the Hardest road trip of my life // Part 1

[@theMennoniteMom]

Let me Clarify! 😁 it was my choice to drive alone. My brother offered to drive me, but it looked much easier to be alone. I'm a loner by nature, and with my illness... I didn't want to have someone with me. Thanks for caring though!

[@The_Beach_Lady]

I can understand that... because sometimes I just need to be to myself so I can breathe, catch my breath, get it my own headspace so that I can do what God has set before me 🙏🏻😀 📖

[@td8866]

I understand it was your choice but I felt your stress during the entire vlog. Coping with the passing of your father in law, being afraid to eat anything for fear of aggravating your UC plus driving in snow-covered highways for days on end would have put me over the edge! A long trip, like that, in good weather is stressful enough. God bless you.

[@kathyg1754]

I would have made the same decision Jeanine. We have a lot of similarities although I am much older than you. I’m also adventurous and I love to travel. I go everywhere by myself camping and driving long distances. God is with us.

[@peggygreen9908]

If you are able to juice some red cabbage it will help with your stomache and going to the bathroom. It really helps. Praying for you. Peppermint tea and honey are my go tos

[@linak7155]

Another loner here Jeannine! I fully understand ur decision, love that even through the worst you seek refuge in God's Word. He is our Helper in time of need!

[@lisashibata6356]

The stress, pain, and sorrow you have gone through was the most honest thing I have ever seen on RUclips. I am amazed by your strength. Life isn't always perfect and we know it. God bless you.

[@JentasticVintage26]

It’s really super special that you were willing to share this with us. So sorry for your loss. Prayers for you and your husband and family. ❤️

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@mamamode1312]

@@theMennoniteMom it's beautiful that you an Nolan share these real events of your sojourner time here through these cyber visits. It makes great documentation of your testimonies now to encourage others put here in youtube land, and for generations to come. Your great grand children/nieces/nephews may well not just see a painting or photo of you, but actually hear your voice, see your love and perseverance know your witness. Great, great Aunt Jeanine . . . Great great grandma and grampa Nolan's had such strong enduring faith such loving hearts . . . You really may never know the blessings you currently or in the future bestow on folks you have yet to meet or who have even breathed their first breath yet, but stay the race and surely the Lord will make use more and more than you know. You certainly bless me.
May the Lord bless and heal you and your family.

[@felicialee9900]

Yes, this was a huge blessing. You are courageous and God has enabled you to have the personality type to attack this challenge so bravely.

[@KrnMom03]

I think this was a genius plan!!! I know it was so hard, but like steel you are hardened by a trial of fire. This journey with all its difficulties was a testament to the love for your husband and his family. “...For your people will be my people” Ruth 1:16.

[@jewellschaefer8863]

I am watching this and crying with you and feeling the pain with you. I am so glad your father-in-law is going to HEAVEN and that the family will be together. We have such a loving God. You are so strong and I am so glad you feel you can share this emotional time in your life with us. I just can't imagine what your husband is going through with his father's impending death and you traveling alone out to Oregon. Much love to you and the whole family!

[@brackalack1]

That looks like a very challenging journey especially on your own while you were feeling weak and sick. You're allowed to complain a bit, or even a lot! Sending hugs and prayers.

[@theMennoniteMom]

Lol. Thanks!

[@brackalack1]

Lol shout it from the rooftops! This is AWFUL. I know it will get better but right now its AWFUL!! No way could I have managed that trip. I hope part two goes ok

[@kimenfield195]

Janine, this is what makes your vlogs so special , that you are so real and transparent. My heart just ached watching but I thank you for being so vulnerable.

[@TRuth.T]

Your are one "extra" strong woman, to do all of this. Thank you , for living this twice and share it with us.. Hugs to all of you. PS, my father died 3 wks ago(cancer/stroke/covid :(

[@theMennoniteMom]

I am so sorry to hear that. 😥

[@maryhumphrey2236]

Bless your heart. You did a good job, and you weren't complaining. You were being honest. ❤

[@rachelwhitehead6977]

I cried with you several times!! Yall have been in my thoughts and prayers the past couple weeks. May God continue to hold your family and Nolans family in His arms of Love and Grace!!!🙏❤🙏❤

[@sarahsheartshome]

