People always over analyze kurt. "He looks sad" "hes so angry" like no hes just sitting around doing nothing. Do you always have a bright freaking smile on your face when you sit at home?
Marisa Campbell haaha definitely not. couldn't have put it better myself. I especially like this video because it means basically nothing. We should put out more videos of famous people doing jack shit so that we can realize more and more celebrities are not special. I mean... Kurt was special.... but he didn't TRY to be. Everyone nowadays is trying to seem deep and unique, like STFU!
@Dionysus no thanks, tubby. Anywho I’m done with this petty game so I’ll give you the privilege of leaving the last comment if you’d like but I won’t give you the honor of actually reading it
Looks that would shame Hollywood's best, like Pitt etc, and genius talent. Once in a lifetime you get people with great looks but are real, authentic, deep and talented.
I was there, I was 15 years old. I got there around 11 am and saw Dave riding a bike outside. I stood in the front row and touched Kurt when he walked on stage, because he passed near the grid. One of the best days of my life. Still have the ticket till this day. 2 months later...well you know, one of the saddest days..
He was such a nice guy.. he was definatley the type of person that listened and didn't wait for a person to stop talkng just to say what was on his mind. I wish I met him..
Clare Carroll I was thinking the same thing .... here he talks about lollapalooza, and from what I've read he really didn't want to do it, fought w Courtney ... also it sounds strange when he says he's "doing the lollapalooza tour" ... doesn't seem like nirvana's vibe at all, they eventually cancelled
Could you imagine if they tried to put the "ultimate rockstar" axel rose in a backstage area like that? He would flip out! That's really what separates Kurt from other rockstars
poor little pisces.was so in love with courtney not knowing about her possesionate side when it comes to money.I'm so sad that he didnt stay longer with us,i feel like i simply need more of his geniousity.rip genious.
I think Kurt Cobain wanted to be remembered, and be in club 27. His mother said once, that Kurt talked around her that he wanna be in this club. He wanna become a Mythos likes Jim Morrison. Kurt was an angel, a really beautiful shining angel. What he left to us, is priceless and pure love.
everything about the man was amazing his music his charisma even the way he smokes a cigarette his hair style was the coolest too just the coolest down to earth guy ever to walk the planet and he kills himself just shows you how fucked up the world is
na he just killed himself thru clinical depression and drugs and arseholes in the world who want to bring him down and he had enough and hated being famous . well thats what i think anyways
at least Kurt wasn't fake he didn't try to be anyone he wasn't you just percive him that way Jesus what did you want him to smile every single minute on camera fuck he was being himself!
+Jacob Sala well said...nobody knows what he was feeling, thinking...if he killed himself, if he was killed..nobody knows!!! Just enjoy his music and let him rest in peace..please.
People become obsessed with an artist, spend countless hours watching, reading and listening to and about them and develop this weird idea that because they identify themselves with that person that they know what that person thought and felt. Doesn't matter how much they know about someone they will never really know how they really felt. It's really irritating when I read that arguments where people talk as if they know for a fact that what they're saying is true.
I was 13, when I heard kurt cobain singing lithium live on MTV,, Cobain's voice was very rough and had this raspy sound to it that made you just want to listen to his music with a brilliant lyrics. + His good looks! that so lovely to watch playing on stage with left handed guitar!! so rare!! too sad he's already gone.. :( I miss u kurt! rest in peace!
I just finished the book Heavier than Heaven about Kurt. It seems like his drug use was way worse than anyone knew. I still listen to Nirvana everyday since I was 12 in 1992. The guy was amazing
Just letting you know that that book is known for having no creditability, Charles Cross got his info for that book from Courtney who had her own agenda. That book isn't worth shit.
Chapzino TheDon hate to say it but most nirvana fans claim that book is false , when in actuality it's pretty true Charles cross went on the road with nirvana , come as you are was nirvana approved which meant it was hiding things
I wonder how many more unseen videos are gonna surface of kurt...I hope many many more! he was the most beautiful man ever...his face..God spent a lot of time making that gem of a man :)
He was so GREAT; I hope in his mind while living he knew how much he influenced/impacted people. He could easily be related to not just his genius musicianship. His behavavior, His view against the ways of the world, judgement it's like he was the most down to earth rockstar EVER.
I love how this footage looks like something somebody had for a long time, and in recent years just decided to upload it, without any editing. It doesn't look like something that belongs to any kind of magazine, or tv channel or official documentary ...which is awesome.
