Psychiatrist Analyzes the Mysterious ELISA LAM VIDEO | Bipolar Disorder | Psychosis | Dr Rege
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- Опубликовано: 13 сен 2024
- Dr Sanil Rege, Consultant Psychiatrist, covers the Elisa Lam case (also a Netflix documentary) with a focus on the strange and bizarre behaviour of Elisa Lam a few days before her death.
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On February 19, 2013, the body of Chinese-Canadian tourist Elisa Lam was recovered from a large cistern atop the Stay on Main hotel in Downtown Los Angeles, where she had been a guest. She was last seen alive on January 31 and was reported missing by her parents on February 1.
The Video covers the following:
1. Elisa Lam's History of mental illness
2. Analysis of the Autopsy Report
3. Discussion of the medication
4. Explanation of Bipolar Disorder and Psychosis
5. Catatonia
6. Causes of the bizarre behaviour in the elevator
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Mental illness is no joke. People think recreational drugs are serious. Mental illness can cause some crazy delusions.
Thank you Dr. Rege. Whatever the cause of her demise, may her soul have found peace. So very sad.
True. Thanks for that thoughtful comment.
Just like the hotel was responsible To some extent so was her family. She was starting to show clear signs of a the beginning of a MANIC episode. They knew how dangerous she was to herself. Taking a trip by herself, traveling to the Us, etc etc. Elisa and her family were well aware of her condition. This goes to show that she might have done this on purpose. Not taking her meds or simply forgot, she probably was suicidal, she probably gave up when she realized she could escape her demons. Rest in Peace
She was an adult and no one can force someone to take their medication. I'm sure her family had their share of struggles throughout her illness, and I'm sure they already carry feelings of guilt despite it not being their fault. Why would you try to blame the people who love her and took care of her and suffered and worried for her the most.
Yes i feel like she commited suicide by jumping into the water tank. She somehow ended up on the roof and managed to open the water tank. One of the employees probably noticed it opened, didn’t bother looking inside and just closed it.
My condolences to the family
Love this demonstration regarding this case. Combining my interest in one video. I would love more like this. Great content.
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Fascinating Sanil! Thanks for an alternative tutorial
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@@PsychiatrySimplified Her death is caused by deathly abrupt withdrawal from those psychiatric poison causing psychosis and suicide. Psychiatry has blood on their hands.
Not as whimsical as the “it was ghosts in the blood” explanation but still fascinating
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No.. having bipolar disorder is definitely not whimsical. In fact, it’s probably more disturbing than any supernatural movie or show you’ve seen. I guess only people who have it know and don’t discuss it so lightly as you do 🙄
Awesome perspective. I always enjoy listening to you.
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Oh der Doctor spricht Deutsch! New subscriber here very I impressed with your Analysis!
Danke! 🙏🏼
Why do her gestures in part of the infamous elevator video look very much like she's pantomiming the actions of treading water?
These kind of movements are also seen in dyskinesia due to a range of reasons. Ofcourse it’s possible she was hallucinating leading to those movements.
@@PsychiatrySimplified That certainly nakes sense. She's definitely seeing something we can't but I'm allowing for the possibility that there was something else going on than just an organically-produced hallucination.
What you have discussed makes the most sense except one thing. The likely scenario was that she had a mental breakdown and climbed into the water tank. Either trying to hide from an imaginary threat, or suicide. The one thing that makes me doubt everything is the fact that they never found her cell phone. They found her room key and other things in the water tank, but no phone. And she wasn't wearing clothes
Brilliant piece of hard work.Thanks
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Im bipolar and smart enough to figure this out. . Examine this video in different light filters .. you will see a shadow of a person pass by then immediately she responds by looking out in the hall. At the very end when she walks off you see her shadkw cast and then a second shadow following after hers.
A. She was being stalked and was murdered
B. She hit so many buttons up front probably so the pursuer would nkt know what floor she was gonna get out on. Which caused it to get stuck open.
She was scared ,she waved her hands trying ti get the door shut.
Thjs was no accident, how dare they sweep it under rhe rug just because she was bipolar!!!
Thank you for your insights.
I’ve witnessed several times this behavior in patients suffering from psychotic acute episodes. But not all persons suffering from bipolar disorder have them, thankfully. Most professionals from different fields that analysed the evidence arrived at the same conclusions. It’s ok to doubt, but it would be more useful to use it to raise awareness. Odd behavior (with several witnesses at the hotel at multiple instances, not just the one from the video and not motivated by a persecuter) should lead to the right help being called for, not ignored. Take care!
