love will not heal me, i will always be a woman of wounds, love will not heal me, but will hold my hand if i ever heal myself. please like this so i an come back to it when i need it most
Here's the full poem: I had a therapist tell me once, it was ironic how much love I gave out, 'cause I didn't give much to myself. She laughed, like self-love was a sick joke. I chuckled, then cried at home. I had someone tell me once, I could not love anyone else until I learn to love myself. This time, I got to laugh. This time, the sick joke was mine, was me. Might as well wait forever. I remember hating myself at the age of seven, journals filled to the brim with criticisms. By eight, I had enough pages to stitch them into wings to fly close enough to the sun, to see my tears turn to steam, felt the wax burn on my shoulders and mold into thick skin. I was nine when I wanted to die. Thirteen when I found a solution, figured if I could cut my legs enough gravity would let me go. When it didn't, I tied a pillowcase around my neck, twisting like the rope swings I knew so well from childhood, heard my heartbeat pound in my ears like a warning drum, then fade. I'd almost convinced myself I'd done it. When I started writing, I smeared my blood on every page to remind myself that everything beautiful has a consequence. I'd hoped to stall the clotting long enough to give myself to the craft and let myself go. I have died so many times. So when I told you that loving you almost makes life worth it, I was not joking. When I tell you that loving you almost makes me forget how much I hate myself, it is not poetry. Loving you is taking all of the love I could never give myself and putting it to good use. It is reminding myself that if someone can love a dying thing this way, can hold the Lazarus of my body and give thanks for the way it holds back. If someone can kiss the scars, administer the pills, absorb the bad days and wake up smiling next to me, then I can try to breathe again. Because self-love does not always come first. Or second. Or even ever. But your love be the guardrail on the ledge, be the drawers that hide all the sharp things, Be the body that carries my collapsed frame into bed, be the flowers you bought, Because even though they are dying too, they still dance. Love will not heal me, will not wipe my slate of a body clean - I will always be a woman of wounds, of rope-mark neck and melted skin. Love will not heal me, but it will hold my hand if I ever heal myself, and maybe teach me a joke that I can stay alive long enough to laugh at. I love you, enough to want to love myself too.
You will heal sweet girl & love yourself immensely because you’re so worth it…. You have such purpose in your story that will heal others when told… We become beautifully broken after surrendering all our pain to Jesus who died in our place because he loves us that much…. meet him there & surrender, he’s waiting for you with open arms.. you are so Loved🙏
Wow my feelings thank you. Words of expressions. U are a diva with in .Having its a process to recover to uncover to rover the author self loveit tree locality ❤❤❤❤❤God blessyou.Words o expression .I'll srat my writing I'm experienced this too.Im. heLed.I 9ve me today I have work I am aware of life grateful grateful ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Pls name this poem: Do you ever feel like no one could ever care? It’s like your heart can break like a paper can tear You want to run, you want to hide You don’t want to show whatever’s inside Sometimes life’s hard, sometimes it’s alright Sometimes you just need someone to hold you through the night Someone to tell you that you’ll be fine Even though you’re not, most of the time Sometimes the world is a really tough place Or maybe that’s just not the case Maybe it’s just that everyone’s too mean Maybe it’s that no one is what they seam Sometimes you just want to scream and shout Sometimes you want to let everything out Other times you’re quite, like you forgot how to speak And you think that you’re nothing, nothing but a freak You’re tired of picking up everyone else’s trash You’re tired of seeing your life being swallowed in a flash There’s barely enough tears left for you to cry You say that you’re happy, but that is a lie You replay scenarios in your head To help you fall asleep in your bed You wish that you can change your attitude You wish that you could stand up when people were rude Have you ever let the comments properly enter your mind? You forget that there’s anything good in life to find You forget that not everyone’s just trying to pull at your hair You forget there’s actually people who care Slowly but surely you find joy in your life You find someone to take out the knife They clean the wounds and piece you back together They fix you all the way through and you no long feel poor You get your smile and confidence back You regain the skills you started to lack You realise that your finally ok in the mind You walk at the front and not from behind Instead of being the meal for the cat You’re now the one who helps the rat You’re now the one who tells them it’s ok You tell them that they shouldn’t walk away You just needed a hug, you needed a friend You needed someone who’ll be there until the very end Someone you can rest your head on, while they rest theirs too Someone who will say those three words, ‘I Love You’
