Depression | Spoken Words [PMV Original]
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- Опубликовано: 6 июл 2018
- You all deserve so much more..
Keep your head high and push forward, for you have made it this far and there are many things still awaiting you.
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I'm always tied and always late for school and I don't care that is my norm
is it bad if this describes my life? (if your wondering it does describe my life every second)
Blueberry Star it describes me too
This describes me to❤️
AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
I must have listened to this 10 times now it’s such a true thing
tanya plautz I won’t blame u
True
I've searched other universe's, but none of them have who asked
Yes I agree..
This would my 27 idk why but I think I feel this way so I look for other people that feel the same way....
All of this is very relatable, and I just cant bring myself to tell my parents that I have depression, its harder than it sounds... its honestly just hard, I DONT LIKE THE FEELING OF DAILY SADNESS I dont like feeling like I cant tell my mother or father, I dont like crying all night long! But, everyone with depression knows we cant control that.. and its just hard! 😢😭 also, the a quote from here "In the fear that I will be judged for something that I cannot control" it REALLY reminds me of what gay, lesbian, bi-sexual, pan, transgender all those types of people have to deal with daily, life just isnt fair, and I absolutely HATE it when people say "well technically its your fault/decision if your that way." It just pisses me off because I used to be a bi-sexual and you know what? I could NOT control weather I was a bi or not, its not my fault! But somehow, people still lack to understand it..
You are the ruler of your own life and get to decide what you do with it. Ignore societies standards, and stand up to who you are. I hope you'll open up to your parents about depression sooner or later since it's best to get things over with to know the uncertain outcome and get the weight off your chest. You are strong, and should continue to be it.
I told my mom and she has it to but she doesn't believe that I have it to
Evee Rayne aww im sorry, I feelbad for you but thats the reason why I dont wanna tell my parents
I agree with the opening up to your parents about your depression, I have depression myself yet I still won’t tell my family, it’s scary to do that stuff..I’m bi too and what I said about the parents thing I didn’t tell them yet either, I’m scared to tell them i’m bi because i’m 12 And they’ll just say “it’s a phase” or “no your not” and it’s hard to deal with that type of family..
Xylo lynx SAME HERE
I was depressed for a while. It's the worst feeling. It wasn't suicidal or extremely serious, but I didn't tell anyone. Basically I felt like shit. I used equine therapy (riding horses) and just walking out in the rain with an umbrella to make myself feel that little bit better. I love them both to this day and will never forget that horses and rain, of all things, made me feel great. What dragged me down was the girl who sat next to me in class. She always said how depressed she was and talked about her mental health issues when she was absolutely fine. She was trying too hard. If you're going through depression, try horse riding lessons or a walk, trust me, it makes you feel better, even if you don't think so.
*thanks*
Verity Equestrian even someone who had mild depression knows that it’s painful. And I’m happy that u didn’t have to go to that stage.
I. Deprest
Also if those don't help I find that being around friends helps a lot. And so does watching funny RUclips videos.
I want help I just can't ask my parents cuz they saw me take pills to uno but I promise them I will never do it again ive done it 3 more TIMES after that but hey promise are made to be broken....i really want to ask for help I just can't they think I'm ok now but it's getting worse...ive had depression for 4 years now it's not getting better...
