My mom also died two years ago when I was 16 very unexpectedly. I really appreciate you being brave enough to share your story. I cried through that last half of your vlog because it really struck a cord. I really admire your strength and your positive outlook despite the loss of your mom which is the hardest thing I think anyone could go through. Even though I felt sad I also felt a little comforted to know I'm not alone and it is possible to feel better. Thank you Sasha :)
Lisanne Roldaan I've noticed that too. It's one of those new big home communities. I'm jealous of all the space she has to film in! I need a studio! My room is way too small! We all live different lives and have to make it the best we can live.
It has been 2 years today, hasn't it? In these 2 years, Sasha, your mother was with you. Look, what you have done, how much you have reached. She is proud. And you are such a role model for everyone. We love you. She loves you. From top to bottom.
I was watching this video on my iPhone and when you talked about your mom and how you felt comfortable telling us cause we're your second family I started crying and literally hugged my iPhone. we're all here for you Sasha ❤️
I just found out recently my mom has terminal brain cancer and that she doesn't have much time left. I don't really know what to do with myself most of the time, it's hard because the cancer makes it so she can't speak, feed herself, bathe, walk. I think losing a parent is one of the worst things that can happen in your life and you don't really know what to do with yourself or how you will continue to live without them. Sometimes you think, oh if I'm out having fun isn't it selfish? If I'm happy won't it be selfish because they aren't here to share it with me? And I really appreciate you being able to talk about this with your viewers because it's helped me realize that the feeling will not ever go away but you will learn to live with it and learn to live your life to the fullest because that's what your mom would want you to do. So thank you for this, It's helped me put things into perspective.
I am so sorry about your mom. I never lost someone close to me, and heard about Sasha's mom and your mom I started to think how blessed i am. How sasha said nothing can prepare us for moments like this, so i can't imagine how hard it is to you and your family. So, be brave, and be with you mommy every time you can!! I hope everything ends well!! (my English is not good, but i need to write something for you). x - ana
Thank you Sasha - I needed to hear this. I've lost my two older brothers in the last few years and my aunt just passed suddenly this past week. It triggered a lot of stuff but you're right, there's always light. You're so awesome for sharing your journey and your mom's story. Merry Christmas
My dad died when I was 10 years old, I know it's hard to spend Christmas with an empty space in the table, but everything happens for a reason and we just have to keep going :) I'm sure you know that. Your mom would be really proud of you! Remember we only die when we are forgotten.
Wow you are seriously so brave i cant even begin to Imagine what it must feel like to lose your mom. Yet you are so positive and strong. Its amazing. Hope you are doing well
This videos is so inspiring. I love that even though losing a parent is the worst thing that can happen to a person u try and look at the positives and lived your life because you knew that's what your mom would want. I honestly teared up.
You are so incredibly strong! I admire you so much! I know people who completely fell apart after the loss of a loved one and you staying strong like that and positive is incredibly inspirational for me!
This video brought a tear to my eye. Sometimes life is very hard and you reach the lowest lows but like you said, there is always a way out. Just losing any person you love is really hard so I can't imagine how it would be to lose a parent. I think it's really strong to put it out here and share it with all of us, it shows a lot of character and heart, so thank you for doing this!
This vlog made me cry. You are such a strong person and i wish your mum could still be here. She is watching over you so proud for everything you've done and how amazing you are. And probably watched divergent with you cheering you on for your 2 second scene ;).x
Sasha I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how scary that must have been, waking up and having your life changed forever. I wish I could give you a big hug! I admire you so much for your strength of character and the love you have for your friends and family. You are truly inspirational with your views on life and loss. I wish you all the best and good luck with the college applications! And I know it's a stressful time but try to enjoy your senior year as well!
Sasha, I have major respect for you for sharing this story. Thank you for sharing your insight in putting things into perspective and I am positive a lot of people will find major support in you and this video. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm happy you have the support of your friends and family.
I have no words, you are such a brave girl, and i really hope you and your family have a beautiful christmas, beside the sadness you must be feeling, a huge hug for you girl
I cried but I'm happy knowing how strong you are. You are always smiling in your videos or on snapchat and you could share your history with us in this video. I'm so glad you did it bc I love seeing on camera how close you are with your dad and now I know that you and your mum used to share things too. I wish you and your family all the best
You are so wonderful and I can't even imagine going through what you did and being as brave as you are. I look up to you so much and want to thank you for being such an inspiration, you really do touch people's hearts
Watching your optimism is so inspirational. It helps me believe that I too can get through the rough times in life. Thank you so much for sharing! Much love!!!