I also see how he changed as a person. he acts like a mature adult in the later videos. Before he was like a punk rock kid. I dont think he realized that he would eventually lose touch with the very thing that defined him. people change and their interests change and they grow up. He got tired of it all, and he was done.
you can't tell what's going on inside a person's head and heart. "He was not suicidal," and "he looked happy" are meaningless comments. Even depressed people have moments of happiness. A person can be feeling ok, then become despondent really fast. HE WAS MURDERED
He was happy. He was at his most happiest at this time in his life. No more stomach pains and was able to eat food without the pain and was laying off the drugs. He would continue to use heroin ... but he was slowing his use of it immensely. I'm sure had he been given the chance, he would have gotten off it completely on his own. But Courtney was using guilt and pressure to force him, and an intervention which just made him feel horrible, embarrassed and alienated, even going as far as saying to him that he dropped the baby ... which is probably what led to ... anyway yes, he was happy here. At least he got peace and joy towards the end of his life before Courtney ruined it.
Damien Kobain Maybe he did drop their baby. Quit romanticizing people like they're unable to be guilty of being human. There's nothing wrong with staging an intervention. It's ridiculous blaming anyone besides the person who pulled the trigger. It's sad that he died, and that he was so depressed. It would be nice if he had had more help and support, but nobody killed him but himself, and nobody drugged him but himself.
Let me also add to this for context, that I don't think Kurt Cobain any worse of a person for his actions, I feel horrible that it happened and wish he hadn't chosen that exit in life. All I'm saying is that his actions are his own, even if he can track the source of his emotional pain to other people.
Damien Kobain There's lots of footage that proves that Cobain was in a terrible state in 1994. Even this footage. Look at the close-up of his face at 2:44. Look at his old pale, damaged skin. That man is not 40 or 50, but only in his 20s! And don't forget the overdose in Rome. Cobain agreed to go to rehab, apparently had a happy time there, playing with Frances, but fooled everyone (including himself) and ran away, back to... heroin! Cobain didn't want to be married anymore. Cobain didn't want to be in Nirvana anymore. Cobain wanted heroin, heroin and (guess what?) more heroin!
I am 1 of the blessed ones to have seen them before they got huge,It was in PROVIDENCE,R.I. @ CLUB BABYHEAD, NEVERMIND got released on SEPT 23 1991 and they came to CLUB BABYHEAD SEPT 25th,it was a small venue no more than 200 or so people.ALL the SEATTLE bands made it thru that venue,it had alot of history from ,PEARL Jam and SOUNDGARDEN AND all in between I can't remember AIC coming there.IT WAS LOUD and kurt was in good form.It's on RUclips just audio.THE video is floating around THAT was a cool week they went to CONNETICUT and then played CRISCO twister at the AXIS in BOSTON.Fun times,I remember when they closed CLUB BABYHEAD down people were trying to get a piece of the hangout area where all the bands hung out dressing rm now and during, WoW,IF them walls could talk they would scream
Kurt was an excellent man. I like his eyes and the fresh and mature way of thinking, I knew him for such a short time now, but I don't regret that, I like him, his music everything it was and it always continues to resonate, a small obsession I have with him, I think about have a poster 😍💖✨🤩
Thanks for uploading this footage!!!! I can't believe I'm seeing the Buzzcocks in a couple of days!!!! Too bad I will never have the chance to see Nirvana live...
That's so sad :( I was bullied too,and it effects you forever. He never deserved any of that,that actually makes me cry. He was so shy and sweet,he never would have done anything to them. Why do people have to be so cruel?
He got a sad mood at 7 years old and the started the depression, so bad, i got depression and when im happy i still feel my empty, my darkness inside me, but my face is happy ☺
Diana there’s no way of knowing but he most likely was high given that he was a heavy user and heavily addicted. if he wasn’t high at his level of addiction he’d be irritable and sick.
That is such an idiotic statement. Being depressed doesn't mean you can't have good days or happy moments. Also, Kurt was bipolar, which meant he could have very depressive lows but also the opposite of that, "manic" highs. A lot could happen in 2 months as well. Also, you can't even tell if someone is depressed by the way they look, and if you think you can, you are ignorant and an idiot.
I don't think he looks happy. he always looks to me like he really enjoys being around people for a little while and likes to talk, but not for very long. I want to go give him a hug while watching this, you can see how sad he is when you look in his eyes :(
Ugh ... he is not sad! He's totally fine here! That's one thing Kurt always wondered about, why did people always think he was brooding and sad when he wasn't. Do people see him and project things onto him? He was at his happiest in his life here. Favorite thing of his was to go to shows and meet musicians he admired. Which is what he's doing here. He's totally happy here. Course Courtney and all that pressure to get him off his drug of choice, is what brought him down. She even used his daughter against him, that's pretty low. Used his friends and family against him ... till he felt like he had no one and nothing to live for. She was really stupid for doing that to him, and it directly led to his death. But she herself was all blown out on pills, so she had no room to judge him at all. Kurt should have seen that. That she was worse than him, at least his family loved him, her dad can't stand her, and who knows whatever became of her mother.... anyway ... he was happy here in this vid, probably cause Courtney ain't there name-dropping and ruining the moment for him! :D
Damien Kobain If you call this a happy, healthy man, you must be very depressed yourself. :) And please, people, shut up with blaming scapegoat Courtney. You know how angry Cobain would be if you'd attack his family. Courtney is not his mother, she was his wife. They were both adults of about the same age. Courtney didn't "use" his family and friends. Do you think they are stupid? Cobain was destroying himself, and they knew it. Now you.
