Toxic Friendships | THE AM WITH AMY
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- Опубликовано: 10 сен 2017
- I will be the first person to admit: I have been the toxic friend. I have also experienced the toxicity of a best friend. Leaving a toxic relationship is one of the most painful, uncomfortable experiences you can have, but it also brings such great growth, knowledge, and new opportunities to love.
In this episode of The AM with Amy, I talk about what a toxic friend is to me, how I deal with them, and how I move on from them.
Disclaimer: In talking about my previous relationships, it is 100% not my intention to badmouth or bring negative light upon any one of those people- it is solely just for me to share my story with you, (and I hope that a level of privacy can be respected). I also genuinely do hope that they are all doing well.
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"Not all toxic people are cruel and uncaring. Some of them love us dearly. Many of them have good intentions. Most are toxic to our being simply because their needs and way of existing in the world force us to compromise ourselves and our happiness. They aren’t inherently bad people, but they aren’t the right people for us. And as hard as it is, we have to let them go. Life is hard enough without being around people who bring you down, and as much as you care, you can’t destroy yourself for the sake of someone else. You have to make your wellbeing a priority. Whether that means breaking up with someone you care about, loving a family member from a distance, letting go of a friend, or removing yourself from a situation that feels painful - you have every right to leave and create a safer space for yourself."
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Reading all your stories and comments has been so enlightening in knowing that we are definitely not alone. Feel free to share this video with anyone you know who might need this! Love you guys. 🌹
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"just because you're familiar with someone and you've been friends with them forever, doesn't mean it's a healthy relationship" damn that hit me hard
I have definitely been the toxic friend. I noticed that half the problem I have with my friend are things I don't like about myself/caused by me if that makes sense. Sadly, one thing I've learnt while growing up is letting go of friends and realising that you've outgrown each other while growing apart. I also learnt that it is better to be alone than staying in a toxic relationship. But I've also gone through some introspection and know that sometimes, the toxic friend is myself.
"Everything is temporary. ...Nothing stays and you should find freedom in that concept." (y)
Is it sad to say that I never really had a close friendship with anyone? I never experienced having a friend who I can talk about deep stuff with. Most of the friendships I had were just a result of knowing each other for a long time. There are only a few people I'm comfortable hanging out with, and most of them would rather hang out with their own friends. Maybe, it's because I'm not a good conversationalist, and I have extreme social anxiety. People also mistake my shyness with being a btch (for the lack of a better term). Because of these, I spent my last term of college alone. Really depressing tbh
I also feel guilty about being a toxic friend because I was really insecure of myself (due to not having solid friends).
thalianightshade I understand where you're coming from and how hard it can be when you're wrapped up in your mind thinking all these negative things about yourself. I found that I just kept telling myself fuck it. and open up to these friends and keep telling myself that i love them and they love me (only if you actually do like these people) so i don't have to be afraid of what they think or if they don't want to be around me. It takes a lot of practice to just tell yourself to live in the moment, as in, just forgetting about what embarrassing thing MIGHT happen or what COULD happen if blah blah blah. i know i sound like i'm lecturing but i just wanted to share what i have found that worked for me. it didn't take one night it took about a year or two to finally attempt to open up to people around me and love myself.
thalianightshade im going through the same omg but i feel kinda comfortable being all lonely sometimes
Omg i feel the same as you even after college I'm still kind of a loner haha yess all those social anxieties just crazy roller coaster but fighting and cheer up! 😊
I can relate to this pretty closely, but thankfully I've gotten better at creating closer friendships despite how scared/anxious I was. I'm sure the same can happen to you!! if you'd like, you can always message me!! I'm always open to meeting new ppl :)
I just broke up with my long time best friend probably 7 months ago, we've been best friend since we're in primary until college, It hit me hard when you mention about price because I kept thinking that she's the only one who've been there for me tho I've alway feel so mentally draining and dumb most of the time, it alway feel like our conversations were evolving around me seeking for advices and thoughts. So when I decided to cut it off for real after many fights, excuses, apologies and doubts. I know it is the right time to stopped holding on to that friendship and I felt so guilty when she texted me after we stopped talking that she regretted our friendship out all friendships she has, it feel as if it was never worth being each other bestie :/ I felt so guilty after that texts since I was the one who ended it but I still have respect and genuinely care about her also I never talked ill about her neither regret our friendship. I think it was the best friendship for that time being, it's just things and people changed. And we're not compatible with each other anymore.
