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  •  10 месяцев назад +31

    Permanently Remove Body Hair at home click here!:
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    • @KeilyShhh
      @KeilyShhh 10 месяцев назад +3

      Do you have any suggestions for how us in the cis community can be more supportive to yall? Any small or BIG ways that we can help fight your fight?

    • @vodracseck
      @vodracseck 9 месяцев назад +1

      this is hella expensive

    • @Ireee702
      @Ireee702 9 месяцев назад +1

      ​​@@vodracseckin the long run is cheaper than a beauty salon

    • @theharshtruthoutthere
      @theharshtruthoutthere 9 месяцев назад

      @@Ireee702
      lets analyse the nonsense /lies many amongst you believe in:
      lie: schools are of use (fact. schools keep slavery alive and stands for dumbing down the population of mankind)
      lie: moon and mars landings, (fact: even masons know they cannot leave - earth is closed system, unless you want to drown, there is no other place created for us to live in.)
      lie: news channels share truth (fact: these are for politic propaganda)
      lie: money has a value of its own (fact: it is just a tool of this world, which value has been agreed upon world wide)
      lie: NASA lies (globe and all....) (fact: NASA stands for TO DECEIVE) - you havn´t searched - have you?
      lie: the lgbtq++++ propaganda (fact: it is a part of masonry depopulation agenda, 500 000 000 souls, thats their goal.)
      lie: Evolution and the dinosaurs. (fact: mankind is not hybrid kind)
      to keep stating that there was an evolution, then we ain´t humans, we aint then mankind, we are then hybrids. Are you a hybrid?
      Lie: holidays (xmas, Halloween, new year eve and so on) (fact: PAGAN HOLIDAYS, to praise BAAL, the god of this world)
      lie: U.F.Os (fact: they are demons/evil spirits in high places, against whom we fight daily = spiritual warfare)
      lie: rules and laws rule the world (fact: signs and symbols of masonry do)
      lie: believe in being educated (fact: found daily living with the lack of knowledge)
      lie: religions are ways to heaven (fact: JESUS CHRIST is only way to heaven. Religions, no matter its name = masonic garbage)
      lie: our dead loved ones stay around to “ghost” (fact: hunting and ghosting is job of demons, not of humans. We, humans, come from GOD and return back to HIM and all the stories of having been seen a ghost - terrifying, scary, dark, cold - again no job of analysing been done here by you- right?)
      Lie: Humans have no immune system and we need vaccines as these save lives (fact: humans HAVE IMMUNE SYSTEM and vaccines are created for one or two purpose: to kill or to cripple)
      lie: there is no GOD (fact: There is GOD, who redeems sinners and we are directly created by GOD, Psalms 139:14
      I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvellous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.)
      to keep claiming that there is no GOD and we aint created directly from the dust of the earth, we soon run out logic, regardless to we place “evolution” in our claims or not.)
      lie: 911 was terror attack (fact: 911 was an inside job, meaning the work of your loved government)
      16 lies, should i go on?

    • @Conspiracythetrut
      @Conspiracythetrut 8 месяцев назад +2

      If genitals don't define gender how does removing them affirm it😅😂

  •  10 месяцев назад +8

    PS: I have no idea why the quality of this video is so bad. I tried to fix it, but there seems to be something wrong with the files.

    • @hugevibez
      @hugevibez 10 месяцев назад

      Looks like normal compression artifacts, maybe you changed some recording settings? Video still fire though 🔥

    • @aquestforthetruth1653
      @aquestforthetruth1653 10 месяцев назад +2

      Seems fine to me? 🤷

    • @harizon88moo
      @harizon88moo 10 месяцев назад +1

      It’s not too bad to be honest. Hope you find a fix soon! 😊

  • @Lovuschka
    @Lovuschka 10 месяцев назад +93

    Thanks for being so open about it all.
    For me it's still a few years to get there, but people like you reassure me that I'm on the right path.

    • @Ali_forward
      @Ali_forward 10 месяцев назад +6

      You go girl!

    • @victorloops3165
      @victorloops3165 9 месяцев назад +8

      I can't wait for my transition. I'm so excited about the period cramps, first pap smear & possible pregnancies!! it's quite a life changing experience!

    • @Lovuschka
      @Lovuschka 9 месяцев назад +1

      @@victorloops3165 You fail biology forever.

    • @projektkobra2247
      @projektkobra2247 8 месяцев назад +5

      You needed "reassurng", did you? All the regret vids werent enough?

    • @projektkobra2247
      @projektkobra2247 8 месяцев назад +5

      @@victorloops3165 -LOL..awesome...Im waiting for the tsunami of malpractice suits myself..

  • @PickyPaige
    @PickyPaige 10 месяцев назад +79

    That's eerie! I've just been watching through all your bottom surgery videos, cause disphoria has been getting me about everything recently and today it's bottom dysphoria day, and now you post this! I wish I could get bottom surgery as easily and cheaply as you did, but my country doesn't even allow it, let alone have it payed for, so I'll have to travel abroad probably to Serbia of all places, in addition to needing tens of thousands of euros! God, being trans sucks! I am happy for your anniversary though!

    • @edim108
      @edim108 10 месяцев назад +15

      Yup. Here in Poland we can technically get everything done, but it is a long, unpleasant and expensive process.
      You want HRT? Fine, but good luck finding a psychiatrist that will actually put you on it without trying to convince you it's just a seasonal depression (unless you are willing to pay them privately). You're on HRT? Good luck getting the actual doses you need for it to work correctly refunded, otherwise be prepared to pay out of pocket for it or getting it imported illegaly from Turkey or some shit.
      You want bottom surgery? Get ready to wait 5 years in line unless you want to again pay out of your own pocket to get it done abroad.
      Even something as simple as changing your sex in the documents requires you to SUE YOUR OWN PARENTS for missasigning your sex.
      Want to adopt kids? Forget it dweeb. Want to marry another woman? LMAO, not in my country 😂
      There are reasons to like living here, but there are very solid ones to absolutely DESPISE it...

