The Single Best Gaming Moment of 2022

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  • Опубликовано: 20 ноя 2022
  • There is no band! Il n'y a pas d'orchestre! This is all a tape-recording. No hay banda! And yet we hear a band. | Watch the intended cut of this video and directly support me by joining Nebula at go.nebula.tv/jacob-geller
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    Immortality Explained by Sam Gowing: • Immortality | Story Ex...
    Visual Media used: Immortality, Mulholland Drive, Her Story, Telling Lies, Beautiful Darling- The Life of Candy Darling, Women in Revolt, Berlin: Live at Ann’s Warehouse, various concert recordings of Anohni and Lou Reed. Additional footage provided by Getty Images.
    Music Used (Chronologically): Allegretto (Beethoven Symphony no. 7), Opening, Life- Supernatural (Immortality), Etude no. 3 for String Quartet (Peter Sandberg), Quiet When Dark (The Tap Room), Art, Religion- Subverted, Religion- Supernatural (Immortality), Ave Maria, Poets (Ciaran Delany), Two of Everything (Immortality). Additional music provided by Epidemic Sound.
    Thumbnail Credit: / hotcyder
    Description Credit: Mulholland Drive
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  • @JacobGeller
    @JacobGeller  Год назад +1409

    There are 50+ changes between this version on RUclips and my intended cut on Nebula. Everything from simple imagery (Immortality is a game with a lot of nudity) to full passages that had to be excised from the script. Most meaningfully to me, the video is about music and in the RUclips cut I can't... play the music. Watch the version that I wanted to make right here: nebula.tv/videos/jacob-geller-the-best-moment-in-a-game-this-year

    • @iantophernicus6042
      @iantophernicus6042 Год назад +5

      I always feel a bit sad when I show up to one of these videos, but I have to go back to work or sleep and I don't have anything interesting to comment. It's like showing up to a great party with a loaf of bread. It has some nutritional value, but pales in comparison to the rest of the spread.

    • @ecbossc9035
      @ecbossc9035 Год назад

      ​@@45545videos The patreon links to the youtube version

    • @TubususCZ
      @TubususCZ Год назад +18

      @fck peace Jacob didn't forget, he says it pretty clearly at 2:23. The point is to uncover what that game - the clips, the movies (the plot of which he intentionally doesn't go into, because it isn't relevant to the video's topic) and the story around them - is all about.
      If you have trouble understanding what Jacob says, you can switch on English subtitles, but that's about all that anyone can do (and I find him pretty easy to understand anyway).

    • @ShaunCheah
      @ShaunCheah Год назад +3

      After I was done with the game (and after I watched Adventure Vault's videos on RUclips of every scene (and subverted scene) in order on RUclips to make sure I'd seen it all), I thought of how perfect the story would be for one of Wendigoon's deep dives.
      Turns out a Jacob Geller video essay is fantastic, also, and a pretty wonderful surprise; if I'd've put money on anyone in this genre covering it first, though, I probably would've gone for Leadhead.

    • @IrishMorgenstern
      @IrishMorgenstern Год назад +1

      Could you help get James Somerton on Nebula?

  • @Wendigoon
    @Wendigoon Год назад +5695

    Watched this on Nebula but came back here to let everyone know that Jacob knocked it out of the park...again. The nebula version was well worth it and as with most of his work, it will most likely change me as a person for the foreseeable future and against my will. "A kinder, collective immortality", well done.

    • @Skrimbi
      @Skrimbi Год назад +60

      Wendigoon ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

    • @ShaunCheah
      @ShaunCheah Год назад +48

      I literally just wrote a comment about how awesome I thought a deep dive by Wendigoon on this story would be, so scrolling down to discover that he's not only aware of it but also deeply engaged with its content is super, super exciting.

    • @anishmyfriend
      @anishmyfriend Год назад +15

      Watching this on Nebula was well worth it. The scenes in the original game are haunting to see in their full glory. What a story.

    • @alexspeake9359
      @alexspeake9359 Год назад +14

      Change your name boy

    • @noodle8259
      @noodle8259 Год назад +7

      @@alexspeake9359 fr

  • @Vinkhol
    @Vinkhol Год назад +2414

    Oh boy, new Jacob Geller essay! Cant wait to be existentially horrified by some concept I've never given a second of thought to before!

  • @thrownstair
    @thrownstair Год назад +3475

    Jacob’s the only RUclipsr that I purposefully don’t watch right away because I seriously have to consider playing the games he’s talking about first.
    EDIT: I played it, Sam Barlow’s FMV detective games are 3/3. I’m ready to watch this now.

    • @noahherman1631
      @noahherman1631 Год назад +79

      I do the exact same thing lmao... I don't have enough money to watch his videos anymore 😭

    • @thekingslayer2178
      @thekingslayer2178 Год назад +37

      I don’t watch at first cuz I dunno if I’m gonna be ready for the existential crisis

    • @dandelionsandcyanide8143
      @dandelionsandcyanide8143 Год назад +19

      same here! i have to wait until i can give his videos my full attention, some things i can just throw on my second monitor and multitask, but his videos are too good not to give it 100% of my attention

    • @dawsonrudis4642
      @dawsonrudis4642 Год назад +11

      Yeah I need to remember this bc I was like nah I don’t need to play this one, these movie clip video games seem dumb to me. I regretted that.

    • @DonoGaming
      @DonoGaming Год назад +9

      I did this for Disco Elysium and it was an amazing decision. I've never heard a creator be so serious about saying "you need to play this and avoid spoilers", so I took it to heart. What an incredible experience and Jacob's video added so much to it.

