[Waitress] She Used To Be Mine Animatic TW!

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  • Опубликовано: 7 дек 2021
  • TW for domestic abuse! Stay safe!
    wow it's been a while since I've done a song from a musical huh?
    This song in particular, I've been wanting to draw for a while. Finally got around to finishing it(well kind of-- some parts aren't too polished but yay i finished)
    I tried to imagine the 'she' in different contexts, even though the original song probably didn't intend on this.
    It's only briefly hinted at, but Jenna's mother had a similarly abusive marriage. Growing up, she must've seen the things her mom went through, and now, she finds herself in the same place. Just stuck
    It's just big sad all around man :'c
    And also what the heck, jessie's performance of this kills me every time
    Audio (sung by Jessie Mueller): • She Used to Be Mine
    Original song written by Sara Bareilles (listen to her version here!): • Sara Bareilles - She U...
    Tools: Clip Studio Paint, FireAlpaca, Sony Vegas
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  • @painfully_aware
    @painfully_aware 2 года назад +11858

    I love this song so much, even from the perspective of mental illness in general it's something I really relate to. Sometimes you look back at your past self and miss who you used to be before everything....

    • @gabsl1920
      @gabsl1920 2 года назад +94

      i felt this in the depths of my soul. Hugs

    • @394seed5
      @394seed5 2 года назад +53

      your username is so right on along with your comment

    • @cringeworthy4755
      @cringeworthy4755 2 года назад +15

      You’re so right 😭

    • @lilyannavalley6057
      @lilyannavalley6057 2 года назад +14

      Painfully true…

    • @sunflowersandhoneybees3937
      @sunflowersandhoneybees3937 2 года назад +72

      Yea. Whenever I sing this song I reach deep into that part of my soul. My mother makes joking comments now and again about how sweet I used to be and basically how I've changed. But she's right.. Now I'm just. Tired. Mentally. Physically. Everything. This isn't who I wanted to be but as the song goes, sometimes life carves out a person... Sorry I really went on for awhile there.
      I relate to this song so deeply and it's such a lovely song.

  • @variantdm5774
    @variantdm5774 2 года назад +3020

    The way the light catches her eyes on “fire in her eyes” and darkens when she looks down on “that’s been gone” is gorgeous

  • @nananahenananaeanayaaa8308
    @nananahenananaeanayaaa8308 2 года назад +5299

    I absolutely love this. It reminds me so much of all the shit my grandma’s been through. She grew up with neglecting; mentally and physically abusive parents that didn’t even think twice on kicking her out of the house with nowhere to go the moment she told them she was pregnant, and had to deal with her children’s sad excuse of a father. He was also physically and mentally abusive. My grandma worked day and night with three jobs because she had no one to help her. And she’s always regretted not being able to have done what she wanted when she was young, to become a dancer. I cant imagine how hard it must’ve been for her to have done everything by herself with no one by her side to support her. She’s now happily divorced with no need of a man to rely on (not that she ever did lmao) and this just reminds me of the many women that go trough this. It’s so sad thinking that this will forever be a continuing cycle, but props to all the women out there who’ve gone through shit like this and managed to pick themselves up and continue going.💕

    • @ChirimoSpring
      @ChirimoSpring  2 года назад +328

      My gosh, your grandma sounds like a badass. Im glad she's done doing well now!!
      And definitely, I think this song hits so hard because Jenna reminds me so much of my mom, and my own grandma too. I have so much respect for those who keep fighting despite the things that life tosses at them :')

    • @kylejackson7176
      @kylejackson7176 2 года назад +67

      im so sorry :( as a young man it pains me to know some men are like this, it really does. im sorry on behalf of all men who have failed in life. Nobody deserves to be physically or mentally abused.

    • @bugjuice10
      @bugjuice10 Год назад +15

      Despite the inspiring yet painful story you shared with us, this is off-topic but your username reminds me of Frozen's Vuelie song haha..

    • @Bocolip
      @Bocolip Год назад +4

      @@kylejackson7176 thank you.

  • @wasabiidesu
    @wasabiidesu 2 года назад +582

    2:50 you notice how the woman is lighter, when the man comes and grabs her arm, her arm darkens. When she’s slapped her whole body gets darker. Painful little detail

  • @_Ch1wa
    @_Ch1wa 2 года назад +5122

    This made me so sad and you did a good job of putting me in her shoes. I have fear of having kids, so this really got me feeling sorry for the girl in the video. But! the art in the video is so messy and expressive, it really sets emotions in this video. I'm glad I subscribed so I can see more of your wonderful content.

