I appreciate all the love. Y'all are the best! ❤️ Here's an update video of life after Ayahuasca along with tips for integration! ruclips.net/video/DQmkvErKvUs/видео.html For those interested in embarking on their own Ayahuasca Journey, I offer private virtual 1:1 Ayahuasca Coaching to help prepare for your first ceremony. This also includes Post Ceremony Integration Coaching to help you integrate your experience more deeply and continue the momentum of your spiritual development. Click this link below to book a consultation: www.momentswithz.com/spiritual-integration Much love 💛
You are not a crybaby; you are in touch with very real, very healthy, and very normal emotions. Thank you for telling your experience. This was a profound experience, even if it was terrifying at the time. Congratulations on your freedom ❤
That was a very powerful story, and I hope you don't feel bad about needing to be restrained, it seems you required special processing to make it all better!
@@chaimbrownbasketball4730 I appreciate the concern 🙂 I don't feel bad about the restrain. It saved me from severely hurting myself. The facilitators knew exactly what they were doing thankfully 🙂❤️
I had an Ayahuasca experience three weeks ago that took me literally into hell and back. Ten years or so ago I’d had several and they were all good experiences. This time, I asked for enlightenment and boy did I get it. But, just when I thought I couldn’t take anymore I called out, God help me, and I was out. I was God, breathing out the Universe. What an experience. I was enlightened all right. One day, soon I hope, I’ll make a video on my experience. By the way, it’s never too late, I’m 72 and you don’t have to go all the way to Peru either. Mine were all in the UK.
That is so great to hear. I am in the UK too and have managed to attend ten different retreats here. I have thankfully so far not been to hell but have had extremely difficult and intense experiences but guess the full on terror is yet to come. May I ask whereabouts you drank? Was it in Ireland?
Thank you all so much for taking the time to listen to me share this experience. The support and responses I've gotten so far has been incredible. Thank you so much for the support. You guys are the ones that give me continual affirmation that I am on the right path and to continue to share myself. I hope this has aided you on your own journey towards healing in some way. I'm looking forward to producing more content as we embark on this journey together
Past weekend was my first experience with this intelligent medicine… 2 days of Aya.. The human vocabulary does no justice to this profound life changing experience… Thank you for this video and I completely understand and are so proud of you brother 🙏🏼 Corazon Medecina ❤️
You just described my EXACT second night ceremony I just finished last night. I’ve been laying here absolutely traumatized looking for answers, and your mirrored experience just offered that for me. And the encouragement to reach out and the help will be there. Thank you, brother.
I'm so glad you found the answer you were looking for. Take it one moment at a time. This is not an easy journey but it's very much worth it. Your clarity and peace is coming. It's going to be ok my dear sister 🫂 Feel free to email me at hello@momentswithz.com if you have any questions or need some support, you are not alone in this 💛
This is hands down one of the BEST Ayahuasca stories I've ever heard. Jesus Christ, you've been through so much. From going to one of the most hellish experiences to one that transcends the cosmos. God bless you man, you have a purpose and definitely deserve a lot of love and light!:) ♥️
I laughed, cried, and felt incredibly happy while watching this video. Thank you for sharing your experience Zhi and for being so raw and honest! Sending you love and wishing us all a bit of healing from our own demons❤️
You are such a beautiful soul! This is an incredible presentation and I learned even more about what happened that night in the jungle. We were all rooting you on and I’m so glad it became a positive experience in the end. Thank you for acknowledging me, hugging you the next morning was healing for me, too. I am lucky to call you “friend” and I look forward to the day that I can hug you again in person. Love and light, Donna ❤️
I’m glad you made this channel Zhi, you’re such an articulate storyteller and I’m glad you’re sharing your journey and experience. As someone who also lost their mind in the jungle sometimes I fear I didn’t dive deep enough, like Shantanu said - There’s always more. Love you man.
