So many people lost to addiction I lost my husband to it and now I am raising 2 kids without him. I was a widow at the age of 32... Please if you or someone you know is using please get help your life is to precious. I today finally got my own Narcan kit. Even thou I don't hang around anyone who uses you never know who you will come across in your daily life at a store a Dunkin bathroom or a restaurant please carry a Narcan kit you never know if you possibly might need to save a life .... RIP Mike Owens Jr you are truly missed
My son just recently passed all alone of a heroin/fentynal overdose. I've been really hurting wondering what his last moments alive were like. Was he hurting? Was he panicking? Or did he just go to sleep and not wake up. This video has helped me somewhat understand what he was going thru in those last minutes of his precious life. Thank you for posting. I think knowing he didn't physically suffer helps somewhat 😢
There was absolutely no pain. I promise you it was all blissful. I’ve overdosed before. Woke up in an ambulance going 100mph down the highway. No pain whatsoever. I wouldn’t have known any better than I just fell asleep.
@@TFoTLIVES thank you. I just don't know why he did it. He always said the drugs made him feel good. I had him in so many rehabs but he always went back to the drugs. I just blame myself for not giving him one more chance but everytime I let him come home he would steal and sell everything I had. The last time he ask to come home I told him no and told him it was time to pull himself out of the addiction. I never dreamed it would end this way. I always knew it could but I refused to believe it would. My heart will forever be broken till I see him again.
@@sonjagodwin2103 I’m so sorry. The demon we call addiction is something that doesn’t show any mercy to the people who meet it. It truly is a disease. It changes who you are and what you do. Just remember that it wasn’t actually the person who you loved who caused them to pass away. But the disease. There is no pain, and no suffering. Don’t think of it as your fault, ever. It was absolutely no one’s fault.
I just lost my nephew 4days ago from a heroin overdose it's so so sad he struggled everyday with his recovery but the heroin won . He just wasn't strong enough to beat the addiction now he nolonger has to fight with the battle he's at peace
I woke up in an Ambulance from fentynal they took me to the hosptial finished my narcan drip went back home and finished the bag I was in a awful place thank god I'm doing better
What bothers me is thinking about all the times I OD'd and had no clue. Falling out and waking up hours later like WTF. I'm getting anxious as I type this. The disease of addiction is real and scary as fuck. I have 7 years 5 months and 3 days clean. It gets easier but I'm not cured by no means.
My cousin was found unresponsive yesterday and died..we're waiting on autopsy and toxicology because he was 26 but it's most likely due to the heroin 😔😔
Please don’t think from the guy who shot up his girlfriend and then “breathed” for her by pushing her back that this is a realistic option instead of calling for help. If true at all, he is insanely lucky that she is not dead or brain-damaged, and that he isn’t in jail for manslaughter. Call and be honest about what happened.
I'm so sorry. I just lost a friend to an overdose on Oct 14 in San Francisco. You're not alone in your sadness and loss. I hope the best for you and your family. Stay strong.
Yeah I've over dosed alot also..this shit is so grimmy, u could see you best friend who you grew up with, or brother even overdose, u go thru their pockets and take there dope and money. Then call 911....They only thing in the world that would have u do this...just a piece of shit to society...why God
if herion was legal, addicts would know the actuall dose. as well as be assured its not cut with crap. i am not saying that making it legal would be great, however, when making it illegal doesnt work, perhaps we should try somethin else
Disagree. Maybe we should take all that money we spend on the drug wars and use it to treat the disease of addiction. Are you gonna kill all the bar owners also? Treatment by any addiction. Specialist start with three months to two years. Most insurance gives you a three to twenty one days to completely change you life and rewire your brain
Tom Gowen There is a criminal element associated with drugs that is not present with alcohol. I"m all for treatment for the addicts. It would be great if all insurance policies covered it. That is a different subject than those who supply these dangerous drugs to people everyday knowing they are killing them.
As Trail said, it is probably something they found shameful and scary, but showing that to others is even worse, so humor and a “meh I don’t care” attitude is a way to make it not as bad.
