I completely understand. I was going to school depressed except I didn't take a break. I would have like to; didn't know about medical leave. I had no scholarships...all student loans (JESUS!). Nobody but the Lord got me through school. I mentally checked out... Even when I graduated, was still depressed; I was a high functioning depressed person. Life events compounded it. I gained a ridiculous amount of weight, too, which led to having body image issues. I had issues with anxiety/panic attacks, too. Wouldn't even let anyone know I was having panic attacks. Girl, just ISSUES!! Smh! I'm in my late 30s now and just recently began letting go and casting all this onto God...I got real about me being healed and freed from depression and fear. Thanks for sharing, Aaron...for real, thank you. This really hit a nerve...
Thank you for this video. It’s sad that mental health is still seen as a taboo topic in today’s society. One’s mental heath is just as important as the physical health.
Same! I had the same block. So many things were taken away from me in a short period of time that I didn’t know how to cope. My dad passed away and my boyfriend left me. I withdrew from all of my classes and even stopped going to practice. That whole year I had gotten 0 credits! I didn’t enroll for the following fall so that was another year off. And this was around the time that all my friends were graduating with their bachelors so I felt even worse. Idk how or when I got through my depression but I’m glad I did! I just got my BA in May, I started working at a school in September (out of my field) and I was just accepted to an MFA program this month. Things are moving in the right direction. Pray for me!
This video was so relatable... thanks Aaron! I had to take time off during grad school because I was depressed for a long time, all my friends had their masters already and I had to watch everyone achieve their dreams before me. I’m happy to be going back this summer & I retook the class I failed so now my GPA is back up and I can get my financial aid back. It’s been a journey but I’m so glad you shared your story. 💕
Omg I have the same anxiety/depression symptoms that really flare up with life transitions. I was in therapy and getting help for adjustment disorder. I graduated late and the whole thing too but I felt more like a failure because I didn’t take a leave of absence and my transcripts clearly shows the fluctuations in my mental health. I am still struggling to get myself into grad school and it’s really hard to keep pushing myself into the next phase.
Ellyssa Sherman I can relate to your comment. If you look at my transcript, it’s either honor roll or a bunch of W, D, or F marks on the other semester. Now I’m worried about if I’ll be able to get into grad school later. One of my professors has like six or seven degrees. He said he failed a lot of classes and had to retake them due to life issues, so there is hope. I think he has like three or four Masters degrees. I’ve also considered taking fewer classes, but I’m in a rush to finish my bachelors this year. I’m gonna rethink that tho. It’s really not a race, just a goal that I have. I will feel good once it’s complete, but I hope I don’t wear myself out in the meantime.
I appreciate your bravery of telling something so private and personal. Look at you now???! Your come back have been amazing!!!! Oh well, his loss! Continue to blossom Queen!!
I'm with you on the pateince thing...I had start telling myself "Don't let people bully you with their "Timeline of success" " and it's helping but I'm like u I want things to happen NOW NOW NOW!!
I feel the same way. I’ve only been at Howard for a semester but I did community college before that and I literally have to drag myself out of bed everyday to go to class or just to even eat. But I’m starting to get help.
I hear your message. My mom suffers from mental illness. It's a tuff thing to wrap your mind around. During those not so good times you need supportive people around. That's awesome you acknowledged your struggle and seeked help. Everyone isn't as strong.
This video was so helpful. No one understands what your going through. I'm pre-med and it's taking me longer than other people and some people in my family don't understand its a lot going on.
I was pre-med too. If it's something you really want stick with it! It is so hard and the road is so long and it was just something that I got lost in and realized it wasn't completely for me. And I did get tired of trying to explain it to my family too but girl, I'm rooting for you and I don't even know you! LOL
Yes girl thanks for being transparent ! I was always looking at the time line of my life like why am I not where I think I should be but now I see God has me where he wants me and taking to a counselor has been helpful.
I’m blowing up the comments but I’m at the end now and you just told me life story. ❤️ God got us!! Our journies are our own and in the end, it’s just part of the success story!! So proud of your strength and perseverance. Truly inspirational.
Thanks for sharing after losing my mother 3 years ago I had the same kind of anxiety you described. It wasn’t as outwardly but I had moments where I felt like I could not move. Therapy definitely worked and was a Godsend for me. Sitting and talking with someone who can give you an unbiased opinion really helps to put things into a better perspective. Stay blessed!!
