Love is just one of those powerful things... (0:34) I gave myself to you and now I wonder was it worth it I never gave it up even when it wasn’t working I still stood tall cause to me you was perfect I laugh all the time but inside I am hurting (0:42) Never did I think you’d be the one to do me dirty I shoulda seen it coming cause I’m always observing You don’t know the type of wound that you resurfaced Everything I did for you, I don’t deserve this... LIKE if you would like me to finish this.
Wait 8 bars... Sung: I'm shattered Yeah you and me You tore my heart open badly Now all I do is bleed Rap: Holding back the tears, sittin' in the dark Write it up in a rap, about my broken heart Scattered like a puzzle, shattered just like glass If happiness was a race, I'd definitely come in last Nobody really knows, what goes on behind the screen What happens behind closed doors, why I leave everybody on... seen My sleeves soaked in memories, memories of you and me Memories of my friends, if I had any, and memories of family Wait for beat drop... Sung: I'm shattered Yeah you and me You tore my heart out piece by piece And now I bleed internally...Yeah Rap: I've got no one, I've got nothing Nobody's by my side Just want this hell to go away, want it to all subside But I am still stuck on this rollercoaster of a ride I've been in pain, and I have been hurt way too many times Sung: I'm shattered Yeah you and me Each night I cry myself to sleep That's what happens behind the screen Yeah you and mee....
@@beastedninja3757 I don’t think he uploads music I think he might just write it and I’m assuming this beat was so good it might be the first time he could get a whole song down with his feelings!! Not sure though 🤷♀️
(Verse 1) Shattered dreams, my heart's broken, I'm feeling low The pain runs deep, like a knife that won't let go Backstabbed by the one I trusted, it's a cruel world All the love and loyalty I showed, now it's unfurled I gave you everything, my heart, my soul, my trust But you took it all for granted, left me in the dust It hurts to think about the times we shared The memories we made, now they're nothing but despair I'm left with nothing but the shattered remains Of a love that once burned bright, now in flames It's hard to believe that it's all come to this But I'll rise from the ashes, I won't be dismissed (Chorus) Backlash from the lies and betrayal Feeling like I'm drowning, gasping for air, no exhale The relapse is coming, I can feel it creeping I'm losing my grip, my mind is barely keeping (Verse 2) It's hard to trust again, when the one you love turns to hate The pain's too real, it's a feeling that can't escape My heart's in pieces, it's hard to pick them up I'm trying to move forward, but I'm still stuck I try to put on a brave face, but inside I'm torn The wounds are deep, and the healing's yet to be born I wish I could go back, undo the damage done But I know deep down, there's no way to ever really run So I'll face the backlash, and I'll take it in stride I'll find the strength to move on, and I'll rise I'll rebuild my heart, piece by piece, day by day And maybe one day, the pain will fade away (Bridge) But then I hear the whispers, "check out the new drip" A moment of hope, a chance to heal, and my spirit starts to lift Maybe I can move on, find a way to get by I'll keep pushing forward, even if it's one step at a time (Chorus) Backlash from the lies and betrayal Feeling like I'm drowning, gasping for air, no exhale The relapse is coming, I can feel it creeping But I won't give up, my spirit won't stop reaching.
i used to seriously be into songwriting and rapping, but to tell u the truth this song i made with ChatGPT telling it just a few commands for themes and words of the song.. i just recently found chat gpt
The world we live in Never seems fair Theres never a second to spare Never a second to rest and recover It's always one thing after another Life is like a game Rather slaves to the days Following the ways that they say Conforming to the norm That they formed To work till your reborn Or instead be torn Torn between life or to slowly die inside Surviving this thing called life With one big fight Hoping that one day all will be alright Even if the future don’t seem all that bright People focused only on the negativity Never even trying to gain positivitty Never got that positive energy But That’s just the way our brains have been trained Till the point we are insane Living in a world so plain Curelty and pain is what the day brings Thoughts of suicide is on my brain Kinda just wanting to leave this life I live Because theres nothing else to give Im just so tired of all this shit vb Just want to leave this planet quick and quiet So im no longerr stuck in a place I cant escape To be free from all the pain and games that are played My heart to beat with grace My thoughts stopped right before the clock tocked No more time on the clock But I suppose this way im thinking needs to stop Or i will never be on top On top of my problems Deafting the demons that follow Life is to short even without all these problems Even when im feeling hollow I have to learn to find peace Like when I move with the beat So I can deafeat these problems that are burried so deep eVen if it means deafeating the demons in me Even if its something you cant see Everytime time I smile I cant help but feel defeat Lying to my self that life isnt sorrow Just hoping ill make it till tomorrow
[Intro] Love is just one of those powerful things And lately I’ve been feelin’ lonely Like I aint got nobody And I got all this pain in me So my whole life I just been rockin’ by myself And they wonder why… [Verse 1] God I pray to you now, so I hope that you hear me Heal all this fear and this pain that I’m feelin’ I hope that you take it and hold it so dearly Gonna say a lot of shit but just know this the real me This came from the heart so I hope that you feel me I got all this pain wit nobody to heal me I got all this pain wit nobody to heal me Said I got all this pain wit nobody to heal me [Verse 2] Every night I pray for the lost and the hopeless Suffocated cause I feel our hearts is so broken Stop searchin’ for love in a place that’s already spoken I keep a smile on my face just to mask all my other emotions [Verse 3] I’m not puttin’ you down, I just know what it’s like To sit up in your bed for the rest of the night And ponder those things that you could’ve did right Fight after fight; Every night after night [Verse 4] But we try it and we try it again Sin after sin Crushed by the weight.. until we thin And I’m feelin’ my faith bout to bend I’m feelin’ my faith getting slim I’m feelin’ that light getting’ dim My life just blowin’ in the wind And I’m like God where you been? I’m like God where you been? I’m like God where you been? [Verse 5] Haunted by depression but I still keep a smile on my face Dad gon’ get out but even the lord knows he never stays Been locked up like 6 times and I miss every single day Used to be abused but that’s some shit you’ll never catch me say Momma told me kill myself; I just hope I make it through the day Said you was gonna leave when I was really beggin’ you to stay Hopeless; All the ones that I love drift away; And I wish I could erase [Verse 6] All the times that I spent with you Poured my heart out every time that I vent to you Cried in your arms sayin’ how much you meant to me Someone please tell me it’ll get better eventually [Verse 7] Remember the nights when I used to cry myself to sleep Remember it was cold outside, the struggle just to get some heat Momma workin’ 3 jobs, the struggle just so we could eat 3 kids, one room; The struggle just so we could sleep [Verse 8] All the lessons dad told me Nd’ I’m startin’ just to get em now He brought me up Nd’ all the rest tried to bring me down Wasn’t there for a lot of my life so he was missin’ out It’s okay, the times that he was we had lived it out I’m not just sayin’ want you to know we really lived it out Sister died at birth I get sad every time that I think about Told em bout my dreams and every time I did they would doubt So many times I wanted to kill myself but I had went and took another route [Verse 9] **Didnt do yet**
I feel like I’m shattered Tossed aside Battered Push away Like I don’t even matter What’s the problem What u laughing at Life went by so fast Yea where the casket at I veered of track Instead of going right u lead me on the wrong path Used me again and again now my tires flat These are three years of my life I’ll never get back
I feel shattered tossed aside battered pushed away like I don’t even mater Like what did I do I fell like fool Some girls are so cruel some Some just make me sad and It makes me so mad and I start to feel so Bad cause they say all these bad things Damn I just cry and fall to floor and want to run out the door
But who cares anymore I’m worthless and have no purpose like why did she leave I begged on my knees for her not to leave I’m screaming damn please but she’s gone now I’m and i lost now no love found I’m done now
God I pray to you now. So I hope that you hear me. all of this fear and this pain that I'm feeling . I hope that you take it and hold it so dearly. I pray ever night for the lost and the hopeless . Suffocated cause their heart is so broken. Maybe stop searching for love in a place that you've already spoken. Taking them drugs to mask every emotion. You gonna keep drinking and smoking. God can not hear what you say when the smoke got you choking. And the pills got you floating. I'm not putting you down. I'm just saying I know what that's like. To sit up in bed for the night. And Ponder those things that you could've done right. Fight after fight. We try and we try it again. Sin after sin. Crushed by the weight til we thin. Asking like when does this end. Im feelin my faith bout to bend. My life it just blows in the wind like God where have you been. Throw away all the things that you used to do. This is a newer you. Put down the bottle and pick up the bible I promise this is your revival. You gonna be okay. Imagine you staring your pain the face and you tell him to get out the way. Put on this earth for a purpose so we gonna fulfill it today it's crazy to say two months ago I thought I was okay just living my life didn't care if I died the next day smoking until I could not feel my face heart beating out of my chest life is a mess I was stuck playin these games running from all my emotions I'm feeling hopeless all the ones that I love ran away. Pick myself up wipe the tears from my face. I wish that I could erase. All of times that I spent with you. Poured out my heart when I vent to you. Cried in your arms. Saying how much you meant to me. Tell me that it'll get better eventually. (Updated lyrics. If theirs someone who wants to help with a chorus it would be much appreciated!)
This is amazing. Definetely the best I've heard or read in a while. You could make it far. Love it!! And everyone else should stop trying to put people down.
I don't freestyle but 14 yrs ago my husband cheated on me, long story short we moved on and 4 kids later we are solid strong...First beat i ever searched on RUclips and this was the one i randomly clicked play and let me say thank you for this amazing beat i freestyled a verse to that one time of my life that broked my heart and i cryed...Loved it.🥺
Bro....this beat moved me just now I've been struggling for a while now to actually start writing my songs and put it out there out of just fear alone but listening to that I'm gonna get right to it with this
Love is a descendant of addiction, If your not careful, You'll fall into this depression The only thing that will save you Is Your thoughts and how you correct them. It's okay to be distant, Focus on yourself You're the main mission When the time has come and your self love is done Then you'll be ready to submit to submission is life worth living? Pain that's been bottled in The pain you can't comprehend Only person that will save you Is the one within.
0:34 Sorry I'm a failure all I do is try Look at my reflection and always ask myself why Angel on the left, devil on the right All my life is a fight My days has always been nights Hidden with fake smiles I was young, dumb, broke and stupid Did shit no one thought I did But what's life to live Without a life to live I changed from negative to positive But yet they still look me down shit One mistake turns into a hunnid miles One great job forgotten in the speed of light Turn shit around still I try All I get is denied Everydays a struggle, every days a fight I'm shattered inside Broken pieces scattered nowhere to hide
ight, i wrote this, it's called "fishing" and i don't rap, i just write. start at the beat drop, ad libs are up to you. sittin on my bed wondering where i went wrong and why the hell did i want you for so long what's so special bout you that made my heart throb the agony fills inside so that's why i wrote this song every day i cry for help but no one seems to listen i don't wanna ask just one person but you really got me wishin i'm breakin down at night and its blurrin all my vision i just can't dive in the water when all those girls are fishin they break my heart so fast yeah call it speed racer it ain't a game of tag but i really wanna chase her she makes my heart drop whenever i embrace her she wants me dead though, almost like its an erasure i can't bear all these burdens, my cross too big for my back she gave me butterflies, i'd thought i had a heart attack she left me out to dry, she ignored the clothing rack and i never had the balls to go up and call her back what's the deal with all these girls, screwin with my brain they're making it too confusing, i'm stuck up in their maze i cant see clearly, there's a lot of fuckin haze there's just no black or white here, it's all a dark grey sittin on my bed wondering where i went wrong and why the hell did i want you for so long what's so special bout you that made my heart throb the agony fills inside so that's why i wrote this song every day i cry for help but no one seems to listen i don't wanna ask just one person but you really got me wishin i'm breakin down at night and its blurrin all my vision i just can't dive in the water when all those girls are fishin
@@robertfeiring6347 ayy yo bro if you wanna make a song with my lyrics you could have just asked lmao because lowkey i want at least some payment since i came up with it
@@jonathanskipper9287 but I don't wanna like I'm bitching to you so I'ma tell you right off the bat I think these lyrics are fire so I dont need forest fire to keep me warm at night but I wanna know would you make me more of your fire lyrics ima give you all the credit I actually gotta a RUclips channel to make everyone to feel stronger and I hope you can help
I feel like choking I feel like dying I feel my depression I feel like crying What am I even design for If I have to keep on fighting From open closets to shutted doors These taken pictures have been in remorse For a split second I see raining storms For a quick minute I'm kicked to the core I've seen ripped files been broke apart If you dream they will all shatter It really doesn't matter if your manufactured Case is closed there's no manners Walk away with more daggers In my back I kept no baggage With my heart i got no attachment So who am i with a question My mission to detect my composition So much fear in my words am i contradicted An addict for drugs but love broke my addiction
(0:33) Well i gave my love so lavishly but now i feel like im lacking Be Cause this masterpiece just grapples me while strangling my will to be and i, can't see where i place my feet, runnin all the time into misery Wishin i could live a life where i want to be, wake up in the morning feeling disaster free (0:42) And I never know if im gonna make it. Pacing back and forth into simulation matrix of all the ways, possibilities, and options, im gonna figure this out and make it but inside I'm vulnerable and naked so i freak out fuck off and fake it. Tryna find my place in, life, the world, my girl, and all this lame shit God its lament ;)
Keep your head up man (Slow rap with beat) (0:32) Yeah I know life can be hard but (Beat start) Be strong, aim for the top Ain’t see no reason foyouta stop No easy way there, you really really compete a lot (0:43) Struggle makes a man and always bring your A game Never slack never ever have a lil sumn to blame Say man I done always thought i’as stupid Bad grades n teacher calling me dumb mama was saying son Disappointin (0:59 Little faster) I’m wondering why, was it Satan ? I never got why everyone snakin In my feelings anxiety, I was shakin Just amazin (1:08) 17 now my last year, up to now all I did was fail I had the biggest dreams but to what avail I Knew Never to give up, high hopes the hopes to tell a tale But really who was I to think that I’d after all prevail I’m still struggling but I’m mentally stronger And have a brighter future If I was an x mark I hope I couldn’t be any wronger I still keep my head up and I can you can simple math man
Depression got the best of me Next came all the anxiety Happy is all I’m tryna be Im struggling why can’t u see In the day I’m just a disgrace At night a tear falls down my face Cause of The sad truth I embrace That’s life’s just a dictated race
Living through these nights yeah I’m really feeling shattered Everybody else got somebody making them flattered Sometimes I sit and think does this shit even matter I lie in my bed wishing that i could’ve had her I’m really just trying to see the better picture But I always strike out like depression was the pitcher When I had the chance I prolly should’ve ditched her I didn’t even have the chance to just kiss her You know you used to be someone that I could relate to But now I look back and think damn I hate you Now I feel like your the cause of my fate too Then I found out you were hanging with my mate too Gave me butterflies everytime I looked into her eyes Thinking back she really was a demon in disguise At the time I never knew she was seeing other guys Man I’m just sick of fake people telling lies I hope you realize how much I really cared I hope you realize all the love that I shared I didn’t get any of that back this just really isn’t fair Felt like you dated me like it was some kinda dare
Two shots Two legends are falling Couple pills Another one falling Give me your love I'll give you mine darling The world is turning now I'm worried 20 and 21 That's when the legends falling 20 and 21 That's when the legends calling 20 and 21 That's when the legends falling 20 and 21 That when the legends calling Life's not fair I just cant cope with it Lifes not fair I shouldn't go with it Life's going down I'm slowing down Life's going down I'm going down Two shots Two legends falling Couple pills Another ones falling Give me your love I'll give you mine darling The world is turning Now I'm worried 20 and 21 That's when the legends falling 20 and 21 That's when the legends calling 20 and 21 That's when the legends falling 20 and 21 That's when the legends calling My lifes a mess Calling up my mama My lifes a mess Calling up my papa My bro's a wreck Calling up my mama My bro's a wreck calling up my papa Two shots Two legends falling Couple pills Another one falling Give me your love I'll give you mine darling The world is turning Now I'm worried 20 and 21 That's when the legends falling 20 and 21 That's when the legends calling yeah
Uh I pour my pain from a cup She ask y u bottle up I say u can't drink this cup It's too strong it's ruthless but.. It's mine nd I'm f9 Only cash nd money on my mind Not bout these fans but I'm shake ur hand Coz I knw my ma raise a true man Baby u choose right even though we fight It's at those time tht we notice if it's truly right Is this love worth the fight Well I say yes nd I mean fuck yes Praise 2 God tht I'm so blessed Even tho all this stress thank you momma for not letting the devil kill me.
