Anybody who has ever been depressed knows that around other people you act totally normally. It's only when you're by yourself that you truly feel the sadness
God doesn't exist. It makes no difference to how sad you feel. Depression is a personal thing. I'd doesn't matter how loved or how many people you love, depression is always there and more often than not the people closest to you have no idea
That’s why I love Linkin Park so much. I relate to what Chester has been through. I’ve been on the streets, been abused, been used, and just this last February, my ex finance cheated, broke up with me, the brought the guy over. I’ve been alone ever since, and I live alone. I have a job, my own place, but recently my depression has only gotten worse.
@@JackMcKenzie-td6qh I'm sorry to hear this. We all have our ups and downs, but we're all hear for a reason. I hope you figure everything out and find peace and happiness.
Stop.. you can't tell. You're projecting that on to him due to what you know after the fact. If this was posted and he were still alive, you'd think nothing of it.
Fermez la un peu. Si vous aviez vu la misère de vos yeux vous sauriez que ceux qui souffrent le plus dans ce monde sont ceux qui tiennent aussi le plus à la vie. Les autres qui on tout pour s’en sortir, qui ont leur famille et leurs amis prés d’eux, a l’abris, un toit sur la tête et de la nourriture tout les jours dans leur assiette et qui veulent en finir sont juste trop faible et ce monde n’est alors pas fait pour eux.
I agree I was just thinking to myself I have seen that kind of smile and look on my own face. It is happiness conflicted with pain and sadness. As someone that has attempted suicide once before I can say that I am glad I did not succeed. I will also say that I understand the mental state that justifies the idea and eventual action of suicide. You can be surrounded by millions or by no one and if that one thing you are seeking does not present itself then you will seek the end. I was lucky to have a friend find me in the act and stop me. Unfortunately that is not most cases when the decision has been made. I really wish Chester had found what he was seeking. He will never be forgotten nor will his impact on this subject ever be diminished.
Man. I remember when I was a kid in school and ear getting bullied everyday and my life was a mess. I used to come back to my house everyday and blast off some linkin park and imagined I was Chester screaming out on stage and singing. Linkin park was my way out my horrible life back then. It was my relief. Fastforward to now I am a doctor, have abs 😂, fit and doing so well in life. I have always wondered what would have happened to me if linkin park was never there for me. So I was very upset to hear Chester pass away. He was part of my childhood and will always be. I love you man. For all those of you out there, don’t give up. Talk. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. I am one of the proofs of it. But I know my situation is not everyone’s. I hope you and we all make it and hears to better things. RIP Chester. ❤
@@needforspeedgaming7148everyone knows that everyone has abs but most people have their abs hidden beneath the layers and layers of fat. That’s what he meant. You must be a Debby Downer, a sad negative person not to realise it 😐🤨
It's been years. And it still feels like I found out about this a few weeks ago. It's one of those strange feelings. You mourn for someone who you never met. Never said a word to. Yet you miss them deeply. Hope everyone is doing alright. Love you all ❤
futurekarlos5256 6 years ago Anybody who has ever been depressed knows that around other people you act totally normally. It's only when you're by yourself that you truly feel the sadness *He doesn't look like he's acting normally - he looks like he's barely hanging on - look how tiredly he moves in the beginning.* *I know that sadness and I know how that type of sadness feels - he looks like he's at the end.* (Sorry to plant the comment here, but RUclips's comment system makes it so that only the oldest comments are at the top - making responding to most comments ridiculously problematic - so I have to resort to piggybacking off existing comments - but my comment needed to be said.)
The value of a true smile from another person* - Saddest people know that they won't be able to regain what is lost, but they can recall the feeling through others.
I don't know if this is my own demon. but I saw a darkness there and the similar oh s*** when you realize that it slipped through so you try to lighten the mood. People do not see it unless they are hugging that edge. I am getting help but I hunt for others to help too.
I'm watching this video because it kicks worries and depression away from me, especially when Chester Bennington makes me laugh here with understanding of depression, I'm not even crying of this video, it always helps me every time, one day depression may fade away from everyone! RIP, Chester.
He doesn't look happy, he looks like it hurts him trying to act normal, I would know this way too well. He seems tired, out of steam, he's tired of the ups and downs, fighting the battle that he cannot win. Rip Chester
@Tien Most Powerful Human On Earth guys go from 0 to 100 mph on that, compared with women, from what I now, incredibly dangerous genetic flaw to beware of
Yeah I saw this to... I got depression for some time, and this is what it seems like. He does look tired of trying so hard to keep it looking normal. It looks like a forced effort
@@Manderz89 someone really should’ve stayed with him (specifically his wife, if she was able to if she didn’t go out after this was filmed) my depression worked like Chester’s, and every time it came to haunt me, I wished I had someone to tell me it was okay and be my light in the darkness.
@@sarahgray8009 That's the most important thing. To tell someone that you are not all right, that you can't stand the pain. But it's so difficult to do
He probably was fairly happy /content when this was filmed. All these Monday-morning psycologists saying 'aw you could see it in his eyes'. Suffering from depression or suicidal feelings doesn't mean you constantly walk around looking sad and lost. I have no doubt he was genuinly happy when this was filmed, friends and family close by. It's the sudden mood switchs that his condition brought on that is the cause of his death.
Thank you for an intelligent comment in this terrible thread. I’ve attempted suicide twice, first attempt was when I was 10 years old. I suffer from severe alcoholism and had liver failure at 24. I actually heard of Chester’s death while I was in boot camp for the military, and I still serve active duty as a high functioning alcoholic. Of all the close friends that decided life wasn’t for them, it always came as a surprise to everybody. “They were the funniest, happiest person I knew” is something I hear a lot. The majority of substance abusers I’ve met are some of the nicest and most caring people. It might be that we have a deep understanding of pain and suffering, and we give up on ourselves in an attempt to help others to not experience the hell we encounter. Unfortunately, that lack of self care and devotion to being a “martyr” only fuels the depression that causes more pain on the ones we love when it leads to suicide. On behalf of alcoholics and others suffering from mental health issues, I just want to stress that the majority of us are good people that want to help not only ourselves, but others as well. Have an open ear and don’t judge a book by its cover. Thank you.
My dad committed suicide on November 18th, 2017 and then I lost my mom to a secret drinking problem only her husband knew about on May 10th 2020. Good people that loved everyone, never said a bad thing about anyone, never invited chaos into their lives, hard working providers that I would give everything times infinity just to have 30 more seconds with them. Please let the people in your lives know how much they are cared about.
only the people who have been there understand that face. the pain, the tiredness, but he hides it away. only the ones who have been there can see what he was really feeling. RIP Chester, you are and will always be loved and missed❤️
I look at the kid and my heart breaks, I cannot imagine how he must have felt when it happened.. the shock, the confusion, the grief. it's sad man. I wish Chester had the help he so deserved, he left us too early. r.i.p
I lost my best friend of 20+ years to suicide on March 12 of 2017. I was absolutely devastated. He meant more to me than anyone in my family. We were inseparable. A few months later is when I found out that Chester took his own life. I'm 38 right now so when Linkin Park dropped Hybrid Theory I was in Highschool during the most impressionable years of my life. Linkin Park absolutely took over the life of every kid that was my age. It didn't matter if you were a fan of their genre or not, EVERYBODY loved Linkin Park! Linkin Park was one of only a few bands that actually got me into listening to more than just rap music. I still remember getting a ride from a friend in Highschool over to this girl Miranda's house that I had a huge crush on.. and during the ride to her house we were playing the Hybrid Theory album. I remember being so excited because at that time I was a virgin, and I knew this girl was into me. The anxiety of not knowing what was going to happen. But knowing that I was a young teenager in love. That was over 20 years ago and I still remember every detail as though it happened last week. Fast forward to today. It's been just over 5 years since losing my best friend to suicide. I blamed myself for several years that followed. Mostly because I missed his text and his call on the day that he took his life. It took me a very long time to even feel like things would be ok. I wasn't able to snap out of the dark depression it lead me into until fairly recently. In fact, I'd probably still be in the same situation if it weren't for the fact that my ex wife finally allowed my son to come live with me. He's 13 years old now and this is the first year where he's been with me the entire time. It's brought life to my very dark world. I continue on for the love of my son. I continue on because I know how heart broken I was to lose my best friend. No matter how much pain we're in.. there are *ALWAYS OTHER PEOPLE AROUND THAT LOVE YOU*. The song that was playing? I watch how the moon Sits in the sky in the dark night Shining with the light from the sun And the sun doesn't give light to the moon assuming The moon's going to owe it one It makes me think of how you act to me You do Favors then rapidly, you just Turn around and start asking me about Things you want back from me I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place to feed your greed While I find a place to rest I want to be in another place I hate when you say you don't understand (You'll see it's not meant to be) I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head! Rest in Paradise Andrew J. Milkovich 9.10.1983 - 3.12.2017 Chester Bennington 3.20.1976 - 7.20.2017 💗
@@milyutsuya Shocked to get this message so long after I posted this. Mostly because I've had a rough couple days this week. Last night I couldn't help but feel alone even with my wife laying in bed next to me. I feel empty. I feel like even with her by my side when she falls asleep I'm completely alone.. started crying for awhile. My grandmother that raised me has dementia and is dying, my grandfather I was named after died last year, two of my best friends commit suicide, no friends these days.. my Uncle who is more like an older brother is killing himself with alcohol. All of this has sort of hit me at once in the last couple days and I feel stuck. Your comment came at the right time. Thank you.
