Me talking about the voices in my head. EDIT: 16/01/2023 Shop is COMING SOON and is in the making! Follow to keep up to date! Art Instagram: / albino.fawn
I just want to say thank you. You definitely don't deserve the struggle and stress. I can't imagine what you go through on a daily basis. I wish you the best, and hope tomorrow will be a good day for you.
I'm 34 , and I have had schizophrenia from the age of 13 on , it's a very hard thing .. also the days you wake up mad because you woke up and you know that day isn't going to be a "good" day ... ya :) . also happy birthday :)
FOMORii Please tell me! 1. Feeling like someone is always home with me, to the point where I lock myself in my room for hours. 2. Hearing voices that aren’t mine telling me to do stuff 3. People talking to or about me that aren’t 4. Feeling unsafe outside 5. Feeling two or more people yelling at me or arguing with me. 6. Severe insomnia because I see figures. 7. Hearing two people yell at each other or talk 8. Hearing many insults hurting me. 9.feeling things like water. 10.pinches or getting scared 11. Being scared to leave home or my room 12. Seeing bugs in the sink on me etc. This has been going on for two years. I don’t think I should tell my mom or anyone because I don’t wanna be told I’m lying. What should I do? I feel like if I tell: A family member- I’ll be told I’m lying My therapist- I’ll be locked in a psych ward.
@@whoisadela7932 don't worry about your mom thinking you're lying. they are your parents and should support you through anything. let them know how you're feeling and even if they can't help stop the bad feelings, they can surely help by hearing you out and giving you their love
That blue haired lion in the background is what i see during episodes. when i saw it in the background of the thumbnail while scrolling through videos it blew me away. the blue lion is my protector. he is the only positive aspect of my illness.
Thank you for talking about this. I often worry that I may be showing the early signs of schizophrenia and seeing someone so pretty and well-adjusted as yourself with the diagnosis makes it much less scary to me. I truly wish you the best of luck. You're a beautiful person and I love you. I hope and believe that you will continue to do great things with your life. Again, thank you so much.
Emily your very sweet! I love how real you are..your not afraid to be you. Your sensative to this world and it affects you. I don't hear voices but I am def a introvert with sensory. I get stressed out in crowds so I try to have coping mechanisms like go to a isle in a store that no-one is in and just breath...i am sensory to loud sounds..i love quiet...anyway there is nothing "wrong" with you or me and people like us we are just unique in how we react to things. Your awesome! Stay on your meds and keep smiling!
Thank you so much. You are helping others by sharing. Pay NO mind to anyone that would leave a comment of anything negative or judgements. Disable comments if you have too, but please continue making your videos. Much love ....xoxoxxo
I was diagnosed BPD, but I know I was misdiagnosed . I have intrusive voices that mostly sound like my voice but I too get the multiple voices , more so from extreme stress . I've seen all kinds of things , faeries being one ( they looked similar to the ones from the movie Pan's Labyrinth ) . I've seen aliens and ships , I've seen geometric shapes of light .I've seen animals too . I don't remember when , but I got tried of the voices ruining my happiness so I began ignoring them or saying no , not in this life ! Or if they didn't like something , I faced people knowing I would learn something good and I was right . The people who have helped and showed me understanding and love were the ones the voices told me to stay away from .I'm glad I ignored them 😉 I'm happy to hear you have support and help , I wish you the best. Angel hugs n Blessings to you and yours 😇
Happy Birthday! I don't want to focus on 100 points. But Thank you for trying, for doing, for learning/posting. Your honesty really helps those who don't wanna be honest -ME
Many thanks Emily. What you're doing is really helpful. My son has been diagnosed with Schizophrenia and he finds it difficult to talk to my wife and I about it. Your videos help me massively to empathise with what he's going through. God bless you.
Love your sweater! I'm an actress and I'm working on a character with schizophrenia. You've helped me and inspired me a lot, TKS! Hope to share the final film when finished. Best wishes. Paty.
Austin Senn Please tell me! 1. Feeling like someone is always home with me, to the point where I lock myself in my room for hours. 2. Hearing voices that aren’t mine telling me to do stuff 3. People talking to or about me that aren’t 4. Feeling unsafe outside 5. Feeling two or more people yelling at me or arguing with me. 6. Severe insomnia because I see figures. 7. Hearing two people yell at each other or talk 8. Hearing many insults hurting me. 9.feeling things like water. 10.pinches or getting scared 11. Being scared to leave home or my room 12. Seeing bugs in the sink on me etc. This has been going on for two years. I don’t think I should tell my mom or anyone because I don’t wanna be told I’m lying. What should I do? I feel like if I tell: A family member- I’ll be told I’m lying My therapist- I’ll be locked in a psych ward.
