as someone with selective mutism this is so relatable. I stopped talking at 3 to strangers and kids and then finally started being able to talk to strangers around 14.
If it’s the line that sings,” kill your self or get over it” then yes I also relate to you. I had 0 fucking motivation, now I’m standing on top of my bed forcing myself to keep on going.
I mean it told me to get over my shit too but in a more detached numb way or "idc what happens nothing bad ever happened to me it's whatever it is what it is" but somehow it made me more miserable and disassociated from the world around me but hey atleast I'm doing good in the world's eyes for the most part
"My parents welcomed me with loving arms, that within an hour we're back at each other's throats. Normal, happy childhood back on course." Fucking ouch
This song hits hard when you’ve experienced selective mutism on your own skin. It’s breaking and healing my soul all at the same time. I’m glad I wasn’t the only one.
real. i have selective mutism and the hardest thing to deal with is how unpredictable it is. like one day im talking fine with someone and having a good time, the next day i cant get a single word out and they think im being rude but i just physically can’t. i completely understand how you feel
I also stopped talking when I was six years old, then was able to talk again when I was 10 years old after meeting this boy who was so talkative, I couldn’t help but also talk to him, and he broke me but also made me have my ego again, somehow. I was passive back then but learned how to fight and be honest because of him.
“Life is unfair,kill yourself or get over it” to all my relatives including the ones I hate.I don’t have much I hate but it’s very rare to see a good one.They were raised by themselves,surviving wars and racism.I can’t blame them but I can’t give them the right to be so destructive to others.Mostly their children.I am tired of raising ur children but rather than them doing the “parenting” I will do it.This is my mindset since I know myself.
I love this song so much. I relate to it so much. I have depression, gad, adhd and asd but that's not the point. The point is I've always felt disconnected, almost inhuman, chronically bored with life, and though I'm doing my best to get better that doesn't mean I don't struggle. In fact, every day is a struggle. Only because I ironically know that death isn't an option. This song is really good to just let out some tears to.
As someone who has always struggled with speech and living in a dysfunctional family, I love this song. It's so bitter but so sweet and soothing at the same time. The picture ties it all together too. That shrug says, "Oh well, this is my life, get over it," while also showing a glimpse of the pain concealed within. I love it.
Like i used to be kind and friendly but got bullied and harassed now i'm stuck with severe anxiety & ptsd. People call me weird & autistic and i'm so tired of it!
honestly fr, i'm so much happier now that i didn't get bullied but people will still comments about you without knowing your past and all it does is taking effects on you.
Say what yall want about them but Sonic Youth really influenced alot of new age lo-fi and indie artists and I'm thankful they are a completely disrespected band for what they did for indie/punk sub genres. I hear them and a bit of The Velvet Underground on this track not saying they were the inspiration but the sound is uncanny and I'm loving it. Iykyk I'm only 24 so please stretch your playlists if you haven't heard either it'll be worth it I promise.
I stopped talking when I was six years old I didn't want anything more to do with the outside world I was happy being quiet But, of course, they wouldn't leave me alone My parents tried every trick in the book From speech therapists to child psychologists They even tried bribery I could have anything As long as I said it out loud Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Of course this episode didn't last forever I'd made my point and it was time to move on To peel away the next layer of deceit And see what new surprises lay in store My school report said I showed no interest "A disruptive influence" I felt sorry for them in a way And when they finally expelled me It didn't mean a thing Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
written out lyrics: I stopped talking when I was six years old I didn't want anything more to do with the outside world I was happy being quiet But, of course, they wouldn't leave me alone My parents tried every trick in the book From speech therapists to child psychologists They even tried bribery I could have anything As long as I said it out loud Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Of course this episode didn't last forever I'd made my point and it was time to move on To peel away the next layer of deceit And see what new surprises lay in store My school report said I showed no interest "A disruptive influence" I felt sorry for them in a way And when they finally expelled me It didn't mean a thing Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it At that time she stopped what she was doing, she stopped playing She stared, she had the facial grimacing And then the psychiatrist was saying "Julie, Julie, can you hear me? Can you open your eyes?" "Can you stick out your tongue?" And all of a sudden, Julie struck out The November day I came home The Christmas decorations were already up Spray on snow, colored flashing lights And an artificial tree that played Silent Night Over and over again My parents welcomed me with loving arms But within an hour were back at each others throats Normal, happy childhood back on course Batteries not included Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
One time I talked to my brother about how I felt (keep in mind I’ve never told him or anyone how I felt) all he told me after I poured my heart out to him was "life is unfair" ever since that day I’ve never told him anything and this song always reminds me of it
Does anyone else notice around 3:20 when it starts singing the chorus again theres a male voice this time, as if a relative saying it at her as part of the story?
this so like so relatable.. I had selective mutism.. LOL I didn’t even know that was a thing until I watched Effy from Skins. I only spoke to really good friends I knew and trusted. I only spoke when I had too as well. The bribery part is so true lmao I remember my teachers would say if I yelled I would get 100 points and I remember everybody looking at me, waiting for me to yell but I never did 😭 At home I spoke A LOT but at school.. nope. I started talking once I hit middle school lmao thank GOD.
