Man I’m really so depressed All I ever feel is stress My life is such a damn mess I ain’t making no progress I am caring less and less This shit needs to be addressed I don’t know why you said yes My heart always gets finessed Yeah I’m really in distress Life has me feeling so pressed Mind running round like recess I got something to confess I ain’t ever had success I’m not ever feeling blessed Life is hard like the game chess It’s hard for me to digest Some days I just wanna die Some days I just wanna cry Some days I don’t wanna be alive But I just smoke a blunt and I get super high With the guys On our time Yeah you know we on our grind And you know I’m really trying to have a better state of mind So that I can live my best life But I wanna know why You made me die inside I could see thru your lies Why did I even try Now this is goodbye Bitch please You don’t miss me You miss my weed And my money Bitch please It’s crazy how you never even cared I gave you the world I would of done anything to make sure that you stayed my girl But you wish that I was dead Told me to put a bullet in my head Man that is fucked up That shits so damn fucked up damn Mane you know that we can’t go back to them days When things were great And we would stay up late And we would watch tv and have a date But now everything’s filled with hate I can’t even say your name I can’t even think of your face Without lashing out in flames I miss you by my side I miss how you would ride Now all I do is cry Cry cry cry all the time I miss when you were mine I miss all our good times I miss all our good times I miss all our good times damn…
(Refrain) - Bebe je t’aime tellement - Ouais tu es mon aimant - Bebe je t’aime tellement - On prendra tout notre temps - je te trouve belle quand tu t’énerve - Je me fixe que sur tes lèvre - J’aime tes yeux , ton corp et toi entière - Grâce à toi je garde ce jolie sourire - Les belle fille comme toi ce font rare - J’adore tes maniere y’a que toi qui m’attire - J’oublierai jamais nos balade tard le soir (Refrain) - Bebe je t’aime tellement - Ouais tu es mon aimant - Bebe je t’aime tellement - On prendra tout notre temps ouaisssss - Le coucher de soleil avec toi c’est si dou - - Je voit que l’amour contrôle tout - Si il faut le faire On fera la guerre - On fera l’amour sur le bord de mere - on dira rien si il faut la fermer - Mon rêve courir avec toi comme si on avait fuguer (Refrain) - Bebe je t’aime tellement - Ouais tu es mon aimant - Bebe je t’aime tellement - On prendra tout notre temps ouaisssss - Nos plus beau moment - ne quitterons jamais mes penser - Tu sais ça fait longtemps - Que jai pas ressenti ça mon bébé - Te perdre me ferai mal - Mais notre amour est éternel - Donc je garde le moral - meme quand tu pleure je trouve si belle - Notre amour j’veux pas qui s’éteigne - Parfois je pleure …… - Car j’ai peur de te perdre - au début tu voulais ma main - Mais jai eu peur donc jai pris mon temps - Aujourd’hui c’est différent - Car notre histoire avance - Doucement mais sûrement - Parfois l’amour ça fait mal - Mais pour moi t’es pas juste banale - Dans mon coeur y’a eu plusieurs balle - Toi t’es arriver et jai sentis que t’était spécial Bebe on m’a cassée mon coeur Mais dans tes bras jai plus peur Plusieurs fois on m’a faner comme une fleur J’veux finir à dubail avec toi J’veux dead a tes côté Notre amour ce finira comme ça Longtemps je t’ai chercher
As I lay these flowers on your casket, I get this feeling I could've showed you all of your emotions and that you didn't have to mask em, But now that I'm alone I'm in the same position as you, When I see your pictures I have a hard time looking at you, Cause I feel like I'm just seeing me from a different angle, now I'm finding all these sad instrumentals that I could rap to, I remember all of them days just so filled with laughter, What slipped out of my grasp is the only thing I'm after, Nostalgia that I can't describe, Back when life was everything that I wanted it was a much simpler ride, But eventually everything changes, I went from praying to over anticipating, seen family turn to strangers with no hesitation, That's just how it's goes, I'm surprised that I'm now composed, the one they counted out the most, I started off from ground zero, And made my way up filled up with anger, the ones that I called brothers changed up, so now it's me and the words I jot on this canvas, All this pain I just don't understand it, So many people left me stranded in my life I just can't comprehend it, As a child I couldn't wait to grow up now I'm praying for love cause I keep on thinking this ain't how I planned it,
I thought we had it all Our love was strong and true But now I'm left with nothing Just a heart that's torn in two Love can be so beautiful But it can also break your heart I thought we'd last forever But now we're worlds apart I gave you all my love But it wasn't enough for you Now I'm left with memories Of a love that wasn't true Love can be so beautiful But it can also break your heart I thought we'd last forever But now we're worlds apart I'll pick up the pieces And try to move on But the pain of heartbreak Will linger on and on Love can be so beautiful But it can also break your heart I thought we'd last forever But now we're worlds apart Love can be so cruel Leaving us heartbroken and alone But I'll keep searching for love Until I find a heart to call my own.