I miss you a ton Andrew :) Thanks for your kind words! No need to fear not diving deep enough. Everyone heals in different ways and at a different pace. You dove as deep as you needed to that week in the jungle. You will continue to heal at a rate perfectly suitable for you. I promise
As they say in AA, everyone's rock bottom is different. Some people have a very high bottom and others' bottom is much deeper. Also, trust yourself and look at it as a feedback that you don't need to beat yourself up for not going deeper ie. falling short in some way (incorrect core belief). You actually learned an important lesson that you have agency and your body/mind is allowed to choose how far to go and how comfortable it needs to be for the moment. Trauma has taught us overwhelm outside of our control. This is a pattern/vasana/neural pathway of trauma. If there is indeed any more depth to come, then there will be another time when you have integrated that depth level and can go deeper. Or maybe the depth was an illusion and you are self-gaslighting as you have learned/been conditioned to do. Another learned trauma thought/behavior pattern/vasana. Usually we feel this way (incomplete) until we learn to trust ourselves and we develop unconditional self acceptance that we are ok as is, accept self with flaws and all and this is where release/freedom lies (a bit counter-intuitive and no straight logic to it).
I love that you hold power to being vulnerable instead of seeing it as a weakness. You speak for those who aren’t ready to use their voices yet, thank you for creating a safe space on your channel for people to share their thoughts. 🙏🏼
Thank you for taking the time to listen to my experience Lan :) You've always been a relentless supporter and it serves as a constant reminder for me to believe in myself. Love you so much Lan
I absolutely love the entirety of your video! you have a real gift with your words and expression. Was glued to your story.. I'm looking forward to seeing more from you :)
Donna: the power of a hug is incredible. Stop with the 2 second hug and actually give a 1 minute hug. During that minute, you go through many emotions and want to let go but towards the last 15 seconds, you don’t want to let go anymore. You’re filled with peace
Dude I fuckin love you! Thank you for sharing your experience, though you did more than that. You showed your spirit to us and it's beautiful. You are amazing 🥰🥰🥰
I'm glad you enjoyed! Thanks for commenting ❤️ Here's a video I made recently on life after Ayahuasca along with some integration tips if you're interested. It's a nice way to relax 😉 ruclips.net/video/DQmkvErKvUs/видео.html
Thank you for sharing your experience! I watched this before going to my first retreat 3 months ago, and it was helpful. Just uploaded a video of my experience as well.
I have listened to a few of these stories but this is the first one where I felt like I was EXPERIENCING it WITH him...and indeed, his blockages are similar to mine. It was personal yes, but somehow listening to his story transformed ME to a degree. Amazing and powerful stuff, to share our stories. And this unusual sense of feeling connected to you now. Wow. Thank you for sharing yours Zhi!
Thank u for ur realism… this meant a lot and to me ur a brave soul to go thru this and able to come back and tell us the stories. Salute to u sir! I understand exactly the pain u go thru… but I’m glad ur still here alive & kicking. Much love & respect to u!
That was absolutely beautiful. Even after hearing this story for the 6th/7th time, I don't think you will ever cease to amaze me Zhi. Thank you for sharing your growth and journey with us all and helping us realize the power we have within ourselves to free ourselves. Love you.
My life was great on paper and I felt bad for complaining, just be greatful!!! Wowowowowow ! This is it ! I’ve been doin research about this and mushrooms . Thank you sooooo much for sharing your experience
That was an amazing story and beautifully told. Thanks for being super transparent and honest, and sharing as much as you can. It's a good reminder to the rest of us in our daily life. Going with the flow of the river. Living in the moment. Wow when spirit said "you are my child" ... Dang I felt tingles.
Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us. I know it is not easy to open up this way - but you are helping others through your story. Sending you so much light and love from across the globe!
Sending you much love and strength as you go on your own journey 😊❤️ If you have any questions before your experience or during your integration, feel to reach out at momentswithz@gmail.com. I'd be happy to help ❤️❤️❤️
That was such a beautiful story! I've done ayahuasca once before and I definitely went trough my version of hell. I literally stopped being Bipolar II after that, no symptoms since 3 years. I still have some stuckness inside me, I feel like generational trauma is deeply coded in me. I actually was shown it the last time I did that. I was taken to my DNA which was also at the same time the akashic records. But I was just shown that, I was yet not ready to go trough that though. I am now going again in the next few days, I feel I'm being called back as I've gotten strong enough to purge and to do healing work on my lineage. I know already that this time is going to be very hard. But I'm so ready and your video boosted this feeling!