This song reminds me more of Cassie from Skins then anything. And for no reason either because Cassie really doesn't have much a back story. But it just makes me think of her.
Im so happy this song is popular, Black box recorder is such an amazing band and im so upset they are so underrated, but atleast this song is a good one.
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I love songs that tell stories.
do u know other songs like this?i can t find simalar song to this
@@gaiag9926
7 years
A million men
Ultraviolence
Television/so far everything is good
Ride (the 10 min video)
Melody of a murder
5 years time
Carmen
♡
@@pau8652 the ride is lana i’m pretty sure. (it took me awhile to look for it)
@@gaiag9926 gods and monsters by lana is pretty similar too :)
@@dracuIascoffin true. but west coast is by far the one..
as someone with selective mutism this is so relatable. I stopped talking at 3 to strangers and kids and then finally started being able to talk to strangers around 14.
@@xleepy221 ty:)
ong same
OMG i used to have this, just in my teenager i started to talk in my school
whats more "funny" is that i really stopped talking when I was six.
I have selective mutism too...
The fact that, that one line motivated me to get over shit more than any bubbly quote ever did lmao
If it’s the line that sings,” kill your self or get over it” then yes I also relate to you. I had 0 fucking motivation, now I’m standing on top of my bed forcing myself to keep on going.
Me
@@TheHermioneGranger..you will eventually
frrrr!!! more than motivating quotes and low key more than people telling me stuff like "it gets better"
I mean it told me to get over my shit too but in a more detached numb way or "idc what happens nothing bad ever happened to me it's whatever it is what it is" but somehow it made me more miserable and disassociated from the world around me but hey atleast I'm doing good in the world's eyes for the most part
why did i think lana sang this
Frrrr omg
SAME LMAO
samee
And I was about to ask that
Me too
those 16 dislikes are people that can't accept that life is unfair.
this comment makes me reminisce
@@dinnerbone444 if only we could go back
it only is what you say to yourself that it is. i cannot accept it(i like this song though)
missing when you could see dislikes
Its me
the way they say “kys” takes me out 💀 love this song tho
well, you got two options...
@@Luixxxd1 lmao
"My parents welcomed me with loving arms, that within an hour we're back at each other's throats. Normal, happy childhood back on course."
Fucking ouch
"i stopped talkin when i was six years old" how is this not effy
whats effy?
@@Alixsup character from skins
@@Alixsup effy stonem from the show skins
when i first heard this song i immediately thought of effy 💀
Gayyyy
For a weird reason this song is very calming, I like the sound of her voice
last night i woke up at 1 am, and this song was playing. i was half asleep so this was the weirdest thing to hear in the middle of the night
I listened to this in a breakdown and thought it was a fever dream lol
must’ve been some cool memory tho i love random things like that it’s what keeps me living
@@moneyhearts yeah i was a little scared at first though lol
@@dinnerbone444 lmfao u ok?
The song telling you to kys while you re half awake
As a neurodivergent person this song hits me in a very different way.
This song hits hard when you’ve experienced selective mutism on your own skin. It’s breaking and healing my soul all at the same time. I’m glad I wasn’t the only one.
true, I have selective mutism since I’m a child, I still have it
real. i have selective mutism and the hardest thing to deal with is how unpredictable it is. like one day im talking fine with someone and having a good time, the next day i cant get a single word out and they think im being rude but i just physically can’t. i completely understand how you feel
I also stopped talking when I was six years old, then was able to talk again when I was 10 years old after meeting this boy who was so talkative, I couldn’t help but also talk to him, and he broke me but also made me have my ego again, somehow. I was passive back then but learned how to fight and be honest because of him.
i love her voice tone so much
I kinda wish the whole song was singing, but it's really interesting with a story
“Life is unfair,kill yourself or get over it” to all my relatives including the ones I hate.I don’t have much I hate but it’s very rare to see a good one.They were raised by themselves,surviving wars and racism.I can’t blame them but I can’t give them the right to be so destructive to others.Mostly their children.I am tired of raising ur children but rather than them doing the “parenting” I will do it.This is my mindset since I know myself.