Communication is truly the key to all relationships.
Amy, you have such impeccable timing. 2017 has been the year of me realizing all the toxic friendships I have in my life and having to cut them off. It's been months but I still am struggling to move on and let go. I appreciate and love your advice and comfort so much. thank you!! sending some love from the east coast to u ❤️
Holy SHIT the timing for this video is CRAZY!! I'm currently dealing with trying to move on from a toxic friend wow, what a sign!
Mandy Valdez same amy just came in time
I "broke up" with my bestfriend of 16 years because she did blackface. Miss her everyday but the situation was OBVIOUSLY TOXIC..
I have googled toxic friendships, I've talked to other friends about it, but nothing really helped me until this video. Granted, the toxic friendship is over, I feel like this video put my experience into words. Maybe next time I sense a friendship going south, I can mend or stop it before I become a person I'm not proud of again. Things happen for a reason, and while this situation was really painful, I hope it will help me learn to communicate my feelings rather than bottle them up (I'm notoriously passive-aggressive). Thanks amy :) you made so many great points that I'll be sure to remember them
I have a 100% toxic relationship with my mom. She makes my life so much more miserable and difficult. But cutting off my mom is not as straightforward as any other friend. I'm almost 25 now and my mom still helps me financially, which means I have no choice but to deal with her. When I become totally independent I cannot WAIT to get this relationship under control and set limits on our interactions. I have high standards with all of my other friendships/relationships and those same rules are gonna get applied to her.
Dervla Nilgün McDonnell that's right👌🏾 you gotta do what's best for you. When you become independent, you'll be able to show your mom what your standards are. And I'm sure she'll respect it too!
Hi! I am also in the same situation and understand you. My parents, especially my mom, brings so much negativity that I hate being at home because I just feel so anxious when I'm there. A couple of months ago, I finally made a decision for myself that I knew I wanted for so long and would be so beneficial for me emotionally, mentally and career wise but she was so against it and have made other people feel terrible about my decision. But like you, this just motivated me to work harder and strive to become independent so I could move on and create a better space for myself. Here's to us, we'll get there someday and I hope you're taking care of yourself xx
Hi, I am in the exact same place as you. My mom and I bring out the worst in each other, but I am also financially dependent on her and my dad, and it sucks. I want to work hard in school so that I can support myself one day soon and leave and frankly, disappear from their house. I am much happier than I am when I am home. Wish us luck!
Having a toxic relationship with your mom is extremely draining and tough on the soul. It's hard to set boundaries with the person that literally made you, but ultimately you can't love someone unless you learn to love yourself! It's relieving to see in these comments that I'm not alone. I wish you all luck on your endeavors to grow and be the best version of you :) #mommyissues Lol
I'm shook, that part where you said it goes both ways gets to me!!! I hated myself so much for being the way that I was. I felt so horrible for my friend and I really just hated the way I treated them and I was just so tired of being the way that I was. I just cut them off because I couldn't stand this. I felt so sorry and I thought of them every day. I felt so drained with how they were and what they did and it reflected in my attitude.