It's sad how realatable this is. I try to hide my feelings. At first, I just hid my grief and pain. Now I hide everything, sadness, content feelings. My mom got a mood necklace just so she could guess what I was feeling. The only colors that show up is black or blue. People tell me, "Oh, you lash out too easily!" "How do you never get mad?" the truth is, I do. I hold it in until it rips me apart and I hurt someone. It's scary. Because I know that people are scared of me. I try to be kind, but I get pushed off the edge. I have a friend that I met, and we helped each other. We weren't clingy, or too far apart. We were perfect, holding hands. Hugging each other when we needed it, and I can tell you. We've been through a lot. We used to have to hug ourselves, because we had nobody to do it for us. Nobody ever wrapped us in their arms, loved us and said, "Hey... it's okay to cry. It's okay to laugh, love. It's okay, and your beautiful." I used to get bullied when I was little. I was too kind and soft, so I got ripped apart. I was always so lonely. I would eat by myself, sit on a bench during recess and try not to cry. The abuse wasn't just verbal. It was physical, too. One of them took a pencil and stabbed me in the hand with it. Back to my wonderful friend. She showed me what she did to herself, I felt tears pulling at my eyes. I felt like it was my fault. I love her, and I can't help her. She wrote into her thighs, "I'm good, I need to stop." Over and over again. It was horrible. What was worse was the look she always had in her eyes. They looked hollow and empty. Her beautiful blue eyes always looked like broken glass. It hurt to cross it, but maybe... just maybe there was glue on the other side, and I could try to fix the glass. Even if there would always be scars. Scars show what you have been through. She moved away, and I haven't been able to get to her since. She was discussing suicide, and I asked her not to do it. If not for her, for me. She was my best friend, and I still love her more than life. If she did it, I hope that she is happy now. I hope that she won't forget me. I won't blame her if she does. Nobody ever remembers me, not even my family. They don't know when my birthday is, or how I suffer every day just to make others happy. Nobody likes a crying person who they can't hurt more or help. I try to help others, even if I don't get anything in return.
did she cut herself or was it just pen
I wont forget you
Whens your birthday?
This hit me like a truck.This is beautiful and hope you feel better.Life isn’t just a film so don’t end it.This honestly made me cry.And I thought I was the only one who cried when little things happened and people would say “Your not supposed to be like this”.Hope this made you feel better
I understand what youre going through, believe me i know, ive slit my wrists over 6 times. But please dont commit suicide. Its not worth it and youre worth so much.
*hugs* i have never related to anything more
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This was a beautiful typography. Well done. Keep sharing these nice pieces.
it's a font on microsoft word
this is so true but most people don't know what WE go through most people think WE are just asking for attention but Only WE know that not it thx for the great video ily❤❤❤~Selena
Ooooo, my names Selena toooo
I tryed to kill myself twice at the age of ten
@@haileeyoung1302 I'm 10 and I worry if I tell anybody I'm depressed, they'll say I'm too young and just want attention. When really, I GIVE attention to everyone. I even cured depression before. And nobody in my life will help--
Oh sorry! I didn't mean to come out...
@@hikagurofied It's alright. This may be the internet and people may say horrible things. But if it helps, even though I don't know you and there are people that love you even if it's only me. I understand.
@@hosoooblivion6914 Thanks, it's nice to hear someone not saying I crave attention. I mean, everyone has been saying that about me lately. I was just messing around on roblox, and one of my friends said I was trying to get attention.
Again, thanks. :)
I'm actually getting over it, slowly.
If you are feeling suicidal or depressed please, keep reading.
Every 40 seconds someone out there commits suicide. Let's make that 40 seconds into never.
I know how it feels. To be lonely. Bullied. Hated. Just remember, there is always a light at the end of the road. There is always hope.
I have mental breakdowns almost every night thinking about the words that people say like; "ugly", "hoe" or even, "slut". I have cut many times before. Please don't cut, the scars will haunt you for life. Whenever the counselor called my mom after talking to me about cutting, my mom cried. If I commit suicide my parents will be let down, and I don't want to do that. I was a mistake (literally my mom was 17). I am ugly. I am not 'skinny' enough (even though I legit can see my ribs). If you are going through the same thing as I am, please, don't cut, nor commit suicide. It affects people more than you think.
My friend's dad is in jail. She never got to see him before he went. But she still manages to hold together.
If you think no one cares if you cut or commit suicide, remember, there will always be someone out there who does.
If you think I am some kid faking being depressed to be "cool" well here are my reasons;
1. My dad used to smack me alot
2. I have been bullied for around 6 years
3. I only have fake friends
4. (You don't really have to have a reason to be depressed)
You are beautiful.
You are unique.
You are yourself and don't change that.
Be you.
Bai beautiful people💕
you know, I'd love to say some shit rn but everyone here is so offended so easily so i better just stfu
@Emalinu uwu Just out of curiosity, what exactly were you going to say that would offend SO much people?
