That's what has to be eating at him,that he never got the chance to talk about it and wash the slate clean. If kurt could have seen through the heroin haze and realize that Krist really loves him.
What a touching story. I had no idea any of this happened. Imagine being a passenger at the airport and you turn around to see Kurt Cobain and Krist Novoselic in a fist fight. So sad that this was the last memory he had of his friend. That's heart breaking.
For real??!! Like that would have been missed or no one recognized either of them??! Don't by in to this shit they're trying to feed us . It's bullshit!
And do you know, how it was, he saw Kurt again?? He,, meet,, his deat Body, his Head was fixed, and a Headscarf upon his overhead and Eyes! Krist hold his Hand once again! After this he was leaving, in his Car, turning on his Radio! All the Time, he felt this cold Hand of Kurt, he said, no matter how often he washt his Hand, this cold was not going.. And in this Moment he turned in his Radio, the Moment after visit Kurts Body, they Played,, BROKE MY BODY, HOLD MY BONES HOLD MY BONES,, from PIXIES! THIS TO STORYS, about Kurt and Krist, are so Heartbreaking soo cruel! Gid bless both of him! 🙏💕
I think Kurt had so many negative vibes and a negative outlook that his road required suicide. When you have an infant daughter and she cannot even keep you alive, it’s over.
@@douglaslang2218 unfortunately you are Truth... There was Something inside him UNHEALABLE.. Deepest Sadness, i dont know, but i think a BIG BIG Lost of Trust, many from his own Childhood,, Anyway God bless him
@@exdemocrat9038 ridiculous.. many addicts don't even use drugs to get high. This is a misconception. Most addicts have mental illness and the drugs are the only thing that will cover it up & make them feel normal.
@@Jordanplayslife Not arrogant, it's the truth. When a person keeps getting high and doesn't clean himself he OBVIOUSLY thinks the habit of getting high is better than everything else in his life. HE KNEW that heroin would cripple him and make him a subhuman yet he kept shooting. Everyone makes choices and we keep moving forward with the choices we make. He knew the dangers of dependency and the hell of withdrawal, yet he CHOSE to start shooting H again. When the options showed up in front of him : a) living in that constant hell for months searching for his fix just to keep getting high a few times a day and b) cutting all that shit out of his life and living a great life with his family and friends with no chemical dependencies. He chose a, and shot himself (or got offed by someone else). So fuck Cobain you know? Good songwriting and singing , but a pretentious fucking junkie.
@@Jordanplayslifeit’s true it’s literally all you care about that’s what a heroin addiction is. Even if you care about your family and friends beforehand the minute cravings kick in YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT. It’s like a second person living in your head who takes over your body
I think he accepted it and moved on, but it obviously left a big scar in his life.. Just imagine being a total misfit in a forgotten little town and the only thing that makes you happy is to play music with your friend in a basement, and then suddenly you and your band are one of the biggest musical acts in the world forever... That must be one hell of a experience and probably left a deep mark in your mind and soul
@@enriquepastor3626 - you can just see when he has to talk about it - he is still grieving. The happy go lucky clown part of him seems to have died with Kurt
Krist is the man. Nothing but respect for the man who continues to carry Kurt's torch. Speaks of him like the person he was not the mythical characture he's been turned into
I can’t believe this is the last thing Krist saw of Kurt in the end he was just trying to help him but we miss you kurt thanks for all you’ve done for us
Alcoholics and addicts don’t work that way > you can’t force the issue at all > it seems and is an emergency but it can’t be handled that way at all especially if it’s the first time someone is getting clean - I think Kurt was being used by a lot of people for selfish ends as that’s how the industry works but it was his will to be part of it > Pisces swim both ways ... opposing nature within
This is just such a sad ending for Kurt and Krist long time relationship. I can't believe they were hitting each other in the Airport. That's so crazy and tragic.
It’s so sad. This is what drugs can do to people and their relationships with others. I hope Krist is able to forgive and find peace knowing that the last time he saw Kurt, that it wasn’t really Kurt.
You can tell Krist hasn't fully grieved yet over his best friend. When he starts talking about how he shouldn't have done that you can here his voice cracking fighting back tears. RIP Kurt Cobain hopefully you found some peace now wherever you are now.
I don’t know. In that Sirius xm never mind anniversary thing with Jon Stewart I got a lot of laughs from the old krist. It’s still there. He’s just older and mellower
@@cheothegeo2742no man op is right part of krist died when Kurt died. Ya sure you can always have laughs , but krist became heavy since then. Coming from an original nirvana fan since 91
27 year later and his death is still being talked about, he is such a legend, I miss him so much, I hate the fact that I wasnt born when nirvana did shows
I do feel sorry for kids today that didn't get to experience this amazing band, and many others of the time period. No cell phones, people actually hung out and had conversations. Amazing music! It was a great time.
Yeah, nostalgia is good. Living in the past sucks. I tend to find people who have interesting or fulfilling lives don't spend their social time playing the "Remember when" game. I hear what you are saying. But there are a lot of bands that were just as good as Nirvana, still plying their trade today. I saw Soundgarden absolutely implode on the the same stage that 3 hours before heralded The Prodigy's explosion into the mainstream..... the EXACT SAME FESTIVAL!!! And I can tell you, we don't bang on about how we saw the mediocre and absolute travesty of a "giant" from that "Seattle Scene"... My point is this, there are new Nirvanas playing all the time. You won't find them on MTV or HOT97 (or whatever the yanks watch/listen to for the latest sounds). Don't get me wrong, it would of have been nice if I could of saw Nirvana. But I was under-age for the only gig I could have gone too. And the gigs/bands I have seen were just as passionate, and even better, than Nirvana. They were just unfortunate/lucky not to have a sycophantic cult build an image that in truthfulness probably isn't fully warranted. Put it another way, would people still be worshipping Kurt if he didn't blow his brains out? Hell, even the Rolling Stones are past their used by date, and surviving on the memories of rose-tinted glasses of a Boomer generation who are at their legal retirement age. I don't feel sorry for people who never got to see that amazing band. I feel sorry for the people who's lives are defined by seeing it ;)
Long time ago dude (interestingly its been the same amount of years since his death as he was alive on this earth) , I missed the only show he had at my home town as they cancelled
@@RogueBoyScout - which explains why Shannon Hoon’s death has made his band so beloved. Oh wait - it didn’t because they don’t have Nirvana (Kurt’s song catalog). Kurt’s catalog is the Rodgers&Hammerstein of rawk. Rivaled only by the Beatles. The suicide may bring people to the source - but the songs are what sustain the fandom.
Krist Novoselic. The great partner and the only true friend of Kurt's life. And one of the few who always tried to save him until the last moment. And a unique bassist. Respect.
It was truly everywhere in the 90s and we weren't wise enough to it. This generation can see firsthand what happens on the internet. Such a hard drug to beat and it sucks you dry of your core personality.
@@maxludlow6629 maybe my experience was unique, but I was well aware of the consequences of heroin use well before the 90s. My mother, with whom I'd had minimal contact with as a small child, came home to live with her parents (who had raised me) when I was 12 & she was trying to kick heroin. My bedroom was next door to the one she was staying in. They had one common wall. I will NEVER forget the sounds that permeated that wall. It was like there was a wild animal trapped in the room next door, wounded & dying, screaming in pain, pounding its skull against the wall, ripping its hair out, clawing at the doors & windows, trying to find a way out, begging to die in a low, gutteral tone that could not possibly be coming from a human being. She LITERALLY ceased to be a human for a while there. It understandably made a huge impression on me. Traumatized? Oh yeah, for sure, but the whole ugly experienced kept me from EVER even wanting to try heroin. I remember thinking to myself as I l lay awake listening to her suffering in the next room, unable to sleep with all that going on, "There is NOTHING that could make me feel so good that I would be willing to feel THAT bad. Nothing." Yeah, now that I'm thinking about it, probably not most people's typical experience growing up. Hey, but I also remember watching Starsky & Hutch when I was a kid, & there was one episode where Starsky got all strung out on heroin working undercover to infiltrate some drug kingpin's ranks, & it showed a fairly accurate depiction of heroin withdrawals, albeit tamed down for primetime television. I'm sure there were other depictions of heroin addicts in movies & on TV back then. Maybe you had decent parents who didn't let you watch that kind of stuff. People been knowing what heroin is like for centuries now. Wasn't there substance abuse in his family too? He may not have known the full extent, but he wasn't clueless or niaive about what he was getting into when he started using. There were people around him that walked that path before him. I'm pretty sure that Andrew Wood had already died of a heroin overdose before Kurt had his first taste, not that the two bands fraternized, but I'm sure their circles overlapped somewhat. He knew.
I was 13 when Kurt died, and as difficult as it was to accept that it happened, I would go on to lose many of my friends and family to drugs and suicide over the years; being a recovering drug addict myself, I am lucky that I made it out alive.