This song is how I feel 90% of the time
i dont know why but this song is so comforting and relateable
I love this song so much. I relate to it so much. I have depression, gad, adhd and asd but that's not the point. The point is I've always felt disconnected, almost inhuman, chronically bored with life, and though I'm doing my best to get better that doesn't mean I don't struggle. In fact, every day is a struggle. Only because I ironically know that death isn't an option. This song is really good to just let out some tears to.
What’s gad
@@aidenwilson8113 generalized anxiety disorder
whats asd
@@neptune.5758 Autism spectrum disorder
holy shit you’re me
this song is so addicting and calming
I hope I can make something this incredible one day
you can & you will
i believe in you!
Make one day today! You got this 💕 Can’t wait to hear it!
you’ve got this :)
I'm sure you will
i think i am obssesed with this song
alison is pretty but this gives effy vibes 100%
wow yes
Yess
yes effy!!
Right
Fr
i love alison
who is Alison?
@@VMrevelations alison is the girl in the backround, shes a character from pretty little liars.
@@certainlyevie ty, Didn't know
i don’t
I don’t🤗
As someone who has always struggled with speech and living in a dysfunctional family, I love this song. It's so bitter but so sweet and soothing at the same time. The picture ties it all together too. That shrug says, "Oh well, this is my life, get over it," while also showing a glimpse of the pain concealed within. I love it.
the fact that this song hits right in the spot...
I hope ur okkk
I could definitely imagine Allison listening to this.
Who's Allison?
@@d.akiehs a character from pretty little liars
I’ve had this song stuck in my head for 8 hours omg
i dont reamber commenting this
Love that for you
Last night I had it stuck in my head so long omg
Like i used to be kind and friendly but got bullied and harassed now i'm stuck with severe anxiety & ptsd. People call me weird & autistic and i'm so tired of it!
honestly fr, i'm so much happier now that i didn't get bullied but people will still comments about you without knowing your past and all it does is taking effects on you.
Gonna have many thoughts in school , I can barely get words out at certain moments. It's horrible but I'm here., not doing amazing but I'm breathing.
you're doing great, love
@@innactiveaccount7390 thank you, I'm doing so much better and you made it even better
This made me feel so better. I’ve always felt so alone, thank you.
@@Arii27 :))
I love their voice it’s so calming and soft lolz
what a lovely voice
Her voice reminds me of Myrtle Snow from AHS
omg it does
myrtle is honestly an angel
its true omg
I would listen to this everyday like fr
Alison perfectly fits this song
this song gives lisa rowe energy and i love it
I FINALLY FOUND THIS SONG AGAIN OMFG
sounds like an unreleased song by lana del rey ❤️
it really does
i tough it was lana del rey 😨
you should check out black box recorders tho the songs are so good
YESSS
this was released 20 years ago before lana
idc what people say about tiktok i wil always love tikto for showing me this song
Yep, as long as they didn't make weird remixes i'll thank them for showing this amazing song
I first listened to this song yesterday and I can’t stop thinking about it now
also Effy Stonem vibes
omg yes
@@paigeeee9946 :')💖
So quirky
@@petrovicisimon7501 it has nothing to do with quirkiness
@@faildabortion effy always tries to be edgy ,that's really sad lmao
“i like this song, it makes me gloomy.”
“gloom is good.”
“really gloomy.”
Say what yall want about them but Sonic Youth really influenced alot of new age lo-fi and indie artists and I'm thankful they are a completely disrespected band for what they did for indie/punk sub genres. I hear them and a bit of The Velvet Underground on this track not saying they were the inspiration but the sound is uncanny and I'm loving it. Iykyk I'm only 24 so please stretch your playlists if you haven't heard either it'll be worth it I promise.
This band is so underrated lol
"kill yourself or get over it." this..this makes me feel something strange inside..
I stopped talking when I was six years old
I didn't want anything more to do with the outside world
I was happy being quiet
But, of course, they wouldn't leave me alone
My parents tried every trick in the book
From speech therapists to child psychologists
They even tried bribery
I could have anything
As long as I said it out loud
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Of course this episode didn't last forever
I'd made my point and it was time to move on
To peel away the next layer of deceit
And see what new surprises lay in store
My school report said I showed no interest
"A disruptive influence"
I felt sorry for them in a way
And when they finally expelled me
It didn't mean a thing
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
omg this fits allison so well wtf i never noticed how much it fits until now
written out lyrics:
I stopped talking when I was six years old
I didn't want anything more to do with the outside world
I was happy being quiet
But, of course, they wouldn't leave me alone
My parents tried every trick in the book
From speech therapists to child psychologists
They even tried bribery
I could have anything
As long as I said it out loud
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Of course this episode didn't last forever
I'd made my point and it was time to move on
To peel away the next layer of deceit
And see what new surprises lay in store
My school report said I showed no interest
"A disruptive influence"
I felt sorry for them in a way
And when they finally expelled me
It didn't mean a thing
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
At that time she stopped what she was doing, she stopped playing
She stared, she had the facial grimacing
And then the psychiatrist was saying
"Julie, Julie, can you hear me? Can you open your eyes?"
