“You think that I look bad? Imagine how I feel when everyone is saying these things to me.” People are truly DISGUSTING. No one should ever have to go through that, regardless of if you choose to post your life online or not. You don’t deserve the things that are said to you. Period. Stay strong and I’ll be sending prayers and positive vibes your way 💞
I don’t know how anyone can have their career on social media anymore. people are the worst! I was recently in a video with someone who had 2 millions subs so I can’t imagine the comments people get that have way more based on the crap people said about me in the last video I was apart of. The internet is the worst
I literally just want to put this here in the hope someone reads this and stops posting something negative. She is a REAL human being with real emotions. If you wouldn't say what you are typing to your friend's face, don't say it on here. Be kind. It's the whole point of the video ♥️
This is what is wrong with society. We see someone that literally says they need a mental health break and are struggling with depression, but all people care about is physical appearance 🙄 Jaclyn, you look amazing, and I pray that you are able to work through your mental fog and depression. I realized that I have been depressed for the past two years without even knowing it. Now I feel like myself again. Mental health needs to be a focus in our society!
So humble with the Givenchy sweater whilst complaining from the emergency services . I've just kinda lost all compassion for you. You've forgotten who you are and where you came from. Too bad money can't buy you happiness. You really need to re-evaluate your entire life and your actions, because the anxiety doesn't come from people judging you, it comes from you knowing deep down somewhere that there is a reason for all of this judgement. Do what Michael Finch did, seek help, get rid of your contact with the materialistic shit, and touch base why you started all of this for. Because it's easy to blame your audience for feeling detached from you and negative, as you need to realize most of the people who watch you work 2-3 jobs to make food happen on their table and it's damn hard to feel any sort of compassion towards someone who lives in a mansion, drives expensive cars, wears diamond rings and earrings and designer clothes and complains from anxiety. See where the criticism is coming from in first place. I used to be a long long supporter of you, I just have nothing to connect to anymore, feels like you're an empty shell of a human filling your life with material possessions. Again - touch base with reality Jaclyn. This is coming from THE BEST place with THE BEST intentions from someone who is also struggling with depression and anxiety. This is not hate, this is criticism and wholehearted advice. Take it or leave it, it does no damage to me, but you need to step down from the clouds and back to reality.
cammy williams seems like youre on every comment defending her. People are entitled to their opinion at anytime. I dont see any rules saying positive opinions only please. No one is downplaying depression or anxiety. What people are saying is that coming from a person who seems to have it all, money doesnt buy that and no amount of money in this world can buy peace of mind. Why on earth should people only have favorable opinions? How will she improve and learn if there are no negative opinions as well?
Kate M.hunter cammy is a sheep. Shes basic and follows Jaclyn and buys her ratchet lipsticks and calls her “yasss queen” when shes having am anxiety attack because of first world issues.
The fact that she literally showed her stretch marks on camera 😭 I love that she is just being her and is so unapologetic about it. Gaining weight,having stretch marks, and having anxiety are things I wake up and struggle with everyday so I’m glad someone finally wants to say something about it and just talk about it in an actual way instead of just mentioning it then moving on.
Gurl, I wanna see what a day in the life of Jaclyn Hill is like, show us the meetings, where you went to eat, in your car, a damn house tour whatever it is. Show us things and tell us thing we haven’t seen before. I think that’d be really cool.
I would just love to see like a movie on her life but I know she would never bc she just isn’t here for the bs from other people. I wish people would just stop hating. Like where does it get them?
Depression and anxiety doesn’t discriminate! Rich or poor... your feelings are valid. Some of the richest most famous people commit suicide. It doesn’t discriminate!!! It costs nothing to just BE KIND.
It makes me so mad how some people will preach mental health when someone passes away but then send so much hate to someone alive and give them mental health problems.
Tin Anchorez funny how you gathered that from her. She worked her ass off to get where she’s at now sounds like you need to be more like her and stop complaining. Don’t complain if you aren’t working your ass off to get somewhere
@@maddie3239 first, i work my ass off as much as her. And FYI, I want to highlight this: I WOULD NEVER WANT TO BE MORE "LIKE HER" BECAUSE I AM ME. "Like her"? Really?!? Id rather be me and Id rather be in this situation than to be like that. Also, I am not complaining. Lols. I may not be as successful, famous, beautiful and rich "like" her but here I am happy, contented and surrounded by love and real people. 💐
Money dosnt but happiness obviously... if so you should be content in your position your in . Instead of getting your family a house your bashing her for doing exactly that ? 🤔 AND employed multiple people ? Put a resume in Before your 2cents 🤷♀️ God bless ❤️🙏
Love how "first world problems " was brought up. Sir, if you are commenting on this - you had access to the internet. 🤔 Going to venture to say you are talking out of your ass.
I don’t mind the weight gain, or the “new Jaclyn” I just MISS YOU. You could post this video without makeup and getting all done up and I don’t even care. I just miss seeing you, I miss going through Snapchat and seeing you and Jackie doing god knows what kind of dance. 😂 You’re meant to stand out, it’s why a lot of us who’ve been here for 6 years are still here, still supporting you, understanding the hiccups you go through and WE are still here.
How did we get to a point in society where it’s ok, or the “norm” to discuss someone’s weight? I feel confident that most of us have or WILL experience change in weight over the course of our life. Who cares? More importantly, why or how is it anyone’s business? Those that just can’t help themselves from commenting and sitting in judgment, need to grow some tact and get a life. A person’s weight does not define who they are. Think what you want. Just have the consideration to keep it to yourself. Jaclyn looks beautiful and it’s who she is on the inside, that makes her so.
Well said!! I have dealt with body issues and my weight for the past 13 years after I had my son. I never lost my “baby weight” I developed gestational diabetes and am now insulin dependent! But I wear my stretch marks with pride! They tell my story and remind me everyday that I grew my HANDSOME son and I wouldn’t trade it for the world! Jaclyn you are BEAUTIFUL and I think you look the best you ever have!! You can truly tell how happy you finally are, and you deserve it!! Xoxo
I remember jaclyn posted a pic and was like please dont comment on my weight bla bla bla and I just thought to myself isn't it sad that before a woman posts a pic she has to even broadcast something like that??? Just blows my damn mind, like i just dont understand. I feel bad for her honestly that she even feels like she has to think about millions of people bullying her about what her body looks like before she uploads a pic of her and someone she loves or her having a great day u know? just sad/
I honestly feel like the more Jaclyn goes on, the more people dislike her. It seems like a lot of people have been turned off by her. I think it would be beneficial to get off social media completely for awhile.
Yesssss I feel like a couple vlogs is exactly what will open so many people’s eyes to see that you’re feeling and “excuses” are legitimate!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Even if you just film a couple clips throughout each week and then make it like a monthly vlog!
@@ricknickssquad3087 so why wouldn't you love her more? She is going through a lot. Is it easier to leave people when they are broken? No, you help them! Not tear them down..
My Mother always called it "green money". Basically, it's any excess money you spend on uncessary things that don't contribute to your overall life--anything materialistic. Have you ever seen those tiny house shows? The people are living in houses the size of storage containers. They're the happiest people I've ever seen.
I feel the weight thing SO hard. No one deserves to have it pointed out constantly, it’s hard enough to deal with on your own. You are stunning and always will be!
true, but she has access to mental health care that most people don’t. It’s hard enough to find A provider, but finding a GOOD provider is like winning the lottery.
@@ambylam What do you mean? Personally I found it really easy to find one. What if she doesnt think she needs it (a lot of people think they can handle it on their own).
Just so YOU know, it’s NOT “fine” that you’ve been through; the evil hate, and body shaming on the internet, on social media. It’s not ok Jaclyn! It’s not. Praying for you!
You need to remind others that JUST BECAUSE THEY’ER IN A FULL BODY CAST DOESN’T MEAN YOUR BROKEN ARM DOESN’T HURT !!! I completely understand how crippling anxiety can be. I’ve been dealing with it my entire life.
she literally said herself that “all her work are in LA anyway. She is constantly on skype for meetings and such”. So why not move to where your work is anyway.
Then rent a small office and a house that isn't 10k. It's business, the love for make up is mute in comparison. So I guess it's there, but she's showing not an ounce. Sad. I was one of her biggest fans for years and this is not Jaclyn anymore. This is your typical narcissistic celebrity that doesn't care about us anymore. So much for loyalty. Makes me feel like I was used for continuing to defend her, only to make videos like this.
It breaks my heart that SO MANY RUclipsr's have said "I know this is the internet. I know I chose this lifestyle. I just developed a thick skin for the hatred"... Whyyy aren't we talking about how wrong that is? You shouldn't have to subject yourself to literally being bullied online just trying to do your job. Why do people have to be so mean?
It’s so easy to leave a compliment and it makes someone’s day. The people we watch online are doing something great, they bring others entertainment they don’t have to pay for. I’m grateful it’s there. Ever since I started posting on social media, I just have a very small group of followers and no RUclips channel, I’ve given at least one genuine compliment a day. I do that consciously because I know how much work goes into creating content and I want to to let someone know I appreciate it. Being hateful doesn’t only harm the person who receives it, but also the person who gives it, which makes it extra sad to see it on such a large scale.
