The way I finished this on 4/20 and the timestamp matched brought me so much immature joy hahahah hi y'all! Thank you sm for watching and for being here🥺💗 🕐Timestamps🕓 Intro: 0:00 Reading Breakdown: 0:47 Pile Selection: 2:47 Make a Wish + Mini Reading: 3:56 Pile 1 (Amethyst Gem): 8:58 Pile 2 (Citrine Point): 1:06:26 Pile 3 (Clear Quartz Ball): 2:00:18 Pile 4 (Rose Quartz Angel): 3:12:50 🕯Candle of the Month: The Empress (USE CODE ESO10 FOR 10% OFF) www.etsy.com/listing/1683860018/esotarot-the-empress-reiki-charged-rose?ref=shop_review www.angelicmagic888.com/product/esotarot-the-empress-candle/494?cp=true&sa=false&sbp=false&q=false&category_id=3 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/worldofeso 💎Wild Muse Oracle, The Pastel Journey Tarot, Crystals, Jewelry💎: beau-life.com/esotarot (Use code ESOTAROT for 10% off!) 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel!
The motorcycle thing really got me for pile 3 cause I've been thinking about taking riding lessons and getting a motorcycle and everything else was just so spot on ❤ love your readings as always you're fantastic 🎉
For Pile 3's ! Dont know if you've watched Kung Fu Panda 2, but the scene where Po achieves inner peace by going through his old wounds, and the goat telling him his past doesnt make him who he is, who he is is who he CHOOSES to be might be helpful !
Have not seen either Kung Fu Panda movie, nor have I watched oile 3 yet (I skipped right to pile 4) - but your comment caught my attention and rings a bell, so now I need to watch all of them LOL
Only reader I've found who's able to make me laugh and cry within the first 5 minutes of a reading by telling me exactly what I needed to hear, but delivering it in a way that a silly-goofy older sister would. Thank you for sharing your amazing gift and holding my hand spiritually whenever I feel alone or misunderstood. You are a beautiful person.
Pile 2, when you said high functioning but not really was reassuring because sometimes I feel like the world moves so fast and here I am masking, trying to appear normal and calm but feel like I’m on a raft in the ocean 🌊 . you just made me feel safe to rest my mind and remind me that I’m part of a collective and this feeling is not something I’m experiencing totally alone 🥹 love you Maddison 🫶🏼❤️
I’m so grateful to be able to provide that space for you 🥺💗 the world DOES move fast, too fast. When we choose to adapt and suffer, we continue to uphold the illusion that it’s not a problem. You and your rest are so important and I’m proud of you for doing the hard work of releasing that conditioning! Sending lots of love right back 🫂💗
For all the pile 1 readers: recently i had a friend telle me to do daily affirmations. Every morning i remind myself that what has happened to me is not my fault. I even write on my arm "its not your fault" as a reminder. ❤ You're doing great, don't give up on that little you thats still inside your heart 💜
Pile 2... being 'high functioning but not really' is absolutely true. I'm trying to embrace those inner parts of myself now... being more authentic and dropping my mask a bit more. And being ok with however people choose to perceive me. Thank you 💙
Pile 3, I legit sobbed. This is what I'm struggling with right now. It feels so wrong to take care of my own needs when I've been taught to take care of everyone else first. Thank you for this reading
Pile 1 I was so focused on your words and when you said, " fat juicy ***" I laughed so hard. I went from being hyperfocused to, "wait, what did she say? 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 Hilarious
Pile 3.... I cried like 3 times during this reading. Ive been trying so SO hard to lean away from external validation and take up space in the world but it's so SO difficult when it's extremely clear my old wounds haven't healed. And you're absolutely right, I need to stop believing this old narrative that im small and people have always treated me small, when now it's time to shine brightly. I also find it interesting that the celebrity thing came through because with almost all readings I get its mainly "hey you're gonna get a lot of financial abundance and there's gonna be an increase of fame !" but there's also an emphasis right now to ground myself so thats what ive been doing. This is also the first time Ive screenshotted the forgiveness cards. They hit so incredibly close to home in this one. Especially the one about feeling replaced. That one hit so deeply with a wound I have. Thank you so much Eso. I feel called to also watch pile 2, and I think I'll come back after I nurture my body and feelings because this hit me so heavy. Sending lots of love to you 💖
Hi, I'm also a pile 3 who was incredibly moved by the forgiveness cards. The replacement one also hit the hardest for me. I just wanted to comment and send you my love. I hope each day it's easier to remember you are worthy as you are
@@deannavanderwielen4735 this comment is making me tear up (6th time today haha) Thank you so incredibly much. This was so kind to you. Im sending love and lots of hugs right back at you. Lets both embrace our authenticity one step at a time
I picked another pile, but I could relate so much to what you wrote. Just know that when people treat you badly, it's them who have the issue. They are insecure. If you feel good about yourself, you won't be mean to other people. "Replacing" also doesn't necessarily mean you're not good enough. Sometimes people will specifically try to hurt you on purpose to get a reaction out of you. And it's a sad fact of life that a lot of people are just jealous of talented people. While most would use mild jealousy as an inspiration, some see it as a means to destroy someone else. I also hate hearing that it's a good thing to have haters, but when people go after you like that when you didn't wrong them in any way, it's usually a sign you're doing something right. They want what you have, instead of working on themselves.
Same here for crying three times. Eso is so lovely to cry together with us too 😭 But remember that, all of us here are beautiful, lovely and unique beings, we deserved all the abundances in our life! ❤❤❤
Pile 3: you called me out so hard with the need to prove something and running on empty :,) I've been asking myself what I want instead of asking what others want and that has helped tremendously
Pile 1 here and I don’t think there is enough room to tell you how much this reading resonated with me. It is exactly what I needed to help me get direction because I have been feeling stuck and impatient lately. My inner child needs some nurturing and lots of love. I cried when you mentioned how they do not feel safe within me because my goal as a parent, grandparent and teacher has and always will be to make sure my children feel safe. I was abused growing up and I think it’s time to have a discussion with my inner child and let them know I am a safe haven and that they do not have to keep blaming themselves for the our parents challenges. The Universe brought you to me. You are amazing and I truly love you. I’m going to invite to my wedding 💒💋
Hi girly- it was a bit unfortunate that the pile I chose had this word in it. Pease dont use the word "scalped," it may seem harmless to anyone who isn't Indigenous, but it was very triggering to hear that word. Im not usually someone who mentions things. That action was one of the main ways people massacred, then were awarded for, the skin of Indigenous people. I really do love your content & what you put out, so please just keep this in mind.