Intro: I know I’ve lost you in the past but I can’t be stuck in this rabbit hole forever 2x Hook: I’m now sick here in my room missing school I guess I can’t even get my assessments done on time I now have to go to draft catch up.. Verse: I’m sorry but I can’t deal with this cold and sore throat WHAT ELSE!?! I’m already annoyed by the bully’s tearing me apart everyday but at least I can go to dream world Oh sorry I mean Movie world soon Hook: but I still don’t understand how I see things in the dark...I’m just scared of living even though my parents don’t understand what Depression is Verse: Mum dad if your seeing this depression is not just cutting yourself it’s also fake smiling everyday Hook: I’m sorry to everyone who I have hurt...I don’t even understand why the guys always leave I’m starting to wonder am I just an object? I guess so Verse: I guess my parents don’t even know what I am even going through THEY JUST THINK ITS APART OF GROWING UP but no it’s something else Outro: I know I have done self harm and my parents tell me not to do it but I’m still looking out for my friends (This took me a little while so I hope u guys like it and this is based on a true story)
Good job man i can relate with the depression,bullies tearing me apart ,self harm ,i tried killing my self multiple times it's not worth it because you need to watch out for the positive things in life even if it is just the small things
WOW, WOW, I can feel this beat really deep. It is awesome Lex, when I listen to your beats, they speak to me, and I can get what they are saying. Keep them coming Lex, much love.❤❤💕💕💖💖💞💞😊😊😘😘
Everything in life use a value or has a place no matter the pain or struggle we go threw no ever has a real smile or real face on some his the pain behind it n that’s ok not everyone gotta be out there but it the decision you do in life that make you you be proud no matter if you don’t don’t got nothing to be proud of life will go along
Whoever reads this wish all your dream can be achieved soon, and find happiness in your life, everything will gets better its just matter of time. Work harder and don't give up 💚💚
I remember all those days I was filled with laughter now look at me never had so much tears in my eyes lost my uncle steve and my pawpaw 😢😢😢 but now i really realize I should have spent more time with them now I can't stand the day without crying I realize I really should have been more nice to them it hurts you have to love someone while you can you never know when you might you have to fight to keep the old memories cuz you get so much new ones please just love someone while you can never know when you might lose them😢😢😢 I hope I taught you a lesson taught you a lesson please love someone while you can #stayfresh
(incomplete) Girl i used to look at you a different way Now im empty inside and hide the pain Every day, i remember what you used to say "Its not you, its me, okay". So i spend every day, trying to get away From a game that i dont even wanna play I only got one life, and it ends someday When im gone, just know ill be okay Please dont make me stay this way My mind is broken stuck on replay Every day is the same, i dont know who to blame. I just wanna end this stupid stressful game So i feel so let down i just wanna get out You said you loved me then what was this about.. now you feel happy when im not around
Gave you my heart x4 You tear it apart x4 Tell me love scars hurting in my heart Without a doubt I been buried in the dark You wanna spark but it won’t just ignite Not trying argue just to end up in a fight Feeling like it’s the end before it starts That’s what we wrote every single time we fought That line we broke trying to fix it but it’s hard I’m in the wrong trust me I don’t blame myself You needed help I was there guiding you to the light Sacrificing what I wanted in this moment which was time But you broke me left me scared tearing pieces out my heart Never being loyal even when I gave you my last Drop off my plate And when I couldn’t afford to take you on a date You still took all my money from out my bank Told me overdraft it and pay it on a later date I felt the floor shattered beneath me like an earthquake Asking the lord for forgiveness I need a safe break But this cage got me locked so I need a change So took that X out the picture and got a new frame And now the new ones looking clearer surprise I got a real chance Tell me love scars hurting in my heart Without a doubt I been buried in the dark You wanna spark but it won’t just ignite Not trying argue just to end up in a fight Feeling like it’s the end before it starts That’s what we wrote every single time we fought That line we broke trying to fix it but it’s hard I’m in the wrong trust me I don’t blame myself But for a while I been on the road waiting For sure one day I stumble into greatness One hell of a plan but I’m still Chasing A dream of being someone famous Without the star power I need to make it People seeming to recognize my inner sinking Souls cold losing patience with turbulence It’s okay to feel a little blank space But when it never covers your body You need a warm blanket But instead you get to feel naked Uncomfortable but a bit shaken Finally falling to sleep before the tears trinkets And losing control of your weeks Lost time barely knowing yourself Feeling gone asking god for some help Tell me love scars hurting in my heart Without a doubt I been buried in the dark You wanna spark but it won’t just ignite Not trying argue just to end up in a fight Feeling like it’s the end before it starts That’s what we wrote every single time we fought That line we broke trying to fix it but it’s hard I’m in the wrong trust me I don’t blame myself
E sai che c è, che mi son rassegnato (si), Ho capito che chi lotta spreca fiato, Spreca tempo in illusioni. Imprecazioni e poi il segreto è rassegnarsi alla rassegnazione. Mi rassegno, ma il dolor non si ritira, Vuol che passo a miglior vita, invita e sfida chi lo insidia, Io vivendo disilluso, Pur vedendo il tempo offendere, Non sono deluso, Non mi aspetto niente, Non aspetto un suo ritorno, Non mi aspetta niente, Non mi aspetto che mi senta, Non mi aspetto niente, Tutto tolto mi va bene, Ma c è un torto che rifiuto, Cancellarmi dalla mente il tuo ricordo. Il tempo passa, e lo sapevo, Che passavi, lo sapevo, Che avrei pianto, lo sapevo, Come gli altri lo sapevo... Non sapevo che la forbice recide il volto, Non sapevo a dire il vero che fosse un problema, Non sapevo che ne mi deride ne gli faccio pena, Ma indifferente con la lama spezza la catena C è tutta nebbia, ti ho perso nelle pieghe del cervello, Il clima di milano ha fatto capolino, Chissa da dove è entrata... il problema è il raziocinio, Tra le pieghe del cuscino? Il volto è andato via, o c era foschia? Eri assente nell incontro... ti aspettavo nel ricordo Domani ci rincontreremo? O il volto reciso ormai è deciso che non lo rivedo? Non ti vedo e non ci credo, fortuna quelle foto, sono stato previdente, ma è evidente che non troppo, La lama non l ho vista Che attraversava il mondo e ho solo una richiesta: Non recidere forbice quel volto.