The part in wich you talk about your mother made me cry. I can't share your pain, but I can imagine how is it like because my mom has been with cancer for the past few years, and in several times my mom has been in great danger, like you said, that feeling of loosing some one you adore (in my case, almost) , your entire world comes down but still, you've to be strong and keep living, keep doing what your mom would have liked you to do. You're really strong, and an inspiration Sasha. Love you x
I'm so sorry for your loss Sasha. It's amazing to see how strong you are especially when talking about your mom. I cried just listening to you talk about your mom and thinking losing mine. You'll always have support from us! Ily and have a happy Christmas. :)
Sasha, you are such an inspiration. It is so brave and strong of you to open up to us about your life. Thank you for sharing that part of your life, it makes us all feel so much closer to you. We are always here for you!
hey sasha I know i'm really late but I just wanted to say how much I love that you're open and strong about what happened to your mom. My mom actually just died 5 days ago so hearing others talk about their experiences is great... thank you!! ❤️❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss and I admire your strength. I admire that after all of this you were able to pick yourself back up and continue on with your life. I can't say that I completely understand your pain and I won't pretend that I do but I send all of my condolences and I will keep your family in my prayers.
Thank you so much for sharing such a personal part of your life with us, Sasha. I'm proud of you, and I know your mom would be, too! We all love & support you!
I'm sorry for your loss. I've never had a parent die, but a little over a year ago, I lost my grandfather, whom I was very close to. I still can't talk about his death without crying, or listening to the songs played at his memorial without crying. It's still hard for me to mention. It wasn't unexpected, he had been sick for very long time before he died in the hospital on September 13, 2013. You are very brave for being able to speak about your mom's story. It's hard to talk about death, and I hope you will continue you to be strong for this.
Thank you for sharing your story sasha. My mom also passed away very unexpectidly a little less than a year ago and it seems our situations are very similar. I came home one day from school and found my mom on the couch dead, she died from heart problems which she had a few years ago but recovered from so this was pretty unexpected. We have to stay strong but Its nice to kno tht ur not alone in sad situations like this and its crazy tht this can happen to anyone for reasons your not quite sure of. Im tearing up writing this but i just wanted to let u kno my prayers go out to your and your family. Youre such a lovely person and make many people very happy
I know it must have been hard to come home from school and discover something so heart breaking. I'm very sorry for your loss. I know nothing anyone says can take the pain away but I'm sending love to you and your family. I hope you find the strength to get through this. Stay strong
When you were talking about your mom I got very emotional😔 I'm so sorry for your loss and I could never imagine living without my mom at this age. I like how you accepted the whole situation and the way you deal with it because I think that moving on after something that bad happened it's so hard to move on and see the beauty that nature and life provides🌌🌳 You're such an inspiring person and I hope that you keep doing what you do😊❤️
sasha, you are a freaking WARRIOR. had the tears streaming when you were talking about how important it is for you to just let yourself be happy and live life. those are great and incredibly valid words. love you, girl!
You are such an inspiration Sasha. I am so sorry about your loss. Your mom must have been an amazing person, just like you. I have been watching you for so long, and you are very brave for sharing such a sad, private moment with all of us. I love you and your videos so much, and you have changed my life for the better. P.S I am talking to you from the future and Zenith part 1 come out tomorrow! Thank you for this video.
You are such a strong person and I love you. So proud of you for being the open person you are. Must've been hard to explain everything about your lost. Your mom would be so proud of the amazing and wonderful young woman you are. ❤️
Thank you so much for sharing, Sasha. I can't even imagine what you had to go through, but I'm glad to see it's getting better for you. Remember: we're here for you!
I started crying when you said that she used to say " I love you forever, I like you for always, as long as I'm living, my baby you'll be" to you at night. my mom used to read that to me and that quote brings me to tears every time I hear it. I could never imagine losing my mom. you are so brave and amazing for sharing this with us. I'm sure your mom would incredibly proud of you and your family.
