(FREE) Sad Type Beat - Endless
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Honestly we all know we searched this because she hurt us but dont worry the boys got you and dont give up the 7+billion people in the world there's always one person that thinks ur perfect
Keep ya head up bro
Well hey i might now be a guy and i might not get the things yal go through but i will allways have your back to my guy and she mght of hurt you but just keep on moving it will get better and if you want or need to talk im here for you
I’m lesbian so I can relate 😖🤚
Thanks fam
i instantely started cryin when i saw this
thank you this means more to me than u know
Suicide, been on my mind at the age of 10. Never had a family, too afraid to make some friends. Used to cry myself to sleep, contained in my room. Wishing I would've died in the womb. At the age of 15 I was hurting myself. Without a care in the world or the consequences of my health. The thought of suicide brought fear and chills down my spine. Regardless, I was hoping that I would do it this time. Isolation is my best friend, loneliness got a hold of me. Stayed in the shadows, the darkness was a second home to me. My father never understood my pain, because I needed someone to blame. 18 I was drinking and drowning my sorrows. Never gave a fuck about what happens tomorrow. Five years of alcohol abuse, and I felt the pain even more. But by then I was numb to the feeling, another day to be mourned. I guess I blamed my mother for leaving when I was three. I also blame my father for working more than being with me. The toys and video games just wasn't enough. That's just what happens when your numb to the love. Now I'm 29, and I still contemplate suicide. Depression stuck by close to my side.
could i use these lyrics in a song
@@lennoxholness1121 Be my guest.
Don’t think about bro that’s the past u needa look at the future trust me it gets better keep your head up😌sending you all my prayers
@@slizzythomas1041 I am fighting depression. They call it manic and bipolar depression. It is difficult at times to be able to not think about it. But my past haunts me, I have PTSD, and that is something that I can't forget. I feel pain, but I'm numb, if that makes sense. I thank you, for caring, appreciate it
Hope you’re doing well bro. Please reach out to me if you ever need to talk about anything. Please don’t do anything stupid. It’s never worth it. There’s always love for you bro ❤️
[Verse 1]
Lost in my thoughts, trapped in my mind
Feeling so alone, it's hard to unwind
Longing for love, searching for a sign
Hoping that one day, you'll come into my life
Every night I pray, for someone to hold
Someone to love, as we grow old
But the darkness lingers, it's hard to fight
Tried to run away, but it's always in sight
[Chorus]
Alone in this world, with no one to hold
Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole
Longing for someone, to share in my pain
Wishing for love, to break through the chains
[Verse 2]
Days turn to weeks, weeks turn to years
Still I'm all alone, drowning in my fears
Tried to fill the void, with drugs and cheap thrills
But nothing could replace, the love that I still
Every morning I wake, to the same old grind
Searching for a way, to leave it all behind
But the loneliness stays, it's hard to ignore
Wishing for love, to knock on my door
[Chorus]
Alone in this world, with no one to hold
Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole
Longing for someone, to share in my pain
Wishing for love, to break through the chains
[Bridge]
But then I saw you, and everything changed
You brought me light, in my darkest of days
You gave me hope, and a reason to live
And now I know, that love can truly forgive
No longer alone, with you by my side
Together we'll face, whatever life may provide
[Chorus]
Alone in this world, with no one to hold
Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole
Longing for someone, to share in my pain
Wishing for love, to break through the chains.
That's dope man!
cornball
Great work man.
chatgpt type rap
Bruh Ky me ese hindi me bana kr gaa skta hu.
“Some people are going to leave, but that’s not the end of your story. That’s the end of their part in your story.”
Of all the useless shit that gets millions of like this guys amazing fucking comment gets only 8 …. Fuck that I’ll like your shit bro and make
Mine alone worth 3 million 💯 you absolutely deserve it brotha here here 👌🏽👌🏽
hey, my new song is out, check it out if u want.. :) ruclips.net/video/TqkULWODfjg/видео.html
I have no story
EXT GamingYt You're 100% right about this one...
I guess there are 2 reasons why people truly leave...The first one is when they don't have anything more to teach you, therefore their job is done...
And the second...well...
Maybe they just never wanted to stay in the first place...
I hope you won't find my comment too offensive or inappropriate...If so I'm sorry in advance...
The saddest beat is the sound of a heart that doesn't want to beat anymore
damn even i looking back at this is crying.. damn deep
btw thanks for all the support, never gotten this much likes
@Wanted Bear for real though
Truee
Deep
I literally just saw this comment on another video lol
@@utuben1155 lol yes he’s being nice
"hey dont cry because it's over, smile because it happened." - Dr. Seuss
Because your comment I'm going to live another day
@@kamrondurham4266 your welcome
Wait you were gonna suicide me too
I wanted to kill myself because my mom always made me do work
@@Victoria-wk9sx no
Looking at the snow flakes out of my window while listening to this...
It fits great during winter! ❄❄❄
I listened to this since it came out and i still am, it's so beautiful 😪💔
Hey you, yeah you. Everything going to be okay. Just stay positive throughout the bad. God loves you.