0:22 I know it’s hard son, but stay staunch, daddy loves you more than your mama had ever thought, shes tryna keep you from me, I promise I’ll never let you go, daddy will keep you safe from this crazy world yeah and watch you grow, your mama and her family have a lot of hate for daddy, but that don’t matter cause I gottchu till my R.I.P, I just hope that my love for you is felt, just a few days old, your mama putting me through hell,
Dopamine 📜✍️ ... As my dopamine levels increase Look for my levels to re-up se-ve-ral times An incredible mind, an indelible flow Predator vibes, but God only knows If I'm gonna survive, I can feel my death Gettin' closer, emotionless as it got off my chest Without a doubt I've been blessed, but I'm cursed here as well I've felt heaven and also the desperation of hell These temptations are torture, yes, a tortuous test Could use some rest but these pictures provide a portrait effect For what's next, I'm a soldier but will they off me like Vlad Look for the good but I'm encountering bad, and that's my word Ⓒ
yo, I made this song tribute to my grandpa passing ): R.I.P I will always where yo chain🥺 0:04 GoodBye yeah, I can never let the pain go always seeing my mama cry, get me teary eyed I just want peace at all times always getting hate, I wonder if the lord has already decided fate my grandpa gone, and it’s not right I miss him so much, even set flowers by his headstone miss our conversations and his life lessons don’t ever attack a loyal friend don’t ever cheat on yo woman, that’s a bad sin and don’t go to jail, that doesn’t make a bad man Times get harder, harder, harder, harder Yeah, they really ain’t getting smarter bruh,cancer took my best friend damn,cancer took my right hand man, grandpa, times are getting, harder, harder, harder, harder yeah, I gotta move smarter, it’s not fair he’s gone it’s not fair he’s gone I won’t ever commit a sin singing till my grandma get you in her arms again now, another problem my ex is obsessed she lost her mind sent her friend to attack me now she tongue tied went back to her ex, but it was a short ride he left her after a few weeks, had her crying went back to him, and he left her again tried to make me jealous but look at what happened would’ve been loyal to the end, but you thought I was capping goodbye forever ain’t no coming back but damn my grandpa gone, and it’s not right I miss him so much, even set flowers by his headstone miss our conversations and his life lessons don’t ever attack a loyal friend don’t ever cheat on yo woman, that’s a bad sin and don’t go to jail, that doesn’t make a bad man Times get harder, harder, harder, harder Yeah, they really ain’t getting smarter bruh,cancer took my best friend damn,cancer took my right hand man, grandpa, times are getting, harder, harder, harder, harder yeah, I gotta move smarter, it’s not fair he’s gone it’s not fair he’s gone I won’t ever commit a sin singing till my grandma get you in her arms again yeah my right hand man yeah yeah my right hand man yeah yeah my right hand man yeah yeah my right hand man Times get harder, harder, harder, harder Yeah, they really ain’t getting smarter bruh,cancer took my best friend damn,cancer took my right hand man, grandpa, times are getting, harder, harder, harder, harder yeah, I gotta move smarter, it’s not fair he’s gone it’s not fair he’s gone I won’t ever commit a sin singing till my grandma get you in her arms again
“ yeah Sleep tight don’t let the bed bugs bite Yeah huh girl when you talk you make Me feel safe hope some day we die and wake up in a different place cause I know you mean the world to me let’s get on a boat and sail the sea yeah I love you with all my might x2 I see angles on my side keeping you and me in the light
I wish I had a girl to love I wished I had done better I wish I had been there when she needed me 🥺 I'm so broken and depressed I can't take it no more only thing keeping me alive is my best friend ❤️ it's so dumb that I give it my all and end up failing I'm sorry 🥺💔
Nałóg nałóg prowadzi mnie przez świat Mowie chamuj chamuj bo to niszczy nas od srodka Cały czas kocham kocham kiedy w duszy mi to graaa Nie na pokaz pokaz bo to słabych jest cecha, Chodz skarbie ci pokaze Jakie zycie bedzie łatwe Jak przeszkody sa banalne Jak czasami trace wiare Musze łapac wiatry w zagle By z tym wiatrem nie oszalec Czasem trudno sie odnalesc Czasem w najgorszym kanale Z toba wierze sie odnajde Bo bez ciebie tak jak z blantem Zaraz zgasnie a ja zasne) Dzis mam jescze jedna szanse Ulica bedzie dla mnie zawsze(x2
First it was my Parents to go to Heaven, then my older brother, R.I.P🕊️ I'm only 15 and I'm struggling without them, this song made me let out a whole bunch of tears💔❤️
Hey thanks for putting this out here man I got something for my mom and my ex I love them both with all of my heart and I've been through a lot but you know all good things come to an end sooner than later but my my is no longer here and my ex is still talking to me but she is scared of love so I'm going to give her something that I think she will love and hey much love man thank you so much God bless💯💯🙏🙏
Momma sorry for all the bad times That i took you for granted while you were still alive Im still a bad person but im trying harder now To change who i was and set a better ground
All ever I wanted was a day to prove that I could be the there you said we outta be fair but now I never hear back and my daughter will never know how much we could have grown wish I could have shown that I could been better father to a baby who never seen the real side of her daddy look inside I be going crazy I be contemplating suicide I’m sorry baby dad has gotta go your momma hit a new low try to picture waking up and never reaching those goals gotta wake up try to make up I gave you life and now I’ll never get to hold you even when the nights turning frigid cold, this shit can’t never be logical try to keep this music lyrical Madelyn baby your so beautiful
HOOK: im hurtin inside you left me by myself i told u i wasnt go cry told u i wasnt go pry how you expect me not to cry you left me when i was a kid what happen to the times when we played hide and seek and i hid i told u come find me and you never did u said u forgot i said its okay i forgive what happen to u cid x 3 VERSE: we was all in a little group and u were the first to leave u didnt even give me time to grieve u didnt even let me process u just up and left like no cared u was my dawg u was my twin u just left without me u never left without me it was like i was in hell i lost my other half now i just lost my betta half how am i supposed to live and im only one half all u did was laugh all she did was laugh why she have to leave thats so fuckin naive all these crazy thoughts tryna get up in my head i keep wondering i should of died instead what happen to u cid x3 HOOK: im broken inside im in pieces almost got pulled over by the police what happen to u cid x 4 how u just gon up and leave without goodbye but this not goodbye cya later VERSE: see she was a sweet kid neva bothered nobdy stayed to herself she just left us by ourself i guess we just let it all resolve itself how am i supposed to live how we supposed to live u was the light of show everytime u walk through the door yo smile lit up the room who would assume she was unhappy she stayed gettin bullied but somehow she stayed happy they stayed callin her skinny stayed callin her chatty, but she was just happy why couldnt yall just let her be happy god took her without even a sign he crossed the line now i gotta pretend im fine im not fucking fine HOOK: im hurtin inside you left me by myself i told u i wasnt go cry told u i wasnt go pry how you expect me not to cry you left me when i was a kid what happen to the times when we played hide and seek and i hid i told u come find me and you never did u said u forgot i said its okay i forgive what happen to u cid x 3 OUTRO: cya later cid its okay ill see u soon not to soon but ill see u i love you and i will always love you u will always have a special place in ma heart u my dawg u my twin we 4lifersssss