    • @ChirimoSpring
      @ChirimoSpring  2 года назад +499

      Aw thank u! Thats a relief to hear the messiness wasnt too distracting
      And the girl in the video (Jenna) actually has a happy ending in the musical and the movie! spoiler
      after giving birth to her daughter, she realizes her love for her is stronger than her fear of her husband, so she gets a divorce and starts her own little pie shop. So the song isnt too bleak, theres some kinda hopefulness in there :’)

    • @_Ch1wa
      @_Ch1wa 2 года назад +93

      @@ChirimoSpring That's wonderful to hear. And I don't mind the messiness sorry if that came off rude!

    • @ChirimoSpring
      @ChirimoSpring  2 года назад +153

      Nah nah youre not being rude at all, I did deliberately keep it more messy since the polished sketches didnt have the same impact
      Im just glad that the emotions still came through even if the drawings were kinda rough :D

    • @ruealgie
      @ruealgie 2 года назад +53

      @@ChirimoSpring I find messy drawings to be better for emoting certain feelings, tbh. It's like writing in a way -- sometimes, you do some crazy structure to express the perspective.

    • @leilawitherspoon503
      @leilawitherspoon503 2 года назад +11

      @@ChirimoSpring what is the name of the movie ?

  • @kathrine7813
    @kathrine7813 2 года назад +2760

    Being a victim of domestic violence myself I've always found this song comforting. I listened to it the night when I escaped my abuser and was all alone in a women centre in another country. It just felt like a big hug from someone who understood my pain. And that was more than I could have ever asked for. You portrayed this song beautifully and I thank you for that

    • @noniaanimates
      @noniaanimates 2 года назад +34

      Oh my, are you ok? I hope you are well I send my best wishes!

    • @veniaminf5105
      @veniaminf5105 2 года назад +21

      Hope you are doing well now ! Best regards ❤️

    • @hexisveryeepyrn
      @hexisveryeepyrn 2 года назад

      I send 1,000,000 virtual hugs towards you now here: 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗I won’t keep going but you get the gesture, have a wonderful day!

    • @Father_of_Death
      @Father_of_Death Год назад +18

      This song is a love letter to anyone who has suffered abuse. Abuse regardless of its form eats away at a person and breaks them down to the point where they have no self esteem and constantly doubt themself. I speak from experience, I've dealt with three forms of abuse and I still don't have the old me back.

    • @ZeroAguilar
      @ZeroAguilar 7 месяцев назад +5

      I wish u every happiness in life i am so sorry that all of those things happened to u no one deserved that I hope u are happy currently and forever❤

  • @tahraethestoryteller6079
    @tahraethestoryteller6079 2 года назад +291

    1:09 hits harder when you remember that Jenna's mom also had an abusive husband

  • @somedae4672
    @somedae4672 2 года назад +273

    I was in an abusive relationship and got pregnant during that relationship. I lost the baby and to this day I’m still not sure what caused it, whether it be the stress my mind and body was going through or something else. After that I broke and I honestly haven’t been the same since and this happened four years ago and then while I was thinking of the whole situation this popped up and touched my heart so much. I pray that everyone who has went through something similar or everyone that connects to the song can heal. I’m routing for you while I’m on my journey as well. ❤️

    • @eifleefjn8002
      @eifleefjn8002 Год назад +8

      I hope you're doing very well , happy and healthy now🫂💝

    • @somedae4672
      @somedae4672 Год назад +10

      Thank you for your kindness a lot is better now slowly but surely

  • @MarizabelArts
    @MarizabelArts 2 года назад +2079

    this is too amazing.. all the emotions you put out really shows how truly hurt the characters are... I'm amazed and applaud of your stunning work hereee😩🔥🔥

  • @kane1253
    @kane1253 2 года назад +2025

    I am actually sobbing, this is incredible and carries so much emotion!
    The animatic flows so well and your art style is beautiful

  • @emilygaming2416
    @emilygaming2416 2 года назад +358

    My favorite part of this animatic is the sequence from 2:21 to 2:51 because it makes so, so much sense. He was obviously furious, and when Jenna attempted to calm him down, he immediately responded by hitting her rather than listening to her. "And then she'll get stuck," paired with the frame of them in the car, him crying and her looking on with what could almost be resignation, demonstrates their dynamic painfully well. I could almost hear him telling her about how much it hurt him to do, as if she wasn't the one who had been assaulted, followed quickly by his familiar excuses about how little he would have without her. You captured it all so tactfully and emotionally. Excellent, excellent work here, my man.

  • @ChickenTenderBender
    @ChickenTenderBender 2 года назад +776

    This is genuinely one of the best animatics I've seen in a very long time. I'm at a loss for words at how much emotion you were able to convey. I don't say this a lot, but this made me tear up.