    • @PickyPaige
      @PickyPaige 10 месяцев назад

      @@edim108 You win some you lose some! Here in Bulgaria, the only thing that is "relatively" easy is getting HRT, at least for transfemmes, I am not informed about the transmasc experience! Everything else is hard to impossible!
      I got on HRT after contacting an LGBTQ+ support organization. Since I contacted them they have guided me through the process and have sent me to all the needed medical professionals, and from contacting them till starting HRT was about 5 months(currently 2 Months on HRT)! One of the people working with said organization is the doctor who is keeping track of my blood results and my dosage, we do it over the internet so honestly it does feel like I am doing DIY a little bit sometimes!
      Good luck with everything else though!
      At least you guys can change your legal sex! Earlier this year, one of my country's highest courts made it illegal to change your legal sex on your documents! Making us the second country in the EU besides Hungary to make it illegal in recent years! There are still some legal fights about it, so there is still hope but you need to get lucky and land on a reasonable judge that is not a religious conservative moralist, like the morons in the high court!
      Also at least you can get Bottom Surgery in Poland, here it's illegal, because it makes the person infertile and thus it's considered a harm to bodily integrity, something that can be used to make HRT illegal too, and that is actually one of the reasons why there are very few endocrinologists in Bulgaria willing to prescribe HRT! So in my case, if I want bottom surgery or probably and kind of feminizing gender affirming surgery, I would not only have to cough up like 15 000 Euros out of thin air for each, but travel to Serbia, which is a bit of a pain in the groin and pay for several months worth of stay there so I could heal under safe supervision!
      The only benefit of transition in Bulgaria is, cheapness and lack of gatekeeping on the medical side once you want to go through with it, and get in touch with the medical professionals but then you have to deal with being largely on your own with no support structure other than a psychologist from an LGBTQ+ supporting organization or if you're lucky some LGBT friends , cause your family definitely hates you or finds you a weirdo at best and you live in a society that hates you so much that it came up with a new slur for you just a couple of years ago!

    • @miriamlana833
      @miriamlana833 10 месяцев назад +6

      @@edim108 maybe gets better with the new government. Thank God Poland didn`t go the Hungarian way and removed the PiS regime. If not, move to Germany.

    • @miriamlana833
      @miriamlana833 10 месяцев назад +1

      Are you in Hungary? The country is doomed,, move to Germany. We will have even self-ID soon, also for EU citizens with problems in their birth country there will be a special procedure. SRS also no problem if you live some years here.

    • @PickyPaige
      @PickyPaige 10 месяцев назад +9

      ​@@miriamlana833 I'm from Bulgaria, the second EU country to make legal gender change illegal recently after Hungary! I wish I could emigrate, but I barely have the funds to transition here, let alone pack up move to the other side of Europe, and transition there!

  • @Sweetanimae
    @Sweetanimae 10 месяцев назад +7

    Thank you for making these videos, there's sm misinformation out there that I'm sure they help other trans women just as much as they do me. You helped me feel strong enough to come out and be myself and even though I'm probably abt double your age you inspire me a lot. Also I love your top it looks so soft and it's beautiful so it matches you well.

    • @relaxo2739
      @relaxo2739 20 дней назад

      She is part of the misinformation!! So many people regret but are shit down!! We need to stop being in delulu land and ruin lives

  • @patrickchambers5999
    @patrickchambers5999 10 месяцев назад +212

    You are a beautiful lady and I hope my honorary granddaughter turns out as beautiful and well spoken as you after she graduates from Uni in Belgium. She had her surgery in 2018.

    • @donnagevevievemichellelayl4039
      @donnagevevievemichellelayl4039 9 месяцев назад +17

      👍🥳🎉
      Your grand-daughter is living her dream life.

    • @Beadledom2024
      @Beadledom2024 9 месяцев назад +18

      I'm so sorry...

    • @joederbo6151
      @joederbo6151 9 месяцев назад +1

      Mgm

    • @goldskelontonking
      @goldskelontonking 9 месяцев назад

      So ur okay with that her goin from a girl to a boy what the hell if she was born a girl she should stay a girl

    • @b.41879
      @b.41879 9 месяцев назад +10

      ​@@ScupperManpeople judge what they do not know or understand.

  • @Aquatendo
    @Aquatendo 10 месяцев назад +41

    Congrats Mathilda! Thank you for sharing your experiences with us!
    I am scheduled for my bottom surgery in a month and a half! :D So excited but also very nervous about the recovery

    • @Ali_forward
      @Ali_forward 10 месяцев назад +2

      Congratulations!

    • @Rohi4123
      @Rohi4123 10 месяцев назад +4

      I hope you get a good recovery 😊😊

    • @zerograve9512
      @zerograve9512 10 месяцев назад +2

      That must be quite something. Good luck

    • @ninajustiniano9055
      @ninajustiniano9055 8 месяцев назад +1

      Don't do it

    • @jacuzzikrab
      @jacuzzikrab 7 месяцев назад

      how did it go?

  • @warriorsofcamelotlotro3347
    @warriorsofcamelotlotro3347 10 месяцев назад +34

    I consider myself as a straight hetero male and do not want that to change, but I firmly believe that nature does not always make the correct gender choice and can make mistakes just as it does with people that have any kind of physical or mental issues they are born with that are not the norm. As a modern society it is our obligation to ensure that those born with defects, even gender mistakes, need to be supported, understood and helped to live as close to a normal life meant for each person as they can possibly have. Mathilda, you are the pinnacle of success in your particular type of nature making an error that needed correction. You are an inspiration to all, even those born deaf who need surgery in order to hear, etc. Congratulations on repairing what at one time could not be repaired. Happy Holidays to you and yours!