The same thing happened to me in 2016. I had to get a medical withdrawal from 4 classes because of anxiety and depression. It was the toughest time in my life, but I’m happy to say that I graduated and am now in graduate school to get my masters in teaching! Everything happens for a reason, I am glad I went through the experience. It has allowed me to realize that I am much more resilient than I thought!
I’m surprised! U seem so confident and great at life!!! I had a similar problem too and wanted to drop out and I couldn’t function. I have a video up about my mental illness. I’ve reached the point where I can’t even shower or brush my teeth out of fear.
thank you so much for this story. I graduated with my B.SC last year December I haven't gotten a job, and i'm applying to grad schools but i missed the spring admission time. my parents keep asking what am i going to do with my life. i'm just getting depressed and sad each day. although i'm putting on a brave front inside its just eating me. i'm losing confidence in myself. but i'm hopeful i beliver of no situatuion is permanent. its truly devastatinng seeing everyone move forward but i'm stuck.
shalom modupe keep your head up boo. Things will work out for you on Gods time. It’s already planned for us. All the struggle on the way is just part of the testimony. Wish you the best!
You are so inspiring. I have been a subscriber of yours since before I attended Howard in 2015, I crossed Alpha Chapter AKA in 2018 and I graduated from Howard this past Spring 2019. Literally I have crazy testing anxiety as well and have been faced with a different career path since not being admitted into law school for the fall. Hearing your story is really encouraging!
Congratulations for completing something you obviously worked extremely hard, in every area in your life, to receive.....Blessings to you for Your Transparency because You just helped and are still helping so many individuals!!
You all are the sweetest supporters EVER! I have read all of your comments and I am so inspired by all of your strength!! I wish I could respond to all of you, but just know it means the world to me to see you all prospering!!!
TeAmoAaron You have inspired me to keep going. I was on the right track after graduation with the beginning stages of a career, but depression just took over my life. I’m finally seeking help for my mental illness and looking forward to jumping back in the game even stronger. Thank you for sharing your experiences. Wishing the both of us luck!!
Thank you for sharing Aaron! I can relate to a lot of what you touched on. I think the hardest part for me is being a person of color and knowing that not everyone I turn to in my community might understand or sympathize with the fact that I'm mentally drained and have nothing left to give. I think what you experienced with your friends was a sign that they might not have been the right friends for you. Please continue sharing moments like these. Love your dress BTW where did you get it?
I know what you mean about the anxiety and how it effects your body- one time i was having such a bad panic attach that i call 911 because i literally thought i was going to die. but it was just a panic attack. I also can relate to feeling just done and checked out with school, too. I totally get it.
Thank you for sharing your story!! I suffer from Anxiety and mild Depression. I have a thyroid disorder!! I thank God I am here!! You are very successful!!!
I understand TeamoAaron I had to drop out of college twice both of the reasons were due to medical reasons. I had failed some of my classes because of my health issues. I'm still out of college right now still dealing with this health problem. I feel better than before, but I hope to finish schooling by the end of this year. That's great that you got better and finished school very inspiring.
Girl i get it totally. i have anxiety but i take a pill for it. That helps me a lot. You are awesome and i love your realness and your videos. I do want to know what your career is so maybe you can make a video about that. Also tell us about your nose piercing experience. I just got mine done and love it.
So relatable! I really should have taken some time off during college bc I was really in a bad spot my last two semesters in college! This video is def needed!
My parents basically hold me in a golden extortion ( they give me nice things keep me at home, But then when I step outside their boundaries like say I don't want to go to college they say " _Well we take care of you and you can't take care of yourself_ " ) Im 30 now and for 12 years they haven't let me try to make my own choices by the way my mum is a primary school teacher.
Imagine going to school full time and being pregnant and being no where near your family . I can honestly say I wanted to drop out but I am so close to being finished.
So similar... every time something happens to me I’m like Lord is this it?! But you’re so strong. And UTIs I got a horrible one in highschool for holding it smh
It's so nice to watch &listen to your videos &you're so open in your sharing! Thanks for that. Loved watching! You're on your way to greatness anyway so it doesn't matter if you need time for you!😉...I wish I had got all of my scholarships back when I took off improperly!🤦😩 Anyways, I just subscribed 2 ur channel!😘😘 Stay great&blessed!✌
You guys are lucky for a little flexibility in ur education system....I suffered from so much anxiety throughout high school, & university but it’s not smthing that’s recognized much where I’m from ,.