  • @andrewwright7855
    @andrewwright7855 2 года назад +4528

    I was sexually assaulted and got pregnant, so this song is very close to my heart. you did a beautiful job, thank you :)
    Edit: thank you all for the outpouring and support, I truly did not expect any of it but could not be more grateful. I am doing much better now, and don't have contact with the perpetrator. this school year is wrapping up, and I am excited about what my future after high school will look like in the next few years. Some of you are asking for the rest of my story, so I will share it here. If it will be triggering to you, please do not read it & keep yourself safe.
    TW:
    This June will be the third anniversary of my assault. I was unprepared to be pregnant, so after the assault, I convinced myself that everything was alright. I did not report the assault to the police because I did not want my parents to know and I did not believe that I would actually get justice because we were both minors. I moved away and did not contact him. In November of the same year, I felt the baby move and could not ignore it anymore. A few weeks later, I had searched for a way to fix the problem without telling my parents, but that was not possible (in Tennesee, parental consent is required and I could not drive). I attempted suicide when i was 26 weeks pregnant because I knew that even if I was able to get to a clinic, they wouldn't be able to do anything legally (19w 6d is the cutoff in TN ). I nearly bled to death and delivered a stillborn baby. I feel the need to say, I do not recommend trying this, It is ineffective, painful, and traumatic. I now work with a sexual assault center at my school and am going to a pro-choice rally this week in lieu of the supreme court doc (I also would not like to go to jail on murder charges).
    Rest well, Finley Emerson

    • @rippcharddrive
      @rippcharddrive 2 года назад +324

      im so sorry that happened to you :(

    • @chichimai.
      @chichimai. 2 года назад +258

      im so sorry, i hope you’re doing okay now 🤍 you’re so strong

    • @adeleaslan8182
      @adeleaslan8182 2 года назад +203

      I’m so sorry that happened, you’re incredibly strong and I pray you’re in a better place now

    • @meghajijo7102
      @meghajijo7102 2 года назад +124

      I dont know how you went through that but you are so strong and brave. I sincerely hope that your getting better and better and doing okay. Hold on and never give up .I hope your in a better place with love and happiness🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

    • @fate8068
      @fate8068 2 года назад +66

      I hope you will be ok.. it’s horrible that that happened to you

  • @fablesofkitkat
    @fablesofkitkat 2 года назад +685

    Idk how you're able to finish animating this because I would bawl my eyes out throughout the process

    • @ChirimoSpring
      @ChirimoSpring  2 года назад +186

      The secret is to cry your eyes dry before starting :’D

  • @groogleysoup
    @groogleysoup 2 года назад +464

    The expressions on their faces are so genuine, it really strikes a chord with me. Great work as always!

  • @gabimcc8531
    @gabimcc8531 2 года назад +697

    You have so much talent, and work so hard it shows in every slide, the emotions, the color palettes, the shadows! It's all so perfect at staying loose and flowing to the next while also resonating in the heart! I didn't ask to start crying at 7:45 Am on my day off, but if it meant I got to see more work like this then I'll gladly keep some tissues on me all the time!

    • @ChirimoSpring
      @ChirimoSpring  2 года назад +49

      Thank u! Sorry for the tears that early in the morning but Im glad u enjoyed it lol

  • @ccttonvxl
    @ccttonvxl Год назад +41

    I wasn't a victim of domestic violence or an abusive relationship. But I was stucked on a toxic friendship for many years and this truly brought back so many memories.
    Being with a person who just consumes your energy and drains you emotionally also hurts. You start to change the way you are just to please them and avoid them getting mad and start an argument. You become scared of talking to them just to be used as their personal psychologist. Every physical contact that comes from them just causes you shivers and makes you uncomfortable... Gosh, my situation may be nothing compared to others, but I just wanted to say that

  • @vivianliu8479
    @vivianliu8479 2 года назад +832

    the art is stunning as always, but you really outdid yourself with the facial expressions💕 absolutely heartwrenching animatic

  • @avimorii
    @avimorii 2 года назад +311

    This is stunning! It's so fluid and beautiful and I'm in tears

  • @clairebear9886
    @clairebear9886 2 года назад +225

    Wow. Just… wow. She used tp be mine is genuinely one of my favorite songs because it’s so incredibly well written, it’s not triumphant, it’s not unrealistic, it’s not our hero getting her happy little ending tied up in a neat bow, it’s a song about hurt and her completely pouring her heart out over how even after everything she’s gone through she keeps going even though she’s lost the person she was before. You captured that absolutely beautifully and this has to be one of my new favorite musical animatics, well done