@@oldaccountnewoneisxftpanda6585 depression is not a Illness,it's just a feeling,which you can't express Cuz if it's illness,it means you are indirectly saying those who feel same due to some reason are mentally retarded He needed prevention Not cure His brain was 100%fine It were his emotions which didn't tollerated this cruel world Don't call him mentally ill Its called being mentally disturbed **edit** learnt from my mistakes look yes he was ill, and i totally understand it. i guess i was'nt able explain a year back what i meant. calling him ill like that doesnt sounds good. its like you're sayin some cancer patient you have cancer. its like your killing not just his hope but the who love him theirs too(now thats different he passed away years back). cmon guys atleast show some respect fir his family hope yall got my point thanks
Depression is a real issue with a lot of people. People who suffer from it including me may act like we are ok, but deep down inside we are not… the feeling of sadness, isolation, can be a bit much at times. The main feeling I get is that people are made at me, or don’t want to be around me. I can often cry out the blue for no apparent reason. If you know some one dealing with depression give them a hug let them know it’s ok here ok and that they can come to you when ever they need to..
Rossian Mei Castro I don’t know I been his fan very long since 90s He best rocker Now he just come out new albums Why he die suddenly I don’t get it Why celebrities kill them self When they finish new projects I been depressed since 90 linkin Park help me that He won’t kill himself for stupid thing He love his family so much I I hear a lot rumor Government did it Why nobody talk about linkin Park It very weird I think he try exposed some company He remind me Tupac He was popular since 90s now 2017 That really weird he die My friend Told me something what’s she heard at her work She meet some cold people in this group She seen this group people with werid symbols many time at 7 floor building They have list which celebrity or work for government who bf going die and it very werid too It supports serect Before Celebrating and work for government They get kidnapped when they were child Now she won’t answer my phone call I think A lot people think it not real They won’t admitted that He murder
Stop disrespecting her you guys don't even understand what put Chester into this depression in the first place. The reason he led to kill himself is bc his best friend had committed suicide which started chesters depression in following all this he also found out his dad had some issues related to being a pedophile... after it just got worse down the line Chester took his life on the same day of the exact same month his friend had tooken his own life one year before chesters. So that's what you all need to know it's sad after so much of this has been talked about and how people say they don't understand and how much they love him, you all choose not to even look into why he died and reasons behind it. You're all so dull and some just plain retarded sorry, but not sorry you guys just don't understand or truly care. :/
We cannot do anything about our reality anymore. We are all healing. Lets stop saying non sense. And start respecting one another💖 we all love Chester💖
As someone who suffers from depression I can tell you that this is EXACTLY what depression can look like: a smile, laughter, having a good time. All while being secretly tortured on the inside. So this really doesn't surprise me. RIP Chester you and your band have had such a big influence on me and have helped me through so much!
Hey brian I hope ur ok. Can i ask if you know whats torturing ur heart? Is there something that you knoa missing im your life that made you depressed or you just feel depressed without. knowin whats the reason behind it?
Yeah that’s also exactly what happiness is like. But you can never tell what’s going on inside so this doesn’t make sense at all If he posted this video and never died everyone would see him just as his happy self
wdrumz I think it's naive to think that people who are successful, rich and have a family that they care about can't get depressed and commit suicide, which a lot of the comments on this video seem to believe.
I felt him, because i struggled when i was at middleschool, because its so hard to get friends and do the work, i can see his fake smile, i can see his face doesnt look normal when he actually smiles. Thats what happened to me too. And i was lucky i made it out alive. R.I.P chester
@@sarmad458 nope, you cant still know the full or "true" sadness of a person. Hell, you won't even know the half of what they really feel. I speak all of this by experience and collective stories from countless persons so what I say at least have some facts into it, I may be wrong tho, I ain't gonna deny that (knowing that humans could possibly do everything).
@@largocharles8729 Oh I meant that the human brain is actually capable of such. Come to think of it we usually limit our own brains by telling it what it can and can't do and convince ourselves that's the limit. Society also helps make that worse by advocating false limits. Science at its core luckily doesn't care what society says
@@largocharles8729 Also what I experience as my reality is not always true reality, however a human being with proper tools and self guidance or external guidance can become in sync with reality. Sort of like the experience of enlightenment, or Zen or nirvana or moksha or what have you. A possibility, not a fact. Reminded me of something I want to quote "To see that one does not know anything truly opens the possibility to know" - Sadhguru
He was a coward for what he did to his family. Your life is not about you, ever. If people would ever understand this we might not have so many self centered cowards like him.
........ I'm pretty sure that I've even been given a legal dissertation on the immorality of my personal opinions on RUclips by a 13 year old lawyer😂........or at least that's how it seemed at the time.
Literally and shaming each other like 'oh YOU dont know what depression looks like!'. Depression comes in so many shapes and forms that you can't just define it finitely.
@@ifyoureplyyoureajuan4659 Little boy? Thanks, man. Appreciate it. You realize how atrocious your comment is? I never made light of depression…unlike you who literally made light of suicide. I never assumed that people don’t have depression. All I said is that you shouldn’t look for expert opinions on RUclips about the topic.
Great men like Robin Williams, Chris Cornell and Chester Bennington were all sadly taken from us by the worst enemy of all, grief. While I take solace in the fact that their pain has ended, I as a fan can't help but sit here and grieve myself for the losses. Seeing this video and within the first few moments, watching the pain in his eyes, it makes that grief all that more real. R.I.P. Chester, you Chris and Robin are truly, truly missed 😞
Excuse me while I go binge Chris Cornell works... I'm born and raised in Alaska but have lived most of my adult life in Washington state. I need to go give Chris some more of my time again. Tear on my heart strings a bit more. What a voice that man had... What a voice....... RIP Chris.
As someone also suffering with depression I can agree that this is what it looks like. No one WANTS to be depressed, so honestly you’re always desperately looking for something that will make you feel even a little bit better. Happy moments like these relieve some of the pressure, but it doesn’t take it away. Depression affects you when you’re alone. It’s the constant “What’s wrong with me?” “Why can’t I just be happy?” “Why can’t I just be normal?” with no answer because you know that your sadness doesn’t even make sense. So you don’t wanna talk about it, you don’t want to reach out because you feel insane for even having it. You downplay it, you push it away with the hopes that if you ignore it long enough it’ll go away. Because you don’t wanna be a burden to anyone, and you know even if you did expose yourself that you may even be beyond help and it would push people away when you need them the most. Depression is honestly one of the most soul-shattering and complicated issues that I have ever dealt with in my life. It’s gotten easier as I’ve had time to understand what it is that keeps me up at night and have slowly opened up to people that I trust to help. But hopefully this may help others understand what it feels like being in this position. I wouldn’t wish it upon my worst enemy. I wish you all the most happiness possible.
This comment was beautifully composed and hits home with me so accurately. I’ve suffered too and, like you, I wouldn’t wish it upon my worst enemy. People just simply don’t understand what it’s like to go through depression…..until they experience it themselves.
To talk about depression openly like you have here, is an incredible demonstration of strength and I appreciate it. I hope you're finding all the happiness you can, it is there for everyone, sometimes people just need help finding it.
As someone who's had depression 4x in my life, I know how it is. If I have it, I know it and won't hide it from anyone in my circle that cares to listen. I've accepted that I'm easily prone to it so it's a part of me whether I like it or not. I won't succumb to its evil spell though. I'm growing old and withered so depression can fuck off 🖕🖕🖕
Winnie Blues mate an amazing person don’t kill them self when they have kids to raise. When you have kids it ain’t about you no more out life should revolve around your kids
That's really just ignorant. People with depression have a very high suicide rate. Step outside of your ignorance and understand the truth. Suicide is an epidemic, and the attitude you have towards it makes it even worse. Suicide is one of the leading causes of death. By 2030 its possible that more people will die from suicide than cancer. Educate yourself. Dont argue out of ego or bias. When you look at it objectively, you will see that suicide is a huge problem that affects good people
The really scary thing is that when someone finally makes the decision, they seem happy, because they’ve made the choice and a weight is off their shoulders.
It's incredible to imagine that a person who had everything suffered so much. Years later, I can only hope that his soul found peace in God's mercy. #RIPChester
Wow......... I'm literally heartbroken. So sorry about her loss. I miss you chester. Without him I wouldn't be the man I was now. Or even be here. Rest in peace.
Randy Purcell it isn't a cry for attention actually. LP's music inspires people to keep on fighting however judging by your attitude I think you're just another person who doesn't know anything about this world and sees rainbows and unicorns
Enfictious First, LP music was not drsigned to give you hope, it was designed to make money, as it did. Second, I hate rainbows and Unicorns. Lets get a clue ok, not uncommon for drama seekers to come out after an actor or pop star dies and try to reap the attention rewards and play like they are some hardcore fan who was saved by this persons job. Remember "leave brittany alone" there are literally 100's of thousands of over dramatic attention seekers just like that. If you have any respect for chester you say: " rest in peace" or " our prayers to his family' or " your music was amazing, LP for life" ok. Thats normal. This is how attention seekers/ attention stealers/ drama clowns/ drama nerds/ emo clowns/ stalkers/ obsessive fan boys/ liberals try to drama profit off of other peoples drama/deaths: " omg, my life will be the same now that youre gone" or "you changed my life, i would never be who i am without you" or" " i wouldnt be the man i am today or even alive without you" or "i was a terrible drug addict spiraling out of control until i heard chesters music" or " chester inspired me not to kill myself, i cant believe hes gone, my world is changing again" Just to name a few. So many ass clowns playing attention drama grab off his death. 90% of these clowns didnt even know his name before he died, they hear on the radio "chester bennington died" they like who is that, google it, omg chester bennington from linkin park he was my hero, he changed my terrible life, i was a looser before i heard him sing, my life used to be so bad but chester my main man chester saved me from my suicidal ways and nows hes killed himself. Lol Grow up people, yes chester was great artist, no he did not give a fuck about you, no his music did not save you. Actually to be brutally honest and to slap you with a reality check, linkin park has actually been playing you, thats right, they took advantage of you, they made music that pulled at your emo emotions and your wallet wasnt far behind. Time to wake up. Linkin park is a great band, well worth the money, because the music is cool. Not because the music is some sort of miracle cure for your ass clown feelings.
Heartbreaking. He was also wasted when we did it. As someone with severe clinical depression, the alcohol makes it so much worse and tricks you man. I have a feeling if he was sober he wouldn’t have.