@@jello8178 everyone says the same ngl ☠️ im kinda sick of people thinking this helps suicidal people hh
I'm just 12 and I've already tried to commit suicide 8 times it's not okay it shouldn't be the norm for my age group that is not okay
@@averysauder7697 what does that have to do with the comment
Hey! I just wanted to say that this video is really strong and inspirational,
I'm not gonna be one of those people to talk about how I relate to this or not.
But I can say to you. And to everyone else, from someone like me. To keep fighting.
It's hard. But we, you, her, him, are all special people, even if the world or yourself dosnt know it yet ..
Seeing a light in this cruel world can be hard, I may be one of the few who isn't getting help but has a light.. so she's doing okay.
Like in the video, alot of people like this hide what it's really like for them out of fear.. And desperation to fit in.
Living a lie to distract them from the pain.
You shouldn't have to but you do. Try to stop! Open up to a few people. Let them see past your wall and be the few to help you.
Again. This video is amazing, keep going. Thank you, and to everyone else reading this.
I love all of you. Even if you don't know me, I do.
Your special.
Your important.
Keep fighting, I believe in You.
And to you, maker of this video. Your drawings are beautiful.
Never give up.
--a person who wishes not to say her identity
I'm glad to see these words, and the care put into them. Though I hope it's for everyone else and not just me. I am fine, it is others who need the support.
thank you Destiny Burkhardt, this can help a lot of people and save lives
Alex Darnelll I'm glad! That is the point of it
it has, you and others show that there is some good still left in this wold of broken souls
Thanks... im kinda afraid of telling someone...
.... I don’t even know what to say about this besides amazing
Monsters aren’t under my bed...
They are in my head.
Your videos help a lot... Keep up the good work.
I'm glad they help~
Yes they do and if you need a another idea for one I have an idea but that's just me
this is so true for so many and by the end of this video i was almost in tears , i have had someone close to me pass because they couldn't handle the depression that he had, but i am here to help any of you who need help, i will listen and i will try my best to help you be happy
Eve Selby i need help but i can't find anyone who will understand I'm just alone at least I feel like it most people don't care they don't listen but I know I'm broken and depressed I just don't admit it
I love this you did really great and your such a good artists and animator
Thank you
I love this spoken words poem!
I love how... when my depression is hitting me at my worst... i find this again... and relate so much deeper than before.
My god this is me I had this recommended to me for some reason and when I watched it my gut hurt and a tear dropped from my right eye because I never new how to tell my family and friend why I'm the way I am. My god what an amazing video and I will be showing this to my friends and family to explain why I'm sad all the time why I lift that wall to keep people out of my life. That is just my life everyday holding everything away from everyone I wish it would go away damn it. ugh Thanks @Gindensetsu
I'm glad this helped~
How are you today
I wish things like this would end up on the front page but on top of that i wish that everybody going though depression right now will find peace some day. 💙
Whenever I talk about my mental illness, people just sweep it off their shoulder and treat it like nothing, and I think people need to take Mental health more seriously.
Thx... just thx... it’s nice not to feel so Alone.
Ppl think we are ordinary, that we just want attention.. but no... they don't know what we are going through in our lives, sometimes I feel like I can't do a lot of things like if I want to draw I cant... I just cant.... and if I want to make a video I cant.... I just cant.... depression has taken over Dailey sometimes... when I'm angry then I'm depressed when I'm depressed I feel lonely when I feel lonely I feel numb and pain in my heart but no.... it's not those........ it's emptiness stabbing me from the inside...
Something that makes this a little sadder is that sometimes when you try to tell someone you're depressed, it's taken as a joke because other people go around claiming to be depressed when they're actually just lazy and don't wanna admit it.
I can relate so very much to this and yet I have not a single positive or negative feeling to it...
This describes my life so well
This is what I think...sometimea my friends wont see me. Its like I am a ghost. Everything I do is wrong...they usually laugh at me. I think about suicide but it scares me a lot. I lo e my friends and family. I love the life on this earth. I always sit alone...I never knew and will know what a good friendship is...They always aske me why I am sad. I say: why should you know? I am building a wall around me that hides my failures and weaknesses... I am proud of all the people who overcame there weakness and are proud to be alive. The people that had such a dark life and still stand....proud infront of the whole world...I have so much dreams... I am scared to say them...everybody would laugh. I would be embarassed again...