I was drinking Alcohol, doing Xanax, and had never done heroin before had Dude shoot me up. I Automatically ODed. Dude was an Amputee he pushed me out of his Car it was Freezing outside February in Ohio. He woke up my Parents they Drug me in the house didn't call 911 till next morning. I think for one divine intervention, the Cold, kept me alive, I had Hypothermia, Frostbite, and couldn't breathe very well. That's just one of my near death Experiences
@@tripical omg 19 is so young. As an addict to codeine I know somewhat of how you're feeling. I hope we can all recover fully from these pills! Sending my love and prayers 🙏🏻
My Nephew was found unresponsive blood comming out his nose he just turned 23 found O.D. on Opiates and Alcohol was easy access his father has pain Medecations at home for his server back problens 11/30/2019
Whose idea was it to run the music so loud you can't concentrate on what is being said? I made it 1 min 56 sec into this video and turned it off. Oh well...
Erica Rae Hovey incarnated Dec 9 1986 passed on Nov 28 2019 I was blessed to have you as my best friend since 1994 I love you now and until we meet again peaches my love to you
Cutting the drug dealers dont give a fuck who they kill its how people die taking "xanax" because its xanax cut with fent if they can make more of the drug especially if theyre really desperate for money they will sell you fucked up shit that will kill you for whatever money you got
The one interesting fact is that people make a conscious decision to try a drug, so they are responsible for the consequences. The same is true with drunk driving. People need to start accepting personal responsibility for their actions. Just Say No! I also carry Narcan with me when I am out since I have had to deal with a heroin OD at my house and didn't have any... Got two packs the next day... just in case.
Jon Frost when i started taking percocets at 14 1-10 times per year only 5 mg oxycodones, i had no clue you could be addicted. i found out on my own when i started taking 10 mgs at a time at 18 and then 20 and then 30 at a time and for a while now its been anywhere from 90mgs oxycodone to 150 mgs per day or 30mg to 90mg of opana oxymorphone per day. now i just want to end my life.
Tyler: I've been where you are myself... Suicidal... and suicide is never the answer. Rehab, group therapy, DBT in some cases all can help. I didn't mean to sound unfeeling. I have managed to avoid dual diagnosis (drugs or alcohol) myself. There is help out there, but you have to find it and want to change your behavior. Here in western MA, we have a terrible heroin/opioid/Fentanyl epidemic and people dying every day. I carry Narcan when I can and have had to administer it on one occasion. The person survived, but was out of the ER and right back on the streets looking for her next fix. I wish you luck in your search for help... Jon
I don't feel sorry for any of these ppl. They are 9ld enough to know what drugs mean. I feel sorry only for kids who has to suffer from war and hunger. And none of them seem like it was a tragedy, laughing and talking about how it was awesome ans shit... Having tattoos, drinking alcohol every fucking night, using drugs and sleeping with different ppl every time is not gonna make you happy. If it was mist of the ppl in US wouldn't be depressed! They do what system wants... Drugs, alcohol, weed, sex, this and that just brings more money for system. One day I watched It's always sunny in Philadelphia. Only one episode and I got disgusted! Making comedy about 2 good friends sleeping w the same women and finding out later etc etc. Are you fucking serious? How this can be something funny? US has the most HPV diseases etc. Ppl should protest this kind of shows, movies etc. They shape our young generation.
@Baris ve Esitlik Please don’t talk that type of way about something you absolutely can not understand unless you’ve been there. That’s the thing, you cannot judge someone from not hearing the full story beginning to end. Everybody on this earth has something they battle with, or battle with due to someone they care and love deeply about. You could of wrote your message and without even knowing it 10yrs down the road your struggling with an addiction, someone you care for and love deeply could possibly sat you down to tell you they’ve been battling with addiction and reached out to you for help because you might’ve been there for everything else for that person, or they could continue to try everything to keep you from finding out because they rather try to be understood by someone instead of shamed. Someone could be in the heat of the moment, pressured to split with a friend/family member not knowing something so potent was in the supply and next thing you know you wake up in ICU you could be in the battle with your addiction receiving the same thing from that same person you have for years + without the thought of it being cut. You never know how some end up in a situation they’re in or a battle they’re struggling with. Instead of being disrespectful you could of not wrote anything or simply gave a little bit of encouragement. (The little bit of laughter could be due to how they show discomfort/emotions a lot of people do that on topics that aren’t even related. Some rather give a bit of a laugh than show sadness etc either way though something most likely would of been said about that to if were what happen. Most people going through an od go unconscious and wake up in the hospital if caught noticed in due time, some can come out of it before having to go to the hospital, some wake up in the hospital and don’t know what even happened and some don’t make it and some end up on a ventilator and sometimes lucky to get another chance to try in life.) Wherever you are today 2 years later I hope it’s going good and hope you have a good rest of your day/night wherever in the world you might be. Take care.☻
So many people lost to addiction I lost my husband to it and now I am raising 2 kids without him. I was a widow at the age of 32... Please if you or someone you know is using please get help your life is to precious. I today finally got my own Narcan kit. Even thou I don't hang around anyone who uses you never know who you will come across in your daily life at a store a Dunkin bathroom or a restaurant please carry a Narcan kit you never know if you possibly might need to save a life .... RIP Mike Owens Jr you are truly missed
I’m so sorry for your loss, you sound like an amazing woman xxx
My son just recently passed all alone of a heroin/fentynal overdose. I've been really hurting wondering what his last moments alive were like. Was he hurting? Was he panicking? Or did he just go to sleep and not wake up. This video has helped me somewhat understand what he was going thru in those last minutes of his precious life. Thank you for posting. I think knowing he didn't physically suffer helps somewhat 😢
There was absolutely no pain. I promise you it was all blissful. I’ve overdosed before. Woke up in an ambulance going 100mph down the highway. No pain whatsoever. I wouldn’t have known any better than I just fell asleep.