Honest to God it’s so sad that she said her anxiety gets worse when she comes on social media, it’s sad that people don’t understand that money and fame don’t bring you happiness, they don’t contribute to your mental health, when you constantly see people hating and saying shit about every little thing you do it’s BOUND to get to you one way or another, doesn’t matter how much money or cars and anything you have, it’ll fuck you up inside. She and many others have proven that. We already live in a fucked up world, why make it worse ? Let the girl live like damn! Hope you get better Jaclyn ❤️
Eonian Lovee say it louder for the assholes in the back!!!! 📢 Agree with your 101%! Poor Jaclyn! You can see her hurt!! I d g a damn how much of a “tough” skin some say they have .. mean people will get to you no matter what.. bless her heart. And hope she heals soon.
How sad is it that someone feels like they have to explain to others as to why their body is changing for whatever reason. What’s even worse is that people think they have the right to put their opinion in about someone else body like their opinion matters...
First Last she makes money based on her RUclips content etc... what she does with her money is no ones business, you aren’t here to judge her for that. It is also no ones place to judge anyone for their weight gain/loss or body image, regardless of who they are.
Olivia Han Seriously. This is why I like people like RachhLoves and KathleenLights. They’ve been doing this for a long time but they stay humble and don’t heavily involve themselves with with these problematic people. They move to LA and they get involved with these people and it just gets them in a world of hurt.
"I've learned so much from the bad behavior of others." That says it all. I'm here for the makeup tutorials because I've learned so much from you over the years. I enjoy watching you Jaclyn - young or older, thin or not thin, happy or sad, married or single - I'm here for you! Saying a prayer for you to get through this. And you will get through this. Keep your chin up!
When people lose every connection with reality... I live in a rented apartment, with a roommate, because I can't afford anything else. She has millions, and I sit here, feeling sorry for her. Never thought this could be possible.
I am happy she is putting this online because people are so mean and maybe by listening to this might stop others from being so nasty and negative toward others.
Right?! I'm sorry she's having a hard time but at the same time ... let me know when she's done feeling sorry for herself and back to making interesting content. I have my own problems.
Samantha Darling amen! I couldn’t even get through this video when it first uploaded because I just don’t care. Not to be shitty, but I just care about good content. Upload a bomb ass makeup tutorial? In there!
What i want to see: a makeup 101 series. Updated how to’s on basics like winged liner, applying lashes, getting a precise lip application and contour tips, etc. I know you’ve done these before and I’m sure if feels so immature and silly but these things are what I subscribed to you for so many years ago and how I got hooked on RUclips, makeup, and found a love and outlet in a super lonely time of my life. 💜 You are the queen of hacks, tutorials and creating wearable looks.
I would be pissed about my house. Yeah, she had money, but she paid for her house to be built correctly. I hope it gets fixed and you get compensated for it!
Girl please have your home inspected by a legit mold inspector. Water damage mold is so toxic and could be making your anxiety way worse. Take it from me who has spent 10+ Sick from toxic mold exposure. Look up CIRS from water damage buildings.
As someone who is currently struggling with their weight due to anxiety and depression that no one around me understands and thinks I’m just being dramatic as well I appreciate the hell out of this video. You’re someone I look up to and to hear that you have and or are struggling with similar issues feels so refreshing. I feel not everyone around me gets it when I go through my low times. They just tell me to get over it or to just do it when it’s something that cripples me to even think about on a very physical level. The anxiety is awful and I react by crying I don’t know why but my whole life I’ve been this way. I get so overwhelmed by something that gives me crippling anxiety I cry and everyone sees me as a crybaby and I need to grow up. And food helps me cope so I fluctuate with my weight as well and I hate when someone comments on it. Thank you for being raw and real
Yes! I also struggle with anxiety and depression and I'm a Cancer. So, basically, I am constantly feeling everything and always tired and always questioning and worrying. I cannot get my freaking weight under control. I finally gave up and ballooned up to nearly 80 pounds overweight. Trying to find an in-between and balance.
get some cbd oil, get a meditation app, pick up a hobby ( crotchet, yoga, etc) stay away from social media for a while because its seriously eating you alive.
@violentphlegm I agree with you 100% as someone who's taken a break specifically from Instagram, it does a world off good to get away from the toxic environment.
violentphlegm good I hope it eats her up more. She never refunded millions of dollars and living in a place in Los Angeles for 10,000 a day for 90 days.. so I don’t feel bad for miss potato head.
@@khaleesikimber7380 I agree. She still hasn't come to terms with that major chapter in her life where her endeavors are just a shit show. Then she's extremely public about everything else except being real and transparent about her cosmetics and the fact that she ripped off thousands of people.
yep, she used to do great makeup looks before she became famous and now her makeup is terrible. it's like all of her drama has turned her into tammy faye bakker.
The difference is that she have the money to get the best treatment possible But yet here we are in this shitty pity party oh look at me how miserable i am in my 20m dollar mansion Give me a break
When you showed your stretch marks I was like yessss girl 👏🏻 I’ve been here from the start and I’m still by your side and just roll my eyes at your haters🙄
@@MtnSnowflake Yes and Yes. Smart Ass, she posted the federal agreement months ago on her insta stories show what she was obligated to refund she did. Which is a piece of paper stating no one can sue her because all refunds have been issued. I dont just bash people on the damn internet. So same goes for you about knowing some damn one
Who else has been watching since she was that girl doing tutorials in her small kitchen with the clothing rack in the background 🙋🏽♀️ been here and ima stay here for you girl!!!! ❤️ #dayones #hillsters
Me!!!! I have watched and loved all of her videos, but for the last couple of years I have done it in silence. Things have gotten so bad on her comment section that, at some point, I chose to unsubscribe and never comment because it was triggering my anxiety. I feel so bad for her. I think I will be safe here in this little comment thread, so hello everyone.
You know, I think your weight looks amazing! I look at you an think “hey, she looks like me now :)” you look healthy. Don’t worry about the hateful comments.
Rhi1000 she talks too much but says nothing at all. I know people like her irl and all I can say is, they talk in circles. They do it because they need the attention and thrive on it. But they know they’re not that interesting and they’re not that special. So they say a lot of words to distract from any main points or principles. You lose track of what the point was or where it was all supposed to go. I can’t take her seriously.
I know I literally cried when she showed hers. I’ve gotten some recently too and it just made me feel like I’m going to be okay and nothing is wrong with me.
First 3 minutes and I can already see the anxiety, depression and stress... It’s a bit uncomfortable because I wish by just telling you that it’s going to be okay and stop caring will fix things but it won’t. It’s a roller coaster and might always be but it won’t always be on this level. You are not alone but you need to be strong. Remember, there’s a solution for everything, like my mom always says ❤️
honestly jaclyn the weight part of this video really touched me when you showed us your stretch marks.. it made me feel like im not alone. thank you for being real💜
Miranda Rose You know what made me not care about mine? My daughter. I never want her to feel insecure about hers, so I stopped letting mine dictate what I wore. My daughter is 12 and had a massive growth spurt in a matter of a few weeks and her skin couldn’t keep up. She developed stretch marks, which are 100% normal and the majority of people on the planet have them.
Miranda Rose I was sharing as a way to let you know that you definitely aren’t alone and there is hope for getting to the point where you don’t care anymore.
@@tristinsmom123 did she "earn it" by selling her shady ass lipstick and not refund everyone when she should've had a product recall? Is that how she "earned it" ??
@@toonblast9932 ummm, they are my problems. My wife bought over a hundred dollars worth of that garbage and she has not received any kind or refund or compensation. Perhaps you should learn the facts before you assume. Also, why would you be so supportive of a crook? Are you a pos that rips people off too??
Just bc she has money doesn’t mean she’s not a human.... most of the time people with money have more problems.... let her live. You don’t like it... then leave her channel!
Meg sechrist my cousin is very well off. Extremely well off, thanks to her father retiring from a large, world-known shipping company’s VP. And smart investments. My cousins husband is a POS, and straight to my face asked what my cousin had to be depressed about (bc of the money coming in her name). I could’ve hit him. I don’t know what makes people think extra dollar bills exempt others of depression? Yes, money can help things immediately around them, but doesn’t make the heart, brain and emotions function any differently.
WaffleBuilds bb me and my cousin are close as it can get. She has money being left to her decades from now. She’s a nurse at Grady hospital, 12hr shifts, single mother, her baby daddy is in prison for god awful things I can’t even speak on. A mother w stage 4 cancer, and so on. Life happens to every single person regardless of dollars to be had or have.
Bottom line Pain is pain... no ones pain is less then or then anyone. We can sit here all day and say “ but my pain is this and that and hers isn’t that bad bc she has a Rolex” that’s superficial stuff, or she can’t have problems bc her bills are paid and mines not. Okay? That means her mental health is better than yours? Or your mental health is worse than hers? No! Pain is pain and that’s it.
I feel like this video on a personal level allll the way around being mad at your family , the stretch marks , gaining weight , I feel like this is the Jaclyn that's meant to be here I love you
Short summary: Her bedroom ceiling caved in bc she looked into the people who built her home the same way she looked into the lab she used for her lipsticks. Longer: The AC never worked correctly and apparently it had been leaking which caused her wallpaper to bubble and eventually the bedroom ceiling collapsed. So she’s moving to LA indefinitely since she has business out there anyway. It’s been really hard on her, her anxiety has been worse than it ever has been in her life, and she’s gained weight. Luckily she’s rich bc if she was just a regular person and had to deal with any stress at all, she would probably die.
