How i feel for my ex....even if her friend paid her 5 dollars to break the news that she was breaking up with me....my ex not even looking at me when it happened.....during lunch....apparently I didn't pay enough attention. #RealLifeProblemsSuck
I think the muffling in this song is awful, she sounds like her mouth is too close to the mic. O.o I'm sorry, I've jjust been in the Vocaloid fandom so long I'm super critical of songs and don't always see why other fans like certain ones. I mean, I've likely dedicated my spare time to Vocaloid more then the majority of fans ever will so its not like I'm being mean. I honestly just believe in the right to criticise Vocaloid music, though if you enjoy the song nothing will change your mind on it.Negative and positive feedback is just the same. The issue is common with some Vocaloids so its not entirely iscolated to Luka. I mean Kaito English sounds like his talking with his teeth shut tight together. But Vocaloid tech is far from perfect and honestly. you expect the flaws anyway, you just enjoy the engine despite the flaws. :-)
8 years since the original upload and this song hits me differently than it did years ago and I guess it’s because I’ve experienced so much pain and heartbreak since I first heard it. It really goes to show how much you understand after you’ve experienced something for yourself. I recently started coming back to this song because it felt hauntingly beautiful and then after listening again and again the more I realized how much I’ve grown, where I am now, and compared certain feelings from the lyrics and the simple yet complex melody. While I’m not there yet, it helps me focus on the type of music I want to make as a producer. I want to have fun making it. I want to make something haunting, mysterious, and powerful like this. While trying new things is fun and I still have no idea what I’m doing, I know where I want to go. I guess I have some more songs to make in relevance to my past. I still have so much that I have yet to let go and if my songs can help me do that, then hopefully I’ve mastered my craft and will become the me I’ve always wanted to be. Hopefully from there I can be happier with my own voice as well.
I’ve been through lot of trauma that four years after i’m still struggling to recover from. I have no trust for anyone except people who haven’t gone and let me down when I was at my lowest points. I have only one of those people in my life and he’s the only person I’ve ever met that actually stays around and treats me like a friend no matter what. Unlike most people, he goes out of his way to understand what i’m going through and i’ve never had that before. Luka speaking about distancing herself from someone she loves feels painfully similar to how I used to distance myself from people because I couldn’t take chances with letting people in. She doesn’t feel that deep emotional connection with her partner but she does care and she does love him. It just seems that she can’t feel love like most because she can’t or doesn’t know how to emotionally attach herself to people. I was like that for a while and even now the social part of my brain is basically the least active. I don’t have to form deep emotional bonds to feel happy or keep myself sane because I was raised from a very young age in a situation where I couldn’t trust the people around me. I rely on myself for communication I talk to myself and sometimes I don’t feel like I’m the same person that I was yesterday. Sometimes I write something that I genuinely mean and the next week I can’t even understand what I was talking about or what it meant. I’m always the same person but it doesn’t feel like it when I look in the mirror and see a different reflection for every single day. I distance myself emotionally from all but one person so it doesn’t hurt as badly when people I know nothing about perspective wise eventually get upset, leave, or just don’t know how to respond. I like having answers but I don’t often get them so I don’t have any expectation as well as for people I like having a deep, long lasting, emotional relationship that eventually ends well but I don’t often get that either so I don’t expect it. Sorry for my rant this song hits a personal cord.
Hello from 2021!🖐️ Now i'm 14 and i love this Song!! i know It's 8 years ago and It's so sad but i Love It!. Circus-p Songs are so good!!! and Luka is so beautiful!!💕💕💕
😂 it still hit me the same even after these 9 years gap. Seems like love taste the same for me. Like.. . .im a fucking 25 now. And still locked in these 😂😂
I dunno why I cringed when I read that. Probably because the order is wrong. "I don't want you" "I Don't Need You" "I'll Forget You" heh heh.. I'm just weird xD
My interpretation of this song is that Luka loves the guy but she doesn't want to stay with him. She acts in a way towards him that can be summarized by "I don't want you, I don't need you, I'll forget you, it doesn't matter" to try and get him to not like her. She does this because she doesn't believe that she is good enough for him, but she can't bring herself to break up with him. "I love you." is her true feeling towards him, which is why she says it quickly, in between verses. Luka speaking about the guy: "No, this is all wrong, why aren't you gone, I know you're not that strong." She says this because she expects him to leave her, not expecting that he likes her enough to stay. "And maybe one day I'll get to see your smile in the arms of someone who loves you like I do." She truly loves him so she wants the best love for him, even if it's not with her. The song is called "LIE" because the way she is acting towards him his a lie. Anyways, both the song and video are beautiful, good job on both of them :) .
Actually, Luka only went out with him as so she can hide her feelings for Gumi. Therefore, her relationship was basically a lie, and a way of her running away to be in a 'perfect' relationship with a man. However, she still harbors strong feelings for Gumi. If you listen to the squeal song I "Love" by Gumi, it's talks about Gumi reaching out for Luka, not only having feelings for Luka as well, but also believing that they're perfect together. Luka still runs away from her, continuing to drown herself in lies. Luka is destroying herself with her lies and by doing so, she's destroying herself; which Gumi, mostly confused on why Luka persist to create such blockage between them, continues to reach out and 'save' Luka because she loves her.