Sasha. You are such an inspiration. You are what every young woman should be. You know how when you're reading a book and there is just a really brave, strong character and you want to be like them? Like Tris from divergent? You are that for me. And obviously youre not a character, you're a real person and that almost makes you even more special. Ilysm sasha ♡
I know this was posted two years ago, but I just want to say how much I admire you Sasha. I cried when you were talking about your mom. I know how hard it must be to talk about it. My grandparents died when I was 9 (I'm 15), my great grandmother about two years ago and my grandfather died last year and I still have troubles talking about it sometimes. You and your family are so strong. Even though I lost 4 family members I can't imagine how hard it would be if I lost my parents. Thank you for sharing this with us 💕
I have to say that this video made me cry so hard. I adore you for how strong you are. Losing a close human is never easy, it does not matter if it was a parent, family member, a friends etc, it's always hard and you are so strong and so powerful on the inside and outside. You inspired me to go through so much that has happened in the past few months. So dear Sasha, I love you
Hey sasha. I am so sorry for your lost. My uncle died at the begining of this school year the same way your mom did. And when I hear you talking about your mom just realy helps me and makes me realice that I'm not alone. Thanks for helping me. My cousin and I are like sisters so it was difficult for me to mourn and be there for her and my family at the same time. It still is. I wish you very much luck these day! A lot of hugs x Meg
I share your grievance. Thank you, this video made me realize how much I love my mom even when we go through tough times. I think I just bawled my eyes out haha. I love my mom. Thank God I havent lost her, but its extremely hard when she tells me and my sister how things should be done when/if she dies. And its just really hard but thank you for making me realize that I should be happy with my mom even though she has a job and is a very busy person, that I should be happy she is actually here with me. You are such a strong person with how you handled things. You are an inspiration. Ave atque vale, rest in peace Mrs.Joan Alsberg
I don't think I've ever cried because of youtube video but I literally could not stop my tears watching this. My mother died when I was 8 but it was a slow death. It was still hard, but I cannot imagine getting the news so unexpectedly like that. I am sorry for your loss. You are such a beautiful and strong person and thought this video made me cry, I really loved and appreciated hearing your outlook. I am very happy for you that you are in a good place in life, you deserve it.
Sasha you are so brave to share your story with us. It really brought me to tears, I live in fear that I'm going to loose a parent and it's so comforting to know that it is a sad thing but you can sort of overcome it in a way. Not forgetting about them but still living your life and being happy because that's what they would want. I can't imagine what you went through. This video is so inspiring, I look up to you Sasha and you truly are an amazing person, you're so brave to share this with us and I just want to say thank you. I'm really sorry about your loss. Even though I don't know you personally and I live at the other side of the world (Australia) this video was so comforting and inspiring and I'm so sorry for your loss. Love you Sasha xx
I love vlogs where we get to learn more about a youtuber's life! So proud of how you've been able to overcome and deal with what happened. You're one of my favorite booktubers/ youtubers to watch! Good luck with College Applications!📖💕
I am so proud and grateful to you for sharing about your mother. my mom is going through a battle with cancer right now so this talk hit a little close to home. which is probably why i'm crying. thank you so much for your advice and for having the courage to speak about your mom. it helped me come to terms with my own life at the moment. and Im awaiting my collage letters too ... I now how stressful it can be
Sasha im so sorry im so late saying this but i was crying right through this video your mom would be so proud of you for doing so well being so strong your such a strong person i love you to pieces Sasha your absoultley amazing and you will always have us here through thin and thick i just wanted to hug you right through that video
You are such an incredibly strong person, I lost my great aunt a couple months ago and we were very close, this video helped me a lot and it made me feel better. I'm so sorry for your loss I bet your mother was a wonderful person just like you. You inspire me so much and you are my role model I love you so much Sasha.
I am sorry for your loss. I've never had a parent die but the future is yet to come so I will live in the present and pass on forward. I'm also glad that you've come out to tell us everything. I believe I'm always gonna think to you as a friend more than someone far away. I love you SASHA 💕
I'm glad that you shared this it really inspired me, your attitude about everything is wonderful and you seem like such a positive person. Thank you, Sasha
You are so strong and inspirational Sasha. Such a touching video and I see you as my friend rather than a youtuber that gives me great book recommendations. Keep carrying on honey!
Hi Sasha! Thank you so much for sharing such a huge part of your life with us! You are such a brave and strong person, I'm sure your Mom is proud of you! I wish you and your family the best and to have a very happy Christmas.
I know this video was uploaded two years ago, but I just watch it. And Sasha I´m so sorry, I´ve never had to go through anything like that, but just watching you, watching your strength, you made my cry. God bless you, you are such an amazing person, you are seriously an inspiration.
hi sasha, i am such a big fan of yours. I am so sorry about your mum but it really shows that you're such a strong, positive person who shines brightly through the darkest days. Your mum would be proud.
You're so inspiring i had tears in my eyes throughout this video, your my favourite youtuber and i love you so damn much, im sorry for what happened with your mum..
Sasha, thank you for sharing the story of your mother. I admire your strength. You are a beautiful soul and I hope you continue to live your life to the fullest. From one Sasha to another you are awesome! Xx
you're very strong Sasha. if that happen to me, i would probably never be positive like you. every video that you make makes me smile because you smile. i hope the best for you and your family. Be strong baby.
We love you, Sasha. No matter what, we won't judge, make fun or try to make you feel bad about yourself. You are amazing and we are so proud of how far you have come.
Hi Sasha! I am so sorry. You are so strong and you inspire me! This year two of my family members died and every time I start watching your videos I just feel happy. Thank you so much! I love you!