Wow. First of all- your God given talent of editing and weaving a story- right down to the perfect music and lyrics.... it is incredible.
Second of all- my prayers have been with you all since you shared on IG. I honestly was brought to tears during today's episode. My father in law is currently on hospice care and we just spent 2 very stressful and sad, and emotionally hard weeks in Florida where it eventually led to the decision of hospice. Our face chats in with him are heart wrenching. I long for a day where there will be no more pain, sickness or death. I don't know how people can live without that blessed hope. 🙏
Thirdly, to have the courage to take that 35 hr trip in the weather you did, in the health and emotional shape you were in.... I stand amazed. You are a strong woman. Regardless of how you may have been feeling!!
Thank you for sharing your journey, and your encouragement. It truly is a blessing.

[@theMennoniteMom]

I'm sorry to hear of your FIL. It's so hard going through these things! Sending you hugs!

[@simosalajan]

Agree with her your an amazing women

[@lueshetler6744]

This is a picture of what having grit looks like. ❤️

[@ceekay3712]

Oh Jeanine, that must have been such a hard trip. You are so brave and strong. I can see you truly are a Christian. Even in the most hard times you persevere with Gods help. Thanks for sharing,

[@lisajervis5792]

Oh my goodness, bless your heart, how scary and emotional for you, I can't imagine how your brain was spinning as you drove, I know how close you and Nolan are, and how it must have hurt not to be there, such a brave woman to record the journey, thank you Jeanne you give me such encouragement

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you! It wasn't easy but we made it!

[@lisajervis5792]

Yes you did, God is good, and as Christians we truly can take comfort in knowing Nolan 's father is with Jesus and doesn't it just bring a comfort and smile to our faces to know they have no more pain and sitting in the glory of the lord listening to the stories of God and hearing the worship of the angels singing, just makes me happy

[@mesmilin4u77]

Thank you for continuing to share your story even in the hard times. My heart goes out to you as we have also walked through many hard times. Your scripture reading brought tears to my eyes as it is an audible reminder of God’s goodness even in the face of huge adversity. You are definitely on my heart sweet friend ❤️

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@bridgetmichelle6663]

Thank you for sharing. Sorry for your family’s loss, prayers for y’all.

[@abigailpeter3251]

I was crying with you, Jeannine. And it warmed my heart to hear you reading all those gently comforting yet incredibly powerful Bible verses. I know I'd be lost without them.
Praying for you and your sweet family. ❤

[@sunflowermarcia7277]

I cried right with you. God's blessing to you and your family.

[@sandygraetz5166]

As did I ! You helped me when we had the scriptures on the bed in the hotel! 2 of them were committed to memory one I wasn’t as familiar with. I figure it God had given you those verse...it would help you to feel better and I knew He was looking after you!🙏💕🙏

[@mariasarmento5133]

So sorry for your loss my prayers go out to you and your family🙏

[@karenfrantz8244]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending my love and prayers to you, your husband, and your family.

[@milmom4281]

I’m so sorry for you families loss. The music was perfect. God bless you all!

[@annahofer9018]

So sorry for your loss, you you were so brave to take this trip by yourself, thinking of you and your family, God bless you all!!!😢🙏🏻

[@loric1909]

Xander sounds exactly like Nolan in the first clip. Praise God for your lovely family, able to help you get on the road so quickly. Bad tummy + road trip = NO FUN. Thank you for sharing your journey. No matter what you're going through you still manage to inspire me to be more thoughtful and a stronger person and wife. I was really hoping your trip would go more smoothly though!

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@Stoffmonster467]

The best on these hard days: one time they will be over. Best wishes and a loth of strength💚

[@twana406]

Bless you and your family. So sorry for your loss

[@blessedmama1604]

It is so emotional and touching following you on this journey. I feel strengthened by seeing your courage and faith! You are a mighty strong courageous daughter of the king!💗

[@MrsSadenna5]

You are an amazing woman, so stressed and you keep pushing ahead. I send my condolences to all of you on the earthly loss of such a pivotal person in your family.

[@joydage4605]

What a blessing you are!! So brave too and driving all that way in horrid weather!!! Love and hugs. Hope you're feeling better by now and that your body is healing!! Thanks for sharing with us.

