I echo these sentiments and while I know it is not that important, you would communicate even more effectively if you would stop using the word "like" so frequently - 27 times in a little over the first two minutes.
@@gemini3392 communicate more effectively to who? it's how I talk and how a lot of people like me talk.. i'm not particularly going for perfect king's english
Loved your coming out story. Sorry to hear how low people are outing you. My mother outed me and told me she loved me and to live my life. But being gay 40+ years ago wasn't easy. I wish you well
Really great advice about sharing who you really are with somebody. My 15 year old has told me he is gay and I'm happy he knows who he is. But I was really surprised how many years he had been hiding this. Luckily, he had 1 friend that he talked to all those years, and I'm really glad he wasn't going through this on his own. Thanja fir sharing your great story. Xx
Sorry you got outed like that. That was horrible. Glad things worked out for you. Living a double life isn't easy. Honesty is really the best way to go. I dated a senior in college when I was a freshman and we kept it secret and he always had a girlfriend and I accepted that because I loved him so much. I couldn't live like that today. This was over 40 yrs ago but it sounds like things haven't changed that much hearing your story. Best Wishes!
Thank you for mentioning therapy! I have several black friends who refuse to go ‘cause they think that it’s only for crazy people, and that people who go are weak. They way I explain it is that I have a degree in kinesiology and my cousin has a degree in clinical psychology...so she comes to me for advice on health/fitness/food since I went to school for it for years...and I go to her for mental coping plans and other psychological advice since she went to school for that for years.
I'm a black woman who appreciates black men who own their truth and not hide behind us because he's too scared to face his true self. I've had enough of these downlow black men using us to keep their insecurities hidden away.
thank you. & they are hiding behind women, because they don't know any better. & our community (black) can be very homophobic. It's tough. It's the whole point of me making this video.
What does being black have to with this guys comming out story. What is up with Americans and race. This bro is just telling us a unique story. Leave race out of it.
John Kimber another hateful bitter black gay man blaming women for everything. Get over urself. U all are causing us TRAUMA emotionally and health wise. She has a right to speak out.
Dude I came across this out of no where and I'm not even into guys but this has to be the best one I've ever seen because when the popular youtubers do it it's cringe and they drag it for way too long and they're horrible but I respect you for coming out
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!! This is so very familiar to so many people. You are strong and regardless of how it happened (though very messed up) it happened and it's made you the strong, handsome man you are!❤
I came out to my mom and sister as bisexual in 2019. My wife is also okay with it as well. More people are more accepting now days because back in the day not so much. Thanks for sharing man 🏳️🌈
Hey Tradell, was walking in the city before Christmas and passed Joseph Banks men's store and saw your picture staring out at me. So handsome! Happy New Year.
As an older black gay man, who has been OUT for years, I AM SO HIGHLY PROUD OF YOU!!! I LOVE YOU AND WELCOME TO THE FOLD!!! I understand about the showers. STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF!!! WE GAY BROTHER'S ARE WITH YOU IN SPIRIT!!! There is a BEAUTIFUL 🕯️ LIGHT AROUND YOUR AURA!!!!
Very transparent. I don't think some people will ever understand that you don't CHOOSE who you are attracted to or how you feel. But, at some point, you have to move on with life.
Thank you for sharing your story with such grace, eloquence, openness, and honesty. You look like a model. It is definitely okay to be bisexual/biromantic with a preference for the same gender. I believe that is considered to be a #4 on the Kinsey scale of 0 to 6. Glad to see you have accepted yourself!
ENJOYED YOUR STORY OF YOUR COMING OUT JOURNEY. I AM SURE IT WAS HELPFUL TO MANY. HAPPY THAT LIFE'S SITUATION'S WORKED OUT FOR YOU. LOOK OUT WORLD YOU ARE THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO CAN MAKE THING'S AND SITUATION'S CHANGE FOR THE BETTER. PROUD OF YOU! MORE LOVE*
When u say over compensate it reminded me of a good friend of mine. He would constantly...more than the other guys comment on girls. After he came out we were watching tv and a girl came on and he was quick to comment. He stopped himself saying.."oh that's right I don't have to do that anymore".