Nah, much like Mr. Cobain, I hear that a lot just because I'm not always smiling and cheerful. Why do I have to pretend to be happy when I'm not. I just be what I be. And if they think I'm upset, that's their problem. I'm not upset. Just cause I'm not laughing and telling jokes. I enjoy being quiet too.
This video was shot in Portugal just two months before Kurt died. You could see I wasn't himself anymore. I was born 4 years later exactly on the day he died and one of my biggest pains is that I will never be able to witness the magic of a Nirvana show.
I would guess kurt loved the lifestyle and the music as a "rockstar" but didnt care for the system, he did say he did not feel the same way say as Freddie Mercury did on stage connecting with the crowd.
Yeah it's really sad, I can't imagine how much it must have brought him down in those last moments. And apologising in the letter too was just fucking depressing... But the life of a ''rockstar'', does it have to include drugs, cigarettes, and booze all the time?
I am nobody, but here he looks sad, and i want to give him a hug..notvsure why..if you notice his pupils are dilated,so i am sure he must be on something..but he has this sad aura around him here
Yeah, he did...its sad really...wonder if people are just born feeling that way, or if it was something formed in childhood/young adult hood etc. Im sure there were happy times, and good times, and just blah times, but for someone..anyone to get to the point they feel they have to end their life for whatever reason is heart breaking.
Justmiss jamey You are a very compassionate person. I have seen your comment on other RUclips channels and you're always sincere. It takes more energy to be nasty and hateful then to just be nice. I just wanted to tell you that I admire your kindness.
Thank you :) that means a lot to me. I find that when I am passionate about something or someone, I tend to go all out, while keeping an open mind. Kurt and nirvana meant a lot to me growing up., and I honestly do not think I would have made it through the "formative" years without his art, and I adore courtney as well. I sometimes wonder if people like me are the reason he choose the path he did, and that bothers me to no end. Here his energy is so off, you can FEEL it, and see it here....then I think I do not have the right to feel as strongly as I do about them because I do not know them, but I've read, watched so many of their things over the years that it just spoke to me, when kurts voice starts singing it's like a trace almost of feelings and emotions unlike I've ever felt and I know That is odd for some random girl to think, feel, nd to spend so much time online and other wise talking about kurt and courtney 25 (it sure does not seem that long lol) but kurt seemed IIke he was a pure soul...I don't think he was perfect, none are, but the anger, pain, flustration, and most off disparity, and depression he had to feel to get to the point he did just effects me deeply and I'm truly starting to wonder if I am an empath to a certain extent, but not sure how I tapped into kurt and courtney energy..okay..I prolly seem crazy at this point . Haha hope you are having a great start to your new year :) and I love the name my love :)
He looks and acts normal to me i wish he was still alive I'd love to shake his hand or give him a hug and say thanks for saving my life with your music he showed us small town kid's you can be a punk star or whatever you want to be
Well, it's been around since 2010, but sometimes ppl forget they have things like this, or they didn't have the opportunity until they got a RUclips channel-there are a plethora of reasons why & there will always be new things showing up as ppl unearth them from storage or closets. Lets just hope there's a lot more to be found!
Nevermind came out when I was in 6th grade and changed my lil' life. I'm 31, Kurt died 17 years ago, and it still get sad watching this. A beautiful, old soul. He let people see that.
People say Courtney had him killed but Courtney only killed Kurt mentally. Just listen to you know you're right. He wanted to divorce Courtney. A few days before his death he locked himself in a room threatening to kill himself.
As grateful as people may now be for the existence of this intimate footage, I can't help but feel sorry for Kurt in this video, as you're kinda treating him like some zoo attraction. He's just sitting backstage wanting to have a chat with the band, and some weird guy has got a camera trained on him the whole time. Surely that made him feel slightly uncomfortable and infringed. Do you not think its things like this, amongst others, that led to him feeling isolated and unable to live normally?