I barely ever leave comments on youtube videos but honestly Amy your content is extraordinary and so moving and inspiring. I've been watching you for years now and it always makes me want to be a better person. You are the realest person on youtube by far, nothing ever feels forced or disingenuous. Thank you for creating such content for us, I always relate it someway or another and even if I don't at the time, it helps me to think about myself and my impact on others. I've been recommending you to all my friends because everyone deserves to have such a figure in their life, even if it's just through a screen. I hope I can meet you one day (if you're ever around London). Love you so much 💗
I love how you tackle the issue, you're very mature. I've had toxic relationships and I never think that somehow it's also my fault I always put the blame on my friend but never realise that it's a 50/50 situation. That's a very good point
You should do a podcast
I really admire everything you say, and I truly admire your wisdom. First of all, when you said friendships can last a lifetime while relationships come and go, I always thought the opposite. I've gone through multiple friends that were mostly very toxic, and I've gotten so used to it that losing my two best friends this year was very easy for me. I realized that I also contributed to the toxicity because I would talk bad about them for what they did to me. Once we stopped talking, it did hurt me because I felt like I didn't have any friends and I felt guilty, but over all, I was ok with it because friendships have never lasted for me. Most friendships come and go in my eyes. However, I am still in my first ever relationship which has lasted more than a year, and it has honestly been the hardest obstacle in my life to make it work. I feel like relationships can work if both people put in the same amount of effort. Our relationship has been very, very toxic, and I know I have compromised my own well-being for it. When I came to realize this, I didn't want to continue it. I do suffer from depression and anxiety disorder, so this does make it harder for me. I am currently on the path towards growing myself mentally and physically because I believe we will never stop growing. For the past year, I was very unhappy and constantly comparing myself to others, and now I am slowly going beyond that to become a better person and be content with my own well-being. Maybe being in a relationship will hinder this, but I am trying not to let that happen. I am still trying to figure out my career goals and hopefully become a better version of myself one day. I do want my relationship to work despite the amount of times we have tried, but if it doesn't, I know it will be hard and I am willing to accept it. I do feel mad at my self that I am doing this over and over again and many have advised me not to, but hopefully something will finally click in my brain. I admire your authenticity, and I do believe you should communicate your issues with someone no matter what. Thank you for discussing issues other youtubers probably wouldn't. Thank you for being you.
Hi Amy, I never comment on things but this is the fourth time I’ve watched this video so I just had to thank you. I ended things with my best friend last year and it was tougher than I thought seeing her again at our graduation. Your video has helped me to stop feeling so physically sick over it.
To everyone else going through a toxic break up: you can only open yourself to new and better things when you close the bad off. I’ve made room for an amazing partner, gotten closer to my brother and see my friends who are always supportive and sweet to me once a week. You’ll miss your old friendship once in a while and it’ll sometimes cut you when you don’t expect it to but just watch this video again. You made the right choice ❤️❤️
This video is absolutely inspiring, I actually found myself tearing up, and I don't usually get emotional at youtubers or their videos, but this one, this subject, the light in your soul you're able to keep while talking about this. I have had so many toxic relationships in my short life and i feel they have left me so emotionally tattered. Perhaps I'm not always the best at picking people. But i spent so long thinking it was my fault, and i don't think until actually watching this that I realized its no ones fault. Some people just don't click. Thank you
literally just what I needed. broke off a friendship recently.
Heyy Amy, I only saw this video now, but I must say love what you said. I can totally relate to a lot things you said. I just cut off one of my best friends early this year. It's a really really hard decision and I suffered from guilty and regret for a real long time. Not that I regret what I did, I can see this separation is a good thing for both of us, but I couldn't stop thinking if there are better way to cut off this friendship. This thought was in my head for ages, but I am better now. I agree with what you said in this video that it's better to let them know why you feel sad, annoyed or whatever, wayyyy better than talk behind their back coz that won't heal ourself and definitely won't change the situation. I love you outfit and makeup btw.
I think this needs to be vocalized a lot more because there's definitely a lot of bad blood coming out of a friendship / relationship because there's a lot of speculation that you wish/have ill feelings towards that other person. But I think it's quite mature and healthy to be able to identify that it is toxic for yourself (and I'm sure for the other party) and act on it. It doesn't need to be a bad ending but I understand why it can be.
Also, love you Amy! Always wanted to be able to have conversations with you and glad you're doing this (:
Always love these series Amy. And the way you are so honest+open and how you embrace authenticity is so important and truly inspiring for so many (young) boys and girls out there ❤️
Thank you for this, Amy. This was needed.
