EMAIL-EMILY-PT@HOTMAIL.CO.UK INSTA-EMILYHAYWARD.PT TWITTER-EMILYHAYWARDPT This video was made for Emily's funeral, which was this morning. She will be dearly missed.
I come back to watch this from time to time. Emily still gives me so much motivation to live life to the fullest. She was such an inspiration and still is today. She lives on in all of us! Love to everyone reading this!
It’s a shame Aisha didn’t come back to update us from time to time but fully understandable, she will have moved on with her life by now and that will be hard to do routed in a past she can’t recapture again.
vickie g she was indeed a beautiful soul. There are great souls all around the world. But unfortunately humans are so self destructive and awash with depressing situations. But in every bad situation a beautiful soul emerges. If only these things were news and not war famine and politics. The world would be a far better place.may her soul have a riot of a time wherever it may be. I don't think she gonna be a rest in peace type of girl 🤗
IS 💖a beautiful soul. our souls live on forever. I hope she knows the impact she’s made and that she will forever be in our hearts. I’ve never felt such love for someone I’ve never met like I do for Em and Aisha. I’m forever changed for all they’ve taught me..even at the age of 35, as mom who thought she already knew who she was- I’m forever changed and inspired. I wish we could have watched their story for years to come but they lived such an awesome, loving life together in the time they had. Perfect soulmates. God knew they needed each other. I hope Aisha keeps us updated as well. ♥️♥️
vickie g she still exists because she is a soul that still has energy. Take heart, everyone gets to recognize her after they progress to the next world. This world is temporal. Think about it man.
It’s May 20th 2023, and I have finished watching every single video. I have laughed, cried and being inspired by Em’s Journey. I have never watched such an inspirational story, it was not about the cancer but the person and the journey. Emily you have made me see life in a different way, for that I will always be grateful. To Aisha I can only say thank you for being you, a legend. Em, may you be in heaven, happy, healthy and making those angels sweat with your workout trainings. May you fly high and be forever happy, I will come and watch your videos again when life hits me hard and I feel I can’t move forward, because if there is someone that can convince me otherwise, it would be you ❤
I've watched a lot of people fight cancer, but I have never seen the level of Fight she had within her, with her illness. I truly believe that your love, and her being so health-conscious kept her going as long as she did. Resit in peace, If Aisha reads these, congrats on your baby (I know it's been a while). I also hope Aisha knows that we were inspired by her as well as Em, with her fortitude, and for exemplifying what true love means.
She may have loved making these vlogs, but I don’t think she really knew to what an extent she was loved and treasured by us all, she was utterly selfless and a wonderful girl. Aisha, you should be so very very proud of yourself girl, the love and support you gave Emily was so touching to witness, thank you both for sharing your love and journey with the world. We will never forget 😇 xxx
It's funny you say that but I truly believe she meant she wouldn't have changed a thing including that. As someone who has suffered my own form of heartbreak in the midst of diagnoses, I had all the expected emotions of self-pity, why me and life's not fair. It was a rough couple of years but when I came around the other side I realized that without walking that path I wouldn't have been the same person and had the same appreciation for life. Yes, cancer sucks and I am sure near the beginning she would have changed it but so many things in her life came from the diagnosis. She truly had a zest and appreciation for life and was surrounded by immense amounts of love and support that may not have had the same impact on her without cancer. She lived her life to the fullest and went out truly smiling not everyone can say that.
What is your point Linda? The essence of a person comes to the fore when they face huge challenges in life. All I saw when watching Emily was her beautiful soul. Only small minded people focus on judgement and punishment.
Still made a difference in my life today, 5 years later! I have no friends or family, but watching Emily made me get out of the house and go for a walk. I got lots of weird stares because I was listening to my favourite music and dancing Thank you! 💕🌈
Aisha I hope you read this. I am a 70 year woman whose husband died 2 years ago from GBM Brain Cancer. The lead up was challenging so I nursed my mate of nearly 50 years for nearly 3 years. It has taken me 2.5 years to feel like I am recovering. Em was an inspiration to me and motivated me to begin exercise and regain strength. I don’t expect to ever really ‘get over it’ but I feel that I am starting to live again. So thanks to you both for your inspiration. I hope you are coping ok at this early stage. Ok is good. Know that you will in time also regain strength gradually with your own precious memories of Em. All the very best Jan
Tom Allan so sorry about your husband. Im glad you are feeling better these days. Hope you can smile and laugh when you think of him and not cry. 50yrs was an incredible journey. Some never find love. So glad you did.
I’ll say this is true for now, and I’m sorry for you, but I’ve yet to meet a women named Tom, who’s let alone 70 years old and using technology better than me
I know I’m just a name on a vlog posting comments but I am really having a hard time understanding how such a Beautiful, Bright, Loving, Courageous and Talented young woman whom So Many Ppl Absolutely Adore could be taken away from us. I miss Emily. Her bubbly personality, her witty comments and her strength. 😢😢 ❤️❤️❤️❤️. We miss you Em. Nuff said.
Tammy Earrye i have been lost in a way with her passing. Like what don't know what to do now, she had a piece of my heart and always will.(not meant in a weird way) she touched so many people and it will remain so. It's surreal, painful to see her smiling face in the video. My heart keeps breaking.
I get what you mean. I was sitting home and decided to check her Instagram the day she passed, I saw that she had posted 1 minute ago and read the caption. I cried for an hour. I really hope Emily know the impact she had on all of her viewers.
Tammy Earrye I really think she did in a way but not the full impact our positive comments,love and support to her and Aisha. That she had and will continue to have on us as well. Not to mention an absolutely amazing wife(Aisha). The true meaning of In sickness and in health to death do us part.
How naturally beautiful was Emily?! She was so stunning on the inside and outside and she was such an amazing human being overall. I have tears coming down my face because it makes you realise how life comes down to these last little moments x
Thank you so much for posting this. It needs to get 20 Million Views in my opinion. Emily touched so many people. I am a 52 yr old Army Veteran from Tennessee and this young girl showed more courage and determination than anyone I have ever known. God bless you Aisha. Thank you.
Tim R . Well said Brother. I’m a 52 year old Army Veteran from Scotland and I agree with you wholeheartedly. I have learned a lot about life and what is truly important, by being invited to share in Emily and Aisha’s story.