People always over analyze kurt. "He looks sad" "hes so angry" like no hes just sitting around doing nothing. Do you always have a bright freaking smile on your face when you sit at home?
yeah man like soundgarden black hole sun music video comatose smile
Its ironic because thats probably the reason he killed himself. People always scrutinizing him
Marisa Campbell haaha definitely not. couldn't have put it better myself. I especially like this video because it means basically nothing. We should put out more videos of famous people doing jack shit so that we can realize more and more celebrities are not special. I mean... Kurt was special.... but he didn't TRY to be. Everyone nowadays is trying to seem deep and unique, like STFU!
+B3RGMAN7 he didn't kill himself dude Courtney and others did
lol no, he killed himself
He doesn't look happy or sad. He is just hanging out.
@Dionysus give Dion a cookie, everybody
@Dionysus get it yourself, tubby
@Dionysus DC
@Dionysus don’t touch me, chubs.
@Dionysus no thanks, tubby.
Anywho I’m done with this petty game so I’ll give you the privilege of leaving the last comment if you’d like but I won’t give you the honor of actually reading it
Kurt was sooo handsome
Looks that would shame Hollywood's best, like Pitt etc, and genius talent. Once in a lifetime you get people with great looks but are real, authentic, deep and talented.
Sure... but if he wasn't famous, talented or rich you wouldn't have given him the time of day.
Mara Lerner the main reason why he was so successful
Its true I have no idea what he saw in this fuc.... bitch courtney
@@scottlebrun6782 golden sentences bud
Easily one of the most photogenic people ever haha.
yep!!
Cherno if kurt wasn't famous u wouldn't care stfu
That hurts lol
He's Beautiful.
Max Leola he was :(
Yes, he was. His eyes were just gorgeous.
is
This world always ruins beauty💖
Nacho no, he IS. beauty will never die, and legends never die.
kurt had excellent taste in ring selection
Do you know the name of the black gem that he is wearing in his ring? Thanks a lot.
And sunglasses selection
@@c.cortesc.6986 onyx
I was there, I was 15 years old. I got there around 11 am and saw Dave riding a bike outside. I stood in the front row and touched Kurt when he walked on stage, because he passed near the grid. One of the best days of my life. Still have the ticket till this day. 2 months later...well you know, one of the saddest days..
I wish I could've met him
Hhmm sure, sure. No absolutely sure. There’s always one. If you were there then my apologies.
and the award of sweetest smile goes to kurt
And most photogenic person ever❤
He was such a handsome man! So beautiful
He was such a nice guy.. he was definatley the type of person that listened and didn't wait for a person to stop talkng just to say what was on his mind. I wish I met him..
He was such a good listener 💗
It's both sad and crazy to think that two months after this video was shot he wouldn't be alive
Clare Carroll I was thinking the same thing .... here he talks about lollapalooza, and from what I've read he really didn't want to do it, fought w Courtney ... also it sounds strange when he says he's "doing the lollapalooza tour" ... doesn't seem like nirvana's vibe at all, they eventually cancelled
John Smith1999 he didn’t want to do it. So conflicted. He had lost control of his life...
@@Chrispypullen and on top of that he had a debilitating heroin habit. With undiagnosed bipolar disorder. Very sad!
@Dionysus its not suicide i dont know why today still belive this lies kurt have be murder.go search.
Could you imagine if they tried to put the "ultimate rockstar" axel rose in a backstage area like that? He would flip out! That's really what separates Kurt from other rockstars
911Gameover his own words not mine I'm an artist not a rock star he hated that word and so would i
This is actually a stupid internet trope.
poor little pisces.was so in love with courtney not knowing about her possesionate side when it comes to money.I'm so sad that he didnt stay longer with us,i feel like i simply need more of his geniousity.rip genious.
Lu Dj posessionate?
@@scarletwish6585 its ok. We get what he means.
I think Kurt Cobain wanted to be remembered, and be in club 27. His mother said once, that Kurt talked around her that he wanna be in this club. He wanna become a Mythos likes Jim Morrison.
Kurt was an angel, a really beautiful shining angel. What he left to us, is priceless and pure love.
Is that like possessive and passionate combined?
we love you kurt always forever in our hearts the music plays
I agree bro safe
One of the greatest Artist Ever,Much Respect
god kurt was such a natural kind hearted guy. makes me feel so sick that the best get taken away..
everything about the man was amazing his music his charisma even the way he smokes a cigarette his hair style was the coolest too just the coolest down to earth guy ever to walk the planet and he kills himself just shows you how fucked up the world is
the worlds not fucked up its the people in it
wow, justo lo que iva a publicar jaja
Hey pollock you really fuckin think he killed himself to show how messed up the world is...
na he just killed himself thru clinical depression and drugs and arseholes in the world who want to bring him down and he had enough and hated being famous . well thats what i think anyways
I don't think that was a cigarette mate
at least Kurt wasn't fake he didn't try to be anyone he wasn't you just percive him that way Jesus what did you want him to smile every single minute on camera fuck he was being himself!
this made my day. it's unbelievable to see him in such casual circumstances; under no pressure to play music/ answer questions at length/ Thanks
why the fuck does everyone cliam to know what he's feeling.