I really enjoyed yo coming out story. I'm will b following yo channel. U made a point so clear about these folk supposed to b yo friend. Stay strong fella. Appreciate yo content
Waoh... Really loved listening to your story and I'm glad you've made peace with who you are. You are definitely right about having good friends. By the way you are fine in a very unassuming way. I'm glad I clicked on your video in my recommends
Wearing a mask. So many don't have to ask. Some are killed by the past. Few words will last. Stay strong enmass. Future is to last. Stay forward and cast. Hold waisted. Stand tall and stand for your call.
Hey, I enjoyed your coming out story, at one point in your strory you said people( still in the closet) need to find some one to talk to. That's the thing, there aren't too many people out here you can trust to talk to.
there's someone. You find trustworthy people, by being trustworthy. If you find that you can't trust the people in your life, make some changes and start building new relationships. Spend more time with family members that make you feel good. You will find someone in your life, that accepts you and you can trust. Also seeking a therapist, as just someone to vent to helps.
Thank you so much for sharing your story, i admire your bravery im 52 and never came out like you im masculine but i live in the hood of the Bronx where most dudes are highly insecure, and every second word is" no homo" i envy you im sure it wasn't easy ...but glad you've come through it well i might add, best wishes in your future
I stumbled on this quite by accident, but I must admit your story was truly engaging and SO familiar to my own journey. The struggle to love one's self and be at peace with who you are is real! Finding the pathway through the jungle of judgment, rejection, and the fear from others is victory. Thank you for being so authentic and for showing others that it really does take "courage" to be happy... You've gained one more loyal subscriber!
Very nicely done Tradell! What you said about accepting yourself is so true. You gotta accept and love yourself first. That maybe the biggest part of the struggle.
All I can say is that you won me over as a subscriber ..... your story is so right on .... I'll be looking forward to your post and I will be checking out the videos that you have posted. Have a great weekend!!!!
Well I ran into your coming out story by a fluke. You are just a unique person. Just so awesome and different to everybody else . I guess it’s just your upbeat and masculine personality. Sorry I live till on the other side of the Atlantic in South America. Hats off to you though you really captured my❤
You are very brave coming out... You're looking great there & you look happier & with lot weight off your shoulder after you came out.. I'm gay deaf man myself too, I'm also out as well.. I really enjoy your video.. Again keep up with all videos you been making.. I enjoy them... 😊
My friend and I was laying in bed watching your video and thought you were very strong and courageous what you said the fact that you stood up for yourself and you came out to your was very good and we know that you have a big weight lifted off your shoulders now. Thank you for sharing your story with us and be blessed
Coming out can be different for everyone. You had some negative experiences with friends but you were lucky and had a very good experience with your family. Enjoyed your story. You are right this will help other. Thank you for sharing.
It's crazy and ashamed you got outed. No one should've took that right from you. It's your life and you have to make correct decisions for your life. Stay strong and walk in your light.
I hid out in the Baptist and Pentecostal churches for decades! It’s hell when you allow outside forces to determine who you are and your destination! I grew up in Chicago and can relate to midwestern homophobic overbearing complexities! So much time wasted! The rest I commit to healing!!
Despicable how people invade others' privacy by looking at phones: ALWAYS KEEP YOUR PHONES LOCKED: it's no one's business but yours. Have we not moved on - being gay is nothing to be ashamed of and should not be an issue.
Thank you so much for sharing your coming out story. Your story was very captivating and in so many ways I could really relate. Respectfully, you are the most beautiful and well articulated man ever. I’m so thankful that you survived your college experience and completed school. Thank you so much for finishing school and believing in yourself enough overcome the challenges that you had to face among your peers at school. My graduate school program was a much better experience than my undergraduate program due to a lot of the similar issues that I had to face in which you shared. You are most sincerely the kind of guy I wish to have in my circle. Again, thank you so much for sharing your amazing story.
