Used it for 8 months , and something happened. Crazytremors to the point to where I couldnt shower or dress myself. Went to the hospital and had crazy hallucinations. Been clean for 3 weeks. Going to hit up a methadone clinic next week . Asking for prayers. Love you all
how are you holding up? I hope you get through this! I am lucky, even though I've used for a good year, I feel no withdrawal when I quit, it's weird, my friends can't gwt out of bed and I'm lifting weights and feel fine.. sick of wondering If I will overdoes while alone! uugh, my family would be broken....I'm fresh out at moment, time to find myself again! best wishes to you. just wanted to find someone else trying to quit online.
@@nomad753 that's ironic and maybe a message to me! I just bought 2 airplane bottles of liquor to ease whatever attachment i have to fetti. just to have today in place of getting high.. but I totally get it about the alcohol man.. I drank alot in my teens. now I just am not that attached... try lifting weights bro, or just maybe meditation and get in touch with your thoughts... I mean. out thoughts are a.big reason we go back to these addictions. don't let that voice telling you to drink guide you. I'm speaking to myself also! glad I'm Alive! sick or the narcan revival that I've had to go thru. Best wishes! gotta lose yourself to find yourself.
If your not on suboxone yet try too get of without suboxone I don't think It would have took soo long too get completely sober if I never started suboxone its messed up I can explain why it's bad too lol but I hate typing this much and my adhd makes it even harder cause I can't focus on something long enough I gotta keep refocusing
@@nothanks9503it's not I don't think there's a worst one but for me suboxone withdrawals where about equal I'm starting too become slightly convinced it's a form of population control witch is a scary thought but now that its tranyc its soo deadly
You forgot the most important part-the fact that because it is so strong and cheap they can just put a tiny amount in a drug and pass it off as whatever to lower costs.
I’m watching this video and I’m high on fentanyl right now. I have an appointment set up for next week to get a sublocade shot. It’s basically a suboxone shot. I got to quit. It’s too dangerous, too expensive, and way too risky. The withdrawals are so bad. There’s no way to describe how bad withdrawal is. Worst thing I’ve ever felt in my life. I’m such an asshole for getting back into it after being clean for years.
Hope you detox'd from fetty for Atleast a week before that shot. I know a few people that went to clinics that didn't give a shit and Gave the injection to folks without making sure the fetty is out of their system and went straight into precipitated withdraw which is 10x worse then regular withdraw. The clinic I went to wouldn't even give me sublocade injection without being on suboxone strip for a month🤦🏻♂️ which isn't really working since I know I can stop taking subs for 2 days then go get high smfh, addiction is a bitch brother..I pray me and you both make it to the other side and live a Long/Clean happy life❤❤
People use for all different types of reason. Overall, do this for yourself and the people rooting for you. You got a whole future of happiness ahead of you. Good luck.
As a former cocaine addict, I was given some and that was enough to make me quit right then and there.. to all the people who are still struggling with this , I hope and pray for your life.
Bruh i was a fentanyl addict. Over the course of 10 years i never ever shot up only snorted my stuff and Let me tell you i almost died not from overdoses but from Pneumonia,sepsis, other major illnesses and not only that but the withdrawals alone have almost killed me. I almost died from throwing up so much my throwup went into my lungs and caused me to have a bacterial Pneumonia and i was hospitalized on a ventilator for iver 2 weeks then another 3 weeks in critical observation. Dude that stuff is such a miserable feeling to be in and a slave to it. I remember so many holidays i had to have interrupted because i bought a batch for the holidays and ended up being some bs and i had to withdrawal and ride back up over 100 miles into the city to re purchase from another area. Its such a helpless feeling because getting off makes you so sick and the intensity of the sickness is so bad i really dont think theres another disease or sickness that can compare. The Pneumonia and one time i had covid i could barely feel over the withdrawals thats how intense the withdrawal is.
I just kicked cold turkey. it was the most brutal week of my life! I had the will and drive and sadly I can say people really have to want to get sober otherwise they will wont have the strength to get through it. I can honestly say I almost caved a few times, know the pain, sickness, anxiety, restlessness amd MADNESS could all be over if I could get just a little more but I stuck with it and happy to say I'm going into my fourth week sober and I praise every hour, minute and second I get..
You can do this! Of course, call 911 during an emergency, but if you are considering treatment or looking for further steps/support, you can talk with a Sandstone Care member live at SandstoneCare.com or call us at (855) 958-5511 We'll help you find the resources you need even if it's not with us. Thank you for sharing Stacey!
It is possible I have 10 months clean. I thought I will never be able to stay clean.. j started with Vicodin and after I couldn’t find Vicodin after running out they told me it was oxy pill but it turned out to be fentanyl pills it was to late I was hooked.. even in my addiction I was able to run my business but it got to a point last year that I knew if i didn’t stop right there and then I will loose everything but by the grace of god my Kids were more valuable than the addiction
WOW. I lost my best friend of 57 years because it was cut in whatever she was getting. She was so ashamed of herself, that she didn't tell me. And we could talk about ANYTHING!! Or so I thought. She had been in two really bad car accidents, with one of them they had to use the "Jaws of Life" to get her out. She was always in pain. But her doctors took her off her pain meds way too quickly!! She had no support up there in Baltimore, our lives went in different directions and I live in our hometown again, in Ct. She once was a Special Education teacher and was very good at it. My point being that she was a good person, and a loving one. ANYONE can get caught up at any time with a bad batch, and it REALLY COULD BE YOU next time!!! Please be careful and try your best to NOT get fooled. I'm praying for you all, anyone who needs it...May God bless you and keep you...Amen. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💔❤️ I'll do more than that when I go to bed.
