Deleted my SOCIAL MEDIA in 2020. EXCEPT YT. All I can say is This worldliness we are chasing is gonna be our demise. This Glamorous Life is vanity. VANITY!
I recently deleted my social media accounts I find social media toxic. I thought I was crazy for doing this but the peace I have had off it has been worth it. Thank you for sharing and being so real about it.
I’ve been off social media since 😊2017, and my career and internal peace have improved so much 😊. I do most things for me, and I learn from it privately. No pressure. I am more intentional with what I do because not having to do it for the gram…
I am a socialite in my city, well known for dressing well and being into fitness, but this year I gave it all away because it was taking me away from the person I am to my core. I felt like I was alive surrounded by dead people, dead energies, and weakened vibrations. I was over it and I even lost a friend. When people see you climbing they envy your rise not knowing nor understanding that a person can never take what’s mine. Not an opportunity, or connection.
As someone who truly wanted to be an influencer, a big one at that, I'm glad I watched this. I still want to create content, but I'll always be careful to not lose my true self and only make content that feels true to me. I cannot wait for part 2. ❤
I massively wanted to be an influencer... sharing absolutely every detail of my life. I DID for quite a huge long. Then I bravely deleted IG and Facebook and all other social media for six months, went back to IG in particular for a month and then deleted again. No regrets. Also, although I keep some videos up on YT, I tried to remove most of those that contained mostly my son as I also really want to try and keep his online present minimal, after sharing so much about him from 0-18months.
This! I deleted Facebook in 2019 and ever since I slowly get off of each one. I hate instagram. Socials has always been a lot for my spirit a lot of people don’t understand it. I don’t think any of us are suppose to take in all the news and drama that comes with social media. I know a lot of people needed this. Most people are addicted to it and the attention. Proud of you for seeing what it was doing to you.
Wow this made me cry. I took this year off of social media too. It wasn’t what it seem. It became very vain. This is the spiritual warfare they were talking about. I’m glad you got out 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Wow! Your monologue/poem/story was powerful! I have clients that want to be influencers so bad. They don't understand the amount of work and sacrifice it takes. I appreciate your transparency. Hope you are doing better emotionally
wow, thank you so much for even watching. 🥹 The reward is fleeting and short lived..and in most cases, the influencer is the one actually being influenced.
From ONE Black girl from the EAST SIDE of Detroit, to another---Bravo ma'am. The art and creativity of your script in spoken-word with visuals is a wonderful approach to this segment of the media. You're authentic, vulnerable and seen--we need more of this. Lovely share from a lovely woman🙏🏽💜. #313 all day baby!
Well can you please make content because I'm looking for more spoken word from New York, Detroit etc. Please Ma'am 😂😂😂😂 ok ok... I'll be happy with what is already on RUclips
Hey #313 family ❤ this was a great spoken word piece. Idk how this video came across my suggestions but I’m glad it did. I’ve been on the fence about wanting to pursue a life in social media influencing and these videos remind me of the dangers. If you do it you must stay clear and grounded in your purpose. I would really love to help myself and others heal through sharing my life’s story but I fear criticism from strangers, family and myself. Maybe it’s not for me 🤷🏽♀️ thanks for being vulnerable!
I deleted my social media accounts for now. I take weeks, sometimes months off because it’s overstimulating aside from the toxicity on there that I don’t like to consume. Also, from one poet to another, your poem is beautiful and raw. I hope it was healing for you to not only write, but also share. ❤️ 🙏
Wow, this was very eye opening. I'm not an influencer, I've never seen any of your videos and I don't know why this video was suggested to me, but I thank you for sharing your story. I'm praying for you and your husband, and that your marriage is strengthened. I'm proud of you for doing what some people probably wouldn't do. God bless!
This was different and new for me but I really hope you got something out if it. Thank you for all for watching and for all the support you have shown me over the years. I truly am grateful.♥️ part 2 : ruclips.net/video/E53ZmBD_fvo/видео.htmlsi=Vozy4ki1d80tOVoE
It’s so crazy because I’ve looked for your page a few times on instagram.I remember you saying on one of your posts something about suffering with depression. When I didn’t see your page on instagram I thought to myself I hope everything is ok!!! I’m so sorry your going through or went through this darkness. Send you prayers , love, and light!!!
Same here! Social media kept my spirit down and I felt like I wasn’t progressing enough. But I picked up another hobby, I read more and I have time for more self care routines. 🩷🤎
Wow!! I’m in Charlotte & I’ve been following you for a while. I am currently going through the same thing. Disconnecting from social media looking happy on fb & insta but was suffering in real life. I actually ended up in a mental hospital. I’m still healing.
Recently quite social media to get closer to God and I’ve experienced JOY from this.! YEARS OF BEING ON SOCIAL MEDIA BEING DEPRESSED TELL MYSELF IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH. To finally experiencing JOY WITH God. Now is the time to start opening up the BIBLE YALL ! ❤
We should start a group. I deleted mine cause I felt it was too overwhelming to keep up. I was not my titles nor accomplishments and wanted to get away from that! Also saw that men assumed they “knew” me based on my posts. Even new people…
@@CarmenEsteves if you’re interested. I’m in a WhatsApp group called The Gathering. All women sharing the word of God and supporting each other during their walk with Christ. We all understand that some days can be harder than others and we are there to remind you how good God is.
I’m on the same journey also. If God can’t get the glory then we shouldn’t be partaking in. We are only stewards of this life which is a GIFT that God has given up. I’m down for joining the group. God is calling me up higher unto him as his daughter and in my wellness ministry. It’s not by chance that I found this thread
Thank you for sharing! I'm wondering what are you doing for a steady income instead of the influencer work and is there a world where you can create content and be an influencer while having balance of it all? @@KishUnleashed
Your truth is beautiful. As someone who has been on a fight with wanting more but God keeps closing doors and teaching me to be content with what I have. This video spoke right to my soul. My husband asked me to define success today. And I described your previous life, so I think this came on my timeline for God to shut another door for me, but this time I am content with the door being closed. Thank you kish for your heart and transparency. It is not easy being obedient to Gods will and not our own. and if your loved ones don’t tell you that they are proud of you, it’s okay because your looking for a Gods honor and not their pride.
someone sent this to me because I have been feeling like I dont like the person I am becoming being on social media. While I dont use filters or photoshop, my mental health just doesnt like it. They say dont compare but the platforms force you to compare. They say post what you want but what you want doesnt get the love due to the algorithm. Its alot. This was SUCH a great video, thank you!
Wow Kish. I had no idea. Thank you for being so transparent, vulnerable, and trusting of us to share your story. I watched from beginning to end, and at the end of the video, I inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly. You gave me a lot to think about. I'm not an social influencer at all, but I've been and still is consumed with social media to the point where it's hard to delete it. When you were on IG, you were one of my top favorite women to follow. I loved your fashion and when you started posting your fitness content, I become even more of a bigger fan. I remember when I noticed I haven't seen your content in a while and started looking for your page and couldn't find it. It seemed like you were gone for longer than a year though. I wondered if you and your husband were still doing well after you both were house building..if I remember that correctly. I am glad to see you again, and the way your tone in how you are reading your story to us sounds like a wonderful ebook. I look forward to part two. ❤
Wow thank you so much for your sincerity and genuine concern. I wanted to share my story a long time ago, i just didn't know how or where to start. I figured i would just start at the beginning in hopes that it would resonate more with others. I'm so grateful that you thought about me and were thoughtful towards my well-being. I truly hope you are also taking care of yourself.in this season and seasons to come.🥹🤎
Wow, thank you so much for sharing! I’m so excited for part 2. I was one of the 300K supporters on Instagram. Your impact is huge. I loved how there’s a piece of content for anyone. Hair, fashion, gym, wellness, etc. I’m so happy to support you over here on RUclips. Your content is shifting and it’s flourishing. You’re being true to yourself. Biggest takeaway: Don’t be afraid to leave what you know and what is comfortable. You never know what’s waiting on the other side for you. 💎
Wow this was beautiful. My instagram has been deactivated for a few weeks now while I’m on a self discovery journey. I didn’t even have a lot of followers I just always felt like an imposter and I also didn’t really care what other people posted cause I felt like mostly everyone was being fake. I’ve heard people even lose followers when they post stuff that feels authentic to them. Like who are we really trying to impress? Social media will put you in a box that makes you forget who you are.