    • @m.maidana1406
      @m.maidana1406 9 месяцев назад

      Im glad to know people who tries to understand it. Im a trans woman,im tired of watching news treating us like demons that corrupt society. The only thing i want is to be a "normal" woman,because i always felt the same since i was 4. Im pretty sure nature made a mistake,so im trying to fix it... thank God that i live in a country where it is easy to transition (Argentina). Im a bit scared because some extreme right people are getting into the government tho. Anyways,like i said,its nice to see an heterosexual man being emphatic and understanding

    • @AutomaticDuck300
      @AutomaticDuck300 9 месяцев назад +1

      Well it is a birth defect. So yes, people should get help with it. I don’t believe that transitioning is for everyone but people should still be given all of the facts so they can make the best decision for them.

    • @GodSoLoved.Yeshua
      @GodSoLoved.Yeshua 9 месяцев назад

      We don't pretend trans women are women, when biological they are not.

    • @cheesygryzek
      @cheesygryzek 9 месяцев назад

      @@GodSoLoved.Yeshua most respectful christian 💀🙏

    • @lonewulfmo9128
      @lonewulfmo9128 5 месяцев назад

      Hmmm interesting. I just hope she has a nice personality. I saw this other person on you tube, like her except this other one was much more vulgar despite being a lady...kept cussing. She looked very feminine and pretty but behavior not nice at all. This one seems to have more feminine behavior I Hope character nice as well. As a man I ignore a woman's beauty I believe many men do because a woman can be attractive with horrible personality. I Hooe this lady figures this out.

  • @BopDiva
    @BopDiva 10 месяцев назад +56

    I’m so proud of you Mathilda! You’ve become a very beautiful woman!

    • @gingerbeer2057
      @gingerbeer2057 9 месяцев назад +4

      How can you be proud, what did you have to do with it, what was your contribution? I think you mean to say that you're impressed by her. Words mean things. Just sayin'.

    • @victorloops3165
      @victorloops3165 9 месяцев назад

      Not sure what their is to be proud of. Was it a contribution to humanity, science or was it because he did something not even you would do because you understand the ramifications. Being proud of someone because they have an untrue belief ore because they are dumber or sicker than you is just silly.

    • @donnagevevievemichellelayl4039
      @donnagevevievemichellelayl4039 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@gingerbeer2057I don't know her myself...personally and professionally, but I'm very, very, very, very proud of her.
      Just an icon/idol...when her shorts are or is serious or sexual😊and not stupid or vindictive or vicious...that said I like some of her silly shorts.
      Another mtf trans babe is a girl by the name of ve'ondre mitchell and she's a jewel too, but behaves so silly, which is great, but cause she's 18 and under 27, she can be silly more-r so or long-er...not receive same scold, scorn, scoff.
      Another trans-sexual/inter-sexual girl is daria jane, whose about mathilda's age and was starting to behave im-mature...
      Honestly, once 27+, so mathilda and daria, should be more-r serious and yes...more-r sexual too...maybe silly, but stupid, vindictive and vicious...not.

    • @BopDiva
      @BopDiva 9 месяцев назад +2

      @@gingerbeer2057 ohhh I see what you’re saying. Yes, I was implying that I’m impressed.

    • @victorloops3165
      @victorloops3165 9 месяцев назад

      @@MetalCrowd-je2bv
      I do. If he knew himself he wouldn't think he's a female you nut.
      🎤

  • @LeahT6317
    @LeahT6317 8 месяцев назад +5

    Thank you for this up. While everyone's experience is different it's good to have an idea of what the experience is. I'm 118 days away from my bottom surgery and your video is very helpful!

    • @projektkobra2247
      @projektkobra2247 8 месяцев назад +3

      You still have time to stop from making the biggest mistake you will ever make.
      You think Im a hater, I aint...Go watch some de-transition vids....If youre SO certain youre right..theres NOTHING in those that can give you a minute to think.

    • @LeahT6317
      @LeahT6317 8 месяцев назад

      @@projektkobra2247 I don't think you're a hater you're someone doesn't agree with this method that those who identify as transgender used to align their body with how their mind functions. For those who mentioned de-transition and post videos I would say they were never trans to begin with as for every de-transition video I've personally view I can show you trans women I'm know and have have actually met them in person who are happy with their surgery. Not somebody who realized they make the biggest mistake of their life and wants to warn everyone don't do it because jumped in not really thinking about what they are about to do and not fully processing what they were about to do. I can tell you this I'm not someone who follows the latest trend and do it because I see a RUclips video. I was born in the 60's and I was actual tested when they had strict guidelines and you had to pass three test before they even gave you hormones and had to do the real life test where you showed you could live in that gender before you could have surgery I simply didn't have the funds to do the surgery. I'm actual glad because the techniques are much better versus 20 years ago. Here's and ideal rather then try to be an internet warrior and try to save people from the dangers of gender reassignment surgery how about doing things in the area you live in that helps make a difference. I'm a middle school teacher yet I work with elementary students after school to help them get on grade level in reading and math so they can be successful in middle school versus being a problem. I think your efforts are a little mis guided, people like me have already made up our minds we spend years researching and going to therapy and made our decision to go this route. While you mean well is your reply I'm sure 98% of the time it falls upon deaf ears. I posted to show the creator of this video that her information is useful and I'm glad she shared it while I've talked to dozens of trans women who had surgery I always welcome anyone who's had experience in various states and countries. Last most trans women I know don't post on the internet they rather spend time living their lives and blending in. I wish you the best and who knows maybe your post will help that 2% who shouldn't be getting surgery in the first place. 🙂