It sucks even worse now because a lot of the supply is being cut with xylazine, which is a vet tranquilizer that hasn’t been tested in humans. People who shoot up are getting extreme sores, abscesses, and in extreme cases, amputations. It also causes severe water retention, numbness in extremities, and a whole slew of other symptoms. The immediate effects are going from being completely conscious, to literally blacking out, cold skin to the touch, blurry vision, slurred speech, lack of spacial awareness, an extreme leaning over yourself or a strong “nod,” and your brain jumbling up like 10 different thoughts and you just talking to yourself or others out loud and more than likely spewing nonsense. All the videos on Kensington in Philly are a prime example of the xylazine cut fent or “tranq dope.” That’s not even it though. A lot of stuff in Canada is being cut with RC benzos. It’s scary shit, dude.
My bro and his girl overdosed on some pink fetty last night, they're fine thankfully. Ppl in town are droppin like flies, could be them next. Don't touch random tinfoil you see on the ground.
Not like that would work at all but I understand what you mean. The elites want this sadly. As long as that is true policy will never allow this to stop. In fact they hand in our for free in Seattle. I am sorry for your loss. I will pray for you. ❤
Because Democrats are paid off by the CCP and cartels. They want to keep the borders open and fentanyl flowing in. They are paid off that's why no one is talking about it. The news would rather talk about Trump all day than this issue.
He’s right, as someone who use for 10 years starting at 18, I could have had a friend die and I’d use the same stuff he did just less but I knew it was good so I’d want it, addiction is crazy, lucky Iam off it now 😅 lol na never again.
sadly I relapsed today and I’m watching this under the influence. I’ve been addicted since early ‘20 n ever since then it’s been on n off but compared to how it was at first, it really does drain you, if you stop using or you run out, alot of shameful thoughts start to kick in, ultimately just plain sorrow n beating yourself up abt it. i just want to stop. *update:* im 193 days clean!
Please go get some help. Please. I urge you, and beg you. Think of the consequences of what it could do to you, or your family who love you, if something were to happen to you... I lost my brother last month to this demon drug. He's not here physically anymore, and the pain from this is unbearable to my mother, my sister, myself, his son, and family and friends. We tried to help him for 6 months when he had just told us he was on this stuff for years. We tried everything... he is with Christ now. Please, think about this.
@@felitahoward9838 bro shut up…this person is asking for advice and all your saying is “ask god for help” yeah real helpful…😐if god actually existed he wouldn’t let this person get addicted to drugs in the first place
Thank you for this. It helped explain a lot. I recently started doing crystal meth and the other day I did some but it was changed and it had fetanyl in it (not my normal stuff) but when I was coming off it I started having all this guilt that I normally don’t also I had stayed up for three days so..but I was so emotional and I felt so weird I was like why did I do this, what am I doing to myself, but I can’t stop them I went to bed…slept for 20 hours, woke up and felt completely better
What the problem is is that doctors can’t prescribe opioids like they used to so now people who used to get their pain pills legally are forced to go to the black market
Hmm.... can't get opiates anymore? Should I figure out the root cause of my pain and address that in a natural manner? Or should I go to the black market and get drugs that will likely at some point kill me? 🤔 Decisions. Decisions.
Sadly, it's very easy for people to become "medically addicted" due to chronic pain. Because of the opoid epidemic and so many opoid caused deaths , the State and Federal governments watch over doctors like hawks, and swoop down on them if they prescribe more than the recommended amounts of drugs for short-term use. I know of a doctor who lost his medical license due to prescribing more than the recommended amounts
Good job on the misinformation. Fentanyl’s high is considered worse by most who have used it (as evidenced by places where people can get prescriptions for both and overwhelmingly do not choose fentanyl) and “dealers” aren’t the ones cutting it into drugs. Most dealers don’t have access to pill presses.
I hope you’re doing good today. I remember my dad once saw a double rainbow that scared me so bad as a baby I cried from the shock. When he died, my parents drove near a church and I saw a double rainbow that made me think of him. The whole sky was so beautiful that day.
December 12th 2023 is my sober date. 3 years stuck.. feel like i wasted so much time and should ve so much further in life but im grateful to be here ❤
Yeah, they gave it to me when I was in labor, and it only lasted a few minutes! I was also having trouble holding still through the contractions to get the spinal block and I don't know why they didn't hold off on the fentanyl until the anesthesiologist was there ready to do the spinal block. I was screaming so much she left and came back later after dealing with a gun shot victim. I was very impatient waiting for her to come back. I don't know why anyone would bother with something that only lasts a few minutes.
@@MoralGovernmentthe fact that it is so short acting is one of the reasons it is useful in a medical setting. It's very potent and it wears off relatively rapidly after the last dose, so the patient spends less time in recovery. If a pain patient with a high tolerance needs a longer lasting version, a transdermal patch version can be applied, and only needs replacement every 72 hours.
I live in New Zealand and am a slolo father. My 13 and 14 yr old daughters watch a lot of rehabilitation documentaries from America and Canada. Things look crazy bad. People not even in charge of their own minds. Other people not able to help. Other people sending ingredients from China to Mexico and then to the poorest people in America. I can't help thinking how orchestrated it all is.
The war is about reducing male population, hence the system and nature are anti male! It's my prof. opinion every govt wants to eliminate or reduce male competition for food water housing and mates(wmn)
That's some scary stuff. . I've been rehabilitated several years now from other stuff and it was a nightmare going through the process but this new fentanyl sounds worse. I can't imagine what these guys go through or maybe I just dont want to image.
I believe my dad died from fentanyl in his heroin. I’ll never forget the day after I wrote about him in writing class and my only worry was my math test. My parents called me out of school before that.
My dad once saw a double rainbow that scared me so bad as a baby I cried. When he died, my parents drove near a church and I saw a beautiful double rainbow.
Honestly, the people that sell this and don’t use it, KNOWING people have to get a fix every few hours are some of the worst types of people and idc how long they go to prison for selling it. The ones that do and sell it are normally sympathetic and don’t introduce people to doing it because they know it’s hell getting off it.