Same exact story as you, except I was 10 not 13. I lost friends to drugs and suicide over the years too, and I'm a recovering heroin addict myself. I can understand this happening... Kurt was not himself at the time. Was probably in withdrawals and/or fearing the withdrawals and acting out of sheer panic/desperation.
Dave Grohl and Kurt Cobain were very close friends but Krist and Kurt knew each other singe high school. Krist was with Kurt all the way through their band experience up until the end.
So Dylan, made a favor to his suicidal and heroin addicted friend (I guess he was aware of the Rome incident) and bought him a shotgun? What a nice guy! Super friend
@Nate Stephens Good one. I've read many of your comments, and I agree with you. Hope CL pays for what she did in this life but she better pack for the heat in the next.
@Nate Stephens True Psych Ward is unbelievable, Dr B knows her stuff, everything about CLs crimes, relationship with Frances, Kurt, the entire Isiah Silva case, court documents etc. You'll like it mate. Cheers.
I never heard that story of Krist’s last memory with Kurt. That must be really hard for Krist that his last memory with Kurt was him punching him in the face and running away after having to fight him and while he unsuccessfully tried to get Kurt to Los Angeles for rehab is heartbreaking. What makes this more heartbreaking is that Kurt was like a like a little brother to Krist and he had that for a final memory with his longtime best friend
Might've been why Krist seems so sad now, he probably felt immense guilt when founding out Kurt was dead, it's like arguing with your brother and then he dies a few days later, I'm sure that Kurt wasn't angry with Krist anymore, I'm sure he wasn't annoyed with him in his last days.
True, but I don't think it was the music industry that was the reason he killed himself. That was just an excuse Kurt put in his suicide note. The true reason he killed himself is because he was addicted to heroin and knew he didn't have the willpower to beat it. Interestingly he doesn't mention heroin or his addiction at all in the suicide note, suggesting his inability to beat heroin was more shameful to admit than his loss of passion for music (a side effect of opiate addiction). Touring also made it hard to acquire heroin, a further reason he attributed blame to music. The intervention made him realise that nobody around him was going to tolerate his problem anymore, and when it came to the crunch he would rather die by his own hand than lose his band and family, and be a very public fuck-up. At least by suicide he could be romanticised as a young dead rockstar, and avoid experiencing the inevitable public humiliation, rather than become a lonely, washed up old man that chose heroin over everyone that cared about him. He knew his life was about to fall apart publicly due to his heroin addiction, knew he couldn't beat heroin, and chose death instead. "It's better to burn out than to fade away"
@@SidCurtin-yi7fl Wow. That totally makes sense. Kurt was a silently prideful man, and would've hated to be humiliated. I'm sure the intervention humiliated him to his core.
@@thethirdtomas3 i've been on drugs and got out of it, Kurt was only 27 years old and a millionaire, he had not even had the time to really be a real drug addict by that age, and if so he might of prob been able to realize the prob and do something to stop the habit by maybe 30 years old, so what was the point of trying to tell him not to do drugs when everyone around him, "except his band members", was on drugs?? And who started this whole thing on, he had to quit drugs? I think there is more to the story then just trying to get kurt off drugs, shit makes no sense at all.
Right, I was 25 when kurt passed away, and I definitely don't view him as this god like mythic figure, I actually met kurt, krist and Chad in 1989 in my hometown of Cincinnati when they played at murphys pub when i was a student at UC. I see him as a super talented musician who died too soon. But to my kids, they find it hard to believe that he really existed. My oldest was 3 when he passes and my youngest was born in ' '96. Its crazy how generations view famous people who have passed away.
As a former heroin addict myself, I can understand this happening. Kurt was not himself at the time. Was probably in withdrawals and/or fearing the withdrawals and acting out of sheer panic/desperation. Kurt already had anxiety issues and heroin withdrawals amplifies existing mental health issues like that exponentially. I also have anxiety and I can say the heroin withdrawals I went through were the hardest thing I've ever done in my life.
@@tomcarl8021 Brah, I'm just posting my personal experience. It doesn't make sense to say you could have known I was a former heroin addict before I posted it
If that really happened at an airport, how come no one on earth ever talked about being a witness to seeing the biggest band on the planet at that time going to blows in an airport terminal? Not saying it didn't happen because i wasn't there, but does seem kinda iffy.
Krist is a big man with even bigger heart.This is that Croatian side in his upbringing. Definitely Kurt's best friend, and it's very sad that he couldn't help him in the end. Much closer to Kurt than everyone around him, everyone took advantage of Kurt. His talent, fame and money. Even other members of the band. Everyone used him except Krist . 'Courtney Love Kurt's Money' - that's graffiti in Zagreb, the capital of Croatia where Krist was in '93. in an alternative club where I was a DJ, and he came to get a little away from the fans in my DJ booth. And he stayed with me until the end. He was very modest and funny. We drank bad beer, he really liked the kind of music I played and he insisted that we speak in Croatian - which was hilarious to me. Great guy!
The more you look into Kurt’s behavior in the days leading up to the suicide, the more you realize it was a suicide and not some Courtney Love conspiracy.
Courtney's behaviour and the people in that house around the time Kurt was dead there was odd as well at the time... I think there's more than we've been told.
@@minecrafterman2334 when u wait 2 hours to call for help in Rome and then before shoot him up with more CNS depressing drug recipe if that's saving him I hope nobody gets saved like that. She's like many money hungery hos, will spread for bread. She knew he was dead and where. She was heard telling Dylan to CHECK GREEN HOUSE by Rosemary Carroll. He didn't so she called Veca and told them to start on greenhouse Friday morning. Yes she didn't pull trigger but she knew where he was and he was gone. That's not a loving wife. Where was she during their anniversary? With Billy window shopping. Why was the pages of Kristen's diary she wrote in daily and backed up by cassette ripped out the week of his death but no other time is gone? Why did she give Det Terry's widow a chunk of change when he died investigating where the dope Kurt had came from? Why give a COD on live TV 2 hours after seeing the body when No tests was done let alone results back? Why sign Death Certificate a week later and no results was done including gun prints? They let Kurt be cremated in a week. That whole investigation was shit.
This has to be the worst last goodbye in history… what a huge trauma for Krist, I’m so sorry for him. He’s the last guy in the world that deserved this 😢
Krist was right when he said Kurt literally could’ve done almost anything with his life. Even if he got a divorce he still would’ve had enough to live 5 lifetimes over on royalties. Seems like his drug use altered his mind completely.
Kurt's drug use was all that did matter during the last few months of his life. I am no expert and never met Kurt, but I know severe heroin intimately. Comparitively speaking, the only difference between Kurt's addiction and every other heroin addict is, simply, he did not have beg money to support it.
@@Daneiladams555 I wouldn’t say murdered probably like Cali went and got him high , too high. He died , he didn’t tell anyone made it look like a suicide. Boom. Everyone’s happy and gets the shares of his money.
I wasn't even alive when Nirvana started or ended and yet I feel upset everytime i listen to Nirvana because i struggle with the idea that Kurt Cobain is dead. I would do anything to meet him or go to one of his concerts.
WoW, I've never heard that story, I knew Krist was pretty angry about the very end. Who wouldn't considering how close they were. Shit they went to High School together. Their relationship was so deep. It's just makes me cry knowing what actually happened the last time they saw each other. I'm sure Krist thinks about that every single day. That's tragic...smh
@Kath Octogon Did they go to the same High School? Someone told me that years ago. That's just such a brutal way for your last experience with someone who you love so much.
There's more to this story. When Kurt went missing from rehab, Krist went looking for him and couldn't find him. After, Kurt was found, MTV stuck a camera in his face. The raw devastation was heartbreaking to watch. The tabloids released pictures with Kurt and the band with guns. It was very sad and tragic.
@@annaiorio4543 I was only 11 when Kurt passed away, but it's always stayed with me. Once I srarted putting time into researching about his death, it just for me, never made sense that this was a suicide at all. Yes regarding Krist, I can't begin to imagine how he coped.
When I was younger, I used to be in on the Courtney had Kurt killed camp. The older I get and the more I learn the more It seems pretty obvious that the guy was in a lot of physical and mental pain and killed himself.
That really hurts my heart. I can’t believe that in all the years since it happened, I’ve NEVER heard this story before. It’s no wonder Krist has always seemed so wounded since Kurt’s death. That’s my quota of sadness for the week. Gonna go curl up in a corner now. 😖
The dude who wrote that book of which this information comes from got all of his info from Courtney love. Last I heard, last time Kurt and Krist interacted was on the phone.
Imagine if there were smart phones during Kurts days. Him and Krist rolling around on the airport floor beating the hell out of each other would be all over the internet.
I recall reading that part of the book and feeling like I've been kicked in the stomach while lying on the floor. It's so sad for Krist to have that as the last memory of his friend.