What an amazing story. It was so familiar to my own experience. I'm so happy the younger gays have this new freedom. It let's me know that the all of the abuse we suffered had meaning. Be free, love who you all want to love and remember your older sisters and brothers love you and have your backs. I only pray that the now ancestors we lost to the A.I.D.S epidemic can see y'all. They would be sooooo proud of this generation. God bless!!!!
You know what? I love and appreciate you. Being honest with yourself is always the best policy. I have several gay male friends who are just telling people that they are gay and they are 40. I definitely know the struggle of being black and gay and coming out is no easy thing. I’m glad you decided to be happy.
Outstanding... I am happy for you, that despite the challenges that come with living the lives we choose for ourselves. Our sexuality is simply a part of the whole of ourselves. Blessings always.
Your story rings so true! I'm from Africa and it's not only difficult, it's dangerous to be gay here. I went to college in the US and thought that I would come out in America, but I was surprised to find homophobia in the United States (I was young and naive). I returned home after college and got married, but honestly, my life is a prison. I always wonder what my life would be like if, I had the courage to come out. I love watching coming out stories, it makes me happy for people who have been able to cross that barrier and be themselves. Something I probably will never do.
i'm sorry to hear that man. Well if you are still alive, there is still time to make a change and start to create a life you want and will fully enjoy. It will just take time.
@@tradellhawk Thank you for responding. I'm trying to work up the courage to be honest with my family and friends. Eventually I plan to move back to the states and live an authentic life. I appreciate your words of encouragement...
Kool coming out story bro. I wonder tho if to this day you still don't lock your phone. I ALWAYS lock mine because you never know when you may lose it. Anyway, count me as a new sub.
Very kind video. I didn't want to like you, lmao, I know that sounds crazy but after watching this video you seem like a very likeable you. It actually made me look at a few more. I wish you continued peace and success.
@@tradellhawk It more than likely had to do with the fact that you're attractive and reminded me of people from my past that were butt holes, lol. It was me pre-judging you, it's what we do, my apologies. But, you changed that for me by being you. What is your birth sign? and i'm from and live in Chicago.
@@tradellhawk Thank goodness we both have (even though one slips from time to time, ha) Leo, I have some pretty tight friendships with some leo's...good folks. I'll stay checking you out from time to time. Have a good one sir.
What did you expect.? I mean doing all this with girls and boys. Also. Homosexuality is prevalent in the black community I am glad you came to terms with this and you have a right to have a good life. Being gay is not a bad thing. There are so many fantastically beautiful and talented and good gay people. All the best to you. It i can be hurtful to play both sides of the fence.
It's hard to listen to what you're saying because your looks are too distracting. I'm like "Fwahhh..." But your experience was rather different from a lot of teens' coming out stories because you were pretty sexually active from the beginning, and the DL aspect (OUR stories are often unique to most here on You Tube). It just goes to show: each experience is different.
I’m so glad that more people are becoming aware that gay doesn’t equate to being super feminine.
That's Hollywood's fault of a very narrow & close minded focuse on the LGBT community.
Keep Rocking! how is voice feminine? I can understand that he makes a lot of hand gestures but even that isn’t really feminine.
Latte Cliche Exactly!
@Keep Rocking! This man is not fem at all, Your reaching big time
@Keep Rocking! You obviously have issues... I'm a grown ass man And i know what feminine is... And this man is not it!
Best come out story I’ve heard to date. Honest, authentic and concise. Truth to power...love it.
thank you!
Absolutely the best story 💜💜💜💜
Wow.
That right.
I strongly agree
You are BAD: beautiful, articulate and dignified.
thank you!
Wassup Bro, Just here to support your channel ya Dig? Live your Truth 💯
I echo these sentiments and while I know it is not that important, you would communicate even more effectively if you would stop using the word "like" so frequently - 27 times in a little over the first two minutes.