You know. Depression isn’t a joke. I see a lot of people mocking it. Telling others to man up and stuff. Trust me, it’s the worst feeling ever, and I don’t know how to explain it. I’ve lost the sense of being happy , I feel down no matter how positive I wanna be. Feeling worthless and drinking too much to cover up the pain. I would never wish this feeling to my worst enemy. It’s the worst, And I mean it in every single word.
Please please please people know this...I was saved from depression. One name above all names... His name is Jesus. Find him fast. He wants you to get to know him. He already knows you
It's in his lyrics and has been there for years. He was amazing and strong for his entire life. Even strong people have a breaking point and get tired of being strong. Rest in peace Chester. You are loved and missed.
He look beautiful with a smile face, He look pure with cry tears face, He look humble with sadness face, He look joyful with depressed face, He look confident with energy body, He look illusion with with memoirs, He look confusion with with dignity, He look hard with his screaming sound of the voice, He look soft with his whispering sound of the voice. . . . . . . . It's been many years without you but still feel like the same as you're always here with us. Your songs never ever going to disappear from us your songs never unforgettable it's always in our heads and in our hearts too. The lyrics gots locked forever in our life. . . . . . The songs get plays automatically in our heads when we remember you anytime. . . The world loves you so much that's forever. Someday we'll be there together with many fans. . . . . RIP ches benings. Greetings to ches Ben in heaven, happy new year 2023 from the earth 🌎 lots of loves 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
For people that have tried suicide, in a genuine way, you act completely normal. You don't act strange because then it's on people's radar and then they might clock that something is going to happen. You're happy, laughing and smiling. I think I also did it so people's last memories weren't bad ones. That's usually the difference between a cry for help and a genuine attempt, the run-up
So true. When you genuinely want to die and commit suicide, you won't tell anyone. As soon as you do, your loved ones will not only be hurt by it but also may try to prevent you from dying.
@@dchapero6929 I've had it happen both ways with me before. It's been a short, spur of the moment quick decision but it's also been a planned out choice over time. One way or another, suicide sucks and people need more help to combat mental health
@@victorhugomartinezesparza5706 it's a hard thing to do. People say suicide is a cowards way out, that it's easy..but those people have clearly never gone through it before. As someone that's literally stood at the edge, the hardest thing to do is take that step into the air
As someone who has been suicidal multiple times - it's pure selfishness. You left your beautiful wife and kids fatherless. That's a compelling reason to stick around that so many of us who have been down that dark path don't have the luxury of having. Now they get to navigate life permanently damaged because you gave up. There is always hope. There is always an alternative. Life is a fking struggle, it is so hard, but being here is a blessing (ESPECIALLY with a family like yours). Our time in this plane of existence is short regardless, so make the most of it and learn/grow/evolve. You'll have an eternity to be dead. Don't be in a rush to get there.
Chester battled with his demons since he was a frantic little kid. But, I'm truly happy that he had moments like these before he passed. You might not be alive physically but, your voice, your art will always stay immortal in the hearts of those you've reached and will reach in the future. For now, I hope you're at peace old friend, without pain or any kind of suffering.
sounds are also physical things too, you know that right? lol why does everyone want to make it seem so metaphysical we dont live in an incorporeal world, everything is solid, so to suggest there is this 'other' dimension where you dont see things is just simply ludicrous.
@@TRVPHAUS you're a piece of meat on a floating ball in the middle of an infinite constantly growing nothingness. Space time can literally bend, you have no goddamn clue what is real or possible. Its wild that we think we know anything at all. We dont know shit about shit. You don't
Gosh, he looks worn out here, and despite the smile, his eyes express melancholy. I'm glad he had the solace of his family in his last moments, affording him some warmth, some laughter, before the all-engulfing darkness of nothingness. RIP
Guys...I can't, five seconds in and already my soul is crushed to dust from just looking at Chester, dude looked like he was so done with life, if only we did something to save him 😢 😔 💔
It's been fourteen years this month, where my best friend took his own life. We were, in high school, "against the world", just the two of us. The walks, the bike rides, skipping rocks in the river, going where ever we felt. We used to draw a lot, & he somehow made me develop upon the skill. However, when i heard of his passing, i kept a lot of guilt, & sadly the anger & sadness i felt, led me to quit drawing. In a fit of not wanting to be reminded, i must've burned or torn the pictures i drew. I had convinced myself that i failed him. He passed days before valentine's day, & it was the first one where i felt truly alone. The walks never felt the same, the relationships i had after didn't feel right. I wrote songs, & today, they're still painful to perform. The feeling i had 14 years back, remains - one of sadness, the "I really don't wanna deal with or see anyone/anything". I still wish, i could've done something to help. But i was just a kid then, I still am. Depression is one hell of a sentence, when we're already damaged by life circumstances/situations. R.I.P. Chester, you live on & give hope to those facing their own turmoils. R.I.P Syd, I know you're keeping watch. I love & miss you lots.
Eyebrows give away the tiredness numbness and just pointlessness of it all. Like treading under the water of everything drowning forgetting how to swim. For as long as the sun setting has been in his songs yes probably been there.
He's trying hard to hide his emotions with a smile, trying to make his family laugh bit you can still see the pain in his eyes 😥😥 RIP Chester... your music still helps me through the days when I feel like giving up ❤️
Despite him smiling, it almost looks like he's in anguish... straining and struggling to keep the fears, demons and insecurities from involuntarily bursting out from within him.
@@0rnery0verwatch yeah dude, mental illness is a motherfucker. I just wish Chester was able to get the help he needed and maybe he would still be alive if he did.
I had a friend in 10th grade that struggled with depression. But when you were around him, it was hard to tell. A couple days after him I last hung out, he told his parents and brother that he was gonna hang himself. They didn’t believe him, thought he was just trying to get attention. Until they found him a few hours later. First friend I ever lost, after that they started dropping like flies. I lost another one 3 days after that from the same thing. Now I struggle with depression, but music and god keeps me going. Probably doesn’t help that my fiancé struggles with it, as well as borderline personality disorder. It makes it rough on me, but I won’t give up on someone for what they’re going through or whatever mental health issues they have. Because I know it’s not her fault. It’s everything she has been through and all the trauma she has endured throughout her life.
Just seeing this video for the first time, and instantly recognized that look in his eyes, I've seen it in my own. Smiles can hide such sadness, and a wonderful soul left us. Chester will be missed by the many people who's lives he saved, and those who loved him. R.i.p.
I was and still am devastated that he left the way the did.. As many other fans, I could recognize myself in Chester's songs, been suffering from chronic, severe depression, anxiety and trauma myself, I've been close to taking my own life at one point too. I wonder if he knew at the time.. Usually a person is described as happy and blissful after they've planned it, because they know it's all gonna end soon. But here he looks so sad.. Almost everyone who survives s**cide, say they regretted it just after they jumped/cut etc. That they are happy they didn't die. I've been there myself, and I can tell you it is absolutely worth it to reach out! It's been 6 years since I was hospitalized, and although my life is far from perfect, I am in a much better place than I used to be, because I got help. Therapy is a b*tch, but it really does help. Please don't give up. You deserve to live long enough to live a good life, and you'll never get that opportunity if you end it here 🧡
My friend had the same smile the night before he took his own life... some people are hiding alot of pain,and it's just passed on to those who are left behind. I hate that we live in a world in which many people decide to leave prematurely,here we are in .2022 I understand it more now.. our planet is sick. And the people we need the most keep leaving. 💙R.i.p Chester R.i.p Ricky 💙
I know some depressed people are happy when they’ve made that decision to go, because it can feel like an impending relief. It can actually be a warning sign of suicide if someone very down is suddenly happy or peaceful, or giving away belongings and saying veiled goodbyes.
@@nondescriptbeing5944this is all true but chester was a man of family. HE WAS ALREADY INVESTED IN HIS LIFE. it doesn’t make a lick of sense think for a second. Everyone just takes it like it is without asking any questions. There’s actually lots of things that could indicate he was murdered. Look into the conspiracies, this time I firmly believe they’re true. I can feel it. This video shows you that this is a man who knows about his responsibilities. Everyone who blindly believes the media is actually letting him down. I know it sounds crazy and it’s a tough pill to swallow but once you learn of what they’re capable of you’ll never come back to normal
@@billysunday7507 weird that you would come into this thread and this video to say something like that. you must be a very bitter twisted parasite. get help
I see a lot of nasty comments. I’m not on anyone’s side but it needs to stop right now. Anyone is free to believe in whatever they want regardless if they are religious or not. Everyone gets depressed, they can’t help it, it’s only an emotion, we’re all human at the end of the day. Yeah, we all put on fake smiles when we are with people but depression & having mental issues are no joke but if anyone wants to poke fun out of depression then you have no soul.
rysnake Summerfield I understand a few people did it simply coz they couldn't handle the fact he was gone but most were coz if you look at these comments...idiots are here
I would hate to see how the drama queens are effected when a parent or sibling dies if they get this upset over a millionaire musician who did not know them nor care about them. It would be nooses and shotguns all round if they got a fucking paper cut. Generation Delicate need their heads sorted.
As genuine as that smile is surrounded by family, I can still see the sadness in his eyes. Depression sucks. Just know that regardless, you have people that love you even if it doesn’t seem that way. With depression your mind plays tricks on you, doubting the relationships you’ve built. I’m guilty of it. Regardless whatever the story is behind it all, I hope Chester rests in peace
Watching this after hearing his (linkin park) latest song published... Its heavy man... I still cant believe the day he left us that time. I was stocking some stuffs at shelves during work ,when i heard about it. That was most blue day i ever had on that year..