Yep, on the Vocaloid wiki about this song, it does say that this song is about Luka hiding her feelings for Gumi. In Gumi's I(Love) Gumi states that she loves luka and won't let anyone take Luka away from her.
I see. Thanks for explaining it to me. Interesting how one can interpret a work of art very different from the artists original intent. The part where she says "get to see your smile" at 2:31 shows the guys smile, not Gumi's, so I never guessed homosexuality. It's definitely a moving series.
The fact that Gakupo is more shown in this PV probably got a lot of people thinking of him instead of Gumi, so I understand what you're coming from since it also confused me a lot until I looked at the original and the sequel song as well.
I know this probably isn't the meaning, but this tells a completely different story if you assume Luka is lying throughout this song, like the title suggests. Lines like "we'll always be so perfectly happy" and "I don't want you, I don't need you" hit so much differently
I've always assumed that her saying they'll always be happy was the facade she put up and the part where she's saying she doesn't need him are her true thoughts
@@fantage20012I don’t think so, the facade is that she doesn’t like you, but after saying all that, she can’t help but say she loves you which is why she believes it to be all wrong. I think she feels she doesn’t deserve that form of love or that it isn’t possible for someone like her, so she lies and lies saying she hates you and doesn’t want you, just to make herself believe it to be true…
That's 100% the real meaning of this song, Luka is destroyed because of the guilt she has for lying this badly to someone, she don't love him but she wants the illusion of being in a relationship.
+Celestia Ludenberg IKR?! I saw this when it came out WAY before Missing Halloween and If AWOG was an anime and when I recognized the name watching it recently I was like WHAT OMG!
Luka's voice with these lyrics just makes its sound so surreal and amazing. With the echos and video, it makes everything very unique. I honestly love this so much
i use to be so perplexed by this song when i was younger, i couldnt understand why she was saying she didnt need him or want him yet be sad when they break up or he got with some else, or how she loved him, but didnt want him. now i realize in my late 20s that this is about self sabotaging a relationship and realizing your bad for someone you care about.
Why can't it, be perfect? This love's not, even real Why don't I, cry for you? Love was dead, from the start I don't want you I don't need you I'll forget you It doesn't matter I'll play along Writing our song We are perfect I love you No, this all wrong Why aren't you gone? I know you're not that strong Don't listen to me We'll always be so perfectly Happy [Instrumental] The lies you, succumb to Blissfully, unaware I don't know, how you can't See through my, facade I don't want you I don't need you I'll forget you It doesn't matter I'll play along Writing our song We are perfect I love you No, this all wrong Why aren't you gone? I know you're not that strong Don't listen to me We'll always be so perfectly Happy And maybe, one day I'll Get to see, your smile In the arms, of someone Who loves you, like I do [Beat] No, this all wrong Why aren't you gone? I know you're not that strong Don't listen to me We'll always be so perfectly Happy
Anyone asking about the meaning of the song, it is: The song is about Luka's conflicted feelings towards GUMI, with part of her trying to convince herself that she has no feelings for GUMI anymore, while the other half of her still loves her
I've been trying trying to find this amongst so many other videos like this since I was 12 years old and I just now realized that I had a vocaloid phase and was completely oblivious to it. God I'm so glad I found this video, it's kind of a crazy flashback in history of what I was going through when I'd spend hours binging these kind of videos
I remember me and my sisters went on a vocaloid spree and heard a bunch of new songs that we never heard before (Lie, Circus Monster, Tarantula, Reboot, Secrets of Wysteria, Hide and Seek, etc.). I love all these songs (Tarantula, Secrets of Wysteria, and Hide and Seek were fucked up though). One day, after nearly 3 years, I remembered Lie and Circus Monster. So I searched it up and started listening and nostalgia hit right when the music started. Not so hard to the point where I'd go to the floor and cry, but it hit pretty hard. I might try to search for all the songs me and my sisters listened to during that vocaloid spree. And dang the PV for this song is amazing- I'm in love with this song and I might try to convince my sisters to go on another vocaloid spree with me
Okay, I believe this is how the story of "Lie" and "I (love)" is supposed to go: both luka and gumi were dared by their friends to experiment a fake homosexual relationship. Throughout the fake relationship, luka saw the whole thing as a fun joke, but gumi really did fall in love with luka, and convinced herself that luka loved her too. When the relationship dare was over, luka moved on to date gakupo. Gumi, however, never did move on and never stopped loving luka. Eventually, luka got in a fight with gakupo, and broke up with him as a result. Her continuing feelings for him would lead to "Lie". Gumi would see how luka's relationship with gakupo is hurting her, and would grow incredibly saddened that her crush was heartbroken. Her seeing how miserable luka was with gakupo, and believing that luka was still in love with her would lead to "I (love)". I could be wrong with this theory, but it honestly makes sense to me.
***** Sorry to say that, but i don`t think your theory is right. Gumi says clearly in I（愛）that Luka was faking her feelings for Gakupo/Kaito/Whoever it is. The first two lines are something like " I know the cryptic way she hides it, i see how she fakes her affection". That's it, otherwise Gumi is just a psycho and thinks Luka loves her...
