I think Martha is beautiful, not just her voice but her in general. Because she doesn't want to waste her time partying and getting drunk. She just wants a happy ending, and she's probably the most innocent character in the musical. It was really sad when she tried to commit suicide in the musical 😿
this song is so sweet but at the beginning it's really cool creepy . ĺike she watched him sleeping. he gave her a scab??? like yeah it's cute but also a bit gross and creepy
Ayisha M But they were just 5, it was kindergarten. Staring at someone while they sleep may be creepy if you're an adult or a teenager, with more primal desires and all, but as a kid it's really innocent. It's just innocent curiosity, not anything creepy. I think all of you are just too jaded and exposed to the internet, so you think everything's creepy, even when kids do it xD Plus, the scab thing is actually something a lot of kindergarteners find fascinating. Kids also used to spit on their hands and shake hands. It's gross, yeah, but kids are gross. It's just a fact of life.
Ok this song is absolutely beautiful and depressing, and Martha is a sweet cinnamon roll, too good and pure for westerberg, but the backstory of her obsession with Ram takes so much away from her character and the story.
Theresa Nicholas I agree, I think that after all the bullying she endures, making out that she attempts suicide just because of some guy that ignored her for years anyway is a bit belittling
It's not so much obsession as it is wishing for the world to be different. She knew Ram wouldn't love her because of how the high school world works. She never had many friends, and because she was chubby, no boy would look at her twice. At this point, the one friend she had had ditched her and, as far as she knew, gladly played a humiliating prank on her. I think it was not having Veronica that broke Martha enough to make her want to end it all. But Martha remembered a time when the popular boy was her friend and not a tormentor. And it was that memory that allowed her to hope, ever so briefly, that he might at least be her friend. That hope was dashed and the stab was delivered by a close friend.When Martha chose to end things, she thought of the time when a boy liked her and how it all ended. I imagine that, through elementary and middle school, she was horribly teased, but at least she'd had Veronica. Not having her friend made it that much easier for Martha to say, "I don't matter to anyone. So as I take my leave of this world, I will remember a time when I thought I mattered. I know the truth now, and so I'll do as those who hate me suggest."
I believe she tried to kill herself because she felt alone. I don't think she did it because of an obsession with Ram. It was more that Ram was her only hope. Lemme explain. Veronica, her only friend had just left her to be with the Heather's and now she's constantly bullied. When "Ram" informs her that he misses the old days her hopes are now up. Of course because Ram didn't write the note he doesn't understand what she's talking about. When Ram dies it's more of a realization that she's "meant to be alone". In conclusion I don't think she tried to kill herself because of Ram but instead because she feels completely alone.
You know, when I first watched the bootleg (don't judge, I'm freaking broke), the song Lifeboat and Me Inside of Me gave me chills, but this song was the only song that did both that and made me tear up a bit. It's literally her grieving his loss and grieving the past, and I believe that's something at least most of us do once or twice to make ourselves cry harder. Like back when everything was innocent, no worries or anxiety about school or reputation, no backstabbing; where it was either they spat and blatantly hate you, or mend and genuinely care for you, and where there usually were no ulterior motives behind their generosity. But now, she really can't have that, since Ram is dead. He doesn't have his chance at being guided the right way since JD freaking killed him. Then there was the thing about him being gay for Kurt, causing for her to believe that even if he was still alive, she would never be able to be happy with him. Seriously though, what did she ever do to deserve any of this? She was, like, the purest character in the show.
Uh…..storytime: There was a boy, I meet in kindergarten, he was MY DOG and he has two words….or ‘yes’ or ‘woof’…..yes I was really weird in kindergarten…AND I WAS VERY COOL.
Personally i really think Martha is a really beautiful girl, I admire how she pulled through that long... it's just a shame how people didn't really see what she looked like inside than the outside.
And at this moment, I stopped shipping Kurt and Ram and started shipping Ram and Martha. (-Martha is so innocent and pure and needs to be protected omg-)
Me: *gets to “certain boys are just for kindergarten certain girls are meant to be alone”* LET ME HUG YOU SWEET SWEET SUMMER CHILD!” edit: I just like to point out that in "shine a light reprise" veronica said "if everyone jumps off a bridge would you"
I don't know why but I just imagine ghost Ram watching her like Mufasa and saying... ...Not gonna happen, take a hint already And ghost Kurt is just laughing at him
Yea, it is gross but it is a part of him that he gave to her. It is only gross because it is body related...but a kid is not going to think about it like that. It probably less weird to me because if me taking a piece of my new boyfriends hairs and tucking it it my phone case. Ugh I am weird.