Da bambino Ricordo le giostre da bambino I sorrisi tristi del mio vicino Le notti passate al bar Le forst bevute a goccia Le basi per fare rap Un cappuccio sotto la pioggia L'unico business era stringere mani La sinistra per i soldi La destra per passar grammi I cicloni visti giù al mare E calcolatrici per fare i conti Giusto o sbagliato Emblema vitale dal significato sbandato Sei in compagnia ma dentro sei abbandonato E la morte ti digerisce Come limone e bicarbonato La vita poi ti tradisce Tra cento incastri e mille strisce E realizzi soltanto dopo Che il baratro è un buco profondo Ti fai male per far del bene Ricordo reati che abbiam fatto assieme Leali e alleati se ci conviene Se parti, parli e non dici niente È una frase per chi ci tiene Vengo dai blocks come Ne-Jo Sei sveglio ma non parli, sei in mode-off E dopo parto di punto in bianco Non mi impunto manco Che punto in alto E se mi butto neanche ti manco Prendo spunto da testi nel mio diario Abbiam smesso di arrampicarci sui tetti Volevamo cambiare vita Accettare una nuova sfida Scappare via e buttare gli etti nei cessi Diamanti nella merda Viandanti nella nebbia A volte non è amicizia Sono persone di sfondo Ed è solamente pigrizia Se ancora non vi ho rimosso Non perdo più il mio tempo Da solo nella giungla come Simba Guardando al futuro anche se mi bendo Come Gandhi per la sua India
This one’s dedicated to those who’ve lost someone they love 💔🙌🏽
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Damn man 💔
Bro please hit me up im an artist nd I love this work u have done with this one I already cooked something up I would love u to hear it
Onna real note can i use this beat for free and metion u? Or i gotga pay lmk cause dis shit right it fr
@Lexnour beats
This one really deep. Got some Eminem Mockingbird vibes 🔥🔥
Thx g 🙏🏽 & yeah we need that eminem inspiration!! 💥
@@lexnourbeats1 I’m trying to buy it off u could u shoot me an email? I got a few questions
@@thegirlx9TGX Hey, my email is in the description of the video. Or DM me on IG @lexnourbeats
Yh I love Eminem
Fr I've been rapping to it lately
Man I’m really so depressed
All I ever feel is stress
My life is such a damn mess
I ain’t making no progress
I am caring less and less
This shit needs to be addressed
I don’t know why you said yes
My heart always gets finessed
Yeah I’m really in distress
Life has me feeling so pressed
Mind running round like recess
I got something to confess
I ain’t ever had success
I’m not ever feeling blessed
Life is hard like the game chess
It’s hard for me to digest
Some days I just wanna die
Some days I just wanna cry
Some days I don’t wanna be alive
But I just smoke a blunt and I get super high
With the guys
On our time
Yeah you know we on our grind
And you know I’m really trying to have a better state of mind
So that I can live my best life
But I wanna know why
You made me die inside
I could see thru your lies
Why did I even try
Now this is goodbye
Bitch please
You don’t miss me
You miss my weed
And my money
Bitch please
It’s crazy how you never even cared
I gave you the world
I would of done anything to make sure that you stayed my girl
But you wish that I was dead
Told me to put a bullet in my head
Man that is fucked up
That shits so damn fucked up damn
Mane you know that we can’t go back to them days
When things were great
And we would stay up late
And we would watch tv and have a date
But now everything’s filled with hate
I can’t even say your name
I can’t even think of your face
Without lashing out in flames
I miss you by my side
I miss how you would ride
Now all I do is cry
Cry cry cry all the time
I miss when you were mine
I miss all our good times
I miss all our good times
I miss all our good times damn…
yooo hit the studio bro
bro its your tekst? its so good
are u okay?
Brobrobrobrobroooo i rapped it its so fuckong clran and good go record
absolute fire
Lost my dad this year so its perfect for me to spit my emotions
You got it brotha, express yourself and let the world know wussup 💯
Ik how ur feeling I lost my dad this year to
Sorry for your loss brothda
I’m so sorry to hear that my man
Sorry for ur loss brother. Hope u doing good❤️
Really appreciate putting the best in part so you don’t get confused
i rap
I can't unhear Em spitting, "Hailey, I know you miss your mom"
I love your beats bro...some don't even need vocals...they're just dope unworked 🔥👑
(Refrain)
- Bebe je t’aime tellement
- Ouais tu es mon aimant
- Bebe je t’aime tellement
- On prendra tout notre temps
- je te trouve belle quand tu t’énerve
- Je me fixe que sur tes lèvre
- J’aime tes yeux , ton corp et toi entière
- Grâce à toi je garde ce jolie sourire
- Les belle fille comme toi ce font rare
- J’adore tes maniere y’a que toi qui m’attire
- J’oublierai jamais nos balade tard le soir
(Refrain)
- Bebe je t’aime tellement
- Ouais tu es mon aimant
- Bebe je t’aime tellement
- On prendra tout notre temps ouaisssss
- Le coucher de soleil avec toi c’est si dou
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- Je voit que l’amour contrôle tout
- Si il faut le faire On fera la guerre
- On fera l’amour sur le bord de mere
- on dira rien si il faut la fermer
- Mon rêve courir avec toi comme si on avait fuguer
(Refrain)
- Bebe je t’aime tellement
- Ouais tu es mon aimant
- Bebe je t’aime tellement
- On prendra tout notre temps ouaisssss
- Nos plus beau moment
- ne quitterons jamais mes penser
- Tu sais ça fait longtemps
- Que jai pas ressenti ça mon bébé
- Te perdre me ferai mal
- Mais notre amour est éternel
- Donc je garde le moral
- meme quand tu pleure je trouve si belle
- Notre amour j’veux pas qui s’éteigne
- Parfois je pleure ……
- Car j’ai peur de te perdre
- au début tu voulais ma main
- Mais jai eu peur donc jai pris mon temps
- Aujourd’hui c’est différent
- Car notre histoire avance
- Doucement mais sûrement
- Parfois l’amour ça fait mal
- Mais pour moi t’es pas juste banale
- Dans mon coeur y’a eu plusieurs balle
- Toi t’es arriver et jai sentis que t’était spécial
Bebe on m’a cassée mon coeur
Mais dans tes bras jai plus peur
Plusieurs fois on m’a faner comme une fleur
J’veux finir à dubail avec toi
J’veux dead a tes côté
Notre amour ce finira comme ça
Longtemps je t’ai chercher
Bro this that one
You got a new fan of your beats
🙏🏽
As I lay these flowers on your casket,
I get this feeling I could've showed you all of your emotions and that you didn't have to mask em,
But now that I'm alone I'm in the same position as you,
When I see your pictures I have a hard time looking at you,
Cause I feel like I'm just seeing me from a different angle,
now I'm finding all these sad instrumentals that I could rap to,
I remember all of them days just so filled with laughter,
What slipped out of my grasp is the only thing I'm after,
Nostalgia that I can't describe,
Back when life was everything that I wanted it was a much simpler ride,
But eventually everything changes,
I went from praying to over anticipating,
seen family turn to strangers with no hesitation,
That's just how it's goes,
I'm surprised that I'm now composed,
the one they counted out the most,
I started off from ground zero,
And made my way up filled up with anger, the ones that I called brothers changed up, so now it's me and the words I jot on this canvas,
All this pain I just don't understand it,
So many people left me stranded in my life I just can't comprehend it,
As a child I couldn't wait to grow up now I'm praying for love cause I keep on thinking this ain't how I planned it,
I remember all those days I was filled with laughter never had so much tears in my eyes #stayfresh
Finally got a perfect track for my upcoming college Fresher's meet..