Heavier than heaven might as well be the gospel according to Courtney Love. In every interview of Krist I've seen he never directly talks about it, like he never even mentions killed himself just that he shouldn't have done that, almost like he still hasn't processed and accepted what happened or something else went down that led to Kurt being killed, but he's bound by the non disclosure agreement with Courtney Love
He does make a great point that Kurt could have almost literally done anything he wanted. So many like myself wish they had even a whiff at financial freedom like that. No matter, it's so sad this dude's rock bottom was what it was. This story only reminds me of so many other drug related fights. He was clearly not ready to get clean but needed it in a bad way.
“Heartbreaking” doesn’t even begin to describe the emotional gravity of such a tragic event. I truly feel for Krist. That had to be absolutely awful. He did his best to be the best friend he knew how to be and got physically attacked and probably scarred for life in some sense after Kurt died.
If I was Krist I would know I did EVERYTHING possible to save my friend and band mate. I’ve lost many friends to drugs and the only ones I regret are the ones I didn’t do anything to save. Ultimately you can’t save someone from themselves.
I know...a knock down, drag out at the airport? Kurt running screaming " f**k you!" at any paranoid airport...Where was SECURITY? And no one with a cell phone caught video of this spectacle whether they knew of Kurt Cobain or not??? Sounds like a whopper to me! Who is the source of this story? With all due respect, where did you find this tid bit, channel? Why would Krist lie about this? What's going on here?
@@joleneloveland2942 the source is a book by Charles Cross who was a Nirvana biographer, it is called Heavier than heaven. Imho, this is really paranoic. If Kurt didn't want to fly to LA so much he would never sit into the car. It doesn't make any sense to sit into a car and then open the door and try to get out while the car is moving. If it's true then Kurt really was in a terrible condition but he would not wait several days to die then. I don't believe he killed himself.
I think everyone forgets social media and the internet was not a huge thing. Unless it was MTV or One of the rock magazines you didn't hear much. Yea his death was big but rock stars fighting... tad common honestly
Regarding the airport fight, I suspect Cobain wouldn't have had any animosity towards Novoselic in the long run. Cobain was in full blown self destructive crisis mode. Krist tried his best at the time and was a good friend who didn't bail when things got rough.
@Generic Name Fuck man, it honestly makes me feel so sad thinking about how much better things could of been... The whole Nirvana left, still has not been filled by any other band since.
Damn, that's sad. I never knew that. I had a vaguely similar experience with a very good friend and it's been bothering me a lot, lately. Wishing I could have done something different to make it turn out differently, and maybe he'd have been able to stick around if I did. He'd be dead by now, I'm pretty sure, but he could have died out here with us instead of leaving.
I always thought that this might have been a kind of Rubicon for Kurt. One of many during the last month that he was alive. I don’t think that he and Krist had ever gotten into a physical confrontation before. When that happened at the airport, Kurt might have thought that going back to the band wouldn’t be an option anymore; one avenue was closed off for him permanently. He was also being threatened from every angle with consequences that would force him to change his life completely. When someone is going through an opiate addiction and they feel like everyone is trying to make their life more difficult, suicide is unfortunately a very real possibility. It’s actually surprising that he hung on for as long as he did. Opiate addiction is something that controls your entire life and doesn’t allow for things like professional responsibility, especially for a heavy user like Kurt. And in 1994 it was basically the dark ages as far as addiction treatment was concerned. The ethos was basically “stay in a room until you don’t feel the cravings anymore”. Obviously an addict would fight tooth and nail to avoid that kind of experience.
Krist might have felt he wouldn't ever see Kurt again, but it wasnt because of their fight they had because Kurt didnt want to go to rehab or what might happen if he didn't. I imagine Kurt was still smarting because his good friend Krist participated in a bogus intervention by CL when she was probably more addicted at the time than Kurt.. i imagine Kurt saw it as a betrayal. So he went to rehab fully knowing that he probably would not stay. In his mind i think he was finished with everyone who participated in the intervention. When you quit a substance you have to be ready to do it and to do it for no one but yourself or it will not happen. Im sure he felt betrayed by his closest people falling into CL's hypocritical agenda. When he leff rehab he clearly had a plan as he purchased 2 air fares for a future date out of Seattle. I think he had plan and was planning a new start in his life. I think that's what Krist was picking up on. Kurt envisioned a new start that did not include him. It was strange behavior on Krist's part seeing how he and Shelley wouldnt even attend his wedding because they did not approve of CL. But then he aligns himself with her on a bogus CL intervention. Would you not see that as a betrayal?
interesting, but i think that it s more simple than that. Kurt did not want to stop drugs like most junkies. His intelect was very altered by heroin. If you add that he was fed up for a lot of reasons ( personal life, health problems, celebrity etc). i suppose that he choose to die to live the imortality. the 27's club. Drugs and his near death expérience in Rome helped a lot.
I think Krist is sad because Kurt left him lonely and he was at first mad that Kurt could be "selfish" to leave him on earth alone, I feel like they were soulmates. Not romantically but a soulmate is a person with whom one has a feeling of deep or natural affinity. This may involve similarity, love, romance, platonic relationships, comfort, intimacy, spirituality, compatibility and trust. And the fact that Kurt could do such a thing without thinking how this will affect Krist made Krist depressed and changed him forever because he doesn't have his other half with him. Saying I'm sorry for his loss means nothing it's just a reminder ik how it feels and he just likes to talk about the good times with Kurt because reminiscing on fond memories is a lot healthier than talking about his death and the impact it had
Krist seems like the nicest funniest guy .What a sad memory ) .He has heart ,and true love for Kurt. I know they have concluded it was a suicide but some of the bizarre facts of this case just dont add up. To me - Kurt was too deep, had soul and loved his daughter so much and wanted to live ...just not the way he was living. If I had been hanging around that crowd I would asked Kurt what HE wanted to do next ,before I did that I would have taped CL's mouth shut , cancelled all HER CC's ,then put her in the trunk of a car and told the driver to drive west for 6 months.Then I would tell Kurt she was gone, his life was his own to live and his decisions were now his own to make. What a nice thing it was for her to do .....to stage an intervention with a person in his state of mind...Anyone vouldve seen that would throw him over the top. She also told him over the phone that he dropped Frances on her head - but didnt harm her - in the interview i saw ,she was cocky and proud that she made him feel like a piece of crap . A narcissist would tell a lie like that to push him further over the edge. Everyone says - just let Kurt rest in peace - 😢 I think hnk he IS resting in peace - hes in a better place by far - however justice needs to be served - then we all here can rest in Peace. Thank you for sharing this touching video.
My brother died in a very similar way, but he didn't shot himself. Anyhow, I feel sorry for Krist in many levels. I can relate with the guilt he probably carry for himself.
Damn, that hurt hearing that. After Kurt died, I never read or watched anything about Nirvana or Kurt, I Just blocked it all out. Only now after all these years am I starting to hear stories like this. Miss you heaps Kurt, If it wasn't for Nirvana's music I reckon I wouldn't be here right now...
Wow I did not know this happened between them. That is so sad. Id always thought the jack in the box thing where kurt went to have Krist unknowingly to his dealer.
Krist never actually told these stories, i can't find any of it somewhere's, it's all 2nd hand stories... why would kurt use krist to drive him places, kurt was a millionaire, he could of just took a cab or a limo anywhere's he went if he didn't want anyone to know he was buying drugs... i've had friends like that, but they were broke and needed a drive to score... definitely not millionaires 🤣🤣
Krist never actually told these stories, i can't find any of it somewhere's, it's all 2nd hand stories... why would kurt use krist to drive him places, kurt was a millionaire, he could of just took a cab or a limo anywhere's he went if he didn't want anyone to know he was buying drugs... i've had friends like that, but they were broke and needed a drive to score... definitely not millionaires 🤣🤣
WHAT IN THE HELL, has every single person missed the true point?!? The Police department that handled Kurt's passing REALLY IS TO BLAME!!! That is who EVERY person should be upset with including Kurt's family and friends!!! Phillip Seymour Hoffman was found with the needle in his arm and DOPE baggies all around him and it took that police department A WEEK to announce cause of death BECAUSE THEY DID THEIR JOBS! They didnt show up with a preconceived idea and every action they took forward wasnt with that preconceived notion in their mind they ACTUALLY DID THEIR JOBS. I mean COME ON the police called it what an hour after finding Kurt they didnt even interview the damn people who were in THAT HOUSE FOR DAYS EXCEPT FOR 5 MINS OVER THE PHONE WEEKS LATER!!!! So i understand why people have these questions, you know why fingerprints weren't found because they didnt run them for MONTHS same with gun powder residue these are things that should of been done and been done right and THAT IS WHY PEOPLE HAVE THESE QUESTIONS!! That police department should be completely held accountable!!!!
held accountable for what? the police reached the correct conclusion. This was looked at again in 2014 and they again reached the correct conclusion that Kurt took his own life. prints are rarely taken off firearms that's not evidence of anything.