Fentanyl doesn’t make you feel numb it’s less euphoric than heroin it lasts 1/12th as long as heroin it’s a better pain killer than heroin tho so that’s why people use people who use fentanyl knowingly are doing it because they’re in more pain than morphine can help with
I'm almost starting to believe that heroin causes long term numbness after getting sober. I'm 5 years clean and have no desire to use it ever again but my care button is almost gone. Nothing bothers me (ironically, except anything that has to do with death) and I am almost emotionless.
Clinical depression leaves that feeling too. You gotta rewire your brain to experience things again. To react to gratitude, hope & joy. Kinda like letting your body and brain know it's safe to and you want to.
Federal legalization and regulation of all drugs is the only way forward out of this Prohibitionist hellscape that we’re currently being forced to live under.
I was given it once on an ambulance. If you are not a junkie, it won't own you forever. It does have good medical applications when given in a medical setting for uncontrollable pain.
my brother died the same day he relapsed. please just stop taking drugs before it costs your life. it’s not worth it. the moment it gets to you, it’ll be too late to go back.
1 year an 6 months clean!! Did it cold turkey, laid on the floor of the bathroom for 7days, no sleep, no appetite, just mind wrenching pain. Prayer and my will to live were the only things that got me through it.. now the memory of that pain and the torment that Fent brought into my life keeps me away from it 🥰 YOU CAN MAKE IT OUT!! Trust yourself and listen to your body, let the pain wash over you. You are loved, I believe in you!!🫶🏽
Because they arent using it ... they couldnt care less its all about the money and they are getting it to younger and younger kids all the time they are their future customers
funny fact, i didnt know this was such a hard drug in the first times i smoked it, rofl weed hit me harder then this crap, gives off nice feeling, but i cant comprehand how people get addicted this much to it
Is the symptoms from fentanyl withdrawal only for people addicted or will a recreational user feel those symptoms too? Say you took fentanyl unknowingly but survive?
After coming off blues for 4 years. 9 day clean and my smell and taste are fucked. Nothing taste good and everything smells sours nothing smells sweet.
My beautiful wife passed away last April from this fkg poison. I myself have been clean from it for over two years. She was clean for four years and relapsed. Just one time and it took her away from all of us who cherished and love her. I'll never be with another woman for the rest of my life. I miss her so bad everyday. I dream of her almost every night. I just want her back
This is all true but there's more to it, namely it is VERY cheap and easy to get into selling compared to nearly every other drug out there, there are so many dealers and so many users will make the money to use by dealing too, that the dealers don't really care given enough time there will always be a customer. In some cities you can start dealing and get your first piece (usually an 8ball at around 3.4 grams) on credit - that is literally unheard of pre-fenty. It's just that cheap to produce. It's never gonna stop, you can't stop something that costs pennies to make and then sells for several thousand by regulating it - you need to approach it from the bottom (users) up, not top down (like with laws increasing sentences for dealers).
Fetenyl really is not that scary though, I mean, If you ha e been smoking opiates every single waking day for at least 5+ years. Unless youve had a recent period of non-use, then obviously, shti would be a little sketchy. 21 days clean one time, scraped a tutor, took two hits off it off foil, bamn, died. Girlfriend said she literally only hit fetty ON HIT, LUTERALLY JUST one tIME, woke up like wtf i didnt eben smoke how did i die lol
Ok so my bup clinic droped my insutance ive been using h then feyynal now cause tge last of the h in my area disapeared is ghere a way to know if i need to narcan myself persinaly or is there no way to know unless i sleep cause im afraid to fall adleel
Parker very True always about the Money 💴 some people across the globe sell cancerous toys 🧸 not caring about the kids life is hard only Jesus can help us now 🙏🏽
It's the only drug that quitting without the proper support and plan, the withdrawals can literally kill you. Why the homeless are all on it so bad, without any family or friends to help them while going through the channels to stop (detox, rehab, etc.), or anywhere to go while weak from doing so, they're forced to use to not die and be functional until there is ever the right support to keep them off.
I used to take less but this year I have some major issue causing depression, I used to take 14 gram per week , I quit several time but quitting this time was so dangerous, i never vomit whenever I quit but this time I vomit whole ight till morning, I vomit so much I was literally vomiting nothing, I dont know how to explain, after all the liquid was gone I was l vomiting smelly green substances which smell so horrible, i couldn't even move to vomit, damn it was the worst withdrawal, I used to think it is child play cuz I used to quit without much trouble in past but nothing can be sure
Excessive vomiting can causes dehydration and can put your life in danger it's not good for your heart next time go to the Er to get some iv fluid and medication for the vomiting. Ihope you are better just be strong.
Dude, for the love of God please stop with it. Don't let you mind make excuses to justify it's okay, because you only do it in the weekends, or only take small amount. Before you know it it can be to late and you will lose everything.
Sooner or later you're gonna pay one way or another. Its just a matter of time. You should really try to stop. That drug is no joke. Speaking from experience.
This is the equivalent of the submersible, you'll be able to "manage" for awhile but eventually its going to implode. That is how this story ends, especially in this era. Be safe friends 🙏
Man I done tried dat shit like 5 times my whole life in different occasions & everytime is the same effect, I’m good for like 3-5 mins then , boom hits out of nowhere don’t remember shit at all, nodding my head off for like str8 10-15 mins, felt high ass shit but couldn’t be myself like usually. lucky I always have sum one with me dats looking out for me! Eyes were red ass shit, could barely move a round, after like 10 , 12 hrs later started feeling sick ass shit , as in like throwing up, wanting more fent , could barely eat. Almost die the 3 & 5 time literally, I stick to perks now like 5’s,7.5’s,10’s,15’s&20’s & sum weed & lil alcohol every once in a while. Other then dat I’m good on!
