I’m Still Here
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- Опубликовано: 12 июл 2023
- Lyrics :
I can’t believe
That I am still here
After all those years trying
To leave but never managing
And I am so glad
For once that I failed
At doing something that I
Thought I wanted at the time
And now I can finally breathe for the first time
Without the night ending with me being so drunk
That I hurt myself
And end up in a hospital
Locked in a room with no memory of what happened the night before
Before
Looking down at my body
Seeing all the scars
And the new ones I made
Driving home in your car
Not remembering a thing
But now that’s in the past
And I live with these scars that show me that I’m strong
And I’m still here
I threw out the blades
At the start of my journey
But even without self harming
Didn’t stop me from hurting
I’m slowly getting better at life
But I’m still learning
I’ll be okay I’ll be alright
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Abbey... I've been a follower of yours for YEARS. I've watched you grow up, a bit, over this time period and... I just have to tell you that people love and care about you. I know you might think, "How can these people love me when they don't even know me?" But, we do. Your music is like baring your soul to everyone. We see that. We feel your pain. We love you and we want you to know that. I hope you can remember this whenever you're having the worst moments of your life -- you're loved; people care.
No lo pudo decir mejor.
agreeeeee
❤
best community I've ever seen
gosh that's so real... same here ❤ I can't even put it into words
Can I be completely honest? I am from India and life here is pretty shitty and the only thing that gives me a cushion to lie down and to feel the stars in front of my eyes are your songs. Honestly, I have been listening to all of your songs for approximately 5 hours and it just keeps getting better. It's like someone's applying a cream to child's wound that has been trying to heal for ages.
I just have one thing to say. Thank you for every word that comes out of your songs. You've helped me through some major shit and I write this with teary eyes and callous filled hands that I am grateful to listen to your songs. Please just keep doing what you're doing and just trust the process.
WITH LOTS OF LOVE FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD
"Even without self harm I'm still hurting"
This song breaks me
When are you going to become a huge artist and make the world an even better place
She is huge!!
Implying the world is at all good absolutely sent me 😂😅
It's truly amazing how calming your songs are. They've helped me get through a lot of life hardships. Thank you 😊
yes they are, part of me thinks she is magic
❤Love Your Music❤️
Hope you're STILL HERE for a long time to come... You're a special soul w/ a unique sense & sound... Thanks 🙏 for sharing yourSELF & your MELODIES...
I found your page last summer a couple months before I was admitted to the hospital for treatment and your music got me through so many days and nights where I didn’t want to be here anymore.. I’d blast your music so loud and sing at the top of my lungs.. truly one of few things that got me feel something other than painful emptiness..Thank you for existing and sharing your beautiful gift with us, you saved my life many nights, thank you.
We're still here, we'll be okay, we'll be alright :)
So glad I found this channel all those years ago back when I was really struggling. Listening to this song after years of fighting and finally getting to a point where I can say I've really turned my life around and found some happiness is just beautiful. Thank you for your music Abbey, here's to still being here :)
honestly knowing that someone that has hurt so much like you is still trying to hold on to life and be a better person makes me think yknow? It’s amazing and it probably inspires so many people to keep going although things seem to be horrible, I know it does for me, so thank you. Thank you for your beautiful music, for your creativity, for sharing your emotions, just thank you
Thank God for that 🙏 couldn't lose another good one, many blessings and an abundance of health, happiness, tranquillity and everything else you need on this funny journey we called life 😁
I always enjoy your music very calming and makes all the noise around me and in my world quiet, you are a very beautiful soul Abbey and we all love you.
Such a tragically beautiful song
I haven’t gotten any notifications from you for awhile !! Im so glad to hear you sing some more! 😭❤️ been around since “I wish you liked girls” honestly probably a bit before that but absolutely love that song and remake of it! Thank you for your musical talent Abbey, it’s always been a pleasure to listen ❤️❤️❤️
Ты прекрасная! Спасибо, что продолжаешь радовать своими песнями!!!❤❤❤
Love you’re work and I think I speak for everyone here. Thank you
Unlike most songs like this, this is somber and quiet. Like a defiant whisper in the dark that promises things will be alright even if it isn't.
Why does every single time you upload a new song it always feels like you went through alot and trying your best to stay strong? More life and happiness to you Abbey❤
I'm so happy you are still here with your beautiful voice ❤ Thank you for being here ❤❤
the moment when you sang " i'll be okay i'll be alright '' and your smile broke me
Im here since very much the first musics of yours, I live to see you evolving and rising, even when you get some timeskips ❤ Love your work, Abbey. There are lots of us that are still here too, stay strong 🥹🥹
This song means more to me than you know, I recently had to leave my toxic home, it was a rough journey but "I'm still here". This song makes me feel some comfort and empowerment after being so long without either. Thank you, Abbey.
