if you guys didn’t know : this song was already hinted before but it was hinted to his grandma first sadly, she passed away in december thus the message “for Amah” sorry for your loss Tsai
OMG just heard Mad Tsai for the 1st time and I'm 51 years old crying from being reminded of a x bf that I still wonder if he thinks of me today. So many happy beautiful memories that ended with us both balling our eyes out as I took him to the airport and him being forced to go back home to China because his parents found out about us. We were only 30 years old at the time but hearing this song made it feel like it happened just yesterday!
Omfg thats so sad 😭 ❤ I hope he's at least a little more free and happy now even if you never see each other again, that would be in my thoughts a lot. I'd be wondering was he forced to get married to a woman, wondering if he had the kids his parents probably wanted and divorced? I hope you're both doing well 20 yrs later
The fact that this song is a sad truth that happens to a lot is the true pain. We go thru this thought in our head, a happy one, we never want to think of what bad can happen until we let it happen. And as the song says “cause happy endings only happen in my head”, we’re happy cause their in it until they actually leave, probably forever. Thank you tsai 💜
I already know I will have this one on loop. Mad Tsai never failed to gave us amazing song and music video. We love you Tsai. The LGBTQ+ community just feel better with you. Thank you 💛
So sorry for your loss, Mad. The pain becomes bearable with time. I remember when I lost my Mma nukwu, I was so sad that I shaved my hair in grief. She was a gruff, statuesque woman with a penchant for overfeeding her grandkids. Your Amah is never truly gone because you keep her in your heart.
I only recently discovered Mad Tsai, and while I've only heard the music, I would like to thank him for his content. I didn't grow up in an outright homophobic household, however, certain expectations were always...expected. The content that this young man makes dramatizes the person I wish I was when I was younger. Proud, confident in who they are, and willing to express themselves in both a theatrical and genuine way. I've been bumping Boy Bi acoustic on my way to work on the daily, when it comes on the playlist, it's always a recentering moment. An entertaining and playful song, whilst also expressing an insecurity that I'm sure some of us are all too familiar with. Keep on rocking in the free world Mad Tsai, excited for everything you do.
Dramatic has never been a compliment for a male or a female. You have allowed others to warp dignity with what I gather you perceive as sex-based prejudice. It's not sex- based.
@@TryingtoTellYou please don’t rain on a compliment. Dramatizes was used in this case to refer the theatrical production of a drama the reflected their own life. You read it as a derogatory word such a drama queen or many of the drama derogatory statements used against me in the past. Two different contexts with two different meanings.
This song genuinely made me cry. I’m going to be graduating this year and I’m going to be leaving so many of my friends behind. This song has always made me feel a sort of nostalgia that I’m very thankful for❤❤❤
Okay but can we talk about how genius the music video is? Like, not only is it so so creative, but also extremely well made, and both Mad's and Sam's acting is spot on. Obviously though I can't go without appreciating the song itself, it's raw and beautiful, it's painful and honest. Big thanks to everyone who worked on this, and to Mad - i can picture your grandma being so so happy that you released it in her honour. Congratulations!!
This ATLA inspiration is beautiful... I’ve never been more touched before, since avatar has always been special and key to me. Congrats on releasing this amazing song.
When I was younger all these happy fantasies were all in my head, now that I am old and happily in my third relationship I still have the fear of living alone in my senior years.
I shed a tear knowing as I’m close to graduating high school that this love problem (break ups, etc) is something I’ll never experience. I’m so grateful for the content you create. It allows me to envision and mourn the teenage life I could never have had. I only hope I grow up to be confident and fully authentic. Because as sad as this is I don’t wish for this all to be in my head. For once I want to have a real true moment that exists out of my phone and mind. Ty ❤❤
@@uselessSam ahh that’s kinda a relief to hear. I don’t know if this will happen but I hope to have queer friends in the future. Bc I think that type of community and understanding will help me. 🥰 and same for you if you’re alone as well.
