Dax - Depression (Lyrics) | I can't find myself. I get lost inside my brain

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  • Dax - Depression (Lyrics) | I can't find myself. I get lost inside my brain
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    🎤 Lyrics:
    I can't find myself
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help
    But I pushed all of 'em away
    I took the cards they dealt
    And there's nothing I can change
    So when I'm by myself
    I just pray for brighter days
    Sometimes I sit and I reminisce 'bout the good times
    Wish I could get those back
    I keep on running these races that go in my mind
    Then they go on these tracks
    I'm not ready to erase all my memories, mm
    I fight depression and I let it get the best of me
    Now there's nowhere to run, nowhere to go
    Look around, it's liquor bottles all on the floor
    Filling up the space inside my heart and my home
    Drowning out these thoughts until they leave me alone
    I can't find myself
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help
    But I pushed all of 'em away
    I took the cards they dealt
    And there's nothing I can change
    So when I'm by myself
    I just pray for brighter days
    These thoughts are draining all my energy
    I try to tell 'em to God, they said I'm going insane
    And then they recommended therapy
    And to go and talk to a man who's getting paid to explain
    He started saying that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain
    Ain't connecting to accomplishments associated with moving on
    In life and past the things that my heart cannot contain
    So the happiness won't sustain
    Then he read me my options
    He said "Here goes a pill, only take two with a meal"
    And it'll numb how I feel
    I can't find myself (I can't find myself)
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help (I think I might need help)
    But I pushed all of 'em away
    I took the cards they dealt (Took the cards they dealt)
    And there's nothing I can change
    So when I'm by myself (When I'm by myself)
    I just pray for brighter days
    Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float?
    I got all of my flaws living inside of this boat
    I've been anchored in pain, the weight is making me choke
    It's getting harder to breathe, it's pulling right at my throat
    I've been hoping for change, but don't know how to restart
    They say you ain't a man when you exposing your heart
    Then they say you're insane until it tears you apart
    And then it cuts you so deep and they can tell by the scars
    We can only see change when we accept who we are
    Try to run from the shame and you will never get far
    Don't you bottle the pain or live your life in the dark
    You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star
    Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression
    Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards
    With our God, you can beat all the odds
    Keep your faith and you'll never be lost and say
    I can't find myself
    I get lost inside my brain
    I think I might need help (I think I might need help)
    But I pushed all of 'em away (I pushed all of them away)
    I took the cards they dealt
    And there's nothing I can change
    So when I'm by myself
    I just pray for brighter days
    #ShineVibes
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Комментарии • 170

  • @justinjessee8751
    @justinjessee8751 Год назад +88

    The last 3 years have been the hardest on me so far, my uncle died on his street bike, my cuzin in a car wreck, mom died from MS, and my best friend just shot himself right next to me. It’s music that helps me get through another day. Check on your friends and family. Never know when it’s going to be the last day with them

    • @nathanbites8196
      @nathanbites8196 Год назад +5

      Sorry to hear your story.. I also get thru with music.. I lost my mom due to cancer and then I lost my ex, my best friend he also shot himself 😢... I tried to get into another relationship and that one was really abusive so I finally left and now I'm with someone who actually loves me and we are about to get married but the past still haunts me... Without my main two support groups it's rough.. So trust me I can relate

    • @toniaguilar283
      @toniaguilar283 Год назад +2

      I understand I do 😢.. Pain is something I know all to well... My daughter has MS she was diagnosed when she was 15 she is now 25 and she's a trooper let me explain... When I was pregnant with Alisa my daughter he dad went out and brought me a STD home I was almost 8 months pregnant with her.. when I found out she could of been blind or deaf because of his choices... But she goes out everyday and takes care of mentally challenged indaviduals and those who have brain injuries.. She has done this for about 5 years now .. I lost my brother 4 years ago on Thanksgiving 😢 I hate that holiday 😢.. Last year on May 18th two days after my grandson turned 1 his mom murdered him days after that I ended up going back to prison for the second time in 3 years because I went to my Parole officer and asked for help she then had me arrested and sent back to prison for another year... I grieved in a prison cell for a year😢 I'm home and doing the best I can now I'm getting the opportunity to be a grandma again in 4 weeks so imma cherish every moment with him.. Things look like they are never going to be better but trust and believe in our Lord and savior he will help you understand why these things happen to us.. maybe not today but I promise he will 😊

