@@imsadalexI am approaching 30, in a very happy long term relationship, but constantly feeling like I’m behind because I’m not married and don’t own a home lol
I just hit 30 and idk why the 20 years version is making me cry. I’ve been slowly working on myself to reach that point where I’ll feel okay and I guess the crying comes from knowing that all the rough stuff I’m going through now is going to be worth it in the end.
I think it's because it somehow manages to be such a more optimistic take on a cynical beginning.. Or, I say cynical since both the 2 days and 10 years verses reflect someone who has no idea what they're doing with their lives. while 20 years finds someone who actually has some idea of who they are, and came out on the other side... I got the same feeling and I'm only like 24.
OMG! I am so glad somebody pointed this out. I’m 42 and can honestly say, the years wash the pain away. All I’d regret, reasons I was upset, they all eventually fade. I finally looked up my “Colin” and found out they’re doing fine. As life hand’s out it’s W’s and L’s, things average over time. Bad or great, life averages our fate and their life turned out like mine. I used to chase after success with a rubric in my mind, but now I value a authenticity, hope, and opportunities to be kind. Win or loose, I’ll take whatever. I promised my love for worse or better. I had two kids and I’ll love forever. And people I loved are gone forever. God I wish I could hold on forever.
I’m 10 years out of college And I'm still 10 years behind All the things I thought I'd have by now Are still so out of sight And that doesn't really sit with me quite right I'm 32 years into this life I should have more W's than L’s Got so use to hell I don't even feel the fire When it's in my face and I'm up late at night Thinking "Am I ok?" Or should I change to something safer? Bad in theory, good on paper Settle down and fall in love Wonder where Colin ended up? Did everybody succeed now? Are they happier than me now? Are they happier than me now? I’m 20 years from college And I think I’m doing fine Realized what really matters Left expectations behind And sure there are still some tough times I swear I still feel like a child But every morning I wake up Half fill up my cup I don’t struggle to survive I see the beauty in reality The reason I am here Without the vertigo Or fear to fall Or questioning the years Can’t stay the same Or change the past Can’t mind erase The hell and back And maybe that is the point though To admit I still don’t know
I’m 15 years out of college and I’m glad to hear at 20 years out there exists this overall sense of perspective, peace, acceptance, appreciation, humility for what feels like a crazy and difficult reality
📌한국어 버전 (🇰🇷Korean vr.) Im 10 years out of college 졸업한지 10년이 지났는데 and im still 10 years behind 아직도 난 10년이나 뒤쳐졌어 all the things i thought id have by now 지금쯤이면 내가 이뤄냈을 거라 생각했던 모든 것들이 are still so out of sight 아직도 보이지 않아 and that doesnt really sit with me quite right 그리고 그게 좀 불편해 Im 32 years into this life 그래도 32년을 살았으면 I should have more W's than L's 실패보다는 성공이 많아야 할 것 같은데 got so used to hell 이제 너무 익숙해졌는지 I dont even feel the fire 별로 감흥도 없어 when it's in my face and im up late at night 그 생각들이 너무 거슬려서 늦은 밤 생각에 빠져서 고민해 thinking am i ok 나 이대로 괜찮은 건가? should i change to something safer 아니면 더 안정적인 걸로 바꿔야 하나? bad in theory, good on paper 그냥 누가봐도 좋아보이는 선택들 있잖아. settle down and fall in love 정착하고 사랑에 빠지고 그런 거. wonder where colin ended up 옛친구들을 지금 다들 어디서 뭘 할까? did everybody succeed now 다들 성공했을까? are they happier than me now 그들은 지금 나보다 행복할까? // So a lot of you guys 많은 여러분들이 requested a 20years from college version of the vers 대학 20년 간의 버전을 요청해주셨어요. and I'm not there yet myself 저는 아직 생각해보진 않았지만 but i went through all your comments (그대신) 여러분들의 댓글들을 살펴보았습니다. and I compiled them into a verse that can hopefully 그리고 나는 그것들을 희망적인 구절로 엮어보았어요. represent that for you so here it is 당신을 위해 여기에 공개할게요. 그럼 시작합니다. // Im 20 years from college and i think im doing fine 나는 대학을 20년간 다녔고 지금도 잘 지내고 있다고 생각해 realise what really matters 그러다 정말 중요한 걸 깨달았어 left expectation behind 기대의 뒷편엔 and sure there still are some tough times 늘 항상 힘들고 어려운 시간들이 있다는 걸. I swear i still feel like a child 맹세코 난 아직 어린애 같아 but every morning i wake up half fill up my cup 하지만 나는 매일 아침 일어나 내 컵의 반을 채워 I dont struggle to survive 나는 살아남기 위해 발버둥치진 않을래 I see the beauty in reality 나는 현실의 아름다운 것들을 볼 거야 the reason i am here 그게 내가 여기 있는 이유거든 without the vertigo or fear to fall 어지럽거나 쓰러질 걱정은 안 할래 or questioning the gears 여기에 의심갖지도 않을 거야 cant stay the same or change the past 과거와 똑같을 수도 없고, 과거를 바꿀 수도 없겠지 cant mind erase the hell it back 그것을 다시 지워버리거나 끌 수도 없어. but maybe that is the point tho to admit i still dont know 하지만 그건 아마 내가 앞으로도 어떻게 될지 모른다는 걸 의미하는 걸 거야. (*제가 임의로 번역/의역해 본 가사입니다. 오타가 있다면 언제든지 대댓글로 알려주세요😊) 저는 익명의 누군가이지만 여러분들을 항상 응원합니다 파이팅!!✨️
Hello from 53. My son sees what I have and can't imagine ever getting here. I see how far behind I am from some of my peers. And am still not sure what I want to do when I grow up.