@@kenny4900 yeah I'm alone af too....but even worse my country is homophobic af so it's hard to find lgbtq friends. but i like to hold onto the hope that there is someone for everyone 😭😭😭
Just becoz u didn't have a relationship in school doenst its the essence of teenage life loll. There's so much more to life than relationship at school lol
It's really incredible how an independent artist can make an amazing masterpiece... imagine what he is capable to create with the support of a record label or music producer?
If you listen closely to the last part of the song at 3:41 - 3:51 that instrumental I think was from the closing of Avatar the Last Airbender which is a good way to end the song honestly, gave me goosebumps when I heard it.
I’m crying my eyes out watching this 😭😭❤️❤️ mad tsai is a true bi ✨ICON✨ all of his songs i admire so much and his music really helped me through hard times. Thank you for this masterpiece i love how this turned out ❤️❤️❤️
this song gives me vibes of 'movies' by conan gray in my head: "said our love was like movies" "i guess i'm stuck with loving you inside my head" movies: "in my head we're dancing in the dark, in my head we kiss under the stars" "in my head we never grew apart, in my head you never break my heart" "'cause baby this ain't like the movies" "i want a love like the movies"
The music is so cool. And his voice is so amazing. So very talented. It's incredible. Hate i always find these amazing people so late. Wish he knew I love his music. And think he's absolutely amazing. Good for him. God bless him. I wish him nothing but success and happiness. Anyone one be lucky just to know him let alone be loved by him. Mad S Rules the World!!😊❤
May your grandma rest in peace, I'm sure she will be very proud of you! Another amazing song from an amazing person! I hope to see this become a series one day 😂💖
I LOVE IT! It’s so good and I love how it’s a continuation of your last song and how it’s about stories you make up in your head of how think things are going to happen a certain way but then it doesn’t go as you planned and after you're just sitting there wondering where you went wrong and then coming to the realization that it will never be the way you imagined and trying to figure out how you’re going to move on
Awww knowing the heart behind this piece and how much it meant to your grandma, just thank you for baring your soul to us. Its beautiful, creative and artistic. Keep bringing us bangers.
THANK YOU MAD!! You are a staple of my life right now, and your music has helped me through so much. I love your music so so much....thank you!! You also have helped so much people find themselves and love who they are. I love you so much~ and I hope you are happy!! Stay safe and healthy. Thank you so much for your music and impact. Love you!!
I knew my heart was gonna be in pieces the minute I heard the Last Airbender music. A song and music video haven’t made me this emotional since Katy Perry’s “the one that got away”. 😭 Well done!!! My condolences as well. I’m sure your grandmother was a wonderful woman.
This song hit me hard and made me wept. I’ve been in that situation. I had just moved to a new city to help a friend out with rent and met a guy. We dated for 5 months but had to part ways. He was graduating from college and was heading back home to plan his next steps. I was moving back to my hometown as well because my friend was also graduating. But we had promised each other that we were going to move back to that city together. But then Covid happened and I lost contact with him ever since :/ and all those dreams of starting a new life went out the window. Pains me when I think back to it and what never was. But we cannot dwell on dreams forever can we?
This honestly made me cry. It made me think about this friend I have who likes me, but I don’t like her back, and I feel like I’m making her feel bad BECAUSE I don’t love her back. But this is such a beautiful yet sad story ❤
Ohh really it's so touchable song not for the LGBT but for all it's the truth and after watching stacy'brother , i wanted the next part of the song and now here it comes. For me Tsai is too good for create something like this . we all love you ❤❤❤ Just go on dude ❤❤❤😊 Good
I haven't been able to cry since I got rejected by my own best friend that I shared everything with but 1 minute in listening to this made me ugly sobbing at 2 am. This is so good and damn I hope this gets so many love that it deserves ❤❤❤
I’m so sorry for your Amahs passing Mad, Although this was 4 months ago, I hope she settled happily in Heaven looking down at you and everyone she loved 🩷💜💙
When I watched a video about mad tsai I was impressed for the perfect combination of rhythm of his song and the video was just perfect. I realize how strong and powerful is love and Ithink all the path that you had to pass to be that famous. I´m so happy and proud of you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
This relationship describes my first relationship perfectly. I wanna hate her so bad but I know she did it for our own good and we could never be together. Maybe in another life, maybe in another world, maybe some day in my head we will not still be dancing in grocery aisles, pretending to hear our wedding vows, even though I know it went wrong 💔
Omg I’m so excited I’ve been trying to wait patiently for new music and it’s paid off only one more day and a few hour’s til it’s released!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg I can’t wait to have this on my Spotify playlists!!!!!!!!!!!!