Thank you, god loves you too! :")
I wish I would be ok
@@juuz1981 you're not depressed stop being so dramatic lol
thanks man, i needed to hear that & god loves you 2 🙏🏻💯
@@juuz1981 you'll be ayt bro.🖤
Hey mom i dreamt bout you last night
I didnt want it end so i held you tight
I hope you know im tryna do things right
I hope your proud of me
I never wanted it to end but i guess thats how its gotta be
Moma you was best friend you never doubted me
I looked up to and you tried to take care of me
But i swear that dream felt so real
I walked in the room and you were so still
I promised you one day i would do good
And get us out the hood
But now you cant visit me and i wish you could
Idk what to do anymore i feel like i shoud give up
But ik momma thats not the way you raised us
It you get knocked down get the f.... Back up
Dont care about what ofher people think
But thats kinda hard to do with things ive seen
Only if you knew what ive been thru and what ive seen
You would understand and you would be able to see
its not fair for you or me
Just cuz were poor doesnt mean we have to be
Mama you proved that to me
You were a strong women and you'll always be
You told me to stay strong and stay out the streets
I'll still remember the last thing you said to me
Buddy this might be the end
But one day you'll see me again
Just roll the dice son I know that you can win
And look after your brothers
Cuz its gonna be hard on em without their mother
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@@eminembhai987 hey i listened to yoyr beat but this.btings me towards my mom. She died recently and she likde this beat
Ik your feeling bro
wow..
I could feel the pain
Really!
Im sure she’s in heaven and i’m so sorry for your loss
I don’t know what to say bc your going thru very hard times rn
I will pray for you!🙏🏾
I want you to know that there are people that love you okay! And I’m glad to be one of them! Your Mom would be so proud of you and I am too!
Bless you man🙏🏾❤️
@@michaelbarber3343 oof lmao
This been my favorite since 2020 when I first listened to it man, it brings back memories of me and friends freestyling while having no care in the world
Beautiful. Thank you for creating this❤️
Hello I’ve just lost my brother and I’m really grieving about and just to hear this track makes me think a lot I’ve spent with him with the story’s I can say THANK YOU 🙏🏼.
Hey... I hope this helps you. ruclips.net/video/uHjN8NtOqEY/видео.html&ab_channel=StonedAKhana
Who else just stsrted freestyleing and it went really far abd deep in the soul
Me
Who else just said this dude cant spell
Yea
@@Vell_Low23 😂😂😂
@@johnzwm1189 im fr like wht dude sayin?
Literally did a freestyle with this beat and now that I hear how much pain that came out of it it actually helped me thx
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Melody from another dimension💫
Amazing beat, melody, rhythm, everything was put together so well
This beat just hits different FR
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I cry so much especially when I get high and listen to emotional music. It helps me relive a lot of stress. Losing your mom, losing a best friend that you considered more as a brother. All around the same time kills you. Been alone since he passed away. Everyone that I thought was a friend after that all left.
@@cristianthe1210 sorry that reading is apparently to much for you to handle. Do you have anything else to say to keep you looking like a dumbass? If so then feel free to reply.
This really hits me emotionally it makes you think about life. Very emotional. Well done
I agree
Hey uh...
You said this beat makes you think about life but in what way? 🤔
Btw...I wonder what the name "endless" could suggest?
This just popped up on my recommended and ion regret clicking it good job wit the beats keep up the good work i just did a whole freestyle right now from luv to a heart break
It's nice to rap on will as u watch the video and remember something's in your life the words just come out and u feel like crying 💔😭
this beat has always got me crying everytime I feel down. Thanks🙏❤️
@@cristianthe1210 All the time bro Xd
Ur the goat of this beat stuff like it's so touching bro I salute u...
This makes me wanna rap for my Mom that died when I was just 3 years old
(edited) btw it's been 12 years since she died
❤️
Rap all you want man, Your mom would accept anything from you, Rest In Peace, Stay safe Rohan
R.I.P to your mom
Man sorry to hear that bro hope u alright
R.I.P to Mom
A whole different kimd of vibe hit me when i was listening to this
we love you bro, don't forget that. we're all always here for u fam, just stay strong bro🧡
Best freestlying beat on everything ❤️🩹
1. I listened to this too loud
2. Neighbours called the police
3. Police came
4. Police arrested neighbours...
F
Cap
Why does this not have more likes?... This is gold
noice
whatta beauty
Day time: “yeah I’m ok *smiling*
Night time: “cries self to sleep silently so nobody has to hear you suffer mentally”
I can relate but it’s alright we get though it eventually it won’t take a life time just find yourself and tell someone it helps anyone need a talk i gotchu add my discord Op12o#5447 much love to all
Don't be sad... Hope this helps... ruclips.net/video/uHjN8NtOqEY/видео.html&ab_channel=StonedAKhana
Same, I get scared if my parents ever ask me to show them my arms.
fr and it hurts sometimes that u cant tell anyone cause they call you an attentio seeker
for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of GOD and the wages of sin is death, but the Gift of GOD is eternal life in CHRIST JESUS our LORD, Who not only gave us life but laid down HIS very own precious Life after living perfectly in the flesh and later rising 3 days after bodily dying for us all so that we may be saved by HIS grace through faith in HIM alone. please stop living in sin and live all to the glory of the LORD GOD Almighty alone, that you become a son/daughter of our Heavenly FATHER and be sealed by HIS HOLY SPIRIT! :)
I just started crying when i heard this. The music video really made me break down because that's what I'm going through rn. Damn I've never cried more in my life. I just really miss my mom we used to be so close and I don't know what happened. I was freestyling abt my situation and started to break down I really think yall should do the same if your in pain.
Goodluck to all the other smaller artists out there. Hopefully the music on our channels will blow up one day 🙏♥️
Thanks, best of luck to u bro
Yeah
Can i use your beat? In free?
Okay set 📐
Excellent groove, really well put together track Luf !