I know how it feels to be stuck in your thoughts. Trying to get out but they keep holding on. Trying to be happy and trying to move on And the moment your happy they come back more strong. It's hard to distract your self from this whole situation Telling yourself "this is too much, I cannot take this." Trying to get inside of your head and wishing you were able to just erase this. I know that it hurts, I know that sometimes you look at yourself and tell your self "this is not what I deserve". but you got to learn to accept it, It's in the past, you know you cannot change it. Whatever it is just learn from it and take it as a lesson. The more that your down there the more that it hurts, Re-living the moments that made you so happy at first Wishing to go back, when life was so perfect and your life couldn't change for the worst But you have to try your best to move on, It I'll just kill you inside if you keep holding on. Holding on to the fact that this person gone. And this person is not coming back, Those good times are going to be left in the past, Even if you want them to last. And you feel so alone Your feeling so weak and you just wanna stay home So you lay down in your bed But as soon as you do that you start to overthink all of this shit in your head. And you tell yourself why does this happen to me, Why can't I just be happy without pain always attaching to me, I've been through enough, I've been though the storms, Ive been through the ups but mostly the lows, Its been too much i can't do this no more I feel like I'm going insane I'm trying my best to escape from this rain. But this rain doesn't leave me alone, It follows me even on a, sunny day. I want it to just stay away. At least for a day, I want to see how it feels to be happy without all of these problems getting in the way. Is that too much too ask for I hope that it isn't I just forgot how it feels to be happy and be glad that I am still living. Just know Life isn't gonna be easy Theirs gonna be times when you wanna give up But that is a test to see what your made of I know that you got this, I know you'll get through it Just give it some time and you'll see some improvement In life You gotta go through some things in order to grow Without pain or suffer your story will never be told Be thankful for all of the things you got in your life Try to live in the moment and enjoy all of the great moments while your still alive It can be taken in a couple of seconds So don't take the small stuff for granted and just live in the presence.
i dream of sleeping through the night i dream of weeping and feeling alright i dream of keeping out of sight i dream of leaping to new height i dream my brother makes his stand i dream my dad -he gets a hand i dream my mum dreams of me and i dream those dreams end happily i dream her voice soothing sweet i dream my sisters hear it and feel like their dreams are within reach that their choice excists in reality cause i could write a tragedy and fit it to my narrative and everyone feels bad for me and really casue im bad it cause im akward and it sticks so lets focus on the positive search for what ive got to give and if nothings their ill call it quits but even the search shows ive got something ive got the motivation even if its small like a rice grain i cant let them take it i put my brave face on and face it and trust that ill make it through a life long and savour the small things that save us
The way we are (Shattered) - prod. By LEXNOIR Beats P.S. lmk if I should scrap it or actually pursue something with the song in the replys 0:33 Uh, What’s the point of living, can’t express myself Staying at my home, never call me on my phone, sitting here alone, uh, tryna best myself. 0:41 Never thought had the best mental health, but when she left on read, I felt depressed as hell, I knew she wasn’t coming back, asking god for her back, but she never came home, feeling stressed aswell 0:49 Like glass, I’m shattered, hitting hard, much faster, never though that she would leave, now she’s gone and I’m sadder It is dark in the cavern, tryna climb out, unfortunately I don’t have a ladder. Ay, uh. 0:58 Tryna make an image of myself but I don’t have a picture. saying fuck the world, and all the ops, but I don’t I have a vision, like I’m Luther king, I only have dream about all of the bigger things life, cut the act, cut the scene 1:24 Anxiety makes me see different things, Are the homies dying cuz they are in my dreams. Is this shit real cuz it seems fake to me we all the actors and this one big movie scene 1:31 I’m self conscious I don’t wanna be seen I always act like I’m someone they want me to be We hate the system and I hate myself, I don’t care what you say, I don’t wanna be me 1:40 I don’t wanna be me I want to be what I see in my dreams And I know I’m not perfect I don’t wanna be ‘cause I can’t, no I can’t, and I can’t, bitch I can’t, cannot see 1:57 Blinded by the light, and I’m masking my expressions I don’t know why I’m not okay and why I’m stressing Riots turn to poverty, in the streets we causing havoc ‘Cause of civil fucking warfare that we pushing and we repping 2:06 You better watch where you are stepping cuz there’s glass shards Guilty till they proven innocent so they behind bars Free the homies blame is on the police cuz they at large It’s their fault we dying fuck the system they don’t have heart 2:15 We all dying because the government has too many flaws I don’t wanna die it’s to early to spit my last bars It’s not our fault crooked cops do not have heart Why we profiled by race, this is just the way we are 2:31 It’s just the way we are
(0:34) , my life is a disaster I raised myself so I grew up faster last relationship started backwards I’m empty handed and my heart is shattered But I never gave up - on myself Failed suicide , I needed help Loaded guns , and loaded shells I needed god before I burned in hell Damn …, I’m making this song To show you I love you , and I know I was wrong In a place where I didn’t belong And my heart cant take it so I gotta be strong This is for my daughter I’m pulling through , so I can be the father That I never had , he never even bothered This is all I got for now , thanks for stopping by !
(Verse 1) Yeah I feel alone what’s it to you yeah nothing I guess, sitting in my room at my desk yeah always depressed: Writing sad songs when I’m down but they don’t help. all alone on my own never had a proper place that I could call home. (Chorus) So I don’t believe that I’m alive all the time, But I want to know what it’s like to, fly high Away. Sorry if I seem so gone today. (Verse 2) Ha yeah so now your listening, To what I’m sayin how sayin when I’m sayin it But these lyrics mean nothing if your listening you gotta feel what I’m sayin and why I’m sayin it. Ha yeah I know I’m dead inside every night in silence I’ve cried and I’ve cried inside this mind of mine, but I really think I’m dying for real this time coz. (Bridge) I don’t believe that I’m alive all the time, But I want to know what it’s like to, fly high Away. (verse 3) Hmm so I don’t feel nothing, you know the slashes on my arm are aren’t the cat scratches. Let me tell you in my life yeah there’s been damage. In this mental mind of mine hmm shit happens. Dealing with suicide every day of my life Might just make another slit and end it tonight . But if I do that that then I know ima be leaving you which isn’t what I want for you to be feeling too (Chorus) So I don’t believe I’m alive all the time, But I want to know what it’s like to, fly high Away. Fly high away sorry if I’m seem so gone today. (Bridge) I don’t believe that I’m alive all the time, But I want to know what it’s like to, fly high Away. (Spoken) You know, I’ve never feared death, I’ve always felt like he’s feared me, but if that was true, I wouldn’t be alive, but then I think again, it’s not death I fear, it’s how people would feel when I’m gone.
(0:34) I gave myself to you now I wonder was it worth it? I never gave it up even when it wasn’t working I stood tall cause to me you were always perfect I laugh all the time but inside it was always hurting You said you liked me but also that you quickly fell in and out But without your love what’s this life all about? And It’s always hurting cus I gave you to much clout on me And I don’t know what or who I wanna be Now it’s easy to think: “just pick up the gun and flee” You always seemed to be so sure on who you want to be But now my heart tells me to go another way and let you be Just hand me the gun and let me be Now I remember back at the girl I used to love Those lovely cheeks, eyes and crazy laugh of yours But I’m always reminded that in reality I’m on a different course Its like were pushed were pushed from eachother by a different force I’m not sure if I’m in love with you anymore My heart can’t take another stab from you I know you wanted to know me too But truth is that we’re to different to make it trough
My brother passed away and I was dealing with a lot of emotions, but i found this beat and wrote and recorded some shit, just really speaking my feelings. Caught up in a storm as I stare into the vortex, Twistin round my head till its scramblin my cortex, Scrambled thoughts got me twisted, can’t reply to your text, Boredom and depression, leave my baggage tryna board jets, Jet blue, paint the sky, im sad too, With me like a tattoo, Till im turnin black blue, Never new to bad news, Makes me hard to love to, Stuck up in this bad mood, I can never get through, Vortex twisted, don’t tell me that im gifted, I’d rather burn out with the suns rays lifted, The room is spinnin out, i’m way too drifted, And lifes a wreck, hit and run, i’m with it, Too many red lights, and time is ticking, I gotta either miss it or get a ticket, Wrong turn every corner, i need to pivot, Feel caged in this life, how do I exhibit, A better mindset, a life worth living, Each year circles round, no thanks i’m giving, But at least all my grudges are now forgiven, Man life’s too short, those 6 feet i miss em, At least there’s heaven, but this world is hell though, Every hint of happiness hits curves like elbows, Eyes red as elmo, used to get me mellow, It just makes me think, but i’d rather tell though, Jet blue, paint the sky, im sad too, With me like a tattoo, Till im turnin black blue, Never new to bad news, Makes me hard to love to, Stuck up in this bad mood, I can never get through, Down and out, tryna escape this tunnel, Life aint fair, cake taxed through funnels, Dirt thrown on me, ruled out with shovels, Simply cause i speak about the struggle, I’m so pathetic and i can’t embellish, Had to hide my talent, i’m fuckin selfish, Stuck in a pickle, i cannot relish, Eye’s red inferno, this world is hellish, I float off spirits like i’m a spirit, Bloodshot like red eye flying spirit, This life a demon, but i don’t fear it, Cause all this time know i could hear it, And im only scared of the things i don’t know, Will life get better, will the seeds I sow grow, I can’t see progress when its moving this slow though, This jet lonely and im feelin so low, Jet blue, paint the sky, im sad too, With me like a tattoo, Till im turnin black blue, Never new to bad news, Makes me hard to love to, Stuck up in this bad mood, I can never get through soundcloud.app.goo.gl/KeU7ajKoXyNACM6H7
What’s the point of life if we ain’t gonna live it, What’s the point of F*cks if you ain’t gonna give it, I got the train of life to catch, I’m not gonna miss it, But there’s no point in you coming cause you don’t got a ticket.