@@TFoTLIVES thank you. I just don't know why he did it. He always said the drugs made him feel good. I had him in so many rehabs but he always went back to the drugs. I just blame myself for not giving him one more chance but everytime I let him come home he would steal and sell everything I had. The last time he ask to come home I told him no and told him it was time to pull himself out of the addiction. I never dreamed it would end this way. I always knew it could but I refused to believe it would. My heart will forever be broken till I see him again.
@@sonjagodwin2103 I’m so sorry. The demon we call addiction is something that doesn’t show any mercy to the people who meet it. It truly is a disease. It changes who you are and what you do. Just remember that it wasn’t actually the person who you loved who caused them to pass away. But the disease. There is no pain, and no suffering. Don’t think of it as your fault, ever. It was absolutely no one’s fault.
I lost my son to heroin addiction, 10 years of treatment Christ I miss him every day. I will always love you T.J.
Chris Wright ;(
I'm so sorry you lost your boy :(
My boy, Tyler Jeffrey (TJ) as well. I miss him with every breath.
Sorry bro, cant imagine your pain....
So very sorry for your loss xxxx
My son died from heroin fentanyl overdose
RiP CMU 7/27/80 - 8/22/17
Gone but not forgotten!!
I just lost my nephew 4days ago from a heroin overdose it's so so sad he struggled everyday with his recovery but the heroin won . He just wasn't strong enough to beat the addiction now he nolonger has to fight with the battle he's at peace
My only son RIP, until we meet again.
I love you
Gia, I'm so very sorry about your son.
I woke up in an Ambulance from fentynal they took me to the hosptial finished my narcan drip went back home and finished the bag I was in a awful place thank god I'm doing better
kathryn mcmahon God bless you guys
I’m glad you’re okay
I hope you’re still good xxx
@@samanthasmile8150 thanks for checking on me. Yes I'm doing great . In the best place of my life. Thanms again
@@Dopesickgypsy that’s good to know x
I’m glad you guys are alive👍🏼
What bothers me is thinking about all the times I OD'd and had no clue. Falling out and waking up hours later like WTF. I'm getting anxious as I type this. The disease of addiction is real and scary as fuck. I have 7 years 5 months and 3 days clean. It gets easier but I'm not cured by no means.
Stay strong King
Lost my best friend to a fentnayl overdose back in September R.I.P randall i love you miss you so much
My cousin was found unresponsive yesterday and died..we're waiting on autopsy and toxicology because he was 26 but it's most likely due to the heroin 😔😔
I’m so very sad for your loss x
I'm afraid the audio problems made this video too difficult to watch. It is probably very informative.
audio is more balanced when the narrator is not speaking, the people being interviewed can be heard pretty easily
Please don’t think from the guy who shot up his girlfriend and then “breathed” for her by pushing her back that this is a realistic option instead of calling for help. If true at all, he is insanely lucky that she is not dead or brain-damaged, and that he isn’t in jail for manslaughter. Call and be honest about what happened.
sound balance for your next vid please.
Very informative---thanks for doing this!