I heard this song when I was in middle school severely bullied and alone. But oddly, vocaloid inspired me to draw and just fall deep in the music. It was hard, but I still love it sm today xxx
This is so beautiful and sad. And I LOVE the fact that the video has actual animations. Most Vocaloid AMVs are just stills, and while the art is still cool, it's nice to see one that is truly animated.
God I remember watching the streams of this in production. I can't believe it has been so long since then. This still hits so hard even after all of this time. You and Mike Inel did so well on this.
Another beautifully done song carrying deep emotions. Vocaloid songs for me tend to have more meaning and emotion put into the lyrics like presented in this amazing song rather than actual singers. Well done for creating another amazing song full of meaning, it has brought me to tears. This goes for all the amazing vocaloid producers out there who bring us the blessing of vocaloid songs. Thank you.
IM SO GLAD YOU STILL MAKE CONTENT I WILL ALWAYS BE A HUGE FAN, I loved this song when I was younger, just a kid. I'm literally 19 now HOLY SHIT I'm so glad I found your channel again!
I just wanted to take a second to say how beautiful your music is, and the amount of hardwork you put into this, and all the others that help you. My favorite channel, and my favorite music. I think you do a VERY good job at what you do since i listen to it every day XD. Luka sounds amazing, and you played her perfectly right. She can be a hard Vocaloid to work with, but in the end, you make the music sound so effortless. This in my opinion is very different-sounding than some of your other music, which makes this very exceptional and unique. Good for you. I'd have to say my favorites would be "Lie" and "Goodbye." Super fine pieces of art your producing here. Keep it up. :)
8 year ago i really like this song. but can't really grasp the feeling and emotion in it. now after a break up with my ex after more than 6 years together. not because i fell out of love for her. but because i'm not strong enough and had to let her go. this song hits really hard i really hope she can get someone much better than me. that can make her smile
i had a very closeted vocaloid phase 5-6 years ago and loved this song, only to relate to it eventually and not listen to it until NOW that its years later and i relate to this now in the most guilty pleasure way ever
“I don’t want you” “I don’t need you” “I ll forget you” “It doesn’t matter” Some lies I say to mind for letting someone who I love sooooo much go! Cuz maybe he is happy without me🙃
Yaaassss I love it soooo much!!! I’m just gonna go ahead and point this out The boy in the video is Gakupo. He has a ponytail. 0:48 ponytail 1:02 ponytail 1:10 ponytail 1:28 ponytail (clear as day too) 1:30 there it is 1:44 clear as day again 1:46 again 1:53 ponytail 2:36 kinda see it but screen Also I hate it when Luka falls at the end... she’s too pretty and sweet and aaaaaaaaaa
It's been so many years since the first time I listened to this song and it still makes me cry. People are saying how they cried when Luca started crying and fell to the ground, but I always lose it at the first 'No this is all wrong, why aren't you gone...' and keep crying until the very end.
I think it speaks to how amazing this song is. I used to have this in my playlist...and the relationship I was in at the time was falling apart. I just couldn't bear it so I got rid of it. Watching my playlist again I saw the thumbnail in recommended...and I just remembered all of it. How beautiful this song is and how hard it hit. I'm thankfully over that relationship, but this song...I feel this song more than I hear it.
Such a powerful song, I used to sing this song to myself, I would picture myself and the part of me that I hated, the one that caused me pain, singing this back and forth to each other. The evil one saying "Why aren't you gone I know you're not that strong." and me at the time replying with "We'll always be so perfectly happy." I was in a toxic relationship with myself and I couldn't let go. The lines "And maybe one day I'll get to see you smile in the arms of someone who loves like I do." Was so confusing to me at the time and I didn't know where to direct it, but now that I'm older and I have someone who loves and makes me smile for real, I realize that that line was from the evil one. I haven't forgotten the evil one, but she's gone now, I sometimes feel bad that I couldn't save her
I just, love this song. It reflects my mixed ball of feelings towards my relationship, how I think there would be someone better for him, and how I think my feelings are a facade, although ultimately the love maybe isn't. In these three years, this song has made me cry everytime I listen to it, it just, it's a contradicting and complicated mess of feelings and lies, and it's exactly how I am. And now when the relationship has come to its inevitable end, and I just wanted to say thanks for making this song.
"And maybe one day I'll get to see your smile in the arms of someone who loves you like I do"
Damn that hits hard
Minzy Kitty preach
How i feel for my ex....even if her friend paid her 5 dollars to break the news that she was breaking up with me....my ex not even looking at me when it happened.....during lunch....apparently I didn't pay enough attention.