[ 0:58 sec ] J’ai mal De l’intérieur comme de l’extérieur Je le vis mal On appel sa du malheur Peu de gens m’aide à sortir de cette merde Tout le reste s’amuse a se moquer C’est tellement plus simple que de m’aider Mais vasi pas grave j’avance quand même sans ses rageux qui veulent juste me faire sauter Je passe mes nuit à déprimer Seul dans ma chambre Les larmes font que couler Mon Coeur va finir par s’arrêter Viens m’aider Arrête de me rejeter Arrête de t’éloigner Viens m’épauler Sa me fais mal de repenser A ce putain de passe qui me hante Tant de chose me reviennent Mais c’est tellement difficile d en parler Je remercie le peu de personnes qui m’ont aider A penser à autre chose Qui m’ont permis de m’éloigner de certaines personnes Le seul probleme maintenant Je fais confiance à personne J’avance seul dans la rue Avec cette putain de boule au ventre qui veut pas partit Et maintenant je laisse la parole à ma meilleur boy x2
0:34 Verre de vodka dans la bouche Reste de pot-ca dans la douche T’es incapable de nous voir ensemble T’as voix j’ai plus besoin dl’entendre Inspiré bien plus que tu ne le crois Ce texte il est bien fait pour toi Toujours là quand ça n’allait pas Aujourd’hui c’est moi qui ai besoin de toi 0:51 Trop donner c’était mon péché Pourtant je ne pensai pas regretter Au final tu m’as bien entubé Bravo mon cœur tu l’as refermé 1:08 [Tam] Sur du Damso je vais devoir t’écrire Pour peut être q’enfin tu réalises A quel point t’as peu être naïve De croire que t’étais mon alternative Si tu avais pris la peine de rester Nos cœurs je les aurais cimentés Fondé quelques chose de sérieux Mais qu’est cque j’étais ambitieux 1:29 [Notif] Elle ne me veut pas du bien Elle ne me veut pas du bien Elle fait bonhomme de neige J’ai fais bonhomme de chemin Elle ne me veut pas du bien Elle ne me veut pas du bien Jsuis sortis de là hess Crois pas qu’on va remettre ça 1:50 Fiancé à la vulgarité J’ai renoncé à la vérité J’ai mis mes chances de l’barillet J’ai tirer sans jamais m’arrêter Rosemark si tu veux dla qualité Grosses liasses la mentalité Plus de sable dans le sablier Plus de place dans le paradise 2:10 Ame solitaire 2:15 J’espère t’avoir convaincu Que j’étais sûrement l’élu Que nous 2 ça t’aurai sûrement plu Que tu m’as fortement déçu Mais bon tout ça c’est le passé Pas le temps pour s’apitoyer Grâce à toi j’ai pu avancer J’ai enfin pu goûter Au sentiment d’être aimé
پیراهنم هنو بو عطرتو میده...نگام ب چشمات عشقمو لو میده .. خیلی راحت خط زدی خاطراتو هنو تو دلم کسی نگرفته جاتو.. چقد فرق کردی نگات سرد شده چقده فرق کردی ب من دروغ نگو علی احمق نی..بهم بگو شبا تو بغلش راحت میخوابی اگ منو ببینی میتونی طاقت بیاری؟❤ فک نمیکردم ب عشقت آلوده شم ب من دروغ میگفتی تا من اروم بشم..هرکاری کردم برات ب چشم نیومد هرچی خوبه مال تو بدش مال من.. ولی میگذره محکم ادامه میدم دل من رام بود دل تو بی رحم ..بدون تو پیش میرم دل محکمی دارم چون از این ب بعد اون بالا من خدارو دارم.❤.دیگ نمیکنم قبل خواب فکر بهت و تو دلم کشتمت شدم من مث یه گرگ.. دیگ دستاتو نمیگیرم از عشق دیگ سیرم..دلتنگـ نمیشم با فکر خنده ی تو.. یو
you're livin' with fear letting me see you with eyes fallin tears You got emotions, know you wanna doubt I don't wanna get sad but the words they came out you're in pain yeah but you're not alone please explain i'll be waitin on the phone time for me to listen yeah my pride is on the ground I'm a good guy ain't gonna turn yuh tables around got an issue from my past Can't lie gonna miss you gotta ask Can you be the person that I had to know before you know me Can you be the person that you were before you judged me aye Gotta a lot of problems that you have Putting all the worries in the bag You gotta know that i’ll be by your side When everything is wrong or reality go bad
Yeah I'm shattered (u broke me yeah Verse one You broke my heart I never saw it coming Thought that we were something You thought we were nothing I never thought I would be feeling the way I do I I still love u even thought your thinking bout em Verse 2 You say u want someone who keeps it real with u but then why u feel betrayed when i get real with u u said u loved me I thought it was true Chores Yeah u broke me first it ain't a lie when u did I still tried but it didn't work cause I was shattered my heart was skatered all over the place u was such a waste but I was shattered Verse 3 I loved u at your worst and u couldn't even love me at mine so glad my feeling never intertwine so I guess this is goodbye
I just wanna say, cheers to the better days. I just wanna say everything will be okay. You are stronger than what you think, I don’t know your past, so I can’t say I feel the pain. But listen to my words, and please just PRAY. Life is hard, but it can be a beautiful thing. Don’t let the past get you down, things will soon turn around. Just take your time, and breathe. I know this life thing ain’t easy. People dying and people crying But you’re still alive, so that Gotta stand for something. Dont give up and don’t lose hope. We’re in this together and I hope you know. Sorry to everyone who’s been going through hard times. Im not the best writer and came up with this on the spot. But I hope and pray it gave someone some hope ❤️
My heart so broken cant hold in dont wanna live dont wanna breathe little bro ask me why I dont sleep I just tell him when your older you'll understand me why I do what I do why I say the things I do why I act the way I do I dont wanna do this but it's just me you the only one that make me happy fucked up in this world I dont know what to do my life falling apart but I seal it back up with glue I guess. That's all that you need to be a little happy and to finally feel free dont wanna be here dont wanna breathe
00:34 I have to believe that sum small can save us We make up Every single time we make love And lately I've been so unhappy cuh everything has been changing no longer by my side I feel like your feelings fadin It's crazy said that you would love me forever Got your name tatted on my heart letter by letter But forever ain't as long as I thought it would be Ripped your name out my heart now that's a permanent bleed You see, I cause permanent damage To anybody that gets close to me I would sit and explain my problems but you wouldn't understand it and that ain't how it's posed to be You get close to me then I'll push your ass away you a ghost to me
Life is like glass U gotta handle it with care Your life is so sacred I hope u don’t end it here It’s okay to feel broken inside I promise you’ it’ll be alright
It doesn't even matter no more .I gave it my all. I feel shattered and lost . ain't no such thing as loyalty even that comes with a cost . Days go by I sit here feeling shattered. my heart feeling is scattered .wake up nothing seems to matter . Took a while for me to wake up and change the reason y now I'm going harder .was a beginner now I'm far from a starter .all this pain made me smarter. I don't believe no more. ain't no point of moving on .wondering where I went wrong . Now I'm aware of the lies. I sit back in disguise .I'm not gonna be victimized . it comes by surprise . been known disloyalty by the way she verbalize .so go ahead and try don't apologize. don't be mad when u call and send messages and I decline all ur replies. U had some secrets I was sleeping with a stranger all this time . I was open . ur insecurities was the reason u let ur secrets hide. I guess it comes with our pride. Now I'm shattered and feeling like apart of me has died . I'm feeling shattered I know I'll heal with time. Ill become better hoping next time god gives me a sign
every day I feel the same every girl thinks I'm lame she's making me feel pain so shoot my brain I swear I'm a shame I'm nothing good but fucking plain so will you kill me in the rain please be with me I think we were meant to be please your my crush giving me an adrenalin rush I know you don't care this is unfair I just want to be a pair so please don't let me feel this pain don't want to be left in the rain if we get together I hope its forever getting to the point I'm going to shoot my brain I just want you to care so we can be a pair so please don't let me feel this pain wrap myself up with chain don't want to have to feel this pain I swear you broke my heart now I'm falling apart but your a piece of art without you I'm going insane I swear I'm lame so everybody think I'm a shame looking at you keeps me wondering inside then you broke my pride hope I die in the rain so I don't have to deal with this pain every time you hear my name you think I'm lame your hurting my pride thinking of suicide your stuck in my brain help me get rid of this pain I'm going insane numb the pain shoot my brain I've been through this before I can't do this anymore so please don't let me feel this pain this is my song hope you guys and girls approve it
What am i missing thinking about it is driving me crazy, love,hope a chance to prove my worth i don't know can't even go with the flow cus I'm scared of my world rejecting my soul so i blocked everyone and entered my void so no one can hear the pain in my voice. I want to reach out but who'll be there to save me from falling deep in despair never pictured my life to play as a nightmare, struggling just to be normal feeling aches cause i know no one is looking forward to meeting the real me, guess im just scared out of my wits i didn't think I'd end up like this imagining that one day I'd realize my dream but I'm stuck in a loop so i guess it's just a fantasy. Where do i go to find my real dreams is it set in stone that I'll never know my true destiny maybe so haven't even touched true happiness or scratched the surface yet but i continue to search for a better way to keep my hopes up high so i can find my rightful place so don't mind these sad lines I've just realized i don't have a reason to exist in this space but I'm gonna keep at it no matter how long it takes
I really relate, you're truly we're truly destined to accomplish what we think we can't but we're strong and resilient nobody could ever take THAT from us, you need to pursue your happiness it's very important before I didn't take in count the fact that happiness is something to work out but yes PURSUE YOUR HAPPINESS 🙏🏻 I'LL PRAY FOR YOU AND FOR EVERYBODY WHO SUFFERING IN THEIR LIVES SINCE ALWAYS
3 days past and I haven’t got no sleep 3 goodbyes, All in the same week Passed where pain don’t cut deep Tears running till I can’t speak I can’t speak, I can’t breathe The fuck I ever did to deserve this All I can do is blame the one that you worship Look in the mirror stare in the eyes of a burden All I see is worthless, written in cursive My words are wounds I swear they cut deep It’s hard to ask for help, when it’s just me Friends are phony had none since sixteen Floating by my lonely, going up schitts creek With no paddle, plus they got a hole in the boat Only make it through the day by fact that I smoke My girl said money wasn’t an issue until I was broke Now my baby hears everyday that her daddy a joke My old head told me to just take it in stride He said life going suck until the day that you die And be there for the kids, you exist to provide And never make assumptions till you hear both sides It’s crazy how that sht weighed on my mental Because now I’m told my bro OD’d on some fentanyl He couldnt kick the itch but say no is the principal First hand basis at the morgue, shts getting pitiful I want to believe in a god, show me a demonstration Or is it just like Santa clause made up in a simulation They say give it time, but the time given is wasted But I needa face it, my life would be easier if I just take it (bang)
It’s not a really fast rap and stuff but still I hope someone likes these... Verse 1 Everyone tell me that I’m being dramatic That I’m not depressed just socially awkward I don’t understand why they can’t see it Of course they aren’t in my room at 2 AM But it’s all right I can fake a smile And say I am fine while I’m dying on the inside I wish you could see that I’m not OK I wish that you could see right through me But it’s OK I can make it through the day Even though my brain and heart begin to say That you’re not ok Just please don’t stay in this mental state To make it clear that I’m sincere Wish that they could see. I wish that they could see that Chorus : I lie while I cry at night Losing sleep but it’s all right I can Continue to subside All these growing emotions inside All these growing emotions inside (x2)
E mais uma vez aqui Vai me ouvir Mais uma vez aqui Lutando para pra não chorar Eu peço que se for pra ficar Pavor não machucar Ja brincaram demais Não aguento mais Doi demais Ninguém liga se eu for machucada Afinal era eu que não valia nada Me trataram como nada Sou um pixe fora d'água Eu for pra ser um nada Que eu me divirta só Igual a você egoísta que foi Sem dó nem piedade Do meu coração que tava nas suas mãos Falou que ia cuidar E me largou na PRIMEIRA tentação Afinal era isso que eu valia Pra você um nada Que quis te dar tudo Tu era meu mundo Oque tu fez ? Mais uma vez me machucou O besta aqui perdou Pensei que era amor...e você me deixou ...
(verse) Berat hati ini ku lewati hari demi hari Ku hanya bisa terdiam terpaku seorang diri Teringat memori ku bersama dirimu kembali Ingin rasa hati ini berjumpa dengan mu lagi Ku Berharap suasana seperti yang dulu lagi Dan aku sadar karna itu tak kan pernah terjadi
Its a rough draft and also my first written song so it might be terrible. Still remember the day we faded away Still remember the word we used to say I saw you today but we didn't say hey And now it's every night that I prey I still don't what happened The new me is just a fragment. Of what I used to be A Faded memory My lifes felt so stagnant Every thought that's in my head Wishes me dead I cant face it, Cant erase it Its every f***ing day and I cant take it Im still holding on to what is gone Want to tie a noose and it won't be loose Because the death is what I long But for my mum, I'll stay strong, Thats the way she raised me Not to sit around and cry like a baby But I feel like thats I've done lately Every thought that's in my head Wishes me dead I cant face it Cant erase is Its every f***ing day and I cant take it So what can I do? I did everything for you We tough times but i guess we couldn't pull through I look back in anger and I see red Wishing I was dead but your a f***ing W***er As I write this song I tell my self ill never belong I just hope that I'm wrong
In my head Laying on the concrete No you can’t stop me Yeah it’s too late now Momma I’m sorry Stuck in my head My Vision is red Time to disappear See you in some years Lately I been goin through it Screaming for help no better way to do it Mind of a menace but a heart full of gold How can this world be so fucking cold Why does nobody listen? I empty my lungs and lose all my vision Stuck with no hope and I’m lost in addiction Praying to god that my sins are forgiven But I know It’s to late Time to pick my fate Stared up in heaven and I seen him close the gate I was just 9 tryna find my own escape Mommas little boy but god forbid the day She buries that casket puts me in my grave Momma I’m sorry that you had to pay If only these drugs could erase the pain You’d see me smile but here comes the train Yeah I’m going down But I won’t fall Caught by the noose that is trapped on my jaw Angel on my left but the devils over all Tears in my eyes but no breath left to call Pain fades out Lights go dark Thoughts in my head yeah my memories spark Alone once against its the end of the start They’ll only love me when my world goes dark
(Chorus) I needa way to deal, With the thing I feel / The things that I fear, they talking in my ear / Telllin me lies, that I don’t wanna hear / It sucks I believe em / Fuck earth, sometimes I wanna leave him / (Verse) I’m stuck / Thinking bout the past / Sit in my chair all the memories, I laugh / We had a blast / Breaking and spitten so lyrical you needa cast / All of my haters, Rip em apart /
Thx bro it’s been my dream ever since I was 3 I listen to music every day every hour every minute even before I go to bed,while I shower,eat,chill,run,bike,exc it’s always been my passion to make this world and better and more peaceful place- and to express all my emotions through music- I sing infront of a bunch of people to get rid of stage fright Bc if u never try u will never get over it and I believe in myself that I can one day make it- and make this world awesome again- so if any of YOU out there wanna be a singer,sports player,doctor,nurse,scientist,teacher,police officer, u name it then DO IT there’s no excuse for u to NOT TRY. never give up on UR HOPES AND DREAMS U ARE A M A Z I N G ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT KINGS,QUEENS NEVER EVER LET SOMEONE TELL U WHAT U CAN OR CAN NOT BE MAKE THE BEST OUT OF Life BC U ONLY LIVE ONCE BC IF U DONT GO AND DO WHAT U WANNA DO THEN U WILL REGRET IT WHEN U GROW UP SO NO MORE EXCUSES U CAN DO IT BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
She was more than a friend to me🌹 Till she broke my heart 😔 I thought I had found the perfect friend 💗 But in those eyes I was just miserable.💔 To me she was incredible ✨
0:33 (when song starts) Living my life turns out I’m livin it wrong Havin endless pain while writing this song I have no interest in living real long I’m just tryna go now cuh sum feels wrong Kinda like- I do not belong.. This death of mine is taking way to long And this pain that I have will never be gone yuh And this pain will never be fuckin gone I feel hatred 24/7, it’s been crazy, pppl hating, constant shaming, man it’s crazy, ppl been hating lately damn I just wanna go buy I guess I’ll love my life Everyone saying I’m gon be alright Ion think that’s true I’m prolly gon die soon Man I’ll be surprised if I make it till noon Every single night I look at the moon Wondering if someone else is looking too Then I start thinking will I die alone Will I die before I’m fuckin grown This depression I have been hella bad It’s been making me hella sad It reminds me of the bad times I had, And they ain’t really making me glad Repeat...
Coeur briser Larme sur le cahier Sang sur la couverture Mes bras remplis d'ouverture On se disait à la vie à la mort Aujourd'hui je suis plein de remord Tu ma lâcher juste pour une histoire d'amour T'aider je fesais tous pour Toute tentative rater Deviendra tentative gagner Je me suis noyée dans mes larme Quand ta briser mon cœur c'était plus douloureux qu'une balle Jes eu le cœur arracher Mon âme briser L'alcool étais pas le bon moyen de me faire Oublier Pour toi j'avais tous lâcher Mes amis Et ma famille Le jour où tu m'a briser En larme mais je fesais que écrire sur le cahier Regarde moi Esqueu quand je partirai dans les cieux Tu pensera à moi Quand on étais tous les deux Notre amitié étais immortelle On m'a dis oublie la Cette fille là Pourquoi tu pense elle C'est qu'une puta Tu vois pas qu'elle t' affaibli Pour elle c'est comme un jeu Elle te fais faire que des connerie Essaye de t'en sortir comme tu peux C'est les parole que l'on m'a dit Parce que je voulais partir Je me disais on s'enfou de ma vie Donc je devais en finir Les tentatives s' enchainait Tout le temps on me disais d'arrêter Mais moi jamais je l'ai écouter Je savais que on fond de moi tout le monde s'en fouter Tout le temps je parler d'elle Elle me faciner Je failli perdre ma vie pour elle Mais jamais on m'a remerciée
Hey you, that’s still reading this, you’re wonderful. keep being who you are. love yourself and others you love. you keep getting better each day. one day, maybe we can have a cup of coffee
Coming down from this high Tears fill my eyes I ain't all right Life got me thinking suicide Maybe I should take my life Than Maybe I'll be alright In the after life
So shattered, Bone fractured, Say, take it slow But I need to go faster, Losing control than I crash over What really matters, So many questions, not enough answers, Blunt to the face will I die old of cancer, Seeking my vengeance, Losing my manners, Done with the hate Level one will I master? Run from my fate But it's like I went backwards, I can't escape it, I keep on after, Everything that I've been pushing towards I should keep pushing more, Gave what I could afford, I guess our love was a metaphor, Keep going back and forth, I'm in my panic room,
As I saw you by the door I was your shy child And your eyes were so sad 'Cause you told me That you loved me With all your heartache and misery You stepped in and said our love was through But no your love Two hearts can go wrong Now there's nothing left There's nothing left for me to face So just leave me alone You're not home So don't bother paging me With all your hurtest fears Or who I gave you the heart To love in its true place 'Cause I felt we could never be friends I never thought this would taste like this I never imagined that I'd fall in love again I always knew that I could stop H thanking you for holdin' on Its too late It won't be long Before we're meetin' ground So don't even waste my time My broken worlds are mine forte Don't call me beggin' you to come slow
You’ve been talking to me and honestly its got me flattered, But you’ll soon find it hard to believe but I feel shattered My soul inside me is tattered broken and battered Its hard to breathe at night when the feelings scatter And The fights get worse when my memories climb the ladder And though it hurts so much, it doesn’t matter I guess thats just part of life trying to climb out the dark into the light And I thought you would be that light but in hindsight It wasn’t you but it was me, am I right
Crying....I really feel like I'm dying...hearts broke and I aint lieing...I feel like nothing matters now...maybe its because my heart shattered and hit the ground...my love is gone now...