You are brave.
Would you mind telling me, a stranger, a dream of yours. I cannot laugh. I do not or will not judge.
Thank you for writing that. It painted a perfect picture of the last few years of my life. You are a beautiful human being and I care about you.
I relate
The worst thing in depression is you cant tell anyone anything... You just... Have to holding it inside.. That is making depression even more stressfull
This is amazing. People say that it is a thing that happens with everyone as a teen. And when people say they have been through it, but they haven’t been through the same one as you. It’s like we wear masks, trying to tell our family that we are fine, while we have shattered. We make a character, and become that person so then people don’t leave us because sometimes that is what we fear most. Being alone.
People ask and say, “why are you always sad?”
And when we say we don’t know. We mean it, and they don’t take it as an answer. And we can’t explain it, since it feels like it can’t be put into words, and they get more frustrated.
Some people become stressed since we aren’t feeling happy, when we should be, so then they convince them self’s that everything is fine, and it leaves us in the dark.
So I loved this video, trying to explain how it feels.
I cried to this becuse all the words she said relate to me
How are you today. I may not know how you feel or how depression is, but know you are not alone
I felt all this including now😖 no one cared about me well... not many ever cared. I look back on this now
How are you today?
these words really moved me and the pictures added so much life to the current situation. so much emotion. amazing.
Ive never really been able to put this in words i love this its so difficult to describe without pouring out emotion and not being able to continue from the reality check you gave yourself. Its always so difficult thank you for making this.
I love watching these because I can relate to them and because there good to watch ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
i like your vids they make me feel strong l3
This is so true. I have good parents. Good friends. Good grades. Good teachers. I am completely normal. (Exept for my health(mentally and physically))
But I can't help but feel sad. Like a waste of space. I ask myself why am I like this. It's gotten to a point that I can't sleep anymore. I litterly help depressed people be happy again and it always works, but it never seems to work on myself. Remember that you are beautiful. I don't want anyone to go threw the sadness I feel everyday I wake up! I want others to be happy. I've gotten so used to this to the point where I don't have any other emotions. Please. Remember that you are unique and atleast 2 people will DIE for you! Never give up hope!❤
Looking back on the videos I used to watch so often, this being one of them, I realize I was stuck in such a deep rut. I'm glad I'm doing better now. It's not perfect, but things are improving, my mood is improving. Things are getting better and I'm happy these videos were there for me then because it helped me feel less alone.
For those of you who find yourself stuck deep in a rut, I can't promise you that things will get better, but I can promise you that there are people around you, whether in person or online, who are willing to help you. And, if you're able to get it, therapy can work wonders, though I admit I've only seen it work on others and haven't really tried it much myself. Still, I hope things get better for you, I'm rooting for ya, good luck on your journey. 💖
I love watching these cuz I can relate to this so much and it's sad that this video understands me and I can learn from it to be better do more plz
This kinda made my cry ...Why? Because this is relatable i can never come to tell anyone my problems ...... im scared to im scared to tell people my feelings. i was bullied since 4th grade and still being bullied to this day i know if i tell my problems to people it will help but.... is that true? Im always upset when one of my friends said she was being bullied which she wasnt i told her abou how i was which made me cry telling her about it....... telling people about it makes me cry why .... why do people have to do mean things just know if there are people out there that have the same problems thank you RUclips
Some people bully because they are hurting inside to. But it does not give them the right to hurt others, including you, in such a way.
How are you today
This video really helped me to understand what people can go through and what I need to know to help them and not just give the a help number. I can give them something real, something that will help me under stand and them understand. What you made here was. Beautifully represented and well done. Thank you for making this for helping me understand.
My friends always ask me why I'm "afraid" of hugs. I repeat every time 'I'm not afraid.... I just don't like them..' but the truth is I'm afraid that if the right person hug me that I can't hold the tears back...