“I will always love you even tho you dropped me for someone I missed when we would run to are phones/tablets to text each other after school..even tho you left me for them I will still love you I feel for you dumn trick you went in my life made me suffer and out you went so happy …you left me like trash on the floor!…for them I might of fell for your stupid trick but I’m strong just because you won me dosent mean you will do it again…-made by:me to: (…………)
Things can you make more videos and send it on RUclips because you watched you speaking is making sense go on with what are you pushing with God why danger line l love you 😭💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💗💋
Let go of the past and don't let no brown eye Sagittarius monster named k... Lol naw. It was my own jealousy that got the best of me Turned me into a person I never thought b west could be. I reckon these Separations, well, they come and go like the wind through trees or crackheads through the 23s. It ain't no use to grieve over milk that's settled or somebody you thought you could change to do better. I used to pretend this pretence but the 1 u ponderin on I guarantee ain't a pondering on you in the end that type of shit a leave you scarred building walls of emotional defence. You left me, broke down and depleted, went from best friends to nothing in a weekend. You know my weakness. I have nobody to talk to or that I can trust with all my secrets Like I thought I could with you and you went on to leak them Depression hits me hard and doubts about me start to creep in. You changed the person that I was you won and I'm defeated. tried to cut u out of my mind then see the scars and start to thinkin But the thing that cut the deepest Is knowing how to speak it and find the words of moving on and being unable to reach them like I love u but i hate u fuckin bitch an u the reason That I'm stuck in just 1 body feeling like 2 different people Therapists tell me shit but it don't even me or seem equal to the fact I feel invisible like I'm mother fuckin see through It's a movie that ends and then I have to watch the sequel I don't know if this is God punishing me for being evil Or if it's me punishing me for being unable to keep u But the more I write this out I get the realization I need to Like I'm sounding like a bitch foreal but bitch foreal I do not need u Fuck u, your mom and grams That's why your baby daddy beat u u left me for another man for the same situation I changed for you to be a better man U fuck him then he fucks her and then tomorrow he'll be back again no wonder u got them hanging lips I bet them shits flap in a fan Bitch I was your biggest fan And u cut out my heart and buried it in the desert sands demon in disguise who will fuck this guy then that guy I bet that body count like Debbie does Dallas high The shit u did to me Befriended me Pretending u was fixing me told me all these little things Then left me for a Lenny kravits lip ring probably fucked me out of sympathy mentally injured me then literally turned into the enemy . You had dudes w attitudes harassing me who was smashing u. I could a left the bastard black and blue but it wasn't worth the hassle when all I had to do was sit back and view now u ain't even w that dude like don't mind me I was just passing through I oughta link back w dude n have a laugh or 2 it wasn't me Kim.. there's a reason no1 can last w u I never once drove past your house even thought of coming after you You was exposing me online when I was hurt, in love, and mad at u. That was a savage move So I give u your gratitude cause I never imagined that u had that in u And u only exposed half the truth to make me look like this bastard who broke down for not having you .. well I guess that was true It probably still sounds like that too. Like I don't know longitude from latitude But I was going through the motions that some emotions have to do I would never come back to you That shit just left me baffled I battled over a practice move when u told me that u loved me then showed me that u was capping too don't even know what the fuck was attracted to when I look back at the few memories I still have of you my dick just turn flacid boo cause there's nothing in this world that I ever would want to have with you You taught me love is like slavery and now shits abolished
I told i am not pkay and over share everthing i dont like to make the same mistakes again and again but i am doinf same mistakes i am attention seeker and i victimizing myself and i knew my mistakes ...i dont want to be thia person anymore i used to ask soo many question to everyone about ehy he said that she said this bla bla
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"I love you enough to want to love myself too. "
I can't unhear that 😢. My feelings...
Shouldn’t you love and be comfortable enough with yourself before you chose to be in a relationship?