Pile 4 Thank you I needed to hear it. When I struggle or I feel not my best I put myself down. But when I’m “winning” or I accomplish something like achieving my masters degree I value myself more. I definitely need to work on that. 💜 strong reading thank you 🙏🏽
I'm only 5 minutes into this reading, went straight to this pile, and am scrolling comments happened to land right on yours and this is EXACTLY what I'm dealing with this week - got bad grades for the first time since starting college - just tanked my GPA, and am trying to deal with it, but don't know how just yet - you seem like someone who would get that, just nice to see others out there who do the same thing and struggle with these things too. Good luck with your degree and thanks for commenting on the video - I needed to see that too!
I'm pile 2 you talked about being delusional, and it reminds me of something Brooke Castillo said along the lines of: Either way you're delusional. You can choose to be delusional in believing all of the negative thoughts or you can be delusional in believing the positive. Why choose the one that's hurting you when the one that feels good will motivate you to go for it?
Pile 1 here; Eso your readings always slap(sometimes literally 🤣) truly needed to hear this 💜 Going through it but working on learning to bask in the sunshine and create my dreams. 🥰
Started pile 4 and thought to myself “if Eso tells me to stop watching readings/ trust my own intuition, I will do that” and 20 min into the reading 😂💓 thank you bb ✨
ESO ~ (pile 3) I’ve been watching your videos for a few years now and I always love them. You’re so so talented and I’m so happy I found your videos , the way you articulate yourself and read the cards and the energy is so breathtaking … I normally don’t comment on things but I felt I had to this time. You genuinely moved me to tears … tears of healing energy ❤️🩹 lately I’ve been reflecting on how I perceive myself and how everything in life has felt so mechanical and routine, how I feel like I can’t cry when I’m sad or speak up when I have a feeling. This video really showed me the areas in which I’m lacking and I’m so grateful for it. I recently had a career change and it has been so demanding … I’ve just kept pushing and pushing and pushing myself to the point of breaking down and I haven’t made enough room to feel things, and to love myself. I’m trying to make the changes and this was the affirmation I needed to change the way I move through this life. I know you likely won’t see this 😅 but I wanted to put my thoughts out there anyways. Much love for you Eso ❤
Pile 3 - I had to stop several times just to take in what you said because 🤯. Thank you for your generosity in sharing of yourself. I am a miracle magnet 🌟
Pile 1 was SPOT ON for me. I recently became a parent and have been pretty hard on myself recently, prioritizing everyone else before myself but expecting so much from myself at the same time, while simultaneously neglecting my romance with my partner.
Pile 3, I really feel that I don't deserve happiness since I lost my baby boy (I was 8 month pregnant and my doctor didn't take me seriously when I said that I felt that something was wrong and I had pain) now I'm trying to figure out how to keep going, but even when I know I'm worthy and my family, husband and friends love me and are worried it's really difficult to me feel that it was not my fault and I deserve to be a mother and have a life after lost my son... Thank you, Eso ❤
PILE 4: you absolutely nailed it. i love the way your videos show up exactly when i need them. life has been a little rough lately, and i was praying to god to provide me with some guidance today and i ended up coming across this video just an hour later! really needed to hear this message. i think this goes without saying but i absolutely love your videos, you’re literally doing god’s work💗🙏
Pile 1: Thank you so much, Eso! This was exactly what I needed. I've been struggling a lot lately, even though I'm in a solid relationship. My childhood defenses have been getting in the way of me fully loving, trusting, and growing. But hearing your words, I realize I already knew all of this deep down, and it's helping me trust myself more. I can't wait to rediscover my passion and feel truly alive again. You're like an angel sent to earth, and I'll always be grateful for your help.
Pile 2: definitely in a lack mentality. I have never known a true friend, familial, or love connection. Yet it's the only thing I have ever desired. Somehow, my energy is so busted that I can't even seem to be offered an opportunity to get to know someone. I could understand if after some time the other person says, "Nah, not for me." But it doesn't seem like anyone is even interested in getting to know me for a first impression. Not sure how to overcome that but it is destroying me. I've tried dating apps, asking customers at work to practice martial arts or go on bike rides, I've been to yoga classes and Reiki shares. Everything I try falls flat on it's place and the constant rejection is so painful and it is continually reinforcing something evil within me. I've tried so hard and nothing. At this point I'm sick of working this hard on myself. I just wanna disappear to a cave somewhere to further study martial arts. I can't think of anything more to do. But thanks for the reading!
Thank you sm for Pike 3. I’ve been doing my best for the people around me and I feel like my efforts aren’t being appreciated in any way, so it triggers my anxiety and just makes me upset. It’s hard to stay so positive sometimes especially when things just aren’t going anywhere for me. I’m just stuck right now, and I’m at a loss at what to do, so I’m just taking things slowly I guess. I just wanna be happy again, not an anxious mess… :,( But I have been seeing a lot of angel numbers (such as 222 and 1111) and specific spiritual animals (such as a red cardinal which I see almost daily now). Anyways, have a good day/night and stay blessed!
Pile3 everytime i tried to get help in the past, everyone around me tried their best to ignore, deny, avoid my feelings and was very annoyed that i was hurt. Now that i am 20 something years old, i am scared of asking for help because i am scared that they'd try to control, manipulate, or even hate me for it. I feel selfish for feeling this way because my teenage brothers need help more than me and i can't help but to feel that i need to go through this alone
Plie 3: I cried a few times there. But when you said, "I don't know why I'm doing that," (after you got the charms) to the random sound, I felt like coming down here to say that I make random sounds like that when I'm in an alright mood, lol.