Great video as always
I can actually relate to this suprise suprise!
Hope your all right ☺😊
I am fine, thank you
This make me things all about my depression and I just smile but inside of me im just sad ( ps : love u draw and keep working it it's rly good! )
Thank you for making this it’s really true for everyone who feels like this like me it’s horrid but you can do anything for your self unless you can just get it out but you can so you feel like this and you just can get it out because your scared but you can and so many people will help you and you will get through it because if you weren’t strong enough to do it why would we still be here? You are strong and you are beautiful and if u can’t see that then you have to look harder because you are beautiful and strong you are everything you can be and you can be anything you want.
This breaks my heart no matter how many times i hear it...
People do not deserve to go threw this, to any and everyone who has this problem like myself...
Please dont give up like most people do, you lasted a long time, try to fight no matter the pain, you are always loved...
This is how I feel ever day now that I know I'm not alone I feel a bit better
Good
cookie 1256 same but my feelings on change about myself I still hate myself
Im glad you are feeling more happy:-)
How are you today?
I don’t want to think this.. but after watching this... I think I have depression, I can relate so much it’s not funny... :c
xx C ø C ø xx I know I have depression I don't eat because of it I only eat once a day
@@killercat3727 I know that depression is big...but ur stronger then u realize. ..Every one is so what ever u do don't give up😊
i relate to this to much to
i can relate any time i have tried to explain to my parents i feel depressed im always judged ..
lps leah and shadow I legit feel the same way...
This is so beautiful... even though it’s sad...
This video has truly taken a lot of what I have been feeling, and going through. One or two days I'll suddenly be down, abhorrent feelings for myself and my thoughts screaming unmentionable things and then the next day I wake up overly happy for no reason but inside I know that the short break in the storm doesn't mean the storm has gone away. It's not something easy to deal with, it can scare a person because they don't understand why they feel that way; especially when they have a "good" life not one filled with hardships. 1:46 "I carry on with two lives....One for the public and one for me at night", that is so true on many levels, and it's not typically on purpose to fake a smile so others can't worry or judge; it's just something your mind, something you have come up with without always realizing it to keep on living your life with the heavy rain cloud of depression that leaves but always comes back despite your efforts in trying to be truly happy... but this video also brings the attention to what is going on in so many lives that people don't realize, we need this awareness so many can then be able to open up without fear of being ridiculed.
I dont even felt depression
But this video make me felt
Depression
“It’s a kid who never speaks”
“The woman who’s to emotional”
These both describe me and the way I feel but my Friends always ask me why I look down .. I tell them how do I look sad? “I’m perfectly fine”
Or “I did not get enough sleep” even “I just had a bad breakfast”
My friends think it’s the truth..
But my bff... she knows everything... she also suffers with depression.. me and her are always teased...
I get her... she barely... gets me.
we are here for you. tell someone, someone who will help.
This is so strong and lovely, you show all the others what depression is and how strong we deprest people are... I love your work!!! Ceep it up and never give up.
Aremara o thank you, and I don’t really show. I just make art versions of what is already made and show it :’^) but I’m glad you like it
i'm actually crying as i type this is gorgeous and so damn relatable, i'm actually speechless, this is so.. just... beautiful...? the right word i guess... i have been depressed,,,, forrr the last 3 years or so? i don't remember really. i have had,,, some reaaly bad times and some really really horrid times where i thought life wasn't even worth living anymore, i wanted medication to try to help and i want to go to a therapist for help but... i don't think anything can really help it at this point. i have never been on medication for it, i just believe if i keep staying strong, then maybe i can push through it. and. eventho it's slowly breaking i will keep trying. thank you for making this amazing pmv. this is so strong and touching.
I love this its amazing :D
Relate to this. Also amazing animation!!.
Thank you~
Gindensetsu You are very welcome
You have me literally bawling right now. Thank you for being the brave soul who can express what many are feeling. You use such beautiful words that explain it in the best way possible. You have hit the nail on the head. I love what you have done and how you exactly described it. Thank you for this video, it made me feel a lot better about everything happening.
