(FREE) Sad Type Beat - Endless
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Suicide, been on my mind at the age of 10. Never had a family, too afraid to make some friends. Used to cry myself to sleep, contained in my room. Wishing I would've died in the womb. At the age of 15 I was hurting myself. Without a care in the world or the consequences of my health. The thought of suicide brought fear and chills down my spine. Regardless, I was hoping that I would do it this time. Isolation is my best friend, loneliness got a hold of me. Stayed in the shadows, the darkness was a second home to me. My father never understood my pain, because I needed someone to blame. 18 I was drinking and drowning my sorrows. Never gave a fuck about what happens tomorrow. Five years of alcohol abuse, and I felt the pain even more. But by then I was numb to the feeling, another day to be mourned. I guess I blamed my mother for leaving when I was three. I also blame my father for working more than being with me. The toys and video games just wasn't enough. That's just what happens when your numb to the love. Now I'm 29, and I still contemplate suicide. Depression stuck by close to my side.
could i use these lyrics in a song
@@lennoxholness1121 Be my guest.
Don’t think about bro that’s the past u needa look at the future trust me it gets better keep your head up😌sending you all my prayers
@@slizzythomas1041 I am fighting depression. They call it manic and bipolar depression. It is difficult at times to be able to not think about it. But my past haunts me, I have PTSD, and that is something that I can't forget. I feel pain, but I'm numb, if that makes sense. I thank you, for caring, appreciate it
Hope you’re doing well bro. Please reach out to me if you ever need to talk about anything. Please don’t do anything stupid. It’s never worth it. There’s always love for you bro ❤️
Honestly we all know we searched this because she hurt us but dont worry the boys got you and dont give up the 7+billion people in the world there's always one person that thinks ur perfect
Keep ya head up bro
Well hey i might now be a guy and i might not get the things yal go through but i will allways have your back to my guy and she mght of hurt you but just keep on moving it will get better and if you want or need to talk im here for you
I’m lesbian so I can relate 😖🤚
Thanks fam
i instantely started cryin when i saw this
thank you this means more to me than u know
[Verse 1]
Lost in my thoughts, trapped in my mind
Feeling so alone, it's hard to unwind
Longing for love, searching for a sign
Hoping that one day, you'll come into my life
Every night I pray, for someone to hold
Someone to love, as we grow old
But the darkness lingers, it's hard to fight
Tried to run away, but it's always in sight
[Chorus]
Alone in this world, with no one to hold
Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole
Longing for someone, to share in my pain
Wishing for love, to break through the chains
[Verse 2]
Days turn to weeks, weeks turn to years
Still I'm all alone, drowning in my fears
Tried to fill the void, with drugs and cheap thrills
But nothing could replace, the love that I still
Every morning I wake, to the same old grind
Searching for a way, to leave it all behind
But the loneliness stays, it's hard to ignore
Wishing for love, to knock on my door
[Chorus]
Alone in this world, with no one to hold
Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole
Longing for someone, to share in my pain
Wishing for love, to break through the chains
[Bridge]
But then I saw you, and everything changed
You brought me light, in my darkest of days
You gave me hope, and a reason to live
And now I know, that love can truly forgive
No longer alone, with you by my side
Together we'll face, whatever life may provide
[Chorus]
Alone in this world, with no one to hold
Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole
Longing for someone, to share in my pain
Wishing for love, to break through the chains.
That's dope man!
cornball
Great work man.
chatgpt type rap
Bruh Ky me ese hindi me bana kr gaa skta hu.
“Some people are going to leave, but that’s not the end of your story. That’s the end of their part in your story.”
Of all the useless shit that gets millions of like this guys amazing fucking comment gets only 8 …. Fuck that I’ll like your shit bro and make
Mine alone worth 3 million 💯 you absolutely deserve it brotha here here 👌🏽👌🏽
hey, my new song is out, check it out if u want.. :) ruclips.net/video/TqkULWODfjg/видео.html
I have no story
EXT GamingYt You're 100% right about this one...
I guess there are 2 reasons why people truly leave...The first one is when they don't have anything more to teach you, therefore their job is done...
And the second...well...
Maybe they just never wanted to stay in the first place...
I hope you won't find my comment too offensive or inappropriate...If so I'm sorry in advance...
The saddest beat is the sound of a heart that doesn't want to beat anymore
damn even i looking back at this is crying.. damn deep
btw thanks for all the support, never gotten this much likes
@Wanted Bear for real though
Truee
Deep
I literally just saw this comment on another video lol
@@utuben1155 lol yes he’s being nice
"hey dont cry because it's over, smile because it happened." - Dr. Seuss
Because your comment I'm going to live another day
@@kamrondurham4266 your welcome
Wait you were gonna suicide me too
I wanted to kill myself because my mom always made me do work
@@Victoria-wk9sx no
Looking at the snow flakes out of my window while listening to this...
It fits great during winter! ❄❄❄
I listened to this since it came out and i still am, it's so beautiful 😪💔
Hey you, yeah you. Everything going to be okay. Just stay positive throughout the bad. God loves you.
Thank you, god loves you too! :")
I wish I would be ok
@@juuz1981 you're not depressed stop being so dramatic lol
thanks man, i needed to hear that & god loves you 2 🙏🏻💯
@@juuz1981 you'll be ayt bro.🖤
Hey mom i dreamt bout you last night
I didnt want it end so i held you tight
I hope you know im tryna do things right
I hope your proud of me
I never wanted it to end but i guess thats how its gotta be
Moma you was best friend you never doubted me
I looked up to and you tried to take care of me
But i swear that dream felt so real
I walked in the room and you were so still
I promised you one day i would do good
And get us out the hood
But now you cant visit me and i wish you could
Idk what to do anymore i feel like i shoud give up
But ik momma thats not the way you raised us
It you get knocked down get the f.... Back up
Dont care about what ofher people think
But thats kinda hard to do with things ive seen
Only if you knew what ive been thru and what ive seen
You would understand and you would be able to see
its not fair for you or me
Just cuz were poor doesnt mean we have to be
Mama you proved that to me
You were a strong women and you'll always be
You told me to stay strong and stay out the streets
I'll still remember the last thing you said to me
Buddy this might be the end
But one day you'll see me again
Just roll the dice son I know that you can win
And look after your brothers
Cuz its gonna be hard on em without their mother
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@@eminembhai987 hey i listened to yoyr beat but this.btings me towards my mom. She died recently and she likde this beat
Ik your feeling bro
wow..