Yes Jaclyn, “I am going to grow, I am going to evolve for the rest of my life”❤️ girl true followers will love that you’re changing because you’re growing, getting older, still learning things about yourself! I’ve been dealing with weight issues too, hit me like a truck emotionally when I realized my thighs were getting stretch marks and my butt cheeks were acquiring more than before, and my family is small so I had to remind myself, “it’s healthy to have weight fluctuations. My body is changing and the weight is one of them”. Love you and keep doing you!
“be kind and accept people” well said. mental health is usually only taken seriously when it’s too late, so thank you for continuously advocating for it!
Ride or die since the "Smokey Cat Eye Tutorial" back in 2012. You taught me how to do a winged liner. You told me what TF a primer was. I blend until my fingers bleed so there are never any harsh lines. You matter to those of us who love you and really care about your journey. You're not beside yourself. I know you are struggling with your weight and physical appearance, but when you were at your "skinniest" that is not what made you beautiful. It was your soul, your beautiful spirit. I don't know if you'll ever see this, but I hope you do because even though the negative ones seem like the loudest, they're not the ones that matter. Love you Jac
Loolll at first glance I read it as "SMELLY cat" eye tutorial and was like wait what? Then saw it said "smokey" 😂🤦♀️ But what a tutorial that would be!!! 😂
It's not a situational thing with depression and anxiety. It's not something you can just snap out of. I have clinical depression. On medication for it. Mine is caused by hormonal imbalance. I am also a post partum depression psychosis survivor. So just because you have this or that in life doesn't mean you can't be depressed. Has nothing to do with it when its hormonal imbalance or environmental. Seasonal fecto disorder. Is depression caused by seasonal change. Depression isn't always because of stuff.
Glad you can lay in a 20 million dollar mansion while your other very expensive house is being fixed. There are people who have lost their house completely and have a better attitude than you do about it.
She worked hard for what she has. She has a nice house because she busted her ass off. Yeah some people have lost their home, everyone’s struggle is different and done worse than others. Doesn’t give you the right to judge just because she can afford a rental while her house gets fixed. Want an expensive house then go bust your ass for it.
Colleen Scarbrough Lol please assume more about my life. Yeah she may have worked on RUclips to make the money she has but you can be humble about your money rather than complain about it. Lol judging? Gtfo
I loved how you show off your stretch marks and embrace it. It was so amazing for me to see you show them off. I haven't seen anyone online show off stretch marks and not credit it to a child. Having you show them off and not be because of pregnancy makes me feel so much better about myself. It's nice to even for a minute feel like I'm not the only one who has them. Thank you so much
I know you have a tough skin but I just want to point out that when you said “it’s fine that I’ve been through this” ma’am NO IT IS NOT. It’s great you can brush it off but it’s not okay. Bullying will never be okay. I love the message of this video. You’ve had such a trying year, hit after hit but you’ve also had so much love and good things happen this year too. You are taking everything with such grace. I LOVE you in all your evolvement. The bad things will pass. Hoping your beautiful home gets fixed and squared away sooner rather than later ❤️
Yes, and it’s honestly so sad and disheartening how cruel a LOT of ppl are being... like she can’t be sad or upset because money isn’t a problem for her... because we all know that only poor people suffer from mental illness....
@@makeuparmy3920 mental illness? PLEASE. Her "anxiety" is because she's worried about how people are going to respond to the launch and whether she'll make enough money. She doesn't really have anxiety. If she did she wouldn't be able to comfortably interact with an entire team of people and run a company and throw multi million dollar halloween parties. Real anxiety is where people don't even feel like going out, spending time with friends let alone deal with coworkers in a business environment. You're full of shit. Quit pandering to some privileged chick who can hire decorators for a temporary house in expensive LA.
@@celestiallight6337 oh I'm sorry, do you know Jaclyn personally? Excuse me, I wasn't aware you know her on a personal level. So much so that you think you can comment on whether she has "real" anxiety or not. lol stfu
I'm sorry but I don't hate myself but I don't appreciate at the lies this woman spreads. Don't wish harm on anyone but she needs to start getting more honest to her subs
I’ve gained 30 lbs over the last year due to anxiety and depression AND I’m a cancer so I feel ya girl. I couldn’t imagine having people commenting on it. No matter what you go through or scandals/ failures, I know you are always genuine. 4ever supporter💗 #hillster
This is your journey. A healing journey, a loving journey, a journey to continue to get back to yourself in all aspects of your life while being your own boss babe. At the end of the day, we are all humans and we're allowed to feel our emotions. You're amazing Jaclyn.
that comes with the industry SHE choose. and makes a lot of money from. is it nice or fun? nope but it is what it is.and does she actually ever really explain though?? so scatter brained tbh. and doesn't come of genuine.
I'll tell you what's wrong with SOME of her audience. They are FUCKING ASSHOLES. That's what's wrong. Leave the poor woman alone with your DISGUSTING COMMENTS.
Yeah we have to stop normalizing celebs/influencers “signing up for this,” it continues to normalize bullying vs. constructive feedback. All the people watching you are consumers, whether they like you or not, you do not exist to reach perfectionism to please everybody. It IS possible to be respectful even if you don’t “like” them. You do you, take care of yourself and love yourself! ❤️
These comments are discusting. Give the girl a damn break!! I’m sure each and every one of u have ur own problems but sit on here acting like ya’ll are perfect 🤣🤣 I love you Jaclyn.. always will!! ❤️❤️
Imagine judging some for the color of their skin, or their looks or their nationality or their religion or their lifestyle. U prolly already do some of those. Judgement is an inherently human quality.
@@justvaish9902, well fucking said. I wish more people were intelligent enough to realise this or based enough to admit it. I'm taking a screenshot of your comment & sharing it. People judge all the time, subconsciously & consciously. If they judged someone on something they perceive as immoral/bad, they wouldn't be denying it, it's only when they think they'll get backlash that they deny it lmao. It's not something you need to imagine. It's something you need to remember because we've all done it to someone about something. Most of it isn't even said out loud. If your irl friend suddenly gained a lot of weight, cheated on their partner, gained a drug problem, hit their child in front of you over something you disagreed with etc. you'd blatantly judge them. There are infinite examples. If a stranger comes up to you on the street, harassing you & making up a story about why they need money, you judge them. If you overhear someone saying something racist or homophobic in public, you judge them. You judge people subconsciously in the first seconds of meeting them.
@Random Gameshow Host lmao, I am confident enough in my own life & you don't know me well enough to say otherwise. Also expressing my opinion doesn't stop anyone believing in anything lmao. Expressing my opinion on the internet won't kill you, either. What's childish is using the tactic of "Your opinion is literally stopping people from doing things" because you know your weak argument holds no weight. It's an exaggeration. You are free to believe in whatever nonsense you like, I'm not trying to stop anyone & doubt my opinion, alone, even has that power, but if it does then great. Theists enjoy converting people how is this any different? It's childish that you're not confident enough in your life to let others disbelieve in what they want to disbelieve in. Like damn, disbelief won't kill you, princess.
I love this Jaclyn. I have a saying. “The day you stop growing, is the day you start dying”. Keep growing. Keep positive. And leave the rest. Much love.
When you say you have anxiety that many times, maybe you need to take a step back and get your life together; but you love and crave the fame and you won’t, so stop complaining 🤷🏼♀️
Aridane Del Rosario, I’m sure the people constantly trying to tell her what to do as if their licensed to help, really help with her anxiety. I know if got hundreds comments like this I would hope people would understand and not be so quick to judge.
Video ideas: •Thanksgiving and/or Christmas makeup and outfit idea (casual slob or total glam) •A flapper inspired New Years look •general New Years glam looks
One of the hardest things to do is trying to “explain” your anxiety and depression to someone else. They will never make sense to other people like they do to us. And it doesn’t matter the reason. Jarrid Wilson took his life a couple of weeks ago, for God’s sake. Psychologists and psychiatrists study for years and years before they can actually hear these things from their patients.. Having empathy for the sake of having empathy is somehow something not inherent to the human being anymore. How did we get here, I guess no one really knows.
So sad... she doesn’t even realize how narcissist and manipulative she’s being to her viewers. And it’s embarrassing watch her cause we can all see right through it. She’s in such denial that she’s continuing to act that way. How embarrassing!! 😩
i think this is the first time i’ve scrolled through the comments and didn’t see a lot of hate ! i wish it was as simple as if you don’t have anything nice to say don’t say anything at all .. nobody has any right to judge you as a person especially from what they see on social media ! People see a few minutes here and there they don’t see everything.. I’m sorry you’ve been dealing with mountains of crap lately ! Just remember there are people who love and support you for who you have always been deep down and if others choose not to then so be it ! For the people with the rude and nasty comments is it really worth your time ? maybe try saying something uplifting instead of trying to drag someone down ! honestly it’s much easier to just click away ! i truly hope everything works out for you ❤️
Jaclyn showing her stretch marks made me feel better like I have tons of stretch marks and I'm insecure about them but knowing that everyone has them makes me feel better
Jasmsaur giiiirl I have them EVERYWHERE! like I’m surprised they’re not on my face. bewbs, tummy all the way down to my vag lol, next to my vag, my sides, the entirety of my thighs, inner calf, next to my armpit. you’re not alone! tiger stripes! I had a bunch of em already when I was super skinny and after some weight gain they took over.
Same!!! I’ve always been pretty thin naturally, but I recently had a baby and the stretch mark massacre that happened is real! Haha I’m learning to love them though because they’re apart of me now. Even though I lost all the baby weight, they’re still here making things awkward...but it’s ok! So many people have them, so I’m not sure why we care so much! 🤷🏻♀️
It’s hereditary and a sign of poor circulation not always attributed to weight they’re legit nothing to concern yourself with - if they’re dark and bother you there’s treatments / creams to lighten them - my 90lb best friend in high school / 9th grade even had them on her non existent ass and hips. Anytime I worry about mine I remind myself of that.
