And/or saying you're being "dramatic".. "get over it" or my favorite.. "you are exaggerating, your life isnt bad" Terrible when adults must know that depression is 100% real and many MANY people are suicidal and very sadly teens have very high suicide rate.You may have an actual diagnosis already but some parents just honestly dont care or dont think you need help.. that you're just an attention seeker etc More parents and adults in general should not only be aware of signs and symptoms but actually have the compassion enough for (their) child or any child to get them help. I was diagnosed with social anxiey..panic disorder..and depression at 12.. my (social) anxiety is better now but i will always have clinical depression (im 31.. its still here..along with my anxiety and i dont really see it going anywhere) I assume my mom just thought it was a phase or something. And she still says I had a great life to this day.. says that im just to "sensitive" or downright a liar. Ugh. Part of this for me is genetic not to mention childhood trauma, I mean..wow really? Like--- uhh ? She basically aided me along in this crap. I just hope the entire taboo and stigma associated with mental illness will one day vanish. Far to many kids especially are committing suicide and it breaks my heart.
Can people please stop talking about how beautiful someone is. That don't mean shit. As someone who suffers with severe depression and anxiety, I get how good looking I am alot and it doesn't help anything.
I’ve always had depression and anxiety I’m currently a teen I’m 13 years old, and I’m struggling in school with my grades in math a lot and it’s just made me sad hearing teachers and parents telling me I might move to another school for special need or not being able to go to the same school as my friends and I’ve been bullied a lot and I would just cry a lone a lot at times hoping things would change in life I’m very shy it’s hard for me to make new friends and if I were to move schools if my grades don’t start going up it could possibly just give me more bad depression and suicidal thoughts and I’ve been thinking about cutting myself but I just haven’t yet... HI QUICK UPDATE l: i’m no longer depressed or sad i’m 15 now and i’ve passed all the classes that i’ve been struggling with at school. i’m now a sophomore and passing my classes! and i didn’t have to change schools i’m still going on the same path and i’m still going to school with my friends i’m now happier than before and i hope everyone who struggles with depression or anxiety gets out of it too i believe in you!
Thank you for reaching out and being so honest about how you are feeling. We are so sorry you are going through this and we care very much about you and your safety. If you are having thoughts of suicide or need to talk, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255. If you prefer to text, you can text “START” to 741-741 where a live, trained specialist will respond back to you. We also have a team here at Nationwide Children’s that are available to help you 24/7 and can be reached by calling 614-722-1800. Or you can email us at socialhelp@nationwidechildrens.org and give us the information you are comfortable giving; it would be helpful to have your first and last name, your telephone number and the address of your current location. I can have someone from our team reach out to you by phone, if you prefer. We look forward to hearing back from you.
Sarah Brooks hey, thanks for your advice and you were right cutting myself just makes thing worst I stopped cutting about a week ago when my friends found out I was cutting myself they had a very long talk with me now I’m currently in the process of healing and I hope one day you can see your brothers again❤️.
I had a abusive childhood with my dad. I was angry at him for years. Then I found out that he was abused as a child. Way worse than you could think. I forgave my father right there. My father got sick and was dying. The last 5 months of his life. We spent hours together each day. Crying, talking. Lying to rest the ghosts of the past. My father died June 15 2018. And I cry for him. I miss him very much. If I could give him a msg. I would say. I understand dad. I forgive you. I love you. I miss you.
catherine rothe I am also abused by my dad since I was a baby. I have a lot of childhood trauma that still hunts me till this day. He would throw me in the dark closet for hours with my brother and violently abuses me when his job doesn’t go that well. I would never forgive him.
Hey! If you’re watching this, chances are, you’re suffering. Me too, but I do have that tiny bit of hope that it will get better. There’s gonna be people to help, i can help too! I may not be a professional, but I do care.
I want to believe that it gets better but it’s so hard to... especially when it does get better, and then gets worse all over again. Usually worse than it was before...
I have ADHD, depression, and anxiety. I was physically abused by my parents throughout middle school into highschool. I feel like with me getting abused that all of it was blamed on me having mental illinesses or blamed on me. So i live everyday in fear. Yes I have forgiven my parents after In home counseling and going to church for a while after everything.. i still relive every moment of it everyday. It sits in the back of my mind and affects my relationships with others and how i live my life. I am one who wears my heart on my sleeve so it feels like i carry around my trauma on my back. Everyday just feels unreal. Like i want to give up but I’m just scared to let myself down or stop fighting
I am so sorry you're going through this. If you're still being affected by your parent's abuse so badly, you shouldn't have to forgive them. They don't seem like they deserve your forgiveness tbh. I hope it gets better for you soon.
Kay Jackson Tbh ur parents don’t deserve ur love. At all. They knew what they were doing don’t let them manipulate u. Plz seek professional help and don’t give up plzzz❤️u r worth sm more than u think. The abuse wasn’t ur fault it was there’s. Plz don’t take ur life, u have ur whole life to live.
recommending the book Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents. It will help you understand your parents, yourself, their reaction towards you, and your reactions towards their behavior. All the best.
Hello young ones. I was done wrong by 4 adults from the age of 3-7. I have really bad anxiety and really bad low moments. I am 35 years old now and it did not do me justice holding onto this weight in my life so far. the ptsd seems to never go away. sometimes, I can ignore it very well by looking at it like a scientist and that it just happened because of the year and time. but then it comes back full force. I just want u kids to know that you have to keep living your lives. depression can lead to cancer and other types of ailments. try to have fun and go be a kid. I'm going to try to help others like me and maybe it will help me heal in the process.
Im never deppresed but im feeling it sometimes when something goes wrong..... Actually im 9y/o when this happened and me being 10 year old now i still didn't forget this because grandma died when i didn't catch her alive at the hospital im so so mad at the doctor but i knew the doctor has done nothing wrong so my "friends" laughs at me because it's been a year and i still didn't forget that and after that im always getting ashamed of myself‚suffering from bad dreams and sometimes crying so suddenly and sometimes i feel harming myself. after that i scream when im home alone and never telling my parents what is happening to me but some 7 boys (Bts) are the one who makes me laugh and be happy also there songs has a deep meaning and also im listening it with susbtitles (of course). and im telling you this because of my short deppresion and the one who cured my deppression. Thank you for taking your time for reading my story. And always remember to love yourself and never get ashamed of your inside. And once again thank you.
Leah not sure if you will see this, but I hope you are doing well! I'm sure you are really good at the violin by now haha. Continue to stay strong and best of luck with everything!
So glad she was able to be adopted by her aunt and uncle. Sadly in this situation, many children then become a ward of the state and are sent into foster care where it just becomes hell. Her aunt seems like a very loving and understanding person.
I had a really tough bout of anxiety in2012. it got to the point where most people would end their lives. but I struggled alone and fought alone until I got over it. to anyone who's suffering, don't give up. I've heard one time that the most powerful wolf is the lone wolf. Stay strong man it's temporary it really is.
I'm 12 and I can relate to this.. My parents always fought, our household was very unstable, I have had major issues with depression and anxiety, it was very hard for me to make friends in school, etc.. A lot of my family members whom I was very close with passed away tragically.. And my father also passed away. I had a rocky relationship with my father before he committed suicide. My father was a smoker, he had depression, he drank, he didn't have a job, etc.. My family wanted him out of our house. Now I'm almost 13 and I miss him so much. It's been more peaceful since then but I'm still very down. I know what you've been through makes you a stronger person but I just wish sometimes I had a normal childhood. If you're going through something similar to this it gets better. You can't erase those parts of your life from your mind but it will get better. 💞
Hi I'm from india I'm 12 years old My family has always been in a bad condition since i remember my dad who abuse mom My mom who is angry(she has so much stress i can understand)🥺 my sis who is realy suffering from this but she is 16 ,has friends ,is a little happier than me however. But in the middle of everyone im soo sad just suffering frm all this life long trauma until I get a job and move out. I hardly have friends, not having enough freedom, financial issues, anxiety. I cannot really wait to earn some money and get out of my parents house. Fukk i juz want a normal childhood❤️😁👀
Such a beautiful and brave girl. Thank you for sharing. Mybson currently has anxiety and depression and its not an easy thing to deal with. People who don't suffer from this don't understand the struggle for these kids. I have guilty of questioning what my son has to be depressed about. Luckily, I informed myself to these afflictions to better help my son.
I applaud Leah and her family who has gone above and beyond to support her through all of her experiences! Many people can’t understand how it can be the smallest things that make a huge difference! Some families refuse to believe trauma occurred. Point blank period. Some families may know of the trauma and the lasting effects but it’s rarely acknowledged and almost treated like some dirty little secret. But the best thing that a survivor can have, is a family who acknowledges the trauma. Acknowledges the lasting effects. And stands by that survivor, side by side, as each mountain of adversity is conquered! Those are the people who have the utmost ability to grow into wonderful young people with fulfilling lives and loving relationships! I truly wish more people could work through the issues they have that prevent them from being that support for their own family member dealing with these situations!
I could write a book on depression, because I've had nightmares of incidents when I was young and too contemplated suicide...but lived on... Despite what I've been through, and no matter how the world is or where I am, I make the moment OK...you're depressed because you have no more life left in you, but a rock in it's place...( you can bring back this life by going down memory lane...cause your depression is made up if forgotten memories, that can be recycled) No matter what you go through, never indulge in your unhappiness. Live naturally and never give up or despair and...never feel sorry for yourself...be a warrior...today I'm happier than most around me... Be glad when you struggle...it makes you stronger..it makes you learn...its the only way you'll conquer life...do not go near hospitals or doctors or psychiatrists. It's a hill you going over to cross into a wonder world...a road to a new you....so be brave as you go through this journey of change...your happiness will grow till one day you're over this hell, now stop complaining...stop feeling sorry for yourself...keep on going...you'll see better days, then sad days in n on, but you will come to appreciate this life and this world more and more till one day, you'll cherish life and the hell you've been through...i promise
I am 11 and I have depression cause of what my family say to me like “FAT” i started to think of harming myself a lot it started after my birthday came like one month ago and I know what does sadness and depression deference
Megz games hey, please don’t invalidate their experience, I understand you went through a lot but it doesn’t mean you get to tell somebody that their pain isn’t as bad as yours.
