Dear Ms. Fields....the cookie lady! (a trip back home to Jersey where cookies were his saving grace)

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  • Опубликовано: 2 окт 2024
  • went home to take care of mom, ate pretty much pure sugar, reminisced about the boardwalk arcade and walked through the casino in my gym clothes.
    approaching these videos as diary entries, a virtual catalog of events to look back on and know that yes, I existed and did things.

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  • @TheFlowerchild88
    @TheFlowerchild88 5 месяцев назад +178

    Your mother is very blessed to have you.

    • @TheFlowerchild88
      @TheFlowerchild88 5 месяцев назад +15

      also I love the life you are creating for yourself. it's all beautiful and very inspiring❤❤

  • @amberjohnsonlogan
    @amberjohnsonlogan 5 месяцев назад +136

    A reminder that we need to be talking to kids about the illnesses and issues that their adults are facing, giving them tools and being a community. We are responsible for all the kids- parenting is not a solitary responsibility and we can all get there together.

  • @kgaremotsamai8600
    @kgaremotsamai8600 5 месяцев назад +62

    I hope you get more sponsorship deals that have the budget to pay you what you deserve. Cause you really be giving us a lot of good content and be putting us onto good products.

  • @lyricwilliamson3167
    @lyricwilliamson3167 5 месяцев назад +87

    You didn’t have to share this but I’m thankful that you did. This has made me feel less alone dealing with my situation and family. You are so strong! Sending you and your family peace, love, light, and many many blessings ❤

  • @asthyselfie
    @asthyselfie 5 месяцев назад +25

    Sir, be gentle on yourself. 6 years is such a short amount of time in the grand scheme of things, especially when you are healing your inner child!

  • @tla091
    @tla091 5 месяцев назад +54

    I pray that your mom finds the regimen ( therapy, medication. etc) that works for her.

  • @Sherrieb
    @Sherrieb 5 месяцев назад +52

    It's soo hard seeing ppl we love, go through illnesses. 💙💙💙

  • @floralendurance
    @floralendurance 5 месяцев назад +15

    Have you looked into the michaels organization? Its affordable housing company that has properties in NJ. I worked with them many years ago and I recall some properties in Egg Harbor!
    Wishing you good energy!❤

  • @thatprettypinkish
    @thatprettypinkish 5 месяцев назад +25

    Your mom neighbors literally sound like they’re in the next room that’s insane. And as a child who had a mom with mental illness I totally understand. Thank you for sharing!

  • @valerieg7568
    @valerieg7568 5 месяцев назад +29

    Praying for you, your Mom (and entire family). It's so hard... but I know she appreciates you.❤🙏

  • @char.0308
    @char.0308 5 месяцев назад +17

    Thanks for sharing your life with us. Praying for you and your Mom. Brighter days ahead!

  • @leighroiii
    @leighroiii 5 месяцев назад +5

    Sending prayers and good vibes! Do you have a patreon? You know if we all put $20 on it, might do a lil' something.

  • @nicolewilliams9040
    @nicolewilliams9040 5 месяцев назад +25

    Thanks for being so transparent. You are a great son & your mom is a strong person.

  • @raykeil
    @raykeil 5 месяцев назад +6

    I always feel like I’m on FaceTime and I literally cleaned my entire house. My ADHD brain can’t thank you enough.

  • @ominouscherub
    @ominouscherub 5 месяцев назад +21

    This I understand because both my mother and I have mental health issues. My mother struggles heavily with depression she’s constantly sad, irritated, angry. Lots of anger. I spent a lot of my childhood wondering what would make my mom snap this time. I was scared of her but also scared of her not being here because she was our only parent and we would be in the system. The lack of community and communication when you have a mentally ill parent really makes the entire situation 10x harder. It’s sad because of my mothers emotional instability we do not have a good relationship. I wish the system cared more for people with mental health struggles.

  • @Just_Andrea
    @Just_Andrea 5 месяцев назад +22

    Thanks for giving us a glimpse into who William is. I know this was hard. I can appreciate your vulnerability. Your mom is so blessed to have a son like u who continues to push to get her in a better space! ❤❤

  • @whizzle_kake8055
    @whizzle_kake8055 5 месяцев назад +17

    We’re here for you, Will!