Aisha thank you for posting this video of Emily 💕She was truly an inspiration to know. Life isn’t fair when it comes to cancer, but like Emily said life is short and you need to live it. You should start a cancer charity in her name and memory and make her journey a legacy. God bless you and your family ❤️🙏
You know what? This video made me look on her death differently. Remembering what a happy soul she was, I'm happy she made it so far, she lived 7 years longer than expected and that's amazing. I'm proud of you Ems, rest in peace ❤
Impossible not to cry. But at the same time I'm so happy for her. She spent the time she did have living life to the full, with a smile on her face whenever she could and also spent it with one the most kind hearted people I've ever come across, Aisha. Not many of us at all will ever be that blessed in 90 years of living, let alone 24. Emily, you are at rest now. Thank you for being an inspiration to so many on how to live life.
2018 was a very sad year. We lost Sophia gall june 1st. Then we lost Emily hayward june 26. Then we lost claire wineland sept 2. Then we lost dan aka peeweetoms Sept 28. They were like our family . Each one had a Unique quality. That will last forever in our hearts. Love from earth. Xoxo
Sophia the shinning angel lots of people die of cancer every day. Most of them are not telling their stories on social media. Until scientists find a cure, every year is a sad year.
@@lizdonnelly2124 Yeah, no shit. It's important that people tell their stories on social media or elsewhere because unless you're in the healthcare business, you have no way to experience the triumphs and tribulations of people who are ill and you don't feel invested.
why chooose a user name ? Exactly, these channels aren't just people recording their lives. They're educating us all, not just from the medical standpoint, but from the human standpoint. They are also a wealth of information for the unfortunate people recently diagnosed. A lot of the time it's not pretty, but cancer isn't pretty. Everyone chooses how/if they chart their journey. I thank each person you named and many more for sharing their lives with us and when we lose them, it IS like losing a friend or loved one because they share pretty much everything in their lives. They aren't just a name in an obituary, here, we see them full of life and the people they were. It must be incredibly hard, in those days after diagnosis, after radiotherapy, after chemo, after scans, after results and after consultations, but they carry on documenting, either good or bad, for themselves, their families and supporters and it sadly far too often becomes their legacy. In their own ways they're all inspirational, how they deal with their disease, how they react, they show everyone is different. After following Emily, I think about her and Aisha often, like heading back today. I hope Aisha is doing as well as she can be. The days and weeks will have many anniversaries, good (being in each others lives, holidays, wedding), bad (progression, palliative) and the day she lost her.. I hope she comes back occasionally and sees we all still think about her (and I fully understand if it's still just too painful)and the force of nature that was her Emily Hayward. Rest In Peace you wonderful young woman, you will never be forgotten ❤️💔⭐️
Chronically Jacquie was an extremely popular in the States. She passed away April 29. She had 11 chronic illnesses . Apparently her feeding tube got wrapped around her intestines and she passed away within 1 day. We really think we know these people in a sense and it is hard for us to take the loss. I missed seeing Emily's face after a year and just had to see her. I bet she is keeping everyone in great physical shape in heaven
I still catch myself looking for a new upload every day. She had such an affect on me. I hope you are getting through this Aisha. You brought Emily through, I hope someone is there to support you. She was amazing, and Im better for watching her.
Hello Emily , obviously I know you won't see this but I wanted to let others know how much you have inspired me to change my life.today I went to the gym and I shall go tomorrow and the next day,when I was on the treadmill I thought of you ,am so sorry you didn't make it but you will live on in peoples hearts ,god bless you Em you are missed xx
I've followed her for along time before she died, literally cried when she died. I'm coming here in remembrance, 1 year later, that's how awesome she was.
Tears flowed again and l didn't think l had any left. I have never cried so much for someone l had never physically met or known personally. I still watch her vloggs every day even if l have seen them before. Her legacy will live on in them. Her number of subscribers has grown since her death and I'm sure it will continue to do so. Bless you Emily for what you did for your you tube friends and bless you Aisha for allowing us to be a part of her goodbye. Fly high beautiful girl. You will be sorely missed. Love from down under xxxx💕💖💞
Just found your channel in July 2023. Your work ethic and the way you persevered is truly inspiring. You have helped many and the impact that you have made will live on. Rest in peace Emily
What a day. Couldn't sleep last night. Lit a candle at 9.30am. You've been on my mind all day sweetheart, and you will be in my heart forever. Still can't believe that your journey came to an end. Love you. PEACE xxx
this channel showed up in You Tube’s recommended list. i watched the episode. i was so taken with Emily that i had to start from the beginning. Emily was a life force. she embraced her days and faced the adversity with remarkable strength and grace. i will miss her “What’s going on you lot…”
Here I am rewatching Em’s vlogs again in September 2023 and I can’t believe it has been 5 years but whenever I need some motivation or I need a cry or laugh this is where I still come and it reminds me how precious life is 💜💜
Just wanted to say after 5 years I’m now pregnant and having a little girl. We’re naming her Emily. I love the name and both me and my partner agreed we’ve never not met a beautifully kind and awesome person called Emily. RIP Emily darling. Still thinking of you and family. Xx
Seeing them makes me realize how much I miss them. I don’t understand how I can feel so strongly about a complete stranger, but I did. I could watch them all night long. I just feel there has been a serious mistake! She should not be dead! She had so much to give! RIP dear Emily. ❤️🌿❤️🌿❤️🌿
Crying but smiling because I know Em wouldn’t want us to be sad, she’d want us to go out there and smash our lives doing what we love. It’s so hard to grieve for someone you’ve never even met but I miss her. And I’ll never forget her 💜💕💜
Whenever I’m sad I rewatch all her videos. She still inspires me and makes me smile. She sure was determined to live life her way. Gone to soon still never forgotten. God bless Emily, Aisha and Raif ❤️
The community she left behind is kinda a reflection of who she was. There is SO much love and positivity in the world and we just need to embrace it. Whoever is reading this - do something nice today, for Emily and Aisha`s sake. Sending everyone (especially Aisha) SOSO much love x
I am not sure if it was ever possible to miss someone that I didn't even know but I genuinely sit and think about Emily and her videos and how much they meant to me , so I can definitely say I do miss her and Emily's daily vlogs , she put so much effort and enthusiasm into them and I will carry this sentiment and positivity in my life as much as I can . Peace xx💖💖
Bethany Leigh I totally agree! I’m sat here in tears watching this... the heart stopping shock when her passing was announced was just awful. I cannot imagine what the hole must be like that’s left in the lives of those she knew & loved. This is her legacy & she had a friend in all of us. I think we all fell a bit in love with her & her honesty, her comedy & most of all, her journey as a whole. She was bloody incredible.