You are worthy of love. It's a hard world out here and none of us are perfect. All we can do is take it day by day and wait until the love we deserve enters our life. I always feel better when I pray to Jesus, yet it's weird, because sometimes I don't pray, because I'm not ready to feel better yet.
I have Bi-Polar, Depression and Anxiety. I was the most happiest child when I was more younger. I got many things that I wanted, Had pets, Had a Happy family. It all changed when I was 8 years old. In the 3rd grade. It was late October and I was in social studies class. I got called to down to the counselors office and got told to pack all my things. When I got done Packing I went done to the office. I found my grandma there crying, and my uncle with her. He looked very sad. A social worker was there too. She told me that I am gonna live with my grandma Until everything goes away. I was confused. My grandma lived in another town so I started crying cause I had to move schools. My teacher came down and gave me a big hug. She was crying with me. I got in the car with my grandma. I cried every night I was there. My grandma would verbally abuse me and hurt me a lot. Once my parents got out of jail I still could not see them. My dad would bring me 100 dollars of food. But my grandma would starve me and give the feed the food to other people or give it to her stupid husband. I was very sad and lost. I’ve been bullied and got into a lot of physical fights. And I get in trouble a lot. My moods are not very good. Most of them are anger and sadness. My depression makes me eat a lot and I don’t know how to stop. I push many people away from me and I’m on my phone none stop. My grades are not well. And I’m not doing the right choices. That’s some of my life but there
Emily Murphy babes you will get better and feel happy again. Time is the best thing for healing. You can see a lot of people feel hopeless but it’s only temporary. You have your whole life ahead of you (60+ years) which is a long time to make happy memories. Don’t give up and talk to your mother❤️
Anthony Iuculano 22 is very young. That’s when your life is getting started. Your best years are yet to come babes. Dont worry, time is the best healer. You will overcome whatever you’re feeling. God bless you❤️❤️
Can I be honest I was borned with derpression people think I’m perfect I get good grades have good friends parents that support me however i still feel sad and lonely.i can’t get rid of my depression it’s always been with me :(
Hi Leo, we care very much about you and your safety. If you are having thoughts of suicide or need to talk, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. If you prefer to text, you can text “START” to 741-741 where a live, trained specialist will respond back to you. We also have a team here at Nationwide Children's Hospital who is able to help you 24/7 and can be reached by calling 614-722-1800.
Hey we should not fight about god or Jesus and say that they are not real we all believe and not believe in a lot of thing I believe in god and I know some people who don’t what I am saying is let’s not fight
I was born in trauma and depression from a child up till today i know what you have been through u are a wonderful person god will bless u you are not alone ❤❤
Ive suffered from depression but then i thought they're just so much ahead of me and i was always inside so when i go somewhere i am happy bc i no longer have to stay in my room no my parent's dont treat me bad its my fault for not going outside and stay stuck playing video games i still games like cod but i like going outside 24/7
I've heard a thousand times that it will get better soon. I've had social anxiety since I was a little kid..And during the times when I watched my parents fight as a kid, i dissociated. So back then I didnt feel nothing at all. Bc looking back I have very little memories of those days. But I got depressed since I was 12.Ive been waiting for it to go away all along.
I have *ALWAYS* been a straight A student, and once i missed a few days of class and i actually felt depressed because the work was getting harder. As I’ve never felt that way, I was afraid I was falling behind and afraid of growing up to be what my parents called, a failure. I know it wasn’t really childhood trauma, as it was honestly my fault. I used to never study for tests as they were easy for me, but now that things are getting harder I feel like I’m falling into a deeper and endless hole all the time. I’m better now, god bless everyone 🙏
I feel this way too, it’s hard for us to maneuver and grow as distrestted people, especially kids without the proper support or attention from their parents or family
A few months ago I started getting into cutting, and not being motivated. My depression and anxiety was coming back. Now I’m trying to focus on my happiness and hope my depression will never come back.
when people say it gets better it does. it takes time. im currently 14 years old I suffered from depression for 2 years those 2 years were the hardest years of my life no one helped me. I was alone stuck in a dark box with the voices in my head. i almost killed myself 6 times. last year it got better and i got to know myself and know my worth and now im here im proud of myself i never thought I’d make it here. now im 14 and i love myself . no no not for the looks i love my worth and personality. you’ll find hope and happiness it just takes time. depression and pain is temporary. it all goes away at one point. trust me you’ll find yourself.
Thanks for sharing Leah !!! You’re a beautiful & strong woman. I currently battle with Clinical Depression/Anxiety an was contemplating suicide a couple nights ago. I also am a Sexual abuse/physical abuse survivor
Stephen suicide is never an option. God loves you and will adopt you as His own. Call upon Him until you're sure you know Him. ruclips.net/video/2mgUPt2KI08/видео.html
I'm so sorry. I have survived depression and I totally know how you feel. I know that if somebody told me that life was worth it when I was going through depression I would have rolled my eyes, but trust me, it is. During depression the dark feels good. I highly suggest talking to somebody even though you might feel hopless.
Please let someone close to you know how you feel dear friend. Honesty is always the best policy. I am praying for you, okay? Jesus loves you deeply and passionately no matter what you're going through. And He would love to hear from you. Take care.
I was abused as a kid for 10 years. My depression and anxiety has gotten better. I received mentors and through the help of God using my mentors I have advanced passed the stages of depression and anxiety that a lot of people cannot find themselves passed. I can say that I do have sort of a peace of mind now after 7 years. The past 3 years I accomplished that. It was the hardest thing I accomplished in my life. I could say I’m in the honey moon stage of finding what I like and enjoying it… I’m retiring from the military I am 22 years old. After I get out I plan on starting my own counseling firm , owning orphanages, adopting and starting various other businesses I also want to give back to the community.
When i was 5 years old my father took me from my mother with her conscent, to live with him and his new wife. It quickly bacame apparent to me that she took an instant dislike to me, more like hatered. She had four children of her own. Anyway the abuse started off almost immediately making me stand in the corner of the room facing the wall for absolutely no reason that a five year old child would understand anyway. The days went on with low level mental abuse, well to a five year old boy it was devastating. My father was a long distant driver so all this abuse took place when he was out, but he could see that I was unhappy there. So her four children started to bully me and attacked me in the house. They had a dog that use to nip me, and they would all just laugh. I started to hear her mother say to her, "Why don't you just dump him somewhere." So after a year of mental tourment at the hands of everyone in that house, she finally decided to take her mothers advice and dump me on the street I was only 6 years. So Social services placed me with a foster family but after a year the moved me to a children's home. That was a blow to me because I became part of a loving family. When I was 8 years old they moved me to another children's gome where I stayed for 8 years. I left the children's home when I was 16, then they moved me to another children's home for a year, then when I was 17 they moved me to an half way house to get me use to an independant life. I left the care system as I went in feeling alone, worried, & affraid. Of course i have not put every awful experience in this post. Thank You.
I'm 48 and freaking with this now for the first time in my life. Due to cost, it's difficult to go to my therapist regularly. Are there group or online therapy offered?
All I can say is that you should be determined to transform your depression. That was the very thing that enabled me to transform my mental illness. Become OBSESSED with changing! What you are doing will work if you occupy that state of being!
1Peter 5:7 encourages us to throw our anxieties on God. He wants to take the burden off us us. He wants us to be happy. I pray that this encourages anyone experiencing these debilitating feelings❤.
@Madison Mercer that is a great question and one that many people wonder. Interestingly God shares gives us some insight into what to expect in the last days. The scripture is at 2 Timothy 3:1-4. There God named a lot of negative things that may happen. Unfortunately many of these things can lead to anxiety, depression, and suicide. If you have time take a look at the list. We've all suffered to some degree because of these things. The good thing is God is aware of these conditions and WILL do something about it. First, he is preparing to resurrect those who have died. That promise is at Acts 24:15 where he promises a resurrection of the righteous and unrighteous. Next, he is going to repair all of the issues that bring anxiety into the world. This promise is mentioned a number of times in the bible but one of my favorite scriptures that talks about this is Revelation 21:4 Can you imagine a time where no one will have to suffer anymore? This may sound a bit far fetched for most but God has never made a promise he hasn't kept. I hope this encourages you to put more faith in God.
So very true Veltrese Bond that scripture helped me knowing. God cares for us All. To add for more comfort psalm 94:19 says, " when anxieties overwhelmed me, You comfort and soothed me. We truly fet so much comfort drom the bible and from those who really care from the heart. Its the seed of motivation. I enjoy bringing comfort to those whom I meet even though I may not know you personally from what I learned from the bible we share what we have learned its our love we have for Christ. Matt.24:14 Good newa of Gods kingdom will be preached to all nations & then the end will come. Have a great day stay positive in this unloving world we live in. 👌😀
@@imacheckneck I understand and respect your prospective. It can be hard to believe in something that we can't see. Plus many people are suffering in so many ways. Unfortunately medication does not always work. Doctors can only do so much. That's why I choose to have faith in God. He has never been wrong. I'll give you an example. Through the bible God told us what shape the earth was even before Christopher Columbus or anyone else could try to. At Job 26:7 it says,"He stretches out the northern sky over empty space, Suspending the earth upon nothing." Scientifically speaking, these words are correct. How could man have already known the shape of the earth and the way it is suspended during a time where there were no spaceships or satellites to verify that? He also mentions the shape of the earth at Isaiah 40:22 where he shows his position in relation to the earth by saying," There is One who dwells above the circle of the earth." My comments are not meant to sway your thinking, only to help you see why many put faith in God. I hope my words were not offensive, only encouraging. Have a great day❤.