37 years of existence, being single and yes there are still moments I feel like a lost child. Actually on most days, I still admit I do not know what my future life would be.
Sobbing while I type this. I feel this so much word to word. Will be 32 this year and it’s all just a blur. Depression, anxiety, stress, career failure, every stupid thing is getting to me and I do truly feel that everybody else succeeding and doing better than I am in life. Sucks big I swear. Came here from Instagram only to cry my heart out. But thank you for putting my thoughts out there, glad I’m not alone.
I know how you feel. If it's any consolation, more and more people are feeling like us, and with AI replacing people left and right it's going to get much worse
Best advice I can give is stop giving a fuck where everyone else is "up to" we are all doing things in our own way at different paces and different times. My mantra nowadays is "Don't worry about that!" genuinely no matter how big or small stuff is it won't bother you as much tommorow must say it 10+ times a day you will be much happier and i used to overthink and worry about things but just take time out of your day to do you if thats sitting outside, listening to birds sing, blasting music or talking to a loved one :)
My 12 year old perspective (I added more verses): I'm 10 years before college and somehow I can't deny how I feel stressed about bad things that may come late into my life and I really don't know how to feel about that cuz I feel to young to think about it and I keep worrying about my future when I still have all of this time I wake up feeling happy or I wake up feeling sad sometimes I wake up excited for a trip that we may have I feel so many feelings at this point into my life so I just sit in bed and wait for the day this spark finally ignites sometimes people tell me that I am so mature and half the time I'm thinking "are you really really sure?" cuz sometimes I feel young or I feel old sometimes my life feels really cold so all I do is sit and hope that soon my whole life will unfold
CONTINUED: I know a guy named Colin He thinks I'm doing just fine But I know I gotta get smarter for all the work to soon be mine I'm thinking of playing the piano just like Colin said I would But all the stress coming in I just don't know if... Im ready for college within ten years short notice
I know it’s easier said than done but try not to worry about your future too much. Make sure you’re focusing on the present day and trying to find things that bring you joy. -From a chronic overthinker who was once 12 years old (P.S. worrying about the future doesn’t mean you’ll be able to control, it’s just brings more unnecessary stress)
Nearing 15 years out of college.... Great lyrics, very fitting. Instead of worrying if I'm happier than everyone else like I used to, I feel happiness for those who are happy and healthy. It brings me comfort knowing that there are many people out there really living their lives to the fullest and appreciating the beauty of the world and their bodies and souls. The world is a good place and I am grateful for little joys that can be found every day, like a warm breeze in the air or the beautiful colors of fall leaves. And seeing my kids smile makes my heart sing. Life is precious. When I'm feeling down, I have to remind myself to find solace in love and gratitude.
I'm 40 now, I still remember college, I still remember high school...what's a blur is what happened in between it all. So much has gone on now, and yet, it feels like such a short time.
im 32, been depressed, went thru 3 layoffs cus of this unfortunate market continously , went thru an unfortunate injury left immobilized now, full of medical debt, havne't landed a job since the last 1.5 years and felt like i went nowhere, but thank u for this release. sometimes i feel like such a failure to society, being single, unemployed, and havne't gotten anywhere in my career no matter how hard i've been working, i just cant seem to land interviews in this competitive oversaturated job market filled with fresh grads, i feel comforted listening to this and it got me thinking deepl y about some things. thank u very much.
This is so🔥Love that side chat interlude too! 💯 And especially how it strikes both notes of worry and hope. Epic masterpiece of creativity right here! Bravo!!👏👏👏
Okay but how fucking creative do you have to be to create TWO beautiful renditions/additions to a beautiful song, and one of them is a compilation of stories from people who have experienced something that you yourself haven't yet? You're truly an author, poet, and musician in one. That was impressive as hell. Bravo 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏
I've loved the original of this song and I looked around for different covers... This is by far the best. You did so amazing and it sounded beautiful! I hope this blows up and you get the recognition you deserve
@@imsadalex Also wishing you growing success! 😀 Just found you today and on top of your beautiful voice and musicality, you write like a poet! “Every morning I wake up half full up my cup" “I see the beauty in reality; the breeze and I am here; without the vertigo or fear to fall or questioning the gears” ❤👏👏👏
I wish there were full versions. I am obsessed with all of these. The original was so relatable, but so was the '10 years after college' one and it made me really sad. I'm not 20 years out of college yet - but that one gave me a lot of hope for the future. I went through such an emotional roller-coaster in the last 10 minutes, but I'm happy I took the ride. Thank you for these versions
I'm 33 and when I heard the original version I felt something... maybe like, longing? And now I just heard this and it resonates... I hope we all do well, but I do feel less alone hearing and seeing someone else my age having all these questions as well... I wish us all the best, and thank you for the music!
That hits so hard. I'm 30 and I want to completely change my career, but it's not working out the way I want it to right now. So I'm constantly thinking if this is the right choice or should I stay safe with what I have? but risk being unhappy long term? I am sure I will find my way. Thanks for the video, I really needed to hear the second verse right now.
I'm 30, also going through the same. Just started taking certification courses and I'm absolutely mortified. I'm doing well; established career and decent pay, I just hate what I do.
I had the 10 years version in my shorts and was like "oh funny, oh yeah realistic, aww true". And now the 20 years later version. I dunno. It's like. It hits. It honestly hits. Good work and thank you.
14 years out of college here. I relate to the first verse but the second brought me to tears because it was so hopeful and reassuring. Thank you. I needed this.