This song is beautiful. I've listened to it nonstop since it came out. It brings back many memories and makes me cry every time I listen to it. Your music is always amazing and never fails to amaze us. This song is the one I never knew I needed, thank you.
this song is so emotional and raw. and my heart is with you, Mad Tsai. i know ur grandma is proud of u and watching u, i know this feeling. much love for u and ur family. you have a fan in brazil
Going through exactly this right now. He was my best friend for 3 years and threw me away like it was the easiest thing he has ever done. Hope you can all heal whoever is feeling this.
Ah yes. Now I'm sitting in the corner of my room and crying. This song was beatufull and story behind it just... I can't say anything more than "thank you Mad"
This was an amazing song great job, this brought back many nostalgic memories from my past, thank you. Also I know this video was dedicated to you grandma, I'm sorry for your loss. I still have my grandma she is 86 and I love her very much I could not imagine life without her, I get it. You are a brave and wonderful person. Your crew did an amazing job with filming keep up the great work 😸☺️
My ama is 90 years old and I will be visiting her in Taiwan in August for what will most likely be the last time. I am really sorry for your loss, Mad Tsai.
This was utterly heartbreaking. It takes me back to high school in the eighties. My personal theme song was REO Speedwagon's "I Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore".
WHEN YOU FIND OUT THAT ALL OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS ARE MADE BY THE SAME CREATOR!😭😍🥺👍🥰😍😭😭YOU NEVER FAILTO MAKE AMAZING 🤩 SONGS,OR MAKE ME SMILE 😊😁, LAUGH 😂 ,OR 😭😭😢😭👏👏 WE LOVE YOU MAN! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
WHO TOOK MY MONEY ? I KNOW YOU TOOK MY MONEY ! all jokes aside, this song makes me feel calm, sad, but happy at the same time. thank you for making this music :)
Tsai's music is able to be both comforting and hopeful at the same time which is something really unique imo. I just wanted to say thanks for just doing what you do, sincerely a bi fan from Sweden! 🏳️🌈
First, i listened the music and saw the MV, thinking it was the continuation of Staycy's Brother. Then i read the caption and the song doesn't feel the same... I really hope you're grandma is watching it where she is. Thank you for this masterpiece. Thank you for creating masterpieces called 'songs'. Thank you for everything. We love you
Knowing the meaning behind this before listening to it made me think of my cousin who passed away and immediately made me burst into tears. This song truly holds a lot of power. You can feel every emotion that was put into it and I think that is truly beautiful.
I always had this song in my playlists because of how it sounded, but after coming to the music video, I finally realize the true depth of this song. Thank you Mad Tsai for writing this. P.S. I know that I’m late, but I still wanted to say that I am sorry for your loss ❤
This has happened to me before, i liked a guy, imagined us together, we lived happily, we did everything together like go for walks, watch movies, blah blah blah, but i eventually gave up on him, but im starting to change myself, not for him but for me, and it makes me feel better that im taking care of myself and planning my future.
Had to stop the song midway through I can't stop crying over this. It reminds me of all the times I lost my heart to someone who couldn't love me back. You're music is beautiful. Thank you for your gift of song. I hope to hear more music from you.
if you guys didn’t know :
this song was already hinted before but it was hinted to his grandma first
sadly, she passed away in december
thus the message “for Amah”
sorry for your loss Tsai
Yeah....rip tsai's grandma💞💞
🕊
Rest in peace tsai's grandma☠️🕊️
@@celinemetzger2706horrible choice of emojis.
