This was definitely a rhema word for me! I actually killed a spider out on the Florida room that's attached to my kitchen this morning! So your word really got my attention. I have been struggling with anger attacks that seem to come out of nowhere and become explosive! I believe I now have some insight into where they're coming from. I never considered myself a bitter person, but I believe I have some unhealed wounds that need to be cleaned out, some sin and unbelief that I need to repent of! I know Jesus is faithful and His Holy Spirit will reveal what those are to me. But thank you so much for your faithfulness in sharing this word because it really spoke to me! God bless you, Bonnie!
😢 My name means bitter and my mother is adopted. You can imagine how that has shaped our family and our life. This issue with bitterness was revealed to me in prayer a few months back- I have cried, plead, screamed, sobbed, sat quietly, confessed, sought forgiveness and begged God for a new name. Nothing has changed. I cannot hear the Holy Spirit, do not feel the Lord near, the Word has become dull... this is a battle the enemy does not plan on losing. Jesus help me.
When you can't hear and feel dry, put on worship and just worship. This is not a battle you want to surrender. I too struggled with bitterness, anger... it did defile others around me. It opens a window for the enemy to come in. My name means "sorrow" and " goddess of war" . I have had much sorrow BUT GOD... when resting and listening to soaking music years ago I heard HIM say , " I am changing the meaning of your name. It now means Delightful Daughter" . Later the SAME day, someone called me and told me the SAME thing and the new meaning. All that to say, do not get your identity in your name. God can change the meaning of names. He did it often in the Bible. Find your identity in being HIS child. You have a new bloodline, if you are in Christ! I hope this encourages you. You are loved and are far more than the name given you at birth.
@@silversister814Thankyou so much for this encouragment- What you describe is exactly who I know God to be... I will be waiting in Worship🙌 God Bless You.👑🕊🦁
I want to encourage you today! There is more than one meaning for every name. Check again until you find something that means something to you. Also remember, God wants to heal that bitter root in you. When He does, He can use you to heal bitter roots in others who feel down for the same reason. In Revelation He has a brand new name written 0:03 for you also. He says only He and you will know that name. That name will be what carries the most meaning for you and that will encompass all eternity! So feel better. Stand up and worship the Lord. He has redeemed you!! He will give you a garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness. God I ask in Jesus Name that You would bless Your child today!...
Not sure if you know the Hebrew alphabet has a number that represents every letter, you can use a gematria calculator to find the number and use to find the meaning in the Hebrew alphabet, it’s truly very interesting, Every letter in Hebrew represents a word, you can research the Hebrew alphabet, and spiritual meaning of Hebrew alphabet to come up with the meaning of your name, Search for the gematria calculator, put your name in, will give you a number, then find Hebrew alphabet, every number will coincide with a letter, that represents a word, Every word has meaning , then search for spiritual meanings of Hebrew alphabet, It will take some time, but you might be surprised the spiritual meaning of what your name means, Like the 1st letter in Hebrew is aleph and the numerical value is one, aleph indicates the oneness and unity of the creator, it represents the creation of something from nothing, it is the one that cannot be divided representing perfection beyond human comprehension. My first name has 3 Hebrew words, my middle name is only one Hebrew word, I hope this helps,
I had a dream awhile back and I was in a old wooden house as I looked around I saw this big spider 🕷️ with a white sac on its body but never understood what I was seeing Thank you for sharing this 😮❤
We must not become bitter about the globalist establishment doing the devil's bidding against us and our nations. And it can be difficult not too, or with a family member or ex spouse or anyone. Jesus told me years ago and showed me in His word, the Bible, that when we pray for our enemy's salvation in Jesus, we stay in the love and compassionate heart of Jesus Christ and our Heavenly Father. We also get and stay free from unforgiveness. This process really does work, especially when we love our Lord God Yahweh and Jesus Christ. 🥰🙏🙌💥🔥✝️🎉 Matthew 5. If we don't forgive others, our Heavenly Father will not forgive us. Other scriptures show that no unforgiveness is aloud in heaven. 🤗💖
Hello, thank you for sharing, I just had a spider appear on my Bible study workbook as I was studying, so a timely word for me. The wounding from family and friends? are deep and continuing and need help from God to get through. Asking for forgiveness for myself.
Thank you for sharing this amazing testimony. It's definitely a message to things that have been happening in our home, even just before I found this message an incident happened. Thank You Lord and thank You for letting me find this message through Bonnie. In Jesus' name. Amen.