  • @somebodysmom818
    @somebodysmom818 5 месяцев назад +22

    Bless your heart, Will ❤ you are so vulnerable and you have a beautiful soul, thank you for sharing yourself and your story.

  • @inayahsharif9956
    @inayahsharif9956 5 месяцев назад +9

    I’m only one minute into this and already I just wanted to say, We love you SO much Will. Your story continues to inspire me so much. I know your upbringing was not easy and it’s not always a badge of honor to be called “resilient” , but I just hope you feel the love through the screen as you read this right now. - your internet family 🧡

    • @inayahsharif9956
      @inayahsharif9956 5 месяцев назад +1

      P.S. I really enjoyed watching this vlog 🤎

  • @aliehargrove1855
    @aliehargrove1855 5 месяцев назад +20

    Thank you for allowing us to see this rawness, Will, Love your channel!

  • @amethyst3139
    @amethyst3139 5 месяцев назад +11

    Loved the vlog as always Will. Your spirit is so amazing & your mom is blessed to have you in her corner. Continue manifesting her future house as well as your own! Happy Birthday O'Sha 🎉

  • @brittneerenee
    @brittneerenee 5 месяцев назад +5

    I really hope your mom's situation gets better! I know how frustrating this can be. Sending your family so much love.

  • @kharirivers2667
    @kharirivers2667 5 месяцев назад +15

    This is very inspiring & informational!! Thanks for sharing your story will❤️

  • @ZM-vz6wf
    @ZM-vz6wf 5 месяцев назад +7

    I feel the same way. I moved away from my mom (toxic childhood) and Im a woman in stem. I feel like I'm always alone and overlooked at work. I can help my mom but I'm exhausted. Anyway, Love you Will and we will be ok

  • @CieLocd
    @CieLocd 5 месяцев назад +8

    You’re such a great person ♥️

  • @jadedvisions26
    @jadedvisions26 5 месяцев назад +10

    Will .. thank you for sharing this part of your life with us, I remember you telling your story in a past video but this video was super vulnerable! Mental illness awareness is so so important!

  • @Heyy_Sirii
    @Heyy_Sirii 5 месяцев назад +5

    It looks like inside Caesar’s Palace in Vegas.

  • @VeaRobinson
    @VeaRobinson 5 месяцев назад +5

    Will power naps help so much even if you can't sleep for long extended periods. I take them in 1 hour increments, and they make an amazing difference. ❤

  • @sibria
    @sibria 5 месяцев назад +10

    we got an hour of Will, it's a movie! well wishes to your mama 😊

  • @dawnisaac3132
    @dawnisaac3132 5 месяцев назад +5

    Thank you for sharing ❤

  • @afroborilafemme
    @afroborilafemme 5 месяцев назад +7

    Thank you, Will, for being so open and honest about your experiences being the offspring of someone struggling with mental illness. So many of us, in black and brown communities especially, deal with some level of parentification when our guardians are struggling (especially for all of those who go undiagnosed because of the negative stigma within our communities).
    Your feelings and emotions are so valid and are echoed within your community. I know watching this will definitely help someone. I’ll spare my own anecdotes because this comment is long enough, but I know you’ve inspired me to have my own open conversations with my daughter so that I don’t repeat the mistakes my mom made.
    This community you built is beautiful and it’ll keep growing. I know how hard it is for Black creators, but we see you on that grind in 2024, baby! You’re doing the damn thing! However, please also remember to make time for moments of peace and relaxation. You cannot take care of your mom, if you don’t take care of yourself first. Listen to your Afro Boricua Abuela or no arroz con pollo for you! 😂
    I’m wishing your mom continued improved health and hope the facility she’s in is giving her the proper help she needs. Also, I hope you are utilizing any resources you see fit to keep yourself centered mentally, emotionally, and physically.
    We love you, Will! ❤