She should have made a song with juice wrld! He 🔥🔥
Speaking of me...smh 😢😢
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i love youuuu
“Loving you is taking all the love I couldn’t give myself and putting it to good use”…dang my heart
This one's too deep
❤
That Nayo Jones poem will always be my favorite . She gave her all on it
love will not heal me, i will always be a woman of wounds, love will not heal me, but will hold my hand if i ever heal myself. please like this so i an come back to it when i need it most
Deep lines
Poetry can sometimes be revealing .
I appreciate her having the creativity and courage to show herself her inner self .
I say Dope Poem. God Bless 🙌🏼✨
This describe my love to Christ
Loving him makes me forget how much I hate my self.
Amen, exactly, i’m crying now cause of this comment 😭😭
"""Love will not heal me , but it will hold my hand if i ever heal myself ""
(No emoji to express that)
That line got me good too
The emotions are real, too real🌸
Always love yourself first. Find help. Loving yourself is so important, and there are people out there who are always ready to help. ❤❤😊
Here's the full poem:
I had a therapist tell me once, it was ironic how much love I gave out, 'cause I didn't give much to myself. She laughed, like self-love was a sick joke. I chuckled, then cried at home. I had someone tell me once, I could not love anyone else until I learn to love myself. This time, I got to laugh. This time, the sick joke was mine, was me. Might as well wait forever. I remember hating myself at the age of seven, journals filled to the brim with criticisms. By eight, I had enough pages to stitch them into wings to fly close enough to the sun, to see my tears turn to steam, felt the wax burn on my shoulders and mold into thick skin. I was nine when I wanted to die. Thirteen when I found a solution, figured if I could cut my legs enough gravity would let me go. When it didn't, I tied a pillowcase around my neck, twisting like the rope swings I knew so well from childhood, heard my heartbeat pound in my ears like a warning drum, then fade. I'd almost convinced myself I'd done it. When I started writing, I smeared my blood on every page to remind myself that everything beautiful has a consequence. I'd hoped to stall the clotting long enough to give myself to the craft and let myself go. I have died so many times. So when I told you that loving you almost makes life worth it, I was not joking. When I tell you that loving you almost makes me forget how much I hate myself, it is not poetry. Loving you is taking all of the love I could never give myself and putting it to good use. It is reminding myself that if someone can love a dying thing this way, can hold the Lazarus of my body and give thanks for the way it holds back. If someone can kiss the scars, administer the pills, absorb the bad days and wake up smiling next to me, then I can try to breathe again. Because self-love does not always come first. Or second. Or even ever. But your love be the guardrail on the ledge, be the drawers that hide all the sharp things, Be the body that carries my collapsed frame into bed, be the flowers you bought, Because even though they are dying too, they still dance. Love will not heal me, will not wipe my slate of a body clean - I will always be a woman of wounds, of rope-mark neck and melted skin. Love will not heal me, but it will hold my hand if I ever heal myself, and maybe teach me a joke that I can stay alive long enough to laugh at. I love you, enough to want to love myself too.
who wrote this..
Name?
Whats her name?
You will heal sweet girl & love yourself immensely because you’re so worth it…. You have such purpose in your story that will heal others when told…
We become beautifully broken after surrendering all our pain to Jesus who died in our place because he loves us that much…. meet him there & surrender, he’s waiting for you with open arms.. you are so Loved🙏
ruclips.net/video/YakX4doFAt4/видео.htmlsi=a-YglzPavXEBYsRd
Jesus loves you enough for the both of you ❤️
This describes how I felt for my ex 😭
Awesome poem about healing.
Dear Healed Self.... Don't Leave Me Behind....Love Broken Self
Loving you sis for being strong enough to allow us to see you! ❤️U QUEEN!🌹
so simple and beautifuly❤️❤️
Like that person is the soul that motivate us and give us power to continue our self knowing and self love and healing journey...
This is so beautiful
True love have payment the loyalty one keep doing it 🎉
This so sad but so beautiful and true
Woww amazing words
You can love anybody but finding the right love is worth dealing with a million lies.
This hit deep! ❤️
Wow my feelings thank you. Words of expressions. U are a diva with in .Having its a process to recover to uncover to rover the author self loveit tree locality ❤❤❤❤❤God blessyou.Words o expression .I'll srat my writing I'm experienced this too.Im. heLed.I 9ve me today I have work I am aware of life grateful grateful ❤❤❤❤❤❤
This is great but emotions are definitely better than the poem itself
You are loved by the individuals who don’t see love in themselves.