  • @kylemarik688
    @kylemarik688 Год назад +947

    I think one part you missed touching on story wise, is that at least part of the reason The One is falling apart at the end is because she attempted to take two forms simultaneously, of both Marissa and the director, in an attempt to fully remove the human element that had caused her previous attempts at art to fail. I see that as why, or at least partially why, the final movie is subjectibely less... artistically significant than the first two. It is fully The One trying to do what they can't, be human, ironically while "being" 2. It's also physically too much to bear, causing The Other to worry, and ultimately for the forms to fall apart

    • @JacobGeller
      @JacobGeller  Год назад +328

      That's a great point

    • @Reqviemus
      @Reqviemus Год назад +64

      Its also a movie about living as someone else, and how attached to the person you live as you can get. I dont think its less artistically significant, just more personal (and relating very idiosynchratic experience)

    • @brendenlyske59
      @brendenlyske59 10 месяцев назад +31

      Adding on to that, there's the story of The Other that gets missed here (granted, this video focuses more on The One). The Other ends up taking the form of Carl Greenwood to interfere with the making of the second movie. That's why Marissa shoots him during filming (an "accident"). The Other is killed when Carl's body is cremated - the only way to kill an immortal, as described in the interview scene with The One. However, Amy Archer at some point watches Carl's work and in doing so, is somehow taken over by The Other. After the last scene, when The One is immolated by The Other (as Amy), returning to the clips menu causes the clips to fall away, revealing The One. She proclaims that she is now part of us, the audience. I think the game, in-universe, was put together by The Other to allow The One to live on in her art the way that she intended. It says a lot about the way art impacts its viewers and how artists live on in their work. This is a game that will sit with me for the rest of my life.

    • @OGMillwood
      @OGMillwood 7 месяцев назад +2

      Excellent point. I remember thinking I had things pretty well figured out until I got to the final film, then found myself puzzled by the director disappearing in the hidden scenes. Eventually came to the same conclusion you did - which makes perfect sense in the context of her needing more / feeling unfulfilled / wanting to create something that was fully hers. God damn this game was brilliant.

  • @AnveshaTrip
    @AnveshaTrip Год назад +795

    I also interpreted the game as the actors becoming immortal through their art. Especially since when you end the game the clips collapse to reveal the one saying "I'm part of you now" cause now that we have seen it all she is always immortal in our memory

    • @Vermic12
      @Vermic12 Год назад +100

      It's striking that this literally immortal being still feels a need to achieve immortality through art.

    • @ZedAmadeus
      @ZedAmadeus Год назад +34

      "You're gonna carry that weight."

    • @JosephTheAustin
      @JosephTheAustin Год назад +13

      I think that was entirely the idea. The immortals symbolize the desire to elevate humanity through artistic expressions. There’s a bit where the One discusses how every war has been between the Law and the Artist. It’s a metaphor for the Artist’s side of that endless battle.

    • @anonymouswhite7957
      @anonymouswhite7957 10 месяцев назад

      I think he does mentioned this in the video near the end. It’s also a well known form of immortality for us as a social species, memetic immortality. People, what they do, what they created are reduced to information and propagated between generations. Only downside is ideas are fickle, they are easy subjects to alteration (be it conscious or unconscious) and being forgotten

    • @anonymouswhite7957
      @anonymouswhite7957 10 месяцев назад

      @@JosephTheAustin I think the reverse can also be true for them (well at least for the one). Like the one mentioning the war between the law and the artist, might be symbolizing how the one pursuit of understanding/being human through artistic means is like an asymptote because of the nature of their makeup. Ultimately futile attempts that can only get you increasingly closer but never achieve it. An artist’s endless battle

  • @BigHotGarbage
    @BigHotGarbage Год назад +842

    God this is phenomenal. It reminds me strongly of Bo butnham’s “can’t handle this” which I know sounds stupid but in that song he is preforming. He is doing what he is paid to do and he is breaking down. He has said himself that he was having severe panic attacks behind the stage and it almost happens to him live. It’s horrible but in a way it’s beautiful. “Watch as he attempts to give you what he cannot give himself”

    • @toppersundquist
      @toppersundquist Год назад +23

      I hope you're happy.

    • @665Sunshine
      @665Sunshine Год назад +2

      @@toppersundquist weirdchamp

    • @Kiss_My_Aspergers
      @Kiss_My_Aspergers Год назад +29

      @@665Sunshine They're quoting the special, dude.

    • @djscrewfan310
      @djscrewfan310 Год назад

      very hard for me to feel sympathy for bo burnham in the way i do for anyone in this video

    • @greanbeen2816
      @greanbeen2816 Год назад +5

      @@djscrewfan310 and what did he do, weezerfan310??

  • @charlottakarinmohlin
    @charlottakarinmohlin Год назад +343

    This means so much to me. Thank you!

    • @cvabent
      @cvabent Год назад +53

      The One and only! You are an utterly breathtaking artist. Thank you for what you do.

    • @ar6543
      @ar6543 Год назад +21

      You gave a fantastic performance in this game

    • @charlottakarinmohlin
      @charlottakarinmohlin Год назад +13

      @@ar6543 thank you!

    • @karue7581
      @karue7581 Год назад +9

      Absolutely amazing work!

    • @charlottakarinmohlin
      @charlottakarinmohlin Год назад +7

      @@karue7581 thank you!

  • @alexpatterson5471
    @alexpatterson5471 Год назад +674

    Jacob… you made me cry again. The Golem wasn’t enough for you?!? You had to go and create another melancholic yet beautiful gut punch. Well done!

    • @jordangill291
      @jordangill291 Год назад

      Pretentious twaddle

    • @LostLargeCats
      @LostLargeCats Год назад +5

      @@jordangill291 I hope you find someone who will truly love you.

