Thank you for commenting on modern day colonisation and cultural appropriation in the spiritual field! This is SUCH an important topic, and one people often bypass with "love and light-esque' reasons. Part of this journey is being a warrior for morals and truth on all levels of existence, and this discrimination CANNOT be ignored. If you want to experience the gifts/medicines of a particular culture, tradition or land, you MUST be willing to stand WITH THEM on political and socio-cultural levels. ONENESS IN PRACTICE.
Right!!!!!!!!!! Hitomi, I'd love to hear more on cultural appropriation, colonalization, etc. as I feel we can dive so much deeper, those are such overlooked topics, which definitely deserve more attention within both the spiritual community and every other community out there!
Yes! thank you for putting this into words. 🙏 It's very important to me that people with a following especially people who share (...and profit from) their spiritually, use their voice for the greater good. They don't have to educate directly from their platform, but I should hope they will share news, petitions, fundraisers, address what's going on in the world. otherwise I feel uncomfortable about supporting them and unfollow. Dear Hitomi, I would love to see you speak up more, I've had to take a break from your channel the past year but I would love to come back to your energy fully and comfortably. ❤ Great video. Sending love
As a kanaka maoli, I really appreciate you shedding light on modern colonization here in Hawaiʻi. The U.S. is actively still participating in the erasure of Native Hawaiians in so many ways including the U.S. N*vy poisoning our aquifers. Mahalo nui for educating others of our experience on your platform.
You look happier than usual!!! Like your energy is definitely noticeably more clear it’s hard to explain but I see it!! I want to experience this aswell!
I just want to say, from the moment you spoke about giving up your wounded inner child I didn't stop crying until the end of the video. I honestly can't believe how much your words have touched me. I feel as though my spiritual journey was tainted years ago, but you've become such a touchstone for what is possible. Maybe one day I'll explore again, but I just want to say thank you. Even right at the end when you said, "thank you for letting me a voice in your life for all these years", you really have been a part of my life, like a glimmer of hope if I put in the work. Thank you so much for making this video.
Ayahuasca literally changed my life in such a profound way when I first sat with Her 13 years ago. She helped me purge out layers of density accumulated over lifetimes and lifetimes and I've been reuniting with her on a yearly basis ever since. I actually came to Her before finding Yoga. My interest in Yoga was a natural by-product of doing so much work with plant medicine and helped to "anchor in" all Her teachings. We are all so blessed to have such powerful tools for self-realisation in this life. I pray that more people find their way to these powerful lineages. Blessings to you fellow Scorpio sister ;)
What a fresh breath of air to hear an influencer talk about Hawai'i & modern day colonization! Some don’t realize what’s going on behind all the distraction. Also you are glowing!! 🥰
Thank you for speaking about Native’s I am from Navajo tribe and we are so connected with our culture,land, and language still! It took a lot of fighting by our elders to keep that for us! I would be careful about what you share because unfortunately a lot of people will take native traditions and cultures to profit off it. We use sacred medicine for spirituality just like you did but not everyone sees it that way. Please follow Native content creators etc to show support! It is so sad for Hawaii and their land, sending you positivity to help show what is going on there ♥️
I would love to see a documentary of the native Hawaiians and how they feel. I visited Kauai last winter and saw Native Hawaiians darker than me and I wanted to talk to them so bad because I felt terrible being there after seeing them but I also felt connected and drawn to them. If they feel comfortable I would love to hear their stories and see their faces. Thank you for sharing your experience. You are a true ally Hitomi.
I already started filming the new series and feel so activated in sitting with their stories 🙏🏼❤️ I have felt the same way and it feels really necessary to bridge that gap so that more information can be spread. Thank you for sharing your experience and receiving me 😌
What a beautiful experience to hear about. Lately I’ve felt stagnant in my spiritual journey and I’m feeling so much anger and hurt and like it would be easier not to be here. I always love hearing about your journey because I remember that there is always room to uncover love and to heal
I too feel the same, but then I remember that stagnation isn't an option and we're always continuously growing whether we notice it or not. There is something to learn with very step on this journey of life, including feelings of stagnation and hurt. Sending you love and light and an abundance of hope
@@magicmermaid3753 wow, thank you so much. 🥺 thank you for the reminder, it’s so difficult to reckon with these feelings when you’re in the midst of them. I hope we both see healing soon❤️
Dear Hitomi, thank you so much for sharing. I am sure it was a vulnerable experience for you to share these deep truths and understandings of your inner work online. I want to express my deep gratitude for your presence here, and want to tell you that your conversation here touched me very deeply and I felt a spark of healing light up inside myself just trough listening to you. I have always believed, through healing ourselves we heal the world - and also while deeply knowing this, there was always my head questioning this and wondering, how (or if?) this actually really works. Your video was an answer to my question - through sitting with you and your energy and frequency this half hour, I also felt inner knowings arise, past experiences of inner healing that I already had forgotten and images and visions come to me. I felt the waves of energy, that came trough you, because you opened yourself up in front of the camera with the intention of sharing it here for us, inside myself and triggering a healing effect as well and bring clarity and insight. There is no more beautiful thing than that and I am so grateful for your offering. Thank you for your energy, I will send some back your way
I am glad that you are finally talking about Native issues in Hawaii! It’s something I had wondered if you were aware of and was worried that you were not. Thank you for spreading awareness about this and sharing perspectives of Kanaka Maoli
Captivated for the entire 37 minutes. Thank you for sharing your experience. When you began speaking about your Grandmother I cried.. I love how you said her DNA is woven into yours. I miss my paternal Grandmother so much, but that was just what I needed to hear - That she is always here with me ❤❤
really happy you addressed your living situation and the colonial exploitation inherent in tourism, in addition to the ongoing issues the islands are facing! your growth is so apparent and I appreciate so deeply that you’ve talked about it and commit to speaking on the struggle. so happy for you with your ayahuasca experience! much love 💜
In the Caribbean Islands, we're experiencing the same level of oppression and gentrification with the huge settlement of Westerners buying up all the land, causing the price of everything to skyrocket and locals are being pushed back to the center of the islands.