Pile 1: spot on. Everything you said is what I'm going through. Still struggling with not getting results quickly. I know all about planting the seeds and how long it takes for them to grow, in theory, but every day I feel like I'm just moving too slow and time is running out... Thus, it's a work in progress.Thank you so much for your reading. You've helped me a lot in the past few years ❤
Pile 3 here I cried so hard… and still have a hard time saying I’m a miracle magnet. Life is so tough right now, I’m doing everything I can but the end is nowhere in sight. I just hope I can get on the right path…
Not at all related to the video but, three and a half years ago when I first found your channel and actually started liking your content and the good messages coming out from the readings I thought to myself, "oh how nice it would be to have a friend like you, would be so nice to hangout with you sometimes you know!" 3 years later now I have a very good friend like you, she actually resembles you and she is very mature, very good of a friend and I actually showed her to you too. Just wanted to say you are a very good person and it feels like I've manifested you 😅❤
hello, pile 4 here, and you are on the spot 💪✨ i havent listened to readings for a while, i felt i should keep away from them before today when yours came along for me. Thank you for confirmations ❤️
pile 3, ughghgfgh its been a few years since what bogged me down, i still am in the same vicinity as those who wounded me, but im in a way better position. and i ughghrghfhgfhgh wish the world would just stop lying to themselves already man, as much as i preach accepting the diversity in everything and yin and yang, i cant help but to just want to scream to the universe, my gawd, will we all just shut up and then the harmony will come, but thats just the way of the world, and i live in it. at least we have each other gaudyubhuffbhdhsbdhua
Pile 3: wow, this felt like a personal reading ! I’ve been talking in my therapy about not knowing who I am if I don’t have all my trauma anymore. You are helping me realize that I do deserve joy and happiness. It weirdly also felt like you said my name like 3 times throughout the reading.
I had Pile 2. The ranting around the house is SO REAL. cause like....yeah...I AM ONE OF THE CLOWNS. WHAHHHHH. (Shout out mental illness 🥲) Very odd how I'm starting to do innerwork and listened to this. AND!! I did apologize to myself you're right. Edit: Also, thanks for your reading.
Eso. You just said their actual name in a reading from two years ago that i randomly clicked on… a pile I didn’t pick then, picked today and had playing in the background. And then you just say their name. Wanted to let you know… I’m midway and rolling my eyes because I’m so over the drama of this connection but I’m also now stopped in my tracks because you… said this exact person and then some. Got on here to comment on that video but then also saw you posted so maybe you’ll see this better now. Not that you may need validation but still think it wild. Might come back after I finish it… though I’m cringing so hard 😭 thought he a twin flame now think he’s a lesson cuz man was with another the whole time… but youre saying it’s complicated and you’ll always come back together at least what you’ve said thus far and I just want to vomit now it sounds like a curse lol 😭 funny how you beg plead for someone and then kinda like Taylor said you’re killing me… he’d been killing me this whole time while I was giving him my whole heart and he just fed. And now, trying to learn to survive…. Okay that was a lot. lol brb?
My insecurity has been hitting me hard this month so thank you so much for Pile 1, lovely one. All the love and hard work you put into these readings is deeply appreciated. ❤
Pile 3. Im currently stuck in trying to prove myself into relationships and walking with types of people exactly from my past with a narcissist ex. The part you said about the fear about who i would be without my wounds part hit specially home since I do have a personality disorder and have been struggling a lot since the breakup, my friendships are falling apart and in this loop of having to be alone while still redoing the same cycle of going into the crime scene per say.
I only picked this video because the title sort of fits. . . Due to an incident at Kinotarot, I am unfortunately going to drop your channel. Your two channels are closely related and have the same community. I do appreciate what you have done, but I'm also not going to recommend yours or her channel to anyone because I don't want to send anybody into what I feel is an unsafe place. I'm sorry, but you can't control what others do or say, so I choose to remove myself from unhealthy situations.
Three weeks now and neither one either don't care, or don't know about this incident. Why bother with a non paying subscriber? Or is it. . . Why bother with the comments? Not even a Sorry To See You Leave. But. . . Who cares, right?
Pile 3- Not you making me cry lol I really needed to hear that I literally had a mental breakdown yesterday cause I’ve been feeling like I just can’t get a grip on any sort of relationships with people and falling back into my anxiously attached ways and hating myself that I haven’t gotten there yet and scared I never will so truly just thanks for the kind words and wake up call advice in this reading
You are so loved and you matter 💗 the right relationships will reflect that effortlessly. Your flaws are just as divine as your gifts! The only way you’d never “get there” is if you could never perceive there being a problem. You’re closer than you’ve ever been ☺️ You’ve got this, I believe in you!! Be gentle and patient with yourself, you deserve it 🫂
Pile#2 and Pile#3 was SPOT ON! Like wow! More Pile 3 was more SPOT ON! The card for Pile 2 got me here through the thumbnail. But then Pile #3 through the gem placed on the card's pile. I do tend to be a bit too negative on myself as many people have been negative towards me for a long time. Still might have to go back to therapy for it. I did it before but couldn't complete the process. As money restraint at the time. And then when I went to another one, she was just the worst for me. And ended the session early. Anyway, I will stop babbling here. Thanks for the advice for each of and from them. I hope to take the advice here. And thanks for the readings. Blessings to you.
Pile 1: Thank you so much, Eso! This was exactly what I needed. I've been struggling a lot lately, even though I'm in a solid relationship. My childhood defenses have been getting in the way of me fully loving, trusting, and growing. But hearing your words, I realize I already knew all of this deep down, and it's helping me trust myself more. I can't wait to rediscover my passion and feel truly alive again. You're like an angel sent to earth, and I'll always be grateful for your help.
Thank you for the positive reading. I am sad because it has gotten very difficult to see myself accurately. I was in an abusive relationship. This person tore me down relentlessly because they were envious of me.
Omg... pile 4 blew me away! So many buzzwords and images that resonated with me. My birth tarot cards are the Chariot and the tower...#1 #2 the sense of impending doom... 100% accurate for me right now. I feel like I'll loose everything if I move forward. Need for clarity... clarity happens to be my word of the year for 2024... not living authentically/camouflaging? Absolutely. I am on the spectrum and have lived with whole life hiding, masking, being a social chameleon as I call it, or adjusting myself to my environment and changing myself/beliefs/attitudes accordingly. Fear of rejection/abandonment? I just discovered a few days ago that that is my core fear and why I don't live authentically! And finally, courage and letting go of judgement and past beliefs is very difficult. As I've held on so tightly to them before. And in my case I have a lot more to loose than to gain if I were to walk in alignment with my destiny... I've discovered that I'm nonbinary and I may or may not need hormonal/surgical interventions. Which is a scary revelation to have when you come from a religious and judgemental background. That just merely expressing your inward desires and needs might get you ostracized. I have a major distrust in myself and my feelings due to negative past experiences when trying to explore gender. I tell myself that it's all in my head, that I'm delusional, no one will accept me, the list goes on. And I definitely believe I'm catastrophizing but I believe that some of those things I fear could possibly come to pass. Healing my inner child and being honest with myself I believe is a good first step to coming to terms with my newfound identity. I can't thank you enough for this reading, and I'll definitely be coming back for more in the future. -Lute (They/It/Fae)
What you say sounds sooooo reasonable except that it never changes! I have been stuck in the same place my whole life, despite all the work I continue to do on myself. It's always just around the corner!
pile 1: have been working through a lot of negative self beliefs recently and been so hard on myself. I feel stuck with my career and current relationship. thank you for the words of encouragement! 🥺
Yay! I literally said last night 🌙 before going to sleep that Eso is due for another reading... I just woke up and found this in my RUclips notifs! 💗🙏😊
Im watching this 4:20:00 video. The day after 4/20, while also currently still enjoying 4/20 because, let's be real, every day is 4/20 if you think about it. Thank you for the reading, Eso 🙏 Also, it was interesting that Pile 4 had 4 reversed.