@@jasmine0354 lmao I just OD like a week ago without realizing it I woke up having the cops / ambulance/ fire department beside me they had to hit me with 8 narcan’s they was about to pronounce me dead as soon as I woke up , I did sum black fent at first I ain’t feel shit so I did a bigger line like this _____ then my girl pick me up I drove to the gas station to pump sum gas ⛽️ then out of no where dat shit it hard asf to the point where I couldn’t move , talk or even think , I just remember waking up to everybody being mad at me & sad at me & everybody around me thanking god. I haven’t done since , I’m still doing perks, zans, kpins, weed & lil alcohol here & their. I ain’t ever doing fent again dat waz a close call to heaven or hell!!!
The question is this. Who profits from not supporting drug addicts and their drain on health care. Why on deployment to Afghanistan were we in FOBs protecting Poppy fields and their farmers with specific orders not to burn those fields??? Where did the orders come from
idk if it was fentanyl but i hit a laced weed pen and i knew it was laced because i got addicted and the high was scary i was hearing voices and i would be fine for a second and then it would feel like me eardrums would explode but it was addicting
Thats a greenout. Caused by weed itself overstimulating the CB1 and CB2 receptors and is considered non lethal overdose. No drug dealer puts fentanyl into any weed products. ever.
Feeling bored and mundane with alcohol and cocaine for moderate to severe depression?Talk to your doctor about once daily Fentanyl today and begin the new high! Fen, fen, fen Fentanyl you know .never Believe it's not Fen fen fen Fentanyl you know..never Believe it's not so
Used it for 8 months , and something happened. Crazytremors to the point to where I couldnt shower or dress myself. Went to the hospital and had crazy hallucinations. Been clean for 3 weeks. Going to hit up a methadone clinic next week . Asking for prayers. Love you all
how are you holding up? I hope you get through this! I am lucky, even though I've used for a good year, I feel no withdrawal when I quit, it's weird, my friends can't gwt out of bed and I'm lifting weights and feel fine.. sick of wondering If I will overdoes while alone! uugh, my family would be broken....I'm fresh out at moment, time to find myself again! best wishes to you. just wanted to find someone else trying to quit online.
@@leejaye7698 Thanks for asking . I've been off of fentenyl for 4 weeks now. If only I could leave the alcohol . I'll get there thougj
@@nomad753 that's ironic and maybe a message to me! I just bought 2 airplane bottles of liquor to ease whatever attachment i have to fetti. just to have today in place of getting high.. but I totally get it about the alcohol man.. I drank alot in my teens. now I just am not that attached... try lifting weights bro, or just maybe meditation and get in touch with your thoughts... I mean. out thoughts are a.big reason we go back to these addictions. don't let that voice telling you to drink guide you. I'm speaking to myself also! glad I'm Alive! sick or the narcan revival that I've had to go thru. Best wishes! gotta lose yourself to find yourself.
I hear you and I’m praying for YOU.
@@Thatsbannanas-d8c thank you my friend.
I got 559 days an counting off that shit. #wedorecover
Was it an easy addiction?
Pray for me im detox now
If your not on suboxone yet try too get of without suboxone I don't think It would have took soo long too get completely sober if I never started suboxone its messed up I can explain why it's bad too lol but I hate typing this much and my adhd makes it even harder cause I can't focus on something long enough I gotta keep refocusing
@@nothanks9503it's not I don't think there's a worst one but for me suboxone withdrawals where about equal I'm starting too become slightly convinced it's a form of population control witch is a scary thought but now that its tranyc its soo deadly
@@dnicelightborne892Good luck 🙏 Fet was the worst for me. I hope you can kick for good.
You forgot the most important part-the fact that because it is so strong and cheap they can just put a tiny amount in a drug and pass it off as whatever to lower costs.
You obviously never used drugs if u did u would know fentanyl is expensive as hell the only drug that is cheap is meth
He also forgot to tell why they use it… haha he didn’t say. Just that it’s really addictive.
@@justinamerica785nah he did say euphoric effects the high
It’s not cheap
@@bradleywillis1654 compared to other drugs it is very cheap to produce
I’m watching this video and I’m high on fentanyl right now. I have an appointment set up for next week to get a sublocade shot. It’s basically a suboxone shot. I got to quit. It’s too dangerous, too expensive, and way too risky. The withdrawals are so bad. There’s no way to describe how bad withdrawal is. Worst thing I’ve ever felt in my life. I’m such an asshole for getting back into it after being clean for years.
You are still here, and that matters. We do appreciate you sharing that and hope you know we are always here to support. You got this. 💪
Try naltrexone. I know someone who used Suboxone to come off opiates and the Suboxone was worse
Withdrawals from f are surprisingly not bad.
Hope you detox'd from fetty for Atleast a week before that shot. I know a few people that went to clinics that didn't give a shit and Gave the injection to folks without making sure the fetty is out of their system and went straight into precipitated withdraw which is 10x worse then regular withdraw. The clinic I went to wouldn't even give me sublocade injection without being on suboxone strip for a month🤦🏻♂️ which isn't really working since I know I can stop taking subs for 2 days then go get high smfh, addiction is a bitch brother..I pray me and you both make it to the other side and live a Long/Clean happy life❤❤
People use for all different types of reason.
Overall, do this for yourself and the people rooting for you. You got a whole future of happiness ahead of you. Good luck.
Maybe next time don’t smile so much when you’re talk about something so terrible 😂
My thoughts exactly 😅😂😂😂 BIT sinister!!!!
cry me a river
@@beatshaver533ok tough guy
Check my comment out 😂 😂 tf ?
he’s was on it when he recorded this
As a former cocaine addict, I was given some and that was enough to make me quit right then and there.. to all the people who are still struggling with this , I hope and pray for your life.