I could feel the pain
Really!
Im sure she’s in heaven and i’m so sorry for your loss
I don’t know what to say bc your going thru very hard times rn
I will pray for you!🙏🏾
I want you to know that there are people that love you okay! And I’m glad to be one of them! Your Mom would be so proud of you and I am too!
Bless you man🙏🏾❤️
@@michaelbarber3343 oof lmao
This been my favorite since 2020 when I first listened to it man, it brings back memories of me and friends freestyling while having no care in the world
Beautiful. Thank you for creating this❤️
Amazing beat, melody, rhythm, everything was put together so well
This beat just hits different FR
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i know no one is gonna read this because this video is now 2 years old but if someone reads this Thanks i just want to say be Happy with your Parents that you have right know i only saw my MOM after born just for a couple of seconds. i don't know you but i will be with you if you need help
Thank you
I cry so much especially when I get high and listen to emotional music. It helps me relive a lot of stress. Losing your mom, losing a best friend that you considered more as a brother. All around the same time kills you. Been alone since he passed away. Everyone that I thought was a friend after that all left.
@@cristianthe1210 sorry that reading is apparently to much for you to handle. Do you have anything else to say to keep you looking like a dumbass? If so then feel free to reply.
It's nice to rap on will as u watch the video and remember something's in your life the words just come out and u feel like crying 💔😭
Hello I’ve just lost my brother and I’m really grieving about and just to hear this track makes me think a lot I’ve spent with him with the story’s I can say THANK YOU 🙏🏼.
Hey... I hope this helps you. ruclips.net/video/uHjN8NtOqEY/видео.html&ab_channel=StonedAKhana
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
The rich stay rich by spending like the poor and investing without stopping then the poor stay poor by spending like the rich yet not investing like the rich
i love you all
But what about people who want to hear beats and make songs?
Real motivation🔥thanks bro
I have doubts about every choice I have made. I regret all the actions that have led me to this day. Thoughts take over me. At the moment even home feels like a prison. I don't enjoy anything anymore, and I've let everyone down. I don't even recognize myself anymore, I just pretend that everything is going well in front of the most important one for me. I no longer dare to leave my room because I am afraid that I will only make more mistakes. I have lost my goals in life, and I don't know for whom / what I keep carrying all the pain. I cannot process the past, how am I ever supposed to work on my future. Pretending is wrecking me. I don't even understand my own thoughts anymore, how should I focus on achievements in life. Everyone expects things from me, while I don't even know what's wrong with me.
This is overwhelmingly real for me. Quite possibly the most relatable thing Ive seen in a while... The world is so fucking stupid. I have more than anyone could ask for, but none of that matters when you've lost the ability to feel simple emotion, and when you cant comprehend a single thing except your illusive thoughts that deceive you all damn day.
@@voukaa9850 This is the text I've send to my girlfriend. Maybe this can help you in a way.
Sorry for how I've been behaving lately. I'm starting to experience less and less things, I just lie in bed for days. Some things fly past me because everything feels numb. I no longer have the motivation to do things and I feel like one big disappointment. It's moments like these that I break, and I realize what my life has become at this moment. I really blame myself that our family broke up like this. I notice that mom and dad experience so much pain and effort for us, which makes me see myself as a great burden. Sometimes I wonder if it's better when I'm not around. Because I feel guilty and it hurts to see how shitty life is right now. I've lost so many people, through my own stupid actions, when I couldn't help it. I don't dare to do much anymore, because I'm afraid that history will repeat itself. For years I told myself that it was all okay, while I was completely broken inside. I've been walking around for too long with guilt, and images of things that happened. Every time I see my father being lifted into the ambulance, and my mother walking downstairs in panic not knowing what to do. This image bothers me so much that every thought of it makes me cry a lot. I have the idea that I am a big cause for all the negative in everyone's life. I have so many things I want to say to Mom and Dad, but I don't want them to feel sorry for me. Or that they see me as weak. I don't want me to be the cause of something negative again, they try so hard. That I don't want to put that on her. I don't dare to share my story, as I feel like I'm pretending there are worse things in life. But all the images, thoughts, responsibility, expectations, pain, sadness destroys me inside. I can't last long. And I'm afraid of making things worse by going out the door. I know I'm not alone in this, but that's what I choose. I don't want to be a burden anymore and I don't want to see that I take people with me in my grief. I am so sorry to Mom and Dad, I really love them very much. They have always believed in me and always tried their best. But to see them so unhappy now breaks me. Help is getting closer, but it will take some time. For now I just want to avoid things as much as possible, so as not to make more mistakes. Sorry for everything I've done to everyone. The disappointment I have become as a son, brother, cousin, grandson, boyfriend and friend.
Yo can I make this a song
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@@mckenziestroud4437 yeah of course
A whole different kimd of vibe hit me when i was listening to this
Who else just stsrted freestyleing and it went really far abd deep in the soul
Me
Who else just said this dude cant spell
Yea
@@Vell_Low23 😂😂😂
@@johnzwm1189 im fr like wht dude sayin?
this beat has always got me crying everytime I feel down. Thanks🙏❤️
@@cristianthe1210 All the time bro Xd
Literally did a freestyle with this beat and now that I hear how much pain that came out of it it actually helped me thx
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This just popped up on my recommended and ion regret clicking it good job wit the beats keep up the good work i just did a whole freestyle right now from luv to a heart break
Excellent groove, really well put together track Luf !