Aisha: “as I always say, you’re the same person leaving the hospital as you were going in” .... so taking that through my life ❤️ I miss you Emily 😰❤️ what a stunning video ❤️❤️
i'm sure she is doing well , She has got a kid if you follow her on instagram , and she still works in the same job i'm sure , but she still missing emily to this day , but it also shows why Aisha is no Golddigger , That would horrified emily hayward to the core that would
chellbie same. I know technology and social media take up a lot of our time, sometimes too much, but I'm thankful for it because through it we have been able to meet one of the most inspiring people on the planet🙏🌍💖
These videos were always the highlight of my day. Id get my notification, curl up, and watch. The fact that Emily and Aisha managed to turn what, on paper, were terminal illness vlogs, into the highlight of so many of our days is something i think Em would be proud of. Id never think of her as dying because her attitude and actions were ALWAYS the ones of someone truly LIVING their life.
I have watched Emily's channel start to finish multiple times. She was one of my biggest inspirations for coming out and remains one of my largest motivators for getting back into the gym and watching my macros. Gone by never forgotten.
Her laughing in this video makes me laugh out loud. The comment, reaction..and then the expression on Aishas face …when she suggested a hat with hair……I’m hysterical. I thank God these two had time together. Such a blessing for both.
This is how I will always remember you, sweet Emily. Laughing, fighting and loving. Peace. Thanks Aisha. You went through so much with amazing strength, love and attitude. Big hug and stay strong!
I know today was the day. I hope you had many people turn out to tell you stories of how much Emily meant to them. I have been going over all of Emily's videos. I watch them daily as if somehow she will be in a new one. In my mind I form this montage of how inspiring she was. Always I watch, thinking, in this video she had 9 months left, in this video she had 3 months left, but in no videos did I see Emily showing that time had a hold on her. The tick tock of the clock wasn't going to stop her from living her best life. I don't know why Emily, who was so bright and kind, didn't get thirty years while I am 50. Why did she get two married months and I have had 22 with my husband, and got to see our son grow up? I cannot explain these inequities but I will think of Emily often, watch her videos, especially when I don't want to drag my fat arse to the gym, and I'll make sure I don't take a day for granted. That's all I can do for her but if there is one thing I've learned from watching you both, everything we get, must be enough. love from Ohio
She was and is my inspiration. Em ❤️ from the bottom of my heart i am thanking you that i had the strength to survive my cancer treatments. After almost two years i am in remission and when i was at my lowest and in a very dark place and i hated everything i kept remembering you and i kept telling myself that you would be still fighting so i can not give up. I've always pictured you smiling and being strong. Thx Aisha and Emily's family for not deleting Ems videos you guys literally saving lives.
Thinking of you Aisha, you are such a role model, you've shown us it's beþer to have loved and lost than to never know the beauty of being loved without condition. May you find comfort in the magical moments you shared, the priceless snapshots of experiences shared and the love that reaches from beyond the grave. Shè will be fondly remembered by all who knew her.
I just want you to know, 5 years on, that you're still an inspiration. You're way younger than me and you should still be physically here, you should have grown older, made more experiences, lived on. It seems so unfair, why didn't the grand schema of things just made it so that we could all be happy, grow old in love, joy, happiness. You come to my mind much more often than my messages here might tell, and I didn't even know you (at least, not in the usual ways). I just wanted to say this.
The laughter, the tears! We miss you dear Emily so much! But your enthusiasm for life, your love of life and living in the moment and to just get on with it will inspire anyone who even takes a quick glance at this video. Thank you to you beautiful, wise and the love of Emily’s life, Aisha. Come on everyone here’s to a million likes! Peace, the Emily way.
Ugh she was amazing! She truly had a beautiful spirit that we should all strive to have. I certainly take life for granted and will try my best to live life like her
DomVlogs I really find it hard to believe that she's dead I really thought she would beat it.. Condolences to aisha, and their respective family members! 💗
Olivia Kelly Yeah I understand. She was a strong fighter who never gave up. She taught me how to keep fighting and to be motivating and let nothing hold you back. Sending my love Aisha. ❤️
Dear Emily you are such a massive inspiration.. I've had 2 different cancers twice in the last 20 years and I hope I can handle it like you if I ever become terminally ill sleep well
It's been over 2 years and I still think of her, this total stranger that I only "knew" through her blog for the last couple of months she was among us. She inspires me to take care of myself more than I did, she inspires me to be more positive and to live fuller. Will always be grateful for stumbling over this channel. 💞
Never been so touched by the loss of someone I’ve never met. I’ve been watching a vlog every day just because I can’t believe there won’t be any more.. what a fabulous life she had amongst the bad!
I keep coming back to this video when I'm down. I miss Em so much. I watch and I wonder why. There are horrible people in this world who are never sick, yet here's an amazing person who was taken way to soon. I still cry. I lost my mom 2 yrs before we all lost Emily. This has been so hard.
I revisit this, and many other of Emily's videos, yearly. Emily says we gave her so much life but I think the reverse is true as well. She may be gone but surely not forgotten.
Crying watching this, I miss her so much and I didn't even know her personally. I miss her presence in my sub box, i can't even imagine how her friends and family and Aisha feel. She was amazing, this video popped up and I clicked it so fast out of habit. Every single video of hers was the first I watched. Every single day I waited for her upload to be there to brighten my day. Life is so unfair and horrible and cruel. All I can think is that she burned too bright for this world and she was needed elsewhere. I hope wherever she is she's happy and I'm sure you'll all see her again. Rest in peace sweet Emily, I don't understand why these things happen to the kindest and most loving people. I will never forget your impact on me just through the screen. To Emily's close ones: I hope you can now begin to heal, although I'm sure there'll always be an Emily-shaped hole in your life. Rest well, love. ❤️
This made me cry! I am born with a congenital heart defect, and watching how she was able to keep her spirits up during such hard times is so inspiring! Thank you Emily. Rest in peace.