Thank you so much bruhh... ✌✌
I am feeling this beat man. Keep it up.
I thought we had it all
Our love was strong and true
But now I'm left with nothing
Just a heart that's torn in two
Love can be so beautiful
But it can also break your heart
I thought we'd last forever
But now we're worlds apart
I gave you all my love
But it wasn't enough for you
Now I'm left with memories
Of a love that wasn't true
Love can be so beautiful
But it can also break your heart
I thought we'd last forever
But now we're worlds apart
I'll pick up the pieces
And try to move on
But the pain of heartbreak
Will linger on and on
Love can be so beautiful
But it can also break your heart
I thought we'd last forever
But now we're worlds apart
Love can be so cruel
Leaving us heartbroken and alone
But I'll keep searching for love
Until I find a heart to call my own.
This gives me some "Listen To Your Heart" vibes haha
ADRESSING ARTISTS! it’ll take time but that just means your not a fad 💯
I can hear em spitting on this beat. Fire love this beat
Awesome feel & production quality on this Lex !
Thank you 🙏🏽
keep up the good work my man i really like ur beats they really go with any flow
Intro: I know I’ve lost you in the past but I can’t be stuck in this rabbit hole forever 2x
Hook: I’m now sick here in my room missing school I guess I can’t even get my assessments done on time I now have to go to draft catch up..
Verse: I’m sorry but I can’t deal with this cold and sore throat WHAT ELSE!?! I’m already annoyed by the bully’s tearing me apart everyday but at least I can go to dream world Oh sorry I mean Movie world soon
Hook: but I still don’t understand how I see things in the dark...I’m just scared of living even though my parents don’t understand what Depression is
Verse: Mum dad if your seeing this depression is not just cutting yourself it’s also fake smiling everyday
Hook: I’m sorry to everyone who I have hurt...I don’t even understand why the guys always leave I’m starting to wonder am I just an object? I guess so
Verse: I guess my parents don’t even know what I am even going through THEY JUST THINK ITS APART OF GROWING UP but no it’s something else
Outro: I know I have done self harm and my parents tell me not to do it but I’m still looking out for my friends
(This took me a little while so I hope u guys like it and this is based on a true story)
👍🏽 good job! I can relate!
Good job man i can relate with the depression,bullies tearing me apart ,self harm ,i tried killing my self multiple times it's not worth it because you need to watch out for the positive things in life even if it is just the small things
I can relate bro. Thanks for sharing ❤️🙏🏻
Thank you! :) y’all are amazing people :)
@@Ryuu_and_Starlight ❤❤😥😥🤚🤚
Beautiful Lex!!
WOW, WOW, I can feel this beat really deep.
It is awesome Lex, when I listen to your beats, they speak to me, and I can get what they are saying.
Keep them coming Lex, much love.❤❤💕💕💖💖💞💞😊😊😘😘
Yoo man cut the timeline so it's easier to jump back to the intro and through the beat👌 WHAT A LEGEND 🙏 I'm subscribing just for that🔥
Thank you! Welcome
His name is Lexnour and he don't miss. 🥺🙌
Your music is so epic 🔥 You have mad talent man !💪
Everything in life use a value or has a place no matter the pain or struggle we go threw no ever has a real smile or real face on some his the pain behind it n that’s ok not everyone gotta be out there but it the decision you do in life that make you you be proud no matter if you don’t don’t got nothing to be proud of life will go along
This beat is dope
These chords remind me of song closer
This is so deep that l can even cry
Whoever reads this wish all your dream can be achieved soon, and find happiness in your life, everything will gets better its just matter of time. Work harder and don't give up 💚💚
I feel like you should keep making sad beats they be helping
Just wrote something to this. Full song
Haven't been bothered to do that ina while
Thanks for the beat man, much appreciated
Just uploaded if anyone cares to watch/listen
I made a song with it too
-Drop Goofy
Awsome beat producer respect 🙏🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤❤
Respect your pillows they catch your tears when no one else will
I love these types of beat becuh it helps me express myself more when I write my songs I love ur beats g
You’ve got my support 🤯🔥
fire 🔥🔥 keep it up 💪💪
This one got me and is just sooooo good
love this beat it goes with every rap i make
that' fire dawg
Fire 🔥
DAX would murder this
True
Fr fr
I remember all those days I was filled with laughter now look at me never had so much tears in my eyes lost my uncle steve and my pawpaw 😢😢😢 but now i really realize I should have spent more time with them now I can't stand the day without crying I realize I really should have been more nice to them it hurts you have to love someone while you can you never know when you might you have to fight to keep the old memories cuz you get so much new ones please just love someone while you can never know when you might lose them😢😢😢 I hope I taught you a lesson taught you a lesson please love someone while you can #stayfresh
I’m loving this beat ima go hard on this
I really felt this beat on tik tok 💯
(incomplete)
Girl i used to look at you a different way
Now im empty inside and hide the pain
Every day, i remember what you used to say
"Its not you, its me, okay".