[@bettyloar2238]

I’m so sorry for your loss and I know God is with you, you are strong, you will make it, take care, hugs to you❤️

[@sharondumont9048]

My thoughts and prayers are with you ❤️🙏🏽 your doing amazing, good things are coming to help your health ❤️

[@laurabridge365]

Oh man, what a journey. I have shared tears and laughs with you on this one Jeannine! I'm so glad this is now in the past and that it isn't live. Praying you are beginning to feel better, and thank you for sharing your real emotions. You are definitely a blessing to so many. May you be blessed as well.

[@ekclpn5676]

You are such a strong person. Please stay safe. Prayers for a safe journey.

[@virginiatroyer6969]

You are such a brave lady! Thanks for sharing the good and the bad! Love and prayers to you and Nolan! ❤️

[@pattersonfamily9068]

You are such a blessing to me! Such strength, courage, and faith. I admire you. We will continue to lift you and your family up in prayer daily. ❤️🙏

[@danitavokey8414]

I am so sorry for your loss. I don't know how you drove alone throughout all of this - you are so strong. Sending you and your family all of my love. I pray that God grants your family comfort in this difficult time.

[@priscellasandoval567]

You are so brave to go that far in the winter all by yourself! Thank you so much for sharing, still praying for you although I wish I would have prayed harder for you knowing you were going through this trip as well. He is touched with our infirmities and he cares so much about all of you!

[@maryloufarnsworth8461]

Don't apologize for the occasional complaint. Your faith will get you through this and you know that. Thanks for sharing those strong beliefs. You may not realize it, but your RUclips channel is also a coping device for you. Good times are better and bad times are easier to handle when you share them . That's what you do when you post such wonderful videos and we, your RUclips family, love to share your highs and lows. Prayers to all you family.

[@theMennoniteMom]

Yes it does help. Taking my camera in the trip helped me cope. Thank you!

[@LisaR2392]

Thank you for sharing this journey with us! You are NOT complaining, only sharing teal life with us! You and your family are in my prayers!

[@cecilehoare3053]

I have Crohn's and I can relate so much to this! Stress is the biggest cause of my flares and no access to bathrooms has really caused me to become much of a homebody. You have way more strength when the Lord is walking by your side (or sitting with you in the truck while you drive ;) ) You have so much more courage than I would have had to drive cross country by yourself let alone hauling a trailer during a snow storm!!

[@theMennoniteMom]

I'm sorry you have Chrohns. It's hard! Sending hugs to a fellow sufferer

[@ellenross1947]

I also have Crohns , I know exactly how you feel....prayers sweet lady....my heart goes out to you and to your family ....

[@juliebowers550]

God Bless!! You r a strong lady sorry for your families loss

[@Dranma51]

You are so brave! I’m sorry for what you’re going through! I’m glad that you talk of your health condition! You’re right, it helps others for sure!

[@ramonawhisenant2045]

Oh bless you!! My heart just cries for you .... but I admire your strength snd faith SO much!! Sending many prayers and much love your way!!

[@barbarawhite4225]

You are 1 courageous lady, your strength is amazing! Love you lady!!

[@patriciafoust9653]

Thank you for sharing your journey with us. You are a strong woman. Praying for you and your family. ❤

[@normanmiller1331]

God bless you. What a long trip alone in this weather, or any time. Sorry about your loss. Thanks for taking us along. Hopefully that helped you in a way. Sandy

[@RVGrannyWA]

You are so incredibly brave to take off on such a long road trip alone. My most sincere sympathy for your family at this difficult time.

[@sandymorris6450]

I'm so sorry for your loss. So sorry you are having a hard time with your health. God Bless

[@melanietaylor8584]

Bless your heart. I'm so sorry for what you have to go through. Prayers going up. Awesome and real video. Your tears brought my tears.

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you.

[@jeremybarbieschlabach4976]

❤️ I wanna cry with you! You are amazing traveling that far by yourself God was definitely with you, so sorry for your loss💕

[@rosiejb3]

Thank you so much for sharing the good, bad and the ugly! ❤ it helps so much to know not everyone's life is perfect! Blessings and prayers!🙏❤

[@judysiegmann1145]

You are a Brave, Strong, Courageous, Wife and Mother. You did what most would never have the bravery to do!

[@yolandaikardholman5393]

I am very sorry for you and our family. Even in a time of great sorrow, your faithfulness shines. Prayers of comfort lifted for all of you.