+Jacob Sala well said...nobody knows what he was feeling, thinking...if he killed himself, if he was killed..nobody knows!!! Just enjoy his music and let him rest in peace..please.
It just irritates me when people have to over analyze
People become obsessed with an artist, spend countless hours watching, reading and listening to and about them and develop this weird idea that because they identify themselves with that person that they know what that person thought and felt. Doesn't matter how much they know about someone they will never really know how they really felt. It's really irritating when I read that arguments where people talk as if they know for a fact that what they're saying is true.
ikr it pisses me off
Because we all live in the same world.... Thats why everyone claims to feel what he feels.... Be nice and have a good day.
I was 13, when I heard kurt cobain singing lithium live on MTV,, Cobain's voice was very rough and had this raspy sound to it that made you just want to listen to his music with a brilliant lyrics. + His good looks! that so lovely to watch playing on stage with left handed guitar!! so rare!! too sad he's already gone.. :( I miss u kurt! rest in peace!
watching videos of this guy makes me feel a combination of nostalgic, melancholy and inspired
Kurt Donald Cobian 😢😢
you are and will always be the best Your memory will always remain 💓😢
I just finished the book Heavier than Heaven about Kurt. It seems like his drug use was way worse than anyone knew. I still listen to Nirvana everyday since I was 12 in 1992. The guy was amazing
Just letting you know that that book is known for having no creditability, Charles Cross got his info for that book from Courtney who had her own agenda. That book isn't worth shit.
Well what is a better one?
Come as you are, also 'who killed kurt cobain' & 'love & death' you should check them out :)
Cool thanks Ill check em out
Chapzino TheDon hate to say it but most nirvana fans claim that book is false , when in actuality it's pretty true Charles cross went on the road with nirvana , come as you are was nirvana approved which meant it was hiding things
I wonder how many more unseen videos are gonna surface of kurt...I hope many many more! he was the most beautiful man ever...his face..God spent a lot of time making that gem of a man :)
Kurt was always such an honest and nice human being. It's so nice to see something so candid filmed of him. Thanks for uploading!
He was so GREAT; I hope in his mind while living he knew how much he influenced/impacted people. He could easily be related to not just his genius musicianship. His behavavior, His view against the ways of the world, judgement it's like he was the most down to earth rockstar EVER.
I love how this footage looks like something somebody had for a long time, and in recent years just decided to upload it, without any editing. It doesn't look like something that belongs to any kind of magazine, or tv channel or official documentary ...which is awesome.
Stop over analyzing how the heck Kurts feeling. Just enjoy the freaking video.
we can do whatever the fuck we want. And you ain't our mother.
any new video of kurt is a gem. thank you for posting..
You're a lucky man...It must of been a hell of an experience meeting him, and talking to him, props to you and million thanks for posting this.
I also see how he changed as a person. he acts like a mature adult in the later videos. Before he was like a punk rock kid. I dont think he realized that he would eventually lose touch with the very thing that defined him. people change and their interests change and they grow up. He got tired of it all, and he was done.
He is just wonderful.
you can't tell what's going on inside a person's head and heart. "He was not suicidal," and "he looked happy" are meaningless comments. Even depressed people have moments of happiness. A person can be feeling ok, then become despondent really fast. HE WAS MURDERED
Yeah by himself
+Rachel Kelly no u dummy, it was Courtney
@@rachelk.7710 lmao have you not watched any documentaries? Alan Wrench killed him. He was paid by courtney love, he said it himself.
Omg Kurt you are too beautiful to watch, fuck it i hate it.
it was a huge loss 😭
please leave us here, close our eyes to the octopus ride.
Oh, no man....
JulianJules whaaat?
Syd Barrett is a legend 😂 I just looked at your profile pic and saw an opportunity.
That's great. But no man, don't vote for closing your eyes and leaving.
JulianJules its a quote From one of his songs 😂
★☆Cara, como o Kurt faz falta :( Mas ele sempre estará em nossos corações ♥♡
Emanuelly Teófilo vdd 😢😢😢😭😢😭
I miss so much the times without phones and all, people connecting and bonding and being creative. ☹️ Rip dear Kurt ♥️
Portugal esta orgulhoso do Kurt ter vindo ao nosso pais! Ponham like quem e Português!!
