Milestones, avoidance, anxiety, employment with disabilities

My name is Xanthe Wyse.
It's taken me 5 years to reach 1,000 subscribers on this channel.
Just a summary of why I started this channel (mainly to address stigma) but also to communicate how I experience things internally versus what my clinicians have said (mainly, observing from the outside).
I have a heap of diagnoses but the ones of most clinical significance are post-traumatic stress disorder, PTSD (avoidance & shutdown presentation) and bipolar disorder (type 1).
I mentioned some recent milestones and achievements, which includes being awarded 'commended' for all three photos I entered into a national amateur photography competition.
Some recent challenges (including workplace conflict).
I can tangent when avoiding something that is triggering and makes me feel anxious. Such as in this video. Being assertive is challenging but it's necessary.
I jot down a few notes if I am likely to tangent, so I can try to remember to cover all points.
Still to type up a transcript of a recent speech I did at a public hearing.
My books:
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My art:
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Blog with art focus:
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Other blog:
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