Great chords and that snare is so nice like it's so clean and nice to listen to I like the slow sad ambient vibe and mix is clean asf
I have doubts about every choice I have made. I regret all the actions that have led me to this day. Thoughts take over me. At the moment even home feels like a prison. I don't enjoy anything anymore, and I've let everyone down. I don't even recognize myself anymore, I just pretend that everything is going well in front of the most important one for me. I no longer dare to leave my room because I am afraid that I will only make more mistakes. I have lost my goals in life, and I don't know for whom / what I keep carrying all the pain. I cannot process the past, how am I ever supposed to work on my future. Pretending is wrecking me. I don't even understand my own thoughts anymore, how should I focus on achievements in life. Everyone expects things from me, while I don't even know what's wrong with me.
This is overwhelmingly real for me. Quite possibly the most relatable thing Ive seen in a while... The world is so fucking stupid. I have more than anyone could ask for, but none of that matters when you've lost the ability to feel simple emotion, and when you cant comprehend a single thing except your illusive thoughts that deceive you all damn day.
@@voukaa9850 This is the text I've send to my girlfriend. Maybe this can help you in a way.
Sorry for how I've been behaving lately. I'm starting to experience less and less things, I just lie in bed for days. Some things fly past me because everything feels numb. I no longer have the motivation to do things and I feel like one big disappointment. It's moments like these that I break, and I realize what my life has become at this moment. I really blame myself that our family broke up like this. I notice that mom and dad experience so much pain and effort for us, which makes me see myself as a great burden. Sometimes I wonder if it's better when I'm not around. Because I feel guilty and it hurts to see how shitty life is right now. I've lost so many people, through my own stupid actions, when I couldn't help it. I don't dare to do much anymore, because I'm afraid that history will repeat itself. For years I told myself that it was all okay, while I was completely broken inside. I've been walking around for too long with guilt, and images of things that happened. Every time I see my father being lifted into the ambulance, and my mother walking downstairs in panic not knowing what to do. This image bothers me so much that every thought of it makes me cry a lot. I have the idea that I am a big cause for all the negative in everyone's life. I have so many things I want to say to Mom and Dad, but I don't want them to feel sorry for me. Or that they see me as weak. I don't want me to be the cause of something negative again, they try so hard. That I don't want to put that on her. I don't dare to share my story, as I feel like I'm pretending there are worse things in life. But all the images, thoughts, responsibility, expectations, pain, sadness destroys me inside. I can't last long. And I'm afraid of making things worse by going out the door. I know I'm not alone in this, but that's what I choose. I don't want to be a burden anymore and I don't want to see that I take people with me in my grief. I am so sorry to Mom and Dad, I really love them very much. They have always believed in me and always tried their best. But to see them so unhappy now breaks me. Help is getting closer, but it will take some time. For now I just want to avoid things as much as possible, so as not to make more mistakes. Sorry for everything I've done to everyone. The disappointment I have become as a son, brother, cousin, grandson, boyfriend and friend.
Yo can I make this a song
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@@mckenziestroud4437 yeah of course
This heat is so beautiful
I played this for an hour straight just rapping finding lyrical ways to rap
Same it's. Good Ass beat
Imma make a song of it
same, i made a deep sentimental sadsong with this, probably i take 1 month to release cause I'll start posting others music with deep feelings before
Bro I just can’t flow with this beat
@@wife_beater8728 you don’t try say your words fast say them as your going with the beat, and itll start to feel like you can pick up the flow, I used to just rap in my head so my guess is just practice
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
The rich stay rich by spending like the poor and investing without stopping then the poor stay poor by spending like the rich yet not investing like the rich
i love you all
But what about people who want to hear beats and make songs?
Real motivation🔥thanks bro
PIECE OF ART
The voice in my head (my subconscious) I call it God spoke to me through this beat 26 years of pain was lifted off my shoulders
Well, just listening to this beat made me want to rap and how i realize how hard things are in life, and how easy we have it compared to others, the people that fight, the people that struggle i want this beat to go out to everyone.. love everyone you can, send love and hold hearts with care, want everyone to know there’s always someone there, there’s always someone watching, and for that, you have to be your best, focus on the things that matter, listen to your hearts and do the right things. I hope everyone has a great day/night. ❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥💯
I like the guitar melody on this beat. Good job!👌👌
Thank you so much 🙌
This beat is simply too beautiful... 💜
I hope everyone in this comment section that's going through it makes it through their situation 💜
Ik
holy moly this beat 🤝
Who else just legit forgot about the beat and was just watching the video... lol
@ParissMusic Official soundcloud.com/drownyourselfinbliss/grapes-after-sex
Shut up Karen
ME
Random Gaming lol
The video matches the beat so well though 😂🤷♂️
Yo I just realized this dropped on my birthday.. aye I love the beat too 🙌😔🖤
This one is for the soul. Big ups homie this gonna help me through some shit frfr❤.
Brought tears to my eyes😔😔
Letter to God
It’s 2020 and we’re going through these hard times
I’m trying to change the channel but all I see is bad crimes
Tryna change my mind as I try to change the time.
I wish I could see but im way too blind
I once had a vision that I was on a mission
Now I’m missing. Open ears but I still can’t listen.
It’s getting harder. Yeah my dreams are getting farther.
It’s time to be a man for my mother and my father.
Damn. No more staying in stand still.
I ain’t playing games. I’m just living up for God’s will.
God will you heal me with your righteous right hand.
You said the heart is wicked so ill follow your plan.
It’s time to stay focused. And break through this dam.
No longer deal with depression or anxiety.
Finally I can see. That this has to be. My one shot.
And I’ll keep running until I make it to the top.
I promise God that I won’t stop won’t drop.
I promise God that I won’t let my dreams pop.
I promise God that I’ll fight like you fought.
I promise God that I won’t let my faith rot.
I’ll let you God take control every single day
Every single way. With everything that I face.
We could go like Andale or move at a slower pace.
They say sky is the limit. you’re beyond outer space.