  • @InternetGirl1093
    @InternetGirl1093 5 месяцев назад +1

    This was an awesome vlog. I have an older sister with severe schizophrenia and mental delays who lives in an out-patient setting that is way less than ideal. I really relate to having to see your loved one in a bad situation that you can’t change because of money :(

  • @phantommatsas
    @phantommatsas 5 месяцев назад +1

    1. Happy birthday O'Sha! 2. Thank you for sharing all of this, we appreciate you and hope you can find time to also get some good rest and take care of yourself in the midst of all of this

  • @zyryiah
    @zyryiah 5 месяцев назад +1

    glad to hear they’ve done a bit of improving in her place

  • @Justsay_Jackie
    @Justsay_Jackie 5 месяцев назад +1

    Happy birthday, O’Sha!
    Thank you for sharing this, Will. I hope your mom ends up in a better living situation and her overall health improves. I pray for the best outcome for you and your family. Thanks for a glimpse into your life.

  • @Honeyyhazellemon
    @Honeyyhazellemon 5 месяцев назад +4

    We shouldn’t have to pay to live 🤦🏽‍♀️
    Atleast like so much

  • @sadsolarbeam
    @sadsolarbeam 5 месяцев назад +3

    i enjoy watching realistic vlogs like these way more, i think that’s what vlogging and social media overall should be about. in our society it’s expected to only show others the highlights of your life. but it feels nice once in a while to see people go through the same/similar struggles as you. i get a lot of comfort from it and it makes me feel less lonely. i appreciate you for being vulnerable, i know it takes a lot of courage 🫶🏽

  • @Kellythelegend
    @Kellythelegend 5 месяцев назад +4

    If i could recommend a goo cheap city its Buffalo NY. Good people cheap apartments and poorer people are taken care of.

  • @jamaicanbeauty1588
    @jamaicanbeauty1588 4 месяца назад

    You're such a blessing. Praying for your mom and for God to give you the resources to move her out of that place.

  • @tunnechekahooks855
    @tunnechekahooks855 4 месяца назад +1

    Appreciate you sharing your life with us💛 no need to apologize. As a social worker watching this from the perspective your perspective shines light on the impact mental health has on the people around it.

    • @dr.fontaine
      @dr.fontaine 4 месяца назад +1

      Thank you for all the work that you do! 🎉

  • @woundedpossums4740
    @woundedpossums4740 5 месяцев назад +1

    thank you for sharing this Will. I understand my life has been like this for a few years recently, with a sibling with a mental illness. Thank you for your time, lots of love 💝💝

  • @kamogelomaile
    @kamogelomaile 5 месяцев назад +5

    Hugs for Will and MamaOnAWhim 🫂❤️

  • @sediam
    @sediam 4 месяца назад +3

    You are a great and inspiring person ❤❤
    Happy Belated Birthday O’Sha!🎉

  • @heyyyItsDani
    @heyyyItsDani 5 месяцев назад +4

    Will, thank you for sharing with us! I have a mentally ill father who has been in and out of inpatient facilities since I was a kid. Back then, there was no youtube and I couldn't find any books or people who could really help me work through the emotional and mental toll that it takes. You are an inspiration. Being transparent about your situation will definitely help anyone watching! Your mom is blessed to have you and so are we.❤

  • @noeheli2557
    @noeheli2557 5 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for sharing this with us, love that you're there for her but also making the effort to take care of yourself. Greater things are coming. Happy birthday O'Sha!

  • @after_twelve_
    @after_twelve_ 5 месяцев назад +1

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY O’SHA!!!
    The amount of work you put in the years you’ve been here don’t add up either. I wish you were given all that you deserve. I’m glad you have a healthier work/life perspective and knowing what leads to burnout 💚 thank you for sharing this with us Will ♥️♥️ sending your mother love

  • @prl08
    @prl08 4 месяца назад

    Really appreciate your honesty, the internet needs more content creators like you. Sending positive vibes to you and your mom! PS, you need to be a hair model for Pattern!