    • @jordangill291
      @jordangill291 Год назад

      @@LostLargeCats there's plenty who love me. It seems to me, that no one loves you enough. Otherwise you wouldn't come to the comment section of youtube seeking and pretending to like pretentious twaddle.

    • @lindboknifeandtool
      @lindboknifeandtool Год назад +1

      @@jordangill291 yeah that’ll show em! Goofy ass.

  • @EversonBernardes
    @EversonBernardes Год назад +119

    Kinda reminds me a bit of the conclusion to Annihilation (the movie, not the book):
    The alien entity starts imitating Lena's form, then movements, behavior and then, finally, to completely replicate her, it imitates her thirst for self-destruction. You can't really experience humanity without experiencing finality.

    • @RFieth
      @RFieth Год назад +4

      Glad I'm not the only one who thought of Annihilation when playing this.

  • @Reqviemus
    @Reqviemus Год назад +131

    I especially love how the three movies reflect how our understanding of The One develops.
    Ambrosio is about a young, beautiful girl who is secretly an evil entity.
    Minsky is about how art can be used as a tool to mask evil and corruption.
    Finally Two of Everything is about the living someone elses life and unique pain and loneliness it caused.
    Also I think The One loves art do much because it reflects how she experiences life - she momentarily immerses herself in another persons life, feels their emotions and traumas, but still she is distanced from them and then it ends and another life becomes the focus. Just like watching one movie after another.

    • @JosephTheAustin
      @JosephTheAustin Год назад +5

      Great catch! The meta narrative is brilliant

    • @NecoLumi
      @NecoLumi 2 месяца назад

      Holy shit that's a great take

  • @huggingtentacles
    @huggingtentacles Год назад +255

    Jacob releasing a video is like him walking into my mind house and going "do you mind if I rearrange some things" and after not waiting for an answer, turning the entire room upside down and leaving. And I'm here for it.

  • @duh_vinchy
    @duh_vinchy Год назад +465

    I'm so envious of your ability to talk at length of these obscure and specific feelings that you extract from particular scenes. You manage to capture them in their totality, so succinctly, runtime notwithstanding, but even so the time passes so easily. Your videos are an absolute delight.

  • @adri7352
    @adri7352 Год назад +326

    Jacob, you have such a way of reminding me I'm alive and that I won't always be, and how much more beautiful this time is because of that. Thank you.

    • @spectacularstevie118
      @spectacularstevie118 Год назад +10

      this puts my feelings after this video into words, thank you for this comment

  • @C0n0li0
    @C0n0li0 Год назад +366

    I cannot stress enough how important watching the Nebula version is. If you are financially able, I highly recommend watching it there. If not, I hope that at some point there is a supportive way to still do so.

    • @callum6224
      @callum6224 Год назад +43

      i watched it for free, you can watch your first nebula video for free btw

  • @feliiiciiiano
    @feliiiciiiano Год назад +172

    It's a shame Charlotta Mohlin never got a nomination for this year's Game Awards. She stole every scene she's in!

    • @Ianthe1
      @Ianthe1 Год назад +15

      Her performance alone is most of what kept me on this story experience.

    • @charlottakarinmohlin
      @charlottakarinmohlin Год назад +35

      Thank you🙂

    • @toni90227
      @toni90227 Год назад +3

      Wholeheartedly agree. What a shame.

    • @ericraguzin
      @ericraguzin 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@charlottakarinmohlin Oh wow it's actually you. What did you think of the interpretation in this video?

    • @charlottakarinmohlin
      @charlottakarinmohlin 7 месяцев назад +11

      @@ericraguzin I thought it was absolutely beautiful.

  • @fatality4272
    @fatality4272 Год назад +58

    I love you jacob

  • @cassiedevereaux-smith3890
    @cassiedevereaux-smith3890 Год назад +76

    When I heard Candy Says, I knew I need to play this. "Candy Says, "I'm come to hate my body and all that it requires in this world,' words I feel in my bones. RIP Candy Darling.

    • @mcmillan.2k
      @mcmillan.2k Год назад +3

      I've been struggling with my trans identity. Not sure if I really am. But that... that weirdly reassured me in a way. That hits really hard.

  • @VinegarAndSaltedFries
    @VinegarAndSaltedFries Год назад +62

    The fact that this is a RUclips video based on a video game based on a song cover of a song,based on an Andy Warhol character, based on a person. It is just a reminder of why I love humans so much.
    Absolutely amazing work gave me chills and hope and….just incredible.

  • @figgy3778
    @figgy3778 Год назад +112

    I can’t even count anymore how many times your essays have made me audibly go, “holy shit, Jacob!” For the record, even watching this extremely censored cut, without the proper music, and with no context of the game except what you provided, I broke down when you first showed “the scene”. It’s viscerally affecting in the way something like a Rothko painting is, and I’m not ashamed to say this is far from the first time I’ve had this reaction to your essays. Fucking brilliant work as always, truly one of the best doing it right now

    • @shytendeakatamanoir9740
      @shytendeakatamanoir9740 Год назад +6

      How he manages to do this not once or twice but (nearly) every video is truly something else.

  • @alfonsoarroyo3283
    @alfonsoarroyo3283 Год назад +25

    "I can't remember all the faces". Jesus, what a line.

  • @sataprescott7588
    @sataprescott7588 Год назад +256

    Watched on Nebula. I literally wept. I did not know about Anohni, and the extended web of context and meaning between these three entities: Lou Reed, Candy Darling, and Anohni, their public and private existences, and the power of this shared and inherited storytelling. While Geller suggests that the characters aren't specifically transgender (and are in fact beyond gender through their supernatural existence), I'd instead argue that this is one of the foundational trans stories. I am a trans person, and before the question came up in the essay, I immediately recognized trans storytelling. Not that this makes the characters "trans" in the literal sense, of course. Beautiful work. Thank you for sharing this moment with me, as I would have never encountered it otherwise.

