wow ever since reading your comment this sentiment has been stuck in my head. does anyone have tips on how to overcome the desire to be more spiritual bc of ego? i want to be more in tune w spirituality to be a better person, but i feel like it's so rooted in my ego :(
@@rachel-ur5bx the quote, "those who know don't tell, and those who tell don't know" really resonated with me. don't feel pressured to flaunt or explain who you are and what you do. just embody. do things because it nurtures your soul, and amplifies your purpose. trust your intuition to guide you, don't try to chase an image of what you feel the aesthetic of a spiritualist is, because the divinity you seek is already graced upon you. i also feel that the desire rooted in your ego is not all bad, it was just the path needed for you to tap in. everyone is guided to their path in different ways. now you're at the next stage and you need to ascend and keep growing in gratitude and openness, dive deeper into your rediscovery and self mastery. it''s okay to feel these birthing pains.
Well everyone has an ego and has to suffer with it, this comment itself is a judgement of others. That comes from the ego. And my very comment is in some ways a judgement so yea.
@@rachel-ur5bx Are you using spirituality as a mask to please people and hiding your true self or is it spirituality a big part of your everyday life much inward, in a constant process ? (that will be the question I would ask myself)
“people try to heal their mind with their mind, sometimes it’s better to heal your mind with your body” LOVE this 🖤 and i love dancing for this reason.
indeed, and so are you! and every single soul whom exists, we all possess so much light, energy and love even if that energy can be so foreign and such a stranger from the energy you have known, and have absorbed your whole life. Thankyou everyone for existing, for being here, we are all whole by ourselves, yet on a shared journey as well, love to every single one of you ✨🌱❤️
“Write down your basic believes about life and write the positive beliefs next to it then in mediation drop into that positivity .” HOMEWORK HAS BEEN ASSIGNED PEOPLE! GET ER DONE
“You don’t have to believe in God to pray it’s kinda for yourself” as a person who has never identified with a specific religion and has always felt more spiritual, this really resonated with me. Speaking your intentions verbally and audibly really helps me feel like they’re sealed in and real rather than just in my head. Even though our reality is just a perception of what’s going on around us..
“A therapist I was actually honest with...” THATS SO REAL! It truly takes time to be ready to be honest and to make the conscious decision to be fully honest with a therapist
I just quit my job today 5 minutes before I was supposed to clock in. I don’t have another job lined up and I’m still in college. Fortunately I am still living with my family but they are not very supportive of me leaving the job even though it causes me so much internal pain. (I was a waitress if anyone was wondering). No amount of money is worth sacrificing my happiness and since working at this job my mental health has drastically declined. I have a lot of anxiety of how to tell my family and what to do next but I’ve also never felt more free and proud of myself for putting my mental health first. This video was really comforting to watch and I needed it especially right now. Thank you
You’re so brave for pursuing your own version of happiness. Take it from me you’re going to find your place and find your path. I obviously don’t know you but I am a psychic and I had just this urge to share so I hope it brings you joy.
Keywater this was so sweet thank you so much for the message! I ended up having an amazing weekend full of love and joy after I posted this comment and I truly feel like all of this has happened for a reason ❤️
I went through the same exact thing in December 2019. I say the only difference is that my support system is my friends not my family when it comes to making decisions and understanding my reason. I thought about quitting my job (server life) for months because I knew how much harm it was doing to me and I just hated waking up and going to work it actually made me even more depressed to even wake up for my day. And then one day I was supposed to work a night shift and 20 minutes before It I emailed management my resignation letter. It was not planned at all it was actually the most spontaneous thing I’ve ever done. I believe you made the right choice for yourself. You did an act of self-love and I know how hard that is. When it comes to telling your family remember that their reaction although it may be harsh comes out of love for you to be successful and not have a hard life. I didn’t tell my parents until a month later that I wasn’t working anymore because I’m able to do that but I understand your situation is different. But once I did tell them they were just really worried n lectured me of course but you have to remember what people tell you like even your family, you cannot take it personally. You should tell your family w/ confidence and with a plan of attack. If u dont know what u want to do next you can either wait to tell them until you do know or you can tell them the truth which is you are doing a lot of research on what it is you’re passionate and interested about so that you know what you pick you will be proud of yourself and that you made this choice because you understand that happiness, wealth, & Health are important to you and if one thing is missing out of that combination then something needs to change and that’s exactly what you’re doing. Although I don’t know you I know your position and I’m proud of you! Be excited! You’re growing!
Nessa nat oh my gosh you put so much effort and love into this and I am so thankful for your response. I told my mom the day that I did it and she was really shocked but also told me it was my business and that it was okay. She didn’t realize how much the job was affecting me and she’s glad that I did it for myself. I have yet to tell my dad about it because he handles things a little differently but my mom said she’d help me break the ice. I’m sure he will want what’s best for me and I’m still really confident in my decision. Thank you so much for your message
I rly resonate with not wanting to identify as a victim but through therapy, realizing having the space to identify trauma+abuse is so essential to our TRUE healing- u r a powerful being beyond measure 💖🦋😌
I used to say “I’m not a victim, I’m a fighter.”. I didn’t realize that 1) I was set on fighting everything in my life whether it was good or bad that made have to face my trauma and 2) why am I fighting when what I truly want is peace?
It was so freeing to finally recognize that I was the victim. I had felt guilt for years, but I was a child who was abused, and accepting that was the first step towards healing.
@@ninasalvatore565 I like to say I'm a survivor instead. That we're alive and therefore we can work on a better tomorrow. Sending love and light to all the survivors 💖
“Wake up everyday as if you are not yourself. Wake up completely forgetting your past and your future”. I felt that. We are only here and now, often times we get caught up in who we used to be or who we wish to become. Thank you
For me, a big part of getting out of my 6 year depression was realizing that I was living in everyday life through Learned Helplessness. It's a trauma response and it can be unlearned! It helped me feel a little less broken and able to help myself find what I love again including myself.
Wow, I read this comment and inmediatly researched it and I think I can finally connect the dots. I cannot thank you enough for this message, it really was an enlightening moment that I think can change things in my life.