Amyyy, you should start doing podcasts! I can listen to you talk for hours and hours. There are not enough AMwithAmy videos, I need more. You just have such a nice way to word everything. So so inspiring you are!
i have been loving your recently uploaded content, always had love for you but i feel like you are growing and i'm so happy that you're sharing your beautiful thoughts with us! xxx
I'm binge watching these talks, I am so thankful for all these videos
thank you for always being so honest :') this video helped me a lot 💛
This was so helpful! Thank you Amy. I can really relate to some of your experiences, and you definitely shared some great tips.
i love youuu!! really needed to hear this 😭😭😭
This is so relatable. I've had toxic friendships in the past and I had to force myself to cut them off! Lately I've been feeling I'M the toxic one :( with me talking bad about them and I feel so guilty of it. I definitely don't like this side of me and I'm trying so hard to change.
Thank you so so much for this video! It literally made me cry listening to you. I need to find the strength to deal with the toxic friendships I have with my best friend, even if it's hard. Thanks again, this video will help me so much.
“Everything is temporary and you should find freedom in this concept” is so legit!!!
I love to listen to these type of videos, it is so valuable and gives you a whole new perspective ❤️❤️❤️ Keep doing it gurl you are awesome😘
you're so articulate and interesting, this was also so incredibly well timed
omg perfect timing amy!!! thanks for the video :)
I really appreciate these videos, your message is always exactly what my heart needs ✨🌸 love and light to you!
Really love this chat - it was so genuine!
WOW. THANK YOU for making this video. I haven't heard this much truth in a video in quite some time. Toxic friends make you a toxic friend *snaps*
Thank you so much for this video 😊💕 you really opened my eyes to how a toxic relationship is a two way street, and accepting it will just bring closure to everything that's happening
Genuinely the most sincere person ever ❤️❤️❤️ thanks for producing content that is beautiful and inspiring with the platform you have
I NEEDED THIS; I agree so much w your intro. I recently had to let go of a friendship that was drifting apart and without bitterness I decided to move on because this relationship wasn't healthy and pretty toxic in the way she would treat me. I had many experiences like this but it was healthier to move on and keep the friends that were really there for me. I love that quote ... so spot on. You should never have to be in a friendship/relationship where you're compromising yourself and your self respect
Thank you so much for this video, Amy! I really appreciate what you said. This is definitely something that I needed to hear, as I'm going through a change with regards to friendships. It definitely seems easier to place the blame on others for why a relationship is toxic, but it's important to realise that it's a two way street. I'm currently reflecting on how I've been a toxic friend and how I can improve myself. It's challenging, especially since it's my senior year in college(!!!!), but I know that reevaluating myself and my friendships is worth it. Again, thank you so much for this.
Thank you for posting this, I've been trying very long to deal with a toxic friend.
thank you so much amy! i kinda dont have any close friends rn because the ones i had where so toxic for me so i had to step away from them. now im going to a new school and its tuff to always be by yourself and not having anyone to talk to ever. but as you said, everything is temporary and if life can be this way it can also be the other way around. sending strength and love to all the people who need it. your day will come
Everything you said was so relevant to my friendship and helped me so much
this was everything... you rock girl. bless up for the whitman quote too
this came at the absolute best time...i can totally understand and have realised that situation you talked about when i begun to speak ill about my "best friend". She turned me into someone I wasn't, and I guess I changed her too. I can relate to the fact that I'd tell her when she hurt me, but nothing ever changed. I'm confrontational, and she isn't at all, and that really clashed. Thanks so much for this video xo
this is such a good video, thank you Amy for your amazing content!!! ❤️❤️
Loving this series, Amy! I feel like this topic is especially relatable for people in their 20's, as I feel like this is the time when we start to evaluate our friendships from different stages in life. I feel like as I've gotten older, friendships take a lot more effort to maintain, and so this time in our lives is when we take some time to reflect. Liked hearing your opinions on this!