Hey Sasha, I'm sorry about what happened to your mom. You really inspire me and I watch your videos all the time, I just want you to know that if you're ever having a rough time, don't forget that you still have people who love you and care about you. I hope you have a good year and many years to come :)
Sorry about the loss of your mom. I hope you're doing OK, especially with the timing. You're so strong for being able to talk about with everyone about your mom.
One loss, one family bounded by grief, One day, each year, they come to mourn, Yet some are still in disbelief, But knowing that out there, somewhere, a child is born, Memories of lost ones never fade away, Memories of loved ones are here to stay. Just a little poem I decided to create on the spot :)
I bet your mom would be so proud of you for being so strong. I hope if I ever go through such a terrible situation I will be able to grow from it like you have.
OMG I am actually crying Sasha, you're such an inspiration to be able to be so strong at such a tough time in life. I know it's not the same thing, but last year my best friend's dad passed away really suddenly and I'd lived next door to them my entire life. My father didn't live with me because my parents were separated and so I always felt like my friend's dad was like my own. There are some moments when I think about him and my friend and just cry and it's so great to know that there will be a point where life begins to get better. Thank you so much
I am so proud of you sasha you are such a strong And brave Person. You deserve everything good in your life...seriously you are the first youtuber who made me cry like this We love you
when you said 'my mum would like me to live for the both of us' the words rang out. That is so true. I know im like 2 years late but she would be SO proud of you! Sending so much love your way xo
Yes, Outlander, I am currently reading it thanks to your recommendation and obbession with it!! You're so strong Sasha and thank you for sharing with us about your mum!!
Sasha, My best friend died of cancer when I was eight and she was ten. In was completely unexpected because she was so young. It was brain cancer which I alwasy found very ironic because she was the smartest person I knew. She was my sister, half my heart. And it felt like I lost her over night. She died seven months after the diagnosis, but no one told me she was sick. We all had hope that she would get better. You're much stronger than I am, Sasha, because I'm sixteen and everyday I'm just as upset as I was on the day I found out. I admire how strong you are and how you've healed, or at least started to heal, so soon. Thank you for being so open with us. It makes me feel like I can also be more open about my situation. I can't tell you how sorry I am for what you've gone through. But you should know, you are an incredible person. And I'm sure your mom was just as incredible
Thank you for sharing this story it must have been hard for you. I almost lost my dad when I was just 7 years old when a massive branch of a tree fell on us and my little sister and I remember being here and experiencing it and even to this day there are certain things that freak me out because of that. I agree with you even though he lived you have to keep on living and it puts everything in perspective and makes you want to live even more and fully.
My mom also died two years ago when I was 16 very unexpectedly. I really appreciate you being brave enough to share your story. I cried through that last half of your vlog because it really struck a cord. I really admire your strength and your positive outlook despite the loss of your mom which is the hardest thing I think anyone could go through. Even though I felt sad I also felt a little comforted to know I'm not alone and it is possible to feel better. Thank you Sasha :)
You are so strong and it's really nice to know you're not alone :)
SHE LIVES IN A CASTLE HOLY SHIT
+OysterHunter because she has an assload of books
Lisanne Roldaan I've noticed that too. It's one of those new big home communities. I'm jealous of all the space she has to film in! I need a studio! My room is way too small! We all live different lives and have to make it the best we can live.
It has been 2 years today, hasn't it?
In these 2 years, Sasha, your mother was with you.
Look, what you have done, how much you have reached.
She is proud.
And you are such a role model for everyone.
We love you.
She loves you.
From top to bottom.
No, at the date you posted this comment it was the 3rd year
+Avoxx Targaryen your ruining the moment lol
+Raisa Extra sorry I gotta correct everything lol
My mom just died hours ago and I don't know how you've managed to deal with it so well I'm a mess
I'm so sorry! You must stay strong! I hope everything turns out okay! ♡
omg, how are you holding up :((
who ever disliked this is heartless
sorry 'bout dat
I was watching this video on my iPhone and when you talked about your mom and how you felt comfortable telling us cause we're your second family I started crying and literally hugged my iPhone.
we're all here for you Sasha ❤️
I just found out recently my mom has terminal brain cancer and that she doesn't have much time left. I don't really know what to do with myself most of the time, it's hard because the cancer makes it so she can't speak, feed herself, bathe, walk. I think losing a parent is one of the worst things that can happen in your life and you don't really know what to do with yourself or how you will continue to live without them. Sometimes you think, oh if I'm out having fun isn't it selfish? If I'm happy won't it be selfish because they aren't here to share it with me? And I really appreciate you being able to talk about this with your viewers because it's helped me realize that the feeling will not ever go away but you will learn to live with it and learn to live your life to the fullest because that's what your mom would want you to do. So thank you for this, It's helped me put things into perspective.