Klossmajor I was born with some bad genes too. My heart is bad (1 major heart attack at age 47) and a year later another blockage had to be removed. And 3 months ago I had open heart surgery with a double by-pass.) I’m afflicted with so many terrible diseases that have no cure and they keep getting worse. Besides my bad heart I also have Common Variable Immune Disease, Lupus (SLE) , Sjogrens Syndrome, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Fibromyalgia, Acute Pancreatitis and this list was is goes on and on. None of my issues are contagious. I’m praying for you you too Aisha!!
Oh wow. Struggling for words and can't really see through the tears. There truly is no one quite like Emily. Her strength courage and bravery will forever inspire me. And Aisha, I can only dream of the day I meet someone who loves me like you so obviously loved Emily. There are few like you out there and I'm so happy you found each other. So much love to you, and if you ever want to visit the Highlands in Scotland, you will forever have a place to stay. Stay strong beautiful lady, you absolutely made and will continue to make Emily proud ❤️
You know...I keep coming back and watching this again and again and I finally realized something. When Em said Aish asked her what she would change about her life, if she could change something and Em's response was "I wouldn't change a thing"... just sent a chill over me. I know she meant every word. You are missed.
Emily was one of those extraordinary people that while on earth made a huge impact on sooo many. Her time was so short but she put more effort in that time than most of us do in 60/70 yrs. And Aisha, u showed us all a LOVE so great. I miss Emily greatly. I pray for u, her wife, family, friends. Thank you so much dear Aisha for this video. Love & Peace.
Feeling so sad, but I felt I needed to watch my Favourite Video, for the umpteenth time, I've lost count. That pretty face, so positive, fully of enthusiasm, so mischievous & such a hilarious person. Emily you have no idea how many people you inspired & how much you are missed. 🌹❤🌹
She literally lit up the world with her unwavering positive beautiful life. Sometimes we are given the most perfect beautiful gifts such as Emily, but just can't keep them. She was an angel here on Earth. I so appreciate the privilege of knowing Emily, even if only a too short time through her vlog. My sincere condolences to Aisha and her entire family and friends. Thank you so very much for this beautiful tribute.
I watch this video almost every day. It’s kind of like re-reading a card or letter a loved one sent you. And today I realized that I find Emily so inspiring mostly because she let nothing define her. In a world where everyone must choose a side and a category and be in lock step with that label, Emily lived with no label. None of the big things that might overwhelm someone else’s identity did anything but just make up one facet of her. Her illness, her sexuality, her career... none were the ‘main thing’ about her. They were just part of her. Her inner soul was her identity. And she so well expressed it in her vlogs. I will forever be grateful for this rarest of human beings. Love you wherever you are, Emily. Love to you Aisha. Peace.
I come back to watch this from time to time. Emily still gives me so much motivation to live life to the fullest. She was such an inspiration and still is today. She lives on in all of us! Love to everyone reading this!
Same, she crossed my mind today …
Same…I think of her often,and Aisha. Beautiful women…
It’s a shame Aisha didn’t come back to update us from time to time but fully understandable, she will have moved on with her life by now and that will be hard to do routed in a past she can’t recapture again.
@@Dessan01 she does post on instagram, she hasn't forgotten Emily ☺
@@PikaPluff Not a big social media user so I missed that, but good to know 🙂 I hope she is doing well.
man she was such a rare a beautiful soul
vickie g she certainly was...I still can’t believe she’s gone 😭
They both are, unbelievable the impact these girls have had on everyone 💖💔
vickie g she was indeed a beautiful soul. There are great souls all around the world. But unfortunately humans are so self destructive and awash with depressing situations. But in every bad situation a beautiful soul emerges. If only these things were news and not war famine and politics. The world would be a far better place.may her soul have a riot of a time wherever it may be. I don't think she gonna be a rest in peace type of girl 🤗
IS 💖a beautiful soul. our souls live on forever. I hope she knows the impact she’s made and that she will forever be in our hearts. I’ve never felt such love for someone I’ve never met like I do for Em and Aisha. I’m forever changed for all they’ve taught me..even at the age of 35, as mom who thought she already knew who she was- I’m forever changed and inspired. I wish we could have watched their story for years to come but they lived such an awesome, loving life together in the time they had. Perfect soulmates. God knew they needed each other. I hope Aisha keeps us updated as well. ♥️♥️
vickie g she still exists because she is a soul that still has energy. Take heart, everyone gets to recognize her after they progress to the next world. This world is temporal. Think about it man.
It’s May 20th 2023, and I have finished watching every single video. I have laughed, cried and being inspired by Em’s Journey. I have never watched such an inspirational story, it was not about the cancer but the person and the journey.
Emily you have made me see life in a different way, for that I will always be grateful. To Aisha I can only say thank you for being you, a legend.
Em, may you be in heaven, happy, healthy and making those angels sweat with your workout trainings.
May you fly high and be forever happy, I will come and watch your videos again when life hits me hard and I feel I can’t move forward, because if there is someone that can convince me otherwise, it would be you ❤
What lovely sentiments.
Aw this made me cry
I've watched a lot of people fight cancer, but I have never seen the level of Fight she had within her, with her illness. I truly believe that your love, and her being so health-conscious kept her going as long as she did. Resit in peace, If Aisha reads these, congrats on your baby (I know it's been a while). I also hope Aisha knows that we were inspired by her as well as Em, with her fortitude, and for exemplifying what true love means.
Beautiful sentiments bro. I pray she is happy in heaven 🙏💕💕
She may have loved making these vlogs, but I don’t think she really knew to what an extent she was loved and treasured by us all, she was utterly selfless and a wonderful girl. Aisha, you should be so very very proud of yourself girl, the love and support you gave Emily was so touching to witness, thank you both for sharing your love and journey with the world. We will never forget 😇 xxx
'I wouldn't change anything'
There it is. There is Emily, in those four words.
Jo Cannon So true😌
It's funny you say that but I truly believe she meant she wouldn't have changed a thing including that. As someone who has suffered my own form of heartbreak in the midst of diagnoses, I had all the expected emotions of self-pity, why me and life's not fair. It was a rough couple of years but when I came around the other side I realized that without walking that path I wouldn't have been the same person and had the same appreciation for life. Yes, cancer sucks and I am sure near the beginning she would have changed it but so many things in her life came from the diagnosis. She truly had a zest and appreciation for life and was surrounded by immense amounts of love and support that may not have had the same impact on her without cancer. She lived her life to the fullest and went out truly smiling not everyone can say that.
