He never talked in the first game because there was barely anyone left alive that wasn't trying to kill him. In the second game he just saw no point in talking to people that were gonna die.
We giggle and laugh, but that's the face of a man who witnessed the total collapse of life on earth like he remembered and had to fight abominations without being a soldier himself, only to become the puppet of space Dafoe in a blue suit
@@KiriChan99 Fairly sure it's a joke about how half life 2 in general had multiple times where you couldn't progress until the characters were done speaking unlike in Half Life 1 where you could just ignore people talking to you and just carry on the pace. Personally as someone who played and finished half life 2 for the first time in 2021 and just started Episode 1 today (I kid you not) I don't mind the talking even on my first replay because the dialgue and plot are pretty good imo and they are a nice bit of breathing room between fights
Gordon Freeman - Survivor of the Black Mesa Incident - Was one of the reasons why the Incident occurred (pushing the cart) - Witnessed his fellow workers that he possibly knew for a long time get murdered - Had to kill just to survive - Employed by G-Man - Woke up during a time where the Combine had taken over. - Knows only four remaining survivors of the Black Mesa Incident - Has to fight against the Combine - Went through Ravenholm - Stalker Train - Saw one of his companions nearly die - Witnessed one of the survivors of the Black Mesa Incident die - Following HL:A, his companion goes missing due to G-Man
I don't know why, but I have a lot of empathy for Freeman, because he went through real hell in almost a week, so he definitely has PTSD. And similar animations reflect his emotional state, which causes even more empathy. In short, I enjoyed these 9 seconds, so if you do the same for at least 30-40 seconds, then you can be idolized
Honestly same, poor guy needs a hug or something. And on top of that, the fact that he keeps going, keeps fighting through all this and playing the hero is incredible.
He probably caused the Black Mesa incident. He saw horrible things like watching most of the people in Black Mesa die without having the slightest chance to save them. He was chased by his own kind and had to kill for he's own survival. He had to fight nightmarish creatures completly alone out of his world. And he just woke up after 20 years in the future just to discover the consequences of his actions that now he has to solve. Poor guy.
he did unfortunately cause it, him being late for work made the scientists make the anti mass spectrometer go to 105% further making the crystal unstable.
I dont think Gordon would ever want to take the H.E.V of. He's gotta be addicted to the morphine and would always think he'll need it incase another planetary threat happens.
I mean he had it off at the beginning of hl2 for a short period until he met w kleiner so its probably not that big of an issue nor do I think black mesa would create a suit that gets you hooked on morphine lol
@@constructionskeleton8030 well seeing how kleiner speaks of aperture I believe they believe theyre incompetent, now a morphine addiction suit is a aperture thing entirely but not black mesa
I really like these videos showing how human Gordon really is. It'd be interesting to see Valve do something like this in game. Like an NPC looks at Gordon and says "Hey you doin' alright, doc?" Like Gordon has an expression on his face that we can't see that probably has a bit of dread or something on it, like in this video.
There's a few similarities between Gordon and Doomguy: - both don't talk (probably because they are both traumatized and refuse to speak) - both are badass - both saved the world
meanwhile kind of the opposite Postal 1/redux dude -dont talk (traumatized and refuses to speak) -is badass -postal dude went from arizona to osaka killing people (maybe even civs)
When I played I found myself doing certain things and this lead me to create a picture of the Gordon Freeman I personally portrayed. For me the Gordon I played as would be a very hyper person that is constantly checking areas, constantly reloading his weapons, and constantly standing guard. This isn't because he is a naturally hyper person but because he is always on guard. Constantly in the game Gordon is fighting for his own survival. The moments of calm are incredibly brief and are always interrupted by violence. To me Gordon would be heavily impacted by the Black Mesa Incident and the events of Half life 2. He is guilt ridden from the Black Mesa Incident which he believes he caused and is horrified to discover that the vortigaunts he killed were essentially innocents that were enslaved. He desperately wants to make up for what he believes are his mistakes. He is paranoid that if he lets his guard down then those close to him will die(which to be fair that is true in half life). I honestly did all this without even thinking about it and I am interested if anyone else ever considered how they might have portrayed Freeman in their playthroughs. In Conclusion: The Gordon that I portrayed in my playthrough needs therapy. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.