    • @BobDole1216
      @BobDole1216 Год назад +48

      Yeah, as another trans person the inclination to see anything involving shapeshifting as a trans allegory is always there, but it felt like this game was screaming it from the earliest shots. ❤️

    • @mcmillan.2k
      @mcmillan.2k Год назад +18

      I'm also trans. I think. I wish I was smart enough to get that.
      however.
      The lyrics to "Candy Says", specifically "I've come to hate my body, and all that it requires in this world."
      Fuck.

    • @ren-db1ch
      @ren-db1ch Год назад +6

      It actually kinda stung to hear the essayist stress that this is not a trans story but like, Geller is (presumably) cis and I don't think he's really capable of seeing/feeling exactly how queer and trans this is as he lacks the experiential piece needed. 😅

    • @1996Tanawuts
      @1996Tanawuts 11 месяцев назад +1

      oh my god! same! before he metioned it, i was like.. this feels like a trans story to me. then i knee slapped myself when he said it.

    • @karenamyx2205
      @karenamyx2205 10 месяцев назад +4

      ​@@ren-db1ch
      How you see or feel about it is irrelevant to whether the artist intends for immortal beings to be trans. This is a terrible argument. The part that is up to you, is how you interpret the art. So obviously if it hits home as an allegory for your trans state of being, then of course thats gonna resonate for you. Which is fine. Its a great thing to find art that speaks to our human condition. However, to bash his analysis or imply that its inaccurate or inauthentic simply because he doesn't happen to be trans is... naive. And entitled.
      And short sighted. They are literally immortal beings that swap bodies. They have presumably been men AND woman, many times over.
      They are factually beyond gender at that point. Obviously there is a thematic similarity to transgenderism, considering the song choice and singers.
      But to just say they are literally just trans and he can't say they arent because he isnt trans is... just an unpleasant take. Be better.

  • @CarelessFoolFallsFlat
    @CarelessFoolFallsFlat Год назад +62

    Good lord, the final monologue hits so much harder when you can hear Anohni singing over it.
    Also, Jacob was right: that Jesus revelation _was_ nuts. I've never seen another work of fiction that had Jesus as a vampire. I _have,_ however, seen an anime where he had a vampire sister.

    • @radio6sussex823
      @radio6sussex823 Год назад +2

      Ayy, a Lupin IIIrd fan, in the wild?

    • @feliiiciiiano
      @feliiiciiiano Год назад

      Midnight Mass also portrayed Catholics to be bloodthirsty freaks.

    • @michaelandrews117
      @michaelandrews117 Год назад +3

      The 2021 show Midnight Mass has a Bible X Vampire story written & directed by Mike Flanagan.
      Really fantastic show about faith.

    • @vero-kd8vg
      @vero-kd8vg Год назад +1

      It reminds me of the Mandela catalogue, an analog horror video series about Satan secretly taking Jesus' place (and a lot of other things that are hard to follow lol)

    • @paolomilanicomparetti3702
      @paolomilanicomparetti3702 Год назад

      Gabriel Knight 3 definitely had a Jesus vampire connection, but I don't remember the details...

  • @arborwin
    @arborwin Год назад +17

    I saw Lou Reed perform with Anohni back in the aughts. He absolutely adored her and her voice and said so up on stage, talking about how she sung his songs better than himself. I'm so glad to see the contents of this song and what it means be represented by a piece of media this way having grown up with it. It's a transcendent song...

  • @samg0
    @samg0 Год назад +32

    Thanks for the shout-out, Jacob! 💙 Immortality is my game of the year, without a doubt. Nothing comes close in terms of subverting and surpassing expectations -- not only in the story being told but the WAY it is being told. It is truly a landmark for videogame narratives.

    • @JamesV1
      @JamesV1 Год назад +2

      Your video is fantastic, although I wish I watched yours first!

    • @Ianthe1
      @Ianthe1 Год назад

      I would call rather call it a player driven experience than a video game. Not much typical "game" to this experience but pulls you in for the story in an interactive way to make you feel part of the story. Somehow I "finished" it a little over half through discovering everything but went back and found so much that brought the story together. The actors performances are beyond what any typical game presents and bring a lot to the experience.

    • @AudoPlay
      @AudoPlay Год назад +4

      @@Ianthe1 a game does not need typical gameplay to be a game.

  • @kyleforbes6048
    @kyleforbes6048 Год назад +55

    Thanks to you Jacob, I have now heard Candy Says for the first time, the original, the cover, and the two singing together....and it brought me to massive tears. It's a work of art, and I thank you dearly for introducing me to it.

  • @xanderdaniels8284
    @xanderdaniels8284 Год назад +177

    This will be great to curb my existential dread during my lunch break in a few hours. Love you Jacob

  • @HaKmonkey
    @HaKmonkey Год назад +54

    You just changed what that game was for me and made me realize that I miss looking at games as art that take us on adventures and tell us stories. I’ve been playing them as time fillers and some games are, but now I want to try to look at them differently. The video brought tears and it was wonderful. Thank you for making it.

    • @Ianthe1
      @Ianthe1 Год назад +1

      It's an experience more than a game at least in the typical "game" sense. If only more story driven games would take note of how well the actors help this story be told with their performances.