*Sending so much love, light, healing, good health, and hugs to all who need them right now* Thank you beautiful Eso, for all these years of gentle guidance, motivation and inspiration ❤❤❤
There's not one reading that isn't comedy gold on top of the amazing message. We are all your peeps Eso!! Thank you for sharing your gifts with us !! 🤍
Pile 2.. you really hit the nail on the head. Honestly this is probably the most accurate reading I have gotten. Accurate because there is no "leave what doesn't" everything resonated. Daddy up you heart cockblocker🤣 ...right down to Michael who has watched over and protected me in a very tangible way. Its hard to mistake his sword! Thanks Eso. Also for the record, I love the feminine playfulness that you bring to every reading. Just one of the many reasons I keep coming back.🎉
i enjoyed your soothing voice, i enjoyed the burp on deck number 4 lol and i enjoyed the nails, so u definitely have a new follower to the channel, also your reading is spot on!
I feel absolutely roasted by pile 4 and it was exactly what I needed to hear 🤣 and like you said I knew this intuitively but I really felt I needed to hear it from an external source so thank you so much for passing on this advice and insight ! Also , your side tracked rants are absolutely matching my mentality right now so don’t apologize it makes me feel even more seen and understood! You are a human being too and your personality is exactly why we like you as a reader 🫶🏻
Pile 4 called to me initially and while I felt it kind of fit, I decided pile 2 may be more accurate and watched that as well. It was crazy how well the pile 2 that I couldn't stop thinking about fit me. I'm really new to spirituality and the world of tarot and I'm so happy I found your channel. I look forward to watching more of your content in the future! I think your style with your videos as well as your tarot readings are very high quality, keep going!
I’ve been following you for so long, every reading I listen to is always so accurate and so helpful- someday when I have more money I hope to join your new extras!! They sound super fun and you deserve the cash!!!
At 4:09:59 - 4:10:10 the little cookie paper (sorry I don’t remember what they’re called 😂) makes a very strange turn?? I mean yes there was movement but doesn’t that look unnatural? Like moved by spirit 😮😅
❣️💫ok pile 4 here today...I must say, I like the balance of the sixes (cups/emotional & swords/mental) with LOVERS as the..sort of...alchemical solution or catalyst..AWESOME!!!🙌❣️💫 P.S. I know you are, but what am I.....?! 🤭😸🕊❣️
AHAHAHAHGGG PILE 4 EVERYTHING YOU SAID WAS SO ACCURATE FOR ME TODAY GAWDDAMN that hit different very validating and reassuring 😌😌 ANYWAYS love uuu ☺️☺️🫶🏻🫶🏻
ESO IDK EARLIER I USED TO PRONOUNCE YOUR CHANNEL NAME WRONGLY and i pronounced tarot as tarot without muting the t , and so this new taylor song The black dog has this lyric which says ‘esoteric joke’ and I SWEAR I THOUGHT SHE SAYING ESO TAROT WRONGLY THE WAY I DID EARLIER AND I GOT SO EXCITED THAT MY GIRL ESO GOT FEATURED IN A TAYLOR SONG HELP 😭😭😭
Pile 2: I'm in for like 3 min, and oh may gosh Eso I love your readings they always provide me with great insights and guidance, but I really thought that I moved past this shadow me :(: **sis is shocked** but will do anything I can to give my inner self what she needs, love and peace
The way I finished this on 4/20 and the timestamp matched brought me so much immature joy hahahah hi y'all! Thank you sm for watching and for being here🥺💗
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Reading Breakdown: 0:47
Pile Selection: 2:47
Make a Wish + Mini Reading: 3:56
Pile 1 (Amethyst Gem): 8:58
Pile 2 (Citrine Point): 1:06:26
Pile 3 (Clear Quartz Ball): 2:00:18
Pile 4 (Rose Quartz Angel): 3:12:50
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Thanks Eso, We hope you had a lovely 4/20
The motorcycle thing really got me for pile 3 cause I've been thinking about taking riding lessons and getting a motorcycle and everything else was just so spot on ❤ love your readings as always you're fantastic 🎉
Yo this vid is 4 hours and 20 minutes lol 4/20
First thing I noticed 😂
She's my fave lol
Lmaooo righttt😭
she over delivers (n we’re all the way here for it 🙌🫶🙌)
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For Pile 3's ! Dont know if you've watched Kung Fu Panda 2, but the scene where Po achieves inner peace by going through his old wounds, and the goat telling him his past doesnt make him who he is, who he is is who he CHOOSES to be might be helpful !
STOPPPP CAUSE WHY DID I JUST WATCH IT TWO DAYS AGO AND CRIED AT THAT PART
OH MY GOD I WATCHED THAT LAST MONTH AND HAS STUCK WITH ME UNTIL NOW
Have not seen either Kung Fu Panda movie, nor have I watched oile 3 yet (I skipped right to pile 4) - but your comment caught my attention and rings a bell, so now I need to watch all of them LOL
“if you must choose between two evils pick the one you’ve never tried before” did something for me
Wow. Thank you for putting that in this comment and to Eso for saying it ❤
In which pile she says that? maybe wasn't in mine but I feel something about it. timestamp?
@@melmellow7849 It's towards the end of pile 2. I think when she's looking at fortunes
Only reader I've found who's able to make me laugh and cry within the first 5 minutes of a reading by telling me exactly what I needed to hear, but delivering it in a way that a silly-goofy older sister would. Thank you for sharing your amazing gift and holding my hand spiritually whenever I feel alone or misunderstood. You are a beautiful person.