Tears are formed in my eyes.❤ POWERFUL & RAW! Everything you said---was me as well. I deleted my IG 2 months ago, and I've realized how much of what I was doing was simply to appease others so that they'll know I'm doing better and looking better than them because in HS---I had plenty of haters; expecting a downfall to only have the "perfect" life. It was a "ah ha" moment for me, but it became exhausting, and every moment had to be captured to show "its funny how the tables turn." I feel so much better now and I'm living what's real, and doing what matters. My husband noticed it too---why do we have to post everything and sometimes he wanted the "ah ha" moments as well because he knew my followers were people of my past being nosey just to keep tabs on us.... I was one that admired your beautiful hair and fitness because that's what I stand for and aspire within myself daily, but we become so self-absorbed, and the pressure is damaging. Thank you so much for validating what many of us as women deal with. ❤
this exactly how I felt leaving a work environment that I made the most money at. I didn’t care anymore, it was toxic, I had everything I wanted, or I could have. But I wanted peace more.
This was so vulnerable and raw, your writing is beautiful and your truth is so needed! We often see influencers and forget we are seeing their best, what they choose to show but we have no idea what is really going on behind the scenes. I’m so glad you chose to heal and live for purpose and not for likes. Praying for you Kish❤️
This has been one of the most eloquent videos I feel like I have ever watched on RUclips, seriously. The vulnerability of someone being transparent on socials is ALWAYS impactful, frfr.
I’m only 4 minutes in and I have to say thanking for making this and sharing your journey! Real discussions like this are important in our social media obsessed age. We absolutely have to retain our worth and self esteem outside of the likes and comments.
Thank you for being honest about what it’s really like to be an influencer. So many times we never hear about the dark side of it which causes other people to desire to hop on the influencer train without knowing the sacrifices that come with doing so. We really need more videos like this in the world today. ❤
Man this was needed because we get do caught up on what we see on the internet but we’re only seeing clips and photos but feel unworthy because we don’t look like that. I appreciate your honesty and vulnerability. As a fellow Michigan girl I’m so happy for you!! Love from Saginaw 💖
Thank you so much for your vulnerable sharing. Social media is a bottomless pit that many fall into. Someone close to me just died recently and it was the stress of keeping up her successful social media identity that contributed to her death. Thank you so much for sharing!
I felt this! I have a modeling page on IG and after a while it feels like you’re trying to keep up with something that’s unattainable. It’s so sad because it starts off fun but then it becomes a chore.
Ohhh Kish! This is so amazing 🥹🥹🥲 Sometimes God will put us in a “Cave”, so that He can cultivate you. I truly believe that disappearing was the only way. When you came out of that “cave”, you are now equipped for battle. No weapon formed against you shall prosper. I salute you sis. 🙏🏾
Your story reminded me of a friend that used to have Instagram - and she deleted it because she saw her self worth go down the drain. She had over 300K followers and everything. She now only have Snapchat and that’s to keep up with friends. I thought about deleting social media as well. I don’t have a lot of followers but social media literally deteriorated my self worth. I may keep tiktok to look at my journey but I thought about deleting Twitter & Instagram.
Wow this is so so powerful! As someone looking forward to relaunching their faith-based fitness brand this is definitely a warning! 😮 Even for Christians… we are not immune to the temptation to be self-absorbed, putting on a facade, greed, etc. and just not slowing down to check in on ourselves. Thank you so much for your vulnerability, God bless you🙏🏾
Kish I wondered what happened and hearing the hurt and pain in your voice it makes me look pass the facades on social media. Thank you for sharing and I’m wishing you so much love!
Oh course! I’ll be here for the next part especially since my hubby and I are creators and always playing the balance game. I’m very grateful for the dialog that your video has opened in the creative space and I hope more people talk about it.
I just deactivated my social media a few weeks ago to focus on school, but I realize it’s much deeper. This video was so good and really spoke to me. Thank you for your vulnerability! Proud of you sis ❤
I am in TEARS! I am one of those women who is super inspired by you. I still am! But I remember saying to myself that you’re the type of women my husband deserved to marry because he’s fit and after my babies, my body will never be the same. He’s never made me feel like I wasn’t beautiful to him but I can’t see it as easily any more. To know that you deal with body dysmorphia is hard to hear! You’re so beautiful and seemingly kind! I hate that you had to feel that way cause I know the feeling all too well. We all need to make sure to pray for people we admire cause we just don’t know the mental turmoil one could be facing. I loved this video and can’t wait for part two! ❤
Alisha, I don’t have to know you to know that you are absolutely beautiful inside and out, before and after the babies. I use to feel the same about women who were on my husbands level education wise. How wonderful it is to know our worth isn’t attached to anything exterior (especially physical) but rather what’s within and given from above. I appreciate your openness; we need more of this in order to heal. 🌹
It’s so good to know I’m really not crazy for not messing with social media anymore reading these comments it seems like a lot of women feel how I feel ❤
Thank you for sharing Kish! I've often wondered what the effects of being an Influencer could be. I've cut back this year and I'm sooo much happier!! The loneliness is real. You have truly inspired me! I pray you continue to heal. ❤
Hi!! Thank you so much for sharing this story. I too had to remove myself from social media. I was literally in “photoshop town,” I was creating a life that probably would have created money, but I was losing myself. I rather walk with God.
This was sooooo refreshing and REAL! Thank you so much for speaking your truth because it's going to help many. Sometimes we don't even notice how being vain can creep up on us until we completely lose ourselves. Thanks again and God bless!
This was an eye-opener. What you spoke in this video speaks volumes into how each of us can easily lose ourselves based on the standards of what society says we "should be" or "should look like." It's amazing to hear you say spiritually you were empty and you had to check yourself. God will always humble us if we stray too far from him. I deleted my instgram account as well because I felt I was putting fitness above God. It was becoming my idol, and I know God always has a way of getting our attention if we dont stop and get ourselves back centered on him. Congrats on your current journey, and I wish you the best!
@unleashedwithkish You're welcome! God is molding each of us differently but it takes us giving up our own will in order to fulfill what he has for us. Happy Holidays to you and yours!
This was powerful! I followed you on Instagram and would literally compare my hair and body to yours, because you ARE hair and body goals. I don’t know of any influencer that would make this post. I admire you for this! Thank you for your transparency. You are so beautiful inside and out. I pray God blesses you and helps you live out your purpose.