@@liberatedlioness6478 It's happened everywhere! Seychelles, Bali, Puerto Rico, everywhere!! The rich people who capitalize off others' lands do not see what they are doing. Many are literally blind to it. All they see is green--paper baby, stacks! That's it. This is why it is so important for us to do our own personal healing work to connect with our highest selves so we can be so deeply rooted in love as we SHOW them what they are doing just as grandma Aya shows those who sit with her themselves...
I felt like watching this video I went through almost a healing moment. Idk if it was your energy of your experience just kinda seeping it’s way through the screen. I felt like I just had a woman ancestor with me and was like forgiving me and like a wake up call to ancestral karma. Thank you for sharing 💗
Sister.... listening to your experience was so healing and resonated on so many levels for me. Aya is a powerful teacher and the way that you spoke of the medicine with such reverence and humbleness was beautiful to witness. Also speaking on issues that are triggering but speaking from a place of love translated very well in my opinion. Thank you for your work and for sharing.
Wow this is one of my absolute favourite videos of yours Hitomi. So much profoundness. I loved how passionately you spoke about the native people of Hawaii and would love to hear more about it if you are willing to share :)
I don’t know how you so lucidly articulated your experience after ayahuasca. I really struggled. It sounds like your prior spiritual practice was a great support in understanding and integrating the medicine.
I've yet to be called, so glad you mentioned what your shaman friend said! I'm currently pregnant with a little cancer ♋ baby and I feel like a portal is wide open inside me. I will remain open to the calling after birth 🌞
todas las veces que te escucho hablar sea en mis dias mas tristes o en mis dias más felices, me haces sentir que si vale muchisima la pena de intentar dar una chance a esta caminada que siempre fue y será desconocida (una vez que si sabemos quien somos) pero es que no sabemos como ni cuanto podemos realmente influencar la vida de alguién hasta que nos tomemos el tiempo divino de conocernos a nosotros mismos. Con todo esto solo queria decir que gracias a vos (que he conocido por casualidad [o no]) acepté partes de mi que nunca supe que estaban escondidas o hasta traumada por gente que confié y que hoy solo me desprecian por tener elegido otra manera de vivir; gracias Hitomi, por encender esa llama de querer vivir en mi corazón y por siempre ser gentil con todos nosotros. Además, en aaçgunas semanas voy probar Aya' gracias por el insight.
This was so beautiful and touched me deeply for a reason I can't quite explain yet. I sobbed when you shared about your experience of the native people's in the visions the medicine brought you. My grandmother is native Puerto Rican and I think I carry her grief many days. I feel the universe is trying to tear me from my current comfortable, capitalist dependent life and I am experiencing the grief of leaving the old behind. Thank you for your videos. They have been a beacon, a forum to connect with and a true encouragement to pay attention to the call I am receiving.
I feel the same thing! I just want to share a few of my thoughts since that's how I feel I can tell you that I see you. I feel like the universe is drawing me away from this capitalist, colonialist, imperialist constructed society and opening me to seeing ways of relating to the world rooted in love and abundance. There is so much fear and grief for all that has been lost and what life is being lost from this life, and I think that grief is a gateway into transformation and healing and liberation of the soul.
@@hunterlange4243 Thank you so much for sharing! It is good to know I am not alone. I can feel myself stubbornly resisting to the change even though a big part of me knows it is necessary and will bring beauty and abundance. I wish you all the best in sharing this experience!
Hearing your experience made me want to tear up because it sounds so healing, uniting, and beautiful. I hope I get to experience one of these ceremonies in the future, thank you for your vulnerability always!!
I feel a deep appreciation for what you have shared, what you are allowing. Many rivers and streams are flowing in+through you, as you know! Abundant blessings are weaving themselves everywhere....... Aho MItakuye Oyasin! (which isn't said lightly; a profound prayer vibrating within)....
Sharing this with us is an act of unconditional love for everyone and I deeply appreciate it. Knowing that there are so many souls out there that are like mine give me the Hope and Faith in that potential future that you saw.
this was such a profound experience. it inspired many deep truths in myself while watching you share your journey. thank you for sharing and thank you for speaking for the islands.
You sharing this has helped affirm something in me about my own healing. I'm in tears right now like I feel so seen and heard even though you're the one sharing in this video. Thank you so much. As someone who doesn't always have the space or a friend to talk to your videos help me realize so much just like a friend would. I loved listening to you share your experience and visions from your healing journey ☀️💕
I was hesitant to click on this for some reason but I’m glad I did. I realized the shame that I feel for taking so many steps backwards since my immersive experience with the medicine. I’ve taken paths that have led me further away and I realize I have been consuming much less spiritual content for this reason. Thank you for sharing your experience. Thank you so much Hitomi. I’m looking forward to hearing more of what you have to share with us.