@@scooterruns9355 looked at again? Your too funny. The police can NEVET ADMIT they fumble fucked the case because of the backlash. It was definitely not looked at again. WHY HAVE THE POLICE NEVER TALKED ABOUT KURT'S credit card, the one that he used to purchase the plane tickets. Because that went missing and I guess Kurt's ghost was walking around trying to use it right up to the day they found his body and then stopped and was never found, but how could someone have a credit card 100% then commit suicide but still try to use said credit card for 2 or 3 days after killing themselves and the police NEVER bring it up. Also the detective who looked at it again SCREWED UP big time and adm6it was absolutely a fatal heroin dose, do u understand how "shooting up" works? When people OD they usually dont even have the time to take the needle out their arm but this officer says Kurt had time to take off the "tie off", clean his needles, put everything away, and then shoot himself! COME ON! And why wouldn't Kurt of just done all the DOPE first then swallow a bullet after the high? Why was Courtney lying about being Kurt's mom? Why did Michael DeWitt and Jessica Hopper not questioned vigorously instead of over the damn phone after spending THREE DAYS in that house with Kurt dead! Why wasn't the medical examiner removed and had ome who wasnt connected to Courtney brought in? Do you know he died as well under some funny terms even though right after Kurt's case he left his office and moved to Florida. Why did Courtney pay Michael DeWitt every month for years? Come on with that the police handled the situation correctly because that's BULLSHIT. As I said Phillip Seymour Hoffman was found needle in HIS ARM and they took a week to announce cause of death with Kurt they announced it after like 2 hours!!!! STOP IT WITH ALL THAT NONSENSE!!! Guess you also believe that JFK was shot with that pretty bullet they found as well huh???
@@scooterruns9355 Their was MULTIPLE mistakes in Kurt's death investigation also did you know the detectives that handled the case were fired for corruption as well? Do you realize the amount of backlash if that cold case officer would of said "Yup, we screwed the pooch" they would have damn near every suicide and other case SCREAMING to be reopened, they can NEVER ADMIT FAULT OR ACTUALLY LOOK INTO KURT'S DEATH NEVER!!!!
@@freeman4real what backlash? cases are revisited and revised all the time. It definitely was looked at again. Just because they didn't reach the conspiracy theory conclusions you were hoping for doesn't mean it wasn't legit. 225mg is not a fatal amount for heavy user there Einstein. There is peer reviewed medical research showing heavy daily users like Kurt functioning on more than gram. So because you wouldn't have ended your life that way means Kurt couldn't possibly have? briliant logic there buddy. Can you cite any actual evidence or just more of this nonsense? Michael Cali Dewitt saved Kurts life in the summer of 1993. now he's part of the big sinister plot too?
@@freeman4real it was looked at again. just because they didn't reach the conspiracy theory conclusions you were hoping for doesn't mean it wasn't legit. Kurt was a heavy daily user who was absolutely capable of handling 225mg and remained functioning. there is peer reviewed medical research showing heavy daily users functionging on more than a gram. A loony conspiracy theorist talking about nonsense? lol that's rich. Cite one shred of evidence for this that would hold up in a court room.
When your addicted to ANYTHING, YOU ALONE have to want to quit and move in the right direction, NO ONE can tell you to stop and most of the people telling Kurt to stop where hypocrites as they were just as addicted as him, especially his lovely wife...😏
Yes, and their intelect was very altered by drugs, that's why they all made bad choices and it led to this sad end: Carlson may never bought that gun, Courtney should came back earlier from L.A, etc....
@@jebstuart4004 and maybe mark Lanegan woulda answered Kurt’s phone call that fateful day but instead Lanegan was high on heroin. Heroin robbed The whole Seattle scene.
Wish Kurt didn’t take the cowards way out. Krist was right when he said he could’ve done anything. I’ve been a believer in the conspiracy theories but it’s kinda hard to trust any of that after hearing what his best friend had to do. Rip Kurt anyway.
Do you think the airport fight happened with nobody noticing it? Kurt running and cursing and Security never even noticed as paranoid as airports are now. Really?? Sounds like a total fish story to me.
@@Ludeguy83 who knows kurts been dead longer than he was alive for. Whatever happened it’s too late to really get to the bottom. Unless Courtney confesses on her deathbed, we’ll probably just believe the “story”.
This is heartbreaking and as a teenager (back then) who loved nirvana and the social change they(Kurt) helped lead. Felt like the death of optimism Even today I am choked up thinking about when I walked into home room and saw the news on channel 1 tha he was gone. Fk man what a loss. Art is a tue separating factor from the animals and she primal impulse takes us to this level feels like a de-evolution and (as Kurt was famous for) a complete contradiction of everything preceding it.
If the Webster’s definition of “surreal” doesn’t include “the feeling of standing in the airport and suddenly witnessing a fistfight involving Krist Noviselic & Kurt Cobain”…smh, then the word should t exist.
I feel so bad for Krist, he had to fight with his own best friend and later he would die.
That's what has to be eating at him,that he never got the chance to talk about it and wash the slate clean. If kurt could have seen through the heroin haze and realize that Krist really loves him.
What a touching story. I had no idea any of this happened. Imagine being a passenger at the airport and you turn around to see Kurt Cobain and Krist Novoselic in a fist fight. So sad that this was the last memory he had of his friend. That's heart breaking.
For real??!! Like that would have been missed or no one recognized either of them??! Don't by in to this shit they're trying to feed us . It's bullshit!
And do you know, how it was, he saw Kurt again??
He,, meet,, his deat Body, his Head was fixed, and a Headscarf upon his overhead and Eyes!
Krist hold his Hand once again!
After this he was leaving, in his Car, turning on his Radio!
All the Time, he felt this cold Hand of Kurt, he said, no matter how often he washt his Hand, this cold was not going..
And in this Moment he turned in his Radio, the Moment after visit Kurts Body, they Played,, BROKE MY BODY, HOLD MY BONES HOLD MY BONES,, from PIXIES!
THIS TO STORYS, about Kurt and Krist, are so Heartbreaking soo cruel! Gid bless both of him! 🙏💕
I think Krist is wise enough to see it as a symptom of Kurt’s illness and that he doesn’t take it personal.
I think Kurt had so many negative vibes and a negative outlook that his road required suicide. When you have an infant daughter and she cannot even keep you alive, it’s over.
@@douglaslang2218 unfortunately you are Truth... There was Something inside him UNHEALABLE.. Deepest Sadness, i dont know, but i think a BIG BIG Lost of Trust, many from his own Childhood,, Anyway God bless him
Man, Krist did everything he could. Literally fighting to keep him alive. So sad.
Unfortunately drug addicts don't want to hear about it. They are only concerned about getting high.
@@exdemocrat9038 ridiculous.. many addicts don't even use drugs to get high. This is a misconception. Most addicts have mental illness and the drugs are the only thing that will cover it up & make them feel normal.
@@Jordanplayslife Not arrogant, it's the truth. When a person keeps getting high and doesn't clean himself he OBVIOUSLY thinks the habit of getting high is better than everything else in his life. HE KNEW that heroin would cripple him and make him a subhuman yet he kept shooting. Everyone makes choices and we keep moving forward with the choices we make. He knew the dangers of dependency and the hell of withdrawal, yet he CHOSE to start shooting H again. When the options showed up in front of him :
a) living in that constant hell for months searching for his fix just to keep getting high a few times a day and
b) cutting all that shit out of his life and living a great life with his family and friends with no chemical dependencies.
He chose a, and shot himself (or got offed by someone else). So fuck Cobain you know? Good songwriting and singing , but a pretentious fucking junkie.
@@Jordanplayslifewell it’s not that far from the truth but it did come out kinda insensitive and BS
@@Jordanplayslifeit’s true it’s literally all you care about that’s what a heroin addiction is. Even if you care about your family and friends beforehand the minute cravings kick in YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT. It’s like a second person living in your head who takes over your body
I feel for dude. He still hasn’t gotten over it. Was like his little brother
I think he accepted it and moved on, but it obviously left a big scar in his life.. Just imagine being a total misfit in a forgotten little town and the only thing that makes you happy is to play music with your friend in a basement, and then suddenly you and your band are one of the biggest musical acts in the world forever... That must be one hell of a experience and probably left a deep mark in your mind and soul
And obviously even more after how it all ended
@@enriquepastor3626 - you can just see when he has to talk about it - he is still grieving. The happy go lucky clown part of him seems to have died with Kurt
I think Krist is the one that loved Kurt the most out of everybody…
It’s 28 years later dude, he’s over it…
Krist is the man. Nothing but respect for the man who continues to carry Kurt's torch. Speaks of him like the person he was not the mythical characture he's been turned into
I can’t believe this is the last thing Krist saw of Kurt in the end he was just trying to help him but we miss you kurt thanks for all you’ve done for us
Alcoholics and addicts don’t work that way > you can’t force the issue at all > it seems and is an emergency but it can’t be handled that way at all especially if it’s the first time someone is getting clean - I think Kurt was being used by a lot of people for selfish ends as that’s how the industry works but it was his will to be part of it > Pisces swim both ways ... opposing nature within
it wasn't - the story is made up
This is just such a sad ending for Kurt and Krist long time relationship. I can't believe they were hitting each other in the Airport. That's so crazy and tragic.