Some really deep stuff. In your situation were you able to know the cause of the mental illness from the professional? Are you completely cured from it ? Was it triggered by the Kidney infection and the prior heartbreak, etc? Was it because you had so much to bear around a certain period of time ? Thank you. Btw, I loved your DNA video !
Hey I recall you saying you took a GRE class. I did a little research and saw how expensive the classes are. Do you have any recommended sources/tips for the GRE journey. Thanks in advance. Great advice!!
I wouldn't say you have a mental illness, but I definitely understand how you felt. I'm glad you went back, and feel comfortable enough to share your story... All in God's timing
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Brain fog is a terrible thing. People don’t understand that Depression and anxiety can cause physical pain. Thanks for sharing your experience💛
Keeping up with Shawn and it's more teachers who don't understand
Amen!
I completely understand. I was going to school depressed except I didn't take a break. I would have like to; didn't know about medical leave. I had no scholarships...all student loans (JESUS!). Nobody but the Lord got me through school. I mentally checked out... Even when I graduated, was still depressed; I was a high functioning depressed person. Life events compounded it. I gained a ridiculous amount of weight, too, which led to having body image issues. I had issues with anxiety/panic attacks, too. Wouldn't even let anyone know I was having panic attacks. Girl, just ISSUES!! Smh! I'm in my late 30s now and just recently began letting go and casting all this onto God...I got real about me being healed and freed from depression and fear. Thanks for sharing, Aaron...for real, thank you. This really hit a nerve...
AMEN! God bless you!!!
Hanna Bee God bless you, too! 😊
Bless you for this post!!
Frolie YOU ROCK PRAISE GOD FOR YOUR TESTIMONY
I dropped in undergrad for 2 1/2 years but at 22 I go back this fall. I dropped due to anxiety and depression. So I completely understand
Thank you for this video. It’s sad that mental health is still seen as a taboo topic in today’s society. One’s mental heath is just as important as the physical health.
Same! I had the same block. So many things were taken away from me in a short period of time that I didn’t know how to cope. My dad passed away and my boyfriend left me. I withdrew from all of my classes and even stopped going to practice. That whole year I had gotten 0 credits! I didn’t enroll for the following fall so that was another year off. And this was around the time that all my friends were graduating with their bachelors so I felt even worse. Idk how or when I got through my depression but I’m glad I did! I just got my BA in May, I started working at a school in September (out of my field) and I was just accepted to an MFA program this month. Things are moving in the right direction. Pray for me!
Che Rhys Stay strong.
This video was so relatable... thanks Aaron! I had to take time off during grad school because I was depressed for a long time, all my friends had their masters already and I had to watch everyone achieve their dreams before me. I’m happy to be going back this summer & I retook the class I failed so now my GPA is back up and I can get my financial aid back. It’s been a journey but I’m so glad you shared your story. 💕
Omg I have the same anxiety/depression symptoms that really flare up with life transitions. I was in therapy and getting help for adjustment disorder.
I graduated late and the whole thing too but I felt more like a failure because I didn’t take a leave of absence and my transcripts clearly shows the fluctuations in my mental health. I am still struggling to get myself into grad school and it’s really hard to keep pushing myself into the next phase.
Ellyssa Sherman I can relate to your comment. If you look at my transcript, it’s either honor roll or a bunch of W, D, or F marks on the other semester. Now I’m worried about if I’ll be able to get into grad school later. One of my professors has like six or seven degrees. He said he failed a lot of classes and had to retake them due to life issues, so there is hope. I think he has like three or four Masters degrees. I’ve also considered taking fewer classes, but I’m in a rush to finish my bachelors this year. I’m gonna rethink that tho. It’s really not a race, just a goal that I have. I will feel good once it’s complete, but I hope I don’t wear myself out in the meantime.
I appreciate your bravery of telling something so private and personal. Look at you now???! Your come back have been amazing!!!! Oh well, his loss! Continue to blossom Queen!!
I'm with you on the pateince thing...I had start telling myself "Don't let people bully you with their "Timeline of success" " and it's helping but I'm like u I want things to happen NOW NOW NOW!!
KeepingItKASEY Amen!
I feel the same way. I’ve only been at Howard for a semester but I did community college before that and I literally have to drag myself out of bed everyday to go to class or just to even eat. But I’m starting to get help.
I hear your message. My mom suffers from mental illness. It's a tuff thing to wrap your mind around. During those not so good times you need supportive people around. That's awesome you acknowledged your struggle and seeked help. Everyone isn't as strong.
This video was so helpful. No one understands what your going through. I'm pre-med and it's taking me longer than other people and some people in my family don't understand its a lot going on.