Thats the devil that gets in through traumatic instances and vulnerabilities. We must cast out the lie of the devil for he comes to steal kill and destroy. Prayers for all those battling depression
I have had depression for years and im currently 14 the cause was my father, when i was young he would get drunk scream and 1 thing i remember was he put a gun to his head at 2am on a school night and me and my sister ran and called the police, he slit his wrist in front of me. And last year it got way worse when he pulled out in front of a atv truck and tried to commit suicide an was not successful. He currently lives 10 hours away and he has hurt me so much but i will always miss him and want to see him again because i forgive and moved on. Im not hopeful that my depression will end
i'm eleven years old, i'm still struggling with this anxiety and depression since i turned 10. it's really hard for me to accept myself having these kind of grades still doesn't make me proud of myself and somebody blocking my way in to happiness. i've been through being bullied, almost getting to suicide. i'm already an unconscious person, i don't really trust anyone. i don't know what i'm feeling, is it sadness or happiness? my parents doesn't know about anything yet, i'm scared they'll just say i'm stupid and dumb with feeling these type of things.
Alot of people out there are narcissistic, codependent, uneducated, insensitive & selfish! Nobody has the right to judge another they are no better nor are they superior, they're just equal human beings as everybody else! I have been a victim of bullying resulting in an eating disorder, suicidal thoughts daily, depression, OCD, anxiety & ADD... I've got myself help & am cured! I've realised that Nobody has the power to make me feel in any negative way that only I decide my thoughts & my feelings!! Do not give ur powers away these people don't deserve it ur all very deserving & special much love to u all!! 💪💋❤💗
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I haven’t been diagnosed because my parents think I’m just going through puberty An old relationship I had turned out to be toxic and it’s left a horrible impact on how I see things, I don’t go outside, I don’t sleep, I usually cry because he was the one who kept me away from it while making it worse, I don’t feel happy anymore...I’m scared Of people, in school people would make fun of me because apparently I was an attention seeker, I just wanted to let people know I was in pain but no one listened...so I’m here today emotionless..
I've had social anxiety since I was 4, due to childhood trauma. It has fucked up my life, and its so so fucking fusturating. Also, its only gotten worse considering my home environment never got better so yknow- Like, my dad left, and even tho the damage was already done, we could finally be at peace, but then my mum invited someone even worse into our home. He stayed for awhile and fucked everything up more than it already was.
I've suffered from severe depression many years and in childhood but in my younger years never knew what it was when I became an adult I began to figure and discover why I always felt the way I did and why things got worser there was a time I could manage it better in my young adulthood but it was still there nobody understood what I was dealing with but people don't understand how real this is help people don't look down or criticize helping someone when they feel so low may stop them from being suicidal or being alone when they feel helpless everyone needs some type of support wish I could of got help in my younger years she is one brave lady for speaking out about it and overcoming it many blessings to her
i have depression. I don’t even care anymore. I dont care how I look, i dont care abkut anyone, idc how i interact with people, idc abt my grades, idc if i make people upset, idc if i die. I dont care about anything anymore. I feel helpless. i dont feel alive
We care very much about you and your safety. If you are having thoughts of suicide or need to talk, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255. If you prefer to text, you can text “START” to 741-741 where a live, trained specialist will respond back to you. We also have a team here at Nationwide Children’s that are available to help you 24/7 and can be reached by calling 614-722-1800.
hey, just wanted to let you know that what you are experiencing is a low moment. sometimes we can get stuck and it's hard to come out of that dark place. I have said this type of stuff before so Ive been there trust me.
Here is my story: Hello, I'm currently 11, I'm going threw puberty and I think I have depression. It all started when I went to a house with my father and my grandma in Alabama. It was fine for a week then I forgot to put water in the fridge. He marched upstairs and called me ''lazy'' and ''selfish'' sense I'm pretty sensitive to words I took that very seriously. My father has depression himself, and has anger issues. I know he didn't mean it now but then I was quite shocked and sad. And he kept getting mad at me for small things, and yelling at me. My father and grandma had a big argument about it. I'm not saying my father is bad, he is a really great guy I just don't think he knows how to fraise things correctly. Then I had a choice to go back home which I did. A few weeks later I was still a little sad about it. And I recently got discord and I talked to my friends on there. There is 6 of them we'll just call them 1,2,3,4,5 and 6. Now number 1 was kind of offending with her words, she didn't mean it but she was rude with how she fraise things. She would call me dumb, stupid, selfish, not a best friend, etc. And she would always say things bad about herself and every time I tried helping her she would push me away and say ''I'm not in the mood for your shit right now''. She would say she wanted to die and stuff, I'm not saying she's faking cause she may have bipolar depression. Now number 2 was a guy, a little younger then me. He was the edgy kid of the group and pretty funny, but he would say hw would kill himself as a joke which I hated. The others are fine but every time I try to lift 1 and 2's spirits up it would also hurt me. And recently my parents have been arguing and my mother called me a brat and lazy. And her boyfriend would easily get mad at me for small things I do. I'm a pretty nosy person and I some how accidentally glance at his phone cause it's on, and he would obviously get annoyed but then he starts yelling. None of them know how I feel and that makes me more sad. I sometimes scrape myself with a knife. Not really cutting, just scrapping that goes away in a minute. And that's how I think I have it. I left out a details but this comment would go on for ages, goodbye now.
I myself have depression and I have an acholic father and in my family you get a lot of comments about how you act and how you look you have to kinda have to earn attention you never feel good enough and I'm worried constantly about what going to happen when my dad gets home I have no bond with him he makes me feel not wanted it makes my self-esteem drop so much I'm worried if my depression becomes worse over time and I probably have trama your story encouraging in so many ways
Thanks for posting that comment dear friend and sharing from your heart. It's refreshing to hear that kind of honesty from people. Please understand that you are so much more than you realize because you have a Savior who absolutely adores you. He gave His very life for you. May God be with you and show you His wonderful kindness and grace. May the love of His Son Jesus surround you and embrace you warmly. He rescued me from severe depression and suicide years ago and will do the same for anyone. Please take care.
I was depressed for awhile. I starved myself, cut, and attempted. My friends just got mad. My mom just wondered. My dad doesn't even know. Lame nights I wonder if anyone would know that I was gone. But I hold on. I pray for better things and do my best to keep my faith. So far I'm 3 weeks clean. I hope to go longer
Wished was me who was couraged enough to take my life. Decades later. Things didn't get better. Childhood abuse stays with you and affects how you look at people.
I've had been going through depression and trauma from the age 5,I remembered so well that my family used to fight over the littlest things,my parents don't have any relationship between eachother,on top of that she cheated on my dad after a year I was born,my brother was 10 at that time,he couldn't understand everything until he was 13,my mom always used to take me to another country to meet that other guy she was with,I remember we had to stay at a hotel with him,he used to fight with my mom too,and I remember that he once tried hanging himself with the fan and my mom had to lock me and herself in the bathroom,I watched him trying to threat my mom like that all the time,as time passes I became 6 and then when I understood what was happening I started swearing at that guy. I made my mom break up with him when I was 8,she blames me for the littlest things,she has serious anger issues,she used to beat me up when I was younger,she did it more with my brother when he was younger too,and because of that my brother became a really strong minded person,but he has that same anger issue,if he gets angry once he can't control himself,but when he does he apologizes,he thinks I don't have depression,I once tried telling my mom about my depression but she instead screamed at me all night and I cried myself to sleep,my dad never spoke up, he's the most chill and quiet person ever. My brother says my mom didn't do anything with me compared to what happened with him,but all those years she took me somewhere else to see someone else and she even made me call him papa,all this trauma and depression and anxiety is eating me PLEASE. I'll be turning 13, although I am not my legal guardian, please please please, provide some help,I need to get motivation from someone,I live in bangladesh and in here,we don't have that many organizations to support child depression.
hiiiii natsukashii i am not a therapist but if u want to talk to someone ,i'll there and yeah i am a girl and i'm sixteen here's my ig id @aarushayadav
I hate when people tell me stop crying or just be happy but I can’t. My parents don’t support me and all they do is yell at me and judge me for my feelings. They say I’m whiney and ungreatful. My mom drinks a lot and I sometimes have to hide in my room and lock it. I feel so alone and I cut myself and starved myself. If I died, wouldn’t that do everyone a favor? Btw, I’m 12 years old. I’m scared to tell people because I don’t want to burden and annoy them and I can’t tell my parents. I just wish I could run away from home sometimes instead of hearing all the yelling screaming and fighting in my house. It’s chaos and it’s scary 😭
I'm 11 . I'm going to 7th grade in a few weeks. I'm scared . 6th grade was absolute hell. Every single day I got bullied and teased for looking slightly diffrent. My friends backstabbed me, made me cry constantly and more. I've been having soo many suicidal thoughts . I've been really thinking of cutting myself because I've heard it really relieves stress. I've told my mom and she said I was gonna move schools and go to therapy. I found out I'm going to the same school . Therapy hasn't come. I just want help. I'm starting to loose hope in ever actually getting help. I've tried changing but I just can't bring myself to do it. Quarantine has given me time to think and relax and now that school is gonna open soon.. I'm just not ready for another year of hell. I need help
I've had depression for so many years that if I suddenly stopping having depression(I know it doesn't just stop) that I wouldn't know who I was. I got it in the beginning of middle school and I'm in eleventh grade now, so like in fifth or sixth grade, I mean maybe I got in in seventh or eighth, or fourth or third... I don't know. I have a bad memory with dates. I even forget if I'm 15 or 16 and stuff like that and I am 16. Just time is kinda wobbly in my head, I can't tell you if I ate sometime yesterday or a week ago.