Goodluck to all the other smaller artists out there. Hopefully the music on our channels will blow up one day 🙏♥️
Thanks, best of luck to u bro
Yeah
Can i use your beat? In free?
Okay set 📐
This really hits me emotionally it makes you think about life. Very emotional. Well done
I agree
Hey uh...
You said this beat makes you think about life but in what way? 🤔
Btw...I wonder what the name "endless" could suggest?
Day time: “yeah I’m ok *smiling*
Night time: “cries self to sleep silently so nobody has to hear you suffer mentally”
I can relate but it’s alright we get though it eventually it won’t take a life time just find yourself and tell someone it helps anyone need a talk i gotchu add my discord Op12o#5447 much love to all
Don't be sad... Hope this helps... ruclips.net/video/uHjN8NtOqEY/видео.html&ab_channel=StonedAKhana
Same, I get scared if my parents ever ask me to show them my arms.
fr and it hurts sometimes that u cant tell anyone cause they call you an attentio seeker
for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of GOD and the wages of sin is death, but the Gift of GOD is eternal life in CHRIST JESUS our LORD, Who not only gave us life but laid down HIS very own precious Life after living perfectly in the flesh and later rising 3 days after bodily dying for us all so that we may be saved by HIS grace through faith in HIM alone. please stop living in sin and live all to the glory of the LORD GOD Almighty alone, that you become a son/daughter of our Heavenly FATHER and be sealed by HIS HOLY SPIRIT! :)
we love you bro, don't forget that. we're all always here for u fam, just stay strong bro🧡
PIECE OF ART
Melody from another dimension💫
“Pain
These thoughts up in my brain
Make me go insane
Falling to ground
But when I need you, you ain’t around
These tears in my eyes
Yeah I was cryin last night
So who the fuck told you I was doin alright?
Yeah these late nights
Feeling empty
You broke me down, you broke me to the core
one day maybe I’ll hear a knock at the door
But this ain’t no joke
Ever since you been gone
I just haven’t been able to cope
Cause the person that healed all your scars can be the same one who stabs you in the heart. “
@@g_fron13 hell Nah make you're own Sheep
Pain
These thoughts up in my brain
Make me go insane
Falling to the ground
But when I need you, you ain't around
These tears in my eyes
Yeah I was crying last night
So who TF told you I was doing alright?
Yeah these late night thoughts
Feeling empty
Yeah you stabbed me in the heart I can barely breathe look up at the clock its exactly 1:03 rn I dont wanna breathe dont wanna live shit we used to be happy and talk about having kids depression got me fuxked up mentally so when I do these drugs ima pop those shits heavily don't wanna live dont wanna breathe next time you hear my name you gonna start thinking of me thinking what we had thinking about me not having a dad an having a hard time growing up in the streets yeah I told you everything I guess that wasn't enough gave you all my love but you still shot me in the heart wake in the morning wishing you were still here get up look beside me and no ones there yeah I dont wanna feel weak all this anxiety and depression getting to me I barely go to sleep wanna be alive with you but you dont wanna be with me thought this was forever thought it was meant to be but none of those words meant shit to you and dont mean shit to me I guess ill just leave let you go do your thing when you weren't for me wise guy told me all girls are the same and damn coming to it now I got it locked up in my brain.
didnt realy like the songk
Verse #1:
Vision foggy you guessed it, yes I’m depressed again,
Feels like no ones wants me, I’m at the lowest I’ve ever been,
I need my mom but she’s always too busy drinkin,
The stress is clingin, I let anxiety sink in,
My heart is bleedin, but that’s how these bitches leave it,
It leaves me overthinkin,
My own soul is grievin for me, it’s pleading for peace,
Can i use some of this for a song?
Hit me up cause I wanna by yo lyrics ig k_ mari08
Trill Gaming aight bet
Can I use part of this?
0:23
Too much heartbreak makes you change
leave me alone I'm sad today
When I wear off no more pain
We don't have to go that way
Too much heartbreak makes you change
Leave me alone im sad today
Time is changing change is made
Sorry I can't be that way
(0:23)
Life is just a road that we all travel on.
I don't really need a partner but if you would tag along
You would leave me spinning like i was on a gravitron
Take my breath away like I had run a marathon
knees are getting weaker and I feel like I'm a kid again
Not trying to be a bother but I really need a friend again
Scared to be my father so I shy away from his mistakes
now I'm just afraid when I think about the older days
swear I'm trying to motivate, and stay above it all
But waiting patiently I struggle just to move at all
Sometimes I think that way and end up in a mood it seems
All I need's a savior and I only think of you it seems
This is just a movie scene, the one that's in the rain
My tears are falling while I'm sitting on the window pane
Mundo ko'y nagiba
Simula nung ikay lumisan
Nung ikay kapiling na ng iba
Huminto ang takbo ng orasan
Mga masasayang alaala
Kay sarap balikan
Ngayon wala kana
Paano ba ulit sisimulan
Jesus loves u
@@mattsbasement Jesus loves u ❤
@@mansbshsbabshhd7913 yes I know, thank you
holy moly this beat 🤝
Letter to God
It’s 2020 and we’re going through these hard times
I’m trying to change the channel but all I see is bad crimes
Tryna change my mind as I try to change the time.
I wish I could see but im way too blind
I once had a vision that I was on a mission
Now I’m missing. Open ears but I still can’t listen.
It’s getting harder. Yeah my dreams are getting farther.
It’s time to be a man for my mother and my father.
Damn. No more staying in stand still.
I ain’t playing games. I’m just living up for God’s will.