I love your honesty, and I can relate I never became an influencer But I did realize that the pressure of trying to put everything online was too much for me. Somethings are sacred. And when you post intimate moments online: if the post doesn’t get a certain amount of engagement or likes it kind of ruins it for you
Thank you so much for sharing with us. I wish more people would share their stories. Just know we love and appreciate you! It’s nothing like being happy, healthy, healed, and whole 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Thank you for sharing your journey. I’m 20 years old and I I’ve always wanted to be a fitness influencer. I worked out 5 days a week but every time I would be coming back from the gym, I would ask myself if it was even worth it because i still felt empty on the inside. I put the gym first, it became my idol without me realizing and even when I did, it didn’t change anything because I would find a reason to justify myself. But at some point I realized… what if I really made it in the fitness industry without God? Would it be worth it? To showcase my body and make it the God that I worship and to influence others to do the same? I came to the conclusion that it wouldn’t be worth it for me. One day I came across one of your RUclips shorts and you were working out but had your body covered and it clicked to me. I was like that’s it. That’s what I want to do even though it may not get as popular. I’m truly grateful that you shared this video, thank you for living in your truth 💕
wow thank you so much for sharing this with me. you don't even know the mental gymnastics i went through to post workout videos while being covered up. and you are absolutely right about it not being worth it without our Father. its all vanity without Him getting the glory. i appreciate your comment so much!
I definitely looked for your Instagram when I was discouraged on my fitness journey. You were definitely an inspiration even in the mist of your “depression”. Just know that you were missed and loved by those who saw your influence as ministry. What you’ve shared here has truly encouraged me more than you know. Thank you!!
It’s really not all the surprising. I look at most influencers and just see no depth or real connection. It’s sad that people can’t see behind the facade. I appreciate those who are willing to keep it real beyond the high light reel that has someone become more important than people real life
I loved this ! I drew back away from social media after watching a Netflix film called 'Social Dilemma'. It was a true film behind the different ways social media is created to brain wash people. That was a moment of self-reflection for me and now I feel so at peace after so many years being drawn in seeking validation.
Thank you for your transparency. There are so many others living this same life, but afraid to speak on it or not ready to share it. I’m proud of you, not only for what you’ve accomplished, but for being on this healing journey 💜
I have never resonated with a video more in my life. My tears were building up with yours. Being so vulnerable on camera about a topic we all are affected by one way or another is brave. Thank you for sharing! ❤
This was powerful! I am in this space now where I want/need to delete all social media apps. I’ve noticed it’s caused stress and major anxiety for me. It’s a huge distraction from things of the real world.
Wow, so much vulnerability, Thank you! As a small time creator, I’ve been trying to figure out who I am so that I can show the world, but stay true to myself also. I’m so glad that you were able to let go and heal. So powerful. I really need to hear this. Thank you. You’ve gained a new subscriber. Can’t wait for part two!❤
Yes you are absolutely right! Everyone always says be true to yourself but I'm grateful I now understand the seriousness and weight of that statement! 🤎
OMGGGGGG!!! Thank you for sharing such a personal and beautifully written post. It was the video I didnt even realize I needed to see this morning! Ill definitely be watching part 2! 💞
Thank you for being vulnerable with us. I am sorry to hear that all of this happened to you. I hope your time off from social media has helped with your healing journey. Being transparent about internal struggles despite, a smile on the outside is a real thing. Thank you for touching upon that as well. I can’t wait for part 2. 💜
Hi Kish. That was a beautiful self reflection. Thank you for taking us on the behind the scenes journey of your influencing days. I appreciate you for sharing this piece of your life despite how tough it might have been. I’m glad you took your time to decide when it was best to put this message out. This is certainly a lesson to all of us who follow influencers and use social media for entertainment or as a tool for business. We never truly know what’s going on and it’s important to have a healthy balance so we don’t get lost and if we do, knowing when to unplug. I wish you the best in healing moving forward.
😮💨 I can hear your exhale. One long exhale to the very end of this video. I recognize it as mine. Kish, you are loved, prayed for and so appreciated. Thank you for sharing 💕.
I put you on my vision board as body goals in 2020, I had no idea who you were and have never seen your social media accounts. You came up on Google with a body similar to my old one. Thank you for sharing, we just really never know the battles behind the camera.
This video randomly came across my feed. I’m so glad it did! This was so unique and beautifully written. Such an eye opener and inspiration to many. I have also deleted social media over a year ago and I’ve learned so much. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I wish you continued healing and peace on your journey ❤
That ending made me tear up. This video made me feel so known and seen... I appreciate your honesty about your inner work, it's inspiring and so impactful.
Thank you for your beautiful transparency and willingness to speak to us about what you were going through. I know this was no easy task, but I commend you for logging off of Instagram and checking into YOURSELF. I've learned over the years that the more I tuned in to social media, the lonelier I would feel. Thank you for being so honest!
You are so welcome, thank you for even listening and leaving kind and encouraging words. The lonely feeling was/is real- much lonelier than actually being alone. sigh*
Thank you so much for sharing your story❤ You've taken the time to truly reflect on your journey as an influencer- The power of self-awareness is real and it takes supreme confidence to delete your Instagram as it was your income and essentially your entire life. No one can fully understand your own journey, thank you for sharing your beautiful story and the way that it was so eloquently, presented via poem. I've deleted my social media back in 2020- To see this video now confirms that I made the right choice to save my Soul, to run away from social media and never look back. ❤✨🦋👑💫
Sending love your way Kish ❤ I could only imagine how much heart it took to share this poem/monologue on the other side of being an influencer. This right here is genuine and speaks volumes! Thank you for sharing your experience, and I hope you are truly doing better.
Goodness. This hit really hard. A lot of us know that social media success usually requires compromise and all these questions you asked yourself are questions we're all constantly asking ourselves now.
Thank you for being vulnerable and transparent! While shocking, it's refreshing and important. I really appreciate it and I hope you're feeling and doing much better these days!
The craziest thing about this is I follow(ed) you and I consider myself a slow/mindful user. And I didn’t even notice you’d left. Bc the algorithm doesn’t care about who you’ve followed I just assumed I was seeing less of ur content. On social media I equally post things/art that are related to my feelings and not my appearance. And whilst they get lower engagement than selfies, I get the odd DM from a random person or i see one person has saved the post. And that shows that somewhere people are being inspired. But even with that, you disappearing and me not realising just shows how nobody really notices or cares after they’ve liked/saved a post. It’s too fast paced even for the sensitive users like me. Real food for thought. Happy to see you here and like this ❤
Wow this reminds me of Mathew 16:26 when Jesus says For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his soul? Or what shall a man give in return for his soul? I’ve been feeling the urge more and more to live a quiet peaceful life. Thanks for sharing this. Wishing you a speedy recovery ❤ God bless.
Thank you, thank you, thank you! -the outside of the apple was shiny but the core was rotten. -editing beyond recognition -wearing masks before 2020 -people look but they don’t even see you -don’t we look happy -body dysmorphia -the sun can be shining but it can be dark in your life 😮💨 I had to take notes because WOW. Your vulnerability and transparency is beautiful sis. So proud of the inner work you’re doing. I hope you also know your story is going to help others like me still suffering. There is so much power in your words. I’m literally shook and looking forward to part 2.
Wowww this was too good and so so true!!! 😭🙌🏿😮💨 We don’t understand how much of an idol we’ve allowed social media to become until it’s start to affect us internally which eventually shows on the outside. I wish you all the best and I know God has a great plan for you!!! 🤍
I’m not crying! 😢 Just so moved by this. Wow I connected with you so much but within my own personal circumstances. Thank you so much for sharing your vulnerability with us. I appreciate it so much and needed that encouragement. I didn’t delete my IG this morning but the app. I didn’t know this is what I would be watching you saying this today. Social media can be a significant distraction if we’re not careful. I woke up this morning saying I’m not going to look at it today and so I deleted the app. Today has be therapeutic. Love you, Kish boo! 🫶🏾🫶🏾
Go girl! that’s a huge step! Just taking time off is a game changer. I noticed how habitual it was and like you said, a significant distraction.. making and consuming content will fill up your day like nobody’s business. I’m glad you resonated with me and hope you stay on the healing path no matter how difficult it may get! 💌♥️
This was GOOD! You hit on something key. As believers, we have to stop conforming to the world, pleasing “man” and enjoying other’s attention more than we command God’s. You are real💜
Kish, thank you for this. I’m grateful and hopeful that you’re in a better place. We’ve missed you dearly, but always hoped you were alright after you left social media. You’ve helped me through high school, college, and even now as an adult in this crazy world. You’ve helped me to love my natural hair, my own fitness journey, and loving myself as a Black woman. Thank you for sharing your strengths and your weaknesses. We love and miss you, and wish you nothing BUT a happier and healthier future ahead ❤️
Tears are literally streaming down my face as i type this. You have no idea the amount of encouragement you just gave me to keep going. This journey hasn't been in vain no matter how much pain it has caused me. Thank you 100x. All glory belongs to The Most High God.