Really needed to hear this. Hope you're well as always~
❤ Amy you are the only one that makes me realize things in my life❤ Your like an older sister I've always needed but never have had❤
I was in two toxic friendships back in highschool, but in my case it was more a "one way thing": I'd let both talk down to me, bring me down, and treat me like shit. I barely dared talking about it with my other friends and in fact, none of my other friends noticed what was going on. Both of these relationships completely drained me and ruined the little confidence I had and made me hate myself even more. Once I managed to cut both off at the end of senior year, I was convinced the work was done, not realising then the damage both of them had done. Right now I'm really lost because I don't know what I should do to feel better and have some self-esteem.
Thank you so much for this video, I feel like we often talk about "romantic" toxic relationships and less about toxic friendships. Much much love to you Amy
it would be cool to hear you talk about making new friends! and putting yourself out there. personally I find it really hard to meet new people.
Brooke Young Omg same! I'm starting school soon at a new school and I'm a senior, im nervous and I've never had close friends :(
Can i just say I love these videos. It shows so much growth and I honestly can relate to a lot of things you're talking about😊
everytime amy makes a video like this, im just like "oh stahp it, amy, you" because you always makes such quality content in your videos. much love
Hi Amy! Just wanted to thank you for this much needed video! While a lot of fashion/beauty gurus youtubers tend to develop their channels portraying a picture perfect lifestyle, you still give us real and relatable content. Not everyone would admit in front of a camera that they were at fault or toxic in a failed relationship. Me and a friend of a number of years are currently going through a talking stage after many months of bitterness. Im glad that you made a point in clarifying that being toxic does not instantly mean being necessarily a bad person but just not being good for each other. This video gave me lots of feels and I found myself nodding through the whole 16 minutes of it. Lots of love from Maryland
just saw your Instagram story about not getting as many views and I have to say I freaking love you and your content and I have zero idea why people wouldn't want to watch you more and more!!! I love your styling videos and really all the content you've been putting out lately! I know it must feel sucky, but honestly you're one of my faves and don't let it get to you!!!
I can totally relate and you made many excellent points in this video Amy! A friend might be toxic even though they mean well and it is definitely a two way thing
Makes me wonder if certain friendships slowly die off
Great video Amy. I went through this recently as well. I kept thinking "She's my best friend, I've known her for years!" But I never really felt like she knew me very well and never felt like I was a priority to her. I started talking behind her back as well to other non-mutual friends. That wasn't a "me" I enjoyed being... but now it's all over and while we never officially talked about it, it feels like we both moved on.
love this series - super raw & truthful ☺️☺️☺️
You can't imagine how much I needed this, thank you so so much, endless thank you. I am in a really hard situation, I know I deserve better friends and being treated better, but I still love my best friend. I don't know.
wow i really needed this - thankyou
I respect you even more as a person after this video.
Amy, I really appreciate you answering my question. I think even if this is a grwm vid too, you come to us bare, at your most honest state. This so brave of you sharing a really personal bit of your life. Not many can do what you do. This is why I've been following you all these years. You are so real and I can resonate with you so much. I love you, Amy. Your videos helped me through my life, especially when it gets tough. Thank you, bb girl! ♡ -lu.wee
"Everything flows, nothing stays, and you should find freedom in that concept." I'm writing this down. Thank you Amy!
I agree on everything you said on the intro. Keep up the great work Am ❤️
this is so important, much love 2 u
This.....this is just the right video for me right now, thank you:)
Thanks alot Miss Amy.... Iam so sure that you have changed so many lives in this universe.... You have spoken very well biblically speaking .... May God God bless you as always ..... Take care and be well....