    • @acd1330
      @acd1330 Год назад

      Sorry 🙏

    • @savywolf1457
      @savywolf1457 7 месяцев назад

      Oh my god I’m so sorry, but you are getting through it, that’s important

    • @Skullz252
      @Skullz252 6 месяцев назад +1

      I pray for peace in your life brother stay strong forever ♾️🙏🕊️

  • @RicardoBueno-kb3es
    @RicardoBueno-kb3es Год назад +56

    Praying for everyone dealing with depression we will get through this

    • @DanielsRiedwaan
      @DanielsRiedwaan Год назад

      what s up

    • @user-gx3sn5hi8l
      @user-gx3sn5hi8l 5 месяцев назад

      I won't

    • @Yeahlome
      @Yeahlome Месяц назад

      Amen :)

    • @jessica-fi1qn
      @jessica-fi1qn Месяц назад

      through God we will find our way out of depression. Even if we think there is no way that is Satan getting through our heads.

  • @AlterRenee99
    @AlterRenee99 Год назад +65

    I feel for you. I've been dealing with this, too. You put words to what has been weighing me down: I can't find myself, I get lost inside my brain. I pray for brighter days for all of us suffering from this mental affliction.

    • @saintarigo7496
      @saintarigo7496 Год назад +3

      HELLO, HOW ARE YOU DOING TODAY, I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD TIME

    • @ashgen43
      @ashgen43 Год назад +2

      You will be ok..god got u always.

    • @Nightmare-nm9hn
      @Nightmare-nm9hn Год назад +2

      You got this , keep fighting 😢 your loved

  • @Astoots5988
    @Astoots5988 Год назад +12

    Love this song, I FEEL LIKE THIS EVERYDAY and IT DOESN'T GET EASIER

  • @Vaultz03
    @Vaultz03 3 месяца назад +2

    I feel this so much, I've been going through some tough times, firstly my parents got divorced the same week that my grandpa paased away, nobody talks to me i feel invisible, and my uncle died and so did someone else who felt like family to me, i have to keep my head down 24/7 at school everyday, i can't go 5 seconds of my day without getting yelled at and ive already tried to k!// myself, but so far my lifes more useless than a penny on tails 🤷🏼‍♂️

  • @debracrawford5490
    @debracrawford5490 Год назад +11

    People think mental health just popped up. It's been here. This song is so me, every word except for the bottles on the floor. Thank you so much for your talent and sharing it with the world!!!!
    If you are going through something in life, you are never alone. The depression makes you think you have no one. Talk to someone, don't wait and let it get outta hand. YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!!!
    🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💜💕💜

    • @lylturningpoint3358
      @lylturningpoint3358 Год назад

      Same bro. Everything except bottles. I don't drink or take brain meds. Don't believe in either of em.

  • @larinzodavon809
    @larinzodavon809 Год назад +10

    it's midnight..... and this is hitting harder than when I played it THIS afternoon 🤘🏽💯

  • @zeekperkins4218
    @zeekperkins4218 4 месяца назад +2

    Thank you dax for your music!! no one out there in this industry that i connect with there music like i do yours!! ive been living with depression since i was too young to remember lost my mom to cancer at 13 months old, lost a few friends the past few years to drugs an suicide, lost my father too suicide 4 years ago an it still breaks me to this day!! your music helps me get through all my struggles an demons! your a inspiration to allot of people!!

  • @kerry-kx7df
    @kerry-kx7df 4 месяца назад +2

    I'm a new listener. Dax is so absolutely amazing!! His poetry(lyrics), the pain,the passion, the rythem....Chills all over!!!!! ❤

  • @GROWNMAN0515
    @GROWNMAN0515 Год назад +6

    That chorus line is dope and I can put a while song to your chorus line!!!

