      Because you REALLY see how much his life changed

    • @j5g581
      @j5g581 Год назад

      @@DrDubMemes ye

    • @dustinjones7458
      @dustinjones7458 Год назад +6

      Probably because it's almost a tacit rejection of FAITH-that everything you do and decide matters, you're put on Earth with a purpose to find and fulfil or deny, that there is unknowable powers and reason beyond the workings of reality. And replaces it with, well...a tragedy that happened without purpose. Bad things happen to good people. There's no higher reason to any of it. John chose to walk into a house, and he got lost in the woods. That can happen to anyone. The latter is a cold concept to think upon.

    • @johannd1100
      @johannd1100 Год назад

      @@dustinjones7458 If the gospel is called the good news, you can imagine what John feels like without it.

  • @floppa_with_a_gun
    @floppa_with_a_gun Год назад +5

    the dislikes are the people who say faith isnt scary.

  • @pietroteofile
    @pietroteofile Год назад +6

    there is nothing worse than being forgot forever, history is studied to not be repeated but if we don't know what the others have done we as human race will never get better

  • @SolarTwentySeven
    @SolarTwentySeven Год назад +4

    The first time I heard this melody, it was winter, there were 3-5 days left before the new year. I stood on the balcony looking out the window and listened to this melody. At the same time, I was filled with many incomprehensible thoughts and feelings. At the same time, anxiety that I missed something, that I can’t cope with something, and at the same time devastation, as if there was nothing inside me. This is an amazing composition that gives very strong emotions. Thanks to playing, the melody now reminds me of church. If I remember church, I remember both the game and the melody. I don’t think I’ll hear anything like this anywhere else. Many thanks to the creator of this wonderful melody!🙏🏻❤️‍🔥

    • @kerekobar
      @kerekobar Год назад

      вы очень странный человек

    • @SolarTwentySeven
      @SolarTwentySeven Год назад +1

      @@kerekobar я знаю, спасибо

    • @kerekobar
      @kerekobar Год назад

      @@SolarTwentySeven но пишете на английском довольно красиво

  • @The_psp_secret
    @The_psp_secret 2 года назад +23

    damnatio memoriae translates to Curse of memory.
    In Rome its a thing when EVERY information of person who did smth unforgivable just erase, a statue, every mention of that person existed even the members of family, people who knew him just destroys.
    The house is just fully erased with John and everyone who he knew are dead or just disappear.
    That how you make bad ending s

    • @KitsuneYojimbo
      @KitsuneYojimbo 6 месяцев назад +1

      Close. It actually means "condemnation of memory."

  • @salt_factory7566
    @salt_factory7566 4 месяца назад +1

    I love the parallel of John kneeling before Amy the way Gary does in the good ending. Although whereas Gary is arrogant believing he can still bring about the profane sabbath, John is utterly crushed.

  • @MR_BABUJ
    @MR_BABUJ 2 года назад +5

    thnx man really appreciated for this soundtrack when ı heard this for the first time from the trailer it hit me, ı guess producer did want to ended like damnatio memoriae, this game givin me the chills

  • @Christopher620l-o7n
    @Christopher620l-o7n 10 месяцев назад +1

    I love this song, honestly 🖤

  • @munklock6098
    @munklock6098 Месяц назад +1

    the music is the perfect definition of reach the lowest point in your life, and get into a deep hole with no exit thanks for being a coward and doesn't confront the main conflict or aleast make an attempt to get better or aleast know your error
    John decide to escape all the situation of the profane sabbath happened, left behind the people that needs his help like father garcia, his fault is finally consume him for doesn't save amy, his faith in lord is lost completely
    the evil wins because the good people doesn't do nothing, and there's not worse punishment for a human being that being ereased from everything you're done, even doesn't deserved to be aleast a dust in the sky, nothing, it's just a Damnatio Memoriae

  • @s0me1newithhand7s
    @s0me1newithhand7s 2 года назад +9

    damn, that's hits SO hard.. after everything i've seen in FAITH.

  • @venomedvenom
    @venomedvenom 2 года назад +12

    amazing song holy shit

  • @Svenzer
    @Svenzer Год назад +8

    I didn't have faith now i do

    • @Svenzer
      @Svenzer Год назад +1

      Because i bought it

    • @Svenzer
      @Svenzer Год назад +1

      on sale

    • @Svenzer
      @Svenzer Год назад +1

      in Steam ©©

  • @aspenschannel7740
    @aspenschannel7740 Год назад +8

    Music elicits specific emotions, and the emotion for this song is Despair. Crushing, beautiful, despair.

  • @pathfinder5190
    @pathfinder5190 7 месяцев назад +1

    Can’t believe it’s been this long

  • @AGrumpyWitch
    @AGrumpyWitch Год назад +4

    He never finished what he started.

  • @randominternetman8177
    @randominternetman8177 2 месяца назад +1

    Damnatio Memoriae: A latin phrase meaning "condemnation of memory" or "damnation of memory." Is John likely erased from existence by the UNSPEAKABLE? Yes. But the thing is, not only is he gone physically, but even *remembering* he existed is profane.
    god this game's fuckin' _awesome_

  • @Biker_Gaming
    @Biker_Gaming Год назад +1

    This shit feels like you just got unexisted not because you did the bad ending, but because your entire life lead up to this moment, everything you did made this happen, and how MAD you must be feeling, to unexist the very person you are mad about, with yourself and EVERYTHING that ever happened because of him

  • @N3Selina
    @N3Selina 2 года назад +4

    Thank you for the rip. I love this song a lot

  • @Ancient4075
    @Ancient4075 Год назад +4

    The ending is so sad..