Bruh i was a fentanyl addict. Over the course of 10 years i never ever shot up only snorted my stuff and Let me tell you i almost died not from overdoses but from Pneumonia,sepsis, other major illnesses and not only that but the withdrawals alone have almost killed me. I almost died from throwing up so much my throwup went into my lungs and caused me to have a bacterial Pneumonia and i was hospitalized on a ventilator for iver 2 weeks then another 3 weeks in critical observation. Dude that stuff is such a miserable feeling to be in and a slave to it. I remember so many holidays i had to have interrupted because i bought a batch for the holidays and ended up being some bs and i had to withdrawal and ride back up over 100 miles into the city to re purchase from another area. Its such a helpless feeling because getting off makes you so sick and the intensity of the sickness is so bad i really dont think theres another disease or sickness that can compare. The Pneumonia and one time i had covid i could barely feel over the withdrawals thats how intense the withdrawal is.
Thank you for sharing your story. We truly do hope you feel stronger, better, and healthier today.
Uh, Cancer, AIDS? Super-Cancerous AIDS?
I’m going through withdrawal right now… it feels like my skin is on fire
Addiction is tough on a person 😢 May God keep you all safe 🙏🏽
It truly can be. Thank you for showing kindness and sharing your positivity! It can help to make a difference/change for sure.
Physical addiction fucken sucks..... Heroin kicks are terrible but the fentanyl kick is a living nightmare. Im free and sober from that now though.
I just kicked cold turkey. it was the most brutal week of my life! I had the will and drive and sadly I can say people really have to want to get sober otherwise they will wont have the strength to get through it. I can honestly say I almost caved a few times, know the pain, sickness, anxiety, restlessness amd MADNESS could all be over if I could get just a little more but I stuck with it and happy to say I'm going into my fourth week sober and I praise every hour, minute and second I get..
You can do this! Of course, call 911 during an emergency, but if you are considering treatment or looking for further steps/support, you can talk with a Sandstone Care member live at SandstoneCare.com or call us at (855) 958-5511
We'll help you find the resources you need even if it's not with us. Thank you for sharing Stacey!
@@SandstoneCare
this gives me hope :)
God bless you
It is possible I have 10 months clean. I thought I will never be able to stay clean.. j started with Vicodin and after I couldn’t find Vicodin after running out they told me it was oxy pill but it turned out to be fentanyl pills it was to late I was hooked.. even in my addiction I was able to run my business but it got to a point last year that I knew if i didn’t stop right there and then I will loose everything but by the grace of god my
Kids were more valuable than the addiction
WOW. I lost my best friend of 57 years because it was cut in whatever she was getting. She was so ashamed of herself, that she didn't tell me. And we could talk about ANYTHING!! Or so I thought. She had been in two really bad car accidents, with one of them they had to use the "Jaws of Life" to get her out. She was always in pain. But her doctors took her off her pain meds way too quickly!! She had no support up there in Baltimore, our lives went in different directions and I live in our hometown again, in Ct. She once was a Special Education teacher and was very good at it. My point being that she was a good person, and a loving one. ANYONE can get caught up at any time with a bad batch, and it REALLY COULD BE YOU next time!!! Please be careful and try your best to NOT get fooled. I'm praying for you all, anyone who needs it...May God bless you and keep you...Amen. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💔❤️ I'll do more than that when I go to bed.
It sucks even worse now because a lot of the supply is being cut with xylazine, which is a vet tranquilizer that hasn’t been tested in humans. People who shoot up are getting extreme sores, abscesses, and in extreme cases, amputations. It also causes severe water retention, numbness in extremities, and a whole slew of other symptoms. The immediate effects are going from being completely conscious, to literally blacking out, cold skin to the touch, blurry vision, slurred speech, lack of spacial awareness, an extreme leaning over yourself or a strong “nod,” and your brain jumbling up like 10 different thoughts and you just talking to yourself or others out loud and more than likely spewing nonsense. All the videos on Kensington in Philly are a prime example of the xylazine cut fent or “tranq dope.” That’s not even it though. A lot of stuff in Canada is being cut with RC benzos. It’s scary shit, dude.
Facts man. I'm a recovering Fetty addict and shit has gotten so scary out there. Lucky to be alive
@@PukePile Im right there wit you. Im finally free and sober.
Congrats to you both!🎉
What is rc benzo
@@Kevin-mx4vm research chems.
Brutal truth ! Those dealers want their customers to get hooked fast and severely
My bro and his girl overdosed on some pink fetty last night, they're fine thankfully. Ppl in town are droppin like flies, could be them next.
Don't touch random tinfoil you see on the ground.
Just lost my sister 4 days ago. Need to allow a nation wide purge and we take care of the problem. 3 days max
Not like that would work at all but I understand what you mean. The elites want this sadly. As long as that is true policy will never allow this to stop. In fact they hand in our for free in Seattle.
I am sorry for your loss. I will pray for you. ❤
Bro when a junkie ods and are able to get brought back all the other junkies want to know where they got it from.....
I’m so fortunate I got out of my drug phase in the 90s before all of this stuff showed up.
Call me idiot
But i left meth thanks to this
I liked to smoke normal meth but now i know fentwnyl is being mixed i dont want to die
U were prolly tweaking.
Idk I think meths worse. I never wanna find out. So I’ll stick w. Fetty/Dog food. Jus wish I found weight instead of bag here n there😡
@LameAssDB omg. Heyyy I’m so sorry
@LameAssDB I’m not understanding about ur gf domed up! I know nothing about Indianapolis I’m far from u. I’m A gurl Jackie from CT
@LameAssDB n I’m having my own 💩problems trying to find dog food! That’s y I was reaching out to u! LOL
Why do we as a country not care about this ?
Great question. How much awareness do you feel there is about this substance?