What is your point Linda? The essence of a person comes to the fore when they face huge challenges in life. All I saw when watching Emily was her beautiful soul. Only small minded people focus on judgement and punishment.
Linda Steele I’m sorry but this comment is so far below my intelligence level that I just don’t understand it. 🤷♀️
A truly remarkable person. X
Im in the middle of an Emily and Aisha marathon. She was just the best.
2 years later and I still come back for that fill of Emily positivity every few months. What a light she was 💛
me too 💙
me too
Same here.
I hope whoever did the work in creating this vlog knows how much it is appreciated. They captured the overall tone in perfection. Peace.
Robin Garrett I think it wa sthe editor from channel 4 that worked on the programme Emily was on x
Thank you.
Don't cry because its over but smile because it happened....Thanks Em for everything! 💛💙💜💚💗
Lau Fitz lovely 😊 this made me smile!
Lau Fitz Kinda like that saying🙂
So true. Thank you for saying this.
Lovely just lovely x
Still made a difference in my life today, 5 years later! I have no friends or family, but watching Emily made me get out of the house and go for a walk. I got lots of weird stares because I was listening to my favourite music and dancing Thank you! 💕🌈
Aisha I hope you read this. I am a 70 year woman whose husband died 2 years ago from GBM Brain Cancer. The lead up was challenging so I nursed my mate of nearly 50 years for nearly 3 years. It has taken me 2.5 years to feel like I am recovering. Em was an inspiration to me and motivated me to begin exercise and regain strength. I don’t expect to ever really ‘get over it’ but I feel that I am starting to live again. So thanks to you both for your inspiration. I hope you are coping ok at this early stage. Ok is good. Know that you will in time also regain strength gradually with your own precious memories of Em. All the very best Jan
Tom Allan so sorry about your husband. Im glad you are feeling better these days. Hope you can smile and laugh when you think of him and not cry. 50yrs was an incredible journey. Some never find love. So glad you did.
Sorry to hear that. Take care of your good self x
I’ll say this is true for now, and I’m sorry for you, but I’ve yet to meet a women named Tom, who’s let alone 70 years old and using technology better than me
TooManyTaco 2000 Maybe she’s using his account.....
@@Lat3xE4teR at the end she signs off Jan!
I know I’m just a name on a vlog posting comments but I am really having a hard time understanding how such a Beautiful, Bright, Loving, Courageous and Talented young woman whom So Many Ppl Absolutely Adore could be taken away from us. I miss Emily. Her bubbly personality, her witty comments and her strength. 😢😢 ❤️❤️❤️❤️. We miss you Em. Nuff said.
I miss her videos every day. Emily was my go to positivity, and still is.
Peace, Em.
Same
I think she always will be. Days I’m feeling low, I still come here.
Tammy Earrye i have been lost in a way with her passing. Like what don't know what to do now, she had a piece of my heart and always will.(not meant in a weird way) she touched so many people and it will remain so. It's surreal, painful to see her smiling face in the video. My heart keeps breaking.
I get what you mean. I was sitting home and decided to check her Instagram the day she passed, I saw that she had posted 1 minute ago and read the caption. I cried for an hour.
I really hope Emily know the impact she had on all of her viewers.
Tammy Earrye I really think she did in a way but not the full impact our positive comments,love and support to her and Aisha. That she had and will continue to have on us as well. Not to mention an absolutely amazing wife(Aisha). The true meaning of In sickness and in health to death do us part.
Re-watching in April 2022. Your legacy lives on. Emily, you are a true legend. Rest in Paradise girl.
What a one in a million person. An inspiration. Hope you are flying high, wherever you are. #Aisha is a Legend too!
How naturally beautiful was Emily?!
She was so stunning on the inside and outside and she was such an amazing human being overall.
I have tears coming down my face because it makes you realise how life comes down to these last little moments x
Thank you so much for posting this. It needs to get 20 Million Views in my opinion. Emily touched so many people. I am a 52 yr old Army Veteran from Tennessee and this young girl showed more courage and determination than anyone I have ever known. God bless you Aisha. Thank you.
Tim R And God bless you too, sir.
Tim R . Hi Tim I'm from Tennessee
Tim R . Well said Brother. I’m a 52 year old Army Veteran from Scotland and I agree with you wholeheartedly. I have learned a lot about life and what is truly important, by being invited to share in Emily and Aisha’s story.
Tim R
Eric Harris you’re welcome. Credit where credit’s due.
Literally no one will replace Em and her amazing positivity and energy. Months later I still come back to watch her videos. You are missed Em.
I do too 💔❤
RIP dear Emily. You remain an inspiration. I know you are always with Aisha and Raif in spirit. You truly rocked, girl!!!!
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Even though she had a short life, she lived the heck out of it. 💜
Aisha thank you for posting this video of Emily 💕She was truly an inspiration to know. Life isn’t fair when it comes to cancer, but like Emily said life is short and you need to live it. You should start a cancer charity in her name and memory and make her journey a legacy. God bless you and your family ❤️🙏
💯💯 👏👏👏 Beautiful comment! 💕
Sara G that would be great, but her journey already IS a legacy😊💖
If I remember right, they have I believe it’s on Aisha instagram
She is still helping and inspiring people around the world!
Still watch and rewatch these videos. Such an inspiration to us all.
Same 💖
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You know what? This video made me look on her death differently. Remembering what a happy soul she was, I'm happy she made it so far, she lived 7 years longer than expected and that's amazing. I'm proud of you Ems, rest in peace ❤
Impossible not to cry. But at the same time I'm so happy for her. She spent the time she did have living life to the full, with a smile on her face whenever she could and also spent it with one the most kind hearted people I've ever come across, Aisha. Not many of us at all will ever be that blessed in 90 years of living, let alone 24. Emily, you are at rest now. Thank you for being an inspiration to so many on how to live life.
When I feel sad , I watch one of her video's to see her beautiful smile
2018 was a very sad year. We lost Sophia gall june 1st. Then we lost Emily hayward june 26. Then we lost claire wineland sept 2. Then we lost dan aka peeweetoms Sept 28. They were like our family . Each one had a Unique quality. That will last forever in our hearts. Love from earth. Xoxo
Sophia the shinning angel lots of people die of cancer every day. Most of them are not telling their stories on social media. Until scientists find a cure, every year is a sad year.