I have one of those plastic roller things with the nobbles on cost me like £1 and when I shower I just do a once over of my bum and thighs it breaks up the cellulite literally I do it for about 20 seconds lol
love yourself!!! I gained weight when I went through a tough time and even my “friends” would even make fun of me. but life isn’t ab being super thin or having perfect hair and makeup, im glad you’re happy with who you are but be happy with the way you look too!
Girl, I've gained weight due to depression and anxiety too. and it's ok. We are going to all get through these times together :) I'm so thankful for your honesty. It helps so much.
I’ve been physically challenged my entire life so being in a wheelchair everyone has always stared at me. Once I turned 13 I found makeup and thought if people are gonna stare I’m going to give them something to stare at 😂. I love makeup and I’m now almost 20 I started my own channel and I want to show the world disabled people are beautiful too. You’re gorgeous I’ve always looked up to you ❤️
Peyton Coffey wow that’s what my whole life is about! I am a disabled fitness model and makeup artist and my RUclips is going to based on everyone woman can and be beautiful no matter what!!!! Talk about our problems’ I’ve been physically unable to do so so so many things for almost 9 years!!!!! I wish to god I had jaclyns problems! I hear her problems and I’m like wow I would give anything to have those kinds of problems but that is what makes people like you and me so strong and so different and we are the kind of people that can really help so many people believe in their dreams!
Y’all need to leave her alone! You guys forget she’s human with FEELINGS! Just because she has more money than most doesn’t mean she can’t be sad, and depressed. She has a life behind camera, and who knows what she is going through.It’s sad to say, but her own “fans” are bringing her down! There is no need for all of this hate! You are doing great :)
“You think that I look bad? Imagine how I feel when everyone is saying these things to me.”
People are truly DISGUSTING. No one should ever have to go through that, regardless of if you choose to post your life online or not. You don’t deserve the things that are said to you. Period. Stay strong and I’ll be sending prayers and positive vibes your way 💞
I don’t know how anyone can have their career on social media anymore. people are the worst! I was recently in a video with someone who had 2 millions subs so I can’t imagine the comments people get that have way more based on the crap people said about me in the last video I was apart of. The internet is the worst
AMEN
Abigail Nettles agreed!
Abigail Nettles yesssss 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️
She's always been so beautiful too, at either size. It really is so awful how others tear each other down just to try to lift themselves up. 😞
I literally just want to put this here in the hope someone reads this and stops posting something negative. She is a REAL human being with real emotions. If you wouldn't say what you are typing to your friend's face, don't say it on here. Be kind. It's the whole point of the video ♥️
Shannon Connew 👏👏👏💯
Kindness is the way to go ✨👍🏼👏🏼
Preach momma👏👏👏💓💓💓💓
Shannon Connew I’m fairly new to this makeup guru world, and it’s sad really sad the way people act. It reminds me of high school:(
This is what is wrong with society. We see someone that literally says they need a mental health break and are struggling with depression, but all people care about is physical appearance 🙄
Jaclyn, you look amazing, and I pray that you are able to work through your mental fog and depression. I realized that I have been depressed for the past two years without even knowing it. Now I feel like myself again. Mental health needs to be a focus in our society!
Mary Carrothers exactly
Sooo True!!!
If you had depression you would know
So humble with the Givenchy sweater whilst complaining from the emergency services . I've just kinda lost all compassion for you. You've forgotten who you are and where you came from. Too bad money can't buy you happiness. You really need to re-evaluate your entire life and your actions, because the anxiety doesn't come from people judging you, it comes from you knowing deep down somewhere that there is a reason for all of this judgement. Do what Michael Finch did, seek help, get rid of your contact with the materialistic shit, and touch base why you started all of this for. Because it's easy to blame your audience for feeling detached from you and negative, as you need to realize most of the people who watch you work 2-3 jobs to make food happen on their table and it's damn hard to feel any sort of compassion towards someone who lives in a mansion, drives expensive cars, wears diamond rings and earrings and designer clothes and complains from anxiety. See where the criticism is coming from in first place. I used to be a long long supporter of you, I just have nothing to connect to anymore, feels like you're an empty shell of a human filling your life with material possessions. Again - touch base with reality Jaclyn. This is coming from THE BEST place with THE BEST intentions from someone who is also struggling with depression and anxiety. This is not hate, this is criticism and wholehearted advice. Take it or leave it, it does no damage to me, but you need to step down from the clouds and back to reality.
JonelaBeauty well said! ❤️❤️❤️👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻🙋♀️
If I could give this comment a million thumbs up, I would. 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
So because someone has money they can’t struggle with anxiety or depression? You obviously have no idea what mental illness is.
cammy williams seems like youre on every comment defending her. People are entitled to their opinion at anytime. I dont see any rules saying positive opinions only please. No one is downplaying depression or anxiety. What people are saying is that coming from a person who seems to have it all, money doesnt buy that and no amount of money in this world can buy peace of mind. Why on earth should people only have favorable opinions? How will she improve and learn if there are no negative opinions as well?
Kate M.hunter cammy is a sheep. Shes basic and follows Jaclyn and buys her ratchet lipsticks and calls her “yasss queen” when shes having am anxiety attack because of first world issues.
The fact that she literally showed her stretch marks on camera 😭 I love that she is just being her and is so unapologetic about it. Gaining weight,having stretch marks, and having anxiety are things I wake up and struggle with everyday so I’m glad someone finally wants to say something about it and just talk about it in an actual way instead of just mentioning it then moving on.
ICONIC
Gurl, I wanna see what a day in the life of Jaclyn Hill is like, show us the meetings, where you went to eat, in your car, a damn house tour whatever it is. Show us things and tell us thing we haven’t seen before. I think that’d be really cool.
Noel Herrera Garcia yes. Saaame.
I love that!! I would be so into it if she started vlogging, even just a bit! Something as silly as a trip to the grocery store: I’m into it 😂
I agree. She should pull a Zoella and show things behind the scenes. People love that!
YES. Agree.
I would just love to see like a movie on her life but I know she would never bc she just isn’t here for the bs from other people. I wish people would just stop hating. Like where does it get them?
Depression and anxiety doesn’t discriminate! Rich or poor... your feelings are valid. Some of the richest most famous people commit suicide. It doesn’t discriminate!!!
It costs nothing to just BE KIND.
Thank you!!!!!!
Wendy Carr yes! A sincere honest comment. That is very true!
Best comment ever
I tried to come back, but everything I liked about her is gone.
Same here loll
Same
Yep me too
Idek what happened
Sad. So very sad.
Home girl stand up and shows off her stretch marks = one of the most authentic moments I’ve seen in a long time!
Shayla Scates she is EVERYTHING♥️♥️
YAAASSSS
are you serious? she should her bigger issues than some fricking stretch marks like no one has seen that before... cmon
“My whole family is pissing me off right now.”
GIRL I FELT THAT ONE
It makes me so mad how some people will preach mental health when someone passes away but then send so much hate to someone alive and give them mental health problems.
Akeela S REALEST STATEMENT I’VE HEARD ALL YEAR! So TRUE!
All the money, all the fame, all the succes, all the material things but still unhappy.
We have no house but I am happy, contented and grateful.
Tin Anchorez and really beautiful face also
Tin Anchorez funny how you gathered that from her. She worked her ass off to get where she’s at now sounds like you need to be more like her and stop complaining. Don’t complain if you aren’t working your ass off to get somewhere
@@maddie3239 first, i work my ass off as much as her. And FYI, I want to highlight this: I WOULD NEVER WANT TO BE MORE "LIKE HER" BECAUSE I AM ME. "Like her"? Really?!? Id rather be me and Id rather be in this situation than to be like that. Also, I am not complaining. Lols. I may not be as successful, famous, beautiful and rich "like" her but here I am happy, contented and surrounded by love and real people. 💐
Tin Anchorez you hv the liberty to comment about others and dont have the guts to be commented, seriously so Unlike her
Money dosnt but happiness obviously... if so you should be content in your position your in . Instead of getting your family a house your bashing her for doing exactly that ? 🤔 AND employed multiple people ? Put a resume in Before your 2cents 🤷♀️ God bless ❤️🙏
She is a living example of" money can't buy happiness and contentment"
Zakia Zainab money broke her
Zakia Zainab and apparently cant buy good content either cuz this was boring the house
She seems like an empty shell of her former self.
Love how "first world problems " was brought up. Sir, if you are commenting on this - you had access to the internet. 🤔 Going to venture to say you are talking out of your ass.
Bert is Evil! agreed😂 “I’m super sad, but buy my merchandise”
I don’t mind the weight gain, or the “new Jaclyn” I just MISS YOU. You could post this video without makeup and getting all done up and I don’t even care. I just miss seeing you, I miss going through Snapchat and seeing you and Jackie doing god knows what kind of dance. 😂 You’re meant to stand out, it’s why a lot of us who’ve been here for 6 years are still here, still supporting you, understanding the hiccups you go through and WE are still here.
Danielle Cox perfectly said!
Yes!!!
👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
Danielle Cox this is literally what I was thinking!! I just miss her🥺
Couldn't have said it any better than that 🥰💕
How did we get to a point in society where it’s ok, or the “norm” to discuss someone’s weight? I feel confident that most of us have or WILL experience change in weight over the course of our life. Who cares? More importantly, why or how is it anyone’s business? Those that just can’t help themselves from commenting and sitting in judgment, need to grow some tact and get a life. A person’s weight does not define who they are. Think what you want. Just have the consideration to keep it to yourself. Jaclyn looks beautiful and it’s who she is on the inside, that makes her so.
Janet Hart Well bloody said!!!!
Preach 🙌 🙌
Well said!! I have dealt with body issues and my weight for the past 13 years after I had my son. I never lost my “baby weight” I developed gestational diabetes and am now insulin dependent! But I wear my stretch marks with pride! They tell my story and remind me everyday that I grew my HANDSOME son and I wouldn’t trade it for the world! Jaclyn you are BEAUTIFUL and I think you look the best you ever have!! You can truly tell how happy you finally are, and you deserve it!! Xoxo
@@nicolemcdonald4611 Yes girl! Jaclyn is stunning always and I just have to say to you...you are gorgeous too!
I remember jaclyn posted a pic and was like please dont comment on my weight bla bla bla and I just thought to myself isn't it sad that before a woman posts a pic she has to even broadcast something like that??? Just blows my damn mind, like i just dont understand. I feel bad for her honestly that she even feels like she has to think about millions of people bullying her about what her body looks like before she uploads a pic of her and someone she loves or her having a great day u know? just sad/
I honestly feel like the more Jaclyn goes on, the more people dislike her. It seems like a lot of people have been turned off by her. I think it would be beneficial to get off social media completely for awhile.
She needs to take Elizabeth II's advice of "Never conplain, Never explain".
I genuinely don’t think her weight gain looks bad 🤷🏻♀️
Obviously that’s just my thoughts & her feelings are valid.
Amieé Xo i only see it in her face. When she was kicking her legs, they were quite thin
It’s just in her face bc she’s always getting injections. Her body looks thin.
I know, I think she looks adorable
yeah tbh, I think it’s mostly just the dimmer lighting reacting with her highlight and contour that’s making her look different
No but seriously, the part where she said imagine how i feel and showed her stretch marks.... Girl we can relate. Enjoy life. Seriously.
FILM “A day in the life of Jaclyn”. No matter how messy or crazy it is!
Kinlie Paulson YES!!!
Yes, please do vlogs!!!!
I would love to see this!!
Yesssss I feel like a couple vlogs is exactly what will open so many people’s eyes to see that you’re feeling and “excuses” are legitimate!!!
❤️❤️❤️❤️
Even if you just film a couple clips throughout each week and then make it like a monthly vlog!
Literally when does the point start
This is with all videos I watch of her.
It doesn’t....ever
It's sad that she feels the need to say 'you need to accept my body'
Like wow give the woman a break
I agree ✨👍🏼🌸
100%
For real. People just love to hate her.
I totally agree!
Completely agree! I feel bad that she can’t do or say anything and people are just mean and cruel
I just want a video where u sit down with Shane Dawson and tell us EVERYTHING about your makeup line
Leonie d omGggG this would be iconic
Or her drama
much needed❤
definitly
Leonie d tea
the fact that you just showed your stretch marks on camera made me feel so much more comfortable about mine, thank you ♥️
Same here💓💓💓
“I don’t want to be held accountable for anything that I say.” - Jaclyn’s life story
T K lookin like the problematic cheerleader in Bring it on... like STFU already
😹😹😹
T K I used to love her and now she is like a broken record! Ugh 🤦🏻♀️
@@ricknickssquad3087 so why wouldn't you love her more? She is going through a lot. Is it easier to leave people when they are broken? No, you help them! Not tear them down..
Cassie Stage -said it best! Love you Jaclyn!! 😘
Just proof that money and fame won’t make you happy.
Destiny S wow. Well said. 👏🏻
Preach, cause I was thinking she's on top of the world ( but if you choose this life it comes with the territory)
My Mother always called it "green money". Basically, it's any excess money you spend on uncessary things that don't contribute to your overall life--anything materialistic. Have you ever seen those tiny house shows? The people are living in houses the size of storage containers. They're the happiest people I've ever seen.
Money doesn't cure mental illness. She has always had anxiety and depression. They do not discriminate.
As she said....BE NICE 🙄
I feel the weight thing SO hard. No one deserves to have it pointed out constantly, it’s hard enough to deal with on your own. You are stunning and always will be!
Depression and anxiety don’t discriminate! Privilege doesn’t prevent mental illness.
🙌
Anxiety and depression kind of kills it
true, but she has access to mental health care that most people don’t. It’s hard enough to find A provider, but finding a GOOD provider is like winning the lottery.
Louder for the people in the back!
@@ambylam What do you mean? Personally I found it really easy to find one. What if she doesnt think she needs it (a lot of people think they can handle it on their own).
You need to learn how to self-reflect and learn how to be humble.
Grace L. Why does she need to be humble? She worked for that she has??
Ain’t she humble?
*just shut up and stop sendind hate. LIKE IM SERIOUS. SHUT UP*
@@mewhenthe529 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Grace L. Totally agree with you
Imagine if Shane Dawson did a series on her lol.
Claire Firary YAAAASSSSSSS I WANT THIS TO HAPPEN!!!!!!
This would be so amazing 😊
Omg I never thought about this but YESSS
Epic.
ohhhmmyygooodddd id be so happy
Just so YOU know, it’s NOT “fine” that you’ve been through; the evil hate, and body shaming on the internet, on social media. It’s not ok Jaclyn! It’s not. Praying for you!
Kat Wiltsey Absolutely agree. The way Jaclyn has been treated online is disturbing. I’ll continue to keep her in my prayers as well
You need to remind others that JUST BECAUSE THEY’ER IN A FULL BODY CAST DOESN’T MEAN YOUR BROKEN ARM DOESN’T HURT !!! I completely understand how crippling anxiety can be. I’ve been dealing with it my entire life.
Jessica Allen 🙌🏻🙌🏻
To summarize, she moved to LA because of her love of makeup. You’re welcome.
no.
she literally said herself that “all her work are in LA anyway. She is constantly on skype for meetings and such”. So why not move to where your work is anyway.
Lauren Hurst thank u
Then rent a small office and a house that isn't 10k. It's business, the love for make up is mute in comparison. So I guess it's there, but she's showing not an ounce. Sad. I was one of her biggest fans for years and this is not Jaclyn anymore. This is your typical narcissistic celebrity that doesn't care about us anymore. So much for loyalty. Makes me feel like I was used for continuing to defend her, only to make videos like this.
I feel that all she does is complain about LA smh 🤦♀️.. so far in all of her recent vids .. 🤷♀️
It breaks my heart that SO MANY RUclipsr's have said "I know this is the internet. I know I chose this lifestyle. I just developed a thick skin for the hatred"... Whyyy aren't we talking about how wrong that is? You shouldn't have to subject yourself to literally being bullied online just trying to do your job. Why do people have to be so mean?
great point. It is honestly bullshit, what these youtubers deal with. Hate is just not ok
Let’s all people know how bad the world really is‼️
Sarah Woodworth 👌
It’s so easy to leave a compliment and it makes someone’s day. The people we watch online are doing something great, they bring others entertainment they don’t have to pay for. I’m grateful it’s there. Ever since I started posting on social media, I just have a very small group of followers and no RUclips channel, I’ve given at least one genuine compliment a day. I do that consciously because I know how much work goes into creating content and I want to to let someone know I appreciate it. Being hateful doesn’t only harm the person who receives it, but also the person who gives it, which makes it extra sad to see it on such a large scale.
Unkindness should not be classed as an occupational hazard, but it's unacceptable no matter the context
Honest to God it’s so sad that she said her anxiety gets worse when she comes on social media, it’s sad that people don’t understand that money and fame don’t bring you happiness, they don’t contribute to your mental health, when you constantly see people hating and saying shit about every little thing you do it’s BOUND to get to you one way or another, doesn’t matter how much money or cars and anything you have, it’ll fuck you up inside. She and many others have proven that. We already live in a fucked up world, why make it worse ? Let the girl live like damn! Hope you get better Jaclyn ❤️
Eonian Lovee preach!
Eonian Lovee 💯‼️
Eonian Lovee say it louder for the assholes in the back!!!! 📢
Agree with your 101%! Poor Jaclyn! You can see her hurt!! I d g a damn how much of a “tough” skin some say they have .. mean people will get to you no matter what.. bless her heart. And hope she heals soon.
P R E A C H
Yes ✨👏🏼🌸
How sad is it that someone feels like they have to explain to others as to why their body is changing for whatever reason. What’s even worse is that people think they have the right to put their opinion in about someone else body like their opinion matters...
Chloe Elise she makes money for her figure what are you talking about
First Last she makes money based on her RUclips content etc... what she does with her money is no ones business, you aren’t here to judge her for that. It is also no ones place to judge anyone for their weight gain/loss or body image, regardless of who they are.
Chloe Elise yes yes yes!!!!!!!!
@@chloeelise6649 when did someone say something about what she does with her money?
buck smoke in the comments above.
This is what happens when you start hanging out with Nikita Dragun smh
Olivia Han Seriously. This is why I like people like RachhLoves and KathleenLights. They’ve been doing this for a long time but they stay humble and don’t heavily involve themselves with with these problematic people. They move to LA and they get involved with these people and it just gets them in a world of hurt.