It’s so sad. This is what drugs can do to people and their relationships with others. I hope Krist is able to forgive and find peace knowing that the last time he saw Kurt, that it wasn’t really Kurt.
It was Kurt burning the bridge with his best friend and on his way out
You can tell Krist hasn't fully grieved yet over his best friend. When he starts talking about how he shouldn't have done that you can here his voice cracking fighting back tears. RIP Kurt Cobain hopefully you found some peace now wherever you are now.
Krist definitely changed. He was always a joker, on stage and off. He was like a comedian. But that Krist was gone after Kurt’s death
I don’t know. In that Sirius xm never mind anniversary thing with Jon Stewart I got a lot of laughs from the old krist. It’s still there. He’s just older and mellower
@@cheothegeo2742no man op is right part of krist died when Kurt died. Ya sure you can always have laughs , but krist became heavy since then. Coming from an original nirvana fan since 91
27 year later and his death is still being talked about, he is such a legend, I miss him so much, I hate the fact that I wasnt born when nirvana did shows
I was, and it ruled
I do feel sorry for kids today that didn't get to experience this amazing band, and many others of the time period. No cell phones, people actually hung out and had conversations. Amazing music! It was a great time.
Yeah, nostalgia is good. Living in the past sucks. I tend to find people who have interesting or fulfilling lives don't spend their social time playing the "Remember when" game.
I hear what you are saying. But there are a lot of bands that were just as good as Nirvana, still plying their trade today. I saw Soundgarden absolutely implode on the the same stage that 3 hours before heralded The Prodigy's explosion into the mainstream..... the EXACT SAME FESTIVAL!!!
And I can tell you, we don't bang on about how we saw the mediocre and absolute travesty of a "giant" from that "Seattle Scene"...
My point is this, there are new Nirvanas playing all the time. You won't find them on MTV or HOT97 (or whatever the yanks watch/listen to for the latest sounds).
Don't get me wrong, it would of have been nice if I could of saw Nirvana. But I was under-age for the only gig I could have gone too. And the gigs/bands I have seen were just as passionate, and even better, than Nirvana. They were just unfortunate/lucky not to have a sycophantic cult build an image that in truthfulness probably isn't fully warranted.
Put it another way, would people still be worshipping Kurt if he didn't blow his brains out? Hell, even the Rolling Stones are past their used by date, and surviving on the memories of rose-tinted glasses of a Boomer generation who are at their legal retirement age.
I don't feel sorry for people who never got to see that amazing band. I feel sorry for the people who's lives are defined by seeing it ;)
Long time ago dude (interestingly its been the same amount of years since his death as he was alive on this earth) , I missed the only show he had at my home town as they cancelled
@@RogueBoyScout - which explains why Shannon Hoon’s death has made his band so beloved. Oh wait - it didn’t because they don’t have Nirvana (Kurt’s song catalog). Kurt’s catalog is the Rodgers&Hammerstein of rawk. Rivaled only by the Beatles. The suicide may bring people to the source - but the songs are what sustain the fandom.
Krist Novoselic. The great partner and the only true friend of Kurt's life. And one of the few who always tried to save him until the last moment. And a unique bassist. Respect.
I wish Kurt had not used heroin, this horrible drug is just destroying people
It was truly everywhere in the 90s and we weren't wise enough to it. This generation can see firsthand what happens on the internet. Such a hard drug to beat and it sucks you dry of your core personality.
But heroin people look 'beautiful'. Don't u see that.? 😅
It was only to numb his pain from various medical issues, mainly horrible stomach pain. :(
@@foundvhs nah, that's just an excuse.
@@maxludlow6629 maybe my experience was unique, but I was well aware of the consequences of heroin use well before the 90s. My mother, with whom I'd had minimal contact with as a small child, came home to live with her parents (who had raised me) when I was 12 & she was trying to kick heroin. My bedroom was next door to the one she was staying in. They had one common wall. I will NEVER forget the sounds that permeated that wall. It was like there was a wild animal trapped in the room next door, wounded & dying, screaming in pain, pounding its skull against the wall, ripping its hair out, clawing at the doors & windows, trying to find a way out, begging to die in a low, gutteral tone that could not possibly be coming from a human being. She LITERALLY ceased to be a human for a while there.
It understandably made a huge impression on me. Traumatized? Oh yeah, for sure, but the whole ugly experienced kept me from EVER even wanting to try heroin. I remember thinking to myself as I l lay awake listening to her suffering in the next room, unable to sleep with all that going on, "There is NOTHING that could make me feel so good that I would be willing to feel THAT bad. Nothing."
Yeah, now that I'm thinking about it, probably not most people's typical experience growing up.
Hey, but I also remember watching Starsky & Hutch when I was a kid, & there was one episode where Starsky got all strung out on heroin working undercover to infiltrate some drug kingpin's ranks, & it showed a fairly accurate depiction of heroin withdrawals, albeit tamed down for primetime television. I'm sure there were other depictions of heroin addicts in movies & on TV back then. Maybe you had decent parents who didn't let you watch that kind of stuff.
People been knowing what heroin is like for centuries now. Wasn't there substance abuse in his family too? He may not have known the full extent, but he wasn't clueless or niaive about what he was getting into when he started using. There were people around him that walked that path before him. I'm pretty sure that Andrew Wood had already died of a heroin overdose before Kurt had his first taste, not that the two bands fraternized, but I'm sure their circles overlapped somewhat. He knew.
I was 13 when Kurt died, and as difficult as it was to accept that it happened, I would go on to lose many of my friends and family to drugs and suicide over the years; being a recovering drug addict myself, I am lucky that I made it out alive.
Same exact story as you, except I was 10 not 13. I lost friends to drugs and suicide over the years too, and I'm a recovering heroin addict myself.
I can understand this happening... Kurt was not himself at the time. Was probably in withdrawals and/or fearing the withdrawals and acting out of sheer panic/desperation.
Same here...
Lost 107 since june 2001
@@thecannaviking 107? What?
i hope youre fully recovered now.
Dave Grohl and Kurt Cobain were very close friends but Krist and Kurt knew each other singe high school. Krist was with Kurt all the way through their band experience up until the end.
@Kath Octogon They met in high school.
Krist is the only human being alive to attend every single Nirvana show.
So Dylan, made a favor to his suicidal and heroin addicted friend (I guess he was aware of the Rome incident) and bought him a shotgun? What a nice guy! Super friend
Carlson was on drugs too ! Everybody except Dave and Krist were on drugs. i m sure that their intellect was very altered.........
@Nate Stephens Yes, you are right Nate. Cheers.
@Nate Stephens Good one. I've read many of your comments, and I agree with you. Hope CL pays for what she did in this life but she better pack for the heat in the next.
@Nate Stephens True Psych Ward is unbelievable, Dr B knows her stuff, everything about CLs crimes, relationship with Frances, Kurt, the entire Isiah Silva case, court documents etc. You'll like it mate. Cheers.
@@iggysticky 🤣🤣🤣 Rome incident was covered by every medias back in 94. Even in the hole i live ! Impossible that Carlson did not know what happened.
I never heard that story of Krist’s last memory with Kurt. That must be really hard for Krist that his last memory with Kurt was him punching him in the face and running away after having to fight him and while he unsuccessfully tried to get Kurt to Los Angeles for rehab is heartbreaking. What makes this more heartbreaking is that Kurt was like a like a little brother to Krist and he had that for a final memory with his longtime best friend
It's just heartbreaking 💔 😢
Very sad and hard to hear Krist say that, "Kurt could've did anything he wanted to do"😣😩
Might've been why Krist seems so sad now, he probably felt immense guilt when founding out Kurt was dead, it's like arguing with your brother and then he dies a few days later, I'm sure that Kurt wasn't angry with Krist anymore, I'm sure he wasn't annoyed with him in his last days.
What Kurt never understood is that he was blessed with a brother like Krist.
Krist you know you’re right. Kurt could’ve easily quit the music industry and just raised his daughter.
Yea so true he would have made a great father!