I love this remix just as much as i loved the original song. You have a beautiful voice for one, but what stands out to me is actually the 20 years part. There's just so much hope that is spilling down from those who have gone through the hell of college and the nighmares of your twenties and thirties. The tough times and rough patches don't stop just because you get out of school, but as you age you understand certain things better than when you were younger. Its encouraging- at least to me- to know that the folks that are older than me made it through the hardships. And it just feels like they are reaching back to the younger folks telling them to keep holding on, you'll make it. Love this so much
This is beautiful. ❤️ :’) 10 year version hit home! And now the 20 year version gives me hope that there’s a better future. Thank you for this masterpiece! ❤❤
Just hit 30 and im watching people who failed all their life getting themselves together, those who where able to ride comfortably begin crashing down. I both feel like I am climbing up and clinging on for dear life. Like I am secure but just one wrong move and its all gone. This song feels so real to where I am, and the music hits that 90's esque feeling.
It’s a voice over and she is lip syncing…it’s still her but for some reason she’s chooses to use the studio version than her real voice live…most likely cause her voice doesn’t sound at all the same without studio equipment, editing, ect….
@@michellehart6780I noticed that myself, but who cares? It still sounds beautiful and the words are what's most important. People don't have to upload their live singing if they don't want to.
I've near dropped out of college and my life's left me behind. Failure has left me directionless, and dreams are out of sight. and it doesn't really sit with me quite right Cuz I know there's so much more to my own life Still live with family waiting patiently for something to spark that light.
@@imsadalex Thanks! Sadly I don't quite have the expertise or the equipment to really DO anything with it, but I had something similar bouncing around in my head for a while and thought to put it up
As a 32 year old, your lyrics hit very close to home and rang very true. But they were comforting because it made me realize that I'm not the only one that feels this way. That I feel so "far" from my college years but often wonder if I did enough with the last decade of my life. I've had a very full life already, but yet still feel like I'm behind. Knowing that there are many others that feel exactly as I do, and many people further ahead of me that walked this same path, gives me comfort to know that I am exactly where I should be and where I need to be right now. All we can do is keep putting one step in front of the other and try and enjoy the ride.
I'm not even out of Uni yet, if we count my master's degree. But something about that 20 years verse filled me with some formless joy and hope. So, thank you for making my day a bit brighter.
Thank you for warming our hearts :,) I thought you posted this a few months ago and then i saw the day count and realized... maybe I needed to hear this. So thank you. you just inspired me to make my own version of 2 days into college.
Your voice is so pretty and I love both verses! The 10 years out of college is relatable and the 20 years out of college makes me feel a little more at ease, with the hope I'll relate more to the second verse with time
I'm in my 20s, still in college. The original song hits so well, but I'm so glad I get to hear these versions because it gives me hope that not everything has to be perfect
Im so early ;_; I remember when I first heard this... heard more on tiktok and checked on your bio... you literally just posted... feels like I was meant to hear this right now. Thank you for your art. It means a lot.
I dropped out of college with a 4.0 in computer science to try and be an artist, and I still wake up panicked like i threw away my whole life. But i didn't want to just accept having to doing what i didn't want to for my whole, and wanted to at least try for something i thought might make me happier. Still don't know if it was the right call, but these college songs give me such a conflict in feelings. Regret and hope
Im turning 35 now and Im slowly transitioning from 10 years to 20 years. Thr past 10 years have been insane. Heartbreaks, moves, losses, deaths, and struggles with housing, carreer, relationship, identity, and mental health. I was stuck in that place for 4 years without a break. But slowly things changed. I got stable housing, solid employment, cut ties with all my toxic family and friends until the only people i get spend time with are ones who make me feel loved. Ive changed the expectations I have for myself so they aren't impossibly high And i think Im getting to the 20 years side. I never thought id live this life, but i do.
It's been 60 yrs since college and it all feels like a dream. I've lost so many faces in the many things I've seen. And I know I haven't got much time, Still I can't seem to make my mind, Up about where I'd rather go I don't really know if I want to stay. I still think of all the things I've done, the life I've lived the songs unsung. I settled down, I had some kids, and now they've done all that themselves. I look at them and start to smile As Colin's memory goes out of style. I see a light calling for me, I think that I'm ready.
This is so spot on; please continue using others' creative posts. I'm in my forties, and your second verse resonates deeply with me. I'm curious about how people older than me experience life in their fifties, sixties, and seventies. My parents, who are approaching their seventies, are loving life. Their granddaughter is the highlight of their lives, and they make every effort to travel from Sweden to visit me in London and explore the world. I speak to them almost every day, and we are currently planning a trip for their visit in September. They'll be staying for two weeks, which will include a weekend getaway to Paris. To me, that’s a real celebration. Since my mid-twenties, they've transitioned from just being my parents to becoming my best friends, and now we talk about everything.
Especially loved the compiled feelings of everyone 20 years out of college. Gives me hope that growing up might have some lows, but like any trough, there'll be a peak soon after.
It's a beautiful song, and so true to the worries, concerns and "life" things we all have. It's very well done, and speaks true to so many people. Heck, I'm 47, never did college, did military instead for 26 years. Then emigrated... Beautiful song, Aimee. Lovely.
First of all I’m crying, so thank you 😅 I’m turning 30 and absolutely loved/was devastated by the 10 year version, but the 20 year version made me so optimistic that this pressure gets easier. Also you’re insanely talented, thank you for the therapy
"Did everybody succeed now?" "are they happier than me now" Damn that hit hard I am 12-16 years old and I feel like all of my friends succeeded and I just keep failing, everyone seems so happy, but I feel like I am never really happy just faking a smile. Thank you for this beautiful song. also love the "2 years into collage" song.❤❤❤
10 years version made me wanna go back and hug my old self 20 years version felt so relatable to me now 'the reason i am here' choked me up so bad cause the journey there was indeed hell and back.