I’m out of space and filled with the Holy Spirit.
As I write these lyrics I just hope you could hear it.
Yeah I’m burning all my bridges cause the sin is getting vicious
I’m praying and praying. Finally done with all these wishes.
I’m aiming and staying in one lane no more switching.
No more comments and likes its people that im fishing.
Can I use this in a song?
@@Jensmilerdh go for it brotha
God bless u man🙂
@@marklikesfood0938 thanks bro!! Take care :)
I can record this and send it to you thru social media if you're down
i know no one is gonna read this because this video is now 2 years old but if someone reads this Thanks i just want to say be Happy with your Parents that you have right know i only saw my MOM after born just for a couple of seconds. i don't know you but i will be with you if you need help
Thank you
this makes me cry no joke it really does
Love This Beat
Listening to this audio brings me to tears but also helps me heal as I sing what I feel!
He sexually abused me and I felt guilty for it while he lived happily! When I finally found the strength to talk to someone they told me my outfit was the reason why it happened to me.
That shit hurts especially when family says it to you.
Let me tell something I wish I was told
To you beautiful soul out there,
None of this is your fault. You deserve to live and be happy. Suicide is not the way! I promise, I tried it so many times and got nowhere! Just fight for your happiness, you will be just fine.
Remember you are a strong warrior and you can do it!
Don’t give the chance to this nasty abuser to see you give up!
I love and appreciate your courage, you deserve the world, you deserve life and I love you ❤️
The one thing that has been with me 24hrs everyday is the shadows and the depression, one day I hope that I'll lead another life and leave this one for good
I used to want to kill myself, leave this soul behind, I used to think it’d be better if I was gone. But, you don’t have to feel that way, you challenge yourself everyday, you flip the script and kill your old self... kill your ego, kill off all the distractions and don’t allow yourself to sit in satisfaction for too long or you will be gone forever. Don’t regret now, change is challenge. Growth is pain, and hate is love. Lead yourself so you can bring others with you. Be the leader, always always always. If you don’t live accordingly to your life then you don’t get to come back. If you don’t live accordingly then you come back to a world you can’t agree with again. Believe in your self, you are the key.. you alone have the key to success, however that means to you. I will save the world.. and I want you to do the same
Remember my name, it’s John Mills. I swear on everything that you will know me in the near future. Remember my name. I can’t emphasize this enough that I will save everyone no matter the suffering I must bear. Believe in me because I believe in you. I am John Mills
@@repitore9041 For some reason I seemed to control my sadness I just can't control my anger
@@swipernoswiping574 I can't control neither, I try so hard to make the fake smile real but if only people knew how I was feeling.
@@repitore9041 I wish I could, hopefully in my next life Ill remember your name
Best sad beat ever!
It Made Me Cry Brother Thank You For Creating
Can’t believe this has been out for 8months and iv only just found it 🤬🤯😤
“Pain
These thoughts up in my brain
Make me go insane
Falling to ground
But when I need you, you ain’t around
These tears in my eyes
Yeah I was cryin last night
So who the fuck told you I was doin alright?
Yeah these late nights
Feeling empty
You broke me down, you broke me to the core
one day maybe I’ll hear a knock at the door
But this ain’t no joke
Ever since you been gone
I just haven’t been able to cope
Cause the person that healed all your scars can be the same one who stabs you in the heart. “
@@g_fron13 hell Nah make you're own Sheep
Pain
These thoughts up in my brain
Make me go insane
Falling to the ground
But when I need you, you ain't around
These tears in my eyes
Yeah I was crying last night
So who TF told you I was doing alright?
Yeah these late night thoughts
Feeling empty
Yeah you stabbed me in the heart I can barely breathe look up at the clock its exactly 1:03 rn I dont wanna breathe dont wanna live shit we used to be happy and talk about having kids depression got me fuxked up mentally so when I do these drugs ima pop those shits heavily don't wanna live dont wanna breathe next time you hear my name you gonna start thinking of me thinking what we had thinking about me not having a dad an having a hard time growing up in the streets yeah I told you everything I guess that wasn't enough gave you all my love but you still shot me in the heart wake in the morning wishing you were still here get up look beside me and no ones there yeah I dont wanna feel weak all this anxiety and depression getting to me I barely go to sleep wanna be alive with you but you dont wanna be with me thought this was forever thought it was meant to be but none of those words meant shit to you and dont mean shit to me I guess ill just leave let you go do your thing when you weren't for me wise guy told me all girls are the same and damn coming to it now I got it locked up in my brain.
didnt realy like the songk
I love this beat 💙
Next month makes 2 years since my sister and 2 brothers passed - this beat has me in my feelings something fierce right now.