Aw 🥺💗 honored and grateful to walk the path with ya Sis 👯
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Pile 2, when you said high functioning but not really was reassuring because sometimes I feel like the world moves so fast and here I am masking, trying to appear normal and calm but feel like I’m on a raft in the ocean 🌊 . you just made me feel safe to rest my mind and remind me that I’m part of a collective and this feeling is not something I’m experiencing totally alone 🥹 love you Maddison 🫶🏼❤️
I’m so grateful to be able to provide that space for you 🥺💗 the world DOES move fast, too fast. When we choose to adapt and suffer, we continue to uphold the illusion that it’s not a problem. You and your rest are so important and I’m proud of you for doing the hard work of releasing that conditioning! Sending lots of love right back 🫂💗
For all the pile 1 readers: recently i had a friend telle me to do daily affirmations. Every morning i remind myself that what has happened to me is not my fault. I even write on my arm "its not your fault" as a reminder.
❤ You're doing great, don't give up on that little you thats still inside your heart 💜
2/ omg u read my mind… i literally sit there n think “i tried so many things n done so much growth yet nothing is getting better”
Pile 2... being 'high functioning but not really' is absolutely true. I'm trying to embrace those inner parts of myself now... being more authentic and dropping my mask a bit more. And being ok with however people choose to perceive me. Thank you 💙
well crap, now I need to watch that pile too. LOL
Pile 3. Sweetheart, when you cried I cried too ❤ Your words mean more to us than you'll ever know. You are a gem.
Pile 1. 😢😢😢 I want someone to care for me in the way I want. I can't force anyone who doesn't want to incorporate my in their life.
Pile 3, I legit sobbed. This is what I'm struggling with right now. It feels so wrong to take care of my own needs when I've been taught to take care of everyone else first. Thank you for this reading
Pile 1 I was so focused on your words and when you said, " fat juicy ***" I laughed so hard. I went from being hyperfocused to, "wait, what did she say? 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 Hilarious
Pile 3.... I cried like 3 times during this reading. Ive been trying so SO hard to lean away from external validation and take up space in the world but it's so SO difficult when it's extremely clear my old wounds haven't healed. And you're absolutely right, I need to stop believing this old narrative that im small and people have always treated me small, when now it's time to shine brightly. I also find it interesting that the celebrity thing came through because with almost all readings I get its mainly "hey you're gonna get a lot of financial abundance and there's gonna be an increase of fame !" but there's also an emphasis right now to ground myself so thats what ive been doing.
This is also the first time Ive screenshotted the forgiveness cards. They hit so incredibly close to home in this one. Especially the one about feeling replaced. That one hit so deeply with a wound I have. Thank you so much Eso. I feel called to also watch pile 2, and I think I'll come back after I nurture my body and feelings because this hit me so heavy. Sending lots of love to you 💖
Hi, I'm also a pile 3 who was incredibly moved by the forgiveness cards. The replacement one also hit the hardest for me. I just wanted to comment and send you my love. I hope each day it's easier to remember you are worthy as you are
@@deannavanderwielen4735 this comment is making me tear up (6th time today haha) Thank you so incredibly much. This was so kind to you. Im sending love and lots of hugs right back at you. Lets both embrace our authenticity one step at a time
I picked another pile, but I could relate so much to what you wrote. Just know that when people treat you badly, it's them who have the issue. They are insecure. If you feel good about yourself, you won't be mean to other people.
"Replacing" also doesn't necessarily mean you're not good enough. Sometimes people will specifically try to hurt you on purpose to get a reaction out of you. And it's a sad fact of life that a lot of people are just jealous of talented people. While most would use mild jealousy as an inspiration, some see it as a means to destroy someone else. I also hate hearing that it's a good thing to have haters, but when people go after you like that when you didn't wrong them in any way, it's usually a sign you're doing something right. They want what you have, instead of working on themselves.
Same here for crying three times. Eso is so lovely to cry together with us too 😭 But remember that, all of us here are beautiful, lovely and unique beings, we deserved all the abundances in our life! ❤❤❤
Pile 3: you called me out so hard with the need to prove something and running on empty :,) I've been asking myself what I want instead of asking what others want and that has helped tremendously
Pile 1 here and I don’t think there is enough room to tell you how much this reading resonated with me. It is exactly what I needed to help me get direction because I have been feeling stuck and impatient lately. My inner child needs some nurturing and lots of love. I cried when you mentioned how they do not feel safe within me because my goal as a parent, grandparent and teacher has and always will be to make sure my children feel safe. I was abused growing up and I think it’s time to have a discussion with my inner child and let them know I am a safe haven and that they do not have to keep blaming themselves for the our parents challenges. The Universe brought you to me. You are amazing and I truly love you. I’m going to invite to my wedding 💒💋
Hi girly- it was a bit unfortunate that the pile I chose had this word in it. Pease dont use the word "scalped," it may seem harmless to anyone who isn't Indigenous, but it was very triggering to hear that word. Im not usually someone who mentions things. That action was one of the main ways people massacred, then were awarded for, the skin of Indigenous people. I really do love your content & what you put out, so please just keep this in mind.
Pile 4
Thank you I needed to hear it. When I struggle or I feel not my best I put myself down. But when I’m “winning” or I accomplish something like achieving my masters degree I value myself more. I definitely need to work on that. 💜 strong reading thank you 🙏🏽
I'm only 5 minutes into this reading, went straight to this pile, and am scrolling comments happened to land right on yours and this is EXACTLY what I'm dealing with this week - got bad grades for the first time since starting college - just tanked my GPA, and am trying to deal with it, but don't know how just yet - you seem like someone who would get that, just nice to see others out there who do the same thing and struggle with these things too. Good luck with your degree and thanks for commenting on the video - I needed to see that too!
I'm pile 2 you talked about being delusional, and it reminds me of something Brooke Castillo said along the lines of:
Either way you're delusional. You can choose to be delusional in believing all of the negative thoughts or you can be delusional in believing the positive. Why choose the one that's hurting you when the one that feels good will motivate you to go for it?
Pile 1 here; Eso your readings always slap(sometimes literally 🤣) truly needed to hear this 💜
Going through it but working on learning to bask in the sunshine and create my dreams. 🥰
STOP. Pile 2 was 10000% SPOT ON. It's crazy because I'm literally talking about these things you mentioned in therapy.