Wow. Im 29, dropped out of an engineering degree, went to a shorter more practical version, still incomplete, so the fear of never getting done is still so present. The 2nd verse made me cry, it was sort of a light, because of all the uncertainties it feels like there are right now, afraid of disappointing my parents and succesful siblings who are both farther in life than me, despite one of yhem being younger. Thank you for this
These newer versions seem to be about women that chose to not get married and start a family (or maybe they chose not to or couldn't find a match), but thats the vibe I'm getting.
this is your Hit single yooo... 10yrs 20yrs 30yrs each decade telling how it is. I love how you got inspiration from the comments. almost like a collective song writing. I am praying I can add this song to youtibe music
I remember when I was a kid. All the grown-ups I looked up to seemed to rest in themselves and seemed to have everything together. Then I grew up, went through Life (tm), struggled with insecurities in my teens, got my heart broken, broke hearts in return, finally fell in love with the right person and was loved back and settled down to create a family. And what I discovered was that I am now standing in the same place those people once where, and no doubt look like I have my shit together. But I know so very little, fear so very much and just fake it till I make it to protect myself and those near me. Beautiful lyrics and a great little tune that makes you reflect a lot. Thank you :)
32 years old and just finished college last year. Doing my postgrad now, looking around at everyone so much younger than me and wondering when I'll catch up. If I ever will. "I'm still 10 years behind" ♥️💔
I'm somewhere between the 10 and 20 and while i know i've come a long way, i needed to hear the 20 years out of college and 40 years advice today especially. Thank you all!
This is BEYONG phenomenal, I cant stop listening! I am 18 and shouldve started college but ran into complications. I feel a lot of this even though I havent been to college. Bless you and your soul. May you find happiness. Keep your head up, you got this!
I listened to the original, and it struck me even though i didn't go to college. But this... This is me. This hit me so damn hard and now i listen to it all the time. Its so incredibly lovely to know im not the only one, thank you for this.
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“Did everybody succeed now? Are they happier than me now?” Really fucking hit hard wow
a daily thought for me
@@imsadalexI am approaching 30, in a very happy long term relationship, but constantly feeling like I’m behind because I’m not married and don’t own a home lol
Even tho I am still vary young and have a lot of time I also think this many times it really hits hard
that line made me instantly tear up. as someone in this exact mindset
yes. 44 seconds in and im tearing up already 🥲
"I wonder where Colin ended up". heavy line q-q
Why do I feel like you’re everywhere 😭
@@Muahahahahaaa maybe cause we share common interests and land on similar videos! :D
Please get married!
He stole her keys
I wonder too😅😢
When two artists I discovered separately on Instagram cross paths like this, it legitimately feels like my birthday. Love this!
thanks spenser :)
Agreed! The combination of the two is phenomenal!!
I just hit 30 and idk why the 20 years version is making me cry. I’ve been slowly working on myself to reach that point where I’ll feel okay and I guess the crying comes from knowing that all the rough stuff I’m going through now is going to be worth it in the end.
I'll be 30 this year too. I feel the same as you do about the 20 years version. I'm both afraid and hopeful
I'm 40 in a couple months and have said all through my 30s that this was the best decade of my life!! Can't wait to see what 40s bring.
I’m gonna be 14 in June-
you will be just fine
I think it's because it somehow manages to be such a more optimistic take on a cynical beginning.. Or, I say cynical since both the 2 days and 10 years verses reflect someone who has no idea what they're doing with their lives. while 20 years finds someone who actually has some idea of who they are, and came out on the other side...
I got the same feeling and I'm only like 24.
What the heaven, this felt like a month of therapy.
i take venmo or zelle
@@imsadalex😂😂
@@imsadalex
I wanna pass you some crypto if you will take it. I come from a 3rd world country but damn you have made my playlists
@@imsadalexbruh 😂😂😂
You need to release a full length version. Start from 2 days go to 10 years and end at 20 years. This so beautiful.
As a fellow 32 year old, the first verse hit hard... and then the 2nd verse made me cry happy hopeful tears. Thanks for sharing! This is powerful
I'm 42 - the first verse hit hard because it was really hell at 32. But yes, 42 is good. It gets easier. :)
@@Xleiable I'm so glad, thank you! 😊
Same!!
Exactly how i felt. The 20 years verse really makes me hopeful for the future. I come back here every time it’s hard
OMG! I am so glad somebody pointed this out. I’m 42 and can honestly say, the years wash the pain away. All I’d regret, reasons I was upset, they all eventually fade.
I finally looked up my “Colin” and found out they’re doing fine. As life hand’s out it’s W’s and L’s, things average over time. Bad or great, life averages our fate and their life turned out like mine.
I used to chase after success with a rubric in my mind, but now I value a
authenticity, hope, and opportunities to be kind.
Win or loose, I’ll take whatever. I promised my love for worse or better. I had two kids and I’ll love forever. And people I loved are gone forever. God I wish I could hold on forever.
I’m 10 years out of college
And I'm still 10 years behind
All the things I thought I'd have by now
Are still so out of sight
And that doesn't really sit with me quite right
I'm 32 years into this life
I should have more W's than L’s
Got so use to hell
I don't even feel the fire
When it's in my face and I'm up late at night
Thinking "Am I ok?"
Or should I change to something safer?
Bad in theory, good on paper
Settle down and fall in love
Wonder where Colin ended up?
Did everybody succeed now?
Are they happier than me now?
Are they happier than me now?