RIP Kaylin 1/10/98-1/6/18 Fly high baby!! 😢😢😢😢 Another baby lost to this shit.
Us too. Our precious daughter. Not right or fair. 40 days ago. Each day without her has hurt like hell.. so sorry for your loss ❤🙏
That simulation was terrifying
I lost my son to an overdose oct,4 he was 28 can't get over it R,i.p. aaron
I'm so sorry. I just lost a friend to an overdose on Oct 14 in San Francisco. You're not alone in your sadness and loss. I hope the best for you and your family. Stay strong.
RIP James Cockrell Jr. Another lost to this drug. That is and will always be my son's daddy 💔 8-23-1989 8-5-2018
It seems like the interviews were well done and thought out, to bad you can't hear them over the music.
Rest in the sweetest peace Nick 🙏
Yeah I've over dosed alot also..this shit is so grimmy, u could see you best friend who you grew up with, or brother even overdose, u go thru their pockets and take there dope and money. Then call 911....They only thing in the world that would have u do this...just a piece of shit to society...why God
if herion was legal, addicts would know the actuall dose. as well as be assured its not cut with crap. i am not saying that making it legal would be great, however, when making it illegal doesnt work, perhaps we should try somethin else
We should do something else. We need to start giving the Death Penalty to drug pushers.
Disagree. Maybe we should take all that money we spend on the drug wars and use it to treat the disease of addiction. Are you gonna kill all the bar owners also? Treatment by any addiction. Specialist start with three months to two years. Most insurance gives you a three to twenty one days to completely change you life and rewire your brain
Tom Gowen
There is a criminal element associated with drugs that is not present with alcohol. I"m all for treatment for the addicts. It would be great if all insurance policies covered it. That is a different subject than those who supply these dangerous drugs to people everyday knowing they are killing them.
There was a criminal element with alcohol at one time. It didn't work out well
Bartenders Serve alcohol to persons that due as direct result each day
16:51 .. I lost someone I loved this way :(
Jim James ..Me too, my son 😢
I am heartfelt sorry, my son made it after 16 long years, I always say a prayer for some of his friends who were not so lucky
:(
I lost a woman that I was in-love with or over six-years. I can't stand it :(
Jim James man like you make me feel stronger....the you
I can't understand why this people are laughing about their experiences. Dying overdosing and coming back to life it's not a matter of laughing to me.
Lisbett De Leon probably out of embarassment
As Trail said, it is probably something they found shameful and scary, but showing that to others is even worse, so humor and a “meh I don’t care” attitude is a way to make it not as bad.
When life gives you lemons
My Only daughter died from a fentanyl overdose. A nightmare of a life
Please feel better with time
Where was the outrage when black people were dying from the crack epidemic in the 80s?
I was drinking Alcohol, doing Xanax, and had never done heroin before had Dude shoot me up. I Automatically ODed. Dude was an Amputee he pushed me out of his Car it was Freezing outside February in Ohio. He woke up my Parents they Drug me in the house didn't call 911 till next morning. I think for one divine intervention, the Cold, kept me alive, I had Hypothermia, Frostbite, and couldn't breathe very well. That's just one of my near death Experiences
I Lost my son Ivan to heroin and fentanyl he overdosed 😭 I miss my son so much if only if I was there to help him 🙏🏼😭 he was alone.
I’m really sorry for your loss, to loose a child is awful xxx
I’m sorry to hear, I’m 19 been on heroin and Xanax and fentanyl for years.it’s hard
@@tripical omg 19 is so young. As an addict to codeine I know somewhat of how you're feeling. I hope we can all recover fully from these pills! Sending my love and prayers 🙏🏻
15:05 very important- if you have no narcan, do respiratory assistance. Cover the nose and mouth with a tight seal, and blow, blow, blow...
Yo why is that loud azz music playing??? And it sounds terrible😒
9:33 well not sleeping tonight
@@briannotafan3368 👍 😉
4:59 VERY IMPORTANT
Fentanyl has taken this to a whole new level.😢
My Nephew was found unresponsive blood comming out his nose he just turned 23 found O.D. on Opiates and Alcohol was easy access his father has pain Medecations at home for his server back problens 11/30/2019
Whose idea was it to run the music so loud you can't concentrate on what is being said?
I made it 1 min 56 sec into this video and turned it off.
Oh well...
patience, it gets better
@@PinacoladaMatthew
No patience, cuz... it gets LOUDER.