#RealLifeProblemsSuck
Joonie Juice
Joonie Juice yes it does
Joonie Juice it hits sooo hard you just want to kill that =!÷*"that dumped luka🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪💀💀💀💀💀🔥🔥👹
"In the arms of someone,
Who loves you like I do"
-Damn that hurts
it hurts so much
T . T
T . T Yeah
Yeah it's like you just got a all mighty punch in the heart
Kicked my heart in the junk
When she falls at the end gets me almost every time
I just feel like replying to my own comment:/
i also feel like replying to your comment
Hi
FACTS
the "And maybe one day I'll get to see your smile in the arms of someone who loves you like I do" part fucks me up
*i feel u*
THIS SONG HAS SO MANY FEEEEEEEEEEEEELS
Death Scythe I KNOW RIIIIGHT ;o;
XD I can't live anymore I died crying. I sang this song all day, though.
+Reina Naeki I know i do that to its just UGHH
+Reina Naeki AS I READ THAT, THAT PART STARTED PLAYING
W HAT
2:43 it's so amazing how Luka actually sounds like she's about to cry just listen to that little sob there :((
And I thought it was me hearing things, with my soul about to cry...
I think the muffling in this song is awful, she sounds like her mouth is too close to the mic. O.o
I'm sorry, I've jjust been in the Vocaloid fandom so long I'm super critical of songs and don't always see why other fans like certain ones. I mean, I've likely dedicated my spare time to Vocaloid more then the majority of fans ever will so its not like I'm being mean. I honestly just believe in the right to criticise Vocaloid music, though if you enjoy the song nothing will change your mind on it.Negative and positive feedback is just the same.
The issue is common with some Vocaloids so its not entirely iscolated to Luka. I mean Kaito English sounds like his talking with his teeth shut tight together. But Vocaloid tech is far from perfect and honestly. you expect the flaws anyway, you just enjoy the engine despite the flaws. :-)
Yea she did cry 😐
@@AngelEmfrbl this song was made like 8 years ago- idk if this is actually her english but circus's tuning is probably better now ^^
Great Song!! Not bad at all!! 🙂🙂😊😊🥰🥰🤗🤗
listening on 2020. this song still make me cry
same
Bro same 😭😭
да я тоже
Same 😭
Same :(
when the part luka cried hit you hard in the feels😭
yeah T . T
im not going to lie that i had the same feels as you
it looks more like IA than luka. but yeah it was pretty sad.
I sense a pun, fvck me for ruining the mood
thAT HIT ME LIKE A BITCH SLAP FROM YO LIL SIS
when she started to cry, I started cry and when she fell, I lost it.
beautifully made and very sad.
Xachou Yang the same thing happened to me when I was watching this.
same ;-;
Xachou Same and I watched this like 10 times
When she fell I was scared and sad 😢😭😭😭😭😭
uwu soup hello you from Miku comment thread
8 years since the original upload and this song hits me differently than it did years ago and I guess it’s because I’ve experienced so much pain and heartbreak since I first heard it. It really goes to show how much you understand after you’ve experienced something for yourself. I recently started coming back to this song because it felt hauntingly beautiful and then after listening again and again the more I realized how much I’ve grown, where I am now, and compared certain feelings from the lyrics and the simple yet complex melody. While I’m not there yet, it helps me focus on the type of music I want to make as a producer. I want to have fun making it. I want to make something haunting, mysterious, and powerful like this. While trying new things is fun and I still have no idea what I’m doing, I know where I want to go. I guess I have some more songs to make in relevance to my past. I still have so much that I have yet to let go and if my songs can help me do that, then hopefully I’ve mastered my craft and will become the me I’ve always wanted to be. Hopefully from there I can be happier with my own voice as well.
Same.. Same..
I’ve been through lot of trauma that four years after i’m still struggling to recover from. I have no trust for anyone except people who haven’t gone and let me down when I was at my lowest points. I have only one of those people in my life and he’s the only person I’ve ever met that actually stays around and treats me like a friend no matter what. Unlike most people, he goes out of his way to understand what i’m going through and i’ve never had that before.
Luka speaking about distancing herself from someone she loves feels painfully similar to how I used to distance myself from people because I couldn’t take chances with letting people in. She doesn’t feel that deep emotional connection with her partner but she does care and she does love him. It just seems that she can’t feel love like most because she can’t or doesn’t know how to emotionally attach herself to people. I was like that for a while and even now the social part of my brain is basically the least active.
I don’t have to form deep emotional bonds to feel happy or keep myself sane because I was raised from a very young age in a situation where I couldn’t trust the people around me. I rely on myself for communication I talk to myself and sometimes I don’t feel like I’m the same person that I was yesterday. Sometimes I write something that I genuinely mean and the next week I can’t even understand what I was talking about or what it meant. I’m always the same person but it doesn’t feel like it when I look in the mirror and see a different reflection for every single day. I distance myself emotionally from all but one person so it doesn’t hurt as badly when people I know nothing about perspective wise eventually get upset, leave, or just don’t know how to respond.
I like having answers but I don’t often get them so I don’t have any expectation as well as for people I like having a deep, long lasting, emotional relationship that eventually ends well but I don’t often get that either so I don’t expect it.
Sorry for my rant this song hits a personal cord.
Me too! Yes
@@cinderheartmeow6032 You're gonna make it.
Ah, shoot. That means that the song can hit harder when I can actually relate. It's not emotional enough already, huh?