I'm so glad you okay, 1st few months you didn't post I always commented on your last post"hope you okay". You help me take charge of my fitness journey, I will always appreciate you for that. I'm sorry that is how you felt while posing and smiling.
Proud to know you found yourself, I hope others wake up and find themselves. i really hope this reaches and touches many and they go back to the Heavenly Father. I only have YT. I deleted social media 3 years ago. I live to please Jesus and nobody else.
I thank God for the healing you’re experiencing. You matter, your life matters and being your best most happiest healthiest self for YOU is what matters most. And to know you’ve had many opportunities to give up but keep/kept pushing speaks volumes. You are much stronger than the devil wants you to believe. You got this and God got you. I love yooouuuu and so happy to see your face again ❤️
Wow! Thank you so much for being transparent and so vulnerable and REAL! I respect this so much. What you struggled with is exactly what I feared about getting too involved with social media and wanting to gain a huge following. I’ve had “friends” who also wanted to do the same and they were never present whenever we went out and everything was a photo op. It gets draining for those around so I can only image how draining it is for someone who is in it. ❤️ It takes alotttt to come out on the other side when your getting all the benefits of that type of lifestyle so I’m happy for you & proud of you!
Thank you for sharing this. It reminded me of how Beyonce tells her stories. No statements, no explanation, just her lyrics. This was so well done, thank you! & BRAVA👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
Awe I have deleted social media for a year before currently taking another break. When I return I will be starting my influencer journey A lot of journaling and self -exploring , and keeping God first before I even step into that realm. I lost myself before and won’t do it again ! However I know that being MySELF is what’s going to get me there ! Best of luck babe this was beautiful
I was never a follower but I’ve def come across your pics on Instagram. I’ve been considering becoming an influencer but seeing this makes me think that it wouldn’t be worth it. Thank you for sharing your story, it is a warning sign to all those who may wanna take this path and for those who want to get off of it. Keep sharing !
I love that you took your time and shared it in your own creative way. Of course we never truly understood what was going on s outsiders, and didn’t even “have to” know but you were bold and courageous to share your truth with us anyway. I thank you love. I will continue to lift you up in prayer as you continue to grow on the path God has set out for you! This is only the beginning. You are in fact a new creation 🤍🤗
Thank you for your vulnerability. This is SO relatable. I deleted my social media for a year for the same reasons and found myself again. So many are living in a silent battle and even taking their own lives because of this... you may have saved someone just by sharing your story. I'm tuned in for part 2! 🙏🏽🙏🏽 Pray you're doing better today..
Chills listennnnnnnnnnn. God bless you! Pray you’re emotionally in a better place. I felt this in so many ways. Literally. I took a break from social for 2 years and it’s crrrrraaaazzyyyyyy all the things you notice like seriously. New sub here! The transparency….
Thank you for being so vulnerable and transparent in sharing your story with us. I can definitely empathize and relate as a small creator who started down that path. I hope you and your husband were able to weather the storm. Looking forward to part 2!
I’ve watched this video twice. It spoke to my soul. Thank you for being so transparent and showing the other side of the influencer community. On the outside looking in, we see all the “gifted” items influencers receive along with the big paychecks and travel and events and “fun times” and as someone who works a good 9-5 who also dislikes her office job, I’ve often romanticized the idea of becoming an influencer. Not that this video has deterred me, but it sure has enlightened me to the fact that even the most popular and well-liked influencer that we follow goes through and struggles with the very same day to day ordinary (and not so ordinary) issues that we who are not in the limelight struggle with. Sending prayers and positive energy to you. You really don’t know how much your story encouraged and enlightened me. ❤
Deleted my SOCIAL MEDIA in 2020. EXCEPT YT. All I can say is This worldliness we are chasing is gonna be our demise. This Glamorous Life is vanity. VANITY!
I did the same thing. It’s only been 2 weeks so far but I feel so at peace!
YES!
I did the same in 2020 during locked down!!!
Amen! ❤
what do you do with your time now?
I recently deleted my social media accounts I find social media toxic. I thought I was crazy for doing this but the peace I have had off it has been worth it.
Thank you for sharing and being so real about it.
I’ve been off social media since 😊2017, and my career and internal peace have improved so much 😊. I do most things for me, and I learn from it privately. No pressure. I am more intentional with what I do because not having to do it for the gram…
Face book and you tube are good ones depending your tastes interests
It is and draining!
Blessings to you!
Amen to this.
I am a socialite in my city, well known for dressing well and being into fitness, but this year I gave it all away because it was taking me away from the person I am to my core. I felt like I was alive surrounded by dead people, dead energies, and weakened vibrations. I was over it and I even lost a friend. When people see you climbing they envy your rise not knowing nor understanding that a person can never take what’s mine. Not an opportunity, or connection.
powerful words indeed. Bless 🙏
As someone who truly wanted to be an influencer, a big one at that, I'm glad I watched this. I still want to create content, but I'll always be careful to not lose my true self and only make content that feels true to me. I cannot wait for part 2. ❤
that is the ultimate goal! thank you for listening!
I massively wanted to be an influencer... sharing absolutely every detail of my life. I DID for quite a huge long. Then I bravely deleted IG and Facebook and all other social media for six months, went back to IG in particular for a month and then deleted again. No regrets. Also, although I keep some videos up on YT, I tried to remove most of those that contained mostly my son as I also really want to try and keep his online present minimal, after sharing so much about him from 0-18months.
This! I deleted Facebook in 2019 and ever since I slowly get off of each one. I hate instagram. Socials has always been a lot for my spirit a lot of people don’t understand it. I don’t think any of us are suppose to take in all the news and drama that comes with social media. I know a lot of people needed this. Most people are addicted to it and the attention. Proud of you for seeing what it was doing to you.
your words couldn't be more true!
Wow this made me cry. I took this year off of social media too. It wasn’t what it seem. It became very vain. This is the spiritual warfare they were talking about. I’m glad you got out 🙏🏼🙏🏼
i couldn't agree more.
Wow! Your monologue/poem/story was powerful! I have clients that want to be influencers so bad. They don't understand the amount of work and sacrifice it takes. I appreciate your transparency. Hope you are doing better emotionally
wow, thank you so much for even watching. 🥹 The reward is fleeting and short lived..and in most cases, the influencer is the one actually being influenced.
This was beautiful. I’m happy you’re able to speak your truth and I pray for your continued healing.
Thank you so much Nekia i appreciate your comment and prayer 🙏🏾♥️
Amen!
From ONE Black girl from the EAST SIDE of Detroit, to another---Bravo ma'am. The art and creativity of your script in spoken-word with visuals is a wonderful approach to this segment of the media. You're authentic, vulnerable and seen--we need more of this. Lovely share from a lovely woman🙏🏽💜. #313 all day baby!