Your ceiling collapses??
Can we get a day in the life of Jaclyn while in LA? That would be interesting
I just feel like you can truly see how raw and unfiltered she's being here. Jaclyn thank you for being you.
"I've learned so much from the bad behavior of others." That says it all. I'm here for the makeup tutorials because I've learned so much from you over the years. I enjoy watching you Jaclyn - young or older, thin or not thin, happy or sad, married or single - I'm here for you! Saying a prayer for you to get through this. And you will get through this. Keep your chin up!
Everything you said!!
Heidi Gauvin Yesssss♥️♥️♥️♥️
Just because you don’t hurt the same way as another person does not me that their hurt isn’t real. Stay strong, Jacklyn!
I’m sure she’ll never see this but I’m really proud of jaclyn for how strong she is and her ability to grow through what she faces
How is it strong to ignore her shit product?
@@daesgatling1345 How is it ignoring it when she has made videos on it?
Daes Gatling damn you still mad about that. You must have issues of your own that you have to get over 😂
The only change I see in Jaclyn... is a woman who has more confidence and self love ❤️ You go girl! You look gorgeous !!!
We shouldn’t judge someone else’s struggle just because it’s different than ours- let’s lift each other up! Love you Jaclyn! ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Ashley Thompson amen sista
When people lose every connection with reality...
I live in a rented apartment, with a roommate, because I can't afford anything else. She has millions, and I sit here, feeling sorry for her.
Never thought this could be possible.
You should talk to someone. The internet is maybe not the healthiest place to vent. People are mean.
Ashley s she goes to a therapist weekly
I am happy she is putting this online because people are so mean and maybe by listening to this might stop others from being so nasty and negative toward others.
Right?! I'm sorry she's having a hard time but at the same time ... let me know when she's done feeling sorry for herself and back to making interesting content. I have my own problems.
EXACTLY. People are actually taking joy in her struggle with mental health issues, it's sick but it's the truth.
Samantha Darling amen! I couldn’t even get through this video when it first uploaded because I just don’t care. Not to be shitty, but I just care about good content. Upload a bomb ass makeup tutorial? In there!
What i want to see: a makeup 101 series.
Updated how to’s on basics like winged liner, applying lashes, getting a precise lip application and contour tips, etc.
I know you’ve done these before and I’m sure if feels so immature and silly but these things are what I subscribed to you for so many years ago and how I got hooked on RUclips, makeup, and found a love and outlet in a super lonely time of my life. 💜
You are the queen of hacks, tutorials and creating wearable looks.
I would love this too, I'm sure she has learned some new the since the last time she filmed this so she can do an updated version.
That is honestly an amazing idea!!!
Yessss!!! ! I agree totalllly!
I would be pissed about my house. Yeah, she had money, but she paid for her house to be built correctly.
I hope it gets fixed and you get compensated for it!
Yup! Yes, she has the money to fix it, but it shouldn't have happened anyway- its the principle of it
This is what one would call karma... that’s all
Girl please have your home inspected by a legit mold inspector. Water damage mold is so toxic and could be making your anxiety way worse. Take it from me who has spent 10+ Sick from toxic mold exposure. Look up CIRS from water damage buildings.
Hey Sis! Yes !!!
As someone who is currently struggling with their weight due to anxiety and depression that no one around me understands and thinks I’m just being dramatic as well I appreciate the hell out of this video. You’re someone I look up to and to hear that you have and or are struggling with similar issues feels so refreshing. I feel not everyone around me gets it when I go through my low times. They just tell me to get over it or to just do it when it’s something that cripples me to even think about on a very physical level. The anxiety is awful and I react by crying I don’t know why but my whole life I’ve been this way. I get so overwhelmed by something that gives me crippling anxiety I cry and everyone sees me as a crybaby and I need to grow up. And food helps me cope so I fluctuate with my weight as well and I hate when someone comments on it. Thank you for being raw and real
Yes! I also struggle with anxiety and depression and I'm a Cancer. So, basically, I am constantly feeling everything and always tired and always questioning and worrying. I cannot get my freaking weight under control. I finally gave up and ballooned up to nearly 80 pounds overweight. Trying to find an in-between and balance.
Destinee Britt I’m going through the EXACT same struggle! You’re not alone! I pray that you get through it- sending love your way!
You’re beautiful no matter what anyone says! 💜
Same here is so hard 😞
I’m one of the OG’s. I’m “amaze balls” OG, lol. Only the ones who’ve been following her since the beginning will know what I’m talking about. 😉😊
"Gorgina"!!!!😂😂😂
Neysa Paukner before the days of organic sugar exfoliates ☺️
Yes!!! Same here!
Me too
Neysa Paukner - I stopped following her after lipstickgate
get some cbd oil, get a meditation app, pick up a hobby ( crotchet, yoga, etc) stay away from social media for a while because its seriously eating you alive.
@violentphlegm I agree with you 100% as someone who's taken a break specifically from Instagram, it does a world off good to get away from the toxic environment.
Preach baby preach.
violentphlegm good I hope it eats her up more.
She never refunded millions of dollars and living in a place in Los Angeles for 10,000 a day for 90 days..
so I don’t feel bad for miss potato head.
@@khaleesikimber7380 I agree. She still hasn't come to terms with that major chapter in her life where her endeavors are just a shit show. Then she's extremely public about everything else except being real and transparent about her cosmetics and the fact that she ripped off thousands of people.
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
I just want makeup tutorials. I think that’s part of why people stopped watching you. You stopped them and hardly posted.
True and I've noticed that the only time she actually produces material is when she's ready to sell people more shit.
Makeup tutorials from a woman w/ highlighted circles on her cheeks, looking like a painted clown face? Gotta be kidding.
yep, she used to do great makeup looks before she became famous and now her makeup is terrible. it's like all of her drama has turned her into tammy faye bakker.
I used to watch her daily life video blogs but it’s not the same anymore she’s more famous now 😭
Even if it doesn’t feel like it, just know that there’s a lot of silent support towards everything you do and accomplish
Mathilde Allentoft totally!
Absolutely. Want to see nothing but the best! 🙏🏼❤️
Whether a person is a billionaire or they don’t have a pot to piss in, anxiety and depression effects all people on the spectrum.
Samantha Pomorin PERIODT. Well said baby gurrrlllll!
Samantha Pomorin yessss
Thats why you see alot of celebrities committing suicide or having drug overdoses!! Depression can happen to ANYONE
The difference is that she have the money to get the best treatment possible
But yet here we are in this shitty pity party oh look at me how miserable i am in my 20m dollar mansion
Give me a break
Amen 👏🏻👏🏻
When you showed your stretch marks I was like yessss girl 👏🏻 I’ve been here from the start and I’m still by your side and just roll my eyes at your haters🙄
Rhian Hurley yes props to her a lot of other people would have hid them lol
Hello from another youtuber
Hey Jaclyn, did you really not refund everyone who received moldy lipsticks?
She can’t, she spent everyone’s money on HER new house and furnishings
Z STILL ??🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
Really this isnt the video to even mention this amd all refunds been issued Stop believing all the hype on the internet
Tyler B Are you her marketing director? Do you work for her customer service dept?
@@MtnSnowflake Yes and Yes. Smart Ass, she posted the federal agreement months ago on her insta stories show what she was obligated to refund she did. Which is a piece of paper stating no one can sue her because all refunds have been issued. I dont just bash people on the damn internet. So same goes for you about knowing some damn one
Who else has been watching since she was that girl doing tutorials in her small kitchen with the clothing rack in the background 🙋🏽♀️ been here and ima stay here for you girl!!!! ❤️ #dayones #hillsters
I remember watching her videos with her cast.
Gabriela Gavilanes Hahahaha seriously
Gabriela Gavilanes 🙋🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️🙋🏼♀️ me too!!
Oh girl I remember videos at her moms house ... real talk 💜
Me!!!! I have watched and loved all of her videos, but for the last couple of years I have done it in silence. Things have gotten so bad on her comment section that, at some point, I chose to unsubscribe and never comment because it was triggering my anxiety. I feel so bad for her. I think I will be safe here in this little comment thread, so hello everyone.
When she says “she needs to get her shit together” I feel that on a personal level!
You know, I think your weight looks amazing! I look at you an think “hey, she looks like me now :)” you look healthy. Don’t worry about the hateful comments.
Diamond Moller hey girl crazy how your thumbnail looks like Jaclyns twin. Trippy 👯♀️
Hell to the yes!! She looks UH-MAZING 🔥
Jaclyn Hill will always be beautiful!! 💋
Iris Juliete oh my gosh 😭😭thank you so much!!
Daniella Doolen she does!!! ♥️♥️♥️
How can someone say so much, yet say so little. Get a grip, Jaclyn.
Rhi1000 she talks too much but says nothing at all. I know people like her irl and all I can say is, they talk in circles. They do it because they need the attention and thrive on it. But they know they’re not that interesting and they’re not that special. So they say a lot of words to distract from any main points or principles. You lose track of what the point was or where it was all supposed to go.
I can’t take her seriously.
Jaclyn showing off her stretch marks is the best and realist this I’ve seen in a while and I’m here for it
Esa Si yassssss!!!!
I'm so glad she did! It's incredible
I know I literally cried when she showed hers. I’ve gotten some recently too and it just made me feel like I’m going to be okay and nothing is wrong with me.
@@mirandahope3862 same 😭
I’ve have stretch mark since I was 12. I always felt like a freak. I’m so glad her showing made people feel better.