Hitomi, would you consider making a video on friendship and how to make positive relationships with people? I struggle with making friends that I feel comfortable being myself around and would appreciate some advice. Love your videos💕
"hit rock bottom as soon as possible" is such an important phrase. I feel that I've hit "rock bottom" twice in my life. once when i was younger (trigger warning: suicide/self harm) and almost commit suicide, my life changed after this and i began to see the world in a new a positive way but still struggled with depression in some ways. this didn't last forever. my life has changed so much since then. I also felt that i recently "hit rock bottom" in these past few months. my grandfather passed away, covid changed sooooo many things for me like plans after graduation from college, a close friend of mine commit suicide in May, and i began to feel really hopeless in general. i have used manifestation, meditation, journaling, praying, and other important tools to help move myself in a new direction. i am still struggling with motivation at times but i know i am on the right path.
the way she talks, the way she expresses herself, and the things she explains makes me see that she has an amazing and beautiful mindset. I feel like her friends are so lucky to have her
i’m right at the very start of my spiritual journey, and it’s been so hard to unlearn unhealthy coping mechanisms and try and open up my heart again. I’ve been struggling a lot these past few days but after feeling so deflated, the universe drops the exact video i needed from my biggest inspiration right into my lap to remind me that this is a journey, and it’s not supposed to have an end destination. Thank you for documenting your growth, and showing me that everyone starts from somewhere, and it takes tears and can often be isolating, but it’s always worth it. I’m only a few minutes into the video but i had to express how grateful i am
glory b I love this and i can relate to you so much because i have been feeling off these days also ❤️ we got this! this video is our reminder of our growth journey
I completely and deeply resonate with your words, i'm 18 rn and idk i just feel lonely and o keep on having negative thoughts about me and other peole as well, and it's totally unealthy
@@alex-qh3hg something that may help is eft tapping. Its emotional feeling technique. I relate to you and this method has helped me along with some self love.
The only true way to grow spiritually is through Jesus Christ guys!! There is a lot of deception from evil spirits that goes on, don’t be deceived like I was. Search “Jesus saved me from New age” and you will see !!
"I'm probably the happiest depressed person." I relate SO MUCH to that. It's reassuring that someone else has been through that same path! Thanks for so much honesty and vulnerability
"I always felt like there was something wrong with the amount that I had" (6:25). chills. I just realized a limiting belief I've carried since childhood Other notes I took: - "What you allow is what will continue" (9:30) - shadow work [TW!!!] (10:38) - "[O]ne of my biggest pieces of advice is for everyone to hit rock bottom as soon as possible. Really just get to that point where you're on your knees just willing to do anything to heal, because-from that place-I feel like everything is possible. You're *fully surrendered* and you're open to receiving guidance. You're open to finally being honest with yourself" (11:03) - "Yeah, this happened and it wasn't okay. And, like, it makes sense that I'm so sensitive and that I have anxiety or that certain things trigger me because of my past. And, really making all of my emotions valid and just kind of remembering that they're valid was enough healing. Just confronting everything that I ever felt and being like, 'Oh, well that's why I felt that way. Like, I just have trauma. I have PTSD. I'm a sensitive person. I deeply care about the people that I love and have in my life ... I gave myself space to feel everything that I need to feel" (13:26) - "Welcome everything, but be beyond it" (16:11) - "Let all of that stuff come up so that it can be witnessed" (16:21) - "It was like rock bottom, which was still amazing and so necessary" (17:05) - "[A]ny time I was feeling sad, it was an opportunity for me to love myself even more" (26:41) "[W]hen I started to use my breath and extend my exhale which activates the parasympathetic nervous system, I was actually able to calm my body down from the physiological level. And I think a lot of times when people have anxiety, or experience just a very busy mind, they try to use their mind to calm their mind down and that is so challenging. And, so, what makes it easier is using the body" (27:53) "[O]nce you connect to your breath, you can calm your mind" (28:19)
I don't know what to say but watching this was extremely cathartic. I struggle with self harm, PTSD, suicidality and depression. I recently got out of the hospital after 1 year spent recovering away from home. I experienced so much pain there and haven't been able to process it now that I'm home. This video made me come to the realization that I have to focus on myself more and my own inner healing. I'm only 16 and I feel like I have so much ahead of me and now I finally want it. Thank you for this. You are a radiant human being and I've learned a lot from these 37 minutes.
i love the fact that you kinda exposed yourself in that way. I always saw you as perfect, so calm, but now i know that we can change, even if right now i'm hitting again the rock bottom, but this time i'm continuing to make this radical change and not to stay in this depressive cycle where i just sit there and complain. This video gives me so much hope
I’m going to watch this later but as someone who has seen everyyyyy single one of your videos (even the OLD high school ones) I’m so excited to watch this. I’m so proud of you and I’m probably gonna get emotional watching this because I’ve witnessed your journey and seen you grow and you almost feel like a sister I never had, even though we’ve never met. 💜
I love how she says that even though she was sometimes a victim she's not angry with her family for this since the only reason they're hurting us is because they themselves are hurt ❤️
Oh my goodness. I’ve been on my own spiritual journey for a while now. I journal, I pray, I try my best to show gratitude for every glimpse of growth I see. I get this super spiritual “high” and feel so good, then other times I feel like I’m doing something wrong or I keep getting trapped in these old negative patterns. It’s so great to hear your story and that myself and so many others are not alone. So immensely grateful for this!! ✨ so much love!
Val Louiee wow, reading this seems so familiar, I guess to you and myself a reminder that growth is not linear, healing is not linear and acceptance is not linear, yet our first thoughts of self awareness of the light, power and love we possess (whether we see it or not) is such a great step in our journeys and lives, and to be kind to yourself as you are generous to others. Sending love to you, thankyou for sharing ✨❤️🌱
I really wish I knew about the law of attraction earlier, I am 23 now and am only just getting to understand it and trying to implement it into my life. I have been so negative all through my teens and early 20s and it hasn't done me any good. At least I have found it now! The rest of my 20s are going to be magical! beautiful video Hitomi, your journey is beautiful.
I have two recommendations for you! The Neville Goddard books and “Supernatural“ by Joe Dispenza. Those two Authors are amazing and they both explain LoA so well and so nicely :) give it a try, it'll help :) and neville goddard “feeling is the key“ can be found online too. Have fun! It's never to late to start LoA
To be here witnessing your journey is a gift :,) lately have been really resonating with this quote and I think it applies to what you share with us here: “as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.” growing channel✨❣️
Every time I’m having anxiety or depression or sadness. I ask myself where is it coming from. I just calm myself down. And really listen. I get the clarity so quick now. It wasn’t easy in the beginning I had to practice. I won’t consider running away from it. When you do that you can heal and expand yourself. Please do the inner work. Love you guys!!