Verse 1: I thought we had it all Our love was strong and true But now I'm left with nothing Just a heart that's torn in two Chorus: Love can be so beautiful But it can also break your heart I thought we'd last forever But now we're worlds apart Verse 2: I gave you all my love But it wasn't enough for you Now I'm left with memories Of a love that wasn't true Chorus: Love can be so beautiful But it can also break your heart I thought we'd last forever But now we're worlds apart Bridge: I'll pick up the pieces And try to move on But the pain of heartbreak Will linger on and on Chorus: Love can be so beautiful But it can also break your heart I thought we'd last forever But now we're worlds apart Outro: Love can be so cruel Leaving us heartbroken and alone But I'll keep searching for love Until I find a heart to call my own.
Chorus: You broke me, but my love for you is still there I'll never stop loving you, I'll always care You took my heart, you took my soul But my love for you will never grow old Verse 1: You broke me into pieces, left me shattered on the floor But my love for you, it still remains, it's stronger than before I thought we had forever, but forever was just a lie Now I'm just a broken heart, trying to find the reasons why Chorus: You broke me, but my love for you is still there I'll never stop loving you, I'll always care You took my heart, you took my soul But my love for you will never grow old Verse 2: I thought our love was unbreakable, but it was just a dream Now I'm living in the reality, of a love that's not what it seemed You played with my emotions, you left me in the dark But my love for you, it still burns, like an eternal spark Chorus: You broke me, but my love for you is still there I'll never stop loving you, I'll always care You took my heart, you took my soul But my love for you will never grow old Bridge: I don't know how to move on, I don't know how to let go But my love for you, it's something that will always show I thought we had it all, but now it's all gone But my love for you, it will always carry on Outro: You broke me, but my love for you is still strong I'll keep on loving you, no matter what goes wrong You took my heart, you took my soul But my love for you will never grow old
Wish you could see the way I’m living Remember you cooking in the kitchen Now I spit it cuz I’m gifted When you passed, it had my life twisted I hope all my sins are forgiven because without you feels like my life I can’t live it… I remember skipping school, It had you stressed im sorry I ain’t ever mean to hurt nobody But now it’s up to me, so I’m picking off the tree Just so I can eat, sometimes I feel defeated Then I picture you not breathing, Then I find motivation to destroy all my demons I’m changing my life like some clothes, I remember all the doors that closed, Now I’m buying the whole building, Just trynna make a living, Like plan b no kiddin’ Swear I’m on a fucking mission To be the best who ever did it, All while making you smile, My biggest blessing in life was having you around, & fuck these hoes can’t even get aroused, I got a gf & I know she’s sticking around.. Wish you could see the way I’m living Remember you cooking in the kitchen Now I spit it cuz I’m gifted When you passed, it had my life twisted I hope all my sins are forgiven because without you feels like my life I can’t live it… It doesn’t get much easier, Only difference is the people closest Gets sneakier, & more deceiving Roll up a blunt & face that shit, feel like getting high this evening, fake pions suck you dry just like some leeches, Im never gonna stop balling, long as my heart keeps beating & I keep waking up missing you forever even got it on my arm, can’t wait to have some diamonds that shine like lucky charms… Wish you could see the way I’m living Remember you cooking in the kitchen Now I spit it cuz I’m gifted When you passed, it had my life twisted I hope all my sins are forgiven because without you feels like my life I can’t live it… This worth recording ??
I prayed for peace, I prayed no war, I was a kid who didn't know what he was praying for. But nothing came, I was alone, exactly the same, the fog in my brain, did not go away, and that filled my heart my head and my soul with pain.
I guess the question kind of changed from do you love me or not To will I ever love again, I dunno it’s just a thought All the scars you can’t see and all the tears that you brought It’s a lonely existence I can’t be here if your not I just went all by myself to eat at our favorite spot I met with all the little ducklings, it’s crazy how big they got You tell me that you moved on, I guess I’m easily forgot They tell me I’m better off but they don’t know what we had I see the pictures of us in my phone and it makes me sad The person with you in those pictures man he gets me mad He stole my love threw it away And even tho I’m still here today, this felling of nothingness won’t go away Not feeling myself idk what to say I’m still choosing you Nothing ever felt worse then losing you
Emptiness overpowers me I’m surrounded by doubt and my mouth ain’t free It’s all stuck in my mind honest thoughts But Honests only as good as what’s honest for I might lock my doors gonna survive in my room Live in the light that is provided by moon Sing to the sky hope it widens my view Living a lie why am I crying to you You push me into the fire and ask why I’m hurt When you lit the lighter and ignited the worst I won’t sit through this I am alive and I’m burnt From the shit that you did you won’t lead me to lie in the dirt Living like shit till you change your mood I’m meant to just disable my brain while waiting through I’m alone in emotions i lay in my grave awake Waiting for the day that displays a change in you Stare at the wall and where I’ve left my thoughts Better guess I’m dead that’s what you expect of course Regret what I said I don’t expect remorse I expect no less from the one who repressed my corpse
Been tryin to tell you but you won't listen You Don't wanna hear it if it isn't lyrics So I scribble a few down itll be terrific Get my point across no interference Searching for the words to tell em how you did it So I can understand more about your disappearance I love it but I hate the way you can be fearless Cause your selfish sometimes and you push the limits I threatened to leave but I'm here that's funny isn’t Your the one who left and changed your digits Argued with my mom so you got defensive Left me for reasons that aren't authentic Now you wanna play a victim keep a good finish We could have made it work but you'd never listen Accuse me of shit without a single witness Yeah I'm a little salty but it's a race I cannot finish Think about the times you hurt me What did I do to deserve it Guess it doesn't matter I'm fucking worthless That's what you told me right Do you remember that night I do it almost took my life You said he wasn't mine That shit just isn't right Are you out there bumping lines Are you out of your God damned mind Fuck it your insane alright Using our son as a weapon you heartless vixen You have No remorce for your poor decisions Posting pics like a whore just insta fishin Yeah show em your ass! Bet they got good intentions Pull up in your bio best be talking about diapers woman Don't bring dicks around our son if you like em livin You couldn't fill a cup with the shits I've been given You think I've thrown in the towel huh? Keep fucking wishing I've got all the proof that is wasn't me it was you So you wanna play high and mighty I'll tell em the truth I'm not sorry because it's what I gotta do Your selfish and mean; fucking drama queen No concern for others; isn't only me Look at everything you've done to others B I call you that but your not that cardi bitch So why do you think you gotta be a bitch You're a loser if you think there's any peace to what you did!
My heart hurts my heart hurts is this the game Hit Start first my soul cries my heart burst my bro gone he in the hearse we in the church we say the prayers I wear the shirt posed to be me that went first posed to be me that went first... I miss my brother every day rest in peace thank you for making this beat God bless anyone that has lost a loved one
Pain is always a route to my virtues. Life is a story told by nobody who worships you, Never cry wolf because that when pain comes and hurts you, I miss you the most but sometimes you can’t see what blurs you, you think I hurt you the most because I’m caught up all in this fame, you just recollected & and started your own game, don’t understand what you do to me is blinded, I close my eyes, my eyelids, the blinds and fly off to the islands, can’t forget who I am, so why continue to keep trying, my time is well spent, with everyone I know doesn’t matter if I don’t got friends,
Youu, you x2 You broke my heart, I felt like I just got hit by a car. Shit felt so hard, that i even didnt know where i should start Someone continue for the good vibes
I liked her smile she made me happy, without her my life is very sadly My life is dark without your love, I was looking for it but I am tired of Lets continue :S
Of this shit I’m just sitting here alone it just hit I’m so lonely it’s like depression just got to me and bit I look around in class and feel like I don’t I got no place in there I don’t fit She said she loved me I really believed All these girls playing with my heart like it’s free Breaks like a stick from a tree All of this switching up is just making me Sad, sad (Continue it :D)
Yuh All these demons in my brain Like I’m trapped in maze Ain’t nobody hearing me out I’m going insane You don’t know a damn thing All this pain I’m going through I know people can’t relate I know I’m not alone but you don’t know a damn thing Tired of this love shit they leave when you don’t expect a thing All I want is love but that shit gives you pain So with love I just always push away But then again I wanna find my soulmate But not in this world where too many are scared to feel pain Look in my eyes From sleepless nights You would see I had enough of life But I try and try to stay alive But I think i won’t hold on tight They pretend they care but they ain’t even there I just wanna pull the trigger and wake up not here This life shit don’t make no sense why should I care Mama drinking I been thinking ain’t nobody saving Everytime I vent it’s like I’m over explaining I love too many people and that’s how I get hurt
God protect me from my demons I know that I messed up so many times I have lost hope Lots of times but you never lose hope In me. god you are the only one I can trust now people say they will be there for me but all these people keep on leaving I can’t trust anybody else but you my god your always be there around watching Over me and protecting me even tho I’m not going to church, not following the rules and not even reading the Bible i know my lord I did so many bad things but you are always watching over me you were the only one who believed in me when nobody else did. Dear god protect me from my demons I know I messed up so many times i have lost hope lots of times I’m going to try my best to be a better daughter I’m going to start going to church, start following your rules my god ,and continue to back to church I hope you hear this my god and forgive all of my since also to always protect me from all of my demons and protect my faith.🥺❤️
Time ticks away Moving forward From yesterday Moving time Frames that I terchange Behaviors in my brain I've been shamed I've been broken Lost ashamed Today is the Last day I'm show You how my Complex psychological Make up is made You will see sides Of me that will scare you Darkness that's been Built by shadows ghosts Of the damed Shallows In an abyss of sickness That seems lost and hopeless Choke upon The smoke that lays Beneath the surface
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Thank you guys so much for your constant support 🙏🏽 Let’s get this beat to 1M !! 💥
man this is very good
Is this beat free to use
I juss look for beats like this and spill my heart out cause it’s the only way I can let all my emotions out😔
am I allowed to make a song with this ?
@@lilg1114 Sure. It's free for non profit, & for profit use a lease must be purchased
Good luck to everyone trying to become a artist one day I wish the best to all of u. 🤘
pics art profile pic lol
Thank brogad🇧🇧🎙️
U r verry kind hearted prsn love uhhhh !!!
😍
Thanks
i hope everyone succeed their dreams, make their family, friends, teachers proud. respect to everyone from my side
Same for you thank you❤️🥺
this means a lot! respect to you bless your life and hope your dream come true as well
Thx
F my teachers
thank you
Love is just one of those powerful things...
(0:34)
I gave myself to you and now I wonder was it worth it
I never gave it up even when it wasn’t working
I still stood tall cause to me you was perfect
I laugh all the time but inside I am hurting
(0:42)
Never did I think you’d be the one to do me dirty
I shoulda seen it coming cause I’m always observing
You don’t know the type of wound that you resurfaced
Everything I did for you, I don’t deserve this...
LIKE if you would like me to finish this.
go and get it =')
Hii so um I was wondering if I could use those and sing them I wanted to ask before I do it and I'll give u 100% credit just checking real fast
@@addierajjie5371 go for it
@@Quayola Tysmm!!
Can I use some of these lyrics ?
Who ever trying to make a song to dis beat and trying to post it on social media i hope and loved dat u get famous ❤️❤️🥺☺️
ima keep you updated
Working on some rn 🥶🔥
Thank you
My son has been clicking on this beat
i'll keep u updated
I’m trynna work on one!
Wait 8 bars...
Sung:
I'm shattered
Yeah you and me
You tore my heart open badly
Now all I do is bleed
Rap:
Holding back the tears, sittin' in the dark
Write it up in a rap, about my broken heart
Scattered like a puzzle, shattered just like glass
If happiness was a race, I'd definitely come in last
Nobody really knows, what goes on behind the screen
What happens behind closed doors, why I leave everybody on... seen
My sleeves soaked in memories, memories of you and me
Memories of my friends, if I had any, and memories of family
Wait for beat drop...
Sung:
I'm shattered
Yeah you and me
You tore my heart out piece by piece
And now I bleed internally...Yeah
Rap:
I've got no one, I've got nothing
Nobody's by my side
Just want this hell to go away, want it to all subside
But I am still stuck on this rollercoaster of a ride
I've been in pain, and I have been hurt way too many times
Sung:
I'm shattered
Yeah you and me
Each night I cry myself to sleep
That's what happens behind the screen
Yeah you and mee....
can i use this Ill give u credit but I just wanna change a few words or can u send me a recording of you singing this and Ill add my verse
bro can rap this? ill give u credit i love it so much bro
@@nusssteez411 Thanks man
I am 16 and I would love to sing this song and I will give you everything bro
@@brlight5037 alright man, what can I get a hold of you on?