🌿 *Mama Aya* 🌿 hasn't called me yet. Until then, I enjoy another sacred plant on my birthdays. Thanks for sharing the story of your tender experiences so openly. 🙏🏾💫💚
My spirit was struggling today as I've been embarking on my own healing journey. Almost immediately, your video brought me to tears and I began painting a flower pot in your honor. Our spirits are so different. I loved hearing about your lightness, flowery soma, lingerie dancing, candy land prancing...my experience is that of a very quiet willow. I am dense like a rock from the Mojave desert yet still feminine and earthy. Your lightness was resonant to me and I wish you could see how your spirit moved mine to paint. It was a healing moment so thank you for the healing energy.
Thank you Hitomi for the gift of this video, it’s been a very rough past 4 days (I’ve been dealing with the traumatic experience of my pet companion passing due to a medical error at the vets office) and the love definitely transmitted through the screen. I hope you have an amazing week 💕
I'm truly sorry for your loss. I've lost my dog companion last year. It was a heart wrenching experience. I suffered for weeks... One year later the pain has subsided but I remember her everyday. I wish you love and light. ♥️♥️♥️
Recalling my past lives and connecting to my ancestors has been coming up alot for me recently too! Life on Earth truly is such an incredible journey!! Hitomi, you are a divine spirit of gold and i send you so much gratitude for showing up with courage and honesty. I love you !!!
Thank you so much for sharing your communion with grandmother Aya & sharing these sacred experiences with us. I understand the desire of keeping these experiences close and protected so I’m in deep gratitude for the openness and gift of your share 🐆 🍃 👁
i appreciate this video & u so much 🙏🏽 thank u for using ur voice to speak up for bipoc & respect our practices & traditions. this is true spirituality. this is true love. 🤍
I can see a glow around you as you spoke about your grandmother. It almost looks like you're not in your surroundings, like you were photoshopped into the space because the light behind you surrounds you. So beautiful to see and feel your healing heart.
Thank you for sharing Hitomi. Having past traumatic psychedelic experience this video triggered me but also healed me a little. Your words comfort me and help me in the path of self acceptance so much. I love you I love how you mention making your childhood imagination a safe place to play around in. I have so much trouble with judging my thoughts as childish. This helped me understand it's okay to explore all parts of you
Thank you Hitomi for always teaching me something about spirituality even though I am older then you I’ve learn so much. I believe we can also learn from younger people not just older souls. You bring such calmness.
Wow. Thank you for sharing this beautiful transcendental experience. So grateful for all of your eye opening shared stories. You are definitely inspiring and helping the collective move forward 🙏🏻
Hitomi, did you know that anthropologically Native Americans originally came from East Asia (who travelled through Siberia) and settled in the Americas? DNA research have also shown an affinity with a specific ethnic group called the Jomon people from pre-historic Japan. When you were speaking about your ancestors of both sides, and also of cold/snow landscapes, it really reminded me of these connections. Thank you for sharing your experiences ❤️
As I watch this, I am sobbing with joy for you. I am so glad you had the opportunity to heal yourself in this way. Your story resonates with my own and has encouraged me to continue pursuing healing and release in ways I thought weren't possible. Thank you. Xx
So beautiful makes me so happy seeing another sister healing from our beautiful medicine!!! 😭🥺💕💕💕 I know exactly how it feels and I am so happy for you!!!! AHO!! ❤️❤️
Hi Hitomi! Thank you, thank you, thank you, for sharing your thoughts and experiences with us. I appreciate your words with wisdom and respect, seeing your progress over the years is very inspiring and allows me to believe in myself in finding comfort and peace within. It’s not easy, thank you 💛
I cant thank you enough for sharing your experience. This brought me to tears multiple times and opened my eyes up to many different things. THANK YOU HITOMI
i'm so eternally grateful we have people like you committed to turning their hurt into healing and passion in a way that we mentally and physically can receive from. thank you.
thank you thank you thank you for sharing your experience. and just thank you for being you and thank you for letting people around the world to be able to tap into your presence, knowledge and wisdom. watching this video i feel like i'm seeing you emanate white light around you. so much love and gratitude for you!
This made me cry and sob, literally. I was so touched by your story. Hitomi I am so grateful for your existence, your presence and the stories you tell. They truly do make a difference in our lives, they give me life and charge me with love. Thank you so much.
Thank you for sharing. I had two experiences and on the one hand I feel like Ayahuasca gave me specific messages just for me, which are way too sacred to share. But on the other hand, I want to share those experiences because I feel like I can share the medicine that I received. And I also want to share because I don’t want to feel so isolated with the things I saw. What you said about the childhood, the funeral for the past self. I felt the same. I saw everything from a soul perspective. I felt holy, sacred, infinit. But saw how small, unimportant and unloved I felt in those situations. The contrast was so immense. It was deep healing.
I watched this video in a heart beat, feeling so much gratitude- thank you so much for sharing your experience. God bless you sis, love all that you do for your self and others. ❤❤❤
Tbh I feel like your words are so healing to my inner child as well. You being so much healing and light into this world and I appreciate you so much. ❤
thats so beautiful of you to do. meditating intensely out to your peers in the space you all were in. To stay grounded within their individual experience. While one of your peers was having a difficult, but expressive reaction to their journey. really enjoying this video :)
Hitomi this video brought me to tears and was so vulnerable and brave. especially you addressing that you yourself should not be in Hawaii. I was thinking of moving there but have always felt a guilt to it. you are so courageous and brave for being honest. and thank you for sharing your story, this was very eye opening as I myself have never felt called to any plant medicine and am totally sober, but seeing a woman I truly respect speaking on this gives perspective
i got goosebumps through the whole video, this is incredibly inspiring and somehow gives me so much hope. thank you for talking about it, i had no awarness of Ayahuasca, it sounds very interesting!
i always feel so excited and energized to listen/watch one of your videos, your energy is truly so healing, hearing you talk about your path and your experiences n feelings n perspective is so healing to all of us 💓
this video was incredible to watch and absorb. you have really helped me along my spiritual journey! I thank you and send you so much love sweet soul x
Hitomiii. i’m very proud of you, very happy for you, and most of all i am overwhelmed with love for you. Thank you for sharing. wishing love and light.