Thank you for sharing. Healing takes a lot of work but I know you're strong. On the other side of healing, is true freedom. I believe in you. Sending you much love and support as you continue your journey ❤
Thank you for sharing your profound healing experience with the medicine in such an open hearted way. You teach us that what ever happens in ceremony ultimately has no judgment ~ only love 🙏
I appreciate all the love. Y'all are the best! ❤️
Here's an update video of life after Ayahuasca along with tips for integration!
ruclips.net/video/DQmkvErKvUs/видео.html
For those interested in embarking on their own Ayahuasca Journey, I offer private virtual 1:1 Ayahuasca Coaching to help prepare for your first ceremony.
This also includes Post Ceremony Integration Coaching to help you integrate your experience more deeply and continue the momentum of your spiritual development.
Click this link below to book a consultation:
www.momentswithz.com/spiritual-integration
Much love 💛
You are not a crybaby; you are in touch with very real, very healthy, and very normal emotions. Thank you for telling your experience. This was a profound experience, even if it was terrifying at the time. Congratulations on your freedom ❤
This has to be the best Ayahuasca story I’ve ever listened to absolutely amazing!
Thank you, I'm happy to share ❤️
@@MomentsWithZhi Thank you for sharing my friend, I'm so grateful for you sharing this story!
@@SkateboardingMotivator Thank you for listening my friend 😊
Always happy to share 🙏❤️
That was a very powerful story, and I hope you don't feel bad about needing to be restrained, it seems you required special processing to make it all better!
@@chaimbrownbasketball4730 I appreciate the concern 🙂
I don't feel bad about the restrain. It saved me from severely hurting myself. The facilitators knew exactly what they were doing thankfully 🙂❤️
I had an Ayahuasca experience three weeks ago that took me literally into hell and back. Ten years or so ago I’d had several and they were all good experiences. This time, I asked for enlightenment and boy did I get it. But, just when I thought I couldn’t take anymore I called out, God help me, and I was out. I was God, breathing out the Universe. What an experience. I was enlightened all right. One day, soon I hope, I’ll make a video on my experience. By the way, it’s never too late, I’m 72 and you don’t have to go all the way to Peru either. Mine were all in the UK.
I would love to hear about your experience. Please send me a link once you have your experience posted
That is so great to hear. I am in the UK too and have managed to attend ten different retreats here. I have thankfully so far not been to hell but have had extremely difficult and intense experiences but guess the full on terror is yet to come. May I ask whereabouts you drank? Was it in Ireland?
I’m from the uk , where about in uk
I hope you make that video!
Hi I am interested! Can I possibly send you a message? I am looking for retreats
Thank you all so much for taking the time to listen to me share this experience.
The support and responses I've gotten so far has been incredible.
Thank you so much for the support.
You guys are the ones that give me continual affirmation that I am on the right path and to continue to share myself.
I hope this has aided you on your own journey towards healing in some way. I'm looking forward to producing more content as we embark on this journey together
What a beautiful Spirit you are💓💓💓💓👍
@@AzzekaTheRealOne Thank you ❤️
Sending you much love! ❤️
Dude I can’t remember the last time I cried I’m 62 and your story was beautiful and made me cry
that's beautiful, I'm glad my story touched your heart :)
Past weekend was my first experience with this intelligent medicine…
2 days of Aya..
The human vocabulary does no justice to this profound life changing experience…
Thank you for this video and I completely understand and are so proud of you brother 🙏🏼
Corazon Medecina ❤️
You just described my EXACT second night ceremony I just finished last night. I’ve been laying here absolutely traumatized looking for answers, and your mirrored experience just offered that for me. And the encouragement to reach out and the help will be there. Thank you, brother.