I’m 20 years from college
And I think I’m doing fine
Realized what really matters
Left expectations behind
And sure there are still some tough times
I swear I still feel like a child
But every morning I wake up
Half fill up my cup
I don’t struggle to survive
I see the beauty in reality
The reason I am here
Without the vertigo
Or fear to fall
Or questioning the years
Can’t stay the same
Or change the past
Can’t mind erase
The hell and back
And maybe that is the point though
To admit I still don’t know
thnx
Thank you
I’m 15 years out of college and I’m glad to hear at 20 years out there exists this overall sense of perspective, peace, acceptance, appreciation, humility for what feels like a crazy and difficult reality
22 years here. Posted my version a few days ago.
i can't speak for it yet, but hoping to get there
The popularity of this just goes to show how many of us are in the same, gigantic boat. That and it's a terrific original and cover.
📌한국어 버전 (🇰🇷Korean vr.)
Im 10 years out of college
졸업한지 10년이 지났는데
and im still 10 years behind
아직도 난 10년이나 뒤쳐졌어
all the things i thought id have by now
지금쯤이면 내가 이뤄냈을 거라 생각했던 모든 것들이
are still so out of sight
아직도 보이지 않아
and that doesnt really sit with me quite right
그리고 그게 좀 불편해
Im 32 years into this life
그래도 32년을 살았으면
I should have more W's than L's
실패보다는 성공이 많아야 할 것 같은데
got so used to hell
이제 너무 익숙해졌는지
I dont even feel the fire
별로 감흥도 없어
when it's in my face and im up late at night
그 생각들이 너무 거슬려서 늦은 밤 생각에 빠져서 고민해
thinking am i ok
나 이대로 괜찮은 건가?
should i change to something safer
아니면 더 안정적인 걸로 바꿔야 하나?
bad in theory, good on paper
그냥 누가봐도 좋아보이는 선택들 있잖아.
settle down and fall in love
정착하고 사랑에 빠지고 그런 거.
wonder where colin ended up
옛친구들을 지금 다들 어디서 뭘 할까?
did everybody succeed now
다들 성공했을까?
are they happier than me now
그들은 지금 나보다 행복할까?
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So a lot of you guys
많은 여러분들이
requested a 20years from college version of the vers
대학 20년 간의 버전을 요청해주셨어요.
and I'm not there yet myself
저는 아직 생각해보진 않았지만
but i went through all your comments
(그대신) 여러분들의 댓글들을 살펴보았습니다.
and I compiled them into a verse that can hopefully
그리고 나는 그것들을 희망적인 구절로 엮어보았어요.
represent that for you so here it is
당신을 위해 여기에 공개할게요. 그럼 시작합니다.
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Im 20 years from college and i think im doing fine
나는 대학을 20년간 다녔고 지금도 잘 지내고 있다고 생각해
realise what really matters
그러다 정말 중요한 걸 깨달았어
left expectation behind
기대의 뒷편엔
and sure there still are some tough times
늘 항상 힘들고 어려운 시간들이 있다는 걸.
I swear i still feel like a child
맹세코 난 아직 어린애 같아
but every morning i wake up half fill up my cup
하지만 나는 매일 아침 일어나 내 컵의 반을 채워
I dont struggle to survive
나는 살아남기 위해 발버둥치진 않을래
I see the beauty in reality
나는 현실의 아름다운 것들을 볼 거야
the reason i am here
그게 내가 여기 있는 이유거든
without the vertigo or fear to fall
어지럽거나 쓰러질 걱정은 안 할래
or questioning the gears
여기에 의심갖지도 않을 거야
cant stay the same or change the past
과거와 똑같을 수도 없고, 과거를 바꿀 수도 없겠지
cant mind erase the hell it back
그것을 다시 지워버리거나 끌 수도 없어.
but maybe that is the point tho to admit i still dont know
하지만 그건 아마 내가 앞으로도 어떻게 될지 모른다는 걸 의미하는 걸 거야.
(*제가 임의로 번역/의역해 본 가사입니다. 오타가 있다면 언제든지 대댓글로 알려주세요😊)
저는 익명의 누군가이지만 여러분들을 항상 응원합니다 파이팅!!✨️
감사합니다.
고마워!!
Спасибо
모국어로 보니까 의미가 남다르네요. 번역 감사해요!
The 20 years made me sob uncontrollably…I’m 34 and I swear I still feel 18…I just want the fear and doubt to go away…thank you for this 💜
Hello from 53. My son sees what I have and can't imagine ever getting here. I see how far behind I am from some of my peers. And am still not sure what I want to do when I grow up.
I'm 41, and it made me tear up something fierce. God, I love when music is so genuine that it elicits those raw emotions. So amazing.
@@mattpeterson7074 Hello fellow 41er! I'm also writing this through bleary eyes. Like...damn.
37 years of existence, being single and yes there are still moments I feel like a lost child. Actually on most days, I still admit I do not know what my future life would be.
Sobbing while I type this. I feel this so much word to word. Will be 32 this year and it’s all just a blur. Depression, anxiety, stress, career failure, every stupid thing is getting to me and I do truly feel that everybody else succeeding and doing better than I am in life. Sucks big I swear. Came here from Instagram only to cry my heart out. But thank you for putting my thoughts out there, glad I’m not alone.
Feel you❤
I know how you feel. If it's any consolation, more and more people are feeling like us, and with AI replacing people left and right it's going to get much worse
Comparison is the thief of joy
Best advice I can give is stop giving a fuck where everyone else is "up to" we are all doing things in our own way at different paces and different times. My mantra nowadays is "Don't worry about that!" genuinely no matter how big or small stuff is it won't bother you as much tommorow must say it 10+ times a day you will be much happier and i used to overthink and worry about things but just take time out of your day to do you if thats sitting outside, listening to birds sing, blasting music or talking to a loved one :)
Keep the faith sis, we got this!