I`m not going to lie about loving this song and video
Badum ts
+dekkubo boo BADUM TSSSS...
you cant lie that was a good one
BADUM TSSSS
Bread The Fire Dragon Slayer *B A D U M T S S*
So far all I've found are vocallad's with a dark meaning, story, ending, theme, and hidden messages
look up "Po Pi Po"
+Po Yao “Kiro” Cheong holy crap there's so many of them!
+Po Yao “Kiro” Cheong omg that was great! Lol
+Crystal Thunderheart because there the best ones.
also redial and tell your world, those two songs have very uplifting messages, they are like sugar and positive energy in music form~
Man, i listened to this when i was 15 and now that im 20 it hits differently.
When I was 13, I cried to this song and I'm now 21 and can still have the feels to this song
Hello from 2021!🖐️ Now i'm 14 and i love this Song!! i know It's 8 years ago and It's so sad but i Love It!. Circus-p Songs are so good!!! and Luka is so beautiful!!💕💕💕
😂 it still hit me the same even after these 9 years gap. Seems like love taste the same for me. Like.. . .im a fucking 25 now. And still locked in these 😂😂
Same! 22 now. Fcking crying on this song again🥹
i listened when released, i was 15. now i'm 25. oh man!!!
"i don't need you"
"i don't want you"
"i'll forget you"
that's so sad Luka don't push people away
Tardis.
Chris Leon Sometimes you need to push people away.
I dunno why I cringed when I read that. Probably because the order is wrong. "I don't want you" "I Don't Need You" "I'll Forget You" heh heh.. I'm just weird xD
OoO i thought i was the only one that cringed at that
Heh nope, I thought I was the only one that cringed too xD
*is currently in tears* WHAT IM NOT CRYING
I DON'T KNOW, WHY ARE WE YELLING
+Carlin Schlott || shh, it's okay to cry, don't pretend your not.. crying is natural
Yep. :(
im fucking crying cause this explains some portion of m y life
im not crying... it's just something in my eye
Mom: what's in your eye, sweety?
TEARS
me:*sees animation*
oo kinda like mike inels style
*checks description*
*flips out*
OMG I DIDN'T NOTICE
Believe me I am the same atm I'm stunned.
@@ZebraCake200 ¿?
@@mariacandelaarcila3232 basically, the one who draws this also draws............hent*i
@@s0dalici0us8 SSHH! Don't talk 'bout that here!
This hurts everytime i hear it, and it's been so long since i heard it for the first time
Same here, the last time I heard it was on my dsi, on a flip note XD
Parenodding Gaming SAME
first time i heared it was when i was six
Hurt more so..when you kinda feeling this way..
To this day I still think this is CircusP's best work
Nah, the best was iNSaNiTY, this is a close 3rd
4 years later, this still holds up.
A bit late of a reply but I personally prefer I(愛).
@@azareii that’s great :) that is what I love about music. There’s definitely a song for us all that we can appreciate the most
Vocaloid will always have a special place in my heart, especially Luka.
Same here I will always find myself coming back no matter the age
My interpretation of this song is that Luka loves the guy but she doesn't want to stay with him. She acts in a way towards him that can be summarized by "I don't want you, I don't need you, I'll forget you, it doesn't matter" to try and get him to not like her. She does this because she doesn't believe that she is good enough for him, but she can't bring herself to break up with him.
"I love you." is her true feeling towards him, which is why she says it quickly, in between verses.
Luka speaking about the guy: "No, this is all wrong, why aren't you gone, I know you're not that strong." She says this because she expects him to leave her, not expecting that he likes her enough to stay.
"And maybe one day I'll get to see your smile in the arms of someone who loves you like I do."
She truly loves him so she wants the best love for him, even if it's not with her.
The song is called "LIE" because the way she is acting towards him his a lie.
Anyways, both the song and video are beautiful, good job on both of them :) .
Actually, Luka only went out with him as so she can hide her feelings for Gumi. Therefore, her relationship was basically a lie, and a way of her running away to be in a 'perfect' relationship with a man. However, she still harbors strong feelings for Gumi. If you listen to the squeal song I "Love" by Gumi, it's talks about Gumi reaching out for Luka, not only having feelings for Luka as well, but also believing that they're perfect together. Luka still runs away from her, continuing to drown herself in lies. Luka is destroying herself with her lies and by doing so, she's destroying herself; which Gumi, mostly confused on why Luka persist to create such blockage between them, continues to reach out and 'save' Luka because she loves her.
Yep, on the Vocaloid wiki about this song, it does say that this song is about Luka hiding her feelings for Gumi. In Gumi's I(Love) Gumi states that she loves luka and won't let anyone take Luka away from her.
I see. Thanks for explaining it to me. Interesting how one can interpret a work of art very different from the artists original intent. The part where she says "get to see your smile" at 2:31 shows the guys smile, not Gumi's, so I never guessed homosexuality. It's definitely a moving series.
The fact that Gakupo is more shown in this PV probably got a lot of people thinking of him instead of Gumi, so I understand what you're coming from since it also confused me a lot until I looked at the original and the sequel song as well.
AMAZING!!! ENCORE!! You are a work of art!