You're probably right. I had assumed she knew elevators had cameras and was simply trying to keep the door open so the elevator camera would film the person stalking her outside. The fact that the person outside was so careful not to be filmed makes me think it was someone familiar with where the cameras were positioned...someone who knew the building well.
a wrong diagnosis, to start with. this was a SZ/SZA patient diagnosed with BD. The level of her cognitive impairment tells us she was in the realm of SZ rather than BD. which means all those zillions of meds were not necessary. she had to be closely observed and given olanzapine, starting with 2.5, 5, 7.5, 10, and gradually toward 20 if need be, staying 6 weeks on every dosage, until her delusions are completely gone. It is clear that this woman never got out of her psychosis. she of course did not tell anyone about her delusions. in other words, this dr Sarah killed her by over-medicating her with wrong meds. Sarah was trying to fix non-fixable. Negative symptoms are not fixable although there are some reports lumateperone 42mg may help, but not significantly. To Sarah, these symptoms looked like depression.
Burevestnik: We have to be very careful about what we say online. In certain jurisdictions this can be construed as libel.
It is difficult to know the exact details of are diagnosis. As the other comment mentions, it would be good to edit out medical professionals' names so that it does not get construed as unfair criticism of a medical professional.
Bullshit. In case she is on so many drug meds, she can develop sza/sz just from the meds due to the occurance of breakthrough and withdrawal psychosis, even in individuals who just got psych meds for sleeping issues. There are case reports. It's unprofessional to upgrade the diagnose while highly mind altering drugs like those prescribed are in the play.
She started out with bipolar. You are just guessing. All in all, this is a psychiatric treatment gone horribly wrong, she's dead now. I guess we all can agree on that fact.
(What do you think by giving a person who probably doesn't even weigh 120 pounds 20mg olanzapine? Ever tried this horrible drug yourself? In case, you haven't over more than a few days: stop talking about things you have no clue about. You don't know how it feels, and in case you think you know better how I felt: congratulations, I'm going to call you delusional. I totally agree with MD Gøtzsche that this drug alone probably has killed off 200.000 people. Olanzapine can cause hallucinations, it's even on the list of side effects. I was on 5mg olanzapine, for a diagnose that was bull*** to begin with, I don't even want to think about what 20mg might do!)
Moreover, Sarah didn't try to fix the unfixable nor anything else, she trusted her psychiatrist and now she's dead. Don't twist facts. She did, what was expected of her, seeked psychiatric help and took the medication as suggested. And now you are trying to blame her for psychiatry's failure? Makes no sense.
Psychiatry is dodging accountability all over the place, claiming they know better, but in case things go wrong, it's always the patient.
In no other field of work you can create such nonsense and still keep your position (ok, I might have forgotten politics.)
This post making suggestions without even having seen the patient, not knowing the whole story just proves how delusional some people can be. I'd suggest to follow your suggested treatment plan to fix delusions of grandeur (is this the right term?). Or try to show some dignity! This case also should be another wake-up call for psychiatry: get the f*** better or don't pretend to be able to help people in the long run.
(Sorry, having rants like this is a part of my Asperger "disorder", that went undiagnosed, which also means: I don't give a crap about your status/education. I have 4 suicides in my environment, one extended, 3 in which psychiatric drugs played a role, makes 4 deaths. I'd conclude: psychiatry in general sucks at its current state. That doesn't mean every psychiatrist does. I'm able to differentiate what many psychiatrists themselves are incapable of.)
Thanks Dr. for pointing out that meds can cause this mess, too, and showing some of Mark Horowitz's work on withdrawal! That's awesome! And also thanks for showing some dignity regarding mental "illness", I like your approach to those sensitive topics. ❤️
@@beverlyteh4676 Not in North American jurisdictions where psychiatry is exempt from lawsuits. If a pdoc misses a diagnosis of psychosis, for example, he cannot be sued. the rationale from courts being that it is the question of clinical perception. This is confirmed for Canada.
What do you mean by cognitive impairment indicating a SZ diagnosis? If you’re talking about the disorganized behavior in the video it is perfectly compatible with a BD psychotic relapse in any of its forms, you cannot be so sure with so little info. It doesnt rule out SZA, sure, nor SZ (we dont know for sure she had a maniac episode in the past). I agree the treatment presented is weird, it only really prevents depression and the antidepressants pose a risk if she really had BD or SZA with history of maniac episodes, but we’re not sure this really was her prescribed treatment at time of death, in someone known to have stopped treatment before (was she prescribed a mood stabiliser that she didnt bring with her?)