For me, Gordon from HL1 feels extremely guilty about the Resonance Cascade. He had no idea that the crystal he pushed was tampered with by G-Man, and seeing the HECU wondering if he sabotaged the Testing Chamber only makes it worse. To put an end to what he thinks he caused, he fights for his survival and saves all the scientists and security guards, as if saying "I'm sorry for what I did, I'm trying to fix everything." Fighting bravely in Xen, he thinks that finally his supposed biggest mistake has been righted, until he is put into stasis by Gman. In HL 2, he sees that another enemy has won and that he is now in an environment completely controlled by them, and there is no other way for him to face this other than fighting. Alongside Eli's Resistance and other people, Gordon slowly studies the new world where he is, dealing with still conscious zombies and seeing the ruin of the world. After taking down the Citadel, he begins to see the end of something that happened in a week for him. Only for just a few days later, Eli is killed by a Combine Advisor, and subsequently saved by past Alyx, who was taken by the same guy who employed him. It's sad to think, but for Gordon, there has never been a peaceful moment since everything occurred. He's living on morphine and refills xd
Bro saw his friends and colleagues get murdered infront of him in some of the most horrific ways imaginable in HL2 and HL1 and also getting trapped in a tram for years I'm just surprised he hasn't snapped
There’s a song by low roar that has the lyrics “nothing I say now, will help” and that whole song as well as that lyric make me think of Gordon. Maybe he knew his actions were stronger then his words thus he never spoke. He chose to lead and help the world with his actions not his words
@@FatFingerJoe363 He said it was a different artist but now I have another thing to look up, and I like finding new music, so this is actually still nice
Ik this is very late, but for anyone who is just now reading this section (like me), the song is Please Don't Stop (Chapter 1) by Low Roar. Amazing song, very poignant
I think the reason why Freeman hasn’t had a mental breakdown is because he’s been FAR beyond what anyone has been through, to the point of him just becoming a scared animal afraid of it’s own mortality, Freeman doesn’t speak because he’s always lost in thought, when he’s given a moment to rest he never has an emotional breakdown because his mind can’t even begin to understand his situation. His mind never lingers into the past because his present is just as catastrophic as the past…
On the fifth day, Gordon stares at the ground after Eli gives him his crowbar back. "Gordon, let's get goin'!" Eli shouts, Gordon hears but,,,,, *it refused.*
Extended pls, maybe including the Black Mesa stuff too? I mean, Gordon's probabably killed an entire regiment of human military, countless aliens ranging from bugs, beasts and barnacles, SO many combine forces, tanks and the Citadel itself, plus however many accidental kills, like when he tries using the elevator in HL1 and gets a bunch of guys killed. That human element where, even though he knows he had to and could never change it, Gordon might feel some kind of remorse, even for the enemy. It's a new take on the high-vis death-machine we know him as
If I were Gordon Freeman in that sense I'd probably lose my sanity and or have a mental breakdown Then cry in shower for about 2 hours Just to contemplate for another five
I understand that this looks stupid, but God, I beg you Komegatze, do this again, at least 1 minute long. I tried to work in S2FM and in classic SFM myself, but nothing sensible came out for me, not even a crap animations.
I can't imagine the trauma and pain that Gordon had to face throughout the two games. One day, you're preparing to do an ordinary experiment at your job place, then at the end of that day, you're fighting for your life and other friends from invading aliens and grunts.