@@sleepy4741 oh dear- I just ate paper and stapled my hand and put my finger in a pencil sharpener (it only ruined my nail and cut my skin) but kindergartners are weirddd
This is sad and all, but...am I the only one who notices that Ram doesn't appear to be wearing clothes in Martha's dream (or at least, he clearly has no shirt on)? Martha you have a freaky imagination and I love you for it XD
This opened my eyes to something I hadn't thought about for a long time. I remember when I was a young high schooler and I was apart of this new social media app at the time, (it's defunct now I think), for artists, writers, and a cozy online community. I met this girl who really liked the way I wrote my short little stories. She felt so sad when she talked about her days at school being scary and terrifying. I told her I felt like that at my own school too (albeit, in a different way). We talked about fantasy stories and fairytales. One day, she said she had to leave the online community because of personal reasons, and she sung a little song for me as a token of our friendship. I didn't realize it at the time. But the song she sang was "Kindergarten Boyfriend." with her own lyrics. From what I remember, "There was a boy I met online here. He was sweet and said that I'm so smart. He's good at socializing and making friends And we would talk all day long But then one day I stopped logging on. Getting caught up with school and family." Ooo Chorus. "can we still be friends?" Of course I said, "always! I'm so happy to see you again!" and then she logged off. I never saw her online ever again. Her profile was replaced with a black screen and blank background last time I checked. I was sad to see her leave, but I understood that sometimes people have lives outside of online servers and that's okay. But today, I came across this video, and I don't know why but I can't stop crying. Now that I know more about the song and the story context behind it. I feel like this song means a lot more now. I hope my friend is okay. I really hope that I'm not overthinking something. Heathers is a pretty R rated movie and the musical I heard stays true to that so why did my 13 year old friend sing that little song with such.. emotion? Thank you for letting me type this.
This is a really good animatic, but I kinda wonder if there should be a pinned comment directing people towards the National Suicide Hotline; just about any depiction of suicide can cause suicidal ideations in those at risk.
*Music*
There was a boy-
Me: SOBS
Me:
"Th-"
*SOB*
Skyletti That's actually more accurate lol
Carmen Cordova *song doesn't even start* me: *cries profusely*
Carmen Cordova Same XD
Sameeeee
*T H I S I S N O T O K A Y*
*Gross dinosaur sobs*
rEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *gasp* REEEEEEEEE *gasssssp* AAAAAAA--
Scout WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT
Scout
*C A L M Y O U R T I T S S A T A N*
Emily Ingram at least you don't sound like a donkey sobbing;-;
Scout Woooooooow. Nice one XD
..... *sniff* now I'm depressed..!!😣😣
it was fine..
UNTIL SHE WORE THE NECKLACE WHEN SHE JUMPED... i cried inside
abby schaber-yang Ikr!!!!! It's ok, we can cry together.......
😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I literally have tears in my eyes right now.....
abby schaber-yabg it's so true me to I'm crying inside....and out
1:56 "she can't draw horses" she said "there a lot better than my" I said
this is so
*beautiful*
but legit this made me cry
Elizabeth Schuyler another Hamilton fan?!
Undertale Lover It's a great musical just like Heathers
crayolaukulele I'm still crying.
DID YOU SAY 'BEAUTIFUL???' SeTeMbEr 1St 1989 DeAr DiArY
Yeah, IKR? That scab was so moving 😔😢
I think Martha is beautiful, not just her voice but her in general. Because she doesn't want to waste her time partying and getting drunk. She just wants a happy ending, and she's probably the most innocent character in the musical. It was really sad when she tried to commit suicide in the musical 😿
Her story is so sad(
Veronica, why you can’t tell Martha about bisexuality!?
Okay it’s 89 year, I don’t think you know what is it.
To think Ram wasn't a dick
*I almost cried, I feel unicorn babes pain*
Tbh this is the saddest song in Heathers
my favourite character kikis delivery service What about Life Boat?
*_-I am damaged-_*
my favourite character kikis delivery service This is a sad song but I think shine a light reprise is sadder a song
*F R E E Z E Y O U R B R A I N*
JD GOT NOTHIN ON THIS GIRL
*G R O S S S O B B I N G*
Winged Notepad Hello fellow powapowap fan!