Thankyou sister for being so open about your process ayahuasca saved my life two years ago now I dedicate my life to the medicine. Sending unconditional love to you ❤❤❤
Thank you Hitomi 🤍 your kindness and love is definitely felt, and your words are deeply heard. Thank you for bringing awareness to the issues that are so prominent within our society, and for using your platform to empower others through love 🕊
I had to pause this video to write this. You have such a beautiful white aura that radiates from you. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for speaking about your ancestry and your past experiences and lives. ❤️
This was so enchanting to watch, words cannot even explain it. I can’t believe we basically had the same experiences, except mine was through Kundalini awakening rather than mother Aya. Sending you lots of love Hitomi 💚
I love the way you talk about your souls past lives and the way we should show love for all people and the earth. You speak the truth and that is inspirational.
You're an excellent story teller. Thanks for sharing a very personal and beautiful experience with ayahuasca. Mother Earth has provided many beautiful plant medicines for her people. You were very fortunate to have experienced a very profound and beautiful insight into what it is to be a human being on Mother Earth. It is beautiful. Peyote also is a very strong medicine, and has been used and helped many people in North America for centuries.🙏
So much gratitude for you sharing your truth, light and love. Grateful to have your creative expressions in my field!✨🦋✨ I first found you when expanding on topics for a few of my paintings a few months ago, and am so very grateful to find so much resonance with your past and your current works! Sending you love and celebration, you’re a gem💙
you are so kind. thank you for sharing your love and wisdom with the world. you help me gain clarity and diminish feelings of guilt. I love you, beautiful soul
You are such a beautiful enlightened soul. I have immense love for you, and your beautiful child self. My child self underwent a lot of traumas aswell as I see you Hitomi. You are not alone, and you never were. You are seen fully for who you truly are; a radiant, light soulful being. You are so loved. Thank you for being you!
Thank you for sharing your experience and insights. My energy has been off the past few days and I thought this video might be hard for me to receive. So glad I watched anyway, I feel light and inspired. Thank you for sharing your light. 🙏🏽🦋Namaste.
I am a kanaka maoli and I really love watching your videos, I am walking down a trail and listening to you. I was so surprised to hear you talk about Hawaii, 🙏🏽
This video was shared with me after sharing my experience on shrooms (3/6) with an associate of mine! Thank you for sharing your experience with Ayahuasca! During my trip I experienced one of my past lives, and felt as if I was reliving that lifetime and this one simultaneously! Still searching for clarity, but everything is starting to connect and make sense to me now! Thank you, thank you, thank you! I love you 🤗💖
I am literally in tears right now. Before i found your videos I was thinking about my childhood abuse and trauma and how to heal them. This morning I stumbled upon your channel and I already feel so connected to you. When you spoke about how you felt immense forgiveness for anyone who have hurt you in the past ; I was sobbing so hard. Because it made me happy for you, you do not have to revisit those cycles or wounds anymore. So glad I found your videos 🤍
Wow! Thank you so much for sharing your experience of Ayahuasca! I've been thinking about doing it for a while now and I feel more safe now that it has the Hitomi seal of approval! You are an angel and blessing to this earth!
Thanks for sharing, please continue to do so your energy radiates light and I appreciate this beautiful divine timing of you dropping this video as I am off to Peru this week! I appreciate all your wisdom and pain, as it serves a purpose here on earth. Love and light
Thank you for commenting on modern day colonisation and cultural appropriation in the spiritual field! This is SUCH an important topic, and one people often bypass with "love and light-esque' reasons. Part of this journey is being a warrior for morals and truth on all levels of existence, and this discrimination CANNOT be ignored. If you want to experience the gifts/medicines of a particular culture, tradition or land, you MUST be willing to stand WITH THEM on political and socio-cultural levels. ONENESS IN PRACTICE.
Right!!!!!!!!!! Hitomi, I'd love to hear more on cultural appropriation, colonalization, etc. as I feel we can dive so much deeper, those are such overlooked topics, which definitely deserve more attention within both the spiritual community and every other community out there!
Yes! thank you for putting this into words. 🙏 It's very important to me that people with a following especially people who share (...and profit from) their spiritually, use their voice for the greater good. They don't have to educate directly from their platform, but I should hope they will share news, petitions, fundraisers, address what's going on in the world. otherwise I feel uncomfortable about supporting them and unfollow. Dear Hitomi, I would love to see you speak up more, I've had to take a break from your channel the past year but I would love to come back to your energy fully and comfortably. ❤ Great video. Sending love
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The concept of cultural appropriation is total bullshit.
There is no requirement to agree with anyone about anything under any circumstances.
This made me cry, you talking about your ancestors and animals and trees, everything connects
same it resonated so deeply
As a kanaka maoli, I really appreciate you shedding light on modern colonization here in Hawaiʻi. The U.S. is actively still participating in the erasure of Native Hawaiians in so many ways including the U.S. N*vy poisoning our aquifers. Mahalo nui for educating others of our experience on your platform.
You look happier than usual!!! Like your energy is definitely noticeably more clear it’s hard to explain but I see it!! I want to experience this aswell!
I can see it too!! Especially in the beginning when Hitomi was smiling💓💓
that was my first thought watching her video! love to see it.