Bro I wrote a whole song to this beat, it’s about dealing with depression which is a big demon for me right now
Whats ur music socials
@@beastedninja3757 I don’t think he uploads music I think he might just write it and I’m assuming this beat was so good it might be the first time he could get a whole song down with his feelings!! Not sure though 🤷♀️
@@mobileclips5434 he said "i wrote a song to this beat" meaning he does music likely cuz if not it would be a poem
Me too man. Keep your head up :)
Upload some vids man
(Verse 1)
Shattered dreams, my heart's broken, I'm feeling low
The pain runs deep, like a knife that won't let go
Backstabbed by the one I trusted, it's a cruel world
All the love and loyalty I showed, now it's unfurled
I gave you everything, my heart, my soul, my trust
But you took it all for granted, left me in the dust
It hurts to think about the times we shared
The memories we made, now they're nothing but despair
I'm left with nothing but the shattered remains
Of a love that once burned bright, now in flames
It's hard to believe that it's all come to this
But I'll rise from the ashes, I won't be dismissed
(Chorus)
Backlash from the lies and betrayal
Feeling like I'm drowning, gasping for air, no exhale
The relapse is coming, I can feel it creeping
I'm losing my grip, my mind is barely keeping
(Verse 2)
It's hard to trust again, when the one you love turns to hate
The pain's too real, it's a feeling that can't escape
My heart's in pieces, it's hard to pick them up
I'm trying to move forward, but I'm still stuck
I try to put on a brave face, but inside I'm torn
The wounds are deep, and the healing's yet to be born
I wish I could go back, undo the damage done
But I know deep down, there's no way to ever really run
So I'll face the backlash, and I'll take it in stride
I'll find the strength to move on, and I'll rise
I'll rebuild my heart, piece by piece, day by day
And maybe one day, the pain will fade away
(Bridge)
But then I hear the whispers, "check out the new drip"
A moment of hope, a chance to heal, and my spirit starts to lift
Maybe I can move on, find a way to get by
I'll keep pushing forward, even if it's one step at a time
(Chorus)
Backlash from the lies and betrayal
Feeling like I'm drowning, gasping for air, no exhale
The relapse is coming, I can feel it creeping
But I won't give up, my spirit won't stop reaching.
i used to seriously be into songwriting and rapping, but to tell u the truth this song i made with ChatGPT telling it just a few commands for themes and words of the song.. i just recently found chat gpt
The world we live in Never seems fair
Theres never a second to spare
Never a second to rest and recover
It's always one thing after another
Life is like a game
Rather slaves to the days
Following the ways that they say
Conforming to the norm
That they formed
To work till your reborn
Or instead be torn
Torn between life or to slowly die inside
Surviving this thing called life
With one big fight
Hoping that one day all will be alright
Even if the future don’t seem all that bright
People focused only on the negativity
Never even trying to gain positivitty
Never got that positive energy
But That’s just the way
our brains
have been trained
Till the point we are insane
Living in a world so plain
Curelty and pain
is what the day brings
Thoughts of suicide is on my brain
Kinda just wanting to leave this life I live
Because theres nothing else to give
Im just so tired of all this shit vb
Just want to leave this planet quick and quiet
So im no longerr stuck in a place I cant escape
To be free from all the pain and games that are played
My heart to beat with grace
My thoughts stopped
right before the clock tocked
No more time on the clock
But I suppose this way im thinking needs to stop
Or i will never be on top
On top of my problems
Deafting the demons that follow
Life is to short even without all these problems
Even when im feeling hollow
I have to learn to find peace
Like when I move with the beat
So I can deafeat these problems
that are burried so deep
eVen if it means deafeating the demons in me
Even if its something you cant see
Everytime time I smile
I cant help but feel defeat
Lying to my self that life isnt sorrow
Just hoping ill make it till tomorrow
This lyrics hit hard
Can i use these lyrics, but change them up a bit
@@dustinthediamondpoirier5028 I didn't use them but I made my own with some of the bars from someone elses.. peep this
[Intro]
Love is just one of those powerful things
And lately I’ve been feelin’ lonely
Like I aint got nobody
And I got all this pain in me
So my whole life I just been rockin’ by myself
And they wonder why…
[Verse 1]
God I pray to you now, so I hope that you hear me
Heal all this fear and this pain that I’m feelin’
I hope that you take it and hold it so dearly
Gonna say a lot of shit but just know this the real me
This came from the heart so I hope that you feel me
I got all this pain wit nobody to heal me
I got all this pain wit nobody to heal me
Said I got all this pain wit nobody to heal me
[Verse 2]
Every night I pray for the lost and the hopeless
Suffocated cause I feel our hearts is so broken
Stop searchin’ for love in a place that’s already spoken
I keep a smile on my face just to mask all my other emotions
[Verse 3]
I’m not puttin’ you down, I just know what it’s like
To sit up in your bed for the rest of the night
And ponder those things that you could’ve did right
Fight after fight; Every night after night
[Verse 4]
But we try it and we try it again
Sin after sin
Crushed by the weight.. until we thin
And I’m feelin’ my faith bout to bend
I’m feelin’ my faith getting slim
I’m feelin’ that light getting’ dim
My life just blowin’ in the wind
And I’m like God where you been?
I’m like God where you been?
I’m like God where you been?
[Verse 5]
Haunted by depression but I still keep a smile on my face
Dad gon’ get out but even the lord knows he never stays
Been locked up like 6 times and I miss every single day
Used to be abused but that’s some shit you’ll never catch me say
Momma told me kill myself; I just hope I make it through the day
Said you was gonna leave when I was really beggin’ you to stay
Hopeless; All the ones that I love drift away; And I wish I could erase
[Verse 6]
All the times that I spent with you
Poured my heart out every time that I vent to you
Cried in your arms sayin’ how much you meant to me
Someone please tell me it’ll get better eventually
[Verse 7]
Remember the nights when I used to cry myself to sleep
Remember it was cold outside, the struggle just to get some heat
Momma workin’ 3 jobs, the struggle just so we could eat
3 kids, one room; The struggle just so we could sleep
[Verse 8]
All the lessons dad told me Nd’ I’m startin’ just to get em now
He brought me up Nd’ all the rest tried to bring me down
Wasn’t there for a lot of my life so he was missin’ out
It’s okay, the times that he was we had lived it out
I’m not just sayin’ want you to know we really lived it out
Sister died at birth I get sad every time that I think about
Told em bout my dreams and every time I did they would doubt
So many times I wanted to kill myself but I had went and took another route
[Verse 9]
**Didnt do yet**
@Zachary Anderson Preciate it 🙏
I feel like I’m shattered
Tossed aside
Battered
Push away
Like I don’t even matter
What’s the problem
What u laughing at
Life went by so fast
Yea where the casket at
I veered of track
Instead of going right u lead me on the wrong path
Used me again and again now my tires flat
These are three years of my life I’ll never get back
can i use these
?
I feel shattered tossed aside battered pushed away like I don’t even mater
Like what did I do I fell like fool
Some girls are so cruel some
Some just make me sad and
It makes me so mad and I start to feel so
Bad cause they say all these bad things
Damn
I just cry and fall to floor and want to run out the door
But who cares anymore I’m worthless and have no purpose like why did she leave I begged on my knees for her not to leave I’m screaming damn please but she’s gone now I’m and i lost now no love found I’m done now
@@Rayne_The_Ghost sure :)
God I pray to you now.
So I hope that you hear me.
all of this fear and this pain that I'm feeling .
I hope that you take it and hold it so dearly.
I pray ever night for the lost and the hopeless .
Suffocated cause their heart is so broken.
Maybe stop searching for love in a place that you've already spoken. Taking them drugs to mask every emotion. You gonna keep drinking and smoking. God can not hear what you say when the smoke got you choking. And the pills got you floating. I'm not putting you down. I'm just saying I know what that's like. To sit up in bed for the night. And Ponder those things that you could've done right. Fight after fight. We try and we try it again. Sin after sin. Crushed by the weight til we thin. Asking like when does this end. Im feelin my faith bout to bend. My life it just blows in the wind like God where have you been. Throw away all the things that you used to do. This is a newer you. Put down the bottle and pick up the bible I promise this is your revival. You gonna be okay. Imagine you staring your pain the face and you tell him to get out the way. Put on this earth for a purpose so we gonna fulfill it today it's crazy to say two months ago I thought I was okay just living my life didn't care if I died the next day smoking until I could not feel my face heart beating out of my chest life is a mess I was stuck playin these games running from all my emotions I'm feeling hopeless all the ones that I love ran away. Pick myself up wipe the tears from my face. I wish that I could erase. All of times that I spent with you. Poured out my heart when I vent to you. Cried in your arms. Saying how much you meant to me. Tell me that it'll get better eventually.
(Updated lyrics. If theirs someone who wants to help with a chorus it would be much appreciated!)
No
you fool? , god doesnt use youtube , if u want to pray go to church
@@mroctober7725 these are rap lyrics smart one
This is amazing. Definetely the best I've heard or read in a while. You could make it far. Love it!! And everyone else should stop trying to put people down.
Yo this fire i did it rap version and it hit hard
I don't freestyle but 14 yrs ago my husband cheated on me, long story short we moved on and 4 kids later we are solid strong...First beat i ever searched on RUclips and this was the one i randomly clicked play and let me say thank you for this amazing beat i freestyled a verse to that one time of my life that broked my heart and i cryed...Loved it.🥺
This is what im going through
I'm happy for you guys Monica
ruclips.net/video/2pS9TDS1RrM/видео.html
Yo a little word play and you can freestyle this comment keep rocking Monica
Sorry that happened to you
So Peaceful Man! I'll Download It Just For Listening 🙌❤️
Thanks!
Illegal being
@@lexnourbeats1 it's took so courage to say Thank you man... BTW I jst subscribed
@JakeYT - YT Poops, Comedy and Entertainment 4 All are you upset by something?
@@himangkumili451 yeah dunno what his prob is
Just dropped a song, but this beat already makes me wanna get right back to writing.
It made me
Ik right bro
Link to your song bro..
@@determinedjudge7098 click to his channel for link
Same here haha
Bro....this beat moved me just now I've been struggling for a while now to actually start writing my songs and put it out there out of just fear alone but listening to that I'm gonna get right to it with this
Love is a descendant of addiction,
If your not careful,
You'll fall into this depression
The only thing that will save you
Is Your thoughts and how you correct them.
It's okay to be distant, Focus on yourself
You're the main mission
When the time has come and your self love is done
Then you'll be ready to submit to submission
is life worth living?
Pain that's been bottled in
The pain you can't comprehend
Only person that will save you
Is the one within.
0:34
Sorry I'm a failure all I do is try
Look at my reflection and always ask myself why
Angel on the left, devil on the right
All my life is a fight
My days has always been nights
Hidden with fake smiles
I was young, dumb, broke and stupid
Did shit no one thought I did
But what's life to live
Without a life to live
I changed from negative to positive
But yet they still look me down shit
One mistake turns into a hunnid miles
One great job forgotten in the speed of light
Turn shit around still I try
All I get is denied
Everydays a struggle, every days a fight
I'm shattered inside
Broken pieces scattered nowhere to hide
wow
Bro that was fire holy fuck 🔥
holy shit bro
You ok bro
can i use these bro please
I just lost my grandfather and this instrument makes me feel good. Thank you
Same bro mine passed a month ago never easy to get over rip to your grandfather
rip stay safe
Music is beautiful and powerful because every single melody you hear comes from someone's mind. You can't put a price on that. Its true magic.
Have you ever seen light
In the nighttime
Have you ever seen dark
In the daytime
I ain’t even feel in long time
I just been stuck in a hard time
Good stuff
Shit hits hard G
ight, i wrote this, it's called "fishing" and i don't rap, i just write. start at the beat drop, ad libs are up to you.
sittin on my bed wondering where i went wrong
and why the hell did i want you for so long
what's so special bout you that made my heart throb
the agony fills inside so that's why i wrote this song
every day i cry for help but no one seems to listen
i don't wanna ask just one person but you really got me wishin
i'm breakin down at night and its blurrin all my vision
i just can't dive in the water when all those girls are fishin
they break my heart so fast yeah call it speed racer
it ain't a game of tag but i really wanna chase her
she makes my heart drop whenever i embrace her
she wants me dead though, almost like its an erasure
i can't bear all these burdens, my cross too big for my back
she gave me butterflies, i'd thought i had a heart attack
she left me out to dry, she ignored the clothing rack
and i never had the balls to go up and call her back
what's the deal with all these girls, screwin with my brain
they're making it too confusing, i'm stuck up in their maze
i cant see clearly, there's a lot of fuckin haze
there's just no black or white here, it's all a dark grey
sittin on my bed wondering where i went wrong
and why the hell did i want you for so long
what's so special bout you that made my heart throb
the agony fills inside so that's why i wrote this song
every day i cry for help but no one seems to listen
i don't wanna ask just one person but you really got me wishin
i'm breakin down at night and its blurrin all my vision
i just can't dive in the water when all those girls are fishin
I love it 😻
@@robertfeiring6347 ay can I have it too?
@@robertfeiring6347 ayy yo bro if you wanna make a song with my lyrics you could have just asked lmao because lowkey i want at least some payment since i came up with it
Ayy I got a question
@@jonathanskipper9287 but I don't wanna like I'm bitching to you so I'ma tell you right off the bat I think these lyrics are fire so I dont need forest fire to keep me warm at night but I wanna know would you make me more of your fire lyrics ima give you all the credit I actually gotta a RUclips channel to make everyone to feel stronger and I hope you can help
One of the most legendary beat i have ever heard
Rishant Singh 🙏🏽
I feel like choking
I feel like dying
I feel my depression
I feel like crying
What am I even design for
If I have to keep on fighting
From open closets to shutted doors
These taken pictures have been in remorse
For a split second I see raining storms
For a quick minute I'm kicked to the core
I've seen ripped files been broke apart
If you dream they will all shatter
It really doesn't matter if your manufactured
Case is closed there's no manners
Walk away with more daggers
In my back I kept no baggage
With my heart i got no attachment
So who am i with a question
My mission to detect my composition
So much fear in my words am i contradicted
An addict for drugs but love broke my addiction
(0:33)
Well i gave my love so lavishly but now i feel like im lacking Be
Cause this masterpiece just grapples me while strangling my will to be
and i, can't see where i place my feet, runnin all the time into misery
Wishin i could live a life where i want to be, wake up in the morning feeling disaster free
(0:42)
And I never know if im gonna make it.
Pacing back and forth into simulation matrix
of all the ways, possibilities, and options, im gonna figure this out and make it
but inside I'm vulnerable and naked so i freak out fuck off and fake it.
Tryna find my place in, life, the world, my girl, and all this lame shit God its lament
;)
jesus bro thats nice and deep jesus thats good
@@HunterTheClown420 Thanks bro 😎 Lyrics aren’t what they should be these days.
Yo turn this into a song rn
its been 2 years @@jasonbains3975
This beat tells a story without any words on it
Yes 🥺
Honestly, I can hear NF rapping this out bruh, so lit. 🔥🔥🔥
Man this just melts my heart
Keep your head up man
(Slow rap with beat)
(0:32)
Yeah I know life can be hard but
(Beat start)
Be strong, aim for the top
Ain’t see no reason foyouta stop
No easy way there, you really really compete a lot
(0:43)
Struggle makes a man and always bring your A game
Never slack never ever have a lil sumn to blame
Say man I done always thought i’as stupid
Bad grades n teacher calling me dumb mama was saying son
Disappointin
(0:59 Little faster)
I’m wondering why, was it Satan ?
I never got why everyone snakin
In my feelings anxiety, I was shakin
Just amazin
(1:08)
17 now my last year, up to now all I did was fail
I had the biggest dreams but to what avail
I Knew Never to give up, high hopes the hopes to tell a tale
But really who was I to think that I’d after all prevail
I’m still struggling but I’m mentally stronger
And have a brighter future
If I was an x mark I hope I couldn’t be any wronger
I still keep my head up and I can you can simple math man
This is what keeps me alive.