  • @Dearestmiss
    @Dearestmiss 2 года назад +437

    It's not simple to say
    Most days I don't recognize me
    These shoes and this apron
    That place and its patrons
    Have taken more than I gave 'em
    It's not easy to know
    I'm not anything like I used to be
    Although it's true
    I was never attention sweet center
    I still remember that girl
    She's imperfect but she tries
    She is good but she lies
    She is hard on herself
    She is broken and won't ask for help
    She is messy but she's kind
    She is lonely most of the time
    She is all of this mixed up
    And baked in a beautiful pie
    She is gone but she used to be mine
    It's not what I asked for
    Sometimes life just slips in through a back door
    And carves out a person
    And makes you believe it's all true
    And now I've got you
    And you're not what I asked for
    If I'm honest I know I would give it all back
    For a chance to start over
    And rewrite an ending or two
    For the girl that I knew
    Who be reckless just enough
    Who can hurt but
    Who learns how to toughen up when she's bruised
    And gets used by a man who can't love
    And then she'll get stuck and be scared
    Of the life that's inside her
    Growing stronger each day
    'Til it finally reminds her
    To fight just a little
    To bring back the fire in her eyes
    That's been gone but it used to be mine
    Used to be mine
    She is messy but she's kind
    She is lonely most of the time
    She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie
    She is gone but she used to be Mine

  • @elogan5817
    @elogan5817 2 года назад +60

    The emotion of this is just... so well captured
    The thing that hit hardest (no pun intented) for me has the car ride with her abuser, where she was calm and he cried

  • @musicallypan
    @musicallypan 2 года назад +392

    Holy damn this is so beautiful-
    The emotions, the expressions, they really shine through so much
    ESPESCIALLY AT 2:59 LIKE MY HEART????? HAS BEEN RIPPED OUT OF MY CHEST???
    as a person who does some art the amount of effort and emotion in the frames really just so good???
    like the last part has such fluid motion it was so heart wrenching-
    ITS JUST GREAT ALL AROUND GOOD JOB
    ok adding to this i've been replaying the part 3:00-3:06 cuz the movements are just so frikkin good i swear-
    ALSO the desparation in her EYES at 3:24 is so,,, damn great?? the pain?? the desparation?? she's reaching out basically asking them to not leave??
    Also also i love how she goes from reaching towards a fantasy then crashing back to reality at 3:29-3:37 it just stings.
    To top it all off at the end her saying the words "she used to be mine" just solidifies her reality and its guh great love it i love me some pain.
    Anyway uhhh hope ur having a good day. know that ur work paid off and its really REALLY good and appreciated >:DD

  • @MiraiNoka
    @MiraiNoka 2 года назад +103

    I'm literally celebrating this animatic and spamming everyone with it!
    So glad you're back to making animatics, your art and storyboarding and animation and everything is just too gorgeous!!! 💖

  • @Jessi-Beani
    @Jessi-Beani 2 года назад +78

    wow... the art is so expressive and i actually started crying because of how emotional your brush strokes were. i loved how they got darker and harder towards the end and how you made the fps smoother in times where she was speaking/singing important lyrics to make more of an impact. 1000/10 this was absolutely beautiful and well thought out.

  • @marastia
    @marastia 2 года назад +87

    Holy crap this is underrated. Such a fluid and well worked animatic without it getting too messy and over detailed. Really nice work! You really prioritized what scenes needed to be more animated and what scenes you could leave as more flat frames.

  • @thelifeuofeggu5701
    @thelifeuofeggu5701 2 года назад +131

    The art is so amazing it's 'perfect' in its own way. There sure was a lot of hard work behind it I truly appreciate it and the story, I am just speechless it was so beautiful, the emotions were portrayed so well, feelings can't be seen or heard, it's felt yet some people could make it feel through there writings or art, etc. It's just awesome🌷🌸 and btw I hope you have a great day ahead, take care of yourself~☆^^

  • @stevenuniversemusicals4303
    @stevenuniversemusicals4303 2 года назад +43

    The emotion... I legit almost started crying. This animatic is truly amazing, and I think you captured every word in your art

  • @aivarizhtml
    @aivarizhtml 2 года назад +99

    Your work is more than stunning. The flow of movements, the raw emotions, the scenes - I’ve never imagined this song as vividly as I do now. Thank you for all the hard work.

  • @Father_of_Death
    @Father_of_Death Год назад +6

    I love it.
    "Waitress" is a beautiful story and I have seen both the movie and the musical.
    Jenna is such a sweetheart and it always breaks my heart when we see Earl abuse or belittle her.