  • @jwil425
    @jwil425 Год назад +2

    Know for years how much 🔥 Dax is but this song….. This song right here!!!! This….Song….Right……..HERE!!! Hit so close to home I’m living in it. 🙌 💯 🙏

  • @who121088
    @who121088 Год назад +2

    This is SO MUCH FIRE💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @Killerxcon
    @Killerxcon Год назад +3

    mental illness sucks but we all have to be strong for those whom love us and stand by our side

  • @BriteEyezz
    @BriteEyezz Год назад +2

    been there and I'm here now. thank you for this song because it's exactly what I'm experiencing. God, please help me

  • @garywms3573
    @garywms3573 Год назад +6

    True Words I'm Living This Daily On GOD I AM.....

    • @christophershanz498
      @christophershanz498 Год назад

      Things will get better brother just keep pushing and remember god has a master plan for you

  • @mwansaluipa6918
    @mwansaluipa6918 Год назад +2

    Indeed he is amazing I love his songs he is a moving legend

  • @ashleymullett1799
    @ashleymullett1799 Год назад +4

    Dax is amazing ....I pray for anyone that feels how I do...

  • @dawnmelton3013
    @dawnmelton3013 Год назад +7

    SOOOOOO RELATEABLE!!!!! Thank you, Dax!!!

  • @shabiegirl2211
    @shabiegirl2211 16 дней назад

    I've been in depression for 12 years and im still fighting for a way to get over it. My mom left me when i was 14 and im 26 now, i learn so many things in my whole life to live without her. It ain't easy for me but im used to it. All the disrespect was given by my surrounding made me attempt suicide. But i still have faith on God that one day I'll get better.
    I'll never give up fighting for it until it gets over. I pray for everyone who's listening to this song that nobody could go through things that I've been.
    Bless y'all and bless you Dax ♥️🙏

  • @joseph6225
    @joseph6225 Год назад +4

    Mom died. Life's shit but this song hits. Keep it up

  • @r.a.c.h6172
    @r.a.c.h6172 Год назад +1

    Woooooow wow the words are just so real ❤

  • @zacharymcnealy2621
    @zacharymcnealy2621 Месяц назад

    Even though he struggles he keeps it Godly 💯
    Inspirational man

  • @AcekillaINK
    @AcekillaINK Год назад +3

    Dax you such an inspiration ThankYou>>>From my heart 100

  • @ElinaNamangolwa-wr4rg
    @ElinaNamangolwa-wr4rg Год назад +5

    I can make a whole Dax playlist.....this guy talks to me one every song

  • @chloesedits3409
    @chloesedits3409 Год назад +5

    This is my first time listening to Dax since his whole thing with KSI few years back and i actually never would have expected this from him. Fantastic job man👏

    • @AcekillaINK
      @AcekillaINK Год назад +2

      listen to all his music!!!

  • @Mr_GodFlame
    @Mr_GodFlame Год назад +3

    This is fire!

  • @OGJokerPrince
    @OGJokerPrince 5 месяцев назад +4

    Depression hurts and I'm dealing with it right now

  • @radfishing5413
    @radfishing5413 Год назад +3

    Amen ! My Brother ! Protection in that industrymay God keep you from the wrong people an keep you always with Godsoldiers an on his path. Blessing my brother ! 🙏🏻

  • @user-gm5df1ox7f
    @user-gm5df1ox7f 6 месяцев назад +2

    I lost a friend a couple of days ago of overdose so this song makes me think of him and makes wanna cry cause he was best friend and to think he's gone I wrote raps about him and wanna perform with him and I wanna to have a house were he could live with me and my gf and it's sad that's he's dead now

  • @stephoncandies3153
    @stephoncandies3153 Год назад +5

    This song hits different 👍

  • @user-ty1vw3rj1y
    @user-ty1vw3rj1y Год назад +2

    I Thank God for musician's like you Dax! I'm a huge Tom McDonald fan. Anyone singing about the TRUTH about what's really going on in this world is who I listen too! I've learned through this process that my depression were actually Demons!! No more big PHARMA for me! I've learned to rebuke them and I am better than I have ever been! I have to remind myself at times that this is Satan's world, Don't LOVE anything in this world! Sometimes knowing this sucks! But we will called home soon!! ❤ See you there!