First 3 minutes and I can already see the anxiety, depression and stress... It’s a bit uncomfortable because I wish by just telling you that it’s going to be okay and stop caring will fix things but it won’t. It’s a roller coaster and might always be but it won’t always be on this level. You are not alone but you need to be strong. Remember, there’s a solution for everything, like my mom always says ❤️
Yadira Arana anyone who doesn’t struggle with anxiety wont understand why this is such a big deal. I was doing breathing exercises watching this.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Yes ✨👍🏼👏🏼
honestly jaclyn the weight part of this video really touched me when you showed us your stretch marks.. it made me feel like im not alone. thank you for being real💜
Miranda Rose You know what made me not care about mine? My daughter. I never want her to feel insecure about hers, so I stopped letting mine dictate what I wore. My daughter is 12 and had a massive growth spurt in a matter of a few weeks and her skin couldn’t keep up. She developed stretch marks, which are 100% normal and the majority of people on the planet have them.
Amie Lawson okay..?
Miranda Rose I was sharing as a way to let you know that you definitely aren’t alone and there is hope for getting to the point where you don’t care anymore.
Amie Lawson thank you for your reply. it helps to hear other people stories 💜
she's so privileged it hurts
She earned it
@@tristinsmom123 did she "earn it" by selling her shady ass lipstick and not refund everyone when she should've had a product recall? Is that how she "earned it" ??
Chris Jenkins Shut up and get over it!! Can you not just let her be happy. Worry about your own problems
@@toonblast9932 ummm, they are my problems. My wife bought over a hundred dollars worth of that garbage and she has not received any kind or refund or compensation. Perhaps you should learn the facts before you assume. Also, why would you be so supportive of a crook? Are you a pos that rips people off too??
Urza. I know
I like the new Jaclyn. She seems more mature, wiser, kinder, stronger...don’t let people stunt your growth. Love never fails. We’re still here.
EXACTLY.
Jessica Placido girl please lmfao
Nope
Lol where??? 😂😂😂
don’t even oh my god
Just bc she has money doesn’t mean she’s not a human.... most of the time people with money have more problems.... let her live. You don’t like it... then leave her channel!
Meg sechrist my cousin is very well off. Extremely well off, thanks to her father retiring from a large, world-known shipping company’s VP. And smart investments. My cousins husband is a POS, and straight to my face asked what my cousin had to be depressed about (bc of the money coming in her name). I could’ve hit him. I don’t know what makes people think extra dollar bills exempt others of depression? Yes, money can help things immediately around them, but doesn’t make the heart, brain and emotions function any differently.
WaffleBuilds bb me and my cousin are close as it can get. She has money being left to her decades from now. She’s a nurse at Grady hospital, 12hr shifts, single mother, her baby daddy is in prison for god awful things I can’t even speak on. A mother w stage 4 cancer, and so on. Life happens to every single person regardless of dollars to be had or have.
Bottom line Pain is pain... no ones pain is less then or then anyone. We can sit here all day and say “ but my pain is this and that and hers isn’t that bad bc she has a Rolex” that’s superficial stuff, or she can’t have problems bc her bills are paid and mines not. Okay? That means her mental health is better than yours? Or your mental health is worse than hers? No! Pain is pain and that’s it.
I feel like this video on a personal level allll the way around being mad at your family , the stretch marks , gaining weight , I feel like this is the Jaclyn that's meant to be here I love you
I really tried to watch this and I had to stop after 2 min in...can someone in the comments summarize bc I’m annoyed now.
Yes please. Its been 5min and its giving me anxiety..
Short summary: Her bedroom ceiling caved in bc she looked into the people who built her home the same way she looked into the lab she used for her lipsticks.
Longer: The AC never worked correctly and apparently it had been leaking which caused her wallpaper to bubble and eventually the bedroom ceiling collapsed. So she’s moving to LA indefinitely since she has business out there anyway. It’s been really hard on her, her anxiety has been worse than it ever has been in her life, and she’s gained weight. Luckily she’s rich bc if she was just a regular person and had to deal with any stress at all, she would probably die.
Jessica S your summary is superb!
Yes Jaclyn, “I am going to grow, I am going to evolve for the rest of my life”❤️ girl true followers will love that you’re changing because you’re growing, getting older, still learning things about yourself! I’ve been dealing with weight issues too, hit me like a truck emotionally when I realized my thighs were getting stretch marks and my butt cheeks were acquiring more than before, and my family is small so I had to remind myself, “it’s healthy to have weight fluctuations. My body is changing and the weight is one of them”. Love you and keep doing you!
“be kind and accept people” well said. mental health is usually only taken seriously when it’s too late, so thank you for continuously advocating for it!
Jessica Jean such shallow words with no real solution
John McGuire sure lol
Ride or die since the "Smokey Cat Eye Tutorial" back in 2012.
You taught me how to do a winged liner. You told me what TF a primer was. I blend until my fingers bleed so there are never any harsh lines.
You matter to those of us who love you and really care about your journey. You're not beside yourself.
I know you are struggling with your weight and physical appearance, but when you were at your "skinniest" that is not what made you beautiful.
It was your soul, your beautiful spirit. I don't know if you'll ever see this, but I hope you do because even though the negative ones seem like the loudest, they're not the ones that matter.
Love you Jac
Loolll at first glance I read it as "SMELLY cat" eye tutorial and was like wait what? Then saw it said "smokey" 😂🤦♀️
But what a tutorial that would be!!! 😂
It's not a situational thing with depression and anxiety. It's not something you can just snap out of. I have clinical depression. On medication for it. Mine is caused by hormonal imbalance. I am also a post partum depression psychosis survivor. So just because you have this or that in life doesn't mean you can't be depressed. Has nothing to do with it when its hormonal imbalance or environmental. Seasonal fecto disorder. Is depression caused by seasonal change. Depression isn't always because of stuff.
Yes yes and yes!
Yesss omg the Smokey Cat Eye Tutorial started it all
Same this is exactly what I would have written!!
Glad you can lay in a 20 million dollar mansion while your other very expensive house is being fixed. There are people who have lost their house completely and have a better attitude than you do about it.
Jill Elise foreal
She worked hard for what she has. She has a nice house because she busted her ass off. Yeah some people have lost their home, everyone’s struggle is different and done worse than others. Doesn’t give you the right to judge just because she can afford a rental while her house gets fixed. Want an expensive house then go bust your ass for it.
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
Colleen Scarbrough No, she is a youtube glamguru. Our parents and grandparents actually worked--for real.
Colleen Scarbrough Lol please assume more about my life. Yeah she may have worked on RUclips to make the money she has but you can be humble about your money rather than complain about it. Lol judging? Gtfo
I loved how you show off your stretch marks and embrace it. It was so amazing for me to see you show them off. I haven't seen anyone online show off stretch marks and not credit it to a child. Having you show them off and not be because of pregnancy makes me feel so much better about myself. It's nice to even for a minute feel like I'm not the only one who has them. Thank you so much
Amy-louise Mccombe Y e s 👏🏼
Amy-louise Mccombe omg me too. My first stretch marks were in the same spot as Jaclyn’s.
I know you have a tough skin but I just want to point out that when you said “it’s fine that I’ve been through this” ma’am NO IT IS NOT. It’s great you can brush it off but it’s not okay. Bullying will never be okay. I love the message of this video. You’ve had such a trying year, hit after hit but you’ve also had so much love and good things happen this year too. You are taking everything with such grace. I LOVE you in all your evolvement. The bad things will pass. Hoping your beautiful home gets fixed and squared away sooner rather than later ❤️
I think Shane needs to do a series on you girl!
Amanda Hardy YES!!! She’s so interesting! I would definitely watch 💕
No!
Amanda Hardy yaaaas!!!❤️❤️❤️
AGREED !!
Amanda Hardy i need this.
Her anxiety and depression are showing through in this video
Yes, and it’s honestly so sad and disheartening how cruel a LOT of ppl are being... like she can’t be sad or upset because money isn’t a problem for her... because we all know that only poor people suffer from mental illness....
@@makeuparmy3920 mental illness? PLEASE. Her "anxiety" is because she's worried about how people are going to respond to the launch and whether she'll make enough money. She doesn't really have anxiety. If she did she wouldn't be able to comfortably interact with an entire team of people and run a company and throw multi million dollar halloween parties. Real anxiety is where people don't even feel like going out, spending time with friends let alone deal with coworkers in a business environment. You're full of shit. Quit pandering to some privileged chick who can hire decorators for a temporary house in expensive LA.
18:46 you're perfect 💖😻😻 thanks for showing us
@@celestiallight6337 oh I'm sorry, do you know Jaclyn personally? Excuse me, I wasn't aware you know her on a personal level. So much so that you think you can comment on whether she has "real" anxiety or not. lol stfu
@@celestiallight6337 who are you to tell someone what they have going on with themselves mentally so IGNORANT
Do a vlog just a “day in the life” in LA!! I want to come to LA and would love to see some of your favorite spots
Savannah Dodson yesss. A day in the life in LA I miss my home town igh
LOVE THAT!!
Please know, the “people who hate you” hate themselves more..... Jaclyn .. just breath.. be you and don’t change to suit others...much love.💞🇨🇦
Corrina Thesen well said queen
Right?! Who has time to spread more hate?! We have enough of it already!
YES
I noticed the “drama channels haven’t posted a response to this!?”