  • @celestial_planet
    @celestial_planet 2 года назад +41

    I remember how I used to be so obsessed with this song when I first watched Waitress. Now all the feelings and angst I felt with this just hit me again like a pile of bricks- This is so wonderfully done from the different perspectives, emotions, just everything in this was done so amazingly ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ💕

  • @lifeofatruckerswife
    @lifeofatruckerswife 2 года назад +218

    My daughter used to sing this song on our way to school, while i drove her and her best friend every single morning she'd just sing this.
    Now my girl is in college 400 miles away from me...pursuing her degree in theatre education...
    As I sit and really listen to the lyrics...I remember all those early morning drives to school...I sit by myself and think of that sweet memory while I struggle with letting my girl fly and take her place in this world..and I cry

  • @seoyeonpark469
    @seoyeonpark469 2 года назад +22

    genuinely what the fuck. this is everything!! the animation, the storyline, the color shifts… you captured not what she’s singing but what she’s trying to tell the audience AND IT’S GORGEOUS

  • @trinh5808
    @trinh5808 2 года назад +44

    This animatic is absolutely beautiful. It really does a phenomenal job in portraying the situation, circumstances and feelings. You did a great job with the scenes, the pacing. The choices made within this like lighting, the colors and perspective add so much. Good gods. I really enjoyed watching this. Such a great animatic for a great song.

  • @pinkzebra1888
    @pinkzebra1888 2 года назад +18

    Absolutely beautiful, you can feel all the emotions, confusion, and torment she is going through. You did a wonderful job at tugging at everyone’s heart strings

  • @lune4089
    @lune4089 2 года назад +14

    2:59 - 3:12 just never fails to hurt me. But it's so beautifully drawn that I come back for more.

  • @gramplolo7530
    @gramplolo7530 2 года назад +36

    Absolutely incredible work, the different visual perspectives, the facial expressions, the art, the creativity, I LOVE it, you've got some hella skills.

  • @rosso_charle234
    @rosso_charle234 2 года назад +21

    Loving this song so much, I was glad when you decided do the original song. It made me happy. In fact, it made me cry. I'm glad that you dedicated a lot to this animatic which is simply beautiful and expressive. Waitress is such an underrated musical and it deserves more love.

  • @breyerhorsecraxy
    @breyerhorsecraxy 3 месяца назад +3

    I m bawling, I wasn't expecting this depth of feels when I clicked on the thumbnail from curiosity. beautiful animatic to go with a beautiful song. Thanks for sharing this!

  • @aboxthatdrools
    @aboxthatdrools 2 года назад +8

    2 months... 2 months I've waited.

  • @marl3ymarl3y86
    @marl3ymarl3y86 2 года назад +33

    This is so beautiful, everything about the art to the expressions to the animation just hit close to home and reminded me of the musical. Amazing job!

  • @notacriminal7542
    @notacriminal7542 2 года назад +20

    WOW! This animatic is hands down the MOST beautiful one I have seen in forever - this is so INCREDIBLE (incredibly heartbreaking Id argue but equal parts of both LOL)
    Beautifully executed,, wonderful job of telling a story
    just such an inspiring piece of art on so many levels

  • @luisse8784
    @luisse8784 2 года назад +31

    This is phenomenal!
    The art is very beautiful, the animation is so fluid and the plot is amazing!
    Lots of kudos to you 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

  • @twitchbreadvods
    @twitchbreadvods 2 года назад +6

    I'm crying at the moment. The thought of having this depression and isolation and only just coming out to your parents about it really corresponds with my issues at the moment. The many times that I've seen parents tell their children that they want them to have kids with a loving husband and the same children growing up and running into that broken relationship with a partner that only uses them and leaves when they become pregnant, burns a hole in my heart and ha ing grown up in that idealistic world where everything is

    • @twitchbreadvods
      @twitchbreadvods 2 года назад

      Just heartbreaking (editing note I made a few mistakes and accidentally pressed send the word having was a mistake aswell since I put "ha ving "

  • @jaybonn5973
    @jaybonn5973 2 года назад +7

    What I like what you did here is that you didn'take the emotions too dramatic. What I like about the musical is how domestic it all really is, she never leaves town because it's not about Jenna finding a new life, it's about making the one she has, worthwhile. Thus, visually and musically, it's all very toned down, imitating reality. This animatic shows what a real breakdown is. It's not the sobbing, it's not the desperate looks, it's not the messy hair or hands flying everywhere.
    It's the subtle and instant realization that makes your face freeze. While all the madness is happening up here, the body's natural response is to stop and put all the energy, again. Up here.
    So thematically and emotionally it works really well, it's a great instance of less is more. The audience isn't dumb, a lot of what emotions click is centered around the context the audience is given, not the emotion itself.