@@whoisadela7932 Hey fam, you won't be locked in a psych ward. They'll most likely try to get you a diagnosis through an assessment to try and get you on medication for recovery. Gl
Hi Emily, I watch your videos and feel i can relate to you in so many ways. I suffer from extream schizophrenic episodes and i suffer from unstable personality disorder and deep depression too, I also self harm daily. About a year ago i was sectioned to a mental health unit myself by the police for 3 months after the voices in my head told me to kill myself and I hung myself but survived after 3 months in ITC and a long stay in the mental health unit. Since I was released from the hospital mental health unit, My mental health illnesses have just become worse. I still have many break downs and suicidal thoughts daily and i still hear the voices in my head and self harm. I feel no one truly understands me, I feel very lonely and feel so alone living on my own. I really wish i had the chance just to sit down with you and just talk as i know you would understand how i felt inside. I really could do with a very sweet girl like you in my life as u are such a brave girl and everything you talk about really touches my heart. I wish i could be as strong as you. Thai xx
I have squizofrenia since i has 13, and its very difficult...I'm 17 now and i am taking medications and everything..U are really amazing for go out and make a video about it. Really, i admire u You are so beautiful and so smart, and its a very difficult disease and you are doing so well. I know i never meet you in real life, but you are really strong. Keep going okay? S2
Dont worry about editing pauses! No need! Brilliant videos. How dyou feek when hearing voices? And are there pionts when you know their not real, or at best you can question their not real, but cant completely determine it?
I wish you so much love and abundance in your life and all the support god bless you and always believe in your self you are a very strong person and i know you will find that balance that you need in your life wish you the best
A lot of what you say is very familiar to me. I've had many types of hallucinations in the past. Mostly audio, but some visual ones too. The scariest was a voice in my head with an American accent that was really vivid and clear. (I'm English btw) It was a wild psychopathic cartoon character of a person. It wasn't me but it could find a way to become me. It felt like a ghost that wanted to use my body. Like a possession. The thing you said about being persuaded reminded me of it. I only heard him a couple of times in my life, but I'd recognise him again. I have an Idea of what he looks like although I've never seen him. I could give him a name but I haven't. He also looks more like me than he is (if that makes sense). But the other realm I see things in is not really anything like the waking world, and it relates to it in completely inexplicable ways. Oddly I find some uncanny resemblances with religious images sometimes. One time I saw an image of angels in lights on the side of a church at Christmas time and it really freaked me out. I could feel my face going white in a sort of disbelief. The composition of the Image was exactly the proportions of a very powerful hallucination I once had. The colours were pretty accurate too. It was like a hallow sketch of what I saw. I have heard the cafe of voices that you describe before as well. when I was in my 20's that was quite common. I'm 34 now and my hallucinations are much more rare and generally things are more under control. I'm not on any meds and mostly I can stay lucid when I need to be. I do still occasionally get the odd loud voice that is very short. Maybe just shouting my name once. Sometimes I hear a very very loud bang that would be loud enough to deafen me if it were real. Though I found that massaging the back of my neck gets rid of that (don't ask me why) It's a trick I learned from the good old "exploding head syndrome" community online.
Your awesome! You have chosen to put yourself into the middle of the arena.....which is no different than any rockstar! I am going to reach out to all of you. You are brave......so identical to fear only because Adrenalin is the common factor. Head up!
I'm not trying to be rude, but I find you fascinating. The way you can talk about this is so interesting. You seem so well put together. Do you have psychotic episodes that you find yourself saying nonsensical phrases? Oh, and Happy Birthday!!
We are with you... my son Jeffrey has the same thing you have.... I love him with all my heart.... reading the bible brings you a deep peace too... dont give up!!!
You explained everything I have struggled to explain. I have schizo as well since 16 or around. I hated mine when they said hahahahaha a million times overlapping each other. They havent done it for awhile but they still talking constantly.
Must be difficult, I have struggled with Obsessive Compulsive thoughts and actions since 13, I'm now 31. The best thing that happened to me is my saving faith in JESUS, He was the best thing that helped my Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Also, try researching and medicating with CBD. God Bless you and you have a lovely personality x
I sometimes hear voices but they don't say anything. They sing, without words. Like ah-ah-ah-ah. Choral singing, with harmonies and counterpoint. Usually it just lasts for a minute or 2.