I know this probably isn't the meaning, but this tells a completely different story if you assume Luka is lying throughout this song, like the title suggests. Lines like "we'll always be so perfectly happy" and "I don't want you, I don't need you" hit so much differently
The terrifying thing is... I might’ve decoded a double meaning to this song, one within Vocaloid, and one outside it.
I always thought she was lying while saying those?
I've always assumed that her saying they'll always be happy was the facade she put up and the part where she's saying she doesn't need him are her true thoughts
@@fantage20012I don’t think so, the facade is that she doesn’t like you, but after saying all that, she can’t help but say she loves you which is why she believes it to be all wrong.
I think she feels she doesn’t deserve that form of love or that it isn’t possible for someone like her, so she lies and lies saying she hates you and doesn’t want you, just to make herself believe it to be true…
That's 100% the real meaning of this song, Luka is destroyed because of the guilt she has for lying this badly to someone, she don't love him but she wants the illusion of being in a relationship.
I'M NOT KIDDING, I'VE SEARCHING THIS SONG FOR OVER TWO YEARS AND FINALLY FOUND IT
Oh shit Mike Inel dis the animation??!! No wonder it was perfect in every way!
This is why I love megurine luka songs. Just gotta love that voice!
"And maybe one day I'll get to see your smile in the arms of someone who loves you like I do"
*_Dat shit hurted_*
OH MY GOD THIS IS MIKE INEL RIGHT!?
+ᴸᵃʸᴸᵃ ಠ_ಠ yeah ok
+Celestia Ludenberg IKR?! I saw this when it came out WAY before Missing Halloween and If AWOG was an anime and when I recognized the name watching it recently I was like WHAT OMG!
I'm really happy to see Destiny Blue's art in your pic 💜💜💜
holy english voicebank batman
I love you
Hey what are you doing here wonderland?
Me too :3
I like luka right now.....
Seriously XD
Luka's voice with these lyrics just makes its sound so surreal and amazing. With the echos and video, it makes everything very unique. I honestly love this so much
2:43 the feels hit me every time
Right in the kokoro
*when you want to say the same thing and happen to be scrolling through the comments*
Was that a reference, because I think I got it
@@blankslate7491 it indeed was... but did you *really* get it?
@@mirapixel5214 Kokoro, like, the song by Rin and Len, which means heart in Japanese
@@blankslate7491 Indeed.
i use to be so perplexed by this song when i was younger, i couldnt understand why she was saying she didnt need him or want him yet be sad when they break up or he got with some else, or how she loved him, but didnt want him. now i realize in my late 20s that this is about self sabotaging a relationship and realizing your bad for someone you care about.
that part 😢
Reading the comments I found out (again?) that it's actually about Luka's feelings towards GUMI. Look up "Lie/I (Love) Series".
@@KanaNyctous I will, thank you!
Why can't it, be perfect?
This love's not, even real
Why don't I, cry for you?
Love was dead, from the start
I don't want you
I don't need you
I'll forget you
It doesn't matter
I'll play along
Writing our song
We are perfect
I love you
No, this all wrong
Why aren't you gone?
I know you're not that strong
Don't listen to me
We'll always be so perfectly
Happy
[Instrumental]
The lies you, succumb to
Blissfully, unaware
I don't know, how you can't
See through my, facade
I don't want you
I don't need you
I'll forget you
It doesn't matter
I'll play along
Writing our song
We are perfect
I love you
No, this all wrong
Why aren't you gone?
I know you're not that strong
Don't listen to me
We'll always be so perfectly
Happy
And maybe, one day I'll
Get to see, your smile
In the arms, of someone
Who loves you, like I do
[Beat]
No, this all wrong
Why aren't you gone?
I know you're not that strong
Don't listen to me
We'll always be so perfectly
Happy
The lyrics on the top corner: im not even here im just a hallucination
It was 5 years ago, but thanks to you I learnd this song! :D
''And maybe, one day I'll
Get to see, your smile
In the arms, of someone
Who loves you, like I do''
that part kill me
Anyone asking about the meaning of the song, it is:
The song is about Luka's conflicted feelings towards GUMI, with part of her trying to convince herself that she has no feelings for GUMI anymore, while the other half of her still loves her
GUMI's a guy in this one?
I always thought it was a guy (I thought it was Kaito, while others say its Gakupo, someone I don't know atm)
+Shawnlings no it's her trying to forget Gumi by dating a guy but she can't forget about Gumi
Zora Chandler
Oh...
Well that changes my entire theory on this song... makes more sense from yours... thanks!
yeah i'm am pretty sure that is very wrong
+StarDreamsStudios this is from the wiki page so i am not that incorrect
I heard this song for the first time when I was 16~17 years old, I cried so hard because of these lyrics, it's so nostalgic...
Omg! I'm crying!!
And this story Is so true!
This is why I love megurine luka's songs!
I've been trying trying to find this amongst so many other videos like this since I was 12 years old and I just now realized that I had a vocaloid phase and was completely oblivious to it. God I'm so glad I found this video, it's kind of a crazy flashback in history of what I was going through when I'd spend hours binging these kind of videos
listening to this song brings me memories hard to forget, when I thought someone did love me, but they didn’t.