Oh my word! That's like Luz one of the assistant managers who takes revenge so I choose to forgive Luz,Aaron, Alekzander oh my word I said those words today when they called in a sick Jalen that has namonia...I was sick only a day or two Luz sent me home from work until I got a doctors note God my Abba I forgive all 10 bosses
I am struggling with bitterness and fighting it off, I think I got the big spider, but have to go back in and got those baby spiders out!- glad to see the new year 5785
A grey wolf 🐺 ran right in front of my car Sunday after church with it’s long bushy tail sticking straight out like wolves do. I was shocked but certainly knew what it was about. (Wolf spider)
I recently told God I can't forgive my ex-husband who raped my daughter since she was 9 and she hid this from me but had depression all her life and ended her life 2 years ago at 31.I have tremendous bitterness at the mental health community and my x.
I am so sorry this happened! Forgiving does NOT mean what they did was ok - it only releases you from the right of being judge, jury, and executioner. Let God do that. Ask Jesus to take the anger, betrayal, grief, etc. from your soul and heal it. It's not for them, dear child of God, it's for you! The devil WILL use that bitterness and pain to attack your health. It's not easy! But holding on to it isn't easy either. 🙏♥️
I have been struggling, due to a man I had 10 year relationship with, who I trusted entirely. He owes me money and is trying to get out of it ,I work for him and he is supposed to pay me with car repairs but does not do them promptly. The Lord is telling me to leave there, as constantly being mistreated brings resentment ,even though generally I am generous and more forgiving than most. I did not know what to do, but now am thinking that the Lord will send money to replace what he is trying to steal from me and I need to put it in his hands money or no money. JR
Ive been having issues with my wife for uhhh. Basically since I had met her. I didnt help much because I had a lot of issues myself over the years. It kinda came down to this point where I told God I couldn't handle it anymore and I told him to kill me or fix me. Save me. Something like that I cant remember what I exactly said but I wanted to die. Holy Spirit filled me and fixed an issue with me that started when I was a kid. That was cool. Since then as I move closer to God my wife threatens to divorce me. Year after year, every 9 months or so. Always 2 weeks before my birthday or this year it was 4 days. Back at christmas it was 2 weeks before christmas. Really getting sick of it. 7 years of constantly threatening divorce and its getting worse each year. So my Mom went out to a multi-denominational event where they pray for people or something, im not actually sure what they do? Anyways this guy who she always prays with who is prophetic, she told him whats been going on and he said it had something to do with bitterness at the root and quoted Matthew. They prayed about it and Monday or Sunday she told me when she was doing a ladies night thing with her friends that one of them apparently convinced everybody to go to church with her. Didn't see that one coming. I knew it had to come from an outside source. Her bitterness is directed at everyone in my family and even her own. Shes so angry at God. This time the entire divorce was triggered by me reading the bible. and then further enflamed when I told her the only way to end the cycle is for her to find God. It was obvious but coming from me apparently made it worse. Which is why I was told to keep my mouth shut and let the Holy Spirit do his work. No idea how this will work out for me, thats her choice. She has free will. BUT its quite interesting that today you posted this. Good insight for me and thank you for that. Glory to God creator of all.
What do you do when someone a Christian leader doesn’t want to acknowledge the bitterness problem? I need for God to touch this heart, but since he does not violate human will, can you please help me pray so that this person can let go before destroys everything and everyone
It is the whispers of others. I've never seen anyone confront for Truth and mercy. Rev. 18trades lives of others. The misuse of authority entertains it. I just wish the church would conduct theirselves on the Word, out of Love for Christ. I John 1:5-7. Confront you may discover surprising love rather than distance and judgment.
A now message & great illustration God can minister to us through any situation .🎯💞
thank you miss bonnie. truth. the one thing we are given at creation is one word: choice. we choose the light or dark. positive negative. choices
Thank you, I need to repent of bitterness. I have allowed it to grow and I needed to hear this.Amen.
This was definitely a rhema word for me! I actually killed a spider out on the Florida room that's attached to my kitchen this morning! So your word really got my attention. I have been struggling with anger attacks that seem to come out of nowhere and become explosive! I believe I now have some insight into where they're coming from. I never considered myself a bitter person, but I believe I have some unhealed wounds that need to be cleaned out, some sin and unbelief that I need to repent of! I know Jesus is faithful and His Holy Spirit will reveal what those are to me. But thank you so much for your faithfulness in sharing this word because it really spoke to me! God bless you, Bonnie!
😢 My name means bitter and my mother is adopted. You can imagine how that has shaped our family and our life. This issue with bitterness was revealed to me in prayer a few months back- I have cried, plead, screamed, sobbed, sat quietly, confessed, sought forgiveness and begged God for a new name. Nothing has changed. I cannot hear the Holy Spirit, do not feel the Lord near, the Word has become dull... this is a battle the enemy does not plan on losing. Jesus help me.