And then olanzapine is not the only treatment option for any of those conditions. Actually because of metabolic issues, even if indeed farely effective, you should first try other options instead. It can lead to enormous weight gain with serious health consequences and is often reason of discontinuation
Adderall IR, Sudafed, Seroquel, multiple antidepressants..Jeez. Not a good combo to say the very least. This video explained so much that others did not. Thanks!
Ive been diagnosed with depression , anxiety, and bi polar. Havent had meds in a couple yrs i think. It sucks bad. People are like itll get better you just gotta try harder. Pisses me off. I usually say if im still alive then im trying. Im a new subscriber. Enjoy your vids alot.
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I'm a diagnosed bipolar 1 too.. 😢that's why I'm here
Hope you can get the treatment as needed. Wish you well.
I am unipolar, with significant episodes of depression. Apparently, Ms. Lam’s depression was a big problem for her, according to her TUMBLR posts. She had good insight into her mood disorder, but was unable to overcome it.
Excellent one! U deserve more limelight
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Nice and intriguing case report 👍
Well explained Dr Sanil, as a psychiatry registrar trainee myself that actively paid attention to the Elisa Lam case even prior to medical school, that concoction of medication is almost being contributory to her bizarre presentation and eventual passing.
Even one antidepressant can cause a manic switch, not to mention the presence of stimulants, bupropion (can cause psychosis) and pseudoephedrine. 50mg of PRN quetiapine would have not held her at all.
It’s a shame that the presentation ended up being span as a super natural mystery or weird unsolved murder case when there is a logically consistent explanation to the chain of events leading up to her passing.
Good comment! Yes the medication seems surprising to say the least particularly in the context of a bipolar illness ! Thanks for your input .
Sinutab isn’t on the drug store shelves in Canada, so not easy to get. I believe you have to ask the pharmacist for it but it’s not widely available here to my knowledge.
Is it possible she used sinutab to get to sleep? It might initially cause enough drowsiness to fall asleep but later, the drowsy part wears off leaving the stimulant side (that keeps your sinuses dry) is still acting, so it’ll wake you up and make your brain race.
Thanks for your comment. On its own it may not have led to significant issues but when combined with a stimulant and other dopaminergic agents ( bupropion) the combination is a really potent sympathomimetic which can activate the brain / and in vulnerable individuals trigger a psychotic or manic episode.
Sinutab by itself likely will not promote psychosis. It will cause hypertension. Too many other medications were very problematic.
very informative video. i seem to be the only one anywhere that can explain this strange behavior with my theory. i looked at the video for what it was and saw a woman seeing things that weren't there. i don't believe in the supernatural and my mom is bipolar so i know about the hallucinations and paranoia. so my theory is that she's playing a game with children. hide and seek if you will. she's not in any danger and it explains her playfulness until she does her hand movements. at that point she proceeds to explain the rules of the game, even listing off things with her fingers. she's looking down at someone.
a tragic end to the game. let me know what you think dr. rege
No way to know for sure. It is really tragic. She would be about 30 and would likely be living a good life if medicated.
Veiw that video in different light filters and youll see those shadow reflexions. Some say its ghost but its not. It looks to be in the elvator but it is only the refleclxion off someone outside the elevator. Later elisa casts a similar shadow in the same spot and a second shadow follows hers before the doors shut
It is ABSURD to think Elisa Lam went into the water tank by herself. Just lazy. She was targeted, murdered, & disposed of-full stop.
Electricuting her, forms emotionalised memories of mortifying terror horror and powerlessness. She knows drugs are killing her via comorbidity, and shes been taken in by authorites to be sectioned before.
So she has accrued a hyper-vigilant fight response to the situation in her memory ( hipocampal) and emotionalised signifigance (amygdallic and other emotional areas).
So she is thus worried and looking out for a repeat occurance because sheis neglected/isolated from society (via insecurities i.e. inadaquacy and inferiority) as sheeple do not innerstand her need to be kept away from psychiatry just to heal from trauma (called psychiatry) thus shes isolated and anchored that her own (complicit) family and even some friends, oppose the incline that bolsters her homeostasis, which is avoidance (flight responses) from psychiatry.