😭😭 I got abused by my mom and dad for four years and then Social Worker came and took me away she came back to visit us one day and she made everything bad again she took my sister away I love to my sister but now she’s gone...
i was diagnosed with depression and anxiety at 14. I’m 15 rn, i’m not on meds, and my childhood wasn’t the best but i’m pulling thru without therapy (because that didn’t work out). No one takes me seriously.
I_Slayyy_demons-through_GOD 444 uhm, long story short i was beat a lot, physical punishment and pain was what i got for making mistakes as a child. Whether it was a fight with my sister or a bad score on a test. I was met with pain. My family has also always been dysfunctional, my sister was abusive (still is) my parents are constantly fighting (since i was very very young) I was raised by nannies, some of which did awful things like use shots and needles (nothing was in the needles, it was the pain and fear) as punishment. Anyways, when i say all that to someone they don’t take me seriously but it’s whatever. I gave up trying to get help.
I am 17 years old , I grew up in a abusive family, my parents always wanted to send me to the orphans and until now they didnt knew their child was really suffering from high function depression and anxiety
There’s a difference between being sad and depression just saying I have seen a lot of kids in the comments and I just want to say,don’t be so mature at your age. Don’t act like an adult and waste your childhood cause one day u will be an adult so won’t have to act like one. Right now you are a child. I urge you to talk to someone if you are showing the following symptoms: •Losing interest in hobbies •crying for no reason •feeling of isolation •losing appetite •over eating •rapid weight loss/weight gain If you are a kid showing these symptoms you are not depressed but it will most likely develop in your teen-hood.Take care
I have a trauma my mo knows it... they think I’m cured. But I’m actually getting worse, I have depression and anxiety but Idk how to tell my mom. I fell weird, hopeless.
Manraj Singh that was almost 11 months ago, my relationship with my mom isn’t good, she hates me... she wants to send me with my dad who abandoned us 10 years ago
@@valeria1878 oh sorry i didnt knew that my friend there still lies life ahead of you with many oppurtunies try to accumlate some skiils so that you can become independent(use youtube to learn as much) i understand this will be epic hard for u for what u go through but keep trying and have faith in god and life and maybe seek help from people around u if possible . if u keep ur faith one day surely u will get life in way u want
The more we talk about it the more people we can imprison, demonise, make unemployed, make homeless. That's my personal experience of talking about anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts and attempts.
I h ave depression and anxiety and autism and others I was bullied in high school and I attempted suicide at eighteen and I wrote a note and I almost had to be checked in to a mental hospital
I think people are going way too far by listening to people that tell them to get therapy every time something happens to them that isn't comfortable... There are some people that claim the they are traumatized for life because their cat got out of the house or when someone cuts them off on the road. Put on your adult cloths America ! FEEL THE GOD GIVEN FEELINGS AND GIVE YOURSELVES TIME GET PAST THE DIFFICULT TIMES SO YOU CAN PUT THEM BEHIND YOU ! GO THROUGH ALL OF THE STAGES IF GRIEF ID YOU CAN... IT HURTS. ITS PAINFUL... IF IT WASN'T, WHAT KIND IF PERSON WIULD YOU REALLY BE ???
That's creepy my name is Leah and I suffer from deppresion and my family is clueless I've been leaving clues but all they see is happy smiles and No mental illness
the most traumatic part of my childhood, one memory when my father was yelling at me and shouting and calling me disgusting things yet again, and I was fed up with the emotional abuse so I slapped him. He charged at me and grabbed me by my wrists, dragged me across the floors and up the staircase and threw me on the bed and pinned me down and slapped me over and over., yelling "HOW DARE YOU HIT YOUR OWN FATHER?! YOU HAVE NO RESPECT WHATSOEVER FOR ME, I'M IN CHARGE OF YOU AND YOU SLAPPED ME?!" my mom spit directly into my face while my dad held me down. I was crying and screaming and begging. They locked me in the room. I went insane in those moments, I felt like I was in a spiraling horrible loop of pain, both emotional and physical. I tried to sneak out of the room and run to the fire department near our house, to go to the police. my dad yelled at my mom to lock the doors, and yet again dragged me into the room, hit me, pinned me down and spit in my face, and locked the doors. I think I fell asleep or unconscious or something on the floor while I lay there sobbing. When I was conscious again, the first thing I saw when I looked down at my hands were my wrists. they were PURPLE AND BLUE. I had bruises all over my wrists, blue and purple circles, because my dad had gripped my wrists so tightly. I cried when I saw that, and I cried when i realized that it was still the same day. I have no memory of what happened after that, I think maybe because my mind blocked out the memory because it was so traumatic. I was 14 when this happened.
My best friend committed suicide 2 years ago because she always gets bullied by other people,and this month is her 11th birthday.........I miss u Kayla....
Idk why but from 2019 to now I just don’t feel myself,I feel like I’m failing worst part sum parents don’t have time to listen to their kids . I got bullied for being short for my age and my best friend who I thought was the only prsn I could share my feelings left me since then I gave up on myself . I WISH I HAVE A BEST FRIEND WHO COULD BE WITH ME IN EVERY SITUATION. IM SRRY 😭😭😭 I JUST WANTED SOMEONE TO KNOW HOW I FEEL .
I’m currently 10 and know too much about this stuff.. It all started when my brother hit 13. He started drinking and smoking (everyday teenage stuff lol) and it really effected me. He started to lose his friends, missing school everyday, getting bad grades. It’s effecting me edit: he drinks by himself now and someone called CPS for no reason :(
Im 11 and i have ADHD and PDS and i get bullied at school, i blame myself for my dad dying when i was 3 days old, im the oldest out of my 3 sisters, my family laughs at my deppresion and here i am clueless.
I used to tgink depression people never tell anyone that they are like they dont wnat anybody to k I went through it sometimes i get away from it sometimes i come back to it❤
I had a friend because of my mental health issues l told him so many things in my anger. I said Sorry but he left. I was in guilt for months he didn't pick my call. We met again after months then I asked to him are you angry he said no .I was very happy i thought he forgave me but he didn't. Every time we met he treated me badly. He said I'm not his Friend anymore. I fought with him please scold me but don't leave me. I I said Sorry. I know I'm stupid but please forgive me and he said I'm depression for him The moment he said this. I felt broken now I will never go back in his life. He is a nice person .actually I'm not smart enough in relationships. I'm very childish. I didn't do anything on purpose I was angry because he treated me like an stranger. I should forgive myself only I can understand myself
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And bad part is when your own family doesn't know that child is suffering from depression
The worst part is when they know you have depression and exploit that for petty laughs and enjoyment
And/or saying you're being "dramatic".. "get over it" or my favorite.. "you are exaggerating, your life isnt bad"
Terrible when adults must know that depression is 100% real and many MANY people are suicidal and very sadly teens have very high suicide rate.You may have an actual diagnosis already but some parents just honestly dont care or dont think you need help.. that you're just an attention seeker etc More parents and adults in general should not only be aware of signs and symptoms but actually have the compassion enough for (their) child or any child to get them help.
I was diagnosed with social anxiey..panic disorder..and depression at 12.. my (social) anxiety is better now but i will always have clinical depression (im 31.. its still here..along with my anxiety and i dont really see it going anywhere) I assume my mom just thought it was a phase or something. And she still says I had a great life to this day.. says that im just to "sensitive" or downright a liar. Ugh. Part of this for me is genetic not to mention childhood trauma, I mean..wow really? Like--- uhh ? She basically aided me along in this crap.
I just hope the entire taboo and stigma associated with mental illness will one day vanish. Far to many kids especially are committing suicide and it breaks my heart.
I know right.
I've had depression for almost 3 years now and still the only people That know are my closest friends
They say that uralright
She is so beautiful
You are so beautiful too :)
Aro Kiyl you’re a year and 9 months late buddy
@@bigsmellyballs so?
pltuo so what? i was just saying they were
Can people please stop talking about how beautiful someone is. That don't mean shit. As someone who suffers with severe depression and anxiety, I get how good looking I am alot and it doesn't help anything.
The worst part is when people say that " you are not old enough to get depressed. Life is so much more"
I’ve always had depression and anxiety I’m currently a teen I’m 13 years old, and I’m struggling in school with my grades in math a lot and it’s just made me sad hearing teachers and parents telling me I might move to another school for special need or not being able to go to the same school as my friends and I’ve been bullied a lot and I would just cry a lone a lot at times hoping things would change in life I’m very shy it’s hard for me to make new friends and if I were to move schools if my grades don’t start going up it could possibly just give me more bad depression and suicidal thoughts and I’ve been thinking about cutting myself but I just haven’t yet...
HI QUICK UPDATE l: i’m no longer depressed or sad i’m 15 now and i’ve passed all the classes that i’ve been struggling with at school. i’m now a sophomore and passing my classes! and i didn’t have to change schools i’m still going on the same path and i’m still going to school with my friends i’m now happier than before and i hope everyone who struggles with depression or anxiety gets out of it too i believe in you!
Thank you for reaching out and being so honest about how you are feeling. We are so sorry you are going through this and we care very much about you and your safety. If you are having thoughts of suicide or need to talk, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255. If you prefer to text, you can text “START” to 741-741 where a live, trained specialist will respond back to you. We also have a team here at Nationwide Children’s that are available to help you 24/7 and can be reached by calling 614-722-1800. Or you can email us at socialhelp@nationwidechildrens.org and give us the information you are comfortable giving; it would be helpful to have your first and last name, your telephone number and the address of your current location. I can have someone from our team reach out to you by phone, if you prefer. We look forward to hearing back from you.
