I relate to your video 10,000%. Being adopted throws my life for a fuckin loop everyday. Whether it’s meeting people and 2nd guessing it and the whole nature of our relationship bc I’m adopted and I shouldn’t even know these people or if I feel like a piece of property. Whether it’s from my past drug addictions or identity issues it’s mentally crumbling. I hate being adopted. I get so jealous when I see biological families that look alike. I met my bio parents at the same age and now I’m 24 and after 2 years I still feel so isolated on both sides. It’s no little problem. I have a 4yr old daughter and she knows my adoptive and biological side and I even get jealous of her bc she’ll know ALL OF HER FAMILY when I didn’t. I held so much hate and pain for 22 years and now it’s not as intense but it’s still there and I still feel like the “inside outsider”. I constantly question my relationships bc I feel like they’ll leave me or realize I’m not worth keeping so I’m very like very ummm possessive and obsessive about the people I care about bc I mentally can not handle being just alone or feeling like they are gunna leave or get tired of me or something. It even affects my work because I do manual labor work bc I like to prove that I’m like powerful and hard working and irreplaceable when in all reality yeah I work harder than 3 mules but it’s bc I want my worth seen in any form and fashion so I use it as a form of motivation to prove to the “world or whoever I’m working for” that I’m the hardest working motherfucker on this side of the Mississippi River bc I don’t wanna feel as worthless as I used too. But I just wanted to say as a fellow adopted person I resonated with your video and Ik I don’t know you but I love you man. I really wish you the best in all your endeavors.❤️
Hey, Phillip. We've not talked much since high school and I hope you've been well. I realize now that this video is two years old but hey maybe you will read this. It really sucks that your life kind of feels like burdened by being adopted. I'm not sure what all goes on but you've always been a really nice guy and I know that you're going to rise up to any challenge ahead. If anyone treats you like shit because you're adopted I hope you remember that family isn't your blood but who is there for you and I know you're a good person so there will always be family for you. I'm here if you ever need to reach out and bs about anything my guy. Stay strong brother! -Chase G
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I relate to your video 10,000%. Being adopted throws my life for a fuckin loop everyday. Whether it’s meeting people and 2nd guessing it and the whole nature of our relationship bc I’m adopted and I shouldn’t even know these people or if I feel like a piece of property. Whether it’s from my past drug addictions or identity issues it’s mentally crumbling. I hate being adopted. I get so jealous when I see biological families that look alike. I met my bio parents at the same age and now I’m 24 and after 2 years I still feel so isolated on both sides. It’s no little problem. I have a 4yr old daughter and she knows my adoptive and biological side and I even get jealous of her bc she’ll know ALL OF HER FAMILY when I didn’t. I held so much hate and pain for 22 years and now it’s not as intense but it’s still there and I still feel like the “inside outsider”. I constantly question my relationships bc I feel like they’ll leave me or realize I’m not worth keeping so I’m very like very ummm possessive and obsessive about the people I care about bc I mentally can not handle being just alone or feeling like they are gunna leave or get tired of me or something. It even affects my work because I do manual labor work bc I like to prove that I’m like powerful and hard working and irreplaceable when in all reality yeah I work harder than 3 mules but it’s bc I want my worth seen in any form and fashion so I use it as a form of motivation to prove to the “world or whoever I’m working for” that I’m the hardest working motherfucker on this side of the Mississippi River bc I don’t wanna feel as worthless as I used too. But I just wanted to say as a fellow adopted person I resonated with your video and Ik I don’t know you but I love you man. I really wish you the best in all your endeavors.❤️
Hey, Phillip.
We've not talked much since high school and I hope you've been well. I realize now that this video is two years old but hey maybe you will read this.
It really sucks that your life kind of feels like burdened by being adopted. I'm not sure what all goes on but you've always been a really nice guy and I know that you're going to rise up to any challenge ahead. If anyone treats you like shit because you're adopted I hope you remember that family isn't your blood but who is there for you and I know you're a good person so there will always be family for you. I'm here if you ever need to reach out and bs about anything my guy. Stay strong brother!
-Chase G