  • @vynthiswechseln3868
    @vynthiswechseln3868 2 года назад +6

    Sounds like a twisted version of "Abide with Me"

  • @IamSaralinka
    @IamSaralinka Год назад +17

    CW: Death, suicide
    I’ll start by saying I love this game and I love this trilogy. Undoubtedly one of the coolest experiences I’ve had to both watch and play. It really leaves a lot to the imagination while also providing some stunning visuals in a game that is, by and large, heavily inspired by 80’s graphics and home console games.
    With that said, here’s the heavy stuff. This track hit me the hardest at a very, very low point in my life, I almost took my life one morning after not showing up for work and overdosing on my meds. Not to say this tune aided in my attempt, but it oddly gave me comfort when I felt so alone and in the dark the night before and the morning of I guess. Idk… thankfully I got the help that I needed, but I’m reminded of that day through this tune. It was the one thing I could listen to to ease the pain and noise from that day 💜

    • @louievbelt
      @louievbelt Год назад +1

      ok

    • @ChairTheBee
      @ChairTheBee Год назад +4

      Hope you're doing better! 💛

    • @Local_Lich
      @Local_Lich 8 месяцев назад +2

      I'll be honest, going through my own shit and when some moments hit harder than most, this pops into my head a lot.
      Dealing with similar feelings myself so, glad you're still around and kicking, mate

  • @hellswinter8911
    @hellswinter8911 Год назад +4

    "And throw that worthless servant outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth" - Matthew 25:30

  • @jkw5458
    @jkw5458 2 года назад +18

    Just lined up the new year at the 2 minute mark. I fear this will be one of our last years. If there is still an earth left by the time I die, I want this to be played at my funeral.

  • @Darknoy
    @Darknoy Год назад +3

    can I found this somehow on spotify? I just love this ost! It's gives me the shivers but I love it!

  • @BioBazrad
    @BioBazrad 2 года назад +5

    I met the Devil in this very room...

  • @stinkgood_inc
    @stinkgood_inc 3 месяца назад +1

    _"I met The Devil in this very room..."_

  • @filteredvitaminsubstance5302
    @filteredvitaminsubstance5302 2 года назад +6

    god this game is so cool

  • @bleachsipper2000
    @bleachsipper2000 2 года назад +65

    the bad end ost for chap3 is called “damnatio memoriae” and when translated it means “condemnation of memory.” Condemnation is basically another word for sentencing, so in a way the title is implying that John was sentenced to punishment and that punishment being having to re-live some of the memories of the exorcism
    (im sorry if people already knew this just wanted to point it out)

    • @JustCaIIMeC
      @JustCaIIMeC 2 года назад +42

      Apparently another interpretation of Damnatio Memoriae was one that the ancient Romans used, where the government “Condemned the memories” of a person by executing them and then destroying all physical records of their existence.
      It’d only be done to someone who had committed a crime so heinous that the leaders thought they could never be saved, nor should ever be remembered. In other words, they’d done something...
      U N F O R G I V A B L E

    • @BoomBoomstick
      @BoomBoomstick 2 года назад +18

      @@JustCaIIMeC this is actually the right interpretation, meaning John just got yeeted outta existence no hell or heaven or no one to remember him.

    • @themanbehindthecloset3424
      @themanbehindthecloset3424 Год назад

      That is false, condemnation of memory was a punishment in the old Rome government, where you wouldn't only be killed but every proof of your existance would have been gone

    • @wujin_2732
      @wujin_2732 Год назад

      nah g u got it all wrong

    • @nikel-
      @nikel- Год назад

      @@BoomBoomstick Demons condemned him and God abandoned him. Forgotten by both evil and good

  • @advikdutta
    @advikdutta 3 месяца назад

    This will linger in my mind forever

  • @El-Tanko
    @El-Tanko 4 месяца назад +1

    reminder that in this ending John just didn't fail Amy and the other victims of the cult. He also failed to save Lisa and Garcia, as Lisa was in the area when the cult attacked the police, and Garcia would of tried to storm Garyland by himself, which would ceratinly resulted in his death.

  • @ITSAMEAUTOMA
    @ITSAMEAUTOMA Год назад +3

    This soundtrack is just beautiful. It fits this ending, as well as other sadder moments in other games.
    Good job 👍

  • @greenbroccolistudios1275
    @greenbroccolistudios1275 Год назад +3

    That music made me cry :'(

    • @ITSAMEAUTOMA
      @ITSAMEAUTOMA Год назад +1

      same

    • @greenbroccolistudios1275
      @greenbroccolistudios1275 Год назад +1

      @@ITSAMEAUTOMA Yeah i dont wanna see john ward die and Got Caught by a giant red hand and the house of martin's family are gone in the forest bad ending

    • @greenbroccolistudios1275
      @greenbroccolistudios1275 Год назад +1

      And also John ward crying with red blood and father allred cutscene :(
      I almost cried that part

  • @Cashopeia
    @Cashopeia 2 года назад +6

    This made me effing 😔

  • @jobah619
    @jobah619 5 месяцев назад +2

    Every piece of evidence that John existed, and everyone that ever knew him, will be destroyed. He doesn’t exist. He never did. This is his punishment.

    • @Gab-tc2mr
      @Gab-tc2mr 4 месяца назад

      Who?

    • @jobah619
      @jobah619 4 месяца назад

      @@Gab-tc2mr I don’t know man, every time I reread this comment my brain kinda goes blank. No clue what it says lmao.

    • @Gab-tc2mr
      @Gab-tc2mr 4 месяца назад

      @@jobah619 it’s probably not important, just forget about it!🤷🏾‍♀️

  • @KenanVonKaiser
    @KenanVonKaiser Год назад +1

    Never Forget!