My 12 year old perspective (I added more verses):
I'm 10 years before college and somehow I can't deny
how I feel stressed about bad things that may come late into my life
and I really don't know how to feel about that
cuz I feel to young to think about it
and I keep worrying about my future when I still have all of this time
I wake up feeling happy or I wake up feeling sad
sometimes I wake up excited for a trip that we may have
I feel so many feelings at this point into my life
so I just sit in bed and wait for the day this spark finally ignites
sometimes people tell me that I am so mature
and half the time I'm thinking "are you really really sure?"
cuz sometimes I feel young or I feel old
sometimes my life feels really cold
so all I do is sit and hope that soon my whole life will unfold
@@lamp9109oop-
im 12 too!
CONTINUED:
I know a guy named Colin
He thinks I'm doing just fine
But I know I gotta get smarter for all the work to soon be mine
I'm thinking of playing the piano just like Colin said I would
But all the stress coming in I just don't know if...
Im ready for college within ten years short notice
I know it’s easier said than done but try not to worry about your future too much. Make sure you’re focusing on the present day and trying to find things that bring you joy.
-From a chronic overthinker who was once 12 years old
(P.S. worrying about the future doesn’t mean you’ll be able to control, it’s just brings more unnecessary stress)
@@georgiemattquimpo677 I've played piano since i was 4 ;)
Nearing 15 years out of college.... Great lyrics, very fitting. Instead of worrying if I'm happier than everyone else like I used to, I feel happiness for those who are happy and healthy. It brings me comfort knowing that there are many people out there really living their lives to the fullest and appreciating the beauty of the world and their bodies and souls. The world is a good place and I am grateful for little joys that can be found every day, like a warm breeze in the air or the beautiful colors of fall leaves. And seeing my kids smile makes my heart sing. Life is precious. When I'm feeling down, I have to remind myself to find solace in love and gratitude.
I'm 40 now, I still remember college, I still remember high school...what's a blur is what happened in between it all. So much has gone on now, and yet, it feels like such a short time.
im 32, been depressed, went thru 3 layoffs cus of this unfortunate market continously , went thru an unfortunate injury left immobilized now, full of medical debt, havne't landed a job since the last 1.5 years and felt like i went nowhere, but thank u for this release. sometimes i feel like such a failure to society, being single, unemployed, and havne't gotten anywhere in my career no matter how hard i've been working, i just cant seem to land interviews in this competitive oversaturated job market filled with fresh grads, i feel comforted listening to this and it got me thinking deepl y about some things. thank u very much.
I NEED a blended version of the original with these versions added to it. - Side note, your voice is entrancing. ❤
This is so🔥Love that side chat interlude too! 💯 And especially how it strikes both notes of worry and hope. Epic masterpiece of creativity right here! Bravo!!👏👏👏
Okay but how fucking creative do you have to be to create TWO beautiful renditions/additions to a beautiful song, and one of them is a compilation of stories from people who have experienced something that you yourself haven't yet? You're truly an author, poet, and musician in one. That was impressive as hell. Bravo 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏
I've loved the original of this song and I looked around for different covers... This is by far the best. You did so amazing and it sounded beautiful! I hope this blows up and you get the recognition you deserve
thank you pal
@@imsadalex Also wishing you growing success! 😀 Just found you today and on top of your beautiful voice and musicality, you write like a poet! “Every morning I wake up half full up my cup" “I see the beauty in reality; the breeze and I am here; without the vertigo or fear to fall or questioning the gears” ❤👏👏👏
I wish there were full versions. I am obsessed with all of these. The original was so relatable, but so was the '10 years after college' one and it made me really sad. I'm not 20 years out of college yet - but that one gave me a lot of hope for the future. I went through such an emotional roller-coaster in the last 10 minutes, but I'm happy I took the ride. Thank you for these versions
Ok that 20 years from college bit made me cry in a bus stop. And I'm still not even out of my 20s. You got my sub.
I'm 33 and when I heard the original version I felt something... maybe like, longing? And now I just heard this and it resonates... I hope we all do well, but I do feel less alone hearing and seeing someone else my age having all these questions as well... I wish us all the best, and thank you for the music!
So happy to find this on here! I checked so many times
yaaay glad you found
That hits so hard. I'm 30 and I want to completely change my career, but it's not working out the way I want it to right now. So I'm constantly thinking if this is the right choice or should I stay safe with what I have? but risk being unhappy long term?
I am sure I will find my way.
Thanks for the video, I really needed to hear the second verse right now.
you just spoke exactly what i am going through at 30ish.
I'm 30, also going through the same. Just started taking certification courses and I'm absolutely mortified. I'm doing well; established career and decent pay, I just hate what I do.
I had the 10 years version in my shorts and was like "oh funny, oh yeah realistic, aww true".
And now the 20 years later version. I dunno. It's like. It hits. It honestly hits. Good work and thank you.
14 years out of college here. I relate to the first verse but the second brought me to tears because it was so hopeful and reassuring. Thank you. I needed this.
I love this remix just as much as i loved the original song. You have a beautiful voice for one, but what stands out to me is actually the 20 years part. There's just so much hope that is spilling down from those who have gone through the hell of college and the nighmares of your twenties and thirties. The tough times and rough patches don't stop just because you get out of school, but as you age you understand certain things better than when you were younger. Its encouraging- at least to me- to know that the folks that are older than me made it through the hardships. And it just feels like they are reaching back to the younger folks telling them to keep holding on, you'll make it. Love this so much
I am right in between now (37) and I just started crying. This was beautiful.