This reminds me of when I sold tomatoes and nobody gave me any morals !!! But now everything has changed!! with a lot of struggle, I started selling onions and now everyone cries when they see me
Beeen performing the same song for years and still have a massive following. Impressive.
i cant describe how happy i am to see a new video from you :) ive been watching ever since i was in middle school and im going into my senior year of high school now. your music has had such an impact on my life and im happy that youre still here. im happy i got to grow up with you and your music and i hope that continues. love you abbey
Hi Abby what a deep song, I really appreciate your lyrics. I've never been in a situation hurting my self ( not at least in a physic way). But I've been drunk by feeling like a piece of shit, thinking when the pain gonna stop. and in the end all we can breathe as you said. We are in this world for learning . We aren't perfec, and that's fine. Thx ❤
I am here -this channel- since 2018
AND I AM GROWING BUT MY HEART MY SOUL NEVER HADN'T GIVEN UP ROMANTICISING EVERYTHING
Listened to you whwn you originally posted your first song. Sad im still here too. Crying right now and i actually feel the same way, can finally breathe for the first time. I love you stay alive.
Thank you for this thank you for being the voice of the voiceless, ur music speaks, I can’t believe I’m still here, I was suppose to be dead at 29, im 32 and still alive and kicking and sometimes I wish i didn’t miss that chance, but then again I’m amazed Im still here
so beyond proud of you that you're still here. It takes an incredible amount of bravery and strength.
yes, you WILL be OKAY and you WILL be ALRIGHT! Well done Abbey
i just heard and learned you songs last summer and i’m obsessed
Your music describes my condition so beautifully and correctly. I feel so empty and broken. I really can't believe I'm still here after everything I've been through. But I still have a faint fire of hope for the best. And all this emptiness, faint hope, apathy, sadness, my tears, the sound of cracking in my heart, fatigue and a slight smile... They haven't come up with a name for all this at once. There is no name for this condition yet. But this is my condition. And it fits entirely in your gentle, quiet and sad voice. But at the same time, there is so much hope, quiet happiness and extraordinary sweet power in your voice. You burn with this pale fire and ignite those who hear you. I'll repeat where I started. In your voice there is my condition, your light and a lot of love. I know my comment is one in a thousand, but you like us all. It's so cute. I hope you read this. You are an incomparable girl with a special aura.
PS Sorry for my English. I am a Russian girl and I don't speak English very well)
I am still here too, and i am happy you have been with me and all of us on this journey all these years, we luv ya comrad 🫀
I haven't heard you in the few years. Just got this recommend. I'm happy youtube brought me back to you!
Thank you abbey! We love you. Remember to keep your head up and smile everyday even if you’re not feeling the best. We’re all here for you and love you bathtub queen!
I am also still here 😅
The end smile made me giggle. Needed that, and this song 🎵
THAT FIRST BAR HITS SO HARD
I've been a fan of you for years and your voice is a blessing to hear. Im autistic and your songs always help calm me down when im having a meltdown
Still here ! Love the music always
You are beautiful abbey ❤
“Didn’t stop me from hurting… I’m still learning I’ll be okay I’ll be alright!” I can feel the breath. Thank you
That's another thing that helps me forget that it's broken I can say that I have someone by my side who knows how I feel without having said anything😅💜
Haven't been able to find you. Seen you since about 5-6 years ago. Totally unverified. And it's my first time seeing you since even before I was 18 and I just want to say I'm proud of you. I love the way your voice has matured. It's absolutely gorgeous.
Abbey's voice is a gift to youtube
Beautiful as always.
loving your trip, your knife or keys for life. To leave but never managing . you helped me to let sadness find the way to flow in me
I been following you n your music for a few years now. Every time I hear a new song it's write at the time big things are happening to me, sad, bad or good. Your music always matches with whats going on in my life. It's always helped me, and comforted me.
but today it just makes me happy as hell. It took me a few years bi'm finally getting somewhere good in life, and this song just sums it up for me. Thank you Abbey for all the beautiful music.
abbey i just wanted to let you know that you changed my life your harmonious voice and music play is so soothing for my mind
I’ve been listening to you since I was in the 5th grade, I am in 10th now. Your music has helped me through so much. You put so much emotion into everything you create which just shows the love that goes into all of your music. You are the reason I started playing uke, and I am so greatful because it is a beautiful instrument! I make my own music now even though I am to shy to show it. Keep up the amazing work and remember you are loved by many!!!
Abbey, a virtual big granddad type comforting cuddle.
As an old git who has suffered with self hate thoughts most my life I feel lucky the past few weeks I have only woke up saying "Oh shit I am still alive" then going to bed not have thought of dying or killing myself all day.
Stay safe, and you will be alright.