Claire Ellis gotta thank Taz who actually did all the talking lol
Preach.this is a message from the heart that many feel, you did a wonderful job animating it
If someone makes me fall there coming down with me but if i make myself fall then that was my mistake but the person who made me fall that was a very big mistake cause your coming down with me but harder and that person will be falling face first later and that same person will then realize to not try to make me fall ever again even if they try it on my friends
You are strong and brave. How are you doing today?
Holy crap warning: am venting: I don't vent to anyone (o hey look one of my problems, I never vent to anyone) so if this is to much well then sorry:
I have a friend that's depressed as well. Since it's summer time and there's no school I haven't seen her. There are different types of people who have mental illnesses, 2 of them are: the quiet ones who don't say anything and bottle it up on the inside, but still smile on the outside, are "happy" the show love so no one thinks bad about them. The other is the one that shows it and sometimes it gets annoying because it could be just for attention. I'm the first one I mentioned, I bottle it up on the inside and don't tell anyone. I show happiness so people will have a good impression of me. I have my little group of friends: you know, the non-cool group of the school, my one friend is the second one I mentioned, showing it, making it seem like a cry for attention. Everyone pays so much attention to her that no one cares about the other one, everyone is so focused on her that no one notices the other that is depressed. She tries telling her friends that she feels terrible on the inside... They say _"oh I didn't know" "it's alright" "you'll get through it"_ ... It just makes it worse. They only care about the attention seeker. It's why I don't like looking in a mirror, because when I look at myself I turn away as fast as I can. Because it reminds me of who I am on the inside.
No
One
Cares
About
The
Person
Who
Is
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Depressed
.....
Thank-you for making this, I'm going to share it with my friends
TordEddsworld {•DiamondKind•} Thank you for sharing, you're very right. Thank you cause I'm the first one. I've told no one, well I guess you now.
pelzige Müll
Your welcome. I vented to my friends a little and they understood more then they did. Maybe you could vent to others, if they don't care then tell someone else, etc.
Okay, I think I will. Thank you again.
pelzige Müll
Yup :3 I don't like seeing people go through the pain I go through. So I try putting them first so they feel better. uwu
TordEddsworld {•DiamondKind•}
Me too, I normally try to shove my problems away so I can help my friends.
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You have inspired me. I have been living with very severe depression for years and tried to end it all many times but hesitation has saved me. This video made me feel strong and made me feel like there’s still hope for me. I’m 14. I’ve gone through every problem no teen should go through at all, I have more than 3 therapists trying to “cure” my depression every week. It’s been on like this for a long time and they are useless. They can’t help me only I can, because of you I will try my best to move on and stay strong. Rely on myself. Thank you ❤️❤️❤️🥰
Man, this got me right in my heart... there are no words for how beautiful this is... just to know others are suffering too helps me cope that little bit more...
I feel that why it's just I trie to hide it
How are you today
*13 year olds have entered the chat*
To be honest this is very relatable to me.Every day I wake and up I’m tired, and it’s hard to get up because I’m stressed and upset because school started but even in the summer I woke up stressed and upset.I don’t know why I’m always like this just like in this video I have great friends a good family and good grades but I’m always upset or stressed about something i don’t know what but I always feel bad and I hide it with a happy optimistic face and I haven’t told anyone because I’m scared and ashamed of talking about it because I believe I have to reason to be sad. I’ve had nights where I’ve has meltdowns and my dog ( the sweetest thing I don’t deserve her) would beg to be let out of her cage just to comfort me it only stops the tears but more come with the thoughts of why she even bothers to comfort me. I know now that I should probably get help because I’ve considered cutting and other thoughts in a meltdown but my dog broke me out of it. I know my mom is gonna see this comment since the cloud and stuff but I just want to be happy I know I’m most likely depressed and probably have anxiety and need help hell I probably have other mental issues with how I act sometimes and what I think in my mind. Im honestly just crying for help right now.
Everything I've thought for seven years have been put on video. Beautifully done
This is an amazing video. It's inspirational, and it holds a strong message, I know this video is only about depression, but it can also be for other mental illnesses too. This video really can help tons of people! You did the right thing to make this video, and I'm sure you saved lots of lives. Thank you, for making this video, it really means a lot to me and everyone else :) Stay strong and don't give up.