Depression got the best of me
Next came all the anxiety
Happy is all I’m tryna be
Im struggling why can’t u see
In the day I’m just a disgrace
At night a tear falls down my face
Cause of The sad truth I embrace
That’s life’s just a dictated race
Living through these nights yeah I’m really feeling shattered
Everybody else got somebody making them flattered
Sometimes I sit and think does this shit even matter
I lie in my bed wishing that i could’ve had her
I’m really just trying to see the better picture
But I always strike out like depression was the pitcher
When I had the chance I prolly should’ve ditched her
I didn’t even have the chance to just kiss her
You know you used to be someone that I could relate to
But now I look back and think damn I hate you
Now I feel like your the cause of my fate too
Then I found out you were hanging with my mate too
Gave me butterflies everytime I looked into her eyes
Thinking back she really was a demon in disguise
At the time I never knew she was seeing other guys
Man I’m just sick of fake people telling lies
I hope you realize how much I really cared
I hope you realize all the love that I shared
I didn’t get any of that back this just really isn’t fair
Felt like you dated me like it was some kinda dare
Two shots
Two legends are falling
Couple pills
Another one falling
Give me your love
I'll give you mine darling
The world is turning
now I'm worried
20 and 21
That's when the legends falling
20 and 21
That's when the legends calling
20 and 21
That's when the legends falling
20 and 21
That when the legends calling
Life's not fair
I just cant cope with it
Lifes not fair
I shouldn't go with it
Life's going down
I'm slowing down
Life's going down
I'm going down
Two shots
Two legends falling
Couple pills
Another ones falling
Give me your love
I'll give you mine darling
The world is turning
Now I'm worried
20 and 21
That's when the legends falling
20 and 21
That's when the legends calling
20 and 21
That's when the legends falling
20 and 21
That's when the legends calling
My lifes a mess
Calling up my mama
My lifes a mess
Calling up my papa
My bro's a wreck
Calling up my mama
My bro's a wreck
calling up my papa
Two shots
Two legends falling
Couple pills
Another one falling
Give me your love
I'll give you mine darling
The world is turning
Now I'm worried
20 and 21
That's when the legends falling
20 and 21
That's when the legends calling yeah
🔥
Bro that was so good , keep up the great work 🙏
Uh
I pour my pain from a cup
She ask y u bottle up
I say u can't drink this cup
It's too strong it's ruthless but..
It's mine nd I'm f9
Only cash nd money on my mind
Not bout these fans but I'm shake ur hand
Coz I knw my ma raise a true man
Baby u choose right even though we fight
It's at those time tht we notice if it's truly right
Is this love worth the fight
Well I say yes nd I mean fuck yes
Praise 2 God tht I'm so blessed
Even tho all this stress thank you momma for not letting the devil kill me.
I know how it feels to be stuck in your thoughts.
Trying to get out but they keep holding on.
Trying to be happy and trying to move on
And the moment your happy they come back more strong.
It's hard to distract your self from this whole situation
Telling yourself "this is too much, I cannot take this."
Trying to get inside of your head and wishing you were able to just erase this.
I know that it hurts,
I know that sometimes you look at yourself and tell your self "this is not what I deserve".
but you got to learn to accept it,
It's in the past, you know you cannot change it.
Whatever it is just learn from it and take it as a lesson.
The more that your down there the more that it hurts,
Re-living the moments that made you so happy at first
Wishing to go back, when life was so perfect and your life couldn't change for the worst
But you have to try your best to move on,
It I'll just kill you inside if you keep holding on.
Holding on to the fact that this person gone.
And this person is not coming back,
Those good times are going to be left in the past,
Even if you want them to last.
And you feel so alone
Your feeling so weak and you just wanna stay home
So you lay down in your bed
But as soon as you do that you start to overthink all of this shit in your head.
And you tell yourself why does this happen to me,
Why can't I just be happy without pain always attaching to me,
I've been through enough, I've been though the storms,
Ive been through the ups but mostly the lows,
Its been too much i can't do this no more
I feel like I'm going insane
I'm trying my best to escape from this rain.
But this rain doesn't leave me alone,
It follows me even on a, sunny day.
I want it to just stay away.
At least for a day,
I want to see how it feels to be happy without all of these problems getting in the way.
Is that too much too ask for
I hope that it isn't
I just forgot how it feels to be happy and be glad that I am still living.
Just know Life isn't gonna be easy
Theirs gonna be times when you wanna give up
But that is a test to see what your made of
I know that you got this, I know you'll get through it
Just give it some time and you'll see some improvement
In life
You gotta go through some things in order to grow
Without pain or suffer your story will never be told
Be thankful for all of the things you got in your life
Try to live in the moment and enjoy all of the great moments while your still alive
It can be taken in a couple of seconds
So don't take the small stuff for granted and just live in the presence.
bro can i sing this ill give you all the credit
@@aidanbeck4423 yea man go for it
i dream of sleeping through the night
i dream of weeping and feeling alright
i dream of keeping out of sight
i dream of leaping to new height
i dream my brother makes his stand
i dream my dad -he gets a hand
i dream my mum dreams of me
and i dream those dreams end happily
i dream her voice soothing sweet
i dream my sisters hear it and feel
like their dreams are within reach
that their choice excists in reality
cause i could write a tragedy
and fit it to my narrative
and everyone feels bad for me
and really casue im bad it
cause im akward and it sticks
so lets focus on the positive
search for what ive got to give
and if nothings their ill call it quits
but even the search shows ive got something
ive got the motivation
even if its small like a rice grain i cant let them take it
i put my brave face on and face it
and trust that ill make it
through a life long and savour
the small things that save us
The way we are (Shattered) - prod. By LEXNOIR Beats
P.S. lmk if I should scrap it or actually pursue something with the song in the replys
0:33
Uh,
What’s the point of living, can’t express myself
Staying at my home, never call me on my phone, sitting here alone, uh, tryna best myself.
0:41
Never thought had the best mental health, but when she left on read, I felt depressed as hell, I knew she wasn’t coming back, asking god for her back, but she never came home, feeling stressed aswell
0:49
Like glass, I’m shattered, hitting hard, much faster, never though that she would leave, now she’s gone and I’m sadder
It is dark in the cavern, tryna climb out, unfortunately I don’t have a ladder. Ay, uh.
0:58
Tryna make an image of myself but I don’t have a picture. saying fuck the world, and all the ops, but I don’t I have a vision, like I’m Luther king, I only have dream about all of the bigger things life, cut the act, cut the scene
1:24
Anxiety makes me see different things,
Are the homies dying cuz they are in my dreams.
Is this shit real cuz it seems fake to me
we all the actors and this one big movie scene
1:31
I’m self conscious I don’t wanna be seen
I always act like I’m someone they want me to be
We hate the system and I hate myself, I don’t care what you say, I don’t wanna be me
1:40
I don’t wanna be me
I want to be what I see in my dreams
And I know I’m not perfect I don’t wanna be
‘cause I can’t, no I can’t, and I can’t, bitch I can’t, cannot see
1:57
Blinded by the light, and I’m masking my expressions
I don’t know why I’m not okay and why I’m stressing
Riots turn to poverty, in the streets we causing havoc
‘Cause of civil fucking warfare that we pushing and we repping
2:06
You better watch where you are stepping cuz there’s glass shards
Guilty till they proven innocent so they behind bars
Free the homies blame is on the police cuz they at large
It’s their fault we dying fuck the system they don’t have heart
2:15
We all dying because the government has too many flaws
I don’t wanna die it’s to early to spit my last bars
It’s not our fault crooked cops do not have heart
Why we profiled by race, this is just the way we are
2:31
It’s just the way we are
You wrote these lyrics bro ?
@@RAZExSW1FT yeah I did lol
@@RAZExSW1FT I mean in my opinion that’s a compliment
@@RAZExSW1FT so thanks
@@landonbehrendt2553 man of course ... they are fire, id love to ring these lines up in the booth , they are fucking amazing
(0:34)
, my life is a disaster
I raised myself so I grew up faster
last relationship started backwards
I’m empty handed and my heart is shattered
But I never gave up - on myself
Failed suicide , I needed help
Loaded guns , and loaded shells
I needed god before I burned in hell
Damn …,
I’m making this song
To show you I love you , and I know I was wrong
In a place where I didn’t belong
And my heart cant take it so I gotta be strong
This is for my daughter
I’m pulling through , so I can be the father
That I never had , he never even bothered
This is all I got for now , thanks for stopping by !
It was amazing bro you should become a artist I’ll be your number one fan
@@jeremiahnoland8906 this actually means a lot man . My only issue is that my voice is a deep country accent so it just wouldn’t sound right
I still believe in you no matter what it still sounds good i don’t care about the acent I can feel the energy and soul you put into it stay strong bro
(Verse 1)
Yeah I feel alone what’s it to you yeah nothing I guess, sitting in my room at my desk yeah always depressed:
Writing sad songs when I’m down but they don’t help.
all alone on my own never had a proper place that I could call home.
(Chorus)
So I don’t believe that I’m alive all the time,
But I want to know what it’s like to, fly high
Away. Sorry if I seem so gone today.
(Verse 2)
Ha yeah so now your listening,
To what I’m sayin how sayin when I’m sayin it
But these lyrics mean nothing if your listening you gotta feel what I’m sayin and why I’m sayin it.
Ha yeah I know I’m dead inside every night in silence I’ve cried and I’ve cried inside this mind of mine, but I really think I’m dying for real this time coz.
(Bridge)
I don’t believe that I’m alive all the time,
But I want to know what it’s like to, fly high
Away.
(verse 3)
Hmm so I don’t feel nothing, you know the slashes on my arm are aren’t the cat scratches.
Let me tell you in my life yeah there’s been damage.
In this mental mind of mine hmm shit happens.
Dealing with suicide every day of my life
Might just make another slit and end it tonight .
But if I do that that then I know ima be leaving you which isn’t what I want for you to be feeling too
(Chorus)
So I don’t believe I’m alive all the time,
But I want to know what it’s like to, fly high
Away. Fly high away sorry if I’m seem so gone today.
(Bridge)
I don’t believe that I’m alive all the time,
But I want to know what it’s like to, fly high
Away.
(Spoken)
You know,
I’ve never feared death, I’ve always felt like he’s feared me, but if that was true, I wouldn’t be alive, but then I think again, it’s not death I fear, it’s how people would feel when I’m gone.
Thats deep
I rapped your comment to the song, that's deep
nice
This hit me
Can we make sum
(0:34)
I gave myself to you now I wonder was it worth it?
I never gave it up even when it wasn’t working
I stood tall cause to me you were always perfect
I laugh all the time but inside it was always hurting
You said you liked me but also that you quickly fell in and out
But without your love what’s this life all about?
And It’s always hurting cus I gave you to much clout on me
And I don’t know what or who I wanna be
Now it’s easy to think: “just pick up the gun and flee”
You always seemed to be so sure on who you want to be
But now my heart tells me to go another way and let you be
Just hand me the gun and let me be
Now I remember back at the girl I used to love
Those lovely cheeks, eyes and crazy laugh of yours
But I’m always reminded that in reality I’m on a different course
Its like were pushed were pushed from eachother by a different force
I’m not sure if I’m in love with you anymore
My heart can’t take another stab from you
I know you wanted to know me too
But truth is that we’re to different to make it trough
Deep /:
My brother passed away and I was dealing with a lot of emotions, but i found this beat and wrote and recorded some shit, just really speaking my feelings.
Caught up in a storm as I stare into the vortex,
Twistin round my head till its scramblin my cortex,
Scrambled thoughts got me twisted, can’t reply to your text,
Boredom and depression, leave my baggage tryna board jets,
Jet blue, paint the sky, im sad too,
With me like a tattoo,
Till im turnin black blue,
Never new to bad news,
Makes me hard to love to,
Stuck up in this bad mood,
I can never get through,
Vortex twisted, don’t tell me that im gifted,
I’d rather burn out with the suns rays lifted,
The room is spinnin out, i’m way too drifted,
And lifes a wreck, hit and run, i’m with it,
Too many red lights, and time is ticking,
I gotta either miss it or get a ticket,
Wrong turn every corner, i need to pivot,
Feel caged in this life, how do I exhibit,
A better mindset, a life worth living,
Each year circles round, no thanks i’m giving,
But at least all my grudges are now forgiven,
Man life’s too short, those 6 feet i miss em,
At least there’s heaven, but this world is hell though,
Every hint of happiness hits curves like elbows,
Eyes red as elmo, used to get me mellow,
It just makes me think, but i’d rather tell though,
Jet blue, paint the sky, im sad too,
With me like a tattoo,
Till im turnin black blue,
Never new to bad news,
Makes me hard to love to,
Stuck up in this bad mood,
I can never get through,
Down and out, tryna escape this tunnel,
Life aint fair, cake taxed through funnels,
Dirt thrown on me, ruled out with shovels,
Simply cause i speak about the struggle,
I’m so pathetic and i can’t embellish,
Had to hide my talent, i’m fuckin selfish,
Stuck in a pickle, i cannot relish,
Eye’s red inferno, this world is hellish,
I float off spirits like i’m a spirit,
Bloodshot like red eye flying spirit,
This life a demon, but i don’t fear it,
Cause all this time know i could hear it,
And im only scared of the things i don’t know,
Will life get better, will the seeds I sow grow,
I can’t see progress when its moving this slow though,
This jet lonely and im feelin so low,
Jet blue, paint the sky, im sad too,
With me like a tattoo,
Till im turnin black blue,
Never new to bad news,
Makes me hard to love to,
Stuck up in this bad mood,
I can never get through
soundcloud.app.goo.gl/KeU7ajKoXyNACM6H7
This beat is very emotional yet chill at the same time. Mad respect to you bro. Glad I found this gem 👏
-R🌟
What’s the point of life if we ain’t gonna live it,
What’s the point of F*cks if you ain’t gonna give it,
I got the train of life to catch, I’m not gonna miss it,
But there’s no point in you coming cause you don’t got a ticket.
Full version?
That’s fire
You gotta make a full version dude I keep rapping this and it’s fire 🔥
[ 0:58 sec ]
J’ai mal
De l’intérieur comme de l’extérieur
Je le vis mal
On appel sa du malheur
Peu de gens m’aide à sortir de cette merde
Tout le reste s’amuse a se moquer
C’est tellement plus simple que de m’aider
Mais vasi pas grave j’avance quand même sans ses rageux qui veulent juste me faire sauter
Je passe mes nuit à déprimer
Seul dans ma chambre
Les larmes font que couler
Mon Coeur va finir par s’arrêter
Viens m’aider
Arrête de me rejeter
Arrête de t’éloigner
Viens m’épauler
Sa me fais mal de repenser
A ce putain de passe qui me hante
Tant de chose me reviennent
Mais c’est tellement difficile d en parler
Je remercie le peu de personnes qui m’ont aider
A penser à autre chose
Qui m’ont permis de m’éloigner de certaines personnes
Le seul probleme maintenant
Je fais confiance à personne
J’avance seul dans la rue
Avec cette putain de boule au ventre qui veut pas partit
Et maintenant je laisse la parole à ma meilleur boy x2
0:34
Verre de vodka dans la bouche
Reste de pot-ca dans la douche
T’es incapable de nous voir ensemble
T’as voix j’ai plus besoin dl’entendre
Inspiré bien plus que tu ne le crois
Ce texte il est bien fait pour toi
Toujours là quand ça n’allait pas
Aujourd’hui c’est moi qui ai besoin de toi
0:51
Trop donner c’était mon péché
Pourtant je ne pensai pas regretter
Au final tu m’as bien entubé
Bravo mon cœur tu l’as refermé
1:08 [Tam]
Sur du Damso je vais devoir t’écrire
Pour peut être q’enfin tu réalises
A quel point t’as peu être naïve
De croire que t’étais mon alternative
Si tu avais pris la peine de rester
Nos cœurs je les aurais cimentés
Fondé quelques chose de sérieux
Mais qu’est cque j’étais ambitieux
1:29 [Notif]
Elle ne me veut pas du bien
Elle ne me veut pas du bien
Elle fait bonhomme de neige
J’ai fais bonhomme de chemin
Elle ne me veut pas du bien
Elle ne me veut pas du bien
Jsuis sortis de là hess
Crois pas qu’on va remettre ça
1:50
Fiancé à la vulgarité
J’ai renoncé à la vérité
J’ai mis mes chances de l’barillet
J’ai tirer sans jamais m’arrêter
Rosemark si tu veux dla qualité
Grosses liasses la mentalité
Plus de sable dans le sablier
Plus de place dans le paradise
2:10
Ame solitaire
2:15
J’espère t’avoir convaincu
Que j’étais sûrement l’élu
Que nous 2 ça t’aurai sûrement plu
Que tu m’as fortement déçu
Mais bon tout ça c’est le passé
Pas le temps pour s’apitoyer
Grâce à toi j’ai pu avancer
J’ai enfin pu goûter
Au sentiment d’être aimé
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you're livin' with fear
letting me see you with eyes fallin tears
You got emotions, know you wanna doubt
I don't wanna get sad but the words they came out
you're in pain yeah
but you're not alone
please explain
i'll be waitin on the phone
time for me to listen yeah my pride is on the ground
I'm a good guy ain't gonna turn yuh tables around
got an issue
from my past
Can't lie gonna miss you
gotta ask
Can you be the person that I had to know before you know me
Can you be the person that you were before you judged me aye
Gotta a lot of problems that you have
Putting all the worries in the bag
You gotta know that i’ll be by your side
When everything is wrong or reality go bad
@AOT Kevin I wrote this song bruh 😅
Yeah I'm shattered (u broke me yeah
Verse one
You broke my heart
I never saw it coming
Thought that we were
something
You thought we were
nothing
I never thought I would be feeling the way I
do I I still love u even thought your thinking
bout em
Verse 2
You say u want someone who keeps it real with u but then why u feel betrayed when i get real with u u said u loved me I thought it was true
Chores
Yeah u broke me first it ain't a lie when u did I still tried but it didn't work cause I was shattered my heart was skatered all over the place u was such a waste but I was shattered
Verse 3
I loved u at your worst and u couldn't even love me at mine so glad my feeling never intertwine so I guess this is goodbye
I just wanna say, cheers to the better days.