[@allystar8049]

My heart goes out to you watching this. Your strength and faith shines through. That trip...all by yourself. Just incredible. I can relate to the stomach issues. So frustrating and painful and isolating sometimes. Thank you for sharing this personal journey with us. Your openness offers hope and inspiration to others who are suffering too. Many prayers for you and your family ❤️

[@karenm656]

Thank you for sharing so honestly. You are very brave taking such a trip by yourself! And pulling a camper! Feeling for you and Nolan and family. Will be keeping you all in prayer. Scripture verses you shared were so encouraging.

[@diannamcbride1607]

Thank you, Jeannine, for being real. xx to you.

[@jamieanthony6527]

You are a warrior. Thank you for sharing your struggle, so sorry for your pain, suffering, and loss. You bring to light a real condition that many suffer in silence with. Thank you for being so open with your health issues.

[@ssing2490]

Oh sweet Janine...I'm so sorry you have to go through this.....I just had to say goodbye to my dad just 8 weeks ago from pneumonia.... I know he lived a long and fruitful life and loved His Savior. Knowing I will see him again in Heaven is the only hope that brings me peace. May that same peace surround you & your loved ones during this difficult time. God Bless!

[@jodieschlipf182]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your journey. I was in tears when Angel Band began. I appreciated the verses you shared, too.

[@bethanygriggs2669]

Thank you so much for being willing to share these difficulties with us, Janine. It really is a blessing to those of us who are also having health struggles and other trials. I know it's not always easy to open up. Thank you for encouraging us in the Lord!!

[@MasterMichelleFL]

Your family sounds like a blessing.
Thank you for sharing your stories.... I t makes me feel less lonely. ❤🥰❤
Be Blessed, and Keep SHINING YOUR LIGHT!! 🕯

[@cheripeeples8963]

I’m so sorry you had to go through so much. Praying things are improving for you all.

[@miriamsepulveda4821]

Praying for you and your husband and family and your husband family. I hear you. Thank you for sharing....love the scripture reminders and your honesty.

[@sheilaputman-mimitreasures4126]

So sorry for your very difficult loss. Our thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.

[@elizabethw4519]

Keeping you in my prayers. You are my hero. Brave as Joan of Arc!

[@pixiepetal-jennie2038]

I don’t have enough words to express my admiration for your strength and courage. You are a special family and have my love from England x Bless you all x

[@JolandaPdJ]

Wow! What a distance. If I drive 3 hours I am out of our country! Wishing you all the best dear Janine. And it does help knowing you are at this time safely home. Take care and be blessed. Love from the Netherlands 🇳🇱❤️🙏

[@theMennoniteMom]

Yes driving across the states is quite the trek!

[@peppergrinder8947]

Prayers and love for your family from Oregon. What a road trip! ❤️

[@angeldye4168]

I'm sorry your family has been through such a tough season. Thank you, Thank you, for sharing your story and health issues. Just prayed for your healing. God is on your side. ❤

[@raweaver3485]

Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing and I will put you on my prayer list. I rarely cry while watching people's vlogs, but this one had me in tears for you, Nolan, and dear little Zander. With the Lord's help you were so brave, driving across the country with a camper, by yourself !

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@judithcoe7551]

I wish you had a dog with you too for protection!

[@peterwhite9261]

God bless and keep you all. Hard days ahead for sure. Really hope your feeling better soon. As a nurse on disability I understand your illness and your grief! Keeping you all in my prayers.

[@mariep6442]

Sweet sweet Lady, first I would like to say I am so very sorry for your loss. Next I admire how brave you are to take on this drive. I certainly pray that you made it the rest of the way safely. Praying for you and your family in this very difficult time.

[@emilygordner537]

I am praying for you all! This is not a fun situation in the first place and just more challenges. May God bless you all. Hope it gets better very quickly!

[@prallo7081]

God is with you. I wish someone could have driven with you. Sending you love and I’m anxious for your next blog.❤️

[@lauraleebaird9729]

Bless your heart! I wanted to pray for you during that video, but I knew that you had already made it through. You are a strong woman....for that journey and also for sharing it with us. I'm not sure I could have done that alone.

[@Kathleensailorgirl]

You are truly amazing and such a beautiful spirit lies within you. Safe travels 🙏🙏😊

[@pama.6410]

The sorrow was palpable. Angels around you. God bless.