Ayye what up doe!! This comment gave me a cheesy smile 😁🤣
I appreciate your support and encouragement, thank you so much! 🙏🏾💌♥️
Well can you please make content because I'm looking for more spoken word from New York, Detroit etc. Please Ma'am 😂😂😂😂 ok ok... I'll be happy with what is already on RUclips
What up doe?! Hey Detroit Family!
Hey #313 family ❤ this was a great spoken word piece. Idk how this video came across my suggestions but I’m glad it did. I’ve been on the fence about wanting to pursue a life in social media influencing and these videos remind me of the dangers. If you do it you must stay clear and grounded in your purpose. I would really love to help myself and others heal through sharing my life’s story but I fear criticism from strangers, family and myself. Maybe it’s not for me 🤷🏽♀️ thanks for being vulnerable!
What up doe! Eastside here😁🙌🏾🤟🏾 just deleted my fb and IG. I feel so free. It's crazy‼️
I deleted my social media accounts for now. I take weeks, sometimes months off because it’s overstimulating aside from the toxicity on there that I don’t like to consume.
Also, from one poet to another, your poem is beautiful and raw. I hope it was healing for you to not only write, but also share. ❤️ 🙏
I always say! If you can’t stop something for a bit of time, your addicted. And everything we do whether good or bad we need a break from time to time
thank you so much! it was liberating indeed.
Wow, this was very eye opening. I'm not an influencer, I've never seen any of your videos and I don't know why this video was suggested to me, but I thank you for sharing your story. I'm praying for you and your husband, and that your marriage is strengthened. I'm proud of you for doing what some people probably wouldn't do. God bless!
wow thank you for commenting and listening Tammy!
You're welcome.@@KishUnleashed
Same
Same!
This was different and new for me but I really hope you got something out if it. Thank you for all for watching and for all the support you have shown me over the years. I truly am grateful.♥️
part 2 : ruclips.net/video/E53ZmBD_fvo/видео.htmlsi=Vozy4ki1d80tOVoE
It’s so crazy because I’ve looked for your page a few times on instagram.I remember you saying on one of your posts something about suffering with depression. When I didn’t see your page on instagram I thought to myself I hope everything is ok!!! I’m so sorry your going through or went through this darkness. Send you prayers , love, and light!!!
Sending*
Thanks for sharing this.. made me feel less alone and put things into perspective for me
thank you so much for sharing ❤
This was soooo powerful AND timely! Thank you for your transparency ❤
This was so powerful.
I deleted all my social medias at the beginning of 2023, it was so worth it.
May you stay at peace.💜
Same here! Social media kept my spirit down and I felt like I wasn’t progressing enough. But I picked up another hobby, I read more and I have time for more self care routines. 🩷🤎
@@zoladadawele4 beautiful, may you keep pouring into yourself.💜🥂
im glad you are free! thank you for watching.
Wow!! I’m in Charlotte & I’ve been following you for a while. I am currently going through the same thing. Disconnecting from social media looking happy on fb & insta but was suffering in real life. I actually ended up in a mental hospital. I’m still healing.
Coco we have a similar testimony. Please, let us never steer from the healing path. I truly hope you’re caring for yourself.
❤❤❤you will get through this, you got this queen.
All the best on your healing journey ❤
Recently quite social media to get closer to God and I’ve experienced JOY from this.! YEARS OF BEING ON SOCIAL MEDIA BEING DEPRESSED TELL MYSELF IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH. To finally experiencing JOY WITH God. Now is the time to start opening up the BIBLE YALL ! ❤
We should start a group. I deleted mine cause I felt it was too overwhelming to keep up. I was not my titles nor accomplishments and wanted to get away from that! Also saw that men assumed they “knew” me based on my posts. Even new people…
@@CarmenEsteves if you’re interested. I’m in a WhatsApp group called The Gathering. All women sharing the word of God and supporting each other during their walk with Christ. We all understand that some days can be harder than others and we are there to remind you how good God is.
this is beyond accurate! thank you for commenting!
@@CarmenEsteveshey are you from South Carolina/ATL or do you have FAMILY from there ?
I’m on the same journey also. If God can’t get the glory then we shouldn’t be partaking in. We are only stewards of this life which is a GIFT that God has given up. I’m down for joining the group. God is calling me up higher unto him as his daughter and in my wellness ministry. It’s not by chance that I found this thread
This is likely true for a lot of influencers. Glad you shared. I too quit social media last year & have experienced so much peace🙏🏾
Thank you so much for listening and sharing! 🤎
Thank you for sharing! I'm wondering what are you doing for a steady income instead of the influencer work and is there a world where you can create content and be an influencer while having balance of it all? @@KishUnleashed
I am blown away. This was such a powerful narrative. Thank you for sharing this.
Wow thank you for this, I’m really glad you enjoyed it!
Your truth is beautiful. As someone who has been on a fight with wanting more but God keeps closing doors and teaching me to be content with what I have. This video spoke right to my soul. My husband asked me to define success today. And I described your previous life, so I think this came on my timeline for God to shut another door for me, but this time I am content with the door being closed. Thank you kish for your heart and transparency. It is not easy being obedient to Gods will and not our own. and if your loved ones don’t tell you that they are proud of you, it’s okay because your looking for a Gods honor and not their pride.
thank you so much! 🤎
The world needs this honesty, how brave of you! ❤❤
Thank you so much! ☺
someone sent this to me because I have been feeling like I dont like the person I am becoming being on social media. While I dont use filters or photoshop, my mental health just doesnt like it. They say dont compare but the platforms force you to compare. They say post what you want but what you want doesnt get the love due to the algorithm. Its alot. This was SUCH a great video, thank you!
thank you so much for sharing and for listening!
Wow Kish. I had no idea. Thank you for being so transparent, vulnerable, and trusting of us to share your story. I watched from beginning to end, and at the end of the video, I inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly. You gave me a lot to think about. I'm not an social influencer at all, but I've been and still is consumed with social media to the point where it's hard to delete it. When you were on IG, you were one of my top favorite women to follow. I loved your fashion and when you started posting your fitness content, I become even more of a bigger fan. I remember when I noticed I haven't seen your content in a while and started looking for your page and couldn't find it. It seemed like you were gone for longer than a year though. I wondered if you and your husband were still doing well after you both were house building..if I remember that correctly. I am glad to see you again, and the way your tone in how you are reading your story to us sounds like a wonderful ebook. I look forward to part two. ❤
Wow thank you so much for your sincerity and genuine concern. I wanted to share my story a long time ago, i just didn't know how or where to start. I figured i would just start at the beginning in hopes that it would resonate more with others. I'm so grateful that you thought about me and were thoughtful towards my well-being. I truly hope you are also taking care of yourself.in this season and seasons to come.🥹🤎
Wow, thank you so much for sharing! I’m so excited for part 2.
I was one of the 300K supporters on Instagram. Your impact is huge. I loved how there’s a piece of content for anyone. Hair, fashion, gym, wellness, etc.
I’m so happy to support you over here on RUclips. Your content is shifting and it’s flourishing. You’re being true to yourself.
Biggest takeaway: Don’t be afraid to leave what you know and what is comfortable. You never know what’s waiting on the other side for you. 💎
wow Cara! I will forever be grateful for your kind words and support you have shown! Got me emotional 🥹🤎
Wow this was beautiful. My instagram has been deactivated for a few weeks now while I’m on a self discovery journey. I didn’t even have a lot of followers I just always felt like an imposter and I also didn’t really care what other people posted cause I felt like mostly everyone was being fake. I’ve heard people even lose followers when they post stuff that feels authentic to them. Like who are we really trying to impress? Social media will put you in a box that makes you forget who you are.