Alcohol and drugs made his dopamine and serotonin level go down, cause receptors are not working after high dose of dopamine levels and it made him sad and depressed or lonely, less confident
Felt that I had it. Was not ever happy when I was by myself. Only around people I could mascarate or feel normal... happy. I don't know if I ever truly feel happy. Depressed, disappointed,angry... they are there and I know. Tried travel, drinking, partying, substances, multiple attempts of s...e but in the end a very long time passed I am still sitting on a chair and cannot be what I want to be. This that I am still are! It may temporarily go away, days, hours, minutes,months, years...but it comes but ...always. And life my ticket out of there hidden. I even drive myself crazy thinking that people have serious problems..snap out of it. Nothing....is there, is a rollercoaster of madness and tears. Memories of guilt,shame and traumas. I pray I am grateful for what I have. But I want to be normal also by myself. Only then I will realize I got the life ticket out of this shithole!!! Thank you for listening
People think depression is about being sad and looking sad and crying and crawling up in a ball in a darkness with a dark cloud over your head. That is not what depression is. You can be extremely happy and feeling really great WHILE being entirely depressed and suicidal every second. Society needs to understand that depression is a lot more than we think it is. Often times, it’s just life. It’s just living every day which can be insurmountable for many of us.
I teach karate and about 20 years ago I went through a tough depression that was hard to shake. Before starting the first class of the day I would be in the office with my head down feeling very drained. when it was time to teach I would be incredibly animated. People would make comments on how motivated I get them, and how much fun class is. After class I would go right back to feeling miserable. I didn’t care or have any pride in my accomplishments. I also felt no gratitude. I tried running, exercise, reading, but still very depressed. Around friends I joked a lot, but when alone I felt very dead inside. I went to a martial arts convention in Florida and listened to a speaker who’s name is Jhoon Rhee. I learned then he was friends with Bruce Lee, Muhammad Ali’s martial arts instructor, and he made Tae Kwon Do popular in the United States. I remember feeling very heavy sitting and listening to Rhee, but as he spoke I felt this weird needle feeling flowing out of my body and leave out of my finger tips. I then stood up immediately feeling so light, and kept saying I’m not depressed over and over with a look of amazement. My instructor kept telling me to sit down, but I felt so energetic. The crazy thing that happened next was Rhee invited me on stage to help him with a demonstration. Jhoon Rhee has an amazing inspirational presentation that I’m sure is on RUclips. In his 70’s he would demonstrate that he could do 100 push-ups in 60 seconds , and many other cool things. Depression is a very serious illness, and it’s very heartbreaking when it ends tragically. I hope that anyone reading this and going through a hard time can see the beautiful person you are.
It’s sad to think he never really understood himself completely.. the eyes never lie though. Even behind his smiles.. the eyes never lie. There was a lot there.
I completely agree... Although, I wouldn't say he never understood himself, he just wanted his last moments with his family to be positive, and that alone is something worth remembering about him~ We all miss him so much, but let's hope he's at peace now~
He was working on a Documentary about child trafficking with the Anthony Bordaine and Chris cornell. All 3 end up dead, That's a mathematically impossible coincidence
Anybody who has ever been depressed knows that around other people you act totally normally. It's only when you're by yourself that you truly feel the sadness
Exactly right
God doesn't exist. It makes no difference to how sad you feel. Depression is a personal thing. I'd doesn't matter how loved or how many people you love, depression is always there and more often than not the people closest to you have no idea
Future Karlos Yeah whatever dude
God doesn't exist. ......great constructive feedback
Future Karlos Nope
“Just cause you can’t see it, doesn’t mean it isn’t there”
Sara you can’t see it but you can feel it.
Who cares if one more light goes out..
@@aaronmccann973 well, I do...
@@Creased_ 😭
I think it means that just because you have a big smile, it doesn't mean your're depressed.
"Just 'cause you can't see it,
doesn't mean it, isn't there"
- Chester Bennington
(Linkin Park - One More Light)
RIP
Seeing isn’t believing. Believing is seeing! -the Santa clause
Yeah kind of like God or whatever you believe God to be, take your pick I don't preach at people except I hate evil.
@@batphink2655 why you bringing god into this?
@@campbellzachcas a kid i hated that quote lol
@@johnbornosupport it's actually a bit profound. hopefully you don't hate it anymore lol
His smile says one thing, but his eyes say another. Rest Easy Chester, we love you.
That’s why I love Linkin Park so much. I relate to what Chester has been through. I’ve been on the streets, been abused, been used, and just this last February, my ex finance cheated, broke up with me, the brought the guy over. I’ve been alone ever since, and I live alone. I have a job, my own place, but recently my depression has only gotten worse.
@@JackMcKenzie-td6qh be strong, bro. The world needs you
@@JackMcKenzie-td6qh I'm sorry to hear this. We all have our ups and downs, but we're all hear for a reason. I hope you figure everything out and find peace and happiness.
Nothing goes according to plan, but hope is what keeps a lot of us going.
Stop.. you can't tell. You're projecting that on to him due to what you know after the fact. If this was posted and he were still alive, you'd think nothing of it.
"All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide an injured soul and they will never notice how broken you really are." - Robin Williams
EpicHorrorMaster WOW MAN YOU HAVE SAID SUCH BEAUTIFUL WORDS...........
He never said that
💯🔥💪💔😤😭
Jace The Wolf Robin was bipolar
@Jace The Wolf both by hanging ironically
Its crazy how depressed someone can be behind a smile.. rest in peace
Gunnar Hansen why do you need to go so deep 😢💔
Gunnar Hansen same bro, fucking same.
This comment hits freakin deep! I'm thinking that too and then I read Gunnar's comment. That's how it is.
Proxy GMD He was murdered, don't believe the BS.
He not be depressed, like you see in this video.
He looks so tired... I can see the pain behind the smile. Only those who've been there can understand.
Tf you talking about he is happy you clown
Fermez la un peu. Si vous aviez vu la misère de vos yeux vous sauriez que ceux qui souffrent le plus dans ce monde sont ceux qui tiennent aussi le plus à la vie.
Les autres qui on tout pour s’en sortir, qui ont leur famille et leurs amis prés d’eux, a l’abris, un toit sur la tête et de la nourriture tout les jours dans leur assiette et qui veulent en finir sont juste trop faible et ce monde n’est alors pas fait pour eux.
@@adriansavir5936 what
I agree I was just thinking to myself I have seen that kind of smile and look on my own face. It is happiness conflicted with pain and sadness. As someone that has attempted suicide once before I can say that I am glad I did not succeed. I will also say that I understand the mental state that justifies the idea and eventual action of suicide. You can be surrounded by millions or by no one and if that one thing you are seeking does not present itself then you will seek the end. I was lucky to have a friend find me in the act and stop me. Unfortunately that is not most cases when the decision has been made. I really wish Chester had found what he was seeking. He will never be forgotten nor will his impact on this subject ever be diminished.
@@timzstr If you need a translator try deepl
Man. I remember when I was a kid in school and ear getting bullied everyday and my life was a mess.
I used to come back to my house everyday and blast off some linkin park and imagined I was Chester screaming out on stage and singing. Linkin park was my way out my horrible life back then. It was my relief.
Fastforward to now I am a doctor, have abs 😂, fit and doing so well in life.
I have always wondered what would have happened to me if linkin park was never there for me. So I was very upset to hear Chester pass away. He was part of my childhood and will always be. I love you man.
For all those of you out there, don’t give up. Talk. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. I am one of the proofs of it. But I know my situation is not everyone’s. I hope you and we all make it and hears to better things.
RIP Chester. ❤
You have abs 😂 Like at least 99.9999% of people have abs 😂
Congratulations on your journey. Keep it up 👍🏽 ❤️
@@needforspeedgaming7148everyone knows that everyone has abs but most people have their abs hidden beneath the layers and layers of fat. That’s what he meant. You must be a Debby Downer, a sad negative person not to realise it 😐🤨
depressed people acting normal while
normal people acting depressed
Lmao yeah, so many people did that and its so edgy tbh
It’s extremely true. Even when you begin to slowly convince yourself that you are just fine, that’s when the wheel falls off...
Thats actually so fucking sad
Espada lmao
So true
The most depressed people have the greatest smiles.
Yes they sure do 😞
You are soooo right... Smile is the best way to hide your soul...
Why was he depressed
Like me :/
Very true mine is beautiful so I’ve been told followed with you should smile more often
It's been years. And it still feels like I found out about this a few weeks ago. It's one of those strange feelings. You mourn for someone who you never met. Never said a word to. Yet you miss them deeply. Hope everyone is doing alright. Love you all ❤
futurekarlos5256
6 years ago
Anybody who has ever been depressed knows that around other people you act totally normally. It's only when you're by yourself that you truly feel the sadness
*He doesn't look like he's acting normally - he looks like he's barely hanging on - look how tiredly he moves in the beginning.*
*I know that sadness and I know how that type of sadness feels - he looks like he's at the end.*
(Sorry to plant the comment here, but RUclips's comment system makes it so that only the oldest comments are at the top - making responding to most comments ridiculously problematic - so I have to resort to piggybacking off existing comments - but my comment needed to be said.)
You can see all that feeling he's suffering through his eyes. 😢😢 R.I.P my man. Thank you.
Fax
drugs and alcohol addiction
Oh no you can't stop spouting dramatic bullshit
Dais asco diciendo estas cosas, que coño sabes tú sobre él? Acaso has estado allí para saberlo?
@@Lornes.Cawks.inflationOfficer Empathy is not seen inside your soul.
Only the saddest people know the value of a true smile.
Facts
And the energy and effort that requires to make it ..
The value of a true smile from another person* - Saddest people know that they won't be able to regain what is lost, but they can recall the feeling through others.
@@ainhoamaiden8714 if it's a true smile then it takes no energy or effort
in my opinion, I can see that he's hiding something..
if you see someone tried to looks happier than anyone else, it could be a reverse situation..
It's scary man, you never know what someone is really going through behind closed doors. RIP Chester.
I've known a few people who really suffer and I had no idea for years.
This shits real and it fucking kills people.