Wow, it's crazy, each time i'm at my saddest you end up posting a video that will allow m to completely change my perspective. In less than 40 mins I feel completely different, grateful, happy and ready to heal more than ever. Thank you so so sosoososososos much for being you and sharing your journey.
i’ve been watching your videos for about a year and a half now, and I can definitely say your gentle insights have changed my life and the way I allow myself view the world. Hearing that you made mistakes and hurt, people too makes it a lot easier to except the parts of myself that I’m not proud of. and move past all of that, as a whole. thanks hitomi ❤
Hitomi I just want to express my deepest gratitude for your presence online for sharing and expressing , I don't idolize people but in a way i feel you are my highest version of myself hahah , i am going trough similar things as you did I feel really lonely right now thank you for being a friend figure. Thank you for being. wish you nothing but goodness, love,light and growth
Wow, highest version of myself; that is so beautiful. Sometimes we cannot identify or even accept that there is light, love, growth, healing and acceptance within ourselves, and we can only identify that energy in other people. yet you too possess the energy for your highest self even when the journey is not linear. thankyou for sharing, sending love to you ✨🌱❤️
@@lightofthao6650 thank you so much ... That's a big one to integrate that growth isn't linear .. as humans we just want better and better we are so bad with dealing the "bad" even if it's just as part of life as the good. Sending love to you too 💙
"the mind doesn't know the difference between reality & an internal experience." is a quote i'm going to take away from this. this is such a good video, just so many amazing gems. definitely a video to refer back to throughout my journey.
You are a light in the world. I’ve been on a spiritual journey for a while now but I am just coming to realize it. I use to be so reckless, careless, angry and empty and never really owned up to it or acknowledged it. I use to lack confidence and self love and showed it through how I treated others and myself (which at the time I didn’t see). I am a completely different person now, thank God. I’m still on the journey but on a completely different path. Thank you for sharing your journey Hitomi.
“I am probably like, the saddest happy person ever.. or the happiest depressed person...I feel everything all the time”. I FELT that. Thank you for sharing your journey. You are a light.
Dear Hitomi, can you talk about how you practice shadow work for yourself? That would be very interesting because there are so many options and I have not yet found the right one for me. I send you a lot of love !!! You are such an inspiration for me and such a beautiful person. I am grateful that you exist and that you show yourself here.❤️✨
i’ve seen this video sm times and i still come back to watch whenever i feel like i need to recenter/ground myself again. thank you for your wisdom hitomi🌱💖
Oh my goodness. I’m 21 minutes in and I’ve never EVER EVER not even with a therapist or family or friends felt so understood before. And I’ve never even met you. Sending you lots and lots of love and a huge thank you hug for sharing such vulnerable parts of your story 💗
i know this is an "old" video but i needed this reassurance and guidance today 🥺 thank u for doing what u do hitomi and sharing what uve learned i am so grateful for U!
oh my goodness, i so appreciate you. you laid the groundworks for my own spiritual awakening, and i am slowly, shedding those self-limiting beliefs and opening myself toward other spiritual practices to aid in my own healing. coming from a rough background and also being neurodivergent, finding your channel has made such a huge impact on my life. you truly are sharing so much truth and light. i appreciate you so much!
I hit rock bottom and found your videos. I am practicing buddhism and I am not even buddhist just like you said. I am practicing silence and have fully surrendered myself to my truthfulness and God direction. It feels like I am your future self. Listening to you is like looking into the mirror and going back and forth. Thank You hitomi.
it’s 7 am here and I haven’t slept yet, Hitomi your life, your message is the light in so many peoples lives. But not only do you spread love, you teach us to love and to accept love and that is the most beautiful and important thing. when your were talking about the self awareness and the change you saw needed to happen, and reflecting on the environment you grew up in, and the individuals whom surrounded you, it was so powerful that you were able to visualise and conceptualise a healthy environment when it was such a contrast to the environment you had been and were in. it reminded me of one of Amy Lee’s videos where she says when you heal your trauma, and stop the cycle you are healing your mother and your grandmothers trauma, as by healing yourself you are healing them, but letting the pain stop with you through grow and the self awareness each one of us holds over our own life and energy. sending love to you and every single soul whom reads this, thankyou for being alive, thankyou for holding potential of love and light, whether you see it yet or not, and thankyou for simply being here as that can be the hardest thing to do at times. love to every single one of you, bless you on your journey and our journeys together, thankyou.
Thank you for sharing your journey! The most important journey we can all take and often neglect to embark on is the spiritual. It is the most pure, sincere, healthful, peaceful and powerful endeavor one can initiate. The rat race of life is NOT living. I too, manifest things.. naughty things even.. makes me wonder about why the universe lets me but I guess that is the beauty of it all.. I seek honor, righteousness, wisdom..and a few selfish things too.. and it is awesome. I find the greatest way to gain in life is by GIVING. I have my flaws but life is beautiful. Seeing you makes me smile, and when you smile I can feel your joy and I celebrate you!
wow, so heavy with insight and wisdom and love at such a young age... I ended up taking 5 pages worth of notes. Thank you for beaconing your love onto the collective and giving hope and inspiration to those who have lost theirs. The impact you've made on my soul today is HUGE. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I love Hitomi, AND I think it is damaging to circulate the idea that one must or should hit rock bottom to be able to grow or to fully evolve either spiritually, or in any way. I would love to add a few things to whomever would like to listen: You do not need to be baptized by fire to be born again or to come out better on the other side, and saying that you SHOULD do something like hit the bottom is harmful. Humans are changing at every moment and in every moment. Small or large, you can change and happiness is not a final destination to feel fulfilled and it does not have to arrive after dramatic shifts. To think that you are waiting for one large earth shattering change to make you whole is a disservice to yourself. You are allowed to evolve in your unique way, without any "shoulds." I send love to all beings, may you always be open to your power and may you always feel whole. And I do think Hitomi says this as well in her video along with the idea of rock bottom. Thank you for sharing your story and spreading love and light. I only hope that I can do the same.
Thank you, I was wondering, "Should I hit rock bottom in order to spiritually evolve? Why haven't I yet? When will it come?" And I totally agree with you, everyone is on their own unique journey, no one the same. Sending love.
i agree with u but i think she meant more like in order to grow and become your highest self we have to be at our lowest point so that the only way is up and an appreciation for the worst parts of life is gained in order to grow.
@@kianna2593 Yes, agreed! But what would it look like to challenge the assumption that you have to reach your low to appreciate life. What if you were whole before you did that, and what if you changed in every moment and not only after hitting rock bottom. Thank you for reading and replying! (:
@Morgan i’m sorry i didn’t mean any disrespect to anyone. i totally see where you are coming from and understand what you’re saying i was just trying to give insight into what her intentions of what she said might have been.
