Loving Memory of Sophie Pearce

A short video In Loving Memory of Sophie for friends, family and loved ones "never forgotten & all ways loved by so many.
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RIP Sophie Pearce Born on the at the Willian Harvey hospital on the 31st May 2001, it deeply sanders me to put this up
on the 26th at 4:00pm of May Sophie our Daughters are a source of immeasurable love and happiness, lost her life and passed away
Long before she was born, she is deeply loved. She was her mother's best friend, her ally, and her most precious treasure. For me she and always be my apple in my eye, my little princess. It is no surprise that a our love for a her is so intense and selfless. For this reason, the loss of our daughter will bring on a range of difficult emotions including numbness, guilt, anger, emptiness, disbelief and deep sadness, dear god please take care of her,
It’s ironic that we had to say goodbye to her at were she was brought in to this World, please dear god take care of her
Sophie love you for ever xx
All the videos i publish on here i draw grate strength and inspiration in memory of my daughter, "i do this now because she can't feel the sun on her face and the wind in her hair"
9th Feb 2021
Hi THANK YOU FOR FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HART FOR YOUR KIND MESSAGE xxx
Just wanted to say thank your your kind words and support and it has really has touched my hart, it has taken me a long time to come to righting this to everyone how has come to my channel to view my videos,
i would love to be able to respond to every personal message but, after reading all your kind message regarding the passing of Sophie, it was right to send this out to you all. as so many people wanted to no why and how she passed also everyone wanted to know how I’m feeling and why i posted this video and others to do with Sophie and this hopefully is a slight insight why.
After past invents & reading other articles and speaking to other dads who have also lost children it has come quite Apparent that dads suffer Greatly in silence and with out support. people don’t always see the tears a dad cries when his hart is broken too, when his beloved child dies, he tries to hold it together and tries to be strong, he holds on to her as her tears flow, comforts thought out it all, he goes though his day doing what he is suppose to do, but a peace of his hart has ripped away too, so when he is alone he lets out his pain, and the tears come down like poring rain, his world has crashed in all around him, all that was bright has gone completely dim, he searches for answers but none are to be found, who offers to help dads up when he’s hit rock bottom, he smiles though his tears, struggles trying to hold in his tears but what you see on the out side is not always real, men don’t always show how they are feeling, he feels he has to be strong for the others, but dads hurt too not just the mothers. i have heard it is said that the greatest loss a human being to experience is the loss of a child, this is true, it demolishes you, the rest of your life is spent on another level, Anyone can love you when the sun is shining, its in the storm is were you learn who truly cares for you. So don’t break a birds wing and then tell it to fly, don’t break a hart and then tell it to love, don’t break a soul and then tell it to be happy, don’t see the worst in a person and expect them to see the best in you, don’t judge people and expect them to stand by your side, don’t play with fire and expect to stay perfectly safe, life is about giving and taking. you can not expect to give bad and receive good. you can not expect to give good and receive bad. so I’m fucking done, my hart ripped out and torn in two and stamped on, I’m so fucking tired, I’m so fucking warn out, i’m out of hope. motivation, and the will to live, i have lost every thing and i am just fucking done, life you win, I’m so fucking defeated i have nothing left to give anymore roll on next year. and this is why i have started making videos to express my thoughts and feelings, so someone said to me “i don’t know how you do it” i said “i was not given a choice” and this is why.
And this is why i have to do what i do now, to keep me motivated, keep full of hope and life, so there is some form of light at the end of the tunnel, and my be help others along the way with emotional suffering distress & grief though video expression, i hope this helps you or others on a path in finding hope and love again for life, as its help me on my long road to hope, so thank you gain from the bottom of my hart for you love and support and kind comments.
From James Pearce UK - England
xxx