So you think you can just MESS WITH MY EMOTIONS? WHY POI-CHAN? I WAS HAPPY
;)
this song is so sweet but at the beginning it's really cool creepy . ĺike she watched him sleeping. he gave her a scab??? like yeah it's cute but also a bit gross and creepy
Ayisha M Yeah, even listening to the song I was like "Wait Wut?!" Lol
Ayisha M then again they were like 5
It's Kindergarden we all did gross things in Kindergarden
I get what you mean, but they would be around 4-5 so it's not like they could do better
Ayisha M But they were just 5, it was kindergarten. Staring at someone while they sleep may be creepy if you're an adult or a teenager, with more primal desires and all, but as a kid it's really innocent. It's just innocent curiosity, not anything creepy. I think all of you are just too jaded and exposed to the internet, so you think everything's creepy, even when kids do it xD Plus, the scab thing is actually something a lot of kindergarteners find fascinating. Kids also used to spit on their hands and shake hands. It's gross, yeah, but kids are gross. It's just a fact of life.
Ok this song is absolutely beautiful and depressing, and Martha is a sweet cinnamon roll, too good and pure for westerberg, but the backstory of her obsession with Ram takes so much away from her character and the story.
Theresa Nicholas I agree, I think that after all the bullying she endures, making out that she attempts suicide just because of some guy that ignored her for years anyway is a bit belittling
coffeecake 124 I think she attempted suicide because at this point in the story Ram had been killed.
It's not so much obsession as it is wishing for the world to be different. She knew Ram wouldn't love her because of how the high school world works. She never had many friends, and because she was chubby, no boy would look at her twice. At this point, the one friend she had had ditched her and, as far as she knew, gladly played a humiliating prank on her. I think it was not having Veronica that broke Martha enough to make her want to end it all. But Martha remembered a time when the popular boy was her friend and not a tormentor. And it was that memory that allowed her to hope, ever so briefly, that he might at least be her friend. That hope was dashed and the stab was delivered by a close friend.When Martha chose to end things, she thought of the time when a boy liked her and how it all ended. I imagine that, through elementary and middle school, she was horribly teased, but at least she'd had Veronica. Not having her friend made it that much easier for Martha to say, "I don't matter to anyone. So as I take my leave of this world, I will remember a time when I thought I mattered. I know the truth now, and so I'll do as those who hate me suggest."
teagreen 2 specially the locket part, that’s extremely creepy
I believe she tried to kill herself because she felt alone. I don't think she did it because of an obsession with Ram. It was more that Ram was her only hope. Lemme explain. Veronica, her only friend had just left her to be with the Heather's and now she's constantly bullied. When "Ram" informs her that he misses the old days her hopes are now up. Of course because Ram didn't write the note he doesn't understand what she's talking about. When Ram dies it's more of a realization that she's "meant to be alone". In conclusion I don't think she tried to kill herself because of Ram but instead because she feels completely alone.
when she said where never waking up it hit me that she was going to commit suicide! I'm crying.
*in a corner crying*
*I AM DAMAGED, FAR TOO DAMAGED*
Shady LampShade *BUT YOU’RE NOT BEYOND REPAIR*
*STICK AROUND HERE, MAKE THINGS BETTER, CAUSE YOU BEAT ME FAIR AND SQUARE*
*PLEASE STAND BACK NOW*
Keona Folsom
*A LITTLE FURTHER*
Kristy Melinda *DONT KNOW WHAT THIS THING WILL DO*
'he didnt care if i was thin or pretty, and he was mine until we hit first grade, then he woke up' MY HEART ;-;
Kindergarten Boyf riend
oops wrong musical
Robot-Unicorn I LOVE BE MORE CHILL
*inhales*
IT'S FROM JAPAAAAAAAN
Smol Sound
Inhales (again)
ITS A GREY
Inhales (again)
OBLONG PILL
Pretzel Productions *inhale pt.3*
NANO-COMPUTER-TECHNOLOGY CPU
Smol Sound you again I'M DONE
You know, when I first watched the bootleg (don't judge, I'm freaking broke), the song Lifeboat and Me Inside of Me gave me chills, but this song was the only song that did both that and made me tear up a bit. It's literally her grieving his loss and grieving the past, and I believe that's something at least most of us do once or twice to make ourselves cry harder. Like back when everything was innocent, no worries or anxiety about school or reputation, no backstabbing; where it was either they spat and blatantly hate you, or mend and genuinely care for you, and where there usually were no ulterior motives behind their generosity. But now, she really can't have that, since Ram is dead. He doesn't have his chance at being guided the right way since JD freaking killed him. Then there was the thing about him being gay for Kurt, causing for her to believe that even if he was still alive, she would never be able to be happy with him.
Seriously though, what did she ever do to deserve any of this? She was, like, the purest character in the show.
Uh…..storytime:
There was a boy, I meet in kindergarten, he was MY DOG and he has two words….or ‘yes’ or ‘woof’…..yes I was really weird in kindergarten…AND I WAS VERY COOL.