When you can't hear and feel dry, put on worship and just worship. This is not a battle you want to surrender. I too struggled with bitterness, anger... it did defile others around me. It opens a window for the enemy to come in. My name means "sorrow" and " goddess of war" . I have had much sorrow BUT GOD... when resting and listening to soaking music years ago I heard HIM say , " I am changing the meaning of your name. It now means Delightful Daughter" . Later the SAME day, someone called me and told me the SAME thing and the new meaning. All that to say, do not get your identity in your name. God can change the meaning of names. He did it often in the Bible. Find your identity in being HIS child. You have a new bloodline, if you are in Christ! I hope this encourages you. You are loved and are far more than the name given you at birth.
@@silversister814Thankyou so much for this encouragment- What you describe is exactly who I know God to be... I will be waiting in Worship🙌 God Bless You.👑🕊🦁
Fast as long a you can
I want to encourage you today! There is more than one meaning for every name. Check again until you find something that means something to you. Also remember, God wants to heal that bitter root in you. When He does, He can use you to heal bitter roots in others who feel down for the same reason. In Revelation He has a brand new name written 0:03 for you also. He says only He and you will know that name. That name will be what carries the most meaning for you and that will encompass all eternity! So feel better. Stand up and worship the Lord. He has redeemed you!! He will give you a garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness. God I ask in Jesus Name that You would bless Your child today!...
Not sure if you know the Hebrew alphabet has a number that represents every letter,
you can use a gematria calculator to find the number and use to find the meaning in the Hebrew alphabet, it’s truly very interesting,
Every letter in Hebrew represents a word, you can research the Hebrew alphabet, and spiritual meaning of Hebrew alphabet to come up with the meaning of your name,
Search for the gematria calculator, put your name in, will give you a number, then find Hebrew alphabet, every number will coincide with a letter, that represents a word,
Every word has meaning , then search for spiritual meanings of Hebrew alphabet,
It will take some time, but you might be surprised the spiritual meaning of what your name means,
Like the 1st letter in Hebrew is aleph and the numerical value is one, aleph indicates the oneness and unity of the creator, it represents the creation of something from nothing, it is the one that cannot be divided representing perfection beyond human comprehension.
My first name has 3 Hebrew words, my middle name is only one Hebrew word,
I hope this helps,
U R right on! You are the second person I’ve heard since yesterday speak on bitterness!
I had a dream awhile back and I was in a old wooden house as I looked around I saw this big spider 🕷️ with a white sac on its body but never understood what I was seeing Thank you for sharing this 😮❤
Am ready for a fresh start, clean hands and pure heart.
In Jesus Mighty Name. AMEN!
God bless you and thank you sister Bonnie! Love and blessings to you in Jesus Christ's Holy Name! 🥰🙏🙌💥🔥✝️🎉❤️🇺🇸🔔🇮🇱❤️
We must not become bitter about the globalist establishment doing the devil's bidding against us and our nations. And it can be difficult not too, or with a family member or ex spouse or anyone. Jesus told me years ago and showed me in His word, the Bible, that when we pray for our enemy's salvation in Jesus, we stay in the love and compassionate heart of Jesus Christ and our Heavenly Father. We also get and stay free from unforgiveness. This process really does work, especially when we love our Lord God Yahweh and Jesus Christ. 🥰🙏🙌💥🔥✝️🎉 Matthew 5.
If we don't forgive others, our Heavenly Father will not forgive us. Other scriptures show that no unforgiveness is aloud in heaven. 🤗💖
Hello, thank you for sharing, I just had a spider appear on my Bible study workbook as I was studying, so a timely word for me. The wounding from family and friends? are deep and continuing and need help from God to get through. Asking for forgiveness for myself.
Thank you Jesus and thank you Bonnie this video was for me.
Thank you! I had a dream about a spider having multiple spiders the other day, and this helps me to understand it better. 😇
I RECEIVED your message .RIGHT ON TIME WORD. THANK YOU 🙏 ❤
A gimungous timely visual natural spiritual confirmation of a 🎉stronghold practicality cause and healing wisdom
God has been showing me about the root of bitterness 😮😮😮
Thank you for sharing this amazing testimony. It's definitely a message to things that have been happening in our home, even just before I found this message an incident happened.
Thank You Lord and thank You for letting me find this message through Bonnie. In Jesus' name. Amen.
Confirmation! This was so helpful. Thank you, Bonnie!
AMEN, AMEN and I RECEIVE 😊❤ from Kingsville, Ohio ❤😊Thank you Bonnie 😊 🙏🏻 ❤
Sooo good God Bless you Bonnie always!!!❤
Thank you Bonnie🎉❤ this was confirmation
I had that happen to me in Texas! Almost stepped on a huge one barefoot and 100’s scattered!! We were spraying peppermint oil, etc. Everywhere!