I am so sorry about your mom. I never lost someone close to me, and heard about Sasha's mom and your mom I started to think how blessed i am. How sasha said nothing can prepare us for moments like this, so i can't imagine how hard it is to you and your family. So, be brave, and be with you mommy every time you can!! I hope everything ends well!! (my English is not good, but i need to write something for you). x - ana
is she okay?
TheBrunetteBookmark. how are things now i understand if its to hard to talk about
Thank you Sasha - I needed to hear this. I've lost my two older brothers in the last few years and my aunt just passed suddenly this past week. It triggered a lot of stuff but you're right, there's always light. You're so awesome for sharing your journey and your mom's story. Merry Christmas
My dad died when I was 10 years old, I know it's hard to spend Christmas with an empty space in the table, but everything happens for a reason and we just have to keep going :) I'm sure you know that. Your mom would be really proud of you! Remember we only die when we are forgotten.
your mom would be so proud of you Miss Sasha -thousands of thumbs up for you-
Wow you are seriously so brave i cant even begin to Imagine what it must feel like to lose your mom. Yet you are so positive and strong. Its amazing. Hope you are doing well
This videos is so inspiring. I love that even though losing a parent is the worst thing that can happen to a person u try and look at the positives and lived your life because you knew that's what your mom would want. I honestly teared up.
I am so sorry for you lost. You are so amazing and brave. Sasha, you are such an inspiration.
You are so incredibly strong! I admire you so much! I know people who completely fell apart after the loss of a loved one and you staying strong like that and positive is incredibly inspirational for me!
Your mom would be proud! you are an inspiration to many people out there and know that we are here for you
Sasha you're strong! This brought me to tears. So sorry for your loss. You're strong and the nicest person, you're amazing
This video brought a tear to my eye. Sometimes life is very hard and you reach the lowest lows but like you said, there is always a way out. Just losing any person you love is really hard so I can't imagine how it would be to lose a parent. I think it's really strong to put it out here and share it with all of us, it shows a lot of character and heart, so thank you for doing this!
This vlog made me cry. You are such a strong person and i wish your mum could still be here. She is watching over you so proud for everything you've done and how amazing you are. And probably watched divergent with you cheering you on for your 2 second scene ;).x
Sasha I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how scary that must have been, waking up and having your life changed forever. I wish I could give you a big hug! I admire you so much for your strength of character and the love you have for your friends and family. You are truly inspirational with your views on life and loss. I wish you all the best and good luck with the college applications! And I know it's a stressful time but try to enjoy your senior year as well!
Even a year later, this video makes me cry every time. Sasha, you are an incredible person and inspiration. Never stop being strong
Sasha, I have major respect for you for sharing this story. Thank you for sharing your insight in putting things into perspective and I am positive a lot of people will find major support in you and this video. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm happy you have the support of your friends and family.
I have no words, you are such a brave girl, and i really hope you and your family have a beautiful christmas, beside the sadness you must be feeling, a huge hug for you girl
I cried but I'm happy knowing how strong you are. You are always smiling in your videos or on snapchat and you could share your history with us in this video. I'm so glad you did it bc I love seeing on camera how close you are with your dad and now I know that you and your mum used to share things too. I wish you and your family all the best
I'm so sorry about your mom! I was in tears watching this. You're very brave for sharing. I love your videos and this has to be one of my favorites.
Sasha your house is the coolest! Also, I'm sorry about your mom :/ Losing your mother is heartbreaking, but you are honestly so strong.
You seem so positive and mature about what has happened in your life, it's really inspiring!
You are so wonderful and I can't even imagine going through what you did and being as brave as you are. I look up to you so much and want to thank you for being such an inspiration, you really do touch people's hearts
Watching your optimism is so inspirational. It helps me believe that I too can get through the rough times in life. Thank you so much for sharing! Much love!!!
The part in wich you talk about your mother made me cry. I can't share your pain, but I can imagine how is it like because my mom has been with cancer for the past few years, and in several times my mom has been in great danger, like you said, that feeling of loosing some one you adore (in my case, almost) , your entire world comes down but still, you've to be strong and keep living, keep doing what your mom would have liked you to do. You're really strong, and an inspiration Sasha. Love you x
I'm so sorry for your loss Sasha. It's amazing to see how strong you are especially when talking about your mom. I cried just listening to you talk about your mom and thinking losing mine. You'll always have support from us! Ily and have a happy Christmas. :)
Sasha, you are such an inspiration. It is so brave and strong of you to open up to us about your life.