I understand stand that feeling like cafeteria full of people even insults but when ever i hear things thay sound like my parents or friends or family members 😢 so i understand ❤ i hope that you have a great year and also waking up and not controlling how you act is scary understand because i get headaches and then i can't control how i do thing 😢❤
Well, you can easily meet people on here with same condition (5:10). I know because I am researching my own issues. I'm learning about how to handle grief, so it does help to watch videos and reach out to people on here. Just letting you know, we care.
Do you find any difference in your experience when out in nature away from the man made chaos we call society??? Thanks for your share and time. Best wishes.
Here the other day, my voices would laugh at me when I cried, and that's why I had enough and told people about my voices again Also would hear someone I've liked a lot, laughing to me
I'm 23 year old University student and just about a weel ago i started hearing voices. At first i also thought that it was just my neighbors being loud but later realized that no one else is hearing them but me. I'm afraid to tell my family or my girlfriend about this.
I find myself talking in this accent and its kind of soothing to process tick-like thoughts I honestly believe these things could all be physiological in origin, possibly resolving in the gut...but I believe repressed mental stress plays a role
What I do when I hear voices, if the content is pleasing to the ears, listen. If the content is absurb, ignore. Sometimes I think is because of communication era, errors.
I would encourage you and your readers to investigate the effects of hypoxia and hypocapnia.These result from hyperventilation and the onset is insidious.This condition on its own could cause the symptoms you experience.Sleep deprivation will eventually cause these symptoms as well.The two combined along with personal circumstances and past experience can produce quite the horror show.You will not be aware that your over breathing as I was not either.I am now 63 years old and have only recently came to this conclusion after many years of fear and confusion.I can provide some good links on this subject or a Q + A if you like. Best wishes to you all.
Keep a cat near you, burn frankincense and myrrh keep the negative energy away. Stay mostly outdoors get lots of sunlight. Start writing songs and sing them all the time fill your mind with ur own stuff.
Your eye vision you can see things front of your eyes that's normal. The voice that you are hearing are people from the other side off the environment. I believe you
Please make more videos, you're my hero and the reason I keep going on
Hi, I hope you’re well!
I’m planning on coming back to RUclips soon and create some new content (&art videos) Stay safe!
“Sorry I found a bead.” Lol cute kid. Keep up the good fight Emily, you seem like a kind, creative person.
My silence will never be your silence...that was deep
keep fighting your are stronger than you think! I just wanna give you a hug
I just want to say thank you. You definitely don't deserve the struggle and stress. I can't imagine what you go through on a daily basis. I wish you the best, and hope tomorrow will be a good day for you.
I'm 34 , and I have had schizophrenia from the age of 13 on , it's a very hard thing .. also the days you wake up mad because you woke up and you know that day isn't going to be a "good" day ... ya :) . also happy birthday :)
yeah, and thank you :)
Jesus loves you
FOMORii
Please tell me!
1. Feeling like someone is always home with me, to the point where I lock myself in my room for hours.
2. Hearing voices that aren’t mine telling me to do stuff
3. People talking to or about me that aren’t
4. Feeling unsafe outside
5. Feeling two or more people yelling at me or arguing with me.
6. Severe insomnia because I see figures.
7. Hearing two people yell at each other or talk
8. Hearing many insults hurting me.
9.feeling things like water.
10.pinches or getting scared
11. Being scared to leave home or my room
12. Seeing bugs in the sink on me etc.
This has been going on for two years. I don’t think I should tell my mom or anyone because I don’t wanna be told I’m lying. What should I do? I feel like if I tell:
A family member- I’ll be told I’m lying
My therapist- I’ll be locked in a psych ward.
@@whoisadela7932 don't worry about your mom thinking you're lying. they are your parents and should support you through anything. let them know how you're feeling and even if they can't help stop the bad feelings, they can surely help by hearing you out and giving you their love
I wake up everyday angry as well I hope my symptoms subsides one day
I love your art. It has really matured. So glad to see how well your handling your symptoms.
That blue haired lion in the background is what i see during episodes. when i saw it in the background of the thumbnail while scrolling through videos it blew me away. the blue lion is my protector. he is the only positive aspect of my illness.