Great footage, wish there was more Shelley and Diggle but very cool. Buzzcocks are one of the greatest bands of all time IMO, thanks for sharing.
Kurt looks happy. I still don't know what really happened when he was found dead.
He was happy. He was at his most happiest at this time in his life. No more stomach pains and was able to eat food without the pain and was laying off the drugs. He would continue to use heroin ... but he was slowing his use of it immensely. I'm sure had he been given the chance, he would have gotten off it completely on his own. But Courtney was using guilt and pressure to force him, and an intervention which just made him feel horrible, embarrassed and alienated, even going as far as saying to him that he dropped the baby ... which is probably what led to ... anyway yes, he was happy here. At least he got peace and joy towards the end of his life before Courtney ruined it.
Damien Kobain Maybe he did drop their baby. Quit romanticizing people like they're unable to be guilty of being human. There's nothing wrong with staging an intervention. It's ridiculous blaming anyone besides the person who pulled the trigger.
It's sad that he died, and that he was so depressed. It would be nice if he had had more help and support, but nobody killed him but himself, and nobody drugged him but himself.
Let me also add to this for context, that I don't think Kurt Cobain any worse of a person for his actions, I feel horrible that it happened and wish he hadn't chosen that exit in life. All I'm saying is that his actions are his own, even if he can track the source of his emotional pain to other people.
I just wish he was still here. He was really inspiring.
Damien Kobain
There's lots of footage that proves that Cobain was in a terrible state in 1994. Even this footage. Look at the close-up of his face at 2:44. Look at his old pale, damaged skin. That man is not 40 or 50, but only in his 20s!
And don't forget the overdose in Rome.
Cobain agreed to go to rehab, apparently had a happy time there, playing with Frances, but fooled everyone (including himself) and ran away, back to... heroin!
Cobain didn't want to be married anymore. Cobain didn't want to be in Nirvana anymore. Cobain wanted heroin, heroin and (guess what?) more heroin!
happy birthday Kurt, miss you brother
i could watch him just sit and do nothing for hours🥺
I am 1 of the blessed ones to have seen them before they got huge,It was in PROVIDENCE,R.I. @ CLUB BABYHEAD, NEVERMIND got released on SEPT 23 1991 and they came to CLUB BABYHEAD SEPT 25th,it was a small venue no more than 200 or so people.ALL the SEATTLE bands made it thru that venue,it had alot of history from ,PEARL Jam and SOUNDGARDEN AND all in between I can't remember AIC coming there.IT WAS LOUD and kurt was in good form.It's on RUclips just audio.THE video is floating around THAT was a cool week they went to CONNETICUT and then played CRISCO twister at the AXIS in BOSTON.Fun times,I remember when they closed CLUB BABYHEAD down people were trying to get a piece of the hangout area where all the bands hung out dressing rm now and during, WoW,IF them walls could talk they would scream
Kurt:( ❤
Thank you very much for uploading this!!!
2:50 "Did I just look into hidden camera? FUK"
Kurt Cobain is fuckin cool as fuck, no other way to describe it
he was the cutest man ever....love you kurt...
Holy shit 2 months until. Thanks for uploading man
FUCKING LEGEND OF ALL GOD DAMN TIME
Kurt was an excellent man.
I like his eyes and the fresh and mature way of thinking, I knew him for such a short time now, but I don't regret that, I like him, his music everything it was and it always continues to resonate, a small obsession I have with him, I think about have a poster 😍💖✨🤩
mi amor cuánto te extraño!
Thanks for video! I love you so much Kurt! He was so awesome!
Almost seems annoyed that he was being filmed but was trying to play it cool and act like he didn't notice. Just my observstion.
god! THANK YOU infinite times for this interview.
THANKS THANKS THANKS
4:29 you can hear him mention doing Lollapalooza.
Wow. How did you feel? I can only imagine what that felt like; I was a baby at that time yet in small, small frame of my mind I kinda remember.
Yes, he said that ;(
Thanks for uploading this footage!!!! I can't believe I'm seeing the Buzzcocks in a couple of days!!!! Too bad I will never have the chance to see Nirvana live...
that look when he lights up that cigarette
This is soo cool. Thanks a lot. I am always happy to see new footage of Kurt. Thanks a million.
It's almost like Kurt is holding court here. the Grunge King!
Messylin Gah cringy ass comment
RIP Pete Shelley, just heard. I was onyl watching this vid recently too. And of course, RIP Kurt. x
No ones mentioned the buzzcocks, guessing people on here don't know who they are
TheGarden The buzzcocks are great but they come off douchey in this video
@@chrisuresti3898 Too bad Pete Shelley died...