So i spend every day, trying to get away
From a game that i dont even wanna play
I only got one life, and it ends someday
When im gone, just know ill be okay
Please dont make me stay this way
My mind is broken stuck on replay
Every day is the same, i dont know who to blame.
I just wanna end this stupid stressful game
So i feel so let down i just wanna get out
You said you loved me then what was this about..
now you feel happy when im not around
Fire : i am the hottest
Lexnour beats : Really ??
This was a good one tbh😂😂
This one is crazy man , keep going 🔥💯
Thanks 💯
l just remember all the sad things that happened to me long ago bro😢😢😢
Gave you my heart x4
You tear it apart x4
Tell me love scars hurting in my heart
Without a doubt I been buried in the dark
You wanna spark but it won’t just ignite
Not trying argue just to end up in a fight
Feeling like it’s the end before it starts
That’s what we wrote every single time we fought
That line we broke trying to fix it but it’s hard
I’m in the wrong trust me I don’t blame myself
You needed help I was there guiding you to the light
Sacrificing what I wanted in this moment which was time
But you broke me left me scared tearing pieces out my heart
Never being loyal even when I gave you my last
Drop off my plate
And when I couldn’t afford to take you on a date
You still took all my money from out my bank
Told me overdraft it and pay it on a later date
I felt the floor shattered beneath me like an earthquake
Asking the lord for forgiveness I need a safe break
But this cage got me locked so I need a change
So took that X out the picture and got a new frame
And now the new ones looking clearer surprise I got a real chance
Tell me love scars hurting in my heart
Without a doubt I been buried in the dark
You wanna spark but it won’t just ignite
Not trying argue just to end up in a fight
Feeling like it’s the end before it starts
That’s what we wrote every single time we fought
That line we broke trying to fix it but it’s hard
I’m in the wrong trust me I don’t blame myself
But for a while I been on the road waiting
For sure one day I stumble into greatness
One hell of a plan but I’m still Chasing
A dream of being someone famous
Without the star power I need to make it
People seeming to recognize my inner sinking
Souls cold losing patience with turbulence
It’s okay to feel a little blank space
But when it never covers your body
You need a warm blanket
But instead you get to feel naked
Uncomfortable but a bit shaken
Finally falling to sleep before the tears trinkets
And losing control of your weeks
Lost time barely knowing yourself
Feeling gone asking god for some help
Tell me love scars hurting in my heart
Without a doubt I been buried in the dark
You wanna spark but it won’t just ignite
Not trying argue just to end up in a fight
Feeling like it’s the end before it starts
That’s what we wrote every single time we fought
That line we broke trying to fix it but it’s hard
I’m in the wrong trust me I don’t blame myself
💀
@@matthewseion5696 ong
This is fire man, thx for this
Thank you
@@lexnourbeats1 You answered =D 😎
Keep doing this job man!🔥🤟👍
This has a vibee❤️
Me and my cousin use all ur beats
Just from the start i know that this one's fire 🔥
💯🙏🏽
Gonna use it for song..
Awesome beat,,❤️
good work bro 😎
E sai che c è, che mi son rassegnato (si),
Ho capito che chi lotta spreca fiato,
Spreca tempo in illusioni. Imprecazioni e poi il segreto è rassegnarsi alla rassegnazione.
Mi rassegno, ma il dolor non si ritira,
Vuol che passo a miglior vita, invita e sfida chi lo insidia,
Io vivendo disilluso,
Pur vedendo il tempo offendere,
Non sono deluso,
Non mi aspetto niente,
Non aspetto un suo ritorno,
Non mi aspetta niente,
Non mi aspetto che mi senta,
Non mi aspetto niente,
Tutto tolto mi va bene,
Ma c è un torto che rifiuto,
Cancellarmi dalla mente il tuo ricordo.
Il tempo passa, e lo sapevo,
Che passavi, lo sapevo,
Che avrei pianto, lo sapevo,
Come gli altri lo sapevo...
Non sapevo che la forbice recide il volto,
Non sapevo a dire il vero che fosse un problema,
Non sapevo che ne mi deride ne gli faccio pena,
Ma indifferente con la lama spezza la catena
C è tutta nebbia, ti ho perso nelle pieghe del cervello,
Il clima di milano ha fatto capolino,
Chissa da dove è entrata...
il problema è il raziocinio,
Tra le pieghe del cuscino?
Il volto è andato via, o c era foschia?
Eri assente nell incontro... ti aspettavo nel ricordo
Domani ci rincontreremo?
O il volto reciso ormai è deciso che non lo rivedo?
Non ti vedo e non ci credo, fortuna quelle foto, sono stato previdente, ma è evidente che non troppo,
La lama non l ho vista
Che attraversava il mondo
e ho solo una richiesta:
Non recidere forbice quel volto.