I also think that she feels a little more open and driven to talk I love it
Shes dating Shawn Mendes too i think
@@sia2121 what why do u think that
I just want to say, from the moment you spoke about giving up your wounded inner child I didn't stop crying until the end of the video. I honestly can't believe how much your words have touched me. I feel as though my spiritual journey was tainted years ago, but you've become such a touchstone for what is possible. Maybe one day I'll explore again, but I just want to say thank you. Even right at the end when you said, "thank you for letting me a voice in your life for all these years", you really have been a part of my life, like a glimmer of hope if I put in the work. Thank you so much for making this video.
Ayahuasca literally changed my life in such a profound way when I first sat with Her 13 years ago. She helped me purge out layers of density accumulated over lifetimes and lifetimes and I've been reuniting with her on a yearly basis ever since. I actually came to Her before finding Yoga. My interest in Yoga was a natural by-product of doing so much work with plant medicine and helped to "anchor in" all Her teachings. We are all so blessed to have such powerful tools for self-realisation in this life. I pray that more people find their way to these powerful lineages. Blessings to you fellow Scorpio sister ;)
can you recommend a shaman or place for s.o. who feels called?🙏
“Loving awareness neutralizes every story.” I loved that line. Thanks for sharing your experience
You seem different, like a new person. So wise and confident. I’m really excited for you that you were able to do that deep!
Sending love.
What a fresh breath of air to hear an influencer talk about Hawai'i & modern day colonization! Some don’t realize what’s going on behind all the distraction. Also you are glowing!! 🥰
Thank you for speaking about Native’s I am from Navajo tribe and we are so connected with our culture,land, and language still! It took a lot of fighting by our elders to keep that for us! I would be careful about what you share because unfortunately a lot of people will take native traditions and cultures to profit off it. We use sacred medicine for spirituality just like you did but not everyone sees it that way. Please follow Native content creators etc to show support! It is so sad for Hawaii and their land, sending you positivity to help show what is going on there ♥️
Do you have any Native content creators you recommend? I would love to subscribe to them!!
you have the most calming voice
sending you warmth and love
full received and reciprocated angel ❤️❤️❤️
I would love to see a documentary of the native Hawaiians and how they feel. I visited Kauai last winter and saw Native Hawaiians darker than me and I wanted to talk to them so bad because I felt terrible being there after seeing them but I also felt connected and drawn to them. If they feel comfortable I would love to hear their stories and see their faces. Thank you for sharing your experience. You are a true ally Hitomi.
I already started filming the new series and feel so activated in sitting with their stories 🙏🏼❤️ I have felt the same way and it feels really necessary to bridge that gap so that more information can be spread. Thank you for sharing your experience and receiving me 😌
I agree I love Hawaii and the native people and enjoy just experiencing and learning about their sacred culture.
Your commitment to teach others and express deep vulnerability is greatly appreciated. Thank you ❤️
I love how you stand up for Hawai'i. I cannot wait to see your future documentaries about this land and how we can best care for it 🌿
What a beautiful experience to hear about. Lately I’ve felt stagnant in my spiritual journey and I’m feeling so much anger and hurt and like it would be easier not to be here. I always love hearing about your journey because I remember that there is always room to uncover love and to heal
I too feel the same, but then I remember that stagnation isn't an option and we're always continuously growing whether we notice it or not. There is something to learn with very step on this journey of life, including feelings of stagnation and hurt. Sending you love and light and an abundance of hope
@@magicmermaid3753 wow, thank you so much. 🥺 thank you for the reminder, it’s so difficult to reckon with these feelings when you’re in the midst of them. I hope we both see healing soon❤️
@@iriesarah I'm sending you love as well on your healing journey : ) may we collectively heal and liberate each other 👐
Dear Hitomi, thank you so much for sharing. I am sure it was a vulnerable experience for you to share these deep truths and understandings of your inner work online. I want to express my deep gratitude for your presence here, and want to tell you that your conversation here touched me very deeply and I felt a spark of healing light up inside myself just trough listening to you. I have always believed, through healing ourselves we heal the world - and also while deeply knowing this, there was always my head questioning this and wondering, how (or if?) this actually really works. Your video was an answer to my question - through sitting with you and your energy and frequency this half hour, I also felt inner knowings arise, past experiences of inner healing that I already had forgotten and images and visions come to me. I felt the waves of energy, that came trough you, because you opened yourself up in front of the camera with the intention of sharing it here for us, inside myself and triggering a healing effect as well and bring clarity and insight. There is no more beautiful thing than that and I am so grateful for your offering. Thank you for your energy, I will send some back your way
I am glad that you are finally talking about Native issues in Hawaii! It’s something I had wondered if you were aware of and was worried that you were not. Thank you for spreading awareness about this and sharing perspectives of Kanaka Maoli
Captivated for the entire 37 minutes. Thank you for sharing your experience. When you began speaking about your Grandmother I cried.. I love how you said her DNA is woven into yours. I miss my paternal Grandmother so much, but that was just what I needed to hear - That she is always here with me ❤❤
really happy you addressed your living situation and the colonial exploitation inherent in tourism, in addition to the ongoing issues the islands are facing! your growth is so apparent and I appreciate so deeply that you’ve talked about it and commit to speaking on the struggle. so happy for you with your ayahuasca experience! much love 💜
I know right! As an immigrant to Aotearoa I am really eager for this community to have a discussion about it
In the Caribbean Islands, we're experiencing the same level of oppression and gentrification with the huge settlement of Westerners buying up all the land, causing the price of everything to skyrocket and locals are being pushed back to the center of the islands.