Sarah Brooks hey, thanks for your advice and you were right cutting myself just makes thing worst I stopped cutting about a week ago when my friends found out I was cutting myself they had a very long talk with me now I’m currently in the process of healing and I hope one day you can see your brothers again❤️.
Yo where are those bullies because I will mess dem up big time and tell em they ain't cool
If you want someone to talk to who is in your same age group, you can message me on RUclips or here. 🙂
If you need someone to talk to I'm here 🙂♥️
I had a abusive childhood with my dad. I was angry at him for years. Then I found out that he was abused as a child. Way worse than you could think. I forgave my father right there. My father got sick and was dying. The last 5 months of his life. We spent hours together each day. Crying, talking. Lying to rest the ghosts of the past. My father died June 15 2018. And I cry for him. I miss him very much. If I could give him a msg. I would say. I understand dad. I forgive you. I love you. I miss you.
catherine rothe I am also abused by my dad since I was a baby. I have a lot of childhood trauma that still hunts me till this day. He would throw me in the dark closet for hours with my brother and violently abuses me when his job doesn’t go that well. I would never forgive him.
You are very strong
Your father is proud.
pamela mccrory yes, I agree. And also, stay strong.
Your Awesome i dont know you but i wish you the best
Hey! If you’re watching this, chances are, you’re suffering. Me too, but I do have that tiny bit of hope that it will get better. There’s gonna be people to help, i can help too! I may not be a professional, but I do care.
God loves you. ruclips.net/video/2mgUPt2KI08/видео.html
Seems my hope is gone
@@OldSchoolL4D-zb2kt same. im too exhausted and scared to keep trying.
@@lindagarvey8447 sorry 😔
I want to believe that it gets better but it’s so hard to... especially when it does get better, and then gets worse all over again. Usually worse than it was before...
I know...
like my dad would always say and it haunts me “oh look we’re back at square one again shay” like yep what’s the point then thx
Trust me...it gets better... I'm healing from PTSD now...and believe me love, it gets better. We all will be fine. ❤️
I have ADHD, depression, and anxiety. I was physically abused by my parents throughout middle school into highschool. I feel like with me getting abused that all of it was blamed on me having mental illinesses or blamed on me. So i live everyday in fear. Yes I have forgiven my parents after In home counseling and going to church for a while after everything.. i still relive every moment of it everyday. It sits in the back of my mind and affects my relationships with others and how i live my life. I am one who wears my heart on my sleeve so it feels like i carry around my trauma on my back.
Everyday just feels unreal. Like i want to give up but I’m just scared to let myself down or stop fighting
I am so sorry you're going through this. If you're still being affected by your parent's abuse so badly, you shouldn't have to forgive them. They don't seem like they deserve your forgiveness tbh. I hope it gets better for you soon.
Kay Jackson Tbh ur parents don’t deserve ur love. At all. They knew what they were doing don’t let them manipulate u. Plz seek professional help and don’t give up plzzz❤️u r worth sm more than u think. The abuse wasn’t ur fault it was there’s. Plz don’t take ur life, u have ur whole life to live.
recommending the book Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents. It will help you understand your parents, yourself, their reaction towards you, and your reactions towards their behavior. All the best.
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Hello young ones. I was done wrong by 4 adults from the age of 3-7. I have really bad anxiety and really bad low moments. I am 35 years old now and it did not do me justice holding onto this weight in my life so far. the ptsd seems to never go away. sometimes, I can ignore it very well by looking at it like a scientist and that it just happened because of the year and time. but then it comes back full force. I just want u kids to know that you have to keep living your lives. depression can lead to cancer and other types of ailments. try to have fun and go be a kid. I'm going to try to help others like me and maybe it will help me heal in the process.
Im never deppresed but im feeling it sometimes when something goes wrong.....
Actually im 9y/o when this happened and me being 10 year old now i still didn't forget this because grandma died when i didn't catch her alive at the hospital im so so mad at the doctor but i knew the doctor has done nothing wrong so my "friends" laughs at me because it's been a year and i still didn't forget that and after that im always getting ashamed of myself‚suffering from bad dreams and sometimes crying so suddenly and sometimes i feel harming myself. after that i scream when im home alone and never telling my parents what is happening to me but some 7 boys (Bts) are the one who makes me laugh and be happy also there songs has a deep meaning and also im listening it with susbtitles (of course).
and im telling you this because of my short deppresion and the one who cured my deppression.
Thank you for taking your time for reading my story.
And always remember to love yourself and never get ashamed of your inside.
And once again thank you.
Leah not sure if you will see this, but I hope you are doing well! I'm sure you are really good at the violin by now haha. Continue to stay strong and best of luck with everything!
So glad she was able to be adopted by her aunt and uncle. Sadly in this situation, many children then become a ward of the state and are sent into foster care where it just becomes hell. Her aunt seems like a very loving and understanding person.
I am rooting for Leah. May you have a a beautiful life.
I had a really tough bout of anxiety in2012. it got to the point where most people would end their lives. but I struggled alone and fought alone until I got over it. to anyone who's suffering, don't give up. I've heard one time that the most powerful wolf is the lone wolf. Stay strong man it's temporary it really is.
I'm 12 and I can relate to this.. My parents always fought, our household was very unstable, I have had major issues with depression and anxiety, it was very hard for me to make friends in school, etc.. A lot of my family members whom I was very close with passed away tragically.. And my father also passed away. I had a rocky relationship with my father before he committed suicide. My father was a smoker, he had depression, he drank, he didn't have a job, etc.. My family wanted him out of our house. Now I'm almost 13 and I miss him so much. It's been more peaceful since then but I'm still very down. I know what you've been through makes you a stronger person but I just wish sometimes I had a normal childhood. If you're going through something similar to this it gets better. You can't erase those parts of your life from your mind but it will get better. 💞
Clara Maria I dealt with my parents fighting even back when I was 4 just 3 months ago I ran from my dad and now my mom abused me
I'm really sorry to hear that.
My parents always fucking fight im losing my sanity
Hi I'm from india I'm 12 years old
My family has always been in a bad condition since i remember my dad who abuse mom
My mom who is angry(she has so much stress i can understand)🥺 my sis who is realy suffering from this but she is 16 ,has friends ,is a little happier than me however. But in the middle of everyone im soo sad just suffering frm all this life long trauma until I get a job and move out. I hardly have friends, not having enough freedom, financial issues, anxiety.
I cannot really wait to earn some money and get out of my parents house.
Fukk i juz want a normal childhood❤️😁👀
Whenever I try and tell my mom she just ignores me or says I'm talking to much
Life As Bethia my mum and dad don’t love me either I’m forever in the dark
Dwm3
Same
You should speak up it doesn't have to be to your mom just somebody,anybody who YOU feel you can trust
Same
Such a beautiful and brave girl. Thank you for sharing. Mybson currently has anxiety and depression and its not an easy thing to deal with. People who don't suffer from this don't understand the struggle for these kids. I have guilty of questioning what my son has to be depressed about. Luckily, I informed myself to these afflictions to better help my son.
I applaud Leah and her family who has gone above and beyond to support her through all of her experiences!
Many people can’t understand how it can be the smallest things that make a huge difference!
Some families refuse to believe trauma occurred. Point blank period.
Some families may know of the trauma and the lasting effects but it’s rarely acknowledged and almost treated like some dirty little secret.
But the best thing that a survivor can have, is a family who acknowledges the trauma. Acknowledges the lasting effects. And stands by that survivor, side by side, as each mountain of adversity is conquered! Those are the people who have the utmost ability to grow into wonderful young people with fulfilling lives and loving relationships!
I truly wish more people could work through the issues they have that prevent them from being that support for their own family member dealing with these situations!
I could write a book on depression, because I've had nightmares of incidents when I was young and too contemplated suicide...but lived on...
Despite what I've been through, and no matter how the world is or where I am, I make the moment OK...you're depressed because you have no more life left in you, but a rock in it's place...( you can bring back this life by going down memory lane...cause your depression is made up if forgotten memories, that can be recycled)
No matter what you go through, never indulge in your unhappiness. Live naturally and never give up or despair and...never feel sorry for yourself...be a warrior...today I'm happier than most around me...
Be glad when you struggle...it makes you stronger..it makes you learn...its the only way you'll conquer life...do not go near hospitals or doctors or psychiatrists. It's a hill you going over to cross into a wonder world...a road to a new you....so be brave as you go through this journey of change...your happiness will grow till one day you're over this hell, now stop complaining...stop feeling sorry for yourself...keep on going...you'll see better days, then sad days in n on, but you will come to appreciate this life and this world more and more till one day, you'll cherish life and the hell you've been through...i promise
I am 11 and I have depression cause of what my family say to me like “FAT” i started to think of harming myself a lot it started after my birthday came like one month ago and I know what does sadness and depression deference
Jana and Meg i love you very much your not alone everythings gonna be okay life always changing greetings from Turkey ♥️
liberal man nbs bro
Megz games hey, please don’t invalidate their experience, I understand you went through a lot but it doesn’t mean you get to tell somebody that their pain isn’t as bad as yours.
you are BEAUTIFUL DONT LET ANYONE EVER TELL YOU DIFFERENT
You are worthy of love. It's a hard world out here and none of us are perfect. All we can do is take it day by day and wait until the love we deserve enters our life. I always feel better when I pray to Jesus, yet it's weird, because sometimes I don't pray, because I'm not ready to feel better yet.
I find it really difficult to date and trust people because of a traumatic incident I've experienced in my childhood 😢
Saame. Feeling no one can be trusted. Everyone only to hurt me. And very sensitivity over little things
Beautiful and encouraging testimony. I loved it when she talked about playing the violin 🎻, got a huge smile out of me 😃.