    • @quimonty1732
      @quimonty1732 2 месяца назад

      I can so relate with everything you said and. I totally agree with you

  • @keithbatchjr3377
    @keithbatchjr3377 2 месяца назад +4

    6/29/24 still here

  • @andrederenoncourt5754
    @andrederenoncourt5754 Год назад +5

    I love this song. So good man!!!!!

  • @tashabarron6746
    @tashabarron6746 2 месяца назад +1

    Man this song hit anyone got edvice for some1 that feels like they keep fallin no matter wat they do n is ready to jus give up on life

    • @quimonty1732
      @quimonty1732 2 месяца назад

      Self-proclaimed 4 was a big motivational one I'd listen to when I having self doubt.

  • @sparklebutt4564
    @sparklebutt4564 Год назад +2

    Love this song ❤️ speaks truth.. 💯

  • @W.S.T_69
    @W.S.T_69 Год назад +6

    my favorite song .this song explains everything am going through in life .

  • @abdawrharvca
    @abdawrharvca Год назад +3

    Incredible song so true we all get lost inside our minds sometimes but there is hope in good people keep them close and don't push them away Shine Bright always God bless to you all who suffer with this ❤❤❤Stay strong

  • @Hugging_Cactus
    @Hugging_Cactus Год назад +3

    keep preaching brother ❤🎉😊

  • @marketabehanova2685
    @marketabehanova2685 29 дней назад

    Love it.Feel it right now its hard😔

  • @user-uo4rl9sy7b
    @user-uo4rl9sy7b 7 месяцев назад +1

    Its crazy song that i have ever heared for the first time .

  • @armandroberson1796
    @armandroberson1796 Месяц назад +1

    All i hear is everyone talking abot yheir own pain, DAX if hes writing these words hes hurting too. We are here for you man reach out no judgement nothing but 💕.

  • @AHOB
    @AHOB Месяц назад

    Woahhh!! This song hit🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @baltothewolf
    @baltothewolf 2 месяца назад +1

    I just keep pushing through, cuz its all I can do 😢

  • @mohaglade4892
    @mohaglade4892 13 дней назад

    anybody can relate to being numb?. I felt it and i said to myself at that time that i don't wish this to my worst enemy.
    Thank god i got out of that

  • @davida7614
    @davida7614 2 месяца назад +1

    Lost all faith seven years ago, keep taking these damn pills and aside from the pain this ife's vapor

  • @XxMidnightxX1
    @XxMidnightxX1 Месяц назад

    i have depression and suffering with social anxity so who ever fighting depression wish you good luck and get help soon

  • @kareamdeloatch108
    @kareamdeloatch108 Год назад +1

    I lost my mom my dad my aunt my uncle my sister and my brother and what so called family i do have left dont have nothing to do with me and when they do decide to contact me its just to put me down im so tired of all this im 47 and i been dealing with this shit my whole life with no type of help

  • @jimmyhanks6640
    @jimmyhanks6640 Год назад +4

    I love it it is so awesome 👌

  • @cherilussamuel9534
    @cherilussamuel9534 Год назад +6

    Your music is awesome , I love it congratulations bro

  • @jbalmes77
    @jbalmes77 Месяц назад +1

    I feel like we all are dealing with depression in our own way. I think it sucks that our generations are slowly getting worse 😢

  • @Yeahlome
    @Yeahlome Месяц назад

    such a beautiful song hope he's better now.. doesn't seem so....

  • @alivefranklin9098
    @alivefranklin9098 Месяц назад

    Hell I shed tears while listening to this song. Reminded me of the pain Ive been feeling for years but goddamn I felt somehow better after seconds of wiping those tears. The lyric “accomplishment associated with moving on” is actually interesting for me. Maybe that will be my basis on how I will fight my pain

  • @nancycharles2289
    @nancycharles2289 Год назад

    This is what am going through right now God am still trusting for brighter days
    🙏🙏🙏

  • @tangsanwaje743
    @tangsanwaje743 Год назад +1

    love it so much...much..