@@liberatedlioness6478 Yes this is true and China/America exploiting islands
@@liberatedlioness6478 It's happened everywhere! Seychelles, Bali, Puerto Rico, everywhere!! The rich people who capitalize off others' lands do not see what they are doing. Many are literally blind to it. All they see is green--paper baby, stacks! That's it. This is why it is so important for us to do our own personal healing work to connect with our highest selves so we can be so deeply rooted in love as we SHOW them what they are doing just as grandma Aya shows those who sit with her themselves...
I felt like watching this video I went through almost a healing moment. Idk if it was your energy of your experience just kinda seeping it’s way through the screen. I felt like I just had a woman ancestor with me and was like forgiving me and like a wake up call to ancestral karma. Thank you for sharing 💗
Me too!
Sister.... listening to your experience was so healing and resonated on so many levels for me. Aya is a powerful teacher and the way that you spoke of the medicine with such reverence and humbleness was beautiful to witness. Also speaking on issues that are triggering but speaking from a place of love translated very well in my opinion. Thank you for your work and for sharing.
Wow this is one of my absolute favourite videos of yours Hitomi. So much profoundness. I loved how passionately you spoke about the native people of Hawaii and would love to hear more about it if you are willing to share :)
I don’t know how you so lucidly articulated your experience after ayahuasca. I really struggled. It sounds like your prior spiritual practice was a great support in understanding and integrating the medicine.
I've yet to be called, so glad you mentioned what your shaman friend said! I'm currently pregnant with a little cancer ♋ baby and I feel like a portal is wide open inside me. I will remain open to the calling after birth 🌞
todas las veces que te escucho hablar sea en mis dias mas tristes o en mis dias más felices, me haces sentir que si vale muchisima la pena de intentar dar una chance a esta caminada que siempre fue y será desconocida (una vez que si sabemos quien somos) pero es que no sabemos como ni cuanto podemos realmente influencar la vida de alguién hasta que nos tomemos el tiempo divino de conocernos a nosotros mismos. Con todo esto solo queria decir que gracias a vos (que he conocido por casualidad [o no]) acepté partes de mi que nunca supe que estaban escondidas o hasta traumada por gente que confié y que hoy solo me desprecian por tener elegido otra manera de vivir; gracias Hitomi, por encender esa llama de querer vivir en mi corazón y por siempre ser gentil con todos nosotros.
Además, en aaçgunas semanas voy probar Aya' gracias por el insight.
This was so beautiful and touched me deeply for a reason I can't quite explain yet. I sobbed when you shared about your experience of the native people's in the visions the medicine brought you. My grandmother is native Puerto Rican and I think I carry her grief many days. I feel the universe is trying to tear me from my current comfortable, capitalist dependent life and I am experiencing the grief of leaving the old behind. Thank you for your videos. They have been a beacon, a forum to connect with and a true encouragement to pay attention to the call I am receiving.
I feel the same thing! I just want to share a few of my thoughts since that's how I feel I can tell you that I see you. I feel like the universe is drawing me away from this capitalist, colonialist, imperialist constructed society and opening me to seeing ways of relating to the world rooted in love and abundance. There is so much fear and grief for all that has been lost and what life is being lost from this life, and I think that grief is a gateway into transformation and healing and liberation of the soul.
sending you much love ❤
@@hunterlange4243 Thank you so much for sharing! It is good to know I am not alone. I can feel myself stubbornly resisting to the change even though a big part of me knows it is necessary and will bring beauty and abundance. I wish you all the best in sharing this experience!
Hearing your experience made me want to tear up because it sounds so healing, uniting, and beautiful. I hope I get to experience one of these ceremonies in the future, thank you for your vulnerability always!!
I feel a deep appreciation for what you have shared, what you are allowing.
Many rivers and streams are flowing in+through you, as you know!
Abundant blessings are weaving themselves everywhere.......
Aho MItakuye Oyasin! (which isn't said lightly; a profound prayer vibrating within)....
Sharing this with us is an act of unconditional love for everyone and I deeply appreciate it. Knowing that there are so many souls out there that are like mine give me the Hope and Faith in that potential future that you saw.
this was such a profound experience. it inspired many deep truths in myself while watching you share your journey. thank you for sharing and thank you for speaking for the islands.
You sharing this has helped affirm something in me about my own healing. I'm in tears right now like I feel so seen and heard even though you're the one sharing in this video. Thank you so much. As someone who doesn't always have the space or a friend to talk to your videos help me realize so much just like a friend would. I loved listening to you share your experience and visions from your healing journey ☀️💕
I was hesitant to click on this for some reason but I’m glad I did. I realized the shame that I feel for taking so many steps backwards since my immersive experience with the medicine. I’ve taken paths that have led me further away and I realize I have been consuming much less spiritual content for this reason. Thank you for sharing your experience. Thank you so much Hitomi. I’m looking forward to hearing more of what you have to share with us.
🌿 *Mama Aya* 🌿 hasn't called me yet. Until then, I enjoy another sacred plant on my birthdays. Thanks for sharing the story of your tender experiences so openly. 🙏🏾💫💚
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My spirit was struggling today as I've been embarking on my own healing journey. Almost immediately, your video brought me to tears and I began painting a flower pot in your honor. Our spirits are so different. I loved hearing about your lightness, flowery soma, lingerie dancing, candy land prancing...my experience is that of a very quiet willow. I am dense like a rock from the Mojave desert yet still feminine and earthy. Your lightness was resonant to me and I wish you could see how your spirit moved mine to paint. It was a healing moment so thank you for the healing energy.