Started pile 4 and thought to myself “if Eso tells me to stop watching readings/ trust my own intuition, I will do that” and 20 min into the reading 😂💓 thank you bb ✨
I needed pile 2 so much not only for the messages from the cards but just from your energy Eso, your humor has been healing for me today 💜💫
ESO ~ (pile 3) I’ve been watching your videos for a few years now and I always love them. You’re so so talented and I’m so happy I found your videos , the way you articulate yourself and read the cards and the energy is so breathtaking … I normally don’t comment on things but I felt I had to this time. You genuinely moved me to tears … tears of healing energy ❤️🩹 lately I’ve been reflecting on how I perceive myself and how everything in life has felt so mechanical and routine, how I feel like I can’t cry when I’m sad or speak up when I have a feeling. This video really showed me the areas in which I’m lacking and I’m so grateful for it. I recently had a career change and it has been so demanding … I’ve just kept pushing and pushing and pushing myself to the point of breaking down and I haven’t made enough room to feel things, and to love myself. I’m trying to make the changes and this was the affirmation I needed to change the way I move through this life. I know you likely won’t see this 😅 but I wanted to put my thoughts out there anyways. Much love for you Eso ❤
Thank you so much 🥹💗 I’m blessed to be a part of your journey 🫂
Pile 3 - I had to stop several times just to take in what you said because 🤯. Thank you for your generosity in sharing of yourself.
I am a miracle magnet 🌟
Pile 1 was SPOT ON for me. I recently became a parent and have been pretty hard on myself recently, prioritizing everyone else before myself but expecting so much from myself at the same time, while simultaneously neglecting my romance with my partner.
Pile 3, I really feel that I don't deserve happiness since I lost my baby boy (I was 8 month pregnant and my doctor didn't take me seriously when I said that I felt that something was wrong and I had pain) now I'm trying to figure out how to keep going, but even when I know I'm worthy and my family, husband and friends love me and are worried it's really difficult to me feel that it was not my fault and I deserve to be a mother and have a life after lost my son...
Thank you, Eso ❤
Why is Pile 3 such a gut punch damn the confirmation in this is absolutely insane
Also 4/20 lmao
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Feel those words of yours.....
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PILE 4: you absolutely nailed it. i love the way your videos show up exactly when i need them. life has been a little rough lately, and i was praying to god to provide me with some guidance today and i ended up coming across this video just an hour later! really needed to hear this message. i think this goes without saying but i absolutely love your videos, you’re literally doing god’s work💗🙏
I am resonating with pile 3 it’s been intense and thanks for your funny yet deep insights. You are highly gifted ❤
Pile 1: Thank you so much, Eso! This was exactly what I needed. I've been struggling a lot lately, even though I'm in a solid relationship. My childhood defenses have been getting in the way of me fully loving, trusting, and growing. But hearing your words, I realize I already knew all of this deep down, and it's helping me trust myself more. I can't wait to rediscover my passion and feel truly alive again. You're like an angel sent to earth, and I'll always be grateful for your help.
Pile 2: definitely in a lack mentality. I have never known a true friend, familial, or love connection. Yet it's the only thing I have ever desired. Somehow, my energy is so busted that I can't even seem to be offered an opportunity to get to know someone. I could understand if after some time the other person says, "Nah, not for me." But it doesn't seem like anyone is even interested in getting to know me for a first impression. Not sure how to overcome that but it is destroying me.
I've tried dating apps, asking customers at work to practice martial arts or go on bike rides, I've been to yoga classes and Reiki shares. Everything I try falls flat on it's place and the constant rejection is so painful and it is continually reinforcing something evil within me. I've tried so hard and nothing. At this point I'm sick of working this hard on myself. I just wanna disappear to a cave somewhere to further study martial arts. I can't think of anything more to do.
But thanks for the reading!
Thank you sm for Pike 3. I’ve been doing my best for the people around me and I feel like my efforts aren’t being appreciated in any way, so it triggers my anxiety and just makes me upset. It’s hard to stay so positive sometimes especially when things just aren’t going anywhere for me. I’m just stuck right now, and I’m at a loss at what to do, so I’m just taking things slowly I guess. I just wanna be happy again, not an anxious mess… :,( But I have been seeing a lot of angel numbers (such as 222 and 1111) and specific spiritual animals (such as a red cardinal which I see almost daily now). Anyways, have a good day/night and stay blessed!
Pile3 everytime i tried to get help in the past, everyone around me tried their best to ignore, deny, avoid my feelings and was very annoyed that i was hurt. Now that i am 20 something years old, i am scared of asking for help because i am scared that they'd try to control, manipulate, or even hate me for it. I feel selfish for feeling this way because my teenage brothers need help more than me and i can't help but to feel that i need to go through this alone
This is so crazy!!! i chose pile 1 and im actually mentally not in a good state right now and just started to go to therapy.
THE TIMING OF THIS IS IMPECCABLE
Plie 3: I cried a few times there. But when you said, "I don't know why I'm doing that," (after you got the charms) to the random sound, I felt like coming down here to say that I make random sounds like that when I'm in an alright mood, lol.
Pile 1: spot on. Everything you said is what I'm going through. Still struggling with not getting results quickly. I know all about planting the seeds and how long it takes for them to grow, in theory, but every day I feel like I'm just moving too slow and time is running out... Thus, it's a work in progress.Thank you so much for your reading. You've helped me a lot in the past few years ❤
1:27:50 "being delulu is the solulu"
thank you for your wise words
Pile 3 here
I cried so hard… and still have a hard time saying I’m a miracle magnet. Life is so tough right now, I’m doing everything I can but the end is nowhere in sight. I just hope I can get on the right path…
LMAOOOO IF YOUR MIND IS BEING DADDY 🤣 the way that you explain these things is so funny and clear to understand
Pile 1 thank you Eso❤
Not at all related to the video but, three and a half years ago when I first found your channel and actually started liking your content and the good messages coming out from the readings I thought to myself, "oh how nice it would be to have a friend like you, would be so nice to hangout with you sometimes you know!"
3 years later now I have a very good friend like you, she actually resembles you and she is very mature, very good of a friend and I actually showed her to you too.