@@lizdonnelly2124 Yeah, no shit. It's important that people tell their stories on social media or elsewhere because unless you're in the healthcare business, you have no way to experience the triumphs and tribulations of people who are ill and you don't feel invested.
@@whychoooseausername4763 well said user name. At least we have a heart. Thank you.
why chooose a user name ? Exactly, these channels aren't just people recording their lives. They're educating us all, not just from the medical standpoint, but from the human standpoint. They are also a wealth of information for the unfortunate people recently diagnosed. A lot of the time it's not pretty, but cancer isn't pretty. Everyone chooses how/if they chart their journey. I thank each person you named and many more for sharing their lives with us and when we lose them, it IS like losing a friend or loved one because they share pretty much everything in their lives. They aren't just a name in an obituary, here, we see them full of life and the people they were. It must be incredibly hard, in those days after diagnosis, after radiotherapy, after chemo, after scans, after results and after consultations, but they carry on documenting, either good or bad, for themselves, their families and supporters and it sadly far too often becomes their legacy. In their own ways they're all inspirational, how they deal with their disease, how they react, they show everyone is different. After following Emily, I think about her and Aisha often, like heading back today. I hope Aisha is doing as well as she can be. The days and weeks will have many anniversaries, good (being in each others lives, holidays, wedding), bad (progression, palliative) and the day she lost her.. I hope she comes back occasionally and sees we all still think about her (and I fully understand if it's still just too painful)and the force of nature that was her Emily Hayward. Rest In Peace you wonderful young woman, you will never be forgotten ❤️💔⭐️
Chronically Jacquie was an extremely popular in the States. She passed away April 29. She had 11 chronic illnesses . Apparently her feeding tube got wrapped around her intestines and she passed away within 1 day. We really think we know these people in a sense and it is hard for us to take the loss. I missed seeing Emily's face after a year and just had to see her. I bet she is keeping everyone in great physical shape in heaven
Tears and smiles.
I still catch myself looking for a new upload every day. She had such an affect on me. I hope you are getting through this Aisha. You brought Emily through, I hope someone is there to support you. She was amazing, and Im better for watching her.
Ginger Kirby I think what you wrote echoes all of our feelings. So well written, couldn’t have put it better myself ❤️ xx
I keep looking for a new post every day also, I miss her a lot, she was so positive. I don’t want her to leave this earth but I know she’s in heaven!
Hello Emily , obviously I know you won't see this but I wanted to let others know how much you have inspired me to change my life.today I went to the gym and I shall go tomorrow and the next day,when I was on the treadmill I thought of you ,am so sorry you didn't make it but you will live on in peoples hearts ,god bless you Em you are missed xx
I’ve literally only just found this channel. Such a shame and a lovely girl!
PRETTY THANG same!
Same
PRETTY THANG for real. So upset
Same here. I can't believe how strong she was throughout everything, incredible.
I've followed her for along time before she died, literally cried when she died. I'm coming here in remembrance, 1 year later, that's how awesome she was.
I loved this. At the end where Emily said see you in the next vlog I was choked right up.😓😓😓😓
Debra Boyea that was were my tears fell
Me too!
Tears flowed again and l didn't think l had any left. I have never cried so much for someone l had never physically met or known personally. I still watch her vloggs every day even if l have seen them before. Her legacy will live on in them. Her number of subscribers has grown since her death and I'm sure it will continue to do so. Bless you Emily for what you did for your you tube friends and bless you Aisha for allowing us to be a part of her goodbye. Fly high beautiful girl. You will be sorely missed. Love from down under xxxx💕💖💞
same...
Debra Boyea Same! 😭
.. and at the same time my heart grew bigger. It does every time I watch Emily. She was a SuperStar. ❤️
if i can achieve half of Em's posotivity and love of life, i would consider myself blessed.
i will never forget this amazing soul.
PEACE
❤
Just found your channel in July 2023. Your work ethic and the way you persevered is truly inspiring. You have helped many and the impact that you have made will live on. Rest in peace Emily
I miss her and never met her. I wish I had.
What a day. Couldn't sleep last night. Lit a candle at 9.30am. You've been on my mind all day sweetheart, and you will be in my heart forever. Still can't believe that your journey came to an end. Love you. PEACE xxx
"I'll see you in the next vlog guys, peace" 😭😭😭 my heart hurts
Sar
this channel showed up in You Tube’s recommended list. i watched the episode. i was so taken with Emily that i had to start from the beginning. Emily was a life force. she embraced her days and faced the adversity with remarkable strength and grace. i will miss her “What’s going on you lot…”
Here I am rewatching Em’s vlogs again in September 2023 and I can’t believe it has been 5 years but whenever I need some motivation or I need a cry or laugh this is where I still come and it reminds me how precious life is 💜💜
You will be sorely missed but never forgotten Emily! Sleep well beautiful x
💖Aren't we lucky to have shared her light? Thanks so much for posting. Hugs to you sweet, Aisha. x
Gina Burlovich-Dicker that’s a lovely thing to write. Beautiful xx
Just wanted to say after 5 years I’m now pregnant and having a little girl. We’re naming her Emily. I love the name and both me and my partner agreed we’ve never not met a beautifully kind and awesome person called Emily.
RIP Emily darling. Still thinking of you and family. Xx
I will never forget you
Never. ❤️
Seeing them makes me realize how much I miss them. I don’t understand how I can feel so strongly about a complete stranger, but I did. I could watch them all night long. I just feel there has been a serious mistake! She should not be dead! She had so much to give! RIP dear Emily. ❤️🌿❤️🌿❤️🌿
Crying but smiling because I know Em wouldn’t want us to be sad, she’d want us to go out there and smash our lives doing what we love. It’s so hard to grieve for someone you’ve never even met but I miss her. And I’ll never forget her 💜💕💜
Was watching that n didn't even realise I was crying 😢 such a beautiful girl and soul xx
Whenever I’m sad I rewatch all her videos. She still inspires me and makes me smile. She sure was determined to live life her way. Gone to soon still never forgotten. God bless Emily, Aisha and Raif ❤️
Even after all these years i still come back to watch all of her videos, She will always be in my heart
The community she left behind is kinda a reflection of who she was. There is SO much love and positivity in the world and we just need to embrace it. Whoever is reading this - do something nice today, for Emily and Aisha`s sake. Sending everyone (especially Aisha) SOSO much love x
I am not sure if it was ever possible to miss someone that I didn't even know but I genuinely sit and think about Emily and her videos and how much they meant to me , so I can definitely say I do miss her and Emily's daily vlogs , she put so much effort and enthusiasm into them and I will carry this sentiment and positivity in my life as much as I can . Peace xx💖💖
Bethany Leigh I totally agree! I’m sat here in tears watching this... the heart stopping shock when her passing was announced was just awful. I cannot imagine what the hole must be like that’s left in the lives of those she knew & loved. This is her legacy & she had a friend in all of us. I think we all fell a bit in love with her & her honesty, her comedy & most of all, her journey as a whole. She was bloody incredible.