Thank you Hitomi for the gift of this video, it’s been a very rough past 4 days (I’ve been dealing with the traumatic experience of my pet companion passing due to a medical error at the vets office) and the love definitely transmitted through the screen. I hope you have an amazing week 💕
I'm truly sorry for your loss. I've lost my dog companion last year. It was a heart wrenching experience. I suffered for weeks... One year later the pain has subsided but I remember her everyday. I wish you love and light. ♥️♥️♥️
@@VeraCasaca Wishing you love and light as well 💕
Recalling my past lives and connecting to my ancestors has been coming up alot for me recently too! Life on Earth truly is such an incredible journey!! Hitomi, you are a divine spirit of gold and i send you so much gratitude for showing up with courage and honesty. I love you !!!
The timing of this is incredible as I’m off to my very first retreat tomorrow ✨🌿🐍 thank you for sharing your beautiful experience
Thank you so much for sharing your communion with grandmother Aya & sharing these sacred experiences with us. I understand the desire of keeping these experiences close and protected so I’m in deep gratitude for the openness and gift of your share 🐆 🍃 👁
i appreciate this video & u so much 🙏🏽 thank u for using ur voice to speak up for bipoc & respect our practices & traditions. this is true spirituality. this is true love. 🤍
I can see a glow around you as you spoke about your grandmother. It almost looks like you're not in your surroundings, like you were photoshopped into the space because the light behind you surrounds you. So beautiful to see and feel your healing heart.
Your authenticity and love for life inspires me beyond words. Thank you
Thank you so much for trusting us and getting vulnerable with us, sharing such a big part of your spirituality with such details 😌😇🙏🏻🌞🌻
Thank you for sharing Hitomi. Having past traumatic psychedelic experience this video triggered me but also healed me a little. Your words comfort me and help me in the path of self acceptance so much. I love you
I love how you mention making your childhood imagination a safe place to play around in. I have so much trouble with judging my thoughts as childish. This helped me understand it's okay to explore all parts of you
Thank you Hitomi for always teaching me something about spirituality even though I am older then you I’ve learn so much. I believe we can also learn from younger people not just older souls. You bring such calmness.
I feel incredibly grateful for this message. Thank you for sharing 💛
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Wow. Thank you for sharing this beautiful transcendental experience. So grateful for all of your eye opening shared stories. You are definitely inspiring and helping the collective move forward 🙏🏻
Hitomi, did you know that anthropologically Native Americans originally came from East Asia (who travelled through Siberia) and settled in the Americas? DNA research have also shown an affinity with a specific ethnic group called the Jomon people from pre-historic Japan. When you were speaking about your ancestors of both sides, and also of cold/snow landscapes, it really reminded me of these connections. Thank you for sharing your experiences ❤️
Thank Hitomi, you are appreciated 🕊️ please keep making Videos 🕊️
As I watch this, I am sobbing with joy for you. I am so glad you had the opportunity to heal yourself in this way. Your story resonates with my own and has encouraged me to continue pursuing healing and release in ways I thought weren't possible. Thank you. Xx
So beautiful makes me so happy seeing another sister healing from our beautiful medicine!!! 😭🥺💕💕💕
I know exactly how it feels and I am so happy for you!!!! AHO!! ❤️❤️
Respect to you queen, for speaking on the truth without sugar coating it 💜
Hi Hitomi! Thank you, thank you, thank you, for sharing your thoughts and experiences with us. I appreciate your words with wisdom and respect, seeing your progress over the years is very inspiring and allows me to believe in myself in finding comfort and peace within. It’s not easy, thank you 💛
Im so grateful you got to have this experience it warms my heart truly. Sending infinite love sister🦋🧡✨
I cant thank you enough for sharing your experience. This brought me to tears multiple times and opened my eyes up to many different things. THANK YOU HITOMI
i'm so eternally grateful we have people like you committed to turning their hurt into healing and passion in a way that we mentally and physically can receive from. thank you.
It really is a gift being able to listen to you. Eres paz
thank you thank you thank you for sharing your experience. and just thank you for being you and thank you for letting people around the world to be able to tap into your presence, knowledge and wisdom. watching this video i feel like i'm seeing you emanate white light around you. so much love and gratitude for you!
This made me cry and sob, literally. I was so touched by your story.
Hitomi I am so grateful for your existence, your presence and the stories you tell. They truly do make a difference in our lives, they give me life and charge me with love. Thank you so much.
Thank you for sharing. I had two experiences and on the one hand I feel like Ayahuasca gave me specific messages just for me, which are way too sacred to share. But on the other hand, I want to share those experiences because I feel like I can share the medicine that I received. And I also want to share because I don’t want to feel so isolated with the things I saw.
What you said about the childhood, the funeral for the past self. I felt the same. I saw everything from a soul perspective. I felt holy, sacred, infinit. But saw how small, unimportant and unloved I felt in those situations. The contrast was so immense. It was deep healing.
I watched this video in a heart beat, feeling so much gratitude- thank you so much for sharing your experience.
God bless you sis, love all that you do for your self and others.
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Thank you for sharing your experience Hitomi, I don’t know why I’m crying but you speaking of this is incredibly healing. 💜
Hitomi i feel such a profound reflection of me in you. Thank you for being you and sharing love.
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Tbh I feel like your words are so healing to my inner child as well. You being so much healing and light into this world and I appreciate you so much. ❤
YES I LOVE THIS! I sit in ceremony next weekend and hearing your story makes me so happy❤️
Thank you for sharing Hitomi ❤️ Im so grateful to have someone like you in this digital space.