I have like.zero.friends bc i always feel they are not honest and sincere with what they say to me so at the end i give up on them and slowly start to keep a distance and stop talking to them, prob that's the reason i am such a flop at maintaining friendships :/
It is really hard to see others going out and having a good squad while you're there just doing your stuff alone :'|
Thank you for this video, it really helps to know that im not the only one who experience s something similar! :)
the right people will show up at the right time :)
Same thing happen to me. It hurts the most when they were the first friend that has helped you open up as a person; since i tend to keep to myself. She was toxic in her energy and was always talking smack, and it just got overwhelming where i began distancing myself from her, and she got the hint that our friendship was tearing, so she started spreading rumors of me. It was draining, and tiring. She flipped the script, and started twisting my words, and the actions I did. I feel that i should of spoke to her about her negativity, than not say anything, also stand up for myself when it first began. When I did stand up for myself was already a year later, and she played it off as we were still friends, but her tone was more professional. I guess what hurts the most was the fact, she goes around acting like all the dirt she spit was nothing mere but an illusion. i'm still learning to confidently trust myself, and who I am, without what she states to be true of who I am.
I'm hooked. I'll be back next week to watch your video. ❤
Thanks so much for sharing my quote ❤️ It's pronounced Kep-key lol. Weird German Spelling. Also your video is super insightful and I think you're lovely and I'm so glad I found your space on here!
the timing of this video is CRAZYY! Right now I'm trying to move on from my toxic friends. I take it as a sign lol
As soon as this video ended, I let my "friend" know that we could no longer continue the relationship, that we don't have a connection and forcing one isn't fair to either of us. Thanks for the strength and inspiration Amy
This a great episode. Most people can probably relate, I know I can. 🌹🌹🌹❤️
thank you for the kind reminder
In a similar vein, I recently got out of a toxic professional/career based relationship and it really brought a lot of things to light. It's entirely possible to be in a toxic environment with a coworker or supervisor that effects your mental health, and I was constantly in denial of how bad it was until I was able to move on and surround myself with people who are much more supportive and understanding. I definitely could have handled some situations better, and there were times when that person could be nice and funny, but it has taken me a while to unlearn the habits I developed that were detrimental to my career development and self esteem. I think it's important for people to recognize that certain behaviours or situations are toxic and to never feel that it's just in their heads, otherwise they'll be stuck in something that doesn't allow either person to really flourish.
This is hard to process all of this information,but you are so right.
This was much needed, thank you for taking the time to talk about this! Also* How do you style your hair as in this video? I try to get my hair like this when I blow dry and have the hardest time!
So glad youre doing this series more often now! A question from me would be how to deal with failure even though trying your hardest. I failed my examyear and it sucks to be doing all my classes again, when I know I'm capable of doing so much more. I know I just have to move on but this has been tough for the past weeks and I wonder how you think about this.
Last time I was this early Jungkook was still a small and innocent little boy. Besides that, I love how truthful Amy is and how real she is. She is not someone that is two faced. I really needed to see something like this I am going through a lot of stress right now (you know the usual Asian parents and their expectations and the pressure its just that this time there is more competition in school plus sickness and bad asthma isn't helping much) Sigh~ Toxic relationships suck especially if you are giving your all to someone and you realise through their actions that they don't give a shit. Love ya Amy always giving such great talks!
I'm really enjoying your 'theAMwithAmy' podcasts 👌🏼 please keep them coming! They should teach this in schools haha
Wow I found this video coincidentally now just as I had a toxic friendship situation earlier today. The toxicity and drama has always just made me feel sick and mentally exhausted and as a result, physically drained. After taking a forced break from all outside communication and toxicity for 2 months I'm finally able to see things from the outside, and start separating myself from the toxic friendships as a result :)
Another great video Amy ! :)
Thank youuuuu, love u💜
If you are scared to address a friend, Run! You owe no one nothing.
This came in just about the right time! 😂 Was recently seeing someone who I assume is passive aggressive, who decided to cut me off completely without letting me know what went wrong. But oh well, life goes on.
This was such a great talk. I definitely feel like I'll be coming back to this video and sending it to others who are in toxic friendships but can't or won't leave. Here's a question though - what do you do about close friends, partners, siblings etc. who are in toxic friendships but refuse to leave? Some might say to just leave it alone because it's none of your business but it hurts me to see and know that they are being hurt and feeling helpless.
