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  • Опубликовано: 12 авг 2024
  • Here I am doing a reaction to Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself. Thank you for taking the time to watch this and for helping me on my journey to 20k subscribers. If you have any requests, please feel free to let me know in the comments.
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    • Citizen Soldier - Alon...
    Song Alone With Myself
    Artist Citizen Soldier
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  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier 10 месяцев назад +41

    Thanks for being so real and vulnerable in these reactions! 🫶

  • @JaeEleutheria
    @JaeEleutheria 11 месяцев назад +14

    They released another new song a couple weeks back "Strong for Somebody Else." I think it's also a pretty powerful song, even though this particular one speaks more to me.

  • @SnapBCK2reality
    @SnapBCK2reality 11 месяцев назад +6

    From one vet to another it’s true, I lived it, bottled my demons inside never talked about them with anyone. It definitely comes out and in a way that you would never wish on anyone. Great reaction Dustin igy6

  • @cpo9504
    @cpo9504 11 месяцев назад +5

    The reason i love citizen soldiers music is because every time I don't think im gonna relate, but then i do. They help me realize how bad my mental health is and that I've had a hard life.
    My connection with this song came to me watching this video. One month into 9th grade i hear "hey, you want to eat with us?" "In pieces you found me. In pieces somehow you believed, you got me off my knees. Shattered to pieces you showed me im someone worth saving." In Pieces by citizen soldier is one of my favorite songs. But that one friend after 8 years forgot about me when he got a girl friend. And for the rest of my friends i made along the way... I die a little bit every time i hear "wow, it's been forever since we last talked. We should hang out more." As if I don't try to make plans and the reason we stop talking is because im sick of constinly reaching out.
    I see a clear path to bettering my mental health and life, but it onihet harder to do every time it fails. another good song, wanted by citizen soldier. The first thing that hit me like a truck was the visual in music video, a phone saying no missed calls. Then thie lines "the kid picked last, there must be more to life then that familiar pain, that i can't change."

  • @ARC-0606
    @ARC-0606 11 месяцев назад +8

    This is one of my favorite band. Definitely a good song. Even inspired a poem.

  • @castorcreekcustoms9722
    @castorcreekcustoms9722 11 месяцев назад +9

    Brother that’s an awesome song and it’s one that hits home with us as vets all too often

    • @ARC-0606
      @ARC-0606 11 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you for your service. Much love. ❤❤❤

    • @castorcreekcustoms9722
      @castorcreekcustoms9722 11 месяцев назад

      @@ARC-0606 ❤️

  • @andreareijmerink2509
    @andreareijmerink2509 11 месяцев назад +5

    I love this song! Citizen soldier is an amazing band and Jakes voice is the best

  • @kennethmccormick902
    @kennethmccormick902 11 месяцев назад +2

    I was taught to hide it. I only have very few and I mean 2 people that I can open up to about this. I was abused as a toddler to my early teen years and I keep hearing "you're an adult now. At this point, you are faking it for attention." Or "get over it" I'm personally afraid to talk to people or get therapy because I'm strongly set on..if my own family doesn't care, why would a stranger?
    This band really makes me feel like I'm not alone. I'm not the only one suffering alone and that it's possible that a stranger would care. Hiding it gets hard and sometimes, it shows on me but no one's asked if I needed help so I just keep it to myself.

  • @anthonypenaluna4996
    @anthonypenaluna4996 11 месяцев назад +2

    Wow! I Started my military career back in 1989. Got out then went back in 06, will retire in 24. I have been a geo bachelor since 2008. I find myself to be a lone wolf so to speak, though i do well in small group settings with my staff and soldiers. The bulk of my friends are military and i think its because i can relate to them. About 6 months ago my wife asked me before i retire and come home to get some therapy or dont come home. I am in the process of dealing with things from my childhood and deployments and it is a bitch for sure. What is being said in this song is absolutely true. For me personally i feel that im good and everyone else is fucked up but in reality im the fucked up one.

  • @theultimatewarlord69420
    @theultimatewarlord69420 11 месяцев назад +2

    “Let It Burn” and “Broken Like Me” are my recommendations by Ciitizen Soldier!

  • @lisadavenport2390
    @lisadavenport2390 11 месяцев назад +10

    Thank you for your sacrifices sir. Much respect 🫡

  • @smokeysgt2568
    @smokeysgt2568 11 месяцев назад +2

    Thanks brother, Semper Fi. The Demons are real and its all to often the battle we are in is daily and often alone.

  • @beckyboo917
    @beckyboo917 11 месяцев назад +2

    My friend i.been friends 27 yrs .she is cut herself your song helped her look at them as tattoos and she cut herself for years but age quite .and you're songs helps her ..she started at 12 and if felt she hurt someone she punishment too herself thank you for your songs inspiration for all listening too your music helped me as .God bless 🙌

  • @ARC-0606
    @ARC-0606 11 месяцев назад +2

    I know I especially relate to it. Been through a lot and I have a "friend" (we plan on getting in a relationship). I feel this way about him. Especially so since he's the first person I've felt I can be truly vulnerable. I feel as tho I'm burdening him with that. But he always reassures me that it's okay and he understands.

  • @RexMcCutcheon22
    @RexMcCutcheon22 11 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for your service sir it means a lot to this ol tx cowboy and may god bless you im gonna pray for you. 🫡🪖

  • @Attomicdbz1990
    @Attomicdbz1990 10 месяцев назад +1

    Just found your channel and I love this band, they have helped me so much with my mentality. I’m also a veteran

  • @disturbedx1000
    @disturbedx1000 11 месяцев назад +1

    CS is by far one of my top 5 all time favorite bands man, an they don't even get the recognition they deserve...