God will you heal me with your righteous right hand.
You said the heart is wicked so ill follow your plan.
It’s time to stay focused. And break through this dam.
No longer deal with depression or anxiety.
Finally I can see. That this has to be. My one shot.
And I’ll keep running until I make it to the top.
I promise God that I won’t stop won’t drop.
I promise God that I won’t let my dreams pop.
I promise God that I’ll fight like you fought.
I promise God that I won’t let my faith rot.
I’ll let you God take control every single day
Every single way. With everything that I face.
We could go like Andale or move at a slower pace.
They say sky is the limit. you’re beyond outer space.
I’m out of space and filled with the Holy Spirit.
As I write these lyrics I just hope you could hear it.
Yeah I’m burning all my bridges cause the sin is getting vicious
I’m praying and praying. Finally done with all these wishes.
I’m aiming and staying in one lane no more switching.
No more comments and likes its people that im fishing.
Can I use this in a song?
@@Jensmilerdh go for it brotha
God bless u man🙂
@@marklikesfood0938 thanks bro!! Take care :)
I can record this and send it to you thru social media if you're down
Endless pain
End this pain
They don't know my name
I'm never gonna change
Said I should rearrange
But I stayed the same
I got an elite brain
High class pain
Look at me thriving
I'm not even stopping
I swear that I'm poppin
I'm never dropping
I stay at the top and then
Uh uh
Making me crazy
I cried like a baby
My life is amazing
But I got bad behavior
I break 'em then shake 'em
I make 'em cry
Got tears in their eyes
They scared for lives
Wow wow I
Don't know what I'm doing
Don't know where I'm going
My flow keeps flowing
Fall keeps falling
My ball keeps balling
My call keeps calling
Ice on my wrist
I'll never change this
My life ain't complete
Without the kiss
Of my mom and my dad on my forehead
Before bed
That’s deep 🥺 I wish I could see my dad one more time
🔥🔥🔥
Bro this was shit
can i use these bars
Yo you should rap you good
Mặc dù đầy đủ khi con khôn lớn, nhưng con có cảm giác mình luôn thiếu,
Nhất là khi cô đơn, thì những tổn thương đó càng nặng nhiều,
Mục đích tồn tại là gì? Đến bây giờ con còn chẳng hiểu,
Cũng may mắn tìm được âm nhạc là thứ duy nhất gọi là năng khiếu,
Baì tập chẳng bao giờ làm, nhưng lúc nào tay cũng sách và viết,
Muốn hiểu được con của mình, ba cũng chẳng có cách nào biết,
Vì con chẳng bao giờ nói chuyện hơn với ba được dăm ba câu,
Ở trong lòng vẫn còn chữ hận, và đó là cách để đâm ba đau,
Uhh,
Con ghét vì 1 tuổi thơ, không có đầy đủ ba và mẹ,
Con ghét những đêm 1 mình, khóc nức nở mà không ai nghe,
Con ghét vì ba có thể, đi nơi khác làm lại từ đầu,
Và con ghét ba làm mẹ khóc, bởi vì bọn con là người phải lau,
Con ghét tất cả mọi thứ, ghét nhất vẫn là bản thân,
Con luôn xem mình vô dụng, và những nỗi đau này con đáng nhận,
Và khi ba đưa con sang bên Mỹ thì sự căm ghét đó nhân ngàn lần,
Thật khó để thấy tổng thể, khi ta đang nhìn bức tranh càng gần,
Ba không xem âm nhạc con thích là 1 chỗ dựa vững cho tương lai,
Và con thì luôn xác định nó là 1 thứ theo con đường dài,
Mà thằng Bin thì luôn cứng đầu, quyết đã đi là không dừng lại,
Nên, bỏ tất cả đằng sau, cuốn gói đi mà không ngần ngại,
3 năm trôi, và,
Cũng có chút gì gọi là thành công,
Vẫn là con của ba, luôn nói ít hơn là hành động,
Con ước gì, ba có thể được thấy con trên sân khấu,
Nhìn những người hâm mộ thương con, và những người bạn luôn đứng đằng sau,
Và, ba à, con chẳng hề ghét ba đâu,
Mọi hờn giận đều đến từ những kỳ vọng ta ghép cho nhau,
Ba cũng chỉ mong muốn được thấy, con cứng cáp trong cuộc đời bạc,
Chẳng vui vẻ gì khi có 1 thằng con luôn chống đối không hợp tác,
Con thì quên đi mất, ba cũng là đứa trẻ tổn thương,
Ông nội cũng chẳng ở đó để cho ba 1 cuộc sống bình thường,
Suy cho cùng, cả 2 đều đau 1 nỗi đau chung,
Quá bận rộn chứng minh ba sai, mà con đã quên làm những điều đúng,
Và,
Hôm đó sau khi mà con về nhà,
Con đến và hỏi thăm ba,
Ba nói ba vui khi ba đã thấy con có tất cả,
Dù là, ba sẽ phải nhìn và ủng hộ con từ nơi rất xa,
Cổ họng nghẹn không nói nên lời,
Đó là tất cả động lực con cần để có thể sống trên đời,
27 năm sống, cuối cùng con cũng lớn thật rồi,
Con chỉ muốn 1 lần được nói với ba là con xin lỗi.