I have Bi-Polar, Depression and Anxiety. I was the most happiest child when I was more younger. I got many things that I wanted, Had pets, Had a Happy family. It all changed when I was 8 years old. In the 3rd grade. It was late October and I was in social studies class. I got called to down to the counselors office and got told to pack all my things. When I got done Packing I went done to the office. I found my grandma there crying, and my uncle with her. He looked very sad. A social worker was there too. She told me that I am gonna live with my grandma Until everything goes away. I was confused. My grandma lived in another town so I started crying cause I had to move schools. My teacher came down and gave me a big hug. She was crying with me. I got in the car with my grandma. I cried every night I was there. My grandma would verbally abuse me and hurt me a lot. Once my parents got out of jail I still could not see them. My dad would bring me 100 dollars of food. But my grandma would starve me and give the feed the food to other people or give it to her stupid husband. I was very sad and lost. I’ve been bullied and got into a lot of physical fights. And I get in trouble a lot. My moods are not very good. Most of them are anger and sadness. My depression makes me eat a lot and I don’t know how to stop. I push many people away from me and I’m on my phone none stop. My grades are not well. And I’m not doing the right choices. That’s some of my life but there
Fuck yo grandma she weird, just keep going bro grades isn't everything you'll find your own path, things will get better
Im 10, and I have depression..you can be any age and have depression
ACK ACK ACK I have been abused since I was 3 and it never stopped
Same but I'm 11
I had a traumatic childhood and developed depression and anxiety I self harm myself when I was 7 now I’m nearly 18
If you're a teenager and watching this. It gets better. Just hold on.
Okay dokay then! I’m twelve and incredibly numb but i will hold on, YES >:3
Emily Murphy babes you will get better and feel happy again. Time is the best thing for healing. You can see a lot of people feel hopeless but it’s only temporary. You have your whole life ahead of you (60+ years) which is a long time to make happy memories. Don’t give up and talk to your mother❤️
I'm 22, will it?
Anthony Iuculano 22 is very young. That’s when your life is getting started. Your best years are yet to come babes. Dont worry, time is the best healer. You will overcome whatever you’re feeling. God bless you❤️❤️
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Can I be honest I was borned with derpression people think I’m perfect I get good grades have good friends parents that support me however i still feel sad and lonely.i can’t get rid of my depression it’s always been with me :(
Hi Leo, we care very much about you and your safety. If you are having thoughts of suicide or need to talk, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. If you prefer to text, you can text “START” to 741-741 where a live, trained specialist will respond back to you. We also have a team here at Nationwide Children's Hospital who is able to help you 24/7 and can be reached by calling 614-722-1800.
Jesus will help you
Shut up atheist
Hey we should not fight about god or Jesus and say that they are not real we all believe and not believe in a lot of thing I believe in god and I know some people who don’t what I am saying is let’s not fight
I was born in trauma and depression from a child up till today i know what you have been through u are a wonderful person god will bless u you are not alone ❤❤
I’m glad she had family to be there for her
Ive suffered from depression but then i thought they're just so much ahead of me and i was always inside so when i go somewhere i am happy bc i no longer have to stay in my room no my parent's dont treat me bad its my fault for not going outside and stay stuck playing video games i still games like cod but i like going outside 24/7
I've heard a thousand times that it will get better soon. I've had social anxiety since I was a little kid..And during the times when I watched my parents fight as a kid, i dissociated. So back then I didnt feel nothing at all. Bc looking back I have very little memories of those days. But I got depressed since I was 12.Ive been waiting for it to go away all along.
I have *ALWAYS* been a straight A student, and once i missed a few days of class and i actually felt depressed because the work was getting harder. As I’ve never felt that way, I was afraid I was falling behind and afraid of growing up to be what my parents called, a failure. I know it wasn’t really childhood trauma, as it was honestly my fault. I used to never study for tests as they were easy for me, but now that things are getting harder I feel like I’m falling into a deeper and endless hole all the time. I’m better now, god bless everyone 🙏
Do you have these 5 behaviors associated with childhood trauma ?
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I feel this way too, it’s hard for us to maneuver and grow as distrestted people, especially kids without the proper support or attention from their parents or family
A few months ago I started getting into cutting, and not being motivated. My depression and anxiety was coming back. Now I’m trying to focus on my happiness and hope my depression will never come back.
I hope with all my heart you'll be alright
when people say it gets better it does. it takes time. im currently 14 years old I suffered from depression for 2 years those 2 years were the hardest years of my life no one helped me. I was alone stuck in a dark box with the voices in my head. i almost killed myself 6 times. last year it got better and i got to know myself and know my worth and now im here im proud of myself i never thought I’d make it here. now im 14 and i love myself . no no not for the looks i love my worth and personality. you’ll find hope and happiness it just takes time. depression and pain is temporary. it all goes away at one point. trust me you’ll find yourself.
Thanks for sharing Leah !!! You’re a beautiful & strong woman. I currently battle with Clinical Depression/Anxiety an was contemplating suicide a couple nights ago. I also am a Sexual abuse/physical abuse survivor
Stephen suicide is never an option. God loves you and will adopt you as His own. Call upon Him until you're sure you know Him. ruclips.net/video/2mgUPt2KI08/видео.html
I have the worst anxiety and depression I just want to sit In a cold dark room alone Im 11
I'm so sorry. I have survived depression and I totally know how you feel. I know that if somebody told me that life was worth it when I was going through depression I would have rolled my eyes, but trust me, it is. During depression the dark feels good. I highly suggest talking to somebody even though you might feel hopless.
Please let someone close to you know how you feel dear friend. Honesty is always the best policy. I am praying for you, okay? Jesus loves you deeply and passionately no matter what you're going through. And He would love to hear from you. Take care.
Robin Sk Ive told my mum but she wont listen my friends just say Im trying to be cool but I don’t get whats so cool about It
but thank you
Epic Puppets I do try talking to people every body Ignore s me though even my therapist
My parents don’t even give me counseling they just cancel all meeting and abuse me more and more
I was abused as a kid for 10 years. My depression and anxiety has gotten better.
I received mentors and through the help of God using my mentors I have advanced passed the stages of depression and anxiety that a lot of people cannot find themselves passed. I can say that I do have sort of a peace of mind now after 7 years. The past 3 years I accomplished that. It was the hardest thing I accomplished in my life.
I could say I’m in the honey moon stage of finding what I like and enjoying it… I’m retiring from the military I am 22 years old. After I get out I plan on starting my own counseling firm , owning orphanages, adopting and starting various other businesses I also want to give back to the community.
When i was 5 years old my father took me from my mother with her conscent, to live with him and his new wife.
It quickly bacame apparent to me that she took an instant dislike to me, more like hatered. She had four children of her own. Anyway the abuse started off almost immediately making me stand in the corner of the room facing the wall for absolutely no reason that a five year old child would understand anyway. The days went on with low level mental abuse, well to a five year old boy it was devastating. My father was a long distant driver so all this abuse took place when he was out, but he could see that I was unhappy there. So her four children started to bully me and attacked me in the house. They had a dog that use to nip me, and they would all just laugh. I started to hear her mother say to her, "Why don't you just dump him somewhere." So after a year of mental tourment at the hands of everyone in that house, she finally decided to take her mothers advice and dump me on the street I was only 6 years. So Social services placed me with a foster family but after a year the moved me to a children's home. That was a blow to me because I became part of a loving family. When I was 8 years old they moved me to another children's gome where I stayed for 8 years. I left the children's home when I was 16, then they moved me to another children's home for a year, then when I was 17 they moved me to an half way house to get me use to an independant life. I left the care system as I went in feeling alone, worried, & affraid. Of course i have not put every awful experience in this post. Thank You.
i’m 10 and abused by my dad and he just said “it’s fun” like i wish he is dead i would never do this to my child
Cosy Plays I'm sorry what really happened to you
zombie slayer 22 from age six
I'm 48 and freaking with this now for the first time in my life. Due to cost, it's difficult to go to my therapist regularly. Are there group or online therapy offered?
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All I can say is that you should be determined to transform your depression. That was the very thing that enabled me to transform my mental illness. Become OBSESSED with changing! What you are doing will work if you occupy that state of being!
1Peter 5:7 encourages us to throw our anxieties on God. He wants to take the burden off us us. He wants us to be happy. I pray that this encourages anyone experiencing these debilitating feelings❤.
@Madison Mercer that is a great question and one that many people wonder.
Interestingly God shares gives us some insight into what to expect in the last days. The scripture is at 2 Timothy 3:1-4. There God named a lot of negative things that may happen. Unfortunately many of these things can lead to anxiety, depression, and suicide. If you have time take a look at the list. We've all suffered to some degree because of these things.
The good thing is God is aware of these conditions and WILL do something about it. First, he is preparing to resurrect those who have died. That promise is at Acts 24:15 where he promises a resurrection of the righteous and unrighteous. Next, he is going to repair all of the issues that bring anxiety into the world. This promise is mentioned a number of times in the bible but one of my favorite scriptures that talks about this is Revelation 21:4 Can you imagine a time where no one will have to suffer anymore? This may sound a bit far fetched for most but God has never made a promise he hasn't kept. I hope this encourages you to put more faith in God.
