@@DownHom3 Hold on!! When you made the decision to get clean you where covered in mercy! Im not a religious person I am highly spiritual and I'm speaking to you with 10 yrs clean to let you know this thing works! I came into sobriety beat up fucked up and dead on the inside...what your going through now won't last. Anything that's worth having is gonna be hard to get and you'll come to see you'll appreciate it more...once you get through this you never hav to feel this way again. You going to get so much more fro this side of life..I promise you nothing but freedom from active addiction and that its priceless. I believe in you Brandon, although we don't know each other we know the struggle and this thing will pass. Your goin to be the updated version of you. Keep ya head up and keep pushing,you came this far don't turn back now..give yourself a chance.
@@DownHom3 Im going through it now and reading that this got you through the hard times AND YOU DID IT really helped me. Congrats brother; I hope God gives me the strength to endure this through some stressful life events... Ugh for me, CONGRATS to you! Never go back, it's hell...
Hi benji my names Samantha well said thanks for your share it reached me in UK England London City iv been cleaned now for 10 months and Iv not been happy like this for a hel of a long time I have my family back I wake up breathing a smile on my face and to see my boys face that's more of a buzz than drugs
I like how honesty is huge here. Talking about the problem is you. That we struggled long before the drugs came. I harmed a lot of people in addiction. The living amends is huge.
Will cru your not alone I'm 36 days and tonight for the first time i found a meeting that works and now at 2am I'm still listening cause i can't get enough for once I understand when people say that this is what works... Just keep coming back using or not no shame here we know the story we know the struggle your not alone
hey my friend I hope you are well. I came across Benji 6 years ago and have 7 years clean NA AA works it is designed to work not fail. Let me know how you are. 248 978 4027 Keith
man if you're just starting out, and you're fortunate enough to trip onto Benji W. Somebody wants you to stick around... Powerful message. a level of honesty that most have alot of work to do to get. I know i wasn't able to be that honest when I got here. Give yourself a break and read some literature. they wrote a book about you, and me, for me and you, by us. Kermit is another NA speaker on here that is great start. Love you all one day at a time.
My name is John Z.I am a drug addict and have stopped using over 30 yrs. I could'nt stop the pain after Viet Nam of the hell I dealt with. I had 3 failed marriages and ptsd and the Veterans Adm. all they want to do is give more drugs that do not work.God is the higher power to survive this life. Its a struggle but I turn to Christ for comfort and rest.I have a condition of physical injury and the they don't listen and have to struggle with the pain. God bless you Benji W.
What a share !!, this really made me realize that i am not doing enough for other addicts.I can identify with the coming late and thinking i got bragging rights.Thanks for taking the time and helping me.
today i have 107 days clean and sober this have been a real hard challenge not to run away from my problems like i used to.. right now im on the edge of taking drugs again i feel alone and im suffering. i know that i gets better and somedays are better than others...and its all about doing the healthy and right things and be around good and healthy people but i didnt make it to the todays NA meeting and i regret it so bad i feel so alone and empty..and i needed to hear someone speak the truth
Hang in there brother hang in there you got the same disease I have pour over 30 years and it is not easy I am a fair believer at what they say the hard part is to get clean stay clean is a easy part I have 11 months on the pass I'm having a hard time staying sober relapse in 2009
Well-done, never let the mind too far into old negative patterns, there is an online 24 hour meeting that never stops day and night, google Marathon Narcotics Anonymous meeting, and join it and share what's going on for you,, so you are never alone again. Blessings, how are you now?
I got 19 days clean. Have been clean many times for a few months at most but today is finally day 1 of RECOVERY. THANK YOU GOD! I finally see what and who I truly am. Time to get to work
Hope you're still going Im on day 46 and came through the worst detox I've ever had. I relapsed back in 2021 the day before my 2 year mark, and went back out for 2 more years. I'm almost 40 and I've literally lost everything, my kids won't speak to me and all I have right now is my mom and girlfriend. Went to detox and rehab now back out in the real world and I'm scared to death right now... I think this is under my girlfriends email so sorry if it tricks you haha. But would love to hear if you're doing good still!!
@@Chey-v2b Got 50 days today. At a meeting right now making coffee lol Stay sober one day at a time. Your worth is not your clean time. GOD loves you and forgives you. Keep up the good work. Love you brother stay strong
Beautiful and this is wonderful. It is such a disease that is looked at as worse than adultery by society. Sad... but we have hope because this fellowship is what saves and helps out one day at a time.
Until today I really thought I had this thing beat... I have been telling myself that I didn't need meetings or a sponsor.... But I think I do can anybody help me figure out how I get a sponsor plz???
James K Green well man, I was told when looking for a sponsor to pick someone of whom I'm attracted to their recovery. Your real sponsor is the guy that you love listening to, the guy that gives you the most hope. So in that respect your sponsor has already been selected. Just got to get over ourselves and ask. God bless brother 👍
YOU WILL FIND THIS addict STATING THE INADEQUACY of others, He has somehow came to a location and is equip to qualify others as not working the program and not free.