Tears are formed in my eyes.❤ POWERFUL & RAW! Everything you said---was me as well. I deleted my IG 2 months ago, and I've realized how much of what I was doing was simply to appease others so that they'll know I'm doing better and looking better than them because in HS---I had plenty of haters; expecting a downfall to only have the "perfect" life. It was a "ah ha" moment for me, but it became exhausting, and every moment had to be captured to show "its funny how the tables turn." I feel so much better now and I'm living what's real, and doing what matters. My husband noticed it too---why do we have to post everything and sometimes he wanted the "ah ha" moments as well because he knew my followers were people of my past being nosey just to keep tabs on us.... I was one that admired your beautiful hair and fitness because that's what I stand for and aspire within myself daily, but we become so self-absorbed, and the pressure is damaging. Thank you so much for validating what many of us as women deal with. ❤
this exactly how I felt leaving a work environment that I made the most money at. I didn’t care anymore, it was toxic, I had everything I wanted, or I could have. But I wanted peace more.
peace is the ultimate goal, worth more than money. thank you for watching!
This was so vulnerable and raw, your writing is beautiful and your truth is so needed! We often see influencers and forget we are seeing their best, what they choose to show but we have no idea what is really going on behind the scenes. I’m so glad you chose to heal and live for purpose and not for likes. Praying for you Kish❤️
this. thank you so much! 🥹
This has been one of the most eloquent videos I feel like I have ever watched on RUclips, seriously. The vulnerability of someone being transparent on socials is ALWAYS impactful, frfr.
I’m only 4 minutes in and I have to say thanking for making this and sharing your journey! Real discussions like this are important in our social media obsessed age. We absolutely have to retain our worth and self esteem outside of the likes and comments.
You are absolutely right! I’m looking forward to hearing more people speak out. Thank you for watching and commenting!
Thank you for being honest about what it’s really like to be an influencer. So many times we never hear about the dark side of it which causes other people to desire to hop on the influencer train without knowing the sacrifices that come with doing so. We really need more videos like this in the world today. ❤
Man this was needed because we get do caught up on what we see on the internet but we’re only seeing clips and photos but feel unworthy because we don’t look like that. I appreciate your honesty and vulnerability. As a fellow Michigan girl I’m so happy for you!! Love from Saginaw 💖
thank you so much!🤎
Thank you so much for your vulnerable sharing. Social media is a bottomless pit that many fall into. Someone close to me just died recently and it was the stress of keeping up her successful social media identity that contributed to her death. Thank you so much for sharing!
So sorry for your loss.
I felt this! I have a modeling page on IG and after a while it feels like you’re trying to keep up with something that’s unattainable. It’s so sad because it starts off fun but then it becomes a chore.
Ohhh Kish! This is so amazing 🥹🥹🥲 Sometimes God will put us in a “Cave”, so that He can cultivate you. I truly believe that disappearing was the only way. When you came out of that “cave”, you are now equipped for battle. No weapon formed against you shall prosper. I salute you sis. 🙏🏾
Whew Come on with the analogy! HalleluYah for His protective covering through the storm and in the cave! I appreciate your support Lamesha ♥️🥰
@@KishUnleashed And I appreciate you my sister in Christ 🙏🏾
Your story reminded me of a friend that used to have Instagram - and she deleted it because she saw her self worth go down the drain. She had over 300K followers and everything. She now only have Snapchat and that’s to keep up with friends. I thought about deleting social media as well. I don’t have a lot of followers but social media literally deteriorated my self worth. I may keep tiktok to look at my journey but I thought about deleting Twitter & Instagram.
Wow this is so so powerful! As someone looking forward to relaunching their faith-based fitness brand this is definitely a warning! 😮 Even for Christians… we are not immune to the temptation to be self-absorbed, putting on a facade, greed, etc. and just not slowing down to check in on ourselves.
Thank you so much for your vulnerability, God bless you🙏🏾
thank you so much! 🤎
Kish I wondered what happened and hearing the hurt and pain in your voice it makes me look pass the facades on social media. Thank you for sharing and I’m wishing you so much love!
Thank you so much for watching and listening! And even more for thinking of me while I was away 🙏🏾♥️
Oh course! I’ll be here for the next part especially since my hubby and I are creators and always playing the balance game. I’m very grateful for the dialog that your video has opened in the creative space and I hope more people talk about it.
I just deactivated my social media a few weeks ago to focus on school, but I realize it’s much deeper. This video was so good and really spoke to me. Thank you for your vulnerability! Proud of you sis ❤
I am in TEARS! I am one of those women who is super inspired by you. I still am! But I remember saying to myself that you’re the type of women my husband deserved to marry because he’s fit and after my babies, my body will never be the same. He’s never made me feel like I wasn’t beautiful to him but I can’t see it as easily any more. To know that you deal with body dysmorphia is hard to hear! You’re so beautiful and seemingly kind! I hate that you had to feel that way cause I know the feeling all too well. We all need to make sure to pray for people we admire cause we just don’t know the mental turmoil one could be facing. I loved this video and can’t wait for part two! ❤
Alisha, I don’t have to know you to know that you are absolutely beautiful inside and out, before and after the babies. I use to feel the same about women who were on my husbands level education wise. How wonderful it is to know our worth isn’t attached to anything exterior (especially physical) but rather what’s within and given from above.
I appreciate your openness; we need more of this in order to heal. 🌹
It’s so good to know I’m really not crazy for not messing with social media anymore reading these comments it seems like a lot of women feel how I feel ❤
Thank you for sharing Kish! I've often wondered what the effects of being an Influencer could be. I've cut back this year and I'm sooo much happier!! The loneliness is real. You have truly inspired me! I pray you continue to heal. ❤
yes! I’m happy to know you have set yourself free!
Sis this was deep. Thank you for being so transparent and sharing your journey.
Thank you so much for even listening!
Hi!! Thank you so much for sharing this story. I too had to remove myself from social media. I was literally in “photoshop town,” I was creating a life that probably would have created money, but I was losing myself. I rather walk with God.
that is the heart and mindset. thank you for watching!
This was sooooo refreshing and REAL! Thank you so much for speaking your truth because it's going to help many. Sometimes we don't even notice how being vain can creep up on us until we completely lose ourselves.
Thanks again and God bless!
you are absolutely right! Thank you so much for watching 🥹
This was an eye-opener. What you spoke in this video speaks volumes into how each of us can easily lose ourselves based on the standards of what society says we "should be" or "should look like." It's amazing to hear you say spiritually you were empty and you had to check yourself. God will always humble us if we stray too far from him. I deleted my instgram account as well because I felt I was putting fitness above God. It was becoming my idol, and I know God always has a way of getting our attention if we dont stop and get ourselves back centered on him. Congrats on your current journey, and I wish you the best!
i felt every word. thank you so much!
@unleashedwithkish You're welcome! God is molding each of us differently but it takes us giving up our own will in order to fulfill what he has for us. Happy Holidays to you and yours!
This was powerful! I followed you on Instagram and would literally compare my hair and body to yours, because you ARE hair and body goals. I don’t know of any influencer that would make this post. I admire you for this! Thank you for your transparency. You are so beautiful inside and out. I pray God blesses you and helps you live out your purpose.
I love your honesty, and I can relate
I never became an influencer
But I did realize that the pressure of trying to put everything online was too much for me. Somethings are sacred. And when you post intimate moments online: if the post doesn’t get a certain amount of engagement or likes it kind of ruins it for you
True words spoken. I'm glad you escaped.