It is possible! Most of us feel the same way. She and Aisha have touched many ❤️💞
A-freaking-men...I feel the exact same....hope all went well with her memorial today and wishing Aisha all the best.
Bethany Leigh me too
Bethany Leigh Perfectly worded. I couldn't have said it better myself. I really do miss her. :(
Anybody watching dear Emily in 2021 during pandemic? X
*I JUST CRIED MY EYES OUT. IM SO UNGRATEFUL. I GOTTA DO BETTER.*
You're in good company there.
you will and hopefully some of the rest of us will too. peace strength and happiness
Lovely tribute to Emily. What an amazing woman she was.
Aisha: “as I always say, you’re the same person leaving the hospital as you were going in” .... so taking that through my life ❤️ I miss you Emily 😰❤️ what a stunning video ❤️❤️
Still coming back. I guess she touched my soul. I hope Aisha is doing well.
i'm sure she is doing well , She has got a kid if you follow her on instagram , and she still works in the same job i'm sure , but she still missing emily to this day , but it also shows why Aisha is no Golddigger , That would horrified emily hayward to the core that would
She was such a talented filmmaker and had such a beautiful spirit.
Emily...the best friend I never had. RIP🌻
sexysergeant123 exactly I think she found a friend in all of us. I feel like I’ve lost a best friend.
chellbie same. I know technology and social media take up a lot of our time, sometimes too much, but I'm thankful for it because through it we have been able to meet one of the most inspiring people on the planet🙏🌍💖
These videos were always the highlight of my day. Id get my notification, curl up, and watch.
The fact that Emily and Aisha managed to turn what, on paper, were terminal illness vlogs, into the highlight of so many of our days is something i think Em would be proud of.
Id never think of her as dying because her attitude and actions were ALWAYS the ones of someone truly LIVING their life.
This woman is an inspiration RIP Emily Hayward
I have watched Emily's channel start to finish multiple times. She was one of my biggest inspirations for coming out and remains one of my largest motivators for getting back into the gym and watching my macros. Gone by never forgotten.
Came in with a smile, went out with a smile and ohhh what a glorious smile it was x
What a force of nature. You were such a gifted teacher. Thank you for giving us so much. Thank you. ❤❤❤❤
I watch these videos & want to make her be here again. We miss all miss you Emily.
Her laughing in this video makes me laugh out loud. The comment, reaction..and then the expression on Aishas face …when she suggested a hat with hair……I’m hysterical. I thank God these two had time together. Such a blessing for both.
This is how I will always remember you, sweet Emily. Laughing, fighting and loving. Peace. Thanks Aisha. You went through so much with amazing strength, love and attitude. Big hug and stay strong!
I know today was the day. I hope you had many people turn out to tell you stories of how much Emily meant to them. I have been going over all of Emily's videos. I watch them daily as if somehow she will be in a new one. In my mind I form this montage of how inspiring she was. Always I watch, thinking, in this video she had 9 months left, in this video she had 3 months left, but in no videos did I see Emily showing that time had a hold on her. The tick tock of the clock wasn't going to stop her from living her best life.
I don't know why Emily, who was so bright and kind, didn't get thirty years while I am 50. Why did she get two married months and I have had 22 with my husband, and got to see our son grow up? I cannot explain these inequities but I will think of Emily often, watch her videos, especially when I don't want to drag my fat arse to the gym, and I'll make sure I don't take a day for granted. That's all I can do for her but if there is one thing I've learned from watching you both, everything we get, must be enough. love from Ohio
Nosy Hausfrau...... everything we get must be enough......that is profound👍
Wonderful positive comment.
Thank you 💞💞Love you
Nosy Hausfrau beautiful comment. Yes, everything we get must be enough. Wow. As Emily would say-“BOOM!” XXX
Everything you wrote is so beautiful.
Back again for a touch of Emily inspiration. Love you girl. xxx
She was and is my inspiration. Em ❤️ from the bottom of my heart i am thanking you that i had the strength to survive my cancer treatments. After almost two years i am in remission and when i was at my lowest and in a very dark place and i hated everything i kept remembering you and i kept telling myself that you would be still fighting so i can not give up. I've always pictured you smiling and being strong.
Thx Aisha and Emily's family for not deleting Ems videos you guys literally saving lives.
Thinking of you Aisha, you are such a role model, you've shown us it's beþer to have loved and lost than to never know the beauty of being loved without condition. May you find comfort in the magical moments you shared, the priceless snapshots of experiences shared and the love that reaches from beyond the grave. Shè will be fondly remembered by all who knew her.
Emily, without a doubt the world is a better place because you were here. Peace ✌🏼
PugsInARug This song will always remind me of Emily. ruclips.net/video/TZ0pXUb5jVU/видео.html
I just want you to know, 5 years on, that you're still an inspiration. You're way younger than me and you should still be physically here, you should have grown older, made more experiences, lived on. It seems so unfair, why didn't the grand schema of things just made it so that we could all be happy, grow old in love, joy, happiness. You come to my mind much more often than my messages here might tell, and I didn't even know you (at least, not in the usual ways). I just wanted to say this.
She was an amazing human being. The energy she radiates! A gorgeous lady in every way.
Emily gave me hope for my own future. I’m honored to have gotten to know her via vlogs. Beautiful vid. Beautiful woman.
The laughter, the tears! We miss you dear Emily so much! But your enthusiasm for life, your love of life and living in the moment and to just get on with it will inspire anyone who even takes a quick glance at this video. Thank you to you beautiful, wise and the love of Emily’s life, Aisha. Come on everyone here’s to a million likes! Peace, the Emily way.