Gemini3 Who cares let this brother say whatever he wants on HIS channel 🙄
@@gemini3392 communicate more effectively to who? it's how I talk and how a lot of people like me talk.. i'm not particularly going for perfect king's english
Loved your coming out story. Sorry to hear how low people are outing you. My mother outed me and told me she loved me and to live my life. But being gay 40+ years ago wasn't easy. I wish you well
Richard Matos-Haile thank you!
Really great advice about sharing who you really are with somebody. My 15 year old has told me he is gay and I'm happy he knows who he is. But I was really surprised how many years he had been hiding this. Luckily, he had 1 friend that he talked to all those years, and I'm really glad he wasn't going through this on his own. Thanja fir sharing your great story. Xx
You are beautiful black man! Congratulations on your courage and your strength!! Continue to hold your head up!🌈💖
thank you!!
Sorry you got outed like that. That was horrible. Glad things worked out for you. Living a double life isn't easy. Honesty is really the best way to go. I dated a senior in college when I was a freshman and we kept it secret and he always had a girlfriend and I accepted that because I loved him so much. I couldn't live like that today. This was over 40 yrs ago but it sounds like things haven't changed that much hearing your story. Best Wishes!
thank you! and yeah man.. i hope things are changing more and more!
Thank you for mentioning therapy! I have several black friends who refuse to go ‘cause they think that it’s only for crazy people, and that people who go are weak. They way I explain it is that I have a degree in kinesiology and my cousin has a degree in clinical psychology...so she comes to me for advice on health/fitness/food since I went to school for it for years...and I go to her for mental coping plans and other psychological advice since she went to school for that for years.
I'm a black woman who appreciates black men who own their truth and not hide behind us because he's too scared to face his true self. I've had enough of these downlow black men using us to keep their insecurities hidden away.
thank you. & they are hiding behind women, because they don't know any better. & our community (black) can be very homophobic. It's tough. It's the whole point of me making this video.
Y'all black women love gays but hate bi-men
What does being black have to with this guys comming out story. What is up with Americans and race. This bro is just telling us a unique story. Leave race out of it.
John Kimber another hateful bitter black gay man blaming women for everything. Get over urself. U all are causing us TRAUMA emotionally and health wise. She has a right to speak out.
John Kimber not reading all tht rubbish.Scram.
Dude I came across this out of no where and I'm not even into guys but this has to be the best one I've ever seen because when the popular youtubers do it it's cringe and they drag it for way too long and they're horrible but I respect you for coming out
thank you bro!
I’m so happy you made it through all that. Look at you now. Thanks for sharing so authentically.
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!! This is so very familiar to so many people. You are strong and regardless of how it happened (though very messed up) it happened and it's made you the strong, handsome man you are!❤
thank you!
I came out to my mom and sister as bisexual in 2019. My wife is also okay with it as well. More people are more accepting now days because back in the day not so much. Thanks for sharing man 🏳️🌈
Kavita8 ignorant.
When did you come out to your wife ?
How is it wife your wife. And being bi
just jamal you said how is it?
Byron Whitley yess
Hey Tradell, was walking in the city before Christmas and passed Joseph Banks men's store and saw your picture staring out at me. So handsome! Happy New Year.
As an older black gay man, who has been OUT for years, I AM SO HIGHLY PROUD OF YOU!!! I LOVE YOU AND WELCOME TO THE FOLD!!! I understand about the showers. STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF!!! WE GAY BROTHER'S ARE WITH YOU IN SPIRIT!!! There is a BEAUTIFUL 🕯️ LIGHT AROUND YOUR AURA!!!!
Very transparent. I don't think some people will ever understand that you don't CHOOSE who you are attracted to or how you feel. But, at some point, you have to move on with life.
You're being true to yourself and thats the best gift of all. Best of luck to you
Thanks bro for your story. You encourage me. You also a great story teller and beautiful spirit.
Thank you! The means a lot! ❤️
Smith, hello boy
Thank you for sharing your story with such grace, eloquence, openness, and honesty. You look like a model. It is definitely okay to be bisexual/biromantic with a preference for the same gender. I believe that is considered to be a #4 on the Kinsey scale of 0 to 6. Glad to see you have accepted yourself!
thank you for this!