    • @LeahT6317
      @LeahT6317 8 месяцев назад +8

      @@projektkobra2247 I don't think you're hater you simply have no idea who you're replying to. I don't need to watch RUclips videos of people who rushed to get surgery only to realized it wasn't for them. I've been around since the 60's you would call me a boomer. For all those videos of de-transition I've actual talked to more then a dozen trans women face to face both young and old who had surgery versus some chat group or RUclips video reply. One of them is a very good friend I've known for years. While I think you mean well I take advice like this with a grain of salt. I was labeled a transexual in the 90's where you had be to tested to see if you were trans, you have to see a therapist 6 months before you got hormones and you had to live as the gender you identified with before you were allowed surgery. I simply didn't have the funds at the time to get surgery. So as someone who was alive before the internet was a thing I'm sure 35 years of research and therapy I know what I"m getting in with this surgery. 🙂

    • @projektkobra2247
      @projektkobra2247 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@LeahT6317 -Lotsa older trans out there thought like you..then ..wish they hadnt.
      Im just pixels on your screen trying to save you from a lot of regret and pain.
      The enduring, overwhelming agony and torture youre about to experience is your body telling you youve made a grave error.
      Because what youre about to let a bunch of evil, quack "doctors" do to you is completely unnatural.
      Im sorry for whatever sexual weirdness or mental illness you went through as a kid...this aint gonna make it better.
      The suicide rate stays the same. Lookit that Jazz kid..you think he's happy? You think there isnt an agenda at play here? They took his show off once he started expressing real emotional regrets.
      Im not a prayin' man...just a jerk online...but I hope you change your mind.

    • @Xxelviroxx
      @Xxelviroxx 15 часов назад

      @@LeahT6317enjoy the rot pocket sir

  • @JIMBEAMM
    @JIMBEAMM 10 месяцев назад +14

    You’re a sweet kid Mathilda. I hope you’re happy in your life,now and always.😃

    • @lonewulfmo9128
      @lonewulfmo9128 9 месяцев назад

      Matilda is a kid?

    • @babyboomertwerkteam5662
      @babyboomertwerkteam5662 5 месяцев назад

      @@lonewulfmo9128 she's 30, not a kid at all

    • @lonewulfmo9128
      @lonewulfmo9128 5 месяцев назад +2

      @@babyboomertwerkteam5662 interesting. We have one famous one here in Africa (kenya) as well called Audrey. Born a man but women always talking about how she is pretty and men drooling over her. In a landmark ruling The government recently allowed her legal identity changed status and she recently had successfully surgery done. Africans are accepting her. Apparently people who feel born in wrong body are in many societies.

  • @jessherbst810
    @jessherbst810 9 месяцев назад +24

    Congratulations, 10 years is awesome.
    I’m celebrating my 4 year anniversary

    • @selene7032
      @selene7032 5 месяцев назад +1

      how is it? if u don’t mind me asking 😭💗

    • @jessherbst810
      @jessherbst810 5 месяцев назад

      @@selene7032 it’s really great. I have never felt more comfortable with my body.

    • @Worlds-Collide
      @Worlds-Collide 4 месяца назад +1

      My wife has been post op 10 years as well. She had it before we met

    • @jessherbst810
      @jessherbst810 4 месяца назад +1

      Wonderful

  • @patrickchambers5999
    @patrickchambers5999 10 месяцев назад +14

    Even cis males, like me, use an IPL to remove body hair. It works great and better than shaving. Now I'm almost totally hairless where I desire to be bare of hair.

    • @ericfreshcorn3590
      @ericfreshcorn3590 10 месяцев назад

      Are You Into Men Or Women?

    • @sourgummiez
      @sourgummiez 3 месяца назад

      Gross 🤢🤢🤢🤢 why are men trying to be hairless, doesn't look good

  • @Sir-.-
    @Sir-.- 9 месяцев назад +2

    Fascinating story. I'm glad you're able to share it with the world. You're a truly brave and beautiful person. Thanks.

  • @gabrielmoralesgonzalez6471
    @gabrielmoralesgonzalez6471 9 месяцев назад +1

    I am so happy for you and that you are able to talk about this so openly. Kudos.

  • @reginanjus
    @reginanjus 5 месяцев назад +1

    Awesome dear! Amazing that your 10 years in and still happy with your ten year old change's! Thank you for speaking out!

  • @neshobanakni
    @neshobanakni 9 месяцев назад +4

    I'm glad you're happy.

  • @helenasilva-n4n
    @helenasilva-n4n 10 месяцев назад +13

    You're so open, thank you for this video♡♡

  • @AnneOnymaus
    @AnneOnymaus 10 месяцев назад +14

    Congratulations on your 10th anniversary! I think you're helping a lot of people, cis & trans alike, by sharing your story.
    God Jul 🎄

  • @chloegaucher2135
    @chloegaucher2135 10 месяцев назад +18

    I just had my bottom surgery a week ago and it’s so hard to like manage everything and looking at your video it makes me see a better future thank you

    • @donnagevevievemichellelayl4039
      @donnagevevievemichellelayl4039 9 месяцев назад +3

      Hope everything is onwards and upwards for you hence-forth babe...

    • @GodSoLoved.Yeshua
      @GodSoLoved.Yeshua 9 месяцев назад +12

      Transitioning doesn't actually make a man a woman😭
      Mathilda is still a biological male.