Same
Don't cry, you still have Miku.
Negitoro!!
Miku is a jerk to her in every song XD
Yes
Sadly true, +KatlinGamerGirl V
*_Negitoro intestifies-_*
Goosebumps. Every. Freaking. Time.
I remember me and my sisters went on a vocaloid spree and heard a bunch of new songs that we never heard before (Lie, Circus Monster, Tarantula, Reboot, Secrets of Wysteria, Hide and Seek, etc.). I love all these songs (Tarantula, Secrets of Wysteria, and Hide and Seek were fucked up though). One day, after nearly 3 years, I remembered Lie and Circus Monster. So I searched it up and started listening and nostalgia hit right when the music started. Not so hard to the point where I'd go to the floor and cry, but it hit pretty hard. I might try to search for all the songs me and my sisters listened to during that vocaloid spree. And dang the PV for this song is amazing-
I'm in love with this song and I might try to convince my sisters to go on another vocaloid spree with me
Okay, I believe this is how the story of "Lie" and "I (love)" is supposed to go: both luka and gumi were dared by their friends to experiment a fake homosexual relationship. Throughout the fake relationship, luka saw the whole thing as a fun joke, but gumi really did fall in love with luka, and convinced herself that luka loved her too. When the relationship dare was over, luka moved on to date gakupo. Gumi, however, never did move on and never stopped loving luka. Eventually, luka got in a fight with gakupo, and broke up with him as a result. Her continuing feelings for him would lead to "Lie". Gumi would see how luka's relationship with gakupo is hurting her, and would grow incredibly saddened that her crush was heartbroken. Her seeing how miserable luka was with gakupo, and believing that luka was still in love with her would lead to "I (love)". I could be wrong with this theory, but it honestly makes sense to me.
*****
Both our theories make sense, but I'm sticking with mine.
***** i like both theories but i like your theory more
***** Now that's the spirit of theory telling! C: Personally I think your theory may make even more sense than mine...
***** Sorry to say that, but i don`t think your theory is right. Gumi says clearly in I（愛）that Luka was faking her feelings for Gakupo/Kaito/Whoever it is.
The first two lines are something like " I know the cryptic way she hides it, i see how she fakes her affection".
That's it, otherwise Gumi is just a psycho and thinks Luka loves her...
my theory is that they just kinda happened :D
Han pasado 9 años... Y esta canción no puede superarse... Se vive y sufre con ella
despues de todas las vivencias de estos 9 años la sientes distinta
Dayum 11 years later and this song still hits
11 years later. Still an amazing song
"Why don't i cry for you"
You cry in the end girl! 😢
*But i want to cry..*
I heard this song when I was in middle school severely bullied and alone. But oddly, vocaloid inspired me to draw and just fall deep in the music. It was hard, but I still love it sm today xxx
This is so beautiful and sad. And I LOVE the fact that the video has actual animations. Most Vocaloid AMVs are just stills, and while the art is still cool, it's nice to see one that is truly animated.
+Lyrica Silvan It reminds me of heat haze days a little. I love the animation It make the song more emotional.
***** Oh I know. ^-^ I'm a big fan of his art.
When luka was falling i cried so much T - T
when that happend i was like HUH!?
Then when she fell, my heart fell with her... ;-;
Me too
She’s dead?
It's already 10 years!!
Everytime I watch the side cry like that very ending just feel like I'm being stabbed in the heart I would hug her and tell her it's okay T-T
Lol
+saeko nashi rosei Dragneel stop i dont want to cry myself to sleep again😢😢😢😢😢😢
I never knew that a song could make me cry so much...
It's the fall at the end that gets to me.
I know
I can't watch that part 🤯💔
Look that
God I remember watching the streams of this in production. I can't believe it has been so long since then. This still hits so hard even after all of this time. You and Mike Inel did so well on this.
2:44 *her little sniffle is so sad it made me cry*
Another beautifully done song carrying deep emotions. Vocaloid songs for me tend to have more meaning and emotion put into the lyrics like presented in this amazing song rather than actual singers. Well done for creating another amazing song full of meaning, it has brought me to tears. This goes for all the amazing vocaloid producers out there who bring us the blessing of vocaloid songs. Thank you.
Inel's art/animation, Luka's voice, and well thought, touching lyrics. What isn't there to like?
Ahhh, Luka will always be my favorite vocaloid. ❤️
Damn this song still making me sad a decade later. Beauty
Still such amazing animation - probably the most technically impressive music video for a vocaloid song, ten years later
iconic
No importa cuantas veces o cuanto tiempo pase, esta sigue doliendo cada vez que la escuchas
Seven years and I never realized Mike animated this. wew lad.
Almost six years this song was created and it's still a masterpiece.
This is beautiful...I'm crying...relating to this in so many ways.
wow...so much bottled up emotions released into one sad yet somewhat happy song
IM SO GLAD YOU STILL MAKE CONTENT I WILL ALWAYS BE A HUGE FAN, I loved this song when I was younger, just a kid. I'm literally 19 now HOLY SHIT I'm so glad I found your channel again!