ENJOYED YOUR STORY OF YOUR COMING OUT JOURNEY. I AM SURE IT WAS HELPFUL TO MANY.
HAPPY THAT LIFE'S SITUATION'S WORKED OUT FOR YOU.
LOOK OUT WORLD YOU ARE THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO CAN MAKE THING'S AND SITUATION'S CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.
PROUD OF YOU!
MORE LOVE*
Great video, Proud of you and stay strong. Much Love from Chicago.
You are a beautiful guy. I truly like your story. I can see why guys like you.
💯💯💯💯💯
When u say over compensate it reminded me of a good friend of mine. He would constantly...more than the other guys comment on girls. After he came out we were watching tv and a girl came on and he was quick to comment. He stopped himself saying.."oh that's right I don't have to do that anymore".
Leslie Sherman 🤣🤣
I really enjoyed yo coming out story. I'm will b following yo channel. U made a point so clear about these folk supposed to b yo friend. Stay strong fella. Appreciate yo content
James Cartwright thank you! 💕
Much respect man! Loved everything about this.
Waoh... Really loved listening to your story and I'm glad you've made peace with who you are. You are definitely right about having good friends. By the way you are fine in a very unassuming way. I'm glad I clicked on your video in my recommends
thank you!
He's fine in every way. He could drop a spoon or do dishes and I'll still watch him 💯💯💯
I appreciate you finally living in your truth.
Confident, courageous, brave...I wish you all the best. Live your life the best way you can... subscribed✌️🙂
Wearing a mask. So many don't have to ask. Some are killed by the past. Few words will last. Stay strong enmass. Future is to last. Stay forward and cast. Hold waisted. Stand tall and stand for your call.
Your story was so eloquently spoken it inspired me to subscribe. Well done to you. 👍🏾
thank you! ❤️
Thanks for sharing bro. Much luv ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Hey, I enjoyed your coming out story, at one point in your strory you said people( still in the closet) need to find some one to talk to. That's the thing, there aren't too many people out here you can trust to talk to.
there's someone. You find trustworthy people, by being trustworthy. If you find that you can't trust the people in your life, make some changes and start building new relationships. Spend more time with family members that make you feel good. You will find someone in your life, that accepts you and you can trust. Also seeking a therapist, as just someone to vent to helps.
Life is so much better on the outside of the closet. It usually just takes a lot of heartache to get there.
Thank you so much for sharing your story, i admire your bravery im 52 and never came out like you im masculine but i live in the hood of the Bronx where most dudes are highly insecure, and every second word is" no homo" i envy you im sure it wasn't easy ...but glad you've come through it well i might add, best wishes in your future
Good talk bro! Keep educating the ignorant to the facts.
I stumbled on this quite by accident, but I must admit your story was truly engaging and SO familiar to my own journey. The struggle to love one's self and be at peace with who you are is real! Finding the pathway through the jungle of judgment, rejection, and the fear from others is victory. Thank you for being so authentic and for showing others that it really does take "courage" to be happy... You've gained one more loyal subscriber!
thank you!
Very nicely done Tradell! What you said about accepting yourself is so true. You gotta accept and love yourself first. That maybe the biggest part of the struggle.
All I can say is that you won me over as a subscriber ..... your story is so right on .... I'll be looking forward to your post and I will be checking out the videos that you have posted. Have a great weekend!!!!
Well I ran into your coming out story by a fluke. You are just a unique person. Just so awesome and different to everybody else . I guess it’s just your upbeat and masculine personality. Sorry I live till on the other side of the Atlantic in South America. Hats off to you though you really captured my❤
You are very brave coming out... You're looking great there & you look happier & with lot weight off your shoulder after you came out.. I'm gay deaf man myself too, I'm also out as well.. I really enjoy your video.. Again keep up with all videos you been making.. I enjoy them... 😊
Good for you. What maturity you've shown.