  • @zyryiah
    @zyryiah 5 месяцев назад +1

    sending much love and light to you and mama! you truly don’t have to carry the load in silence

  • @lyricwilliamson3167
    @lyricwilliamson3167 5 месяцев назад +10

    59:38 Happy Birthday O’Sha🎉

  • @bridgettebianca
    @bridgettebianca 4 месяца назад

    You definitely provide quality content that is educational and entertaining. You def deserve the big brand deals and the massive audience. Thanks for taking us along with you on this journey.

  • @zyryiah
    @zyryiah 5 месяцев назад +4

    you’re gonna get your ma outta there will! it’s heart warming to see how you take out the time and energy to do as much as you can for her situation right now. i know you might feel discouraged at times, but keep your head up and know that you’re not alone! you got this

  • @Tavieme
    @Tavieme 4 месяца назад +3

    My mother was a diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic who lost custody of all six of her children me being her youngest. I grew up until I was about 15 believing that my mom was just sick. No one really telling me that she had a mental illness and then when it was presented that she had a mental illness, it was done in such a shameful way, and I felt such a great shame. The adults in my life were trying to protect me. I guess they didn’t really protect me from other things, but I guess they just didn’t want me to know that I was born into a woman with a mental illness thank you for this thank you for helping us to realize that there’s no shame in this and that our parents are mothers did not choose this it chose them, sending you love.

  • @Loko_Dolo
    @Loko_Dolo 5 месяцев назад +4

    1) Happy Birthday O’Sha!!!
    2) I feel like I’ve learned more about you in the last few months than in the years I’ve followed you. I’m both grateful for you and appreciative that you allow us into your life. I can feel your emotions and the stress it’s putting you through, I wish that I could give you a hug. Idk how or when, but it’s going to work out. I’m manifesting that for you! I’m also calling in peace, prosperity and good health.
    3) I related to you being over your capacity when it came to wanting to sleep even tho it was the wrong room. I see that you’re fighting through so much for yourself and your mother. I acknowledge and affirm you.
    4) I’ve made it a point to be more active in your comment sections across your platforms just to show my support. My hope is that it’ll reassure you, and maybe give you encouragement on those dark days. Love you Will! You’re doing amazing sweetie! *Kris voice*

    • @dr.fontaine
      @dr.fontaine 4 месяца назад +1

      What a beautiful comment! God bless your life! ❤

    • @Loko_Dolo
      @Loko_Dolo 4 месяца назад

      @@dr.fontaine thank you! May God’s blessing be upon you as well! ☺️

  • @amluninuim
    @amluninuim 5 месяцев назад +1

    manifesting good energies and an easier life for you and your mom ❤ (+ happy birthday o'sha)

  • @reesespuffs3870
    @reesespuffs3870 5 месяцев назад +5

    Thank you for trusting us and sharing your life with us like this, Will! 💜💜💜

  • @zyryiah
    @zyryiah 5 месяцев назад

    nah that container should’ve been packed for $18 loll

  • @karenmcali
    @karenmcali 5 месяцев назад +4

    Will, Your heart is pure gold. 💛 And I pray all kinds of pure blessings for you & your mom. Sending love, appreciation, and all that is good your way. You are BLESSING and helping others with this vlog (including me). So relate. I pray you have a circle of support and care around and For You, yourself. Caregivers need care too. 💕💕💕💕 I hope you know how much you are loved.

  • @brittanyericaagames
    @brittanyericaagames 5 месяцев назад +4

    hey will, i've been a caregiver for my dad for over a year now so please believe me when i tell you that everything you're doing matters so much more than it seems. helping your mom with her bills, apartment and managing life is such a huge gesture. i know you want to do more but don't overlook what you're already doing. these situations are never ideal but you're an amazing person for thinking of your mom and going out of your way to help her because a lot of people turn their backs in times of their families' needs. there should be more programs to assist her with moving into a suitable place and helping with bills but these things are so hard to find if you aren't already aware of them. do some digging and maybe you'll find a few. we love you.

  • @iloverihanna
    @iloverihanna 5 месяцев назад

    I love this community so much!! I love you just opening up to us 🫂♥️

  • @missnaturelover3937
    @missnaturelover3937 4 месяца назад

    Love you will, wishing you and your mom the best ❤.