This touched my heart I felt like there is something leaving in my body like I am healed
Beautiful
By HIS Stripes You Are Healed & Whole Young Queen
🙏👑🙏
Awesome!!! thank you 🙏🙏🙏
This sounds so raw
This is relateble 😢
Poetry can reveal emptiness, lack of self-respect, self love, dignity and everything that's wrong or missing. Once revealed, the healing should start.
So inspiring, xxx, love this
this is making me cry
Amazing
beautyfull
Silently weeping while the world is sleeping- hoping,searching for a feeling- praying to God in need of healing-Hoping searching for a feeling
Aw😢my bf sent this to me😢❤love you too pookie bear😘❤💫
That’s deep 😊 I like this 🥸
😭😭😭 true lines 💔💔💔
That's so meaningful
Beautiful ❤
My heart breaks. My ex was the only person i ever loved. It truly hurts.
Beautiful🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Wow relatable
Love is pain
That can heal
Thank you
Why is this so real tho!!
I love me a lot I just need to know what it feels like to be loved by someone who loves me too 🥰😄😘❤💘
Pls name this poem:
Do you ever feel like no one could ever care?
It’s like your heart can break like a paper can tear
You want to run, you want to hide
You don’t want to show whatever’s inside
Sometimes life’s hard, sometimes it’s alright
Sometimes you just need someone to hold you through the night
Someone to tell you that you’ll be fine
Even though you’re not, most of the time
Sometimes the world is a really tough place
Or maybe that’s just not the case
Maybe it’s just that everyone’s too mean
Maybe it’s that no one is what they seam
Sometimes you just want to scream and shout
Sometimes you want to let everything out
Other times you’re quite, like you forgot how to speak
And you think that you’re nothing, nothing but a freak
You’re tired of picking up everyone else’s trash
You’re tired of seeing your life being swallowed in a flash
There’s barely enough tears left for you to cry
You say that you’re happy, but that is a lie
You replay scenarios in your head
To help you fall asleep in your bed
You wish that you can change your attitude
You wish that you could stand up when people were rude
Have you ever let the comments properly enter your mind?
You forget that there’s anything good in life to find
You forget that not everyone’s just trying to pull at your hair
You forget there’s actually people who care
Slowly but surely you find joy in your life
You find someone to take out the knife
They clean the wounds and piece you back together
They fix you all the way through and you no long feel poor
You get your smile and confidence back
You regain the skills you started to lack
You realise that your finally ok in the mind
You walk at the front and not from behind
Instead of being the meal for the cat
You’re now the one who helps the rat
You’re now the one who tells them it’s ok
You tell them that they shouldn’t walk away
You just needed a hug, you needed a friend
You needed someone who’ll be there until the very end
Someone you can rest your head on, while they rest theirs too
Someone who will say those three words, ‘I Love You’
Omg crying
All of it is true
Deep
I wanna say this to ALL my friends.....
❤
That hurts😢
“I will always love you even tho you dropped me for someone I missed when we would run to are phones/tablets to text each other after school..even tho you left me for them I will still love you I feel for you dumn trick you went in my life made me suffer and out you went so happy …you left me like trash on the floor!…for them
I might of fell for your stupid trick but I’m strong just because you won me dosent mean you will do it again…-made by:me to: (…………)
Woah this was actually beautiful wtf I did shed a tear
Grown men don’t cry 😭😭
Woww
Wow
Wow upside down spells “Mom” what’s does this mean? Nothing. Like this poem.
Jesus loves u. He suffered and died to save your soul. Come to Jesus.
My ex... I feel this in my very soul... 😭
❤
it makes me sad to see
someone sad but im sad mad and hurt all becuse of my mom
Who is this author or where the full video
But my soulmate will stay 😢🥺😔
🔥🔥🔥
Holy shit ❤️
😢deep
❤ uyayishaya can you teach me ❤😢
❤❤
❤❤
Damn.
The name of the song in the background
Loving you makes me forget how much I hate myself
Song name
Things can you make more videos and send it on RUclips because you watched you speaking is making sense go on with what are you pushing with God why danger line l love you 😭💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💗💋
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Let go of the past and don't let no brown eye Sagittarius monster named k...