Absolutely fantastic
Thank you so much for sharing ❤️ 😊
Thank you so much ❤️ 😊
Beautiful hun 💕 your lyrics are deep. Keep this women safe please
Love coming from time to time to listen to some old songs of yours
don't ever stop of singing you got invincible voice🔥i loved u too much
Very well put@blushing creep .. abbey you have the most wonderful music ever in the history of love songs and i can truly understand how f*cked up things can get when your heart hurts. Theres a number of us who have felt the same hurt. Your not alone.. all you need to remember you can overcome anything if you wanna reach out and talk to someone even if you dont even know who they are.. i can guarantee i will /they will listen and give you the best advice we have to offer
In case you haven't heard this today, you are beautiful and you are loved by many. I've been listening to your songs for the duration of my roughest most depressing years and I've related to every single one and I'm sure there are others that feel the same. I want to thank you because it is definitely an constant uphill battle but we will fight through it together because the people who listen to you, the people who are here, we're all going through the bs life throws at us but you are definitely not alone. The sun will always come out tomorrow, the world doesn't wait for you so find all of your favorite hobbies, turn on your favorite show, eat your favorite snack, cuddle up with your pet if you have one, turn off your phone and breathe because goddamn it WE MADE IT. I am so proud of you, proud of us for being so gorgeous and brave. And this goes to ANYONE if you need someone to believe in you, I'm here I promise you I'm cheering for you in the sidelines don't let anyone tell you otherwise
We absolutely NEED an update of all your new songs Please I beg you 🥺
you just got recommended to me tonight and im so thankful for it. There's not many female singers that I enjoy but your music resonated w me immediately.
i get so happy seeing so much love in the comments, remember u deserve it all this love
❤beautiful... ❤all of it just beautiful
How are you? You are something, you will go somewhere! I know that you probably don't remember everyone who messages you, but don't give up. Don't let your empathic nature keep you down. I see it in you and its obvious that I'm not alone. I miss you. God bless you 🙏
i was such at a different place when i heard “please don’t go”, but it got me through sm. it’s really good to see u.
I've just found you (All the things she said cover). Even tough I don't suffer anymore I know how it feels to hit rock bottom. Everyone who is depressed and is in a bad state, just know that it isn't permanent if you don't allow it. Keep fighting friends! (You have a beautyful voice Abby)
It's really crazy that you are saying things I did/thought in my youth. And now still feel the same way, just less volatile. Keep going please.
So happy to see you're healing
Abbey tu es une authentique artiste ! 😍 Continue à créer tes merveilleuses chansons et ne lâche jamais rien ! Tu as un don extraordinaire ! On te veux toujours là !
I absolutely love your music. Your bathtub sessions/everybody leaves completely got me through lockdowns - and even still you were my top third listened to artist last year on Spotify!! Keep it up queen🤍
I listen to this every morning
Thank you.
I'm so happy that you're uploading music again. I missed your songs 💜
Your class your music is amazing explaining true life send u my love 😘
I used to sub your channel old my old youtube that I lost access to. I'm so glad I found you again all these years later!! You've always made me feel so understood even years later.
Im glad you still her so that you could touch my heart with This song
I am so glad you're still here
Amazing beautiful stunning girl xxxx
Just found your music. Very special.
after the years, we're still here
You NEVER dissapoint! Stay awesome! ❤
I remember listening to youre singing in my senior year of highschool years ago. I think that many of us, especially myself. Have been greatly affected by the emotions you bring forward and help us appreciate and move past. Pain sucks, but i would rather remember the pain and move past it with the knowledge of how it happened.
I’m glad I never forgot your name, I listened you for the first time with your song “Broken” and its my favorite forever I was 13 next month I’m 19.
Ily from right here, beautiful human online
I'm ngl I have alot over her songs saved on my watch later because I put her songs on whenever I'm sad or just wanna zone out to something her song are so beautiful and her voice is like a sunset ❤
Abbey you never cease to amaze me! Such a beautiful song ♥️ Thank you so much, I needed this today♥️
The chill that I'm getting and sadness. Such a beautiful song
Such a talented soul.
I love all these songs, only found you recently but it really feels like I can relate to this music. Stay strong!
Love your lyrics,🖤 from bottom of my ❤️🩹.
Just discovered you like an hour ago and have listened to 3 songs.. the pain in my heart I feel from all the lyrics I'm obsessed
Beautiful 💖
Hiya when I see a new song it makes my day.
Not only do we love you but I worry about you, I think you are empathic, be careful and know that you are not alone 😢
beautiful as always
I was one of your first fans I remember the video had 250 views I was first comment I told you how awesome you were and how good you sounded and I said please don't stop. It's been awesome to watch you grow. I'm in for the long haul allways rooting for you. I wish I could tell you who I was. Maybe one day you'll see. Either way, you got my support. ♡♡♡legend
I love your songs, I listen to them every day. You are perfect! 🤎🤎🤎
jeez, you're so so great!!!!!
love it brilliant as always
That smilee at the end so contagious 😊😊😊
you're a delight, keep it up gorgeous girl, you have an amazing voice and you need to keep singing, for me and for you and for everyone please.
Im glad you're still here Abbey ❤❤❤❤
Been here for over 4 yrs wow!!! Im 40 and absolutely love you're music ❤ proud of you mija!
This is amazing oh my goddd
This song hits me deep