True, but I don't think it was the music industry that was the reason he killed himself. That was just an excuse Kurt put in his suicide note. The true reason he killed himself is because he was addicted to heroin and knew he didn't have the willpower to beat it. Interestingly he doesn't mention heroin or his addiction at all in the suicide note, suggesting his inability to beat heroin was more shameful to admit than his loss of passion for music (a side effect of opiate addiction). Touring also made it hard to acquire heroin, a further reason he attributed blame to music. The intervention made him realise that nobody around him was going to tolerate his problem anymore, and when it came to the crunch he would rather die by his own hand than lose his band and family, and be a very public fuck-up. At least by suicide he could be romanticised as a young dead rockstar, and avoid experiencing the inevitable public humiliation, rather than become a lonely, washed up old man that chose heroin over everyone that cared about him. He knew his life was about to fall apart publicly due to his heroin addiction, knew he couldn't beat heroin, and chose death instead. "It's better to burn out than to fade away"
@@SidCurtin-yi7fl Wow. That totally makes sense. Kurt was a silently prideful man, and would've hated to be humiliated. I'm sure the intervention humiliated him to his core.
@@thethirdtomas3 i've been on drugs and got out of it, Kurt was only 27 years old and a millionaire, he had not even had the time to really be a real drug addict by that age, and if so he might of prob been able to realize the prob and do something to stop the habit by maybe 30 years old, so what was the point of trying to tell him not to do drugs when everyone around him, "except his band members", was on drugs?? And who started this whole thing on, he had to quit drugs? I think there is more to the story then just trying to get kurt off drugs, shit makes no sense at all.
@@jimmywilliams4257 you explained this better than anyone one else
Waw that’s something I never imagined they went through c and k. Shockingly sad
Kurt Cobain has left this almost god like legacy to the people like me who were born mid 90s who didn't grow up with him alive.
Right, I was 25 when kurt passed away, and I definitely don't view him as this god like mythic figure, I actually met kurt, krist and Chad in 1989 in my hometown of Cincinnati when they played at murphys pub when i was a student at UC. I see him as a super talented musician who died too soon. But to my kids, they find it hard to believe that he really existed. My oldest was 3 when he passes and my youngest was born in ' '96. Its crazy how generations view famous people who have passed away.
Yeah thats true , I'm born in 92 and I still can't٠ get over his death , I hope he is resting in peace
As a former heroin addict myself, I can understand this happening. Kurt was not himself at the time. Was probably in withdrawals and/or fearing the withdrawals and acting out of sheer panic/desperation. Kurt already had anxiety issues and heroin withdrawals amplifies existing mental health issues like that exponentially. I also have anxiety and I can say the heroin withdrawals I went through were the hardest thing I've ever done in my life.
Tell us something we don't know.
@@tomcarl8021 Nah, I'm good.
@@lightbeforethetunnel Next you'll be telling us fire is hot.
@@tomcarl8021 Brah, I'm just posting my personal experience. It doesn't make sense to say you could have known I was a former heroin addict before I posted it
Good post, but the Cross is a very disturbing symbol
If that really happened at an airport, how come no one on earth ever talked about being a witness to seeing the biggest band on the planet at that time going to blows in an airport terminal? Not saying it didn't happen because i wasn't there, but does seem kinda iffy.
because the murdered narrative has totally been debunked. Krist would not make that up.
Because this was pre-tmz
In the 90s he wouldn't be recognized like today. Maybe if he was somewhere with a lot of young people.
Krist is a big man with even bigger heart.This is that Croatian side in his upbringing. Definitely Kurt's best friend, and it's very sad that he couldn't help him in the end. Much closer to Kurt than everyone around him, everyone took advantage of Kurt. His talent, fame and money. Even other members of the band. Everyone used him except Krist . 'Courtney Love Kurt's Money' - that's graffiti in Zagreb, the capital of Croatia where Krist was in '93. in an alternative club where I was a DJ, and he came to get a little away from the fans in my DJ booth. And he stayed with me until the end. He was very modest and funny. We drank bad beer, he really liked the kind of music I played and he insisted that we speak in Croatian - which was hilarious to me. Great guy!
O pa gdje je grafit? Koji je to bio klub?
@@dystopiafan580 na dolcu,nije se dugo održao.
@@dystopiafan580 a klub je naravno bila Jabuka :)
The more you look into Kurt’s behavior in the days leading up to the suicide, the more you realize it was a suicide and not some Courtney Love conspiracy.
Courtney's behaviour and the people in that house around the time Kurt was dead there was odd as well at the time... I think there's more than we've been told.
I hope they realize this is exactly why innocent people go to prison.
Exactly! And when he did die he was too fuckin loaded and make a stupid decision. Drugs totally robbed him of logical thinking. Sad ending.
@@minecrafterman2334 when u wait 2 hours to call for help in Rome and then before shoot him up with more CNS depressing drug recipe if that's saving him I hope nobody gets saved like that. She's like many money hungery hos, will spread for bread. She knew he was dead and where. She was heard telling Dylan to CHECK GREEN HOUSE by Rosemary Carroll. He didn't so she called Veca and told them to start on greenhouse Friday morning. Yes she didn't pull trigger but she knew where he was and he was gone. That's not a loving wife. Where was she during their anniversary? With Billy window shopping. Why was the pages of Kristen's diary she wrote in daily and backed up by cassette ripped out the week of his death but no other time is gone? Why did she give Det Terry's widow a chunk of change when he died investigating where the dope Kurt had came from? Why give a COD on live TV 2 hours after seeing the body when No tests was done let alone results back? Why sign Death Certificate a week later and no results was done including gun prints? They let Kurt be cremated in a week. That whole investigation was shit.
@Tom if you are right but still respect those who smell a rat for some who do are pretty intelligent
Kurt fue muy afortunado de tener un amigo como Krist.
Krist cared so much. It's so sad he tried his best to help
This story has been well documented through the years. A light went out in Krist forever after that.
This has to be the worst last goodbye in history… what a huge trauma for Krist, I’m so sorry for him. He’s the last guy in the world that deserved this 😢
Saddens me that their friendship and Last moment ended with a Brawl and argument *sigh* believe me i know how that’s like 😞😔
That’s insane, I’ve never heard that story before. Such a tragic way for their friendship to end.
Krist was right when he said Kurt literally could’ve done almost anything with his life. Even if he got a divorce he still would’ve had enough to live 5 lifetimes over on royalties. Seems like his drug use altered his mind completely.
No he was prob murdered
@@Daneiladams555 nah
Kurt's drug use was all that did matter during the last few months of his life. I am no expert and never met Kurt, but I know severe heroin intimately. Comparitively speaking, the only difference between Kurt's addiction and every other heroin addict is, simply, he did not have beg money to support it.
@@Daneiladams555 I wouldn’t say murdered probably like Cali went and got him high , too high. He died , he didn’t tell anyone made it look like a suicide. Boom. Everyone’s happy and gets the shares of his money.
Yes! Its like that film ‘Requiem of a Dream’ it just consumed him. He became heroin the last years of his life.
Kurt n Krist rumbling in the airport.? Gosh this is new to me.!
I wasn't even alive when Nirvana started or ended and yet I feel upset everytime i listen to Nirvana because i struggle with the idea that Kurt Cobain is dead. I would do anything to meet him or go to one of his concerts.
WoW, I've never heard that story, I knew Krist was pretty angry about the very end. Who wouldn't considering how close they were. Shit they went to High School together. Their relationship was so deep. It's just makes me cry knowing what actually happened the last time they saw each other. I'm sure Krist thinks about that every single day. That's tragic...smh
@Kath Octogon Did they go to the same High School? Someone told me that years ago. That's just such a brutal way for your last experience with someone who you love so much.
There's more to this story. When Kurt went missing from rehab, Krist went looking for him and couldn't find him. After, Kurt was found, MTV stuck a camera in his face. The raw devastation was heartbreaking to watch. The tabloids released pictures with Kurt and the band with guns. It was very sad and tragic.
@@annaiorio4543 I was only 11 when Kurt passed away, but it's always stayed with me. Once I srarted putting time into researching about his death, it just for me, never made sense that this was a suicide at all. Yes regarding Krist, I can't begin to imagine how he coped.
When I was younger, I used to be in on the Courtney had Kurt killed camp. The older I get and the more I learn the more It seems pretty obvious that the guy was in a lot of physical and mental pain and killed himself.
Damn poor Krist😢
That really hurts my heart. I can’t believe that in all the years since it happened, I’ve NEVER heard this story before. It’s no wonder Krist has always seemed so wounded since Kurt’s death. That’s my quota of sadness for the week. Gonna go curl up in a corner now. 😖
The dude who wrote that book of which this information comes from got all of his info from Courtney love. Last I heard, last time Kurt and Krist interacted was on the phone.
Didnt happen
Sad. Heroin addiction takes your soul away.
Imagine if there were smart phones during Kurts days. Him and Krist rolling around on the airport floor beating the hell out of each other would be all over the internet.
To hear these stories about these Unbelievable people is so sad!! Rest in Peace Kurt!!⚘
krist use to be a bouncy happy go lucky guy but right after kurt died, he no longer was the same.