I love the fact that you're smiling and laughing ... I wish you get better ... you're so beautiful and full of life good video
"naaahhh, don'be schizofrenic you're so pretty ahaha"
@@Leiwi That's one way to misinterpret someone.
Thank you for talking about this. I often worry that I may be showing the early signs of schizophrenia and seeing someone so pretty and well-adjusted as yourself with the diagnosis makes it much less scary to me. I truly wish you the best of luck. You're a beautiful person and I love you. I hope and believe that you will continue to do great things with your life. Again, thank you so much.
Emily your very sweet! I love how real you are..your not afraid to be you. Your sensative to this world and it affects you. I don't hear voices but I am def a introvert with sensory. I get stressed out in crowds so I try to have coping mechanisms like go to a isle in a store that no-one is in and just breath...i am sensory to loud sounds..i love quiet...anyway there is nothing "wrong" with you or me and people like us we are just unique in how we react to things. Your awesome! Stay on your meds and keep smiling!
PD: Your improvement is noticeable and I'm so glad for you. Wishing you the best.
Thank you so much. You are helping others by sharing. Pay NO mind to anyone that would leave a comment of anything negative or judgements. Disable comments if you have too, but please continue making your videos. Much love ....xoxoxxo
Wishing You peace and Love darling...we all hear voices. It’s ok. You are magical and you are in control 💪🏼❤️
Happy Birthday!! Thanks for sharing your story with us!
I was diagnosed BPD, but I know I was misdiagnosed .
I have intrusive voices that mostly sound like my voice but I too get the multiple voices , more so from extreme stress .
I've seen all kinds of things , faeries being one ( they looked similar to the ones from the movie Pan's Labyrinth ) .
I've seen aliens and ships , I've seen geometric shapes of light .I've seen animals too .
I don't remember when , but I got tried of the voices ruining my happiness so I began ignoring them or saying no , not in this life !
Or if they didn't like something , I faced people knowing I would learn something good and I was right .
The people who have helped and showed me understanding and love were the ones the voices told me to stay away from .I'm glad I ignored them 😉
I'm happy to hear you have support and help , I wish you the best.
Angel hugs n Blessings to you and yours 😇
Happy Birthday!
I don't want to focus on 100 points.
But
Thank you for trying, for doing, for learning/posting.
Your honesty really helps those who don't wanna be honest
-ME
You are incredibly beautiful. Happy birthday
Many thanks Emily. What you're doing is really helpful. My son has been diagnosed with Schizophrenia and he finds it difficult to talk to my wife and I about it. Your videos help me massively to empathise with what he's going through. God bless you.
Look into V2k
Love your sweater! I'm an actress and I'm working on a character with schizophrenia. You've helped me and inspired me a lot, TKS! Hope to share the final film when finished. Best wishes. Paty.
Happy Birthday, Emm. You are an amazing person to know and talk to, miss you loads! x
Awe, thank you xx
I struggle with Schizophrenia too, I feel you hun. Stay strong
Austin Senn
Please tell me!
1. Feeling like someone is always home with me, to the point where I lock myself in my room for hours.
2. Hearing voices that aren’t mine telling me to do stuff
3. People talking to or about me that aren’t
4. Feeling unsafe outside
5. Feeling two or more people yelling at me or arguing with me.
6. Severe insomnia because I see figures.
7. Hearing two people yell at each other or talk
8. Hearing many insults hurting me.
9.feeling things like water.
10.pinches or getting scared
11. Being scared to leave home or my room
12. Seeing bugs in the sink on me etc.
This has been going on for two years. I don’t think I should tell my mom or anyone because I don’t wanna be told I’m lying. What should I do? I feel like if I tell:
A family member- I’ll be told I’m lying
My therapist- I’ll be locked in a psych ward.