I use to think like this especially now it's legal but weed leads me directly back to the hard stuff. I can't do anything anymore it always leads to horrible places.
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I'm detoxing at home after a relapse from having multiple years in the program. To whoever posted these you are saving my life.
+PGHKID508 this program is one day at a time.
PGHKID508 no matter what
@@DownHom3 Hold on!! When you made the decision to get clean you where covered in mercy! Im not a religious person I am highly spiritual and I'm speaking to you with 10 yrs clean to let you know this thing works! I came into sobriety beat up fucked up and dead on the inside...what your going through now won't last. Anything that's worth having is gonna be hard to get and you'll come to see you'll appreciate it more...once you get through this you never hav to feel this way again. You going to get so much more fro this side of life..I promise you nothing but freedom from active addiction and that its priceless. I believe in you Brandon, although we don't know each other we know the struggle and this thing will pass. Your goin to be the updated version of you. Keep ya head up and keep pushing,you came this far don't turn back now..give yourself a chance.
Brandon Moore congratulations 🎉🎊 brother! Stay strong! You don’t ever have to look back
@@DownHom3 Im going through it now and reading that this got you through the hard times AND YOU DID IT really helped me. Congrats brother; I hope God gives me the strength to endure this through some stressful life events... Ugh for me, CONGRATS to you! Never go back, it's hell...
Got relapsed after 12 yrs in recovery..m glad that m back in NA 26 days clean n serene..
I love you and pray for your recovery
Thank god I found this channel. 86 days clean and sober today.
Thank you, that was the clearest message I've heard in months. Needed that DESPERATELY at 3 yrs clean. 💪💜☝️
Hi benji my names Samantha well said thanks for your share it reached me in UK England London City iv been cleaned now for 10 months and Iv not been happy like this for a hel of a long time I have my family back I wake up breathing a smile on my face and to see my boys face that's more of a buzz than drugs
I loved this thank you so much!!! Almost 9 months clean and this was wonderful to hear!!!
2021 still listening to Benjj first listened to this share 13 years ago on CD, 14 years clean coming up ⬆️
I like how honesty is huge here. Talking about the problem is you. That we struggled long before the drugs came. I harmed a lot of people in addiction. The living amends is huge.
10 months 2morrow. amazing adventure, so greatfull! !!
Will cru your not alone I'm 36 days and tonight for the first time i found a meeting that works and now at 2am I'm still listening cause i can't get enough for once I understand when people say that this is what works... Just keep coming back using or not no shame here we know the story we know the struggle your not alone
How are you doing now?
"If you knew what you were dealing with you would sit your ass down." 🔥 🔥
Listen to this at least twice a year
Loved every word you said Benji!!! 22DAYS and counting...
hey my friend I hope you are well. I came across Benji 6 years ago and have 7 years clean NA AA works it is designed to work not fail. Let me know how you are. 248 978 4027 Keith
man if you're just starting out, and you're fortunate enough to trip onto Benji W. Somebody wants you to stick around... Powerful message. a level of honesty that most have alot of work to do to get. I know i wasn't able to be that honest when I got here. Give yourself a break and read some literature. they wrote a book about you, and me, for me and you, by us. Kermit is another NA speaker on here that is great start. Love you all one day at a time.
Thank you! I'm trying to get back after time in the rooms. Your comment gave me chills. Detoxing at home just trying to hang on.
Hold on it gets better. .. we need ya
I know it does but that disease has my mind fogged. Thank you for your reply. It means so much to not be alone.
Never again do we have to be alone
+Charles Anderson powerlessness
My name is John Z.I am a drug addict and have stopped using over 30 yrs. I could'nt stop the pain after Viet Nam of the hell I dealt with. I had 3 failed marriages and ptsd and the Veterans Adm. all they want to do is give more drugs that do not work.God is the higher power to survive this life. Its a struggle but I turn to Christ for comfort and rest.I have a condition of physical injury and the they don't listen and have to struggle with the pain. God bless you Benji W.
my name is byron i need a meeting I'm from Dallas in oak cliff area
Please keep sharing your story, it's very moving.
through gods grace and mercy we have been clean for 7 years two months
WE
15 month and 2 day clean.... gratefull
Thank you for NA
What a share !!, this really made me realize that i am not doing enough for other addicts.I can identify with the coming late and thinking i got bragging rights.Thanks for taking the time and helping me.
11 years yesterday, 31 years old. NA 4 Life
True 💪🏽
@@eliharris123 i know its 14 years now at 35 ;)
@@maus9814 never alone never again
today i have 107 days clean and sober this have been a real hard challenge not to run away from my problems like i used to.. right now im on the edge of taking drugs again i feel alone and im suffering. i know that i gets better and somedays are better than others...and its all about doing the healthy and right things and be around good and healthy people but i didnt make it to the todays NA meeting and i regret it so bad i feel so alone and empty..and i needed to hear someone speak the truth
magnus nielsen this too shall pass remember rejoice your here
Hang in there brother hang in there you got the same disease I have pour over 30 years and it is not easy I am a fair believer at what they say the hard part is to get clean stay clean is a easy part I have 11 months on the pass I'm having a hard time staying sober relapse in 2009
Well-done, never let the mind too far into old negative patterns, there is an online 24 hour meeting that never stops day and night, google Marathon Narcotics Anonymous meeting, and join it and share what's going on for you,, so you are never alone again. Blessings, how are you now?