The outcome is hypervigilance , where by the neuro psychology and neurology filters any confering/compaible/consistent/congruent information as noteworthy for consideration.
This includes bodily sensations:
and affectation giving impressions to the mentle, and of course the motor association pathways act on this. (Hair standing on end, sweating, skin vasodilation as the body prepares to run, anxiety as tightness and tension - from dopaminergic anticipation of whats accrued and established in her hipocampal arc/gyrus and amygdala (anterior insula substancia nigra/cyngulate gyrus and all emotional areas of the brain).
These sensations are also emotions/feeling, which are all facets of fear and sadnesses, such as neglect and anxiety, powerlessness and so on.
This connectionism of emotion/feeling, memory/thinking, behaviour/safety behaviours:
(such as better follow every instinctive bodily sensation and negative fearful thought popping into my awareness via dorsal spinal tract/ vestibular cochlear and oculus and adhere to the connectionsm of emotionalised memories - thus producing those safety behaviours which could be misconstrued as mania, yet stem from stimulus+processing=output so is infact a connectionistic mechanisism.)
"aitro-genic-cide by-proxy": is what this is.
Her family are also to blame, she said they were poisoning her, and the "informational-conformity" (conforming to those deemed to have greater knowledge if you have lesser knowledge) heuristic and authority heuristic (Stanley Milgram popularised)
Accrued weight i the emotionalised memory areas of her family and she never had anyone interject in her treatment and sufficiently study or read a single day in their lives and she is jot here today because they would not help by providing non allopathic knowledge via "food" nutricutecals, and avoidance of the allopathic model.
This is the reason.
She cant run from her emotionalised memories and her connectionism, also she cant ignore them from her present connectionism if she wants to sufvive, which she obviously does.... because the purpose of the nervous system/s js to "move the organism so that it may survive" ~ Damasio~
That is clearly what she is doing.
Moving to survive, inclining in accord with her survival-responses and survival brain.
This survival brain, laterally inhibits coherence of speech and phonetic understanding (i.e. wenrickes and brokers areas in tge perietal and frontal lobe respectively. (This is why people arguing are unreceptive - because emotionalised memory areas neural are the seat for which all other connectionisms of the body stem from, in this survival responses state).
The ventral tegmental and striatum are disengaged via llateral inhibition as the midbrain limbic system predominates.
She isnot fighting the urge to live, shes alighned with the first law of nature which is self preservation, which is superordinately the purpose and function of the nervous system, when the frontal lobe neocortex is disengaged, the ("allegedly") more primitive mid brain it is huilt upon is the rex meaning king lamina meaning (beaten to a flat plate or) sending out signal to the body.
Thats the prodominant connectionism.
Her family should have study food and diet and drugs and nutricuticals.
Their to blame.
Love you girll sorry this occured.
Should I watch the documentary ON Netflix before this?
Not necessarily . This angle is not covered in the documentary. But without saying too much - which ever way you go you’ll get two different perspectives. Hope you find both useful
Girl looks at family for bolstering homeostasis.
Family look with emotionalised memories of stuff the psychiatrists said that they are too stupid to "understand" or overstand.
Then their memory has no clue, due to lacking knowledge, so they draw a blank of uncertainty, the girl sees this and gets her own hippocampal-arc-ing-amygdalic memories. Her emotionalised memories are ones of isolated neglect and lonliness, and disappoontment and displeasure and dismay (which is sad surprise).
Leading to suffering which is sadnessness and depression.
Sadnesses induce fears (inferiority and insecurities like inadaquacy) this inturn induces anxiety like nervousness and being scarred about the prejudice (pre-judging without the family actually even knowing what thehy are judging because they all informitively conformed.
Thus she has a possibly, vauge level of frustration and annoyance with family to protect her psychologically, and gear her biochemostry to take and keep her far enough away from family so she may avoid poisoning.
Yet any facets of angers be it frustration and aggitation and annoyance, stem from the fears and sadnesses (some were aleasy mentioned) that she accrued via her prejudice treatment from her family.
The family had an :
authority heuristic
Informative conformity heuristic
Normative conformity
Private conformity
Anchoring-contrast
Consistency heuristic
Anchored to obey authority from childhood, they plasticised myelinated neurologic paths which inclined their neuclei and memory and emotional brain areas to comply to authority, that anchir by contrast quickly obeys teachers then lecturers then medical authorities, informative conformity to a percieved medical authority thus was no different to the anchor- by contrast so felt rught and cooreect and they have no memory of this not being the case as the correct and default go-to (virtually) hence thats an heuristic (i.e. mentle short-cut, to facilitate judgement resulting in serious room for major error).