When she wore the necklace when she jumped, I cracked. I just rolled on the floor in a ball of tears and feels.
Finally there's another dang animatic of this song, it deserves way more
Personally i really think Martha is a really beautiful girl, I admire how she pulled through that long... it's just a shame how people didn't really see what she looked like inside than the outside.
THIS IS ADORABLE!! I LOVE YOUR ART STYLE!!
Oak Star Hey~
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And at this moment, I stopped shipping Kurt and Ram and started shipping Ram and Martha. (-Martha is so innocent and pure and needs to be protected omg-)
Watching you crush sleep during nap time and giving each other scabs? That's kindergarten romance
I have been summoned by Animatic Dad (teach me your ways, omg, your videos are so good)
Meow Biatch after reading that i stared at ur profile picture for a solid 30 seconds
THIS DESERVES MORE LIKES AND VIEWS
Nicole Ramirez true very true
I've lost count of how many times I've watched it
Nicole Ramirez
And less dislikes
SHE STILL HAD THE LOCKET ARE YOU KIDDING ME AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
You're making me cry... T^T It's so touching.... (I love your pegasus by the way)
I LOVE THIS SONG
I love this song too!
MARATHA BABY GIRL DOESN'T DESERVE THIS TYPE OF PAINN
Me: *gets to “certain boys are just for kindergarten certain girls are meant to be alone”* LET ME HUG YOU SWEET SWEET SUMMER CHILD!” edit: I just like to point out that in "shine a light reprise" veronica said "if everyone jumps off a bridge would you"
How dare you mess with my emotions
And no I'm not crying the invisible ninjas are cutting onions
The Heathers act like they’re adults, Martha is stuck in kindergarten, and Veronica wants to be her age.
I don't know why but I just imagine ghost Ram watching her like Mufasa and saying...
...Not gonna happen, take a hint already
And ghost Kurt is just laughing at him
That last line. That freaking "Where nap time is centuries long." Holy fudge, that makes me cri everytime.
IS THIS NIAGARA FALLS OR MY TEARS
I absolutely LOVE your artstyle!! I love how you portrayed this whole story so beautifully. And the characters all look so adorable!!
Martha is so precious omg protect her at all costs! 🦄 😭
Me- This is amazing
2:09
Cold... But true
who puts a scab in a locket I just can't
Children
Yea, it is gross but it is a part of him that he gave to her. It is only gross because it is body related...but a kid is not going to think about it like that.
It probably less weird to me because if me taking a piece of my new boyfriends hairs and tucking it it my phone case. Ugh I am weird.
Kindergardners... they do.
@@elizabethstewart7894 I only peed myself like, I mean my blander is not the greatest-
@@sleepy4741 oh dear- I just ate paper and stapled my hand and put my finger in a pencil sharpener (it only ruined my nail and cut my skin) but kindergartners are weirddd
This is sad and all, but...am I the only one who notices that Ram doesn't appear to be wearing clothes in Martha's dream (or at least, he clearly has no shirt on)?
Martha you have a freaky imagination and I love you for it XD
that explains the unicorn sweater, which she holds and wears maybe after senior highschool
this makes martha dunnstock not a side character at all
"along the facility parking lot" LOL!!!!
This is why I like this song, it's so relatable that it's creepy
OKAY HIT ME IN MY FEELS LIKE THAT
okay im sobbing but
can i just say that i love your art style, like
it reminds me of 80's/90's anime and i love it
" And a horse with wings.."
*ME = DEAD*
THIS HURTS ME IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE
OMG I WAS CRYING 30 SECONDS IN AND I HAD TO HOLD A HAND TO MY MOUTH SO I WOULDN'T SOUND LIKE A DYING BIRD.
*Cries the Niagara Falls* GOSH DARN ONION CUTTING NINJAS!
Oh great I'm crying. Thanks, love ya
I guess I'm the only one that doesn't completely break after hearing this song
So move
love youre art
Keep drawing
Thanks for sharing this beautiful thing
WHY DID I WATCH THIS AT NIGHT?!??! ITS SO SAD!!! *faceplants to pillow and cries*
Great video! Keep it up
this.....
this is beautiful!.
Whu- I- I'M NOT CRYING! Y- YOU'RE CRYING!
*gross sobbing noises*
I'm crying so much. whhhhyyy? just wow. them vocals just wow. what else can I say. I need some ice cream.
catch me singing this in the shower and scREECH WITH DESPAIR
I have a simillar experience, I miss him so much...
Aww I'm so sorry 😞😢
@@redguyslave409 Thanks
I know people say this about every heathers song but oml this is so underrated
Certain girls are meant to be alone
Heather D: who called me?