I just wanna say everything will be okay.
You are stronger than what you think,
I don’t know your past, so I can’t say I feel the pain.
But listen to my words, and please just PRAY.
Life is hard, but it can be a beautiful thing.
Don’t let the past get you down, things will soon turn around.
Just take your time, and breathe.
I know this life thing ain’t easy.
People dying and people crying
But you’re still alive, so that
Gotta stand for something.
Dont give up and don’t lose hope.
We’re in this together and I hope you know.
Sorry to everyone who’s been going through hard times. Im not the best writer and came up with this on the spot. But I hope and pray it gave someone some hope ❤️
My heart so broken cant hold in dont wanna live dont wanna breathe little bro ask me why I dont sleep I just tell him when your older you'll understand me why I do what I do why I say the things I do why I act the way I do I dont wanna do this but it's just me you the only one that make me happy fucked up in this world I dont know what to do my life falling apart but I seal it back up with glue I guess. That's all that you need to be a little happy and to finally feel free dont wanna be here dont wanna breathe
damb bro this shit deep
Me:
You: explains my life
You're not alone
@@ki4h_331i appreciate it bro
00:34
I have to believe that sum small can save us
We make up
Every single time we make love
And lately I've been so unhappy cuh everything has been changing
no longer by my side I feel like your feelings fadin
It's crazy
said that you would love me forever
Got your name tatted on my heart letter by letter
But forever ain't as long as I thought it would be
Ripped your name out my heart now that's a permanent bleed
You see, I cause permanent damage
To anybody that gets close to me
I would sit and explain my problems but you wouldn't understand it
and that ain't how it's posed to be
You get close to me then I'll push your ass away you a ghost to me
Life is like glass
U gotta handle it with care
Your life is so sacred
I hope u don’t end it here
It’s okay to feel broken inside
I promise you’ it’ll be alright
It doesn't even matter no more .I gave it my all. I feel shattered and lost . ain't no such thing as loyalty even that comes with a cost .
Days go by I sit here feeling shattered. my heart feeling is scattered .wake up nothing seems to matter . Took a while for me to wake up and change the reason y now I'm going harder .was a beginner now I'm far from a starter .all this pain made me smarter.
I don't believe no more. ain't no point of moving on .wondering where I went wrong . Now I'm aware of the lies. I sit back in disguise .I'm not gonna be victimized . it comes by surprise . been known disloyalty by the way she verbalize .so go ahead and try don't apologize. don't be mad when u call and send messages and I decline all ur replies. U had some secrets I was sleeping with a stranger all this time . I was open . ur insecurities was the reason u let ur secrets hide. I guess it comes with our pride. Now I'm shattered and feeling like apart of me has died .
I'm feeling shattered I know I'll heal with time. Ill become better hoping next time god gives me a sign
Bring this is a beautiful song man
Thanks for the likes much appreciate
Love this good job broo
every day I feel the same
every girl thinks I'm lame
she's making me feel pain
so shoot my brain
I swear I'm a shame
I'm nothing good but fucking plain
so will you kill me in the rain
please be with me
I think we were meant to be
please your my crush
giving me an adrenalin rush
I know you don't care
this is unfair
I just want to be a pair
so please don't let me feel this pain
don't want to be left in the rain
if we get together
I hope its forever
getting to the point I'm going to shoot my brain
I just want you to care
so we can be a pair
so please don't let me feel this pain
wrap myself up with chain
don't want to have to feel this pain
I swear you broke my heart
now I'm falling apart
but your a piece of art
without you I'm going insane
I swear I'm lame
so everybody think I'm a shame
looking at you keeps me wondering inside
then you broke my pride
hope I die in the rain
so I don't have to deal with this pain
every time you hear my name
you think I'm lame
your hurting my pride
thinking of suicide
your stuck in my brain
help me get rid of this pain
I'm going insane
numb the pain
shoot my brain
I've been through this before
I can't do this anymore
so please don't let me feel this pain
this is my song hope you guys and girls approve it
What am i missing thinking about it is driving me crazy, love,hope a chance to prove my worth i don't know can't even go with the flow cus I'm scared of my world rejecting my soul so i blocked everyone and entered my void so no one can hear the pain in my voice. I want to reach out but who'll be there to save me from falling deep in despair never pictured my life to play as a nightmare, struggling just to be normal feeling aches cause i know no one is looking forward to meeting the real me, guess im just scared out of my wits i didn't think I'd end up like this imagining that one day I'd realize my dream but I'm stuck in a loop so i guess it's just a fantasy. Where do i go to find my real dreams is it set in stone that I'll never know my true destiny maybe so haven't even touched true happiness or scratched the surface yet but i continue to search for a better way to keep my hopes up high so i can find my rightful place so don't mind these sad lines I've just realized i don't have a reason to exist in this space but I'm gonna keep at it no matter how long it takes
I really relate, you're truly we're truly destined to accomplish what we think we can't but we're strong and resilient nobody could ever take THAT from us, you need to pursue your happiness it's very important before I didn't take in count the fact that happiness is something to work out but yes PURSUE YOUR HAPPINESS 🙏🏻 I'LL PRAY FOR YOU AND FOR EVERYBODY WHO SUFFERING IN THEIR LIVES SINCE ALWAYS
Can I use this I promise to give you credit
@@ricksiota5088 sure if you want
3 days past and I haven’t got no sleep
3 goodbyes, All in the same week
Passed where pain don’t cut deep
Tears running till I can’t speak
I can’t speak, I can’t breathe
The fuck I ever did to deserve this
All I can do is blame the one that you worship
Look in the mirror stare in the eyes of a burden
All I see is worthless, written in cursive
My words are wounds I swear they cut deep
It’s hard to ask for help, when it’s just me
Friends are phony had none since sixteen
Floating by my lonely, going up schitts creek
With no paddle, plus they got a hole in the boat
Only make it through the day by fact that I smoke
My girl said money wasn’t an issue until I was broke
Now my baby hears everyday that her daddy a joke
My old head told me to just take it in stride
He said life going suck until the day that you die
And be there for the kids, you exist to provide
And never make assumptions till you hear both sides
It’s crazy how that sht weighed on my mental
Because now I’m told my bro OD’d on some fentanyl
He couldnt kick the itch but say no is the principal
First hand basis at the morgue, shts getting pitiful
I want to believe in a god, show me a demonstration
Or is it just like Santa clause made up in a simulation
They say give it time, but the time given is wasted
But I needa face it, my life would be easier if I just take it (bang)
May i please use some of these?
@@qtoutcast8970 hell ya my guy I don’t mind
@@gregorybradford9449 k, cuz i have always loved music since ive been able to talk, and ive been trying to get into it 🙂
@@qtoutcast8970 this is just me venting, something I wrote in 20 mins lol. Good luck on your journey man!
@@gregorybradford9449 thanks, im a fan of sad music, so might start doing that
It’s not a really fast rap and stuff but still I hope someone likes these...
Verse 1
Everyone tell me that I’m being dramatic
That I’m not depressed just socially awkward
I don’t understand why they can’t see it
Of course they aren’t in my room at 2 AM
But it’s all right I can fake a smile
And say I am fine while I’m dying on the inside
I wish you could see that I’m not OK
I wish that you could see right through me
But it’s OK I can make it through the day
Even though my brain and heart begin to say
That you’re not ok
Just please don’t stay in this mental state
To make it clear that I’m sincere
Wish that they could see. I wish that they could see that
Chorus :
I lie while I cry at night
Losing sleep but it’s all right
I can Continue to subside
All these growing emotions inside
All these growing emotions inside
(x2)
Nice Bars Man !!
Good luck to everyone trying to be a famous artist and be whatever you want :)
I wish
bro I wish
E mais uma vez aqui
Vai me ouvir
Mais uma vez aqui
Lutando para pra não chorar
Eu peço que se for pra ficar
Pavor não machucar
Ja brincaram demais
Não aguento mais
Doi demais
Ninguém liga se eu for machucada
Afinal era eu que não valia nada
Me trataram como nada
Sou um pixe fora d'água
Eu for pra ser um nada
Que eu me divirta só
Igual a você egoísta que foi
Sem dó nem piedade
Do meu coração que tava nas suas mãos
Falou que ia cuidar
E me largou na PRIMEIRA tentação
Afinal era isso que eu valia
Pra você um nada
Que quis te dar tudo
Tu era meu mundo
Oque tu fez ?
Mais uma vez me machucou
O besta aqui perdou
Pensei que era amor...e você me deixou ...
(verse)
Berat hati ini ku lewati hari demi hari
Ku hanya bisa terdiam terpaku seorang diri
Teringat memori ku bersama dirimu kembali
Ingin rasa hati ini berjumpa dengan mu lagi
Ku Berharap suasana seperti yang dulu lagi
Dan aku sadar karna itu tak kan pernah terjadi
Its a rough draft and also my first written song so it might be terrible.
Still remember the day we faded away
Still remember the word we used to say
I saw you today but we didn't say hey
And now it's every night that I prey
I still don't what happened
The new me is just a fragment.
Of what I used to be
A Faded memory
My lifes felt so stagnant
Every thought that's in my head
Wishes me dead
I cant face it,
Cant erase it
Its every f***ing day and I cant take it
Im still holding on to what is gone
Want to tie a noose and it won't be loose
Because the death is what I long
But for my mum, I'll stay strong,
Thats the way she raised me
Not to sit around and cry like a baby
But I feel like thats I've done lately
Every thought that's in my head
Wishes me dead
I cant face it
Cant erase is
Its every f***ing day and I cant take it
So what can I do? I did everything for you
We tough times but i guess we couldn't pull through
I look back in anger and I see red
Wishing I was dead but your a f***ing W***er
As I write this song
I tell my self ill never belong
I just hope that I'm wrong
I love all your beats so much BFF
Thxxx
LEXNOUR Beats your welcome 🙏 bff
LEXNOUR Beats can you put more songs on Pandora
In my head
Laying on the concrete
No you can’t stop me
Yeah it’s too late now
Momma I’m sorry
Stuck in my head
My Vision is red
Time to disappear
See you in some years
Lately I been goin through it
Screaming for help no better way to do it
Mind of a menace but a heart full of gold
How can this world be so fucking cold
Why does nobody listen?
I empty my lungs and lose all my vision
Stuck with no hope and I’m lost in addiction
Praying to god that my sins are forgiven
But I know It’s to late
Time to pick my fate
Stared up in heaven and I seen him close the gate
I was just 9 tryna find my own escape
Mommas little boy but god forbid the day
She buries that casket puts me in my grave
Momma I’m sorry that you had to pay
If only these drugs could erase the pain
You’d see me smile but here comes the train
Yeah I’m going down
But I won’t fall
Caught by the noose that is trapped on my jaw
Angel on my left but the devils over all
Tears in my eyes but no breath left to call
Pain fades out
Lights go dark
Thoughts in my head yeah my memories spark
Alone once against its the end of the start
They’ll only love me when my world goes dark
Yo can I use these lyrics if I mention u wrote the lyrics
@@bsbBreezy yeah man idc i was just clearing my head...
@@sqwann8612 yeah I’m a pretty good rapper I just rapped all this like 4 times and it’s so good good job to you
@@bsbBreezy let me hear it sometime
@@sqwann8612 yo check it out bruh
(Chorus)
I needa way to deal, With the thing I feel /
The things that I fear, they talking in my ear /
Telllin me lies, that I don’t wanna hear /
It sucks I believe em /
Fuck earth, sometimes I wanna leave him /
(Verse)
I’m stuck /
Thinking bout the past /
Sit in my chair all the memories, I laugh /
We had a blast /
Breaking and spitten so lyrical you needa cast /
All of my haters, Rip em apart /
Thx bro it’s been my dream ever since I was 3 I listen to music every day every hour every minute even before I go to bed,while I shower,eat,chill,run,bike,exc it’s always been my passion to make this world and better and more peaceful place- and to express all my emotions through music- I sing infront of a bunch of people to get rid of stage fright Bc if u never try u will never get over it and I believe in myself that I can one day make it- and make this world awesome again- so if any of YOU out there wanna be a singer,sports player,doctor,nurse,scientist,teacher,police officer, u name it then DO IT there’s no excuse for u to NOT TRY. never give up on UR HOPES AND DREAMS U ARE A M A Z I N G ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT KINGS,QUEENS NEVER EVER LET SOMEONE TELL U WHAT U CAN OR CAN NOT BE MAKE THE BEST OUT OF Life BC U ONLY LIVE ONCE BC IF U DONT GO AND DO WHAT U WANNA DO THEN U WILL REGRET IT WHEN U GROW UP SO NO MORE EXCUSES U CAN DO IT BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
She was more than a friend to me🌹
Till she broke my heart 😔
I thought I had found the perfect friend 💗
But in those eyes I was just miserable.💔
To me she was incredible ✨
никто не поймёт. я до сих пор люблю её. а прошло уже столько времени..
0:33 (when song starts)
Living my life turns out I’m livin it wrong
Havin endless pain while writing this song
I have no interest in living real long
I’m just tryna go now cuh sum feels wrong
Kinda like- I do not belong..