I'm so glad you found the answer you were looking for. Take it one moment at a time. This is not an easy journey but it's very much worth it. Your clarity and peace is coming. It's going to be ok my dear sister 🫂
Feel free to email me at hello@momentswithz.com if you have any questions or need some support, you are not alone in this 💛
This is hands down one of the BEST Ayahuasca stories I've ever heard. Jesus Christ, you've been through so much. From going to one of the most hellish experiences to one that transcends the cosmos. God bless you man, you have a purpose and definitely deserve a lot of love and light!:) ♥️
Thank you, I genuinely appreciate that ❤️🙏🏻
@@MomentsWithZhi anytime!:)
I laughed, cried, and felt incredibly happy while watching this video. Thank you for sharing your experience Zhi and for being so raw and honest! Sending you love and wishing us all a bit of healing from our own demons❤️
Thank you for taking the time to watch the video Nancy.
Love you a ton!
DEEEEEP video
Same here 🫶
Literally crying here. Such a great aya story bro. So glad you found the freedom from your prison. We all need this. I'm finding it now too.
That’s what you call Ego death/Ego dissolution buddy!! Such a beautiful story brother, thank you for this testimony 🙌🏼💙
Deep and vulnerable account of your experience. Much appreciated. You received exactly what you requested: Freedom from your mind. Lost and found.
You are such a beautiful soul! This is an incredible presentation and I learned even more about what happened that night in the jungle. We were all rooting you on and I’m so glad it became a positive experience in the end. Thank you for acknowledging me, hugging you the next morning was healing for me, too. I am lucky to call you “friend” and I look forward to the day that I can hug you again in person. Love and light, Donna ❤️
Hope you’re doing well Donna miss you ❤️
You're a beautiful soul.
I love you Donna
Omg the shaman’s opinion is so amazing. My mom and I are both going to use it as the plant medicine has been calling us for years
I’m glad you made this channel Zhi, you’re such an articulate storyteller and I’m glad you’re sharing your journey and experience. As someone who also lost their mind in the jungle sometimes I fear I didn’t dive deep enough, like Shantanu said - There’s always more. Love you man.
I miss you a ton Andrew :)
Thanks for your kind words!
No need to fear not diving deep enough. Everyone heals in different ways and at a different pace. You dove as deep as you needed to that week in the jungle.
You will continue to heal at a rate perfectly suitable for you. I promise
As they say in AA, everyone's rock bottom is different. Some people have a very high bottom and others' bottom is much deeper.
Also, trust yourself and look at it as a feedback that you don't need to beat yourself up for not going deeper ie. falling short in some way (incorrect core belief).
You actually learned an important lesson that you have agency and your body/mind is allowed to choose how far to go and how comfortable it needs to be for the moment. Trauma has taught us overwhelm outside of our control. This is a pattern/vasana/neural pathway of trauma.
If there is indeed any more depth to come, then there will be another time when you have integrated that depth level and can go deeper. Or maybe the depth was an illusion and you are self-gaslighting as you have learned/been conditioned to do. Another learned trauma thought/behavior pattern/vasana.
Usually we feel this way (incomplete) until we learn to trust ourselves and we develop unconditional self acceptance that we are ok as is, accept self with flaws and all and this is where release/freedom lies (a bit counter-intuitive and no straight logic to it).
This is once of the most beautiful ayahuasca experiences I have ever heard. Beautifully told.
Thank you 🙂
Happy to share ❤️🙏
I love that you hold power to being vulnerable instead of seeing it as a weakness. You speak for those who aren’t ready to use their voices yet, thank you for creating a safe space on your channel for people to share their thoughts. 🙏🏼
Thank you for taking the time to listen to my experience Lan :)
You've always been a relentless supporter and it serves as a constant reminder for me to believe in myself.
Love you so much Lan
Z, you’ve touched my soul today! Thank you!!!!
Thank you for your story !
Thank you so much for sharing and being vulnerable, you are inspiring! ❤
Awesome story! Thank you for sharing!
Much respect, I needed to see this video, thank you.
Keep up the amazing work and thank you for sharing your personal life with us ❤️
Thank you so much for this, you are amazing!!!!
Dude, this really touched my heart. I can really relate. Love and light to you brother.
Loved your testimony. Thank you for sharing this, it's been pretty useful to myself. Regards man.