I feel like this girls speaks my language. However I've never been able to express it verbally like her or had people in my life that would truly listen and understand. I am so greatful to have found this page..✨
I hate when people peg Hitomi as a “influencer spiritual” she’s done so much internal work, and so wise. She’s happy and loving life as she should. I love you Hitomi and I’m incredibly proud of your progress and I accept you into my divine love with open arms🧿❤️
Watching your video with a hot cocoa cup in my hands, feeling so full, and grateful. Taking in your words has allowed me, in the past year, to feel so much better and at peace mentally and internally, when I was suffering from intrusive thoughts and OCD. I'm eternally grateful to you for this and am feeling so blessed to be able to learn from you, be inspired by you, on my journey here on earth ❤️
I'm just crying so much, I totally resonate with your journey so much. Especially with dealing with the negative coping mechanisms and relationships with man. Thank you for sharing your journey sister. You give me so much strength to heal this part of myself 🙏🏼♥️
I cried like a baby looking at this video! Hitomi, you truly are a light to this world. I love how open and honest you are about your experiences. You are helping me and so many others find happiness within themselves and their lives. You are a gift to us all 💓. Thank you for everything you are doing. I am grateful for you!! ❤️😭
You literally inspire me beyond words. I come from a very broken, “disappointing” household. I also struggled with depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts. I had to be real with myself and realize that I can’t let my families past or present affect me. I have been awakening for a couple months. I’ve been including shadow work and inner child work. This video realllllly inspires me I can’t say that enough ❤️ sending my light
wow i never realized how similar our life paths have been !! this video has given me so much hope and has refueled my lust for life :) thank you so much
I honestly really needed this right now. I’ve been feeling so disconnected from myself this past week and just craved to be inspired again to remind myself why I am living. Every time I feel disconnected your videos always seem to spark passion in soul again and thankyou so much for this. Whenever I don’t remember how I found someone I know that they were meant to be present in my life for a reason and I think your videos guide me through my spiritual journey as well as so many other amazing people. Just thankyou so much again for being here ❤️✨
‘Feeling happy and sad at the same time’ ‘feeling so much all the time’ I feel this. I feel like me too as an emotional person, I am always told to ‘stop being so sensitive’ but I literally can’t stop feeling. It’s tough being a good person and I often find myself feeling everyone’s problems and feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders.
I love how you emphasize your journey alone. I have been really struggling with the alone aspect of my spiritual journey....thinking I am at an age where I need a partner by my side. Watching you, a spiritual, strong women, is the reason I like your channel. You inspire me. Thank you for showing me and others that I have so much space in my life for healing and developing spiritual practices.
I am so proud. I feel this. Yesterday I looked back at the past years and suddenly I felt this power, this energy and this silence. Everything that has happened, all the things I wished, desired, got, attached to.... whatever it was, it was always me in the middle, handling ... doing just my best... Anyway.... it's a journey but also.... simple life if u make life simple. Love
dude i was just thinking the other day how much i missed your old talking videos where you would just ramble for half an hour about what has been on your mind hahaha mayhaps the universe heard me!! no but for real now i'm so proud of you and you have been such an inspiration for me over the years. it makes me really happy to see you in a good place. thank you for this
I cried during this video because everything is so true and everytime i feel fears or struggling in my life i want to watch this video. So many positives things you said ❤
literally such a similar journey and early life experiences as mine- expect nothing, grateful for everything-, i love you hitomi, im proud of you as a human being, you inspire me every day
I'm so happy for your progression. When you're happy I'm happy. We are one. So please don't be sad. There is so much overwhelming love in this universe we just need to focus on it & realize how valuable we are as spiritual beings in these temporary vessels. Our minds may play tricks but our hearts now the path.
Ive been looking at hitomi from the good old flower wall days and Ive loved her since. I can feel her joy and man I wish I had that energy around me because some days I hate myself beyond words. I love you Hitomi and I wish you long life and many more amazing oppurtunities to come to you❤❤❤
This was such a wake up call. I’ve been neglecting myself so much. I really feel like I’ve lost touch and known that for so long but watching this really made me admit it to myself. Thank you for showing up for us, it’s crazy how someone on a screen can have so much impact. Love you Hitomi thank you for you
This one is so precious and helpful.. I felt it like my own journey laid out, so honest and such a long way you've came. Thanks for allowing me to remember my own story and look back at this long time way in a smoother and less hurtful way through recreating the steps along to your video. ❤ You're safe. You're so so so loved.
You're an actual angel I love these videos so much! Your words resonate with me so much, it gets me so excited to take care of me and to invest in me more, I'm so grateful I found your channel and the messages you share. May love always be with you sweet soul
"spirituality is not a way to decorating my ego" gentle reminder to some people
wow ever since reading your comment this sentiment has been stuck in my head. does anyone have tips on how to overcome the desire to be more spiritual bc of ego? i want to be more in tune w spirituality to be a better person, but i feel like it's so rooted in my ego :(
@@rachel-ur5bx try to avoid symbolism and aesthetics and focus inward :)
@@rachel-ur5bx the quote, "those who know don't tell, and those who tell don't know" really resonated with me. don't feel pressured to flaunt or explain who you are and what you do. just embody. do things because it nurtures your soul, and amplifies your purpose. trust your intuition to guide you, don't try to chase an image of what you feel the aesthetic of a spiritualist is, because the divinity you seek is already graced upon you. i also feel that the desire rooted in your ego is not all bad, it was just the path needed for you to tap in. everyone is guided to their path in different ways. now you're at the next stage and you need to ascend and keep growing in gratitude and openness, dive deeper into your rediscovery and self mastery. it''s okay to feel these birthing pains.
Well everyone has an ego and has to suffer with it, this comment itself is a judgement of others. That comes from the ego. And my very comment is in some ways a judgement so yea.
@@rachel-ur5bx Are you using spirituality as a mask to please people and hiding your true self or is it spirituality a big part of your everyday life much inward, in a constant process ? (that will be the question I would ask myself)
“people try to heal their mind with their mind, sometimes it’s better to heal your mind with your body” LOVE this 🖤 and i love dancing for this reason.
yes! ✨
I actually once healed a physical pain through dance. It was magical 💞
“Every time I was sad, it was an opportunity to love myself.”
A reminder from the words of Hitomi 🌙
"Everyone is God in disguise"
"Everyone has something to teach you"
Thank you Hitomi! So many nuggets of wisdom you've shared here
And look at you now. You are a light for so many people ❤️
Hi:) I love your channel 💕
I adore your art and videos! ✨ Sending love 💜
We love you both.❤😭🧚♀️🦄
So are you my love
indeed, and so are you! and every single soul whom exists, we all possess so much light, energy and love even if that energy can be so foreign and such a stranger from the energy you have known, and have absorbed your whole life. Thankyou everyone for existing, for being here, we are all whole by ourselves, yet on a shared journey as well, love to every single one of you ✨🌱❤️
"every time you feel sad its an opportunity to love yourself even more"
“Write down your basic believes about life and write the positive beliefs next to it then in mediation drop into that positivity .” HOMEWORK HAS BEEN ASSIGNED PEOPLE! GET ER DONE
😂 felt this
I literally screen recorded that part to do later😂
Can y’all tell me which minute is that?
@@helinnn47 25:40
"The mind doesn't know the difference between an internal event and an external reality." I love this.
Present-day Hitomi seems like the wise older sister to all her past selves. Love this video, I am so grateful for this & you!