That's so sad :( I was bullied too,and it effects you forever. He never deserved any of that,that actually makes me cry. He was so shy and sweet,he never would have done anything to them. Why do people have to be so cruel?
Sos una Leyenda Kurt.
thank you very much for posting this. wish he was stillaround.
Rip Kurt Cobain
Rip Pete Shelley
this footage shows how much he hated the camera. but thanks for this ,i wonder how much vid is out there of him . i miss you kurtis!
So this is 2 months before his death. Hmmm, doesn't look very depressed or suicidal to me.
t's because he us high in this vid
He got a sad mood at 7 years old and the started the depression, so bad, i got depression and when im happy i still feel my empty, my darkness inside me, but my face is happy ☺
F o s t e r How do you know he was high in this video?Were you there with him?
Diana there’s no way of knowing but he most likely was high given that he was a heavy user and heavily addicted. if he wasn’t high at his level of addiction he’d be irritable and sick.
That is such an idiotic statement. Being depressed doesn't mean you can't have good days or happy moments. Also, Kurt was bipolar, which meant he could have very depressive lows but also the opposite of that, "manic" highs. A lot could happen in 2 months as well. Also, you can't even tell if someone is depressed by the way they look, and if you think you can, you are ignorant and an idiot.
MAJOR THANKS FOR THE UPLOAD MY FRIEND :D Love watching kurt be all awesome and chibi :3
He would have been a real cool guy to talk too.
Great! First time I see him not in an interview or on stage.
I don't think he looks happy. he always looks to me like he really enjoys being around people for a little while and likes to talk, but not for very long. I want to go give him a hug while watching this, you can see how sad he is when you look in his eyes :(
Ugh ... he is not sad! He's totally fine here! That's one thing Kurt always wondered about, why did people always think he was brooding and sad when he wasn't. Do people see him and project things onto him? He was at his happiest in his life here. Favorite thing of his was to go to shows and meet musicians he admired. Which is what he's doing here. He's totally happy here. Course Courtney and all that pressure to get him off his drug of choice, is what brought him down. She even used his daughter against him, that's pretty low. Used his friends and family against him ... till he felt like he had no one and nothing to live for. She was really stupid for doing that to him, and it directly led to his death. But she herself was all blown out on pills, so she had no room to judge him at all. Kurt should have seen that. That she was worse than him, at least his family loved him, her dad can't stand her, and who knows whatever became of her mother.... anyway ... he was happy here in this vid, probably cause Courtney ain't there name-dropping and ruining the moment for him! :D
Damien Kobain
If you call this a happy, healthy man, you must be very depressed yourself. :)
And please, people, shut up with blaming scapegoat Courtney. You know how angry Cobain would be if you'd attack his family. Courtney is not his mother, she was his wife. They were both adults of about the same age. Courtney didn't "use" his family and friends. Do you think they are stupid? Cobain was destroying himself, and they knew it. Now you.
Nah, much like Mr. Cobain, I hear that a lot just because I'm not always smiling and cheerful. Why do I have to pretend to be happy when I'm not. I just be what I be. And if they think I'm upset, that's their problem. I'm not upset. Just cause I'm not laughing and telling jokes. I enjoy being quiet too.
I don't think Kurt was ever the kind of guy that carried a smile on his face all the time
TcMoDromxX so true.
This video was shot in Portugal just two months before Kurt died. You could see I wasn't himself anymore. I was born 4 years later exactly on the day he died and one of my biggest pains is that I will never be able to witness the magic of a Nirvana show.
I would guess kurt loved the lifestyle and the music as a "rockstar" but didnt care for the system, he did say he did not feel the same way say as Freddie Mercury did on stage connecting with the crowd.
Yeah it's really sad, I can't imagine how much it must have brought him down in those last moments. And apologising in the letter too was just fucking depressing... But the life of a ''rockstar'', does it have to include drugs, cigarettes, and booze all the time?
Wiizardii most times it does, many use amfetamines to keep going to make it through a tour! but we all no the pros and cons to that.
Wiizardii It's better to burn out than fade away
sqwidink1
Neil Young actually stated that line.
James Radski And Kurt quoted it in his suicide note
@mylittletelly oh Mark, don't feel bad, we all wish we were a lil younger, but my God, you were so lucky!! Good job! :)
I am nobody, but here he looks sad, and i want to give him a hug..notvsure why..if you notice his pupils are dilated,so i am sure he must be on something..but he has this sad aura around him here
Justmiss jamey He always had that look about him, emptiness and sadness, from before Nirvana ever came around.
Yeah, he did...its sad really...wonder if people are just born feeling that way, or if it was something formed in childhood/young adult hood etc. Im sure there were happy times, and good times, and just blah times, but for someone..anyone to get to the point they feel they have to end their life for whatever reason is heart breaking.