Because Democrats are paid off by the CCP and cartels. They want to keep the borders open and fentanyl flowing in. They are paid off that's why no one is talking about it. The news would rather talk about Trump all day than this issue.
Everyone is aware.. the people in charge just don’t care.
I have not seen any evidence that this is real. I have zero confidence with this web of media propaganda in America.
The people in charge are making money from this stupid. Why would they want it to stop
He’s right, as someone who use for 10 years starting at 18, I could have had a friend die and I’d use the same stuff he did just less but I knew it was good so I’d want it, addiction is crazy, lucky Iam off it now 😅 lol na never again.
sadly I relapsed today and I’m watching this under the influence. I’ve been addicted since early ‘20 n ever since then it’s been on n off but compared to how it was at first, it really does drain you, if you stop using or you run out, alot of shameful thoughts start to kick in, ultimately just plain sorrow n beating yourself up abt it. i just want to stop.
*update:* im 193 days clean!
Please go get some help. Please. I urge you, and beg you. Think of the consequences of what it could do to you, or your family who love you, if something were to happen to you...
I lost my brother last month to this demon drug. He's not here physically anymore, and the pain from this is unbearable to my mother, my sister, myself, his son, and family and friends. We tried to help him for 6 months when he had just told us he was on this stuff for years. We tried everything... he is with Christ now.
Please, think about this.
You can do it just pray to GOD in HEAVEN that he will BLESSED you 🙏
@@felitahoward9838 bro shut up…this person is asking for advice and all your saying is “ask god for help” yeah real helpful…😐if god actually existed he wouldn’t let this person get addicted to drugs in the first place
Thank you for this. It helped explain a lot. I recently started doing crystal meth and the other day I did some but it was changed and it had fetanyl in it (not my normal stuff) but when I was coming off it I started having all this guilt that I normally don’t also I had stayed up for three days so..but I was so emotional and I felt so weird I was like why did I do this, what am I doing to myself, but I can’t stop them I went to bed…slept for 20 hours, woke up and felt completely better
Same bro u good now or what?
What the problem is is that doctors can’t prescribe opioids like they used to so now people who used to get their pain pills legally are forced to go to the black market
It’s horrible. Not to mention it’s so hard to find doctors who do prescribe it.
Hmm.... can't get opiates anymore? Should I figure out the root cause of my pain and address that in a natural manner? Or should I go to the black market and get drugs that will likely at some point kill me? 🤔 Decisions. Decisions.
Sadly, it's very easy for people to become "medically addicted" due to chronic pain. Because of the opoid epidemic and so many opoid caused deaths , the State and Federal governments watch over doctors like hawks, and swoop down on them if they prescribe more than the recommended amounts of drugs for short-term use.
I know of a doctor who lost his medical license due to prescribing more than the recommended amounts
It's a short half life, too. Meaning the high doesn't last that long, and you have to buy it again to stop you feeling sick.
Drug dealers are souless monsters.
They'll have to answer to what they've done some day
If they don't buy the dealer can't sell. Blame the user.
Dealers are out here tryna make money just like the working man. Their job is just less moral
@@bigtitjim yea and you have to provide quality stuff not mix your shit with fent
The dealers don’t put fentanyl in the pills
MunYun is the root to all evil
Good job on the misinformation. Fentanyl’s high is considered worse by most who have used it (as evidenced by places where people can get prescriptions for both and overwhelmingly do not choose fentanyl) and “dealers” aren’t the ones cutting it into drugs. Most dealers don’t have access to pill presses.
Almost 2yrs clean. It is still a struggle every day
I hope you’re doing good today. I remember my dad once saw a double rainbow that scared me so bad as a baby I cried from the shock. When he died, my parents drove near a church and I saw a double rainbow that made me think of him. The whole sky was so beautiful that day.
December 12th 2023 is my sober date. 3 years stuck.. feel like i wasted so much time and should ve so much further in life but im grateful to be here ❤
Opioid withdrawal is literally hell on earth, the 5 days of intense physical withdrawal as well as the time after where you cant find joy in anything
People on the streets addicted to this will never come off it or wanna be helped the come down is to much worse then herion withdrawal sounds like
Though recovery can be challenging, and may feel deterring, recovery is possible!
"Won't cut it"... I see what you did there. (;
I remember watching a documentary about fentanyl use in Canada; an addict said that the high lasts 5 minutes. What the actual eff.
Yeah, they gave it to me when I was in labor, and it only lasted a few minutes! I was also having trouble holding still through the contractions to get the spinal block and I don't know why they didn't hold off on the fentanyl until the anesthesiologist was there ready to do the spinal block. I was screaming so much she left and came back later after dealing with a gun shot victim. I was very impatient waiting for her to come back. I don't know why anyone would bother with something that only lasts a few minutes.
Yet people been doing coke forever.
@@MoralGovernmentthe fact that it is so short acting is one of the reasons it is useful in a medical setting. It's very potent and it wears off relatively rapidly after the last dose, so the patient spends less time in recovery. If a pain patient with a high tolerance needs a longer lasting version, a transdermal patch version can be applied, and only needs replacement every 72 hours.
Not to mention opioid induced constipation, which is very real.
These dealers can rot in prison for all i care
My 19-year-old niece died from this. It is such an epidemic in America, of course the government doesn't care about that. Such a sad situation.
I live in New Zealand and am a slolo father. My 13 and 14 yr old daughters watch a lot of rehabilitation documentaries from America and Canada. Things look crazy bad. People not even in charge of their own minds. Other people not able to help. Other people sending ingredients from China to Mexico and then to the poorest people in America. I can't help thinking how orchestrated it all is.
The war is about reducing male population, hence the system and nature are anti male! It's my prof. opinion every govt wants to eliminate or reduce male competition for food water housing and mates(wmn)
bros smiling whoaaaa baby turns int holey shit help me i cant move
Thank you for the info. I had wondered about that.