So very true Veltrese Bond that scripture helped me knowing. God cares for us All. To add for more comfort psalm 94:19 says, " when anxieties overwhelmed me, You comfort and soothed me. We truly fet so much comfort drom the bible and from those who really care from the heart. Its the seed of motivation. I enjoy bringing comfort to those whom I meet even though I may not know you personally from what I learned from the bible we share what we have learned its our love we have for Christ. Matt.24:14 Good newa of Gods kingdom will be preached to all nations & then the end will come. Have a great day stay positive in this unloving world we live in. 👌😀
Problems? Lets all look to magical sky daddy instead of taking responsibility and trying to solve those problems
@@imacheckneck I understand and respect your prospective. It can be hard to believe in something that we can't see. Plus many people are suffering in so many ways. Unfortunately medication does not always work. Doctors can only do so much. That's why I choose to have faith in God. He has never been wrong. I'll give you an example. Through the bible God told us what shape the earth was even before Christopher Columbus or anyone else could try to. At Job 26:7 it says,"He stretches out the northern sky over empty space, Suspending the earth upon nothing." Scientifically speaking, these words are correct. How could man have already known the shape of the earth and the way it is suspended during a time where there were no spaceships or satellites to verify that? He also mentions the shape of the earth at Isaiah 40:22 where he shows his position in relation to the earth by saying," There is One who dwells above the circle of the earth." My comments are not meant to sway your thinking, only to help you see why many put faith in God. I hope my words were not offensive, only encouraging. Have a great day❤.
Don't understand how people could believe in God in a world like this...I used to pray at night as a child but that didn't stop the pain or abuse
What a beauty. God bless her.
Thats the devil that gets in through traumatic instances and vulnerabilities. We must cast out the lie of the devil for he comes to steal kill and destroy. Prayers for all those battling depression
I have had depression for years and im currently 14 the cause was my father, when i was young he would get drunk scream and 1 thing i remember was he put a gun to his head at 2am on a school night and me and my sister ran and called the police, he slit his wrist in front of me. And last year it got way worse when he pulled out in front of a atv truck and tried to commit suicide an was not successful. He currently lives 10 hours away and he has hurt me so much but i will always miss him and want to see him again because i forgive and moved on. Im not hopeful that my depression will end
Wow you've gone through ALOT...
aesthetic loverr yeah, he past away 6 months ago for an overdose.
i'm eleven years old, i'm still struggling with this anxiety and depression since i turned 10. it's really hard for me to accept myself having these kind of grades still doesn't make me proud of myself and somebody blocking my way in to happiness. i've been through being bullied, almost getting to suicide. i'm already an unconscious person, i don't really trust anyone. i don't know what i'm feeling, is it sadness or happiness? my parents doesn't know about anything yet, i'm scared they'll just say i'm stupid and dumb with feeling these type of things.
That's amazing. Good luck with the violin schooling!
Alot of people out there are narcissistic, codependent, uneducated, insensitive & selfish! Nobody has the right to judge another they are no better nor are they superior, they're just equal human beings as everybody else! I have been a victim of bullying resulting in an eating disorder, suicidal thoughts daily, depression, OCD, anxiety & ADD... I've got myself help & am cured! I've realised that Nobody has the power to make me feel in any negative way that only I decide my thoughts & my feelings!! Do not give ur powers away these people don't deserve it ur all very deserving & special much love to u all!! 💪💋❤💗
Beautiful story ❤
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I haven’t been diagnosed because my parents think I’m just going through puberty
An old relationship I had turned out to be toxic and it’s left a horrible impact on how I see things, I don’t go outside, I don’t sleep, I usually cry because he was the one who kept me away from it while making it worse, I don’t feel happy anymore...I’m scared Of people, in school people would make fun of me because apparently I was an attention seeker, I just wanted to let people know I was in pain but no one listened...so I’m here today emotionless..
My life is mostly spent laying in bed on the Internet. Every day. I love it and hate it at the same time.
The same. I understand you
I've had social anxiety since I was 4, due to childhood trauma. It has fucked up my life, and its so so fucking fusturating. Also, its only gotten worse considering my home environment never got better so yknow-
Like, my dad left, and even tho the damage was already done, we could finally be at peace, but then my mum invited someone even worse into our home. He stayed for awhile and fucked everything up more than it already was.
I've suffered from severe depression many years and in childhood but in my younger years never knew what it was when I became an adult I began to figure and discover why I always felt the way I did and why things got worser there was a time I could manage it better in my young adulthood but it was still there nobody understood what I was dealing with but people don't understand how real this is help people don't look down or criticize helping someone when they feel so low may stop them from being suicidal or being alone when they feel helpless everyone needs some type of support wish I could of got help in my younger years she is one brave lady for speaking out about it and overcoming it many blessings to her
Sorry to hear
i have depression. I don’t even care anymore. I dont care how I look, i dont care abkut anyone, idc how i interact with people, idc abt my grades, idc if i make people upset, idc if i die. I dont care about anything anymore. I feel helpless. i dont feel alive
We care very much about you and your safety. If you are having thoughts of suicide or need to talk, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255. If you prefer to text, you can text “START” to 741-741 where a live, trained specialist will respond back to you. We also have a team here at Nationwide Children’s that are available to help you 24/7 and can be reached by calling 614-722-1800.
hey, just wanted to let you know that what you are experiencing is a low moment. sometimes we can get stuck and it's hard to come out of that dark place. I have said this type of stuff before so Ive been there trust me.
Here is my story: Hello, I'm currently 11, I'm going threw puberty and I think I have depression. It all started when I went to a house with my father and my grandma in Alabama. It was fine for a week then I forgot to put water in the fridge. He marched upstairs and called me ''lazy'' and ''selfish'' sense I'm pretty sensitive to words I took that very seriously. My father has depression himself, and has anger issues. I know he didn't mean it now but then I was quite shocked and sad. And he kept getting mad at me for small things, and yelling at me. My father and grandma had a big argument about it. I'm not saying my father is bad, he is a really great guy I just don't think he knows how to fraise things correctly. Then I had a choice to go back home which I did. A few weeks later I was still a little sad about it. And I recently got discord and I talked to my friends on there. There is 6 of them we'll just call them 1,2,3,4,5 and 6. Now number 1 was kind of offending with her words, she didn't mean it but she was rude with how she fraise things. She would call me dumb, stupid, selfish, not a best friend, etc. And she would always say things bad about herself and every time I tried helping her she would push me away and say ''I'm not in the mood for your shit right now''. She would say she wanted to die and stuff, I'm not saying she's faking cause she may have bipolar depression. Now number 2 was a guy, a little younger then me. He was the edgy kid of the group and pretty funny, but he would say hw would kill himself as a joke which I hated. The others are fine but every time I try to lift 1 and 2's spirits up it would also hurt me. And recently my parents have been arguing and my mother called me a brat and lazy. And her boyfriend would easily get mad at me for small things I do. I'm a pretty nosy person and I some how accidentally glance at his phone cause it's on, and he would obviously get annoyed but then he starts yelling. None of them know how I feel and that makes me more sad. I sometimes scrape myself with a knife. Not really cutting, just scrapping that goes away in a minute. And that's how I think I have it. I left out a details but this comment would go on for ages, goodbye now.
I myself have depression and I have an acholic father and in my family you get a lot of comments about how you act and how you look you have to kinda have to earn attention you never feel good enough and I'm worried constantly about what going to happen when my dad gets home I have no bond with him he makes me feel not wanted it makes my self-esteem drop so much I'm worried if my depression becomes worse over time and I probably have trama your story encouraging in so many ways
Thanks for posting that comment dear friend and sharing from your heart. It's refreshing to hear that kind of honesty from people. Please understand that you are so much more than you realize because you have a Savior who absolutely adores you. He gave His very life for you. May God be with you and show you His wonderful kindness and grace. May the love of His Son Jesus surround you and embrace you warmly. He rescued me from severe depression and suicide years ago and will do the same for anyone. Please take care.
I was depressed for awhile. I starved myself, cut, and attempted. My friends just got mad. My mom just wondered. My dad doesn't even know. Lame nights I wonder if anyone would know that I was gone. But I hold on. I pray for better things and do my best to keep my faith. So far I'm 3 weeks clean. I hope to go longer
Are should never feel at fault for something your parents do. You ARE loved AND an AMAZING person
Wished was me who was couraged enough to take my life. Decades later. Things didn't get better. Childhood abuse stays with you and affects how you look at people.
I've had been going through depression and trauma from the age 5,I remembered so well that my family used to fight over the littlest things,my parents don't have any relationship between eachother,on top of that she cheated on my dad after a year I was born,my brother was 10 at that time,he couldn't understand everything until he was 13,my mom always used to take me to another country to meet that other guy she was with,I remember we had to stay at a hotel with him,he used to fight with my mom too,and I remember that he once tried hanging himself with the fan and my mom had to lock me and herself in the bathroom,I watched him trying to threat my mom like that all the time,as time passes I became 6 and then when I understood what was happening I started swearing at that guy. I made my mom break up with him when I was 8,she blames me for the littlest things,she has serious anger issues,she used to beat me up when I was younger,she did it more with my brother when he was younger too,and because of that my brother became a really strong minded person,but he has that same anger issue,if he gets angry once he can't control himself,but when he does he apologizes,he thinks I don't have depression,I once tried telling my mom about my depression but she instead screamed at me all night and I cried myself to sleep,my dad never spoke up, he's the most chill and quiet person ever. My brother says my mom didn't do anything with me compared to what happened with him,but all those years she took me somewhere else to see someone else and she even made me call him papa,all this trauma and depression and anxiety is eating me PLEASE. I'll be turning 13, although I am not my legal guardian, please please please, provide some help,I need to get motivation from someone,I live in bangladesh and in here,we don't have that many organizations to support child depression.
hiiiii natsukashii i am not a therapist but if u want to talk to someone ,i'll there and yeah i am a girl and i'm sixteen here's my ig id @aarushayadav
@@mudityadav7804 I followed you,my ig is @kiriunnie ^^
I hate when people tell me stop crying or just be happy but I can’t. My parents don’t support me and all they do is yell at me and judge me for my feelings. They say I’m whiney and ungreatful. My mom drinks a lot and I sometimes have to hide in my room and lock it. I feel so alone and I cut myself and starved myself. If I died, wouldn’t that do everyone a favor? Btw, I’m 12 years old. I’m scared to tell people because I don’t want to burden and annoy them and I can’t tell my parents. I just wish I could run away from home sometimes instead of hearing all the yelling screaming and fighting in my house. It’s chaos and it’s scary 😭
And sadly, nowadays nearly everyone suffers from childhood ptsd
My depression started when I was 11
@@gabrielgherasim1894 shut up bot
When you think about how you suck and you realize people have it worse than you and hate yourself more
Absolutely beautiful 💕 hope she is doing well.