    • @owen3721
      @owen3721 9 месяцев назад

      @@GodSoLoved.Yeshuawho gives a shit about chromosomes they’re just one aspect of biology they mean nothing hormones, secondary sex characteristics, and genitalia matter so much more

    • @donnagevevievemichellelayl4039
      @donnagevevievemichellelayl4039 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@GodSoLoved.Yeshua she is biologically male but hormonally...?
      She's all female...post-op, her body is totally estrogen-ised.
      Her chromosomes, even her over-all anatomy, shouldn't matter. Only her previous appendage to her current genitalia mattered, but she's post-op and proud.
      If cis-het men or het-ro binary ftm trans men get er-ct and er-ctions on and over her, she's observably a girl.

    • @kxiju_makaronii
      @kxiju_makaronii 9 месяцев назад

      yeah, biologically. but she is a woman now

  • @ashleyj97
    @ashleyj97 9 месяцев назад +11

    Thanks for sharing this! I'm starting my transition journey next month and I am so excited and nervous!

  • @Hall_Mason23
    @Hall_Mason23 9 месяцев назад +3

    I see it’s really difficult for you to talk about this and it’s so brave of you Mathilda for coming out over that
    Well done ! !

  • @jonathanlovesadventure7838
    @jonathanlovesadventure7838 10 месяцев назад +2

    I just bought an IPL hair remover and am in love with it. It helps reduce the need for shaving for anything.

  • @zerograve9512
    @zerograve9512 10 месяцев назад +1

    The drive to simply be yourself can be amazing sometimes.

  • @VioletJewel1729
    @VioletJewel1729 10 месяцев назад +11

    yeeee. congratulations!!!!!!!! thank you for this!

  • @mgrzx3367
    @mgrzx3367 10 месяцев назад +2

    Thank you so much for explaining your happiness. I didn't know or realize how You feel. 🌸

  • @JJ_EDITZ.CC.
    @JJ_EDITZ.CC. 10 месяцев назад +1

    Im glad you shared your experience with others and I'm glad you are so happy with your results and you're so cool for sharing!!
    I'm happy that you are comfertable in your own skin!
    You are a beautiful woman, who deserves the world!
    You inspire me!
    - a trans masc fan

  • @Magickmelon
    @Magickmelon 10 месяцев назад +6

    You ARE inspiring and I’m a cis girlie I can only imagine how much light you bring to our trans sisters ❤

    • @GodSoLoved.Yeshua
      @GodSoLoved.Yeshua 9 месяцев назад

      What you are experiencing is an internal struggle. The solution is not inverting your pen-is, but speaking with a therapist or psychologist.
      Transgender is a dysphoria.

    • @mikeangove8568
      @mikeangove8568 2 месяца назад

      I am so much a lady now I bought me the prettiest dress first day everybody said how pretty love being abused

  • @Ali_forward
    @Ali_forward 10 месяцев назад

    Thank you so much for your courage making and sharing this. So much gratitude to you.

  • @Cradle2dagrav
    @Cradle2dagrav 10 месяцев назад +9

    I'm so happy for you girl! That's a great accomplishment. I can't wait to have my own surgery. I gotta say tho, the designer taco comment left me rolling 😂

    • @chrisbfreelance
      @chrisbfreelance 9 месяцев назад +2

      Real women don't talk like you do.

    • @StarrDust0
      @StarrDust0 5 месяцев назад

      @@chrisbfreelance how do 'real women' talk Chris (the man)? Also why are you in a transgender comment section?

  • @indelibledotink
    @indelibledotink 3 месяца назад +4

    I'm glad it worked out for you; there are a lot of people who regret the transition, mostly those who were pushed by their parents at a young age. I feel people have to wait till their adults to start to transition. Aloha!

  • @philycia1220
    @philycia1220 10 месяцев назад +2

    I'm so want my day in surgery. I've spent most my life not even knowing why I felt so different and now I know my true self. My greatest worry is not ever being to afford the surgery, but I keep my hopes up. Thank you for your inspiration. 💞

  • @kambiznazari6870
    @kambiznazari6870 10 месяцев назад +5

    She Has A Very Cute Personality

  • @WinoaKaronhiatens
    @WinoaKaronhiatens 5 месяцев назад

    I couldn't leave my room until I came out as trans so when people say I couldn't live normally, they mean it. Couldn't stop feeling miserable of what was down there, either. Just the mere thought of bottom surgery made me feel joy, especially getting to the day I could get it.

  • @peterdyson9590
    @peterdyson9590 10 месяцев назад

    Mathilda congratulations I hope things get
    easier and easier 😊

  • @jupiterVee
    @jupiterVee 10 месяцев назад

    Thanks for sharing you beautiful sunshine! 🥰☀I'm still early on my path, but it's videos like yours that helps me trust the process 💚

  • @izzyhope58
    @izzyhope58 10 месяцев назад +5

    I got my surgery in June (it was literally the day after the pride parade in San Fransisco where I got it). I got a zero depth so my experience is probably different, but it really wasn't that hard or painful for me, and within a month or two I felt completely recovered, and able to walk around and be active and stuff. I deffenitly though recovery was gonna be worse than it actually was. The only thing I hated was the catheter staying in for so long. Most exciting this I've ever done and most of your thoughts I completely have as well.

    • @1twistedcpl6575
      @1twistedcpl6575 10 месяцев назад +2

      Zero depth? What does that mean?

    • @izzyhope58
      @izzyhope58 10 месяцев назад

      @@1twistedcpl6575 They don't make a canal and instead they just make the opening. You don't have to diolate if you get a zero depth and I think recovery is shorter as well.

    • @stuff1784
      @stuff1784 10 месяцев назад +3

      Zero depth is way easier to recover from compared to regular vaginoplasty with the tunnel.

    • @stuff1784
      @stuff1784 10 месяцев назад

      @@1twistedcpl6575No tunnel for penetration.
      No dilating.