Like everyone else in the comments, I would love to see this extended with a lot more slides of the Half Life games, this video just feels like its begging to be longer. Gordon has seen so much
if you stop to think, gordon must have his sanity pretty messed up, he saw several people die in black mesa because of his actions (even if the responsibility was not completely his) he saw the worst of humanity in half life 2 for dr breen's actions, in addition to personally seeing several rebels die for being in his company on the battlefield, worshiping him for his actions and believing that he could save everyone, and having this shock of reality when they are killed, having all this in consciousness it must be really hard for gordon
I feel bad for freeman he had to go through a hellhole it just makes me wanna cry. him seeing the horrifying events is just so sad and just frightening and probably he could handle it at first but then in the end he couldn't handle it he couldn't even handle the events of hl2
If i remember it right, half life 1 was in 2 days, then gordon was in stasis, he woke up and more 2 days in half life 2 and episode 1 and 2 both in 1 day. He did all of that without sleeping, eating, drinking and doing all basic human necessities
man trauma can really fuck you up, sometimes i tend to find that I'm silently talking to myself, twitching, or i simply think of what happened and suddenly 30 minutes went by in a blink of an eye while i stared at a wall without even blinking
The entire events of HL1, HL2, and the episodes are about 8 days from Gordon's perspective. This man went through so much more in a week than any other human in a year. And he doesn't even get a rest from it, given the end of Ep 2.
The sad thing about Gordon is that he had a family who are probably dead or doing some other shit. And it's even sadder that the gman took away gordens life away and even seeing his child grow up into an adult. Just because of one accident
the guy accidentally caused the black mesa incident, had too fend off aliens and military, killed a demi god being and woke up in a dystopia with other worldly beings roaming
I feel like this is what the ending to the half life series would be, or like several years later Gordon sees a crowbar or something resembling the combine.
![INSECURITY [SFM]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/cGtRTFNMXCU/mqdefault.jpg)
I like to believe that instead of Gordon not being able to talk, he just chose not to after what happened in HL1.
My man is traumatised, I don't even think he can talk anymore
Correct
@@gordonfreeman5686 Oh hey Gordon
GLaDOS has had enough trouble already with one dangerous mute lunatic, imagine if she had to contend with Gordon as well.
Who is GLaDOS?
Does it have something to do with the combine ?
Aperture?
Xen?
The morphine is the only thing that's keeping him sane
Dude's gotta be addicted to it by this point. That's gonna be a nasty withdrawal.
His body is 99.9% morphine
*MORPHINE ADMINISTERED*
@@roku-chan MAJOR FRACTURE DETECTED *beep beep beep*
ADMINISTIRING MORPHINE
@@sushiboss wrong, it is 30% morphine, the rest is water. [insert unfunny gremlin cackling here]
a longer version of this video is necessary.
Agreed. The song is a bop, and Gordon's facial animations are nice to look at. A longer version would be wonderful :]
@A Cube In Space even worse when the song will be Forgotten from the 13 Hours Soundtrack
ruclips.net/video/bixLsaOjZ8s/видео.html
Reminder: The entirety of the half life series takes place within the span of a few days in freeman’s perspective.
Wasn't it like a week or something canonically?
@@vintheguy Yeah i think.
my world is shattered
Technically half life and half life 2 after 20 years apart from each other so add the 20 years and it’s correct but if you forget about it yeah
@@DrSeaDevil
Gordon was in stasis and just woke up 20 years later
He never talked in the first game because there was barely anyone left alive that wasn't trying to kill him. In the second game he just saw no point in talking to people that were gonna die.
I believe that it's just brain damage, like in portal 2.
Really could’ve been more serious if he recalled black mesa.
He's a mute.
@@fractal5764 Chell doesn't talk because she doesn't want GlaDOS to feel the satisfaction of a response. Oh, yeah, also brain damage.
@@4Y4ZR actually apparently he had a phone interview with Black Mesa
We giggle and laugh, but that's the face of a man who witnessed the total collapse of life on earth like he remembered and had to fight abominations without being a soldier himself, only to become the puppet of space Dafoe in a blue suit
Exactly, also, *"space Dafoe in a blue suit"* had me dying of laughter
@@KiriChan99 I couldn't pick between him or Bushemi, but Dafoe won me over
Space Dafoe lmao
*the right spider in the wrong place can make alllll the diff-rence*
@@chumbucket3475 "so wake up, Mr Par-ker. Wake up and... smell the aaashes"
“The talking… God, the talking!”
"SO
MUCH
TALKING"
Is this a quote from something?