@@whoisadela7932 Hey fam, you won't be locked in a psych ward. They'll most likely try to get you a diagnosis through an assessment to try and get you on medication for recovery. Gl
Hi Emily,
I watch your videos and feel i can relate to you in so many ways. I suffer from extream schizophrenic episodes and i suffer from unstable personality disorder and deep depression too, I also self harm daily. About a year ago i was sectioned to a mental health unit myself by the police for 3 months after the voices in my head told me to kill myself and I hung myself but survived after 3 months in ITC and a long stay in the mental health unit. Since I was released from the hospital mental health unit, My mental health illnesses have just become worse. I still have many break downs and suicidal thoughts daily and i still hear the voices in my head and self harm. I feel no one truly understands me, I feel very lonely and feel so alone living on my own. I really wish i had the chance just to sit down with you and just talk as i know you would understand how i felt inside. I really could do with a very sweet girl like you in my life as u are such a brave girl and everything you talk about really touches my heart. I wish i could be as strong as you. Thai xx
Thanks for being so open :)
I love your room. It's really cool. I never had that kind of taste when I was 16 :)
Happy Birthday 🎁🎂🎈🎊🎉
I hope you have a great day & that you feel better love, lots of blessing here from Merica🇺🇸🇺🇸
Thank you :)
merica? lol wtf
You’re doing great! I’m proud of you ✌️❤️
im with you friend you are not alone. your strong. ive had this since i was 3. now im 35. its a struggle
Happy Birthday Emily!
U are very sweet and amazing personality. Be strong and confident. Don't give up.
I have squizofrenia since i has 13, and its very difficult...I'm 17 now and i am taking medications and everything..U are really amazing for go out and make a video about it. Really, i admire u
You are so beautiful and so smart, and its a very difficult disease and you are doing so well. I know i never meet you in real life, but you are really strong. Keep going okay? S2
Happy birthday! stay positive and enjoy your day :)
Dont worry about editing pauses! No need! Brilliant videos. How dyou feek when hearing voices? And are there pionts when you know their not real, or at best you can question their not real, but cant completely determine it?
Happy birthday!! Hope you have a great day!
GIRL HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!! (:
I wish you so much love and abundance in your life and all the support god bless you and always believe in your self you are a very strong person and i know you will find that balance that you need in your life wish you the best
A lot of what you say is very familiar to me. I've had many types of hallucinations in the past. Mostly audio, but some visual ones too. The scariest was a voice in my head with an American accent that was really vivid and clear. (I'm English btw) It was a wild psychopathic cartoon character of a person. It wasn't me but it could find a way to become me. It felt like a ghost that wanted to use my body. Like a possession. The thing you said about being persuaded reminded me of it. I only heard him a couple of times in my life, but I'd recognise him again. I have an Idea of what he looks like although I've never seen him. I could give him a name but I haven't. He also looks more like me than he is (if that makes sense).
But the other realm I see things in is not really anything like the waking world, and it relates to it in completely inexplicable ways. Oddly I find some uncanny resemblances with religious images sometimes. One time I saw an image of angels in lights on the side of a church at Christmas time and it really freaked me out. I could feel my face going white in a sort of disbelief. The composition of the Image was exactly the proportions of a very powerful hallucination I once had. The colours were pretty accurate too. It was like a hallow sketch of what I saw.
I have heard the cafe of voices that you describe before as well. when I was in my 20's that was quite common. I'm 34 now and my hallucinations are much more rare and generally things are more under control. I'm not on any meds and mostly I can stay lucid when I need to be. I do still occasionally get the odd loud voice that is very short. Maybe just shouting my name once. Sometimes I hear a very very loud bang that would be loud enough to deafen me if it were real. Though I found that massaging the back of my neck gets rid of that (don't ask me why) It's a trick I learned from the good old "exploding head syndrome" community online.
happy 17th birthday tomorrow beautiful!
Your awesome! You have chosen to put yourself into the middle of the arena.....which is no different than any rockstar! I am going to reach out to all of you. You are brave......so identical to fear only because Adrenalin is the common factor. Head up!
I'm not trying to be rude, but I find you fascinating. The way you can talk about this is so interesting. You seem so well put together. Do you have psychotic episodes that you find yourself saying nonsensical phrases? Oh, and Happy Birthday!!
Bless you, Emily!
We are with you... my son Jeffrey has the same thing you have.... I love him with all my heart.... reading the bible brings you a deep peace too... dont give up!!!
Thank you for sharing your story. God bless you.
You are awesome. keep it going strong!
Your a nice kid, keep doing what your doing and try not to stress out... X
Happy New Year! I wish you a happy, healthy, safe, and peaceful year and always! Miss you.
You are brave...and courageous stay strong and hang in there.
You explained everything I have struggled to explain. I have schizo as well since 16 or around. I hated mine when they said hahahahaha a million times overlapping each other. They havent done it for awhile but they still talking constantly.
You are truly amazing
Keep it positive, your a healer in a society whit lots of illness. No easy task
Hi I'm a clinical psychology student and I'm very grateful for your anecdote.
Happy Birthday! :)
You're so sweet. I hope all goes well for you.