ái dà fan b-ray à :3
This heat is so beautiful
Yo I just realized this dropped on my birthday.. aye I love the beat too 🙌😔🖤
Keep in mind, I’m not a rapper
Do you remember all the good times that we always had
All the times that I made you smile giggle chuckle and laugh
Those moments have a very special place in my heart
Well they did, until my heart got torn apart
Ever since then, my life’s been in the dumps
Just like an old road filled with holes and bumps
I’m sad all the time but no one seems to care
I miss you a lot. that’s a hard burden to bare
I tried to move on. I tried to look away
But all these thoughts of you are hurting my brain
I see that you are happy, I wish I was the same
Happiness is the hardest thing a sad person can gain
The first heartbreak is like a pain that always stays
The second heart break only lasts for days
The third heartbreak just makes you feel sad
The fourth heart break just makes you feel bad
After all of those, it leads to a confession
I’m sad all the time, I might have depression
Don’t feel bad, you’re not alone
I never feel myself, I’m outta my zone
I wish I could be happy but I will never be the same
All these suicidal thought make me go insane
Nothing makes me happy, nobody gives a shit
Nothings a drag kid, think about it
My love for you is endless, just like the days
Your love for me has ended, it never stays
I tried to fall asleep forever, but I am restless
My love will not stop coming, cause it is endless
My love for you is endless, just like the days
Your love for me has ended, it never stays
I tried to fall asleep forever, but I am restless
My love will not stop coming, cause it is endless
Z
bars bro, bars.
I love it
It I good I feel something when I read it
Bro you are crazy
Best freestlying beat on everything ❤️🩹
This makes me wanna rap for my Mom that died when I was just 3 years old
(edited) btw it's been 12 years since she died
❤️
Rap all you want man, Your mom would accept anything from you, Rest In Peace, Stay safe Rohan
R.I.P to your mom
Man sorry to hear that bro hope u alright
R.I.P to Mom
Great chords and that snare is so nice like it's so clean and nice to listen to I like the slow sad ambient vibe and mix is clean asf
This beat is simply too beautiful... 💜
I hope everyone in this comment section that's going through it makes it through their situation 💜
Ik
Love This Beat
The one thing that has been with me 24hrs everyday is the shadows and the depression, one day I hope that I'll lead another life and leave this one for good
I used to want to kill myself, leave this soul behind, I used to think it’d be better if I was gone. But, you don’t have to feel that way, you challenge yourself everyday, you flip the script and kill your old self... kill your ego, kill off all the distractions and don’t allow yourself to sit in satisfaction for too long or you will be gone forever. Don’t regret now, change is challenge. Growth is pain, and hate is love. Lead yourself so you can bring others with you. Be the leader, always always always. If you don’t live accordingly to your life then you don’t get to come back. If you don’t live accordingly then you come back to a world you can’t agree with again. Believe in your self, you are the key.. you alone have the key to success, however that means to you. I will save the world.. and I want you to do the same
Remember my name, it’s John Mills. I swear on everything that you will know me in the near future. Remember my name. I can’t emphasize this enough that I will save everyone no matter the suffering I must bear. Believe in me because I believe in you. I am John Mills
@@repitore9041 For some reason I seemed to control my sadness I just can't control my anger
@@swipernoswiping574 I can't control neither, I try so hard to make the fake smile real but if only people knew how I was feeling.
@@repitore9041 I wish I could, hopefully in my next life Ill remember your name
These days can’t get you off my mind, thinking about all the memories that we made all the time. If you get a new nigga he wont be worth a dime. Our love was so perfect that yeah it got me blind. In our love I had faith, but you moved on a new stage. without you in my life baby I cannot think straight. done so many drugs but love was the greatest. Family issues got us apart yeah cuz our morals so different. Got on my knees pray to god like a Christian. To our love yeah the lord yeah he was a witness. Need you back to ease the pain cuz I feel like a victim. Even with no money you made me feel like the richest. So baby call my phone, cuz imma hit you back. only cared about emotions don’t care bout having sex. Momma even noticed that I been dealing stress. Girl I can’t even find reasons to hate you cuz you was the best. You said that if it’s meant to be it’ll be reality, sometimes I wish that our break up was just the saddest dream. I had plans in future for you and me, having 2 kids living in a fantasy. Me making you happy is the only thing that brings a smile on me. But it’s like love can turn into your worst enemy. Not Standing by my side but with society. You made me hit a point at life like the highest key. Like honestly, baby tell me what’s wrong with me. Was I wrong to be? Did you even love me when I gave you all of me. Heartbreaks and drugs the only things that stay strong with me. I guess you proved a point just with your honesty. I think I’m really gonna die a young prodigy. I remember days when you made me happy from upset, now just thinking about you only makes me feel depressed. If I could have a moment with you I’d ask for a second chance. But baby I cannot pretend, and no we can’t be friends, I want us to be better than we can,Even though we ended I just want you with me til the end, I remember cold nights where we would walk back to my bed, kissing your body kissing your neck, holding me close taking me in, gosh I loved you so much I cannot even say, I’m hoping that with you I’ll have another day. I am the truth, I can love forever then we can hop in the coup. And we can, we can do it any day that you want. Just gotta trust in me gotta have a big heart you can rip that shit out you can tear it apart. Even though you might hate me just know my love isn’t far. You can let go of me but can’t let go of my heart, no body can steal that from me cuz I’m missing that part. I hope one day you’ll run back to me with open arms. Telling me you love than goodbye my we done. Been a couple days and I can’t even get fucked, made me promise you that I’ll never ever do drugs. Looking at some couples and just wishing that was us. Proving to everyone that we was in love, but everyone be saying that it was all lust. Like oh my god what the fuck. Mind games really got me stuck. You my strength even when times were rough. You holding my hand imma miss that touch. Baby I just wanna restart and go back to relaxing, baby you was special definitely above average. You looked better than pictures you ain’t no catfish. Studied your emotions like mathematics. All these other bitches full on plastic. Wanna tell you that I love tell you yeah what’s up, blocking me baby ain’t gonna do none. So baby call me soon, cuz you know I need you. I have faith in my heart meaning it’s you. Hoping that god sticks our love back together like it’s glue. There ain’t much to solve so there ain’t no clues, just call me back before I get tired of this boo. I’m thinking your getting tired of me too?