[@onedogfarm6731]

Oh my goodness you are so strong to drive that trip by yourself and in the snow!! I'm 10 into the video and amazed by your strength!

[@sheilamarkley4325]

You are definitely brave in taking on this trip by yourself. I would never have done it, thankfully you had God as your copilot. Prayers & comfort ♥️🙏🏻♥️

[@gayleford8277]

Thank you for this blog, so honest, true and brave. Thank you for sharing and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

[@chronicallymom]

Thank you for being so honest and sharing your illness. I have disabilities that will never go away I take comfort in helping others who suffer. God bless you and your family.

[@jolenewynn1671]

Thank you for sharing. I had tears in my eyes watching this. I just kept thinking you were alone, but then I realized Jesus was with you the entire time. I pray for your family that the Holy Spirit comforts you. May God bring healing to you!

[@barbaramiller3205]

I am so sorry for this hard journey you are going through! Prayers for you and your family.
You are a strong woman! Even in perfect health I couldn’t make that trip by myself.
May God keep you and bless you and may His peace rest on you.

[@carolynturnerclark9287]

What a hard hard trip, prayers that your mind will be filled with sweet memories of Nolan’s father as you walk through these sad days ahead.

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@jillblaske825]

God bless you and your family during this sad time and keep you all in His care❤❤

[@salomamiller9564]

Bless your heart!! Praying for you and your family!!!

[@ozarkview928]

I’m not even halfway through the video and I already want to hug you and cry 😭 you are the bravest woman I ever knew ! So much courage! I wish someone could have gone with you to help carry the burden .And it made me happy you had that pickup ! Im so sorry you all had to go through this !

[@daveanddeb5629]

What a brave soul you are! I just know your family and friends were praying you through this long journey.

[@evelynsouzaferreira4593]

Thank you for sharing. God bless and my prayers for you and your family on your loss. Never easy

[@judithcoe7551]

I can't wait to see part II. You are a brave and sweet vulnerable lady. Please be careful and conscious of your surroundings. I'm glad you have the camper and your brother let you use his big truck.

[@sarahsiskin6780]

Thank you so so much for sharing your journey with us. You’re amazing!

[@carolwhisenhunt7504]

Bless your heart. I’m so sorry for your loss and your illness. I have two friends that have your stomach issues also. They have an awful time as well. It does cause anxiety. I can’t imagine ! You’re so brave. God is your anchor. Thank you for sharing your testimony and journey. Love to your family.

[@sft4081]

You are a strong woman for doing this alone....there is no way I could drive that by myself...May God Bless you and your family....You are simply amazing...🙏🏻💜

[@dreacypher9637]

I’m sorry you have gone through these hard times sending some love from Houston Texas may the lord comfort you

[@carolshafer4271]

I am so very sorry for your loss and want you to know you are the bravest woman I know!

[@user-ef5zp2wz7m]

I just want to give you a big hug, to comfort you and thank you for being so open about your struggles, for not hiding the real emotions behind a pretty picture. You sharing your heart so intimately really touched me.

[@melindercaudell9120]

You are AMAZING! I would never have the courage to travel that far by myself and with a big truck and a camper. I am so sorry about your Father in law. God bless you and your family.

[@Positivedrops]

My heart goes out to you. I was miles away from my husband when his mother became sick and then passed. I remember hearing his heartbreak over the phone and feeling so helpless to ease his pain. A long trip to drive alone during snowy weather pulling a trailer. Family that pull together to help you prepare for your trip are a blessing for sure.

[@theMennoniteMom]

I'm sorry you had to go through that

[@starflower703]

My prayers are with you dear sister. I know how hard this is. I was with my father when he passed and it’s difficult, but it was a beautiful experience too. I knew where he was going. His body was worn out and no longer any use to him, but his spirit is flying free in Heaven.
Having that reassurance is a big comfort and it will mean even more in the weeks and months ahead.

[@shirleykinney3777]

You are amazing.I could have never done a trip like this.My heart was breaking for you as you shared your journey.But was encouragerd,by the word of God you shared.Sending hugs and prayer for you all! God Bless!!

[@ruthjohnson6369]

You are a blessing to so many and sharing our vulnerability is the biggest blessing to others. Many prayers.