Private conformity associated neurons storing nemory and emotionionalised memory, made the association that "we can definetly privately conform" with this information (including drug names and how to pronounce them and their efficiacy and the jnsert labels we don't even bother to read) because we know absolutely nothing at all abiut any of this and the five minutes of latin names given by a psych we get yhrice per year we don't even etymologise.... (which is why her family is to blame).
Normative conformity adds to their poor decisions, and the consistency heuristic is the aspect of myelinated plasticties which inturn laterally inhibit fresh new unadulterated evaluative thinking, by the profound over estimation and emphasis placed upon the emotionalised memorised default behaviours regarding authorities and informative conformity.
Even if you do not remmber learning to ride a bike without stabalisers, after four decades, your body still does remember how to ride a bike, those neurons are "hard-wired" her family were "hard-wired" in this way, via myelinated plasticties, laterally inhibitting any evaluation to maybe not poison the daughter and sibling concommitantly and by-proxy.
As her family inclined to the poisoning - based on the above mentioned heuristics and other heuristics, which exist in as many a number as do the adverse effects of anti-depressants which is over three hundred and counting....
Her family could have gone drugs dot.ckm and read the adverse (side) effects abd physicians notes.
Then pubmed.
Then the library or nutrition facts . Org.
Then naturopathy.
Then a nutritionist.
Or just brought and read five books, but they didn't.
She learned they were not on her side on this core issues.
So she is thus anchored now to a hypervigilance as her own family are effectively not on her side.
If anyone does not know what a heuristic is go look that up and get etymologised on the words do to know and recognise your knowledge via your hippocamp areas by the sensory neurons (which give impressions to the mentle).
Lest you overestimate what you think you know and don't grow.
The colloquial group osmosis is the reason peolle go to anyone called an [adulterated poisoner who harms and kills others, by inducing another suffering practicioner].
Because their names are not etymologised. I.e. [aitrogenic - pharmacutical allopathogenesis].
So get etymologicification of the words.
Her behaviour:
Electricuting her, forms emotionalised memories of mortifying terror horror and powerlessness. She knows drugs are killing her via comorbidity, and shes been taken in by authorites to be sectioned before.
So she has accrued a hyper-vigilant fight response to the situation in her memory ( hipocampal) and emotionalised signifigance (amygdallic and other emotional areas).
So she is thus worried and looking out for a repeat occurance because sheis neglected/isolated from society (via insecurities i.e. inadaquacy and inferiority) as sheeple do not innerstand her need to be kept away from psychiatry just to heal from trauma (called psychiatry) thus shes isolated and anchored that her own (complicit) family and even some friends, oppose the incline that bolsters her homeostasis, which is avoidance (flight responses) from psychiatry.
The outcome is hypervigilance , where by the neuro psychology and neurology filters any confering/compaible/consistent/congruent information as noteworthy for consideration.
This includes bodily sensations:
and affectation giving impressions to the mentle, and of course the motor association pathways act on this. (Hair standing on end, sweating, skin vasodilation as the body prepares to run, anxiety as tightness and tension - from dopaminergic anticipation of whats accrued and established in her hipocampal arc/gyrus and amygdala (anterior insula substancia nigra/cyngulate gyrus and all emotional areas of the brain).
These sensations are also emotions/feeling, which are all facets of fear and sadnesses, such as neglect and anxiety, powerlessness and so on.
This connectionism of emotion/feeling, memory/thinking, behaviour/safety behaviours:
(such as better follow every instinctive bodily sensation and negative fearful thought popping into my awareness via dorsal spinal tract/ vestibular cochlear and oculus and adhere to the connectionsm of emotionalised memories - thus producing those safety behaviours which could be misconstrued as mania, yet stem from stimulus+processing=output so is infact a connectionistic mechanisism.)
"aitro-genic-cide by-proxy": is what this is.
Her family are also to blame, she said they were poisoning her, and the "informational-conformity" (conforming to those deemed to have greater knowledge if you have lesser knowledge) heuristic and authority heuristic (Stanley Milgram popularised)
Accrued weight i the emotionalised memory areas of her family and she never had anyone interject in her treatment and sufficiently study or read a single day in their lives and she is jot here today because they would not help by providing non allopathic knowledge via "food" nutricutecals, and avoidance of the allopathic model.