For some reason the story of them fighting doesn’t surprise me it sounds some shit they would do
If there's ever a proper Nirvana movie I'm sure they will include this whole scene of Kurt trying to jump out of the moving car on the highway.
Then right after pick the guitars and jam lol.
I could always tell Krist has a heart of gold. R.i.p. Kurt, love you always 💖
Poor Krist. He really tried to help his mate.
I recall reading that part of the book and feeling like I've been kicked in the stomach while lying on the floor. It's so sad for Krist to have that as the last memory of his friend.
Has krist ever told this story in these words elsewhere? I have a hard time believing anything that comes from heavier than heaven.
I'm curious too
Heavier than heaven might as well be the gospel according to Courtney Love. In every interview of Krist I've seen he never directly talks about it, like he never even mentions killed himself just that he shouldn't have done that, almost like he still hasn't processed and accepted what happened or something else went down that led to Kurt being killed, but he's bound by the non disclosure agreement with Courtney Love
I agree 100%. I don’t believe the majority of that book.
Yea it doesn’t make sense cause Kurt went to rehab and escaped then he passed away
That book or whatever is a big pile of BS
He does make a great point that Kurt could have almost literally done anything he wanted. So many like myself wish they had even a whiff at financial freedom like that. No matter, it's so sad this dude's rock bottom was what it was. This story only reminds me of so many other drug related fights. He was clearly not ready to get clean but needed it in a bad way.
imagine fighting your friend and being told "f*ck you" from him, and it's the last you'd hear from him.
“Heartbreaking” doesn’t even begin to describe the emotional gravity of such a tragic event. I truly feel for Krist. That had to be absolutely awful. He did his best to be the best friend he knew how to be and got physically attacked and probably scarred for life in some sense after Kurt died.
I can't imagine how it must've hurt Krist's soul
I feel bad for krist, that was his last time with kurt :(
Geez.. man, so sad what Krist went through.
Kurt was beautiful...Gone too soon.
I’ve never heard this story before and I don’t know how that’s possible honestly…
YO MAN BIG THUMBS UP! Where do you get all this information from?
I can’t imagine the pain Krist felt after knowing for sure that airport fight was the last time he’d see Kurt
If I was Krist I would know I did EVERYTHING possible to save my friend and band mate. I’ve lost many friends to drugs and the only ones I regret are the ones I didn’t do anything to save. Ultimately you can’t save someone from themselves.
Could you do a battle of the albums between facelift and Dirt by Alice in chains?
Sorry Krist, this truly sucks. Nothing else to say about it, it just sucks.
100% nonsense. Heavier Than Heaven was basically written by Courtney. The book is nothing more than pushing her narrative.
Aw!!!!! I read Heavier Than Heaven, but it is so great to be reminded.
What a sad story! One more proof what does the heroin and drugs do with the people.
None has commented like OH, I REMEMBER, I WAS AT THE AIRPORT AT THAT TIME!
Agreed. I don’t believe a single word of any of that. Just seems off to me.
I know...a knock down, drag out at the airport? Kurt running screaming " f**k
you!" at any paranoid airport...Where was SECURITY? And no one with a cell phone caught video of this spectacle whether they knew of Kurt Cobain or not??? Sounds like a whopper to me! Who is the source of this story? With all due respect, where did you find this tid bit, channel?
Why would Krist lie about this? What's going on here?
@@joleneloveland2942 the source is a book by Charles Cross who was a Nirvana biographer, it is called Heavier than heaven. Imho, this is really paranoic. If Kurt didn't want to fly to LA so much he would never sit into the car. It doesn't make any sense to sit into a car and then open the door and try to get out while the car is moving. If it's true then Kurt really was in a terrible condition but he would not wait several days to die then. I don't believe he killed himself.
Yeah ..that's is rather suspect
I think everyone forgets social media and the internet was not a huge thing. Unless it was MTV or One of the rock magazines you didn't hear much. Yea his death was big but rock stars fighting... tad common honestly
This is sad...I really feel bad that he had too fight such demons. May your soul be at peace now Kurt..I pray youre at peace brother
this happened on the same day and month i was born, RIP to one of my biggest inspirations to learn guitar.
Regarding the airport fight, I suspect Cobain wouldn't have had any animosity towards Novoselic in the long run. Cobain was in full blown self destructive crisis mode. Krist tried his best at the time and was a good friend who didn't bail when things got rough.
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Fuck man, it honestly makes me feel so sad thinking about how much better things could of been... The whole Nirvana left, still has not been filled by any other band since.
I was the last person to see my best friend before he committed suicide. I’m glad it didn’t go down like krist n kurt. It’s grim man, I feel for him
Damn, that's sad. I never knew that. I had a vaguely similar experience with a very good friend and it's been bothering me a lot, lately. Wishing I could have done something different to make it turn out differently, and maybe he'd have been able to stick around if I did. He'd be dead by now, I'm pretty sure, but he could have died out here with us instead of leaving.
If this happened today it would have all been filmed on someone’s phone and been made into a media frenzy by tmz
I miss Kurt everyday ❤️
That’s just not fair. Poor Krist
Where is the source for this story ? I've googled this and can't find anything.
Its from the heavier than heaven book.find this hard to believe.
@Kath Octogon How could you possibly know that?
@@philcollins23 this book is indirectly from CL
I always thought that this might have been a kind of Rubicon for Kurt. One of many during the last month that he was alive. I don’t think that he and Krist had ever gotten into a physical confrontation before. When that happened at the airport, Kurt might have thought that going back to the band wouldn’t be an option anymore; one avenue was closed off for him permanently. He was also being threatened from every angle with consequences that would force him to change his life completely. When someone is going through an opiate addiction and they feel like everyone is trying to make their life more difficult, suicide is unfortunately a very real possibility. It’s actually surprising that he hung on for as long as he did. Opiate addiction is something that controls your entire life and doesn’t allow for things like professional responsibility, especially for a heavy user like Kurt. And in 1994 it was basically the dark ages as far as addiction treatment was concerned. The ethos was basically “stay in a room until you don’t feel the cravings anymore”. Obviously an addict would fight tooth and nail to avoid that kind of experience.
Being a rock star means you never have to grow up.
Krist might have felt he wouldn't ever see Kurt again, but it wasnt because of their fight they had because Kurt didnt want to go to rehab or what might happen if he didn't. I imagine Kurt was still smarting because his good friend Krist participated in a bogus intervention by CL when she was probably more addicted at the time than Kurt.. i imagine Kurt saw it as a betrayal.
So he went to rehab fully knowing that he probably would not stay. In his mind i think he was finished with everyone who participated in the intervention. When you quit a substance you have to be ready to do it and to do it for no one but yourself or it will not happen. Im sure he felt betrayed by his closest people falling into CL's hypocritical agenda. When he leff rehab he clearly had a plan as he purchased 2 air fares for a future date out of Seattle. I think he had plan and was planning a new start in his life. I think that's what Krist was picking up on. Kurt envisioned a new start that did not include him.
It was strange behavior on Krist's part seeing how he and Shelley wouldnt even attend his wedding because they did not approve of CL. But then he aligns himself with her on a bogus CL intervention. Would you not see that as a betrayal?
interesting, but i think that it s more simple than that. Kurt did not want to stop drugs like most junkies. His intelect was very altered by heroin. If you add that he was fed up for a lot of reasons ( personal life, health problems, celebrity etc). i suppose that he choose to die to live the imortality. the 27's club. Drugs and his near death expérience in Rome helped a lot.
what if the two tickets were for Kristen Pfaff and him? She was also trying to get away from CL
I was at the airport. No one had a camera phone back then. You chased Kurt yelling “Pearl Jam is better” and then I barked at him like I was DMX
I think Krist is sad because Kurt left him lonely and he was at first mad that Kurt could be "selfish" to leave him on earth alone, I feel like they were soulmates. Not romantically but a soulmate is a person with whom one has a feeling of deep or natural affinity. This may involve similarity, love, romance, platonic relationships, comfort, intimacy, spirituality, compatibility and trust. And the fact that Kurt could do such a thing without thinking how this will affect Krist made Krist depressed and changed him forever because he doesn't have his other half with him. Saying I'm sorry for his loss means nothing it's just a reminder ik how it feels and he just likes to talk about the good times with Kurt because reminiscing on fond memories is a lot healthier than talking about his death and the impact it had
Seeing Krist in the movie World’s Greatest Father as he hugged Robin Williams was almost poetic to what happened with Kurt.
Krist seems like the nicest funniest guy .What a sad memory )
.He has heart ,and true love for Kurt. I know they have concluded it was a suicide but some of the bizarre facts of this case just dont add up. To me - Kurt was too deep, had soul and loved his daughter so much and wanted to live ...just not the way he was living. If I had been hanging around that crowd I would asked Kurt what HE wanted to do next ,before I did that I would have taped CL's mouth shut , cancelled all HER CC's ,then put her in the trunk of a car and told the driver to drive west for 6 months.Then I would tell Kurt she was gone, his life was his own to live and his decisions were now his own to make.