My friend and I was laying in bed watching your video and thought you were very strong and courageous what you said the fact that you stood up for yourself and you came out to your was very good and we know that you have a big weight lifted off your shoulders now. Thank you for sharing your story with us and be blessed
Great Story Tradell! I think hearing your story more guys may feel a sense of relief.
Coming out can be different for everyone. You had some negative experiences with friends but you were lucky and had a very good experience with your family. Enjoyed your story. You are right this will help other. Thank you for sharing.
Much respect my guy ✊🏾
It's crazy and ashamed you got outed. No one should've took that right from you. It's your life and you have to make correct decisions for your life. Stay strong and walk in your light.
thank you!
Yeah. Doing that is just bad. Bad enough it can kill the person. In some places that can be considered attempted murder.
I hid out in the Baptist and Pentecostal churches for decades! It’s hell when you allow outside forces to determine who you are and your destination! I grew up in Chicago and can relate to midwestern homophobic overbearing complexities! So much time wasted! The rest I commit to healing!!
Love your story. You're a beautiful person inside and out❤❤❤
thank you! ❤️
Absolutely!!
Wow ...man it was great listening to you. You don't know how many people you help...Thanks!
Corey Corbett thank you!
Take care of you, and be yourself Tradell.👍🏾
Despicable how people invade others' privacy by looking at phones: ALWAYS KEEP YOUR PHONES LOCKED: it's no one's business but yours. Have we not moved on - being gay is nothing to be ashamed of and should not be an issue.
It was cool hearing your story. Thank you for sharing. 🖤
You remind me of myself.greetings fyom Belize.
Well spoken.handsome and not defensive at all.
Listen to him many times.
God bless you and your family buddy. Stay healthy and safe. Peace.
Thank you so much for sharing your coming out story. Your story was very captivating and in so many ways I could really relate.
Respectfully, you are the most beautiful and well articulated man ever. I’m so thankful that you survived your college experience and completed school. Thank you so much for finishing school and believing in yourself enough overcome the challenges that you had to face among your peers at school.
My graduate school program was a much better experience than my undergraduate program due to a lot of the similar issues that I had to face in which you shared.
You are most sincerely the kind of guy I wish to have in my circle. Again, thank you so much for sharing your amazing story.
thank you bro! appreciate the words! ❤️
Tradell Hawk
You’re welcome! ♥️
What an amazing story. It was so familiar to my own experience. I'm so happy the younger gays have this new freedom. It let's me know that the all of the abuse we suffered had meaning. Be free, love who you all want to love and remember your older sisters and brothers love you and have your backs. I only pray that the now ancestors we lost to the A.I.D.S epidemic can see y'all. They would be sooooo proud of this generation. God bless!!!!
You did an amazing job! I love Red Roster by the way lol. I enjoyed you story. Thanks and keep believing in you and being awesome!!!
First coming out video that was relatable for me!
D Bee oh man ,am telling you . I can’t relate to coming out story with Fem guys
You have inspired me!! Much love .
My Brother thank you for your story Love to you.💙🙏💙🌹
Yessss 👏🏼👏🏼 I am SO incredibly proud of you 🙌🏼🙌🏼 this was so brave and uplifting and I know this video is going to help so many ppl!! Love you 💕
I love you more!!!! Thanks for watching Carol, I miss you!!!
Nice one....I can relate to your story very well.👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👋👋👋👋👋👏👏👏👏👏👏👌👌👌👌👌👌
So beautiful black and STRONG
Be Strong, be yourself, oghhhhhh DAMMMM U R GOOD LOOKING,
This is beautiful!!!
Very handsome!!!best of luck
thank you!
Amen to real friends whom you can confide in and will always have your back no matter what.
Your very level headed. Wishing you every happiness. XXX X
You are awesome 👏
You know what? I love and appreciate you. Being honest with yourself is always the best policy. I have several gay male friends who are just telling people that they are gay and they are 40. I definitely know the struggle of being black and gay and coming out is no easy thing. I’m glad you decided to be happy.