    • @GodSoLoved.Yeshua
      @GodSoLoved.Yeshua 9 месяцев назад

      Inverting a normal functioning body part is not normal.
      Transgender is a dysphoria.
      Men can't actually turn into women.

  • @Antonia17482
    @Antonia17482 9 месяцев назад

    I've been offered a date as soon as February for the surgery and I'm looking forward to it as it's what I want but I'm nervous as I'm not sure what to expect but this video and others have really helped give me an idea of what to expect so thanks! ❤

  • @KJJSaintPaul
    @KJJSaintPaul 8 месяцев назад +2

    Congratulations on your 10th anniversary. You are a such a good ambassador of sorts for trans people. This is a good video.

  • @Jayjay-qe6um
    @Jayjay-qe6um 10 месяцев назад

    🎄Merry Christmas, Mathilda🎄

  • @shelbyMarie-ux9ok
    @shelbyMarie-ux9ok 2 месяца назад

    Your videos have been helpful for my mtf transition

  • @Zoulz666
    @Zoulz666 10 месяцев назад

    Congrats! i'm really happy for you 😄hope you have a merry xmas!

  • @paulhyde1834
    @paulhyde1834 9 месяцев назад

    Thank you, Mathilda, for sharing your story and experiences with us. You're a 'cracking lass' and very, very pretty!!!😊 xxxx

  • @include7614
    @include7614 10 месяцев назад +5

    We love you

  • @FredMas-gt2uh
    @FredMas-gt2uh 9 месяцев назад +1

    Hi, what did it feel like when you were able to get rid of most of your testosterone ?? At what point in your transition did this happen was it after your Orchy or bottom surgery and did you feel really good when it happened

  • @lorenakademar5267
    @lorenakademar5267 10 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing a so honest story!!! Keep going and doing videos!!!

  • @tristiangaming
    @tristiangaming 10 месяцев назад +3

    There’s always gonna be things in a male or female body that’s specific to m or f and this will always be hated on however people can respect people and love each other

  • @corilia9529
    @corilia9529 5 месяцев назад +3

    Are you getting tested for cervical cancer?

    • @Xxelviroxx
      @Xxelviroxx 3 месяца назад +6

      ROFLLLL prostate cancer maybe.

  • @Jimjam482
    @Jimjam482 4 месяца назад +2

    Practice self love and acceptance of self

  • @myashaynes
    @myashaynes 8 месяцев назад

    Thanks, Mathilde. Thanks for this truth.

  • @KEEYBOX
    @KEEYBOX 9 месяцев назад

    You're one of my favorite trans RUclipsr i always watch❤

  • @Detailer63
    @Detailer63 5 месяцев назад

    Happy anniversary sweetie

  • @fallows4life
    @fallows4life 5 месяцев назад

    Nobody, nobody, really nobody. Mathilda hogberg: Jah!

  • @kingscorpion7346
    @kingscorpion7346 Месяц назад

    as for me, I am transgender in the sense that I've always seen myself as a girl (and was always jealous of my older sisters!😔) , but I've never taken the steps to transition, because when I was little, it wasn't even an option. By the time I was 16 years old (1980), was when the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM), 3rd Edition came out with the term Gender Identity Disorder, I was trying so hard just to fit in. Then gender identity disorder was changed in 2013 to Gender Dysphoria Now I'm a 60 year old "man", a husband of over 30 years with a 22 year old son....
    I can say that I'm happy for everyone who has the freedom, now, to become what they know they are, and that there is support for them. I just wish I could join you in that journey.
    Just know that I'm behind you in support (and that I'm insanely jealous of you, in a good way!)

  • @Hall_Mason23
    @Hall_Mason23 10 месяцев назад

    Merry Christmas mathilda

  • @notjrt
    @notjrt 10 месяцев назад +2

    I can just imagine the pain and discomfort from dilating, it's so impressive how you and other trans women can put up with that, I could never

    • @GodSoLoved.Yeshua
      @GodSoLoved.Yeshua 9 месяцев назад

      Inverting your pen-is is not normal.
      Men can't turn into women.
      Mathilda is still a biological male.

  • @Worlds-Collide
    @Worlds-Collide 6 дней назад

    Happy for you

  • @Thundercracker1984
    @Thundercracker1984 10 месяцев назад +6

    I’d really like to do what you do and talk about my life and what happened to me on the internet so that other people could learn from it because I have been through a unusual childhood/life and now I’m transitioning at age 39. And my experiences with a republican family and a christian conservative family setting all my life being the only artistic person in my family and being autistic it has had a certain set of challenges that most people don’t even recognize me going through. For example having to get a mastectomy at age 18 as a cis male and going through those formative years without bottom pectoral muscles because they were removed. In many regards my life has been a kind of hell that no person should have to go through. And aside from my 77 year old mother. I have no one in my life. I’ve been scapegoated and neglected all my life I’m very unsocialized in a lot of ways. So its been a bizarre and confusing existence for me. I wish I could have known about this when I was younger. If i had this option as a child I would have done it way earlier. I love your channel you have been so inspiring to me. I can completely relate to you about feeling like I will never be able to take my clothes off and feel like myself. I’ve lived like that for decades and am only now learning how to change it. Thanks for sharing with everyone 🙏

  • @elleelaine
    @elleelaine 16 дней назад +1

    Complications after surgery are not normal and are not expected even after the most complex surgery. Revisional surgery means the surgery hasn't worked. You don't get revisions on other surgeries unless the surgery has gone wrong. This Is not normal. One minute saying the pain is manageable next minute I was on tonnes of drugs to make the pain manageable 🤔
    Now we have kids and young people and adults all over social media regretting being butchered and mutilated with non functioning genitalia.