I don't know if this is my own demon. but I saw a darkness there and the similar oh s*** when you realize that it slipped through so you try to lighten the mood. People do not see it unless they are hugging that edge. I am getting help but I hunt for others to help too.
He was murdered how you gonna break some of your own ribs then hang your self ?
@@urshitsux who
@@urshitsux i believe you like prodigy
Chester was depressed but acted totally normal here. He was being happy for his kids and family. IM NOT CRYING YOU ARE
I'm watching this video because it kicks worries and depression away from me, especially when Chester Bennington makes me laugh here with understanding of depression, I'm not even crying of this video, it always helps me every time, one day depression may fade away from everyone! RIP, Chester.
@@andriyelectron153 yeah well I hope you're doing well
@@fun_gh0ul yeah, thanks
Damn YT thats deleted comms
@@adriansavir5936 Huh
Ive never seen this video until now. Seeing you smile is one more light for me. Rip.
Same
Chester helped me get through difficult times in life, I wish I could have saved him
Kofoworola Adams no just let chester rest in peace
One can save millions , but sometimes millions can't save one .
RIP Chezy
He helped a lot of people, and it's incredibly sad he didn't get the help he needed.
You help other in difficulties... Im in real difficulty help me... Plz
The man who save us from our darkest days. Yet we cant save him from his.
yesssssssssss......
No kidding
JAM Cee bitch it’s not like we could go up and talk to him.
JAM Cee
I mean, he didn't save myself.
nice spelling
He doesn't look happy, he looks like it hurts him trying to act normal, I would know this way too well. He seems tired, out of steam, he's tired of the ups and downs, fighting the battle that he cannot win. Rip Chester
THIS
He looks happy.... maybe somebody killed him
@Tien Most Powerful Human On Earth guys go from 0 to 100 mph on that, compared with women, from what I now, incredibly dangerous genetic flaw to beware of
Fighting myself I always lose 🎶
Yeah I saw this to... I got depression for some time, and this is what it seems like. He does look tired of trying so hard to keep it looking normal. It looks like a forced effort
0:03 no hiding going on there
it's nice to know even in his darkest days he had some moments where he smiled.
He said he was fine when people were around but when he was alone he wasn’t fine
@@Manderz89 someone really should’ve stayed with him (specifically his wife, if she was able to if she didn’t go out after this was filmed) my depression worked like Chester’s, and every time it came to haunt me, I wished I had someone to tell me it was okay and be my light in the darkness.
@@sarahgray8009 That's so scary. Nobody deserves to live in that darkness 🥺
@@Manderz89 You don’t know that
@@sarahgray8009 That's the most important thing. To tell someone that you are not all right, that you can't stand the pain. But it's so difficult to do
He probably was fairly happy /content when this was filmed. All these Monday-morning psycologists saying 'aw you could see it in his eyes'. Suffering from depression or suicidal feelings doesn't mean you constantly walk around looking sad and lost. I have no doubt he was genuinly happy when this was filmed, friends and family close by. It's the sudden mood switchs that his condition brought on that is the cause of his death.
Thoughts tend to change when once alone.
Totally agree 👍
He did say when he was alone those were always his bad times.
Finally not a stupid cringy comment
Thank you for an intelligent comment in this terrible thread. I’ve attempted suicide twice, first attempt was when I was 10 years old. I suffer from severe alcoholism and had liver failure at 24. I actually heard of Chester’s death while I was in boot camp for the military, and I still serve active duty as a high functioning alcoholic. Of all the close friends that decided life wasn’t for them, it always came as a surprise to everybody. “They were the funniest, happiest person I knew” is something I hear a lot. The majority of substance abusers I’ve met are some of the nicest and most caring people. It might be that we have a deep understanding of pain and suffering, and we give up on ourselves in an attempt to help others to not experience the hell we encounter. Unfortunately, that lack of self care and devotion to being a “martyr” only fuels the depression that causes more pain on the ones we love when it leads to suicide. On behalf of alcoholics and others suffering from mental health issues, I just want to stress that the majority of us are good people that want to help not only ourselves, but others as well. Have an open ear and don’t judge a book by its cover. Thank you.
My dad committed suicide on November 18th, 2017 and then I lost my mom to a secret drinking problem only her husband knew about on May 10th 2020. Good people that loved everyone, never said a bad thing about anyone, never invited chaos into their lives, hard working providers that I would give everything times infinity just to have 30 more seconds with them. Please let the people in your lives know how much they are cared about.
Sorry for your losses 🌸
SORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED.....THE DEVIL IS TRYING TO DESTROY AS MUCH AS HE CAN BEFORE GOD COMES TO DESTROY HIM...
Rip to them
only the people who have been there understand that face. the pain, the tiredness, but he hides it away. only the ones who have been there can see what he was really feeling. RIP Chester, you are and will always be loved and missed❤️
He looks so tired..
yeaaah!! so painful to see this, when u know that it was his last 36 hours((((
Connor Byrne Ha.. Ha..Ha 😑😫🙄🙄
Connor Byrne he needed it from his lovely ones only
OutThereInTheSilence I'llBeGone he looked wasted , on his last straw. The toll of being a musician . One must die to pay the price
His face look mature
I look at the kid and my heart breaks, I cannot imagine how he must have felt when it happened.. the shock, the confusion, the grief. it's sad man. I wish Chester had the help he so deserved, he left us too early.
r.i.p
For me that’s the hardest part of watching this video
The pedophiles chester was going to expose in his documentary with Avicii and cornell killed them
Seriously what a piece of shit dad
What do you mean help he deserved? He decided to commit suicide (I just read about it). It's his decision, not someone else's.
@@nuh-uhbro765 you liked him much?
it's been 7 years today since one top artist left our midst ❤
Can't Believe it's been 7 years of this happening
RIP Chester
I lost my best friend of 20+ years to suicide on March 12 of 2017. I was absolutely devastated.
He meant more to me than anyone in my family. We were inseparable. A few months later is when
I found out that Chester took his own life. I'm 38 right now so when Linkin Park dropped Hybrid Theory
I was in Highschool during the most impressionable years of my life. Linkin Park absolutely took over
the life of every kid that was my age. It didn't matter if you were a fan of their genre or not, EVERYBODY
loved Linkin Park! Linkin Park was one of only a few bands that actually got me into listening to more
than just rap music. I still remember getting a ride from a friend in Highschool over to this girl Miranda's
house that I had a huge crush on.. and during the ride to her house we were playing the Hybrid Theory
album. I remember being so excited because at that time I was a virgin, and I knew this girl was into me.
The anxiety of not knowing what was going to happen. But knowing that I was a young teenager in love.
That was over 20 years ago and I still remember every detail as though it happened last week.
Fast forward to today. It's been just over 5 years since losing my best friend to suicide. I blamed myself
for several years that followed. Mostly because I missed his text and his call on the day that he took his
life. It took me a very long time to even feel like things would be ok. I wasn't able to snap out of the dark
depression it lead me into until fairly recently. In fact, I'd probably still be in the same situation if it weren't
for the fact that my ex wife finally allowed my son to come live with me. He's 13 years old now and this is
the first year where he's been with me the entire time. It's brought life to my very dark world. I continue on
for the love of my son. I continue on because I know how heart broken I was to lose my best friend.
No matter how much pain we're in.. there are *ALWAYS OTHER PEOPLE AROUND THAT LOVE YOU*.
The song that was playing?
I watch how the moon
Sits in the sky in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
And the sun doesn't give light to the moon assuming
The moon's going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
You do
Favors then rapidly, you just
Turn around and start asking me about
Things you want back from me
I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head!
Rest in Paradise
Andrew J. Milkovich
9.10.1983 - 3.12.2017
Chester Bennington
3.20.1976 - 7.20.2017
💗
Hope your friend’s in a good place now, hopefully with Chester
And it’s great that you can be with your son, I hope he likes Linkin Park
In loving memory
as I read this I cried
thank you for sharing your story
@@milyutsuya Shocked to get this message so long after I posted this. Mostly because I've had a rough couple days this week. Last night I couldn't help but feel alone even with my wife laying in bed next to me. I feel empty. I feel like even with her by my side when she falls asleep I'm completely alone.. started crying for awhile. My grandmother that raised me has dementia and is dying, my grandfather I was named after died last year, two of my best friends commit suicide, no friends these days.. my Uncle who is more like an older brother is killing himself with alcohol. All of this has sort of hit me at once in the last couple days and I feel stuck. Your comment came at the right time. Thank you.
@@austinbyte ❤
mental illnesses are terrifying.. rest in peace Chester...
moenochrome degenarate.
moenochrome that wasn't a mental illness you asshat
@@metalfan2346 depression is a mental illness asshat
@@metalfan2346 Depression is a mental illness, idiot.
@@oldaccountnewoneisxftpanda6585 depression is not a Illness,it's just a feeling,which you can't express
Cuz if it's illness,it means you are indirectly saying those who feel same due to some reason are mentally retarded
He needed prevention
Not cure
His brain was 100%fine
It were his emotions which didn't tollerated this cruel world
Don't call him mentally ill
Its called being mentally disturbed
**edit**
learnt from my mistakes
look
yes he was ill, and i totally understand it.
i guess i was'nt able explain a year back what i meant.
calling him ill like that doesnt sounds good.
its like you're sayin some cancer patient you have cancer.
its like your killing not just his hope but the who love him theirs too(now thats different he passed away years back). cmon guys atleast show some respect fir his family
hope yall got my point
thanks
Depression is a real issue with a lot of people. People who suffer from it including me may act like we are ok, but deep down inside we are not… the feeling of sadness, isolation, can be a bit much at times. The main feeling I get is that people are made at me, or don’t want to be around me. I can often cry out the blue for no apparent reason. If you know some one dealing with depression give them a hug let them know it’s ok here ok and that they can come to you when ever they need to..
A depressed person can also make an effort to try and stay happy, but when the sadness hits it can be unbearable
The man who saved millions but couldn’t save himself.
Do u know what was he depressed about
@@dominickraheem8459 nope, do you?