It is a very great video. Very relatable.
thank you!
you mic and your voice is beautiful bruh, nice
Prayer changes things. My Man
Good shit my guy!
I love this!
I just became the 500th subbie... Coz I like what I see... Imma binge watch your other vlogs
thank you!!!
Thanks for sharing. Could relate to alot. Emphasis on mental health - Good to speak to someone you trust or psychologist.
Outstanding... I am happy for you, that despite the challenges that come with living the lives we choose for ourselves. Our sexuality is simply a part of the whole of ourselves. Blessings always.
thank you!
Your tuff. Stay cool would like to meet you one day.
I could listen to him talk alllll day😇
Definitely appreciate your story. Thanks for sharing!
thanks for watching!!
I’m from Chicago as well and I see so much of him in me. Wow. I really wanna meet this guy
BSA Prez...yes that was some tea huh? I like u man. You're cool..thanks for sharing. I'm gone subscribe. Youve got bright future
When you say “you know what I mean”😭😍😍🔥
lol thank you
Thanks for your transparency of your truth
Your story rings so true! I'm from Africa and it's not only difficult, it's dangerous to be gay here. I went to college in the US and thought that I would come out in America, but I was surprised to find homophobia in the United States (I was young and naive).
I returned home after college and got married, but honestly, my life is a prison. I always wonder what my life would be like if, I had the courage to come out. I love watching coming out stories, it makes me happy for people who have been able to cross that barrier and be themselves. Something I probably will never do.
Are you bisexual or gay? If you're not into women at all, it's not fair to yourself OR your wife.
i'm sorry to hear that man. Well if you are still alive, there is still time to make a change and start to create a life you want and will fully enjoy. It will just take time.
@@tradellhawk Thank you for responding. I'm trying to work up the courage to be honest with my family and friends. Eventually I plan to move back to the states and live an authentic life. I appreciate your words of encouragement...
You’re very keen on life.
Thank you for sharing ❤️
What a lovely video. God bless you🙏🏾
Kool coming out story bro. I wonder tho if to this day you still don't lock your phone. I ALWAYS lock mine because you never know when you may lose it. Anyway, count me as a new sub.
yeah, i still dont lock it lol because now i really dont have much to hide
Excellent discussion.
Very kind video. I didn't want to like you, lmao, I know that sounds crazy but after watching this video you seem like a very likeable you. It actually made me look at a few more. I wish you continued peace and success.
why didnt want to like me? lol but thank you!!
@@tradellhawk It more than likely had to do with the fact that you're attractive and reminded me of people from my past that were butt holes, lol. It was me pre-judging you, it's what we do, my apologies. But, you changed that for me by being you. What is your birth sign? and i'm from and live in Chicago.
@@cd1751 that's real.. i appreciate that.. and yeah.. I used to be that person, i've come along way! & Leo!
@@tradellhawk Thank goodness we both have (even though one slips from time to time, ha) Leo, I have some pretty tight friendships with some leo's...good folks. I'll stay checking you out from time to time. Have a good one sir.
Thank you
What did you expect.? I mean doing all this with girls and boys. Also. Homosexuality is prevalent in the black community I am glad you came to terms with this and you have a right to have a good life. Being gay is not a bad thing. There are so many fantastically beautiful and talented and good gay people. All the best to you. It i can be hurtful to play both sides of the fence.
Thank u for sharing your story ❤️
Great story man, love it! 12
Some of us still in the closet ,great video
Wow!!!!! Great story !!!!
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You are very handsome💕💕💕💕
It's hard to listen to what you're saying because your looks are too distracting. I'm like "Fwahhh..." But your experience was rather different from a lot of teens' coming out stories because you were pretty sexually active from the beginning, and the DL aspect (OUR stories are often unique to most here on You Tube). It just goes to show: each experience is different.
Istvan Cregui thank you! and very true!
@@tradellhawk And I don't know anything about it, but I think you should consider modeling.
@@jonasalden29201 i'm already a professional model.. thank you lol
@@tradellhawk Oh yeah. A few more videos into your channel I see that now. Good luck, man.