Sparing the details - my ex had a best friend for many years, nearly spanning a decade. I also became best friends with 'this person' for a few years before dating my ex. This person ended up being horrible, talking trash about my ex to me (we weren't dating or even really friends at the time), spreading rumours about me, and I later found out that they abused their teenage partner (in all aspects). While this person spent more and more time with their partner, they stopped talking to my ex and me. My ex and I found solace in each other and got together. When I found out about the rumours and trash talking my ex, I told him, and he was initially upset and said he'd deal with it. He didn't, despite saying so multiple times so I confronted this person myself. Gave them chances to explain themselves but they couldn't or wouldn't (i.e. leaving me on seen for a month) before cutting them off entirely.
When this person's partner confided in me about the abuse, I told my ex (that this person was abusive, not the details) and he was unfazed, saying that he'd known about lying and cheating before with past exes. I asked him why he didn't cut this clearly horrible person off and he talked about the quantity of the friendship, as you hit the nail on the head. They valued that more than the friendship itself. He seemingly saw that the friendship was unhealthy and knew that this person was an asshole but would not end it. At times he'd complain to me about this friend being annoying or not paying him back money etc. He was being taken advantage of but still would not leave. It frustrated me to no end. I understand that it's hard and takes time, some people can't cut people off like I can but there was no progress. He asked me what I wanted him to do but I didn't want to be controlling and tell him who to be friends with, he should know and I'm sure he did. He ended up just not telling me when he'd meet up with this friend or anything related to this friend. He told me after we broke up though. This happened over the span of three years. We broke up for other reasons but this still bugs me, albeit less so. I don't know how I put up with him and his 'friends' using him for so long. From the way he spoke (complained) about them, they all seemed toxic. We have many mutual friends who don't know what happened, just that I really don't like this friend, and while I want to tell people how horrible this person is, I don't feel like it's my place to unless they ask specifically. In some way, I also felt a bit like the toxic friend.. This negative thing kept haunting me throughout the years. It was in both of our best interests that it ended. I figured that you can give all the help you can to someone and they won't help themselves unless they want to. Now that my ex is out of my life (more or less), I just have to try and move on from this mess.
Thanks for the video 💕
I had 4 close friends and realized they were all toxic but I wouldn't let them go because they were my only friends. Now I've pretty much came to my senses and gotten rid of 3 of them.... I still miss them but the feelings of missing them & are not as bad as the feelings I had when I was around them. And I agree 100% they are 2 way streets!
i really needed this, even though its one year ago haha :'D i really love and enjoy your videos, thank you!
Wow Amy start podcasts! Lol
But yeah I feel this way w a lot of people in my life. I feel like going into my 20s is going to be so different, but so healthy
This video in itself is v healing.
Thank you Amy for sharing this thoughtful video. I did experienced that kind of relationship and i got the cut off too. It was sad but never been happier that I finally got out of this sick friendship . In the end we did contact and apologize to each other thus i felt delighted 😁. So this video reminds me off that time ahaha and I can't agree no more to all those quotes and what you're saying hehe by the way if that's friendship we could break off but what if this is your family? cause I'm kind of experiencing it right now haha
Thank you Amy
Amy, if you started making these into podcasts I would listen to it 24/7. It's literally free therapy.
I shared apt with my high school friend for 2 years during college year. Unfortunately, I was the one that is passive aggressive. I am a super introverted person. I have hard time to make a confrontation. In the beginning of the shared apt period, I use to put stick note on the fridge to tell her to clean out the dish, I even set out a schedule for house chore. But she just didn't follow, and sometime she just not thoughtful enough on the sharing spaces. I have been holding on to all my anger until she graduated, I exploded. and the friendship ended. it's been years now. I kinda regret that I wasn't a good communicator. I wasn't able to be angry at people directly. Feel sorry to her and to myself and being such a difficult person.
Yep. I love you from across the Universe
YASS! I saw your insta story and I came as fast as I could when I got out of class.. LOL❤