Thank you for sharing that part of your life, it makes us all feel so much closer to you. We are always here for you!
I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't begin to imagine how difficult that must have been for you. Stay strong.
hey sasha I know i'm really late but I just wanted to say how much I love that you're open and strong about what happened to your mom. My mom actually just died 5 days ago so hearing others talk about their experiences is great... thank you!! ❤️❤️
Alexandra Sanders im so sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry with what happened to your mom. You're such an inspiration for handling that well. You deserve the best from now on
I'm so sorry for your loss and I admire your strength. I admire that after all of this you were able to pick yourself back up and continue on with your life. I can't say that I completely understand your pain and I won't pretend that I do but I send all of my condolences and I will keep your family in my prayers.
Sasha you're amazing! I was crying like... Im sorry for your loss. Im happy to hear you are better and happy.
Thank you so much for sharing such a personal part of your life with us, Sasha. I'm proud of you, and I know your mom would be, too! We all love & support you!
I'm sorry for your loss. I've never had a parent die, but a little over a year ago, I lost my grandfather, whom I was very close to. I still can't talk about his death without crying, or listening to the songs played at his memorial without crying. It's still hard for me to mention. It wasn't unexpected, he had been sick for very long time before he died in the hospital on September 13, 2013. You are very brave for being able to speak about your mom's story. It's hard to talk about death, and I hope you will continue you to be strong for this.
Thank you for sharing your story sasha. My mom also passed away very unexpectidly a little less than a year ago and it seems our situations are very similar. I came home one day from school and found my mom on the couch dead, she died from heart problems which she had a few years ago but recovered from so this was pretty unexpected. We have to stay strong but Its nice to kno tht ur not alone in sad situations like this and its crazy tht this can happen to anyone for reasons your not quite sure of. Im tearing up writing this but i just wanted to let u kno my prayers go out to your and your family. Youre such a lovely person and make many people very happy
I know it must have been hard to come home from school and discover something so heart breaking. I'm very sorry for your loss. I know nothing anyone says can take the pain away but I'm sending love to you and your family. I hope you find the strength to get through this. Stay strong
When you were talking about your mom I got very emotional😔 I'm so sorry for your loss and I could never imagine living without my mom at this age. I like how you accepted the whole situation and the way you deal with it because I think that moving on after something that bad happened it's so hard to move on and see the beauty that nature and life provides🌌🌳 You're such an inspiring person and I hope that you keep doing what you do😊❤️
sasha, you are a freaking WARRIOR. had the tears streaming when you were talking about how important it is for you to just let yourself be happy and live life. those are great and incredibly valid words. love you, girl!
You are such an inspiration Sasha. I am so sorry about your loss. Your mom must have been an amazing person, just like you. I have been watching you for so long, and you are very brave for sharing such a sad, private moment with all of us. I love you and your videos so much, and you have changed my life for the better.
P.S I am talking to you from the future and Zenith part 1 come out tomorrow!
Thank you for this video.
You are such a strong person and I love you. So proud of you for being the open person you are. Must've been hard to explain everything about your lost. Your mom would be so proud of the amazing and wonderful young woman you are. ❤️
Sasha, you're so strong. I admire the way you've handled all of this. Your mom would be so proud of you.
Thank you so much for sharing, Sasha. I can't even imagine what you had to go through, but I'm glad to see it's getting better for you. Remember: we're here for you!
I started crying when you said that she used to say " I love you forever, I like you for always, as long as I'm living, my baby you'll be" to you at night. my mom used to read that to me and that quote brings me to tears every time I hear it. I could never imagine losing my mom. you are so brave and amazing for sharing this with us. I'm sure your mom would incredibly proud of you and your family.
I've lost a lot of people and you are an inspiration of strength and positivity. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Sasha. You are such an inspiration. You are what every young woman should be. You know how when you're reading a book and there is just a really brave, strong character and you want to be like them? Like Tris from divergent? You are that for me. And obviously youre not a character, you're a real person and that almost makes you even more special. Ilysm sasha ♡
I know this was posted two years ago, but I just want to say how much I admire you Sasha. I cried when you were talking about your mom. I know how hard it must be to talk about it. My grandparents died when I was 9 (I'm 15), my great grandmother about two years ago and my grandfather died last year and I still have troubles talking about it sometimes. You and your family are so strong. Even though I lost 4 family members I can't imagine how hard it would be if I lost my parents. Thank you for sharing this with us 💕
You're so brave Sasha.... Please keep working hard.... You're very brave and I'm sure your mom is very proud of you....
Awe man, right when that song came on I knew I was going to cry. So sorry for your loss, Sasha ❤️
I have to say that this video made me cry so hard.