"Can you stick out your tongue?"
And all of a sudden, Julie struck out
The November day I came home
The Christmas decorations were already up
Spray on snow, colored flashing lights
And an artificial tree that played Silent Night
Over and over again
My parents welcomed me with loving arms
But within an hour were back at each others throats
Normal, happy childhood back on course
Batteries not included
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
One time I talked to my brother about how I felt (keep in mind I’ve never told him or anyone how I felt) all he told me after I poured my heart out to him was "life is unfair" ever since that day I’ve never told him anything and this song always reminds me of it
I used to listen to this song back in july-august every single day and i'm getting so many warm memories I love this thank you ❤️
Does anyone else notice around 3:20 when it starts singing the chorus again theres a male voice this time, as if a relative saying it at her as part of the story?
Yea I hear it
The male voice is here from the first chorus but I get what you mean anyway
this is like 100% effy but the "life is unfair kys or get over it" feels like sth Lisa Rowe would say
This song always reminded me of girl interrupted tbh
This song in a way feels relatable I feel something is wrong with me but I can’t put my finger on it
Heard this in Gilmore girls and loved it, it has a lana vibe to it
Me tooooooo💔 I was looking for your comment
im so in love with this song
this so like so relatable.. I had selective mutism.. LOL I didn’t even know that was a thing until I watched Effy from Skins. I only spoke to really good friends I knew and trusted. I only spoke when I had too as well. The bribery part is so true lmao I remember my teachers would say if I yelled I would get 100 points and I remember everybody looking at me, waiting for me to yell but I never did 😭 At home I spoke A LOT but at school.. nope. I started talking once I hit middle school lmao thank GOD.
There’s smth about this song that brings peace in my soul
Such a bittersweet song, nothing much like it to be frank.
This song reminds me more of Cassie from Skins then anything. And for no reason either because Cassie really doesn't have much a back story. But it just makes me think of her.
i love this song sm
My comfort song
this song is so relatable to me but instead of speaking its understanding
this is really good
New National anthem
i always heard this song on tik tok but decided to listen to the full version after hearing it on gilmore girls 😃
When was it in Gilmore girls? Episode season?
Samee
@@lorelladelrey It was in season 1 last episodes or 2 earlierst Lane and Rory were listening to it
Listening to this song makes me feel so comfortable
AAAA amooo
This song is so beautiful right now
atleast I’m not the only one, thank you guys, I genuinely appreciate all of you.
Here before this blows up (i really hope it does its underrated)
I feel like this song would be great in the first season of ahs, it should've been part of tate and violets moments
STOP TALKINGGG
love this
this is amazing
i can't get over it haha
Juat found this song and im in love with it.
I love how this song is :]
my current fav songs
I just got dymped so i was looking for sad music. I love this
Im so happy this song is popular, Black box recorder is such an amazing band and im so upset they are so underrated, but atleast this song is a good one.
3:12 this voice sounds like Lana
mt bomm! i essa msc combina com a ali
Beautiful song
Omg i first heard this song when i was watching gilmore girls
Ok but Alison in the background 😩💪
This song is everything 🌿🖤 best type of fever dream
I lost my best friend ...
Nisa i love u sm i will never forget you
This song is about Effy idc idc
YES
i wanna find more songs with this vibe
Lana Del rey songs
@@andromeda5126 Yup I feel like most of the people that like this song are lana del rey fans including myself
Also TV Girl and Eyedress
@@andromeda5126 yeah I love these 2 ❤️
other songs by black box recorder , my personal favourite is kidnapping an heiress
Coming here everytime I feel like this
come back 🙏
@@emiven9592 well………idk if you’d want them to come back
🌅Glad you are at a better place. Everything is temporary
Idk why but this song reminds me of tori from the heart stopper comics
!i
Gostei da vibe da música.
This song gives some vibes🧍🏻♀️
this song tells stories about their childhood
I'm not crying you are
I love song
the selective mutism children to adults with social anxiety pipeline
im hooked
Ali is so beautiful
this is my new found psychology of life