💛 this
“You don’t have to believe in God to pray it’s kinda for yourself” as a person who has never identified with a specific religion and has always felt more spiritual, this really resonated with me. Speaking your intentions verbally and audibly really helps me feel like they’re sealed in and real rather than just in my head. Even though our reality is just a perception of what’s going on around us..
Theres a verse in arabic that I live by and it translates to “Do not hate a thing, for it might be a blessing”
From the Quran! :)
And the rest of it is something like"and if you love a thing, be careful because it might be a curse" right?
“A therapist I was actually honest with...” THATS SO REAL! It truly takes time to be ready to be honest and to make the conscious decision to be fully honest with a therapist
I just quit my job today 5 minutes before I was supposed to clock in. I don’t have another job lined up and I’m still in college. Fortunately I am still living with my family but they are not very supportive of me leaving the job even though it causes me so much internal pain. (I was a waitress if anyone was wondering). No amount of money is worth sacrificing my happiness and since working at this job my mental health has drastically declined. I have a lot of anxiety of how to tell my family and what to do next but I’ve also never felt more free and proud of myself for putting my mental health first. This video was really comforting to watch and I needed it especially right now. Thank you
You’re so brave for pursuing your own version of happiness. Take it from me you’re going to find your place and find your path. I obviously don’t know you but I am a psychic and I had just this urge to share so I hope it brings you joy.
Keywater this was so sweet thank you so much for the message! I ended up having an amazing weekend full of love and joy after I posted this comment and I truly feel like all of this has happened for a reason ❤️
I went through the same exact thing in December 2019. I say the only difference is that my support system is my friends not my family when it comes to making decisions and understanding my reason. I thought about quitting my job (server life) for months because I knew how much harm it was doing to me and I just hated waking up and going to work it actually made me even more depressed to even wake up for my day. And then one day I was supposed to work a night shift and 20 minutes before It I emailed management my resignation letter. It was not planned at all it was actually the most spontaneous thing I’ve ever done. I believe you made the right choice for yourself. You did an act of self-love and I know how hard that is. When it comes to telling your family remember that their reaction although it may be harsh comes out of love for you to be successful and not have a hard life. I didn’t tell my parents until a month later that I wasn’t working anymore because I’m able to do that but I understand your situation is different. But once I did tell them they were just really worried n lectured me of course but you have to remember what people tell you like even your family, you cannot take it personally. You should tell your family w/ confidence and with a plan of attack. If u dont know what u want to do next you can either wait to tell them until you do know or you can tell them the truth which is you are doing a lot of research on what it is you’re passionate and interested about so that you know what you pick you will be proud of yourself and that you made this choice because you understand that happiness, wealth, & Health are important to you and if one thing is missing out of that combination then something needs to change and that’s exactly what you’re doing. Although I don’t know you I know your position and I’m proud of you! Be excited! You’re growing!
Nessa nat oh my gosh you put so much effort and love into this and I am so thankful for your response. I told my mom the day that I did it and she was really shocked but also told me it was my business and that it was okay. She didn’t realize how much the job was affecting me and she’s glad that I did it for myself. I have yet to tell my dad about it because he handles things a little differently but my mom said she’d help me break the ice. I’m sure he will want what’s best for me and I’m still really confident in my decision. Thank you so much for your message
super proud of you! Your happiness and peace first
“i expected nothing but grateful for everything” i will be carrying this with me for a while
I rly resonate with not wanting to identify as a victim but through therapy, realizing having the space to identify trauma+abuse is so essential to our TRUE healing- u r a powerful being beyond measure 💖🦋😌
AMY X HITOMI
we love this
I used to say “I’m not a victim, I’m a fighter.”. I didn’t realize that 1) I was set on fighting everything in my life whether it was good or bad that made have to face my trauma and 2) why am I fighting when what I truly want is peace?
It was so freeing to finally recognize that I was the victim. I had felt guilt for years, but I was a child who was abused, and accepting that was the first step towards healing.
@@ninasalvatore565 I like to say I'm a survivor instead. That we're alive and therefore we can work on a better tomorrow. Sending love and light to all the survivors 💖
this girl is creating a natural daily psychedelic trip through her thoughts and practices
“Wake up everyday as if you are not yourself. Wake up completely forgetting your past and your future”.
I felt that. We are only here and now, often times we get caught up in who we used to be or who we wish to become. Thank you
For me, a big part of getting out of my 6 year depression was realizing that I was living in everyday life through Learned Helplessness. It's a trauma response and it can be unlearned! It helped me feel a little less broken and able to help myself find what I love again including myself.
thank you for sharing love, it really does help to hear.
Wow, I read this comment and inmediatly researched it and I think I can finally connect the dots. I cannot thank you enough for this message, it really was an enlightening moment that I think can change things in my life.
I believe in you and love you so much you can, we can together
Hitomi, would you consider making a video on friendship and how to make positive relationships with people? I struggle with making friends that I feel comfortable being myself around and would appreciate some advice. Love your videos💕
yes pleaseeeeeeee
this would be incredible. and even how to attract supportive, likeminded friends!!
yes please!
Yess this would be an amazing video, and also with some tips for introverts, etc please Hitomi 💕
yesssss
"hit rock bottom as soon as possible" is such an important phrase. I feel that I've hit "rock bottom" twice in my life. once when i was younger (trigger warning: suicide/self harm) and almost commit suicide, my life changed after this and i began to see the world in a new a positive way but still struggled with depression in some ways. this didn't last forever. my life has changed so much since then. I also felt that i recently "hit rock bottom" in these past few months. my grandfather passed away, covid changed sooooo many things for me like plans after graduation from college, a close friend of mine commit suicide in May, and i began to feel really hopeless in general. i have used manifestation, meditation, journaling, praying, and other important tools to help move myself in a new direction. i am still struggling with motivation at times but i know i am on the right path.
luna ah thank you so much :,) ♡
Paige to Paige~
I feeeelltt this comment so glad you are feeling on your path-love and light to you
So proud of you!
Lizzy
@@qaige hi
“I am the happiest sad person” one of the most accurate things right now
the way she talks, the way she expresses herself, and the things she explains makes me see that she has an amazing and beautiful mindset. I feel like her friends are so lucky to have her
i’m right at the very start of my spiritual journey, and it’s been so hard to unlearn unhealthy coping mechanisms and try and open up my heart again. I’ve been struggling a lot these past few days but after feeling so deflated, the universe drops the exact video i needed from my biggest inspiration right into my lap to remind me that this is a journey, and it’s not supposed to have an end destination.
Thank you for documenting your growth, and showing me that everyone starts from somewhere, and it takes tears and can often be isolating, but it’s always worth it. I’m only a few minutes into the video but i had to express how grateful i am
glory b I love this and i can relate to you so much because i have been feeling off these days also ❤️ we got this! this video is our reminder of our growth journey
Same
I completely and deeply resonate with your words, i'm 18 rn and idk i just feel lonely and o keep on having negative thoughts about me and other peole as well, and it's totally unealthy
@@alex-qh3hg something that may help is eft tapping. Its emotional feeling technique. I relate to you and this method has helped me along with some self love.