This death of mine is taking way to long
And this pain that I have will never be gone yuh
And this pain will never be fuckin gone
I feel hatred 24/7, it’s been crazy, pppl hating, constant shaming, man it’s crazy, ppl been hating lately damn
I just wanna go buy I guess I’ll love my life
Everyone saying I’m gon be alright
Ion think that’s true I’m prolly gon die soon
Man I’ll be surprised if I make it till noon
Every single night I look at the moon
Wondering if someone else is looking too
Then I start thinking will I die alone
Will I die before I’m fuckin grown
This depression I have been hella bad
It’s been making me hella sad
It reminds me of the bad times I had,
And they ain’t really making me glad
Repeat...
Coeur briser
Larme sur le cahier
Sang sur la couverture
Mes bras remplis d'ouverture
On se disait à la vie à la mort
Aujourd'hui je suis plein de remord
Tu ma lâcher juste pour une histoire d'amour
T'aider je fesais tous pour
Toute tentative rater
Deviendra tentative gagner
Je me suis noyée dans mes larme
Quand ta briser mon cœur c'était plus douloureux qu'une balle
Jes eu le cœur arracher
Mon âme briser
L'alcool étais pas le bon moyen de me faire
Oublier
Pour toi j'avais tous lâcher
Mes amis
Et ma famille
Le jour où tu m'a briser
En larme mais je fesais que écrire sur le cahier
Regarde moi
Esqueu quand je partirai dans les cieux
Tu pensera à moi
Quand on étais tous les deux
Notre amitié étais immortelle
On m'a dis oublie la Cette fille là
Pourquoi tu pense elle
C'est qu'une puta
Tu vois pas qu'elle t' affaibli
Pour elle c'est comme un jeu
Elle te fais faire que des connerie
Essaye de t'en sortir comme tu peux
C'est les parole que l'on m'a dit
Parce que je voulais partir
Je me disais on s'enfou de ma vie
Donc je devais en finir
Les tentatives s' enchainait
Tout le temps on me disais d'arrêter
Mais moi jamais je l'ai écouter
Je savais que on fond de moi tout le monde s'en fouter
Tout le temps je parler d'elle
Elle me faciner
Je failli perdre ma vie pour elle
Mais jamais on m'a remerciée
Hey you, that’s still reading this, you’re wonderful. keep being who you are. love yourself and others you love. you keep getting better each day. one day, maybe we can have a cup of coffee
“Hey how feel” how you been? Why did you go? Why did you stay? All this questions up in my brain
Coming down from this high
Tears fill my eyes
I ain't all right
Life got me thinking suicide
Maybe I should take my life
Than Maybe I'll be alright
In the after life
Nice bars la
Hold this
So shattered,
Bone fractured,
Say, take it slow
But I need to go faster,
Losing control than I crash over
What really matters,
So many questions,
not enough answers,
Blunt to the face will I die old of cancer,
Seeking my vengeance,
Losing my manners,
Done with the hate
Level one will I master?
Run from my fate
But it's like I went backwards,
I can't escape it,
I keep on after,
Everything that I've been pushing towards
I should keep pushing more,
Gave what I could afford,
I guess our love was a metaphor,
Keep going back and forth,
I'm in my panic room,
This is fire bro! Hits a different type of hard!!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
As I saw you by the door
I was your shy child
And your eyes were so sad
'Cause you told me
That you loved me
With all your heartache and misery
You stepped in and said our love was through
But no your love
Two hearts can go wrong
Now there's nothing left
There's nothing left for me to face
So just leave me alone
You're not home
So don't bother paging me
With all your hurtest fears
Or who I gave you the heart
To love in its true place
'Cause I felt we could never be friends
I never thought this would taste like this
I never imagined that I'd fall in love again
I always knew that I could stop
H thanking you for holdin' on
Its too late
It won't be long
Before we're meetin' ground
So don't even waste my time
My broken worlds are mine forte
Don't call me beggin' you to come slow
Goodluck everyone using this beat. You will be successful with time. Keep pushing. G's🙏
GOD of beats ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Love You man ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thanks!
SEFC brought me here. 711 may be gone, but the memories live on.
This sound is one if the best for sad
You’ve been talking to me and honestly its got me flattered,
But you’ll soon find it hard to believe but I feel shattered
My soul inside me is tattered broken and battered
Its hard to breathe at night when the feelings scatter
And The fights get worse when my memories climb the ladder
And though it hurts so much, it doesn’t matter
I guess thats just part of life
trying to climb out the dark into the light
And I thought you would be that light but in hindsight
It wasn’t you but it was me, am I right
Nawhhh i burst out some W rap with this one. This one is amazing🔥
Crying....I really feel like I'm dying...hearts broke and I aint lieing...I feel like nothing matters now...maybe its because my heart shattered and hit the ground...my love is gone now...
Damn I feel your pain
Love this! Thanks for making it free 🙏
I’ma make this my first yt rap using this bro this is fire 🔥 I’m downloading
hey man,say when you end it,I would love to listen 🔥
Thanks bro
Verse 1:
I thought we had it all
Our love was strong and true
But now I'm left with nothing
Just a heart that's torn in two
Chorus:
Love can be so beautiful
But it can also break your heart
I thought we'd last forever
But now we're worlds apart
Verse 2:
I gave you all my love
But it wasn't enough for you
Now I'm left with memories
Of a love that wasn't true
Chorus:
Love can be so beautiful
But it can also break your heart
I thought we'd last forever
But now we're worlds apart
Bridge:
I'll pick up the pieces
And try to move on
But the pain of heartbreak
Will linger on and on
Chorus:
Love can be so beautiful
But it can also break your heart
I thought we'd last forever
But now we're worlds apart
Outro:
Love can be so cruel
Leaving us heartbroken and alone
But I'll keep searching for love
Until I find a heart to call my own.
Chorus:
You broke me, but my love for you is still there
I'll never stop loving you, I'll always care
You took my heart, you took my soul
But my love for you will never grow old
Verse 1:
You broke me into pieces, left me shattered on the floor
But my love for you, it still remains, it's stronger than before
I thought we had forever, but forever was just a lie
Now I'm just a broken heart, trying to find the reasons why
Chorus:
You broke me, but my love for you is still there
I'll never stop loving you, I'll always care
You took my heart, you took my soul
But my love for you will never grow old
Verse 2:
I thought our love was unbreakable, but it was just a dream
Now I'm living in the reality, of a love that's not what it seemed
You played with my emotions, you left me in the dark
But my love for you, it still burns, like an eternal spark
Chorus:
You broke me, but my love for you is still there
I'll never stop loving you, I'll always care
You took my heart, you took my soul
But my love for you will never grow old
Bridge:
I don't know how to move on, I don't know how to let go
But my love for you, it's something that will always show
I thought we had it all, but now it's all gone
But my love for you, it will always carry on
Outro:
You broke me, but my love for you is still strong
I'll keep on loving you, no matter what goes wrong
You took my heart, you took my soul
But my love for you will never grow old
Never give up.
Wish you could see the way I’m living
Remember you cooking in the kitchen
Now I spit it cuz I’m gifted
When you passed, it had my life twisted
I hope all my sins are forgiven because without you feels like my life I can’t live it…
I remember skipping school,
It had you stressed im sorry
I ain’t ever mean to hurt nobody
But now it’s up to me, so I’m picking off the tree
Just so I can eat, sometimes I feel defeated
Then I picture you not breathing,
Then I find motivation to destroy all my demons
I’m changing my life like some clothes,
I remember all the doors that closed,
Now I’m buying the whole building,
Just trynna make a living,
Like plan b no kiddin’
Swear I’m on a fucking mission
To be the best who ever did it,
All while making you smile,
My biggest blessing in life was having you around,
& fuck these hoes can’t even get aroused,
I got a gf & I know she’s sticking around..
Wish you could see the way I’m living
Remember you cooking in the kitchen
Now I spit it cuz I’m gifted
When you passed, it had my life twisted
I hope all my sins are forgiven because without you feels like my life I can’t live it…
It doesn’t get much easier,
Only difference is the people closest
Gets sneakier, & more deceiving
Roll up a blunt & face that shit, feel like getting high this evening, fake pions suck you dry just like some leeches,
Im never gonna stop balling, long as my heart keeps beating & I keep waking up missing you forever even got it on my arm, can’t wait to have some diamonds that shine like lucky charms…
Wish you could see the way I’m living
Remember you cooking in the kitchen
Now I spit it cuz I’m gifted
When you passed, it had my life twisted
I hope all my sins are forgiven because without you feels like my life I can’t live it…
This worth recording ??
sad but fire at the same damn time, good job man👍🎵🎶🎧
I prayed for peace, I prayed no war, I was a kid who didn't know what he was praying for.
But nothing came, I was alone, exactly the same, the fog in my brain, did not go away, and that filled my heart my head and my soul with pain.
I guess the question kind of changed from do you love me or not
To will I ever love again, I dunno it’s just a thought
All the scars you can’t see and all the tears that you brought
It’s a lonely existence I can’t be here if your not
I just went all by myself to eat at our favorite spot
I met with all the little ducklings, it’s crazy how big they got
You tell me that you moved on, I guess I’m easily forgot
They tell me I’m better off but they don’t know what we had
I see the pictures of us in my phone and it makes me sad
The person with you in those pictures man he gets me mad
He stole my love threw it away
And even tho I’m still here today,
this felling of nothingness won’t go away
Not feeling myself idk what to say
I’m still choosing you
Nothing ever felt worse then losing you
Emptiness overpowers me
I’m surrounded by doubt and my mouth ain’t free
It’s all stuck in my mind honest thoughts
But Honests only as good as what’s honest for
I might lock my doors gonna survive in my room
Live in the light that is provided by moon
Sing to the sky hope it widens my view
Living a lie why am I crying to you
You push me into the fire and ask why I’m hurt
When you lit the lighter and ignited the worst
I won’t sit through this I am alive and I’m burnt
From the shit that you did you won’t lead me to lie in the dirt
Living like shit till you change your mood
I’m meant to just disable my brain while waiting through
I’m alone in emotions i lay in my grave awake
Waiting for the day that displays a change in you
Stare at the wall and where I’ve left my thoughts
Better guess I’m dead that’s what you expect of course
Regret what I said I don’t expect remorse
I expect no less from the one who repressed my corpse
nice
Been tryin to tell you but you won't listen
You Don't wanna hear it if it isn't lyrics
So I scribble a few down itll be terrific
Get my point across no interference
Searching for the words to tell em how you did it
So I can understand more about your disappearance
I love it but I hate the way you can be fearless
Cause your selfish sometimes and you push the limits
I threatened to leave but I'm here that's funny isn’t
Your the one who left and changed your digits
Argued with my mom so you got defensive
Left me for reasons that aren't authentic
Now you wanna play a victim keep a good finish
We could have made it work but you'd never listen
Accuse me of shit without a single witness
Yeah I'm a little salty but it's a race I cannot finish
Think about the times you hurt me
What did I do to deserve it
Guess it doesn't matter I'm fucking worthless
That's what you told me right
Do you remember that night
I do it almost took my life
You said he wasn't mine
That shit just isn't right
Are you out there bumping lines
Are you out of your God damned mind
Fuck it your insane alright
Using our son as a weapon you heartless vixen
You have No remorce for your poor decisions
Posting pics like a whore just insta fishin
Yeah show em your ass! Bet they got good intentions
Pull up in your bio best be talking about diapers woman
Don't bring dicks around our son if you like em livin
You couldn't fill a cup with the shits I've been given
You think I've thrown in the towel huh? Keep fucking wishing
I've got all the proof that is wasn't me it was you
So you wanna play high and mighty I'll tell em the truth
I'm not sorry because it's what I gotta do
Your selfish and mean; fucking drama queen
No concern for others; isn't only me
Look at everything you've done to others B
I call you that but your not that cardi bitch
So why do you think you gotta be a bitch
You're a loser if you think there's any peace to what you did!
Ill put this in action for you my man❤ good shit
This is good👍
Tried not to read it but liked anyway
😔💯
I absolutely love this beat ❤🔥
My heart hurts my heart hurts is this the game Hit Start first my soul cries my heart burst my bro gone he in the hearse we in the church we say the prayers I wear the shirt posed to be me that went first posed to be me that went first...
I miss my brother every day rest in peace thank you for making this beat God bless anyone that has lost a loved one
Pain is always a route to my virtues. Life is a story told by nobody who worships you,
Never cry wolf because that when pain comes and hurts you, I miss you the most but sometimes you can’t see what blurs you, you think I hurt you the most because I’m caught up all in this fame, you just recollected & and started your own game, don’t understand what you do to me is blinded, I close my eyes, my eyelids, the blinds and fly off to the islands,
can’t forget who I am,
so why continue to keep trying,
my time is well spent, with everyone I know doesn’t matter if I don’t got friends,
Youu, you x2
You broke my heart,
I felt like I just got hit by a car.
Shit felt so hard, that i even didnt know where i should start
Someone continue for the good vibes
I liked her smile she made me happy, without her my life is very sadly
My life is dark without your love, I was looking for it but I am tired of
Lets continue :S
Of this shit I’m just sitting here alone it just hit
I’m so lonely it’s like depression just got to me and bit
I look around in class and feel like I don’t I got no place in there I don’t fit
She said she loved me I really believed
All these girls playing with my heart like it’s free
Breaks like a stick from a tree
All of this switching up is just making me
Sad, sad
(Continue it :D)
Yuh
All these demons in my brain
Like I’m trapped in maze
Ain’t nobody hearing me out I’m going insane
You don’t know a damn thing
All this pain I’m going through I know people can’t relate
I know I’m not alone but you don’t know a damn thing
Tired of this love shit they leave when you don’t expect a thing
All I want is love but that shit gives you pain
So with love I just always push away
But then again I wanna find my soulmate
But not in this world where too many are scared to feel pain
Look in my eyes
From sleepless nights
You would see I had enough of life
But I try and try to stay alive
But I think i won’t hold on tight
They pretend they care but they ain’t even there
I just wanna pull the trigger and wake up not here
This life shit don’t make no sense why should I care
Mama drinking I been thinking ain’t nobody saving
Everytime I vent it’s like I’m over explaining
I love too many people and that’s how I get hurt
God protect me from my demons I know that I messed up so many times I have lost hope Lots of times but you never lose hope In me. god you are the only one I can trust now people say they will be there for me but all these people keep on leaving I can’t trust anybody else but you my god your always be there around watching Over me and protecting me even tho I’m not going to church, not following the rules and not even reading the Bible i know my lord I did so many bad things but you are always watching over me you were the only one who believed in me when nobody else did. Dear god protect me from my demons I know I messed up so many times i have lost hope lots of times I’m going to try my best to be a better daughter I’m going to start going to church, start following your rules my god ,and continue to back to church I hope you hear this my god and forgive all of my since also to always protect me from all of my demons and protect my faith.🥺❤️
amen
Thanks man
Time ticks away
Moving forward
From yesterday
Moving time
Frames that I terchange
Behaviors in my brain
I've been shamed
I've been broken
Lost ashamed
Today is the
Last day
I'm show
You how my
Complex psychological
Make up is made
You will see sides
Of me that will scare you
Darkness that's been
Built by shadows ghosts
Of the damed Shallows
In an abyss of sickness
That seems lost and hopeless
Choke upon
The smoke that lays
Beneath the surface