I adore you for how strong you are. Losing a close human is never easy, it does not matter if it was a parent, family member, a friends etc, it's always hard and you are so strong and so powerful on the inside and outside.
You inspired me to go through so much that has happened in the past few months.
So dear Sasha,
I love you
You are a strong young lady, and I know your mom is proud of you. ❤️❤️ sending love and hugs
Hey sasha. I am so sorry for your lost. My uncle died at the begining of this school year the same way your mom did. And when I hear you talking about your mom just realy helps me and makes me realice that I'm not alone. Thanks for helping me. My cousin and I are like sisters so it was difficult for me to mourn and be there for her and my family at the same time. It still is. I wish you very much luck these day! A lot of hugs x Meg
and ur mom is DEFINITELY watching u frm heaven and showering her blessings for evr...
don't worry she is always there wid u n ur spirit...
Sasha, you are so brave and inspirational, I'm so sorry for your loss. You seem like an amazing person.
I share your grievance. Thank you, this video made me realize how much I love my mom even when we go through tough times. I think I just bawled my eyes out haha. I love my mom. Thank God I havent lost her, but its extremely hard when she tells me and my sister how things should be done when/if she dies. And its just really hard but thank you for making me realize that I should be happy with my mom even though she has a job and is a very busy person, that I should be happy she is actually here with me. You are such a strong person with how you handled things. You are an inspiration. Ave atque vale, rest in peace Mrs.Joan Alsberg
Thanks for sharing Sasha
I don't think I've ever cried because of youtube video but I literally could not stop my tears watching this.
My mother died when I was 8 but it was a slow death. It was still hard, but I cannot imagine getting the news so unexpectedly like that.
I am sorry for your loss. You are such a beautiful and strong person and thought this video made me cry, I really loved and appreciated hearing your outlook.
I am very happy for you that you are in a good place in life, you deserve it.
Sasha you are so brave to share your story with us. It really brought me to tears, I live in fear that I'm going to loose a parent and it's so comforting to know that it is a sad thing but you can sort of overcome it in a way. Not forgetting about them but still living your life and being happy because that's what they would want. I can't imagine what you went through. This video is so inspiring, I look up to you Sasha and you truly are an amazing person, you're so brave to share this with us and I just want to say thank you. I'm really sorry about your loss. Even though I don't know you personally and I live at the other side of the world (Australia) this video was so comforting and inspiring and I'm so sorry for your loss. Love you Sasha xx
I love vlogs where we get to learn more about a youtuber's life! So proud of how you've been able to overcome and deal with what happened. You're one of my favorite booktubers/ youtubers to watch! Good luck with College Applications!📖💕
I am so proud and grateful to you for sharing about your mother. my mom is going through a battle with cancer right now so this talk hit a little close to home. which is probably why i'm crying. thank you so much for your advice and for having the courage to speak about your mom. it helped me come to terms with my own life at the moment.
and Im awaiting my collage letters too ... I now how stressful it can be
While I was watching this I was honestly tearing up and your strength is so inspiring. Ily.
Sasha im so sorry im so late saying this but i was crying right through this video your mom would be so proud of you for doing so well being so strong your such a strong person i love you to pieces Sasha your absoultley amazing and you will always have us here through thin and thick i just wanted to hug you right through that video
I think you are so brave by telling about your mom! I'm actually in tears because of it, because it makes me appreciate my mom even more.
You are such an incredibly strong person, I lost my great aunt a couple months ago and we were very close, this video helped me a lot and it made me feel better. I'm so sorry for your loss I bet your mother was a wonderful person just like you. You inspire me so much and you are my role model I love you so much Sasha.
Thank you for sharing your story (sorry I've watched it three years later). You are a great person. Lots of love and a big hug ❤️❤️❤️
I am sorry for your loss. I've never had a parent die but the future is yet to come so I will live in the present and pass on forward. I'm also glad that you've come out to tell us everything. I believe I'm always gonna think to you as a friend more than someone far away. I love you SASHA 💕
I am just sitting here sobbing while watching this. It's amazing how strong you are, rip to your mom she seems wonderful :)
I'm glad that you shared this it really inspired me, your attitude about everything is wonderful and you seem like such a positive person. Thank you, Sasha
I'm so sorry about your mom.. I literally teared up..
You are such a strong beautiful girl and just know that you are not alone
You are so strong and inspirational Sasha. Such a touching video and I see you as my friend rather than a youtuber that gives me great book recommendations. Keep carrying on honey!
Hi Sasha! Thank you so much for sharing such a huge part of your life with us! You are such a brave and strong person, I'm sure your Mom is proud of you! I wish you and your family the best and to have a very happy Christmas.