This is the most powerful video I’ve watched of yours❤️ thank you for sharing ❤️
This was incredible to listen to. Thank you Hitomi, I'm very happy you chose to share this experience 😊
thats so beautiful of you to do. meditating intensely out to your peers in the space you all were in. To stay grounded within their individual experience. While one of your peers was having a difficult, but expressive reaction to their journey. really enjoying this video :)
Hitomi this video brought me to tears and was so vulnerable and brave. especially you addressing that you yourself should not be in Hawaii. I was thinking of moving there but have always felt a guilt to it. you are so courageous and brave for being honest. and thank you for sharing your story, this was very eye opening as I myself have never felt called to any plant medicine and am totally sober, but seeing a woman I truly respect speaking on this gives perspective
The energy i got from this video was love in a whole new way. I am so proud of you!
You’re such a humble, ever-growing, responsible soul ❤️ thank you for sharing important truths.
i got goosebumps through the whole video, this is incredibly inspiring and somehow gives me so much hope. thank you for talking about it, i had no awarness of Ayahuasca, it sounds very interesting!
i always feel so excited and energized to listen/watch one of your videos, your energy is truly so healing, hearing you talk about your path and your experiences n feelings n perspective is so healing to all of us 💓
this video was incredible to watch and absorb. you have really helped me along my spiritual journey! I thank you and send you so much love sweet soul x
Hitomiii. i’m very proud of you, very happy for you, and most of all i am overwhelmed with love for you. Thank you for sharing. wishing love and light.
Thankyou sister for being so open about your process ayahuasca saved my life two years ago now I dedicate my life to the medicine. Sending unconditional love to you ❤❤❤
Thank you Hitomi 🤍 your kindness and love is definitely felt, and your words are deeply heard. Thank you for bringing awareness to the issues that are so prominent within our society, and for using your platform to empower others through love 🕊
thank you so much for sharing this! you’re very inspiring and I’m sending you my love ✨
I had to pause this video to write this. You have such a beautiful white aura that radiates from you. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for speaking about your ancestry and your past experiences and lives. ❤️
This was so enchanting to watch, words cannot even explain it. I can’t believe we basically had the same experiences, except mine was through Kundalini awakening rather than mother Aya. Sending you lots of love Hitomi 💚
I love the way you talk about your souls past lives and the way we should show love for all people and the earth. You speak the truth and that is inspirational.
You're an excellent story teller.
Thanks for sharing a very personal and beautiful experience with ayahuasca.
Mother Earth has provided many beautiful plant medicines for her people.
You were very fortunate to have experienced a very profound and beautiful insight into what it is to be a human being on Mother Earth. It is beautiful.
Peyote also is a very strong medicine, and has been used and helped many people in North America for centuries.🙏
this was tremendously healing and throught provoking. thank you so much babe
So much gratitude for you sharing your truth, light and love. Grateful to have your creative expressions in my field!✨🦋✨
I first found you when expanding on topics for a few of my paintings a few months ago, and am so very grateful to find so much resonance with your past and your current works!
Sending you love and celebration, you’re a gem💙
you are so kind. thank you for sharing your love and wisdom with the world. you help me gain clarity and diminish feelings of guilt. I love you, beautiful soul
your words on Hawaii felt full power and I think its beautiful that you are feeling called to bring light to this
You are such a beautiful enlightened soul. I have immense love for you, and your beautiful child self. My child self underwent a lot of traumas aswell as I see you Hitomi. You are not alone, and you never were. You are seen fully for who you truly are; a radiant, light soulful being. You are so loved. Thank you for being you!
This video is so healing to the openness of the calling of ones soul, thank you for sharing and holding space for that of divine purpose
Hitomi, you are amazing. When I watch you my brain wave slow down, and I feel peace, gratitude and presence
This video literally made me cry and I have no clue why, just thank you 🍓
Thank you for sharing your experience and insights. My energy has been off the past few days and I thought this video might be hard for me to receive. So glad I watched anyway, I feel light and inspired. Thank you for sharing your light. 🙏🏽🦋Namaste.
Ive had similar experiences when tripping for spiritual purposes.
Im so happy for you and your healing journey
I am a kanaka maoli and I really love watching your videos, I am walking down a trail and listening to you. I was so surprised to hear you talk about Hawaii, 🙏🏽
incredible video, thank you for sharing and especially wrapping it all together in a bigger context at the end
This video was shared with me after sharing my experience on shrooms (3/6) with an associate of mine! Thank you for sharing your experience with Ayahuasca! During my trip I experienced one of my past lives, and felt as if I was reliving that lifetime and this one simultaneously! Still searching for clarity, but everything is starting to connect and make sense to me now! Thank you, thank you, thank you! I love you 🤗💖
Wow I feel like that happened to me too!
youre amazing and im glad i get to witness you. Love from Colombia
I am literally in tears right now. Before i found your videos I was thinking about my childhood abuse and trauma and how to heal them. This morning I stumbled upon your channel and I already feel so connected to you. When you spoke about how you felt immense forgiveness for anyone who have hurt you in the past ; I was sobbing so hard. Because it made me happy for you, you do not have to revisit those cycles or wounds anymore. So glad I found your videos 🤍
Wow! Thank you so much for sharing your experience of Ayahuasca! I've been thinking about doing it for a while now and I feel more safe now that it has the Hitomi seal of approval! You are an angel and blessing to this earth!
Thanks for sharing, please continue to do so your energy radiates light and I appreciate this beautiful divine timing of you dropping this video as I am off to Peru this week! I appreciate all your wisdom and pain, as it serves a purpose here on earth. Love and light
This is absolutely beautiful ❤ I’m so happy you’re finding your peace