  • @nealbangia4525
    @nealbangia4525 2 месяца назад

    Outwardly, I can assure you that your operation was a definite success. I would never guess that you were anything but a naturally-born female.

  • @helenasilva-n4n
    @helenasilva-n4n 10 месяцев назад

    Yeah, you're a inspiration. Definitively.

  • @Treksta4300
    @Treksta4300 10 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for sharing, My dear Partner is going through transition and will soon have bottom surgery.

  • @sandramarkus4955
    @sandramarkus4955 10 месяцев назад

    Happy anniversary :3

  • @Lulu-xl5cm
    @Lulu-xl5cm 7 месяцев назад +13

    I'm so sorry for you :( mental issues are a terrible thing.

    • @WatchOutForSpidersMan
      @WatchOutForSpidersMan 6 месяцев назад +5

      And hiding them behind a fake body isn’t a way to get rid of them.

    • @Lulu-xl5cm
      @Lulu-xl5cm 6 месяцев назад

      @@WatchOutForSpidersMan Fake body? See, that's where it goes wrong. The body is healthy and normal, it's the mind that doesn't allign, the mind is the issue. We gotta work and focus on mental health instead of ruining healthy bodies.

    • @petemiller2920
      @petemiller2920 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@Lulu-xl5cm You just admitted that for a trans person, the mind and body do not align. So how did you determine it’s the mind that needs to be fixed rather than the body?

    • @Lulu-xl5cm
      @Lulu-xl5cm 6 месяцев назад +2

      @@petemiller2920 Is this a serious question? Obviously because the body would be perfectly healthy, there is nothing wrong with the body, the mind defects. Even trans people, like Blair call it for what it is.

  • @jordancrockett1445
    @jordancrockett1445 9 месяцев назад +1

    "designer taco" 😂

  • @parapoliticos52
    @parapoliticos52 3 месяца назад +5

    10 years of nonending complications.
    Why are you continuing pushing young boys to the path it caused you insufferable pain?
    Just tell the truth.

    • @Sami20187
      @Sami20187 3 месяца назад

      Nobody pushes young boys to do anything to do with being trans its a stupid myth that you conservatives make up just because you dont like trans people for some irrational reason

    • @theraVen27
      @theraVen27 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Sami20187lol you’re delusional if you think that about anything. Someone is always pushing something

    • @waleedalarmanazi159
      @waleedalarmanazi159 2 месяца назад +1

      ​@@Sami20187 influencers' influence on young minds is real and very strong.

    • @hungrydachshund8236
      @hungrydachshund8236 15 дней назад

      I have never seen so much delusion.

  • @kendrajune6719
    @kendrajune6719 10 месяцев назад

    Matilda, I've only recently started watching your videos and they are always enjoyable and informative. However, the last couple of minutes of this video are wonderful. Your words are the most profound I've heard from you. Just wanting to have " normal human experiences" is all any of us can hope for, yet it often seems so far out of reach. You've brought tears to my eyes, as I try to imagine what it must be like to no longer think about my trans-ness on a daily basis. I am 58 and just beginning my journey. I'll admit to being a little jealous of the life you lead and the future in front of you. I would never trade my experiences of being a husband and a father, for anything. But, to have started transitioning earlier and to live the majority of your life as the human you were meant to be, is something I can never know. But you have inspired me today, given me a little extra courage to continue seeking the simple joy of being who I truly am and just having normal human experiences. I look forward to more of your videos. Thank you for sharing so much of your life with us. 💙

  • @kevinnosx9
    @kevinnosx9 10 месяцев назад

    I don't know what to say. I will try again later.

  • @HumbleMonsterUK
    @HumbleMonsterUK 4 месяца назад +5

    10 years still dilating weekly 😮so is it forever then?

    • @Xxelviroxx
      @Xxelviroxx 3 месяца назад +3

      ROFL what did you EXPECT¿! HAHAHA it's a fucking wound trying to heal itself, not a vagina xx

    • @waleedalarmanazi159
      @waleedalarmanazi159 2 месяца назад +4

      ​@@Xxelviroxx yeah, imagine the pain and suffering, intentionally opposing a physiologic process in your body and keeping a wound open, its insane

    • @Xxelviroxx
      @Xxelviroxx 24 дня назад

      @@waleedalarmanazi159 it's literally a body horror film. Mutilating and ruining a perfectly healthy organ to get a cheap horrible imitation of the other.....these surgeries are nothing but experimental and these people are guinea pigs in wigs and make up

  • @patsweeney5104
    @patsweeney5104 10 месяцев назад +1

    love your content helped me alot coming out first time went out to buy bras stil in boy ode tho sadly but thank you mathilda so much

  • @mxdahliabelle
    @mxdahliabelle 9 месяцев назад

    Whether you mean to be or not, you are a beautiful inspiration ✨️ Seeing younger women like you, living your fullest, most authentic lives fills my dysphoric heart with hope and joy 🏳️‍⚧️ Congratulations to you and cheers to the life you deserve

    • @mr.joshua204
      @mr.joshua204 8 месяцев назад

      ...thats a man. Hes not a woman

  • @gingerbeer2057
    @gingerbeer2057 9 месяцев назад +2

    Happy anniversary! 🎉

  • @brettjacquard219
    @brettjacquard219 7 месяцев назад +1

    Happy 10th Anniversary!
    You are one dynamite lady!
    🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

  • @annirose5835
    @annirose5835 10 месяцев назад +4

    Greetings from Finland i am transgender and i waiting that surgery im already 32

  • @FirstRebel89
    @FirstRebel89 10 месяцев назад

    Sometimes i 🤔 if it's Vaulva or 😺,also as always ❤ to you at least someone of us make it till 10 years and happy,we are proud of you Memi.