Lol naw. It was my own jealousy that got the best of me
Turned me into a person I never thought b west could be.
I reckon these Separations, well, they come and go like the wind through trees
or crackheads through the 23s.
It ain't no use to grieve over milk that's settled
or somebody you thought you could change to do better.
I used to pretend this pretence but the 1 u ponderin on I guarantee ain't a pondering on you in the end
that type of shit a leave you scarred building walls of emotional defence.
You left me, broke down and depleted,
went from best friends to nothing in a weekend.
You know my weakness.
I have nobody to talk to or that I can trust with all my secrets
Like I thought I could with you and you went on to leak them
Depression hits me hard and doubts about me start to creep in.
You changed the person that I was you won and I'm defeated.
tried to cut u out of my mind then see the scars and start to thinkin
But the thing that cut the deepest
Is knowing how to speak it
and find the words of moving on and being unable to reach them
like I love u but i hate u fuckin bitch an u the reason
That I'm stuck in just 1 body feeling like 2 different people
Therapists tell me shit but it don't even me or seem equal to the fact I feel invisible like I'm mother fuckin see through
It's a movie that ends and then I have to watch the sequel
I don't know if this is God punishing me for being evil
Or if it's me punishing me for being unable to keep u
But the more I write this out I get the realization I need to
Like I'm sounding like a bitch foreal but bitch foreal I do not need u
Fuck u, your mom and grams
That's why your baby daddy beat u
u left me for another man
for the same situation I changed for you to be a better man
U fuck him then he fucks her and then tomorrow he'll be back again
no wonder u got them hanging lips I bet them shits flap in a fan
Bitch I was your biggest fan
And u cut out my heart and buried it in the desert sands
demon in disguise
who will fuck this guy then that guy
I bet that body count like Debbie does Dallas high
The shit u did to me
Befriended me
Pretending u was fixing me
told me all these little things
Then left me for a Lenny kravits lip ring
probably fucked me out of sympathy
mentally injured me then literally turned into the enemy .
You had dudes w attitudes harassing me who was smashing u.
I could a left the bastard black and blue but it wasn't worth the hassle when all I had to do was sit back and view now u ain't even w that dude like don't mind me I was just passing through
I oughta link back w dude n have a laugh or 2
it wasn't me Kim.. there's a reason no1 can last w u
I never once drove past your house even thought of coming after you
You was exposing me online when I was hurt, in love, and mad at u. That was a savage move
So I give u your gratitude cause I never imagined that u had that in u
And u only exposed half the truth to make me look like this bastard who broke down for not having you .. well I guess that was true
It probably still sounds like that too.
Like I don't know longitude from latitude
But I was going through the motions that some emotions have to do
I would never come back to you
That shit just left me baffled I battled over a practice move when u told me that u loved me then showed me that u was capping too
don't even know what the fuck was attracted to
when I look back at the few memories I still have of you my dick just turn flacid boo cause there's nothing in this world that I ever would want to have with you
You taught me love is like slavery and now shits abolished
Sad 😢
GOD CAN HEAL YOU!!!
I will always be women of wound 😢
Poem name?
😢😢🙂😭❤
إقتنعت أنه لا شعر بعد شعر العرب ،مساكين اللي انحرموا من نعمة العربية
What's her name?
What is the background music
Background Song?
@@anamikaom the cinematic orchestra-to build a home
does anyone know who she is? i gotta hear more
Poem - “Healing” by Nayo Jones
This is so sad
What is the name of this preformance
"Healing" by nayo jones
what’s her name?
It’s not important. Look up Bukowski if you want a real Poet.
Nayo Jones
Love is a failure 💔
Love just ruins everything so whats the point of trying to have someone if there js gonna leave
I told i am not pkay and over share everthing i dont like to make the same mistakes again and again but i am doinf same mistakes i am attention seeker and i victimizing myself and i knew my mistakes ...i dont want to be thia person anymore i used to ask soo many question to everyone about ehy he said that she said this bla bla
Then she left me
I ain’t really feeling it. I’ve had my heart ripped out while it’s still beating, and that’s not what I’m seeing there
Who is this