  • @lazysunset442
    @lazysunset442 Год назад +189

    Being a trans woman myself, you have no idea how happy I am everytime I learn about a game out there that talks about, or at least features, transgender people irl respectfully. Candy Says is a goddamn masterpiece and I'll 100% have to play Immortality

    • @keystep8669
      @keystep8669 Год назад +24

      Based as fuck

    • @kevinsundelin8639
      @kevinsundelin8639 Год назад +19

      As a trans man, I am even more intrigued by this video now

    • @keystep8669
      @keystep8669 Год назад +10

      @@stephen6631 "force society" lmao
      Calm down there.

  • @junekaplan165
    @junekaplan165 Год назад +6

    The concept of a "vampire" that inherits it's victim's trauma is such an interesting idea to me. It'd be interesting to see it explored in a slightly more, um, comprehensible medium.

  • @DianeSteele
    @DianeSteele Год назад +33

    This video made me cry, it's genuinely uncanny how well you manage to just grab me and drag me through every single ounce of emotion you poured into this video, thank you.

  • @Ianthe1
    @Ianthe1 Год назад +85

    Charlotta Mohlin's performance throughout the entire "game" is an absolute experience. And you don't have to be transgender to connect with such a performance of such a great song.

    • @charlottakarinmohlin
      @charlottakarinmohlin Год назад +29

      Thank you so much!

    • @Ianthe1
      @Ianthe1 Год назад +13

      @@charlottakarinmohlin Of course!!! Not to put down any of the other great actors but you really brought the whole thing to life. Not just from this single performance. I spent hours digging through all the scenes hoping to find more or your great acting. So thank you! Hope to see you again in future works... possibly a feature movie?!

  • @LuveenWadhwani
    @LuveenWadhwani Год назад +26

    Sure, this song is transcendent and exemplifies the spirit of the game's title. But Two of Everything is such a bop - my favorite of the soundtrack lol

    • @scottdick296
      @scottdick296 Год назад +3

      It's such an earworm. I had that song in my head for days after playing the game.

  • @k1rkpad
    @k1rkpad Год назад +15

    FINALLY an essay on Immortality. Thank you very VERY much for exposing people to this masterpiece. Never have I gasped and been locked in place before by a game. Literally petrified cried by the ending.

    • @k1rkpad
      @k1rkpad Год назад +1

      Got CS/Nebula just to watch this right the first time. Used your code! Thanks!!!

    • @Ianthe1
      @Ianthe1 Год назад

      It's an experience not a game in my opinion. Between the story and the actors performances we are just witness to push it along.

  • @alexanderdesmouceaux4395
    @alexanderdesmouceaux4395 Год назад +191

    This game reminds me of "the hunger", all the pain that comes from a eternal life, being a vampire, the queer themes, etc. Even the vampire on the game looks a lot like David Bowie

    • @jeremysmith4620
      @jeremysmith4620 Год назад +13

      I got those exact same "The Hunger" vibes and the plot also gives off a related feel to Bowie's role as Thomas Jerome Newton in "The Man Who Fell to Earth." Both absolute classics.

    • @gorimbaud
      @gorimbaud Год назад +7

      And hey, Bowie did produce Lou Reed's best known solo album, even playing acoustic guitar in Walk on the Wild Side.

  • @TheASBSS
    @TheASBSS Год назад +9

    This scene was the first one I saw with The One.
    The parallel of them both singing, the ambiance and mystery of this character hiding inside the video, and that absolutely amazing acting from Charlotta Mohlin made me feel so many different feelings.
    This game was a true work of passion, and one deserving of Immortality.

  • @magoranine4084
    @magoranine4084 Год назад +30

    I loved the game. Convinced a friend to play and we’ve been talking about it for weeks. But I didn’t realize how many scenes I didn’t see. The game ended for me and I never saw the scene you based this video on. I never saw the one in the mirror, or a few of the others shown here. It’s wild how different of an interpretation I got from what I wasn’t shown.

    • @Ianthe1
      @Ianthe1 Год назад +4

      I "finished" the "game" with barely over half the scenes and hidden scenes discovered. Not sure how I managed that but I just followed the story intuitively and didn't bother focusing on certain objects and it lead me to the "ending". Immediately went back to it and started digging through scenes more and more until I fully realized that this isn't a game but an experience. It's a joy to dig through a story as obscure as this one was and especially with the actors performances. So much to be interpreted!

  • @CalvinChikelue
    @CalvinChikelue Год назад +10

    "It's no Kratos vs Thor but I guess it's OK", I say through a flood of tears & sobbing.
    Another fantastic video, Jacob! I instantly went to buy every version of "Candy Says" I could find on iTunes. As someone who didn't really click with Telling Lies or Her Story, I'm happy to see this had such a powerful emotional core that I personally never got from the previous projects. Used my free Nebula sample to watch your preferred version & as other commenters have mentioned it was well worth it.

  • @strawberrysoupiii4801
    @strawberrysoupiii4801 Год назад +11

    i just. holy shit. i cannot express how gorgeous this one was (back from the nebula version). The song and its history and its meaning and in that context,,,, i feel like a fish that's been filleted

    • @innrex9028
      @innrex9028 Год назад +1

      so where are you going, up or down?

    • @strawberrysoupiii4801
      @strawberrysoupiii4801 Год назад +1

      @@innrex9028 up. while I'd love to become an eldritch amalgamation of fish, i just cant pass up the opportunity to be Crispy

  • @WorthTheWool
    @WorthTheWool Год назад +39

    One of the few content creators I can safely assume the video is a banger before I've even watched it

  • @sci7zo
    @sci7zo Год назад +30

    I was in my last year of high school in 2013 when I stumbled on to Lou Reed. I loved his music and binged it on youtube with my parent's shitty heughs net connection. Growing up on Rush, Radiohead, Frank Zappa, etc from my dad and then discovering Depeche Mode, The Ramones, and The Rolling Stones through my mom I was surprised I never heard of him before. It was about the same week he died too. It was really upsetting to discover him and be excited about him to then learn he passed away.
    Now I'm almost 30. I came out as trans a few years ago. It feels affirming to know he was such an ally.