Just wanted to say you are a very good person and it feels like I've manifested you 😅❤
Omg this is so sweet 🥹💗 thank you so much! Sending love and hugs to you and your friend 🫂
@@EsoTarot Hehe, I'm gonna show this to her 🌸❤
hello, pile 4 here, and you are on the spot 💪✨ i havent listened to readings for a while, i felt i should keep away from them before today when yours came along for me. Thank you for confirmations ❤️
pile 3, ughghgfgh its been a few years since what bogged me down, i still am in the same vicinity as those who wounded me, but im in a way better position. and i ughghrghfhgfhgh wish the world would just stop lying to themselves already man, as much as i preach accepting the diversity in everything and yin and yang, i cant help but to just want to scream to the universe, my gawd, will we all just shut up and then the harmony will come, but thats just the way of the world, and i live in it. at least we have each other gaudyubhuffbhdhsbdhua
Pile 3: wow, this felt like a personal reading ! I’ve been talking in my therapy about not knowing who I am if I don’t have all my trauma anymore. You are helping me realize that I do deserve joy and happiness. It weirdly also felt like you said my name like 3 times throughout the reading.
Omg gurl I was NEEDING because nobody does as you do these types of readings
I had Pile 2. The ranting around the house is SO REAL. cause like....yeah...I AM ONE OF THE CLOWNS. WHAHHHHH. (Shout out mental illness 🥲) Very odd how I'm starting to do innerwork and listened to this. AND!! I did apologize to myself you're right.
Edit: Also, thanks for your reading.
babe wake up eso posted
Hey @EsoTarot Can you make a reading on "Should we reach out to them / when will the reach out to us " this got help us a lot.... Thank you 💖
1 Restructure, recalibrate, rebalance 💜Helps a lot 🥹
Eso. You just said their actual name in a reading from two years ago that i randomly clicked on… a pile I didn’t pick then, picked today and had playing in the background. And then you just say their name. Wanted to let you know… I’m midway and rolling my eyes because I’m so over the drama of this connection but I’m also now stopped in my tracks because you… said this exact person and then some. Got on here to comment on that video but then also saw you posted so maybe you’ll see this better now. Not that you may need validation but still think it wild. Might come back after I finish it… though I’m cringing so hard 😭 thought he a twin flame now think he’s a lesson cuz man was with another the whole time… but youre saying it’s complicated and you’ll always come back together at least what you’ve said thus far and I just want to vomit now it sounds like a curse lol 😭 funny how you beg plead for someone and then kinda like Taylor said you’re killing me… he’d been killing me this whole time while I was giving him my whole heart and he just fed. And now, trying to learn to survive…. Okay that was a lot. lol brb?
My insecurity has been hitting me hard this month so thank you so much for Pile 1, lovely one. All the love and hard work you put into these readings is deeply appreciated. ❤
Pile 3.
Im currently stuck in trying to prove myself into relationships and walking with types of people exactly from my past with a narcissist ex. The part you said about the fear about who i would be without my wounds part hit specially home since I do have a personality disorder and have been struggling a lot since the breakup, my friendships are falling apart and in this loop of having to be alone while still redoing the same cycle of going into the crime scene per say.
pile 3, we are a miracle magnet!!!
Literally shed tears. I mean I know there are some things I need to address. I Don't know how to untie it.
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Grateful 4 your words tonight.
T.Y. 🤍
I only picked this video because the title sort of fits. . .
Due to an incident at Kinotarot, I am unfortunately going to drop your channel. Your two channels are closely related and have the same community. I do appreciate what you have done, but I'm also not going to recommend yours or her channel to anyone because I don't want to send anybody into what I feel is an unsafe place. I'm sorry, but you can't control what others do or say, so I choose to remove myself from unhealthy situations.
Three weeks now and neither one either don't care, or don't know about this incident. Why bother with a non paying subscriber? Or is it. . . Why bother with the comments? Not even a Sorry To See You Leave. But. . . Who cares, right?
Pile 3- Not you making me cry lol I really needed to hear that I literally had a mental breakdown yesterday cause I’ve been feeling like I just can’t get a grip on any sort of relationships with people and falling back into my anxiously attached ways and hating myself that I haven’t gotten there yet and scared I never will so truly just thanks for the kind words and wake up call advice in this reading
You are so loved and you matter 💗 the right relationships will reflect that effortlessly. Your flaws are just as divine as your gifts! The only way you’d never “get there” is if you could never perceive there being a problem. You’re closer than you’ve ever been ☺️ You’ve got this, I believe in you!! Be gentle and patient with yourself, you deserve it 🫂
Pile 3 1 minutes in I can't tell it's me and I soo need this and I've been asking for this help Thank You So Much Eso
Pile#2 and Pile#3 was SPOT ON! Like wow! More Pile 3 was more SPOT ON! The card for Pile 2 got me here through the thumbnail. But then Pile #3 through the gem placed on the card's pile. I do tend to be a bit too negative on myself as many people have been negative towards me for a long time. Still might have to go back to therapy for it. I did it before but couldn't complete the process. As money restraint at the time. And then when I went to another one, she was just the worst for me. And ended the session early. Anyway, I will stop babbling here. Thanks for the advice for each of and from them. I hope to take the advice here. And thanks for the readings. Blessings to you.
Pile 1: Thank you so much, Eso! This was exactly what I needed. I've been struggling a lot lately, even though I'm in a solid relationship. My childhood defenses have been getting in the way of me fully loving, trusting, and growing. But hearing your words, I realize I already knew all of this deep down, and it's helping me trust myself more. I can't wait to rediscover my passion and feel truly alive again. You're like an angel sent to earth, and I'll always be grateful for your help.
Thank you for the positive reading. I am sad because it has gotten very difficult to see myself accurately. I was in an abusive relationship. This person tore me down relentlessly because they were envious of me.
Omg... pile 4 blew me away! So many buzzwords and images that resonated with me. My birth tarot cards are the Chariot and the tower...#1 #2 the sense of impending doom... 100% accurate for me right now. I feel like I'll loose everything if I move forward. Need for clarity... clarity happens to be my word of the year for 2024... not living authentically/camouflaging? Absolutely. I am on the spectrum and have lived with whole life hiding, masking, being a social chameleon as I call it, or adjusting myself to my environment and changing myself/beliefs/attitudes accordingly. Fear of rejection/abandonment? I just discovered a few days ago that that is my core fear and why I don't live authentically! And finally, courage and letting go of judgement and past beliefs is very difficult. As I've held on so tightly to them before. And in my case I have a lot more to loose than to gain if I were to walk in alignment with my destiny... I've discovered that I'm nonbinary and I may or may not need hormonal/surgical interventions. Which is a scary revelation to have when you come from a religious and judgemental background. That just merely expressing your inward desires and needs might get you ostracized. I have a major distrust in myself and my feelings due to negative past experiences when trying to explore gender. I tell myself that it's all in my head, that I'm delusional, no one will accept me, the list goes on. And I definitely believe I'm catastrophizing but I believe that some of those things I fear could possibly come to pass. Healing my inner child and being honest with myself I believe is a good first step to coming to terms with my newfound identity. I can't thank you enough for this reading, and I'll definitely be coming back for more in the future.