You have no idea how much I needed this ! Thank you so much
Thank you so much for sharing with us. I wish more people would share their stories. Just know we love and appreciate you! It’s nothing like being happy, healthy, healed, and whole 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
whew, this! thank you so much! 🤎🤎🤎
Thank you for sharing your journey. I’m 20 years old and I I’ve always wanted to be a fitness influencer. I worked out 5 days a week but every time I would be coming back from the gym, I would ask myself if it was even worth it because i still felt empty on the inside. I put the gym first, it became my idol without me realizing and even when I did, it didn’t change anything because I would find a reason to justify myself. But at some point I realized… what if I really made it in the fitness industry without God? Would it be worth it? To showcase my body and make it the God that I worship and to influence others to do the same? I came to the conclusion that it wouldn’t be worth it for me. One day I came across one of your RUclips shorts and you were working out but had your body covered and it clicked to me. I was like that’s it. That’s what I want to do even though it may not get as popular. I’m truly grateful that you shared this video, thank you for living in your truth 💕
wow thank you so much for sharing this with me. you don't even know the mental gymnastics i went through to post workout videos while being covered up. and you are absolutely right about it not being worth it without our Father. its all vanity without Him getting the glory. i appreciate your comment so much!
I definitely looked for your Instagram when I was discouraged on my fitness journey. You were definitely an inspiration even in the mist of your “depression”. Just know that you were missed and loved by those who saw your influence as ministry. What you’ve shared here has truly encouraged me more than you know. Thank you!!
wow, thank you for these kind words Kandice! I appreciate you for listening and being here.
It’s really not all the surprising. I look at most influencers and just see no depth or real connection. It’s sad that people can’t see behind the facade. I appreciate those who are willing to keep it real beyond the high light reel that has someone become more important than people real life
thank you for watching.
I loved this ! I drew back away from social media after watching a Netflix film called 'Social Dilemma'. It was a true film behind the different ways social media is created to brain wash people. That was a moment of self-reflection for me and now I feel so at peace after so many years being drawn in seeking validation.
yes i saw that too and it was truly insightful. We know SM harms us and yet we are too addicted to let it go!
I’m gonna watch that on Netflix now sounds super interesting
Thank you for your transparency. There are so many others living this same life, but afraid to speak on it or not ready to share it. I’m proud of you, not only for what you’ve accomplished, but for being on this healing journey 💜
You’re absolutely right! I’m hoping more will come forth. We need to hear the truth of the matter 🙏🏾♥️
I have never resonated with a video more in my life. My tears were building up with yours. Being so vulnerable on camera about a topic we all are affected by one way or another is brave. Thank you for sharing! ❤
Very insightful, I enjoyed watching. You’re highlighting many of the social norms that aren’t normal at all. You’re beautiful queen💕👑
You are absolutely right! Thank you so much for listening!
Wow this video randomly popped up but I’m glad I watched. Thanks for being so transparent! I’m sure a lot of ppl need to hear this.
This was powerful! I am in this space now where I want/need to delete all social media apps. I’ve noticed it’s caused stress and major anxiety for me. It’s a huge distraction from things of the real world.
Wow, so much vulnerability, Thank you! As a small time creator, I’ve been trying to figure out who I am so that I can show the world, but stay true to myself also. I’m so glad that you were able to let go and heal. So powerful. I really need to hear this. Thank you. You’ve gained a new subscriber. Can’t wait for part two!❤
Yes you are absolutely right! Everyone always says be true to yourself but I'm grateful I now understand the seriousness and weight of that statement! 🤎
OMGGGGGG!!! Thank you for sharing such a personal and beautifully written post. It was the video I didnt even realize I needed to see this morning! Ill definitely be watching part 2! 💞
wow thank you so much for watching!!🥹🤎
Thank you for being vulnerable with us. I am sorry to hear that all of this happened to you. I hope your time off from social media has helped with your healing journey. Being transparent about internal struggles despite, a smile on the outside is a real thing. Thank you for touching upon that as well. I can’t wait for part 2. 💜
Hi Kish. That was a beautiful self reflection. Thank you for taking us on the behind the scenes journey of your influencing days. I appreciate you for sharing this piece of your life despite how tough it might have been. I’m glad you took your time to decide when it was best to put this message out. This is certainly a lesson to all of us who follow influencers and use social media for entertainment or as a tool for business. We never truly know what’s going on and it’s important to have a healthy balance so we don’t get lost and if we do, knowing when to unplug. I wish you the best in healing moving forward.
i appreciate your kind and true words! Thank you for taking the time to even watch and comment!🤎
😮💨 I can hear your exhale. One long exhale to the very end of this video. I recognize it as mine. Kish, you are loved, prayed for and so appreciated. Thank you for sharing 💕.
you wanted to make me cry didn't you? 🥹 thank you Johanna 🥹
I put you on my vision board as body goals in 2020, I had no idea who you were and have never seen your social media accounts. You came up on Google with a body similar to my old one. Thank you for sharing, we just really never know the battles behind the camera.
Your transparency is AMAZING!!! Thank you for having the courage to be open and honest. You don’t know how this is/will help others. THANK YOU!!!! 💜💜💜
iv'e been praying that it helps at least one person 🤎🥹
This video randomly came across my feed. I’m so glad it did! This was so unique and beautifully written. Such an eye opener and inspiration to many. I have also deleted social media over a year ago and I’ve learned so much. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I wish you continued healing and peace on your journey ❤
❤❤❤❤❤ thank you for your vulnerability! Pray your strength on this journey!
I appreciate you Danielle!!🤎🤎
That ending made me tear up. This video made me feel so known and seen... I appreciate your honesty about your inner work, it's inspiring and so impactful.
You are so welcome. Thank you so much for listening 🌹🕊️
Thank you for your beautiful transparency and willingness to speak to us about what you were going through. I know this was no easy task, but I commend you for logging off of Instagram and checking into YOURSELF. I've learned over the years that the more I tuned in to social media, the lonelier I would feel. Thank you for being so honest!
You are so welcome, thank you for even listening and leaving kind and encouraging words. The lonely feeling was/is real- much lonelier than actually being alone. sigh*
Thank you so much for sharing your story❤
You've taken the time to truly reflect on your journey as an influencer- The power of self-awareness is real and it takes supreme confidence to delete your Instagram as it was your income and essentially your entire life.
No one can fully understand your own journey, thank you for sharing your beautiful story and the way that it was so eloquently, presented via poem.
I've deleted my social media back in 2020- To see this video now confirms that I made the right choice to save my Soul, to run away from social media and never look back. ❤✨🦋👑💫
Sending love your way Kish ❤ I could only imagine how much heart it took to share this poem/monologue on the other side of being an influencer. This right here is genuine and speaks volumes! Thank you for sharing your experience, and I hope you are truly doing better.
Goodness. This hit really hard. A lot of us know that social media success usually requires compromise and all these questions you asked yourself are questions we're all constantly asking ourselves now.
thank you for listening, really. 🤎
Thank you for being vulnerable and transparent! While shocking, it's refreshing and important. I really appreciate it and I hope you're feeling and doing much better these days!
I am Keyanna! thank you so much!
The craziest thing about this is I follow(ed) you and I consider myself a slow/mindful user. And I didn’t even notice you’d left. Bc the algorithm doesn’t care about who you’ve followed I just assumed I was seeing less of ur content. On social media I equally post things/art that are related to my feelings and not my appearance. And whilst they get lower engagement than selfies, I get the odd DM from a random person or i see one person has saved the post. And that shows that somewhere people are being inspired. But even with that, you disappearing and me not realising just shows how nobody really notices or cares after they’ve liked/saved a post. It’s too fast paced even for the sensitive users like me. Real food for thought. Happy to see you here and like this ❤
Wow this reminds me of Mathew 16:26 when Jesus says For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his soul? Or what shall a man give in return for his soul?