Thank you for sharing your experience ❤
Love your candidness! Thank youuu 💓
Appreciate you ❤️
So much love for you brudda! Thank you for your vulnerability and sharing this amazing story ❤
I absolutely love the entirety of your video! you have a real gift with your words and expression. Was glued to your story.. I'm looking forward to seeing more from you :)
This was beautiful ❤
Upvote brother, thanks for sharing!
Absolutely. Incredible.
Beautiful.
Donna: the power of a hug is incredible. Stop with the 2 second hug and actually give a 1 minute hug. During that minute, you go through many emotions and want to let go but towards the last 15 seconds, you don’t want to let go anymore. You’re filled with peace
Very powerful and insightful. Thank you for sharing!
My pleasure! Thank you for watching!
Wow Z !! Thanks for sharing 🙏🏻
Thankyouu for sharing❤
Thank you so much for sharing 💚
Your experience is beautiful! Thank you for sharing.
Amazing story cant wait to see more
Love this!
Thank you for sharing
Dude I fuckin love you! Thank you for sharing your experience, though you did more than that. You showed your spirit to us and it's beautiful. You are amazing 🥰🥰🥰
Suuuuch a powerful video! I appreciate so much for making this with so much courage and openness! Huge testimony to your inner power 😌
This was a great listen thank you
I'm glad you enjoyed! Thanks for commenting ❤️
Here's a video I made recently on life after Ayahuasca along with some integration tips if you're interested. It's a nice way to relax 😉
ruclips.net/video/DQmkvErKvUs/видео.html
Thank you so much for being so open and honest.
Thank u for sharing this with us
Thank you for sharing your experience! I watched this before going to my first retreat 3 months ago, and it was helpful. Just uploaded a video of my experience as well.
Thank you! You are a beautiful human being 🙏🏽❤
Thanks for sharing. I appreciate it.
Feeling healed just by the sound of your voice ✨ bless your beautiful soul xx
My heart ❤️
Sending you lots of love and healing 😊✨
It sheds light on your shadow
I have listened to a few of these stories but this is the first one where I felt like I was EXPERIENCING it WITH him...and indeed, his blockages are similar to mine. It was personal yes, but somehow listening to his story transformed ME to a degree. Amazing and powerful stuff, to share our stories. And this unusual sense of feeling connected to you now. Wow. Thank you for sharing yours Zhi!
My pleasure! Thank you for listening and I'm so happy to hear you got so much from it 😁💛
Thank u for ur realism… this meant a lot and to me ur a brave soul to go thru this and able to come back and tell us the stories. Salute to u sir! I understand exactly the pain u go thru… but I’m glad ur still here alive & kicking. Much love & respect to u!
I appreciate your candor. Subscribed!
I appreciate your comment ❤️
Welcome to the tribe 😀
You have me in tears. Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you for sharing so authentically and candidly. I hope you are well. 🙏
Thank you, I am very well. Living and loving life 😊❤️
Amazing story and so proud of you. So much love to you, Z.
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
Much love to you 😊🙏❤️
You made me cry. Happy for you.
Beautiful story. Thank you for sharing. Keep up the good work and continue following your path fearlessly! ❤
this made me cry. thank you so much for this. I've been judging myself for quite a long time
Thank you for sharing this, Zhi! That sounds like quite the life changing experience
Thank you for taking the time to listen Renju :)
Wishing you all the best
Thanks for your honesty and sharing. Much love and peace ❤
This was really awesome to watch. Thank you so much for sharing your experience. wow. Go Z!
You are a great guy Z! beautiful and charismatic in every way!! Keep having that pure soul you have my man! Appreciate your video :)
Thank you for such a kind comment. I appreciate you ❤️
Wow great video man ❤ 👏🏾
Thank you for sharing your experience Z, it really touched me
I'm happy to share 😊❤️
That was absolutely beautiful. Even after hearing this story for the 6th/7th time, I don't think you will ever cease to amaze me Zhi. Thank you for sharing your growth and journey with us all and helping us realize the power we have within ourselves to free ourselves. Love you.