@@spideyman5171 no that’s why I was asking
@@dominickraheem8459 its because he was a victim of sexual abuse as a kid and his parents were divorce
here comes the clout
His eyes were sad and tired. RIP CHESTER thank you for the music!
Rossian Mei Castro I don’t know I been his fan very long since 90s
He best rocker
Now he just come out new albums
Why he die suddenly
I don’t get it
Why celebrities kill them self
When they finish new projects
I been depressed since 90 linkin Park help me that
He won’t kill himself for stupid thing
He love his family so much
I I hear a lot rumor
Government did it
Why nobody talk about linkin Park
It very weird
I think he try exposed some company
He remind me Tupac
He was popular since 90s
now 2017
That really weird he die
My friend
Told me something what’s she heard at her work
She meet some cold people in this group
She seen this group people with werid symbols many time at 7 floor building
They have list which celebrity or work for government who bf going die and it very werid too
It supports serect
Before Celebrating and work for government
They get kidnapped when they were child
Now she won’t answer my phone call
I think A lot people think it not real
They won’t admitted that
He murder
Stop assuming shit about things you have no idea about dumbass. Disrespectful fuck.
Stop disrespecting her you guys don't even understand what put Chester into this depression in the first place. The reason he led to kill himself is bc his best friend had committed suicide which started chesters depression in following all this he also found out his dad had some issues related to being a pedophile... after it just got worse down the line Chester took his life on the same day of the exact same month his friend had tooken his own life one year before chesters. So that's what you all need to know it's sad after so much of this has been talked about and how people say they don't understand and how much they love him, you all choose not to even look into why he died and reasons behind it. You're all so dull and some just plain retarded sorry, but not sorry you guys just don't understand or truly care. :/
We cannot do anything about our reality anymore. We are all healing. Lets stop saying non sense. And start respecting one another💖 we all love Chester💖
U mean.. " thank you for everything " or...
You can tell he was just so sad and done with life. Poor guy. 😢
I cry every time i see this video...
We miss you Chester😢!!
In the End... you DID really matter
Rossa4 ikr everyone loved him I wish he didn’t die
As someone who suffers from depression I can tell you that this is EXACTLY what depression can look like: a smile, laughter, having a good time. All while being secretly tortured on the inside. So this really doesn't surprise me. RIP Chester you and your band have had such a big influence on me and have helped me through so much!
DRUMMER 561 Keep your head high solider. You’re not the only one nor are you ever alone I promise 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Hey brian I hope ur ok. Can i ask if you know whats torturing ur heart? Is there something that you knoa missing im your life that made you depressed or you just feel depressed without. knowin whats the reason behind it?
@@KlaroBordo Same bro.
@@KlaroBordo we always here for you
Yeah that’s also exactly what happiness is like. But you can never tell what’s going on inside so this doesn’t make sense at all
If he posted this video and never died everyone would see him just as his happy self
Uhh Chester looks incredibly drained and stressed in this video, signs were definitely there
Depression is indeed like a poison, that unfortunately kills you slowly and silently : ( RIP Chester
He Sang like An Angel
Screamed like a demon
Died As A Legend
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Trini Vids are u fucking serious wtf is wrong with you
Trini Vids not funny nor did I laugh
@@devendraajodha yo candyrainass punk, want wome attention??
@@devendraajodha
Fuck You!
All the people saying he was murdered... yes he was. Murdered by Depression, actually.
God you're naive.
wdrumz
I think it's naive to think that people who are successful, rich and have a family that they care about can't get depressed and commit suicide, which a lot of the comments on this video seem to believe.
I believe he was molested it may have had something to with it unfortunately
Depression plays their own game. Chester just ended it before it got worse.
He was murdered because he knew about the pedophile ring. Stop believing what the news tells you
I felt him, because i struggled when i was at middleschool, because its so hard to get friends and do the work, i can see his fake smile, i can see his face doesnt look normal when he actually smiles. Thats what happened to me too. And i was lucky i made it out alive. R.I.P chester
Rest in Peace Chester, you will always be a legend.
He seemed like he was such an awesome father to them.
He was tho... but he was still destroyed inside...
🙂 he was n a great husband
He was just a very troubled man, and Chris dying killed him
It kills me everyday that that little boy lost his father that has to be the worst thing that can happen ever
Sadness is a normal thing
Depression isn't
You can never guess a persons pain inside, not even close to it
beautiful comment man.
It's possible to see, just not everyone pays enough attention
@@sarmad458 nope, you cant still know the full or "true" sadness of a person.
Hell, you won't even know the half of what they really feel.
I speak all of this by experience and collective stories from countless persons so what I say at least have some facts into it, I may be wrong tho, I ain't gonna deny that (knowing that humans could possibly do everything).
@@largocharles8729 Oh I meant that the human brain is actually capable of such. Come to think of it we usually limit our own brains by telling it what it can and can't do and convince ourselves that's the limit. Society also helps make that worse by advocating false limits. Science at its core luckily doesn't care what society says
@@largocharles8729 Also what I experience as my reality is not always true reality, however a human being with proper tools and self guidance or external guidance can become in sync with reality. Sort of like the experience of enlightenment, or Zen or nirvana or moksha or what have you. A possibility, not a fact. Reminded me of something I want to quote
"To see that one does not know anything truly opens the possibility to know" - Sadhguru
Its scary what a smile can hide 😢
Rest in Peace Chester 💔
my heart is empty, i miss you, Chester...we miss you. It's been 6 years, I'm still crying..
He was a coward for what he did to his family. Your life is not about you, ever. If people would ever understand this we might not have so many self centered cowards like him.
@@UglyAryansI reckon you stay inside that prison in ohio, world wouldn’t change one bit without ya anyway.
Damn, Rest in peace to the singer of one of my favorite bands throughout my life
I like how RUclips comments have all depression experts telling us what depression is.
@@riorio745 Yes it is bro, this recent years were so tough that many people are suffered through pain and madness life
........ I'm pretty sure that I've even been given a legal dissertation on the immorality of my personal opinions on RUclips by a 13 year old lawyer😂........or at least that's how it seemed at the time.
Literally and shaming each other like 'oh YOU dont know what depression looks like!'. Depression comes in so many shapes and forms that you can't just define it finitely.
Hey little boy you may not know this but depression hits hard!, So buckle up cause it's safe for sure not all of us make it out alive 💯
@@ifyoureplyyoureajuan4659 Little boy? Thanks, man. Appreciate it. You realize how atrocious your comment is? I never made light of depression…unlike you who literally made light of suicide. I never assumed that people don’t have depression. All I said is that you shouldn’t look for expert opinions on RUclips about the topic.
You can see the pain in his face 😢
Great men like Robin Williams, Chris Cornell and Chester Bennington were all sadly taken from us by the worst enemy of all, grief. While I take solace in the fact that their pain has ended, I as a fan can't help but sit here and grieve myself for the losses. Seeing this video and within the first few moments, watching the pain in his eyes, it makes that grief all that more real. R.I.P. Chester, you Chris and Robin are truly, truly missed 😞
Excuse me while I go binge Chris Cornell works... I'm born and raised in Alaska but have lived most of my adult life in Washington state.
I need to go give Chris some more of my time again. Tear on my heart strings a bit more.
What a voice that man had... What a voice.......
RIP Chris.
You forgot that they all used tons of cocaine and meth at early ages. Dont use drugs and you will be alight.
As someone also suffering with depression I can agree that this is what it looks like. No one WANTS to be depressed, so honestly you’re always desperately looking for something that will make you feel even a little bit better. Happy moments like these relieve some of the pressure, but it doesn’t take it away. Depression affects you when you’re alone. It’s the constant “What’s wrong with me?” “Why can’t I just be happy?” “Why can’t I just be normal?” with no answer because you know that your sadness doesn’t even make sense. So you don’t wanna talk about it, you don’t want to reach out because you feel insane for even having it. You downplay it, you push it away with the hopes that if you ignore it long enough it’ll go away. Because you don’t wanna be a burden to anyone, and you know even if you did expose yourself that you may even be beyond help and it would push people away when you need them the most. Depression is honestly one of the most soul-shattering and complicated issues that I have ever dealt with in my life. It’s gotten easier as I’ve had time to understand what it is that keeps me up at night and have slowly opened up to people that I trust to help. But hopefully this may help others understand what it feels like being in this position. I wouldn’t wish it upon my worst enemy. I wish you all the most happiness possible.
This comment was beautifully composed and hits home with me so accurately. I’ve suffered too and, like you, I wouldn’t wish it upon my worst enemy. People just simply don’t understand what it’s like to go through depression…..until they experience it themselves.
I absolutely would wish it on my worst enemy, having experienced a taste of how horrible it is.
To talk about depression openly like you have here, is an incredible demonstration of strength and I appreciate it.
I hope you're finding all the happiness you can, it is there for everyone, sometimes people just need help finding it.
This man was MURDERED don’t believe anything in the media. I’m not crazy or trolling it’s the TRUTH
As someone who's had depression 4x in my life, I know how it is. If I have it, I know it and won't hide it from anyone in my circle that cares to listen. I've accepted that I'm easily prone to it so it's a part of me whether I like it or not. I won't succumb to its evil spell though. I'm growing old and withered so depression can fuck off 🖕🖕🖕
You can literally just see he's not himself. He might smile, but it's in his eyes. Poor angel.
Tate :3 You have some good insight. Very few ppl can tell when there’s a deadness in a person’s eyes.
He was dead inside, but he still put on the smile for his children, he made them laugh until the end. An amazing person.
Winnie Blues mate an amazing person don’t kill them self when they have kids to raise. When you have kids it ain’t about you no more out life should revolve around your kids
Josiah Whisman
I dont think you understand the power of mental illness
That's really just ignorant. People with depression have a very high suicide rate. Step outside of your ignorance and understand the truth. Suicide is an epidemic, and the attitude you have towards it makes it even worse. Suicide is one of the leading causes of death. By 2030 its possible that more people will die from suicide than cancer. Educate yourself. Dont argue out of ego or bias. When you look at it objectively, you will see that suicide is a huge problem that affects good people
The really scary thing is that when someone finally makes the decision, they seem happy, because they’ve made the choice and a weight is off their shoulders.