I’ve been feeling the urge more and more to live a quiet peaceful life.
Thanks for sharing this. Wishing you a speedy recovery ❤ God bless.
Thank you, thank you, thank you!
-the outside of the apple was shiny but the core was rotten.
-editing beyond recognition
-wearing masks before 2020
-people look but they don’t even see you
-don’t we look happy
-body dysmorphia
-the sun can be shining but it can be dark in your life 😮💨
I had to take notes because WOW. Your vulnerability and transparency is beautiful sis. So proud of the inner work you’re doing. I hope you also know your story is going to help others like me still suffering. There is so much power in your words. I’m literally shook and looking forward to part 2.
Wowww this was too good and so so true!!! 😭🙌🏿😮💨 We don’t understand how much of an idol we’ve allowed social media to become until it’s start to affect us internally which eventually shows on the outside. I wish you all the best and I know God has a great plan for you!!! 🤍
Your words are true! Thank you so much for listening and commenting!
I’m not crying! 😢 Just so moved by this. Wow I connected with you so much but within my own personal circumstances. Thank you so much for sharing your vulnerability with us. I appreciate it so much and needed that encouragement. I didn’t delete my IG this morning but the app. I didn’t know this is what I would be watching you saying this today.
Social media can be a significant distraction if we’re not careful. I woke up this morning saying I’m not going to look at it today and so I deleted the app.
Today has be therapeutic. Love you, Kish boo! 🫶🏾🫶🏾
Go girl! that’s a huge step! Just taking time off is a game changer. I noticed how habitual it was and like you said, a significant distraction.. making and consuming content will fill up your day like nobody’s business. I’m glad you resonated with me and hope you stay on the healing path no matter how difficult it may get! 💌♥️
@@KishUnleashed indeed sis indeed!
i love how you narrated your story. it felt so authentic. love this!
This was GOOD! You hit on something key. As believers, we have to stop conforming to the world, pleasing “man” and enjoying other’s attention more than we command God’s. You are real💜
whew yes! No truer words ever spoken!
Kish, thank you for this. I’m grateful and hopeful that you’re in a better place. We’ve missed you dearly, but always hoped you were alright after you left social media.
You’ve helped me through high school, college, and even now as an adult in this crazy world. You’ve helped me to love my natural hair, my own fitness journey, and loving myself as a Black woman. Thank you for sharing your strengths and your weaknesses. We love and miss you, and wish you nothing BUT a happier and healthier future ahead ❤️
Tears are literally streaming down my face as i type this. You have no idea the amount of encouragement you just gave me to keep going. This journey hasn't been in vain no matter how much pain it has caused me. Thank you 100x. All glory belongs to The Most High God.
Your voice is so soothing and sweet. You're absolutely beautiful and you have such beautiful hair
Oh you’re way too kind. It’s hard listening to myself so you can imagine trying to edit this video 😩Thank you so much!♥️
I'm so glad you okay, 1st few months you didn't post I always commented on your last post"hope you okay". You help me take charge of my fitness journey, I will always appreciate you for that. I'm sorry that is how you felt while posing and smiling.
thank you for the concern you showed!
Proud to know you found yourself, I hope others wake up and find themselves. i really hope this reaches and touches many and they go back to the Heavenly Father. I only have YT. I deleted social media 3 years ago. I live to please Jesus and nobody else.
Halleluyah! thank you for listening!
Omg heyyyyyy!!! I’ve been looking for you!!
Here I am! 😚
I thank God for the healing you’re experiencing. You matter, your life matters and being your best most happiest healthiest self for YOU is what matters most. And to know you’ve had many opportunities to give up but keep/kept pushing speaks volumes. You are much stronger than the devil wants you to believe. You got this and God got you. I love yooouuuu and so happy to see your face again ❤️
JH! My mouth opened when i saw your name 🥹 Thank you so much girl. I hope you are healthy and happy, along with your family 🤎🤎
I hear the healing in your voice. The Most High is always in control. 🙌🏾Looking forward to your progression and continued growth. 💪🏾
Always in control and I’m thankful for that! I appreciate your comment as well!🙏🏾♥️
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Wow! Thank you so much for being transparent and so vulnerable and REAL! I respect this so much. What you struggled with is exactly what I feared about getting too involved with social media and wanting to gain a huge following. I’ve had “friends” who also wanted to do the same and they were never present whenever we went out and everything was a photo op. It gets draining for those around so I can only image how draining it is for someone who is in it. ❤️ It takes alotttt to come out on the other side when your getting all the benefits of that type of lifestyle so I’m happy for you & proud of you!
Thank you so much Dakota! Your kind words mean a lot and i appreciate your encouragement 🥹🤎
Look at God
Thank you for sharing this. It reminded me of how Beyonce tells her stories. No statements, no explanation, just her lyrics. This was so well done, thank you! & BRAVA👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
Thank you for listening! I truly appreciate your encouragement! ♥️🙏🏾
Awe I have deleted social media for a year before currently taking another break. When I return I will be starting my influencer journey A lot of journaling and self -exploring , and keeping God first before I even step into that realm. I lost myself before and won’t do it again ! However I know that being MySELF is what’s going to get me there ! Best of luck babe this was beautiful
I was never a follower but I’ve def come across your pics on Instagram. I’ve been considering becoming an influencer but seeing this makes me think that it wouldn’t be worth it. Thank you for sharing your story, it is a warning sign to all those who may wanna take this path and for those who want to get off of it. Keep sharing !
I love that you took your time and shared it in your own creative way. Of course we never truly understood what was going on s outsiders, and didn’t even “have to” know but you were bold and courageous to share your truth with us anyway. I thank you love. I will continue to lift you up in prayer as you continue to grow on the path God has set out for you! This is only the beginning. You are in fact a new creation 🤍🤗
Wow thank you so much for these encouraging words! All praises to Our Heavenly Father for making us new! 🙌🏾♥️
Thank you for your vulnerability. This is SO relatable. I deleted my social media for a year for the same reasons and found myself again. So many are living in a silent battle and even taking their own lives because of this... you may have saved someone just by sharing your story. I'm tuned in for part 2! 🙏🏽🙏🏽 Pray you're doing better today..
Thank you for your honesty! This was a powerful story and much needed for us girlies
You're so welcome! thank you for listening!
Chills listennnnnnnnnnn. God bless you!
Pray you’re emotionally in a better place.
I felt this in so many ways. Literally. I took a break from social for 2 years and it’s crrrrraaaazzyyyyyy all the things you notice like seriously. New sub here! The transparency….
Thank you for being so vulnerable and transparent in sharing your story with us. I can definitely empathize and relate as a small creator who started down that path. I hope you and your husband were able to weather the storm. Looking forward to part 2!
Bre! Thank you so much for even watching and relating. ♥️ and yes Part 2 is in the making!
I’ve watched this video twice. It spoke to my soul. Thank you for being so transparent and showing the other side of the influencer community. On the outside looking in, we see all the “gifted” items influencers receive along with the big paychecks and travel and events and “fun times” and as someone who works a good 9-5 who also dislikes her office job, I’ve often romanticized the idea of becoming an influencer. Not that this video has deterred me, but it sure has enlightened me to the fact that even the most popular and well-liked influencer that we follow goes through and struggles with the very same day to day ordinary (and not so ordinary) issues that we who are not in the limelight struggle with. Sending prayers and positive energy to you. You really don’t know how much your story encouraged and enlightened me. ❤
Thank you so much for sharing your story. ❤
I understand. Thank you for being transparent. God is good 🖤
Yes He is!