Rest In Peace
every time when someone like this comment i come back and listen this song again
Oops
Or you could save it to a playlist......
listen to it rn
Come back rn
Time to listen to the song again while you cry 🥲
Knowing that Stacy’s Brother was all in his imagination makes this ten times sadder
😢
я рыдаю
Wdym?
UR JOKING RIGHT
@@goldentoast69 sadly I’m not since it’s quite easy to see in the video when Stacy’s brother l starts to disappear
Damn what a long line "guess happy ending only happens in my head".
This line broke my heart and got me in tears. *crying rn
Same, this song had me sobbing.
Jesus Christ love you!!, he died for you friends
Fr 😭
I literally read your comment right when he said that. I started breaking out in tears 😢
What a song sobbing rn
😊
OMG just heard Mad Tsai for the 1st time and I'm 51 years old crying from being reminded of a x bf that I still wonder if he thinks of me today. So many happy beautiful memories that ended with us both balling our eyes out as I took him to the airport and him being forced to go back home to China because his parents found out about us. We were only 30 years old at the time but hearing this song made it feel like it happened just yesterday!
Omfg thats so sad 😭 ❤ I hope he's at least a little more free and happy now even if you never see each other again, that would be in my thoughts a lot. I'd be wondering was he forced to get married to a woman, wondering if he had the kids his parents probably wanted and divorced? I hope you're both doing well 20 yrs later
You made me cry 😢
No!!!!!! Why would this happen to you guys!!!!😭😭😭😭
The fact that this song is a sad truth that happens to a lot is the true pain. We go thru this thought in our head, a happy one, we never want to think of what bad can happen until we let it happen. And as the song says “cause happy endings only happen in my head”, we’re happy cause their in it until they actually leave, probably forever. Thank you tsai 💜
That's so true.
I'm aroace so luckily romantic heartbreak is something I'll likely never have to experience. Yet still, this song made me a little emotional.
I already know I will have this one on loop. Mad Tsai never failed to gave us amazing song and music video. We love you Tsai. The LGBTQ+ community just feel better with you. Thank you 💛
I couldn't have said this better. ❤
Your comment is good you said it better than me ♥️ but please next time LGBTQ+ 🙏 I'm not hating on you 😗💗just for next time 😅
@@donaldwilliamson5165 I changed it because some people can feel offended by this, I only forgot to put the +. So Thank you sweet heart
@@iamamiraclearmy6461
❤️
Ikr?
A continuation of “Stacy’s Brother”? Oh I can already tell it’s gonna be amazing IM SO EXCITED AHHHHHH
OMG FR
ooo that's a good idea :o
Stacy's brother can be a whole ahh drama 😫😫
@@patlnzwaa555- fr fr. what's stopping netflix to make a series of it??
@@tangerinu_u right?? NETFLIX I DEMAND A SERIES. pls 😔
So sorry for your loss, Mad. The pain becomes bearable with time. I remember when I lost my Mma nukwu, I was so sad that I shaved my hair in grief. She was a gruff, statuesque woman with a penchant for overfeeding her grandkids. Your Amah is never truly gone because you keep her in your heart.
People that want a continuation of this where they get back together👇
Yesss
Wasn’t it in his head? (Implied in the title)
To me i think they were together and then broke up 😢@@Honksthegoose
And the rest was in his head
I only recently discovered Mad Tsai, and while I've only heard the music, I would like to thank him for his content. I didn't grow up in an outright homophobic household, however, certain expectations were always...expected. The content that this young man makes dramatizes the person I wish I was when I was younger. Proud, confident in who they are, and willing to express themselves in both a theatrical and genuine way. I've been bumping Boy Bi acoustic on my way to work on the daily, when it comes on the playlist, it's always a recentering moment. An entertaining and playful song, whilst also expressing an insecurity that I'm sure some of us are all too familiar with. Keep on rocking in the free world Mad Tsai, excited for everything you do.