What a nice thing it was for her to do .....to stage an intervention with a person in his state of mind...Anyone vouldve seen that would throw him over the top. She also told him over the phone that he dropped Frances on her head - but didnt harm her - in the interview i saw ,she was cocky and proud that she made him feel like a piece of crap . A narcissist would tell a lie like that to push him further over the edge.
Everyone says - just let Kurt rest in peace - 😢 I think hnk he IS resting in peace - hes in a better place by far - however justice needs to be served - then we all here can rest in Peace. Thank you for sharing this touching video.
My brother died in a very similar way, but he didn't shot himself. Anyhow, I feel sorry for Krist in many levels. I can relate with the guilt he probably carry for himself.
Damn, that hurt hearing that. After Kurt died, I never read or watched anything about Nirvana or Kurt, I Just blocked it all out. Only now after all these years am I starting to hear stories like this. Miss you heaps Kurt, If it wasn't for Nirvana's music I reckon I wouldn't be here right now...
Oh Dios, me ocurrió lo mismo 😥
Rest in pease Kurt💔
Best video ever
Wow I did not know this happened between them. That is so sad. Id always thought the jack in the box thing where kurt went to have Krist unknowingly to his dealer.
Krist never actually told these stories, i can't find any of it somewhere's, it's all 2nd hand stories... why would kurt use krist to drive him places, kurt was a millionaire, he could of just took a cab or a limo anywhere's he went if he didn't want anyone to know he was buying drugs... i've had friends like that, but they were broke and needed a drive to score... definitely not millionaires 🤣🤣
Krist never actually told these stories, i can't find any of it somewhere's, it's all 2nd hand stories... why would kurt use krist to drive him places, kurt was a millionaire, he could of just took a cab or a limo anywhere's he went if he didn't want anyone to know he was buying drugs... i've had friends like that, but they were broke and needed a drive to score... definitely not millionaires 🤣🤣
Poor Krist, what a good friend he was to Kurt ,even maybe Kurt didnt see at the time.Gut wrenching.
Legend. Miss him.
WHAT IN THE HELL, has every single person missed the true point?!? The Police department that handled Kurt's passing REALLY IS TO BLAME!!! That is who EVERY person should be upset with including Kurt's family and friends!!! Phillip Seymour Hoffman was found with the needle in his arm and DOPE baggies all around him and it took that police department A WEEK to announce cause of death BECAUSE THEY DID THEIR JOBS! They didnt show up with a preconceived idea and every action they took forward wasnt with that preconceived notion in their mind they ACTUALLY DID THEIR JOBS. I mean COME ON the police called it what an hour after finding Kurt they didnt even interview the damn people who were in THAT HOUSE FOR DAYS EXCEPT FOR 5 MINS OVER THE PHONE WEEKS LATER!!!! So i understand why people have these questions, you know why fingerprints weren't found because they didnt run them for MONTHS same with gun powder residue these are things that should of been done and been done right and THAT IS WHY PEOPLE HAVE THESE QUESTIONS!! That police department should be completely held accountable!!!!
held accountable for what? the police reached the correct conclusion. This was looked at again in 2014 and they again reached the correct conclusion that Kurt took his own life. prints are rarely taken off firearms that's not evidence of anything.
@@scooterruns9355 looked at again? Your too funny. The police can NEVET ADMIT they fumble fucked the case because of the backlash. It was definitely not looked at again. WHY HAVE THE POLICE NEVER TALKED ABOUT KURT'S credit card, the one that he used to purchase the plane tickets. Because that went missing and I guess Kurt's ghost was walking around trying to use it right up to the day they found his body and then stopped and was never found, but how could someone have a credit card 100% then commit suicide but still try to use said credit card for 2 or 3 days after killing themselves and the police NEVER bring it up. Also the detective who looked at it again SCREWED UP big time and adm6it was absolutely a fatal heroin dose, do u understand how "shooting up" works? When people OD they usually dont even have the time to take the needle out their arm but this officer says Kurt had time to take off the "tie off", clean his needles, put everything away, and then shoot himself! COME ON! And why wouldn't Kurt of just done all the DOPE first then swallow a bullet after the high? Why was Courtney lying about being Kurt's mom? Why did Michael DeWitt and Jessica Hopper not questioned vigorously instead of over the damn phone after spending THREE DAYS in that house with Kurt dead! Why wasn't the medical examiner removed and had ome who wasnt connected to Courtney brought in? Do you know he died as well under some funny terms even though right after Kurt's case he left his office and moved to Florida. Why did Courtney pay Michael DeWitt every month for years? Come on with that the police handled the situation correctly because that's BULLSHIT. As I said Phillip Seymour Hoffman was found needle in HIS ARM and they took a week to announce cause of death with Kurt they announced it after like 2 hours!!!! STOP IT WITH ALL THAT NONSENSE!!! Guess you also believe that JFK was shot with that pretty bullet they found as well huh???
@@scooterruns9355 Their was MULTIPLE mistakes in Kurt's death investigation also did you know the detectives that handled the case were fired for corruption as well? Do you realize the amount of backlash if that cold case officer would of said "Yup, we screwed the pooch" they would have damn near every suicide and other case SCREAMING to be reopened, they can NEVER ADMIT FAULT OR ACTUALLY LOOK INTO KURT'S DEATH NEVER!!!!
@@freeman4real what backlash? cases are revisited and revised all the time. It definitely was looked at again. Just because they didn't reach the conspiracy theory conclusions you were hoping for doesn't mean it wasn't legit. 225mg is not a fatal amount for heavy user there Einstein. There is peer reviewed medical research showing heavy daily users like Kurt functioning on more than gram. So because you wouldn't have ended your life that way means Kurt couldn't possibly have? briliant logic there buddy. Can you cite any actual evidence or just more of this nonsense? Michael Cali Dewitt saved Kurts life in the summer of 1993. now he's part of the big sinister plot too?
@@freeman4real it was looked at again. just because they didn't reach the conspiracy theory conclusions you were hoping for doesn't mean it wasn't legit. Kurt was a heavy daily user who was absolutely capable of handling 225mg and remained functioning. there is peer reviewed medical research showing heavy daily users functionging on more than a gram. A loony conspiracy theorist talking about nonsense? lol that's rich. Cite one shred of evidence for this that would hold up in a court room.
When your addicted to ANYTHING, YOU ALONE have to want to quit and move in the right direction, NO ONE can tell you to stop and most of the people telling Kurt to stop where hypocrites as they were just as addicted as him, especially his lovely wife...😏
Yes, and their intelect was very altered by drugs, that's why they all made bad choices and it led to this sad end: Carlson may never bought that gun, Courtney should came back earlier from L.A, etc....
Courtney had Kurt murdered. Carlson was in on it.
@@digitalsoldier3894 Since you were there. Maybe you can tell us EVERYTHING that went down that night.
@@jebstuart4004 and maybe mark Lanegan woulda answered Kurt’s phone call that fateful day but instead Lanegan was high on heroin. Heroin robbed The whole Seattle scene.
Man this is so sad, like I’m not kidding, this is so sad
Hard to believe that was almost 30 years ago…
Krist is the best ❤
Please site your sources on this.
This is sad to hear
If you think about it. Krist was the only person who played and saw nirvana in every single show on earth.
Wish Kurt didn’t take the cowards way out. Krist was right when he said he could’ve done anything. I’ve been a believer in the conspiracy theories but it’s kinda hard to trust any of that after hearing what his best friend had to do. Rip Kurt anyway.
Do you think the airport fight happened with nobody noticing it? Kurt running and cursing and Security never even noticed as paranoid as airports are now. Really?? Sounds like a total fish story to me.
@@joleneloveland2942 I’m sure they noticed it. Remember it was pre 9/11 so most of the time that shit would happen it would go pretty unnoticed.
I never heard krist tell this story... so this is not a story straight out of the horse's mouth, so i take this story with a grain of salt
@@Ludeguy83 who knows kurts been dead longer than he was alive for. Whatever happened it’s too late to really get to the bottom. Unless Courtney confesses on her deathbed, we’ll probably just believe the “story”.
@@followdanger890 yah, i agree with you!
This is heartbreaking and as a teenager (back then) who loved nirvana and the social change they(Kurt) helped lead. Felt like the death of optimism
Even today I am choked up thinking about when I walked into home room and saw the news on channel 1 tha he was gone. Fk man what a loss. Art is a tue separating factor from the animals and she primal impulse takes us to this level feels like a de-evolution and (as Kurt was famous for) a complete contradiction of everything preceding it.
Sometimes there nothing you can do....poor Krist
If the Webster’s definition of “surreal” doesn’t include “the feeling of standing in the airport and suddenly witnessing a fistfight involving Krist Noviselic & Kurt Cobain”…smh, then the word should t exist.