  • @kaylam1252
    @kaylam1252 5 месяцев назад +1

    Seeing you be a tourist in a city you're already familiar with is so nice to see. Reclaim it! ❤ So proud of you

  • @cameronhilliard3807
    @cameronhilliard3807 4 месяца назад +2

    I dont normally comment but I really enjoyed this video, from the openness/ trust you expressing your mother situation to just a longer video! Your momma is blessed with you! You show such grace and kindness through all your videos!

  • @MrPmfontes
    @MrPmfontes 5 месяцев назад +2

    I feel this situation and story hardcore. Sending you love and positive energy.

  • @nadine6797
    @nadine6797 4 месяца назад

    Thank you for sharing ❤️ I know people that used to work for trump casinos in the accounting offices. The stuff they used to do when pay weeks rolled around 😒

  • @lindasamba4816
    @lindasamba4816 5 месяцев назад +2

    I feel you so hard with wanting more for your people but not being sure how you're going to get it for them. All we can do is keep on going pursuing our dreams and wait for our doors to open

  • @zyryiah
    @zyryiah 5 месяцев назад +4

    “oh, they’re not that good” just took me outt

  • @nimoprosper
    @nimoprosper 5 месяцев назад +2

    🫶🏾 love you always Quincy. You’re such a beautiful human and I appreciate you for trusting us with your vulnerability

  • @jab0623
    @jab0623 5 месяцев назад +2

    You are a sweet, special, one of a kind son, Will!! Happy belated birthday O’Sha!

  • @julesm1434
    @julesm1434 5 месяцев назад +4

    So much respect for you Will 💜

  • @Thatonegirl989
    @Thatonegirl989 5 месяцев назад +5

    Heyy Will! I live for these hour long vlogs! Thank you

    • @Thatonegirl989
      @Thatonegirl989 5 месяцев назад

      Also thank you for being vulnerable 💗 I’m sending good thoughts to you and your mom!

  • @KeiraKMusic
    @KeiraKMusic 5 месяцев назад +3

    Let us know if we can donate anything to you and your mom ❤

  • @sharnicaxd5321
    @sharnicaxd5321 5 месяцев назад +3

    Rooting for you heavy ❤

  • @POINTOFVIEWFINDER
    @POINTOFVIEWFINDER 4 месяца назад

    thank you for sharing this!

  • @Sunshinesmilezz
    @Sunshinesmilezz 5 месяцев назад

    ❤blessings, Will. Prayers for you and your family.

  • @tcha2107
    @tcha2107 5 месяцев назад +3

    Your A Good Son Will ❤❤❤

  • @Angiebee.
    @Angiebee. 5 месяцев назад +2

    I haven’t seen the full video but WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH WILL 🥺🤍🥹 we’re sending hugs 🫂
    13:42 Will do you think we could set up a gofundme for your mom to help her out with debt?

    • @dr.fontaine
      @dr.fontaine 4 месяца назад +1

      This is so amazing of you! ❤

  • @thisisavivistanaccount7866
    @thisisavivistanaccount7866 4 месяца назад +1

    Thank you for being brave. You're mom is very lucky to have you. I hope you get to be a kid and heal your inner child. Despite hardships you have such a light about you. Also my mom LOVES those dove bars. I don't understand but if she loves it, I like it.

  • @gloa6035
    @gloa6035 4 месяца назад +3

    your intro already had me in tears, feeling seen - i was also that young kid taking care of a family member with mental illness (schiz) that everyone else chose to ignore and refused to take seriously. knowing things were being hidden from me and having to piece it all together on my own. i too was the only one to get help for my family member. I feel for you will and i thank you for bringing awareness to these things and its yet another real life example for me personally on how representation matters. too much we are having to hold onto in silence, and its heavy.
    sorry i can barely type with all these tears, but i wanted to express to you my gratitude. Thank you for your transparency.

    • @trendy4tmrw
      @trendy4tmrw 4 месяца назад +1

      His honesty feels like freedom

  • @Fem2Luv
    @Fem2Luv 4 месяца назад +1

    I just want to say. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable in what's going on and how you're dealing and feeling! We appreciate you and your hard work. Also. When trying to order delivery. They turn it off sometimes in their system. So it's best to call the places and see if they are actually closed.