Keep going champ !! Rooting for you ❤️
These days can’t get you off my mind, thinking about all the memories that we made all the time. If you get a new nigga he wont be worth a dime. Our love was so perfect that yeah it got me blind. In our love I had faith, but you moved on a new stage. without you in my life baby I cannot think straight. done so many drugs but love was the greatest. Family issues got us apart yeah cuz our morals so different. Got on my knees pray to god like a Christian. To our love yeah the lord yeah he was a witness. Need you back to ease the pain cuz I feel like a victim. Even with no money you made me feel like the richest. So baby call my phone, cuz imma hit you back. only cared about emotions don’t care bout having sex. Momma even noticed that I been dealing stress. Girl I can’t even find reasons to hate you cuz you was the best. You said that if it’s meant to be it’ll be reality, sometimes I wish that our break up was just the saddest dream. I had plans in future for you and me, having 2 kids living in a fantasy. Me making you happy is the only thing that brings a smile on me. But it’s like love can turn into your worst enemy. Not Standing by my side but with society. You made me hit a point at life like the highest key. Like honestly, baby tell me what’s wrong with me. Was I wrong to be? Did you even love me when I gave you all of me. Heartbreaks and drugs the only things that stay strong with me. I guess you proved a point just with your honesty. I think I’m really gonna die a young prodigy. I remember days when you made me happy from upset, now just thinking about you only makes me feel depressed. If I could have a moment with you I’d ask for a second chance. But baby I cannot pretend, and no we can’t be friends, I want us to be better than we can,Even though we ended I just want you with me til the end, I remember cold nights where we would walk back to my bed, kissing your body kissing your neck, holding me close taking me in, gosh I loved you so much I cannot even say, I’m hoping that with you I’ll have another day. I am the truth, I can love forever then we can hop in the coup. And we can, we can do it any day that you want. Just gotta trust in me gotta have a big heart you can rip that shit out you can tear it apart. Even though you might hate me just know my love isn’t far. You can let go of me but can’t let go of my heart, no body can steal that from me cuz I’m missing that part. I hope one day you’ll run back to me with open arms. Telling me you love than goodbye my we done. Been a couple days and I can’t even get fucked, made me promise you that I’ll never ever do drugs. Looking at some couples and just wishing that was us. Proving to everyone that we was in love, but everyone be saying that it was all lust. Like oh my god what the fuck. Mind games really got me stuck. You my strength even when times were rough. You holding my hand imma miss that touch. Baby I just wanna restart and go back to relaxing, baby you was special definitely above average. You looked better than pictures you ain’t no catfish. Studied your emotions like mathematics. All these other bitches full on plastic. Wanna tell you that I love tell you yeah what’s up, blocking me baby ain’t gonna do none. So baby call me soon, cuz you know I need you. I have faith in my heart meaning it’s you. Hoping that god sticks our love back together like it’s glue. There ain’t much to solve so there ain’t no clues, just call me back before I get tired of this boo. I’m thinking your getting tired of me too?
Màažÿ 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Yo you do the most
❤️❤️ this based off a real break up. I loved her but somethings aren’t meant to be and music is a way to express emotions.
May i please use some of these lyrics?
Lil CumStain Ofc
Endless pain
End this pain
They don't know my name
I'm never gonna change
Said I should rearrange
But I stayed the same
I got an elite brain
High class pain
Look at me thriving
I'm not even stopping
I swear that I'm poppin
I'm never dropping
I stay at the top and then
Uh uh
Making me crazy
I cried like a baby
My life is amazing
But I got bad behavior
I break 'em then shake 'em
I make 'em cry
Got tears in their eyes
They scared for lives
Wow wow I
Don't know what I'm doing
Don't know where I'm going
My flow keeps flowing
Fall keeps falling
My ball keeps balling
My call keeps calling
Ice on my wrist
I'll never change this
My life ain't complete
Without the kiss
Of my mom and my dad on my forehead
Before bed
That’s deep 🥺 I wish I could see my dad one more time
🔥🔥🔥
Bro this was shit
can i use these bars
Yo you should rap you good
i can relate to the start of the video so much its sad
I just dropped a song and this already inspired me to start writing again. Bless you and your talents 🙏🖤
Tem dias que me pego pensando em você
E Não sei mais o que fazer
Eu preciso te esquecer
Lembranças me envolvem
De palavras ditas que foram verdadeiras
De momentos vividos
Que serão lembrados pela vida inteira
Com um aperto no peito
Me despeço enfim
Deixo meu passado pra trás
Preciso seguir sem ti
Quero que encontre a felicidade
Quero que encontre o amor
Quero que encontre a paz
Que um dia você tanto pediu pra me
Aqui deixo meu adeus
Sem beijo
Sem saudade
Só um adeus de alguém
Que deseja sua felicidade
Keep in mind, I’m not a rapper
Do you remember all the good times that we always had
All the times that I made you smile giggle chuckle and laugh
Those moments have a very special place in my heart
Well they did, until my heart got torn apart
Ever since then, my life’s been in the dumps
Just like an old road filled with holes and bumps
I’m sad all the time but no one seems to care
I miss you a lot. that’s a hard burden to bare
I tried to move on. I tried to look away
But all these thoughts of you are hurting my brain
I see that you are happy, I wish I was the same
Happiness is the hardest thing a sad person can gain
The first heartbreak is like a pain that always stays
The second heart break only lasts for days
The third heartbreak just makes you feel sad
The fourth heart break just makes you feel bad
After all of those, it leads to a confession
I’m sad all the time, I might have depression
Don’t feel bad, you’re not alone
I never feel myself, I’m outta my zone
I wish I could be happy but I will never be the same
All these suicidal thought make me go insane
Nothing makes me happy, nobody gives a shit
Nothings a drag kid, think about it
My love for you is endless, just like the days
Your love for me has ended, it never stays
I tried to fall asleep forever, but I am restless
My love will not stop coming, cause it is endless
My love for you is endless, just like the days
Your love for me has ended, it never stays
I tried to fall asleep forever, but I am restless
My love will not stop coming, cause it is endless
Z
bars bro, bars.
I love it
It I good I feel something when I read it
Omg this beat is so good and so sad but i love it
ahnboi where its at. heat!
0:23
Too much heartbreak makes you change
leave me alone I'm sad today
When I wear off no more pain
We don't have to go that way
Too much heartbreak makes you change
Leave me alone im sad today
Time is changing change is made
Sorry I can't be that way
(0:23)
Life is just a road that we all travel on.