  • @williamwaggoner8904
    @williamwaggoner8904 Год назад +3

    Yahweh I Know You Got Us

  • @kelvinmuli5516
    @kelvinmuli5516 Год назад +1

    Just praying for brighter days 💯💪

  • @TheHappyQuadriplegic
    @TheHappyQuadriplegic Год назад +1

    This song reminds me of another song I just can’t clearly remember it. But it’s an old song.

  • @dan00dan
    @dan00dan 5 месяцев назад

    This song is so sad but I LOVE IT

  • @Robert-3691
    @Robert-3691 6 месяцев назад

    This is setting a new standard. I recently enjoyed a similar book, and it was setting a new benchmark. "Reclaiming Connection: The Journey of a Digital Detox" by Joshua Ember

  • @crutchfield5days
    @crutchfield5days Год назад +1

    Beautiful

  • @user-no2fs8qt8d
    @user-no2fs8qt8d Год назад

    This song uplift my spirit

  • @smilehappy3112
    @smilehappy3112 Год назад

    "But I pushed all of 'em away" .. when he rips these lyrics he uses the rythem an moldy that you would use while tearing up a storm , alot of ppl won't see it but it's there

  • @tatianachristian4563
    @tatianachristian4563 Месяц назад

    Those designated so hard, we will make it

  • @jaydincollins
    @jaydincollins Год назад +2

    So good

  • @TheCountyBoyz1
    @TheCountyBoyz1 Месяц назад

    Feel so close to the edge, Lord I need your help please don’t allow this to happen again….

  • @Mr.Ninaboi
    @Mr.Ninaboi Год назад +1

    Believe it or not big dawg you have to forgive and forget the phone the way you won't get through the depression bro I deal with it to had to learn the hard way I've been here plenty of times but females in my best friend so-called best friend love you big dawg keep your head up love you and appreciate your music ❤️❤️💪🤣

  • @toulinenice2265
    @toulinenice2265 Год назад +3

    Bravo

  • @sherryhead6239
    @sherryhead6239 Год назад

    This is true sad how we can't seem to get help we can we can do it in God' we trust❤❤❤

  • @CynicalEmpath
    @CynicalEmpath Год назад

    This world truly does a number on those of us who have the most empathy, and we sit there and destroy ourselves, and let this world break us, and then we do the same to ourselves. Thinking is a killer. They say that intelligence is the enemy of happiness. The more we know of this place, the more we wish we didn't.

  • @Kazilikaya
    @Kazilikaya 2 месяца назад

    Truer words couldn’t not have been sung

  • @user-hk2eo4bd3n
    @user-hk2eo4bd3n 6 месяцев назад +1

    I know a lot of people will probably not care but I hope that someone will understand how depression feels, how I feel 😢

    • @sonjasmith707
      @sonjasmith707 5 месяцев назад +1

      I relate to every word. I hear you

    • @user-hk2eo4bd3n
      @user-hk2eo4bd3n 5 месяцев назад

      @@sonjasmith707 thanks man, you actually know what it's like, it fucks with your mind

    • @brookejackson2851
      @brookejackson2851 3 месяца назад

      It'll get better ❤

    • @user-hk2eo4bd3n
      @user-hk2eo4bd3n 3 месяца назад

      @@brookejackson2851 hey.. all I really want is to be accepted, can I.. please get to know you?

    • @user-hk2eo4bd3n
      @user-hk2eo4bd3n 2 месяца назад

      @@brookejackson2851 oh... It has 😏

  • @Butta838
    @Butta838 Год назад +3

    Dope!