That's some scary stuff. .
I've been rehabilitated several years now from other stuff and it was a nightmare going through the process but this new fentanyl sounds worse. I can't imagine what these guys go through or maybe I just dont want to image.
Whoever came up with this drug has a special place in hell and should be punished forever life taken as a result.
Uummm china invented it sells it to Mexico rhats how it gets into the US
90% of fentanyl comes from China. So that should give you an idea. From the same place covid came from.
The us govt?.lolol
@@headbusta202they are distributor, China came up with this shit.
@@1stwonder788the Chinese were already condemned to hell since the Qin Dynasty
That shit was what killed my grandma before Covid and now I’m even more worried because I hear they keep on putting that shit on weed
Truth ! They're putting it on weed now 💔
Stop using weed or any drugs….
Plenty of toxins in vape boxes etc. this is patriarchy w. Satans minions mashed together....
Glad you educate people
I need Help
My aunt just passed from this 😢
Sorry😢
aint no way jack........now ik im nieve to drugs now an i wanna keep it tht way
Brendan schaubs nerdy brother 😂😂😂
That is one of the reasons.. but an equally if not more big one is that it’s so dang cheap
I believe my dad died from fentanyl in his heroin. I’ll never forget the day after I wrote about him in writing class and my only worry was my math test. My parents called me out of school before that.
My dad once saw a double rainbow that scared me so bad as a baby I cried. When he died, my parents drove near a church and I saw a beautiful double rainbow.
Honestly, the people that sell this and don’t use it, KNOWING people have to get a fix every few hours are some of the worst types of people and idc how long they go to prison for selling it. The ones that do and sell it are normally sympathetic and don’t introduce people to doing it because they know it’s hell getting off it.
Ty kindly for the explanation.
My dads clean from fentanyl ❤❤❤❤
Fentanyl doesn’t make you feel numb it’s less euphoric than heroin it lasts 1/12th as long as heroin it’s a better pain killer than heroin tho so that’s why people use people who use fentanyl knowingly are doing it because they’re in more pain than morphine can help with
the answer is that they don't care about you they just want your 20 bucks.
And this guy smiling while saying this. Pretty sad state of affairs we live in.
I'm almost starting to believe that heroin causes long term numbness after getting sober. I'm 5 years clean and have no desire to use it ever again but my care button is almost gone. Nothing bothers me (ironically, except anything that has to do with death) and I am almost emotionless.
Clinical depression leaves that feeling too. You gotta rewire your brain to experience things again. To react to gratitude, hope & joy. Kinda like letting your body and brain know it's safe to and you want to.
Great explanation bro
Thank you so much Herman
Federal legalization and regulation of all drugs is the only way forward out of this Prohibitionist hellscape that we’re currently being forced to live under.
If the answer is so simple and obvious yet they refuse to take these steps, one can only assume that there are other corrupt reasons for this.
So if you do it one time it owns your brain forever. You're screwed. Nope. I'm staying sober forever.
I was given it once on an ambulance. If you are not a junkie, it won't own you forever. It does have good medical applications when given in a medical setting for uncontrollable pain.
Dang i got meth issue already, don't need fentabyl or whatever that is on top of that
my brother died the same day he relapsed. please just stop taking drugs before it costs your life. it’s not worth it. the moment it gets to you, it’ll be too late to go back.
Thank you for sharing your story, though we are truly sorry to hear about your loss.❤
Im addicted to taco bell
1 year an 6 months clean!! Did it cold turkey, laid on the floor of the bathroom for 7days, no sleep, no appetite, just mind wrenching pain.
Prayer and my will to live were the only things that got me through it.. now the memory of that pain and the torment that Fent brought into my life keeps me away from it 🥰
YOU CAN MAKE IT OUT!!
Trust yourself and listen to your body, let the pain wash over you.
You are loved, I believe in you!!🫶🏽
They're ruining the coke!
Bruh i just wanted to listen to the artist FEMTANYL
Just say no to drugs
You still didn't answer the question. Why do people cut cocaine with fentanyl? Please answer the question instead of deleting the comment
Because they arent using it ... they couldnt care less its all about the money and they are getting it to younger and younger kids all the time they are their future customers
May god save all drug users 🙏🏾
Because its extremely cheap to manufacture, and traffic. Its in all sense, the perfect drug for the dealers.
Ill stick to weed.
Is this guy ab HaRM ReDUCTION or the face of Betty Ford-Nashville edition 😆 not Gatekeeping sobriety but JEEz who’s he tryin for
funny fact, i didnt know this was such a hard drug in the first times i smoked it, rofl weed hit me harder then this crap, gives off nice feeling, but i cant comprehand how people get addicted this much to it
Make sure you know your dealers a friend will never give you something cut without telling you
This is mostly true except real good old school Heroin is a way better buzz than fetty, carfent, and tranq.
Is the symptoms from fentanyl withdrawal only for people addicted or will a recreational user feel those symptoms too? Say you took fentanyl unknowingly but survive?
Overdose??? How abt poisoning my guy
2 and a half years… i hate drugs
What if you don’t use it for pre long will u still come back
After coming off blues for 4 years. 9 day clean and my smell and taste are fucked. Nothing taste good and everything smells sours nothing smells sweet.
Lol the CIA thanks you for your service, why do you think medical training qualifies you to talk about this??😂😂😂
when i'm old and disabled...