Hahahaha no😂 you people are making goofy things up😂
Unfortunately, there really isn't much you can do but to just let it happen honestly.
It's incredible to imagine that a person who had everything suffered so much. Years later, I can only hope that his soul found peace in God's mercy. #RIPChester
Rest in peace Chester we won't forget you.😢
Nikola Krastev Pe6o the krik yes :(
Wow......... I'm literally heartbroken. So sorry about her loss. I miss you chester. Without him I wouldn't be the man I was now. Or even be here. Rest in peace.
Jose Olvera you wouldn't be here if you didn't listen to Linkin park??
fist full of anchovies They saved me. I wish I could have saved Chester back. I'm trully sad.....
You wouldnt be the man you are now? Youre not a man, just look at your absolutely pathetic cry for attention.
Randy Purcell it isn't a cry for attention actually. LP's music inspires people to keep on fighting however judging by your attitude I think you're just another person who doesn't know anything about this world and sees rainbows and unicorns
Enfictious First, LP music was not drsigned to give you hope, it was designed to make money, as it did.
Second, I hate rainbows and Unicorns.
Lets get a clue ok, not uncommon for drama seekers to come out after an actor or pop star dies and try to reap the attention rewards and play like they are some hardcore fan who was saved by this persons job.
Remember "leave brittany alone" there are literally 100's of thousands of over dramatic attention seekers just like that.
If you have any respect for chester you say: " rest in peace" or " our prayers to his family' or " your music was amazing, LP for life" ok. Thats normal.
This is how attention seekers/ attention stealers/ drama clowns/ drama nerds/ emo clowns/ stalkers/ obsessive fan boys/ liberals try to drama profit off of other peoples drama/deaths:
" omg, my life will be the same now that youre gone" or "you changed my life, i would never be who i am without you" or" " i wouldnt be the man i am today or even alive without you" or "i was a terrible drug addict spiraling out of control until i heard chesters music" or " chester inspired me not to kill myself, i cant believe hes gone, my world is changing again"
Just to name a few. So many ass clowns playing attention drama grab off his death. 90% of these clowns didnt even know his name before he died, they hear on the radio "chester bennington died" they like who is that, google it, omg chester bennington from linkin park he was my hero, he changed my terrible life, i was a looser before i heard him sing, my life used to be so bad but chester my main man chester saved me from my suicidal ways and nows hes killed himself.
Lol
Grow up people, yes chester was great artist, no he did not give a fuck about you, no his music did not save you.
Actually to be brutally honest and to slap you with a reality check, linkin park has actually been playing you, thats right, they took advantage of you, they made music that pulled at your emo emotions and your wallet wasnt far behind. Time to wake up.
Linkin park is a great band, well worth the money, because the music is cool. Not because the music is some sort of miracle cure for your ass clown feelings.
It’s so sad that u can still be depressed even when ur around ppl that make u happy it’s so sad and I miss linkin park
Heartbreaking. He was also wasted when we did it. As someone with severe clinical depression, the alcohol makes it so much worse and tricks you man. I have a feeling if he was sober he wouldn’t have.
He wasn't wasted. They found only a trace amount of alcohol in his system. Still, he was completely sober up to that point
You know. Depression isn’t a joke. I see a lot of people mocking it. Telling others to man up and stuff. Trust me, it’s the worst feeling ever, and I don’t know how to explain it. I’ve lost the sense of being happy , I feel down no matter how positive I wanna be. Feeling worthless and drinking too much to cover up the pain. I would never wish this feeling to my worst enemy. It’s the worst, And I mean it in every single word.
Ayman Alshehri tHANK YOU
Exactly.❤
You're right man. Sometimes drinking is the only option left to cope up a little.
Please please please people know this...I was saved from depression. One name above all names... His name is Jesus. Find him fast. He wants you to get to know him. He already knows you
I agree with you a 100 percent. It is like you are already in hell.
It's in his lyrics and has been there for years. He was amazing and strong for his entire life. Even strong people have a breaking point and get tired of being strong. Rest in peace Chester. You are loved and missed.
So true .
He look beautiful with a smile face,
He look pure with cry tears face,
He look humble with sadness face,
He look joyful with depressed face,
He look confident with energy body,
He look illusion with with memoirs,
He look confusion with with dignity,
He look hard with his screaming sound of the voice,
He look soft with his whispering sound of the voice.
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It's been many years without you but still feel like the same as you're always here with us. Your songs never ever going to disappear from us your songs never unforgettable it's always in our heads and in our hearts too. The lyrics gots locked forever in our life.
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The songs get plays automatically in our heads when we remember you anytime.
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The world loves you so much that's forever. Someday we'll be there together with many fans.
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RIP ches benings.
Greetings to ches Ben in heaven, happy new year 2023 from the earth 🌎 lots of loves 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
RIP Chester!! I still cry like you were family. :( Gone way too soon.
For people that have tried suicide, in a genuine way, you act completely normal. You don't act strange because then it's on people's radar and then they might clock that something is going to happen. You're happy, laughing and smiling. I think I also did it so people's last memories weren't bad ones. That's usually the difference between a cry for help and a genuine attempt, the run-up
I know all about that
I try to do it with medicine, but at the end I didn't have the courage to drink the mix of benzodiacepines that I prepared and I was crying like crazy
So true. When you genuinely want to die and commit suicide, you won't tell anyone. As soon as you do, your loved ones will not only be hurt by it but also may try to prevent you from dying.
@@dchapero6929 I've had it happen both ways with me before. It's been a short, spur of the moment quick decision but it's also been a planned out choice over time. One way or another, suicide sucks and people need more help to combat mental health
@@victorhugomartinezesparza5706 it's a hard thing to do. People say suicide is a cowards way out, that it's easy..but those people have clearly never gone through it before. As someone that's literally stood at the edge, the hardest thing to do is take that step into the air
3 years later, he's still here with us but we can't see him. R.I.P Angel
We will always miss you
As someone who has been suicidal multiple times - it's pure selfishness. You left your beautiful wife and kids fatherless. That's a compelling reason to stick around that so many of us who have been down that dark path don't have the luxury of having. Now they get to navigate life permanently damaged because you gave up. There is always hope. There is always an alternative. Life is a fking struggle, it is so hard, but being here is a blessing (ESPECIALLY with a family like yours). Our time in this plane of existence is short regardless, so make the most of it and learn/grow/evolve. You'll have an eternity to be dead. Don't be in a rush to get there.
These are the words explaining the whole life! Thank you for this, it's truly means a lot
Excellent words mate
Chester battled with his demons since he was a frantic little kid. But, I'm truly happy that he had moments like these before he passed.
You might not be alive physically but, your voice, your art will always stay immortal in the hearts of those you've reached and will reach in the future.
For now, I hope you're at peace old friend, without pain or any kind of suffering.
Abhilash `Nox` Baruah I love this.❤️
Well said 🙌
sounds are also physical things too, you know that right? lol why does everyone want to make it seem so metaphysical we dont live in an incorporeal world, everything is solid, so to suggest there is this 'other' dimension where you dont see things is just simply ludicrous.
@@TRVPHAUS you're a piece of meat on a floating ball in the middle of an infinite constantly growing nothingness. Space time can literally bend, you have no goddamn clue what is real or possible. Its wild that we think we know anything at all. We dont know shit about shit. You don't
@@TRVPHAUS have you ever tried DMT?
Gosh, he looks worn out here, and despite the smile, his eyes express melancholy. I'm glad he had the solace of his family in his last moments, affording him some warmth, some laughter, before the all-engulfing darkness of nothingness. RIP
Guys...I can't, five seconds in and already my soul is crushed to dust from just looking at Chester, dude looked like he was so done with life, if only we did something to save him 😢 😔 💔
It’s fucking devastating man. It makes my heart hurt seeing him like this just before the inevitable
He knew alot of the horrors of Pedowood and The criminals in charge.
I believe so...there are so many unbelievable things going on...I hope that Chester's soul has found some peace 😢
Noooo.... It's hurting
Jude Pillai aren't you just a ray of fucking sunshine
Kasthuri Velladurai Feel sorry his kids their dad was a coward and killed himself and left them.
+Chris Henson He didn't kill himself. He was murdered by a Clinton agent
yeah it fucking does
Yes. he did kill himself. its sad but its the truth
😢😢😭❤❤❤
we all miss him but he is in a better place now
Is your youtube name reffering to him??
Christopher Lyle
Probably
Cledon a little obsessivle.. My sister knew a chick whod write letters to the late kurt cobain
Me too!!! 😭
It's been fourteen years this month, where my best friend took his own life. We were, in high school, "against the world", just the two of us. The walks, the bike rides, skipping rocks in the river, going where ever we felt. We used to draw a lot, & he somehow made me develop upon the skill. However, when i heard of his passing, i kept a lot of guilt, & sadly the anger & sadness i felt, led me to quit drawing. In a fit of not wanting to be reminded, i must've burned or torn the pictures i drew. I had convinced myself that i failed him. He passed days before valentine's day, & it was the first one where i felt truly alone. The walks never felt the same, the relationships i had after didn't feel right. I wrote songs, & today, they're still painful to perform.
The feeling i had 14 years back, remains - one of sadness, the "I really don't wanna deal with or see anyone/anything". I still wish, i could've done something to help. But i was just a kid then, I still am. Depression is one hell of a sentence, when we're already damaged by life circumstances/situations.
R.I.P. Chester, you live on & give hope to those facing their own turmoils.
R.I.P Syd, I know you're keeping watch. I love & miss you lots.
Eyebrows give away the tiredness numbness and just pointlessness of it all. Like treading under the water of everything drowning forgetting how to swim. For as long as the sun setting has been in his songs yes probably been there.