On time word! Bless you 🔥💗
Blessings Bonnie Thank you for this encouraging message ❤
Thank you and many Blessings🇿🇦
Thank you for this. Praise God
Yes, thank you, this helped me, Bonnie ❤
Oh my word! That's like Luz one of the assistant managers who takes revenge so I choose to forgive Luz,Aaron, Alekzander oh my word I said those words today when they called in a sick Jalen that has namonia...I was sick only a day or two Luz sent me home from work until I got a doctors note God my Abba I forgive all 10 bosses
I am struggling with bitterness and fighting it off, I think I got the big spider, but have to go back in and got those baby spiders out!- glad to see the new year 5785
Speak those things are not as though they already were❤
Amazing word .
God bless you
Thank you Bonnie ❤️
Thank you. I need to do some more work in this area.
Thank you
How do spiders represent bitterness? You're a lot more brave than I.😊
Amen and amen po
The wolf spider carries the babies on her back,I researched this when I got bit by a wolf spider in California. Lake Arrowhead. It was venomous.
A grey wolf 🐺 ran right in front of my car Sunday after church with it’s long bushy tail sticking straight out like wolves do. I was shocked but certainly knew what it was about. (Wolf spider)
I recently told God I can't forgive my ex-husband who raped my daughter since she was 9 and she hid this from me but had depression all her life and ended her life 2 years ago at 31.I have tremendous bitterness at the mental health community and my x.
I am so sorry this happened! Forgiving does NOT mean what they did was ok - it only releases you from the right of being judge, jury, and executioner. Let God do that. Ask Jesus to take the anger, betrayal, grief, etc. from your soul and heal it. It's not for them, dear child of God, it's for you! The devil WILL use that bitterness and pain to attack your health. It's not easy! But holding on to it isn't easy either. 🙏♥️
@@Hebrews111 AMEN
Psalm51❤
I had always been taught that spiders represent witchcraft......
Love your messages Bonnie. Helps me learn more about Our Lord.
MANY people are bitter. It makes them ugly, diffucult to be with.
Lord I hope I don't have nightmares.
✝️🙌🏽🔥 Thank you Amen
I have been struggling, due to a man I had 10 year relationship with, who I trusted entirely. He owes me money and is trying to get out of it ,I work for him and he is supposed to pay me with car repairs but does not do them promptly. The Lord is telling me to leave there, as constantly being mistreated brings resentment ,even though generally I am generous and more forgiving than most. I did not know what to do, but now am thinking that the Lord will send money to replace what he is trying to steal from me and I need to put it in his hands money or no money. JR
Ive been having issues with my wife for uhhh. Basically since I had met her. I didnt help much because I had a lot of issues myself over the years. It kinda came down to this point where I told God I couldn't handle it anymore and I told him to kill me or fix me. Save me. Something like that I cant remember what I exactly said but I wanted to die. Holy Spirit filled me and fixed an issue with me that started when I was a kid. That was cool. Since then as I move closer to God my wife threatens to divorce me. Year after year, every 9 months or so. Always 2 weeks before my birthday or this year it was 4 days. Back at christmas it was 2 weeks before christmas. Really getting sick of it. 7 years of constantly threatening divorce and its getting worse each year.
So my Mom went out to a multi-denominational event where they pray for people or something, im not actually sure what they do? Anyways this guy who she always prays with who is prophetic, she told him whats been going on and he said it had something to do with bitterness at the root and quoted Matthew. They prayed about it and Monday or Sunday she told me when she was doing a ladies night thing with her friends that one of them apparently convinced everybody to go to church with her. Didn't see that one coming. I knew it had to come from an outside source. Her bitterness is directed at everyone in my family and even her own. Shes so angry at God. This time the entire divorce was triggered by me reading the bible. and then further enflamed when I told her the only way to end the cycle is for her to find God. It was obvious but coming from me apparently made it worse. Which is why I was told to keep my mouth shut and let the Holy Spirit do his work.
No idea how this will work out for me, thats her choice. She has free will. BUT its quite interesting that today you posted this. Good insight for me and thank you for that.
Glory to God creator of all.
🕊🕊🕊
Was Bob Freemason? People are saying that. I am sorry to ask. This word is a confirmation..., THANK Q!
Will you leading us in a prayer?
What do you do when someone a Christian leader doesn’t want to acknowledge the bitterness problem?
I need for God to touch this heart, but since he does not violate human will, can you please help me pray so that this person can let go before destroys everything and everyone
Pray! Sometimes you can talk to them til your blue in the face, they have to want to let go!
It is the whispers of others. I've never seen anyone confront for Truth and mercy. Rev. 18trades lives of others. The misuse of authority entertains it. I just wish the church would conduct theirselves on the Word, out of Love for Christ. I John 1:5-7. Confront you may discover surprising love rather than distance and judgment.
It's probably more of a christian thing to become cynical instead of bitter.