I’ve been listening to this for about an hour now and for the first time in my life I felt like I’m not alone and don’t know why I feel like shit every time and feeling screwed over by something that is invisible to the naked eye.....thank you for relating
You know I have watched a lot of videos like this and I have never related to one this much "I'm fine" "I'm just a little upset" lies I tell every day over and over
This.. I needed to hear this and see how I could maybe explain my problems better, but *everyone* needs to see this to better understand why we act the way we act. Loved the video. Thanks
Your voice, is gorgeous. Your voice is soothing and calming, yet full of truth and life.
This is amazing. It relates to me. I don’t always show it on the outside. No one knows how I feel because I keep locking myself away.. thank you
🌺 Oh man... I can relate to this. You took my words out of my mouth. Awsome work there! 🌺
I feel this way every day, depression is a hell that is personalized for yourself, it is a chain that wraps around you and pulls you down to the floor and refuses to be moved or broken. Depression is the feeling of you drowning in an ocean of self-doubt and hate that keeps changing it's tides so that you can never surface again without having the hope to fight it. Every day, I fight the depression that is set before me, every day I fight to stay alive from the depth that I was sent into, but I persevere as a human. I try to move on, I try to stay strong, but, it just keeps pulling me back down no matter what, even if I got friends, family, or anyone else, I can't just seem to connect well with any of them and always lock myself up in my room day in and day out just to hide it all, even going as far as to become a night owl just to avoid it all. Sometimes, we all fight it deep down, and refuse to show what we really fear, because we fear we will be judged, disregarded like it was not worth listening to. Despite all this, we fight, we hide in the shadows of this endless war and try to come out of it alive, along the way we may lose soldiers but we will always be the ones to come out on top to remember them, to know it was all for the freedom we deserve to have, and by god we will fight as long as we can, until we either fall and drown in the depression, or come out on top saying "We made it, we're finally through it all". Just remember, through these trials, whatever happens, we will always move forward, even in the end, we will remember the sacrifices made along the way to end the battle and possibly the war.
Thank you for sticking with me through the end.
Amazing ... this has made me breathless. It isn't just relatable but I can tell effort has been put into it
I am fine, this is more so for those who are suffering but thank you.
I needed that
Thank you
Those are true words that have been spoken and they will never be forgotten
This made me cry, that's a good thing for me I needed it. I've been keeping it all in, Thank you.
I understand the pain people go though with this. I have spent my life being an empath carring for others always trying to help. I have spent so long focused on others that even i lost track of happiness and fallen deep into a hole. But I try to stay focused on the part that I would rather suffer a thousand times over then see someone else suffer I dont like seeing others sad and I'm always happy to see then smile. Keep fighting everyone someone out there is happy to help even though it dont seem that way
This was very good. Creating personal happiness can be challenging in a society that can appear to be designed to work against personal happiness.
Sad, beautiful and so truthful. I will never look at my friends with same feelings.
I love this, this is amazing. I can relate to this so much. And your voice tells it perfectly.
It’s not my voice
Why is this so relatable? It hurts so freaking bad and what hurts the most is that nobody sees it
I don't have depression but I realise how big a deal it is, there are people who claim to have it for attention and it annoys me. But people like you who actually have it have it hard, it must be terrible being unable to be happy.
Its hard to tell people or to even admit to yourself that you have it. There was a hater on my channel and at first I didn't like them but than I saw they have depression. Sometimes depressed people take their sadness out as anger on others so I forgave her. I feel bad for whoever has depression and hope it gets better for you. Remember you're amazing
I dont know how I can thank you I used this to show my mum I may have depression and I'm not always ok and the next day I'm not going to be as happy as it seems she tells me go on a walk with my dog I say I dont want to i only really came out after I found this after a year and now I'm getting help thank you so much none of my friends know only me my sister mum dad uncle and nan that's it some of my teachers know so they can help me if something happens I'm only 10 coming up 11 this year and I'll finally live a more happy life and soon tell me friends and hope they understand this has helped me a lot thank you thank you so so so much your amazing you dont know how much this video has helped me....I just have to thank you...