  • @PuppyLove2468
    @PuppyLove2468 2 года назад +10

    OMG THIS IS GORGEOUS i love the parts that are basically fully animated they look so cool

  • @daheitu0
    @daheitu0 2 года назад +12

    It's so beautiful yet so sad, reminds of my mother who went through a very abusive relationship and I was concieved by it, not consensual but still my mother wanted to have me. Until I was four years old I still had to see what she endured and I was although young, smart enough to help her enough for her to survive with me. We still suffer through emotional abuse since we live at my grandparent's house who hates us a lot for no reason, sometimes I feel like we're two sides of a same coin, we have a lot of things in common, we both are the 'younger out of three sisters', we both have very bad fathers, and a lot of traumas going on, anxiety, depression. Sometimes I think she would be better if I hadn't been born, and I know she just says horrible things when she's in a bad mood and doesn't really mean to hurt me, but I still can't help and feel guilty because she had to work so hard all these years for me despite everything. at 1:10 specially touched my heart. I always tried to not be a burden, I know she just bumps her traumas and insecurities into me so I feel like I can't really blame her for not being allowed to be a normal child. And I will always be grateful for her love despite it all.
    The song is protrayed so beautifully, makes me tear up!

  • @ButterflyColors
    @ButterflyColors 2 года назад +18

    That was so beautiful. I was so immersed by your stunning artwork and story telling. I can feel every emotion on every single frame. this is so amazing

  • @Mizumii25
    @Mizumii25 Год назад +17

    Ima be honest..... it took me about 10 minutes to hit that like button because i was so busy crying. My mental health has been shit lately to the point that a single panic attack lasted me an hour lately.... I've been finding a lot of songs hitting home lately and being true for me but I think this has to be the strongest one yet. Even typing this, I'm still crying.... It made me really look back at what I was like 15 years ago and realize how much of a different person I am now.... and not in a good way.... It's really hit home how much I have mentally deteriorated and how bad my health has gotten.... People ask someone if they could go back to the past with all their current memories, would they? My answer is yes. Because maybe then I have a chance of not becoming who I am now, but becoming a better person than who I am now..... Getting even harder on my doctors.... Telling my family to fuck off instead of trying to force me to be someone I'm not.... Standing up for myself more against "friends" or anyone for that matter.... Getting myself healthy and keeping it that way.... So much I wish I could change about myself.... I know a lot of it is still possible but because of my mentality.... it's not possible anymore....

    • @supergleek5
      @supergleek5 Год назад +1

      You got this okay? I know exactly how you feel but I promise you you will be okay. ❤ sending love and good vibes my friend

  • @silentdreams4724
    @silentdreams4724 2 года назад +6

    POV: you're in a abusive relationship and feeling stuck. You begin to remember who you were before and the moments you wished you would of left before it got to this point.

    • @silentdreams4724
      @silentdreams4724 2 года назад +1

      For those who related to this comment, you can do this ! I finally got strong and I'm healing now. Im becoming who I was before them , it was the hardest years of my 20 years of life but, I can finally breathe

  • @littlelemon3465
    @littlelemon3465 2 года назад +14

    Oh my goodness, your art style and the way you express emotion in the characters are both so beautiful!

  • @misterptats5141
    @misterptats5141 2 года назад +6

    The song and animatic is incredibly moving and beautiful. How it portrays her story and what she’s gone through really moved me to tears. The emotions shown through her face is amazing!

  • @dawnrose1971
    @dawnrose1971 2 года назад +15

    I honestly feel like I understand the song and musical better after this animatic. I keep rewatching the video, its soo good!!! U did an amazing job!!!!

  • @asquirrelwithapaintbrush5609
    @asquirrelwithapaintbrush5609 Год назад +4

    Literal chills. The ENTIRE time. Thank you for making this song 100x more beautiful

  • @seredrawss
    @seredrawss 2 года назад +11

    Oh God... It's beautiful!! The drawings, the animation, the story... EVERYTHING! Wonderful job! ❤️👏🏻

  • @ashleyclinton5037
    @ashleyclinton5037 Год назад +5

    you know everyone can draw and fill colors on a blank piece of paper but not everyone can instill it with life. every expression of hers was alive and you could feel the pain in her eyes. you are exceptional. I loved the work. it must have taken a lot of time and dedication so i just want to say THANK YOU.

  • @diskcarol
    @diskcarol 2 года назад +4

    I don’t remember the last time I sobbed this violently. this is- beautifully put. I can only thank you.

  • @xolliex4122
    @xolliex4122 2 года назад +6

    i love the way this animatic potrays the theme of domestic abuse as someone whos watched it happen im undoubtfully impressed with how every scene works well with eachother you've got great skills and im in love thank you

  • @noother7411
    @noother7411 2 года назад +8

    Not only I get to see your art from your video,but also new songs.Double win

  • @yahallo1380
    @yahallo1380 2 года назад +9

    watching this has had me crying all over once again. this song always makes me cry when i sing it, and after seeing this, i'm feeling so much emotions. to be able to convey so much into animatics, you're simply the best.