This is beautiful. ❤️ :’)
10 year version hit home!
And now the 20 year version gives me hope that there’s a better future.
Thank you for this masterpiece! ❤❤
Just hit 30 and im watching people who failed all their life getting themselves together, those who where able to ride comfortably begin crashing down. I both feel like I am climbing up and clinging on for dear life. Like I am secure but just one wrong move and its all gone. This song feels so real to where I am, and the music hits that 90's esque feeling.
I just found your channel and while I deeply felt the 10 year version that drew me here, the 20 year addition about broke me. I'm 44. Well done!
It’s a voice over and she is lip syncing…it’s still her but for some reason she’s chooses to use the studio version than her real voice live…most likely cause her voice doesn’t sound at all the same without studio equipment, editing, ect….
@@michellehart6780I noticed that myself, but who cares? It still sounds beautiful and the words are what's most important. People don't have to upload their live singing if they don't want to.
i need this on spotify pls
YESSS PLZZZ
Same! I searched but didn’t find anything 😢
Bump
im litterally in tears. thank you so much for doing this. its so relatable for me
everytime i hear this i feel so emotional
me too 🥹
me too :(
Cmon now we need a full songs for both versions 😂😂
I've near dropped out of college and my life's left me behind.
Failure has left me directionless, and dreams are out of sight.
and it doesn't really sit with me quite right
Cuz I know there's so much more to my own life
Still live with family waiting patiently for something to spark that light.
I really hope you're doing fine rn and i know you can find that spark soon ❤
that internal family and patiently rhyme is fire
@@imsadalex Thanks! Sadly I don't quite have the expertise or the equipment to really DO anything with it, but I had something similar bouncing around in my head for a while and thought to put it up
@@aquamarinerose5405 You seem to have a talent for it, maybe you should write music more often.
As a 32 year old, your lyrics hit very close to home and rang very true. But they were comforting because it made me realize that I'm not the only one that feels this way. That I feel so "far" from my college years but often wonder if I did enough with the last decade of my life. I've had a very full life already, but yet still feel like I'm behind. Knowing that there are many others that feel exactly as I do, and many people further ahead of me that walked this same path, gives me comfort to know that I am exactly where I should be and where I need to be right now. All we can do is keep putting one step in front of the other and try and enjoy the ride.
I'm not even out of Uni yet, if we count my master's degree. But something about that 20 years verse filled me with some formless joy and hope. So, thank you for making my day a bit brighter.
All you need is a good chorus and maybe one more verse and you have a one hit wonder.
YOU'RE AMAZING!!!!! AMAZING REMIX OF THE SONG!!!! YOUR VOICE IS SPECTACULAR!!!!!
its autotuned
'I have never seen you before. The moment i finished this video immediately subscribed. Totally worth for the voice and the emotions you can transmit
I'm turning 39 this year and the 20 year version really hit home for me. Love it!
Thank you for warming our hearts :,) I thought you posted this a few months ago and then i saw the day count and realized... maybe I needed to hear this. So thank you. you just inspired me to make my own version of 2 days into college.
would love to hear your version!!
Your voice is so pretty and I love both verses! The 10 years out of college is relatable and the 20 years out of college makes me feel a little more at ease, with the hope I'll relate more to the second verse with time
“Did everybody succeed now? Are they happier than me now?” That line really hit me in my feels😭😭😭
Man, this got me good, especially the Colin line. So many times do I find myself wondering about old classmates and how they're doing now.
I'm in my 20s, still in college. The original song hits so well, but I'm so glad I get to hear these versions because it gives me hope that not everything has to be perfect
it never will be and that's ok
너무 기다렸어요!!!!❤❤ 목소리 너무 감미러운것…..
Saw this on tik tok first earlier today actually! The interwebs be wild and you popped up on my YT home page too. I love this. Thank you!
Love it! I completely identify with both versions as I am 20 years out and yes you nailed it.
Im so early ;_;
I remember when I first heard this... heard more on tiktok and checked on your bio... you literally just posted... feels like I was meant to hear this right now.
Thank you for your art. It means a lot.
🥰🥰🥰
Love the original, and the first verse really resonated with me.
But my god the second verse left me bawling.
Such an amazing rendition!
I dropped out of college with a 4.0 in computer science to try and be an artist, and I still wake up panicked like i threw away my whole life. But i didn't want to just accept having to doing what i didn't want to for my whole, and wanted to at least try for something i thought might make me happier. Still don't know if it was the right call, but these college songs give me such a conflict in feelings. Regret and hope
It feels good to know I’m not the only one who feels this way as a 31 year old
So moving! Made me cry and made me smile. Thank you to you and to all the people that contributed..
Love this so much!!! Please make a full version cover!!!
I genuinely didn’t expect this to hit me like a hurricane, but here we are. Damn.
Completely marvellous extensions to Aimee Carty's song. It's mindblowing how powerful her original lyrics and yours merges to perfection.
와 미쳤다 진짜 ㄷㄷ 노래 너무 좋아요!!! 앞으로도 이런 노래 많이 올려주세요!!
Please come up with a 3 mins version on spotify. This hits hard :,)
Im turning 35 now and Im slowly transitioning from 10 years to 20 years. Thr past 10 years have been insane. Heartbreaks, moves, losses, deaths, and struggles with housing, carreer, relationship, identity, and mental health. I was stuck in that place for 4 years without a break. But slowly things changed. I got stable housing, solid employment, cut ties with all my toxic family and friends until the only people i get spend time with are ones who make me feel loved. Ive changed the expectations I have for myself so they aren't impossibly high And i think Im getting to the 20 years side. I never thought id live this life, but i do.