-Lute (They/It/Fae)
I chose Pile 2 ~ and I almost clicked off so many times 😩🤣 but I stayed, and I listened, and I forgive myself 💎💕 Thank you Eso 🙏🏽 🥺🦋🤍
Thank you for being here even when it’s uncomfortable 🥺💗 that’s some powerful presence right there!
What you say sounds sooooo reasonable except that it never changes! I have been stuck in the same place my whole life, despite all the work I continue to do on myself. It's always just around the corner!
pile 3: not the reversals reversaling
The way I cackled when I read this 😭
Pile 2. Thanks. I'm constantly working on those parts of myself. It sucks, but I gotta be consistent.
pile 2 and yea I know even my physical body is warning me about my compulsory mindset. But without this I think it's hard to earn a living
pile 1: have been working through a lot of negative self beliefs recently and been so hard on myself. I feel stuck with my career and current relationship. thank you for the words of encouragement! 🥺
I need to recharge with him and be appreciated and loved
Ngl pile 2 and 3 are the ugliest tarot cards decks I’ve ever seen
I love ya for doin' Margot Robbie as Harley Quinn
Definitely pile 3
Yay! I literally said last night 🌙 before going to sleep that Eso is due for another reading...
I just woke up and found this in my RUclips notifs! 💗🙏😊
Rise and shine!🥰☀️
plie 2 the card triggered my trypophobia/
Im watching this 4:20:00 video. The day after 4/20, while also currently still enjoying 4/20 because, let's be real, every day is 4/20 if you think about it. Thank you for the reading, Eso 🙏
Also, it was interesting that Pile 4 had 4 reversed.
*Sending so much love, light, healing, good health, and hugs to all who need them right now* Thank you beautiful Eso, for all these years of gentle guidance, motivation and inspiration ❤❤❤
Aw pile 3 thank u 😭🥰🥰ily 🩷🩷🩷🩷
better than a psychological therapist session🥺
There's not one reading that isn't comedy gold on top of the amazing message. We are all your peeps Eso!! Thank you for sharing your gifts with us !! 🤍
Pile 2.. you really hit the nail on the head. Honestly this is probably the most accurate reading I have gotten. Accurate because there is no "leave what doesn't" everything resonated. Daddy up you heart cockblocker🤣 ...right down to Michael who has watched over and protected me in a very tangible way. Its hard to mistake his sword! Thanks Eso. Also for the record, I love the feminine playfulness that you bring to every reading. Just one of the many reasons I keep coming back.🎉
i enjoyed your soothing voice, i enjoyed the burp on deck number 4 lol and i enjoyed the nails, so u definitely have a new follower to the channel, also your reading is spot on!
My Mom and Dad came through, I am still crying (pile 3) Thank You ❤
I feel absolutely roasted by pile 4 and it was exactly what I needed to hear 🤣 and like you said I knew this intuitively but I really felt I needed to hear it from an external source so thank you so much for passing on this advice and insight ! Also , your side tracked rants are absolutely matching my mentality right now so don’t apologize it makes me feel even more seen and understood! You are a human being too and your personality is exactly why we like you as a reader 🫶🏻
Pile 2 was bang on for me. It really brought to light how I have been avoiding my shadows, so thanks for the nudge 😅❤
Pile 4 called to me initially and while I felt it kind of fit, I decided pile 2 may be more accurate and watched that as well. It was crazy how well the pile 2 that I couldn't stop thinking about fit me. I'm really new to spirituality and the world of tarot and I'm so happy I found your channel. I look forward to watching more of your content in the future! I think your style with your videos as well as your tarot readings are very high quality, keep going!
I am a magnet for miracles!
I’ve been following you for so long, every reading I listen to is always so accurate and so helpful- someday when I have more money I hope to join your new extras!! They sound super fun and you deserve the cash!!!
Pile 3... i really needed to hear this, about letting go and not having to prove myself anymore...
At 4:09:59 - 4:10:10 the little cookie paper (sorry I don’t remember what they’re called 😂) makes a very strange turn?? I mean yes there was movement but doesn’t that look unnatural? Like moved by spirit 😮😅
@esotarot, u r gods exemplary gift❤️ never forget that for a second.
Loved pile 2... soo many things I needed to hear again.
Also "being delulu is the solulu" cracked me up hahah
❣️💫ok pile 4 here today...I must say, I like the balance of the sixes (cups/emotional & swords/mental) with LOVERS as the..sort of...alchemical solution or catalyst..AWESOME!!!🙌❣️💫 P.S. I know you are, but what am I.....?! 🤭😸🕊❣️
AHAHAHAHGGG
PILE 4 EVERYTHING YOU SAID WAS SO ACCURATE FOR ME TODAY
GAWDDAMN
that hit different
very validating and reassuring 😌😌
ANYWAYS
love uuu ☺️☺️🫶🏻🫶🏻
ESO IDK EARLIER I USED TO PRONOUNCE YOUR CHANNEL NAME WRONGLY and i pronounced tarot as tarot without muting the t , and so this new taylor song The black dog has this lyric which says ‘esoteric joke’ and I SWEAR I THOUGHT SHE SAYING ESO TAROT WRONGLY THE WAY I DID EARLIER AND I GOT SO EXCITED THAT MY GIRL ESO GOT FEATURED IN A TAYLOR SONG HELP 😭😭😭
i love you eso, thankyou.
Confidence vs camouflage ❤❤❤❤ I Love Love
Pile 3
Pile 2: I'm in for like 3 min, and oh may gosh Eso I love your readings they always provide me with great insights and guidance, but I really thought that I moved past this shadow me :(: **sis is shocked** but will do anything I can to give my inner self what she needs, love and peace
Pile 4: 3:30:25 "thats an anno9ng amo7nt of alot" felt
Spirit always drumpong on me heaps of cards and I'm all "DAYMN OK SAY L3SS THATS ALOT"