  • @frostygoat8843
    @frostygoat8843 2 года назад +9

    Wow. This was beautiful beyond words! It's like I was feeling everything she was feeling... Excellent job!!

  • @riddhisonekar4061
    @riddhisonekar4061 2 года назад +3

    AHHH NEW POST I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR IT

  • @nolongerposting5317
    @nolongerposting5317 2 года назад +10

    the dynamic movement is wonderful and your work never fails to amaze me I really admire styles like these through the video yes it indeed do a wonderful impact I loved it

  • @constanzeapproves
    @constanzeapproves 3 месяца назад +4

    this is absolutely beautiful.

  • @applefinch2714
    @applefinch2714 2 года назад +3

    In terms of abuse, this song holds a special place in my heart. I remember the first time hearing this song and I cried at the gentleness and power it had. This is the only song that I will cry to whenever it starts to play. For a while, I thought I had it under control but the new singer and your beautiful astounding animation/animatic really got me. Again. I absolutely loved the composition of this, it was so dreamlike and the transitions were amazing. but just the raw emotion in the expressions is what ties it together. Thank you for making this.

  • @adyleade
    @adyleade Год назад +6

    This was devastatingly beautiful. The way Jenna looks at her younger self, your use of light and darkness -- it was all so powerful. I'm not feeling too great rn but your video definitely helped me feel better. I'll be watching it a few more times, hehe :)

  • @4sylvia
    @4sylvia 24 дня назад +1

    I never got what people meant, when they said a video made them cry. I didn't believe them, thought they were exaggerating. But at the end, I really found myself tearing up. My eyes brimmed with tears. Small enough to blink away, but still there. You have talent for capturing the beauty of such a song through your art, not just that, you're a story teller, to tell this song through such artwork. never stop. never stop. don't stop. Because I've never cried from a video before, you have talent and I want you to keep it!

  • @kathleenheck7910
    @kathleenheck7910 3 месяца назад +1

    Man, I can hear a million people sing this song, but no one does it like Jessie Mueller. She puts something into it, I can't explain, but it just goes straight to my heart.

  • @cake5080
    @cake5080 2 года назад +16

    Thank you for this beautiful artt. I can't draw, but I've always admired art and their artists. I adoreee your artstyle, it's very beautiful and not to mention your animatics are so fluid and well made which says a lot about your passion, love, and dedication to your art. This animatic touched my heart and I would've cried if I was alone especially that you added some stories about "she". You capture emotions and facial expressions so well that it actually hurt me. You have the power to touch hearts and I'm suree you'll get really, really far. You are now one of my fave artists and I will continue to support you! Please continue to make art, touch hearts, inspire people, and share your beautiful ideas with us. I look forward to your arts! Please take care of your self and stay safe too!

  • @elainez
    @elainez 8 месяцев назад +2

    I just want to say how much this masterpiece touched me. I have never even seen Waitress as a musical nor know anything about the plot, but this animatic almost brought me to tears because of how beautifully it was done. I can't even put this all into words, but you're honestly sooo talented!

  • @gabmusic2655
    @gabmusic2655 2 года назад +3

    So beautiful and heartbreaking...

  • @poltercat_
    @poltercat_ 2 года назад +24

    ahh this is amazing!! i loved the lighting at 3:01! everything is so fluid :0

  • @Noallapizzaallananas
    @Noallapizzaallananas 9 месяцев назад +7

    The only people who didn't make me feel wrong were my grandparents and my best friend. my grandfather and my best friend passed away in 2018, while my grandmother passed away at the end of May this year. I've never been the same since. I hate myself even more than before, I drown in the desire to live in the past, to say "I love you" to them one more time. When I make a mistake, when I feel bad I can no longer vent to anyone because they were my advisors. Now, in this situation, this video happened to me and I can't describe to you how much it made me cry and how I feel now. I miss being the stupid but happy person i was back then. Don't get me wrong, I have people who love me so much and who I love so much (my boyfriend, some family members and my friends), but everything is so...different..dark..without them

  • @knyp2983
    @knyp2983 2 года назад +36

    I mean I was planning on going to sleep but I had a feeling this was going to be amazing bc it’s one of my fav songs and animatic creators on RUclips!! And I wasn’t wrong 😳 brb gonna go genuinely cry alongside this beautifully emotional video

  • @narissafyord8760
    @narissafyord8760 2 года назад +4

    I love the way you drew your characters. They came alive with the song. And can I say your pie looks delicious 😋? Her expressions in the scene when the shadow engulfs her and when the light shines from her bosom are superbly done. I like how the light was only there briefly as if she regained her strength for just a mooment, before she realizes she's lost herself again. It's all so beautiful