Amazing
0:22
I know it’s hard son, but stay staunch, daddy loves you more than your mama had ever thought, shes tryna keep you from me, I promise I’ll never let you go, daddy will keep you safe from this crazy world yeah and watch you grow, your mama and her family have a lot of hate for daddy, but that don’t matter cause I gottchu till my R.I.P, I just hope that my love for you is felt, just a few days old, your mama putting me through hell,
You diserve this❤️❤️
My minecraft dog just died. This beat is perfect to make a song for it!
lmao
gonna use this beat for a song... gonna be firee
aaahhh yes, this is the one
❤ love this
Vibey fire beat💥 keep up the good work, made a drinking song to this one👀
BRILLIANT 💫📶
I love this beat i must do a song with it
Using the beat for a lil track a makin bout my ex it’s a nice beat I fw it
Nice Beat 👌
Without tag😍😍😍 THANK YOU SO MUCH BRO.. I WILL USE THIS...IT'S LIT
It’s only free for non profit. For-profit, a lease must be purchased
dammnnnnnnnnnn bruh this is lit af
Thanks g
Dopamine 📜✍️
... As my dopamine levels increase
Look for my levels to re-up se-ve-ral times
An incredible mind, an indelible flow
Predator vibes, but God only knows
If I'm gonna survive, I can feel my death
Gettin' closer, emotionless as it got off my chest
Without a doubt I've been blessed, but I'm cursed here as well
I've felt heaven and also the desperation of hell
These temptations are torture, yes, a tortuous test
Could use some rest but these pictures provide a portrait effect
For what's next, I'm a soldier but will they off me like Vlad
Look for the good but I'm encountering bad, and that's my word Ⓒ
wow bro
thats nice🔥🔥🎹😉
Mockingbird=tearing
Always slaps
yo, I made this song tribute to my grandpa passing ): R.I.P I will always where yo chain🥺
0:04
GoodBye
yeah, I can never let the pain go
always seeing my mama cry, get me teary eyed
I just want peace at all times
always getting hate,
I wonder if the lord has already decided fate
my grandpa gone, and it’s not right
I miss him so much, even set flowers by his headstone
miss our conversations and his life lessons
don’t ever attack a loyal friend
don’t ever cheat on yo woman, that’s a bad sin
and don’t go to jail, that doesn’t make a bad man
Times get harder, harder, harder, harder
Yeah, they really ain’t getting smarter
bruh,cancer took my best friend
damn,cancer took my right hand man,
grandpa, times are getting, harder, harder, harder, harder
yeah, I gotta move smarter,
it’s not fair he’s gone
it’s not fair he’s gone
I won’t ever commit a sin
singing till my grandma get you in her arms again
now, another problem
my ex is obsessed she lost her mind
sent her friend to attack me now she tongue tied
went back to her ex, but it was a short ride
he left her after a few weeks, had her crying
went back to him, and he left her again
tried to make me jealous
but look at what happened
would’ve been loyal to the end, but you thought I was capping
goodbye forever ain’t no coming back
but damn
my grandpa gone, and it’s not right
I miss him so much, even set flowers by his headstone
miss our conversations and his life lessons
don’t ever attack a loyal friend
don’t ever cheat on yo woman, that’s a bad sin
and don’t go to jail, that doesn’t make a bad man
Times get harder, harder, harder, harder
Yeah, they really ain’t getting smarter
bruh,cancer took my best friend
damn,cancer took my right hand man,
grandpa, times are getting, harder, harder, harder, harder
yeah, I gotta move smarter,
it’s not fair he’s gone
it’s not fair he’s gone
I won’t ever commit a sin
singing till my grandma get you in her arms again
yeah my right hand man
yeah yeah my right hand man
yeah yeah my right hand man
yeah yeah my right hand man
Times get harder, harder, harder, harder
Yeah, they really ain’t getting smarter
bruh,cancer took my best friend
damn,cancer took my right hand man,
grandpa, times are getting, harder, harder, harder, harder
yeah, I gotta move smarter,
it’s not fair he’s gone
it’s not fair he’s gone
I won’t ever commit a sin
singing till my grandma get you in her arms again
@BasixVFX r.i.p. to our grandpas🙏🏿😭😔
May his soul rest in peace 🥺❤
@@joysemenya6025 thank u🥺💯🙏🏿
can i uae this
use
“ yeah
Sleep tight don’t let the bed bugs bite
Yeah huh girl when you talk you make
Me feel safe hope some day we die and wake up in a different place cause I know you mean the world to me let’s get on a boat and sail the sea yeah I love you with all my might x2 I see angles on my side keeping you and me in the light
Really nice ^^
Just love it wanna use it
I wish I had a girl to love I wished I had done better I wish I had been there when she needed me 🥺 I'm so broken and depressed I can't take it no more only thing keeping me alive is my best friend ❤️ it's so dumb that I give it my all and end up failing I'm sorry 🥺💔
Nałóg nałóg prowadzi mnie przez świat
Mowie chamuj chamuj bo to niszczy nas od srodka
Cały czas kocham kocham kiedy w duszy mi to graaa
Nie na pokaz pokaz bo to słabych jest cecha,
Chodz skarbie ci pokaze
Jakie zycie bedzie łatwe
Jak przeszkody sa banalne
Jak czasami trace wiare
Musze łapac wiatry w zagle
By z tym wiatrem nie oszalec
Czasem trudno sie odnalesc
Czasem w najgorszym kanale
Z toba wierze sie odnajde
Bo bez ciebie tak jak z blantem
Zaraz zgasnie a ja zasne)
Dzis mam jescze jedna szanse
Ulica bedzie dla mnie zawsze(x2
you good
First it was my Parents to go to Heaven, then my older brother, R.I.P🕊️
I'm only 15 and I'm struggling without them, this song made me let out a whole bunch of tears💔❤️
man this is just wow can i use it for a song ? (i don’t know if you’ve already said that)
This is so beautiful beat can I use this?