I'm sorry but I don't hate myself but I don't appreciate at the lies this woman spreads. Don't wish harm on anyone but she needs to start getting more honest to her subs
I’ve gained 30 lbs over the last year due to anxiety and depression AND I’m a cancer so I feel ya girl. I couldn’t imagine having people commenting on it. No matter what you go through or scandals/ failures, I know you are always genuine. 4ever supporter💗 #hillster
This is your journey. A healing journey, a loving journey, a journey to continue to get back to yourself in all aspects of your life while being your own boss babe. At the end of the day, we are all humans and we're allowed to feel our emotions. You're amazing Jaclyn.
I feel so bad that she feels like she has to explain everything she does to her own body:( what is wrong with her audience
The downside of fame.
that comes with the industry SHE choose. and makes a lot of money from. is it nice or fun? nope but it is what it is.and does she actually ever really explain though?? so scatter brained tbh. and doesn't come of genuine.
It’s not even that, it’s what bodies do to US lol
I'll tell you what's wrong with SOME of her audience. They are FUCKING ASSHOLES. That's what's wrong. Leave the poor woman alone with your DISGUSTING COMMENTS.
@@karad4275 my point is she doesnt need to explain the decisions she makes for herself. Please dont bring your negativity here too lol
Even if I don’t like someone or agree with their decisions, I never support being rude/name calling/insults. That’s not okay no matter who it is.
Yeah we have to stop normalizing celebs/influencers “signing up for this,” it continues to normalize bullying vs. constructive feedback. All the people watching you are consumers, whether they like you or not, you do not exist to reach perfectionism to please everybody. It IS possible to be respectful even if you don’t “like” them. You do you, take care of yourself and love yourself! ❤️
please Frnd mere is you tube ko subscribe Kr Dejeaga is link ko touch Kr k subscribe Kr deejay please please ruclips.net/video/3PCLCs4Xnio/видео.html
emilymarkstrom09 YES!!!!
This is poetry.
These comments are discusting. Give the girl a damn break!! I’m sure each and every one of u have ur own problems but sit on here acting like ya’ll are perfect 🤣🤣 I love you Jaclyn.. always will!! ❤️❤️
YASSS QUEEN!!! WHEN YOU SHOWED EVERYONE YOUR STRETCH MARKS. DAMN girl, you look amazing and I’m so proud of you!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
When she was talking about her weight and she said “imagine how I feel” that killed me. I can’t imagine judging someone about their weight 🙄
I can
Imagine judging some for the color of their skin, or their looks or their nationality or their religion or their lifestyle. U prolly already do some of those. Judgement is an inherently human quality.
@Maralah Quin God's not real. Lmao. How could a fictional character save someone? That's childish. Grow up.
@@justvaish9902, well fucking said. I wish more people were intelligent enough to realise this or based enough to admit it. I'm taking a screenshot of your comment & sharing it. People judge all the time, subconsciously & consciously. If they judged someone on something they perceive as immoral/bad, they wouldn't be denying it, it's only when they think they'll get backlash that they deny it lmao. It's not something you need to imagine. It's something you need to remember because we've all done it to someone about something. Most of it isn't even said out loud.
If your irl friend suddenly gained a lot of weight, cheated on their partner, gained a drug problem, hit their child in front of you over something you disagreed with etc. you'd blatantly judge them. There are infinite examples. If a stranger comes up to you on the street, harassing you & making up a story about why they need money, you judge them. If you overhear someone saying something racist or homophobic in public, you judge them. You judge people subconsciously in the first seconds of meeting them.
@Random Gameshow Host lmao, I am confident enough in my own life & you don't know me well enough to say otherwise. Also expressing my opinion doesn't stop anyone believing in anything lmao. Expressing my opinion on the internet won't kill you, either. What's childish is using the tactic of "Your opinion is literally stopping people from doing things" because you know your weak argument holds no weight. It's an exaggeration.
You are free to believe in whatever nonsense you like, I'm not trying to stop anyone & doubt my opinion, alone, even has that power, but if it does then great. Theists enjoy converting people how is this any different? It's childish that you're not confident enough in your life to let others disbelieve in what they want to disbelieve in. Like damn, disbelief won't kill you, princess.
I love this Jaclyn. I have a saying. “The day you stop growing, is the day you start dying”. Keep growing. Keep positive. And leave the rest. Much love.
Joyful Determination amazing quote
When you say you have anxiety that many times, maybe you need to take a step back and get your life together; but you love and crave the fame and you won’t, so stop complaining 🤷🏼♀️
Aridane Del Rosario, I’m sure the people constantly trying to tell her what to do as if their licensed to help, really help with her anxiety. I know if got hundreds comments like this I would hope people would understand and not be so quick to judge.
Video ideas:
•Thanksgiving and/or Christmas makeup and outfit idea (casual slob or total glam)
•A flapper inspired New Years look
•general New Years glam looks
One of the hardest things to do is trying to “explain” your anxiety and depression to someone else. They will never make sense to other people like they do to us. And it doesn’t matter the reason. Jarrid Wilson took his life a couple of weeks ago, for God’s sake. Psychologists and psychiatrists study for years and years before they can actually hear these things from their patients.. Having empathy for the sake of having empathy is somehow something not inherent to the human being anymore. How did we get here, I guess no one really knows.
“I’ve learned so much from the bad behavior of others.”-I feel that in my heart girl ❤️
So sad... she doesn’t even realize how narcissist and manipulative she’s being to her viewers. And it’s embarrassing watch her cause we can all see right through it. She’s in such denial that she’s continuing to act that way. How embarrassing!! 😩
Gregorio Ornelas Jr. We? People need to learn to speak for themselves and only themselves.
i think this is the first time i’ve scrolled through the comments and didn’t see a lot of hate ! i wish it was as simple as if you don’t have anything nice to say don’t say anything at all .. nobody has any right to judge you as a person especially from what they see on social media ! People see a few minutes here and there they don’t see everything.. I’m sorry you’ve been dealing with mountains of crap lately ! Just remember there are people who love and support you for who you have always been deep down and if others choose not to then so be it ! For the people with the rude and nasty comments is it really worth your time ? maybe try saying something uplifting instead of trying to drag someone down ! honestly it’s much easier to just click away ! i truly hope everything works out for you ❤️
Recommendation: “a day in my life in la”!!! I would love to see a vlog showing what your day is like!
Yasss PLEASE!
Jaclyn showing her stretch marks made me feel better like I have tons of stretch marks and I'm insecure about them but knowing that everyone has them makes me feel better
Jasmsaur giiiirl I have them EVERYWHERE! like I’m surprised they’re not on my face. bewbs, tummy all the way down to my vag lol, next to my vag, my sides, the entirety of my thighs, inner calf, next to my armpit. you’re not alone! tiger stripes! I had a bunch of em already when I was super skinny and after some weight gain they took over.
Same!!! I’ve always been pretty thin naturally, but I recently had a baby and the stretch mark massacre that happened is real! Haha I’m learning to love them though because they’re apart of me now. Even though I lost all the baby weight, they’re still here making things awkward...but it’s ok! So many people have them, so I’m not sure why we care so much! 🤷🏻♀️
We all have them girl! I'm only 6 stone trying desperately to put on weight and I have ass stretch marks it's really honestly not a big deal x
It’s hereditary and a sign of poor circulation not always attributed to weight they’re legit nothing to concern yourself with - if they’re dark and bother you there’s treatments / creams to lighten them - my 90lb best friend in high school / 9th grade even had them on her non existent ass and hips. Anytime I worry about mine I remind myself of that.
I have one of those plastic roller things with the nobbles on cost me like £1 and when I shower I just do a once over of my bum and thighs it breaks up the cellulite literally I do it for about 20 seconds lol
love yourself!!! I gained weight when I went through a tough time and even my “friends” would even make fun of me. but life isn’t ab being super thin or having perfect hair and makeup, im glad you’re happy with who you are but be happy with the way you look too!
"They just push me as a human being aside"
Mama I just wanna hug you because that was real and YOU count period. You're loved and need to know that.
Girl, I've gained weight due to depression and anxiety too. and it's ok. We are going to all get through these times together :) I'm so thankful for your honesty. It helps so much.
Madison Samson Same girl .
I’ve been physically challenged my entire life so being in a wheelchair everyone has always stared at me. Once I turned 13 I found makeup and thought if people are gonna stare I’m going to give them something to stare at 😂. I love makeup and I’m now almost 20 I started my own channel and I want to show the world disabled people are beautiful too. You’re gorgeous I’ve always looked up to you ❤️
Same!
You are amazing, Peyton! Definitely going to checkout your channel ❤️
Peyton Coffey wow that’s what my whole life is about! I am a disabled fitness model and makeup artist and my RUclips is going to based on everyone woman can and be beautiful no matter what!!!! Talk about our problems’ I’ve been physically unable to do so so so many things for almost 9 years!!!!! I wish to god I had jaclyns problems! I hear her problems and I’m like wow I would give anything to have those kinds of problems but that is what makes people like you and me so strong and so different and we are the kind of people that can really help so many people believe in their dreams!
Do you have muscular dystrophy? It kind of looks like you do. I have Spinal muscular atrophy.
Peyton Coffey you go girl 👏🏽👏🏽
Y’all need to leave her alone! You guys forget she’s human with FEELINGS! Just because she has more money than most doesn’t mean she can’t be sad, and depressed. She has a life behind camera, and who knows what she is going through.It’s sad to say, but her own “fans” are bringing her down! There is no need for all of this hate!
You are doing great :)