I just wanted to take a second to say how beautiful your music is, and the amount of hardwork you put into this, and all the others that help you. My favorite channel, and my favorite music. I think you do a VERY good job at what you do since i listen to it every day XD. Luka sounds amazing, and you played her perfectly right. She can be a hard Vocaloid to work with, but in the end, you make the music sound so effortless. This in my opinion is very different-sounding than some of your other music, which makes this very exceptional and unique. Good for you. I'd have to say my favorites would be "Lie" and "Goodbye." Super fine pieces of art your producing here. Keep it up. :)
I used to love the animation on this so much
I can't believe it's already been 6 years since this song first graced my ears
8 year ago i really like this song. but can't really grasp the feeling and emotion in it.
now after a break up with my ex after more than 6 years together. not because i fell out of love for her. but because i'm not strong enough and had to let her go. this song hits really hard
i really hope she can get someone much better than me. that can make her smile
chocked with that video ending
had this on my playlist for years and YT went and unadded it along with 100's of playlist songs/vids. spent a few months finding this one again
i had a very closeted vocaloid phase 5-6 years ago and loved this song, only to relate to it eventually and not listen to it until NOW that its years later and i relate to this now in the most guilty pleasure way ever
Mike Inel is so awesome I love his work! This and Katawa Shoujo!
2:26
''And maybe, one day I'll
Get to see, your smile
In the arms, of someone
Who loves you, like I do''
esa parte, uff, duele
“I don’t want you”
“I don’t need you”
“I ll forget you”
“It doesn’t matter”
Some lies I say to mind for letting someone who I love sooooo much go! Cuz maybe he is happy without me🙃
I'll never get tired of t his song- mY ChIlDhOoD
I come back to this song every once in awhile and it makes me choke up a little bit every time.
Yaaassss I love it soooo much!!!
I’m just gonna go ahead and point this out
The boy in the video is Gakupo. He has a ponytail.
0:48 ponytail
1:02 ponytail
1:10 ponytail
1:28 ponytail (clear as day too)
1:30 there it is
1:44 clear as day again
1:46 again
1:53 ponytail
2:36 kinda see it but screen
Also I hate it when Luka falls at the end... she’s too pretty and sweet and aaaaaaaaaa
And the songs over but the pain in my chest still persists in my chest like was I really just played . ..
SIGUE DOLIENDO TAN FUERTE
My brain is so in love with this song, it cannot think of any words powerful enough that I can use to describe how much I love this song! :D
After a few years I finally remembered this. It hits hard after coming back.
Neither this song or this animation will ever lose their power, still tears me up years later. You really created something special here :)
Very nice music
Love this song and always will
And halfway... I started to cry..
gosh the music production on this song is so good and holds well even after so many years 😭
Ok but Luka is slayin that outfit.
This song is amazing 😭
It's been so many years since the first time I listened to this song and it still makes me cry.
People are saying how they cried when Luca started crying and fell to the ground, but I always lose it at the first 'No this is all wrong, why aren't you gone...' and keep crying until the very end.
I JUST NOTICED MIKE INEL MADE THIS IM FANGIRLING
Whenever I hear this song I get a lump in my throat and all I feel like doing is crying. It's such a beautiful and sad song that I can't help myself.
I think it speaks to how amazing this song is. I used to have this in my playlist...and the relationship I was in at the time was falling apart. I just couldn't bear it so I got rid of it. Watching my playlist again I saw the thumbnail in recommended...and I just remembered all of it. How beautiful this song is and how hard it hit. I'm thankfully over that relationship, but this song...I feel this song more than I hear it.
I wonder how much you have to suffer and how hard you have a broken heart to write such a song... It's so beautiful and so sad... 😭😢💜💜
Such a powerful song, I used to sing this song to myself, I would picture myself and the part of me that I hated, the one that caused me pain, singing this back and forth to each other. The evil one saying "Why aren't you gone I know you're not that strong." and me at the time replying with "We'll always be so perfectly happy." I was in a toxic relationship with myself and I couldn't let go. The lines "And maybe one day I'll get to see you smile in the arms of someone who loves like I do." Was so confusing to me at the time and I didn't know where to direct it, but now that I'm older and I have someone who loves and makes me smile for real, I realize that that line was from the evil one. I haven't forgotten the evil one, but she's gone now, I sometimes feel bad that I couldn't save her
I'd love to see Circus make another ballad like this. I really love how emotional and gentle this is!
I just, love this song. It reflects my mixed ball of feelings towards my relationship, how I think there would be someone better for him, and how I think my feelings are a facade, although ultimately the love maybe isn't. In these three years, this song has made me cry everytime I listen to it, it just, it's a contradicting and complicated mess of feelings and lies, and it's exactly how I am. And now when the relationship has come to its inevitable end, and I just wanted to say thanks for making this song.
2 years later, how ya doing?
Came back here for the childhood feels
Stayed for the meaning of the song
Edit: 2:25 hits me right in the heart, sht is a true experience
I've been crying for 10 years since I heard it because I didn't remember what it was and I couldn't find it until now😢😢
These were the kinds of songs I used to listen when my depression was at peak (I've been diagnosed) and I was in my anime phase. These hit home.