I don't really need a partner but if you would tag along
You would leave me spinning like i was on a gravitron
Take my breath away like I had run a marathon
knees are getting weaker and I feel like I'm a kid again
Not trying to be a bother but I really need a friend again
Scared to be my father so I shy away from his mistakes
now I'm just afraid when I think about the older days
swear I'm trying to motivate, and stay above it all
But waiting patiently I struggle just to move at all
Sometimes I think that way and end up in a mood it seems
All I need's a savior and I only think of you it seems
This is just a movie scene, the one that's in the rain
My tears are falling while I'm sitting on the window pane
Mundo ko'y nagiba
Simula nung ikay lumisan
Nung ikay kapiling na ng iba
Huminto ang takbo ng orasan
Mga masasayang alaala
Kay sarap balikan
Ngayon wala kana
Paano ba ulit sisimulan
Jesus loves u
@@mattsbasement Jesus loves u ❤
@@mansbshsbabshhd7913 yes I know, thank you
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are
When the blazing sun is gone
When his nothing
Shine upon
your so cringe tbh you should end it all lol
🔥
Nice melody, ambience and vibe 🌊 💯 ♥
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I feel this emptiness and sadness as I think of him right now but this time there’s no tears. I feel like I want to cry but they just won’t come out. I think my heart has had enough…
Verse #1:
Vision foggy you guessed it, yes I’m depressed again,
Feels like no ones wants me, I’m at the lowest I’ve ever been,
I need my mom but she’s always too busy drinkin,
The stress is clingin, I let anxiety sink in,
My heart is bleedin, but that’s how these bitches leave it,
It leaves me overthinkin,
My own soul is grievin for me, it’s pleading for peace,
Can i use some of this for a song?
Hit me up cause I wanna by yo lyrics ig k_ mari08
Trill Gaming aight bet
Can I use part of this?
Esse beat me fez lembrar da epoca em que eu era feliz, era um tempo em que eu nao prescisava colocar uma mascara no rosto pra esconder a minha tristeza a minha revolta contra o mundo mas é isso vida que segue 🥲
To be honest I love this beat 💜
I like this type beat very unique I enjoy it
Mặc dù đầy đủ khi con khôn lớn, nhưng con có cảm giác mình luôn thiếu,
Nhất là khi cô đơn, thì những tổn thương đó càng nặng nhiều,
Mục đích tồn tại là gì? Đến bây giờ con còn chẳng hiểu,
Cũng may mắn tìm được âm nhạc là thứ duy nhất gọi là năng khiếu,
Baì tập chẳng bao giờ làm, nhưng lúc nào tay cũng sách và viết,
Muốn hiểu được con của mình, ba cũng chẳng có cách nào biết,
Vì con chẳng bao giờ nói chuyện hơn với ba được dăm ba câu,
Ở trong lòng vẫn còn chữ hận, và đó là cách để đâm ba đau,
Uhh,
Con ghét vì 1 tuổi thơ, không có đầy đủ ba và mẹ,
Con ghét những đêm 1 mình, khóc nức nở mà không ai nghe,
Con ghét vì ba có thể, đi nơi khác làm lại từ đầu,
Và con ghét ba làm mẹ khóc, bởi vì bọn con là người phải lau,
Con ghét tất cả mọi thứ, ghét nhất vẫn là bản thân,
Con luôn xem mình vô dụng, và những nỗi đau này con đáng nhận,
Và khi ba đưa con sang bên Mỹ thì sự căm ghét đó nhân ngàn lần,
Thật khó để thấy tổng thể, khi ta đang nhìn bức tranh càng gần,
Ba không xem âm nhạc con thích là 1 chỗ dựa vững cho tương lai,
Và con thì luôn xác định nó là 1 thứ theo con đường dài,
Mà thằng Bin thì luôn cứng đầu, quyết đã đi là không dừng lại,
Nên, bỏ tất cả đằng sau, cuốn gói đi mà không ngần ngại,
3 năm trôi, và,
Cũng có chút gì gọi là thành công,
Vẫn là con của ba, luôn nói ít hơn là hành động,
Con ước gì, ba có thể được thấy con trên sân khấu,
Nhìn những người hâm mộ thương con, và những người bạn luôn đứng đằng sau,
Và, ba à, con chẳng hề ghét ba đâu,
Mọi hờn giận đều đến từ những kỳ vọng ta ghép cho nhau,
Ba cũng chỉ mong muốn được thấy, con cứng cáp trong cuộc đời bạc,
Chẳng vui vẻ gì khi có 1 thằng con luôn chống đối không hợp tác,
Con thì quên đi mất, ba cũng là đứa trẻ tổn thương,
Ông nội cũng chẳng ở đó để cho ba 1 cuộc sống bình thường,
Suy cho cùng, cả 2 đều đau 1 nỗi đau chung,
Quá bận rộn chứng minh ba sai, mà con đã quên làm những điều đúng,
Và,
Hôm đó sau khi mà con về nhà,
Con đến và hỏi thăm ba,
Ba nói ba vui khi ba đã thấy con có tất cả,
Dù là, ba sẽ phải nhìn và ủng hộ con từ nơi rất xa,
Cổ họng nghẹn không nói nên lời,
Đó là tất cả động lực con cần để có thể sống trên đời,
27 năm sống, cuối cùng con cũng lớn thật rồi,
Con chỉ muốn 1 lần được nói với ba là con xin lỗi.
ái dà fan b-ray à :3
This beat got me in tears,💔😥😪... Miss my MOM SOOOO BAD! She passed Away on the 4th of July 2018. When America celebrates 4th of July I cry
DiX Mouts im sorry man
Am so sorry man
I just freestyled to this and i started crying 😢 @natalie u helped me through pain n addiction ur my 1 in 7 billion. Im glad ur the one to help me out of the grave i dig for myself. 🖤⛓️
Isssaaa bangerrrrr
Sat here stuck with my feelings, every night every evening, feel like there's no point in breathing, or even sleeping, cause I'm never ever dreaming I'm fienin for a girl that could turn out as a demon, I'm just tryna shine bright like a beacon. I'm in a battle with depression and I feel like I've been beaten.