Dramatic has never been a compliment for a male or a female. You have allowed others to warp dignity with what I gather you perceive as sex-based prejudice. It's not sex- based.
@@TryingtoTellYou please don’t rain on a compliment. Dramatizes was used in this case to refer the theatrical production of a drama the reflected their own life. You read it as a derogatory word such a drama queen or many of the drama derogatory statements used against me in the past. Two different contexts with two different meanings.
@@jerrygray5510 Dramatic has never been complimentary when referring to a character trait. I am just saying it how it is.
IVE FOLLOWED HIM SINCE 2020 AND NOW HE'S MAKING AMAZING MUSIC.
For me it was only from 2021
Sameee
for me it was boy bi. so proud of how far his come tbh.
SAME.
@@tangerinu_u real i was here from then
I did not expect the constant ATLA musical references, just makes me love the song even more❤️
Yess !! And i think it's fit perfectly to the song ❤
IKRRR AHHH
What's atla?
Yes!! As soon as the song started, I knew
@@arya.07 Avatar: The Last Airbender
一直以来都很喜欢mad的嗓音，相信阿嫲在天之灵也对宝贝孙感到光荣！
+1 mad tsai 真的很好聽
我的祖母也去世了……但她永遠在我心中。 :)
This song genuinely made me cry. I’m going to be graduating this year and I’m going to be leaving so many of my friends behind. This song has always made me feel a sort of nostalgia that I’m very thankful for❤❤❤
Okay but can we talk about how genius the music video is? Like, not only is it so so creative, but also extremely well made, and both Mad's and Sam's acting is spot on. Obviously though I can't go without appreciating the song itself, it's raw and beautiful, it's painful and honest. Big thanks to everyone who worked on this, and to Mad - i can picture your grandma being so so happy that you released it in her honour. Congratulations!!
It's based on his grandma? How?
@@goldentoast69 he played this song for her while she was in the hospital, and released it in her honor after she had passed. the desc explains it all
REPENT NOW FOR THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS COMING!!!!
I love how he visioned this song to be opposite of Stacy's Brother. Like the opposite of fairytails. More music Mad Tsai this was so good.
REPENT NOW FOR THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS COMING!!
@@comicbookingno one rlly cares
@@mrpreppy72288It's not about 8f you care or not, it's truth
no....
no one asked, we dont care shut up@@comicbooking
@@comicbookinghow do you know
This ATLA inspiration is beautiful... I’ve never been more touched before, since avatar has always been special and key to me. Congrats on releasing this amazing song.
Bruh I noticed the beats in the background were from avatar. Glad I'm not the only one lol
Everyone keeps saying it and i can't see itttttttttt
Atla?
@@lilydrimm6626the melody at the start 😉
@@goldentoast69avatar the legend of aang
When I was younger all these happy fantasies were all in my head, now that I am old and happily in my third relationship I still have the fear of living alone in my senior years.
The song is literally really good, and Rest In Peace to Amah.
I shed a tear knowing as I’m close to graduating high school that this love problem (break ups, etc) is something I’ll never experience. I’m so grateful for the content you create. It allows me to envision and mourn the teenage life I could never have had. I only hope I grow up to be confident and fully authentic. Because as sad as this is I don’t wish for this all to be in my head. For once I want to have a real true moment that exists out of my phone and mind. Ty ❤❤
you described exactly how I'm feeling. i relate with you so so so much.
@@uselessSam ahh that’s kinda a relief to hear. I don’t know if this will happen but I hope to have queer friends in the future. Bc I think that type of community and understanding will help me. 🥰 and same for you if you’re alone as well.