Man, Benji really did just do the thing. He really spoke on it and gave us his heart and I feel blessed about it. Thank you Benji.
Amazing 🎉 loved this share and the inportance of givinf back.
Never Alone Never Again
Thank God for the na community and whoever uploaded these here ❤️ (and bennie the speaker of course❤️🤗❤️)
I got 19 days clean. Have been clean many times for a few months at most but today is finally day 1 of RECOVERY. THANK YOU GOD! I finally see what and who I truly am. Time to get to work
Hope you're still going Im on day 46 and came through the worst detox I've ever had. I relapsed back in 2021 the day before my 2 year mark, and went back out for 2 more years. I'm almost 40 and I've literally lost everything, my kids won't speak to me and all I have right now is my mom and girlfriend. Went to detox and rehab now back out in the real world and I'm scared to death right now... I think this is under my girlfriends email so sorry if it tricks you haha. But would love to hear if you're doing good still!!
@@Chey-v2b Got 50 days today. At a meeting right now making coffee lol Stay sober one day at a time. Your worth is not your clean time. GOD loves you and forgives you. Keep up the good work. Love you brother stay strong
4 MONTHS TODAY!
Kyle Medeiros don't look back
coming up on 16 months. NA works
Love it what I needed, love and blessing's
LoVvvveeee this Mtg..THANKS 4 SHARING BENJI!!!'
This is a fantastic speaker - "Learn to listen to one another".
Cheryl Rathbun fantastic
1 yr, 4 days.
4:40 a.m 9/3/2024
Jus the beginning starting off REAL...YAAAAS WALKING ALL MORNING!! KEEP IT REAL
I'm fighting this desease but I'm not quitting pray for me everyone
God give Sabrina the strength and willpower to quit. Amen
God bless
Thank you my brother,and N.A.
thank you and love na just for today
5 days today,tough but as tough as I make it.
Thankyou 4 this. Very very very much.
51 days clean amen and God bless all.. who do and can! JFT Baby J.F.T
Beautiful and this is wonderful. It is such a disease that is looked at as worse than adultery by society. Sad... but we have hope because this fellowship is what saves and helps out one day at a time.
This man is telling my story !
Inspiration over ambition.
6 months clean and it feels good 😇🤩 October 2019
going on 12 years and 4months 7day just for today
Fabulous speaker, I'm from Detroit, truth❤
2014, Please God may this be my year, god Bless y'all
Alister Rutherford how did you do? My goals is to make 2019 my year.
Amazing. He really helped me see more clearly.
If I don't stop I know my life I will no longer have..please Jesus lead me to the life of the world clean
Until today I really thought I had this thing beat...
I have been telling myself that I didn't need meetings or a sponsor....
But I think I do can anybody help me figure out how I get a sponsor plz???
James K Green well man, I was told when looking for a sponsor to pick someone of whom I'm attracted to their recovery. Your real sponsor is the guy that you love listening to, the guy that gives you the most hope. So in that respect your sponsor has already been selected. Just got to get over ourselves and ask. God bless brother 👍
We're can I go for meetings I want out of this miserable life already
Join in the rooms online. You can attend virtual meetings and find meetings in your area!
Good morning family, once again
approaching the treacherous passage way of the..." DEADLY THREE'S!"
Great stuff...absolutely great
This is a great message, I listen to it every other day
Encore!! Thank u #100
Lol! Mad funny luv it
Tank you
Awright sis you can do it 🙏
Great 👍
64 days today!
This guy is great!😂
WaKe Up 2 Peace N/A iz Koooooooool ThanK U Benji'Bro
YOU WILL FIND THIS addict STATING THE INADEQUACY of others, He has somehow came to a location and is equip to qualify others as not working the program and not free.
He sounds like Martin Luther King Jr. ❤️😲❤️☺️
4 months
❤
Addiction sucks
You better get a program 😂😂😂🤣
Does anyone know if benji still around ?
kcam6690 he is i heard him share at the lonestar convention a few months ago
courtney Mylifeaka .....I will find him
courtney Mylifeaka was he the main speaker so I can try to get that cd am from New Jersey
kcam6690 yes he was the main speaker
I found him at the world convention even got a pic and number humble guy
+24 H :)
Stan 7 years Clean s
Need help
..all this walking back and forth....If you knew what you was dealing with you would sit yo ass down.
I smoke weed but am clean from all the other shit. Weed doesn't count
All mind mood altering drugs Count
- including weed and alcohol
It counts for me, man. It’s really difficult for me to kick it. Lot of other folks too.
I use to think like this especially now it's legal but weed leads me directly back to the hard stuff. I can't do anything anymore it always leads to horrible places.
The newcomer is my mirror 🪞
The Predecessor is my compass.
Boom 🤯