Love
How do the days go bye so fast,it’s just like yesterday we had such a blast. The days go by and no word or text,and i just say I’ll believe every word you said. So make me want to go further than the stars. you tell me it will be alright and I’ll believe every word u say. Every word you SAY. EVERY word YOU say. Every word every word every word. every word you say.
This beat🔥
Daaaaamn
Always & forever in my heart
I love you grandma.
When I was 10 years old
The worst thing was
getting picked on
Grandma was getting sick.
So the Christmas gifts had to be gone.
The cool kids got the new phone.
And I was getting picked on
For sitting alone.
Little did they know that I was
Going through a lot.
The merry Christmas was
More like where was Christ at ?
But My mother taught me to keep
My faith up.
Winters would get cold,
My grandma
would tuck me in The bed with layers of covers
She taught me
the best prayers That I never heard from others.
I could see her everyday struggle.
I'm sorry for the times I treated you
Wrong...
Grandma How could you be so strong?
Thank you for correcting me
Every time I was wrong !
Thank you for teaching me about
This evil world
and for showing me
How to treat a girl.
I'm sorry for going out to play
And leaving you alone,
There's not a single day
That I'm not writing about
you on My phone.
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Every afternoon, I would see you
Alone in your room. And I remember one day I told you.
"Grandma I'm sorry your always lonely, I promise when I'm older and get a car I will take you everywhere"
it Hurts me till this day ,
You left me early and I wish you would of stayed.
You were suffering day by day
I remember our last talked
Through the phone.
When you were in Mexico,
You left me in the room all alone.
Every night I would shed a tear,
What would I do with out you
In the next year ?
My worst fear came true
And one morning my dad
Came in the room.
To give me the worst news...
I was just eleven, grandma now I'm happy that you are in heaven .
Back then I didn't understand.
I didn't want to accept that
I lost my best friend.
😞 felt that. Your story in your lyrics are very powerful and need more recognition❤️ stay safe alright
Mi'Leigh Obloy 100% true story! I actually write a lot but keep most to my self . Hopefully tho one day I can write for an artist , I like to write about things people can relate , basically to let people know they are not alone . Thanks for reading .
rodrrr19 your welcome hopefully you will get to wright to someone someday. Stay safe❤️
I can’t do shit right you always on my mind
This hurts me worse me worse than it hurts you
You free to do the shit you want to do
but I’m always stuck here, stuck in a loop
Only thing I can do is to let go and try to pull through
Know that all you’ll do is say I love you
Then you’ll end up in bed with another dude
I’ll see you on his brain This can’t do
I just want lay down cry
But you always on my mind
24/7 365
Love it
Barz
can i use this
Music to my ear you my melody
Late nights feeling sick you my remedy
I remember every moment, every memory
Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy
Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly
Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy
But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies
Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all the chemistry, yeah
Whatever happened to together 'til we 70
We moved apart girl now we living separately
I remember you, can't you remember me
Loving you my specialty, you my secret recipe
You helped me find my self, a part of my identity
My love, my oxygen to me you a necessity
I hope this reaches you if not its my serenity
Bars on my mind like I'm convicted for a felony
And ah, that was a hard time
Its been a while since we talked its been a long time
I been on my phone, checking if you online
Stalking up your page, wonder if you're on mine
Been a couple years, thought that I'd be over you
Still hold the tears, when I think of holding you
You left and disappeared, I can't get a hold of you
I can't believe you did me wrong, was someone else controlling you?
'Cause after all the times, everything we been through
Every time you lie, I'd always defend you
And when I saw you cry, I'd just hold you gentle
For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple
So tell me did you love me? Or did you pretend to?
Every time you touched me, was it even special?
Was I a priority? Or squeezed into schedule
Baby you an angel same time you the devil
After all the times, everything we been through
Every time you lie, I'd always defend you
When every time you cry, i'd just hold you gentle
For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple, yeah
Music to my ear you my melody
Late nights feeling sick you my remedy
I remember every moment, every memory
Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy
Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly
Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy
But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies
Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all chemistry, yeah
I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past
Now I'm out here tryna regain my ground real fast
And I don't understand the struggle, and I don't understand the pain
I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain
And it's running through my veins
And I feel I can't escape
And even when I try to overcome all of the hate
It feels like I just get locked tighter in this gate
And my heart begins to Shake
And my heart begins to frail
No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail
Before I even started, I already knew failed
And in case you couldn't tell
My life is on a Sail
And it just stared sinking
Do I revert to drinking
Or do I revert to prayer
Cuz even though I pray
my life's still in despair
Man this life really ain't fair
But you don't really care
Nah, You don't care that my life is in a drought
Where is all my life flowing, cuz I think I'm out
I don't feel nothing, we call that feeling lifeless
I don't feel nothing, when I used to feel righteous
I just keep feeling more empty at heart
My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart
Yea, Do you know that feeling?