@@kenny4900 yeah I'm alone af too....but even worse my country is homophobic af so it's hard to find lgbtq friends. but i like to hold onto the hope that there is someone for everyone 😭😭😭
It's so nice to hear someone who feels the exact same as I do
Just becoz u didn't have a relationship in school doenst its the essence of teenage life loll. There's so much more to life than relationship at school lol
Hope you don't forget us when you become a famous singer because this is too good to be underrated
FR THO
It's really incredible how an independent artist can make an amazing masterpiece... imagine what he is capable to create with the support of a record label or music producer?
If you listen closely to the last part of the song at 3:41 - 3:51 that instrumental I think was from the closing of Avatar the Last Airbender which is a good way to end the song honestly, gave me goosebumps when I heard it.
Yeah! I noticed!
first part too
This song hits me hard when I just know that "I love you" at the beginning was your grandma voice ❤
Sending all the love to you and family.
This song is truly so beautiful, i teared up watching this. The Avatar sample… I’m living for this!
I’m crying my eyes out watching this 😭😭❤️❤️
mad tsai is a true bi ✨ICON✨
all of his songs i admire so much and his music really helped me through hard times. Thank you for this masterpiece i love how this turned out ❤️❤️❤️
BICON
Hah! GAI!!
God, I already know this song's gonna be a banger just because it's by Mad Tsai and I'm gonna be talking about the mv for ages.
fr
I found a directioner right there!!!
@@AminaFatma-o1p OI OIII
I’m so sorry for your loss ❤😢🕊️💐 she’s watching over you ❤
this song gives me vibes of 'movies' by conan gray
in my head:
"said our love was like movies"
"i guess i'm stuck with loving you inside my head"
movies:
"in my head we're dancing in the dark, in my head we kiss under the stars"
"in my head we never grew apart, in my head you never break my heart"
"'cause baby this ain't like the movies" "i want a love like the movies"
Are we ignoring the fact, that it starts with the ATLA music, i love it! And the Song itself is just amazing
5 days before it comes out and I already know this will be a masterpiece
It was the "For Amah" for me, that got my dying with tears😭✨
I cried…i literally cried…cuz I’m literally going through a breakup right now…and this song just hit me hard…❤️
This is painfully relatable, but so sad... beautiful and realistic, Mad... I have no words. Just keep doing what you're doing.
Was waiting for it king 👑
I know you're gonna slayyyyyyyy it ❤️
They were THE saddest and most beautiful 4 minutes of my day, I Love your music you are truly amazing
im really excited for this!!!
I loved the stacy’s brother MV so i’m 100% certain that i’ll enjoy this one!
Stay safe ❤
The music is so cool. And his voice is so amazing. So very talented. It's incredible. Hate i always find these amazing people so late. Wish he knew I love his music. And think he's absolutely amazing. Good for him. God bless him. I wish him nothing but success and happiness. Anyone one be lucky just to know him let alone be loved by him. Mad S Rules the World!!😊❤
This story made me cry sm and the fact that he continued Stacy’s brother is so amazing
May your grandma rest in peace, I'm sure she will be very proud of you! Another amazing song from an amazing person! I hope to see this become a series one day 😂💖
I LOVE IT! It’s so good and I love how it’s a continuation of your last song and how it’s about stories you make up in your head of how think things are going to happen a certain way but then it doesn’t go as you planned and after you're just sitting there wondering where you went wrong and then coming to the realization that it will never be the way you imagined and trying to figure out how you’re going to move on
Awww knowing the heart behind this piece and how much it meant to your grandma, just thank you for baring your soul to us. Its beautiful, creative and artistic. Keep bringing us bangers.
I'm about to cry. Tsai I'm sorry for your loss and this song it's amazing ❤
I only stumbled upon this incredible artist today, and god knows how many times ive rewatched this mv. Thank you Mad from the bottom of my heart ❤
I cannot imagine how beautiful the strings intro and then the chorus ??!! Tsai never disappoints
THANK YOU MAD!! You are a staple of my life right now, and your music has helped me through so much. I love your music so so much....thank you!! You also have helped so much people find themselves and love who they are. I love you so much~ and I hope you are happy!! Stay safe and healthy. Thank you so much for your music and impact. Love you!!