The only true way to grow spiritually is through Jesus Christ guys!! There is a lot of deception from evil spirits that goes on, don’t be deceived like I was. Search “Jesus saved me from New age” and you will see !!
"I'm probably the happiest depressed person." I relate SO MUCH to that. It's reassuring that someone else has been through that same path! Thanks for so much honesty and vulnerability
✨ The universe is my best friend ✨
"I always felt like there was something wrong with the amount that I had" (6:25). chills. I just realized a limiting belief I've carried since childhood
Other notes I took:
- "What you allow is what will continue" (9:30)
- shadow work [TW!!!] (10:38)
- "[O]ne of my biggest pieces of advice is for everyone to hit rock bottom as soon as possible. Really just get to that point where you're on your knees just willing to do anything to heal, because-from that place-I feel like everything is possible. You're *fully surrendered* and you're open to receiving guidance. You're open to finally being honest with yourself" (11:03)
- "Yeah, this happened and it wasn't okay. And, like, it makes sense that I'm so sensitive and that I have anxiety or that certain things trigger me because of my past. And, really making all of my emotions valid and just kind of remembering that they're valid was enough healing. Just confronting everything that I ever felt and being like, 'Oh, well that's why I felt that way. Like, I just have trauma. I have PTSD. I'm a sensitive person. I deeply care about the people that I love and have in my life ... I gave myself space to feel everything that I need to feel" (13:26)
- "Welcome everything, but be beyond it" (16:11)
- "Let all of that stuff come up so that it can be witnessed" (16:21)
- "It was like rock bottom, which was still amazing and so necessary" (17:05)
- "[A]ny time I was feeling sad, it was an opportunity for me to love myself even more" (26:41)
"[W]hen I started to use my breath and extend my exhale which activates the parasympathetic nervous system, I was actually able to calm my body down from the physiological level. And I think a lot of times when people have anxiety, or experience just a very busy mind, they try to use their mind to calm their mind down and that is so challenging. And, so, what makes it easier is using the body" (27:53)
"[O]nce you connect to your breath, you can calm your mind" (28:19)
I LOVE YOU
Both you and Hitomi are my role models. Love ya Jen!
we love!!!
I don't know what to say but watching this was extremely cathartic. I struggle with self harm, PTSD, suicidality and depression. I recently got out of the hospital after 1 year spent recovering away from home. I experienced so much pain there and haven't been able to process it now that I'm home. This video made me come to the realization that I have to focus on myself more and my own inner healing. I'm only 16 and I feel like I have so much ahead of me and now I finally want it. Thank you for this. You are a radiant human being and I've learned a lot from these 37 minutes.
Thank you for sharing. Sending love your way 💚
Lol exact same. I’m so tired again
i am so proud of youu!!!
i love you and im so happy you shared this, because it gives me hope for myself too. ❤️ im proud of you baby.
You are so strong ❤️❤️
The part at 26:06 👏🏼👍🏼👌🏼 SPOT ON
!!!!!!
Hi
i love the fact that you kinda exposed yourself in that way. I always saw you as perfect, so calm, but now i know that we can change, even if right now i'm hitting again the rock bottom, but this time i'm continuing to make this radical change and not to stay in this depressive cycle where i just sit there and complain. This video gives me so much hope
I’m going to watch this later but as someone who has seen everyyyyy single one of your videos (even the OLD high school ones) I’m so excited to watch this. I’m so proud of you and I’m probably gonna get emotional watching this because I’ve witnessed your journey and seen you grow and you almost feel like a sister I never had, even though we’ve never met. 💜
This is so cute
I love how she says that even though she was sometimes a victim she's not angry with her family for this since the only reason they're hurting us is because they themselves are hurt ❤️
Oh my goodness. I’ve been on my own spiritual journey for a while now. I journal, I pray, I try my best to show gratitude for every glimpse of growth I see. I get this super spiritual “high” and feel so good, then other times I feel like I’m doing something wrong or I keep getting trapped in these old negative patterns. It’s so great to hear your story and that myself and so many others are not alone. So immensely grateful for this!! ✨ so much love!
Val Louiee wow, reading this seems so familiar, I guess to you and myself a reminder that growth is not linear, healing is not linear and acceptance is not linear, yet our first thoughts of self awareness of the light, power and love we possess (whether we see it or not) is such a great step in our journeys and lives, and to be kind to yourself as you are generous to others. Sending love to you, thankyou for sharing ✨❤️🌱
i feel exactly the same. this video resonated so much with me.
"let me do something to remind myself that I do not need to create a negative view of reality from this energized space" this is beautiful
she has such a way with words
I really wish I knew about the law of attraction earlier, I am 23 now and am only just getting to understand it and trying to implement it into my life. I have been so negative all through my teens and early 20s and it hasn't done me any good. At least I have found it now! The rest of my 20s are going to be magical! beautiful video Hitomi, your journey is beautiful.
I have two recommendations for you! The Neville Goddard books and “Supernatural“ by Joe Dispenza. Those two Authors are amazing and they both explain LoA so well and so nicely :) give it a try, it'll help :) and neville goddard “feeling is the key“ can be found online too. Have fun!
It's never to late to start LoA
@@florahorvath6794 thank you so much, I will try those out!
You too!
I feel like I only started learning about it at 23 too! I felt so late to the game. But I’m so glad we both have learnt and are learning now!
Mollie Coddle YOU ARE NOT LATE AT ALL!!!
I'm 23 and I'm on the same boat! Keep it up - you got this!!!
Your energy is incredibly calm now. 🌱
“Any time I felt sad It was a opportunity for me to love myself more” why haven’t I ever thought of this? It sounds like common sense lol. Thank you
To be here witnessing your journey is a gift :,) lately have been really resonating with this quote and I think it applies to what you share with us here:
“as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.”
growing channel✨❣️
i loove that
@@moniquekhac3295 glad to hear!✨
@youngsster 🌹🌹!
“What you allow is what you will continue” this is the second time I encountered it this week!
I’m at a point in my life where I feel like I need to change and grow. Thank you for this video I really needed it.
Every time I’m having anxiety or depression or sadness. I ask myself where is it coming from. I just calm myself down. And really listen. I get the clarity so quick now. It wasn’t easy in the beginning I had to practice. I won’t consider running away from it. When you do that you can heal and expand yourself. Please do the inner work. Love you guys!!
Wow, it's crazy, each time i'm at my saddest you end up posting a video that will allow m to completely change my perspective. In less than 40 mins I feel completely different, grateful, happy and ready to heal more than ever. Thank you so so sosoososososos much for being you and sharing your journey.