Omg those feeeeeeez 💕💕 Your art style is awesome, I love it ❤ It's cute, and pretty, and just incearibly amazing 😄
F E E L S!
this was so sad but yet wonderful at the same time, keep up the good work :P ❤️
_Literally had no idea this was in the soundtrack until now._
IM SOBBING HOLY CRAP THIS IS AMAZING
This opened my eyes to something I hadn't thought about for a long time. I remember when I was a young high schooler and I was apart of this new social media app at the time, (it's defunct now I think), for artists, writers, and a cozy online community. I met this girl who really liked the way I wrote my short little stories. She felt so sad when she talked about her days at school being scary and terrifying. I told her I felt like that at my own school too (albeit, in a different way). We talked about fantasy stories and fairytales. One day, she said she had to leave the online community because of personal reasons, and she sung a little song for me as a token of our friendship. I didn't realize it at the time. But the song she sang was "Kindergarten Boyfriend." with her own lyrics.
From what I remember,
"There was a boy I met online here.
He was sweet and said that I'm so smart.
He's good at socializing and making friends
And we would talk all day long
But then one day I stopped logging on.
Getting caught up with school and family."
Ooo Chorus.
"can we still be friends?"
Of course I said, "always! I'm so happy to see you again!" and then she logged off. I never saw her online ever again. Her profile was replaced with a black screen and blank background last time I checked.
I was sad to see her leave, but I understood that sometimes people have lives outside of online servers and that's okay. But today, I came across this video, and I don't know why but I can't stop crying.
Now that I know more about the song and the story context behind it. I feel like this song means a lot more now.
I hope my friend is okay. I really hope that I'm not overthinking something. Heathers is a pretty R rated movie and the musical I heard stays true to that so why did my 13 year old friend sing that little song with such.. emotion?
Thank you for letting me type this.
CAN SOMEONE GIVE THIS GIRL A BIG HUG PLEASE
THIS IS SO CUTE
This is a really good animatic, but I kinda wonder if there should be a pinned comment directing people towards the National Suicide Hotline; just about any depiction of suicide can cause suicidal ideations in those at risk.
*its only been 3 minutes*
*Unstoppable sobbing in le corner*
That last frame with her necklace was so good!
IM NOT CRYING YOU ARE
Who else still feels bad for Martha?
I always felt bad for her 😔😢💔
She's so innocent
Dude, I legit thought the intro to this song was the Snowdin theme from Undertale the first time it was on my Spotify shuffle lol
Three words: Be More Chill
Look it up
Neo Urie c-c-c-cmon c-c-c-cmon
GO GO
IT'S TOO FUCKED TO TYPE
THIS SHIT IS RIPE
CALL BACK
I'LL YELL YOU EVERY WORD
Neo Urie that's 6 lol jk
Neo Urie I’ve heard about it. What is it?
Sister & Brother MICHAEL WHO YOU DON'T KNOW
Oh Martha, why? Why?! You made me cry a bucket!!
*IM NOT CRYING IM SOBBING*
This being the saddest song in the Heathers isn’t even an opinion. It’s a fact, man
When Martha refers to the scab I was thinking a piece of a dodgeball, not literally a scab. XD
WHHYYYYY!!?!?! STOP MAKING ME CRY !! *sobs*
I’m on a kindergarten boyfriend marathon and my sleeves are soaking wet
Off topic,but Martha has the best memory I’ve ever seen,being able to remember kindergarten? I could never.
Me: *see's a kindergarten boyfriend animatic*
Me: Ah shit here we go again. *cries*
MARTHA IS MY ABSOLUTE FAVE OK SOMEONE STOP THE TEARS
Aaaaaghhh my feels, they're hit
NYIMA THIS IS SO GOOD IM CR YING
julia oneill THNX SO MUCH JULIAA!!!
Poi Chan my name is Julia in real life. So your taking to me too. Yay XD
MY GOOSEBUMPS HAVE GOOSEBUMPS
This made me cry....this is beautiful...
I was ok until she was at the bridge! Now I'm fucking crying. Why do you do this to me?!?!?!?!?
*first five seconds of song*
Me: *starts sobing eyes out* 😭
Oh no *sobs* I'm crying?
This will always make me cry
SOBBING
This is such a sweet song. And kinda creepy but so are the other songs
New favorite animatic of this song! I love the style and it fits this song so well.
White guy blinking meme, excuse me my feels
each time the song plays: *dies inside and sobs*
This made me cry more than the song by itself. The little kids just killed me ahhhh
I almost thought this was a Cindy (From Kindergarten) since she had/has you as a boyfriend. But then I realized it was Heathers. XD