  • @liamodonovan6610
    @liamodonovan6610 10 месяцев назад +4

    You are a sweetheart matilda you are stunning congratulations on 10 yeats sense you're surgery love your videos many more years to you wishing you the best xhristmas and 2024 love your channel

  • @Edward-zw9ld
    @Edward-zw9ld 7 месяцев назад

    Great vid🎉

  • @DJ_Psy
    @DJ_Psy 10 месяцев назад

    I am always so proud of you girl and so thankful for your videos that helped me in so many ways! I love you so much!💕💜😊🌈🌟

  • @BlatentlyFakeName
    @BlatentlyFakeName Месяц назад +4

    It's cosmetic surgery, don't let anyone fool you in to thinking otherwise. A lot of people who do this never get to feel pleasure again as nerve ending are there are very delicate and will not repair.

  • @Your-average-teen-girl17
    @Your-average-teen-girl17 10 месяцев назад

    You are amazing and so kind

  • @malyshjac3096
    @malyshjac3096 9 месяцев назад +1

    you look so amazing and feminine! I could never thats why I don't dare to transition...

  • @stasacab
    @stasacab 10 месяцев назад +1

    I have 21 years 7 months 24 days. I celebrate it yearly. I eat Karelian pasties, pepparkaka, everything that has round shape. It might even be that Göteborg has Karelian pasties. Eggplant, sausage, cucumber, carrot, foodstuff like that, forbidden. Make it a trandition. You have to celebrate it.
    I had huge complications and big scars on my leg.

    • @stasacab
      @stasacab 10 месяцев назад

      Peeing was a huge problem with me for the first year. I used to get UTIs in a row. The surgeon had to reopen the tract with tool that almost made me faint.

  • @Nourr1992
    @Nourr1992 10 месяцев назад

    Matilda thank you for sharing your experience with us, I am going to operate in Göteborg Feb next year i wonder howmuch depth you have ? and do you still taking Estrogen ? can you engage in running and weight lifting ?

  • @elizabethfabricius376
    @elizabethfabricius376 5 месяцев назад

    Thank you for sharing your story

  • @deceiver444
    @deceiver444 16 дней назад

    How much did all your surgeries cost ?

    • @hungrydachshund8236
      @hungrydachshund8236 15 дней назад

      The taxpayer paid for it, but you can say it is a disease, make it make sense.

  • @caroldriehorst1165
    @caroldriehorst1165 7 месяцев назад

    I'm happy your happy.

  • @MaëlleLiraz
    @MaëlleLiraz Месяц назад

    Thank you ❤

  • @rustyfan89
    @rustyfan89 3 месяца назад

    Thank you for sharing!

  • @eviestrawberry
    @eviestrawberry 10 месяцев назад +7

    Your hair is looking gorgeous as ever!

  • @manuelz2305
    @manuelz2305 9 месяцев назад +4

    You're gorgeous, inside and out.

  • @YochevedDesigns
    @YochevedDesigns 4 месяца назад +1

    You are so pretty, and totally passable!

  • @Rozzia
    @Rozzia 10 месяцев назад

    I wish you all best❤

  • @1bigbait
    @1bigbait 8 месяцев назад +2

    Brave is brave love you much for all you do. Let's live life and be happy with life let's go!!!

  • @stevethebeast150
    @stevethebeast150 10 месяцев назад +6

    Congratulations

  • @peanusbirthday
    @peanusbirthday 8 месяцев назад +1

    I transitioned last year and my surgery is scheduled for May. Soooo can’t waittttt❤

    • @Xxelviroxx
      @Xxelviroxx 5 месяцев назад +2

      you're gonna regret is so much, keep us informed!!

    • @peanusbirthday
      @peanusbirthday 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@Xxelviroxx why would u say that. that’s very mean

    • @Syx.0
      @Syx.0 5 месяцев назад +2

      @@peanusbirthday
      It’s kinda true though.. you’re altering your body and can never go back. But I wish you well

    • @peanusbirthday
      @peanusbirthday 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@Syx.0 I’m doing it for my solidarity with palesteine

    • @Syx.0
      @Syx.0 5 месяцев назад

      @@peanusbirthday
      What does any of this have to do with Palestine?

  • @princessjulieta
    @princessjulieta 10 месяцев назад

    Congratulations. Remember only do the bedroom activity you mentioned if you love the person.

  • @Worlds-Collide
    @Worlds-Collide 10 месяцев назад

    Happy for you

  • @mayasebopelo2237
    @mayasebopelo2237 10 месяцев назад

    Hey sister you are back home 😝😝❤❤❤

  • @Sabrinatw
    @Sabrinatw 2 месяца назад +2

    So how about quit gatekeeping and tell everyone what doctor, clinic, hospital,cost, was it covered by insurance, if it wasn’t covered then how did you pay for it. All the details

    • @Sabrinatw
      @Sabrinatw 2 месяца назад

      Also did you get revisions covered by insurance or if not, how much and how did you pay for it?

    •  2 месяца назад

      I live in Sweden, we get everything for free 🏳️‍⚧️💗 everything was done in Sweden.

    • @Sabrinatw
      @Sabrinatw 2 месяца назад

      Who is your doctor and what kind of insurance do you have? I’ll go move to Sweden. Anything is better than the United States.

    • @Sabrinatw
      @Sabrinatw 2 месяца назад

      So you’re not gonna answer the other questions that I asked? Yeah you’re definitely a gatekeeper.

    • @3bah4y
      @3bah4y 2 месяца назад

      @@Sabrinatw I think that’s revealing medical history online idk why she’d do that. Move to Canada, we have insurance. Be my wife and I’ll gladly give you a green card! 😅🥲

  • @rustyfan89
    @rustyfan89 3 месяца назад +1

    As much as I’d like to I would never have the guts to go through that surgery