Màažÿ 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Yo you do the most
❤️❤️ this based off a real break up. I loved her but somethings aren’t meant to be and music is a way to express emotions.
May i please use some of these lyrics?
Lil CumStain Ofc
I love this beat 💙
Isssaaa bangerrrrr
I like the guitar melody on this beat. Good job!👌👌
Thank you so much 🙌
Can’t believe this has been out for 8months and iv only just found it 🤬🤯😤
Best sad beat ever!
This one is for the soul. Big ups homie this gonna help me through some shit frfr❤.
1. I listened to this too loud
2. Neighbours called the police
3. Police came
4. Police arrested neighbours...
F
Cap
Why does this not have more likes?... This is gold
noice
whatta beauty
I played this for an hour straight just rapping finding lyrical ways to rap
Same it's. Good Ass beat
Imma make a song of it
same, i made a deep sentimental sadsong with this, probably i take 1 month to release cause I'll start posting others music with deep feelings before
Bro I just can’t flow with this beat
@@wife_beater8728 you don’t try say your words fast say them as your going with the beat, and itll start to feel like you can pick up the flow, I used to just rap in my head so my guess is just practice
ahnboi where its at. heat!
Daaaaamn
Always & forever in my heart
I love you grandma.
When I was 10 years old
The worst thing was
getting picked on
Grandma was getting sick.
So the Christmas gifts had to be gone.
The cool kids got the new phone.
And I was getting picked on
For sitting alone.
Little did they know that I was
Going through a lot.
The merry Christmas was
More like where was Christ at ?
But My mother taught me to keep
My faith up.
Winters would get cold,
My grandma
would tuck me in The bed with layers of covers
She taught me
the best prayers That I never heard from others.
I could see her everyday struggle.
I'm sorry for the times I treated you
Wrong...
Grandma How could you be so strong?
Thank you for correcting me
Every time I was wrong !
Thank you for teaching me about
This evil world
and for showing me
How to treat a girl.
I'm sorry for going out to play
And leaving you alone,
There's not a single day
That I'm not writing about
you on My phone.
------------
Every afternoon, I would see you
Alone in your room. And I remember one day I told you.
"Grandma I'm sorry your always lonely, I promise when I'm older and get a car I will take you everywhere"
it Hurts me till this day ,
You left me early and I wish you would of stayed.
You were suffering day by day
I remember our last talked
Through the phone.
When you were in Mexico,
You left me in the room all alone.
Every night I would shed a tear,
What would I do with out you
In the next year ?
My worst fear came true
And one morning my dad
Came in the room.
To give me the worst news...
I was just eleven, grandma now I'm happy that you are in heaven .
Back then I didn't understand.
I didn't want to accept that
I lost my best friend.
😞 felt that. Your story in your lyrics are very powerful and need more recognition❤️ stay safe alright
Mi'Leigh Obloy 100% true story! I actually write a lot but keep most to my self . Hopefully tho one day I can write for an artist , I like to write about things people can relate , basically to let people know they are not alone . Thanks for reading .
rodrrr19 your welcome hopefully you will get to wright to someone someday. Stay safe❤️
It’s the ones you never thought would let go
It’s the ones you pushed everything, every friend and family member away for
It’s the ones you never never thought would leave you all alone when you gave EVERYTHING just to see them happy to see you LONELY in the end after every BREATH every BLINK of an eye you took that SWITCHED like a page of a book without notice you would of took bullets for that hurt you in the end.
So take my advice when I say nobody’s perfect & nothing in life will ever be a painted a perfect picture like you see in Hollywood.
Your alone
Your depressed
Your selfless
Your heart broken
But I promise one thing you are is the most strongest person in the whole entire world & nothing will ever change that ever.
God bless you & keep your head up kid.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are
When the blazing sun is gone
When his nothing
Shine upon
your so cringe tbh you should end it all lol
🔥
Ur the goat of this beat stuff like it's so touching bro I salute u...
Who else just legit forgot about the beat and was just watching the video... lol
@ParissMusic Official soundcloud.com/drownyourselfinbliss/grapes-after-sex
Shut up Karen
ME
Random Gaming lol
The video matches the beat so well though 😂🤷♂️
Что еще желать
1 куплет
Пусть под Солнцем золотым,
Растворится грусть как дым,
Каждый станет пусть веселым, молодым…
Ведь давно пора понять,
Жизнь - игра, начни играть,
И пришли сюда мы точно не страдать.
Припев
А, я, любовь как фею,
В сердце смог поймать.
Я от тебя балдею,
А что еще желать…
2 куплет
Я хочу, чтоб в каждый дом,
Словно в сказке (с узелком),
Постучалось счастье ночью или днем…
Чтоб непросто погостить,
Чтоб оно осталось жить,
Чтобы песни петь и больше не грустить…
Припев
А, я, любовь как фею,
В сердце смог поймать.
Я от тебя балдею,
А что еще желать…
Omg this beat is so good and so sad but i love it
This beat🔥
Well, just listening to this beat made me want to rap and how i realize how hard things are in life, and how easy we have it compared to others, the people that fight, the people that struggle i want this beat to go out to everyone.. love everyone you can, send love and hold hearts with care, want everyone to know there’s always someone there, there’s always someone watching, and for that, you have to be your best, focus on the things that matter, listen to your hearts and do the right things. I hope everyone has a great day/night. ❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥💯
If you here cause you’re depressed. I hope you feel better soon. Just let you know there are people out here care for you too.