My beautiful wife passed away last April from this fkg poison. I myself have been clean from it for over two years. She was clean for four years and relapsed. Just one time and it took her away from all of us who cherished and love her. I'll never be with another woman for the rest of my life. I miss her so bad everyday. I dream of her almost every night. I just want her back
How can you deliver this message smiling… please be mindful this serious and deadly it’s kills. I say this respectfully this so sad
Crazy how I thought the same thing
cause he pry on happy drugs
@@vreyesreyes6101 microdosing lol
This is all true but there's more to it, namely it is VERY cheap and easy to get into selling compared to nearly every other drug out there, there are so many dealers and so many users will make the money to use by dealing too, that the dealers don't really care given enough time there will always be a customer. In some cities you can start dealing and get your first piece (usually an 8ball at around 3.4 grams) on credit - that is literally unheard of pre-fenty. It's just that cheap to produce. It's never gonna stop, you can't stop something that costs pennies to make and then sells for several thousand by regulating it - you need to approach it from the bottom (users) up, not top down (like with laws increasing sentences for dealers).
Fetenyl really is not that scary though, I mean, If you ha e been smoking opiates every single waking day for at least 5+ years. Unless youve had a recent period of non-use, then obviously, shti would be a little sketchy. 21 days clean one time, scraped a tutor, took two hits off it off foil, bamn, died. Girlfriend said she literally only hit fetty ON HIT, LUTERALLY JUST one tIME, woke up like wtf i didnt eben smoke how did i die lol
Cool, I'll try it out
Ok so my bup clinic droped my insutance ive been using h then feyynal now cause tge last of the h in my area disapeared is ghere a way to know if i need to narcan myself persinaly or is there no way to know unless i sleep cause im afraid to fall adleel
There's no way to Narcan yourself. You'll just slip into the final sleep
Facts
Parker very True always about the Money 💴 some people across the globe sell cancerous toys 🧸 not caring about the kids life is hard only Jesus can help us now 🙏🏽
It's the only drug that quitting without the proper support and plan, the withdrawals can literally kill you. Why the homeless are all on it so bad, without any family or friends to help them while going through the channels to stop (detox, rehab, etc.), or anywhere to go while weak from doing so, they're forced to use to not die and be functional until there is ever the right support to keep them off.
I used to take less but this year I have some major issue causing depression, I used to take 14 gram per week , I quit several time but quitting this time was so dangerous, i never vomit whenever I quit but this time I vomit whole ight till morning, I vomit so much I was literally vomiting nothing, I dont know how to explain, after all the liquid was gone I was l vomiting smelly green substances which smell so horrible, i couldn't even move to vomit, damn it was the worst withdrawal, I used to think it is child play cuz I used to quit without much trouble in past but nothing can be sure
Excessive vomiting can causes dehydration and can put your life in danger it's not good for your heart next time go to the Er to get some iv fluid and medication for the vomiting. Ihope you are better just be strong.
You can medically detox. Find out about it
Not for me it doesn’t. My surgeon used it during a procedure I felt like death for 5 days after and it was just a short procedure
These people are so outta touch they make videos reading from who knows what. They don't have a clue what's really happening
Nice business idea
Fentanyl feels good i get the same high every time i use it, i only do micrograms of it.
Dude, for the love of God please stop with it. Don't let you mind make excuses to justify it's okay, because you only do it in the weekends, or only take small amount. Before you know it it can be to late and you will lose everything.
Sooner or later you're gonna pay one way or another. Its just a matter of time. You should really try to stop. That drug is no joke. Speaking from experience.
@@Slick-Wit-it let it happen lol
This is the equivalent of the submersible, you'll be able to "manage" for awhile but eventually its going to implode. That is how this story ends, especially in this era. Be safe friends 🙏
You're going to end up as a fent-zombie on your local skid-row within a year or two. I guarantee it.
It sounds like fun actually
u look Dr Strange ❤❤❤
That is really cool😄
Man I done tried dat shit like 5 times my whole life in different occasions & everytime is the same effect, I’m good for like 3-5 mins then , boom hits out of nowhere don’t remember shit at all, nodding my head off for like str8 10-15 mins, felt high ass shit but couldn’t be myself like usually. lucky I always have sum one with me dats looking out for me! Eyes were red ass shit, could barely move a round, after like 10 , 12 hrs later started feeling sick ass shit , as in like throwing up, wanting more fent , could barely eat. Almost die the 3 & 5 time literally, I stick to perks now like 5’s,7.5’s,10’s,15’s&20’s & sum weed & lil alcohol every once in a while. Other then dat I’m good on!
They're putting fentanyl in person and oxy now, too ! 💔
@@jasmine0354 damn I feels dat
@@jasmine0354 lmao I just OD like a week ago without realizing it I woke up having the cops / ambulance/ fire department beside me they had to hit me with 8 narcan’s they was about to pronounce me dead as soon as I woke up , I did sum black fent at first I ain’t feel shit so I did a bigger line like this _____ then my girl pick me up I drove to the gas station to pump sum gas ⛽️ then out of no where dat shit it hard asf to the point where I couldn’t move , talk or even think , I just remember waking up to everybody being mad at me & sad at me & everybody around me thanking god. I haven’t done since , I’m still doing perks, zans, kpins, weed & lil alcohol here & their. I ain’t ever doing fent again dat waz a close call to heaven or hell!!!
The question is this. Who profits from not supporting drug addicts and their drain on health care.
Why on deployment to Afghanistan were we in FOBs protecting Poppy fields and their farmers with specific orders not to burn those fields???
Where did the orders come from
idk if it was fentanyl but i hit a laced weed pen and i knew it was laced because i got addicted and the high was scary i was hearing voices and i would be fine for a second and then it would feel like me eardrums would explode but it was addicting
Thats a greenout. Caused by weed itself overstimulating the CB1 and CB2 receptors and is considered non lethal overdose. No drug dealer puts fentanyl into any weed products. ever.
There is only 1 solution of how to deal with fent. DON'T DO FENT.
Feeling bored and mundane with alcohol and cocaine for moderate to severe depression?Talk to your doctor about once daily Fentanyl today and begin the new high! Fen, fen, fen Fentanyl you know .never Believe it's not Fen fen fen Fentanyl you know..never Believe it's not so