@@KiriChan99 not sure
@@KiriChan99
Fairly sure it's a joke about how half life 2 in general had multiple times where you couldn't progress until the characters were done speaking unlike in Half Life 1 where you could just ignore people talking to you and just carry on the pace.
Personally as someone who played and finished half life 2 for the first time in 2021 and just started Episode 1 today (I kid you not) I don't mind the talking even on my first replay because the dialgue and plot are pretty good imo and they are a nice bit of breathing room between fights
@@vintheguy Ah, yeah that'd make sense
Gordon Freeman
- Survivor of the Black Mesa Incident
- Was one of the reasons why the Incident occurred (pushing the cart)
- Witnessed his fellow workers that he possibly knew for a long time get murdered
- Had to kill just to survive
- Employed by G-Man
- Woke up during a time where the Combine had taken over.
- Knows only four remaining survivors of the Black Mesa Incident
- Has to fight against the Combine
- Went through Ravenholm
- Stalker Train
- Saw one of his companions nearly die
- Witnessed one of the survivors of the Black Mesa Incident die
- Following HL:A, his companion goes missing due to G-Man
and left her daughter for 20 years
@@creatos2556 What or better who are you talking about?
There are only two namen women in Half-Life and neither have a daughter.
"Went through Ravenholm"
That itself is PTSD inducing
He fought through Black Mesa to wake up and learn that Earth fell in ~7h
@@blackknightz5036, at least Combines didn't wipe out an entire Earth for fun.
I don't know why, but I have a lot of empathy for Freeman, because he went through real hell in almost a week, so he definitely has PTSD. And similar animations reflect his emotional state, which causes even more empathy. In short, I enjoyed these 9 seconds, so if you do the same for at least 30-40 seconds, then you can be idolized
I can't imagine the whiplash this guy must have from the Black Masa incident to pocket dimension to interdimentional invasion.
Been a rough week....
Who doesn't?
Honestly same, poor guy needs a hug or something. And on top of that, the fact that he keeps going, keeps fighting through all this and playing the hero is incredible.
you mean sympathy
He also has one hell of a morphine addiction
He probably caused the Black Mesa incident.
He saw horrible things like watching most of the people in Black Mesa die without having the slightest chance to save them.
He was chased by his own kind and had to kill for he's own survival.
He had to fight nightmarish creatures completly alone out of his world.
And he just woke up after 20 years in the future just to discover the consequences of his actions that now he has to solve.
Poor guy.
It perhaps would of not happened if he had his passport
@@Parble.Parble XD
@@Parble.Parble "YOU SHOULD HAVE BROUGHT YOUR PASSPORT GORDON!" **fucking dies**
he did unfortunately cause it, him being late for work made the scientists make the anti mass spectrometer go to 105% further making the crystal unstable.
i dont think he caused the incident to happen im pretty sure it was a planned event with gman and his "employers" when they gave eli the zen crystal
I dont think Gordon would ever want to take the H.E.V of. He's gotta be addicted to the morphine and would always think he'll need it incase another planetary threat happens.
I mean he had it off at the beginning of hl2 for a short period until he met w kleiner so its probably not that big of an issue nor do I think black mesa would create a suit that gets you hooked on morphine lol
@@thecreature456 i think a morphine addiction suit would be exactly the thing they would create. Stole the idea from Cave.
@@constructionskeleton8030 well seeing how kleiner speaks of aperture I believe they believe theyre incompetent, now a morphine addiction suit is a aperture thing entirely but not black mesa
I really like these videos showing how human Gordon really is. It'd be interesting to see Valve do something like this in game. Like an NPC looks at Gordon and says "Hey you doin' alright, doc?" Like Gordon has an expression on his face that we can't see that probably has a bit of dread or something on it, like in this video.
I read that quote in the exact male citizen voice.
“Hey Doc, you okay?”
. . .
“Christ, I’m sorry.”