Should be a crime that this beautiful art has such low view count. I love it
It's been 60 yrs since college and it all feels like a dream.
I've lost so many faces in the many things I've seen.
And I know I haven't got much time,
Still I can't seem to make my mind,
Up about where I'd rather go I don't really know if I want to stay.
I still think of all the things I've done, the life I've lived the songs unsung.
I settled down, I had some kids, and now they've done all that themselves.
I look at them and start to smile
As Colin's memory goes out of style.
I see a light calling for me, I think that I'm ready.
My god we need a full version!!!!
I'm exactly 20 years out of college. The 20-year version made me cry. ❤
This is so spot on; please continue using others' creative posts. I'm in my forties, and your second verse resonates deeply with me. I'm curious about how people older than me experience life in their fifties, sixties, and seventies. My parents, who are approaching their seventies, are loving life. Their granddaughter is the highlight of their lives, and they make every effort to travel from Sweden to visit me in London and explore the world. I speak to them almost every day, and we are currently planning a trip for their visit in September. They'll be staying for two weeks, which will include a weekend getaway to Paris. To me, that’s a real celebration. Since my mid-twenties, they've transitioned from just being my parents to becoming my best friends, and now we talk about everything.
Don’t mind me I’m just chopping onions
"I'm 30 years from college and I find I just don't care. I've added 30 pounds and lost over half my hair........."
Especially loved the compiled feelings of everyone 20 years out of college. Gives me hope that growing up might have some lows, but like any trough, there'll be a peak soon after.
You did really well with the 20 year version.
feels like an AJR neotheater song. If u know what I mean than AJR is the GOAT.
I am IN LOVE with the humming inbetween the verses❤
It's a beautiful song, and so true to the worries, concerns and "life" things we all have. It's very well done, and speaks true to so many people. Heck, I'm 47, never did college, did military instead for 26 years. Then emigrated... Beautiful song, Aimee. Lovely.
i need full version of this omg
First of all I’m crying, so thank you 😅 I’m turning 30 and absolutely loved/was devastated by the 10 year version, but the 20 year version made me so optimistic that this pressure gets easier. Also you’re insanely talented, thank you for the therapy
the way i am SOBBING SO HARD at this cover 😭😭😭😭😭
"Did everybody succeed now?" "are they happier than me now" Damn that hit hard I am 12-16 years old and I feel like all of my friends succeeded and I just keep failing, everyone seems so happy, but I feel like I am never really happy just faking a smile. Thank you for this beautiful song. also love the "2 years into collage" song.❤❤❤
I love this... It's over too quick though, really wish it lasted longer. *Clicks replay.*
I loved the song. Very creative lyrics, but the best part is the falsetto in the middle of each part. Absolutely love that part!
10 years version made me wanna go back and hug my old self
20 years version felt so relatable to me now
'the reason i am here' choked me up so bad cause the journey there was indeed hell and back.
Wow. Im 29, dropped out of an engineering degree, went to a shorter more practical version, still incomplete, so the fear of never getting done is still so present.
The 2nd verse made me cry, it was sort of a light, because of all the uncertainties it feels like there are right now, afraid of disappointing my parents and succesful siblings who are both farther in life than me, despite one of yhem being younger.
Thank you for this
20years from college sounds so much more hopeful😭😭😭😭
These newer versions seem to be about women that chose to not get married and start a family (or maybe they chose not to or couldn't find a match), but thats the vibe I'm getting.
I think it could also be women who did have families but they wonder where they would have ended up if things had happened differently
JESUS CHRIST THERE IS ONLY ONE WORD FOR THIS SONG SLAY
the goosebumps... I'm 38 and still finding myself, but I'm happier than I've ever been and sadder at the same time.
this is your Hit single yooo...
10yrs
20yrs
30yrs
each decade telling how it is. I love how you got inspiration from the comments. almost like a collective song writing. I am praying I can add this song to youtibe music
I remember when I was a kid. All the grown-ups I looked up to seemed to rest in themselves and seemed to have everything together.
Then I grew up, went through Life (tm), struggled with insecurities in my teens, got my heart broken, broke hearts in return, finally fell in love with the right person and was loved back and settled down to create a family. And what I discovered was that I am now standing in the same place those people once where, and no doubt look like I have my shit together. But I know so very little, fear so very much and just fake it till I make it to protect myself and those near me.
Beautiful lyrics and a great little tune that makes you reflect a lot. Thank you :)
32 years old and just finished college last year. Doing my postgrad now, looking around at everyone so much younger than me and wondering when I'll catch up. If I ever will.
"I'm still 10 years behind"
♥️💔
I discover you this morning. I've listened to this so many times. It hits right in the stomach.
Thank you for this beautiful piece of music
I'm somewhere between the 10 and 20 and while i know i've come a long way, i needed to hear the 20 years out of college and 40 years advice today especially. Thank you all!
I love this kinds of music. Raw. It feels very personal. Thank you ❤
This is BEYONG phenomenal, I cant stop listening! I am 18 and shouldve started college but ran into complications. I feel a lot of this even though I havent been to college. Bless you and your soul. May you find happiness. Keep your head up, you got this!
First verse made me cry knowing other people feel this way. Second verse made me cry knowing it got better for those who went through it.
Can’t stop listening. Hope you’ll make full versions 💓
A full version would be so cool 😍, it sounds so beautiful 🥰
I listened to the original, and it struck me even though i didn't go to college. But this... This is me. This hit me so damn hard and now i listen to it all the time. Its so incredibly lovely to know im not the only one, thank you for this.
I really needed this so thanks for such amazing remixes :) mid 20's and it's nice to have that hope for the future
The twenty year verse break me into tears, something brutal