Thanks for listening to the story so many times 🙂 ❤️
Love you too ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for your story🙏🏽❤️
It's my pleasure ❤️😊🙏
Am glad you exist and I had the chance to watch this. U touched my heart with your experience . ❤
My life was great on paper and I felt bad for complaining, just be greatful!!! Wowowowowow ! This is it ! I’ve been doin research about this and mushrooms . Thank you sooooo much for sharing your experience
This was a powerful and inspiring video, for real. Thank you for making this
Thank you for watching 🙂
I'm happy to share ❤️
This was so powerful!
You are and you will be fine! Thanks for sharing
What a beautiful soul you are...Thanks so much for sharing.
Thank you for the love and taking the time to listen 🙏❤️
Wonderful video and you are a wonderful person and a great story teller, keep it up spreading your beautiful message and may it help a lot others
Thank you ❤️
I appreciate the love and support 🙏❤️
Awesome and beautiful story, thank you for sharing!
Beautiful. Thank uou for sharing.
That was an amazing story and beautifully told. Thanks for being super transparent and honest, and sharing as much as you can. It's a good reminder to the rest of us in our daily life. Going with the flow of the river. Living in the moment. Wow when spirit said "you are my child" ... Dang I felt tingles.
You’re doing/being exactly what you’re meant to do/be… much love brother
Thanks for sharing your experience. You are amazing 🤩
Happy to share!
Thank you and right back at you 😉
Man, this video made me tear up when you talked about hugging that mother. Wow. Incredible.
Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us. I know it is not easy to open up this way - but you are helping others through your story. Sending you so much light and love from across the globe!
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
You are good my brother. I feel the calling for many years and I will do it on September hopefully. Bless you
Sending you much love and strength as you go on your own journey 😊❤️
If you have any questions before your experience or during your integration, feel to reach out at momentswithz@gmail.com.
I'd be happy to help ❤️❤️❤️
Thanks so much for sharing your story. Your a great human 🙏🏽💜
I appreciate you ❤️
This is really beautiful. Thank you so much for your honesty and I wish you continued healing
thank you 🙏🏼❤
Thank you for sharing. Love you!
Happy to share! Love you too 🙂
Beautiful. You’re a strong and thoughtful person. Thank you for sharing your journey in such detail.
Always happy to share 🙂
I appreciate the love and much love to you brother ❤️
Beautiful story❤ thanks for sharing❤
Thanks for sharing
Such a beautiful humanbeing! Thank you so much for sharing your story! 🙏🏾❤️
Thank for you for your lovely comment ♥️
Thank you for this beautiful video Zhi. You are A+ in my heart.
Thank you for your kind words.
Much to you 🙂❤️
Wow... strong resonance to your story 😊
Thank you for sharing!
That was such a beautiful story! I've done ayahuasca once before and I definitely went trough my version of hell. I literally stopped being Bipolar II after that, no symptoms since 3 years. I still have some stuckness inside me, I feel like generational trauma is deeply coded in me. I actually was shown it the last time I did that. I was taken to my DNA which was also at the same time the akashic records. But I was just shown that, I was yet not ready to go trough that though. I am now going again in the next few days, I feel I'm being called back as I've gotten strong enough to purge and to do healing work on my lineage. I know already that this time is going to be very hard. But I'm so ready and your video boosted this feeling!
Thank you for sharing. Healing takes a lot of work but I know you're strong. On the other side of healing, is true freedom.
I believe in you. Sending you much love and support as you continue your journey ❤
Awe you are incredible! Way to invest in yourself. You are so strong. ♥️✨
Thank you for sharing your profound healing experience with the medicine in such an open hearted way. You teach us that what ever happens in ceremony ultimately has no judgment ~ only love 🙏
You're welcome, I'm happy to share ❤️😊
Thank you for taking the time to listen 🙏❤️
Beautiful soul!
Thank you! You're just as beautiful ❤️
I love you, you are amazing! This video is apart of MY HEALING
Thank you!
It's an honor to be a part of your healing ❤️❤️❤️
Now that is a free man! Appreciate the insights. 🤙
Happy to share! Much love brother 😁❤️