  • @ARC-0606
    @ARC-0606 11 месяцев назад +1

    For me I'm not very trusting of a therapist. Just the way I do. I go to my friends. However I don't trauma dump on them. That guy I was talking about. Accidentally called him at near 1 am. When I noticed I ended it (he didn't pick up) but on discord he messaged me if everything was okay. He knows what I deal with.
    I apologize to him about that but he said it was fine and I needed anything to just call him. It truly warmed my heart since I never really had someone like that.

  • @marleneschramm4842
    @marleneschramm4842 11 месяцев назад +1

    You channel just came up on my FYP(?) of youtube. Love it. But isn't amazing how Citizen Soldier is able to put into words so well what we feel?

  • @crispower6645
    @crispower6645 9 месяцев назад

    Sometimes talking to someone about what you hold onto is scary, and not doing it hurts, so you end up dying slowly.

  • @Azeas1993
    @Azeas1993 11 месяцев назад +2

    If you liked this song I'd recommend checking out another song by them called Runaway From Myself. It's a truly powerful song and it's about the question "How do you leave what's in your head?"

  • @sarahcontento9516
    @sarahcontento9516 11 месяцев назад +1

    I feel this song a lot. Stuff is real within myself. In my head is not a nice place to be.

  • @JohnPaul-hm2ys
    @JohnPaul-hm2ys 11 месяцев назад +2

    I absolutely love this group and their lyrical video. One of my favorite tracks is Bedroom Ceiling. I think it is relatable to anyone with any issue. As for your reactions, sir, you are always open, honest, and full of encouragement. All things that I greatly respect. Keep up the positivity, my friend.

  • @annbellfeinstein
    @annbellfeinstein 11 месяцев назад +1

    Brother, I have loved all of Citizen soliders songs. Most of them hit hard. I'd suggest reacting to every one of them.

  • @2eREPPARA
    @2eREPPARA 11 месяцев назад +2

    Aussie combat vet
    And when I get to heavens gates to St Peter l’ll say “Legionnaire reporting in l’ve done my time in hell”🇦🇺🇺🇸

  • @Shadele1969
    @Shadele1969 11 месяцев назад +1

    Dustin dude… you read my mind lol I was about to email you about this!!!!! Great song!!! I love this band ❤

  • @janhoadley3110
    @janhoadley3110 11 месяцев назад +1

    This is my theme song this year ❤ & VIP left 😢

  • @ARC-0606
    @ARC-0606 11 месяцев назад +1

    If I remember I believe they did a song about PTSD. I can't remember the song name.

  • @ashersmom1995
    @ashersmom1995 7 месяцев назад

    If you haven't already (I haven't checked yet), when you get time listen to Bedroom Ceiling by Citizen Soldier. I love so many songs from this band, but this one is by far the favorite. It's the first one I heard from them and what got me into the band.

  • @jasonflorreich6951
    @jasonflorreich6951 10 месяцев назад

    You got another sub here thank you.fornypur service sir

  • @tcwarrior13
    @tcwarrior13 11 месяцев назад

    Thank you brother.❤

  • @tommystyles5475
    @tommystyles5475 6 месяцев назад

    I was actually assaulted, and this song really describes how I feel

  • @robinmacdonald7770
    @robinmacdonald7770 11 месяцев назад +1

    Dustin, who is Your fav artist/band? Before Your reaction page & Your introduced to much different types of music who did You listen to?
    Easy listening
    Rock
    Country
    Rap
    Folk/blues?

    • @TormentedVet_Reactions
      @TormentedVet_Reactions  11 месяцев назад +2

      Being honest I have always listened to a mixture of all kinds of music. Most times if Varys with my mood.

  • @jasonmatkovich6342
    @jasonmatkovich6342 11 месяцев назад

    They saved my life

  • @MichaelSchisler-jx3uc
    @MichaelSchisler-jx3uc 11 месяцев назад

    HAVEN'T HAD A REAL FRIEND AFTER I GOT HOME❤😂🎉

  • @2eREPPARA
    @2eREPPARA 11 месяцев назад

    Aussie combat vet
    l’m oscar mike will be off grid going bush to try and get my head space sorted because I can’t put my nightmares in anyone else’s head 🇦🇺🇺🇸

  • @user-oq7mg5bx6k
    @user-oq7mg5bx6k Месяц назад

    You should check out the song truth by godsmack

  • @YumiiSw0k3
    @YumiiSw0k3 10 месяцев назад

    Be there for them but.. No one be there for me for speak, help or other things.. So..

  • @bluegate4038
    @bluegate4038 11 месяцев назад

    💔

  • @williamgregory2017
    @williamgregory2017 11 месяцев назад

    so was my homie you know Ray Wallace?

  • @kristynandrosky7337
    @kristynandrosky7337 8 месяцев назад

    I love you💙

  • @tommystyles5475
    @tommystyles5475 6 месяцев назад

    I was sexually assaulted, but this definitely hits home

  • @MichaelSchisler-jx3uc
    @MichaelSchisler-jx3uc 11 месяцев назад

    you have to makr frieends with your drmons❤😂❤😂🎉😢😮😅😊but when you talk to someone aboutit they tell touvets dont talk about what you've done or what touveseen🎉🎉😢😮😅😊how can tou let yourcloses brothers you've buried just be fore gotten😅😅😅