Another amazing song by Tsai, this has to be my favorite one so far! Thank you for always making amazing music. You never disappoint!
I came here after randomly finding Stacy's Brother. I was not ready!
I knew my heart was gonna be in pieces the minute I heard the Last Airbender music.
A song and music video haven’t made me this emotional since Katy Perry’s “the one that got away”. 😭
Well done!!!
My condolences as well. I’m sure your grandmother was a wonderful woman.
So excited I have been listening to mad Tsai so much lately and his new songs are always a work of art.
This song hit me hard and made me wept. I’ve been in that situation. I had just moved to a new city to help a friend out with rent and met a guy. We dated for 5 months but had to part ways. He was graduating from college and was heading back home to plan his next steps. I was moving back to my hometown as well because my friend was also graduating. But we had promised each other that we were going to move back to that city together. But then Covid happened and I lost contact with him ever since :/ and all those dreams of starting a new life went out the window. Pains me when I think back to it and what never was. But we cannot dwell on dreams forever can we?
Really waited a long for your song released so much excited ❤❤ look forward for that day🥰🥳🥳
This honestly made me cry. It made me think about this friend I have who likes me, but I don’t like her back, and I feel like I’m making her feel bad BECAUSE I don’t love her back. But this is such a beautiful yet sad story ❤
Ohh really it's so touchable song not for the LGBT but for all it's the truth and after watching stacy'brother , i wanted the next part of the song and now here it comes. For me Tsai is too good for create something like this . we all love you ❤❤❤
Just go on dude ❤❤❤😊
Good
It will surely be beautiful. I am so excited hear Mad Tsai that all my sadness melted away. Love you .
I’m so excited for this can’t wait I already know it’s gonna be good
I haven't been able to cry since I got rejected by my own best friend that I shared everything with but 1 minute in listening to this made me ugly sobbing at 2 am. This is so good and damn I hope this gets so many love that it deserves ❤❤❤
I’m so sorry for your Amahs passing Mad, Although this was 4 months ago, I hope she settled happily in Heaven looking down at you and everyone she loved 🩷💜💙
Dude what you do is art please never stop
Looking forward to this!! Thank you Mad for the music you make ❤, keep it up
When I watched a video about mad tsai I was impressed for the perfect combination of rhythm of his song and the video was just perfect. I realize how strong and powerful is love and Ithink all the path that you had to pass to be that famous. I´m so happy and proud of you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
This relationship describes my first relationship perfectly. I wanna hate her so bad but I know she did it for our own good and we could never be together. Maybe in another life, maybe in another world, maybe some day in my head we will not still be dancing in grocery aisles, pretending to hear our wedding vows, even though I know it went wrong 💔
Omg I’m so excited I’ve been trying to wait patiently for new music and it’s paid off only one more day and a few hour’s til it’s released!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg I can’t wait to have this on my Spotify playlists!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love the cinematography!!! First song i knew from you was Boy Bi and it's amazing to see you evolve as an artist throughout the years
This song is beautiful. I've listened to it nonstop since it came out. It brings back many memories and makes me cry every time I listen to it. Your music is always amazing and never fails to amaze us. This song is the one I never knew I needed, thank you.
this song is so emotional and raw. and my heart is with you, Mad Tsai. i know ur grandma is proud of u and watching u, i know this feeling. much love for u and ur family.
you have a fan in brazil
Going through exactly this right now. He was my best friend for 3 years and threw me away like it was the easiest thing he has ever done. Hope you can all heal whoever is feeling this.
Ah yes. Now I'm sitting in the corner of my room and crying. This song was beatufull and story behind it just... I can't say anything more than "thank you Mad"
This was an amazing song great job, this brought back many nostalgic memories from my past, thank you. Also I know this video was dedicated to you grandma, I'm sorry for your loss. I still have my grandma she is 86 and I love her very much I could not imagine life without her, I get it. You are a brave and wonderful person. Your crew did an amazing job with filming keep up the great work 😸☺️
Damn, that pained look. I'm all too familiar with it. You made me cry again, Tsai 😢❤️
I love this song it has a great meaning and it is also the "sequel" to the story Stacy's Brother wow how beautiful❤️
My ama is 90 years old and I will be visiting her in Taiwan in August for what will most likely be the last time. I am really sorry for your loss, Mad Tsai.