@@darius3566 same lmao
If bro ever actually had a chance to fully process what’s even happening, he would have a mental breakdown
the crowbar slowly slipping out of his hand was a nice touch
Half-Life 2: PTSD
There's a few similarities between Gordon and Doomguy:
- both don't talk (probably because they are both traumatized and refuse to speak)
- both are badass
- both saved the world
Facts
meanwhile kind of the opposite
Postal 1/redux dude
-dont talk (traumatized and refuses to speak)
-is badass
-postal dude went from arizona to osaka killing people (maybe even civs)
I think Gordon is actually mute instead of doomguy who doesn't talk because he doesn't want to
@@ciberneticdumb5492 boss: tell me more about yourself
gordon: ...
boss: you're hired
- both have sweet ass power armor
When I played I found myself doing certain things and this lead me to create a picture of the Gordon Freeman I personally portrayed. For me the Gordon I played as would be a very hyper person that is constantly checking areas, constantly reloading his weapons, and constantly standing guard. This isn't because he is a naturally hyper person but because he is always on guard. Constantly in the game Gordon is fighting for his own survival. The moments of calm are incredibly brief and are always interrupted by violence. To me Gordon would be heavily impacted by the Black Mesa Incident and the events of Half life 2. He is guilt ridden from the Black Mesa Incident which he believes he caused and is horrified to discover that the vortigaunts he killed were essentially innocents that were enslaved. He desperately wants to make up for what he believes are his mistakes. He is paranoid that if he lets his guard down then those close to him will die(which to be fair that is true in half life). I honestly did all this without even thinking about it and I am interested if anyone else ever considered how they might have portrayed Freeman in their playthroughs. In Conclusion: The Gordon that I portrayed in my playthrough needs therapy. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.
For me, Gordon from HL1 feels extremely guilty about the Resonance Cascade. He had no idea that the crystal he pushed was tampered with by G-Man, and seeing the HECU wondering if he sabotaged the Testing Chamber only makes it worse. To put an end to what he thinks he caused, he fights for his survival and saves all the scientists and security guards, as if saying "I'm sorry for what I did, I'm trying to fix everything." Fighting bravely in Xen, he thinks that finally his supposed biggest mistake has been righted, until he is put into stasis by Gman.
In HL 2, he sees that another enemy has won and that he is now in an environment completely controlled by them, and there is no other way for him to face this other than fighting. Alongside Eli's Resistance and other people, Gordon slowly studies the new world where he is, dealing with still conscious zombies and seeing the ruin of the world. After taking down the Citadel, he begins to see the end of something that happened in a week for him. Only for just a few days later, Eli is killed by a Combine Advisor, and subsequently saved by past Alyx, who was taken by the same guy who employed him.
It's sad to think, but for Gordon, there has never been a peaceful moment since everything occurred. He's living on morphine and refills xd
0:05 He remembered 'pick up that can' trauma.
i'd also love to see one with hl1 flashbacks, i believe it was definitely more traumatic then hl2
Bro saw his friends and colleagues get murdered infront of him in some of the most horrific ways imaginable in HL2 and HL1 and also getting trapped in a tram for years I'm just surprised he hasn't snapped
@@camesix we're lead to believe that for him no time passed while he was in g-man's tram. hence the "you haven't aged"
@@camesix i believe he has already snapped and is only kept at bay with his madness by slaughtering aliens
I mean its not that hard for him to remeber. For Gordon, Black mesa was yesterday.
Ravenholm .........
okay i genuinely love this video and wish there'd be a extended version
There’s a song by low roar that has the lyrics “nothing I say now, will help” and that whole song as well as that lyric make me think of Gordon. Maybe he knew his actions were stronger then his words thus he never spoke. He chose to lead and help the world with his actions not his words
Oh damn. That's kinda heavy, but makes sense. What's the name of the song if I may ask?
@@KiriChan99 I'm a bit late to this but the songs name is called Jealous by Eyedress
@@FatFingerJoe363 He said it was a different artist but now I have another thing to look up, and I like finding new music, so this is actually still nice
Ik this is very late, but for anyone who is just now reading this section (like me), the song is Please Don't Stop (Chapter 1) by Low Roar. Amazing song, very poignant
Imagine the PTSD Gordon must have, and all of the events of HL1+2 happened over the course of a couple of days (well, from Gordon’s perspective)
@Primotlz That would be funny seeing him acting like a jockey from l4d but with a crowbar
man this gave me chills, I love this kind of stuff and I wish we could have more half-life
if we get 2 half lives we get one full life
I think the reason why Freeman hasn’t had a mental breakdown is because he’s been FAR beyond what anyone has been through, to the point of him just becoming a scared animal afraid of it’s own mortality, Freeman doesn’t speak because he’s always lost in thought, when he’s given a moment to rest he never has an emotional breakdown because his mind can’t even begin to understand his situation.