Thankyou:(
I'm not depressed
Thanks, recently got dumped by my gf and she started dating my friend thank you
it dosent seem like it lol
I’m tired of being to my family the “other kid” the one whose not the smartest with my true emotions hid
I’m tired of being to my friends the outcast not invited anywhere stuck inside behind the glass
I’m tired of acting in a fake personality pretending to be someone who I’m not meant to be
I’m tired of living life so stressed out not having fun full of sadness and doubt now I’m in pain
Mentally physically all this shit in my brain making me feel insane
So tired so drained
Dark thoughts about hurting myself not giving two shits about my mental health now this other shit that nobody else knows another fucking thing that the devil throws life ain’t ever gonna be the same anymore I lay in bed thinking if I could just go back to before
cry
I get it. Not your situation, but your feeling. It’s something that isn’t right and most sweep under the rug. Tis indeed a shitty feeling. I would say to get help but even then, you can be guided but you ultimately make the decision to change. I understand most days you wanna go back in time, but keeping yourself there only stunts whatever growth you could harvest and channel that pain into. I feel like I’ve lived a hundred lifetimes of pain in twenty years of existence, but I go on, ya know? I’ll be honest, life is shitty. And most don’t know wtf their purpose is nor do most of the opposite chase it. I think purpose isn’t a dream job, or a person. It’s making the most of what you have and finding things that keep you going. Bursts of motivation, lessons, and the awareness to look deep inside and be honest with who resides there. Yea, you can give up, you can chain your potential down your whole life and project what you could’ve changed right now. You could lose yourself further and become a shell of who you could be. As dark as that is, I think it’s important to realize that you aren’t as bad as you think, and that there is always a reason as to why it seems that it’s the opposite. Evaluate everyone in your life that you feel doesn’t treat you like you’d wanna be treated. Maybe it’s not that they don’t love you, but rather they aren’t fully sure how to because they have a hard time loving themselves. Bottom line, You gotta be you. Yes, you can self loathe, self pity even. But eventually, are you gonna get up and climb back up? Are you gonna push through every slip and fall life gives you? Or are you gonna stay put in the dumps? Only you decide that one. You got this, and I know you do. I know there will always be others around you that think that as well, but may not express it. Doesn’t mean they don’t think it. Change the lens of which you see life in, and maybe then will things start to grow and be more vibrant. Takes time, but if it’s worth it, doesn’t matter. I hope you’re okay and can perceive this food for thought as thought provoking, not condescending. There is Beauty in the struggle
Wooaawwww 😥🔥
Yeah, check it,
All day, every day, it’s all the same,
Nothing left in this world but it’s okay,
WELL, let me tell y’all a story,
Hundred thousand different things this girl told me,
She promised she was in love,
I guess I was tricked, since day one.
Here I come, walking through the door,
I see a note on the floor,
It reads “Goodbye” here,
You weren’t enough for me dear,
I ran, all around the house,
It’s true, you were really gone.
Now I’m sitting here, all alone,
and you are off on your own,
Babygirl, come back to me,
You were the light in my dream,
Everything else, just darkness,
You left me to suffer through my pain.
Yo i need you to write a whole song for this beat because i might use it of im making a song with this beat
You will be credited and i will @ you in the song
can i use some words here?
I can’t do shit right you always on my mind
This hurts me worse me worse than it hurts you
You free to do the shit you want to do
but I’m always stuck here, stuck in a loop
Only thing I can do is to let go and try to pull through
Know that all you’ll do is say I love you
Then you’ll end up in bed with another dude
I’ll see you on his brain This can’t do
I just want lay down cry
But you always on my mind
24/7 365
Love it
Barz
can i use this
Crazy!
real shtt bro
Sat here stuck with my feelings, every night every evening, feel like there's no point in breathing, or even sleeping, cause I'm never ever dreaming I'm fienin for a girl that could turn out as a demon, I'm just tryna shine bright like a beacon. I'm in a battle with depression and I feel like I've been beaten.
Love
ive been out my mind i kinda need to focus
i swear realitys just seeming hopeless
how i have got a home but feel homeless,
no one notice
failure to action a lack of motives
shits endless
validations a temptress
dont lose your pounds and your pences
waste time sitting on fences
cos that fence will break
i put a pen to papes
look at life centre face
and embrace.
do more. be more. do better. be better.
Brought tears to my eyes😔😔
It Made Me Cry Brother Thank You For Creating
every night the light fades my happiness goes with it, when your heart broke and you start you can’t stitch it. theres something missing in me the space that i can’t fill in, theres gotta be an answer out there but what is it, I’m second guessing everything I fill inside with in, I’m insecure, I’m sad I’m not comfortable in my skin. i never chose to be me or live in this life I’m in. some say better days are ahead but I’m not convinced, i lost everything i had theres theres nothing to obtain, I’m followed by great clouds this stuff I’m drained. drowning in the motions I’m dressed in December rain. ill find a way to numb the pain, novocaine, pathetic poetic, I’m irrelevant to most. all i need is anithstetics and ill be ok to go. give me everything you got, i don’t care if i overdose coz ill be a lost cause until I’m decomposed.
nice
Good work man
That’s rly good! If u wrote those (I’m starting to think it was a professional 😂) lyrics u should write lyrics to Viola by Eevee and comment the lyrics cuz I wanna see what u write...if not that’s fine 😗
Nice lyrics from depmpseyrollboy novocaine
@@nathanscott5530 I’m working on a project for mental health. Do you mind if I use these lyrics?
I'm tryna find out my purpose, I need help reachin' the surface
I need someone to look me in the eye and tell me that I'm worth it
Everything now feels so hopeless, they're tellin' me to keep goin
My emotions are explodin, dont know how long I can hold it
Loosin my mind, I'm goin insane,
My teardrops are falling and they matchin' the rain
Stress on my chest so I take too on my brain,
I hate goin' in circles no pullin' my chain
I forgot my own nale cuz,
Its coverd in shame
And Im standing all alone so no one to blame
Cuz life is a joke and life is a game
I grow up rough but shits still the same
I got nothing to lose but so much to gain
So I keep on pushing, running thru pain
Got my hand up cuz Im reaching for fame
Can I take that for a song ?