Do you remember what life was like before schizophrenia?
Person m
Happy birthday!
Hi Emily. I was wondering if you could show us the art in your background. Is art a hobby of yours? What are your other hobbies?
Must be difficult, I have struggled with Obsessive Compulsive thoughts and actions since 13, I'm now 31. The best thing that happened to me is my saving faith in JESUS, He was the best thing that helped my Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Also, try researching and medicating with CBD. God Bless you and you have a lovely personality x
Your awesome keep your strength up :)!
I sometimes hear voices but they don't say anything. They sing, without words. Like ah-ah-ah-ah. Choral singing, with harmonies and counterpoint. Usually it just lasts for a minute or 2.
happy birthday yo !! ;0
Happy birthday!!
Your so pretty and I love your accent
Hi Emily! I just suscribed. Hugs to you
Happy Birthday
I wish you all the best🙋🏼💕
Thank you :)
Gipsy Gipsy orders of those birds that really peoples minds and will they driving you crazy OK thank you
im glad ur coming back. are you on twitter/X?
I understand stand that feeling like cafeteria full of people even insults but when ever i hear things thay sound like my parents or friends or family members 😢 so i understand ❤ i hope that you have a great year and also waking up and not controlling how you act is scary understand because i get headaches and then i can't control how i do thing 😢❤
I don’t remember ever wanting to look after a stranger so much.
Adorable...sweet soul
Well, you can easily meet people on here with same condition (5:10). I know because I am researching my own issues. I'm learning about how to handle grief, so it does help to watch videos and reach out to people on here. Just letting you know, we care.
Do you find any difference in your experience when out in nature away from the man made chaos we call society??? Thanks for your share and time. Best wishes.
Your heart is beautiful.
Hope your doing better and Covid free...keep painting good therapy and eat well all a positive..!!
I see a ukulele! Do you play? I've been playing for about 4 years now.
Here the other day, my voices would laugh at me when I cried, and that's why I had enough and told people about my voices again
Also would hear someone I've liked a lot, laughing to me
I'm 23 year old University student and just about a weel ago i started hearing voices. At first i also thought that it was just my neighbors being loud but later realized that no one else is hearing them but me. I'm afraid to tell my family or my girlfriend about this.
Stay strongggg😭❤️
I find myself talking in this accent and its kind of soothing to process tick-like thoughts
I honestly believe these things could all be physiological in origin, possibly resolving in the gut...but I believe repressed mental stress plays a role
Did you have voices during the vid? I'm not sure how it works. Are they always there
Thank you
Happy birthday!! Have fun at IKEA 😊
Happy birthday :)
I'm a leo too - i have bp 1 - our strength and resilience is out of this world. keep on keeping on warrior princess .
Happy birthday! 😊
Thank you :)
Medications help against Symptoms but not the cause, try to develop yourself so much you can cope without them. God bless you and make you strong
Your not alone em.....have faith
What I do when I hear voices, if the content is pleasing to the ears, listen. If the content is absurb, ignore. Sometimes I think is because of communication era, errors.
it's April the 12th 2018 i think,i hope you are educating your therapist babe you are brilliant (*)
Keep holding on. I pray for you
You're lovely, sure wish you all the best
you're very pretty. Praying for you.
You're so cute. Keep fighting, girl
Sometimes videos like this make me wonder if I’m also schizophrenic or just a hypochondriac
I would encourage you and your readers to investigate the effects of hypoxia and hypocapnia.These result from hyperventilation and the onset is insidious.This condition on its own could cause the symptoms you experience.Sleep deprivation will eventually cause these symptoms as well.The two combined along with personal circumstances and past experience can produce quite the horror show.You will not be aware that your over breathing as I was not either.I am now 63 years old and have only recently came to this conclusion after many years of fear and confusion.I can provide some good links on this subject or a Q + A if you like.
Best wishes to you all.
Keep a cat near you, burn frankincense and myrrh keep the negative energy away. Stay mostly outdoors get lots of sunlight. Start writing songs and sing them all the time fill your mind with ur own stuff.
Your eye vision you can see things front of your eyes that's normal. The voice that you are hearing are people from the other side off the environment. I believe you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Just found you, hoping you make more videos soon I think more should see them....
I hear video game noises, commercials, random music... while trying to sleep.
but don't risk and sacrifice anything, your own and your loved ones well being is the most important. be careful.
Your vids are good. Keep up with the medication
Very good and you're beautiul