I hope you're feeling better and all the best with your journey forward!
I'm wishing you positive energy and calmness :)
i’ve been watching your videos for about a year and a half now, and I can definitely say your gentle insights have changed my life and the way I allow myself view the world. Hearing that you made mistakes and hurt, people too makes it a lot easier to except the parts of myself that I’m not proud of. and move past all of that, as a whole. thanks hitomi ❤
Hitomi I just want to express my deepest gratitude for your presence online for sharing and expressing , I don't idolize people but in a way i feel you are my highest version of myself hahah , i am going trough similar things as you did I feel really lonely right now
thank you for being a friend figure. Thank you for being.
wish you nothing but goodness, love,light and growth
Wow, highest version of myself; that is so beautiful. Sometimes we cannot identify or even accept that there is light, love, growth, healing and acceptance within ourselves, and we can only identify that energy in other people. yet you too possess the energy for your highest self even when the journey is not linear. thankyou for sharing, sending love to you ✨🌱❤️
@@lightofthao6650 thank you so much ... That's a big one to integrate that growth isn't linear .. as humans we just want better and better we are so bad with dealing the "bad" even if it's just as part of life as the good. Sending love to you too 💙
"the mind doesn't know the difference between reality & an internal experience." is a quote i'm going to take away from this. this is such a good video, just so many amazing gems. definitely a video to refer back to throughout my journey.
You are a light in the world. I’ve been on a spiritual journey for a while now but I am just coming to realize it. I use to be so reckless, careless, angry and empty and never really owned up to it or acknowledged it. I use to lack confidence and self love and showed it through how I treated others and myself (which at the time I didn’t see). I am a completely different person now, thank God. I’m still on the journey but on a completely different path. Thank you for sharing your journey Hitomi.
same here
I've been feeling so low lately, thank you for your content 🙏 it came up kind of randomly and I'm so glad it did 🥺
im sending good energy to u! u will get through this rut and ur life will be so beautiful
@@kardemomme3828 thank you ❤️❤️
"The Secret" was the start of my spiritual journey too.
Author?
Mine was " way of the peaceful warrior"
I can't find this book please can someone tell me the author? 😊😊
@@Loumoyleart Rhonda Byme
“anytime i was feeling sad it was an opportunity for me to love myself even more” yes.
“I am probably like, the saddest happy person ever.. or the happiest depressed person...I feel everything all the time”. I FELT that. Thank you for sharing your journey. You are a light.
I’ve literally watched this vid 4 times and constantly come back for inspiration
You have no idea how much you light up my life
"I just feel everything all the time"
I felt that lol
Dear Hitomi, can you talk about how you practice shadow work for yourself? That would be very interesting because there are so many options and I have not yet found the right one for me. I send you a lot of love !!! You are such an inspiration for me and such a beautiful person. I am grateful that you exist and that you show yourself here.❤️✨
I agree I would love to know more!
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i’ve seen this video sm times and i still come back to watch whenever i feel like i need to recenter/ground myself again. thank you for your wisdom hitomi🌱💖
So so so proud of you. Seeing how you’ve grown and changed is so inspirational, one of the most beautiful souls I’ve ever seen
Oh my goodness. I’m 21 minutes in and I’ve never EVER EVER not even with a therapist or family or friends felt so understood before. And I’ve never even met you. Sending you lots and lots of love and a huge thank you hug for sharing such vulnerable parts of your story 💗
i know this is an "old" video but i needed this reassurance and guidance today 🥺 thank u for doing what u do hitomi and sharing what uve learned i am so grateful for U!
I just smiled for myself when you said "imagine your best version"
oh my goodness, i so appreciate you. you laid the groundworks for my own spiritual awakening, and i am slowly, shedding those self-limiting beliefs and opening myself toward other spiritual practices to aid in my own healing. coming from a rough background and also being neurodivergent, finding your channel has made such a huge impact on my life. you truly are sharing so much truth and light. i appreciate you so much!
she just makes me feel so safe cuz shes been thru the same things ive experienced,and seeing her growth makes me feel empowered and gives me hope
thank you for sharing your story hitomi
I hit rock bottom and found your videos. I am practicing buddhism and I am not even buddhist just like you said. I am practicing silence and have fully surrendered myself to my truthfulness and God direction. It feels like I am your future self. Listening to you is like looking into the mirror and going back and forth. Thank You hitomi.
it’s 7 am here and I haven’t slept yet, Hitomi your life, your message is the light in so many peoples lives. But not only do you spread love, you teach us to love and to accept love and that is the most beautiful and important thing. when your were talking about the self awareness and the change you saw needed to happen, and reflecting on the environment you grew up in, and the individuals whom surrounded you, it was so powerful that you were able to visualise and conceptualise a healthy environment when it was such a contrast to the environment you had been and were in. it reminded me of one of Amy Lee’s videos where she says when you heal your trauma, and stop the cycle you are healing your mother and your grandmothers trauma, as by healing yourself you are healing them, but letting the pain stop with you through grow and the self awareness each one of us holds over our own life and energy. sending love to you and every single soul whom reads this, thankyou for being alive, thankyou for holding potential of love and light, whether you see it yet or not, and thankyou for simply being here as that can be the hardest thing to do at times. love to every single one of you, bless you on your journey and our journeys together, thankyou.
If you've ever been curious about who you truly are, then this is something that you NEED to see...
Thank you for sharing your journey! The most important journey we can all take and often neglect to embark on is the spiritual. It is the most pure, sincere, healthful, peaceful and powerful endeavor one can initiate. The rat race of life is NOT living. I too, manifest things.. naughty things even.. makes me wonder about why the universe lets me but I guess that is the beauty of it all.. I seek honor, righteousness, wisdom..and a few selfish things too.. and it is awesome. I find the greatest way to gain in life is by GIVING. I have my flaws but life is beautiful. Seeing you makes me smile, and when you smile I can feel your joy and I celebrate you!
wow, so heavy with insight and wisdom and love at such a young age... I ended up taking 5 pages worth of notes. Thank you for beaconing your love onto the collective and giving hope and inspiration to those who have lost theirs. The impact you've made on my soul today is HUGE. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I love Hitomi, AND I think it is damaging to circulate the idea that one must or should hit rock bottom to be able to grow or to fully evolve either spiritually, or in any way. I would love to add a few things to whomever would like to listen: You do not need to be baptized by fire to be born again or to come out better on the other side, and saying that you SHOULD do something like hit the bottom is harmful. Humans are changing at every moment and in every moment. Small or large, you can change and happiness is not a final destination to feel fulfilled and it does not have to arrive after dramatic shifts. To think that you are waiting for one large earth shattering change to make you whole is a disservice to yourself. You are allowed to evolve in your unique way, without any "shoulds." I send love to all beings, may you always be open to your power and may you always feel whole. And I do think Hitomi says this as well in her video along with the idea of rock bottom. Thank you for sharing your story and spreading love and light. I only hope that I can do the same.