Miss you tons Emily . I find myself coming back to watch all your videos 😞❤️
Ugh she was amazing! She truly had a beautiful spirit that we should all strive to have. I certainly take life for granted and will try my best to live life like her
She will be truly missed. She was such an amazing addition to youtube, I loved watching her vlogs. May she rest in peace. ❤️
DomVlogs I really find it hard to believe that she's dead I really thought she would beat it.. Condolences to aisha, and their respective family members! 💗
Olivia Kelly Yeah I understand. She was a strong fighter who never gave up. She taught me how to keep fighting and to be motivating and let nothing hold you back.
Sending my love Aisha. ❤️
Dear Emily you are such a massive inspiration..
I've had 2 different cancers twice in the last 20 years and I hope I can handle it like you if I ever become terminally ill sleep well
It's called mans not hot by big shaq I hope that helps 😊
When I get to Heaven, the first person I want to hug, after my parents, is Emily. Rest peacefully sweet girl.
Diane Baugher Agree 100%
Why do you think she's in heaven?
Because this women deserves to go nowhere but heaven after her struggles
@@ashdoesstuff7719 why? I don't understand. Is she without sin?
It's been over 2 years and I still think of her, this total stranger that I only "knew" through her blog for the last couple of months she was among us. She inspires me to take care of myself more than I did, she inspires me to be more positive and to live fuller. Will always be grateful for stumbling over this channel. 💞
Just remembering Emily today, RIP🙏🏼❤️!
Never been so touched by the loss of someone I’ve never met. I’ve been watching a vlog every day just because I can’t believe there won’t be any more.. what a fabulous life she had amongst the bad!
Prettywildthings me too :(
Prettywildthings same here 😢🌹🙏
Same...
Hilarious when Aisha suggested a hat with hair and Emily’s quick NO! Wonderful senses of humor 😂
Teri M loli loved that too. She was not having it 🤣
I keep coming back to this video when I'm down. I miss Em so much. I watch and I wonder why. There are horrible people in this world who are never sick, yet here's an amazing person who was taken way to soon. I still cry. I lost my mom 2 yrs before we all lost Emily. This has been so hard.
I revisit this, and many other of Emily's videos, yearly. Emily says we gave her so much life but I think the reverse is true as well. She may be gone but surely not forgotten.
Crying watching this, I miss her so much and I didn't even know her personally. I miss her presence in my sub box, i can't even imagine how her friends and family and Aisha feel. She was amazing, this video popped up and I clicked it so fast out of habit. Every single video of hers was the first I watched. Every single day I waited for her upload to be there to brighten my day. Life is so unfair and horrible and cruel. All I can think is that she burned too bright for this world and she was needed elsewhere. I hope wherever she is she's happy and I'm sure you'll all see her again. Rest in peace sweet Emily, I don't understand why these things happen to the kindest and most loving people. I will never forget your impact on me just through the screen. To Emily's close ones: I hope you can now begin to heal, although I'm sure there'll always be an Emily-shaped hole in your life. Rest well, love. ❤️
Amelia Smith me too this was a lovely message! You summed up everyone’s feelings so well xoxoxo take care xo
This made me cry! I am born with a congenital heart defect, and watching how she was able to keep her spirits up during such hard times is so inspiring! Thank you Emily. Rest in peace.
Klossmajor I was born with some bad genes too. My heart is bad (1 major heart attack at age 47) and a year later another blockage had to be removed. And 3 months ago I had open heart surgery with a double by-pass.) I’m afflicted with so many terrible diseases that have no cure and they keep getting worse. Besides my bad heart I also have Common Variable Immune Disease, Lupus (SLE) , Sjogrens Syndrome, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Fibromyalgia, Acute Pancreatitis and this list was is goes on and on. None of my issues are contagious.
I’m praying for you you too Aisha!!
Still watching Emily 3 years on
Love bless xx
Anyone else still watching Emily's vlogs ? ❤
Emily has forever changed my life..
Oh wow. Struggling for words and can't really see through the tears. There truly is no one quite like Emily. Her strength courage and bravery will forever inspire me. And Aisha, I can only dream of the day I meet someone who loves me like you so obviously loved Emily. There are few like you out there and I'm so happy you found each other. So much love to you, and if you ever want to visit the Highlands in Scotland, you will forever have a place to stay. Stay strong beautiful lady, you absolutely made and will continue to make Emily proud ❤️
I am from Russia and this is such an... I don't know how to describe my feelings, it's hard you know... Such a beautiful soul...
You know...I keep coming back and watching this again and again and I finally realized something. When Em said Aish asked her what she would change about her life, if she could change something and Em's response was "I wouldn't change a thing"... just sent a chill over me. I know she meant every word. You are missed.
Omg. Such energy in that beautiful girl!! Gone way to soon. Will miss her cheeky smile. RIP Emily. Xxx
Emily was one of those extraordinary people that while on earth made a huge impact on sooo many. Her time was so short but she put more effort in that time than most of us do in 60/70 yrs. And Aisha, u showed us all a LOVE so great.
I miss Emily greatly. I pray for u, her wife, family, friends. Thank you so much dear Aisha for this video. Love & Peace.
Feeling so sad, but I felt I needed to watch my Favourite Video, for the umpteenth time, I've lost count. That pretty face, so positive, fully of enthusiasm, so mischievous & such a hilarious person. Emily you have no idea how many people you inspired & how much you are missed. 🌹❤🌹
Rewatching, Dec 2022💕💕💕
This was a wonderful way of remembering such a positive and inspiring woman. Thank you. ✌️
She literally lit up the world with her unwavering positive beautiful life. Sometimes we are given the most perfect beautiful gifts such as Emily, but just can't keep them. She was an angel here on Earth. I so appreciate the privilege of knowing Emily, even if only a too short time through her vlog. My sincere condolences to Aisha and her entire family and friends. Thank you so very much for this beautiful tribute.
Hi Em! You still make laugh and smiiiiiile😃
I watch this video almost every day. It’s kind of like re-reading a card or letter a loved one sent you. And today I realized that I find Emily so inspiring mostly because she let nothing define her. In a world where everyone must choose a side and a category and be in lock step with that label, Emily lived with no label. None of the big things that might overwhelm someone else’s identity did anything but just make up one facet of her. Her illness, her sexuality, her career... none were the ‘main thing’ about her. They were just part of her. Her inner soul was her identity. And she so well expressed it in her vlogs. I will forever be grateful for this rarest of human beings. Love you wherever you are, Emily. Love to you Aisha. Peace.