Erica Rae Hovey incarnated Dec 9 1986 passed on Nov 28 2019 I was blessed to have you as my best friend since 1994 I love you now and until we meet again peaches my love to you
Rip Jeff
I’ve seen overdoses and had people I know overdose. I’m just numb to it now.
te amo
How does anthrax get in heroin lol
Cutting the drug dealers dont give a fuck who they kill its how people die taking "xanax" because its xanax cut with fent if they can make more of the drug especially if theyre really desperate for money they will sell you fucked up shit that will kill you for whatever money you got
The one interesting fact is that people make a conscious decision to try a drug, so they are responsible for the consequences. The same is true with drunk driving. People need to start accepting personal responsibility for their actions. Just Say No!
I also carry Narcan with me when I am out since I have had to deal with a heroin OD at my house and didn't have any... Got two packs the next day... just in case.
Jon Frost when i started taking percocets at 14 1-10 times per year only 5 mg oxycodones, i had no clue you could be addicted. i found out on my own when i started taking 10 mgs at a time at 18 and then 20 and then 30 at a time and for a while now its been anywhere from 90mgs oxycodone to 150 mgs per day or 30mg to 90mg of opana oxymorphone per day. now i just want to end my life.
Tyler:
I've been where you are myself... Suicidal... and suicide is never the answer. Rehab, group therapy, DBT in some cases all can help.
I didn't mean to sound unfeeling. I have managed to avoid dual diagnosis (drugs or alcohol) myself. There is help out there, but you have to find it and want to change your behavior. Here in western MA, we have a terrible heroin/opioid/Fentanyl epidemic and people dying every day. I carry Narcan when I can and have had to administer it on one occasion. The person survived, but was out of the ER and right back on the streets looking for her next fix. I wish you luck in your search for help...
Jon
The first dose is free... its in your medicine cabinet.
You dont get it
Why most of Americans addicated
I don't feel sorry for any of these ppl. They are 9ld enough to know what drugs mean. I feel sorry only for kids who has to suffer from war and hunger. And none of them seem like it was a tragedy, laughing and talking about how it was awesome ans shit... Having tattoos, drinking alcohol every fucking night, using drugs and sleeping with different ppl every time is not gonna make you happy. If it was mist of the ppl in US wouldn't be depressed! They do what system wants... Drugs, alcohol, weed, sex, this and that just brings more money for system. One day I watched It's always sunny in Philadelphia. Only one episode and I got disgusted! Making comedy about 2 good friends sleeping w the same women and finding out later etc etc. Are you fucking serious? How this can be something funny? US has the most HPV diseases etc. Ppl should protest this kind of shows, movies etc. They shape our young generation.
@Baris ve Esitlik
Please don’t talk that type of way about something you absolutely can not understand unless you’ve been there. That’s the thing, you cannot judge someone from not hearing the full story beginning to end. Everybody on this earth has something they battle with, or battle with due to someone they care and love deeply about. You could of wrote your message and without even knowing it 10yrs down the road your struggling with an addiction, someone you care for and love deeply could possibly sat you down to tell you they’ve been battling with addiction and reached out to you for help because you might’ve been there for everything else for that person, or they could continue to try everything to keep you from finding out because they rather try to be understood by someone instead of shamed. Someone could be in the heat of the moment, pressured to split with a friend/family member not knowing something so potent was in the supply and next thing you know you wake up in ICU you could be in the battle with your addiction receiving the same thing from that same person you have for years + without the thought of it being cut.
You never know how some end up in a situation they’re in or a battle they’re struggling with. Instead of being disrespectful you could of not wrote anything or simply gave a little bit of encouragement.
(The little bit of laughter could be due to how they show discomfort/emotions a lot of people do that on topics that aren’t even related. Some rather give a bit of a laugh than show sadness etc either way though something most likely would of been said about that to if were what happen. Most people going through an od go unconscious and wake up in the hospital if caught noticed in due time, some can come out of it before having to go to the hospital, some wake up in the hospital and don’t know what even happened and some don’t make it and some end up on a ventilator and sometimes lucky to get another chance to try in life.)
Wherever you are today 2 years later I hope it’s going good and hope you have a good rest of your day/night wherever in the world you might be. Take care.☻
@@kaylynn174 well said, thank you Kay
@@kaylynn174 Amen, girl, thank you!
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