I was pre-med too. If it's something you really want stick with it! It is so hard and the road is so long and it was just something that I got lost in and realized it wasn't completely for me. And I did get tired of trying to explain it to my family too but girl, I'm rooting for you and I don't even know you! LOL
Girl im with u too.. but it will come when it our time to have it.. trust the process the lord knows
Yes girl thanks for being transparent ! I was always looking at the time line of my life like why am I not where I think I should be but now I see God has me where he wants me and taking to a counselor has been helpful.
I’m blowing up the comments but I’m at the end now and you just told me life story. ❤️ God got us!! Our journies are our own and in the end, it’s just part of the success story!! So proud of your strength and perseverance. Truly inspirational.
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Yes girl! People literally just don’t understand mental illness. I applaud you for sharing your story!
Thanks for sharing after losing my mother 3 years ago I had the same kind of anxiety you described. It wasn’t as outwardly but I had moments where I felt like I could not move. Therapy definitely worked and was a Godsend for me. Sitting and talking with someone who can give you an unbiased opinion really helps to put things into a better perspective. Stay blessed!!
The same thing happened to me in 2016. I had to get a medical withdrawal from 4 classes because of anxiety and depression. It was the toughest time in my life, but I’m happy to say that I graduated and am now in graduate school to get my masters in teaching! Everything happens for a reason, I am glad I went through the experience. It has allowed me to realize that I am much more resilient than I thought!
I’m surprised! U seem so confident and great at life!!! I had a similar problem too and wanted to drop out and I couldn’t function. I have a video up about my mental illness. I’ve reached the point where I can’t even shower or brush my teeth out of fear.
I'm in this situation currently. Thank you for this video. Not many women of color are out there addressing issues like this! 💙💙💙💙
thank you so much for this story. I graduated with my B.SC last year December I haven't gotten a job, and i'm applying to grad schools but i missed the spring admission time. my parents keep asking what am i going to do with my life. i'm just getting depressed and sad each day. although i'm putting on a brave front inside its just eating me. i'm losing confidence in myself. but i'm hopeful i beliver of no situatuion is permanent. its truly devastatinng seeing everyone move forward but i'm stuck.
shalom modupe keep your head up boo. Things will work out for you on Gods time. It’s already planned for us. All the struggle on the way is just part of the testimony. Wish you the best!
You are so inspiring. I have been a subscriber of yours since before I attended Howard in 2015, I crossed Alpha Chapter AKA in 2018 and I graduated from Howard this past Spring 2019. Literally I have crazy testing anxiety as well and have been faced with a different career path since not being admitted into law school for the fall. Hearing your story is really encouraging!
I absolutely love your honesty. You have such a beautiful aura and personality.❤️❤️❤️❤️
Congratulations for completing something you obviously worked extremely hard, in every area in your life, to receive.....Blessings to you for Your Transparency because You just helped and are still helping so many individuals!!
You have such a beautiful spirit ☺️ your videos are so calming
You all are the sweetest supporters EVER! I have read all of your comments and I am so inspired by all of your strength!! I wish I could respond to all of you, but just know it means the world to me to see you all prospering!!!
TeAmoAaron You have inspired me to keep going. I was on the right track after graduation with the beginning stages of a career, but depression just took over my life. I’m finally seeking help for my mental illness and looking forward to jumping back in the game even stronger. Thank you for sharing your experiences. Wishing the both of us luck!!
Thank you for sharing Aaron! I can relate to a lot of what you touched on. I think the hardest part for me is being a person of color and knowing that not everyone I turn to in my community might understand or sympathize with the fact that I'm mentally drained and have nothing left to give. I think what you experienced with your friends was a sign that they might not have been the right friends for you. Please continue sharing moments like these.
Love your dress BTW where did you get it?
Thanks for sharing your experience, being transparent, and honest.
I know what you mean about the anxiety and how it effects your body- one time i was having such a bad panic attach that i call 911 because i literally thought i was going to die. but it was just a panic attack. I also can relate to feeling just done and checked out with school, too. I totally get it.
Shows how persistence and perseverance can take you far.
I understand everything you went through and really unless you’ve been through it, it will be hard to understand.
Tavi Exactly!!
I can relate to you Aaron!! This video prob will HELP so many see there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
Good for you, Aaron! Sharing a story like that. Anxiety is nothing to play with. Your honesty and strength is beautiful.
Thank you for sharing your story!! I suffer from Anxiety and mild Depression. I have a thyroid disorder!! I thank God I am here!!