Im starting to get depressed again 0:30
I understand her pain and yours
I'm 11 . I'm going to 7th grade in a few weeks. I'm scared .
6th grade was absolute hell. Every single day I got bullied and teased for looking slightly diffrent. My friends backstabbed me, made me cry constantly and more. I've been having soo many suicidal thoughts . I've been really thinking of cutting myself because I've heard it really relieves stress. I've told my mom and she said I was gonna move schools and go to therapy. I found out I'm going to the same school . Therapy hasn't come. I just want help. I'm starting to loose hope in ever actually getting help. I've tried changing but I just can't bring myself to do it. Quarantine has given me time to think and relax and now that school is gonna open soon.. I'm just not ready for another year of hell. I need help
tell your parents, or try homeschooling
@Sarah lol yeah I wanted to be as cursed as possible.
Sadness, melancholy, hypochondriac, emotional sensitive, shallow breathing..fear of death..what kind of depression is this?
I've had depression for so many years that if I suddenly stopping having depression(I know it doesn't just stop) that I wouldn't know who I was.
I got it in the beginning of middle school and I'm in eleventh grade now, so like in fifth or sixth grade, I mean maybe I got in in seventh or eighth, or fourth or third... I don't know. I have a bad memory with dates. I even forget if I'm 15 or 16 and stuff like that and I am 16. Just time is kinda wobbly in my head, I can't tell you if I ate sometime yesterday or a week ago.
😭😭 I got abused by my mom and dad for four years and then Social Worker came and took me away she came back to visit us one day and she made everything bad again she took my sister away I love to my sister but now she’s gone...
Im living through child hood depression also its hard day to day
I thought i was never gonna do something to myself but then i opened my eyes seeing the pills in my hand
God bless her
i was diagnosed with depression and anxiety at 14. I’m 15 rn, i’m not on meds, and my childhood wasn’t the best but i’m pulling thru without therapy (because that didn’t work out). No one takes me seriously.
I_Slayyy_demons-through_GOD 444 uhm, long story short i was beat a lot, physical punishment and pain was what i got for making mistakes as a child. Whether it was a fight with my sister or a bad score on a test. I was met with pain. My family has also always been dysfunctional, my sister was abusive (still is) my parents are constantly fighting (since i was very very young) I was raised by nannies, some of which did awful things like use shots and needles (nothing was in the needles, it was the pain and fear) as punishment. Anyways, when i say all that to someone they don’t take me seriously but it’s whatever. I gave up trying to get help.
I am 17 years old , I grew up in a abusive family, my parents always wanted to send me to the orphans and until now they didnt knew their child was really suffering from high function depression and anxiety
@Brother Andrew 444 family abuse
Nobody should ever go through this. If you've been through this,be the parent you've always wanted not what they were
Cyber bully is one of the keys too depression. I know someone who has been through strange and sad relationships with random people online😥
My childhood trauma wasn't necessarily from my situation but from the fact I was so mentally ill idk if that makes sense
There’s a difference between being sad and depression just saying
I have seen a lot of kids in the comments and I just want to say,don’t be so mature at your age. Don’t act like an adult and waste your childhood cause one day u will be an adult so won’t have to act like one. Right now you are a child. I urge you to talk to someone if you are showing the following symptoms:
•Losing interest in hobbies
•crying for no reason
•feeling of isolation
•losing appetite
•over eating
•rapid weight loss/weight gain
If you are a kid showing these symptoms you are not depressed but it will most likely develop in your teen-hood.Take care
"If you are a kid showing these symptoms you are not depressed..."
What??
I have a trauma my mo knows it... they think I’m cured. But I’m actually getting worse, I have depression and anxiety but Idk how to tell my mom. I fell weird, hopeless.
Just share with her she is ur mom she'll understand.
Manraj Singh that was almost 11 months ago, my relationship with my mom isn’t good, she hates me... she wants to send me with my dad who abandoned us 10 years ago
@@valeria1878 oh sorry i didnt knew that
my friend there still lies life ahead of you with many oppurtunies try to accumlate some skiils so that you can become independent(use youtube to learn as much) i understand this will be epic hard for u for what u go through but keep trying and have faith in god and life and maybe seek help from people around u if possible .
if u keep ur faith one day surely u will get life in way u want
The more we talk about it the more people we can imprison, demonise, make unemployed, make homeless. That's my personal experience of talking about anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts and attempts.
It’s always the people at school that made you get depression or it’s family problems and it’s both for me 😞
I h ave depression and anxiety and autism and others I was bullied in high school and I attempted suicide at eighteen and I wrote a note and I almost had to be checked in to a mental hospital
I think people are going way too far by listening to people that tell them to get therapy every time something happens to them that isn't comfortable...
There are some people that claim the they are traumatized for life because their cat got out of the house or when someone cuts them off on the road.
Put on your adult cloths America ! FEEL THE GOD GIVEN FEELINGS AND GIVE YOURSELVES TIME GET PAST THE DIFFICULT TIMES SO YOU CAN PUT THEM BEHIND YOU ! GO THROUGH ALL OF THE STAGES IF GRIEF ID YOU CAN... IT HURTS. ITS PAINFUL... IF IT WASN'T, WHAT KIND IF PERSON WIULD YOU REALLY BE ???
I have what all she had i’m happy i’m not alone
That's creepy my name is Leah and I suffer from deppresion and my family is clueless
I've been leaving clues but all they see is happy smiles and No mental illness
the most traumatic part of my childhood, one memory when my father was yelling at me and shouting and calling me disgusting things yet again, and I was fed up with the emotional abuse so I slapped him. He charged at me and grabbed me by my wrists, dragged me across the floors and up the staircase and threw me on the bed and pinned me down and slapped me over and over., yelling "HOW DARE YOU HIT YOUR OWN FATHER?! YOU HAVE NO RESPECT WHATSOEVER FOR ME, I'M IN CHARGE OF YOU AND YOU SLAPPED ME?!" my mom spit directly into my face while my dad held me down. I was crying and screaming and begging. They locked me in the room. I went insane in those moments, I felt like I was in a spiraling horrible loop of pain, both emotional and physical. I tried to sneak out of the room and run to the fire department near our house, to go to the police. my dad yelled at my mom to lock the doors, and yet again dragged me into the room, hit me, pinned me down and spit in my face, and locked the doors. I think I fell asleep or unconscious or something on the floor while I lay there sobbing. When I was conscious again, the first thing I saw when I looked down at my hands were my wrists. they were PURPLE AND BLUE. I had bruises all over my wrists, blue and purple circles, because my dad had gripped my wrists so tightly. I cried when I saw that, and I cried when i realized that it was still the same day. I have no memory of what happened after that, I think maybe because my mind blocked out the memory because it was so traumatic. I was 14 when this happened.
Damn
I'm so sorry you had to go through that
My best friend committed suicide 2 years ago because she always gets bullied by other people,and this month is her 11th birthday.........I miss u Kayla....
I totally agree with your first statement, being in the dark, alone unconscious.
Idk why but from 2019 to now I just don’t feel myself,I feel like I’m failing worst part sum parents don’t have time to listen to their kids . I got bullied for being short for my age and my best friend who I thought was the only prsn I could share my feelings left me since then I gave up on myself . I WISH I HAVE A BEST FRIEND WHO COULD BE WITH ME IN EVERY SITUATION. IM SRRY 😭😭😭 I JUST WANTED SOMEONE TO KNOW HOW I FEEL .
I suffer from depression as a young child . Nobody knew
I suffer self esteem issues, & suffer responsible & action issues
I’m currently 10 and know too much about this stuff.. It all started when my brother hit 13. He started drinking and smoking (everyday teenage stuff lol) and it really effected me. He started to lose his friends, missing school everyday, getting bad grades. It’s effecting me edit: he drinks by himself now and someone called CPS for no reason :(
God loves you. Psalms 147:3 KJV. ruclips.net/video/2mgUPt2KI08/видео.html
Im 11 and i have ADHD and PDS and i get bullied at school, i blame myself for my dad dying when i was 3 days old, im the oldest out of my 3 sisters, my family laughs at my deppresion and here i am clueless.
I was diagnosed with depression in my teen years which caused by my birthparents.This is no joke
I'm happy she's recovering. Her dad looks like morgan freeman.
I used to tgink depression people never tell anyone that they are like they dont wnat anybody to k
I went through it sometimes i get away from it sometimes i come back to it❤
I had a friend because of my mental health issues l told him so many things in my anger. I said Sorry but he left. I was in guilt for months he didn't pick my call. We met again after months then I asked to him are you angry he said no .I was very happy i thought he forgave me but he didn't. Every time we met he treated me badly. He said I'm not his Friend anymore. I fought with him please scold me but don't leave me. I I said Sorry. I know I'm stupid but please forgive me and he said I'm depression for him The moment he said this. I felt broken now I will never go back in his life. He is a nice person .actually I'm not smart enough in relationships. I'm very childish. I didn't do anything on purpose I was angry because he treated me like an stranger. I should forgive myself only I can understand myself