  • @dappertiff3255
    @dappertiff3255 5 месяцев назад +1

    Will, I am praying for your mother to be well and for you and all you are doing to get her settled! You are so strong and from my own experience with being an adult caregiver for a time it is HEA-VEY! heavy on the heavy chile! Lol but you got this and we are all here to support any and everything you do. Thank you for allowing us to hang with you while you're figuring things out. Much much much ❤❤❤ for you and Mama

  • @darafinch273
    @darafinch273 5 месяцев назад +1

    This vlog touched me! I too have a mother who has mental illness which resulted in me growing up quickly. At a young age she was often taken to the ER by ambulance which lead to psych placement. I knew her SS# by memory before I even knew my own. Thanks for sharing this with us Will! Wishing you and your mom the best! ❤

  • @NunyaBness
    @NunyaBness 3 месяца назад

    Not Will beefing with an 80 year old 💀

  • @makenziedouglas3132
    @makenziedouglas3132 4 месяца назад +1

    I'll be praying for you and your Mom, and sorry that you went through so much. But stay strong and rest at all times ☺️💖💖

  • @sugahjones
    @sugahjones 5 месяцев назад +1

    Will do you have management? I feel like that would help.
    Thank you for sharing. I know this will reach people that needed to hear it.

  • @MsBrwnBunni
    @MsBrwnBunni 5 месяцев назад +1

    May you and your mom have many blessings come In the next future cause I’ve been there and it’s beyond hard. I didn’t travel but, you do sacrifice a lot of yourself lovingly.

  • @Stephanie-007
    @Stephanie-007 5 месяцев назад +3

    Please remember you are loved, Will. 💜

  • @jackieclark6589
    @jackieclark6589 4 месяца назад +1

    I was 14 years when I watched my Mom have her first mental breakdown she was never the same after . Mental health then had soooooo much stigma for African Americans

  • @ms.yvonne4621
    @ms.yvonne4621 5 месяцев назад +2

    Thanks for being so transparent. Your mother is blessed to have son like you, who takes great care of her. Praying for your mom and you, God bless!

  • @chanelm4116
    @chanelm4116 5 месяцев назад

    Will you are such a great person.

  • @jessimow
    @jessimow 5 месяцев назад +2

    We love you, Will and Mama Will too ❤❤❤

  • @DrSP-wu8wd
    @DrSP-wu8wd 4 месяца назад +1

    I watched all the ads. I hope you and your mother continue to be blessed❣️

  • @staciii
    @staciii 5 месяцев назад +1

    This wholesome vlog 😭 I hope everything works out the way you want with your mom

  • @X0liv
    @X0liv 5 месяцев назад +1

    Will that blessing you have been hoping and praying for will come! Im gonna be praying for you and your mom. I really enjoy when you share personal bits of your life with us. I don't relate to your situation, but I do appreciate and acknowledge the strength it takes to share these things. You got this Will!!

  • @dreamAngelXO
    @dreamAngelXO 5 месяцев назад +1

    the way you share your story is beautiful. hoping things are better for your family.
    we love you willyummm

  • @emmiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
    @emmiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii 5 месяцев назад

    **Hugs** 🤗

  • @dragnfli08
    @dragnfli08 5 месяцев назад

    Happy birthday O'Sha!

  • @KammyKamzz
    @KammyKamzz 5 месяцев назад +1

    Will, as a long time supporter of your channel I appreciate you sharing this detail about your life with us. You’ve always been transparent about being in foster care but you never shared why.. your mother is lucky to have you ❤❤❤

  • @SageVibes444
    @SageVibes444 5 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your story and words of insight and wisdom. You deserve all of the blessings that are coming your way! Praying for you and your family 💜

  • @melissadennis2924
    @melissadennis2924 5 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your life with us ❤

  • @jalisa2207
    @jalisa2207 5 месяцев назад +1

    You are so brave, so kind, so honest... Will you truly are a shining light in my life!! Keep being yourself ❤