Imma just take that
3ake king I thought he had some mad skills but naa tank you got letting me know
Badass bro
GD 🤯
this makes me cry no joke it really does
i can relate to the start of the video so much its sad
Listening to this audio brings me to tears but also helps me heal as I sing what I feel!
He sexually abused me and I felt guilty for it while he lived happily! When I finally found the strength to talk to someone they told me my outfit was the reason why it happened to me.
That shit hurts especially when family says it to you.
Let me tell something I wish I was told
To you beautiful soul out there,
None of this is your fault. You deserve to live and be happy. Suicide is not the way! I promise, I tried it so many times and got nowhere! Just fight for your happiness, you will be just fine.
Remember you are a strong warrior and you can do it!
Don’t give the chance to this nasty abuser to see you give up!
I love and appreciate your courage, you deserve the world, you deserve life and I love you ❤️
IJust wanna be me
But everytime. I
Try I couldn't be
Anxiety on my soul
I couldn't breathe
Just wanna make some green
Just need a empty space to scream
My words. All the friends I had
Close-in the doors.
Fire mind the overload
Abo auta kura tho afai socch
Hijo sama tiyo
I just started crying when i heard this. The music video really made me break down because that's what I'm going through rn. Damn I've never cried more in my life. I just really miss my mom we used to be so close and I don't know what happened. I was freestyling abt my situation and started to break down I really think yall should do the same if your in pain.
Nice melody, ambience and vibe 🌊 💯 ♥
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This road feel so endless an I don’t know where to start Maybe I should start by tryna heal my heart But it’s kinda hard to heal something that’s been broken from the start As soon as he left that’s when my life took a pause And it’s said to say that most the good memories are gone That’s something we have to live with every given day, and we can’t lean on him to take our pain away Growing up we always had a different childhood never had a father figure to look up to And now I’m sitting here in my room making this little rap all about him. He may be gonna but not to me his sprit still lives on R.I.P. Others may have never thought about what he left behind, but that’s something that often stays on my mind. Other times I have Suicidal monsters come creepin in my head, that’s something I’ve always tried to hide, I ain’t gonna lie, but at the end of the day the monsters pick you and you have no say. An before you think that he left us on purpose. Think again he would never freely walk out of our lives, just like that, so quickly so easily. That heart-attack just took him by surprise And many of us couldn’t believe our eyes. I never thought that, that one goodbye would be our last goodbye.... I mean what’s a daughter and son without their father At this point you could’ve guessed we shed many tears But it doesn’t stop there that pain that we felt will follow us for years.... This definitely needs some work but I’m proud of myself it’s the first time I’ve worked like this
rip bro, i feel for you.
yo bro same my dad died in a robbery some gang members jumped him
IK urTRASHツ sorry to hear that
DragonBeast64 Thanks
it's not just a rap bro it's deep feel
I dreamed about you last night,
I wish i never woke up.
I'm suprised how my heart is so strong
to handle all this pain.
From the moment we first met, you have never once left my mind.
I watched you as you left but i can never seem to let you go.
Tried of checking my phone and not seeing your name.
I hope you one day realize how much i loved you.
I miss talking to the old you.
But now we are just strangers with some memories.
Still young, still dumb, still learning about every little mistake i did.
It's hard moving on from someone you loved the most.
I know loving you was painful. But if i could do it again i would.
I know i lied to you, but that was because i didn't want you to know how much i was hurt.
I just can't get you out of my head. But I'm just hoping that you're looking for me in the sky too.
It went from long texts and phone calls, to no texts and missed calls.
But now today, missing the same person everyday hurts.
After all we had, we act like we never met.
Passed many eyes, but got lost in yours.
But everytime i see your smile i fall in love all over again.
Everything is nothing without you by my side.
You gave me the best memories until you became a memory.
I just want you to know i love you and always will.
It feels like i fall more in love with you everyday, even though you don't feel the same for me anymore.
I missed how we used to be together.
If i had one wish, you'd stay forever.
Man this hit me deep u had me crying while I was trying to rap it then I ended up reading like it was my life😔 hope ur okay
Well I just rapped the whole line whine listening to the prod itself
Tianna Nylander i feel you bro/syster , that was amazing , be strong i wish best for you
Tianna Nylander i feel you so much mam..be strong always and stay positive😍😘🙏🤗
There's this girl who I've liked for so long and we are best friends and she started dating my best friend and I left them both now they have broke up and we are best friends again but now she has a new boyfriend and has left me 😭
ITTouches my Heart
Feelings 💧💔
Tem dias que me pego pensando em você
E Não sei mais o que fazer
Eu preciso te esquecer
Lembranças me envolvem
De palavras ditas que foram verdadeiras
De momentos vividos
Que serão lembrados pela vida inteira
Com um aperto no peito
Me despeço enfim
Deixo meu passado pra trás
Preciso seguir sem ti
Quero que encontre a felicidade
Quero que encontre o amor
Quero que encontre a paz
Que um dia você tanto pediu pra me
Aqui deixo meu adeus
Sem beijo
Sem saudade
Só um adeus de alguém
Que deseja sua felicidade
I just dropped a song and this already inspired me to start writing again. Bless you and your talents 🙏🖤
The voice in my head (my subconscious) I call it God spoke to me through this beat 26 years of pain was lifted off my shoulders
I like this type beat very unique I enjoy it
So no one realizes how sad the video is.. I wish I could give him a hug. :(
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Remember I was a kid n everything was simple/
Remember the days my worries fit in a thimble/
Remember when life didn’t just feel like a sinkhole/
Remember the times my momma didn’t think I’m deceitful/
But shit changes, and it ain’t never over/
My vision be jaded lately buh now I be seein sober/
These days I see the truth but now the lies are getting colder/
Is it true that god gives the hard battles to tougher soldiers/
Wow!
To be honest I love this beat 💜