You are very successful!!!
Keisha Slade I had thyroid disorder and switched to a gluten free diet incorporated yoga/meditation n working out. No more medication!
I just found out I had a thyroid disorder too I couldn't understand what was going on but I have anxiety and depression sometimes. I'm better now.
I understand TeamoAaron I had to drop out of college twice both of the reasons were due to medical reasons. I had failed some of my classes because of my health issues. I'm still out of college right now still dealing with this health problem. I feel better than before, but I hope to finish schooling by the end of this year. That's great that you got better and finished school very inspiring.
Your video came at the right time. I can relate to you on so many levels. Wishing the both of us luck!!!
Your hair looks so pretty and it grew so much.
Girl i get it totally. i have anxiety but i take a pill for it. That helps me a lot. You are awesome and i love your realness and your videos. I do want to know what your career is so maybe you can make a video about that. Also tell us about your nose piercing experience. I just got mine done and love it.
I get it Trust Meeeee!!! I am glad you were able to come back the next semester and finish strong
I am so glad you opened up about your experience. And I am glad you got through it.
So relatable! I really should have taken some time off during college bc I was really in a bad spot my last two semesters in college! This video is def needed!
My parents basically hold me in a golden extortion ( they give me nice things keep me at home, But then when I step outside their boundaries like say I don't want to go to college they say " _Well we take care of you and you can't take care of yourself_ " ) Im 30 now and for 12 years they haven't let me try to make my own choices by the way my mum is a primary school teacher.
I decided to subscribe to your channel due to this video. I can totally relate to this. Thank you for making this.
Thanks for sharing! I’m thankful that God was with you through it all!
Imagine going to school full time and being pregnant and being no where near your family . I can honestly say I wanted to drop out but I am so close to being finished.
Thank you so much for sharing your story❤️u don’t understand how many of us need this! U give me strength to keep trying
Wow I can so relate! Thank you for sharing!
Yes, mental illness is real. I will be praying for you. You are not alone.
Girl idk how the hell im just now finding ur channel but i fell in love already!! Yu are so real
Thank you for sharing your truth. I can really relate to your videos. This one really hit home for me soror💕
So similar... every time something happens to me I’m like Lord is this it?! But you’re so strong. And UTIs I got a horrible one in highschool for holding it smh
It's so nice to watch &listen to your videos &you're so open in your sharing! Thanks for that. Loved watching! You're on your way to greatness anyway so it doesn't matter if you need time for you!😉...I wish I had got all of my scholarships back when I took off improperly!🤦😩 Anyways, I just subscribed 2 ur channel!😘😘 Stay great&blessed!✌
This is so helpful and relatable! YES for the talky videos/vlogs
Needed this! I can def relate 😭 thank you. I’m glad you made it out.
You guys are lucky for a little flexibility in ur education system....I suffered from so much anxiety throughout high school, & university but it’s not smthing that’s recognized much where I’m from ,.
Ur the best role model and youtuber, I hope I'm as strong as you when I'm ur age
You’re beautiful love your personality and I totally understand
i had a kidney infection on and off for two years before they found the cause - apple juice 🙂😭 i feel you
Some really deep stuff. In your situation were you able to know the cause of the mental illness from the professional? Are you completely cured from it ? Was it triggered by the Kidney infection and the prior heartbreak, etc? Was it because you had so much to bear around a certain period of time ? Thank you. Btw, I loved your DNA video !
Thank you so much for sharing :)! I can relate completely !!
Your hair is everything! 🙌🏽
Love all of this! The honesty
You’re right it is easier for women to get more frequent UTIs than men.
I needed this. Thank you!
How did you know what you wanted to do career wise?? I feel like I'm stuck when it comes to that.
Hey I recall you saying you took a GRE class. I did a little research and saw how expensive the classes are. Do you have any recommended sources/tips for the GRE journey. Thanks in advance. Great advice!!
This was Perfect 👌🏾
I fuck with you even more bc of this!
Thx for sharing! Te amo!!!
Girl your teeth are perfect! Who is your dentist?
Thanks for sharing!
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I don’t drink a lot of fluids as well I have to make myself 🙃
I love this video
Depression
Interesting story but how did u go to school for free? How did u do that?
KeepingItKASEY you should check out her playlist. She has at least one or two videos on what she did.
I wouldn't say you have a mental illness, but I definitely understand how you felt. I'm glad you went back, and feel comfortable enough to share your story... All in God's timing