Yeah Bro.
He's trying hard to hide his emotions with a smile, trying to make his family laugh bit you can still see the pain in his eyes 😥😥 RIP Chester... your music still helps me through the days when I feel like giving up ❤️
Despite him smiling, it almost looks like he's in anguish... straining and struggling to keep the fears, demons and insecurities from involuntarily bursting out from within him.
Its not that deep. Chester didn’t kill himself. He just knew too much about the pedophiles in Hollywood
@@0rnery0verwatch yeah dude, mental illness is a motherfucker. I just wish Chester was able to get the help he needed and maybe he would still be alive if he did.
or maybe he had a real smile cause hes with his kids🤦🏻♂️ you overthink too much. ik many ppl who have depression and have real genuine moments.
what pain?
I had a friend in 10th grade that struggled with depression. But when you were around him, it was hard to tell. A couple days after him I last hung out, he told his parents and brother that he was gonna hang himself. They didn’t believe him, thought he was just trying to get attention. Until they found him a few hours later. First friend I ever lost, after that they started dropping like flies. I lost another one 3 days after that from the same thing. Now I struggle with depression, but music and god keeps me going. Probably doesn’t help that my fiancé struggles with it, as well as borderline personality disorder. It makes it rough on me, but I won’t give up on someone for what they’re going through or whatever mental health issues they have. Because I know it’s not her fault. It’s everything she has been through and all the trauma she has endured throughout her life.
I love that this is a funny and silly video, although what happened afterwards was so tragic.
He had 6 kids ;( And i bet they were depressed after hearing the news about his dad
〖『Fantastic Gamer』〗2 you don’t joke about that
〖『Fantastic Gamer』〗2 yeah that's really fucked up
Amen
Considering I've been in a similar position; that is sick. It's not a joke.
u kinda left him hanging this morning u know?
Its been 3 years but im still broken.😭 Love you chester!❤
2 years actually
5
@@vinmulf171 yeah buddy. 5 years and I still miss that legend.
Just seeing this video for the first time, and instantly recognized that look in his eyes, I've seen it in my own. Smiles can hide such sadness, and a wonderful soul left us. Chester will be missed by the many people who's lives he saved, and those who loved him. R.i.p.
This is a precious video for the future
Freaking miss him until this day. Never got a chance to meet him in person.
Neither did I never got to see them live either
I wish there was something I could've done but there's no use blaming myself. Chester was a legend, still is
Morgan Lemons wtf
YOU AGAIN!? XD
Heroes get remembered, legends never die
DanGi CSGO he did tho
Oooh edgy XD
He wanted to leave others with a happy memory which shows how much care he has.
I was and still am devastated that he left the way the did.. As many other fans, I could recognize myself in Chester's songs, been suffering from chronic, severe depression, anxiety and trauma myself, I've been close to taking my own life at one point too. I wonder if he knew at the time.. Usually a person is described as happy and blissful after they've planned it, because they know it's all gonna end soon. But here he looks so sad..
Almost everyone who survives s**cide, say they regretted it just after they jumped/cut etc. That they are happy they didn't die. I've been there myself, and I can tell you it is absolutely worth it to reach out! It's been 6 years since I was hospitalized, and although my life is far from perfect, I am in a much better place than I used to be, because I got help. Therapy is a b*tch, but it really does help. Please don't give up. You deserve to live long enough to live a good life, and you'll never get that opportunity if you end it here 🧡
There's more comments talking about bad comments than there are bad comments
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Lol
Working Title ikr
Now, this is a good fuckin comment
My friend had the same smile the night before he took his own life... some people are hiding alot of pain,and it's just passed on to those who are left behind. I hate that we live in a world in which many people decide to leave prematurely,here we are in .2022 I understand it more now.. our planet is sick. And the people we need the most keep leaving. 💙R.i.p Chester
R.i.p Ricky 💙
I know some depressed people are happy when they’ve made that decision to go, because it can feel like an impending relief. It can actually be a warning sign of suicide if someone very down is suddenly happy or peaceful, or giving away belongings and saying veiled goodbyes.
@@nondescriptbeing5944this is all true but chester was a man of family. HE WAS ALREADY INVESTED IN HIS LIFE. it doesn’t make a lick of sense think for a second. Everyone just takes it like it is without asking any questions. There’s actually lots of things that could indicate he was murdered. Look into the conspiracies, this time I firmly believe they’re true. I can feel it. This video shows you that this is a man who knows about his responsibilities. Everyone who blindly believes the media is actually letting him down. I know it sounds crazy and it’s a tough pill to swallow but once you learn of what they’re capable of you’ll never come back to normal
Your friend was a coward and a pu$$y....rip my ass.
@@billysunday7507 weird that you would come into this thread and this video to say something like that. you must be a very bitter twisted parasite. get help
@@RJPK94 I am working on it.
I see a lot of nasty comments. I’m not on anyone’s side but it needs to stop right now. Anyone is free to believe in whatever they want regardless if they are religious or not.
Everyone gets depressed, they can’t help it, it’s only an emotion, we’re all human at the end of the day. Yeah, we all put on fake smiles when we are with people but depression & having mental issues are no joke but if anyone wants to poke fun out of depression then you have no soul.
"ive tried so hard, and got so far, but in the end its doesn;t even matter"
People who disliked this video obviously don't understand what people are going through after his death.
rysnake Summerfield I understand a few people did it simply coz they couldn't handle the fact he was gone but most were coz if you look at these comments...idiots are here
I would hate to see how the drama queens are effected when a parent or sibling dies if they get this upset over a millionaire musician who did not know them nor care about them. It would be nooses and shotguns all round if they got a fucking paper cut. Generation Delicate need their heads sorted.
P D yes. You do need your head sorted coz you have no idea wth you’re talking about
As genuine as that smile is surrounded by family, I can still see the sadness in his eyes. Depression sucks. Just know that regardless, you have people that love you even if it doesn’t seem that way. With depression your mind plays tricks on you, doubting the relationships you’ve built. I’m guilty of it.
Regardless whatever the story is behind it all, I hope Chester rests in peace
Watching this after hearing his (linkin park) latest song published...
Its heavy man...
I still cant believe the day he left us that time.
I was stocking some stuffs at shelves during work ,when i heard about it. That was most blue day i ever had on that year..
He is just weak person who gave up and did nothing
Alcohol and drugs made his dopamine and serotonin level go down, cause receptors are not working after high dose of dopamine levels and it made him sad and depressed or lonely, less confident
He should have taken anti depressants before
In a Interview recently on Costas channel on RUclips he said he was murdered by a woman named Liz Molina never heard of her before.
Felt that I had it. Was not ever happy when I was by myself. Only around people I could mascarate or feel normal... happy. I don't know if I ever truly feel happy. Depressed, disappointed,angry... they are there and I know. Tried travel, drinking, partying, substances, multiple attempts of s...e but in the end a very long time passed I am still sitting on a chair and cannot be what I want to be. This that I am still are! It may temporarily go away, days, hours, minutes,months, years...but it comes but ...always. And life my ticket out of there hidden. I even drive myself crazy thinking that people have serious problems..snap out of it. Nothing....is there, is a rollercoaster of madness and tears. Memories of guilt,shame and traumas. I pray I am grateful for what I have. But I want to be normal also by myself. Only then I will realize I got the life ticket out of this shithole!!! Thank you for listening
People think depression is about being sad and looking sad and crying and crawling up in a ball in a darkness with a dark cloud over your head. That is not what depression is. You can be extremely happy and feeling really great WHILE being entirely depressed and suicidal every second. Society needs to understand that depression is a lot more than we think it is. Often times, it’s just life. It’s just living every day which can be insurmountable for many of us.
I teach karate and about 20 years ago I went through a tough depression that was hard to shake. Before starting the first class of the day I would be in the office with my head down feeling very drained. when it was time to teach I would be incredibly animated. People would make comments on how motivated I get them, and how much fun class is. After class I would go right back to feeling miserable. I didn’t care or have any pride in my accomplishments. I also felt no gratitude. I tried running, exercise, reading, but still very depressed. Around friends I joked a lot, but when alone I felt very dead inside. I went to a martial arts convention in Florida and listened to a speaker who’s name is Jhoon Rhee. I learned then he was friends with Bruce Lee, Muhammad Ali’s martial arts instructor, and he made Tae Kwon Do popular in the United States. I remember feeling very heavy sitting and listening to Rhee, but as he spoke I felt this weird needle feeling flowing out of my body and leave out of my finger tips. I then stood up immediately feeling so light, and kept saying I’m not depressed over and over with a look of amazement. My instructor kept telling me to sit down, but I felt so energetic. The crazy thing that happened next was Rhee invited me on stage to help him with a demonstration. Jhoon Rhee has an amazing inspirational presentation that I’m sure is on RUclips. In his 70’s he would demonstrate that he could do 100 push-ups in 60 seconds , and many other cool things. Depression is a very serious illness, and it’s very heartbreaking when it ends tragically. I hope that anyone reading this and going through a hard time can see the beautiful person you are.
Chester look like a cool uncle in this. But R.I.P. chester. He will always be remembered
It’s sad to think he never really understood himself completely.. the eyes never lie though. Even behind his smiles.. the eyes never lie. There was a lot there.
@@asbestosfibers1325 This has the same energy as "Aliens."
I completely agree...
Although, I wouldn't say he never understood himself, he just wanted his last moments with his family to be positive, and that alone is something worth remembering about him~
We all miss him so much, but let's hope he's at peace now~
He was working on a Documentary about child trafficking with the Anthony Bordaine and Chris cornell. All 3 end up dead, That's a mathematically impossible coincidence
Right!!!
One of the greatest artist of all time.
Rest in Peace!
Yep
Lame, the band sucks
Lets not go overboard.
@@melanieflores8602 your a bitch so there’s that but I won’t go overboard about how you are one 😂
Not even fucking close.