His mind never lingers into the past because his present is just as catastrophic as the past…
My boy went through a lot
All in like 3 days too
@@jjrambles683 I think you mean 5?
You're forgetting episode 1 and 2?
@@ltrlyclover was it 5? I must've misremembered
Yeeeeeep
@@jjrambles683 I think it was 5, it might be 6, if lost coast is canon, which I don't think it is
In other words. Gordon recalls the past three days
The amount of PTSD this man had to go threw. It's sad.
noooo
On the fifth day, Gordon stares at the ground after Eli gives him his crowbar back. "Gordon, let's get goin'!" Eli shouts, Gordon hears but,,,,, *it refused.*
Is this a reference?
@@vintheguy yes
Undertale
i fucking love this very very specific video and the fact that you animated it makes me so so happy thank you so much
Extended pls, maybe including the Black Mesa stuff too?
I mean, Gordon's probabably killed an entire regiment of human military, countless aliens ranging from bugs, beasts and barnacles, SO many combine forces, tanks and the Citadel itself, plus however many accidental kills, like when he tries using the elevator in HL1 and gets a bunch of guys killed.
That human element where, even though he knows he had to and could never change it, Gordon might feel some kind of remorse, even for the enemy. It's a new take on the high-vis death-machine we know him as
this really made me wanna cry
Gordon Will Remember That
It would be awesome if you made this longer with the black mesa part too this has so much potential because of the story of Gordon Freeman
I love the little twitches and movements he does, really emphasizes the sadness of it all really.
If I were Gordon Freeman in that sense I'd probably lose my sanity and or have a mental breakdown
Then cry in shower for about 2 hours
Just to contemplate for another five
Gordon Freeman don't have time to cry because enemy will show up and kill everyone.
i will feel like this either when hl3 gets released or when my future grand children ask me about the game
"When HL3 gets released"
*Lego Batman laughing meme*
This video is a perfect encapsulation of “Gordon Freeman has been through some SHIT”.
I understand that this looks stupid, but God, I beg you Komegatze, do this again, at least 1 minute long. I tried to work in S2FM and in classic SFM myself, but nothing sensible came out for me, not even a crap animations.
I suggest you go back and look for as many tutorials as possible. It's really rewarding watching your creation grow from nothing to something
@@WickedFamix pretty sure they didn't mean their animation was shit but that their stuff was literally incomphresible and/or broken
This is inspired on a Breaking Bad meme
*Do you feel like a hero yet?*
keep it in mind that bro had to go through all of this non stop
Gordon had a helluva week.
Fun fact: in the about a week that the half life series takes place in, Gordon only sleeps for about a half hour. When he got knocked out in HL1
I can't imagine the trauma and pain that Gordon had to face throughout the two games.
One day, you're preparing to do an ordinary experiment at your job place, then at the end of that day, you're fighting for your life and other friends from invading aliens and grunts.
Like everyone else in the comments, I would love to see this extended with a lot more slides of the Half Life games, this video just feels like its begging to be longer. Gordon has seen so much
I want one hour version.
I like the swallow. Gordon is definitely not okay
Now he's just somebody that he used to crow(bar).
At this rate its possible that Gordon has PTSD
funny how it all started to go wrong after not putting that can in the trash
No, it all started to go wrong the moment he pushed that cart.
if you stop to think, gordon must have his sanity pretty messed up, he saw several people die in black mesa because of his actions (even if the responsibility was not completely his) he saw the worst of humanity in half life 2 for dr breen's actions, in addition to personally seeing several rebels die for being in his company on the battlefield, worshiping him for his actions and believing that he could save everyone, and having this shock of reality when they are killed, having all this in consciousness it must be really hard for gordon
Best battle in HL2: Alyx vs Breen. Alyx is savage
My man went from fighting through an underground base to liberating a city to defending a missile base back to back without any sleep......