Justmiss jamey You are a very compassionate person. I have seen your comment on other RUclips channels and you're always sincere. It takes more energy to be nasty and hateful then to just be nice. I just wanted to tell you that I admire your kindness.
Formed from Childhood. Although, we feel as if we're born as aliens... So we pick up a guitar and make some music :)
Thank you :) that means a lot to me. I find that when I am passionate about something or someone, I tend to go all out, while keeping an open mind. Kurt and nirvana meant a lot to me growing up., and I honestly do not think I would have made it through the "formative" years without his art, and I adore courtney as well. I sometimes wonder if people like me are the reason he choose the path he did, and that bothers me to no end.
Here his energy is so off, you can FEEL it, and see it here....then I think I do not have the right to feel as strongly as I do about them because I do not know them, but I've read, watched so many of their things over the years that it just spoke to me, when kurts voice starts singing it's like a trace almost of feelings and emotions unlike I've ever felt and I know That is odd for some random girl to think, feel, nd to spend so much time online and other wise talking about kurt and courtney 25 (it sure does not seem that long lol) but kurt seemed
IIke he was a pure soul...I don't think he was perfect, none are, but the anger, pain, flustration, and most off disparity, and depression he had to feel to get to the point he did just effects me deeply and I'm truly starting to wonder if I am an empath to a certain extent, but not sure how I tapped into kurt and courtney energy..okay..I prolly seem crazy at this point . Haha hope you are having a great start to your new year :) and I love the name my love :)
It's rare I get to see footage I haven't seen before. Thanks for posting!
Ah. Not a cellphone in sight.
26.02.1967-05.04.1994 You are never gonna be dead for us...I cried while watching it . COME BACK COBAIN
It seems like he really hates that camera on him
Thanks for uploading!
Kurts more awkward and the Buzcicks are star struck
Travis Smith they are 1 of Kurt's favourite punk bands from the 70s. but you no him best
He looks and acts normal to me i wish he was still alive I'd love to shake his hand or give him a hug and say thanks for saving my life with your music he showed us small town kid's you can be a punk star or whatever you want to be
he was always smoking .___.
+Iris Lin yeah. What about it?
Homer Bart for ...... so what if he fucking did!
Orion Pathos Good points, i didn't think of that! Thanks for replying
Iris Lin your welcome.
@@lrissunflower so herion is okay but smoking is when we draw the line
thank you for this!
Can someone explain me why this film has never been shown before?
Well, it's been around since 2010, but sometimes ppl forget they have things like this, or they didn't have the opportunity until they got a RUclips channel-there are a plethora of reasons why & there will always be new things showing up as ppl unearth them from storage or closets. Lets just hope there's a lot more to be found!
***** Yes, of course, i can imagine that, the issue here is that I don't trust anyone 's purposes or reasons.
phenomenal video quality for 1994
Those look like the same shoes he had on when his body was found :(
good point, maybe pointless lol but still interesting.
Screech891 Not even close. He wasnt wearing All Stars on the crime scene photos.
whocares
He was wearing Vans.
Boredom.
lol.
I think vans existed as far back as the early 70's bro
+daz samuels Nope black and white all stars.
Nevermind came out when I was in 6th grade and changed my lil' life. I'm 31, Kurt died 17 years ago, and it still get sad watching this. A beautiful, old soul. He let people see that.
he seems so out of his element. this is like a nature show depicting a shy awkward recluse amongst fast talking attentijon seeking yuppies
Hes just hanging out dude
He was just cool......
Oh I love kurt he has an amazing personality
Kurt: People pee in the shower all day. LOVE! He is eating & hanging out with nothing to do....Geez, ppl are analytical...
What a beautiful man. I miss you Kurt.
He mentioned the beastie boys
And the smashing pumpkins.
thanks for the upload!!!
he was murdered for cash
FINALLY someone who knows the truth
Just like Michael Jackson
Idiot..
Idiot
People say Courtney had him killed but Courtney only killed Kurt mentally. Just listen to you know you're right. He wanted to divorce Courtney. A few days before his death he locked himself in a room threatening to kill himself.
Thanks for post !!
As grateful as people may now be for the existence of this intimate footage, I can't help but feel sorry for Kurt in this video, as you're kinda treating him like some zoo attraction. He's just sitting backstage wanting to have a chat with the band, and some weird guy has got a camera trained on him the whole time. Surely that made him feel slightly uncomfortable and infringed. Do you not think its things like this, amongst others, that led to him feeling isolated and unable to live normally?
seeing him i can't believe he's gone and i'm not ashamed to say i'm crying a little ;;;