Some people (like me) don't tell people about their depression because it's already hurting them enough. They don't want it to affect others.
“Yet all i seem to see is sadness and grey...”
I feel you, and i felt this to the core
You were able to say what I couldn't. I've put up so many walls that no one and I mean no one knows who I really am. I hate not being able to say what I want to say because as a gay guy in middle school and people being so judging, my depression, and for some reason not being able to feel anything at all I have ended this pain because I know how much it will crush my family, my friends, and myself for knowing what will happen. I want to hide in a ball in a closet and just stay there for all eternity. I got a boyfriend he made me feel safe, he made me feel like I could just vent to, he made me happy, but in three days I felt nothing again. I know this comment might not make sense and is long but that's what my life has turned into a ball of chaos and loneliness. I thank you for making this video and for reading this because knowing I am anonymous it makes it easier getting this off my chest.
grim gamer I'm broken I don't have a good life I hate myself I want to die but I can't cuz my mom prevents me I wants to be like the other kids have a perfect life but I'm not I act happy but I'm not I'm broken and lonely and depressed
@@killercat3727 i understand you completely we hate ourselfs for different reasons. Its like being in a dark room with only yourself and a single mirror that shows all of your flaws, but never your strengths. What you need to do is feel that darkness with something postice doesn't need to be big little things like your favorite candy being on sale, getting a toy that you've wanted forever, if you focus on that the pain dulls a bit. It's not easy trust me but I've gotten to the point where the pain isn't there constently.
grim gamer I couldn't prevent my older brother from killing himself I hate myself for that and I hate my personality most kids judge me because of my personality I'm nice but they judge me for that I don't have many things if they like so they think I can't be their friend if they need help I'm always there I always help them but they never help me I have to protect my younger brother from bullies but I don't protect myself
@@killercat3727 I'm so sorry. When you find people who listen to you are your true friends I can't say much more
*-I'm not crying you're chopping onions-*
I can relate sometimes. Though I think the cause is loneliness
This is the most relatable video ever. Thank you..
I love ClickForTaz Ahh omg.. You made me get goosebumps, you made this sooo well. It flowed so well, the art is amazing.. Ahhhh this is just so beautiful, I love to see her media used like this. And I’m so sorry your going through stuff like this, you deserve to be happy, and believe that is true, feel better
Thank you!!
I'm fine, but there are others who have watched this that are and I hope the best for them.
This is wonderful an well done. It’s a big message more people need to hear. Personally, I think it describes depression in a light people can see. A light not just other depressed people can see. But how would I know? I’m the same way. Depressed.
Pure amazingness , I was in your stream a while ago & your art is so amazing!
I'm glad you like it
This just hits me right to the feels... I know exactly how that is, cause I've been dealing with bipolar issues and depression for years now. And this made me cry but also smile to know someone else knows what I'm going through
Did you just rob all the words from my mouth...? Relatable... really relatable
I srsly cried while watching this. It’s so true and I can’t help but relate to everything that has been said in this video everyone who can relate please you don’t have to be perfect love yourself because so many others do. I will try as well so don’t give up and leave me alone
I almost cried! These words are the ones I say daily in my head, but every time I try to tell anyone it's like my mouth is wired shut. It is my hell.
“The worst type of depression is the type you can’t explain”
It's so emotional because I can relate so much. Keep up the amazing work~!
I love these there somewhat inspirational it gives you a look at that depression, anxiety, and other mental disorders are not all the same there different for each person and when you look down on that person and tear them down it hurts each person differently. This is why we shouldn’t put each other down we should be there for each other everyday we lose a person to this it’s sad but the most sad thing about it is that we could stop this from getting worse.
The worst feeling for me is the heavy, cold dread mixed with sadness that pulls me down both physically and mentally
It's the truth, and I 'm amazed that this truth was told in such a profound way. I just hope that even if the pain never disappears, it gets easier. Because time can change how much of a nightmare life can be.
This brings tears to my eyes just knowing that other people go through this, including me, nobody deserves this...