I love you 😢😢❤❤
Hey thanks for putting this out here man I got something for my mom and my ex I love them both with all of my heart and I've been through a lot but you know all good things come to an end sooner than later but my my is no longer here and my ex is still talking to me but she is scared of love so I'm going to give her something that I think she will love and hey much love man thank you so much God bless💯💯🙏🙏
Rest in peace brother
Thanks bro
妳把我的真心 全都傷透
給妳我的一切 卻離開我
殺了我的靈魂 無處可躲
如此赤裸 把我心給解剖
被你蒙在谷底 無法代替
路上太多荊棘 你是唯一
走進我的心理 不留痕跡
我的未來沒你 無法忘記
我的愛就這樣被你拋棄掉進了
虛無飄渺的無底洞
是你把我殺了或許到
最後一天還是沒想透
回想著曾經點點滴滴
我猜妳還是沒感動
這一切不是你的錯
是我把你看太過重
多少次打開手機第一眼就希望是妳
在幾次深夜走心看著我們聊天的訊息
我想要帶你去看世上最美的風景
你的傷害 說的所有話我怎麼可能忘記
或許我們根本就不配
都是自己騙自己
那年春夏的愛戀
又是誰握住那支筆
根本就不需要安慰
反正結果都不是妳
這輩子少了你依戀
把故事都放進歌詞裡
妳把我的真心 全都傷透
給妳我的一切 卻離開我
殺了我的靈魂 無處可躲
如此赤裸 把我心給解剖
被你蒙在谷底 無法代替
路上太多荊棘 你是唯一
走進我的心理 不留痕跡
我的未來沒你 無法忘記
後來開始學會對你放棄
零碎的快樂記憶拼湊
叫我如何甘願忘記
拼命的跑阿跑 想逃出
那 名為思念的無底深淵
做什麼好像都沒有用
當我開始厭倦
一切彷彿海市蜃樓
妳我還在原點
終究美夢還是成不了 真
幻想早已岸上 擱淺
愛你愛的太過深切全是
屬於我的過錯
就連挽留都要拿著手機等候
這個世界最會做的就是教會你長大
有些心裡話想說 留在心裡放
輸的多了膽子小了學會怕了說不了真話
當初妳真該聽妳爸
妳把我的真心 全都傷透
給妳我的一切 卻離開我
殺了我的靈魂 無處可躲
如此赤裸 把我心給解剖
被你蒙在谷底 無法代替
路上太多荊棘 你是唯一
走進我的心理 不留痕跡
我的未來沒你 無法忘記
Can I use?
I already know what I'm gonna rap about
💯
Momma sorry for all the bad times
That i took you for granted while you were still alive
Im still a bad person but im trying harder now
To change who i was and set a better ground
All ever I wanted was a day to prove that I could be the there you said we outta be fair but now I never hear back and my daughter will never know how much we could have grown wish I could have shown that I could been better father to a baby who never seen the real side of her daddy look inside I be going crazy I be contemplating suicide I’m sorry baby dad has gotta go your momma hit a new low try to picture waking up and never reaching those goals gotta wake up try to make up I gave you life and now I’ll never get to hold you even when the nights turning frigid cold, this shit can’t never be logical try to keep this music lyrical Madelyn baby your so beautiful
These beats slap hard at night when you are in your own head
This makes me cry because my Dad died because of illness
i spit bars to this
Hook : Tell me why . All the night . I fell like darkness shine ,But close your eyes .. And sing tonight
Like I would love to buy these beat
HOOK:
im hurtin inside
you left me by myself
i told u i wasnt go cry
told u i wasnt go pry
how you expect me not to cry
you left me when i was a kid
what happen to the times when we played
hide and seek and i hid
i told u come find me and you never did
u said u forgot i said its okay
i forgive
what happen to u cid x 3
VERSE:
we was all in a little group and u were the first to leave
u didnt even give me time to grieve
u didnt even let me process
u just up and left like no cared
u was my dawg u was my twin
u just left without me
u never left without me
it was like i was in hell
i lost my other half
now i just lost my betta half
how am i supposed to live and im only one half
all u did was laugh
all she did was laugh why she have to leave
thats so fuckin naive
all these crazy thoughts tryna get up in my head
i keep wondering i should of died instead
what happen to u cid x3
HOOK:
im broken inside
im in pieces
almost got pulled over by the police
what happen to u cid x 4
how u just gon up and leave without goodbye
but this not goodbye cya later
VERSE:
see she was a sweet kid
neva bothered nobdy
stayed to herself
she just left us by ourself
i guess we just let it all resolve itself
how am i supposed to live
how we supposed to live
u was the light of show
everytime u walk through the door yo smile lit up the room
who would assume she was unhappy
she stayed gettin bullied but somehow she stayed happy
they stayed callin her skinny stayed callin her chatty,
but she was just happy why couldnt yall just let her be happy
god took her without even a sign
he crossed the line
now i gotta pretend im fine
im not fucking fine
HOOK:
im hurtin inside
you left me by myself
i told u i wasnt go cry
told u i wasnt go pry
how you expect me not to cry
you left me when i was a kid
what happen to the times when we played
hide and seek and i hid
i told u come find me and you never did
u said u forgot i said its okay
i forgive
what happen to u cid x 3
OUTRO: cya later cid its okay ill see u soon not to soon but ill see u i love you and i will always love you u will always have a special place in ma heart u my dawg u my twin we 4lifersssss
Da bambino
Ricordo le giostre da bambino
I sorrisi tristi del mio vicino
Le notti passate al bar
Le forst bevute a goccia
Le basi per fare rap
Un cappuccio sotto la pioggia
L'unico business era stringere mani
La sinistra per i soldi
La destra per passar grammi
I cicloni visti giù al mare
E calcolatrici per fare i conti
Giusto o sbagliato
Emblema vitale dal significato sbandato
Sei in compagnia ma dentro sei abbandonato
E la morte ti digerisce
Come limone e bicarbonato
La vita poi ti tradisce
Tra cento incastri e mille strisce
E realizzi soltanto dopo
Che il baratro è un buco profondo
Ti fai male per far del bene
Ricordo reati che abbiam fatto assieme
Leali e alleati se ci conviene
Se parti, parli e non dici niente
È una frase per chi ci tiene
Vengo dai blocks come Ne-Jo
Sei sveglio ma non parli, sei in mode-off
E dopo parto di punto in bianco
Non mi impunto manco
Che punto in alto
E se mi butto neanche ti manco
Prendo spunto da testi nel mio diario
Abbiam smesso di arrampicarci sui tetti
Volevamo cambiare vita
Accettare una nuova sfida
Scappare via e buttare gli etti nei cessi
Diamanti nella merda
Viandanti nella nebbia
A volte non è amicizia
Sono persone di sfondo
Ed è solamente pigrizia
Se ancora non vi ho rimosso
Non perdo più il mio tempo
Da solo nella giungla come Simba
Guardando al futuro anche se mi bendo
Come Gandhi per la sua India