When you know you need some healing
But even though you know that, that pain still keeps on killin
And you know you can't escape it
And you know you can't erase it
So you hide from yo problems cuz it's just to hard to face it
You know you can't erase all of the things you've said
And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head
And you laying in yo bed
Create a list of your regrets
Make a list of all the thing and challenges you've met
And you feel like life is set
Yea, you can't get past the struggle
So you lock up In this bubble
Don't got nobody to cuddle
Cuz you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble
So how she post to trust you, when love is on the line
When she don't even know if she's just wasting time
After all the times, everything we been through
Every time you lie, I'd always defend you
When every time you cry, i'd just hold you gentle
For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple, yeah
Music to my ear you my melody
Late nights feeling sick you my remedy
I remember every moment, every memory
Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy
Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly
Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy
But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies
Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all chemistry, yeah
I love you gang no cap
Dats not ur lines lol
lmao you an ali gatie fan?
@@andygonzalez8363 hater
Eyyy,,,🔥🔥🔥
Feelings 💧💔
I'm tryna find out my purpose, I need help reachin' the surface
I need someone to look me in the eye and tell me that I'm worth it
Everything now feels so hopeless, they're tellin' me to keep goin
My emotions are explodin, dont know how long I can hold it
Loosin my mind, I'm goin insane,
My teardrops are falling and they matchin' the rain
Stress on my chest so I take too on my brain,
I hate goin' in circles no pullin' my chain
I forgot my own nale cuz,
Its coverd in shame
And Im standing all alone so no one to blame
Cuz life is a joke and life is a game
I grow up rough but shits still the same
I got nothing to lose but so much to gain
So I keep on pushing, running thru pain
Got my hand up cuz Im reaching for fame
Can I take that for a song ?
Imma just take that
3ake king I thought he had some mad skills but naa tank you got letting me know
Badass bro
GD 🤯
This road feel so endless an I don’t know where to start Maybe I should start by tryna heal my heart But it’s kinda hard to heal something that’s been broken from the start As soon as he left that’s when my life took a pause And it’s said to say that most the good memories are gone That’s something we have to live with every given day, and we can’t lean on him to take our pain away Growing up we always had a different childhood never had a father figure to look up to And now I’m sitting here in my room making this little rap all about him. He may be gonna but not to me his sprit still lives on R.I.P. Others may have never thought about what he left behind, but that’s something that often stays on my mind. Other times I have Suicidal monsters come creepin in my head, that’s something I’ve always tried to hide, I ain’t gonna lie, but at the end of the day the monsters pick you and you have no say. An before you think that he left us on purpose. Think again he would never freely walk out of our lives, just like that, so quickly so easily. That heart-attack just took him by surprise And many of us couldn’t believe our eyes. I never thought that, that one goodbye would be our last goodbye.... I mean what’s a daughter and son without their father At this point you could’ve guessed we shed many tears But it doesn’t stop there that pain that we felt will follow us for years.... This definitely needs some work but I’m proud of myself it’s the first time I’ve worked like this
rip bro, i feel for you.
yo bro same my dad died in a robbery some gang members jumped him
IK urTRASHツ sorry to hear that
DragonBeast64 Thanks
it's not just a rap bro it's deep feel
everyone else's happiness is more important than your own
this still beautiful
It’s the ones you never thought would let go
It’s the ones you pushed everything, every friend and family member away for
It’s the ones you never never thought would leave you all alone when you gave EVERYTHING just to see them happy to see you LONELY in the end after every BREATH every BLINK of an eye you took that SWITCHED like a page of a book without notice you would of took bullets for that hurt you in the end.
So take my advice when I say nobody’s perfect & nothing in life will ever be a painted a perfect picture like you see in Hollywood.
Your alone
Your depressed
Your selfless
Your heart broken
But I promise one thing you are is the most strongest person in the whole entire world & nothing will ever change that ever.
God bless you & keep your head up kid.
So no one realizes how sad the video is.. I wish I could give him a hug. :(
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This beat shook me bro, like fuck! You have some good talent and idk how often you hear this but do it man just go for it and make sure you put in nothing less than 100%
ITTouches my Heart
memories of you keep coming all the time, cant get you off my mind. you leave me in the rain with all this pain, I miss you mom.
Yea
When I pull up on the scene oh yeah and clean yeah we going to take them to the park and watch the stars I just had a hit but not hard I might be white but I eat for we ain’t far from it yeah we see girls but we don’t get hard when you don’t answer I get high now we’re going to be big someday I have faith yeah yeah when I pull up on the robbery we ate salmon my heart is warm but not far we ate for yeah yeah we’re going to take them to the stars but not too far OOOUUU yeah I might be white but I eat for when I pull up to the scene Wayne clean yeah we’re going to take them to the stars but not not too far I had a hit but not too hard oh you broke my heart but not far she’s going to take it far but not hard memories of you keep coming all the time I can’t get you off my mind you leave me in the rain with all this pain sorry I couldn’t be there for you I’m sorry I’m sorry yea
ive been out my mind i kinda need to focus
i swear realitys just seeming hopeless
how i have got a home but feel homeless,
no one notice
failure to action a lack of motives
shits endless
validations a temptress
dont lose your pounds and your pences
waste time sitting on fences
cos that fence will break
i put a pen to papes
look at life centre face
and embrace.
do more. be more. do better. be better.
I’m trying too hard to make everybody happy. It’s draining my own happiness.
I know the struggle.. but you have to put you and your well being first or else you will lose whatever energy left and it will not feel great.. best of luck kind heart 💪✌
I know how you feel, I am just like you. it is the most caring people that have no one who cares for them. its sad, i hope we will learn one day how to balance making people happy and making ourselves happy too.
I agree but you know I'm trying to hang in their so just keep trying in the end it will be ok one day they will thank me one day they pay my kindness back I used to tell myself well it's been a few years and im still in the same pain
@@journeyofatroubled9199 yeah this is very true I've helped others so much I've lost all energy for myself I now sit alone at night thinking of all my sins but also all the people I've made happy
I'm listening to this because I need motivation for the gym🙂💪