  • @rachelblake2350
    @rachelblake2350 Год назад +24

    "Unfortunately before my death I had no desire left for life ... I am just so bored by everything. You might say bored to death. Did you know I couldn't last. I always knew it. I wish I could meet you all again." - Candy Darling
    As a trans person, this video really moved me. Thank you.

  • @kingjamesbond4009
    @kingjamesbond4009 Год назад +331

    Honestly when my dad finished the game the best he could say about it is this is what Wes Anderson would do if he had the ability to make video games.

    • @seandevine5836
      @seandevine5836 Год назад +65

      Wes Anderson couldn’t do this if he was immortal

    • @HugoMakesMusic
      @HugoMakesMusic Год назад +19

      @@seandevine5836 holy shit you killed him!

    • @screwtapee
      @screwtapee Год назад +12

      @@HugoMakesMusic couldn’t kill him if he was immortal

    • @HugoMakesMusic
      @HugoMakesMusic Год назад +6

      @@screwtapee oop! Yeah you're right! Thank ypu for correcting my *grave* error

    • @nvrndingsmmr
      @nvrndingsmmr Год назад +3

      @@seandevine5836 Wait, do you not like Wes Anderson? Wes Anderson rules.

  • @brodielopez1952
    @brodielopez1952 Год назад +20

    Jacob Geller is the only man who could convince me to buy Nebula

  • @AlanLaraLobo
    @AlanLaraLobo Год назад +14

    Immediatly ran to watch it on Nebula. Your essays are sooo good that I really want to watch and listen to without YT's ridiculous restricitions. Thank you for the unchained version

  • @cogsworther1639
    @cogsworther1639 Год назад +11

    Jacob Geller is one of the few creators who just, routinely, blows my mind with his video essays.
    The consistency is impressive.

  • @downwithfun
    @downwithfun Год назад +8

    Incredible video. Immortality hit me super hard with that emotional resonance you speak about, even if a lot of the meaning went over my head until reading about others' thoughts. I'm amazed it got the budget that it did given how niche its appeal is, but hot damn I'm glad it did. One of the best and most unique gaming experiences I've ever had

  • @joefromthebardo8273
    @joefromthebardo8273 Год назад +28

    You might get this a lot but you truly are my favorite narrator/ storyteller/ writer. Your content is highly underrated.

  • @lucasmarques1045
    @lucasmarques1045 Год назад +25

    Watched on nebula (I think it was free because it was my first video? Idk) and damn, when you got to that scene again and explained it with all the context my eyes watered for real. They really produced something special and human (unironically) with this game

  • @zeobuilder106
    @zeobuilder106 Год назад +24

    the nebula version made me cry, your videos are truly one of a kind. Thank you for what you do.

  • @elijahmanges1541
    @elijahmanges1541 Год назад +12

    Well, three days later, I finally finished playing the game so I could finish this video.
    Honestly one of the best games I've EVER played.

  • @surgodt
    @surgodt Год назад +5

    So what I'm getting out of this is that Immortality is like if you placed two pathologic characters in an otherwise "normal" film.

  • @williamelliott186
    @williamelliott186 Год назад +6

    This was gorgeous, I spoiled it for myself, but needed this!! Thanks Jacob!

  • @TheWigwaggle
    @TheWigwaggle Год назад +4

    I was a slacker in school, i never applied myself. always thought it wouldnt be important. Every time i watch one of your videos i am pleased someone took the time to apply themselves. The way you write these video essays captures me, makes me curious. keep up the fantastic work Jacob.

  • @VietNguyen-xs1ne
    @VietNguyen-xs1ne Год назад +7

    Immortality feels like a condemnation and a love letter to humanity at the same time. Immortals visit us at our worst as well as our best, and they still struggle to grasp with humanity and feelings. We might not have an endless life like theirs. We might look like flocks of sheep. But we are, inherently, humans, and we are proud of that.
    The Other One reminds me of the protag from All Men are Mortals by De Beauvoir, a work that deals with roughly the same subject matter.

    • @Ianthe1
      @Ianthe1 Год назад +1

      Herd somebody reference The One and The Other as Adam and Eve with their wanting to be connected to humanity and the struggles of life and death after being condemned by God. Now they are on a journey of being immortal and struggling to understand their own existence. Seems rather fitting with the many references to Jesus and the devil. Just don't get hung up on the religious aspect and see it as a human experience attempting to be understood.

  • @Skaatje
    @Skaatje Год назад

    You are an amazing person Jacob! I loved everything about this and I am glad I could watch the uncensored version of this.

  • @DerAykac
    @DerAykac Год назад +4

    RUclips really needs to loosen up a bit.
    EDIT: Three months later. I now have played it. Holy smokes, the acting in this is stellar. The one leaves such an honest and real impression on me, it feals haunting. I get you now, Jacob. This truly is something special.

  • @jaystreizer5151
    @jaystreizer5151 7 месяцев назад +3

    Fun fact: my prof actually screened this video in class as part of our lesson materials. Initially, I thought this game was artsy shlock, but after seeing this video, I felt an intense urge to download and play the game for myself. I spent like, 3 days trying to find everything, and the moment 'Candy Says' started up, I felt the tears starting. Most times I'd encounter The One in my playthrough, I had such a visceral reaction of fear, but this time, it was strange, artistic, and moving. I can only hope the person who made this game keeps making more games like this.