Gman: it is time, doctor freeman
Gordon freeman:
I feel bad for freeman he had to go through a hellhole it just makes me wanna cry. him seeing the horrifying events is just so sad and just frightening and probably he could handle it at first but then in the end he couldn't handle it he couldn't even handle the events of hl2
If i remember it right, half life 1 was in 2 days, then gordon was in stasis, he woke up and more 2 days in half life 2 and episode 1 and 2 both in 1 day. He did all of that without sleeping, eating, drinking and doing all basic human necessities
Gordon at the end of the lost Half Life 3 script
my man went through a lot.
Man, I hate it when I go to work and then accidentally end the world
man trauma can really fuck you up, sometimes i tend to find that I'm silently talking to myself, twitching, or i simply think of what happened and suddenly 30 minutes went by in a blink of an eye while i stared at a wall without even blinking
Gordon is a man shaped by pain and tragedy.
If Adrian shephard RETURNED in hl3 Gordon would just had fucking straight up ptsd again because Adrian shephard is a hecu soldier in black mesa
I think Gordon will kill on the spot Adrian because his mind remembered Hecu as villains and he need kill they.
The entire events of HL1, HL2, and the episodes are about 8 days from Gordon's perspective. This man went through so much more in a week than any other human in a year. And he doesn't even get a rest from it, given the end of Ep 2.
Gordon after killing the last squad of combine soldiers in city 17 and realizing the monster he has become and what he has gone though
Song: Eyedress - Jealous
Gordon after Eli tells him he's got work to do and Dog hands him his crowbar.
came back, and i STILL want a longer version of this
Pobre Gordon. Literalmente no tuvo ni un minuto de descanso desde black mesa. Este hombre merece mínimo un abrazo.
Imagine being thrown into two galactic/dimensional conflicts and having to almost single-handedly end them because you couldn’t get to work on time.
I wish this was longer
Like the original works despite being short (not sure why), but this one just needs to be longer
Why is so shoooort !! This is amazing
Gordon never slept in like the few days in gordons perspective.. the man goes thru hell and gets put in stasis to just repeat it
The fact he looks like he's about to cry...
Gordon after not getting that beer after 20 years
The sad thing about Gordon is that he had a family who are probably dead or doing some other shit. And it's even sadder that the gman took away gordens life away and even seeing his child grow up into an adult. Just because of one accident
Eyesores great song, agree plz longer video
The fact that Gordon Was through all this is deep as fuck
Nice song selection
the Neurotoxin Antidote keeps His emotions in check
From badass killing machine to a broken and apathetic man
"the killing machine is out of gas....." -Bryce Montrose, 2006
When a repressed memory comes surging back in to your consciousness
*Gordon doesn't need to hear all this he's a highly trained proffesional!*
Song is jealous by eyedress
the guy accidentally caused the black mesa incident, had too fend off aliens and military, killed a demi god being and woke up in a dystopia with other worldly beings roaming
Song needs to be updated in the description, Ae
Gordon Freeman went mute after an Experiment at the Black Mesa facility prior to the alien invasion and the combine coming to earth
Hm... Really Carefull SFM, I like it
i love to consider the fact that there’s a possibility gordon freeman had never held a gun before the black mesa incident
“Look at me, G-Man.”
Gordon my beloved
Gordin remember His Memorise :(
I feel like this is what the ending to the half life series would be, or like several years later Gordon sees a crowbar or something resembling the combine.
I feel like Black Mesa would've been more traumatic for Gordon personally.
Молчат Дома
homie got ptsd from the last decades
Gordon when he realizes its been nearly 20 years since Half Life 2 was released:
Nice edit
Doctor Freeman, the only man in gaming that never gets any closure on anything that ever happens to him or the world he called home.
At least Gordon can experience the new half life games back to back instead of waiting decades
Gordon recalls the HL1 events: 💀
Why does this only have 25 views??
He didn't even get a say in any of this when it's happening! The nerve of these people!