  • @jasoncsuhta5476
    @jasoncsuhta5476 Год назад

    Dax I've loved your music since I first heard it im bummed someone took your song and it's on the radio it should be you youbspeak from the heart like I do and I'm hated for being honest it's tough but it truly shows who's down and who isnt

  • @juniect5909
    @juniect5909 Год назад +1

    Love this song

  • @user-no2fs8qt8d
    @user-no2fs8qt8d Год назад

    I love dax songs

  • @sophielouise8596
    @sophielouise8596 Месяц назад

    I’m so fucked up in the head I’m begging god to help 😭 wish I could be a better person 😞

  • @jimmyhanks6640
    @jimmyhanks6640 Год назад +2

    :positive

  • @user-wv6hq8vs9m
    @user-wv6hq8vs9m 5 месяцев назад

    on repeat

  • @hungrystudios9831
    @hungrystudios9831 Год назад

    I just cant quit replaying this song latley

    • @nancycharles2289
      @nancycharles2289 Год назад

      We all come here singing a different song coz we will fight until we win 🙏

  • @pap4711
    @pap4711 Год назад

    Thank you, I now know I'm not alone. ❤

  • @alisonbarnes1988
    @alisonbarnes1988 Год назад

    I love you so very much and also love this song 🔥✝️🙏🏻🥰🐺

  • @jasonsoots8596
    @jasonsoots8596 Год назад

    Need this rn my brother is slowly passing away in a coma losein it rn losing my best friend my brother my flesh n blood hurts so damn bad

  • @davidhernandez1922
    @davidhernandez1922 Год назад +1

    And i dive from the top of the universe for this cuase
    -Archangel Guardián Cancer ♋♋

  • @Yugv-vw1sf
    @Yugv-vw1sf Год назад

    Needs more views!

  • @deethomas4018
    @deethomas4018 2 месяца назад

    I haven't been the same since my mom died 😢 and a year later my grandma and being homeless 😢😢 im still troubled

  • @davidrossman919
    @davidrossman919 Год назад

    Will there be a remix version of this song too? I liked the others.

  • @ffffmmmmllll
    @ffffmmmmllll Год назад

    This is the realist shit word for word glad someone understands me in this world

  • @treast4120
    @treast4120 Год назад +1

    Fire

  • @user-up9to7ts8b
    @user-up9to7ts8b Год назад +1

    It's 7/2/23 drinking in front of my garage

  • @sonjasmith707
    @sonjasmith707 5 месяцев назад

    I relate

  • @zacherypowell8308
    @zacherypowell8308 Месяц назад

    Human too human, we are all the same race but damn why cant we act like it, if you read this reach out a hand to anyone who may need it. Doesnt matter what youve been taught quit being stupid, we are all being tortured somehow. I want a change to happen, i want to see every creature, human, being, even bug have some glimmer of hope but it will only happen when we all work together. This world can be beautiful, we just have to erase certain things. Let go and move forward. It is the only option left. Please let this reach the future, let all in history know i and we stood on the righteous side, no religion, no political standpoint, only care and love. Dont let it die.

  • @user-hn2lo3qn1f
    @user-hn2lo3qn1f Год назад

    Listening this song I m lost in my mind

  • @johnd4857
    @johnd4857 Год назад

    Literally can't even get through this song without breaking down... I hate myself and I don't know how to love myself all I've ever done is run from loving myself cause it's so much easier to put myself 2nd and focus on my girl well fucking ex now or my family or my freinds I just drown myself in alcohol to forget and it all just comes back as soon as I wake ... I can't find myself... 💔

  • @sumanjungthapa8164
    @sumanjungthapa8164 Год назад +2

    ❤❤

  • @SheheryarSherry-sp4es
    @SheheryarSherry-sp4es 7 месяцев назад

    What a lyrics

  • @user-wd5or2vh4r
    @user-wd5or2vh4r 3 месяца назад

    I'm trying to like this I can find myself song

  • @user-xy7md5ff7f
    @user-xy7md5ff7f Год назад

    I suffer from depression. So I get you fo sho.

  • @austinlalancette9039
    @austinlalancette9039 Год назад

    Certainly listening to this while having a breakdown

  • @mauilock
    @mauilock Год назад

    I dont want to die.... that dont mean i wanna be here anymore. I fucked up with no way to fix it in sight. I cant post this anywhere esle so im putting it here.

  • @MrTaktic121
    @MrTaktic121 16 дней назад

    I'm more depressed than ever , my x narcissist has done some damage