  • @morganj426
    @morganj426 Год назад +1

    this video really did make me cry, thank you

  • @coyoten8897
    @coyoten8897 Год назад

    really incredible vid, you got across so well the feelings i have felt knowing there is a life that tugs hard at my heartstrings that i cannot be a part of, and that my imitation of that imagined reality only reinforces how distant i feel from it

  • @tranquility1991
    @tranquility1991 Год назад +4

    I watched on Nebula and have no regrets.
    The multi-layered meaning of immortality(/"Immortality"), the mourning of a life one will never get to have, the *music*...just. Tears.
    This one will stay with me for a long time.

  • @CubanSpartan
    @CubanSpartan Год назад +5

    Well that just hit me like a goddamn freight train. I should know by now than to take any of your work lightly, but I'm still caught off guard by the depth of the writing, combined with the exquisite editing and music. This might finally be the thing to make me sign up for Nebula, because frankly I cannot even fathom what your "Director's Cut" looks like.

  • @davearvelo
    @davearvelo Год назад

    I recently found this channel and I always come away from a video with a new perspective that makes me feel reflective and more well-rounded as a person. My hope is to use this understanding to create my own art/expressions, but even if that never happens, the experience I've gained is enough. Thanks for making these.

  • @ResetWitch
    @ResetWitch Год назад

    This video made me cry... thank you so much for making it.

  • @idontwantahandlethough
    @idontwantahandlethough Год назад +3

    Even the "clean" version is amazing. You do great stuff, consistently :)

  • @Charlotte-sx4ty
    @Charlotte-sx4ty Год назад +21

    Coming from Nebula -- what a beautiful video. I never would have expected from the title that this video would veer into talking about the exact deep sandess and grief I'm processing as a trans person right now but here I am. Jacob truly never disappoints.

  • @jacobbateson8215
    @jacobbateson8215 Год назад +1

    Brilliant video as always, the effort and passion put into your channel is fantastic!

  • @Toscicacca
    @Toscicacca Год назад

    Thank you so much Jacob, that scene deserves all the resonance in the world because of the matters that involves both inside the story of the game and outside in the real world and for the connection between these two dimensions (which is one of the themes of the game). Thank you so much, really, keep up with the great work you do for video games critic.

  • @aefirthrift
    @aefirthrift Год назад +4

    This game was staggeringly good. I had such a hard time explaining it to people without spoiling it, but my god, what a spectacular showing from each and every actor involved.

  • @DonTinker
    @DonTinker Год назад +9

    I haven't played the game, I haven't listened to Candy Says, and yet, I cried a little on the end of the video.
    I love your way to storytell.

  • @theknight27
    @theknight27 Год назад

    Amazing video! This real ly heightened my appreciation (and understanding) of the game, having just finished it.

  • @SharktopusMilk
    @SharktopusMilk Год назад +1

    Oh wow what a thoughtful and respectful exploration of such a beautiful piece of art. Thank you so much for creating and sharing this!

  • @derricktiffin
    @derricktiffin Год назад +5

    Holy shit. I knew I liked you, but when I saw that you straight made a video on an idea I shared... It just cements my opinion of you. I 100% felt this was the best scene in any game made this year and one of my favorite video games of all time. I posted this moment on my Facebook and, of course, no one I knew understood what I was going on about. I can't tell you how many times I rewatched this moment and teared up at it and all its glory. Thank you, Jacob for somehow mirroring my tastes in things and for the awesome work you do. I wish I knew people like you in the real world.

  • @adampliszka4855
    @adampliszka4855 Год назад +100

    Nice to see another video; it's always a real pleasure to watch one.
    I'm just very happy there's someone with a big reach who understands how important the humanities are (and I say this as a CompSci student). "Western" society has been glorifying STEM and treating humanities like a joke. I just really wish more people saw the immense value in them.

    • @_fudgepop01
      @_fudgepop01 Год назад +13

      Humanities - the study of what makes us human and reminds us of our own mortality and morality throughout the ages, and how we continue to struggle beautifully to put that into words today.
      I’m now a professional game developer, and I can think of nothing more important than this privilege of individual and societal expression, and hope that one day we can expand it to understand the way other animals do the same.
      Part of what makes me *want to* pursue game development in the first place is this appreciation for humanities, amplified by Jacob Geller’s wonderful video essays throughout the years. Though I’m sure he looks back at some prior videos and cringes at things he could have presented better now having more knowledge of his craft, I hope he rests well at-least knowing that they’ll have influenced myself and many others for the better for years to come.

    • @Wolfbarr01
      @Wolfbarr01 Год назад

      @@_fudgepop01 t-that's what Humanities is supposed to be? oh... i thought it was math

    • @isabellamorris7902
      @isabellamorris7902 Год назад +4

      Tbh, I think we should just break down the divide between STEM and humanities altogether. Pure maths and comparative literature are ofc very different disciplines, but really it matters more what exactly you learn, not what you call your field.

  • @stephanieweiland1201
    @stephanieweiland1201 Год назад

    multiple times this video gave me intense chills and goosebumps
    your videos are just amazing

  • @Road_to_Dawn
    @Road_to_Dawn Год назад +1

    I played both Telling Lies and Immortality. Loved the journeys of both games but felt underwhelmed by the time the credits rolled on each. You legitimately gave me a whole new appreciation for Immortality, and now I want to go back and see what I missed in it. Fantastic video.

  • @zoidsfan12
    @zoidsfan12 Год назад +3

    Just watched this on nebula and my god. This truly is such a beautiful thing, transcendental in nature.
    The idea of immortality through expression is something which has been a driving force making me pursue art. But the perspective and way you word it, it adds a whole new perspective.
    I have always viewed it that our art can live on for hundreds of years after we die through people consuming it. But I see it as so much more now. I have always had a hope deep in my heart that I could one day inspire others to pursue their dreams, but I see from this that that is the entire point. Not a wonderful byproduct but the whole point.
    Absolutely profound. I truly thank you for this.