I know this video was uploaded two years ago, but I just watch it. And Sasha I´m so sorry, I´ve never had to go through anything like that, but just watching you, watching your strength, you made my cry. God bless you, you are such an amazing person, you are seriously an inspiration.
hi sasha, i am such a big fan of yours. I am so sorry about your mum but it really shows that you're such a strong, positive person who shines brightly through the darkest days. Your mum would be proud.
You're so inspiring i had tears in my eyes throughout this video, your my favourite youtuber and i love you so damn much, im sorry for what happened with your mum..
Sasha, thank you for sharing the story of your mother. I admire your strength. You are a beautiful soul and I hope you continue to live your life to the fullest. From one Sasha to another you are awesome! Xx
This video made me cry. I'm so sorry for your loss.
you're very strong Sasha. if that happen to me, i would probably never be positive like you. every video that you make makes me smile because you smile. i hope the best for you and your family. Be strong baby.
We love you, Sasha. No matter what, we won't judge, make fun or try to make you feel bad about yourself. You are amazing and we are so proud of how far you have come.
Hi Sasha! I am so sorry. You are so strong and you inspire me! This year two of my family members died and every time I start watching your videos I just feel happy. Thank you so much! I love you!
Hey Sasha, I'm sorry about what happened to your mom. You really inspire me and I watch your videos all the time, I just want you to know that if you're ever having a rough time, don't forget that you still have people who love you and care about you. I hope you have a good year and many years to come :)
Sorry about the loss of your mom. I hope you're doing OK, especially with the timing.
You're so strong for being able to talk about with everyone about your mom.
This video really made me cry... I'm so sorry for your loss, and sadly I know what you're going through, because I lost my dad last year. Stay strong
"stoffing stuffers" nailed it
Sasha I'm so sorry about your Mom. She would be so proud of you. Just keep making videos. We all love you.
Sasha I loved your speech it was very touching! I love you and your channel! You have helped me though my bad days and I'm very thankful for that!
Such a beautiful message Sasha! You're a very strong person, she would be proud.
One loss, one family bounded by grief,
One day, each year, they come to mourn,
Yet some are still in disbelief,
But knowing that out there, somewhere, a child is born,
Memories of lost ones never fade away,
Memories of loved ones are here to stay.
Just a little poem I decided to create on the spot :)
Is this from a book? I feel like it is and it is really bothering me now :')
that's beautiful
StarshipRanger93 No I made it up myself. But thank you :)
Alma Aguilar ty :))
I love it
Sasha, your so strong and thank you for telling us! We're here for you!
I bet your mom would be so proud of you for being so strong. I hope if I ever go through such a terrible situation I will be able to grow from it like you have.
OMG I am actually crying Sasha, you're such an inspiration to be able to be so strong at such a tough time in life. I know it's not the same thing, but last year my best friend's dad passed away really suddenly and I'd lived next door to them my entire life. My father didn't live with me because my parents were separated and so I always felt like my friend's dad was like my own. There are some moments when I think about him and my friend and just cry and it's so great to know that there will be a point where life begins to get better. Thank you so much
I'm so sorry for your loss, Sasha. We're here for you. xxx
I am so proud of you sasha you are such a strong And brave Person. You deserve everything good in your life...seriously you are the first youtuber who made me cry like this
We love you
Hi Sasha, I just wanted to say I am so sorry for your loss, but am so happy to hear that you're doing so well
when you said 'my mum would like me to live for the both of us' the words rang out. That is so true. I know im like 2 years late but she would be SO proud of you! Sending so much love your way xo
Yes, Outlander, I am currently reading it thanks to your recommendation and obbession with it!! You're so strong Sasha and thank you for sharing with us about your mum!!
I started crying as soon as you said about your world ending, thoughts go out to you and your family for the loss :(
Sasha,
My best friend died of cancer when I was eight and she was ten. In was completely unexpected because she was so young. It was brain cancer which I alwasy found very ironic because she was the smartest person I knew. She was my sister, half my heart. And it felt like I lost her over night. She died seven months after the diagnosis, but no one told me she was sick. We all had hope that she would get better.
You're much stronger than I am, Sasha, because I'm sixteen and everyday I'm just as upset as I was on the day I found out. I admire how strong you are and how you've healed, or at least started to heal, so soon.
Thank you for being so open with us. It makes me feel like I can also be more open about my situation.
I can't tell you how sorry I am for what you've gone through. But you should know, you are an incredible person. And I'm sure your mom was just as incredible
Thank you for sharing this story it must have been hard for you. I almost lost my dad when I was just 7 years old when a massive branch of a tree fell on us and my little sister and I remember being here and experiencing it and even to this day there are certain things that freak me out because of that. I agree with you even though he lived you have to keep on living and it puts everything in perspective and makes you want to live even more and fully.