This was utterly heartbreaking. It takes me back to high school in the eighties. My personal theme song was REO Speedwagon's "I Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore".
I can't believe this is fully out now! Thank you for this song!
i know it sounds silly but i cry everytime i hear this song..... such a beautiful song....
I’m so sorry you lost your grandmother and tysm for posting even when it’s hard❤😊
OMG, you write some of the saddest, most beautiful songs. I love this song. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us! ❣
WHEN YOU FIND OUT THAT ALL OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS ARE MADE BY THE SAME CREATOR!😭😍🥺👍🥰😍😭😭YOU NEVER FAILTO MAKE AMAZING 🤩 SONGS,OR MAKE ME SMILE 😊😁, LAUGH 😂 ,OR 😭😭😢😭👏👏 WE LOVE YOU MAN! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
WHO TOOK MY MONEY ? I KNOW YOU TOOK MY MONEY !
all jokes aside, this song makes me feel calm, sad, but happy at the same time. thank you for making this music :)
Tsai's music is able to be both comforting and hopeful at the same time which is something really unique imo. I just wanted to say thanks for just doing what you do, sincerely a bi fan from Sweden! 🏳️🌈
Well now I'm crying, thanks for gifting us with this masterpiece!!!
First, i listened the music and saw the MV, thinking it was the continuation of Staycy's Brother.
Then i read the caption and the song doesn't feel the same...
I really hope you're grandma is watching it where she is.
Thank you for this masterpiece. Thank you for creating masterpieces called 'songs'.
Thank you for everything.
We love you
I love that this song looks like a continuation of Stacey's Brother, same guy too. Love it! Beautiful and sad song. Mad Tsai is awesome! 👏 🏳️🌈❤️
I love it! Your vocals and etc are so good!!😭
The only song that could make me cry as hard as this it’s beautiful
The Stacy’s Brother VHS got an audible cry out of me. Poor Tsai!
Knowing the meaning behind this before listening to it made me think of my cousin who passed away and immediately made me burst into tears. This song truly holds a lot of power. You can feel every emotion that was put into it and I think that is truly beautiful.
I just know this one’s gonna be a bop just like all his songs
Holy Shit. This is damn near Cody Fry's level of orchestration. Not everyone can write an instrumental like this. This is awesome!!!!
I know this will be one of my top songs really quickly!!! (And is this just me or does this feel like a continuation to Stacy's Brother)
It is :3
omg
It is watch the end of the video
I always had this song in my playlists because of how it sounded, but after coming to the music video, I finally realize the true depth of this song. Thank you Mad Tsai for writing this.
P.S. I know that I’m late, but I still wanted to say that I am sorry for your loss ❤
This hurt me so much more cause it's legit what I'm going through right now... Love your music sm tho thank you for making such great music
Thanks for this amazing music ❤
My boyfriend died trough brain cancer last year, and this song reminds me of him 😌
This has happened to me before, i liked a guy, imagined us together, we lived happily, we did everything together like go for walks, watch movies, blah blah blah, but i eventually gave up on him, but im starting to change myself, not for him but for me, and it makes me feel better that im taking care of myself and planning my future.
And we are SO proud of you for that. :)
Why am I crying so hard rn😭😭😭
Edit:last night I cried myself to sleep bc this was so sad
Had to stop the song midway through I can't stop crying over this. It reminds me of all the times I lost my heart to someone who couldn't love me back. You're music is beautiful. Thank you for your gift of song. I hope to hear more music from you.
A perfect depiction of being DELUSIONAL
New fan here , i love your voice you're gorgeous, love the song
This song is enough to make a grown ass man cry dude