  • @Earthworksaudio
    @Earthworksaudio Год назад +4

    Really great work with this one Jacob. That cover of Candy Says is remarkable, and I’m so glad to see it being used in other pieces of art. Nice ETHOS in the intro btw :)

  • @TheBunnyTheBearFan
    @TheBunnyTheBearFan Год назад

    Amongst one of the best video essays I have ever listened to, and the single best one by Jacob Geller so far. Absolutely marvelous. Well done, Jacob!

  • @kiwo64
    @kiwo64 Год назад

    Homie ngl, your vods have actually become a comfort thing, both being calm and nice to watch, but also subtly helping me understand things my school English classes couldn't, thanks man

  • @jobekka
    @jobekka 11 месяцев назад +3

    I think you have a more sympathetic, philosophical interpretation of the immolation footage, which makes the game as a whole take on a more hopeful tone. When I played it, I read that scene very much within the game canon. I got a "The one's gonna do to you what the other one did to amy. Congrats, the one is inside you as we speak!" sort of message out of it, so I got more unnerved than anything.

  • @NeatOz
    @NeatOz Год назад +17

    I really hope I can someday be able to hit emotions in my writing like jacob does some day

  • @rokusen8135
    @rokusen8135 Год назад +2

    I come back from work, see a new video of yours. The day couldn't have been better. Thank you kind sir.

  • @doomedalpaca6737
    @doomedalpaca6737 Год назад +1

    Thanks for this birthday gift Jacob, love ur content been a fan for years ❤️❤️

  • @MattHorton
    @MattHorton Год назад +3

    You killed it with this one. Also I immediately started singing along to Two of Everything.

  • @huntsurveys7477
    @huntsurveys7477 Год назад +7

    Soooo its not very often I watch things that stump me because I recognise something from a few decades ago. Jacob, I've listened to a few of your video essays and found them superb. I couldn't see a situation where I'd actually play Immortality (I've waaay too little time to do that) so I listened to your video. The Cyndi / trans explanation at the start kindof threw me as I never knew that bit of history. Your video explained the mystery brilliantly, and by the time you revealed who the real-life signer was being played in the game I thought "I've got to listen to this". Turns out I had listened to her... about 20 years ago on the other side of the planet, and never saw her face so never recognised her until I heard her almighty unmistakable voice. Immediately I read into this the real-life connection from USA's Warhol's Cyndi, to my Welsh musical tastes 20 years ago, to listening in New Zealand your explanation of the game mystery. Genuinely put shivers up my back when I considered the immortality concepts you discussed, and how Cyndi's story story had morphed and followed me across oceans. Sorry, this was poorly written but I'm very busy today and wanted to take time out to say thank you. Am genuinely stunned by this video and its connections.

  • @tristacremeans3612
    @tristacremeans3612 Год назад +2

    When I played this game this scene made me cry and I have no explanation as to why. It struck me so deep. So I'm very excited for this.

  • @nicwaters4808
    @nicwaters4808 Год назад

    Amazing! This and your essay on Before Your Eyes have brought me to tears

  • @lozza901
    @lozza901 Год назад +3

    It’s artists that create features like this for very little money or recognition that inspire me the most to create art that is important to me and no one else.

  • @tinkergnomad
    @tinkergnomad Год назад +8

    Just watched this on Nebula. Watching and liking on RUclips just to make sure it gets the boost it deserves. This was amazing, and I'm desperate to play this game ASAP.

  • @ontanontan9372
    @ontanontan9372 Год назад

    Got goosebumps watching this, amazing work as always

  • @muchachogrande2019
    @muchachogrande2019 Год назад +2

    I was laying here listening to this in the background and as soon as you started talking about the mechanics and rewinding things to see "the one" I accidentally triggered the skip thing on my earbud.
    It took me like 8 minutes of listening to the H3H3 podcast before I realized it wasn't just a clever Geller-ian stylistic skip to a different subject momentarily.

  • @MattHuey
    @MattHuey Год назад +5

    Really enjoy your deep dives into these wild video games! that i never heard of and prob. will never play!💯👍 Great Job!

  • @littlegoblin6923
    @littlegoblin6923 Год назад +37

    For those hesitant to watch the uncensored version because you can’t afford to pay for it: your first video on nebula is completely free! You don’t even have to make an account! The uncensored version of the video is truly beautiful and deserves to be seen, so please go watch it! ❤️

    • @keystep8669
      @keystep8669 Год назад +3

      Oh thanks for the heads up! I didn't know that was an option.

  • @adso5728
    @adso5728 Год назад

    Thanks for the video!

  • @townbug
    @townbug Год назад +1

    Jacob, you're incredible. You tell stories so wonderfully and it is so good it hurts.

  • @franklyfrancis3462
    @franklyfrancis3462 Год назад +14

    I see a notification for a new Jacob Geller video, and suddenly I know how I’m going to spend the next half-hour of my time.
    A huge thanks to you, Jacob, for your consistently astounding content and the monumental effort I’m sure you put into each minute of your craft. Wishing you only the best.

  • @aidenmclaughlin1076
    @aidenmclaughlin1076 Год назад +3

    The second movement of Beethoven’s 7th is so atmospheric and moving and I just live it so much

  • @carmina-solis
    @carmina-solis Год назад +1

    I’m sobbing, absolutely another hit. Thanks Jacob ❤

  • @alinagrace4980
    @alinagrace4980 Год назад +1

    Anohni and their music will always hold a special place in my heart. Paradise makes me feel things I didn’t know I could feel. Wonderful as always, Jacob