  • @shirley.keeldar
    @shirley.keeldar 2 года назад +2

    IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL MY GOD I'M CRYING

  • @cheateroftheyear13
    @cheateroftheyear13 2 года назад +6

    This brought me to tears. I do not know the song, the characters, but you've managed to sell me this story completely. I believe you've managed to capture the feelings of despair and regret perfectly, thank you

  • @no1ce688
    @no1ce688 2 года назад +85

    kinda sad, no definetly sad
    i like the movements, theyre so fluid! great work again
    0:47 i like this cute part

  • @rose_music
    @rose_music 2 года назад +2

    I'm singing this as my solo in choir and when you actually see how the characters act while singing, in real life or in video, it really gives you a whole new perspective on it

  • @diamondandcristal7661
    @diamondandcristal7661 2 года назад +22

    Fun fact! The creator of the og version was murdered before she was able to see the project she had worked so much on 😃

  • @justanotherfangirl7752
    @justanotherfangirl7752 2 года назад +6

    OMFG THE CHILLSSS!!
    Freaking loved everything in this! the animation, the sketchy art, the FUCKING PRECISION!!
    And the references to the movie were great.
    10000/10
    the best animatic of this song ive seen.

  • @randomish4285
    @randomish4285 2 года назад +3

    This is one song from a musical that I can say I’ve cried a ton to while listening. Great animatic 🤍

  • @jamief1436
    @jamief1436 2 года назад +2

    just thought, "she is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie" is probably a way to say she's more than the sum of her parts
    also, i'm just, so in love with this animation

  • @jennyduong2466
    @jennyduong2466 2 года назад +5

    I adore this song so much, you’ve more than done this justice. Its so beautiful and heart wrenching, just an amazing job!

  • @sadderstudent86
    @sadderstudent86 2 года назад +4

    this is amazing im speechless 😭 i love the way u portray the characters and their emotions im so obsessed aaaaaaaa

  • @vastjanatgc6380
    @vastjanatgc6380 2 года назад +7

    Omg this is amazing idrk what to say I'm lost for words and the amount of work and time that went into this too is so long but it turned out so good so keep up the good work!!💜💜

  • @myname9104
    @myname9104 2 года назад +2

    Literal tears, you’ve done incredible in this, idk what to say. one of my favorite animators + one of my favorite songs. So glad I subscribed

  • @cacia247
    @cacia247 5 месяцев назад +2

    I know you haven't posted anything new in a year and probably won't see this but I just want to say, Thank you for this animatic. It brought me to tears when I first watched it and I have been I love with it, your art style, and how you convey emotions ever since. I would love to see your version of "When He Sees Me" from this play but since I know that won't happen I'll just say thank you again.

  • @itsyaboi2919
    @itsyaboi2919 2 года назад +1

    I keep on coming back to watch this animatic, and I cry every time. The facial expressions and transitions are just *chefs kiss*
    Beautiful work!

  • @pixelwashere9720
    @pixelwashere9720 2 года назад +2

    The animatic is so amazing, to the point it helped me understand the song better and broke me down as I end up relating to the song. I absolutely can't stop watching it!

  • @daxellle
    @daxellle 2 года назад +3

    A new post, we've been blessed.

  • @sonofapotato9025
    @sonofapotato9025 2 года назад +6

    This is wonderful…I’m at a loss for words. Beautiful job.

  • @lunarinyuna2906
    @lunarinyuna2906 2 года назад +1

    This is so amazing! The art, the way of story telling, everything! And how fluent the transitions are! You did an amazing job!

  • @dualityofem
    @dualityofem 2 года назад +1

    everything about this was so emotionally moving, brought me to tears. the expressiveness in your art is a beautiful thing

  • @neliquemelique6077
    @neliquemelique6077 2 года назад +2

    The expressions are drawn perfectly! I feel like i can really feel the emotions even from a screen, and the poses and the way you draw is just amazing!!

  • @WhatTheShrimp
    @WhatTheShrimp Год назад +1

    You conveyed the scenes from this movie and show so perfectly with such incredible emotion, it’s amazing!

  • @Buzz3d
    @Buzz3d 2 года назад +4

    it really got me at 3:00
    the emotion in this whole thing really is so well shown and the animation is fucking gorgeous
    keep up the amazing work, ill be glad to see more of it in the future

  • @rustedkeys4609
    @rustedkeys4609 Год назад +2

    You're art and framing are amazing! You keep characters consistent down to their bone structure and have a great sense of anatomy. Great animatic!

  • @arthurngjinhao
    @arthurngjinhao Год назад +1

    I wasn't prepared for this today.

  • @aleridream7105
    @aleridream7105 2 года назад +2

    This really captures the song and emotions so well! I’m crying. This is beautiful