This is the reason.
She cant run from her emotionalised memories and her connectionism, also she cant ignore them from her present connectionism if she wants to sufvive, which she obviously does.... because the purpose of the nervous system/s js to "move the organism so that it may survive" ~ Damasio~
That is clearly what she is doing.
Moving to survive, inclining in accord with her survival-responses and survival brain.
This survival brain, laterally inhibits coherence of speech and phonetic understanding (i.e. wenrickes and brokers areas in tge perietal and frontal lobe respectively. (This is why people arguing are unreceptive - because emotionalised memory areas neural are the seat for which all other connectionisms of the body stem from, in this survival responses state).
The ventral tegmental and striatum are disengaged via llateral inhibition as the midbrain limbic system predominates.
She isnot fighting the urge to live, shes alighned with the first law of nature which is self preservation
She was another victim of psychiatry. The prescriber of that cocktail belongs in jail
I know how infections, inflammations and bad condition of immune system affects brain and anxiety, and all this because of covid it left underlaying inflammation i didnt know but i have anxiety 6 months after covid and all day everyday the same (ocd, intrusive thoughts). But problems is i developed battery anxiety because of this. I never had battery anxiety before but i also developed other intrusive thoughts i never had before. Any suggestions what should i do?
There have been a number of individuals who have developed severe anxiety / intrusive thoughts post Covid infection. Would recommend seeing a doctor / psychiatrist for an evaluation.
@@PsychiatrySimplified psychiatrist not gonna help. If my brain responded with anxiety to normal thoughts i simply cant do nothing. When i had brain inflammation( underlaying) it used to be a lot worse but once inflammation went away anxiety dissapeared too. But after covid i have inflammation in my lungs but they are healing slowly but i also have joint pain. To be honest i have no idea what kind of underlaying issues covid left. Feels like i have orher underlaying inflammations.
@@k.b1596 Inflammation and psychiatry are closely related. We have covered videos on neuroinflammation and neuropsychiatry of Covid on this channel. It is known that inflammation leads to agitation/anxiety as cytokines can activate mesolimbic system.
But police should investigate who elisa lim ask for help after the elevator doesn't close, because that's maybe a killer suspect, not depending on these crazy scientists theories
hallucinations in her mind
Did they check for GHB or ketamine in her system? While the psych aspect may be relevant, her body language and the way she's moving looks identical to overdosing on these.
Yes they did
And all of this could have been replaced with a pack of kools
It looks like she was tripping on drugs
At the end of the day buerev I say whatever I want to who ever I want no matter what jurisdiction is , your not a psychiatrist for 1
Sorry I’m not sure I understand the comment
@@PsychiatrySimplified oh I was saying it to that buerev guy here saying everything is lies on what you was saying I know your a psychiatrist but the other fella
You have a human conscience stop wrapping that band around your arm friend. Instead leave the antecubital vien and needle alone and simply do what you are doing.
Yiur brain does not see the benefits, but I am going to save the drug company lawsuits by providing a reversal ("Kure") to PSSD, and hopefully weight gain. Save thousands of people from sexual assasination. And make the cycle drastically better going foreward, because the person whose life you ruined, their not suffering right now.
Out of the flesh, no suffering exists, you know dream brain (khundalini) the way krishna got it was a fast, dry fasting, by the barren fig tree, with praniyamic breathing akin to chi-gong, the khundalini lets me see the way the "dead" live, they live in total peace usually, free from pain and discomfort of the body, those left behind experience the pain, and it is wasted and not want they want for you, they would like reverence and this only reaches them best, through the frequency of love, which is far removed frkm the bio and neuro psychology and chemistry of ruminating toxic cycles and sadnesses and suffering and neglect or any facets of sadness and fear.
Only joy but above all the facets comprising love reach them the strongest.
Help but it is worth it, you made it worth it, I will do this book because these H1/2/3/TA receptors of serotonin and other pathways affected by nonselective drugs, are all easy to remedy to a small degree, with supplements and whole foods and herbs, i will find the complete blend for these so people can dk as little as possible to remedy, aitrogenesis and ails, dont worry.
As long as they get their incline, the drug companies get sued less, and you get the overall result your inclined to, no one has any opposable inclines.
Make it worth it!
Why do British people keep saying it like that? It’s not Los Aenjahleeez
Not British. And as you know th Americans don't pronounce it the way it really should be pronounced - they are Spanish words