Thank you, I was wondering, "Should I hit rock bottom in order to spiritually evolve? Why haven't I yet? When will it come?" And I totally agree with you, everyone is on their own unique journey, no one the same. Sending love.
i agree with u but i think she meant more like in order to grow and become your highest self we have to be at our lowest point so that the only way is up and an appreciation for the worst parts of life is gained in order to grow.
@@kianna2593 Yes, agreed! But what would it look like to challenge the assumption that you have to reach your low to appreciate life. What if you were whole before you did that, and what if you changed in every moment and not only after hitting rock bottom. Thank you for reading and replying! (:
@Morgan i’m sorry i didn’t mean any disrespect to anyone. i totally see where you are coming from and understand what you’re saying i was just trying to give insight into what her intentions of what she said might have been.
@Morgan Thank you for adding this, that is a very important point.
I feel like this girls speaks my language. However I've never been able to express it verbally like her or had people in my life that would truly listen and understand. I am so greatful to have found this page..✨
I hate when people peg Hitomi as a “influencer spiritual” she’s done so much internal work, and so wise. She’s happy and loving life as she should. I love you Hitomi and I’m incredibly proud of your progress and I accept you into my divine love with open arms🧿❤️
you’ve helped me so much i’m so thankful for you and your videos
Watching your video with a hot cocoa cup in my hands, feeling so full, and grateful. Taking in your words has allowed me, in the past year, to feel so much better and at peace mentally and internally, when I was suffering from intrusive thoughts and OCD. I'm eternally grateful to you for this and am feeling so blessed to be able to learn from you, be inspired by you, on my journey here on earth ❤️
Back exactly one year later to the day.
Your videos make me feel so supported.
I'm just crying so much, I totally resonate with your journey so much. Especially with dealing with the negative coping mechanisms and relationships with man. Thank you for sharing your journey sister. You give me so much strength to heal this part of myself 🙏🏼♥️
I cried like a baby looking at this video! Hitomi, you truly are a light to this world. I love how open and honest you are about your experiences. You are helping me and so many others find happiness within themselves and their lives. You are a gift to us all 💓. Thank you for everything you are doing. I am grateful for you!! ❤️😭
Thank you for being for us in these difficult times, Hitomi. You always make me feel safe in a way. :) Just thank you
You literally inspire me beyond words. I come from a very broken, “disappointing” household. I also struggled with depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts. I had to be real with myself and realize that I can’t let my families past or present affect me. I have been awakening for a couple months. I’ve been including shadow work and inner child work. This video realllllly inspires me I can’t say that enough ❤️ sending my light
I love watching you evolve. I have been on the same journey as you sister. I love you
“Every time I was sad, it was an opportunity to love myself even more.” Wow.
wow i never realized how similar our life paths have been !! this video has given me so much hope and has refueled my lust for life :) thank you so much
I wrote down so many of the things you said in this video. There is SO MUCH wisdom in this. Thank you.
(I might watch it like once a month.)
honestly i may need to watch this weekly, cause life is just… so wild
I honestly really needed this right now. I’ve been feeling so disconnected from myself this past week and just craved to be inspired again to remind myself why I am living. Every time I feel disconnected your videos always seem to spark passion in soul again and thankyou so much for this. Whenever I don’t remember how I found someone I know that they were meant to be present in my life for a reason and I think your videos guide me through my spiritual journey as well as so many other amazing people. Just thankyou so much again for being here ❤️✨
‘Feeling happy and sad at the same time’ ‘feeling so much all the time’ I feel this. I feel like me too as an emotional person, I am always told to ‘stop being so sensitive’ but I literally can’t stop feeling. It’s tough being a good person and I often find myself feeling everyone’s problems and feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders.
I love how you emphasize your journey alone. I have been really struggling with the alone aspect of my spiritual journey....thinking I am at an age where I need a partner by my side. Watching you, a spiritual, strong women, is the reason I like your channel. You inspire me. Thank you for showing me and others that I have so much space in my life for healing and developing spiritual practices.
I am so proud. I feel this. Yesterday I looked back at the past years and suddenly I felt this power, this energy and this silence. Everything that has happened, all the things I wished, desired, got, attached to.... whatever it was, it was always me in the middle, handling ... doing just my best... Anyway.... it's a journey but also.... simple life if u make life simple.
Love
dude i was just thinking the other day how much i missed your old talking videos where you would just ramble for half an hour about what has been on your mind hahaha mayhaps the universe heard me!! no but for real now i'm so proud of you and you have been such an inspiration for me over the years. it makes me really happy to see you in a good place. thank you for this
I cried during this video because everything is so true and everytime i feel fears or struggling in my life i want to watch this video. So many positives things you said ❤
I’d love book recommendations from you!
JK read the description 🤣
Thanks so much love you!
Right at the end when you said “you are worthy” I had tears streaming down my face. Thank you
literally such a similar journey and early life experiences as mine- expect nothing, grateful for everything-, i love you hitomi, im proud of you as a human being, you inspire me every day
i love how this whole comment section is so nice and kind♥️♥️
I'm so happy for your progression. When you're happy I'm happy. We are one. So please don't be sad. There is so much overwhelming love in this universe we just need to focus on it & realize how valuable we are as spiritual beings in these temporary vessels. Our minds may play tricks but our hearts now the path.
You are amazing! I wish I had someone in my life like you! Everything you say really resonates with me and makes me think.
Ive been looking at hitomi from the good old flower wall days and Ive loved her since. I can feel her joy and man I wish I had that energy around me because some days I hate myself beyond words. I love you Hitomi and I wish you long life and many more amazing oppurtunities to come to you❤❤❤
Hitomi if you're reading this I just wanna let you know, you've helped me so much in life and I am forever grateful.
This was such a wake up call. I’ve been neglecting myself so much. I really feel like I’ve lost touch and known that for so long but watching this really made me admit it to myself. Thank you for showing up for us, it’s crazy how someone on a screen can have so much impact. Love you Hitomi thank you for you
This one is so precious and helpful.. I felt it like my own journey laid out, so honest and such a long way you've came. Thanks for allowing me to remember my own story and look back at this long time way in a smoother and less hurtful way through recreating the steps along to your video. ❤ You're safe. You're so so so loved.
I was just binge watching your videos and you dropped this one, cannot wait to watch it
Me too!!!!
I thought im the only one who rewatch her videos ❤️
"Every time I feel sad its an opportunity for me to fully love myself" ---new affirmation. Thanks, Hitomi
You're an actual angel I love these videos so much! Your words resonate with me so much, it gets me so excited to take care of me and to invest in me more, I'm so grateful I found your channel and the messages you share. May love always be with you sweet soul